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Wednesday, October 28, 2015

UP-DATED 29-2015, WHO OWN'S HELL ?

WHO OWN'S HELL ?

UP-DATED 10-29-2015
Oh Yeah ! I FORGOT ?

http://phaethonstar-soberover.blogspot.com/2015/08/up-dated-8-17-2015-without-beard-jag.html?m=1

AND THEN ' THAT CAP ! ' I USED TO OWN ? ( MARYLAND..........SCHUSSSSS ! ) BUT ! I DIDN'T DO THAT !

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/28/politics/loose-blimp-norad-east-coast/index.html







MY BLOG, THIS ONE HAS BEEN VIEWED 160 FROM RUSSIA, NOT THE UKRAINE AND 200 TIMES THIS MONTH FROM THE UNITED STATES. THAT IS INTERESTING.

I HAVE SIGNED ONLY MY NAME ON GOOGLE PLUS AND ABOUT A MONTH AGO IT HAD OVER THREE THOUSAND HITS.

IN ARIZONA, AN OLD UNION BOSS TOLD ME THE BEST WAY TO KILL A GREAT WHITE WAS TO SLIT IT'S ' BELLY,' THAT IS DONE FROM UNDERNEATH; SUTLER IN HUNTING METHODS OF A DRAGONFLY ?

ANOTHER ' MENTION,' OF NOTE, NOT ONLY HAVE I SHOWED THE SECOND TO LAST FINAL DRAFT TO GERARD LAVELL IN ALBUQUERQUE NEW MEXICO MENTIONED BUSH, BUT I ALSO TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE SENT TO THEN, PRESIDENT BUSH, THE SECOND PAPERS HAD TO DO WITH ' LAND,' AND MY QUESTIONS IF I WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING.

http://money.cnn.com/2015/10/25/investing/oil-prices-saudi-arabia-cash-opec-middle-east/index.html?iid=ob_homepage_showcase_pool&iid=obnetwork

https://mail.google.com/mail/u/0/#inbox/150a4a262b3c0659



DANTE LAND

WHAT WAS DONE TO ME AND THE COVER-UP IS DONE; I CAN'T BE REPAIRED, NOT SOUL OR SPIRIT ANYWAY. THE BODY CAN, HOWEVER, TO SOME EXTENT AND I HAVE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF TREATMENTS AVAILABLE FOR THE HOMELESS.

THE SHELTER SYSTEM IN SANTE FE IS THE SAME AS ANYWHERE ELSE. I WISH I HAD IDEAS AS TO HOW TO HELP THE MENTALLY ILL, EX-CONS AND OTHERS ' STRAIGHTS ' WHO " DIE ON THE STREETS " BECAUSE THEY ARE WEAK.' THIS I HAVE HEARD IN AUSTIN TO EL PASO AND SANTE FE; A FOUNDATION IN THIS ' CULTURE.' IF YOU DO NOT " SELL " FOR " THEM " THAN YOU DON'T STAY OR WILL NOT ' RISE ' IN THE ' SOCIAL STRUCTURE AGAIN.'

I DO NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS. I AM NOT ' MAFIA INCLINED.' AND IN SAYING SO, THE VA HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF THE ' TREATMENTS CARE ' THAT HAVE AND WILL BE GIVEN TO ME.

I HAVE TAKEN CARE OF KNEES AND ANKLES INCLUDING X-RAYS, X-RAYS OF LOMBARD, CAT SCAN, CANCER FOR WHATEVER REASON ' ALWAYS GETS LOST OR FORGOTTEN.' I WILL FOLLOW ORDERS FOR UPCOMING HERNIA OPERATION AND ROOT CANAL; WISDOM TOOTH ALREADY EXTRACTED; CAVITIES FILLED.

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO ABOUT NEUROLOGY AND WHAT I SO FAR HAVE BEEN TOLD IS " AN OLD BLOOD CLOT " IN MY HEAD, BUT NOT BY AN DOCTOR. I WILL TRY TO FOLLOW UP WITH JOHN HERMAN, VA SOCIAL WORKER, 505-414-0419 HERE IN SANTE FE WITH JGA AND DISCHARGE IN GENERAL, BUT DO NOT EXPECT MUCH. MY RIDDING MYSELF OF MY CITIZENSHIP WILL BE SOMEWHAT DEPENDANT ON THAT ALONE; NOTHING PERSONAL. THE OTHER FACTORS INCLUDING THE STAND FOR CHILDREN, THE ACCEPTANCE OF JUST HOW FAR ' THIS COUNTRY HAS FALLEN,' AND OTHER CONCERNS APPLY.

YOU CAN LEARN TOO MUCH ABOUT THE COAST GUARD AND LEADERSHIP AT THE ' TIME,' '85, AND THE STATES THAT YOU'VE BEEN IN, AND THE APPARENT STALKING BY ' POLICE,' CHILDREN, YOUNG ADULTS AND ' JUST SOCIAL MEDIA PEOPLE ' IN GENERAL, NOT TO MENTION AUTHORS OF BOOKS. COMMONALITY, I'M SURE. LIFE STYLE AND ( CHILD MOLESTATION ) CHILD ABUSE AS PRACTICE IN THE FRAMEWORK OF LAW ENFORCEMENT ( 1960'S TO PRESENT ), MY EXPERIENCE AND ' TAUGHT ' AS TOOL FOR INFORMATION GATHERING AND ' BUYERS ' IN DRUG BUSTS, PROSTITUTION ETC. NOT TO MENTION SELLING, ' FRONTING ' THE SHIT ( ILLEGAL DRUGS AND ' BODIES ' ) THEMSELVES OR AT THE VERY LEAST, ' PRODUCTS OF INFORMATION GATHERING; PUBLIC LIBRARIES INCLUDED. THIS IS ALSO HUMAN TRAFFICKING, WHERE AT THE VERY LEAST, PROSTITUTION, INCLUDING YOUNG ( NOT ALWAYS ADULTS ) ADULTS ENGAGE IN ALSO.

http://www.cbsnews.com/news/mistrial-for-albuquerque-school-official-in-child-sex-case/

I HAVE DONE THE MAJORITY OF THIS ( HEALTH CONCERNS ) IN THE SPACE OF ' ONE MONTH.' NOT YEARS, OR DECADES; A LIKES OF WHICH CAN BE COMPARED TO THREE YEARS OF WAITING FOR MY MILITARY RECORDS FROM THE VA REP'S OF THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER WHO THE EL PASO POLICE FIRST TRIED TO ' ESCORT ' ME TOO. THIS IS OR IS WHAT ' SHOULD ' BE EXPECTED WHEN IT IS ' OFFERED.'

THAT EL PASO POLICE OFFICER WAS SUFFERING FROM A FORM OF ' RF POISONING ' IF NOT THE ' BEGINNING'S ' CANCER, OFTEN RELATED ( MY UNDERSTANDING ) AND FOLLOWED ORDERS FROM A ' FAG,' A COP IN STREET CLOTHING WITH A PLASTIC ID HANGING FROM HIS NECK.

ITT, LIBRARIES OR NOT, ANY STATE, ARE ALL THE SAME: ALL HOMELESS ARE ENEMIES. SOME, ONLY SOME, REALLY ARE. ' WEEK END SOLDIERS AND POLICE ' ARE FAR MORE DANGEROUS.

THERE ' THEORETICALLY ' IS NO NEED FOR SHELTERS BECAUSE THERE IS NO ' ESCAPE ' FROM THEM OR THE ' PROVIDERS,' OR SOCIETY ' IN GENERAL.

THE WORLD'S OF FACEBOOK AND ' NEAR PRESENT ' SOCIAL NETWORKS ' WILL CONTINUE TO PRODUCE DEATH, NOTHING REALLY ELSE OF ANY ' RELEVANCE,' OTHER THAN MONEY WHICH IS EVEN OF A LOWER ' WORTH.'

TO PROVIDE SERVICES THAT ARE SO OFTEN ' KNOWINGLY ' MISUSED BY THE YOUNGER PEOPLE OF AMERICA IN CONCERT WITH ' OUTSIDE ' INFLUENCES, INCLUDING CHILDREN, WELL I DON'T UNDERSTAND.


PAIN

WHEN THE BODY IS BROKEN THROUGH ONES LIFE, AND ' OTHER HARMS ' ARE DONE TO ONES BODY, AT SOME POINT IT HAS TO BE MENDED IN ORDER FOR THE BODY ( ONCE THE TEMPLE ) TO OPERATE AGAIN AND LONGER.

WHEN ' THOSE TIMES ' FOR MENDING OCCUR, OFTEN JUST BEFORE THE ' TOTALITY OF BODY ' IS ATTACKED BY OTHERS. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, MORE THAN ONCE IN MY LIFETIME. THE LAST WHEN I STOPPED DRINKING.

I HAVE ' MET ' THE FACES OF THE ' YOUNG ADULTS,' THEN ALSO ' SHE ' WAS WRONG, THEY WERE NOT ' CHILDREN. THEY ARE ALL BI-SEXUAL AND GAY IN SUPPORT OF ' THEIR ' SEXUAL LIFESTYLE AND WITH WHOM THEY HAD SEX WITH. AND YES, DRUGS WERE INVOLVED WITH SOME OF ' THOSE ' LIVES.

ANOTHER ' COMMENT,' I HAVE'NT WORKED OUT AT THE YMCA BECAUSE I WAS HURT, AND COULD NOT FOR FEAR OF FURTHER ' INJURY.' THE TYRANTS AT THE ' Y ' MADE THEM SELVES KNOWN.

THE PEDIFILE NETWORK IS VAST AND WIDE, FUNDED BY MILLIONAIRS IF NOT ' BILLIONS; " THOSE MEN ' FEEL ' NOTHING." A FRIEND ONCE TOLD ME. THERE ARE WOMEN IN THAT ' CLUB ' TOO.

SO, I'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND CONTINUE ON WARDS. AND FIND A CHEAP LAWYER IN ALBQUERQUE WHEN TIME COMES. VISA.

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/20/politics/veterans-delays-va-hospitals/?iid=ob_homepage_showcase_pool&iref=obnetwork

Sunday, October 25, 2015

UP-DATED 10-26-2015, WATCHERS

DRONE CONTROLLED BY ?
( NOT ' EXTORTION ? ' )................I'M NOT EVEN ' RUNNING ' TO ' DROP OUT '.......I MIGHT ADD A BIT MORE..


I HAVE PUT A LITTLE MORE INFORMATION UP BECAUSE OF THE ' SCALPELS,' IT IS ' RESOLVING ' ITSELF NOW, BUT IT IS ALSO CONNECTED WITH ALOT OF OTHER ' OCCURRENCES,' MANY VIOLENT. THE COMPRESSION OF A TOTAL YEAR ' JOINED ' BY VIOLENT ACTS, BY OTHERS AND THEN MY HAVING TO DEFEND MYSELF FROM A ' NEARLY ' UNSEEN ENEMY.

I LOST A YEAR. PEOPLE EVEN QUESTIONED ME HERE AND THERE. THE NIGHT BEFORE LAST I WOKE UP TO A CONTINUATION OF A ' TONE ' THE VERY SLOWLY ' FADED OUT.' IT, I THINK WAS ' GEARED ' FOR THE SUBCONSCIOUS. I WASN'T LISTENING TO MY I-POD. I THOUGHT IT STRANGE. I THOUGHT ALSO THAT IT MIGHT BE ' RESIDUAL ' OF MEMORY OF MY EEG BRAIN WAVE MUSIC, BUT NO, THEN I REMEMBERED WHAT I ' COPIED ' IN MY MIND, AT THE TIME, ABOUT 2007-8, I COPIED A MULTI BANDWIDTH INCLUDING TONE WITH A DURATION OF ABOUT TWO MINUTES THAT ' REGRESSED AS IT ' FADED.' MEANING ' INDIVIDUAL ' FREQUENCIES QUIT. " IS HE COPING THIS ? " A FEMALE SAID AT THAT TIME. I'M ALMOST CERTAIN THAT THE ' RECENT ' SOUND CAME FROM OUTSIDE THE BUILDING.

ALSO, I THOUGHT THAT IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN MY OLD CELLPHONE THAT I HAD ' LENT ' A FRIEND'S SON. I TOOK THE BATTERY OUT AND BROKE THE CARD.

THE OTHER REASON IS BECAUSE THAT NO ONE REALLY KNOWS WHAT A VET HAS GONE THROUGH. " EVERY ONE'S PTSD IS DIFFERENT." JUAN OF ALLEVIATE, AND COMBAT VET. I ONCE KNEW A SEAL AND THIS ONE OF A FEW OTHERS CAME HOME FROM VIETNAM AFTER SPENDING ABOUT TWO YEARS IN A HOSPITAL AND THEN WENT TO SCHOOL. AT THE UNIVERSITY HE ENCOUNTERED A COUPLE OF ' GAY ' WOMEN WHO TORE HIM APART VERBALLY AND INCLUDED " BABY KILLER," AT WHICH POINT THE SEAL KICKED THE ALPHA IN THE FACE WITH A COMBAT BOOT BREAKING HER JAW, ALL UPPER TEETH AND SHE WAS QUITE. THE OTHER, SAID NOTHING.

AT UNM, I WATCHED THE SAME ' WOMEN ( ? ) ' TEAR A REPUBLICAN CANDIDATE UP, SCREAMING, TAUNTING, AND NOT LETTING THE REST OF THE AUDIENCE ' HEAR ' WHAT THE REPUBLICAN HAD TO SAY, ONLY THE DEMOCRAT CANDIDATE. MOST PEOPLE LEFT; I WAS AT THE TIME A DEMOCRAT.

I VOTED AN ALMOST STRAIGHT TICKET BUT REMEMBERED HIS NAME AT THE TIME.........FIRST TIME THAT I VOTED ' OUTSIDE ' OF MY PARTY.

I HAD SOME PROBLEMS WHEN I HEARD THE FIRST STORY UNTIL THE ' EXPERIENCE ' AT THE RALLY. I HAVE LEARNED TO BE ' NON-VIOLENT.' EVEN AFTER BEING ' ILLEGALLY ' DISARMED BY OBAMA'S ' HENCHMEN IN HAWAII.

I CALLED HILARY CLINTON SOMETHING THAT MOST WOMEN HATE, BUT I HAVE BEEN ' KIDDED ' AND WORST AT JOB SITES AND BY PEOPLE WHO DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT, WHEN IT CONCERNS ME OR MY FAMILY OR MY ' EXPERIENCES.' SHE ' REPRESENTS ALOT OF THOSE ' PEOPLE.'

HAVING SAID THAT, I UNDERSTOOD THE FIRST SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, AND THE OREGON SHOOTING. PURPOSEFULLY ' MODELED.'

EVERY COUNTRY AT ' SOME ' POINT HAS THOUGHT THAT ' THEIR IVORY TOWERS ' AND ACADEMIA TOO, THAT ' THEIR HEAVENS ' COULD NEVER FALL.

GUNS.......DO NOT DO THAT.



SO,A PRIEST, THE CATHOLIC CHURCH, BARTON PRINCE, WHATEVER WAS IN CALIFORNIA ( STANFORD ? ) AND THAT ' DAMNED BIBLE ' THAT I THREW TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE LIVING ROOM ( I WENT TO THE CHURCH LATER THAT DAY ); A LITTLE LATER " SKYNET,"MENTIONED.

THAT WAS ALL IN ONE DAY AND EVENINGS THAT NEVER ENDED.



https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prometheus

http://mobile.reuters.com/article/worldNews/idUSKCN0SE1XM20151020

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/17/us/ohio-abduction-case/index.html

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/22/middleeast/us-iraq-hostage-rescue-attempt/index.html



I GAVE MR. T.J.TUCKER WHO ONCE WORKED AT SANDIA LABS, AND WHERE EVER ELSE A MOVIE TO WATCH - BLADE RUNNER.

' BOX ' - YOU THINK, AND THINK YOU KNOW. HA ! HA !
" YOU KNOW THE SCORE, IF YOUR NOT ' COP '........", WELL, I'M JUST ' CITIZEN,' THEN IN ' REMOTE REGRESSION,' CITIZEN KANE,' BUT WHAT ' BOOK ? ' ALL OF THIS FROM ' QUEER'S.' AND CHILDREN THAT THEY ' USE.'

AT ' TIME,' I MADE ' MISTAKE ' OF TELLING ONE CHILD THAT HE MAYBE ' PSYCHIC,' MOTHER SAID THAT HE " WAS VERY INTUITIVE," THE CHILD WAS SIX AT THE TIME. I FINELY ' FOUND,'  PIVOT. HE IS STILL KID, I THINK, SO WILL NOT PRINT NAME. ALL THOSE ' QUESTIONS,' BUT WHO ANSWERED THEM, AND ASKED MORE ? ANYWAY, ' E ' IS KNOWN BY FBI FOR TWO REASONS, ONE, A FLAG ' OTHER ' THAN AMERICAN AND WELL, THE ' FINGER ' I'M GIVING THE ' AMERICAN FLAG ' NOW, AND THOSE WHO WORE IT AGAINST ME THEN AND NOW.

PAM M. " BART I THINK THE FBI IS INVESTIGATING YOU." THIS BEFORE 1999. " WHY ? " I ASK. " BECAUSE SOME OF ' E'S ' FRIENDS ARE ASKING QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU." BUT SHE ' FUCKED UP,' ' E'S ' FRIENDS, ' HEARD,' WHAT SHE SAID WAS ' MY,' AND I KNOW WHAT ' THEY ' WANTED FROM HER. ALL WOMEN; ONE JUST FINELY MOVED AWAY BECAUSE OF ' BOTH.'

SKELETON KEYS AND ' CLOSETS '

MAYBE TOO ' PERSONAL,' BUT NOTHING HAS ' CHANGED.' ' WIKI ' LEAKS.

DOES SEX RULE FOREIGN AFFAIRS AND WAR ?

 SO MUCH REVOLVED AROUND ' PROMETHEUS;' AFTER CHINESE ' SPY AFFAIR,' SO MANY ' ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLES ' PEOPLE ARRESTED AND ' STREET - AUTO - PLEA BARGAINS ' MADE THAT PROBABLY ' REFLECT ' SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYONE REALLY ' IMAGINED IN THE WAY OF WHAT ' REALLY ' WAS ' LEAKED ' AND BY WHOM.

BUT, I NEVER KNEW OF ' PROMETHEUS,' ONLY ' LAYERED IDEAS ' UNDER CONVERSATIONS WITH ( ? ) CHILDREN, THAT'S WHAT I ' HEARD.' WHO ' WERE ' THE ' CHILDREN ? '

IN THE ' END,' THE AMERICAN PEOPLE ARE ' JUST STUPID ! ' AND THE DEGREE'S OF THE ' GAY MOVEMENT,' QUEERS, FAGS, CHILD MOLESTERS, PEDOPHILES, FUDGE PACKERS, UM.............' PEE PEE LICKERS,' CARPET MUNCHERS,' UH ' OBAMA CRUNCHERS,' WELL, YOU KNOW, SHIT ?!? EVEN THESE GUYS ARE LAUGHING !

HELL, AT THIS POINT, IT WOULD BE GREAT TO GET A ' THUMB'S UP ' FROM PRESIDENT PUTIN. G_D FORBID, A DEMOCRAT.






SEVEN 

ANYWAY, YESTERDAY, THIS IS WHAT I E-MAILED MYSELF WHEN I FOUND THIS IN THE CONCRETE AND ' EXPRESSED MYSELF ' WHEN I ACTUALLY ' SAW ' HOW PROPHETIC  ' MY ART REALLY WAS. WHY SANTE FE-FE ? I ASK MYSELF NOW ?

OH, TWO ' ROUTINE OPERATIONS.' SHIT ! ' AND FINALLY, I HAVE TO LIE DOWN TO HAVE A ' DOCTOR ' CUT ME ( ' PERMISSION,' HMMM, NOT A NATURAL ACT ! ) WITH A ' SCALPEL,' GOD DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!!! ' PROBABLY THE VERY ONE IN THE COAST GUARD THAT I DON'T EVEN RE-MEMBER ' DUCKING !!!!!!!! ' IN MY CHAIR ! ' COOL ! '


UPDATED 10-26-2015  - METHODOLOGY - ?
AND CHILDREN OR CHILD - ' PRESSED ( ? ) '


NOW, AVERY INTERESTING ' FACT ' ABOUT P.K.W. AND THAT MESS THAT I WENT THROUGH YEARS BACK. HE MADE A PHONE CALL AND SPOKE TO SOMEONE THAT FROM MY ' PERSPECTIVE ' COULD ONLY BE PERCEIVED AS LAW ENFORCEMENT, THEN HE WENT TO HIS BACK DOOR AND FINISHED THE CALL. I WAS UNDER THE ASSUMPTION ( ASSERTION ) THAT IT CONCERNED A CHILD AND SCHOOL. APS. HE WAS A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER.

IN ONE OF THE ARTICLES CONCERNING MR. MARTINEZ AND ALLEGED REMARKS CONCERNING ONE OF THE MOTHERS AND ' ACCUSATION'S ' OF CHILD ABUSE AND FACT ( ? ) OF POVERTY, I THINK OF ' MASKS.' WHO WAS ' CHILD LIKE VOICE ? ' BACK WHEN I REPORTED CHILD ABUSE. FURTHERMORE, HOW DID NEIGHBORHOOD KNOW BEFORE I POSTED ANYTHING AND THEN ' EXACT ' DESCRIPTION OF WHAT I SAID IN PHONE CALL FROM CORNER OF CONSTITUTION AND CARLYLE IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM. THAT NEIGHBOR WHO ' REPEATED EXACT CONVERSATION ' LIVED ACROSS FROM ME ON ALICE STREET.

WHERE'S THE ' SIGNED PETITIONS ' FOR THE REMOVAL OF THE SCHOOL BOARD FOR APS IN ALBQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO.

IS IT THAT ' DIFFICULT ' TO FIGURE OUT ?

SORRY ' SPELL CHECK ' ALWAYS GOES OUT WHEN I'M TOO CONTROVERSIAL.


NOW YOU KNOW WHY I POSTED THE TOP URL, ARE YOU JOKING WHEN THE SCHOOL BROAD THAT STARTED THIS MESS IS STILL EMPLOYED ?



THE FIRST PAINTINGS AT UNM ( 1985 ), I PUT
LEAVES IN, NEW MEXICO IS A TERRORIST
STATE AND ABSOLUTE PEDOPHILE STATE.
THIS IS AN ABSOLUTE. DEMOCRATS AND
HILARY ( CUNT, YESTERDAY 10-25-'15 ) CLINTON.




Tuesday, October 13, 2015

UP-DATED 10-20-2015, 10-17-2015, WHITE AND ' SHADES ' OF RAINBOW

UP-DATED 10-18-2015 - 10-20-2015
NOT GOOD........




" Those are real people down there " It very much seemed to be my ' father's voice ' yet, during that night, Barton Prince's ' voice ' said " it's about time someone told him"/ G_D, as in ' not real,' after my ' father ' said " there's nothing out here," when I was in space/ meditation/self-hypnosis to travel to Neptune.

Yet they were wrong so many times. " It is darker than that." If you looked at Jupiter with only your eyes you would be blind in a second. Burned, if it was even possible. Jacky was ' Kennedy,' first lady. Something is going ' to be very wrong;' the ' mirrors.'

I ran, a song in the ' back ground,' this all during my father's surgery " How's that left ventricle ? " when I was in ' the tunnel ' and light coming from ' ? ' shown against the grey/pink walls.

There is no judgement here for anyone in this moment. I did not know my father was in surgery at that time in the past 2006, or Mr. Street. My father Navy, Mr. Street Army. Mr. Street Heart surgery too. This was part of damage done, ' compression ' of one year.

WHEN I THREW THE BIBLE ACROSS THE ROOM TO BREAK THE ' SPELL ' OF ARABIC OR HEBREW AND THAT ' VOICE ' UTILIZING ' ALL THE BIG WORDS; BARTON PRINCE'S ' VOICE ' " IF YOU THINK I'M BAD, YOU WON'T LIKE THE PEOPLE IN CALIFORNIA. THEY ARE MUCH WORSE."

COINCIDENCE OR ' ? ' WHEN I PUSH 1 FOR VOICE MAIL-CALL TO CALIFORNIA is ' registered.' PROBABLY NOTHING, BUT DAMN, THE ' TIMING.'


http://edition.cnn.com/2015/10/20/europe/turkey-death-jacky-sutton/index.html

http://mobile.reuters.com/article/worldNews/idUSKCN0SE1XM20151020

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/15/world/extraterrestrial-intelligence-anomaly/index.html


THE CAT-SCAN. MINE.

SOME MIGHT SAY THAT I AM CRAZY, HOWEVER
WHEN I SAID THAT THE MAGAZINES ' SLIPPED ' ON
THE EARLY MORNING OF THE 14TH OF FEB, 2006, I
WASN'T LYING. NO BULLET LEFT MY HOUSE TO OUTSIDE.

I WAS ON MY BELLY IN A ' DEFENSIVE ' POSTURE,
RIGHT HAND GRIPING THE THIRTY EIGHT, ELBOW ON
THE MAGAZINES, LEFT HAND CUPPED AROUND THE
RIGHT HAND FOR SUPPORT. HOURS ? A COUCH WAS
DIRECTLY TO MY RIGHT NEXT TO THE YELLOW SHELVES.

I HAD BEEN UP ALL NIGHT, PRIOR DAY AND ABOUT
EIGHTEEN TO NINETEEN DAYS AND NIGHT BEFORE.

IT TOOK ME ALMOST SIX TO SEVEN YEARS TO FIGURE
IN AND OUT, THAT THE ' VOICE ' " IT BETTER NOT OF
BEEN ONE OF OURS ! " CAME FROM A CELL PHONE DROPPED
DOWN A FURNACE ' VENT ' PIPE OR ' WIRED ' ALSO TO HOME
THEATER SYSTEM.

THE VOICE FROM THE RIGHT WINDOW CAME FROM THE
SPEAKER ( HOME THEATER SYSTEM ) NEXT TO THE WINDOW
AND TELEVISION SET FACING EAST ON THE WEST SIDE OF THE
LIVING ROOM ( NEXT TO ROWDEN HOUSE NEXT DOOR ).

SO, THE CAT SCAN MAKES SENSE, ' MISFIRE ' SECOND
TIME ' SHADOW ' WALKED BY " THAT'S THE MAN WHO "
IS TRYING TO KILL YOU/ - EARLIER - " HOW TO KILL
TWO MEXICANS WITH ONE STONE," AND EARLIER, IN
EARLY EVENING NIGHT BEFORE " I HAVE SKY-NET " SOMETHING
ELSE AND MOVEMENT TO BACKYARD, THIS I HEARD
FROM BEDROOM, WHEN I WAS ON BELLY IN DEFENSIVE
POSTURE.

AFTER ' MISFIRE,' GUNSHOT, " MISFIRE." I WHISPERED. " SURE IT
WAS ." MALE ' VOICE ' SAID FROM RIGHT, SPEAKER, IN FRONT
OF WINDOW. WINDOW WAS CLOSED, I CHECKED. WHEN THE
MAGAZINES MOVED, I WENT LEFT AS PISTOL DISCHARGED,
I STILL HAVE HALF BULLET. WILL TELL WHERE ' PARTS ' WERE
LATER.......SOME ANYWAY.

FEB 14, 2006, MORNING; SUNLIGHT " WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING ? "
WHEN I WAS TYING TO GET THE STEEL BAR LOSE FROM
BEDROOM WINDOW. VOICE CAME FROM ' ABOVE.'

ONLY MY CAMERA ON ' OUTSIDE ' OF HOUSE. TV'S
RADIO'S ALL TURNED OFF INCLUDING POWER STRIPS.

ALOT MORE TO ALL THIS; IT HAS ALL BEEN ' HACKED.'
INCLUDING BEFORE OBAMA'S VISIT TO EL PASO, TX. BEFORE
I WENT TO HAWAII.

CASA VIDA, ' GAY ' SECRET SERVICE GUY ?


THE PEOPLE WHO ' SNEAKED ' ME WERE SOLDIERS; VETERANS.
I LOST YEAR FROM REPORTING OF CHILD ABUSE AND HOME INVASION,
EVENTS AFTERWARDS THAT NEVER ENDED AND DEFENSE
OF MY ' HOUSE.' SO I SETTLED ON FEB 14 2006 AS DATE OF END
OF DRINKING WHEN IT WAS JAN 18 0R 19 TH.

PS: SOMETHING RATTLED DOWN ' PIPE ' AND NEW ' VOICE ' FIGURED
CELPHONE MUCH LATER. I LOOKED AROUND VENTS NOTHING
THERE; CAME FROM INSIDE.

THAT'S WHY INFO SENT TO PRESIDENT BUSH, I THOUGHT.
UP-DATED 10-18-2015

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/15/us/isis-jihadi-john-hostage-tango/index.html


IT IS GOING TO BE INTERESTING DESPITE MY STAY IN SANTE FE BECAUSE I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO GO TO ARIZONA ONE DAY BEFORE COMING HERE, AND A FEW ' LURES SINCE.' ANOTHER STORY REGARDING ABOUT 13,000 SOLDIER'S PERSONAL INFORMATION THAT WAS STOLEN FROM OVERSEAS WHO RESIDE IN ARIZONA MIGHT LEND ONE TO ' TRULY ' WONDER IF THE ' HOMOSEXUAL CROWD ARE TRULY NOT THE WORLDS BEST REMOTE VIEWERS ' AS THEY ONCE  PRESENTED THEMSELVES AS, TO ME.

PERHAPS, THEY CAN CAN ALSO GIVE PHOTOS OF FAMILY, PERSONAL INFORMATION, WORK PLACE AND INVESTMENTS, NOT TO MENTION PHOTO'S OF THEM SELVES, AS PER THE HARD DRIVES AND LAP TOPS THAT OUR GOVERNMENT CLAIMS WAS NEVER COMPROMISED AS PER VETERANS. NEVER MIND THE CURRENT ACTIVE ' HACKING.'  OF ARIZONA ACTIVE SOLDIERS.

AMERICAN CHILDREN ARE ' CAUGHT UP ' WITH THESE YOUNG ADULTS, JUST AS THEN, ABOUT 2000-2006, THEN GROWING EVEN MORE INTENSE SINCE. IT IS NOT A GAME.

THE DRUG MONEY IS ' USED FOR INTERNATIONAL TERRORISM.' THE UNITED STATES IS THE TARGET. THIS IS NOT ' ASSASSINS CREED!'

FIND THE CNN STORY YOURSELVES.


UP-DATED 10-17-2015

http://krqe.com/2015/10/16/unm-project-tackles-online-extremism/


I HAVE PUT THESE UP FOR A REASON, BUT FIRST LET ME POINT OUT THAT THE ' ROCK OF AGES,' ' MY MOTHER'S EYE,' WAS DESTROYED ON A STREET WITH AN ITALIAN NAME. THIS FOR REASON.

" I PAY MY EMPLOYEES FIRST, MY FAMILY SECOND, MYSELF LAST." MR. PFEPHER ( THINK SPELLING IS CORRECT.) A MEMBER OF THE FRENCH RESISTANCE DURING WW II, A JEW.

AND, MY FATHER'S " TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST."

AMERICAN

YESTERDAY, AFTER GOING TO THE ' STAND DOWN ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM. I GAVE ALL VARIANCES OF MY NAME, AND ASKED FOR LITTLE, ' STATED ' " I NEED A NEW BACKPACK AND SLEEPING BAG." NOTHING IN THE WAY OF CLOTHES FIT. I ENDED UP WITH TWO PAIRS OF BLACK AND WHITE ' BOOTE,' I GUESS, SOCKS.? I GAVE THEM TO A HOMELESS WOMAN WHEN I LEFT.

DURING THE ' INTAKE ' I SHOWED THEM THE SCULPTURE OF ' MADONNA/JIHAD JOHN, AND EXPLAINED MY PTSD. NO ANGER IN ANY OF THIS, EXPECTED IT ALL.

I GAVE MY DD214 TO ' ARMY VET ' ABOUT SIZE OF ' HOME INVADER ' FIREMAN OR POLICE OFFICER. ALONG WITH LETTER FROM VETERANS ADMINISTRATION EXPLAINING HOW MY ' PERSONAL INFORMATION ' GOT STOLEN, BUT " WAS NEVER COMPROMISED; " HARD DRIVE ( S ).

I THEN TOOK ' FLAG ' OFF MY CAP, IN A KNOWING OF WHO ' ENEMY ' APPEARS AND MOST LIKELY IS, AT LEAST IN MY LIFE ' IS.' JOHN BRADY, GREEN BERT, SO DISTANT IN MEMORY, WHO HELPED AND TAUGHT MYSELF AND ANOTHER BOY SCOUT HOW TO ' CLIMB ' DOWN A CLIFF ( MORE THAN A FEW HUNDRED FEET ) WITHOUT ROPE; THAT BALD EAGLE, THE FIRST AND LAST I'VE EVER SEEN.

AND ANOTHER WHO LISTENED WHEN I WAS BEAT UP WHEN I WAS A BOY BY MORE THAN ONE PERSON AND LATER FOUND MYSELF IN A DISTANT LAND WITH ADULT GLOVED HANDS ' TRYING ' TO REMOVE A BOMB, THEN A ' BLIND OF WHITE LIGHT; ' A SON NEVER TO HAVE AND ' MEMORIES.'

FURTHER MORE, I HAVE NO ' CHILDREN,' DRAKE'S KIDS OR OTHERWISE; WHAT EVER THAT WAS ABOUT ALL THOSE YEARS AGO. AND NEVER WILL; THIS WORLD ?

THE ' STALKINGS ' AND TREATMENTS FROM ' RADICAL WOMEN ' HAVE BEEN NOTED HERE AND THERE IN MY BLOGS AND SOME HACKED IF NOT ALL. I AM GOING TO BE FIFTY SIX AND FOR THE ' FIRST TIME ' AM QUESTIONING ' RAPE.' IN SO MUCH AS ' WHO ' TO BELIEVE. THIS IS WHAT ' YEARS ' OF ABUSE ' CREATES.'

FORGOT TO PUT THIS IN POST BELOW. WHEN I OPENED
THE BURIED  BIBLE, IT '  FELL ' THIS WAY. HENRY STREET,
DIED WITH-IN THIS TWENTY FOUR HOUR PERIOD, HIS
VISIONS AND MY FATHERS STILL; MOTHER ( ' )S MEMORIES.

YOU WILL HAVE TO READ THIS BLOG TO FIND DATE FOUND.
T.J. TUCKER AND HENRY STREET BOTH DIED IN JULY, OF
THIS YEAR. 

" HOW TO KILL TWO MEXICANS WITH ONE STONE."
WHEN THREE ' WHITE ' MEN, TALL, DRESSED IN BLACK
WHERE ASKING ME ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS, INCLUDING
THE REMARK " HE'S ONE OF OUR'S " WHEN LOOKING AT MY
LEFT EAR AS THEY LEFT MY BEDROOM; ALL LIGHTS OFF.

I WAS ALREADY IN ' MEDITATIVE ' TRANCE, THANK ' G_D '
OTHERWISE I WOULD NOT OF REMEMBERED. THIS ABOUT
TIME OF JOHN CASTILIES DEATH/SUICIDE, I THINK.

TWO COPPER ELBOW JOINTS IN THE SILVERWARE DRAWER
IN THE HOUSE AT 5413 ALICE AVE. NE.

THE PHOTO ABOVE TAKEN IN SANTE FE, NM, A NEIGHBOR-
HOOD THAT SELLS ' ICE.'

TO  UNDERSTAND SYMBOL ' THINK ' PENNIES THEN
ELBOW TATTOOS OF ' SPIDERWEB.' THIS IS FOR PARENTS.
OLD ' HEROIN ' JAILHOUSE SYMBOL OF ' UNDERGROUND.'
IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM. FAIRHEIGHTS MAINLY ' RULED '
BY ITALIAN POLICE, BUT YOU ' HAVE TO PROVE IT.'

I SLEPT IN BACK YARD WITH PERMISSION
FROM DAPHNE ROWDEN WHO IS ABOUT 73
YEARS OLD. HER LIFE AND  A COUPLE OF
' NUT ' YOUNG ADULTS ARE THE ONES WHO'S
LIVES I TRIED TO ' HELP.'

MONTE ROWDEN WHO WAS OLDER BROTHER
TO JASON ROWDEN, TOLD ME THE DAY I WAS
GETTING ACQUAINTED WIT MY ' CLOCK ', SAID
" TELL JASON TO STAY AWAY FROM HOUSE NEXT
DOOR IN MEXICO, WHERE WE BOUGHT THE POT."

I WAS BEING PLAYED DURING THIS TIME, AND WAS
NEVER ABLE TO CALL HIM; SCULPTURE HADN'T
SOLD AND NOT MUCH WORK WITH ' LABOR READY.'

HE WAS THEN ' RUN OVER BY A TRUCK ' IN MEXICO.
ALMOST ' KILLED,' CAME FOR SUMMER SHOWING
OFF HUGE ' SCAR ' ON HIS BACK. ALL THIS IN SAME
YEAR.

GLASS FRAGMENTS IN RICE WAS BROUGHT FROM
FAMILY GATHERING IN EL PASO, TX. I ' CHIPPED '
A TOOTH SHOWED JASON THE GLASS PIECE IN
ALBUQUERQUE, " LOOKS LIKE PLASTIC " HE SAID.
THAT HAPPENED ABOUT MONTH AGO.

I SHITTED OUT A FEW MORE PIECES, CUTS HAVE
HEALED FOR THE MOST PART, NOW.
IN ANSWER TO DAPHNE'S R.'S LAST CALL,
ALMOST ALL DOCTOR'S APT.'S HAVE BEEN
KEPT AND LAST TRIP TO PCP BARONE'S,
RED AND BLUE STRIPED BLOUSE ( LAST SUPPER ) ' GAVE
THE RICH THE ANTICIPATED RESULT; OFTEN
THE ' MASONIC ' REPLY, " ALL IN YOUR HEAD "
OR " DELUSIONAL."

I WILL POST THEM. ABOVE THE EXPLANATION
FOR THE ' UTILIZATION ' OF THE ' BALL ' ALL
THESE YEARS IN THE SHELTERS IN AUSTIN,
ARIZONA AND TEXAS. NM, NOT USED SO FAR.

' FOR MY FATHER,' IF STILL ALIVE, WELL YOUR
FRIEND IS STILL ' ALIVE,' AND LIVES IN SCOTTSDALE,
ARIZONA. HE EXPLAINED THE " PROGRESSIVE "
MOVEMENT AND " THOSE WERE DIFFERENT TIMES,"
AND A FEW REGRETS; QUIT A BIT, I MIGHT ADD.
" WE WERE ALL YOUNG," ABOUT TE SAME THING
THAT MY FATHER TOLD ME, " STAY THE HELL AWAY
FROM THOSE PEOPLE." " I KNOW, THEY ARE PEDOPHILES."
MY FATHER DID NOT ' REBUKE ' THIS REMARK.

I HAVE NO ' HESITATION ' IN MY OPINION THAT
THE ' STAR OF DAVID ' WAS STOLEN FROM THE
JEW'S IN EL PASO, TX.

YET, I REMEMBER MEETING SO MANY HOLOCAUST
SURVIVORS, THE ' SPERM ' JUST FOR FUN WITH THE
KIDS CAME LATTER; ' ANOINTMENT'S ' ASIDE.

ANOTHER ASIDE : WHEN PICKING UP ANYTHING
FROM THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF A WOMAN, IF THEY
HAVEN'T THE ' SENSE ' OR ' MANNERS ' TO MOVE
BACK, THEN YOU ' ORDER THEM TO.'

THIS MAINTAINS EXACT ' RESPECT ' FOR ' BOTH PARTIES.

MY GRANDFATHER OCHOA FOUGHT FOR
THIS COUNTRY TOO; MY FATHER ROTC.
MY MOTHER TOP LEFT WHEN, ' WELL SHE
TOLD ME.' AND ALL THE ' MOTHER ' WANT
A-BE'S, EVEN ' DYED HAIR ' IN JUST ABOUT
EVERY STATE I'VE BEEN IN IN THE LAST
FIVE YEARS, MAINLY SHELTERS.

I WAS GONE EXACTLY ONE WEEK, FROM
FEB 14, 2006 AND WHEN CHECKING MY MAIL
TWO DAYS BEFORE I RETURNED TO 5417 ALICE
AVE. NE, A LARGE RED TRUCK SLAMMED INTO
THE HOUSE OR RATHER CINDER BLOCK WALL
TO THE LEFT; THE LAST HOUSE ON THE BLOCK.

ALOT LIKE, IF NOT GARCIA'S TRUCK.
MY FATHER IS AND WAS ' IDEALISTIC.'
A ' CRIMINAL AND CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEY.'

A LITTLE MORE LATER, SOON TO LEAVE SANTE FE, NM. I HAVE FOUND ' MOST FACES TO VOICES.'......AND
HAVE STOOD UP FOR CHILDREN ' MOST ' OF THE TIME,
AND REPORTED ' CHILD ABUSE,' EVEN WHAT I KNOW
WAS AND ' FELT ' SHOULD ALWAYS BE TO CRIMES
AGAINST CHILDREN ( FBI ) AND HAVE NO REGRETS,
EVEN IF KILLED BY MASONIC, OR UNITED STATES
ARMY IN THE END.

WILL POST POLICE OFFICER'S NAMES IN AUSTIN, TX.
AND DATE OF BUS DRIVER WITH MIRROR GLASSES,
A VET, I WAS TOLD, WHO HIT ME WITH THE CITY BUS;
HE AN AFRICAN AMERICAN.

THE PICTURES OF 5413 ALICE AND HUGHSON'S HOUSE
WITH MY SCULPTURE IN FRONT YARD, WELL, VANISHED
FROM MY PHONE. WILL TRY AGAIN.
_________________________________________________________________________________
I TRIED TO GET A VET BUS PASS TODAY WITH A LETTER GIVEN TO ME FROM THE VA ABOUT MY PERSONAL INFORMATION THAT ' YOU ' STOLE. AND TEXAS ID WITH DD 214. I WILL NOT GO ' TROUGH GRAVY TRAIN AGAIN ' FEEDING ALL THE ' FAGGOT ' THIRD PARTY REPS WHO COULDN'T HELP OR EVEN OBTAIN, EVEN WHEN THEY DID, AND ' GIVE ' ME MY MEDICAL RECORDS.

I WILL TAKE A PIC. OF MY OPPORTUNITY CENTER ID AND SOME PAPERWORK TO SUPPORT THAT CLAIM. PAST ' MEDICAL RECORDS ' WERE ' STOLEN ' AND DESTROYED.

I TOLD ' THESE CLOWNS ' HERE, THAT THERE WERE TWO LAW SUITES THAT WHERE WON ON ' MY ' BEHALF, THE SECOND ONE WERE MEMBERS OF ' MY ' FAMILY FOR WHAT EVER REASON; I ' THOUGHT/FELT ' I WAS DEAD IN THAT ' FUTURE.'

CHECK THOSE ID'S WELL; ENOUGH HAS ALREADY BEEN WRITTEN.




THE ANSWER WAS 'NO BUS PASS.'

THIS WOULD OF HELPED TO ' RELIEVE PAIN,' INCLUDING MAKE IT TO UPCOMING DR. APPOINTMENTS ASKED OF SOCIAL SECURITY; THIS YOU STOLE.

MY FIRST NAME IS AFTER CHRIST, JESUS.

NOT TO LONG AGO A GREAT MANY PEOPLE LOST THEIR LIVES IN MECCA. ON THAT ' TIME ' I DREW A LINE IN THE SKY WITH WHAT I SAW IN NEVADA, YEARS AGO.

A LINE THAT WENT STRAIGHT ' UP,' I COULD HARDLY ' WRAP ' MY MIND AROUND WHAT I SAW, THEN. ' A BLACK, PIN POINTED, SHARP LINE.'

THE LINE IN THE SKY WAS A STOP FOR THE THUNDERSTORMS THAT WERE ABOUT TO HAPPEN. I ' HELD ' IT THERE, OR IT WAS ' ALLOWED.' ALMOST TWO WEEKS AGO.

A LINE OF DARKNESS, ALMOST A BOX; FLASHES OF LIGHT WITH-IN-CONSTANT.
I FOUND ' TEARS ' BUT NO ' EMOTION ' THAT DAY AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND.

WILDCARD

CAN YOU ' IMAGINE ' MY ' CHILD ?' BUT, IN REALITY, ' ALL YOURS.

ALL ' YOU ' GIVE..........IS PAIN.

' DOMESTIC ' IS YOU.


THERE ARE OTHER ' PICTURES.'
https://www.google.com/search?q=JIHAD+JOHN&sourceid=ie7&rls=com.microsoft:en-US:IE-Address&ie=&oe=&safe=strict&gws_rd=ssl
CAN'T DO WHAT ' I ' DO. NEXT
TO MOHAMED, IS ' JESUS CHRIST.'
READ.

NOT ' BROKEN,' BUT THOSE DAMN X-RAYS,' TWO FRACTURES.






WELL, ' JUST NORMAL,' I GUESS.

I'M ALMOST SURE........I MIGHT
BE IN ' WRONG COUNTRY.' WILL
BE LEAVING NEW MEXICO SOON.

ONLY ' COUNTED ' ON MONTH.


Sunday, October 11, 2015

UM............OH, THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO SAY THAT, BUT, I DIDN'T, SO WELL, HMMM............I GUESS, WELL MAYBE THIS WILL WORK INSTEAD, BUT LETS SEE, HUM, UM..............I JUST DONT DON'T KNOW, OH ALRIGHT, I KNOW, LETS DO IT THIS WAY INSTEAD OF THAT WAY ? WHAT ?! OH WHO EVEN ASKED YOUR ASS ? !

OH, FORGOT........UM........

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/07/politics/fbi-helped-thwart-nuclear-smuggling-plot-in-moldova/index.html

OH, AND THIS TOO.......I FOUND A FOUR LEAF CLOVER, BUT WON'T TAKE PICTURE CAUSE, WELL, FAITH.......................YOU KNOW ? YOU CAN'T HAVE IT !





OH ! AND WELL, THIS TOO..............................I GUESS.

WALLET

OH YEAH, THERE WAS THIS WALLET THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY AND I FOUND IT, AND WELL............UMMM...........WELL..IT KINDA ' FELL ' DOWN FROM THE ' HEIGHTS ' OF.... WELL, THE SKY ! OH YES IT DID ! DID TOO ! LISTEN FU......., NEVER MIND ! DID TOO.....AND I HEARD A SCREAM FROM THE SKY AND ' HE ( I THINK ) ' REACHED INTO HIS PANT'S POCKET AND SCREAMED FROM SO HIGH ! " TELL FE-FE I LOVE H.....! " AND AS THE ' LIGHTS ' STREAKED STRAIGHT UP ' HIS ( I THINK ? ) ' VOICE DIMINISHED AND ALL FELL SILENT AS THE LEAVES ' SPUN ' AROUND WHERE THE WALLET ' FELL ! '

GOSH ! IT WAS SO ' BEAUTIFUL,' TO HAVE SEEN THIS ' MIRACLE AND ALL THOSE PRETTY COLORS, SO BRIGHT, SO MANY ' GRABBING ' THAT MAN ( ? ) FROM THE GROUND, STRAIGHT UP IN A ' BURST ' OF BLINDING LIGHT AS IF TO CANCEL THE VISUAL CORTEX AND COAX THE MIND INTO A REGISTRATION OF TOTAL ' STRUCTURED ' BLACKNESS; A HOLE !

ANYWAY, SO I CALLED THE POLICE SO THAT WHEN THE ' GREENE'S ' DROP ' HIM ( I THINK ) ' OFF, AS OPPOSED TO ' SPILL,' I HAVE FAITH; ANYWAY I NEVER ' TOLD ' THE POLICE HERE IN SANTE TAOS, NM. THAT I SAW THE ' WHOLE THING,' CAUSE, WELL JUST IN CASE ' I MIGHT OF MADE IT ALL UP ' AND, WELL, CAUSE ANYWAY THAT'S WHAT I ' LEARNED ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM. CAUSE WELL, FIREMEN ( ??? ) AND POLICE ( ??? ) THERE ' WALK ON WATER ' AND PERFORM ' MIRACLE,' KINDA IN REVERSE, ' NOW HE'S ALIVE, WOW ! NOW HE'S NOT ! ' YOU BETTER TELL THEM YOU MADE IT ALL UP YOU MUTHA F ( OH MY GOSH ! ) ER ! '

SO. I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAVED AT ONE SQUAD CAR AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND GOT UP TO SCRATCH MY ' BALLS,' THE PUT SOME CHEWING TOBACCO IN MY MOUTH, BUT NOT UNNECESSARILY IN THAT ORDER ! THEN I WAITED, OH, WAIT, PARDON THE ' PUN,' UM, HUM, WELL..........OH YEAH, THEN ' I ' SAT DOWN AND WAITED WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED......WHOOOO ! 

SO, THEN I CALLED THE POLICE AGAIN TO LET THEM KNOW THAT I WAS GOING TO ' SMITHS ' FOR LUNCH CAUSE AT ST. GERTRUDE'S THEY WONT GIVE US FOOD CAUSE WERE POOR AND THAT I WAS ' VERY, VERY, VERY,VERY, VERY SORRY,' BUT I WAS HUNGRY ! AND SHE SAID IT WAS OK. OH YEAH, I TOLD HER OF THE FIFFTY THREE DOLLARS AND ALL THE CREDIT CARDS AND THE SANTE TAOS DRIVERS LICENSE AND ALL THE COOL STUFF IN THAT ' BLUE ( DEMOCRAT BABY KILLER'S AND VERY EVIL DOER'S WALLET CAUSE ( OFF ON A TANGENT NOW, BEAR WITH ME, PLEASE. THANK YOU. ) THEY CAN'T BE TRUSTED WITH BABIES CAUSE THEY'RE PRO-RE-GRESSIVE AND ' HATE CHILDREN ' FROM BIRTH AND ' JUST ' MARRY WOMEN WITH MUSTACHE AND SIDE BURNS: LESBIANS. )

ANYWAY, SO, I WAITED AND HAD A BITE OF SANDWICH, AND WAITED, AND.....YES, IT WAS VERY GOOD, A LITTLE ON THE SOGGY SIDE, BUT THE CHIPS WERE EXCELLENT AND THE SODA, WELL ! LET ME TELL YO.......HUH, OH.........AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED, OH,............YEAH, SO, THEN I HAD SOME CHEWING TOBACCO AND SPIT ! OOPS ! HOLD ON............THERE WE GO, ALL BETTER NOW; THEN I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AN......................" HELLO, YES THAT'S ME, WELL I'M GOING TO ST. GERTRUDE'S NOW, HUM ? YES STILL THE BIG RED SHIRT ! YUP ! STILL THERE, HMMM, OH FIFTY THREE, UH HUH, OK THEN ' SEE YOU ! ' THEN I RODE MY BIKE BACK TO ST.GERTRUD'S AND LISTENED TO...........HMMM.....WELL WHAT ' APPEARS ' TO BE A FORM OF ' ENGLISH ' SOMETIMES; THEN WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND......OH ! YEAH.......HM, THEN I CHANGED ' CHEWS ' AND ' LISTENED,' WELL, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT, HMMM! THEN I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND ' shit ! '

WELL HELL, I'LL JUST FIND ONE ! SO,THEN I RODE MY BIKE AFTER A POLICE OFFICER AND CAME UPON THIS CAR THAT SAID ' CHANNEL 7, ( BASTARDS GOT ' THEIR ' OWN TV STATION ! )' AND THOUGHT, ' WELL.......WHY THEY HERE ? ' SO, THEN I LOOKED UP, THEN DOWN, AND THEN SIDE TO SIDE, JUST THE WAY ' I ' TAUGHT ALL YOU NEW MEXI-SILIC-CANS, AND SAW ' ATTORNEY GENERAL ! ' BET THE ATTORNEY GENERAL CAN RETURN THE WALLET TO THE ALIEN ABDUCTEE, 'CEPTING, OF COURSE..............., ' HE ( ? ) ' WASN'T ' SPILT ' ALL OVER THE PAVEMENT ! ( ? )

WELL, AFTER SPEAKING TO THE STATE OR FEDERAL GUARD AND EXPLAINING MY PREDICAMENT, AND ' ATTEMPT, BUT ' RELUCTANCE ' TO EVER BE HONEST AGAIN, CAUSE WELL............I GOT ABOUT THREE APPOINTMENTS. IN ABBI-NOT-SO-NORMAL, ALL DOCTOR'S, AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE THEM THAT MUCH, BUT I HAVE TOO.....HUH ? WELL, CAUSE I WAS INJURED SOME MANY TIMES, LETS SEE, HIT BY A BUS, BIKE ACCIDENT, ANOTHER FLASHY ( GUN SHOT ), SOMETHING ABOUT ' ROOTS IN A CANAL ) AND ' YOU KNOW WHEN YOUR ' GUTS ' FALL OUT, AND THEN...HUH..( ? ).....OH, SO, ( ^ ) AND NO REAL MONEY TO PAY FOR THE ' SHUTTLE ' SOMETIMES CALLED ' A, OR THE, TRAIN. SO, THIS OTHER ' IMPORTANT ' GUY COMES OVER AND SHOWS ME A ' REAL COOL ' BADGE AND I EXPLAIN WHAT......LETS SEE......I'M HOMELESS AND........ANYWAY, WHAT ' CREEPS ' AND ASS..UH, HMM.............' ACCENTUATED BLUNDERS ' THOSE ' GUYS,' MUCH LIKE ALBUQUERQUE'S ' FIRE DEPARTMENT ' DUDES ( HA,HA,HA,HA,HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! HEE ! ) AND THE GENTLEMAN TOOK IT AND SAID THAT HE WOULD ' RETURN ' IT ( WALLET ) TO THE ABDUCTEE ( ALLEGED ) IF........FOUND IN ONE PIECE, NOT SPILT; ALIVE.

WHAT A NICE GENTLEMAN TO FIND THE OWNER OF THAT WALLET. SO, BE VERY ' CAREFUL ' WHAT YOU FIND KIDS, AND NEVER, NEVER, EVER PICK UP ' THINGS ' OFF THE STREET, MOST ESPECIALLY IF YOUR RIDING YOUR BIKE.

SAFETY FIRST !

AND ' NEVER PAY ATTENTION ' TO ALL THAT ' NOISE ! '




COPYRIGHT J. BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA iii 2015-10-11. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT THIS, BUT ' ONLY ' THIS !

SO, ANYWAY.........WELL, LETS SAVE THAT FOR LATER........

Thursday, October 8, 2015

VY - UPDATED 10-10-2015, THE WILDS OF SANTA TAOS

VY

http://www.cnn.com/videos/us/2015/10/10/matthew-aijbade-student-tased-by-cops-died-georgia-valencia-newday.cnn

http://www.cnn.com/2015/10/09/asia/india-saudi-maid-attack/index.html

http://krqe.com/2015/09/28/albuquerque-daycares-license-still-suspended-investigation-continues/

http://krqe.com/2015/10/09/albuquerque-court-orders-veterans-to-unusual-sentence/

http://krqe.com/2015/10/09/mma-fighter-who-beat-pregnant-girlfriend-sentenced-to-8-years/

SO, MY DAY STARTED OUT WITH THIS EXQUISITE EXAMPLE OF SANTE TAOSONIAN DINING. YUMMY ! THIS EXCLUSIVE DISH CAN BE FOUND AT ST. GERTRUDE'S ' EXAMPLED SOCIALLY IMPAIRED,' AND FINE DINNING.



' GHFXWGHG - #hfh^#*^bvb#$#b!!!!!!! '

THERE WAS A TIME THAT I WAS IN COLLAGE AND I WAS AN ' ARTIST,' YUP, SURE WAS AND THIS GUY ALWAYS ' PICKED ' ON ME AND SAID THAT HE WAS A ' MASTER ' OF ALL THINGS THAT G_D MADE AND THAT I LOOKED FUNNY, BUT NEVER MADE FUN OF ' MOM,' BUT ONLY ME, AND THEN HE DID ' STUFF ' THAT HE SAID WAS ' ART,' AND THEN......... ONE NIGHT WHEN I CAME BACK FROM, UMM, UGH, WELL, LET'S CALL IT ' SUPPER,' I FOUND ' MY ' PAINTING HORRIBLY ' DISFIGURED ' AND MUTILATED BEYOND ' REPAIR ' AND ' SLASHED UPON ' AS IF A HORRIBLE LITTLE TROLL LIKE ' MUTANT ' JUST WHIPPED HIS PEE-PEE OUT AND URINATED ALL OVER ' MY ' BEAUTIFUL ' CANVAS ' WITH ALOT OF ' COOL ' PAINT ON IT ! FOUR LITTLE DOTS OF RED PAINT !  ' BASTARD! '

SO, WHAT COULD I DO ? WELL ?! NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NOT THAT ! BUT................
I DID THIS INSTEAD !

I PICKED UP HIS CAN OF ' GESSO,' WHITE PAINT, WHATEVER ! ( THINK THAT'S HOW THIS IS DONE ' HERE ! ' ) AND THREW THE CONTENTS OVER HIS ' LITTLE ' ' HANGY THING ' SUSPENDED FROM THE GIRDER ABOVE THAT WAS COVERED IN CANVAS AND ' EXPRESSIONS ' OF WHAT ONLY BE DESCRIBED AS THE ELEMENTARY SCRIBBLINGS OF A ONE YEAR OLD WHO ' DISCOVERED ' THE MANY USES OF A CAT'S TAIL AND RESULTING ' REPRISE ' NOT ONLY ' OF ' NEWLY FOUND ' DECIBELS ' OF ' CAT LANGUAGE ' BUT ALSO ' MODERN ART ' AS UNDERSTOOD BY ' P-R-O-F-E-S-S-O-R-S ! WOW ! IF ONLY THE WHITE PAINT HIT THE STEEL UNDERNEATH THE CANVAS ! OH YEAH, HE APPARENTLY DRAGGED ' SOMETHING ' OUT OF A STEEL YARD THAT WEIGHED, WELL, MORE THAN ANY ONES IDEA OF ' ALOT,' AND WELL, HE JUST ' PISSED ' THE HELL OUT OF ME AND WHEN I THREW ALL THE PAINT OUT OF THE CAN, WISHING FOR ' ALOT ' MORE, AND THEN......SHIT MORE PAINT !

I ONLY MADE IT WORST............IT ' THEN ' SEEMED ' COMPLETE ! ' A STATEMENT THAT WOULD ' FURTHER ' HIS ' ART CAREER,' AND HE GOT AN ' A ! ' 

WELL I GOT ONE TOO, BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT ! AND YES I LEFT THE ' FOUR HUGE ' DOTS ON.........WELL, BE................BECAUSE...........I COULDN'T GET THEM OFF THE CANVAS, YEAH ! THAT'S IT ! THEN WAS TOLD THAT I SHOULD GO TO NEW YORK ! HOW COME I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO GO TO " NEW YORK !? "

ANYWAY, THE DUDE BELOW IS NOT ME ! IT'S ' THAT ' BASTARD WHO DESTROYED MY PAINTING ! RAND ! 

 

 NOW, BELOW IS ' THE OB-LONG HOUSE, ' NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH ' LINCOLN LOG HOUSE, ' OF SANTE TAOS AND IT IS ' RUMORED ' THAT THIS IS WHERE GOVERNOR MARTINEZ WAS ' ONCE ' HELD HOSTAGE BY THE ' EVIL CHILD EATERS AND WOMEN HATERS ' THE DEMOCRATS.

THE OB-LONG HOUSE OF SANTE TAOS.

ONE OF THE ' STASHES OF VOTER TURN OUTS AND
DEMOCRAT RUNNER UPS WITH ' BLANK HEADERS.'

WELL ! THAT'S WHAT I WAS TOLD !
DEMOCRAT ' NATIONAL ' HEADQUARTERS IN SANTE TAOS.
STATE ' POODLE.'
ONE OF MY ' MOMS.'

HOW I WAS ' SNUCK ' IN ACROSS THE '
BORDER ' FROM THE REPUBLIC OF TEXAS,
WITHOUT A ' GREEN CARD,' NO NOT THE
ONE THAT WE WERE GIVEN IN THE UNITED
STATES COAST GUARD; MINE WAS TAKEN
AWAY.............'CAUSE, WELL....WELL, I STILL
DON'T KNOW ?

______________________________________
WILDWOOD

 FROM THE DEPTHS OF THE BOWELS OF NEW MEXICO, ONE OF EARTH'S FINEST OFFERINGS, AS PER PEOPLES, NOT NECESSARILY NATIVES; THE BIRDS, FLOCKS AND ' TENDENCIES,' OFTEN ' BANGING ' INTO INTO ONE ANOTHER; WALLS, BRICKS AND GRASSHOPPERS.' GERIATRIC SUBMISSIONS.' SANTA TAOS, NEW MEXICO ! HOW BEAUTIFUL ! SANTA FE, SORRY, I MEAN TAOS, MAY-BE, WELL, I THINK,.......SILLY ! ANYWAY...........,ANYWAY, THESE ' NEAR ' HUMAN, AND ' DRESS CODE APPLIES,' ASK THE NATIVES, " WELL, REAL ' WHITE PEOPLE ? ' WHO KNEW ? " ARE SOMEWHAT ABUNDANT HERE FROM CA ! THAT'S RIGHT CA - CA ! COOL S-T-Y-L-E-!



ANYWAY HERE IN WELL, TAOS, SANTA TAOS, OLD SANTA FE, NO ' FOR REALS,' KINDA' LIKE ' TEXAS,' 'CEPTING WITHOUT ' TEXANS ' YET, ' CA-CA-TANS, THE ' REAL ' FOUNDING NATIVES,' OF THE CAPITAL OF NEW MEXICO.................I THINK.

HIEROGLYPHS CAN BE FOUND IN THIS ' STRANGE LAND.'


OH, THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY, I FOUND OUT THAT I HAD A BLOOD CLOT IN MY ' HEART,' AND THAT ' FLOORED ' ME ! " YOU MEAN MY CT GAVE THAT MUCH INFORMATION OF MY BODY ? " CT ? THE MAN CALLING FROM LOVELESS ASKED. " YA, THE CT, ' CAT SCAN ' OF MY HEAD ? " OH, YOUR HEAD ! HE SAID. " YOU MEAN THAT I HAVE A BLOOD CLOT IN MY BRAIN ? " I ASKED ?

ANYWAY, SO, WELL....................HM.......MMMMMM.........UM..........HUUUMMMMM............" OH HELL ! "

NOT MY ' HEART,' YEP, MY ' HEAD ! ' NO ! NOT THAT ONE ! THINK BIGGER ! THAT'S RIGHT LIKE A ' SELFIE ! ' 'CEPTING WITHOUT THE THE CAMERA ! THERE YA GO ! GOOD GIRLS !

SOOOOOO.............., DESPITE THE MEMORIES OF THE MOVIE ' SCANNERS ' SO MANY YEARS AGO, MY HEAD HAS NOT, SO FAR, GONE ' PIP-IT-TY-POP ! ' KA-POW ! ' ' THERE SHE BLOWS ! '

SO NOW I HAVE A FOLLOW UP, AND PHYSICAL, OH WOW ! CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT ' POKE !' 'CEPTING ALL THE OTHERS HERE, INCLUDING BLOOD WORK, FLU SHOT AND HEPATITIS SHOTS AND ALIEN EXTRACTING EYE BALL ANTENNA EXAM, NOT TO MENTION ' TAIL EXAM ( PERHAPS REMOVAL ( ? ) ), THEN OF COURSE, THE  ' JUST WHY IS HE MALE ' EXAM AND ' SHOTS,' AND I'VE ALREADY HAD THE ABDOMINAL EXAM AND AM HAPPY TO REPORT THAT THE ' PREGNANCY ' IS DOING WELL, THOUGH ' A BIT ' OVER DUE ! HUM........WELL, THAT I THINK IS JUST ABOUT IT. OH YEAH, THE ' PENIS EXTRACTION OR ' EXTENSIONS ' OR ' REMOVAL,' I OPTED OUT, " I'M COMFORTABLE, THANK YOU." WOW !

KINDA WONDERING.....THOUGH.........DR.DRAKES AND HUGHSON'S VOICES IN MY HEAD, ALL THOUGH YEARS AGO, AND FATHER'S ( ? ' NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I SOUND LIKE ( ???? ) ' - 2014 ) 2006-'07 REMEMBER GIRLS ? " SEE A DOCTOR ! " " GO TO A DOCTOR ! " ALL OF THIS REPEATED SO MANY TIMES I COULDN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COUNT THE TIMES THAT I HEARD IT ALL. THEN JUST ' BELOW ' " FOLLOW ORDERS ! " " DO WHAT YOUR TOLD ! " " KEEP YOUR HEAD UP ! " SO MANY TIMES !!!!!!!! FOR ABOUT A YEAR, AND A FEW MONTHS.

THEN REDUCTION IN RENT..........................???? AND STILL KINDA WONDERING......? IF A ' BLOOD CLOT ' IN THE BRAIN ( YES APPARENTLY I STILL HAVE ONE, AND GUESS WHAT ? I DID BEFORE, BUT NOW ' BIGGER ! ' DISPLACEMENT, KINDA LIKE A ' BATHTUB, HUH ? ' BET SO! ' AND STILL.......KINDA WONDERING IF THAT'S............WELL, YOU...............................UM..............KNOW ? IF THAT'S A ' GOOD THING ? '




JUST WONDERING.............WELL...........................I KNOW, CALL THE ' POLICE ' NEXT TIME..............BUT THEY WERE ' BUSY ' WITH, WELL................................' PROFIT ' AND WELL.................................. " WHY I DIDN'T WORK FOR THE FBI " A CAPT. OF APD IN FRONT OF THE FAIR HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD MEETING, ABOUT 2004-'05. " THE TRUMBULL NEIGHBORHOOD COULD EASILY BECOME THE FAIR HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD. " APD CAPT.

I DID CALL THE POLICE FROM A JUDGE'S HOUSE. EXPLAIN THAT. 2006, FEB 14.

Saturday, October 3, 2015

TEAR DROP, DAPHNE AND PAULA, ONE WITH TEETH, ONE WITHOUT; ONE WITH ALOT OF MONEY

MEXICANS, PALESTINIANS AND  ' LEPRECHAUNS '

THERE'S A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF SATISFACTION......... WHEN YOU ARE REMINDED OF JANE METZLER AND ' HER ' ONCE UPON A TIME ' FRANK,' " THINK BIGGER ! " AND EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD WHEN YOU HAVE TRIED TO ' AVOID ' RUNNING INTO THE SUV WHO'S OCCUPANTS ARE FILMING YOU, TRYING TO AVOID A COLLISION WHILE TRYING TO SLOW FROM TWENTY OR SO MILES AN HOUR TO, WELL, ZERO.

THEN SOMEWHERE IN ' BETWEEN,' KNOWING THAT YOU ARE GOING TO DIE ( 2006 ), WHILE LAYING ON YOUR BACK ARMED WITH A .38 REVOLVER, WHILE SHIT AND ' DRUGGIES ' SURROUND YOUR HOUSE, AND ' PROMISE ' TO TAKE THEM ALL OUT; A FRIEND, ONCE THOUGHT TO BE, JULIA C., EVER ON YOUR MIND AND THE PEOPLE WHO ' STALKED HER.'..............AND THEN THE NEWS OF ALL THIS SHIT IN OREGON,
THEN
SUDDEN ' FLASH TO PRESENT. WONDER WHAT NUMBER OF STAMPEDE VICTIMS IN
MECCA IS NOW ?
 

' LEGS.' AND ALL THE ' SHOTS ' I ( ? ) TOOK IN ARIZONA, THEN FOR REAL IN EL PASO, TX. WHILE ON A BUS, AND RECENTLY WHILE RIDDING DOWN AN ALLEY, BUT THAT MIGHT JUST OF BEEN A ' DRIVE BY,' THE SMALL HOUSE, APT. AND THE OCCUPANTS WHO DROVE OFF SUDDENLY THAT SUNDAY MORNING A FEW WEEKENDS AGO.


THERE'S A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF SATISFACTION.........AND THAT IS THAT.

' of Wolf;' not Ochoa. Police are stupid. I LIVED
TO THE LEFT OF THIS ' DOORWAY,' THE
HOUSE NEXT DOOR.
TOMORROW
THE END OF THE ROWDEN RELATIONSHIP, SO
THAT THE GARCIA/ROWDEN RELATIONSHIP CAN
CONTINUE. PROFIT IS EVERYTHING.
 
THANK YOU FOR THE USE OF THE CEMENT SLAB AND
BACK PORCH.
 
' OH THOSE VETERANS ! ' ' AND THE KID WHO DIDN'T QUITE
UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS MEANT WHEN ' HIS ' EXISTENCE WAS
DESCRIBED AS A ' MISUNDERSTANDING ' OF FATHER AND DAUGHTER '
DURING A DIVORCE ( ? ). YOU SEE, I HAVE MY OWN THEORY OF JUST
WHAT A ' MULTIPLE PERSONALITY ' IS WHEN OBSERVED FROM THE
VANTAGE POINT OF LITTLE ' BITES AND BITS ' OF INFORMATION SAID
IN THE COMPANY OF CHILDREN WHO ARE SO VERY YOUNG; THE
INTERWEAVING OF ' OBSERVED BEHAVIOURS, SOME IN ' QUESTIONINGS.'
OLD WOMAN HUGHSON
JUST WALKED IN, WHEEE! I AM LEAVING VERY SOON, TOMORROW OR DAY AFTER.
 I AM LEAVING BEHIND ' NOTHING.' I'VE MET NO ONE ' HUMAN,'
 I DON'T THINK.
, SOME IN ' QUESTIONINGS.'

 
 
           
I ALREADY KNOW HOW ALL THIS ENDS, SO DID MY FATHER WITH THE ROWDENS AND A ' WHOLE BUNCH OF ROUGE STATE SHRINKS,' LAWYERS AND OTHER ' ATHEISTS,' CHILD RAPERS ( MASONS ), OF ' SMALL ANIMALS AND THE SUCH...........' POLITICIANS.....A SISTER GIVING A BROTHER A ' BLOW JOB ! ' SORRY I DIDN'T HAVE THE HEART TO LET THE MOTHER KNOW AT THE TIME.

BUT NOW ' JUDGE ' WE ARE ALL ADULTS. FUCK YOU BOTH.

AND TO THINK, THOSE ' KIDS ' ARE TO BE DOCTORS ?

BRANDENBURG, I HEARD THAT YOU WANTED TO TALK TO ME SOME TIME AGO, SORRY I WAS RUN OUT OF TOWN. BUT IF YOU ASK DAPHNE ROWDEN SHE HAS JOHN X. GONZALES'S PHONE NUMBER ON IT AND HE CAN TELL YOU WHY HE DIDN'T WANT TO TAKE MY ' EVICTION ' TO DISTRICT COURT HIMSELF.

TEACHERS, PROFESSIONALS AND ' Y.'