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Saturday, April 25, 2015

UPDATED 4 - 26 - 2015, WHAT IS NOT FUNNY - OUR VETERANS - UNDER CONSTRUCTION

 HYPOTHETICALLY ' SPEAKENED,' OF COURSE,

THIS IS NOT AT THE CIRCLE K
WHERE THE PHOTO WAS TAKEN.


LETS SAY ANOTHER FORM OF ' HUMAN TRAFFICKING ' THEN THE STATE CAN ' SAVE ' HIS ( OR HER'S ) FAMILY WITH CHILDREN TOO, IF ANY.

SO, LETS SAY THAT A THIRD PARTY REP ' THINKS ' THAT BY SOME MIRACLE AND ACT OF ' G_D,' AND A LOT OF GOOD LUCK COMBINED WITH ALL SORTS OF ' HONORINGS DESCRIPTIVE' AND BURNT OFFERINGS, WHEW, MANAGES TO OBTAIN VA BENEFITS FOR SOME ' BOSS ' ( SOB REALLY ) WHO'S ON THE STREETS, AND THEN THE ' CHIEF ' ( FEIHC = FISH REALLY, BUT WITH A ' SLUR ' ) OR ' BOSS ' THEN THE MAN OR ' CORRECT DESCRIPTIVE OBSERVATION IN WORD USAGE ' IS TRULY DECISIVE IN FACT, GOSH, TODAY'S AGE WHO KNEW ? THEN THE PERSON MERRILY RUNS TO THE BANK AND IS MUGGED, THEN CHECK IS CASHED ( SOMETIMES SIGNATURE ALREADY PROVIDED, REMEMBER TRASH LADY PULLING OUT PLASTIC BAGS WITH ' MAIL ' AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER ) AND ALL ARE HAPPY! GANGSTERS WHO CASHED CHECK, LADY WHO SORTED FOR USABLE ' WARES,' AND THIRD PARTY VA REP ' JUST DOING A GOOD JOB ' AND THE QUESTIONABLE PEOPLE WHO ' WORK ' AT THE VA BY FT. BLISS WHO ( MIGHT = HE, HE, HE, HA ) AND ALL ARE HAPPY AGAIN.
SHIT ! LETS ALL GO TO DISNEY LAND ALTOGETHER. VA PAYING!

NOW…….THIS GETS BETTER. NO, REALLY. HAVE PATIENCE, IT'S A VIRTUE. LETS SAY THAT ALL THE THIRD PARTY VA PEOPLE ARE DOING, OH NO, BEATING A ' DEAD HORSE GETS YOU NOWHERE. UM, OK LETS SAY ' HALF ' OF THE ' GLASS ' OF THE, WELL I GUESS THEY'ED HAVE TO BE, LETS SAY ' MEN,' IN THESE VA CENTERS ARE DOING THE SAME THING? WELL LETS SEE, WHAT ARE THE ' WOMEN DOING? YES, REAL ONES, NOT THE CREEP IN THE BRIGG WHO WANTS TITS AND A, WELL SOMETHING LIKE A….A-HOLE, 'CAUSE IT JUST CAN'T BE REAL.

G-D DAMN, OOPS CAN'T SAY, SHIT! CAN'T FIGURE THAT ONE OUT! THOSE LAST TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE STOLEN BY DAD! OK, OK, IT'S ALRIGHT, FUCK! G_D DAMN IT, SHIT, CAN'T SAY ' IT,' OK THEN ' THEM'S! ' TRIPS ARE'A BUILDING UP, I'M TIRED OF ' DISNEYLAND.'

NOW CIRCLE K, " I SORRY." I MADE A STAND AGAINST CLINTON'S DESCRIPTIVE ' OBLIGATION ' UNDER OATH, CONCERNING A DESCRIPTIVE TERM ' OBLIGED ' IN TERMINOLOGY AS WHAT MIGHT BE CONSIDERED ' SEX ' BY, WELL, MOST OF UH, ' ALL ' PEOPLES WITH ' EXCEPTION ' TH THE ARAB PEOPLES WHO CONSIDER ' IT ' UNDER THE ' HEADING ' OF ' RIGHT.' ' RIGHTS'S ' DEPENDING ON ' JUST WHAT,' ' IS ' THE TRUE DEFINITION OF WHAT ' IS ' THE CORRECT OBLIGATION AS TO ' DEMOCRAT.' THUS ' ISIS.'

' I SORRY ' TO READ HAWAII.

SO, LETS PULL ALL THIS TOGETHER, MUCH LIKE THE FRIENDLY PLACE IN HAWAII, THE ' BIG ONE,' HA! JUST THROW ALL YOUR COMPUTERS AWAY LIKE BARTON PRINCE DID AFTER HE HAD ME PUT THEM IN A ' CORNER-TOGETHER ' UNTIL I WAS GONE.

GARAGE NEXT DOOR, THE HOUSE THAT HE ' WIRED HIMSELF-TELEPHONES ).

HA! HA, HA, HA, HA, HE, HE, HE, HA! 

' ISIS ' SHOULD NAME THEMSELVES ' SOSO ' BECAUSE ' WE,' THE UNITED STATES ' DO IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU.' WE TAUGHT YOU!

HA! HE, HE, SO, HA, SO, HE, HA, HE, HA, HE!

SO, NOW, LETS TALK NATIONAL SECURITY, WAIT SOMEONES AT MY DOOR…….' HILLERY,' G_D DAMN IT, WHO TOLD? I SWEAR TO THE ' HEAVENS ' IT WASN'T MY DREAM!

BAD RUSH ! BAD RUSH ! BAD, BAD, BAD RUSH !

OH SHIT ! HOW MANY THIRD PARTY REPS ARE THERE ACROSS AMERICA ?

SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO SLOW DOWN TO ABOUT TWO GOOD MEALS A DAY TO REALLY THINK ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES A VETERAN HAS BEEN TOLD BY OTHER VETERANS ' YOU CAN'T GO TO SCHOOL IF YOU DON'T SELL ILEGAL DRUGS, OR GIVE THEM ALL  YOUR MONEY TO ' THEM.' SOMETIMES MR. OBAMA, YOU REALLY HAVE TO THINK, WHO PROTECTS WHO AND HOW TO KEEP THEIR TRUST FOR SAVING YOUR LIVES.

EYE FOR AN EYE HAS BEEN REDEFINED.

THIS GIFT IS FOR CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURK AND JOHN MCCAIN WHO I ALSO SHOOK HANDS WITH YEARS AGO.

I AM DOING THIS ONE ONLINE BECAUSE I ' CAME UP ' WITH THE IDEA IN HIS ( O'ROURK'S  )NEIGHBORHOOD AND MY FAMILIES OLD NEIGHBORHOOD - NOW I'M BARED FROM ASKING FOR ' CHANGE ' AFTER PEOPLE LEAVE.

THIS IS ONE IDEA THAT SHOULD BE MADE REAL

A TWO YEAR ' NEAR ' MANDATORY, BUT LIFETIME ' SKILL ' OR FIRST TWO YEAR COLLEGE EDUCATION, LAST TWO PAID IN FULL FOR ' COLLEGE EDUCATION,' LAST TWO YEARS MUST BE EMPLOYED. TAUGHT BY MILITARY AND COLLEGE STAFF WITH BA AND MA ONLY. FORT BLISS ? BUT WITH DIFFERENT SETTING, TREES, GRASS BUT SEPPARAT FROM THE BASE, BUT WITHIN THE PARIMIDER. THEY EARNED THE PROTECTION NOT TO BE SHOT AT FROM PUNKS OR HAVE THEM HARRASH THEM TO SELL OR BUY ILEGAL DRUGS OR RELATED VIOLENT ACTS.

" YOU BROK'EM, YOU FUCKIN FIX 'EM." THEY EARNED IT!

TWO YEARS PAID IN FULL, WITH EXCEPTION TO BOOKS AND SUPPLIES, ( CHECK FOR BOOKS AND SUPPLIES ) STUDENT SEES NO MONEY. MANDATORY DRUG TESTING. ONE STRIKE-ONE YEAR SUSPENSION. SECOND STRIKE...NICE TO KNOW YOU, THANKS FOR YOUR SERVICE. VA BENEFIT'S STILL APPLY.

NO SECONDARY ' TECH ' COLLEGE, LIKE EPCC WERE YOU MIGHT GET SHOT AT BECAUSE IT IS KNOWN BY EVERYONE AS A ' DRUG COLLEG/PARTY COLLEGE.'

OR' DRAFT.' ALL OF THIS, JUST AN ' IDEA ' UNDER ARTICLE 77. PROVE YOURSELF, ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN.

V-RAP
WHEN I WAS TOLD ABOUT V-RAP. I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS A VET AGAIN BY JULIO GUTIERREZ. " DON'T YOU SEE MR.OCHOA YOU'RE A HERO.." BULLSHIT. SO THEN I WAS A VET, AND A ' HERO.' WHEN I GOT OUT I WAS UNCHARECTORIZED, MEANING, BECAUSE I ASKED, " YOU WERE NEVER HERE." BY THE FEMALE WHO ASKED FOR MY MEDAL, THEN ' MILITARY DESIGNATION-COAST GUARD. THEN I SIGNED PAPERWORK. SHE NEVER GOT MY ' IDENTITY,' ONLY GREEN CARD ( MILITARY ID ).

AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER I REMEMBERED THAT AGAIN, WALKING THROUGH YEARS OF SERVICE, I COULD HARDLY SIGN THE PAPERWORK THAT SHE GAVE ME ' AGAIN.'

WHEN I CAME BACK WITH A ' BITCH ' RIDDING MY HEAD, I WENT TO EPCC TO RE-ENROLL AND BARELY MADE THE DEAD LINE. " YOU STILL HAVE A COUPLE OF HOURS, LETS DO IT." ADRIAN SAID, US ARMY. I HAD TO TAKE OUT AN EMERGENCY VA LOAN THAT IN THE END WAS JUST EPCC. I STRUGGLED IN MY CLASSES WITH ALL FORMS OF ' SHIT ' IN CLASS AND OUT. REALLY LOVED THE TWO DIME SHIT UNDER MY DESK. THE PRISON VET IF THAT'S WHAT HE REALLY WAS NOT ONLY PUSHING WHAT EVER, BUT ALSO THE GAY REVOLUTION SHIT. THEN THE PROFESSOR WHO WAS NOT EVEN ' ALLOWED ' ON THAT CAMPUS PUSHING HIS GAY REVOLUTION SHIT, AND OPENING UP HIS LEGS WIDE, MAKING DISCRIMINATORY COMMENTS THAT EVEN A STUDENT, WITH DAMN NEAR WHITE EYES, VERY POLITELY CORRECTED HIM ON, IN CLASS. THAT PROFESSOR WAS CHARGED WITH SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION, ANOTHER TEACHER QUESTIONED HIS PRESENCE ON THAT CAMPUS, THAT'S HOW I FOUND OUT.

MY ENGLISH PROFESHER GAVE ME THE ' LUXERY ' OF WRITTING MY PAPER WITHOUT HAVING TO COME TO CLASS. I HAD TO READ ALL MATERIALS AND DID. I TURNED IN THE PAPER ONE WEEK LATE. PUT IT ON THE NET IN CASE IT DIDN'T SHOW UP ON HER E-MAIL. MY COMPUTER AT THE COLLEGE, NO MATTER WHICH ONE WAS NEARLY ALWAYS MESSED WITH.

SOMEONE ' PLACED ' YELLOW SNAKE,' THE PAPER. ON GOOGLE SO THAT IT SHOWED UP
WHEN YOU GOOGLE BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA. THANK YOU. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT GRADE I MADE. BUT IT WAS DONE.

THEN V-RAP WAS DENIED. DENIED AGAIN. DENIED AGAIN. MONTHS, AFTER ALL THE PAPERWORK. I SARTED ' ASKING FOR CHANGE ' AT THE CIRCLE K, AND THATS HOW RENT WAS PAID ALONG WITH LATE CHARGES TO A PLACE THAT LETS EVERYONE AND THERE ' BROTHER ' IN YOUR ROOM. COMPLAINTS EVEN MADE TO OWNER, OUTSIDE OF MANAGEMENT. I KEPT RECORD AFTER THIRD TIME, ON THE INTERNET. I WILL NOT SELL ILEGAL DRUGS OR ' MUG ' PEOPLE FOR A LIVING.

 THEN I GOT IT, AFTER MONTHS. DIEGO OCHOA WAS NOT NOTIFIED, WHO, THAT SECRET KEPT." TAKE THIS BEFORE DIEGO ( OCHOA ) SEES IT." WENT TO THE COLLEGE AND FOUND OUT THAT I WAS BEING OVERCHARGED OVER A HUNDRED DOLLARS FRAUDULENTLY. I WAS ' FLOORED.' I TOOK THE BUS BACK ' HOME,' THEN CORRECTED MYSELF, TURNED AND LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW TO, JUST IN TIME, A ' BACKFIRE.' THEN EVEN THOUGH NOT IN THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD, THE ' PEARL APTS,' RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY GAZE AGAIN. THE HZ RATE OF THE BUS AND ALL THE ALTER EGOS ( CELL PHONES ) AND MINDS OF THE PASSENGERS; I RODE AROUND IN CIRCLES. TOLD THE DRIVER, " I'M TAKING THE FULL TOUR."

NEAR THE LAST TIME THAT I SPOKE TO JULIO GUTIERREZ, HE ASKED ME, " YOU MEAN MR.OCHOA WHO'S FATHER I KNOW? " THEN THE LAST CONVERSATION WHICH IS LOGED IN THIS BLOG, THE COMPLETE REVERSAL OF THE AMOUNT PAID FOR RENT. I WAS GOING TO GO BACK TO THE OPPERTUNITY CENTER ONCE MORE TO SPEAK TO THE PERSON IN CHARGE, DISPITE WHAT I WAS TOLD BY THE FEMALE. BUT, I COULD'NT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT. I ACCEPTED EVICTION PAPERS INSTEAD. EVERYONE LIED.

I HAVE RECIEVED AN E-MAIL FROM THE CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROUKE, A THANKS FOR ' OTHER ' WORK AND SENT HIM A MESSAGE THAT WAS SENT TO THE AGENCY A WHILE BACK, JUST IN CASE. ONE HAS ALREADY HAPPENED, THE OTHER? 

I HAVE BEEN RIGHT, 90%-100% JUST OF AND FROM ' MEMORY.' MY FATHER'S BOOK ' SUGGESTIONS ' RAN OUT ABOUT A YEAR AGO. BOOK SUGGESTIONS WERE FROM WHEN I WAS A KID. I GUESS THE THINKING WAS THE ' USE ' OF THE ' KIDDY ' VOICE SO MANY OF THE RESIDENTS OF THE SRO ( MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE ) USE IN ORDER TO SEDUCE, COPULATE, OR GATHER INFORMATION. THERE IS REALLY NO ' BOUNDARIES WITH THIS ' APPROACH.' THEN THE SUBJECT IS EITHER ' TURNED ' OR DESTROYED AND IS THEN ' CAPTIVE ' OF MIND AND EXCOMMUNICATED, LIKE THEM, FROM SOCIETY.

DESPITE WHAT BARTON PRINCE SAID WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE IN NEW MEXICO, " IF YOUR LIKE US, IT'S MEMORY."

I TOOK THE OATH AND MEANT IT, I WORKED FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.I KNOW WHO BARTON WORKED FOR.

NOW JULIO GUTIERREZ REPRESENTS A MAN WHO HAS TOLD ME " I SERVE ONLY JUAREZ." JULIO HAS ALSO BEEN TOLD THAT I WAS TOLD THAT THE ONLY VET'S IN THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE ARE THOSE WHO WERE DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED. NORMAN T., ASSISTANT MANAGER TOLD ME THIS. " I DIDN'T KNOW THAT." JULIO SAID, WHEN I TOLD HIM.

AFTER V-RAP, THE LAST TIME,I SPENT TIME IN THE LIBRARY, AND ATE TWO MEALS A DAY, THE FIRST TIME CONSISTENTLY FOR OVER ABOUT SIX YEARS. FOR TWO MONTHS, AND AM NOW GOING THROUGH THE ' LEAVE ' THING AND TWO ATTEMPTS OF WRITING IT DOWN, AND WHY I DIDN'T TELL THE COMPANY COMMANDER; " REPORT BACK TO TRACIN! " TO THE HEART.

I AM LEAVING IN A FEW DAYS, I THREW OUT THE CONTAINER OF SMALL PIECES OF HAIR, THOSE THAT I SAVED; THOSE USED NEXT TO MADDONA, CRUTCHES AND SCREEN TO REVERSE THE MEDIOCRE USE OF MY ' MIND.' THE TERRORIST WHO WAS DEMONSTRATING HIS ' SKILL,' WAS FOUND, IDENTIFIED ONE WEEK LATER. CNN NEWS. HE WAS FROM ENGLAND AT SCHOOL, KUWAIT BORN, I GUESS.

" NOW, SMELL YOUR FINGER." IN THE STATIC ABOVE AND AROUND ME. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE NOW. THANKS DAD...( 4-26-2015 ). YOU LEFT US FOR COLLEGE PUSSY WHEN I WAS IN THE THIRDGRADE, IT JUST STARTED. AND ALL YOUR CILENTS, MOM HAD TO WAVE AWAY, WITH VERY FEW EXCEPTIONS.

YOU SAID GRANDMOTHER WARNED YOU ABOUT KARL AND ME. I BELIEVE YOU. SHE WAS LIKE ME. BUT, SO WAS MOM.ASK KARL WHAT THE CHURCH SAID OF ME, AND ( ? ) WHOEVER, WHATEVER, SAID OF ME? I DID THIS BECAUSE A SMALL CHILD OF TWO AND ANOTHER OF SIX YEARS OLD, BOTH WITH BLUE EYES, MIGHT MAKE THE DIFFERENCE FOR " THE BROWN EYED " KIDS; " WOULD YOU HAVE DONE THE SAME FOR A CHILD WITH BROWN EYES."

HOW MANY CHRIST'S DO YOU WANT, BE ABOUT 14, MAYBE FIFTEEN; THE LAST IS MINE.

I DO NOT THINK THE MEXICAN CULTURE HAS THE POWER TO DO WHAT I HAVE DONE, BUT WE'LL SEE.

AS FOR THE ROCK, IT IS ON MOST HOUSINGS OF THE EUCHARIST. ' THE EYE OF G_D.' ARE YOU BLIND? ' OF ' WHAT ARE YOU STANDING ON?

IF IT IS REALLY FROM THE CLIFF AROUND THE AUSTIN AREA, AS I WAS TOLD FROM AN OLD DAUGHTER OF THE REPUBLIC ( TEXAS ) WHO SAW ALL THE EYES ' ATTRIBUTED TO THE INDIANS,' THEN ALL IS GONE NOW. A TRASH HEAP. AND WHEN I WAS ' THREATENED ' IN THE AREA BY MEXICAN/ITALIAN, A TORNADO FORMED ABOVE HIM. THE OTHER ITALIAN/MEXICAN WAS POURING SWEAT AND AFRAID; THE ONE WHO BULLIED ME ON THE JOB SITE. TRUST ME, INDIANS DID NOT FORM IT; SOMETHING ELSE LONG BEFORE. IT HAS NO POWER OVER ME; I KNOW IT TO BE OF ' MOTHER.'

NOW, WHEN I SAY ' SWALLOWING JESUS,' ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MINDS? NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THREW AND STILL WHAT YOUR ' KIDS ' ARE GOING THROUGH.

I'LL MAKE IT SIMPLE, ' IN THE ELECTRICITY.'

SO, NOW WE KNOW WHO WE ' REALLY ' ARE.

PS. I DID TRY TO E-MAIL PART OF THIS POSTING TO CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURK AND THE ' FORM ' WOULD NOT ALLOW ME. I WILL NOT USE THE SRO ADDRESS, AS KEYS TO MAIL BOX STOLEN THEN PLACED IN ROOM MONTHS LATER, AND ALL THE OTHER REASONS INCLUDING A SNAPSHOT OF EIGHT WHEN RETURNING FROM OUTSIDE IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE MANAGEMENT TOLD ME THAT I WAS CRAZY. I HAVE LEFT IT IN ' DRAFT,' I ASKED CRISTINA IF SHE WANTED TO SEE IT. NO.THE OTHER REASONS HAVE TO DO WITH LAND I USED TO OWN AND OTHER PAPERS THAT I HAVE DISCOVERED TO HAVE BEEN TAMPERED WITH, THAT CONCERN, MONIES " HOW CAN HE NOT KNOW THAT," FROM NEIGHBORS WHO DID NOT KNOW I THERE IN THE ROOM AT THE TIME, MY LEG WON'T WORK, TOO MUCH ' IB.' " LAND USE " WAS MENTIONED, JOHN GONZALES WAS ALSO MENTIONED; I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ROOM NUMBER.FABBEN'S LAND MENTIONED TOO ? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME.

SOMETIMES I SLEEP WITH THE PHONE ON, THOUGH SERVICE DISCONNECTED.

SO THAT WILL BE MY LAST E-MAIL. I'M SORRY, I DON'T TRUST DEMOCRATS. " STAY AWAY FROM POLITICS " J.B.OCHOA JR., SOPHOMORE YEAR AT UNM.

FOR WHAT'S WORTH J.B.OCHOA JR. HATES O'ROURK. SORRY GUYS, YOUR LEFT WITH THE VIETNAM TRASH. THE SAME TRASH THAT ' FUCKED ' WITH A NOTRE DAME AND UT LAW GRADUATE; LEFT FOR THE FIRST BORN TO FIGURE OUT AND LEARN THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE.

A COUPLE OF PICTURES WILL BE ADDED AND HOPEFULLY A RESOLUTION TO MY PTSD. THEN JUST BSS FROM THEN ON, THIS BLOG WILL POST ' CHILD ' POSTINGS FROM TIME TO TIME. I SHOULD BE GONE IN A FEW DAYS.EVERYTHING WILL BE DESTROYED, INCLUDING MADDONA, AND ALL PAPERWORK; TOO HEAVY.


COPYRIGHT J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III, BUT JUST FOR TEXAS COPYRIGHT JESUS BARTHOLME OCHOA III AND JUST FOR THE HOLY ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH COPYRIGHT JESSE BARTHOLOMEW OR BARTHOLME OCHOA III AND JUST FOR ME BARTHOLOMEW AND FOR MY SCULPTURES AN O WITH JB IN THE CENTER OF THE O AND THREE LINES DOWN THE LOWER RIGHT ALL ON THIS DAY 4 - 26 - 2015. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT THIS IN ' WHOLE ' ONLY WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN, ABOVE.

FROM CNN.COM

THIS GENTLEMAN WAS DESCRIBED TO ME AS A
VETERAN, AND HIS STORY GIVEN TO ME BY JULIO
GUTIERREZ. THIS IS AFTER HE WAS TREATED FOR
MONTHS OF HIS WOUNDS TO THE BODY AND HEAD,
ALONG WITH THE MAGGOT INFESTATION, THAT
MIGHT OF SAVED HIS LIFE. THEY MIGHT OF SLOWED
THE MANY INFECTIONS; THEY EAT ONLY DEAD ' MEAT.'

THE GENTLEMAN ASKED ' ME ' FOR HELP.

AS FAR AS I KNOW HE IS STILL THERE.
WHEN HE ' RECEIVED ' HIS FIRST ( ? )
CHECK, IT WAS IN THE AMOUNT OF
" 2,500.00 DOLLARS, HE WAS ' MUGGED '
A FEW BLOCKS AWAY. THE POLICE,
BROUGHT HIM BACK." JULIO GUTIERREZ,
VA REP AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER.

THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, EL PASO, TEXAS.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

FRANCIS AND POWELL


FRANCIS AND POWELL

LAST NIGHT I AWOKE LATE AND TURNED ON THE RADIO AND LISTENED A BIT TO COAST TO COAST AM WITH GEORGE NOORY. I  LISTENED A DR. AND RESEARCHER WHO HELPED KIDS. DR. D.H. POWELL ON THE 11-26-2014 BROADCAST, I BELIEVE IT WAS NOT A RE-BROADCAST.

THIS IS WHAT I WROTE DOWN LAST NIGHT THEN EARLY THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP. I TURNED THE RADIO IMMEDIATELY OFF. I DON'T LISTEN TO THE RADIO AT NIGHT, JUST I-POD, SOMETIMES.

THERE HAVE BEEN TWO CHILDREN NAMED ' HAILY,' SO FAR THAT I KNOW I HAVE 
HELPED, WITHOUT ' KNOWN INTERFERENCE.'

I DID HAVE A SHELL IN BACK OF MY ' HEAD,' SO TO SPEAK; A NAUTILUS SHELL, FOR YEARS HUNG ON THE WALL BEHIND ME.

DR. DRAKE, THE BUG THING.

' FILTERS,' TIES DIRECTLY WITH THE COAST GUARD BOOT CAMP ( " ARE YOU ALRIGHT!?!?- THE FACE IN MINE, AFTER THE SOLIDER GOT A HOLD OF ANOTHER SCALPEL ) AND ABOUT 2004-'05, ALMOST EVERY FILTER I HAD, MENTALLY WAS, I THOUGHT, DESTROYED.

' FRANCIS ' THE TALKING MULE WAS ONCE POSTED A LONG WHILE BACK, AND WE ARE STILL IN FOR A HELL OF A RIDE.

PROTECT THE OFFICE OF AND THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA BY ADHERING TO THE LAW AS BEST AS YOU CAN; PROTECT YOUR BRAIN AND ' MIND.' 

A ' COMMERCIAL ' ON COAST TO COAST ' BACK THEN, I WILL SPEAK OF LATER. 

I TURNED OFF THE RADIO AFTER THE WORD ' INNOCENCE ' WAS USED, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ' ANOTHER,' WHO I HAVE ALREADY BEEN ' JUDGED,' AND THE INSTANT ' RECOLLECTION ' OF A MAN WHO BOUGHT MY KACHINA SCULPTURE, BUT WHO DID NOT LIKE ME WHEN HE ' SAW ' ME. YET WHEN I WAS BURGLARIZED, HE DID GIVE ME A USED CELL PHONE ( HE OWNED COMPANY ) WHICH I USED FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS.

THE SCULPTURE HAD THE ' PROPER,' USE OF THE SWASTIKAS ON IT; FOUND IN NATIVE AMERICAN RITUAL AND ART.               





THIS IS WHAT I FOUND IN THE NEWSPAPERS LATER IN THE MORNING. A WHILE BACK I HAVE POSTED ' ABOUT FRANCIS THE TALKING MULE,' AND IN THE ' INTEGRATIONS,' PART OF THE ' ATTACKS,' ABOUT 2004 THEN VERY STRONG IN 2007-2008, ' POWELL,' A FRIEND OF MINE FROM VERY LONG AGO. " BART, WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU IS THAT YOU LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY."

I USED ' SNAIL MAIL ' TO BRING ABOUT CHANGE IN ' MY WORLD,' AND A CHILD DID THE SAME FOR ' THEIR WORLD.'








I USED ' SNAIL MAIL ' TO BRING ABOUT CHANGE IN ' MY WORLD,' AND A CHILD DID THE SAME FOR ' THEIR WORLD,' WITH BRUTE FORCE AND ABSOLUTE INTIMIDATION TO ANOTHER IN EXCHANGE FOR A ' FEAR OF LIFE,' ANOTHER CHILD WITH A ' PLAY GUN,' YET THE ILLUSION WAS REAL ENOUGH FOR THE OTHER POLICE OFFICER TO DEFEND WITH ' DEADLY FORCE.'

A ' SNAIL MAIL' APPROACH TO THE EDUCATION OF CHILDREN MIGHT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN TODAY'S WORLD, LEARNT IN THE MOST PAINFUL OF WAYS AS GUARDIAN FOR A FUTURE FILLED WITH ALL CHILDREN'S SUCCESSES IN ALL THAT THEY MIGHT ACHIEVE.

WITH ABSOLUTE RESPECT FOR THE BROWN FAMILY, " BURN IT ALL DOWN," DOES NO ONE ANY GOOD OR ATTACKING ANYONE IN CARS. I HAVE BEEN A VICTIMS OF THIS CRIME BY A VIETNAM VETERAN, WHITE, AND LOST ALL MOST HALF THE HAIR ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY SCALP. HE DID NOT KNOW THAT HE WAS ON TOP OF AN OPEN BLADE.

IF I HAD A FIRE ARM, I MIGHT OF DECIDED DIFFERENT; I STILL DO NOT KNOW, TO THIS DAY IF I WOULD OF FIRED. IN THE AFTERNOONS, I KNOW ALMOST WITH COMPLETE SURENESS THAT I WOULD HAVE, YET WHEN I ' UNDERSTOOD ' THIS REFLECTION, I KNEW THAT I WAS WEAKENED BY BEING TIRED.

' HE,' SOMETIMES IS ONE OF ' MY PERSONAL TRAINING METHODS ' WHEN I TARGET PRACTICE. ' HE,' THE MEMORY. SINCE I WAS A CHILD,' WHAT IF,' WAS ALWAYS IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. ' IF,' THAT CAR WAS TO HEAD MY WAY, WHAT WOULD I DO? IF THAT ' HAPPENS ' WHAT WILL I DO? HOW CAN I MAKE THAT ' MINE, BUT, BETTER? '

THE IMPLICATIONS OF HOW AND WHAT THIS POPE, POPE FRANCIS DID IS ' STAGGERING IN THE ' SENSE ' OF......... HUMILITY AND A WISE AND KIND EAR.'




cnn.com -11 - 25 - 2014




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Three priests, teacher arrested in Spain sex abuse case
By Al Goodman, CNN
updated 1:59 PM EST, Tue November 25, 2014

Granada's Archbishop, Francisco Javier Martinez (purple skullcap) prostrates in front of cathedral's high altar to ask forgiveness for 'the scandals.'
STORY HIGHLIGHTS
  • Police arrest Catholic priests and teacher in Granada, Spain, on suspicion of sex abuse
  • Spanish online journal: Pope phoned alleged victim, sought forgiveness for church
  • Arrests of three priests in a single day is biggest case of its kind in Spain, official says
  • Court in Granada set to hear initial charges within three days


Madrid (CNN) -- It might all have remained a dark secret, if a young man who was an alleged victim of sexual abuse hadn't written a letter to the Vatican. And then gotten a surprise phone call from Pope Francis, according to a Spanish digital newspaper.
On Monday, Spanish police arrested three Catholic priests and a religion teacher on suspicion of abusing a minor, Spain's interior minister announced.
A court statement from Granada confirmed the arrests of four people "for a case of sexual abuse," and said it would hear initial charges before a judge within three days. The investigation is under seal.
The arrests came a day after the Archbishop of Granada and other clerics took the unusual step of prostrating themselves in the cathedral during Sunday Mass, "asking forgiveness for the sins of Church, for all of the scandals that have, or might have, occurred among us," the Granada Archdiocese website reported.


Will there be true accountability?


Pope begs for forgiveness


Advocate: 'Today wasn't just a gesture'
The archbishop usually does that once a year, on Good Friday, but he lay on the floor of the cathedral Sunday due to the seriousness of the allegations, a Granada Archdiocese spokeswoman said. The archbishop earlier had removed an unspecified number of priests from their duties, pending an investigation, she said.
The arrests of three priests in a single day over sexual abuse allegations is the biggest case of its kind in Spain, said a spokesman in Madrid for the Spanish church leadership, known as the Episcopal Conference.
Since 1997, 10 priests have been convicted of sexual abuse, in individual cases, most recently in 2010, the spokesman said.
But this latest case caught the attention of the Vatican and the Pope, thanks to a man, reportedly now 24, who wrote to the Vatican to say he was sexually abused when he was underage by church figures in Granada.
The Spanish online journal Religion Digital published what it said was a conversation between Pope Francis and the alleged victim from August 10, with the Pope asking for forgiveness in the name of the church.
The alleged victim was cited with a fictitious name, Daniel, Religion Digital reported, adding that 12 people, 10 of them priests, were under investigation.
The Pope has called for "zero tolerance" of sexual abuse by clerics and has said Catholic bishops "will be held accountable" for failing to protect children from such abuse.

Monday, November 24, 2014


G_D AND BABY KILLERS-THE PAST FEW DAYS

I WILL BE ONLY EATING BREAKFAST AT THE RESCUE MISSION FROM NOW ON. INCLUDING THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS.


I RECENTLY ALLOWED MY PICTURE TO BE TAKEN AT THE RESCUE MISSION, TWO OF WHICH WERE TAKEN NEXT TO THE MISSION'S CROSS; ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE IF ONE WAS NAILED TO IT, AS CHRIST. I WAS GIVEN A MESSAGE FOR A MAN WHO WORKED AT THE WOOD SHOP AT THE MISSION FROM THE PHOTOGRAPHER TO HIM AND ASKED TO TAKE IT TO HIM. IT WAS THERE THAT I WAS GIVEN A WOODEN CROSS AND SANDPAPER, A GIFT. I THEN WAS TOLD THAT THE PHOTOGRAPHER WAS INTERESTED IN SEEING ME ON SUCH AND SUCH DAY AND THAT SHE NEEDED HELP WITH UNLOADING WOOD SO I AGREED TO GO BY THE MISSION AT ABOUT NOON BUT SHE GOT THERE EARLY AND MET HER AT WHILE I WAS HAVING LUNCH. THE CONVERSATION WAS NOT MUCH, OTHER THAN HOW I WAS AND DOING, AND I TOLD HER. SHE ' EXCUSED ' HERSELF, STATING THAT SHE HAD TO SEE A YOUNG LADY BEFORE SHE LEFT. WHEN I WAS DONE, I RAN INTO HER AGAIN AND ASKED IF ' WE WERE DONE,' SHE LEFT SO ABRUPTLY WHEN I WAS TELLING HER HOW MY WEEK HAD BEEN. " I WAS JUST CHECKING UP ON YOU TO SEE IF YOU WERE ALL RIGHT, I'M I ALLOWED THAT? " SHE CURTLY REPLIED. I LEFT, GIVING THE CRUMB CAKE ( ALSO, A GIFT FROM THE MAN WHO GAVE ME THE CROSS, " SHE WANTED YOU TO HAVE THIS." ) TO A VETERAN AS I LEFT THE MISSION.

YESTERDAY, A SUNDAY, I WAS WAITING AT THE MISSION FOR LUNCH, THE LAST TIME, AND WAS ASKED BY THE PHOTOGRAPHER IF SHE COULD INTRODUCE HER FAMILY TO ME AND I SAID YES, OF COURSE, SHE INTRODUCED HER HUSBAND AND TWO DAUGHTERS WHO WERE DRESSED IN PURPLE DRESSES AND HUSBAND WHO SAID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WHEN I SHOOK HIS HAND; HE DRESSED IN GREEN IN TONE AND SHADE THE SAME. THE YOUNG DAUGHTERS THEN RAN TO MEET THEIR FRIEND, THE YOUNG LADY WHO I HAD SEEN THE PHOTOGRAPHER MEET THE WEEK BEFORE, THE GIRLS HUGGED, EYE TO EYE THEN ' MIDRIFF,' TO THEIR NEW FRIEND; BOTH.

I HAD MET THE FATHER OF THE YOUNG LADY AND OTHER CHILDREN AND LEARNED THAT THEY WERE FROM CALIFORNIA, BAD MARRIAGE AND ALL; HOW THE CONVERSATION OF MASONS CAME UP, I DON'T REALLY KNOW, SO IT MUST'VE BEEN ME. ' THE RAINBOW SOCIETY ' CAME UP AND AND I EXPLAINED THE ' EVILS ' OF THESE PEOPLE WHO ' PROFIT ' FROM BLACK OR WHITE, EVIL OR GOOD; WRONG OR RIGHT AND SEE NO REAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ANY OF THESE ATTRIBUTES OR ' DEBTS,' AS THEY WOULD DESCRIBE IT. I ALSO EXPLAINED IN DETAIL WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME. HIS MIND WAS MADE UP AND HE IS THE FATHER.

AS THE FAMILY LEFT, THEY STOPED IN FRONT OF ME AND KISSED, THEN HE KISSED HER ATOP THE HEAD, I ALMOST SAID ' SHE.' SHE STATED SOMETHING BUT I WAS WONDERING WHY THIS WAS TAKING PLACE IN THE FIRST PLACE? A WEEK OF BEING ' MENTALLY RIDDEN,' FOR WHAT? I SAT IN THE WIND FOR THE FIRST TIME WONDERING JUST ' WHERE I WAS.' I THOUGHT OF ALL THE SHAPES OF THE CLOUDS AND THE ' CROSSES THAT I WAS GOING TO GIVE UP SOON AND ANOTHER FAMILY, THE WIFE THAT I HELPED HER DAUGHTER; I BOUGHT A BAG OF CANDY SO THAT SHE COULD BE IN THE ' RUINING ' FOR A PRIZE. THIS THE COUPLE WHO I HAD GIVEN THE CARD FOR CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURKE IN THE HOPES THAT HE MIGHT BE OF ASSISTANCE WITH THEIR IMMIGRATION MESS WHICH IS UP SOME TIME IN MAY, I THINK, IN THE COURTS; JUST A PLAN B, JUST IN CASE ( I HAVE SEEN AND KNOW HOW SHELTERS, FOR WHAT EVER REASON, REAL OR ' IMAGINED.' OFTEN BASED ON MONIES WILL THROW FAMILIES AND CHILD ( S ) INTO THE WINTER'S WEATHER, JUST AS THEY DO WITH OLD MEN; NOT LATE THIRTIES OR FORTIES ).

AFTERWARDS

SO, AFTER DECIDING THAT WATCHING THE CLOUDS IN SHAPES OF HEARTS AND CROSSES AND ' SLAMMING ' MINE ' QUITE,' I WENT IN SIDE AND SAT TO GAIN SOME WARMTH. THE WOMAN BEHIND THE DESK ASKED ME A QUESTION AS TO HOW I WAS BUT A BIT MORE DEFINED IN PLACE AND I RESPONDED, " I AM SLOWING DOWN; GOING DOWN." THEN I GAVE EXAMPLES OF WHY I DID HAVE CLARITY OF ' MIND,' WHICH WAS ALSO STATED FROM HER IN QUESTION OF MY ANSWER. IT PRETTY MUCH FOLLOWS AS SUCH: " MY LAST STAY HERE WAS SEARCHING FOR ANY WORK BOTH AT THE MISSION, WHICH WAS ALWAYS DENIED BUT UNTIL THE VERY LAST, SCHOOL AND ALL THE PROBLEM ENCOUNTERED THERE; WOMEN, ALL MEXICAN, WHO HAD ME GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES FOR A MONTH AND DAMN NEAR ANOTHER, UNTIL ONE MAN STOOD UP AND WAVED ME OVER AND IN TWENTY MINUTES, I WAS ENROLLED, NO ' MISTAKES ' AND ALL WAS PAID FOR; NO MYSTERIOUS BRUSHING OF ' EYEBROWS ' OR OTHER ' COMEDIES.' ALL PROBLEMS WITH THE VA REP WHO WAS OF THE SAME ' INK,' ASIDE FROM ' CLUMSILY ' THROWING PENS AND WADS OF PAPER AT ME, AND ALL THE WRONG FORMS WERE ALL SETTLED. GOT A JOB WITH THE ' ALLEGED PEDOPHILE ' BERT AT THE RESCUE MISSION UNTIL HE SHOWED HIS TRUE COLORS, EVEN KNOWING THAT HE WAS A CLOSE FRIEND OF MY CASE WORKER DEIAGO OCHOA ( NO RELATION ) AND HIS OWN WIFE ( BERT'S ) AT THE SAME CAMPUS WHO TAUGHT ENGLISH TO NON ENGLISH SPEAKING PEOPLE AT THE CAMPUS. AND THE LAST OF THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE EL PASO LEGAL AID MESS COMING TO A CLOSE ( THE PEDOPHILE WHO WAS CAUGHT WHO WAS ALSO IN CHARGE OF THE MAIL AT THE OPPORTUNITY 

CENTER, WHERE I NEVER RECEIVED MAIL, MEDICAL RECORDS, VA RELATED, AND FOOD STAMPS. YOU NAME IT. ) ALL OF THIS I DID ON MY OWN INCLUDING CERTIFICATION WITH A FORKLIFT, WHICH I HAD TO OBTAIN A COPY OF THE PLACE OF BUSINESS FROM ANA MARIA FROM THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, THAT I HAD GIVEN HER IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHICH WAS THEN GIVEN TO OCHOA SO THAT HE MIGHT ' HELP ' PEOPLE. I WAS UP AGAINST TIME, AFTER BEING SHOT AT ON THE BUS AFTER COMING BACK FROM THE EPCC COMPUTER LIBRARY AND ALL THE VETERANS FROM CASA VEDA WHO LOOKED HAVE STONED AND ALL THE REST OF THE SHIT INCLUDING CELL PHONE BEING HACKED, NO MATTER WHICH ONE ( ONE FROM AUSTIN, I DESTROYED, THEN STATE TROOPER AND COPS RUSHING TO COLLEGE, I THOUGHT, AND CYBER STALKING AT CAMPUS, RESCUE MISSION AND EVERYWHERE INCLUDING COMPUTER LAB. SO, I STARTED THE PROCESS OF ENROLLMENT IN THE LAKE SUPERIOR COLLEGE SYSTEM, BUT IT WAS TAKING TO LONG AND AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE WHEN FINALIZING THE SALE OF MY TOYOTA 4 RUNNER, MY LAST ' HOME ' AND WILL STAY THE SAME, AND DESTROYING ALL MY MAGAZINES FOR MY 9 M GLOCK, ALL THE WHILE THE ' SHIT ' KEPT ASKING FOR THEM, " I CAN SELL THEM! " AND THE ' LOSE ' AND INTIMIDATION OF THE TWO FOOLS, ON E OF WHICH WAS BUYING MY TRUCK, ' WHICH ONE TO STRIKE IN DEATH FIRST,' IF TOUCHED BECAUSE BLAKE BARROWS ( ? ) THE LAWYER ' MINISTER ' LOST MY TITLE UNTIL I SHOWED HIM WHERE HE PUT IT, THEN " LOOK UNDER THE FILES," I WAS THEN ON MY WAY TO ANOTHER DISASTER.

THEN FINALLY A JOB AT THE RESCUE MISSION IN THEIR SEEMINGLY ENDLESS BUILDING AND ' REMODEL,' BUT NO COMPLAINTS UNTIL MAUI, WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS UNWANTED. NO WORK, SLEPT AT THE AIR PORT, THEN DECIDED WHAT TO DO. LEFT THE SCULPTURE HEAD WITH THE SMALL AIRPORT AND ASKED THAT IT WOULD NOT BE PUT IN THE HANDS OF ' HOMOSEXUALS,' I HOPE THAT THE YOUNG LADIES ( ADULTS ) UNDERSTOOD THAT THAT MEANT WOMEN TO BY ' DEFINITION ' TOO.THE SECOND LOSS IN IDENTITY, THE FIRST MY IDENTITY CARD IN TEXAS STATING THAT MY NAME IS AND WILL BE BARTOLOME NOT THE ENGLISH VERSION BARTHOLOMEW AND THE ' NIGGERS ( SELF DESCRIBED ) AND SPICS ( BEHAVIORS ) LAUGHING IN THEIR DRUG INDUCED STATES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD ALONG WITH THE ' SHIT SHEET ' WHITES; AS THEIR FATHER'S HAD LEFT THEIR MOTHER'S TOO FOR PUSSY AND ' GREENER PASTURES THAT ' SEEMINGLY ' GO ALONG WITH IT TOO, ONLY TO FIND LIFE WITH A LIKENESS OF ' MIND ' AND BODY, IF NOT ILLUSION AS OPPOSED TO THE PRISON'S ALLUSIONS.

THE NEED OF TRAVEL WAS TEMPERED WITH THE NEED TO STAY IN ONE PLACE AND NOT ARM MYSELF AGAIN IN ' THIS FLAG,' THE NEED TO ADDRESS THESE ' MOSQUITOES ' WHO BLEED ALL SPIRIT DRY. THE MEMORY OF HOW VIOLENT AN UPBRINGING I HAD BOTH OF MIND AND TO MY BODY. I HAVE A NEAR 18 INCH NECK BECAUSE MINE AS A CHILD WAS ALMOST BROKEN, WHIPLASH AT THE LEAST. AND I REMEMBER. TO A ' SISTER,' NOT A FAG, YES SOMETIMES HE HURT MY ' HEAD ' ( LOOK AT ME IN THE EYES, FOR MINUTES, UNTIL YOU HAD TO TURN; IT HURT INSIDE ) TOO. BUT IT MAKES YOU STRONGER, TO LOOK AT DEATH WHEN ALMOST ALL OTHERS RUN. BUT YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHEN TO GO, UNTIL YOU NO LONGER CARE. SO I ATE AND ATE AT RESTAURANTS AND BOUGHT A CROSS AFTER THE COLLEGE WAS GOING TO SCREW ME AGAIN. I BOUGHT A JACKET. AND I ATE AT DIFFERENT PLACES TO ' HEAR ' OTHERS IN QUIET WITH THE ' SECOND BRAIN ' OF THE DINOSAURS OF WHICH I WAS TAUGHT; THE STOMACH. AND I SAW OTHERS OF FAMILIES, FATHERS, BOYFRIENDS AND PRIESTS AND PASTORS AND POOR HYGIENE AND ALL WAS KNOWN AGAIN IN ' TIME ' WITH TIME; THE CRIMINAL.

OF COURSE THAT IDENTITY ' LOSS ' WAS TEMPORARY.

ALL, WELL REALLY NOT ALL, THIS ONLY ABOUT TWENTY PERCENT OF THE INTENSITY, IF THAT. ONLY TO FIND MY TELLING OF YESTERDAY'S LUNCH. I SAT WITH ACQUAINTANCES AND UPON MY RETURN WITH BEVERAGE AND BREAD, A VIETNAM VETERAN WHO I KNOW LITTLE OF OTHER THAN HIS WHIMPERING OF JOHN LENNON'S DEATH SO MANY YEARS AGO OF WHICH I COULD NOT BELIEVE OR ' UNDERSTAND,' AND ENCOUNTERING HIM HERE AND THERE, AT EPCC WHEN I WAS TAKING THE WELDING CLASSES, MADE A COMMENT AS TO HIS RECENTLY ACQUIRED ' COVERALLS ' CAMOUFLAGE, " NOW I CAN SIT AT A CORNER AND BEG FOR MONEY." THE THE NEAR PLACEMENT OF HIS HANDS ON MY BREAD. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH MY FOOD MUCH LESS QUEERS. SO I ' BEAT THE FLASHES OF WHITE ' AND MOVED TO ANOTHER SEAT AND TABLE.

I LATER SAW HIM AT THE CORNER STORE THAT I WAS ASKING FOR CHANGE AND HE ASKED ME " WHERE'S YOUR COVERALLS," I SAID THAT I DIDN'T WEAR THEM YESTERDAY AND DID NOT NEED THEM AND ALSO STATED THAT I THOUGHT THAT HE WAS A SICK QUEER. HE WAS WALKING ON, SO HE CAN READ THIS. UPON HIS RETURN I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS DRAFTED OR JOINED? HE SAID THAT " MARINES DON'T GET DRAFTED, THEY JOIN," I FELT NOTHING FOR THAT WHEN IT LEFT. I KNOW DIFFERENT FROM OTHER VETERANS AND REPS BUT LEFT IT AT THAT. I JOINED MYSELF AND FOUGHT BEST I COULD TO STAY IN. I'M DONE WITH VIETNAM AND THEIR ' AL QAEDA.' THEY HAVE GIVEN NOTHING BUT PAIN AND MANY SHOULD NEVER OF GONE AND MANY SHOULD NEVER OF RETURNED. THEY HAVE ' STOLEN ' AND NEARLY DESTROYED THE VA. SO FEW….HONESTLY, HELP, ' GUIDE,' AND INFORM ALL VETERANS OTHER THAN EDUCATION AND ' ENLIGHTENMENT ' INTO THE MAFIA OF THEIR ' DESIGN.' ( THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS, LIKE A MOTORCYCLE RIDER ON A HARLEY POINTING TO THE GROUND AFTER I LEFT THAT LUNCH ON MY WAY TO THE CORNER STORE; ' YOUR GOING DOWN!,' OR LIKE TODAY ABOUT 4:30 TO 5:00, A QUEER FROM THE MISSION WITH BACKPACK, BUT WHEN GOING BACK TO MISSION, WHERE'S THE BACKPACK? GEE, ALL THE METH AND COCAINE WHERE DOES THE ' MAGIC ' OF ILLUSION BEGIN?, MAYBE ' SETUP ! ' OOOOO-AHHHHHH. OR, LETS GET HIM TO PRINT THIS! OR HOW ABOUT WHO OWNS SEGMENTS OF LAND AROUND RAILROAD TRACKS? UNION PACIFIC OR THE TRACKS OWNED BY BASF DOWN BY PAISANO BLVD. AND THE DERAILMENTS AND SLAMMING INTO TOWNSHIPS UP NORTH? GOSH! SHIT! THAT ' COFFEE ' WAS GOOD!!!!!!!!

THE MARINES TRUCK. I OFERED TO HELP HIM WITH.


SOME OF US DO NOT WANT TO BE GANGSTERS, DRUG DEALERS OR ANY TYPE OF ' PREDATOR,' MUCH LESS TERRORISTS.

I WOULD RATHER ' ASK ' FOR CHANGE THAN ' BE ' ANYTHING THAT I HAVE SEEN OR ENCOUNTERED IN THE LAST YEARS SINCE 9/11.

' SIDEBAR '

AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, THE HELL WITH ' THOR. WHATEVER ' TOO. THOSE CYBER STALKERS SUPPORT TERRORIST ONLY, MUCH LIKE THE CREATOR OF FACEBOOK. WHY COMMUNISM? AND ' GOING DARK ' TO BETTER THE CYBER STALKERS IN MURDER AND REMOTE INFLUENCING SUICIDES. MORE CHILDREN'S DEATHS AND INJURIES, WHAT A GUY!

NO ONE OTHER THEN CURRENT VETS HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND SHARE WHEN ' LISTENED TO ' THE INTENSITY OF ' SNEAKING ' THOSE WHO WOULD KILL YOU AND HAVE THE ' HEART ' ' MIND ' AND ' SPIRIT ' TO READY THE ' SHOT ' WHEN OPPORTUNITY REVEALS ITSELF, TO PROTECT ONESELF AND ONE'S NEIGHBORHOOD AND TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE WHEN YOU CAN'T. EVEN WITH A ' BLACK MASS,' TRANSPARENT, SPIRIT ATOP YOU AND ' PIN HOLES ' OF LIGHT AND " PUT THE GUN DOWN! " 

FROM TOP OF A LESS THAN ONE FOOT CLEARING ABOVE POLOYCARBONATE WINDOW SHADES AND TOP OF THE WINDOW FRAME SIX FEET ABOVE, OR SO, GROUND. AND WHAT EVER ' THAT ' WAS IN MY LEFT EAR, WHERE THE NEAR COMMANDS CAME FROM IN THE ' MILITARY ' SENSE AND TEMPERANCE.

ANOTHER FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, WHILE ATTENDING EPCC THE FIRST TIME AT THE RESCUE MISSION, THE COOK BILL, FOR WHAT EVER REASON WAS SPEWING VILE AND WORDS IN SHOUTS AT ME AND I REACHED FOR MY SIDE ARM IN RESPONSE. IT WAS NOT THERE. ' I ' WAS THE COP IN CHINA AND SOMEONE ' ELSE,' MUCH TALLER. BEST THING TO HAVE HAPPENED. I WONDERED WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND IN THE 4 RUNNER I WAS ABLE TO CONCENTRATE AND RELAX, ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. THAT'S JUST ONE EXAMPLE OF HOW I KNOW THAT SOME OF THE ' FAKE ' IMPERSONATORS DURING THE HOME INVASION WERE OFF DUTY POLICE AND FIRE DEPARTMENT SHITS REVENGING THEIR RANGER FRIEND.

SO I WAS PUNISHED INSTEAD, IN HAWAII AND AT FIRST ' VISIBLY ' IN EL PASO, TX., AND AUSTIN AND ARIZONA BEFORE.

SO I WILL PUBLISH THE DD 149 AND MY COMPLETE REASONS FORE UPGRADE ON THE INTERNET INSTEAD. I AM GRATEFUL TO  KENNETH R. SKAGGS FOR SOME OF WEATHER PROTECTIVE GEAR ( NO FUCKING ARMY BACKPACK-THEY LAST- AS DO THE ASSAULT PACKS ) AND WHAT SUPPORT HE DID GIVE. I KNOW ' WE ' ALL HAVE BOSSES. ' SERGEANT MAJOR,' I GUESS I WAS ( MIGHT OF ? ) SUPPOSED TO OF SAID. BUT, TO BE FRANK, I DO NOT TRUST, AND I WOULD RATHER LEAVE MY ' GOOD CHILDHOOD ' MEMORIES OF FT. BLISS AND VA AS THEY ARE. I DID NOT APPRECIATE THE ' BROWN COUCH ' IN THE CODEX ( THIS A REFERENCE TO PAULA HUGHSON, FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM, NIGGER, SPIC OR WHITE SHIT TRASH, WHO KNOWS? SHE IS/WAS A DEMOCRAT, OR VOTED THAT WAY, SO THE ' REFERENCE WAS ' POLITICAL ' NONE THE LESS. ' FOR MY EYES ONLY.' I DID GIVE ONE OF YOUR CARDS TO A SOLIDER ( ? ) AT THE MISSION SO THAT HE WOULD NOT GET THE ' RUN AROUND ' AND MAKE IT HOME FOR CHRISTMAS IN MISSOURI OR MISSISSIPPI. I AM SO SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT I HAVE LOST MY TRUST FOR MINORITIES AND NOW KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE ' BLACK.' THERE IS JUST NO WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS.

THIS MORNING ( 11-24-2014 ) I AWOKE WHILE IN A DREAM REGARDING MY EX-GIRLFRIEND AND OTHER ' CURRENT WOMEN ' OF WHOM I HAVE TRYED TO HELP. THE ' HEAD ' OF PAULA AND THE GROSSLY ' IMPLIED REPRESENTATION OF EATING ' COOKED ' FLESH FROM THAT HEAD AND OTHER SUCH NONE SENSE, SO REAL THAT IT WOULD PROBABLY HAVE SCARED OTHERS, AND THE ' VOICE,' FINALLY RECOGNIZED OF THE VIETNAM VET ALONG WITH OTHER'S WHO HAVE NO ' RESTRAINT.' I FEEL SORRY TO A CERTAIN EXTENT FOR THESE HOMO SAPIENS, THIS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW TO DEAL WITH THEM. THE PHOTO IS OF THE VET'S TRUCK ( I WILL ASK IF HE WILL POSE NEXT TO IT THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM ), THE OTHER'S ARE OF THE PEDOPHILES TEMPLE AND BORROWED RELIGIONS IN REPRESENTATION TO THE SLAVERY'S OF ' MINDS ' WHO ARE ' PROUD,' ONLY. ' ALL THE PRIDE.' THE OTHER PHOTO'S SHOULD GIVE MY FATHER INDICATION AS TO HIS PAST AND ' MISHANDLING ' BY THE ' MOB.' THE NAMES OF THE STREETS ARE IMPORTANT AS MY FATHER GREW UP IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD, THE SUNSET HEIGHTS; AN EXTENDED FAMILY, ALL IN ONE HOUSE ON MISSOURI ST. SANTA FE STREET IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE OF THE LODGE THAT THE BOOK THAT I WAS LEAD TO, BELONGED TO A ONCE MASON WHO BELONGED TO THE SANTA FE LODGE SEEN IN THE OTHER PICTURE. MY MOTHER WAS BORN IN NESS CITY, KANSAS, THEN HER FAMILY MOVED TO LEBANON, MO WHEN SHE WAS A YOUNG CHILD. IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO DURING AN ' ATTACK ' BARTON PRINCE AND ' LEGION ' STATED ' STICK TO ABRAHAM,' THEN THE UNDERLYING, CHILD/WOMAN'S ' VOICE ' OUTSIDE OF ME. THIS DURING THE THUNDERSTORMS AND THE INTRODUCTION OF ' BROADBAND.' THE ' CU ' WAS TO PLACE THE CHILD MOLESTERS ON TOP OF NOT ONLY THE EXECUTIVE AND ALREADY WON JUDICIAL BRANCHES OF OUR GOVERNMENT BUT ' COMPLETE ' THE ' ADVANTAGE ' OVER OUR MILITARY. " YOU BETTER PLAY ALONG." I'VE HEARD FOR YEARS SINCE BROADBAND, BUT HAVE BEEN DEFEATING IT SINCE THE ' CUSHION ' LEFT IN MY LEFT EAR SINCE THE COAST GUARD. THE QUEERS WANTED THEIR VERY OWN god. ALL FOR THE EFFORTS OF WAR ONLY AND PROFITS ' THEIR ' IN.


BASEBALL STADIUM DOWNTOWN, EL PASIO, TX.


MASONIC LODGE, DOWNTOWN/SUNSET HEIGHTS, EL PASO,
TEXAS.


MORAL AND DOGMA, THE BOOK THAT I BOUGHT IN
ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. 707/1000.


ADD THE NUMBERS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE POLE
THAT IS DIRECTLY ACROSS THE MASONIC TEMPLE
AND YOU GET 11. INSIDE THE CONFERENCE ROOM
IN THE UPPER LEVEL, AS YOU ENTER THE ROOM IS
A PORTRAIT OF JFK ' BOWING ' HIS HEAD TO ALL WHO
ENTER.

THE LOOK ON THE FACE OF THE MEXICAN MASON AS
HE DESCRIBED THE FACT THAT JFK WAS NOT A MASON
AND OTHER PRESIDENTS ALSO. MY CAPITALS ARE NOT ' MECCA '
OR TEL AVIV, RESPECTIVELY.


FOR YEARS I HAVE ' HEARD ' THAT JEWS ARE BISEXUALS. THIS GOING BACK TO THE YEAR OF ABOUT 2002. AND I SUSPECT EVEN FURTHER. THE RECENT ' EXPLOITS ' OF MAY IN THE LIBRARY IS ANOTHER INDICATION OF A PRESIDENT BEING ' MISLEAD ' BY HIS ' PRIDE ' IN THE FACE OF PEOPLES AROUND HIM WHO HAVE KNOWN THE DAMAGES THAT BROADBAND HAS DONE TO OTHER NATIONS, LIKE SWEDEN AND JAPAN, AND THEY LEARNED THEIR LESSON AND GOT RID OF MOST OF IT. BUT OURS WILL BE INTEGRATED WITH THE NEW ' COMMUNICATION NET DESIGNED FOR THE WAR THEATER,' THIS THE REASON I DECIDED THAT THE ' IDEA ' OF APPLE BAND WOULD NOT WORK FOR FINDING MISSING AND ABDUCTED CHILDREN. WHY COOK THE ' FROGS ' CHILDREN AS WELL AND FURTHER? ANOTHER WAY OF PUTTING IT.

THE DOORWAY FACING THE BASEBALL STADIUM.

THEIR ' CORNERSTONE.'


NOW YOU KNOW WHO RULES WHITLEY STRIBER'S MIND AND THEIR DESIGN BY WAY OF SEXUAL EXPLOITATION AND PHYCHOLOGICAL ' EXTORTION.' IT MIGHT AS WELL BE AN ENTIRE GENERATION, THE AGING ' BABY BOOMERS.' GAYS HAVE ALWAYS HAD RIGHTS, THEY WERE LEAD IN ' AGREEMENT ' AS SCAPEGOATS BY THEIR ' ELDERS ' AND CLOSET JUDICIAL LEADERS WHO PREFERRED THE QUITE LIFE UNTIL OPPORTUNITY ' MET ' THE ADVANTAGE OF COMPLETE PROFIT. IT WAS NOT JUST GAYS WHO HAPPENED TO BE JEW, IT WAS ALL THOSE BORN THAT WAY AND THE ' MEMORY ' OF DOMINANCE THAT GAVE THE ALLUSION OF ATONEMENT AS god IN GUISE OF TECHNOLOGY, MASS MARKETING ON ALL BANDWIDTHS, FOR A SUCCESSFUL CU.

JUST IN ' APACHE JUNCTION ' IN ARIZONA.

NOW, THIS ' ATTEMPT ' IS CALLED ' NATIONAL SECURITY.' EVERY ONE WAS ' FOOLED.' THE PROFITS OF WAR WILL NEVER ' REACH THE POOR OR THE ' FOOLED.' ONLY DEATH. I WAS LUCKY, I WAS ALMOST KILLED WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I WENT UP TO THE CLOUDS. IF YOU WANT WHAT I SAW AT THE ' BOTTOM ' OF THE ENTIRE WORLD, THEN CONTINUE. ' SHE,' WHO SOME HOW ' IS,' THE ENTITY OF ALL WE KNOW, WILL ' BIRTH ' ANOTHER SPECIES, AND WE WILL BE LEFT OUT. SO CONTINUE WITH YOUR EXPLOITS WITH THE CHILDREN AS ALL IN THE SAME ' LIKENESS.' NATURE PREFERS ' DIVERSITY.'

SO, THIS MORNING I LEFT A  PRESENT FOR THE RESCUE MISSION THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY THE LIBRARY IN EL PASO FOR FREE; AN OLD MAN WHO ANYTHING THAT I CHOOSE THAT WAS FREE SET OFF THE ALARM, JUST LIKE IN HAWAII. I WILL GIVE THIS MUCH OF THE ' THE FLAG ' THAT I AM CURRENTLY WALKING THROUGH, SEEN THROUGH THE EYES OF THE PED'S DERIVED MAINLY FROM STEPHAN SCHWARTZ'S ( IT WAS HERE AND THE USE OF A TEAM FORMALLY ASSOCIATED WITH MAJOR ED DANES, THAT ALL ' PORDICALS ' OPENED UP BEYOND HIS ' ADVERTISEMENTS.' ) GOLD STANDARD EDITION FOR REMOTE VIEWING; PEZ-A U-2 SONG AND DENTINE-A CHEWING GUM THAT MY MOTHER LIKED WHEN I WAS A KID. MY FATHER ALWAYS GAVE ME DOUBLE FRUITY, I LIKED THE MINT. I PLANTED IT BY MY BEDROOM WINDOW IN ALBUQUERQUE. THAT SHOULD ' INDICATE ' A BARRIER FOR THE INTRUSIONS OF ' THOSE ' PRETENDING TO BE MY FATHER. THEY DID NOT KNOW, ONLY HE ' KNEW ' WHAT WAS ' SUGGESTED. KNOW THY SELF.

I'M DONE PLAYING THE ROLES FOR ED DANES CHILD MOLESTER ' BITCHES.' MOSTLY ARMY, NAVY, PRIEST, MINISTERS, CORPORATE LEADERS, ALL AMERICAN FAGS.

BEING DISARMED HAS ' REMINDED ' ME ( JOHN C. ) OF HOW DIRECT AND BEAUTIFUL IN A SENSE, IF DONE RIGHT, THE KILL CAN BE. ' ABSENCE OF RESPONSIBILITY.' BUT THAT IS AN ' ILLUSION.'

SHRINKS, DOCTORS AND VA  MAKE BELIEVE REPS WHO SAY THAT ' HEARING VOICES ' IS A SIGN OF INSANITY ARE JUST LYING TO YOU, MUCH LIKE MY FATHER, WHO, SAID THE SAME OF MY MOTHER. IT'S JUST TECHNOLOGY AND THE EVER PRESENT ' PREDATORS ' WHO WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE ' WAR TORN.' THEY WILL DRUG YOU, IF YOU CAN'T ' QUITE ' YOUR ' MIND ' OR YOUR TONGUE, REMEMBER, ONLY THE RICH OR ' GANGSTERS ' ARE ALLOWED. IT'S ALL INTENSIFIED ' COMMUNICATIONS BANDWIDTHS,' MIND FUCKS, JUST LIKE A BARE LIGHT BULB TO ONE SIDE OF THE HEAD, TO MAKE YOU QUEER; THE LOSS OF SELF IN THE god GAME.


THE GOLD CROSS IS MINE WITHOUT
QUESTION, UNTIL I GIVE IT UP MYSELF.
THE WOODEN CROSS WAS GIVEN BY A
GOOD GUY, I THINK, AT THE MISSION,
BUT WILL BE GIVEN BACK, SO THAT
SOMEONE ELSE CAN MAKE IT THEIRS.



A MAN WHO USED TO LIVE AT THE HOUSE THAT I AM
AT. A GOOD MAN GAVE ME ABOUT TEN DOLLARS IN
CHANGE AND I SHARED IT WITH THIS OLD MAN, HE
RAMBLED ON UNTIL A ' CHILD'S ' VOICE ' COULD BE
HEARD ABOVE-' DOUBLE TEAMING,' AND HE JUST
ABOUT DROVE ME NUTS. IT WAS A MEMORY AND HIS
PELVIC THRUSTS BECAME VERY OBVIOUSE SO I
ALMOST ENED THE OR RATHER HIS ' CONVERSATION '
WITH A SHOVE. I LEFT INSTEAD.







IT'S AMAZING WHAT A LITTLE
BLEACH WILL DO TO BRING OUT
ALL THE ' VOICES ' OF THOSE
WHO ' WORSHIP ' THIS. I JUST
POURED IT ON THE ROCK, ALL
THE IDIOTS; NOT WHO MIGHT
THINK.

THE LAST OF THE COLLAGES
THAT WHERE MADE. THE DOVE
THAT NATURALLY ' APPEARED '
WAS CHANGED AT THE LAST
MINUTE. ONLY ONE ELEMENT
WAS CHANGED. WHAT WE ARE
LOSING TO THE WASTE OF WAR.



ANOTHER LOOK AT WHO ' WOMEN '
SERVE IN TODAY'S TECHNO CULTURE.



THE ' ALLUSION ' THE WEST IS FACING.
BRAINWASHING, EVEN BY MINISTER'S
AND PREISTS. THIS IS WHAT EL PASO IS
ALL ABOUT. BLACK.





Friday, October 31, 2014

UP DATED11-2-2014---END OF BLOG-------FOR HOW LONG, I DON'T KNOW



IN ALBQ., NM SOME YEARS BACK A BORDER PATROL
AGENT WAS KILLED BY ASPHYXIATION IN A TANK THAT HE
WAS CLEANING. OCHOA WAS ABOUT 51. HE WAS A FRIEND
OF A NAVY SEAL WHO I ONCE KNEW.

IN EL PASO, TX. THIS KID WAS KILLED BY SHIT THAT
SHOULD OF BEEN PUT IN JAIL FOR LIFE. VERY RECENTLY
THERE WAS ALSO TWO DEATHS BY ASPHYXIATION OF
TWO WORKERS IN TANKS WORKING FOR THE WATER
DEPARTMENT. IN THAT NEIGHBORHOOD, EARLIER I
HELPING AN ACQUAINTANCE, BECAUSE I ASKED IF HE NEEDED
IT. ONE OPPORTUNITY CENTER GUY WHO HAS ALWAYS
LOOKED FOR WORK, AND EVEN AFTER A TERRIBLE AUTO
ACCIDENT.

A CHEVRON STATION BY THE INTERSTATE, DON'T KNOW
WHY  MANY NEWS STATIONS KEPT MENTIONING INTERSTATE.

THESE EVENTS ARE PART OF THE CENTERED ATTACKS
I THINK MORE THAN ONE WHICH ARE NEARING. I BASE
THIS ON THE FOLLOWING.

UNIVISION MUCH LIKE CNN ( OTHERS PROBABLY )
WAG THE DOG, IN PROFITS THEY ROLL !

COMMONALITY , MUCH LIKE ALBUQUERQUE ALL
THOSE YEARS AGO; IN MY CASE A KNOCK ON THE DOOR
AFTER THE HOME INVASION ACOSS THE STREET,
AND ALTHOUGH A PROMISE
MADE, AND NO CAMERA, ONLY POINTED ACROSS THE
STREET, ALL I SAID WAS " THEY WEREN'T POLICE," AND
I THINK THAT'S ABOUT ALL. EXCEPT, THE REPEATED QUESTION,
" DID YOU MAKE THE CALL TO THE POLICE? " I FINALLY
SAID " I DID." THEN, I WAS NOT THEIR, ONLY THE
MEXICAN AND FILM CAMERA; PURPLE IN THE SHIRT,
MAYBE STICKER ON CAMERA.

THE GEOMETRIC SEQUENCE OF EVENTS AND ' COPIES '
ARE NEARING A PROGRAM THAT WAS AIRED ON ART
BELL, WITH ONE OF THE REMOTE VIEWERS S.S. AT THE
BEGINNING OF THE 2000'S. THIS WAS THE BEGINNING OF
SOME OF THE MOST DISGUSTING, BRUTAL, ATTACKS BY
PEOPLE WHO ON ONE HAND SUPPORTED THE QUEERS AND
ON THE OTHER HAND IN ALMOST LIVING COLOR WHAT
THEY DID AND HOW THEY THOUGHT FAGS ' REPRODUCED,'
THE GAY MOVEMENT. THIS IS THE WAY THAT S.A.S.'S IDEA
AS TO MASS CONSCIOUSNESS AND WHAT EVER ELSE
THAT MOVEMENT WAS TO BECOME.-2001-2002.

I FOUND PAST SHOWS ON COAST TO COAST SITE AND IT
HELPED IMMENSELY, FOUND TOM BROWN JR. NOT GAY,
BY THE WAY AND THE ' TWIST ' ON NANCY AND ALL THE
REST OF IT.

I FEEL VERY SORRY ANY AGENCY THAT ACCEPTED ANY
INTEL FROM THOSE GOD DAMNED FAGOTS AND ALL THE
MISERY THAT THEY ' ENABLED.' AND ' EMPOWERED.'

I ENED UP BUYING S.A.S.'S PROGRAM OF DVD AND CD'S ( I MISSED
ALOT OF THE SHOW, I WAS WELDING OUTSIDE ) AND
MET ONLY HELL, THE VERY ' EXCITED,' THOSE WHO PROFITED
VERY WELL FROM 9/11.

I FOUND AUSTIN, INGO, BARTON, AND SO MANY OTHERS
WHO ' LOOKED ' THE OTHER WAY SO THAT IT COULD
HAPPEN.
PAPERWORK-SETUP.


AS PROMISED, AT LEAST SOME OF THE HACKS
OF MY MESSAGES IN HAWAII, I TRIED TO DELETE,
YOU NAME IT, COULD NOT STOP THE DAMN THINGS.

STALKED SINCE, MEETING PRINCE AND THE 9/11.





















CALIFORNIA WAS ONE, THIS WAS A MISTAKE, IT WAS GIVEN TO THE AUTHORITIES. CIA BECAUSE OF FOREIGN GENESIS. THE CELLS ARE HERE, JUST ABOUT HALF THE STATES. LIKE A TREE, FROM EL PASO, TX. CURENT. DUMB ASS SHIT KIDS WHO ARE ZOMBIES, THINKING A ' CAUSE ' LEAD BY FAGGOTS WHO MIGHT AS WELL BE ALIEN TO THE HUMAN RACE.

VIRGINA ANOTHER


I HAVE LOOKED FOR THESE PREDICTIONS OF MY MEMORY OF ' REELS ' OF ACTS THAT THESE ' PEOPLE ' HAVE APPLAUDED AND ' WORSHIPED,' AS THEY ATTACKED ME YEARS AGO. I ALSO RVE'D THE INTERNET AND LIBRARIES OF THE WORLD, THROUGH PEOPLE, I GUESS.

DON'T DO THAT......

THE THIRD, CAN'T REMEMBER, AND HAVE LOOKED FOR IT. I AM VERY TIRED OF  ' THINGS ' THAT USE APPLE AND EVEN GATES PRODUCTS. MY CELL PHONE WILL BE OF NO USE THE 17TH. THE COMPUTER WILL BE SOLD OR DESTROYED.

I HAVE SPOKEN TO MY FATHER AT LENGHT. I CAN'T TRUST THE PHONE AFTER, I GUESS THE DRUG BUST IN EL PASO, TEXAS. CAN'T TRUST LIBRARY'S WIFI.



I'M SORRY. BUT THAT'S WHAT THEY ARE DESCRIBED AS ' HITS,' JUST KEEP COMING, AND I HAVE BEEN FRIGHTENLY NEAR 100%.

IS POSSIBLE THAT ' SECURITY ' IN BUILDING DURING THAT POST, INTERFERED. THAT HAS HAPPENED MORE THAN ONCE. " YOU BEAT ME TO IT." THAT DAY IN LIBRAY, AS ' SECURITY ' RUSHED ON BY.

I DO NOT TRUST POLICE THAT MUCH, OR ANY OF MY FATHERS FRIENDS AND OR FOLLOWERS.


I AM NOT A DEMOCRAT, RADICAL OR EVEN CONSERVATIVE.

HOMOSEXUALS AND VERY NEAR ALL MASONS ARE PEDOPHILES , THAT IS MY EXPERIENCE AND WHAT I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE.

AND LASTLY, I KNOW THAT MY FATHER HAS PURPOSELY LOST MY NUMBER FOR ANY OR ALL MY BROTHERS OR SISTERS. AGAIN. " A SECRET KEPT," YOU SAID, MUST BE THE SAME GLASS STAIRWAY TO NOWHERE, MUCH LIKE APPLE'S NEW ' COOK.'

NICE MACHINE, SHIT FOR PEOPLE; G_DLESS, GOODLESS AND SHOULD BE CHILDLESS.