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Thursday, May 28, 2015

6 - 2 - 2015, UP-DATED 5 - 30 - 2015, SHADOWS

UP - DATED
MAJOR ED DAMES MIGHT BE RIGHT CONCERNING HOLLOWAY, PARTLY.

6 - 2 - 2015, UPDATED.

ALSO, THE LAST NAME DE JONG AND OTHER EVENTS CONCERNING THAT PERSON WHO WORKED AT UNM WERE RELEVANT TO EVENTS THAT ARE ' OCCURRING ' TODAY; IN MY LIFE AND OTHER'S AROUND ME.

DE JONG, AN ART PROFESSOR LIVED ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME WHEN I RENTED FROM THE ABBOTS. IF YOU ARE HISPANIC, LISTEN VERY WELL, STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ALL OF THIS, IT HAS AND IS GLOBAL AND WILL BE ASSOCIATED WITH FUTURE INTERNATIONAL TERRORISM. THIS IS THE ONLY TIME IN MY LIFE THAT I WILL HELP YOU. STAY AWAY FROM ANY ' FAGGOT,' MAINLY ' MALE.' THIS WILL, MIGHT TRANSPIRE ALL WALKS OF ' PROFESSIONAL ' LIVELIHOODS. 

AT THE TIME, MRS. ABBOTT WAS ASKED ABOUT ' MY HALF SISTERS ' BY POLICE, I DID NOT FIND OUT UNTIL HER DEATH. DE JONG WAS ROBBED BY SOME HOMELESS PERSON WHO I GUESS ' FORGOT ' TO STEAL HER 38. THIS HAS ALL THE ' EARMARKS ' OF ANOTHER ' SUPPOSED TO BE ' UNDERGROUND INVESTIGATION ' TO PROMOTE ' FUCKING CHILDREN ' AND THOSE OF ' UNIFORM AND FED SUITS ' WHO ARE OF ' MIRRORS.'

WHITE SUPREMACIST  ' WERE KIND'A ' REMOVED FROM THE PUBLIC EYE, AT THE TIME. THIS IS HOW THE ' RAG MAN ' DEAD, BURNT ALIVE AND THEN THE ABBOTT'S HOUSE WAS ATTEMPTED TO BE BURNED DOWN. POLICE SAID ' MENTALLY ILL, ' STREET'S ' SAID ' SKIN HEAD.' 

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS OR MIGHT BE ON THE NET CONCERNING MYSELF. I DON'T CARE. I DO KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE STILL TRYING VERY HARD TO MAKE ' MONEY AND A NAME ' FOR THEM SELVES BEHIND ' THIER ' OWN CHILDREN.

I HAVE ' SEEN ' THIS BEFORE AND ADVISE ANYONE ELSE WHO MIGHT OF ' UNKNOWINGLY PARTICIPATED ' IN THE ' RAPE OF MY MIND,' TO STAY OUT OF THIS.

I HAVE NO CONCERN OR FEELINGS FOR THOSE WHO ' CONTINUE WITH THIS.' THAT INCLUDES MURDERS AND DEATHS. I ONLY REGRET YOU HAVE NOT BEEN CAUGHT BY ' THE FAGGOT POLICE,' AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. KEEP SHAVING THOSE HEADS ' BOYS ?; ' WANT A BE VET'S, AND VETERANS, ' STAR CHAMBER.'

AS FOR QUEERS, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO I LIKE AND CAN TALK TO WHO DON'T SHOVE THEIR ' SHIT ' IN MY FACE. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WILL ' WARN THE PUBLIC ' INSTEAD OF LICKING THEIR ' CHOPS ' EVERY TIME THEY LOOK AT AN AIRPLANE AND POOR EXAMPLE OF ABSTRACT ART HANGING FROM THEIR CEILING. LEE WILSON WAS OR STILL IS BARTON PRINCES ' BITCH, ' OF THE ALFA ' BITCH.'

I DO NOT CARE IF ALL THE ART THAT ' I MADE ' IS DESTROYED, THAT IS ON THE PROPERTY IN FRONT OF BARTON PRINCE'S HOUSES.

THEY ARE ' INSURED ' AND I AM VERY SURE THAT A ' POLITICAL STATEMENT, AS FAR AS A DONATION ' WILL BE MADE IN THE ' FORM ' OF SUPPORTING HOME GROWN TERRORISM, BY DESIGN, AS ' DISTRACTION,' IN LUE OF 9/11 ' IN DESIGNED ' SUBMISSION, WITHOUT ANY OBJECTIONS FROM ANY FAGGOTS THAT VISTED PRIOR TO THAT ' EVENT.'

PAYING ' ATTENTION ' IRAN, ? I AM. AND, PARENTS, STILL GLADE THAT YOU GAVE THOSE FUCKING ' CELL PHONES AND COMPUTERS ' TO YOUR THREE AND FOUR YEAR OLDS THEN ? INTERESTING WATCHING THE ' THREE YEAR OLDS AND FOUR YEAR OLDS ' RUNNING THE WORLD NOW ? HUH ?

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WHEN CLEANING OUT THE CRAWLSPACE UNDER THE HOUSE AT 5417 ALICE NE. JOHN X. GONZALES SWEPT AND THREW TRASH TOWARDS ME AND I PICKED IT UP AND THREW IT AWAY.

A FEMUR WAS FOUND, SAWED PART WAYS AND ANOTHER BONE. I DROPPED IT, AND TOLD HIM, HE SAID DIFFERENT. I THOUGHT HUMAN. IT WAS OLD, UNBLEACHED, SAWED, ( SMALL PORTION BROKEN. TWO SAW MARKINGS THAT ' MET ' ) THEN REST BROKEN.

IT HAD THE SAME ' FEEL ' OF AN OLD SACRIFICIAL BONE KNIFE THAT WAS FROM THE PACIFIC PEOPLES. VERY OLD, ALMOST WEIGHED ' NOTHING.'

I REMEMBER THE FEELING OF THE TOP TWO PEOPLE IN THE NEWSPAPER IN AUSTIN TEXAS AFTER THE PAKISTANI DRUG RING BUST IN AUSTIN AND THE MAN FOUND IN THE HEB FOUNDATION AND THE ' NIGHTMARE ' ON OR BEFORE NEW YEAR'S OR CHRISTMAS. HE WAS WRAPPED IN PLASTIC AND ' EXTREME VIOLATIONS.'

I LEFT THE FOLLOWING DAY OR SO. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WROTE ABOUT HOLLOWAY, BUT I REMEMBER OCEAN, BUT NO BODY, YET ' WATER AND DARK.'

I'LL KNOW WHAT ' VOICE OR VOICES ' LEAVE ME, IF THIS TURNS OUT TO BE THE REAL ' END ' OF THAT FAMILIES WORST HORROR STORY. I THINK, THE END JUST MIGHT BE REAL.

DO NOT STUDY RV, NOTHING BUT ' DEATH,' AND PAIN.
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THE EL PASO TIMES, 5 - 30 - 2015


Rep. Blanco: Limits to vet-family tuition program likely dead

POSTED:   05/29/2015 05:35:43 PM MDT


RELATED STORIES
AUSTIN >> Limits to a program providing tuition benefits for spouses and children of Texas veterans are dead, state Rep. César Blanco, D-El Paso, said Friday.
Blanco fought the move to put limits on the legacy portion of the Hazlewood Act, which paid tuition for more than 400 students last year at the University of Texas at El Paso.
The Hazlewood Act covers college-tuition costs of Texas veterans. It also allows them to pass along their unused benefits to their children or their spouses.
Citing a growth in the expense of the program, state Sen. Brian Birdwell, R-Granbury, and state Rep. John Zerwas, R-Richmond, proposed allowing only veterans who have served at least six years in the military to transfer their benefits to family members. They also wanted that ability to expire after 15 years.
Just before Memorial Day, Blanco and other House veterans said it was wrong to limit the program when the Legislature found money for so many other things, including billions worth of tax cuts. The House adopted modifications to the program limits, forcing a House-Senate conference committee to reconcile differences.
At about 4:30 p.m. Austin time, Blanco said he spoke to Zerwas, who said that he and Birdwell had agreed that differences between the chambers were too great with time in the legislative session running short. They agreed to study the issue in the interim, Blanco said.
Marty Schladen may be reached at 512-479-6606.

THE EL PASO TIMES, 5 - 30 - 2015
Two arrested on suspicion of smuggling abondoned girl across Bridge of the Americas
Pair suspected of transporting infant found in West El Paso

POSTED:   05/29/2015 04:44:06 PM MDT



Two people were arrested on suspicion of smuggling a baby girl who was found earlier this month abandoned on the side of the road in West El Paso, officials said.
Brian Joshua Mayorga and Valerie Galindo were arrested after a U.S. Customs and Border Protection investigation revealed the two allegedly smuggled the 7-month-old girl on May 15 across the Bridge of the Americas.
They allegedly used a birth certificate to claim U.S. citizenship for the baby, officials said.
Mayorga and Galindo were arrested after CBP officers detained a woman, Mayra Selene Lazos, 26, who told officers that her baby had been smuggled into U.S. through the border crossing earlier in the day.
Lazos was detained on suspicion of giving false information and for allegedly using a Colorado driver's license with a different name, officials said. She was finger printed and officers learned that a warrant for her arrest had been issued in Colorado charging failure to appear in court, officials said.
CBP launched an investigation in to Lazos' claim that her child had been smuggled into the country.
A short time later, El Paso police located the child in a car seat on the side of the road in the 5000 block of Conley Road near Doniphan Drive, officials from the El Paso Police Department said.
CBP officers then began an investigation into who had smuggled the child across the border. They were able to identify Mayorga and Galindo through information provided by Lazos and reviewing border crossing records, officials said.
Mayorga was arrested on suspicion of smuggling the child on May 22 after he attempted to drive across the Paso Del Norte bridge, officials said.
Two days later, Galindo was arrested on suspicion of smuggling the child when she attempted to cross the Ysleta international crossing, officials said. Galindo's infant daughter and a man were in the car Galindo was using to drive across the border.
The daughter was turned over to a relative of Galindo, officials said.
Mayorga and Galindo were booked into El Paso County Jail. No bond was listed in jail records for either.
Law enforcement officials are still investigating how and why the child was abandoned on the side of the road, officials said.
Aaron Martinez may be reached at 546-6249.


THE ALBQUERQUE JOURNAL, 5 - 30 - 2015


Uncle accused of child abuse while baby-sitting



PUBLISHED: Saturday, May 30, 2015 at 12:05 am
When the 3-month-old boy Christian Trevino was baby-sitting wouldn’t stop crying, police said he threw the baby on the bed, causing two spinal fractures.

According to a criminal complaint filed in Metropolitan Court, 24-year-old Trevino had been watching his sister Sierra Colorado’s two sons three days a week while she was at work since early April. He was arrested on May 23.

The baby’s older brother told Colorado, Trevino cursed at the baby, threatened to throw him on the bed or put him outside and threw him with force when he wouldn’t stop crying. He said his uncle’s actions made him nervous because the baby cries when thrown, and “it hurts the baby.”

Colorado took the baby to Lovelace Women’s Hospital on May 4, and he was transferred to the University of New Mexico Hospital when doctors found he had a subdural hematoma, meaning bleeding around the brain. At UNMH, doctors found he had no bleeding inside his brain but he did have two compression spinal fractures, likely a result of being thrown on the bed, according to the complaint.

The baby had been fussy and wouldn’t stop crying since early April because he had colic and was gassy, Colorado told police. It is unclear from the complaint when Trevino is accused of throwing the baby. A spokeswoman for the Albuquerque Police Department didn’t know the condition of the baby now.
Colorado’s sister told police she had been baby-sitting the children, but Trevino volunteered to watch the children while she attended classes since day care is expensive. Trevino watched the boys three morning a week in exchange for $75 a month.
According to the complaint, Trevino said he had been released from prison in Las Cruces in early March and was living in a halfway house. He told police he is schizophrenic and has mental issues. He initially said he didn’t know how the baby had been hurt, but he thought maybe the older brother was responsible, according to the complaint.
Trevino eventually told police he did “throw him (the baby) on the pillow” but had never “tossed him on the bed.” He later denied he had thrown the baby and said he maybe put him on the bed too roughly.
In 2014, Trevino was found guilty of unlawful taking of a motor vehicle, according to online court records. His record includes pleading guilty to charges of assault, battery, and possession of a controlled substance.
Trevino is charged with child abuse with great bodily harm. His bond was set at $50,000 cash or surety but he is on a no-bond hold for probation violations.
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SHADOW

NOW THAT A LITTLE TIME HAS PASSED, A YOUNG MAN, A KID ' OD'ED ' BY WAY OF A DESIGNER DRUG; A HORSE TRANQUILIZER. HE WAS A BAGGER AT ' SMITHS.'

A DESIGNER DRUG IS ILLEGAL. YUP.
' HE ' IS DEAD. THAT MEANS HE WILL NEVER GET UP.


AND A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT ' OLD HAG ' WHO WORKS THERE IN THE MORNING, SCREAMED AT ME TO STOP ASKING FOR CHANGE, WHEN ANOTHER ' STREET SELLER ' WAS THERE. GETTING THE PICTURE NOW ? I LIVED IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD FOR OVER TEN YEARS AND JUST ABOUT KNOW ' ALL THE SHIT.' I GAVE HIM THE REST OF MY BREAKFAST I BOUGHT AT SMITHS.

CALL THE POLICE NEXT TIME, OR I WILL,  MANAGER. LIKE A STORE DIRECTOR SAID ONCE, " IF I DRUG TESTED MY EMPLOYEES, ONLY 30-40 PERCENT MIGHT PASS." AND ALSO, ' NICE TRY.'



THOUSANDS OF YEARS, YET, ONE TREE

WHEN I WAS A BABY, I ATE A SEED. IT WAS RED, THE BIG DARK HANDS PATTING MY BACK, AND MY MOTHER'S.

AND SOMEWHERE IN THE ' ETHER,' " IF HE HASN'T GOTTEN SICK, THEN IT WILL NOT KILL HIM," FROM THAT TIME. WHEN I WAS A BABY.

THE BOTTOM PICTURE IS OF THE WAR CRIMES THAT THE US ARMY HAS COMMITTED AGAINST THE CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. THERE ARE SO MANY MORE, SO MANY MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.........

AFTER ALL, THEY'RE ONLY ' YOUR ' CHILDREN.

THE FOURTH PHOTO IS THAT OF A DESKTOP PICTURE THAT WAS ' MESSED ' WITH. I WAS SUPPOSED TO ' ERASE ' MYSELF. DESTROY ALL MY PAPERS AND REMAINING PHOTOS. APPLE IS INVOLVED. APPLE COMPUTERS. AFTER ALL, WHY A PRO IN THE SHAPE OF A ' HOLLOW POINT.' THAT'S HOW MUCH BARTON PRINCE AND ' FAMILY ' OWN IN STOCK AT THE TIME.

I MYSELF DO NOT ' WORK ' FOR ISREAL; I DO NOT CARE IF ' LAVET ' EXIST OR NOT. THAT SHOULD ANSWER THE OTHER QUESTION. BARTON PRINCE KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN ' EXACTLY ' ON 9/11; AS DID THE ' UNDERGROUND,' WHICH I SUPPOSE INCLUDES THE MEXICAN MAFIA.

I AM CHANGING MY NAME BECAUSE OF MY FATHER, NOT SO MUCH THE STUPIDITY OF ' HIS ' PEOPLE. I DO NOT KNOW WHY THE MASON god CHOOSE A NON-MASON.



 


















WAR CRIMES AGAINST ' US '


NATALEE HOLLOWAY

NATALEE HOLLOWAY AND HER ' LOOK-A-LIKE ' WHO I ONCE KNEW. THE FIRST KISS. THE LIGHT ' PERSON ' THE NIGHT BEFORE, THEN WOKE UP TO BLACK AND WHITE TELEVISION OF ' RUNNING WITH THE DEVIL ' BY VAN HALEN. THE KISS BEFORE WAS, I GUESS TO SHOW ME HOW, THE NEXT NIGHT WAS BEST. ALL THIS WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL. I SAW HER AT ' JULIO'S ' A RESTAURANT IN JUAREZ, BUT MY FATHER WAS ACTING A ' PART,' SO I NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO HER OR FAMILY ALOUD BECAUSE HE WAS AND IS A RACIST AGAINST ' WHITES.'

SO NOW YOU KNOW THE ' CONNECTION ' WITH JULIO GUTIERREZ ( VETERAN ADMINISTRATION REP, EL PASO, TX. )AND ALL THE ' ARMY FAGS AND PEDOPHILES AND SEX OFFENDERS THAT CAME AFTER THE HOMOSEXUAL PROFESSOR'S LAWSUIT AGAINST UTEP. IT NEVER ENDED, EVEN UP TO A DECLARATION OF WAR AGAINST THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, FROM WITHIN AND FROM WITHOUT. 
 9/11. WHILE CLINTON SLEPT, AND A FAGGOT Albuquerque, NM architect WAS PLANING AWAY WITH ' WHITE ' SMILES, IN BETWEEN MOUTHFULS OF ARAB COCK, AND EVEN LAUGHING ALL THE WAY TO THE BANK AFTER THE REAL PRINCE'S PALACE THAT ' MOUTHFUL ' WAS BUILDING WAS BLOWN AWAY BY OUR OWN ARMY WHO APPARENTLY FINALLY LEARNED TO ' SHOOT ' STRAIGHT FOR THE ' MOST ' PART. BUT THAT'S THE PAST......WITH EXCEPTION TO CLINTON'S PEDOPHILE, I GUESS MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE IN EL PASO, TEXAS WAS ' VARY FASHIONABLE.'AFTER ALL, I GUESS THEY BRING OUT THE ' CHILD ' IN SOME MEN, FOR ME, BULLETS FOR THEM SUITS THEM BETTER, BUT I'M NOT MY FATHER, AND ALSO NOT A DEMOCRAT, HUH BARTON ?

OH. ' LOG CABIN,' BUT NOT LINCOLN.

THIS ' POINT ' IN TIME DURING THE ATTACKS WHEN IT HAPPENED. BARTON PRINCES TELEVISION THAT HE GAVE ME AND I HAD REPAIRED, BEFORE IT ' FELL ' AND EXPLODED.

THEN OTHER THAT I BOUGHT, CONTINUATION OF THE STORY AND ' SPECIALS ' ABOUT NATALEE HOLLOWAY. THEN DEATH OF A ' FRIEND.'


YESTERDAY

THE ' OLD HAG ' WHO PROTECTS THE DRUG DEALERS AT SMITH'S WAS AT HER BEST YESTERDAY. SHE IS HISPANIC AND SO OLD AS NOT TO HAVE ANY PURPOSE OTHER THAN A SECURITY OFFICER, IMAGINE THAT.

NOW UP IN THE ' ETHER,'  'I CAN'T MAKE ANY MONEY " WHEN A BITCH OF A DRUG DEALER RIDES BY ON HIS BIKE, BUT THE STORE MANAGER IS STANDING IN FRONT OF THE ' DOORWAY ' TOO. GEE, GO FIGURE. " YOU CAN'T ASK FOR CHANGE EVER, BUT I DON'T MIND YOU HANGING OUT HERE FOR A WHILE." WHO'S THE DUMB ASS OLD CUNT REALLY WORKING FOR NOW ?

MY MONEY'S ON THE FAT SPIC WHO'S MANAGING THE STORE. WHY WOULD I WANT TO ' HANG OUT ' IF IT WERE NOT TO ' ASK FOR CHANGE? " THE YOUNG LADY WHO ALMOST GAVE ME A FEW BILLS, FELT SO ' GUILTY ' WHEN THE OLD HAG BARKED, THAT SHE CAME BACK AND GAVE ME ONE INSTEAD.

GOOD PEOPLE SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO WHAT THEY WANT, NOT WHAT SHIT TELLS THEM TO DO IN ORDER TO SELL DRUGS. I WILL NOT ' HANG OUT ' TO SELL ILLEGAL DRUGS.

SO, IN THE ' REMOTE VIEWING ' AND THE MILITARY AIRCRAFT ( OVERHEAD ) AND THE CSI VAN AND ' POLICE ' VAN IN THE PARKING LOT ( ANOTHER CLERK WARNED THE MANAGER " I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOW, BUT THERE'S A CSI WHITE VAN IN THE PARKING LOT ). NOW WE ALL KNOW ' JUST WHO SECURITY PROTECTS ' AT THE STORE ON YALE AND COAL.

THE DRUG DEALERS AND PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE LIVED IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD KINDA HAVE AN UNSPOKEN ' DEAL,' IF I DON'T SEE ANYTHING, THEN I DON'T CALL POLICE. WHEN I LEAVE, THEN THEY ' COME.'
I DECIDED ONE NIGHT TO LEAVE AT TEN, BUT NOT AFTER A GUY ASKED ME FOR A PIECE OF PLASTIC FROM THE SMITH'S BAG THAT CONTAINED THE REMINISCE OF WHAT I HAD FOR SUPPER ( BOUGHT WITH THE CHANGE GIVEN ME, NO DRUGS OR BEER ) SO, WHATEVER HE USED IT FOR WAS PROBABLY USED TO ' MARK ' SOMEONE ELSE OR ' COVER-UP ' ACTIVE UNDERGROUND PARTICIPANTS. GEE, GO FIGURE.

I'VE BEEN UNDER A ' PORCH ROOF ' FOR A WHILE WHEN THE LAST OF ' FIRECRACKERS ' SOUNDINGS HAVE OCCURRED ABOUT THE EXACT TIME OF A POLICE OFFICER'S DEATH AND THE ONES BEFORE SOMETHING ELSE JUST AS ' IMPORTANT.' " HE JUST TURNED AROUND AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP ! " SHE SAID. MOUNTAIN AND SAN MATEO NE.

JUST MEXICANS AND ANGLO SAXONS WHO WILL NOT LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE. AS FOR ALL MY PAPERWORK, JUST MEMORIES OF WHAT I ' ONCE OWNED,' AND ALL THE FATHER ' IMPERSONATORS ' I'LL BE IN SANTA FE SOON, THEN FURTHER NORTH. WHY THE PUSSY POLICE DO NOT ' SHOOT TO KILL ' THE DRUG DEALERS AS OPPOSED TO THE ' REAL HOMELESS ' IS THIS, ' LINING THE POCKETS ? ' 

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

MOUSE TRACKS ON THE ' GRID '

MOUSE TRACKS ON THE ' GRID '


OH, YEAH, I FORGOT ! UM… ANYWAY, UM, HUM, IT WAS RIGHT ON THE TIP OF MY, HOW DARE YOU ! NOT THAT ! G_D ! HOW EMBARRASSING ! YOU THINK THAT WAY….. DOES YOUR MOTHER KNOW ? WAIT, JUST WAIT TILL TILL I TELL HER, WHAT ALL THOSE CAMPING TRIPS WERE ABOUT WITH DAD ! UM-HUM, SHAME ON YOU !

NOW I REMEMBER, WELL, LET ME TELL YOU, I SAW THIS WOMAN WHEN I WAS AT A TOP SECRET LOCATION ( TOP SECRET ( - REALLY ! ) YOU KNOW )  ASKING FOR ' CHANGE '  AND SHE LOOKED AT ME UNDER A FLOPPY HAT BASED ( PUN ? )  ON THE ARMY/MARINE IDEA OF DECOR/CAMO VISUAL ARCHITECTURE, BEHIND REALLY BIG DARK  SUNGLASSES AND RIGHT IN MID-PAW-STRIDE, SHE STOPPED, THE ABOUT FACE AND BACK TO THE REDUNDANT GASOLINE CALORIE EXCHANGER RATING REGARDING SPEED AND DISTANCE MAKER; SHE LEFT. 

WELL, LET ME TELL YOU, I FELT SO GUILTY, THANKS POPE, THAT I JUST WENT INSIDE AND BOUGHT A REDUCED COFFEE CAKE BECAUSE I WAS ALMOST HUNGRY AND THOUGHT ' WHAT THE HELL,? ' ' MIGHT AS WELL CURB THE NEED;' BAD IDEA IN THE COMPANY OF THE ZOO'S OCCUPANTS. I MEAN, WELL YOU KNOW ? LOOK AROUND.

SO, THEN AFTER A LITTLE COFFEE AND CAKE, I FEED THE REST AND ASKED THAT THEY BUY THEIR OWN COFFEE. " COFFEE ? WHO NEEDS COFFEE ? ! " ' THEY ' ASKED, " I DON'T NEED COFFEE, MAN, I'VE BEEN UP SINCE………WHAT TIME IS IT ? " " ABOUT 8:30 AM, " I SAID, " NO DUDE, WHAT DAY IS IT ? " " OH, MONDAY, " SAID I. MIGHT AS WELL, I THOUGHT ( HA ! HA ! )." DAMN, IT'S NOT WEDNESDAY ? ! " NOPE. " " OH, SEE YA ! I SHOULD BE ASLEEP ! "

WELL, SO MUCH FOR COFFEE CAKE AND THE IDEA OF ' SUGAR'S ' CALORIE EXCHANGE RATE AS TO HEAT IN REGARDS TO COLD; DID IT EVEN MATTER IN THIS INSTANCE AS PER TIME AND THOUGHT RATE ? WELL, I DON'T KNOW, ' MY PAPERWORK ' STATES THUS : ONE HOUR INTO MY JUNIOR YEAR OF ' COLLAGE ' AS OPPOSED TO COLLEGE AND, WELL……HUM, I JUST DON'T KNOW. SO, LETS THINK ON THAT FOR A MOMMEN……….

ANYWAY, WHO WAS THAT GUY ? MAYBE THE ' DISGUISE ' WORKED………THIS TIME AND IT WAS REALLY THAT ' PANTHER ' LOOKING FOR PRAY OR HER ' QUARY? ' I DON'T KNOW, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I WAS JUST THINKING, YA KNOW ? YEAH, THAT'S IT.










Wednesday, May 20, 2015

UP DATED ALL THE TIME -NEWS - I AM DOING THIS BECAUSE PEOPLE DO NOT READ ANYMORE. YOU HAVE TO READ.

OKIE DOKIE !

 SO, I CAME UP WITH THIS GREAT IDEA CONCERNING, WELL, YOU KNOW, FROGS. ANNNND, I THOUGHT THAT, WELL, FROGS MIGHT BE ' POPULATING ' THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT AND THAT THAT MIGHT BE THE BEST IDEA ' EVER, ' ' CAUSE, WELL, THE ' CATTLE,' WHO ' POPULATE ' THE RESTAURANT, ' MOOOOOO ' JUST MIGHT NEED A LITTLE HELP WITH THE ' MONGOOSE ' POPULATION THAT ' ONCE ' ' POPULATED ' THE FRONTIER  RESTAURANT, BUT APPARENTLY SOMEONE ELSE'S ' IDEA ' SUBJUGATED ' MY FANTASY ' OF FROGS JUMPING FROM MEAL TO MEAL AND CHEF'S CAP TO CHILD'S PLATE " MOMMY LOOK A CHICKEN ! " " HONEY WE LIKE TO CALL THEM ' FROGS, " AND THEN OF COURSE ' MOONWALKING ' ON THE PLATE GLASS WINDOWS THEN HANGING TEN FROM DORTHY'S ( I THINK, REMEMBER THE RING GUY ! ) PLANTS, BEFORE SPITING ON THE FAMILY OF MONGOOSES AND OF COURSE, WE ALL KNOW HOW THAT TURNED OUT.

I PROMISE I DIDN'T BRING ANY FROGS OR MONGOOSES FROM HAWAII.......HE, HE, HE, HE, HA, HE, HE, UMMM, BUT I THINK RIGHT NOW THAT I'M ON ' THEIR SIDE ' 'CAUSE, WELL IF YA FEED THEM, THEN THEY SHOW YOU WHERE ' EVERYTHING IS,' LIKE ' CATS! '

OH ! AND I MET A YOUNGER VERSION OF BRANDENBURG THAT JUST SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME ' CAUSE, WELL SHE SHACK'S UP WITH ' SHAGGY;' SCOOBY APPARENTLY MOVED TO CALIFORNIA AND SHE'S MORE THAN LIKELY MORE ' TROUBLE ' THAN I'M USED TO, BESIDES, SHE LIKES FROGS, SO IT WOULD MEAN THAT SHE WOULD LIKE LARRY, KING OF THE FROGS, NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH ' LARRY THE LIZARD ' IN THE MOVIE ' WIZARDS.' ALTHOUGH, ...............THE ' RESEMBLANCE ' IS UNCANNY.' GEEE THANKS ' DORTHY ! ' STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO SHANNON IS, ' I THOUGHT ' A CHILDHOOD ' FRIEND, BUT I'M SURE THE SHANON IN THE NEWS STORY IS MUCH PRETTIER, THAN LETS SAY THE ' FROGS ' THAT LARRY LIKES ALONG WITH ' SHAGGIES GIRLFRIEND ' WHO APPARENTLY LIKES THE ' MONGOOSES ' SOMETIMES. UMMMMM.

I MYSELF DO NOT LIKE ' HAIR ' IN MY FROG TURTLE SOUP, THAT I'VE GROWN ACCUSTUMED TO, AS THOUGH ALL COMPLAINTS OF ' SCALES AND WARTS ' IN MY ENCALADAES  HAVE GONE ' UN HEARD.' 

SO, HERE IT IS. DAMN THAT WAS CLOSE! SHIT ! I MEAN, SORRY MAM, I DUCKED AND THE PLATE OF, WELL I THINK IT WAS MEANT TO BE A FLYING ' SOMETHING OR THE OTHER, ' RIGHT SMACK INTO THE DUDE WHO PICKS UP THE MESSES ON THE TABLES; ' OH THE HUMANITY OF THE FALL, ALTHOUGH, I THINK IT WAS RATHER THE ' DROP,' OF THE DISH RAG THE MONGOOSES SLID ON RIGHT INTO THE ONE FROG THAT WAS PULLING THE PONY, KINDA TAIL OF THE DREAD LOCKS OF THE, I THINK ' DUDE, ' WHO IN TURN HAD THE CHICKEN BY ONE FOOT WHO DAMN NEAR SWALLOWED THE FROG !

I GUESS THE FAMOUS ' CHILE SAMPLE ' WAS FOOLED WITH AGAIN, LETS SEE........UMMMM, SEEMS ALRIGHT, BUT WHATS THAT ' TANGY TASTE ? ' ANYWAY, MOVE RIGHT ! ANYWAY, LIKE I SAID, SOME THING HAPPENED AT THAT ' CATTLE TROFT,' THAT I'M SURE WILL BE REMEMBERED FOR A LONG TIME.

HEY, GET THAT DAMNED FROG OFF THE CHANDELIER ! SIR, DON'T EAT THAT! DO NOT EAT THAT ! THAT IS NOT A SECRET SAUCE !!!!! WHERE'S THE BROOM?! THERE HE GOES, SHIT ANOTHER ONE ! 

REMOTE VIEWING, ' GIVEN ' OF FROGS AND LIZARDS AND OTHER ' FURRY SLOPPY CREDANTS,' BUT NOT NECESSARILY WITH FLIES AND OTHER SMALL INSECTS, OTHERWISE ASSOCIATED WITH ASSORTED INFESTATIONS OFTEN REGARDED AS ' CHILDREN OF, WELL,....THIS EARTH, ......OR PERHAPS ANOTHER !

HERE'S THE NEWS FROM THE ( KEEP IN MIND THE ' CANNONBALL EPISODE ' AND A GRENADE EPISODE THAT I NEVER ' REALLY ' WROTE ABOUT, BUT ALONG WITH A COUPLE OF OTHER DEATHS, WHICH ARE NOT FUNNY, BUT INSIGHTFUL AS TO A ' STATION ' IN TIME WITH REGARDS TO AN ' ) EVENT. WHY DO EVEN FRIENDS THINK I'M A COP ?AND, YET WHAT IS ' ISIS ' BUT AN ELEMENT OF ' A BEAUTIFUL MIND,' IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT.

NOW, YOUR IN ' MY RIDE ' THAT SO MANY HAVE TRIED TO UNDERSTAND. YOU DON'T TRY TO KILL PEOPLE BECAUSE OF ' YOUR ' MISTAKES WITHIN AND OF ' YOUR ' CREATION OF ALL RULES AND " STUPIDITIES ' REGARDING THE ' ALL OF THINGS,' AND LENGTH OF " GIVEN TIME:" THE ' INITIAL BIRTH.' THINK OF THE EARTH AS JUST ' ONE ' CHARACTER ' OF AN ENTIRE LANGUAGE; THE ELEMENTS.

I GUESS SOMETIMES YA ' HALF ' TO AGREE WITH LONG HAIRED, BUT NOT NECESSARILY ' BIG OR LONG EARED ' FOLKS.

THINK OF ' KIDS ' AND BE ON THE RIGHT SIDE FOR A CHANGE. THE VIOLENCE WILL BE WORSE IF DRUG DEALERS ARE ALLOWED TO ' OWN ' NEIGHBORHOODS. REMEMBER THIS. CHOOSE YOUR CHILDREN'S FUTURES !

POLICE IN ALBUQUERQUE HANDLED A SITUATION THE OTHER DAY, I THINK SUNDAY WITH ' COOL HEADS,' REGARDING A PERSON WHO HAD A MELTDOWN ( ON CENTRAL NEAR SAN MATEO ), I LEFT THE SCENE, BUT I'M SURE THE MAN NOT ONLY ' LIVED ' BUT WAS GIVEN ALOT OF ' ROOM.' IT WAS TAPPED BY ANOTHER MAN AT THE SCENE.

ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL: NOW BACK TO THE PROBLEM WITH ' FROGS,'





Man suspected of throwing fake grenade in Frontier restaurant
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PUBLISHED: Tuesday, May 26, 2015 at 4:52 pm

Henry Ray Jameson, 31
ALBUQUERQUE, N.M. — A man is in jail after police said he threw what looked like fake grenade into the Frontier restaurant on a dare around noon on Monday.
Police said 31-year-old Henry Ray Jameson, threw the device into the restaurant doors on Central SE, according to a criminal complaint filed in Metropolitan Court. Court records identify the man as Jameson Henry, but jail records identify him as Henry Ray Jameson.
A manager of the store said the device was small and looked like something sold at a fireworks stand.
The restaurant was extremely crowded with customers, according to the complaint. A witness said the device was very close to his feet, and he thought it was real before determining it was a plastic “smoke grenade.”
Jameson was found in the alley near the restaurant, police said. He told officers he and his friend were daring each other to throw the grenade inside the restaurant.
Shannon Rainosek, a manager at the Frontier, said a customer found the unlit device and called the police. She said an employee disposed of it.
“From what I’ve been told it was a small plastic, little thing that looked like something you’d buy at a fireworks stand,” Rainosek said. “There was never a threat to the safety of our customers or our restaurant.”
Rainosek said she wasn’t aware that police had a suspect or that someone had been charged.
Celina Espinoza, a spokeswoman for the Albuquerque Police Department, said that even though the device was fake, police determined the threat was real because of the suspect’s intent to cause fear.
“My caution to people is that it’s very hard to tell, especially in a fluid situation, what is real or what is fake,” Espinoza said. “We need people to get the message that this is not a trivial crime. It’s not funny.”
Jameson was charged with giving, sending or placing a facsimile or hoax bomb and booked into the Metropolitan Detention Center with a $2,500 cash or surety bond. He is being held on a no-bond hold for a probation violation.


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MARY AND HENRY ( PONDEROSA, NEW MEXICO ), FRIENDS OF MINE THEN, BOTH TOLD ME ABOUT THE DEATHS OF HOMELESS PEOPLE IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. " DON'T COME UP." WELL I FINALLY SAW THE FOOTAGE AND THE NEW ATTITUDES OF THE WHITE SUPREMACIST ' ELEMENT ' THAT HAS RAISED IT'S UGLY HEAD IN THIS CITY, AND THE ' REACTION IN ATTITUDES AND ART ' OF TODAY'S YOUTH. NO FUCKING WONDER, ARE YOU BLIND ?

I COVERED A COP WHEN A CUBAN HAD HIS ' CHROME ' HANDGUN ON THE BLOND FUCKIN COP ????????????WHY ?!!!!!!!!!!

HE, JAMES BOYD WAS MURDERED, AND YES, BOYD WAS A PART OF THE RV, BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ALL THAT WAS ABOUT. I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE THE YEAR.

I FIND IT INTERESTING THAT BACK WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED, THE BANDITOS WOULD FREQUENT THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT. AND I SAW FULL TABLES OF POLICE SWEAT. AND THOSE INDIANS WEARING THE COLORS WERE OVER SIX FEET AND ONLY TWO, JUST TWO MEN IN LEATHERS. THE TIMELINE NOW WITH WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON IN THIS STATE AND IN TEXAS, AT THE VERY LEAST, TEXAS POLICE SHOT THOSE WHO WERE ' VISIBLY ' ARMED.

THOSE TWO ' PISS - PUNKS ' AND THE REST OF THOSE WHO WERE IN CLOSE TO THE CAMPER, " A CASE OF POOR ACTING," THAT WAS PART OF THE RV. NOW I KNOW WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT. ' HE HAS A BACKPACK ! SHIT ! SHOOT 'EM ! WHAT DUMB FUCKING SHITHEADS, GEE, GUESS THEY WISHED IT WERE IRAQ, EXCEPT, ?

I TRIED TO FIND OUT WHAT ALL THAT WAS ABOUT WITH CELLPHONE AND EL PASO LIBRARY COMPUTERS. THE FOOTAGE CAN BE REACHED THROUGH WIKIPEDIA, THAT I NEVER TRIED.

KARI BRANDENBURG IS RIGHT. STEVE LAWLESS GAVE ME HER PHONE NUMBER. YELLOW LEGAL PAD AND NUMBER, NOW YOU KNOW THE REST OF THE STORY; LETTER TO PRESIDENT BUSH AND THEN PRESIDENT OBAMA.

MOTORCYCLES AND SHIT ALL AROUND CITY BUILDINGS AND ' PROBLEMS ' WITH ALL PHONES. FUCKIN FIRE TRUCK WITHSIRENS ALL AROUND TOWN, IS NOT NORMAL!

A GOD DAMNED TWO YEAR OLD AND SIX YEAR OLD WHEN IT ALL HAPPENED, AS FOR JAMES BOYD.................................................

A FUCKIN K-9

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NBC NEWS - MAY - 2015
http://www.nbcnews.com/storyline/slender-man-stabbing/slender-man-stabbing-suspects-n323101

Judge Rules 'Slender Man' Stabbing Suspects Will Be Tried as Adults
Two Wisconsin girls who are accused of repeatedly stabbing a schoolmate in an effort to please a fictional character called "Slender Man" should be charged in adult court, a judge ruled Friday.
Both girls, who were 12 at the time of the attack — one has since turned 13 — face charges of attempted first-degree murder, which would automatically mean their cases would be tried in adult court. Lawyers representing the girls argued that they should be charged with second-degree attempted murder, which prosecutors would have to try in juvenile court.

But Waukesha County Circuit Judge Michael Bohren, who spent nearly a month weighing evidence heard during a two-day preliminary trial last month, denied the request and decided to have them charged for first-degree murder in adult court, according to NBC affiliate WTMJ.
Attorneys for both of the girls on Friday requested hearings to appeal the judge's decision and move their cases back to juvenile court, which Bohren granted. Those hearings will be held in May and June, according to The Associated Press.
The two girls are accused of luring their classmate to the woods in the Milwaukee suburb of Waukesha last May in order to carry out an attack that they had been planning for months, according to court documents.
They both told investigators that they believed the internet meme Slender Man would harm them and their families if they didn't kill their friend, authorities said. A bicyclist found the victim on the sidewalk, where she had crawled from the woods, and called 911. The victim suffered 19 stab wounds. She has since recovered.
One of the suspects will turn 13 on Monday, according to court documents. If convicted, the two could each face up to 65 years in prison, according to the AP. If they are tried as juveniles and found guilty, they can only be held until they are 25. NBC News is not naming the suspects in case the trials are moved back to juvenile court, where proceedings are closed to the public.

'Slender Man' stabbing victim says thanks for support
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— Elisha Fieldstadt, with The Associated Press
First published March 13th 2015, 1:04 pm

'Slender Man' Stabbing Suspects Blamed Each Other in Interrogations
Two Wisconsin girls accused of trying to kill a classmate to please the fictional Internet character "Slender Man" told police differing accounts of who hatched the sinister idea, according to interrogation tapes played during their preliminary hearing this week.
The two girls, who were both 12 at the time of the stabbing last May, were interrogated separately hours after the 12-year-old victim was found alive with 19 stab wounds near the woods in the Milwaukee suburb of Waukesha. The girls were apprehended while trekking along a highway, and both told authorities they were headed to the Nicolet National Forest in Northern Wisconsin, where they thought they would meet up with Slender Man, the online meme turned creepy urban legend.

NBC News is not naming the girls, both of whom are now 13, because their cases could end up in juvenile court. A Waukesha County Circuit Court judge will decide next month whether they will be tried as adults. Both have been charged in adult court with attempted first-degree murder.
In the interrogation tapes, which were released by Waukesha police, the girls told investigators that they had planned to kill their classmate to appease Slender Man and keep him from harming them and their families. They also said they wanted to silence people who doubted their stories about his existence. One of the girls told detectives the plan had started to take shape as early as December 2013.
"I was excited because I wanted proof that he existed because there were a bunch of skeptics out there saying he didn't exist," one of the girls told police.
The other girl offered a different motive, saying, "I was afraid of what would happen if I didn't ... I didn't want to find out what would happen if we didn't."
But both girls blamed the other for coming up with the idea to stab their friend to validate and mollify the imaginary bogeyman.
One of the girls said the other told her they could become Slender Man's "proxies" if they killed the victim. The same girl said the other told her that if they didn't follow through with the plot, Slender Man would "kill my whole family in three seconds."
The other girl said it was her friend who convinced her that Slender Man would harm the pair's families if they didn't attack their friend. Both girls also claimed that it was the other who first struck the victim. The classmate has recovered and returned to school, according to The Associated Press.
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VANITY FAIR   JUNE 2015
How PTSD Became a Problem Far Beyond the Battlefield





Soldiers wait out a sandstorm in Iraq. (The inclusion of the soldiers pictured in this story should not be construed to indicate that any of them suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder.)

© Christopher Anderson/Magnum Photos.

Though only 10 percent of American forces see combat, the U.S. military now has the highest rate of post-traumatic stress disorder in its history. Sebastian Junger investigates.



The first time I experienced what I now understand to be post-traumatic stress disorder, I was in a subway station in New York City, where I live. It was almost a year before the attacks of 9/11, and I’d just come back from two months in Afghanistan with Ahmad Shah Massoud, the leader of the Northern Alliance. I was on assignment to write a profile of Massoud, who fought a desperate resistance against the Taliban until they assassinated him two days before 9/11. At one point during my trip we were on a frontline position that his forces had just taken over from the Taliban, and the inevitable counterattack started with an hour-long rocket barrage. All we could do was curl up in the trenches and hope. I felt deranged for days afterward, as if I’d lived through the end of the world.
By the time I got home, though, I wasn’t thinking about that or any of the other horrific things we’d seen; I mentally buried all of it until one day, a few months later, when I went into the subway at rush hour to catch the C train downtown. Suddenly I found myself backed up against a metal support column, absolutely convinced I was going to die. There were too many people on the platform, the trains were coming into the station too fast, the lights were too bright, the world was too loud. I couldn’t quite explain what was wrong, but I was far more scared than I’d ever been in Afghanistan.
I stood there with my back to the column until I couldn’t take it anymore, and then I sprinted for the exit and walked home. I had no idea that what I’d just experienced had anything to do with combat; I just thought I was going crazy. For the next several months I kept having panic attacks whenever I was in a small place with too many people—airplanes, ski gondolas, crowded bars. Gradually the incidents stopped, and I didn’t think about them again until I found myself talking to a woman at a picnic who worked as a psychotherapist. She asked whether I’d been affected by my war experiences, and I said no, I didn’t think so. But for some reason I described my puzzling panic attack in the subway. “That’s called post-traumatic stress disorder,” she said. “You’ll be hearing a lot more about that in the next few years.”
I had classic short-term (acute) PTSD. From an evolutionary perspective, it’s exactly the response you want to have when your life is in danger: you want to be vigilant, you want to react to strange noises, you want to sleep lightly and wake easily, you want to have flashbacks that remind you of the danger, and you want to be, by turns, anxious and depressed. Anxiety keeps you ready to fight, and depression keeps you from being too active and putting yourself at greater risk. This is a universal human adaptation to danger that is common to other mammals as well. It may be unpleasant, but it’s preferable to getting eaten. (Because PTSD is so adaptive, many have begun leaving the word “disorder” out of the term to avoid stigmatizing a basically healthy reaction.)
Because PTSD is a natural response to danger, it’s almost unavoidable in the short term and mostly self-correcting in the long term. Only about 20 percent of people exposed to trauma react with long-term (chronic) PTSD. Rape is one of the most psychologically devastating things that can happen to a person, for example—far more traumatizing than most military deployments—and, according to a 1992 study published in the Journal of Traumatic Stress, 94 percent of rape survivors exhibit signs of extreme trauma immediately afterward. And yet, nine months later 47 percent of rape survivors have recovered enough to resume living normal lives.
Combat is generally less traumatic than rape but harder to recover from. The reason, strangely, is that the trauma of combat is interwoven with other, positive experiences that become difficult to separate from the harm. “Treating combat veterans is different from treating rape victims, because rape victims don’t have this idea that some aspects of their experience are worth retaining,” says Dr. Rachel Yehuda, a professor of psychiatry and neuroscience and director of traumatic-stress studies at Mount Sinai Hospital in New York. Yehuda has studied PTSD in a wide range of people, including combat veterans and Holocaust survivors. “For most people in combat, their experiences range from the best to the worst of times,” Yehuda adds. “It’s the most important thing someone has ever done—especially since these people are so young when they go in—and it’s probably the first time they’re ever free, completely, of their societal constraints. They’re going to miss being entrenched in this very important and defining world.”
Oddly, one of the most traumatic events for soldiers is witnessing harm to other people—even to the enemy. In a survey done after the first Gulf War by David Marlowe, an expert in stress-related disorders working with the Department of Defense, combat veterans reported that killing an enemy soldier—or even witnessing one getting killed—was more distressing than being wounded oneself. But the very worst experience, by a significant margin, was having a friend die. In war after war, army after army, losing a buddy is considered to be the most distressing thing that can possibly happen. It serves as a trigger for psychological breakdown on the battlefield and re-adjustment difficulties after the soldier has returned home.
Terrible as such experiences are, however, roughly 80 percent of people exposed to them eventually recover, according to a 2008 study in the Journal of Behavioral Medicine. If one considers the extreme hardship and violence of our pre-history, it makes sense that humans are able to sustain enormous psychic damage and continue functioning; otherwise our species would have died out long ago. “It is possible that our common generalized anxiety disorders are the evolutionary legacy of a world in which mild recurring fear was adaptive,” writes anthropologist and neuroscientist Melvin Konner, in a collection called Understanding Trauma. “Stress is the essence of evolution by natural selection and close to the essence of life itself.”

Soldiers in Korengal Valley, Afghanistan, in 2008.
Photograph by Tim Hetherington.
A 2007 analysis from the Institute of Medicine and the National Research Council found that, statistically, people who fail to overcome trauma tend to be people who are already burdened by psychological issues—either because they inherited them or because they suffered trauma or abuse as children. According to a 2003 study on high-risk twins and combat-related PTSD, if you fought in Vietnam and your twin brother did not—but suffers from psychiatric disorders—you are more likely to get PTSD after your deployment. If you experienced the death of a loved one, or even weren’t held enough as a child, you are up to seven times more likely to develop the kinds of anxiety disorders that can contribute to PTSD, according to a 1989 study in the British Journal of Psychiatry. And according to statistics published in the Journal of Consulting and Clinical Psychology in 2000, if you have an educational deficit, if you are female, if you have a low I.Q., or if you were abused as a child, you are at an elevated risk of developing PTSD. These factors are nearly as predictive of PTSD as the severity of the trauma itself.
Suicide by combat veterans is often seen as an extreme expression of PTSD, but currently there is no statistical relationship between suicide and combat, according to a study published in April in the Journal of the American Medical Association Psychiatry. Combat veterans are no more likely to kill themselves than veterans who were never under fire. The much-discussed estimated figure of 22 vets a day committing suicide is deceptive: it was only in 2008, for the first time in decades, that the U.S. Army veteran suicide rate, though enormously tragic, surpassed the civilian rate in America. And even so, the majority of veterans who kill themselves are over the age of 50. Generally speaking, the more time that passes after a trauma, the less likely a suicide is to have anything to do with it, according to many studies. Among younger vets, deployment to Iraq or Afghanistan lowers the incidence of suicide because soldiers with obvious mental-health issues are less likely to be deployed with their units, according to an analysis published in Annals of Epidemiology in 2015. The most accurate predictor of post-deployment suicide, as it turns out, isn’t combat or repeated deployments or losing a buddy but suicide attempts before deployment. The single most effective action the U.S. military could take to reduce veteran suicide would be to screen for pre-existing mental disorders.


It seems intuitively obvious that combat is connected to psychological trauma, but the relationship is a complicated one. Many soldiers go through horrific experiences but fare better than others who experienced danger only briefly, or not at all. Unmanned-drone pilots, for instance—who watch their missiles kill human beings by remote camera—have been calculated as having the same PTSD rates as pilots who fly actual combat missions in war zones, according to a 2013 analysis published in the Medical Surveillance Monthly Report. And even among regular infantry, danger and psychological breakdown during combat are not necessarily connected. During the 1973 Yom Kippur War, when Israel was invaded simultaneously by Egypt and Syria, rear-base troops in the Israeli military had psychological breakdowns at three times the rate of elite frontline troops, relative to their casualties. And during the air campaign of the first Gulf War, more than 80 percent of psychiatric casualties in the U.S. Army’s VII Corps came from support units that took almost no incoming fire, according to a 1992 study on Army stress casualties.
Conversely, American airborne and other highly trained units in World War II had some of the lowest rates of psychiatric casualties of the entire military, relative to their number of wounded. A sense of helplessness is deeply traumatic to people, but high levels of training seem to counteract that so effectively that elite soldiers are psychologically insulated from even extreme risk. Part of the reason, it has been found, is that elite soldiers have higher-than-average levels of an amino acid called neuropeptide-Y, which acts as a chemical buffer against hormones that are secreted by the endocrine system during times of high stress. In one 1968 study, published in the Archive of General Psychiatry, Special Forces soldiers in Vietnam had levels of the stress hormone cortisol go down before an anticipated attack, while less experienced combatants saw their levels go up.
SHELL SHOCK
All this is new science, however. For most of the nation’s history, psychological effects of combat trauma have been variously attributed to neuroses, shell shock, or simple cowardice. When men have failed to obey orders due to trauma they have been beaten, imprisoned, “treated” with electroshock therapy, or simply shot as a warning to others. (For British troops, cowardice was a capital crime until 1930.) It was not until after the Vietnam War that the American Psychiatric Association listed combat trauma as an official diagnosis. Tens of thousands of vets were struggling with “Post-Vietnam Syndrome”—nightmares, insomnia, addiction, paranoia—and their struggle could no longer be written off to weakness or personal failings. Obviously, these problems could also affect war reporters, cops, firefighters, or anyone else subjected to trauma. In 1980, the A.P.A. finally included post-traumatic stress disorder in the third edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders.
Thirty-five years after acknowledging the problem in its current form, the American military now has the highest PTSD rate in its history—and probably in the world. Horrific experiences are unfortunately universal, but long-term impairment from them is not, and despite billions of dollars spent on treatment, half of our Iraq and Afghanistan veterans have applied for permanent disability. Of those veterans treated, roughly a third have been diagnosed with PTSD. Since only about 10 percent of our armed forces actually see combat, the majority of vets claiming to suffer from PTSD seem to have been affected by something other than direct exposure to danger.
This is not a new phenomenon: decade after decade and war after war, American combat deaths have dropped steadily while trauma and disability claims have continued to rise. They are in an almost inverse relationship with each other. Soldiers in Vietnam suffered roughly one-quarter the casualty rate of troops in World War II, for example, but filed for disability at a rate that was nearly 50 percent higher, according to a 2013 report in the Journal of Anxiety Disorders. It’s tempting to attribute this disparity to the toxic reception they had at home, but that doesn’t seem to be the case. Today’s vets claim three times the number of disabilities that Vietnam vets did despite a generally warm reception back home and a casualty rate that, thank God, is roughly one-third what it was in Vietnam. Today, most disability claims are for hearing loss, tinnitus, and PTSD—the latter two of which can be exaggerated or faked. Even the first Gulf War—which lasted only a hundred hours—produced nearly twice the disability rates of World War II. Clearly, there is a feedback loop of disability claims, compensation, and more disability claims that cannot go on forever.
Part of the problem is bureaucratic: in an effort to speed up access to benefits, in 2010 the Veterans Administration declared that soldiers no longer have to cite a specific incident—a firefight, a roadside bomb—in order to be eligible for disability compensation. He or she simply has to report being impaired in daily life. As a result, PTSD claims have reportedly risen 60 percent to 150,000 a year. Clearly, this has produced a system that is vulnerable to abuse and bureaucratic error. A recent investigation by the V.A.’s Office of Inspector General found that the higher a veteran’s PTSD disability rating, the more treatment he or she tends to seek until achieving a rating of 100 percent, at which point treatment visits drop by 82 percent and many vets quit completely. In theory, the most traumatized people should be seeking more help, not less. It’s hard to avoid the conclusion that some vets are getting treatment simply to raise their disability rating.
In addition to being an enormous waste of taxpayer money, such fraud, intentional or not, does real harm to the vets who truly need help. One Veterans Administration counselor I spoke with described having to physically protect someone in a PTSD support group because some other vets wanted to beat him up for faking his trauma. This counselor, who asked to remain anonymous, said that many combat veterans actively avoid the V.A. because they worry about losing their temper around patients who are milking the system. “It’s the real deals—the guys who have seen the most—that this tends to bother,” this counselor told me.

Soldiers at the Korengal barracks.
Photograph by Tim Hetherington.
The majority of traumatized vets are not faking their symptoms, however. They return from wars that are safer than those their fathers and grandfathers fought, and yet far greater numbers of them wind up alienated and depressed. This is true even for people who didn’t experience combat. In other words, the problem doesn’t seem to be trauma on the battlefield so much as re-entry into society. Anthropological research from around the world shows that recovery from war is heavily influenced by the society one returns to, and there are societies that make that process relatively easy. Ethnographic studies on hunter-gatherer societies rarely turn up evidence of chronic PTSD among their warriors, for example, and oral histories of Native American warfare consistently fail to mention psychological trauma. Anthropologists and oral historians weren’t expressly looking for PTSD, but the high frequency of warfare in these groups makes the scarcity of any mention of it revealing. Even the Israeli military—with mandatory national service and two generations of intermittent warfare—has by some measures a PTSD rate as low as 1 percent.
If we weed out the malingerers on the one hand and the deeply traumatized on the other, we are still left with enormous numbers of veterans who had utterly ordinary wartime experiences and yet feel dangerously alienated back home. Clinically speaking, such alienation is not the same thing as PTSD, but both seem to result from military service abroad, so it’s understandable that vets and even clinicians are prone to conflating them. Either way, it makes one wonder exactly what it is about modern society that is so mortally dispiriting to come home to.

SOLDIER’S CREED
Any discussion of PTSD and its associated sense of alienation in society must address the fact that many soldiers find themselves missing the war after it’s over. That troubling fact can be found in written accounts from war after war, country after country, century after century. Awkward as it is to say, part of the trauma of war seems to be giving it up. There are ancient human behaviors in war—loyalty, inter-reliance, cooperation—that typify good soldiering and can’t be easily found in modern society. This can produce a kind of nostalgia for the hard times that even civilians are susceptible to: after World War II, many Londoners claimed to miss the communal underground living that characterized life during the Blitz (despite the fact that more than 40,000 civilians lost their lives). And the war that is missed doesn’t even have to be a shooting war: “I am a survivor of the AIDS epidemic,” a man wrote on the comment board of an online talk I gave about war. “Now that AIDS is no longer a death sentence, I must admit that I miss those days of extreme brotherhood … which led to deep emotions and understandings that are above anything I have felt since the plague years.”
What all these people seem to miss isn’t danger or loss, per se, but the closeness and cooperation that danger and loss often engender. Humans evolved to survive in extremely harsh environments, and our capacity for cooperation and sharing clearly helped us do that. Structurally, a band of hunter-gatherers and a platoon in combat are almost exactly the same: in each case, the group numbers between 30 and 50 individuals, they sleep in a common area, they conduct patrols, they are completely reliant on one another for support, comfort, and defense, and they share a group identity that most would risk their lives for. Personal interest is subsumed into group interest because personal survival is not possible without group survival. From an evolutionary perspective, it’s not at all surprising that many soldiers respond to combat in positive ways and miss it when it’s gone.
There are obvious psychological stresses on a person in a group, but there may be even greater stresses on a person in isolation. Most higher primates, including humans, are intensely social, and there are few examples of individuals surviving outside of a group. A modern soldier returning from combat goes from the kind of close-knit situation that humans evolved for into a society where most people work outside the home, children are educated by strangers, families are isolated from wider communities, personal gain almost completely eclipses collective good, and people sleep alone or with a partner. Even if he or she is in a family, that is not the same as belonging to a large, self-sufficient group that shares and experiences almost everything collectively. Whatever the technological advances of modern society—and they’re nearly miraculous—the individual lifestyles that those technologies spawn may be deeply brutalizing to the human spirit.
“You’ll have to be prepared to say that we are not a good society—that we are an anti-human society,” anthropologist Sharon Abramowitz warned when I tried this theory out on her. Abramowitz was in Ivory Coast during the start of the civil war there in 2002 and experienced, firsthand, the extremely close bonds created by hardship and danger. “We are not good to each other. Our tribalism is about an extremely narrow group of people: our children, our spouse, maybe our parents. Our society is alienating, technical, cold, and mystifying. Our fundamental desire, as human beings, is to be close to others, and our society does not allow for that.”
This is an old problem, and today’s vets are not the first Americans to balk at coming home. A source of continual embarrassment along the American frontier—from the late 1600s until the end of the Indian Wars, in the 1890s—was a phenomenon known as “the White Indians.” The term referred to white settlers who were kidnapped by Indians—or simply ran off to them—and became so enamored of that life that they refused to leave. According to many writers of the time, including Benjamin Franklin, the reverse never happened: Indians never ran off to join white society. And if a peace treaty required that a tribe give up their adopted members, these members would often have to be put under guard and returned home by force. Inevitably, many would escape to rejoin their Indian families. “Thousands of Europeans are Indians, and we have no examples of even one of those aborigines having from choice become European,” wrote a French-born writer in America named Michel-Guillaume-Saint-Jean de Crèvecoeur in an essay published in 1782.
One could say that combat vets are the White Indians of today, and that they miss the war because it was, finally, an experience of human closeness that they can’t easily find back home. Not the closeness of family, which is rare enough, but the closeness of community and tribe. The kind of closeness that gets endlessly venerated in Hollywood movies but only actually shows up in contemporary society when something goes wrong—when tornados obliterate towns or planes are flown into skyscrapers. Those events briefly give us a reason to act communally, and most of us do. “There is something to be said for using risk to forge social bonds,” Abramowitz pointed out. “Having something to fight for, and fight through, is a good and important thing.”
Certainly, the society we have created is hard on us by virtually every metric that we use to measure human happiness. This problem may disproportionately affect people, like soldiers, who are making a radical transition back home.
It is incredibly hard to measure and quantify the human experience, but some studies have found that many people in certain modern societies self-report high levels of happiness. And yet, numerous cross-cultural studies show that as affluence and urbanization rise in a given society, so do rates of depression, suicide, and schizophrenia (along with health issues such as obesity and diabetes). People in wealthy countries suffer unipolar depression at more than double the rate that they do in poor countries, according to a study by the World Health Organization, and people in countries with large income disparities—like the United States—run a much higher risk of developing mood disorders at some point in their lives. A 2006 cross-cultural study of women focusing on depression and modernization compared depression rates in rural and urban Nigeria and rural and urban North America, and found that women in rural areas of both countries were far less likely to get depressed than urban women. And urban American women—the most affluent demographic of the study—were the most likely to succumb to depression.
In America, the more assimilated a person is into contemporary society, the more likely he or she is to develop depression in his or her lifetime. According to a 2004 study in The**Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease, Mexicans born in the United States are highly assimilated into American culture and have much higher rates of depression than Mexicans born in Mexico. By contrast, Amish communities have an exceedingly low rate of reported depression because, in part, it is theorized, they have completely resisted modernization. They won’t even drive cars. “The economic and marketing forces of modern society have engineered an environment promoting decisions that maximize consumption at the long-term cost of well-being,” one survey of these studies, from the Journal of Affective Disorders in 2012, concluded. “In effect, humans have dragged a body with a long hominid history into an overfed, malnourished, sedentary, sunlight-deficient, sleep-deprived, competitive, inequitable and socially-isolating environment with dire consequences.”
For more than half a million years, our recent hominid ancestors lived nomadic lives of extreme duress on the plains of East Africa, but the advent of agriculture changed that about 10,000 years ago. That is only 400 generations—not enough to adapt, genetically, to the changes in diet and society that ensued. Privately worked land and the accumulation of capital made humans less oriented toward group welfare, and the Industrial Revolution pushed society further in that direction. No one knows how the so-called Information Age will affect us, but there’s a good chance that home technology and the Internet will only intensify our drift toward solipsism and alienation.


Meanwhile, many of the behaviors that had high survival value in our evolutionary past, like problem solving, cooperation, and inter-group competition, are still rewarded by bumps of dopamine and other hormones into our system. Those hormones serve to reinforce whatever behavior it was that produced those hormones in the first place. Group affiliation and cooperation were clearly adaptive because in many animals, including humans, they trigger a surge in levels of a neuropeptide called oxytocin. Not only does oxytocin create a glow of well-being in people, it promotes greater levels of trust and bonding, which unite them further still. Hominids that were rewarded with oxytocin for cooperating with one another must have out-fought, out-hunted, and out-bred the ones that didn’t. Those are the hominids that modern humans are descended from.

Marines help one of their wounded in Afghanistan in 2010.
By Brennan Linsley/AP Images.
According to one study published in Science in June 2010, this feedback loop of oxytocin and group loyalty creates an expectation that members will “self-sacrifice to contribute to in-group welfare.” There may be no better description of a soldier’s ethos than that sentence. One of the most noticeable things about life in the military is that you are virtually never alone: day after day, month after month, you are close enough to speak to, if not touch, a dozen or more people. You eat together, sleep together, laugh together, suffer together. That level of intimacy duplicates our evolutionary past very closely and must create a nearly continual oxytocin reward system.
HERO’S WELCOME
When soldiers return to modern society, they must go through—among other adjustments—a terrific oxytocin withdrawal. The chronic isolation of modern society begins in childhood and continues our entire lives. Infants in hunter-gatherer societies are carried by their mothers as much as 50 to 90 percent of the time, often in wraps that keep them strapped to the mother’s back so that her hands are free. That roughly corresponds to carrying rates among other primates, according to primatologist and psychologist Harriet J. Smith. One can get an idea of how desperately important touch is to primates from a landmark experiment conducted in the 1950s by a psychologist and primatologist named Harry Harlow. Baby rhesus monkeys were separated from their mothers and presented with the choice of two kinds of surrogates: a cuddly mother made out of terry cloth or an uninviting mother made out of wire mesh. The wire-mesh mother, however, had a nipple that would dispense warm milk. The babies invariably took their nourishment quickly in order to rush back and cling to the terry-cloth mother, which had enough softness to provide the illusion of affection. But even that isn’t enough for psychological health: in a separate experiment, more than 75 percent of female baby rhesus monkeys raised with terry-cloth mothers—as opposed to real ones—grew up to be abusive and neglectful to their own young.
In the 1970s, American mothers maintained skin-to-skin contact with their nine-month-old babies as little as 16 percent of the time, which is a level of contact that traditional societies would probably consider a form of child abuse. Also unthinkable would be the common practice of making young children sleep by themselves in their own room. In two American studies of middle-class families during the 1980s, 85 percent of young children slept alone—a figure that rose to 95 percent among families considered “well-educated.” Northern European societies, including America, are the only ones in history to make very young children sleep alone in such numbers. The isolation is thought to trigger fears that make many children bond intensely with stuffed animals for reassurance. Only in Northern European societies do children go through the well-known developmental stage of bonding with stuffed animals; elsewhere, children get their sense of safety from the adults sleeping near them.
More broadly, in most human societies, almost nobody sleeps alone. Sleeping in family groups of one sort or another has been the norm throughout human history and is still commonplace in most of the world. Again, Northern European societies are among the few where people sleep alone or with a partner in a private room. When I was with American soldiers at a remote outpost in Afghanistan, we slept in narrow plywood huts where I could reach out and touch three other men from where I slept. They snored, they talked, they got up in the middle of the night to use the piss tubes, but we felt safe because we were in a group. The Taliban attacked the position regularly, and the most determined attacks often came at dawn. Another unit in a nearby valley was almost overrun and took 50 percent casualties in just such an attack. And yet I slept better surrounded by those noisy, snoring men than I ever did camping alone in the woods of New England.
Many soldiers will tell you that one of the hardest things about coming home is learning to sleep without the security of a group of heavily armed men around them. In that sense, being in a war zone with your platoon feels safer than being in an American suburb by yourself. I know a vet who felt so threatened at home that he would get up in the middle of the night to build fighting positions out of the living-room furniture. This is a radically different experience from what warriors in other societies go through, such as the Yanomami, of the Orinoco and Amazon Basins, who go to war with their entire age cohort and return to face, together, whatever the psychological consequences may be. As one anthropologist pointed out to me, trauma is usually a group experience, so trauma recovery should be a group experience as well. But in our society it’s not.
“Our whole approach to mental health has been hijacked by pharmaceutical logic,” I was told by Gary Barker, an anthropologist whose group, Promundo, is dedicated to understanding and preventing violence. “PTSD is a crisis of connection and disruption, not an illness that you carry within you.”
This individualizing of mental health is not just an American problem, or a veteran problem; it affects everybody. A British anthropologist named Bill West told me that the extreme poverty of the 1930s and the collective trauma of the Blitz served to unify an entire generation of English people. “I link the experience of the Blitz to voting in the Labour Party in 1945, and the establishing of the National Health Service and a strong welfare state,” he said. “Those policies were supported well into the 60s by all political parties. That kind of cultural cohesiveness, along with Christianity, was very helpful after the war. It’s an open question whether people’s problems are located in the individual. If enough people in society are sick, you have to wonder whether it isn’t actually society that’s sick.”
Ideally, we would compare hunter-gatherer society to post-industrial society to see which one copes better with PTSD. When the Sioux, Cheyenne, and Arapaho fighters returned to their camps after annihilating Custer and his regiment at Little Bighorn, for example, were they traumatized and alienated by the experience—or did they fit right back into society? There is no way to know for sure, but less direct comparisons can still illuminate how cohesiveness affects trauma. In experiments with lab rats, for example, a subject that is traumatized—but not injured—after an attack by a larger rat usually recovers within 48 hours unless it is kept in isolation, according to data published in 2005 in Neuroscience & Biobehavioral Reviews. The ones that are kept apart from other rats are the only ones that develop long-term traumatic symptoms. And a study of risk factors for PTSD in humans closely mirrored those results. In a 2000 study in the Journal of Consulting and Clinical Psychology, “lack of social support” was found to be around two times more reliable at predicting who got PTSD and who didn’t than the severity of the trauma itself. You could be mildly traumatized, in other words—on a par with, say, an ordinary rear-base deployment to Afghanistan—and experience long-term PTSD simply because of a lack of social support back home.
Anthropologist and psychiatrist Brandon Kohrt found a similar phenomenon in the villages of southern Nepal, where a civil war has been rumbling for years. Kohrt explained to me that there are two kinds of villages there: exclusively Hindu ones, which are extremely stratified, and mixed Buddhist/Hindu ones, which are far more open and cohesive. He said that child soldiers, both male and female, who go back to Hindu villages can remain traumatized for years, while those from mixed-religion villages tended to recover very quickly. “PTSD is a disorder of recovery, and if treatment only focuses on identifying symptoms, it pathologizes and alienates vets,” according to Kohrt. “But if the focus is on family and community, it puts them in a situation of collective healing.”
Israel is arguably the only modern country that retains a sufficient sense of community to mitigate the effects of combat on a mass scale. Despite decades of intermittent war, the Israel Defense Forces have a PTSD rate as low as 1 percent. Two of the foremost reasons have to do with national military service and the proximity of the combat—the war is virtually on their doorstep. “Being in the military is something that most people have done,” I was told by Dr. Arieh Shalev, who has devoted the last 20 years to studying PTSD. “Those who come back from combat are re-integrated into a society where those experiences are very well understood. We did a study of 17-year-olds who had lost their father in the military, compared to those who had lost their fathers to accidents. The ones whose fathers died in combat did much better than those whose fathers hadn’t.”
According to Shalev, the closer the public is to the actual combat, the better the war will be understood and the less difficulty soldiers will have when they come home. The Israelis are benefiting from what could be called the shared public meaning of a war. Such public meaning—which would often occur in more communal, tribal societies—seems to help soldiers even in a fully modern society such as Israel. It is probably not generated by empty, reflexive phrases—such as “Thank you for your service”—that many Americans feel compelled to offer soldiers and vets. If anything, those comments only serve to underline the enormous chasm between military and civilian society in this country.

Veterans share a group hug in Park City, Utah, in July 2008.
By Ed Kashi/VII.
Another Israeli researcher, Reuven Gal, found that the perceived legitimacy of a war was more important to soldiers’ general morale than was the combat readiness of the unit they were in. And that legitimacy, in turn, was a function of the war’s physical distance from the homeland: “The Israeli soldiers who were abruptly mobilized and thrown into dreadful battles in the middle of Yom Kippur Day in 1973 had no doubts about the legitimacy of the war,” Gal wrote in the Journal of Applied Psychology in 1986. “Many of those soldiers who were fighting in the Golan Heights against the flood of Syrian tanks needed only to look behind their shoulders to see their homes and remind themselves that they were fighting for their very survival.”
In that sense, the Israelis are far more like the Sioux, Cheyenne, and Arapaho at Little Bighorn than they are like us. America’s distance from her enemies means that her wars have generally been fought far away from her population centers, and as a result those wars have been harder to explain and justify than Israel’s have been. The people who will bear the psychic cost of that ambiguity will, of course, be the soldiers.
A BRIGHT SHINING LIE
‘I talked to my mom only one time from Mars,” a Vietnam vet named Gregory Gomez told me about the physical and spiritual distance between his home and the war zone. Gomez is a pure-blooded Apache who grew up in West Texas. He says his grandfather was arrested and executed by Texas Rangers in 1915 because they wanted his land; they strung him from a tree limb, cut off his genitals, and stuffed them in his mouth. Consequently, Gomez felt no allegiance to the U.S. government, but he volunteered for service in Vietnam anyway. “Most of us Indian guys who went to Vietnam went because we were warriors,” Gomez told me. “I did not fight for this country. I fought for Mother Earth. I wanted to experience combat. I wanted to know how I’d do.”
Gomez was in a Marine Corps Force Recon unit, one of the most elite designations in the U.S. military. He was part of a four-man team that would insert by helicopter into enemy territory north of the DMZ and stay for two weeks at a time. They had no medic and no backup and didn’t even dare eat C rations, because, Gomez said, they were afraid their body odor would give them away. They ate Vietnamese food and watched enemy soldiers pass just yards away in the dense jungle. “Everyone who has lived through something like that has lived through trauma, and you can never go back,” he told me. “You are 17 or 18 or 19 and you just hit that wall. You become very old men.”
American Indians, proportionally, have provided more soldiers to America’s wars than almost any other ethnic group in this country. They are also the product of an ancient and vibrant warring culture that takes great pains to protect the warrior from society, and vice versa. Although those traditions have obviously broken down since the end of the Indian Wars, there may be something to be learned from the principles upon which they stand. When Gomez came home he essentially isolated himself for more than a decade. He didn’t drink, and he lived a normal life except that occasionally he’d go to the corner store to get a soda and would wind up in Oklahoma or East Texas without any idea how he got there.
He finally started seeing a therapist at the V.A. as well as undergoing traditional Indian rituals. It was a combination that seemed to work. In the 1980s, he underwent an extremely painful ceremony called the Sun Dance. At the start of the ceremony, the dancers have wooden skewers driven through the skin of their chests. Leather thongs are tied to the skewers and then attached to the top of a tall pole at the center of the dance ground. To a steady drumbeat, the dancers move in a circle while leaning back on the leather thongs until, after many hours, the skewers finally tear free. “I dance back and I throw my arms and yell and I can see the ropes and the piercing sticks like in slow motion, flying from my chest towards the grandfather’s tree,” Gomez told me about the experience. “And I had this incredible feeling of euphoria and strength, like I could do anything. That’s when the healing takes place. That’s when life changes take place.”
America is a largely de-ritualized society that obviously can’t just borrow from another society to heal its psychic wounds. But the spirit of community healing and empowerment that forms the basis of these ceremonies is certainly one that might be converted to a secular modern society. The shocking disconnect for veterans isn’t so much that civilians don’t know what they went through—it’s unrealistic to expect anyone to fully understand another person’s experience—but that what they went through doesn’t seem relevant back home. Given the profound alienation that afflicts modern society, when combat vets say that they want to go back to war, they may be having an entirely healthy response to the perceived emptiness of modern life.
One way to change this dynamic might be to emulate the Israelis and mandate national service (with a military or combat option). We could also emulate the Nepalese and try to have communities better integrate people of different ethnic and religious groups. Finally, we could emulate many tribal societies—including the Apache—by getting rid of parades and replacing them with some form of homecoming ceremony. An almost universal component of these ceremonies is the dramatic retelling of combat experiences to the warrior’s community. We could achieve that on Veterans Day by making every town and city hall in the country available to veterans who want to speak publicly about the war. The vapid phrase “I support the troops” would then mean actually showing up at your town hall every Veterans Day to hear these people out. Some vets will be angry, some will be proud, and some will be crying so hard they can’t speak. But a community ceremony like that would finally return the experience of war to our entire nation, rather than just leaving it to the people who fought.
It might also begin to re-assemble a society that has been spiritually cannibalizing itself for generations. We keep wondering how to save the vets, but the real question is how to save ourselves. If we do that, the vets will be fine. If we don’t, it won’t matter anyway.
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ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL

Backers plan new push on child porn law revision

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By Dan Boyd / Capitol Bureau Chief
PUBLISHED: Tuesday, May 19, 2015 at 12:05 am

SANTA FE – Proposed legislation to toughen child pornography penalties after a state Supreme Court ruling had bipartisan sponsors, the support of Attorney General Hector Balderas and was approved unanimously in the House of Representatives.

But that wasn’t enough to get it through, as the measure died in the Senate Public Affairs Committee without a hearing in this year’s New Mexico Legislature – prompting sponsors to say they plan to try again.
Attorney General Hector Balderas

BALDERAS: AG wants longer sentence

The legislation by Democratic Rep. Javier Martinez and Republican Rep. Sarah Maestas Barnes, both first-term lawmakers from Albuquerque, would have increased child pornography penalties by closing a perceived loophole.

Under New Mexico law, sexual exploitation of minors is a fourth-degree felony. But the 2014 state Supreme Court ruling held current state law does not allow for criminal charges to be tied to the number of images a suspect has in his possession, either in paper or downloaded on a computer or tablet.

Since the end of this year’s session, several cases have highlighted the state’s legal framework on child pornography since the court’s ruling.

In one case, Thomas Dolphus, who originally faced 60 counts of child porn, was convicted of just three counts based on the high court interpretation of what could be charged. That prompted prosecutors to express frustration about the law.

Then, last week, Robert Hawkins was convicted by a Portales jury of one count of possession of child pornography, although he allegedly had thousands of child porn images and videos, according to the Attorney General’s Office.

Hawkins faces a sentence of up to 18 months in prison and must register as a sex offender, but the case prompted Balderas, a Democrat, to renew his call for lawmakers to pass legislation that would allow for lengthier sentences in future cases.

“We continue to collect evidence of thousands of crimes against children who are exploited by pornographers in New Mexico,” Balderas said in a statement. “But because New Mexico’s law needs clarification from the Legislature, we cannot make the punishment fit the crime.”

Critics of this year’s proposal, however, have countered it went too far.

They say it could lead to lengthy prison sentences for individuals who unintentionally come across pornographic images on the Internet, or for teenagers who send naked pictures of themselves to others.

Jennifer Burill, a board member for the state Criminal Defense Lawyers Association, said in a recent letter to the Journal that the bill “rightfully” failed to gain approval during the session due to those perceived flaws.

After being approved by the House on March 7, the legislation died after being assigned to the Senate Public Affairs Committee. The legislative session ended March 21.

Sen. Gerald Ortiz y Pino, an Albuquerque Democrat who serves as the committee’s chairman, said no vote was taken by the panel after the bill arrived in the final weeks of this year’s session. He said that the bill would have faced an uphill battle in other Senate committees, and that he discussed it with at least one of its co-sponsors.

Meanwhile, Senate Majority Leader Michael Sanchez, D-Belen, said he wasn’t sure how the bill would have fared in the Senate Judiciary Committee, of which he is a member, if it had reached that panel.

But he said the proposal could have unintended consequences, saying, “Sound-good bills are wonderful, but in reality you’ve got to be careful with them.”

The Law Offices of the Public Defender said in an analysis of the bill that if prosecutors were allowed to charge a suspect for every image downloaded it could lead to wildly divergent sentences, depending on a judge’s prerogative.

Meanwhile, Maestas Barnes said she hopes to bring the bill before an interim legislative committee in the coming months to increase lawmakers’ awareness of the issue.

She also said recent high-profile criminal cases could boost the bill’s odds for next year’s 30-day session.

“My hope is we can get it through next year and do something to protect these kids,” Maestas Barnes said in an interview.

Martinez, the other co-sponsor, said he plans to talk to senators about the bill before the 2016 legislative session.

“This is really about cleaning up language to make sure prosecutors have the tools to hold perpetrators accountable,” he said.

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Lead Free Vero
I think I am living on another planet. I picked up a decayed log and all of the worms have slithered out. What kind of city, state or universe do we live in where people such as Katrina Kane, 'Women Against Registry', Kim Chavez Cook, Lorraine Baillie Bowie and Jennifer Burrill can submit guest columns and comments with titles like "Ensure child porn penalties are just" and "Child porn laws must change with times" ? Exactly what 'times' have changed' to weaken the crime of child pornography? They write "give them fair trails, just punishment", etc. Talk about a media campaign to weaken and dilute laws that PUNISH PEOPLE WHO CREATE CHILD PORNOGRAPHY, DOWNLOAD IT, SELL IT AND HOST IT, DISTRIBUTE IT. Have we forgotten the crime here? This is the equivalent of dismissing rape and sexual incest, abuse charges. Attorney General Bald... See More
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Katrina Kane · Top Commenter
This bill should die! It will not lead to anything even resembling appropriate punishment but rather just make people feel good and make it impossible for anyone to go to trial for a fair hearing of the facts rather than take whatever plea deal a crazed or up for re-election prosecutor wants to push after stacking a gazillion charges on top of each other. Possession of child pornography is one crime not 60 or 1000. It is not something that should lock someone up for life. The amount of pictures is only relevant to how much treatment they may need to stop or as a possible indicator of someone who may be selling them and should be investigated further.

Having a special knowledge of web hosting, I can tell you that many people have no idea their websites have been hacked and are secretly pushing pornography to any computer that ac... See More
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Women Against Registry
The United States is known across the world as "the incarceration nation" with 5% of the world's population AND 25% of the world's incarcerated. The private prison industry is alive and prospering as well as politician's ability to promote themselves on the backs of our registrant families.

According to the NCMEC there are 819,218 men, women and children (young as 8 in some states) registrants. That impacts 3 million family members.

Do you seriously think 819,218 individuals are violent repeat offenders? No they aren't but, that was the initial intent of the registry....a law enforcement only tool for violent repeat offenders.

Vicki Henry
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Brendan O'Reilly · Trial Lawyer at Law Office of James H. Wood PC
Let the Feds prosecute these crimes! Those convicted of child porn possession under federal law face such long sentences that they're likely to die incarcerated.
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UKpolice figures give alarming insight into rise in reported child sex abuse
By Laura Smith-Spark, CNN



Jimmy Savile: Inside look at sexual abuse 02:03
Story highlights
  • Operation Hydrant was set up to oversee a flood of child sex abuse claims triggered by high-profile cases
  • Police chiefs council: 261 of more than 1,400 suspects under investigation are "people of public prominence"
  • Allegations of abuse involve schools, children's homes, religious institutions and community groups

London (CNN)Politicians, celebrities and music makers are among more than 1,400 suspects investigated over alleged histories of child sex abuse, UK police said Wednesday, in a report that sheds a light on the alarming prevalence of the problem.
Britain has been shaken by repeated revelations of child sex abuse since an ITV documentary in October 2012 revealed that the late radio disc jockey and TV star Jimmy Savile, a larger-than-life character who was once one of the most beloved figures in British entertainment, was a serial sex abuser.
That triggered a deluge of historic claims against Savile and others connected to him, as well as many unconnected past and recent cases.
In response, the National Police Chiefs' Council set up Operation Hydrant last summer to oversee the investigation of the flood of allegations coming into police forces across the country.
According to its news release Wednesday, projections indicate the police caseload for overall reports of child sexual abuse has increased by 71% in the past three years, as many more victims are encouraged to come forward with complaints.
Recent cases of abuse have risen by 31%, while non-recent cases have risen by 165%, the National Police Chiefs' Council said.
Altogether, Operation Hydrant encompasses 1,433 suspects, of whom 216 are deceased. Some 666 suspects are connected to institutions and 261 are classified as "people of public prominence," the council said.
They include 135 people from the world of TV, film or radio; 76 politicians -- from a local level as well as national figures; 43 people from the music industry; and seven suspects from the sporting world.
Police are also looking at 357 institutions in connection with the operation, including 154 schools and 75 children's homes, indicating the scale of the breach of trust involving vulnerable young people.
Dozens of religious institutions, medical establishments, community groups and prisons, including those for young offenders, are also under scrutiny in connection with the operation.
Chief Constable Simon Bailey said: "These figures are stark. They indicate the scale of child abuse police are dealing with.
"Much public and media focus has been on horrors committed by well-known personalities, groups, gangs or in institutions, but the vast majority of victims are abused by family members or friends.
"Police have done a huge amount to meet the challenge: we have responded to criticism, changed how we engage with victims and how we investigate abuse.
"Many victims have now found confidence to report abuse, knowing we will treat them sensitively, respectfully, listen to them and take reports of their abuse seriously. I would encourage all victims of sexual abuse to come forward and report their abuse."
Some high-profile child sex abuse cases have already gone to court.
Former pop star Gary Glitter was sentenced in February to 16 years in prison for child sex abuse offenses he committed more than three decades ago. Last year, celebrity publicist Max Clifford was sentenced to eight years' imprisonment for assaults on girls, while Australian entertainer Rolf Harris was jailed for five years for indecent assaults against four girls.
CNN's Alexander Felton contributed to this report.