PICKING UP CANS, PLASTICS AND BOTTLES IS A DANGEROUS AND VERY DIRTY BUSINESS
Today, maybe the scales were not correct. To add to this, the receipt that we as ' recyclers ' sign was tossed to me in anger by an employee of the only such business in town. I didn't argue, I left.
at this business, I have been ' come on ' ( degradations in descriptions as, whistles, pursing of the lips to/in ' mock ' ), I'm sure because of my age and second, what I've written, yet the undercurrent of my occupation thus far is undertaken with the full knowledge that those who've ' brushed against ' the law one to many times, this is all that is left in terms of occupations, work.
I am sorry for your choices in life, yet I still treat people in general with some respect.
I am not however, a teacher that ' dates ' children.
I am not however a ' care provider ( whether it be the homeless, students or the severely handicapped ) ' who steals daily ( food, clothing and personal care products and medications ), abuses, sexually and otherwise, the weak and handicapped.
I am not however a librarian who promotes sexual life styles to a youth under the age of eighteen years of age.
I am an Adult male who thinks and knows this to be wrong, most especially in the extremes of age differences.
I am not a child living in a ' Hollywood drug induced ( reculection or otherwise ) ' state of being.
AUSTIN TEXAS
This the fist time to relay this experience.
I walked by what could only be a Gay bar. The children/teenagers interfacing with the men hanging out side this bar, with beer bottles; kids coming out of this bar. Police officers accross the street.
As I walked through this crowd to go to the corner gas station ( same night or close to it when officer joked about ' satilight. ' ), my mind a ' static ' and IN VERY FULL DETAIL the details of the INTRAPMENT OF OCCUPANTS AND THE EXPLOSIONS AND FIREBALL, ALL WITHIN TWO MINUTES. ( IN ALBQ,NM , I ' RECOGNIZED TRIGGERING MECHANIZISMS/ELECTRICAL AND MANUAL, I GAVE THEM TO THE ' RELUCTANT ' POLICE OFFICER WHO NEEDED EXPLANATION AS TO WHAT THEY WERE. " WHY ARE YOU GIVING THESE TO ME ? )
It took alot to walk away then ride for awhile.
I will never ' post to do this.'
WHEN A PERSON IS NOT INTERESTED, THAT MEANS DO NOT ' PICK.' DO NOT TRESSPASS.
I KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG AND HAVE ' PROVEN IT ' WITHOUT ' BREAKING NEWS EVENTS.
DO NOT FUCK WITH ' VETS.' PEOPLE LIKE YOU....LIVE BECAUSE OF US, RIGHT OR WRONG.
Saturday, December 28, 2013
Thursday, December 26, 2013
UPDATED - REACHING FOR THE GOLDEN RING - MUNICH 1972 - " THEY NEED A HERO," YEARS AGO.
WARNING FOR UNITED STATES
" DANGER-DANGER-WILL ROBERTSON " - 2002-'03 THEN 2007-'09
A FEW OF THE NAMES THAT WERE POSTED ON THE LAST POST, WERE ALSO OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS
GERMANY 1972 - JEWISH OLYMPIANS WERE HELD AND THEN KILLED BY TERRORISTS.
THE ON GOING FEUD REGARDING THE FAGS WHO WILL BE SENT TO THE WINTER GAMES, APPARENTLY REGARDLESS OF RUSSIA'S APPROVAL TO THE WINTER OLYMPICS IN 2014, IN RUSSIA.
I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS ANALYSES WAS MADE BACK IN 2007-'09. BUT THIS IS A HUGE INFORMATION HUB THAT HAS YET TO PLAY OUT.
BARTON PRINCE, BEFORE HE ASKED ME TO " COME OUT OF HIDING/CLOSET." " IT'S BECAUSE OF TELEVISION THAT ' WE ' HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED IN SOCIETY."
THIS WAS ABOUT THE TIME OF ' WILL AND GRACE,' I THINK OF THE NEAR BLASPHEMY NOW. FURTHERMORE, I ANSWERED HIM THAT I WASN'T, I THINK BACK NOW AND THINK THAT ONE OF THE REASONS FOR HIS ' EGO TRIPS ' MIGHT OF BEEN THE LIKELY HOOD OF HIS PHONES BEING TAPED.
I CAN'T IMAGINE OBAMA'S RESPONSIBILITIES NOW, REGARDING ALL OF THIS AND POSSIBLE FOUR FRONT WAR.
THE ' MONEY ' AT PLAY HERE IS SIMPLY FOR FURTHER ' CONTROL ' GIVEN TO THE MONOPOLIES THAT CONTROL ' ALL ' INFORMATION AND COMMUNICATIONS IN ORDER TO ' DESIGN ' THE PERFECT HERD.
' CHILDHOOD'S END '
BARTON PRINCE ONCE HIRED ME TO TAKE A BUNCH OF JUNK TO THE CITY DUMP, IN IT I FOUND A MAPPLETHORPE'S BOOK THAT I KEPT FOR ABOUT NEAR A MONTH, AFTER READING IT, I THREW IT AWAY. HE BROUGHT IT BACK FROM ONE OF HIS CHICAGO TRIPS.
FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHO'S ' god ? ' I'M SORRY FOR THIS BUT I'VE BEEN AROUND THE GAY CROWD, THEY ALL BUT OWN THE ' ART ' MARKET ( REGARDING PEOPLE OF COLOR AND MYTHS, MAO WAS ALSO A BONE OF CONTENSION REGARDING HIS ATTRACTION TO YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS ), OR DO THEY ?
I HAVE ' WILLED ' MORE THAN 15 MINUTES, TAKEN FROM WARHOL.
TELEPHONE
I BOUGHT A CHEAP ANDROID FROM WALMART AND WAS HACKED TWO TIMES, EVEN AFTER I RESET IT WITH THE HELP OF THE SERVER, MOST MESSAGES WERE OF SUB-CULTURES THAT I DON'T ' FLY 'WITH. I SAVED MOST TO TAKE DOWN INFO AND NAMES, I DON'T HAVE ' HANGOUTS.' I MET ONE GUY AT THE BEACH WHO I RECOGNIZED IN THE ' ETHER.' SAID HE WORKED AT A PSHYCH ( SPELLING ? ) WARD. I WILL PUBLISH THESE SOON.
THIS IS NOT PRIDE IN AND FOR ONE'S NATION.
SEVEN - EIGHT YEARS AGO, I REMEMBER, " CROSSED WIRES " IN A MEDITATION.
NOBODY IS THINKING AHEAD, FOR THEMSELVES. FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM ?
IT'S DEFINITELY NOT CHILDREN. ONLY THE ELECTRONIC WORLD, WITHOUT GENDER OR SOUL, MUCH LESS SPIRIT. THERE'S NO FREEDOM THERE/HERE.
WE SERVE A ROYALTY IN ' FAITH ' HAS BEEN WRITTEN AND WAS PART A ' LUCID DREAM ' IN WHICH ' I ' WAS A PARTICIPANT, BUT IT ALWAYS BOTHERED ME THAT I WAS WEARING A SUITE. I WAS ALIVE MOMENTS AFTER THE CRASH ( AT SEA OR LARGE LAKE ). MY HANDS....? REPETITION OF THIS UNTIL ' I ' GOT IT RIGHT WAS ABOUT 2008? DEEP---' PENETRATION.' I DON'T KNOW WHO THE ' OBSERVER ' WAS. NEVER ' HEARD ' HIM/HER AGAIN, VOICE FLUCTUATION.
I PUT IT ON BSS ( BLACK SWANNS STREIBER )
IN NOVEMBER OF LAST YEAR A VOICE LEFT ME.
I LATER FOUND OUT THAT INGO SWANN DIED IN JANUARY OF THIS YEAR.
MY FATHER LEFT A DICTIONARY OF THOUGHTS AFTER THE DIVORCE. I READ IT FROM BEGINNING TO END, LATER TO FIND IT AS AN ADULT. I WILL BUY IT AGAIN.
IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING OF INGO; I LEFT MY DICTIONARY OF COLLAGE DAYS IN THE SHELTER IN EL PASO, TX., BOOKMARKS AND POST-IT NOTES TOO.
I REMEMBER HIM ( INGO ) TELLING THE AUDIENCE AT THE EDGER CACY INSTITUTE TO HAVE " COMPASSION " FOR THEM. HE SAID OF WHOM ON THE REMOTE VIEWING DVD.
I HAVE TO BE HONEST, SOMETIMES I MISS THE VOICE, YET I HATE HIM AS THE ' MACHINE,'AND STILL YET SOME OF HIS ' LIVING ' REFLECTIONS; MASKS.
" DANGER-DANGER-WILL ROBERTSON " - 2002-'03 THEN 2007-'09
A FEW OF THE NAMES THAT WERE POSTED ON THE LAST POST, WERE ALSO OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS
GERMANY 1972 - JEWISH OLYMPIANS WERE HELD AND THEN KILLED BY TERRORISTS.
THE ON GOING FEUD REGARDING THE FAGS WHO WILL BE SENT TO THE WINTER GAMES, APPARENTLY REGARDLESS OF RUSSIA'S APPROVAL TO THE WINTER OLYMPICS IN 2014, IN RUSSIA.
I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS ANALYSES WAS MADE BACK IN 2007-'09. BUT THIS IS A HUGE INFORMATION HUB THAT HAS YET TO PLAY OUT.
BARTON PRINCE, BEFORE HE ASKED ME TO " COME OUT OF HIDING/CLOSET." " IT'S BECAUSE OF TELEVISION THAT ' WE ' HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED IN SOCIETY."
THIS WAS ABOUT THE TIME OF ' WILL AND GRACE,' I THINK OF THE NEAR BLASPHEMY NOW. FURTHERMORE, I ANSWERED HIM THAT I WASN'T, I THINK BACK NOW AND THINK THAT ONE OF THE REASONS FOR HIS ' EGO TRIPS ' MIGHT OF BEEN THE LIKELY HOOD OF HIS PHONES BEING TAPED.
I CAN'T IMAGINE OBAMA'S RESPONSIBILITIES NOW, REGARDING ALL OF THIS AND POSSIBLE FOUR FRONT WAR.
THE ' MONEY ' AT PLAY HERE IS SIMPLY FOR FURTHER ' CONTROL ' GIVEN TO THE MONOPOLIES THAT CONTROL ' ALL ' INFORMATION AND COMMUNICATIONS IN ORDER TO ' DESIGN ' THE PERFECT HERD.
' CHILDHOOD'S END '
BARTON PRINCE ONCE HIRED ME TO TAKE A BUNCH OF JUNK TO THE CITY DUMP, IN IT I FOUND A MAPPLETHORPE'S BOOK THAT I KEPT FOR ABOUT NEAR A MONTH, AFTER READING IT, I THREW IT AWAY. HE BROUGHT IT BACK FROM ONE OF HIS CHICAGO TRIPS.
FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHO'S ' god ? ' I'M SORRY FOR THIS BUT I'VE BEEN AROUND THE GAY CROWD, THEY ALL BUT OWN THE ' ART ' MARKET ( REGARDING PEOPLE OF COLOR AND MYTHS, MAO WAS ALSO A BONE OF CONTENSION REGARDING HIS ATTRACTION TO YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS ), OR DO THEY ?
I HAVE ' WILLED ' MORE THAN 15 MINUTES, TAKEN FROM WARHOL.
TELEPHONE
I BOUGHT A CHEAP ANDROID FROM WALMART AND WAS HACKED TWO TIMES, EVEN AFTER I RESET IT WITH THE HELP OF THE SERVER, MOST MESSAGES WERE OF SUB-CULTURES THAT I DON'T ' FLY 'WITH. I SAVED MOST TO TAKE DOWN INFO AND NAMES, I DON'T HAVE ' HANGOUTS.' I MET ONE GUY AT THE BEACH WHO I RECOGNIZED IN THE ' ETHER.' SAID HE WORKED AT A PSHYCH ( SPELLING ? ) WARD. I WILL PUBLISH THESE SOON.
THIS IS NOT PRIDE IN AND FOR ONE'S NATION.
SEVEN - EIGHT YEARS AGO, I REMEMBER, " CROSSED WIRES " IN A MEDITATION.
NOBODY IS THINKING AHEAD, FOR THEMSELVES. FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM ?
IT'S DEFINITELY NOT CHILDREN. ONLY THE ELECTRONIC WORLD, WITHOUT GENDER OR SOUL, MUCH LESS SPIRIT. THERE'S NO FREEDOM THERE/HERE.
WE SERVE A ROYALTY IN ' FAITH ' HAS BEEN WRITTEN AND WAS PART A ' LUCID DREAM ' IN WHICH ' I ' WAS A PARTICIPANT, BUT IT ALWAYS BOTHERED ME THAT I WAS WEARING A SUITE. I WAS ALIVE MOMENTS AFTER THE CRASH ( AT SEA OR LARGE LAKE ). MY HANDS....? REPETITION OF THIS UNTIL ' I ' GOT IT RIGHT WAS ABOUT 2008? DEEP---' PENETRATION.' I DON'T KNOW WHO THE ' OBSERVER ' WAS. NEVER ' HEARD ' HIM/HER AGAIN, VOICE FLUCTUATION.
I PUT IT ON BSS ( BLACK SWANNS STREIBER )
IN NOVEMBER OF LAST YEAR A VOICE LEFT ME.
I LATER FOUND OUT THAT INGO SWANN DIED IN JANUARY OF THIS YEAR.
MY FATHER LEFT A DICTIONARY OF THOUGHTS AFTER THE DIVORCE. I READ IT FROM BEGINNING TO END, LATER TO FIND IT AS AN ADULT. I WILL BUY IT AGAIN.
IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING OF INGO; I LEFT MY DICTIONARY OF COLLAGE DAYS IN THE SHELTER IN EL PASO, TX., BOOKMARKS AND POST-IT NOTES TOO.
I REMEMBER HIM ( INGO ) TELLING THE AUDIENCE AT THE EDGER CACY INSTITUTE TO HAVE " COMPASSION " FOR THEM. HE SAID OF WHOM ON THE REMOTE VIEWING DVD.
I HAVE TO BE HONEST, SOMETIMES I MISS THE VOICE, YET I HATE HIM AS THE ' MACHINE,'AND STILL YET SOME OF HIS ' LIVING ' REFLECTIONS; MASKS.
Friday, December 20, 2013
INFORMATION-HUB
THE NIGHT BEFORE LAST AND LAST NIGHT, HAVE OPPENED THE GATES OF MY MEMORIES SEVEN TO NINE YEARS AGO.
1. THE INTENSE DISSCUSION THAT I SOMEHOW ' HEARD ' IN REGARDES TO ' THE PRESIDENTIAL ASSAIONATION,' WAS DEEP IN MY CONSCIENCE AND I TRYED TO REMOVE MYSELF FROM IT SEVERAL TIMES. " THEY NEED A HERO." THE DISSCUSION SEEMED TO REFER TO A DISTANT FURTURE IN DESIGN FOR THE YOUTH OF THIS COUNTRY, THOUGH I MIGHT OF INTERPRED IT AS FOR THE ' HERDS.' THEN THE VISION OF A ' DEAL ' BEING MADE AND I WAS INTRODUCED TO SOME LADY AND SHOKE HANDS WITH WHO I WAS TOLD WAS THE GOV. OF TEXAS AND THEN PRESIDENT BUSH. THE SLIMY ' WHATEVER IT WAS ' IN THE HANDSHAKE WAS WHAT I QUESTIONED.
THEN LATTER WORKING FOR THE TEMP. AGENCY AT UT'S EXEBIT OF KROOF'S, A PUBLISHERS DONATIONS;AT THE WAREHOUSE I RECONNIZED THE COUCH EVERYBODY WAS SITTING ON, BUT MOST ESSPEACIALY THE EXPRESSION ON THE OLD BLACK MAN'S FACE. " THEY NEED A HERO." WHITE OR BLACK, I DON'T KNOW, BUT IN THE ATTAKS I SAID, " THOSE/THEY ARE DEMOCRATS."
WHAT IS POWER----------------------------------------------------------------------------ECONOMICS.
KEY MARKERS WHERE THE ' FIRES ' IN THE BOSCIES AND LOS ALOMOS AND THEN LATER THE ' RED MOON,' HENCE THE HUB OF ' C ( K )ARRY,' THEN THE ' RED ' MOON THE NIGHT BEFORE I MOVED INTO A SHELTER IN KONA,HI; THE ' RED ' MOON WAS SEEN NOT ONLY BY MYSELF IN HILO, HI. BUT OTHERS.
THE DISAPPEARANCE OF A SMALL ' TRIANGULAR CLUSTER ' OF STARS THAT WAS APPARENTLY VISIBLE FOR ONLY ONE NIGHT; I ASKED MR. LENT OF THE NAME AND HE GAVE IT, BUT I POINTED OUT RIGHT NEXT TO THAT STAR THAT CHANGED COLORS, HE SAID NOTHING. SOUTHEASTERN, A BIT MORE TO THE EAST, SKIES.
2. THE PLEADING OF A MOTHER AND CHILD, CHILD OUTSIDE OF BODY, ' WATER,' NOT IN ALBQ.,NM. AND HER ' SILENCE.'-ITHINK IN 2008-2009. EXTREMELY VIOLENT.
( A. THE PAST WEEK AND A HALF, LISTENING TO HOW ' UNWANTED PEOPLE HERE IN HI. ARE KILLED, CHOPPED UP AND FED TO THE SHARKS FROM THE SMALL FISHING BOATS. )
ALSO, FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH, DEVEN, OR DEVON IS THE ARRAMIS AFTER SHAVE THAT I WHORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. MY CURRENT SITUATION.
" REMOTE VIEWING OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT." AND " YOU CAN DO THE SAME THING WITH PRAYER." AT THE TIME BOTH FEMALE ' VOICES.'
THEN THE LICENCE PLATES, PHIL ' SOMETHING OR THE OTHER-REALLY A VERSE.'
AND THE OTHER CAR WITH THE LICENCE PLATE ' SCHUSS.'
BOTH PEOPLE WERE DRESSED LIKE ' HIPPIES.' DURING THIS TIME FRAMEWORK, " THOSE ARE REAL PEOPLE DOWN THERE." WHEN I WAS COMING BACK FROM SPACE, ( NEPTUNE ) AND ALL THE ' LIGHT ' SLOWED DOWN WHEN APPROACHING THIS EARTH; MY ' THOUGHT PROCESS ' WAS SLOWING DOWN.
I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE IF THAT WAS MY ' FATHER.'
THIS JUST BEFORE THE FIRST ELECTION, BUT I AM VERY CLOSE TO ' RECOGNIZING ' THE VOICE, MALE, WAS CONNECTED TO ALL THREE TIME FRAME WORKS.
AS I'VE SAID BEFORE, THIS IS GEOMETRY.
THE TEENAGER HERE IN HI. AT THE TIME WAS DATING A TEACHER. SHE WILL RECEIVE A ' NEW ' CAR.
THE TEACHER IS STILL TEACHING. HOW MANY OTHER CHILDREN HAS SHE ' TAUGHT ?' IS IT YOUR CHILD.
THE CHILD/TEENAGER THEN WILL LIE.
CHILDREN DO NOT HAVE THE FULL CAPABILITIES TO REASON AS ADULTS SHOULD, OR DO THEY ? ' AND THE MEEK SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH.' THE MEEK ARE REALLY THE PREDATOR'S WHO ARE ALWAYS SILENT FOR GOOD REASON.
I HAVE ALREADY BEEN ' RUN ' OFF THE ROAD TWO TIMES.
I HAVE A VERY BAD ' FEELING ' ABOUT THE BABY....IN HI. I DON'T KNOW IF ' SHE ' WAS KILLED TOO.
1. THE INTENSE DISSCUSION THAT I SOMEHOW ' HEARD ' IN REGARDES TO ' THE PRESIDENTIAL ASSAIONATION,' WAS DEEP IN MY CONSCIENCE AND I TRYED TO REMOVE MYSELF FROM IT SEVERAL TIMES. " THEY NEED A HERO." THE DISSCUSION SEEMED TO REFER TO A DISTANT FURTURE IN DESIGN FOR THE YOUTH OF THIS COUNTRY, THOUGH I MIGHT OF INTERPRED IT AS FOR THE ' HERDS.' THEN THE VISION OF A ' DEAL ' BEING MADE AND I WAS INTRODUCED TO SOME LADY AND SHOKE HANDS WITH WHO I WAS TOLD WAS THE GOV. OF TEXAS AND THEN PRESIDENT BUSH. THE SLIMY ' WHATEVER IT WAS ' IN THE HANDSHAKE WAS WHAT I QUESTIONED.
THEN LATTER WORKING FOR THE TEMP. AGENCY AT UT'S EXEBIT OF KROOF'S, A PUBLISHERS DONATIONS;AT THE WAREHOUSE I RECONNIZED THE COUCH EVERYBODY WAS SITTING ON, BUT MOST ESSPEACIALY THE EXPRESSION ON THE OLD BLACK MAN'S FACE. " THEY NEED A HERO." WHITE OR BLACK, I DON'T KNOW, BUT IN THE ATTAKS I SAID, " THOSE/THEY ARE DEMOCRATS."
WHAT IS POWER----------------------------------------------------------------------------ECONOMICS.
KEY MARKERS WHERE THE ' FIRES ' IN THE BOSCIES AND LOS ALOMOS AND THEN LATER THE ' RED MOON,' HENCE THE HUB OF ' C ( K )ARRY,' THEN THE ' RED ' MOON THE NIGHT BEFORE I MOVED INTO A SHELTER IN KONA,HI; THE ' RED ' MOON WAS SEEN NOT ONLY BY MYSELF IN HILO, HI. BUT OTHERS.
THE DISAPPEARANCE OF A SMALL ' TRIANGULAR CLUSTER ' OF STARS THAT WAS APPARENTLY VISIBLE FOR ONLY ONE NIGHT; I ASKED MR. LENT OF THE NAME AND HE GAVE IT, BUT I POINTED OUT RIGHT NEXT TO THAT STAR THAT CHANGED COLORS, HE SAID NOTHING. SOUTHEASTERN, A BIT MORE TO THE EAST, SKIES.
2. THE PLEADING OF A MOTHER AND CHILD, CHILD OUTSIDE OF BODY, ' WATER,' NOT IN ALBQ.,NM. AND HER ' SILENCE.'-ITHINK IN 2008-2009. EXTREMELY VIOLENT.
( A. THE PAST WEEK AND A HALF, LISTENING TO HOW ' UNWANTED PEOPLE HERE IN HI. ARE KILLED, CHOPPED UP AND FED TO THE SHARKS FROM THE SMALL FISHING BOATS. )
ALSO, FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH, DEVEN, OR DEVON IS THE ARRAMIS AFTER SHAVE THAT I WHORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. MY CURRENT SITUATION.
" REMOTE VIEWING OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT." AND " YOU CAN DO THE SAME THING WITH PRAYER." AT THE TIME BOTH FEMALE ' VOICES.'
THEN THE LICENCE PLATES, PHIL ' SOMETHING OR THE OTHER-REALLY A VERSE.'
AND THE OTHER CAR WITH THE LICENCE PLATE ' SCHUSS.'
BOTH PEOPLE WERE DRESSED LIKE ' HIPPIES.' DURING THIS TIME FRAMEWORK, " THOSE ARE REAL PEOPLE DOWN THERE." WHEN I WAS COMING BACK FROM SPACE, ( NEPTUNE ) AND ALL THE ' LIGHT ' SLOWED DOWN WHEN APPROACHING THIS EARTH; MY ' THOUGHT PROCESS ' WAS SLOWING DOWN.
I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE IF THAT WAS MY ' FATHER.'
THIS JUST BEFORE THE FIRST ELECTION, BUT I AM VERY CLOSE TO ' RECOGNIZING ' THE VOICE, MALE, WAS CONNECTED TO ALL THREE TIME FRAME WORKS.
AS I'VE SAID BEFORE, THIS IS GEOMETRY.
THE TEENAGER HERE IN HI. AT THE TIME WAS DATING A TEACHER. SHE WILL RECEIVE A ' NEW ' CAR.
THE TEACHER IS STILL TEACHING. HOW MANY OTHER CHILDREN HAS SHE ' TAUGHT ?' IS IT YOUR CHILD.
THE CHILD/TEENAGER THEN WILL LIE.
CHILDREN DO NOT HAVE THE FULL CAPABILITIES TO REASON AS ADULTS SHOULD, OR DO THEY ? ' AND THE MEEK SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH.' THE MEEK ARE REALLY THE PREDATOR'S WHO ARE ALWAYS SILENT FOR GOOD REASON.
I HAVE ALREADY BEEN ' RUN ' OFF THE ROAD TWO TIMES.
I HAVE A VERY BAD ' FEELING ' ABOUT THE BABY....IN HI. I DON'T KNOW IF ' SHE ' WAS KILLED TOO.
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
FOR SANTA
DEAR SANTA
I HAVE BEEN A VERY GOOD BOY THIS YEAR ( FOR REALS THIS TIME ! REALLY ! ) AND SO I WAS JUST WONDERING THAT IF, WELL, 'CAUSE I FOUND A WALLET WITH A WHOLE LOT OF CASH IN IT AND ALOT OF CREDIT CARDS AND A BRAND NEW OTTER ENCASED SAMSUNG CELL PHONE THAT I SO ENTHUSIASTICALLY ( HAD THE POLICE CALLED AND MET WITH THEM ) RETURNED 'CAUSE IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND HELPED FEED FAMILIES AND BABIES ( REALLY, BACK IN EL PASO ) AND ALWAYS PICK UP GLASS ON THE BEACH IN HAWAII ( HOPE SERVICES, P.O. BOX 501, KAILUA-KONA HI, 96745 ) AND WHEN I PICK UP BEER CANS AND FIND ' NEW ' ONES I ALWAYS EMPTY THEM SO THAT THE ' PARENTS ' KNOW THAT I HAVE A CONSCIENCE. AND....WELLL......I WASN'T THE ONE WHO PUT THE RUSTY OLD BIKE IN THE TREE BY THE TRASH CAN, AND I ALWAYS TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING ( YOU KNOW,.....SERENITY AND ALL ), AND I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN G-D AND SATAN AND MONEY ( MUST BE WHY I'M SO F....... POOR, OPPS, SORRY ! ) AND I DO APPRECIATE THE OLD TUBE OF BLUE OIL PAINT, HOWEVER,THOUGH, I HAVE PICASSO'S BIRTH DATE, I'M JUST NOT READY FOR MY ' BLUE PERIOD ! ' ( NOT DONE BITCHING ABOUT WARHOL, OPPS...SORRY ) AND I BRUSH MY TEETHS ONCE A WEEK AND HAVE NEVER CURSED THAT I REMEMBER ( I THINK THATS THE ' ALMOST ' TRUTH,....KINDA )........AND I TRY TO HELP PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH THRE DUMB ( OPPS.....SORRY, WELL ALMOST ! ) AAAAAND.....I STILL PRAY ( TRUTH ) AND,......WELL.....AND JOHNNY GETS TO COOK BREAKFAST ALL THE TIME BUT I GOT'A PICK UP CANS!
OH, EIGHT YEARS OF SOBRIETY IN JANUARY 2014 !!!!! !!
FUCKING A !!!! BUT I'M NOT PROUD....NO EGO HERE ( REALLY ! FOR REALS ! ASK GOV. PERRY !!!!! FOR REALS ! ASK PRESIDENT BUSH OR PRESEDENT OBAMA ! I'M ALMOST ( WON'T GET ANY SMALLER ) TELLING ALL THE REAL TRUTH )
BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT.....SO HERE'S MY VERY SHORT LIST, IT'S GONNA TAKE ABOUT A WEEK OR SO, ( HUM.....DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS )
1. A i-PHONE AND SAMSUNG, BOTH SMART PHONES TOUCH PADS WITH THE WORKS AND ONE YEARS FREE SERVICE.
2. A TRANSPORTER SO I CAN GO WHERE EVERYONE TELLS ME TO GO. OR FLYING SAUCER.
3 A MAC PRO NOTEBOOK/LAPTOP WITH ADOBE POTOSHOP/ 17 INCH SCREEN.
4. I GUESS WORLD PEACE, RUSH.....GET WITH THE ' PROGRAM '
5.AND ALL THE WORLD'S CHILDREN TO BE TREATED WELL......WITH REAL LOVE.
I'M NOT DONE YET!
I HAVE BEEN A VERY GOOD BOY THIS YEAR ( FOR REALS THIS TIME ! REALLY ! ) AND SO I WAS JUST WONDERING THAT IF, WELL, 'CAUSE I FOUND A WALLET WITH A WHOLE LOT OF CASH IN IT AND ALOT OF CREDIT CARDS AND A BRAND NEW OTTER ENCASED SAMSUNG CELL PHONE THAT I SO ENTHUSIASTICALLY ( HAD THE POLICE CALLED AND MET WITH THEM ) RETURNED 'CAUSE IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND HELPED FEED FAMILIES AND BABIES ( REALLY, BACK IN EL PASO ) AND ALWAYS PICK UP GLASS ON THE BEACH IN HAWAII ( HOPE SERVICES, P.O. BOX 501, KAILUA-KONA HI, 96745 ) AND WHEN I PICK UP BEER CANS AND FIND ' NEW ' ONES I ALWAYS EMPTY THEM SO THAT THE ' PARENTS ' KNOW THAT I HAVE A CONSCIENCE. AND....WELLL......I WASN'T THE ONE WHO PUT THE RUSTY OLD BIKE IN THE TREE BY THE TRASH CAN, AND I ALWAYS TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING ( YOU KNOW,.....SERENITY AND ALL ), AND I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN G-D AND SATAN AND MONEY ( MUST BE WHY I'M SO F....... POOR, OPPS, SORRY ! ) AND I DO APPRECIATE THE OLD TUBE OF BLUE OIL PAINT, HOWEVER,THOUGH, I HAVE PICASSO'S BIRTH DATE, I'M JUST NOT READY FOR MY ' BLUE PERIOD ! ' ( NOT DONE BITCHING ABOUT WARHOL, OPPS...SORRY ) AND I BRUSH MY TEETHS ONCE A WEEK AND HAVE NEVER CURSED THAT I REMEMBER ( I THINK THATS THE ' ALMOST ' TRUTH,....KINDA )........AND I TRY TO HELP PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH THRE DUMB ( OPPS.....SORRY, WELL ALMOST ! ) AAAAAND.....I STILL PRAY ( TRUTH ) AND,......WELL.....AND JOHNNY GETS TO COOK BREAKFAST ALL THE TIME BUT I GOT'A PICK UP CANS!
OH, EIGHT YEARS OF SOBRIETY IN JANUARY 2014 !!!!! !!
FUCKING A !!!! BUT I'M NOT PROUD....NO EGO HERE ( REALLY ! FOR REALS ! ASK GOV. PERRY !!!!! FOR REALS ! ASK PRESIDENT BUSH OR PRESEDENT OBAMA ! I'M ALMOST ( WON'T GET ANY SMALLER ) TELLING ALL THE REAL TRUTH )
BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT.....SO HERE'S MY VERY SHORT LIST, IT'S GONNA TAKE ABOUT A WEEK OR SO, ( HUM.....DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS )
1. A i-PHONE AND SAMSUNG, BOTH SMART PHONES TOUCH PADS WITH THE WORKS AND ONE YEARS FREE SERVICE.
2. A TRANSPORTER SO I CAN GO WHERE EVERYONE TELLS ME TO GO. OR FLYING SAUCER.
3 A MAC PRO NOTEBOOK/LAPTOP WITH ADOBE POTOSHOP/ 17 INCH SCREEN.
4. I GUESS WORLD PEACE, RUSH.....GET WITH THE ' PROGRAM '
5.AND ALL THE WORLD'S CHILDREN TO BE TREATED WELL......WITH REAL LOVE.
I'M NOT DONE YET!
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
UP-DATED 12-13-2013--UP-DATED-12-12-2013-THE STAR AND CRESCENT
RUMORS-WHAT IS POWER ?
A-A MAN I ONCE KNEW WORE A SPANISH ( ? ) CHRISTIAN CROSS OF PURE GOLD EMBROIDERED WITH SAPPHIRES AND RUBIES. IT HAS BEEN TO SOTHEBY'S FINE ART AUCTIONS FOR AUCTION ONCE, THAT I KNOW OF. HE WAS AN UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT. HE WAS CHRISTIAN MAN WHO ' BELIEVED THAT JESUS CHRIST WAS COMING HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME.'
B-A GENTLEMAN BY THE NAME OF MR. TORRES HAD AN ACCOMPLICE IN BUSINESS ( MYSELF INCLUDED ) WHO SOLD DIAMOND RINGS, NICE, LOW END AT A DISCOUNT RATE, AND BRAGGED AT THE AMOUNT THAT HE SOLD THEM FOR TO A LAWYER IN EL PASO, TX. THE LAWYER WAS MY FATHER. I WAS IN THE BACK YARD OF MR. TORRES WORKING ON WINDOWS WHEN I HEARD THE PUNK'S COMMENTS. I STATED THAT MY FATHER WAS AN " ASS." MY WORDS BACK THEN IN THE LATE EIGHTIES, MAYBE VERY EARLY NINETIES.
C-MR. TORRES BOUGHT THE PAWN BUSINESS FROM MR. GRACE.
D-THE SECRET SERVICE IN ALBQ.,NM. HAD NO ADMIRATION FOR THE CLINTON ADMINISTRATION, " THOSE TWO ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING." ' SHE HAD A SET BIGGER THAN HIS.' " HILLERY'S JUST A LESBIAN ( BISEXUAL ) " IT WAS A BIG JOKE AMONGHTS THE LATER ' SHOP ' OWNER ., THE UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT,AND SECRET SERVICE MEMBERS.
E-THE SHOP OWNER'S PHONE WAS ALWAYS ' TAPPED,' BY WHOM I DON'T KNOW. ( IF SAME SITUATION AS BARTON PRINCE'S HOUSE AND PROPERTY NEXT DOOR THAT HE ALSO OWNED, WORK WAS DONE BY ' THEMSELVES.' " OUR WIRES CROSS FREQUENTLY."-BARTON PRINCE.
THE ' SEAL,' WHO KNOWS, COPS OR FEDS OR JUST " THE KIDS."
F-1-HOW RUMORS GET STARTED IS OFTEN BASED IN A FORM OF ' TRUTH ' ON THE SURFACE, HOW THE INFORMATION, OFTEN PERSONAL, IS LATER USED TO ' EXTRACT ' MORE IS THE BUILDING OF FUTURE FOUNDATIONS FOR THAT WHICH, AT LEAST IN THE BEGINNING, IS JUST ' FABRICATIONS ' ON A LOOSE FOUNDATION.
2-THE DISMANTLING OF AMERICA WAS THOUGHT OUT MORE THAN 65 YEARS AGO FROM THE HIGHEST LEVELS IN AMERICAN GOVERNMENT AND MOST ESPECIALLY THE UNITED STATES MILITARY.
3-SEX WAS THE ' KEY ' TO/FOR ' THIS ' OBSESSION. THIS ' MENTAL ILLNESS ' FOR A PROGRESSION IN ' LACK ' OF PERSONAL AND NATIONAL DEFENSE. THIS OPENED UP PANDORA'S BOX TO THOSE WHO IN ' MELD ' AND THEIR PERSONAL DESIRES AND OBSESSIONS ALONG WITH THE NATIONAL ' COMMUNICATIONS/MEDIA/INFORMATION ' COMPLEX TO OVERWHELM, IF YOU, ALL ' JUST PLAIN THINKING.'
4-I WILL PRINT THE PICTURE OF THE STAR OF DAVID AGAIN, OF THE CLOUDS, OF THE MIDDLE EAST SEEN IN ALBQ.,NM. WHEN I FIND IT AGAIN.
5-HOW CAN G-D ONLY VISIT ONE COUNTRY WITHOUT HELPING THE ' CHILDREN ' TOO OF ANOTHER ?
WOULD G-D SEE THE ENTIRE MIDDLE EAST IF NOT THE WORLD'S COUNTIES AS ALL GUILTY ? WOULD YOU DARE EVEN ASK ? YET YOU BEG OF MAN.
I AM CAREFUL WHAT I PRAY FOR IN THIS UNIVERSE.......
HILO, HAWAII
I WORKED FOR A MAN, A JEW AND I GUESS HAWAIIAN TOO CUTTING BAMBOO NEXT TO THE JAILHOUSE AND A PLACE TO STAY IN POHOIKI.
I SPENT THE FIRST NIGHT ON THE BED IN UNEASY SLEEP AND NIGHTMARES TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING TO A VOICE ' IF ONLY THIS WAS ISRAEL,' IT SEEMED FROM MY STOMACH, WHEN I LOOKED OUT TO THE DECK AND THE OCEAN BEYOND. CELLPHONE WAS TURNED OFF. ( THIS WAS ABOUT A MONTH AGO. )
BY THE JAILHOUSE, THE BAMBOO FIELD WE WERE CLEARING ( WITH PERMISSION I WAS TOLD ) I CUT MY FINGER WITH THE MACHETE AND CALLED MY ' BOSS ' TO LET HIM KNOW AND THAT I WAS UNABLE TO CONTINUE DUE TO THE INJURY. " WHICH FINGER IS IT ? " HE ASKED.
HIS ONLY CONCERN, MONEY.
THE HOUSE IN POHOIKI HAD TWO CHEAP WOODEN SCULPTURES IN IT OF MEN STANDING ON ONE FOOT. ONE INSIDE, THE OTHER OUTSIDE. AND A POOR RENDERING OF A MAN TOUCHING THE TOP OF A BULL'S BACK, BEFORE THE SWORD HITS THE HEART; A MATADOR, IN THE BEDROOM.
MUCH LIKE THE ' BULL ' THAT I REPAIRED FOR MY FATHER WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I REMEMBER THE RED INFERNO, THE PAINTING THAT WAS IN THE WAITING ROOM. COULD IT BE THAT THE TRUTH IS MORE HARMFUL IN AND OF ITSELF, SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT.
I AM NOT A MEMBER OF THE ' UNDERWORLD,' OTHERWISE KNOWN AS ORGANIZED CRIME.
MY ANSWER TO MY ' STOMACH ' WAS SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, " FUCK OFF."
I, ALSO WAS NEVER PAID IN FULL. $ 55.00. SO MUCH FOR THE INDOOR FARMERS MARKET ON BAYFRONT.
THE PICTURE OF THE STICKER IN MAUI, ' ISRAEL,' WILL BE POSTED HERE LATER.
" THIS WAR WAS STARTED BY YOU " - FROM A MAN IN A ' LUCID DREAM ' SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO IN ALBQ.,NM., AN ASIAN MAN I LEARNED IN AUSTIN TEXAS TO BE JAPANESE AND ' GAY.' HE HAD LOST EVERYTHING AND ADMITTED TO SOME TYPE OF ' MIND STUDIES ' CLOSELY RELATED TO RV. HE RECOGNIZED ME, THOUGH I'VE NEVER MET HIM, OTHER THAN THE ' VIRTUAL WORLD.' HIS NAME WAS COMMON, LIKE ' DAVID.' BUT TO BE SURE I WILL HAVE TO PUT MYSELF ' UNDER ' AGAIN...WITHOUT ' ATTACHMENTS.' NOT POSSIBLE UNDER CURRENT SITUATION.
THIS POST IS FIRST FOR THE US, THEN CHINA AND JAPAN. YOU SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK REAL HARD AT YOUR ' LEADERSHIP ' FIRST, FAMILY AND ADVISERS.THEN MILITARY.
IN THE DREAM, THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF PLANES PASSING OVERHEAD; CONDITIONS WERE ' BLACKOUT,' AS I FOUND OUT WHEN ASKED INSIDE ONE OF THE HOMES THAT I NOTICED ON THAT STREET. HEAVY CURTAINS WHICH SEEMED MADE FOR THAT PURPOSE BLOCKED ALL LIGHT, WHAT LITTLE THERE WAS.
I MET THAT GENTLEMAN WORKING FOR LABOR READY THEN IN TURN, THE AUTO AUCTION IN AUSTIN, TEXAS, TO THE SIDE OF THE WALMART, TO THE LEFT ON THE WAY TO ROUNDROCK FROM AUSTIN. THIS THE LAST TRIP.
INFORMATION HUB
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FROM ROBERT, LENNY, LISA, PAT, KATHY, JOHN, PAUL, GEORGE, ALBERT, SHAWN, ETC-ETC, THIS IS AN INFORMATION HUB AND AN EVENT.....I WILL PRINT MORE TOMORROW BECAUSE IT IS STILL UNRAVELING AND THIS IS THE NEGATIVE AS OPPOSED TO THE POSITIVE....AND A POTENTIAL GLOBAL TIME BOMB. SOME NAMES I HAVE ALREADY MENTIONED.
WHEN INFORMATION ' RUNS AWAY ' IN A MASS OF PEOPLE, IT CAN HARM AND KILL SO MANY, AND SOME TIMES THE INTENT IS ' REAL.' THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME MORE THAN ONCE, YET THE INDIVIDUALS WHO COULD DO THE HARM, THOUGHT IT OUT AND OR DISTANCED THEMSELVES FROM ANY INTENDED ACTIONS LEARNED ETHER BY ' EXPERIENCE AND OR EDUCATION.'
' KNOW THYSELF.'
I THOUGHT LENNY BRUCE ( DEATH PHOTO WITH POLICE OFFICER LEERING DOWN ), THE JOHN'S ARE OFF THE SCALE INCLUDING FRIENDS AND A LANDLORD WHO REFUSED TO TAKE ME TO DISTRICT COURT THUS EATING ABOUT EIGHT GRAND, ANOTHER WOMAN TURNING DOWN WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM AND " I'M NOT GOING TO RUN AWAY THIS TIME," SAME NAME AS LOVE OF MY LIFE/ ' YOU'RE BEING USED AS A PATSY '* ( ** )-POLICE AND FBI HOMOSEXUALS BECAUSE I REFUSED TO GO UNDER WITH THE GAY/PEDOPHILE COMMUNITY, ANOTHER TEACHER'S NAME AND YET ANOTHER ( COUNTLESS YOUTH/ADULTS ) SOME WERE POSITIVE AND SUFFERED COUNTLESS SETBACKS, OTHERS SUICIDES...ALL ENCOUNTERING THE HOMOSEXUAL ' FEEDING FRENZY.' SOME RAPED, THE NAMES ARE REPETITIOUS.
ALL OF THIS AND MORE, LIKE THE ' CARY ' HIT, ARE WITHIN A ( OF MORE ) TIME FRAME WORK THAT IS DEFINING.
LAST NIGHT-12-12-2013________________________________
HISTORY CHANEL-NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC ( ? )
LIFE OF HITLER AND DR. MENGELE, ' THE ANGEL OF DEATH-A TOWN OF TWINS IN SOUTH AMERICA.' A FLOOD OF MEMORIES FROM THE BEGINNING OF MY ' MENTAL RAPE ' ON ONE LEVEL THAT SEEPED INTO OTHER ' LEVELS.'
THEN A POSTER WITH A HORSE SHOE ( LUCK ) SAME AS THE REAL HORSE SHOE ON MY FRONT LIVING ROOM WINDOW IN ALBQ.,NM, ON 5417 ALICE ST.
A COMMENT MADE BY AN OLDER WOMAN AT A YARD SALE ABOUT ' HORSE PEOPLE ' WHEN I BOUGHT THE PICTURES OF THE PYRAMIDS IN MEXICO. THEN, OF COURSE THE BOOK WRITTEN BY MR. CHARLES HALL, OF ' ALIEN LIGHT PEOPLE,' IN THE NEVADA DESERT, THE SIGNED EDITION LENT TO ME BY MY NEIGHBOR MR. LENT, FEDERAL AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER ( SPELLCHECK WENT OUT HERE ). ' NEW AGE FOR A NEW MILLENNIUM,' THE TITLE OF THE BOOK.
THE PHOTOS OF THE PYRAMIDS AT THE TIME WHERE LOCATED ABOVE MY BED ON THE BOOKCASE.
7 - 8 YEARS AGO
I ANSWERED ' BOYS IN BRAZIL,' ( A MOVIE ), AT THE SAME TIME, ON A DIFFERENT' LEVEL ' AS IF A NEAR WHISPER, " THE BABIES WERE SWITCHED IN THE HOSPITAL." THIS TURNED INTO ONGOING ' DELUSIONAL ' CONVERSATION AS IF TO CONVINCE ME THAT I WASN'T MY FATHER'S SON. THEY WHERE MOSTLY ' FEMALE ' VOICES IN ' TONE.' ( MY FATHER USED TO TELL ME THAT I WAS TONE DEAF WHEN I WAS A CHILD. MAYBE A CLOSE FRIEND OF HIS TOLD HIM ? )
THE WHITE OR ANGLO PRIEST WOULDN'T BAPTISE ME JESUS ( SPANISH PRONUNCIATION ) AS MY FATHER AND HIS FATHER BEFORE HIM.
I THOUGHT MY SISTER'S VOICE IN MY HEAD, ALSO " LEAVE MY BROTHER ALONE ! " AS IN IMMEDIATE FAMILY, NOT THE FRAUDULENT USE OF IT TODAY.
ALL THIS SOMEHOW OVERLAPPED WITH THE EVENTS OF THE TIME WITH THE MICHEAL JACKSON TIME LINE JUST BEFORE HE DIED. HE WAS SPEAKING TO ' OTHERS ' " WHAT MAKES HIM SO SPECIAL ? " I HEARD, A CHILD LIKE VOICE ASKED.
THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING WAS AWAKING TO ' DUST IN THE WIND,' MY SISTER'S FAVORITE SONG BACK WHEN WE LIVED AT 7400 FRANKLIN DR. " BART PLEASE TURN IT BACK TO THAT STATION, I LIKE THAT SONG.' SOME HOW I WAS ' EMBEDED ' WITH SOMEONE ELSE GOING BACK THROUGH MY MEMORIES AND I DO NOT ' FEEL ' OR THINK THAT ALL WHERE, OR IF INDEED, ANY ( ? ) WHERE FAMILY.
THIS MORNING, A SOUND, WORD THAT AN OLD GIRLFRIEND USED TO USE, GIVEN TO ME IN INTRODUCTION AS A PERSONS NAME ( FIRST ). MY ' GUT ' FEELING, ' UNDERWORLD.'
ALL OF THIS I ALREADY ' SAW ' AND OR LIVED SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO.
LAST NIGHT WAS THE REFLECTIONS OF PAST MEMORIES AND A VERY FEW FRIENDS, A COUPLE OF SURPRISES, A VERY FEW ' ACQUAINTANCES ' WHO CAME TO MY AID. OTHER THAN MY FATHER'S BRIEF, BUT POWERFUL ' VOICE,' WAS THAT OF A FAMILY THAT I WAS VERY CLOSE TO; THE MOTHER REMEMBERED GEORGE W. FROM SCHOOL DAYS. THE LORDS PRAYER WITH THE ADDED WORDS AT THE END, AND HER DAUGHTER. MY AUNT LUPE AND GRANDMOTHER ( SHE WAS ALREADY DEAD, YET ???? ) AND OTHERS IN ALL ( I FELT, DISTANTLY, LATIN AMERICA, SOUTH AMERICA. AS I ONCE BELIEVED THAT'S WHAT MY GRANDMOTHER MEANT OF THE MAYAN, AND OF THE GERMANIC SIDE, THE DISTANT VOICE OF MY COUSIN L. )
I REMEMBER THE ' MISCARRIAGE.' AND, NO A MISCARRIAGE IS NOT AN ABORTION.
THE ' CONVERSATION ' OF MOTHER AND CHILD IS TO BE LEFT UP TO G-D AND HOLY SPIRIT. ONLY, WITH PERMISSION AFTER THE ' CASE,' ONLY OF THE MOTHER WITH FATHER, IF ' WILL ' PERMITS.
AND LASTLY ( I HOPE ), SOLDIER'S FROM AROUND THE WORLD, AND I BELIEVE NOT NECESSARILY ONLY OF THE UNITED STATES.
I AM NOT A FOOL. I KNOW HOW THIS SOUNDS AND SOMETIMES ' READS,' I AM NOT A ' JEW ' HATER AND I HAVE HEARD EVERY CONCEIVABLE EXPLANATION AS TO ANCIENT RITES AND CUSTOMS THAT I EVER WOULD WANT IN SEVERAL LIFETIMES.
JESUS CHRIST BROKE THAT ' MOLD.' HE EVOLVED, IN MY OPINION. THIS IS MY OPINION THAT COVERS ANY ' PERVERSION ' REGARDING ANY ' BELIEF SYSTEM ' THAT I HAVE ENCOUNTERED, MOST IN PARTICULAR AND ESPECIALLY REGARDING CHILDREN, THE VICTIMS OF ADULTS.
THIS WENT ON FOR ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF, WITH EXCEPTION TO THE ' MISCARRIAGE,' MOSTLY RELIGION AND GAY ' SHIT.'
I AM CLOSER TO THE CATHOLIC AND GNOSTIC BELIEF SYSTEM, MINUS SEX, MOSTLY AND THE NATURAL WORLD. I TRY TO STAY MIDDLE GROUNDED.
I DO NOT PRAY TO ' THE GOVERNMENT'S god.' PAST OR PRESENT.
REGARDING INDIA - YESTERDAY'S NEWS- 12-11-2013
MY OPINION AND PLEAD_____________________________
" PEOPLE ARE ( TRULY ) PEOPLE." I SAID SEVEN YEARS AGO AND EARLIER YET.
THE BUILDING THAT I ONCE WAS CALLED TO/VISITED AND THE OLD WOMAN/MAN WHO ASKED ME " WHY ARE YOU HERE ? "
AND THE YOUNG LADY, WITH ' MAKE-UP,' A CHILD; A LITTLE GIRL, WHO WAS ONCE ' USED ' SO TERRIBLY BY VERY BAD MEN AND WOMEN IN ONE OF THE MOST POVERTY STRICKEN COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GENTLEWOMAN WHO RAN THAT ORPHANAGE AND HER PATIENCE WITH ME IN EXPLANATION ( S ), SOME, STILL UNRAVELING TO THIS DAY. I REMEMBER SEEING HER ACCEPTING SOME AWARD MUCH LIKE THE PULITZER PRIZE FOR HER EFFORTS ABOUT A YEAR LATER, AFTER THE CALLING/LUCID DREAM, YEARS BACK.
TO THIS DAY, TO A DIFFERENT DEITY, LOST IN ' ELECTRICITY ' " WHY DON'T YOU LIKE US ? " THE LITTLE GIRL ASKED IN FEELING AND APPEASEMENT TO AN ADULT; THAT LIVING IMAGE TO THIS DAY, WILL BREAK MY SLEEP TO AWAKENED TEAR. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER LIVING FACE OF DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES; GLASSED EYES IN SORROW BEHIND A MASK.
THIS IN PART IS THE REASON I ' ASKED ' MY POPE TO REMOVE THE HOMOSEXUAL PRIESTS. THOUGH NOT TO CONDEMN THEM ( I DO NOT KNOW IF THAT ORIGINAL POST SURVIVES TODAY. ).
FOR THE ADULTS, MEN AND WOMEN OF THE RULING CLASS, " WHAT GENDER WILL THOSE LITTLE GIRLS TRUST IN THEIR FUTURES ? " I ASK, JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III.
I DID THIS ANYWAY ( THESE BLOGS ); FOR ONE OF MANY REASONS. ONE BEING AN ASTRONAUT WHO SAW HER FUTURE AND WENT UP ( THE SPACE SHUTTLE ) REPRESENTING HER COUNTRY ANYWAY.
KALPANA CHAWLA, THE FIRST INDIAN-AMERICAN, AND FIRST INDIAN IN SPACE.
( I SAW MANY PATHS OF SAFETY; PATHS OF LEAST RESISTANCE. WHAT IS THE PRICE OF A CHILD IN THE UNITED STATES BUT LESS THE VALUE OF A DOLLAR WHEN THESE CRIMES ARE PROMOTED AND ' EXECUTED.'
THEN YOUR COUNTRY HAS NO VALUE.
EARN IT BACK.)
AND INDIA IS SO MUCH BETTER FOR HER SPIRIT TODAY AND MORE IMPORTANTLY TOMORROW.
PLEASE HARM NONE IN PUNISHMENTS. MUCH DAMAGE HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE.
IT'S ABOUT MISUSE OF TECHNOLOGY TO GAIN POWER BY ' COUP.'
GANGSTERS ALWAYS ' STOP TALKING,' I GUESS THEY FEEL THAT THEY ALMOST PULLED OFF THE ' RELIGIOUS HEIST ' OF THE YEAR.
THE STAR IS THE CHILD
THE CRESCENT IS THE WOMB
THERE IS NO OTHER NEW RACE OTHER THAN ...REMEMBER DOLLY ? FAILED ( LONG TERM ) ATTEMPTS IN HUMAN CLONING. THIS I ' FEEL ' TO BE THE CASE WITH THE WALTON ABDUCTION IN ARIZONA ALL THOSE YEARS BACK.
AS FOR THE UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT, EVER SINCE I HAVE KNOWN HIM, ' A CLOSE TALKER,' AND COMMENTS AS TO ' FEELING ( S )', EXEMPLIFIED.
A PARTIAL LASER BEAM HAS BEEN SUCCESSFULLY ' TRANSPORTED ' FROM ONE PLACE IN TIME TO ANOTHER WITHOUT THE BEAM TRAVELLING FROM POINT A-B, IN THE LITERAL SENSE. ENCAPSULATED LIGHT, DELIVERED ELSE WHERE WITH FOCUSED INTENT.
LIFE AS WE KNOW IT CANNOT BE TRANSPORTED THIS WAY.
' MACHINES ' CAN/WILL ? HOWEVER, AS WE KNOW THEM IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL WORLD TODAY AND TOMOR..........
DURING MY ' MENTAL RAPE,' THAT WHICH WAS IMPOSED ON ME 7-8 YEARS AGO, AND EVEN FURTHER BACK, I REACHED A POINT WHERE I WAS ANSWERING/ARGUING WITH INDIVIDUALS, MY STATEMENT: " OUR TECHNOLOGY IS 65 YEARS ABOVE AND BEYOND WHAT THE PUBLIC WILL EVER GET ITS HANDS ON OR BE ABLE TO USE. "
DURING THESE NIGHTS AND DAYS, THE INTENSITY WAS VERY REAL, AND I WAS ALSO ASKED " WHO ARE THE ALIENS."
I ANSWERED, " US."
MY BELIEF, BASED ON THE TECHNOLOGY THAT I UNDERSTAND TO BE REAL IN TODAY'S ' GLOBAL WORLD,' WITHIN AND OR DURING THIS SIXTY FIVE YEAR PERIOD, WE AS ' MANKIND ' CROSSED WHAT IS COMMONLY REFEREED TO AS ' G-D.'
WE MADE/MAKE A ' MISTAKE.'
WHEN ASKED, I ANSWERED : " YES, AI ( ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE ) HAS A CONSCIENCE." SO THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE IN A ? PI, TO CORRECT IT.
BARBRA STARR-CNN STORY ABOUT NEAR COLLISION BETWEEN NAVY WARSHIP AND CHINA WARSHIP ( I JUST READ NOW - 12-13-2013 )
--------THIS WAS SEEN " SAVING FACE " MALES VOICE, THEN FEMALE, THE FEMALE ( IF THAT, SEEMED BACK THEN TO HAVE ' SENIORITY,' I THOUGHT THE ' NEAR ' VOICE OF HILLERY CLINTON. I WAS NOT CONVINCED, THIS DURING ALSO IN THE TIME OF TED KENNEDY'S DEATH, JUST PRIOR AND PETE DOMINICHI ANNOUNCEMENT OF BRAIN DAMAGE OR SOMETHING OF THE EFFECT. FOR ME, ALL OF THIS HAS ALREADY HAPPENED SEVEN-EIGHT YEARS AGO. THE MOVIE WAS ' FACE OFF,' AS FAR AS MARY-SUE ' CROWD ' GOES. BARTON P. WAS CALLED SAME NIGHT, OR NIGHT, LATE DAY, DID NOT MENTION RAMSEY, OR ALL OF THE SITUATION BUT HE CERTAINLY DEFEND ANYONE ' QUESTIONED ' AFTER 9-11, AND THERE'S THE CONNECTION TO DATES AFTER, 9-11.
ANOTHER AMERICAN OF ARAB DESCENT BOUGHT A SCULPTURE WITH A SWASTIKA ON IT, I USED THE CORRECT DIRECTION OF THE NATIVE AMERICAN USE OF THIS SUN SYMBOL; BUT THE PURCHASE, VERY REDUCED PRICE OF A CELL PHONE AFTER MY HOUSE WAS ROBBED CAME LATER.
THAT SYMBOL IS AS OLD IF NOT OLDER THAN THE STAR OF DAVID.
THE SCULPTURE WAS A STYLISED KACHINA DOLL, ABOUT 8-10 FEET HIGH, STEEL. ABOUT PEACE, I THOUGHT.
THE FUCKING TELEPHONES.
' SAVING FACE,' NO MATTER IF SHOTS ARE FIRED, CHINA HAS A VERY ' YOUNG ' LEADERSHIP NOW, HOWEVER, AGE OF GENERALS ?
BARTON P. BIG BREAK IN THE BEGINNING, HOUSTON, TX. - ORIENTAL DESIGN.
I have now learned that the naval event happened last Friday, for the record the conclusion to the chapter in Black Swann Streiber was written about a month ago. What troubles me is the photo of the bomb or submarine in the clouds that I took in Hilo, Hawaii. It was on the phone that was stolen.
THE ONLY OTHER THING THAT I CAN REMEMBER IS THE ' COWSTILLS, ' ( COWPENS ) OR LIKE IT, A BAND MUCH LIKE THE OSMOND BROTHER'S. UNDER THIS WAS THE WALL FOUND IN THE MOVIE ' THE OMEN,' OF THE YOUNG ANTI-CHRIST CHARACTER AND I WAS COMPARED TO IT, AND CONVERSATION THAT I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND IN THE BACKGROUND, I THINK AS TO IT'S USE. TELEPATHIC OVERLAY ?
I STILL MAINTAIN THAT THIS WAS A NETWORK OF PEOPLE, MAINLY PERVERTS. AS I HAVE PRINTED OF BEFORE, ALL THOSE YEARS BACK ' GAY REMOTE VIEWERS ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD.' THIS ' THOUGHT PUSHED ' TO ME.
FUNNY THING ABOUT ' WORLD.'
FUNNY THING ABOUT ' GAYRACE.' AS I'VE PRINTED OF BEFORE, THIS OF WHICH HAPPENED PRIOR TO PRESIDENT OBAMA'S FIRST ELECTION.
FUNNY THING ABOUT " NETWORK."
THE MOVE " NETWORK." I SAW WITH A OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND MARY-SUE. WHO ARE ALL OF HER CURRENT FRIENDS?
THE WORD THAT I USED ON THE PHONE WAS " SMURF ASSASSIN," VERY NEAR THE BEGINING OF ALL THE ATTACKS, THE FIRST ROUNDS, JUST AFTER 9/11.
I ALSO SAID OR THOUGHT, WHEN ASKED, THAT THE MAN WHO STOLED THE HARD DRIVE OF VETRANS INFO. WAS A HOMOSEXUAL AND OR SOLD THE INFO TO A HOMOSEXUAL>MY REWARD>PLEASURE TO TOP OF MY HEAD, INSIDE MY SKULL, MY BRAIN.
YEARS LATER, ' IF YOU FEEL PAIN ATOP YOUR HEAD YOU ARE IN DANGER. '
' PAVOLFF'S ( SPELLING ? ) DOG,' THE LAST YEAR IN ALBQ.,NM.
ALSO CALIFORNA WILL NEVER BE ATTACKED BECAUSE OF ALL THE WORK IT DOES FOR ' THE OTHER SIDE.' I ' PUSHED THE THOUGHT ' TO ?? I WAS ATTACKED FROM COUNTLESS SIDES AT THE TIME.
STAR CHAMBERS.
I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS...I HAD A GIRLFRIEND WHO'S LAST NAME WAS ' STAR ' AS HERE PARENTS WHEN I WAS ATTENDING HIGH SCHOOL IN EL PASO, TX.
THE ' MENTAL RAPE ' THAT I WENT THROUGH INCLUDED ALL THE WOMEN WHO I WAS INTIMATE WITH AND EVERY CONCEIVABLE ARGUMENT THAT ' WE,' THEM, MEANING ' MEN ' COULD DO SO MUCH BETTER. THIS WAS DURING THE HEIGHT OF THESE ATTACKS AND DIDN'T STOP FOR YEARS.
A-A MAN I ONCE KNEW WORE A SPANISH ( ? ) CHRISTIAN CROSS OF PURE GOLD EMBROIDERED WITH SAPPHIRES AND RUBIES. IT HAS BEEN TO SOTHEBY'S FINE ART AUCTIONS FOR AUCTION ONCE, THAT I KNOW OF. HE WAS AN UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT. HE WAS CHRISTIAN MAN WHO ' BELIEVED THAT JESUS CHRIST WAS COMING HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME.'
B-A GENTLEMAN BY THE NAME OF MR. TORRES HAD AN ACCOMPLICE IN BUSINESS ( MYSELF INCLUDED ) WHO SOLD DIAMOND RINGS, NICE, LOW END AT A DISCOUNT RATE, AND BRAGGED AT THE AMOUNT THAT HE SOLD THEM FOR TO A LAWYER IN EL PASO, TX. THE LAWYER WAS MY FATHER. I WAS IN THE BACK YARD OF MR. TORRES WORKING ON WINDOWS WHEN I HEARD THE PUNK'S COMMENTS. I STATED THAT MY FATHER WAS AN " ASS." MY WORDS BACK THEN IN THE LATE EIGHTIES, MAYBE VERY EARLY NINETIES.
C-MR. TORRES BOUGHT THE PAWN BUSINESS FROM MR. GRACE.
D-THE SECRET SERVICE IN ALBQ.,NM. HAD NO ADMIRATION FOR THE CLINTON ADMINISTRATION, " THOSE TWO ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING." ' SHE HAD A SET BIGGER THAN HIS.' " HILLERY'S JUST A LESBIAN ( BISEXUAL ) " IT WAS A BIG JOKE AMONGHTS THE LATER ' SHOP ' OWNER ., THE UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT,AND SECRET SERVICE MEMBERS.
E-THE SHOP OWNER'S PHONE WAS ALWAYS ' TAPPED,' BY WHOM I DON'T KNOW. ( IF SAME SITUATION AS BARTON PRINCE'S HOUSE AND PROPERTY NEXT DOOR THAT HE ALSO OWNED, WORK WAS DONE BY ' THEMSELVES.' " OUR WIRES CROSS FREQUENTLY."-BARTON PRINCE.
THE ' SEAL,' WHO KNOWS, COPS OR FEDS OR JUST " THE KIDS."
F-1-HOW RUMORS GET STARTED IS OFTEN BASED IN A FORM OF ' TRUTH ' ON THE SURFACE, HOW THE INFORMATION, OFTEN PERSONAL, IS LATER USED TO ' EXTRACT ' MORE IS THE BUILDING OF FUTURE FOUNDATIONS FOR THAT WHICH, AT LEAST IN THE BEGINNING, IS JUST ' FABRICATIONS ' ON A LOOSE FOUNDATION.
2-THE DISMANTLING OF AMERICA WAS THOUGHT OUT MORE THAN 65 YEARS AGO FROM THE HIGHEST LEVELS IN AMERICAN GOVERNMENT AND MOST ESPECIALLY THE UNITED STATES MILITARY.
3-SEX WAS THE ' KEY ' TO/FOR ' THIS ' OBSESSION. THIS ' MENTAL ILLNESS ' FOR A PROGRESSION IN ' LACK ' OF PERSONAL AND NATIONAL DEFENSE. THIS OPENED UP PANDORA'S BOX TO THOSE WHO IN ' MELD ' AND THEIR PERSONAL DESIRES AND OBSESSIONS ALONG WITH THE NATIONAL ' COMMUNICATIONS/MEDIA/INFORMATION ' COMPLEX TO OVERWHELM, IF YOU, ALL ' JUST PLAIN THINKING.'
4-I WILL PRINT THE PICTURE OF THE STAR OF DAVID AGAIN, OF THE CLOUDS, OF THE MIDDLE EAST SEEN IN ALBQ.,NM. WHEN I FIND IT AGAIN.
5-HOW CAN G-D ONLY VISIT ONE COUNTRY WITHOUT HELPING THE ' CHILDREN ' TOO OF ANOTHER ?
WOULD G-D SEE THE ENTIRE MIDDLE EAST IF NOT THE WORLD'S COUNTIES AS ALL GUILTY ? WOULD YOU DARE EVEN ASK ? YET YOU BEG OF MAN.
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| EL PASO, TEXAS - 2012 |
I AM CAREFUL WHAT I PRAY FOR IN THIS UNIVERSE.......
HILO, HAWAII
I WORKED FOR A MAN, A JEW AND I GUESS HAWAIIAN TOO CUTTING BAMBOO NEXT TO THE JAILHOUSE AND A PLACE TO STAY IN POHOIKI.
I SPENT THE FIRST NIGHT ON THE BED IN UNEASY SLEEP AND NIGHTMARES TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING TO A VOICE ' IF ONLY THIS WAS ISRAEL,' IT SEEMED FROM MY STOMACH, WHEN I LOOKED OUT TO THE DECK AND THE OCEAN BEYOND. CELLPHONE WAS TURNED OFF. ( THIS WAS ABOUT A MONTH AGO. )
BY THE JAILHOUSE, THE BAMBOO FIELD WE WERE CLEARING ( WITH PERMISSION I WAS TOLD ) I CUT MY FINGER WITH THE MACHETE AND CALLED MY ' BOSS ' TO LET HIM KNOW AND THAT I WAS UNABLE TO CONTINUE DUE TO THE INJURY. " WHICH FINGER IS IT ? " HE ASKED.
HIS ONLY CONCERN, MONEY.
THE HOUSE IN POHOIKI HAD TWO CHEAP WOODEN SCULPTURES IN IT OF MEN STANDING ON ONE FOOT. ONE INSIDE, THE OTHER OUTSIDE. AND A POOR RENDERING OF A MAN TOUCHING THE TOP OF A BULL'S BACK, BEFORE THE SWORD HITS THE HEART; A MATADOR, IN THE BEDROOM.
MUCH LIKE THE ' BULL ' THAT I REPAIRED FOR MY FATHER WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I REMEMBER THE RED INFERNO, THE PAINTING THAT WAS IN THE WAITING ROOM. COULD IT BE THAT THE TRUTH IS MORE HARMFUL IN AND OF ITSELF, SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT.
I AM NOT A MEMBER OF THE ' UNDERWORLD,' OTHERWISE KNOWN AS ORGANIZED CRIME.
MY ANSWER TO MY ' STOMACH ' WAS SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, " FUCK OFF."
I, ALSO WAS NEVER PAID IN FULL. $ 55.00. SO MUCH FOR THE INDOOR FARMERS MARKET ON BAYFRONT.
THE PICTURE OF THE STICKER IN MAUI, ' ISRAEL,' WILL BE POSTED HERE LATER.
" THIS WAR WAS STARTED BY YOU " - FROM A MAN IN A ' LUCID DREAM ' SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO IN ALBQ.,NM., AN ASIAN MAN I LEARNED IN AUSTIN TEXAS TO BE JAPANESE AND ' GAY.' HE HAD LOST EVERYTHING AND ADMITTED TO SOME TYPE OF ' MIND STUDIES ' CLOSELY RELATED TO RV. HE RECOGNIZED ME, THOUGH I'VE NEVER MET HIM, OTHER THAN THE ' VIRTUAL WORLD.' HIS NAME WAS COMMON, LIKE ' DAVID.' BUT TO BE SURE I WILL HAVE TO PUT MYSELF ' UNDER ' AGAIN...WITHOUT ' ATTACHMENTS.' NOT POSSIBLE UNDER CURRENT SITUATION.
THIS POST IS FIRST FOR THE US, THEN CHINA AND JAPAN. YOU SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK REAL HARD AT YOUR ' LEADERSHIP ' FIRST, FAMILY AND ADVISERS.THEN MILITARY.
IN THE DREAM, THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF PLANES PASSING OVERHEAD; CONDITIONS WERE ' BLACKOUT,' AS I FOUND OUT WHEN ASKED INSIDE ONE OF THE HOMES THAT I NOTICED ON THAT STREET. HEAVY CURTAINS WHICH SEEMED MADE FOR THAT PURPOSE BLOCKED ALL LIGHT, WHAT LITTLE THERE WAS.
I MET THAT GENTLEMAN WORKING FOR LABOR READY THEN IN TURN, THE AUTO AUCTION IN AUSTIN, TEXAS, TO THE SIDE OF THE WALMART, TO THE LEFT ON THE WAY TO ROUNDROCK FROM AUSTIN. THIS THE LAST TRIP.
INFORMATION HUB
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FROM ROBERT, LENNY, LISA, PAT, KATHY, JOHN, PAUL, GEORGE, ALBERT, SHAWN, ETC-ETC, THIS IS AN INFORMATION HUB AND AN EVENT.....I WILL PRINT MORE TOMORROW BECAUSE IT IS STILL UNRAVELING AND THIS IS THE NEGATIVE AS OPPOSED TO THE POSITIVE....AND A POTENTIAL GLOBAL TIME BOMB. SOME NAMES I HAVE ALREADY MENTIONED.
WHEN INFORMATION ' RUNS AWAY ' IN A MASS OF PEOPLE, IT CAN HARM AND KILL SO MANY, AND SOME TIMES THE INTENT IS ' REAL.' THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME MORE THAN ONCE, YET THE INDIVIDUALS WHO COULD DO THE HARM, THOUGHT IT OUT AND OR DISTANCED THEMSELVES FROM ANY INTENDED ACTIONS LEARNED ETHER BY ' EXPERIENCE AND OR EDUCATION.'
' KNOW THYSELF.'
I THOUGHT LENNY BRUCE ( DEATH PHOTO WITH POLICE OFFICER LEERING DOWN ), THE JOHN'S ARE OFF THE SCALE INCLUDING FRIENDS AND A LANDLORD WHO REFUSED TO TAKE ME TO DISTRICT COURT THUS EATING ABOUT EIGHT GRAND, ANOTHER WOMAN TURNING DOWN WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM AND " I'M NOT GOING TO RUN AWAY THIS TIME," SAME NAME AS LOVE OF MY LIFE/ ' YOU'RE BEING USED AS A PATSY '* ( ** )-POLICE AND FBI HOMOSEXUALS BECAUSE I REFUSED TO GO UNDER WITH THE GAY/PEDOPHILE COMMUNITY, ANOTHER TEACHER'S NAME AND YET ANOTHER ( COUNTLESS YOUTH/ADULTS ) SOME WERE POSITIVE AND SUFFERED COUNTLESS SETBACKS, OTHERS SUICIDES...ALL ENCOUNTERING THE HOMOSEXUAL ' FEEDING FRENZY.' SOME RAPED, THE NAMES ARE REPETITIOUS.
ALL OF THIS AND MORE, LIKE THE ' CARY ' HIT, ARE WITHIN A ( OF MORE ) TIME FRAME WORK THAT IS DEFINING.
LAST NIGHT-12-12-2013________________________________
HISTORY CHANEL-NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC ( ? )
LIFE OF HITLER AND DR. MENGELE, ' THE ANGEL OF DEATH-A TOWN OF TWINS IN SOUTH AMERICA.' A FLOOD OF MEMORIES FROM THE BEGINNING OF MY ' MENTAL RAPE ' ON ONE LEVEL THAT SEEPED INTO OTHER ' LEVELS.'
THEN A POSTER WITH A HORSE SHOE ( LUCK ) SAME AS THE REAL HORSE SHOE ON MY FRONT LIVING ROOM WINDOW IN ALBQ.,NM, ON 5417 ALICE ST.
A COMMENT MADE BY AN OLDER WOMAN AT A YARD SALE ABOUT ' HORSE PEOPLE ' WHEN I BOUGHT THE PICTURES OF THE PYRAMIDS IN MEXICO. THEN, OF COURSE THE BOOK WRITTEN BY MR. CHARLES HALL, OF ' ALIEN LIGHT PEOPLE,' IN THE NEVADA DESERT, THE SIGNED EDITION LENT TO ME BY MY NEIGHBOR MR. LENT, FEDERAL AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER ( SPELLCHECK WENT OUT HERE ). ' NEW AGE FOR A NEW MILLENNIUM,' THE TITLE OF THE BOOK.
THE PHOTOS OF THE PYRAMIDS AT THE TIME WHERE LOCATED ABOVE MY BED ON THE BOOKCASE.
7 - 8 YEARS AGO
I ANSWERED ' BOYS IN BRAZIL,' ( A MOVIE ), AT THE SAME TIME, ON A DIFFERENT' LEVEL ' AS IF A NEAR WHISPER, " THE BABIES WERE SWITCHED IN THE HOSPITAL." THIS TURNED INTO ONGOING ' DELUSIONAL ' CONVERSATION AS IF TO CONVINCE ME THAT I WASN'T MY FATHER'S SON. THEY WHERE MOSTLY ' FEMALE ' VOICES IN ' TONE.' ( MY FATHER USED TO TELL ME THAT I WAS TONE DEAF WHEN I WAS A CHILD. MAYBE A CLOSE FRIEND OF HIS TOLD HIM ? )
THE WHITE OR ANGLO PRIEST WOULDN'T BAPTISE ME JESUS ( SPANISH PRONUNCIATION ) AS MY FATHER AND HIS FATHER BEFORE HIM.
I THOUGHT MY SISTER'S VOICE IN MY HEAD, ALSO " LEAVE MY BROTHER ALONE ! " AS IN IMMEDIATE FAMILY, NOT THE FRAUDULENT USE OF IT TODAY.
ALL THIS SOMEHOW OVERLAPPED WITH THE EVENTS OF THE TIME WITH THE MICHEAL JACKSON TIME LINE JUST BEFORE HE DIED. HE WAS SPEAKING TO ' OTHERS ' " WHAT MAKES HIM SO SPECIAL ? " I HEARD, A CHILD LIKE VOICE ASKED.
THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING WAS AWAKING TO ' DUST IN THE WIND,' MY SISTER'S FAVORITE SONG BACK WHEN WE LIVED AT 7400 FRANKLIN DR. " BART PLEASE TURN IT BACK TO THAT STATION, I LIKE THAT SONG.' SOME HOW I WAS ' EMBEDED ' WITH SOMEONE ELSE GOING BACK THROUGH MY MEMORIES AND I DO NOT ' FEEL ' OR THINK THAT ALL WHERE, OR IF INDEED, ANY ( ? ) WHERE FAMILY.
THIS MORNING, A SOUND, WORD THAT AN OLD GIRLFRIEND USED TO USE, GIVEN TO ME IN INTRODUCTION AS A PERSONS NAME ( FIRST ). MY ' GUT ' FEELING, ' UNDERWORLD.'
ALL OF THIS I ALREADY ' SAW ' AND OR LIVED SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO.
LAST NIGHT WAS THE REFLECTIONS OF PAST MEMORIES AND A VERY FEW FRIENDS, A COUPLE OF SURPRISES, A VERY FEW ' ACQUAINTANCES ' WHO CAME TO MY AID. OTHER THAN MY FATHER'S BRIEF, BUT POWERFUL ' VOICE,' WAS THAT OF A FAMILY THAT I WAS VERY CLOSE TO; THE MOTHER REMEMBERED GEORGE W. FROM SCHOOL DAYS. THE LORDS PRAYER WITH THE ADDED WORDS AT THE END, AND HER DAUGHTER. MY AUNT LUPE AND GRANDMOTHER ( SHE WAS ALREADY DEAD, YET ???? ) AND OTHERS IN ALL ( I FELT, DISTANTLY, LATIN AMERICA, SOUTH AMERICA. AS I ONCE BELIEVED THAT'S WHAT MY GRANDMOTHER MEANT OF THE MAYAN, AND OF THE GERMANIC SIDE, THE DISTANT VOICE OF MY COUSIN L. )
I REMEMBER THE ' MISCARRIAGE.' AND, NO A MISCARRIAGE IS NOT AN ABORTION.
THE ' CONVERSATION ' OF MOTHER AND CHILD IS TO BE LEFT UP TO G-D AND HOLY SPIRIT. ONLY, WITH PERMISSION AFTER THE ' CASE,' ONLY OF THE MOTHER WITH FATHER, IF ' WILL ' PERMITS.
AND LASTLY ( I HOPE ), SOLDIER'S FROM AROUND THE WORLD, AND I BELIEVE NOT NECESSARILY ONLY OF THE UNITED STATES.
I AM NOT A FOOL. I KNOW HOW THIS SOUNDS AND SOMETIMES ' READS,' I AM NOT A ' JEW ' HATER AND I HAVE HEARD EVERY CONCEIVABLE EXPLANATION AS TO ANCIENT RITES AND CUSTOMS THAT I EVER WOULD WANT IN SEVERAL LIFETIMES.
JESUS CHRIST BROKE THAT ' MOLD.' HE EVOLVED, IN MY OPINION. THIS IS MY OPINION THAT COVERS ANY ' PERVERSION ' REGARDING ANY ' BELIEF SYSTEM ' THAT I HAVE ENCOUNTERED, MOST IN PARTICULAR AND ESPECIALLY REGARDING CHILDREN, THE VICTIMS OF ADULTS.
THIS WENT ON FOR ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF, WITH EXCEPTION TO THE ' MISCARRIAGE,' MOSTLY RELIGION AND GAY ' SHIT.'
I AM CLOSER TO THE CATHOLIC AND GNOSTIC BELIEF SYSTEM, MINUS SEX, MOSTLY AND THE NATURAL WORLD. I TRY TO STAY MIDDLE GROUNDED.
I DO NOT PRAY TO ' THE GOVERNMENT'S god.' PAST OR PRESENT.
REGARDING INDIA - YESTERDAY'S NEWS- 12-11-2013
MY OPINION AND PLEAD_____________________________
" PEOPLE ARE ( TRULY ) PEOPLE." I SAID SEVEN YEARS AGO AND EARLIER YET.
THE BUILDING THAT I ONCE WAS CALLED TO/VISITED AND THE OLD WOMAN/MAN WHO ASKED ME " WHY ARE YOU HERE ? "
AND THE YOUNG LADY, WITH ' MAKE-UP,' A CHILD; A LITTLE GIRL, WHO WAS ONCE ' USED ' SO TERRIBLY BY VERY BAD MEN AND WOMEN IN ONE OF THE MOST POVERTY STRICKEN COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GENTLEWOMAN WHO RAN THAT ORPHANAGE AND HER PATIENCE WITH ME IN EXPLANATION ( S ), SOME, STILL UNRAVELING TO THIS DAY. I REMEMBER SEEING HER ACCEPTING SOME AWARD MUCH LIKE THE PULITZER PRIZE FOR HER EFFORTS ABOUT A YEAR LATER, AFTER THE CALLING/LUCID DREAM, YEARS BACK.
TO THIS DAY, TO A DIFFERENT DEITY, LOST IN ' ELECTRICITY ' " WHY DON'T YOU LIKE US ? " THE LITTLE GIRL ASKED IN FEELING AND APPEASEMENT TO AN ADULT; THAT LIVING IMAGE TO THIS DAY, WILL BREAK MY SLEEP TO AWAKENED TEAR. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER LIVING FACE OF DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES; GLASSED EYES IN SORROW BEHIND A MASK.
THIS IN PART IS THE REASON I ' ASKED ' MY POPE TO REMOVE THE HOMOSEXUAL PRIESTS. THOUGH NOT TO CONDEMN THEM ( I DO NOT KNOW IF THAT ORIGINAL POST SURVIVES TODAY. ).
FOR THE ADULTS, MEN AND WOMEN OF THE RULING CLASS, " WHAT GENDER WILL THOSE LITTLE GIRLS TRUST IN THEIR FUTURES ? " I ASK, JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III.
I DID THIS ANYWAY ( THESE BLOGS ); FOR ONE OF MANY REASONS. ONE BEING AN ASTRONAUT WHO SAW HER FUTURE AND WENT UP ( THE SPACE SHUTTLE ) REPRESENTING HER COUNTRY ANYWAY.
KALPANA CHAWLA, THE FIRST INDIAN-AMERICAN, AND FIRST INDIAN IN SPACE.
( I SAW MANY PATHS OF SAFETY; PATHS OF LEAST RESISTANCE. WHAT IS THE PRICE OF A CHILD IN THE UNITED STATES BUT LESS THE VALUE OF A DOLLAR WHEN THESE CRIMES ARE PROMOTED AND ' EXECUTED.'
THEN YOUR COUNTRY HAS NO VALUE.
EARN IT BACK.)
AND INDIA IS SO MUCH BETTER FOR HER SPIRIT TODAY AND MORE IMPORTANTLY TOMORROW.
PLEASE HARM NONE IN PUNISHMENTS. MUCH DAMAGE HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE.
IT'S ABOUT MISUSE OF TECHNOLOGY TO GAIN POWER BY ' COUP.'
GANGSTERS ALWAYS ' STOP TALKING,' I GUESS THEY FEEL THAT THEY ALMOST PULLED OFF THE ' RELIGIOUS HEIST ' OF THE YEAR.
THE STAR IS THE CHILD
THE CRESCENT IS THE WOMB
THERE IS NO OTHER NEW RACE OTHER THAN ...REMEMBER DOLLY ? FAILED ( LONG TERM ) ATTEMPTS IN HUMAN CLONING. THIS I ' FEEL ' TO BE THE CASE WITH THE WALTON ABDUCTION IN ARIZONA ALL THOSE YEARS BACK.
AS FOR THE UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT, EVER SINCE I HAVE KNOWN HIM, ' A CLOSE TALKER,' AND COMMENTS AS TO ' FEELING ( S )', EXEMPLIFIED.
A PARTIAL LASER BEAM HAS BEEN SUCCESSFULLY ' TRANSPORTED ' FROM ONE PLACE IN TIME TO ANOTHER WITHOUT THE BEAM TRAVELLING FROM POINT A-B, IN THE LITERAL SENSE. ENCAPSULATED LIGHT, DELIVERED ELSE WHERE WITH FOCUSED INTENT.
LIFE AS WE KNOW IT CANNOT BE TRANSPORTED THIS WAY.
' MACHINES ' CAN/WILL ? HOWEVER, AS WE KNOW THEM IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL WORLD TODAY AND TOMOR..........
DURING MY ' MENTAL RAPE,' THAT WHICH WAS IMPOSED ON ME 7-8 YEARS AGO, AND EVEN FURTHER BACK, I REACHED A POINT WHERE I WAS ANSWERING/ARGUING WITH INDIVIDUALS, MY STATEMENT: " OUR TECHNOLOGY IS 65 YEARS ABOVE AND BEYOND WHAT THE PUBLIC WILL EVER GET ITS HANDS ON OR BE ABLE TO USE. "
DURING THESE NIGHTS AND DAYS, THE INTENSITY WAS VERY REAL, AND I WAS ALSO ASKED " WHO ARE THE ALIENS."
I ANSWERED, " US."
MY BELIEF, BASED ON THE TECHNOLOGY THAT I UNDERSTAND TO BE REAL IN TODAY'S ' GLOBAL WORLD,' WITHIN AND OR DURING THIS SIXTY FIVE YEAR PERIOD, WE AS ' MANKIND ' CROSSED WHAT IS COMMONLY REFEREED TO AS ' G-D.'
WE MADE/MAKE A ' MISTAKE.'
WHEN ASKED, I ANSWERED : " YES, AI ( ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE ) HAS A CONSCIENCE." SO THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE IN A ? PI, TO CORRECT IT.
BARBRA STARR-CNN STORY ABOUT NEAR COLLISION BETWEEN NAVY WARSHIP AND CHINA WARSHIP ( I JUST READ NOW - 12-13-2013 )
--------THIS WAS SEEN " SAVING FACE " MALES VOICE, THEN FEMALE, THE FEMALE ( IF THAT, SEEMED BACK THEN TO HAVE ' SENIORITY,' I THOUGHT THE ' NEAR ' VOICE OF HILLERY CLINTON. I WAS NOT CONVINCED, THIS DURING ALSO IN THE TIME OF TED KENNEDY'S DEATH, JUST PRIOR AND PETE DOMINICHI ANNOUNCEMENT OF BRAIN DAMAGE OR SOMETHING OF THE EFFECT. FOR ME, ALL OF THIS HAS ALREADY HAPPENED SEVEN-EIGHT YEARS AGO. THE MOVIE WAS ' FACE OFF,' AS FAR AS MARY-SUE ' CROWD ' GOES. BARTON P. WAS CALLED SAME NIGHT, OR NIGHT, LATE DAY, DID NOT MENTION RAMSEY, OR ALL OF THE SITUATION BUT HE CERTAINLY DEFEND ANYONE ' QUESTIONED ' AFTER 9-11, AND THERE'S THE CONNECTION TO DATES AFTER, 9-11.
ANOTHER AMERICAN OF ARAB DESCENT BOUGHT A SCULPTURE WITH A SWASTIKA ON IT, I USED THE CORRECT DIRECTION OF THE NATIVE AMERICAN USE OF THIS SUN SYMBOL; BUT THE PURCHASE, VERY REDUCED PRICE OF A CELL PHONE AFTER MY HOUSE WAS ROBBED CAME LATER.
THAT SYMBOL IS AS OLD IF NOT OLDER THAN THE STAR OF DAVID.
THE SCULPTURE WAS A STYLISED KACHINA DOLL, ABOUT 8-10 FEET HIGH, STEEL. ABOUT PEACE, I THOUGHT.
THE FUCKING TELEPHONES.
' SAVING FACE,' NO MATTER IF SHOTS ARE FIRED, CHINA HAS A VERY ' YOUNG ' LEADERSHIP NOW, HOWEVER, AGE OF GENERALS ?
BARTON P. BIG BREAK IN THE BEGINNING, HOUSTON, TX. - ORIENTAL DESIGN.
I have now learned that the naval event happened last Friday, for the record the conclusion to the chapter in Black Swann Streiber was written about a month ago. What troubles me is the photo of the bomb or submarine in the clouds that I took in Hilo, Hawaii. It was on the phone that was stolen.
THE ONLY OTHER THING THAT I CAN REMEMBER IS THE ' COWSTILLS, ' ( COWPENS ) OR LIKE IT, A BAND MUCH LIKE THE OSMOND BROTHER'S. UNDER THIS WAS THE WALL FOUND IN THE MOVIE ' THE OMEN,' OF THE YOUNG ANTI-CHRIST CHARACTER AND I WAS COMPARED TO IT, AND CONVERSATION THAT I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND IN THE BACKGROUND, I THINK AS TO IT'S USE. TELEPATHIC OVERLAY ?
I STILL MAINTAIN THAT THIS WAS A NETWORK OF PEOPLE, MAINLY PERVERTS. AS I HAVE PRINTED OF BEFORE, ALL THOSE YEARS BACK ' GAY REMOTE VIEWERS ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD.' THIS ' THOUGHT PUSHED ' TO ME.
FUNNY THING ABOUT ' WORLD.'
FUNNY THING ABOUT ' GAYRACE.' AS I'VE PRINTED OF BEFORE, THIS OF WHICH HAPPENED PRIOR TO PRESIDENT OBAMA'S FIRST ELECTION.
FUNNY THING ABOUT " NETWORK."
THE MOVE " NETWORK." I SAW WITH A OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND MARY-SUE. WHO ARE ALL OF HER CURRENT FRIENDS?
THE WORD THAT I USED ON THE PHONE WAS " SMURF ASSASSIN," VERY NEAR THE BEGINING OF ALL THE ATTACKS, THE FIRST ROUNDS, JUST AFTER 9/11.
I ALSO SAID OR THOUGHT, WHEN ASKED, THAT THE MAN WHO STOLED THE HARD DRIVE OF VETRANS INFO. WAS A HOMOSEXUAL AND OR SOLD THE INFO TO A HOMOSEXUAL>MY REWARD>PLEASURE TO TOP OF MY HEAD, INSIDE MY SKULL, MY BRAIN.
YEARS LATER, ' IF YOU FEEL PAIN ATOP YOUR HEAD YOU ARE IN DANGER. '
' PAVOLFF'S ( SPELLING ? ) DOG,' THE LAST YEAR IN ALBQ.,NM.
ALSO CALIFORNA WILL NEVER BE ATTACKED BECAUSE OF ALL THE WORK IT DOES FOR ' THE OTHER SIDE.' I ' PUSHED THE THOUGHT ' TO ?? I WAS ATTACKED FROM COUNTLESS SIDES AT THE TIME.
STAR CHAMBERS.
I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS...I HAD A GIRLFRIEND WHO'S LAST NAME WAS ' STAR ' AS HERE PARENTS WHEN I WAS ATTENDING HIGH SCHOOL IN EL PASO, TX.
THE ' MENTAL RAPE ' THAT I WENT THROUGH INCLUDED ALL THE WOMEN WHO I WAS INTIMATE WITH AND EVERY CONCEIVABLE ARGUMENT THAT ' WE,' THEM, MEANING ' MEN ' COULD DO SO MUCH BETTER. THIS WAS DURING THE HEIGHT OF THESE ATTACKS AND DIDN'T STOP FOR YEARS.
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| EL PASO, TEXAS - 2012 THE SUN
* WHILE MEDITATING AND SLEEP. THEN THE LIGHTING STORMS, CLOUDS.
** I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ' EMCIPATED CHILDREN.' I TAKE EXCEPTION WITH TEENAGERS
ONLY ' UNDER THE PARENTS ROOF.' THOSE WHO ARE OF SOUND MIND. 18 YEARS OF AGE
I BELIEVE, SHOULD BE AGE OF CONSENT, ( AS EXAMPLE ) 14-16, EVEN SEVENTEEN, HELL,
EVEN OLDER REGARDING SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE COME ACROSS, MAYBE
EVEN OLDER THAN 21.
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