UP DATED - 4-1-2015 AND I'M GOING TO PISS PEOPLE OFF - UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE PART OF THE REMAINING PART OF THE LETTER TO BETO O'ROURKE PUBLIC AND IN DOING SO, MY REASONS ARE THESE, I HAVE ONLY SO MANY SHIRTS THAT I WISH TO KEEP. SECOND SOME OF THE TOPICS I DO NOT THINK THE PUBLIC CARES ABOUT ANYWAY BECAUSE THEN THERE WOULD BE NO ISSUES TO APPROACH THE CONGRESSMAN WITH IN THE FIRST PLACE.

MY FINAL DRAFT WILL BE DIFFERENT AND COMPLETED AS WHAT IS REPRESENTED HERE IS ONLY A PARTICLE FORM OF UN EDITED THOUGHTS.

TO THE HONORABLE:

Beto O'Rourke United States House of Representatives 1721 Longworth House Office Building Washington, D.C. 20515-4316

DC Phone:202-225-4831DC Fax:202-225-2016

ARTICLE ( IS FOUND IN ) 77

THE NEW ' EXPORT IS INTEL ' AND HAS BEEN FOR SOME TIME; AGE OF INFORMATION GATHERS HAS JUST LOWERED INTO THE TEENS AND ' PRE-TEENS.'  NOT JUST WHAT HAS BEEN SOLD IN REGARDS TO VETERAN'S MEDICAL RECORDS. ALL INFORMATION.

EXAMPLE: WHO BUYS ? THE YOUNG BUY WHAT IS THOUGHT TO BE FOR THE ' OLDER  PERSON.'

THE OLD BUY WHAT IS THOUGHT TO BE FOR THE ' YOUNGER PERSON.'

VETERANS

1: AS PER THIRD PARTY VA REPS ( SHELTERS - HALFWAY/TRANSITIONAL HOMES/ROOMS -  STREAMLINE THE INTAKE INFORMATION BUT MAKE SURE THE QUESTIONS ARE CLEAR AS TO WHAT THE AILMENTS ARE AND ' INDICATORS ' OF PTSD.

2: AS PER WORK PLACE-MENTAL HEALTH - NO SERVICEMEN WHO HANDLED ' COMBAT ' OR ' COMMUNICATIONS,' DU ORDNANCE OR NUCLEAR ORDNANCE, WHICH HAD TO BE PHYSICALLY MOVED ( EVEN WITH FORK LIFTS, OR SIMILAR ). SERVICEMEN WHO HAVE REPAIRED AIRCRAFT CARRIERS IN REGARDS TO DU ARMOR OR ENGINES AND IT'S ' HOUSINGS,' AND THE SAME WITH TANK, HELICOPTERS, ARMOR AND IT'S ORDNANCE, NUCLEAR OR NOT. ALL DECK PERSONAL AND MOST ESPECIALLY THOSE ENGAGED IN THE REPAIR AND INSPECTIONS DURING WAR OPERATIONS. 

3: ITT PERSONAL, ATF AND TSA  SHOULD BE RE-EXAMINED, MOST ESPECIALLY REGARDED ' FURTHER ' STUDIES IN BACKGROUND CHECKS, DRUG TESTING, AND ANY OTHER SECURITY BATTERIES OF INFORMATION GATHERING, THAT MIGHT DAMAGE THE COUNTRY'S SAFETY TO ENSURE  NATIONAL SECURITY. THIS INTERFACE WITH CITIES THAT HOST MILITARY BASES RENDER FURTHER INVESTIGATIONS. REASONS CAN BE FOUND IN THE LIBRARY SYSTEMS ( BOTH SCHOOL AND PUBLIC ) OF THE NATION WERE A GREAT NUMBER OF HOMELESS VETERANS FIND REFUSE AND ACCESS TO COMPUTERS INTERFACING WITH THE VA AND BASES IN GENERAL. IN A ' POLITICAL WORLD ' LEAD BY MEDIA, OFTEN, ' ABDUCTION ' OF PERSONAL INFORMATION, BASE INFORMATION AND OTHER FORMS OF ' INTEL,' WILL AND IS USED TO FURTHER THE ' UNSTABLY ' OF NOT ONLY THE SERVICE MAN WHO ONCE DEFENDED THE NATION, BUT THEN HE/SHE OR THE INTEL, IS USED AS ' WEAPON ' AGAINST THE NATION IT SELF. THESE ARE STOLEN BY VAGABONDS PAID BY DRUG CARTELS AHEAD OF TIME IN ORDER TO ' SET UP SHOP ' IN CITES AND TOWNS AROUND THE NATION.

EXAMPLE: IT CAN BE SAID THAT THE ATTACKS ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER IN 2001 FOUND ITS ' GENESIS ' IN THE LIBRARY SYSTEMS IN THE UNITED STATES AS A WHOLE AND THE CITIES NEXT TO WATERWAYS AND OCEANIC, IN REGARDS TO NOT ONLY IMMIGRATION BUT TOURIST AND THE ' TECHNOLOGIES CARRIED ' BY THE TERRORIST ( INTERNATIONAL CALLING CARDS FOUND IN LIBRARIES, 2011, EL PASO, TEXAS. FLORIDA ? WE ALREADY KNOW ABOUT MC VEIGH, MURRAH BUILDING. ) AND SYNCING WITH COMPUTER SYSTEMS WITH CELL PHONES. LIBRARIES ARE INFORMATION HUBS. NOT ONLY IDEAS FOUND IN BOOKS AND COMPUTERS, BUT THAT OF THE LOWER REALMS OF ANY ' CELL,' AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT, IN THE FOUND IDEA'S COMMUNICATION TO LIKE MINDED INDIVIDUALS; IN YOUTH'S LOVE OF VIDEO GAMES. NOT ' YET  VIRTUAL REALITIES ? '

NOTE: DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED VETERANS ARE STILL VETERANS AND ARE MORE THAN LIKELY TO BE OF ' GOOD EAR ' AND FALSE CONCERN FOR THE ACTIVE AND RETUNING SOLDIERS STILL IN THE ' HYPER CONSCIOUS ' MINDSET AND PROBABLE NERO BRAIN LINKS FORMED IN THEATER, OR OTHER STRESSES AND RELATED ENVIRONMENTS ASSOCIATED WITH MILITARY SERVICE IN THE THEATER OF WAR.* THEIR ANGER CONCERNING DISCHARGE AND PUNISHMENTS UNDER A ' UN LAWFUL ORDER,' IN COMPANY OF ALLIES WHO WERE COMMITTING THE SAME ' BEHAVIOUR,' IN ACCEPTANCE OF THEIR COUNTIES UNWRITTEN AND WRITTEN RULES; BOTH RELIGIOUS AND SOCIALLY. SO MANY THINK THIS SCENARIO TO BE ONLY HYPOTHETICAL.

EXAMPLE: RAPE *. AN ABSTRACTION OBTAINED FROM ' PRESSING ' ENVIRONMENTS ( FOREIGN NATIONS THAT DEFINE ' RAPE ' DIFFERENTLY THAN THE WESTERN NATIONS, OR NOT AT ALL AND  WAR THEATER ) WHERE IT IS ACCEPTED, AND NEVER ADDRESSED, FOLLOWS THE SOLIDER ' HOME ' TO HIS OR HER COUNTRY WHERE HIS PEOPLE'S COUNTRY ( YOUTH ) DO THE SAME WITH MUSIC AND MEDIA ( MY OPINION ).

WITHIN THIS EXAMPLE, EXPERIENCES OF ' BREAK-INS ' TO AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLERS HOMES, HANG-UP CALLS, AND SIMILAR CIRCUMSTANCES. ' DIRECT FEDERAL EMPLOYMENT OR NOT, ' PRESSING ' THEM FUTURE, AND CONTINUED DURESS LEAVES OPEN ' GATEWAYS ' OF OPPORTUNISTIC AND PLANNED ATTACKS, IF ENOUGH MISTAKES ARE PRESENT. ALSO ENCOMPASSED IN THIS EXAMPLE WOULD BE THE USE ILLEGAL DRUGS, COCAINE FOR ONE THAT I KNOW OF ( SECOND HAND ), THE ATC WAS GIVEN " THREE WARNINGS, THEN  THEY FIRED HIS ASS," AND ANOTHER JOB TO BE FILLED.

THIS CAN THEN BE ' RETRACED ' TO THE MEDICAL CARE FACILITIES OF ALL FEDERAL EMPLOYEES AND THE INTERFACING WITH THE PUBLIC AT LARGE AND ' THOSE ' WHO WERE WATCHING THEM BECAUSE OF THEIR OCCUPATIONS ( DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED VETERANS INCLUDED ), WITH MONETARY ' DESIRES ' FOR THERE PERSONAL PROPERTY, FOR THE PURCHASE OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, BUT NOT ONLY THAT, BUT INFORMATION AS WELL. CELL PHONES AND THE USER'S INTEL COMBINED WITH HOME ADDRESS AND HOME COMPUTER CONTENTS AS WELL AS FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF THE TARGET. THIS HAS ALREADY HAPPENED TWO TIMES, 9/11 AND MURRAH. OTHER EXAMPLES OF INFORMATION HUBS OTHER THAN COLLEGES WOULD BE CHILDREN'S SOCIAL APPS AND MEDIA. THIS IS THE NEW ' TERRORISTS PLAY GROUND.' THIS WOULD FOLLOW A TIMELINE, OF SORTS.

ENVIRONMENTS: BARS, TAVERNS, LIBRARIES AND HOMELESS SHELTERS AND HALFWAY HOUSES AND TRANSITIONAL LIVING HOMES, ANY PLACE A CHILD HAS A CELL PHONE.

AS PER RAPE. THE RETURNING SOLDIERS FROM THEATER ARE ALWAYS APPROACHED BY THOSE IN THE ILLEGAL DRUG TRADE, THEN AND IF, JAIL AND OR PRISON FOLLOWS NEXT, AND IF ' MISTREATED,' PATCHED UP WITH THE ' NEW PHYCO BABBLE ' OF ACCEPTING THE NEW IDENTITY OF HOMOSEXUALITY AND DOMINANCE ISSUES ALONG WITH THE EXPERIENCES OF BATTLE, OFTEN ASSOCIATED WITH, IF NOT CAUSED BY BATTLE, AS NEW NORM FOR THE ' HIGHEST ' BIDDER. BUT BEFORE THE ' BIDDER ' IS THE CONDITIONING AS TO WHAT ' RAPE ' IS.

EXAMPLE OF BRAINWASHING: MUSIC THAT DIRECTLY AFFECTS THE NERO INTERFACE THAT THE ILLEGAL DRUG WAS DESIGNED TO SUBDUE OR INTENSIFY, OR SIMPLY ' DESTROY.' CAN ALL SOUNDS BE ' HEARD?' WHAT PART OF THE BRAIN WOULD THEY EFFECT?

WHY WOULD APPLE BUILD A ' HOLLOW POINT ? '

IT CAN BE TRULY SAID THAT 9/11, IN REGARDS TO HOW THE UNITED STATES TREATS HER SOLDIERS, CARE, TREATMENT AND RESPECT, DIRECTLY ' CAUSED THE TERRORIST ATTACKS THEMSELVES.

1. WE FIRED ALL THE AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLERS ( REAGAN ADMINISTRATION )

2. WE GAVE TECHNOLOGY TO CHILDREN WITHOUT ADULT SUPERVISION ( GATES AND JOBS ).

3. WE DIVIDED THE INFORMATION AGENCIES AND FIRED SENIOR STAFF AND REPLACED THEM WITH CHILDREN ( CLINTON ADMINISTRATION )

4. WE NEVER PAID POLICE WHAT THEY DESERVED AND THEY ( SOME ) ' LOOKED ELSEWHERE ' FOR MONETARY GAINS ( PICK YOUR ADMINISTRATION. I WILL NOT USE OBAMA'S BECAUSE HE JUST GAVE THEM ' ALL THE TOYS ' WITHOUT TAKING THE GAMBLE TO TRY TO CLEAN THEM ALL UP; STATE'S JOB ) DERIVED FROM THE SELLING AND ILLEGAL ' REGULATION ' OF ILLEGAL DRUGS.

THIS IS WHAT THE CURRENT GENERATION GREW UP WITH AND HAVE ACCEPTED AS ' JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE,' SAID FROM THIER ADULTS.

ALL THE NUMBERS HAVE NOT……BEEN CRUNCHED.

 PRIOR TO 9/11 I NOTICED ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON WITH THE ENVIRONMENT WHERE I WAS, AND WITH THE YOUTH WHEN I ENCOUNTERED THEM. I PAID ATTENTION. WHEN I WAS IN ARIZONA, I PAID ATTENTION. WHAT WAS HAPPENING WITH YOUTH BEFORE THE CONGRESSWOMAN WAS SHOT AND NEARLY KILLED, OTHERS WERE KILLED INCLUDING A CHILD. I REMEMBER THE FACES OF THE YOUNGER ADULTS AND THE KIDS IN GENERAL. EXTREMELY HATEFUL. I ALSO REMEMBER THE MUSIC AND TRIED TO TELL THE DAUGHTERS OF THE FAMILY THAT I WAS STAYING WITH THAT THEIR MUSIC WAS ' DAMAGED ' AND LISTENED TO THEIR YOUNG FRIEND WHO USED MY TOOTH BRUSH TO, CLEANSE HIS ANUS. HE SAID THAT WAS DUMB AND ' HYPED ' HER IN LANGUAGE FURTHER: SPEAKING VERY FAST AND EXCITEDLY, TWISTING WORDAGE. 

NEEDLESS TO SAY, A GOOD NUMBER OF YOUTH WERE LISTENING TO THE SAME SONG AS OTHERS AND THE KEY WORD WAS ' SUICIDE.' EMBEDDED AND LAYERED IN THE SONG BY LADY GAGA. I ASKED WHO SANG IT. THE OTHER SONG I NEVER HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO ASK ANYONE, BUT IT WAS SIMILAR. THE MUSIC WAS ' DAMAGED.' 

PURPOSELY OR ACCIDENTAL I DON'T KNOW. BUT IT WAS AT THIS TIME, OVER A PERIOD OF A FEW DAYS ( MAYBE FOUR TO SIX ) WHEN ALL EXPRESSIONS OF THE DARKER SKINNED PEOPLE SEEMED ANGRIER AND THE LIGHTER COMPLEXIONED PEOPLE, TIGHTER LIPPED, AS IF SET IN A ' DEEPER ANGER ' OCCURRED. THE DARKER WERE ALL LISTENING TO SOME FORM OF MUSIC IN THIER AUTOS.

THE GIRLS OF THE HOUSE WHERE I STAYED, THIER EYES ' GLAZED ' AND DISTANT, LIKE THE POLICE OFFICER WHO GAVE ME THE TICKET, LOOKED UP, THEN VOICE CHANGED FROM ' TEXAN ' TO I GUESS, HIMSELF, HIS EYES ' GLAZED;' I WAS ALMOST ARRESTED AGAIN. IT WAS A ' CHANGING ' OF STATIC; A CHANEL. ( BARTON PRINCE WENT TO SCHOOL THERE, SO DID MY BROTHER KARL, THEN TO BIBLE COLLAGE. NOW YOU KNOW.)

IT WAS AT THIS TIME THAT ' BART ' THEN ANOTHER WORD, BUT I DON'T THINK ANYMORE, OF " BART, HE LOOKS LIKE UNCLE FESTIS." WHEN I LOOKED AROUND, NO ONE WAS THERE AND THE BATTERY WAS OUT OF THE CELL PHONE; T-MOBIL.

THIS MORNING, ' GOMEZ.' WHEN I WAS TAKING A PICTURE OF WHAT MY FUTURE PROBABLY IS.

WHEN I HERD " GOMEZ." HE SAID, HE WAS A AIR-FORCE
VETERAN......' BODYGUARD.'

DO NOT DOWNLOAD FOREIGN OFF THE WALL ' MUSIC APPS,' FOR WINDOWS OR INTEL PRODUCTS AND YOU HAD BETTER REALLY KNOW THE PERSON WHO ' USES GARAGE BAND. IF THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING, COINCIDENCE OR NOT ' BARS AND THEIR OCCUPANTS MIGHT GET SHOT UP, AS IN GUN FIRE.

I PAY ATTENTION.

TODAY 21 PEOPLE IN SWITZERLAND, ALL TODAY.

UP-DATED-3-30-2015 - NOT BEHOLDEN TO CEASER

OF GOONS, GOBLINS AND ADDICTS AND CONS AT THE SRO, ' MISSOURI STREET 

RESIDENCE.'

THE ENTRYWAY TO THE DARK BASEMENT OF ' COOKS,'
' LOOKOUTS ' AND OTHER MISFITS BENT ON THE DESTRUCTION
OF GREATER EL PASO AND AMERICA IN GENERAL; " I AM
LOYAL TO MEXICO, JUAREZ ONLY." A ' CLIENT,' TENANT ONCE
SAID NOT TO LONG AGO. NOW BODY GUARD FOR A ' NUT,' IN
NUMBER 8.

NO NOT ME, THE OTHER ONE.

FOR SOME THE EXTRINSIC EXPERIENCE OF WAKING UP TO NATURES CALL, THEN WHEN WALKING DOWN THE HALLWAY AT THE MISSOURI STREET ADDRESS AND YET ANOTHER, WHEN A LARGE FAT MAN, ONCE AGAIN BENDS OVER R[GHT IN FRONT OF YOU IN WELL WORN BOXER SHORTS, I SUPPOSE WOULD BE CONSIDERED, FOR SOME, AN OFFERING ( ? ) EXQUISITE TOO. FOR ME, NO THANKS. HE MUST OF BEEN TYING HIS SLIPPERS,AS THE ' SLIPPER LACES ' GAVE.

SO AFTER URINATING AND FORCING BACK THE VILE OF WHAT COMES NATURALLY AFTER SUCH AN EXPOSURE AND THE ' SIGHT ' OF THE BLUE BOXERS, YET AGAIN, NOT WANTING TO RUN INTO THE THING OR EVEN LOOK IN ' IT'S ' DIRECTION. I MUST ALWAYS REMIND MYSELF THAT THIS WAS THE MAN WHO SPRAYED DISINFECTANT AFTER I WALKED BY HIS DOOR, YET LEFT THE LINE OF FECES ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WALL FOR BETTER THAN A HALF YEAR DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF HIS DOOR. NUMBER 11.

THIS, I SUPPOSE IS WHAT I GET WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED AND CLEANED THE TERRITORIAL MARKINGS OF FECES, CAKED BLOOD COMBINED WITH MOLD AND FLAKING URINE, OUT OF THE BATHROOM STALLS AND SHOWERS. ' ME FAMMILA, ' THE APT DESCRIPTION THAT NUMBER 1 WOULD STATE WHEN TYRING TO EXPLAIN THE ' COMRADESHIP ' OF ALL THOSE WHO LIVE IN THE BASEMENT, ' I GUESS.' HE NEVER IS SEEN WITH TOILET PAPER ON ANY EXCURSION TO THE FACILITIES. EVER.

NOW I KNOW THAT WE ARE ALL IN GREAT EXPECTATION OF THE ARRIVAL OF SUMMER AS THE SOUR METALLIC ' SUFFERINGS ' OF METH, I MEAN ' SKUNKS ' ON THE PROWL, AND THE NEW OFFERINGS OF THE SEASON'S NEW LINE OF UNDERWEAR AND WITHOUT, DOWN THE HALLWAYS ( WHICH IS PUBLIC ) AND I HOPE THAT IF I AM AROUND AND HAPPEN UPON ONE OF EL PASO'S FINEST, I MIGHT SNAP A SHOT TO KEEP THE WORLD IN TUNE WITH THE CURRENT ' UP-BEAT, ' ALTHOUGH ' WORN,' FASHION SENSE THAT DRIVES OUR ' YOUTH'S ' ENDEAVORS AS TO WHAT IS MORALLY ' ACCEPTABLE AS PER ' SOCIETAL BEHAVIORS ' AND THAT ' REHABILITATION ' HAS A LONG STANDING HISTORY OF ACCEPTABLE AND DESIRABLE EXPECTATIONS THAT HAVE ALL SURPASSED ANY COMMUNITIES' ETHICAL STANDARDS.

FURTHER PHOTOGRAPH ' SESSIONS,' SOME MIGHT SAY, NEGATES ANY STANDARD OF ' JUST WHAT ART IS,' I'M SURE HAS ALREADY BEEN EXPRESSED ON THE INTERNET IN LUE OF, BUT, MAYBE NOT QUITE BECAUSE OF EXTORTION, BUT AN IDEA AS TO WHAT A ' MASTERFUL CON ' MIGHT BECOME OF IT ( ACT OF TAKING PICTURES WITHOUT THE PERSON'S KNOWLEDGE; IN THE BATHROOMS ) IS SURE TO ' ENLIST ' FURTHER ' EXPRESSIONS OF JUST HOW FAR ' THERAPY ' AND PRESCRIPTION DRUGS HAVE COME, IN REGARDS TO '  ' OF EL PASO'S POOR AND NEGLECTED ' PERSONA GRATA.' THIS ENDEAVOR, I HAVE LEFT FOR OTHERS, AS I DO NOT AND HAVE NOT AGREED WITH, WELL, BECAUSE IT'S NOT RIGHT AND ALSO NOT LEGAL; A MENTION OF THIS AGAIN TO KEEP ' UP WITH APPEARANCES,' WINK. WINK.

I MEAN, I'M NO CRITIC. SHIT, I MEAN G_D DAMN…..SORRY, NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY G_D. MY MISTAKE, I'M NO CRITIC.

THE EXCITEMENT OF THE BALLPARK OPENING UP AGAIN SOON AND ALL THE FIREWORKS MIXED WITH THE ' OCCASIONS ' OF GUNSHOTS AND OTHER ' TERRITORIES THAT ' GREATER EL PASO' ' DEMANDS OF HER CITIZENS FOR HER YOUTH OTHER THAN THE NEAR TOTAL DISCARD FOR ' POT ( MARIJUANA),' PARDON THE PUN, EXCHANGED FOR ECSTASY AND OTHERS INCLUDING ' ICE ( METH ),' AND ALL THE ' OTHER ' MEDICINES' THAT WILL AND STILL ARE ' EXPECTED ' OF IN THE RAISING OF TODAY'S MEXICAN AMERICAN'S YOUTH, WELL BECAUSE, ' IT'S JUST THE RIGHT WAY TO EN CURE ' RESPECT.' ' THE SRO ' HERD ' HAS GREAT EXPECTATIONS FOR A GOOD ' GAZELLE ' POPULATED ' WITH, WALLETS, CELL PHONES, COMPUTERS AND JEWELRY, NOT TO MENTION CASH; THE BAR DOWN THE STREET HAS GIVEN MUCH, BUT ' POPULARITY ' OF THE PREDATORS IN THE HUNT HAS TIRED THE ' DRESS CODE ' AND APPEARANCES FOR AN ALREADY STRAINED ' IMAGINATION ' IN CAMOUFLAGE. SORRY ABOUT THE INFECTIONS OF HIV, GUYS AND, WELL OCCASIONAL ' GAL,' BUT THINK BETTER NEXT TIME AS TO WHO YOU ' PICK ' UP, AS I'M SURE THE BAR'S ' PATRONAGE ' MIGHT ONE DAY, AS PER HEPATITIS TOO.

THESE GUYS LIKE TO BRAG, BUT, ' OH SHIT ! ' THAT ESP, GRID OR ' ETHER THING,' DOESN'T EXIST. MY MISTAKE. ' MARVIN THE MARTIN,' I KNOW.

AS PER THE SHIRT, WELL I ASKED NUMBER 1 IF ANYONE HAS BEEN IN MY ROOM, AND AFTER TAKING ' OFFENSE,' AND OUTRAGED IN DELEGATIONS AND BODY LANGUAGE AS TO JUST WHO IS ' GIVING ORDERS,' LOOKS ACROSS THE STREET TO THE BUILDING OPPOSITE OURS, THEN AGAIN TO THE ADJACENT. WELL, OF ALL WONDERS AND EXPECTATIONS IN GRATITUDE'S GIVEN ALL WHO EXCEL IN THE RETAILING OF ' ALL ' IN OUR BUILDING; TRUMAN'S WAY IS BEST, ' THE BUCK STOPS HERE.'

FORGOT TO ADD THIS YESTERDAY. I WAS AT A CIRCLE
K, WHEN A KID WITHA YELLOW SHIRT LOOKED MY WAY
AND SHOWED ME HIS CELL PHONE. IT HAPPENED AGAIN
WITH ANOTHER PERSON.

THE ' IDEA ' THAT ENTERED MY HEAD WAS A ' YOU ' NEED
TO GET BACK ' HOME.' THIS WAS ACROSS THE STREET
FROM ' JESUS AND MARY ' CHURCH IN EL PASO, TEXAS.

THE PRICE YOU PAY ' ASKING FOR CHANGE ' IN THIS WORLD.

NOW, THE PROBLEM IS THAT ' STAFF ' GAVE ME THE BLEACH TO WASH DOWN THE STALLS AND TOILETS FOR THE ' POOR ' WHO ARE UNABLE TO WIPE AND DISPENSE OF THE PAPER TOWELS IN PLACE OF TOILET PAPER, HOWEVER, WHO EXCEL WITH THE PROPER DISPENSING, NEAR PROPER, DISPENSING OF THE TOILET PAPER CARDBOARD ROLLS DOWN THE TOILETS, I GUESS IS THE ZENITH OF ALL ACCEPTED ' REALITIES ' IN EXPECTATIONS THAT THIS SIMPLE HERD WILL EVER ' ACHIEVE ( OUTSIDE OF HUNTING, OF COURSE ).'

I HAD ONLY PINESOL IN THE SPRAYER BOTTLE AND HAD NOT REPLACE IT YET, THUS THE ASKING OF THE BLEACH ( SEE HOW THAT WORKS ).

NOW I CAN WONDER WHO MIGHT HAVE CHANGED IT, IF INDEED THAT HAD HAPPENED, I'LL CHECK NOW…..NOPE, STILL PINESOL. SO, WHEN THE ALL OF KID'S MOST WEARING ' YELLOW SHIRTS ' YESTERDAY, AND THE, WELL, LETS CALL IT ' IDEA ' THIS TIME, HITS ME THAT SOMEONE IS IN MY ROOM DOING SOMETHING WRONG, AND WHO IT IS, WELL, THAT'S WHY I CALL THEM ' STAFF.' EVERYONE IS EXPENDABLE.

I DID NOTHING WRONG TO ' DESERVE ' IT, BUT MY SHIRT MARKED BECAUSE ' STAFF ' HAD TO WORK. 

IN MY CONVERSATIONS WITH PEOPLE IN REGARDS TO PRIVACY, IN YOUR LIVES WHO HAS TOLD YOU THAT IT DOES NOT EXIST, THEN ALL YOUR INHIBITIONS ' DROP TO THE WAY SIDE.' 

WHO SOLD YOU OUT?

VETERANS ' GIVEN TO ' AND AS WASTE

LAST NIGHT WHILE ASKING FOR ' CHANGE,' A VETERAN CAME BY, AND WHILE NOT SURE OF HIS ENTIRE STORY, HE DID ALLOW ME TO TAKE A FEW PICTURES OF HIS KNEES, AND I DO KNOW THIS MUCH. AFTER A HOSPITAL OPERATES ON YOU, THEY LEAVE YOU TO THE STREETS IF THERE IS NO ONE TO ' CARE ' FOR YOU. MOST TIMES, IF YOU CAN STAND, THEY REPLACE THE WHEELCHAIR WITH CRUTCHES, IF THEY HAVE THEM AND ATTITUDE AND PROFESSIONALISM OF THE NURSE.

' PAYMENT ' FOR WHAT VETERANS HAD TO DO TO PROTECT
 THE US " FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC, " CAN BE SEEN BELOW.

THIS IS REAL. I HAVE SEEN MUCH WORSE.

THE ABORTIONS WERE REAL TOO. AS WERE THE IRAQI SOLDIERS AND OTHER ' FIGHTERS.' ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE DEAD.

THEIR ' SPIRITS ' ARE SOMEWHERE ELSE. THE BODIES ARE DEAD.

WHAT EXCUSES DO ' YOU HAVE ? '

THERE MIGHT, NO ONE REALLY KNOWS, BUT MIGHT COME A DAY WHEN ' WE WILL DECIDE NOT TO FIGHT FOR YOU.'

WE JOINED, I CAN SPEAK FOR IN OPINION, ONLY.

REMEMBER, A MACHINE KNOWS NO DIFFERENCE ' OF SOUL,' AS FAR AS WE KNOW. CHILDREN, IN THE ' EYE ' OF THE MACHINE.

THINK ABOUT THAT, BOTH SIDES, AND ' SPIRIT, BODY, MIND AND SOUL.'

THIS IS NOT EL PASO, TEXAS. THIS IS IN IRAQ. THE
MAN CHOSE TO REACH FOR A WEAPON. THIS IS NOT
A HEAD, SEVERED FROM A BODY HANGING FROM THE
BRIDGE THAT JOINS THE CITY OF JUAREZ AND THE
CITY OF EL PASO,
TEXAS.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT TAKES TO PROTECT
' YOUR ' COUNTRY, SO THAT YOU CAN SELL ILLEGAL
DRUGS AND SELL TO MINORS.

AND THE LAST OF ALL INTERESTS; FLASH-DRIVE

MY FLASH-DRIVE WAS FOUND IN THE LAUNDRY BAG. WHY THERE? I DON'T KNOW. I CAN'T PUT IT UNDER THE CROCK-POT ANYMORE.

THE SHIRT WAS ON TOP OF THE LAUNDRY BAG. I HAD ALREADY FOUND THE FLASH DRIVE. IT WOULD NOT OF MATTERED IF IT WAS WASHED, I'VE DONE IT BEFORE ONCE IN HAWAII, NOW I WONDER ABOUT THAT. COMPUTERS AND CELL PHONES; ' NETWORKING OF THE HOMELESS, AND GANGSTERS. '

I TRY TO MAKE ONLY WHAT I CAN CONSUME IN A DAY. THERE ARE GOOD REASONS FOR THIS, I HAVE LEARNED THE HARD WAY AND I WILL HAVE TO BE CHECKED AGAIN SOON. I AM ALONE AND ONLY TWO WOMEN HOLD INTEREST TO ME.

A BAG OF ' D E ' WAS MESSED WITH, AND SOMETIMES THAT IS USED TO ' CUT ' COCAINE.

 I USE IT BECAUSE I TRUST NO FOOD. I HAVE LEARNED. BACK IN ALBUQUERQUE WITH RED CHILE AND PORK, LEFT ON THE STOVE. THEY MUST OF LIKED IT.

YOU CAN ONLY WATER IT DOWN JUST SO FAR.

MY TASTE; ONE PATTY, 15 DRIED RED CHILIES HOT, CRUSHED, ON ONE SIDE, TWO-THREE LIMES, COOK BOTH SIDES. IT'S THE INTENSITY THAT KEEPS YOUR STOMACH ' HAPPY ' NEARLY ALL DAY.

MORNINGS; PROTEIN POWER, COFFEE, CREATINE, TAKES CARE OF THE REST.

TWENTY FIVE PLUS YEARS OF THIS AND CARBS AND ' STARCH.'

NOW, AS PER ROOM…………..' HOW WOULD THEY KNOW? ' HUH FACEBOOK, INSTA GRAM, AND OTHERS…….OR ENTRY?

I HAVE TO GO TO ' COMMITTEE ' NOW FOR ANOTHER ' HORRIBLE INCIDENT ' AS PER THE SRO THAT HAPPENED AWAY FROM THE SRO, BUT MADE SURE THAT IT HAPPENED IN FRONT OF A CAMERA.' IMAGINARY BLOOD AND GUTS AND BRAIN TISSUE WITH THE LINGERINGS OF ' HEP, HELP, HEP.......ME.' '

THE FIRST TIME I HAD THE FRONT END OF A ' STALKER.'

THANK G_D, IT WAS NOT CONGRESS IN THE REMOTE VIEWING, THEN OTHERS.

APPLE AND THE ISLAND OF SECURITY AND ONE MORE VETERAN STORY

ABOUT THE ALPS CRASH CNN.COM

BEFORE 2006
ISOLATION TANK
BOOK BY KOONTS - I WAS ASKED THEN

ISOLATION TANK IS CONSTANT; QUEERS GOOD ' MASK,' REASON IS ' EGO.'

BEFORE 5413 ALICE ' ALTERED STATES ' AND ' ALTERED STATES ' IN DARKNESS 2000. ROOMS ARE BETTER PITCH BLACK-NO ' SOUND.'

NOT QUITE WHAT MISSOURI STREET WANTED TO HEAR, SORRY, BUT THAT'S THE TRUTH.

I WAS IN COLLAGE, I ALMOST BUILT ONE. UNM. ' WHAT A SOUND IDEA,' I THOUGHT AFTER SEEING THE MOVIE THEN WIELDING. SCULPTURES HAD NOT BEEN OFFERED FOR SELL YET. 

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PRIVACY AND ' SHIT CANNED ' WHILE SITTING ON A TOILET TRYINNG TO RELIEVE MYSELF. MY WEIGHT, 215 - 220 POUNDS AFTER ' ATTACKS ' THE SECOND TIME. AWAKE ABOUT TWO AND AHALF WEEKS. EARLY 2006.

ONE MONTH BEFORE MY WEIGHT WAS ABOUT 260 - 265 LBS.

DURING THIS TIME I WAS ASKED ' CAN A THOUGHT KILL.'

I SAID " NO," TO KNOW ONE, I THOUGHT THEN, BUT KNEW BETTER IN ' INSTINCT.'

FOR THE PAST YEAR, EVER SINCE I BOUGHT MY APPLE MACBOOK PRO FROM AN INDIVIDUAL WHO ADVERTISED ON CRAIG'S LIST, I HAVE HAD MAJOR PROBLEMS WITH SECURITY.

I HAD ALSO TAKEN IT BACK TO APPLE, AND ASKED ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS AS TO WHAT THE PROBLEM OR PROBLEMS MIGHT BE. ONLY ONE YOUNG MAN, PROFESSIONAL, LOOKED AT ME HARD IN THE EYE WHILE INSERTING A ' DISK.' I ONLY ' HEARD ' BITS AND PIECES, UNTIL NOW.

I HAVE ALSO REPORTED AND GIVEN WHAT I COULD ON THE INTERNET IN THE WAY OF PROOF THAT SOMEONE WAS IN MY ROOM.

I FOUND A SHIRT IN HAWAII WITH A ' SIGNATURE ' OF A VERY BRIGHT WOMAN. I WASHED IT, AS IT WAS ATOP A TRASH CAN ( ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO, ' YOU'VE  BEEN ' SHIT CANNED.' ) BUT KEPT IT ANYWAY EXCEPTING THE LINE BETWEEN FLORESCENT AND CANDESCENT LIGHT.

A MEMBER OF STAFF WHERE I RESIDE HAS THE SAME SHIRT, AND I HAVE ALSO GIVEN MY COMPLAINTS OF INVASION OF PRIVACY KNOWN TO HIM, ALSO, REGARDING ENTRIES INTO MY ROOM.

THIS INDIVIDUAL GAVE ME SOME ITEMS THAT I WISH NOW I NEVER ACCEPTED, A PILLOW CASE OR TWO AND A FEW OTHERS WHEN CLEANING OUT A STORAGE AREA; HE THREW EVERYTHING OUT. ONE OF THE PILLOW CASES, SOMEHOW ASSOCIATED WITH ' NIGHTMARES ' THAT SIMPLY CANNOT BE EXPLAINED AND DOMINANCE ( HIS ) ISSUES AND A ' NAGGING ' THAT NEVER ENDED.

CONCLUSION

NO MATTER WHAT YOUR PASSWORD IS, IT CAN BE BYPASSED WITH A DISK.

WHEN A PILLOW CASE ( 'S ) ARE THE SAME AS UNDERWEAR ( # 11 ). RED PILLOW WAS ONE OF MY SHIRTS, RED CHECKERED, WHEN I FIRST MOVED IN. AND ONLY UNDERWEAR WOREN BY STAFF WHEN ANSWERING HIS DOOR NO MATTER TIME OF DAY ( BLEACH, TOILET PAPER, SUPPLIES ), THE REALIZATION THAT THESE ARE NO COINCIDENCES, ARE SOON ACCEPTED AS FACT. ALONG WITH ' WHISPERINGS ' FROM THE COMPUTER ( AND PHONE, T-MOBLE ) ALL NIGHT LONG FOR WEEKS ON END, UNLESS I REMEMBER TO TAKE THE BATTERY OUT, IS ALSO NO COINCIDENCE ( SOUND INPUT, AND OTHER SETTINGS MESSED WITH ALL THE TIME ). I ALSO FOUND ENTIRE FILES EMPTY, UNLESS I'M MISTAKEN, DEALING WITH SECURITY. BUT THIS MIGHT BE THE RESULT OF MY UN-CHECKING OF ' BOXES.' I DON'T THINK SO?

MY PROBLEM IS THAT I LOOK AT MYSELF FIRST, BUT WHEN ' ATTACKED,' YOU TRY TO MOVE ' SOMEWHERE ELSE ' IN YOUR MIND.

UNTIL YOU ' ACCUMULATE ' ALL IN TOTALITY ( A STILLNESS; A STAND ) AND FOLLOW ' THIER ' PROGRESSION TO ACTUATION.' THUS A ' VIEWING,' TO A LIKENESS IN PROGRESSIVE CONCLUSION. A MIMIC ( ? ), SOMETIMES ' FORWARD,' SOMETIMES ' REVERSE.'

THIS, BLUE AND WHITE.

LAPASE ALMOST, VIOLET, DEPENDING ON LIGHT.
THIS SHIRT FOUND ATOP TRASH CAN IN HAWAII.
I DIDN'T ' LISTEN ' WELL ENOUGH.

I AM THE JOKE OF SO MANY BARS ACROSS THE UNITED STATES, AND MADE VERY EVIDENT BY A NUMBER OF LIBRARY STAFF MEMBERS WHERE I WAS SO OFTEN AS A KID, LEARNING.

MORE BLOOD THAT I MISSED. WHEN
I WAS TAKING THE PICTURE, IT LIKE
THE REST, INCLUDING ONE THAT I LOST
TURNED ' FLORESCENT ' AND GLOWED
AS THE CAMERA ADJUSTED IT'S APERTURE
AND LIGHT.

THERE WAS SO MUCH DRIED BLOOD IN
THE ROOM WHEN I FIRST GOT HERE.

A VETERAN'S DEPARTURE

GHOST UNDER A BRIDGE

A FEW YEARS BACK, I KNEW A GUY I WOULD WORK WITH SOMETIMES. WE WORKED TOGETHER ONCE ON A NEW FOUNTAIN IN AUSTIN, TEXAS BY LADY BIRD LAKE.

HE WOULD TAKE SOME OF HIS CHECK AFTER SENDING MONIES TO HIS DAUGHTER OUTSIDE THE STATE, AND VISIT A FELLOW, AN OLD ARMY VETERAN WHO WAS DEATHLY ILL AND REFUSED TO STAY IN THE SHELTERS. HE WAS ABOUT A HUNDRED POUNDS THEN, LEFT TO BONE AND SKIN AND DRINK.

THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE. NOTHING LEFT BUT ' RELEIF.'

ALL ELSE FAILED AFTER ALL WAS STOLEN FROM HIM OTHER THAN A LOSEY ' FLAG ' PROMISED AT BURIAL. HE WAS NOT FORGOTTEN BY JOE, HIS FRIEND AND COMRADESHIP OF COMPANY,  SOMETHING THEY BOTH ENJOYED.

JOES FRIEND DIED UNDER THE BRIDGE, WERE LAMAR INTERSECTS WITH THE OVERPASS ON THE WAY TO LABOR READY; ABOVE.

AFTER HIS FRIEND'S DEATH, HE ONCE OR TWICE VISITED ' HIS FRIEND ' UNDER THE BRIDGE, WHERE HIS FRIEND'S LAST BREATH LIE UNDER THE NOISE OF TRAFFIC AND RAIN AND HAD A DRINK ' ALONE.' WINTER, 2012.


AFTER THOUGHT

I THINK OF ' MILES,' ANOTHER COINCIDENCE IN THE EL PASO PAPERS OF RECENT, AN OLD ARMY RANGER WHO I TOLD OF LADY BIRD LAKE IN AUSTIN, TEXAS.

HE WAS WAITING FOR A HEART TRANSPLANT FOR YEARS. THE VA IN WAITINGS AND SO MANY BROKEN PROMISES; A SCREAMING HEART IN WHISPERED LAND TORN SADNESS AND ANGER IN ENDLESS DAYS WITHOUT NIGHTS ' AWAKE,' AS PRESCRIBED TO ' STONE.' BEIRUT.

I CALLED HIM ABOUT A YEAR AGO, THE PERSON WHO ANSWERED WAS NOT HIM AND DID NOT KNOW HIM.

HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO FISH ALONG WITH ANOTHER FRIEND, I CAUGHT A ROCK, LAVA AND STICKS. THEN A TROUT,

UP-DATED 3 - 25 - 20015 - ANIMALS ARE ANIMALS, AS PER MOST PEOPLE

UPDATE - 3 - 25 - 2013 - PLAYING BALL

TODAY NUMBER 2 AT THE BUILDING THAT I LIVE, CAME UP TO ME WITH HIS ' BEDROOM EYES ' HOLDING FOUR SPORTS BOTTLES OF WATER AND TOLD ME REPEATEDLY THAT " JESUS LOVES ME," HE THEN TRIED TO SHAKE MY HAND UNTIL I TOLD HIM THAT I WOULD CALL THE POLICE AS PER HIS ' ABUSE,' ALL THE WHILE STILL STATING THAT " JESUS LOVES ME."

HIS BASEBALL CAPS ALL HAVE ' JESUS ' ON THEM. HIS NAME IS ENRIQUE. HE WILL ALWAYS TRY TO GET IN BACK OF YOU. A SHORT WHILE LATER AFTER THE VEILED THREAT, HE PLAYED ' JAMIE'S CRYING ' BY VAN HALEN.

I CAN HANDLE MY OWN, BUT THE OLD ' NEIGHBOR ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO AND HIS CHILD MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TOO ( THE PEOPLE WHO MOVED IN AFTER THEY LEFT, THIER SON WAS THE COMPUTER HACKER AND LOST A LUXERY CAR THAT WAS SET ABLASE, IT WAS BLUE. NUMBER 2 WEARS BLUE SHORTS WHEN MANAGEMENT IS AWAY, FOR MONTHS, USED TO BE RED OR BLACK COULD BE A PLOY. ). MY ADVICE IS STAY AWAY FROM ANYONE MEXICAN AND BE VERY CAREFUL. THIS IS MEXICAN MAFIA ON THE STREET LEVEL, I THINK, AND I REALLY DON'T THINK THE ' CRIME BOSSES ' WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS ON ANY LEVEL, INCLUDING ' FRONTS ' THAT ARE ANY BUSINESS OR ANY MEMBER OF ANY GOVERNMENTAL FORM OF POLITICS.

BOTH PATRICKS WORE BLUE MUCLE SHIRTS AND PLAYER SHIRTS AT THE END.

THE BASEMENTS ' CLIENTS ' ARE NOW ENGAGED IN ' BLOOD ' INITIATIONS; A CREW. ONE ' FEMALE/CHILD VOICE.'

THESE ' PERSONS ' ARE ALL FIRST AND SECOND STRIKERS. ONE OR TWO MIGHT NOT BE.

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ORIGINAL POST 3 - 25 - 20015

IN CLOSING, AN EXPERIENCE OF MINE IN TRYING TO HELP A VETERAN WHO RECEIVED A ' DEAR JOHN ' LETTER FIRST FROM HIS WIFE THEN UPON RETURNING FROM IRAQ, FOUND THAT NOT ONLY HIS MARRIAGE HAD ENDED BUT ALSO HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS FATHER.

HIS FATHER HAD NOT ONLY TAKEN OVER HIS BUSINESS BUT MARRIED HIS EX WIFE; THE REASON FOR THE DIVORCE.

THIS GENTLEMAN, VETERAN, TRAVELED THE HIGHWAYS FOR YEARS, ABOUT THREE AND A HALF TO FOUR TOTAL, WALKING FROM ONE END OF THE COUNTRY TO THE OTHER, PICKING UP ' BROKEN IDEALS ' OFF OF THE PAVEMENTS OF AMERICA.

HE SHOWED ME THE FINDS THAT HELPED HIM ' UNDERSTAND,' HIS LIFE, HIS SURVIVAL, HIS ' MEANING IN LIFE ' AFTER REPRESENTING AND ' PROTECTING ' SO MANY IN EITHER ECONOMIC AND  DOMESTIC DEFENSE OR BOTH, DEPENDING ON YOUR PERSPECTIVE.

IN ALL REALITY, I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ' TOOTING ONES OWN HORN,' SO THIS ENDING IS BRIEF, I LISTENED TO HIM, AND MORE THAN ONCE MADE SURE HE MADE IT TO THE VA REP AT THE SALVATION ARMY'S VETERAN'S OFFICE ( AUSTIN, TX )IN THAT HOMELESS SHELTER. THE VET REP WAS A FEMALE AND UNDERSTANDING AND HER ABLITY TO ' MAKE THINGS HAPPEN ' FOR THOSE WHO CPOULD NOT ANYMORE.

I DO NOT KNOW IF SHE IS STILL THERE, OR IF SHE IS CHRISTIAN. 

THE LAST I SAW OF HIM, PART OF WHAT HE STATED WAS " …………I GOT ALL MY BENEFITS AND I'M LEAVING FOR…." " YOU NEED TO TALK TO HER." HE KNEW MY STORY.

THIS IS WHAT I TOLD CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURKE'S EMPLOYEE YESTERDAY, JUST ONE OF MANY EXPERIENCES. BUT ONLY THIS ONE, I TOLD HIM.

REALITIES IN THE ART OF LIVING

WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS A ' VET ' AGAIN, EVEN I DIDN'T BELIEVE IT. I HAVE LISTENED TO MANY PEOPLE ASSOCIATED WITH THESE ' THIRD PARTY ' VA EMPLOYEES AND HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH. I HAVE NEVER ' BEEN YOU.' I JOINED, AND WAS NOT RELEASED DISHONORABLY, I WAS NOT DRAFTED AND NO LONGER CARE OF THOSE WHO WERE.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU AND ALL ' ASSOCIATED, ' FROM SOME POLICE AND GANGSTERS AND GAY SUBCULTURE IN HAWAII, NEW MEXICO, TEXAS, AND ARIZONA, NOT TO MENTION CALIFORNIA OR ' THE MINORITIES ' HELPING TO CREATE OR JOIN ISIS OR ' THE LIKE,' OF WHICH. AND ' COWARD ' MINORITY OFFICERS IN CURRENT REPRESENTATION OF A GOVERNMENT THAT IS DESTROYING ALL CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS FURTER THAN THOSE ' DEEMED UNNECESSARY ' FROM THE LAST ADMINISTRATION,' AND HEMING UP THE REMAINING SEAMS OF ' THE SKIRT ' OF THE LAST FOUR YEARS OF THE CLINTON ADMINISTRATION, PRIOR. IN SO DESPERATE NEED OF ENEMIES WHEN ' BLIND.'

I AM NOT MY FATHER, HE JOINED THE NAVY. HE WAS A LAWYER, HIS TIME WAS THE VIETNAM ERA, NOW ' RECAPTURED ' IN DIRECTED OBSTRUCTIONS OF AN AGNOSTIC GENERATION, UNLESS LEADERSHIP ' FOUND ' AS NEED; DESIGNED FURTHER IN ' TYRANT ( ' S ? ).' A HOME WITHOUT PROTECTION, OR RIGHTS TO PROTECT ' ONE'S SELF.'

BATTERY

BELOW IS THE BATTERY OF MY COMPUTER THAT WAS DAMAGED WITH A SHARP INSTRUMENT ( KNIFE ? ) AFTER ( DURING THE HOLIDAY SEASON ) WHEN I LEFT IT AT THE RESCUE MISSION WHEN WE ALL WERE TAKEN TO ' JACK IN THE BOX ' BY THE PASTOR. THE BACKPACK WAS SEARCHED, BUT MY ROOM WAS ALSO ENTERED DURING THAT SEASON OF LAST YEAR. I HAVE NOT WASHED THE ' COMPUTER BAG;' ALL THE SLOBER…… ' GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE ' SHOWED UP AT JACK IN THE BOX AND SPOKE WITH THE PASTOR IN THE PARKING LOT AT JACK IN THE BOX. ' GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE ' WAS ALL THOSE YEARS AGO DURING THE ATTACKS, PHYCOLOGICAL WARFARE AND ISLAM VS JUDAISM AND THE FIGHT FOR LIFE OF MY FATHER. " IT'S BEEN A GOOD LIFE." J.B.OCHOA JR 2006. HE WAS INSIDE ME AND A MACHINE THAT REMOVES BLOOD DURING SURGERY ( AS PER ME, IF YOU HAVE TO LOOK IN A " BOOK OF LIFE " TO JUDGE ME, KEEP ME OUT OF IT. YOU PROTECTED ' THEM.' THE CHILD MOLESTERS. I ' HEARD ' THIS DURING THAT TIME ).

THE PENETRATION OF THE BATTERY DID NOT INTERFERE WITH THE COMPUTER'S OPERATION, ONLY ' OUTSIDE INFLUENCES.' HUMAN.

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GIVEN TO A PERSON WHO ALWAYS TREATED ME KINDLY AND DID NOT CHARGE ME WHEN I NEEDED HER HELP. I GAVE THIS TO HER AND HER FAMILY, ONLY. REAL FAMILY. NO LAWYERS OR ' PRIESTS.'

THE PASSAGE IS WHEN JESUS APPEARS TO MARY
MAGDALENE AFTER THE CRUCIFIXION; THE RESURRECTION.

IT FELL OUT THAT WAY ALONG WITH OTHER SCRAPS AS
I OPENED IT; JUST BROKE IN TWO. PIECES.

BELOW: THIS IS FROM THIS BLOG, UP-DATED FEBRUARY 19, 2015. THE REMARK REGARDING HAIR IS MEANT TO MEAN NEVER LET ANYONE NAVIGATE YOUR MIND, NOT ' OVERRULE EVERYONE.'

I HAD NO IDEA OF # 8'S NAME. I ' REVERSED ' ALL WHO WERE ' STALKING ME,' YOU REALY DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ALL THE IMAGRY, SMELLS, FEELINGS AND AGE OF GENDERS OF THESE ' TOTALITIES OF LIVING PERSONALITIES ' FROM SEPARATE IDENTITIES; IDENTITIES OUTNUMBERING ' TENANTS AND ' HANDLERS.'

ENOUGH WAS JUST ENOUGH.

 LAST NIGHT WOULD OF BEEN THE 18TH OF FEB, 2015.

THE PRICE FOR THIS WAS THE ' LOSS ' OF A SCANDISK ' FLASH DRIVE, 16 G, RED AND BLACK THAT I PURCHASED WHEN THE STAND AGAINST THE RAPE OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN WAS CREATED, ONLY A COUPLE OF G'S LEFT AND A LETTER TO CONGRESSMAN O'ROUKE THAT WAS PRIVATE. SO I GUESS ISIS WON.

THIS IS WHY I'M LEAVING TEXAS.

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UP-DATED FEB 19, 2019-I FORGOT TO ADD UNDER A TENT OR PARTIAL STRUCTURE.

I'VE CUT MY OWN HAIR FOR THIRTY YEARS, I LEARNED.

FOR WHAT ITS WORTH - LAST NIGHT BETWEEN FIVE AND SEVEN ZERO SEVEN PM.

TO SEE THE FACE OF A ' TERRORIST ' THROUGH THE EYES OF A FAG IS THE WORST EXPERIENCE ONE CAN EVER HAVE. THE SCULPTURE OF THE MADONNA WILL BE DESTROYED AND THE ' IMITATOR ' BEHIND IT, NUMBER EIGHT CAN WORK WITH AUTHORITIES. HE'S THAT GOOD ( PROBABLY DOESN'T KNOW IT ), THERE IS ANOTHER. THE LAPSE OF SPACE,TIME, AND BEHEADING; THE CUTTING OF THE WOMAN'S HEAD, BOWED AS THE SPINAL COLUMN WAS CUT FROM BEHIND, THEN THE REST. AND, THEN THE SMILE OF THAT LITTLE SHIT AS THE IMAGE ' PULLED  BACK,' STILL IN LIVING MOTION, AND THAT SMILE. ALL IMAGES IN MOTION, COUNTLESS IN ' OVERLAP.' ANOTHER WAS INVOLVED ( HANDLER OR ' VIEWER ' IS ANYONE'S GUESS ) AND THE LAUGHING ' CLOWN ' FROM NO ONE IN PARTICULAR BUT A CROWD. 

BUT THE ' BACKGROUND,' AND THAT LIGHTER COMPLEXION ( I DON'T THINK ANGLO SAXON ) AND THE TRANSFORMATION IN ' TOTALITY ' OF THE ' HOST,' IS REMINISCENT OF ANOTHER FUCK, YEARS AGO, IN A BOARDER TOWN, SATANIC WORSHIPER, KILLING EVERYONE TWENTY PLUS YEARS AGO ( LONG HAIR, ALMOST DAVID CASSIDY TYPE ). AND THAT SUPERFICIAL OUTER FACE OF SO MANY PEOPLE ' GAINFULLY EMPLOYED;' THE CLOWN'S LAUGHTER IN UNISON IN EL PASO, TEXAS, AS THE BEHEADING WAS TAKING PLACE, AND THE ' FACE ' SO FAR AWAY, HE WHO HELD THE KNIFE.

JUST ONE MORE PHOTO

THE LAMP

WHEN I WAS AT CASA VIDA DE SALUD, OFF OF MONTANA
MEMBER HOMELESS COALITION, IN EL PASO,
TEXAS. A FEW YEARS AGO.

ONE OF THE COMPUTER HACKS, ALMOST
COMPLETELY OUT OF MY CONTROL,
OTHER THAN THE POWER PLUG. LAYER,
AFTER LAYER....THIS MIGHT OF BEEN UP
BEFORE, BUT I WAS ' HACKED.'

ANOTHER LAMP, AND G_D SMILED,
THIS TIME WITHOUT SCULPTURE.
PHOTO TAKEN LAST NIGHT.

IT'S A MIRACLE THAT THE ROOM'S
MAIL BOX KEY'S SHOWED UP, BUT
I RECEIVE NO MAIL. NICE ' SET - UP.'

WHEN MY NAME IS NO LONGER
THE OBSCENITY ' OCHOA,' DIVIDE AND
CONCUR ' RIGHT? I WILL BE LONG
GONE AND NO ' PROPER DISCHARGE,'
BUT I MIGHT AS WELL BE ASHAMED
TO BE PART MEXICAN; NEVER THE
LESS, SOMEONE HAD TO WALK THROUGH
IT TO TELL MY BROTHER KARL'S
STORY AND ' TRAILS ' THROUGH THE
BROTHELS; IF I TOLD YOU OF LAST
NIGHT, YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE IT.

SO THE CONGRESSMAN RECEIVED THE FIRST HALF
OF THE E-MAI. I DON'T THINK SIX YEARS IS ENOUGH
FOR THE SECOND HALF.

THE MOLDING IN THE BUILDING WAS A ' NIGHTMARE ' SO
MANY YEARS AGO. THE ' VAMPIRES ' HANGING DOWN FROM
THE CEILINGS IN THE CAPITAL OF TEXAS. THE MOST DISGUSTING
THINGS I'VE EVER SEEN, I DIDN'T KNOW WERE I WAS AND THE
' TIMES ' IN ALL DIRECTIONS, THEN ' THE SONG AND DANCE.'
AND THE CHUCKLES IN LAYERS, DAN RECOGNIZED, OTHERS
I'LL MAKE SUR NEVER TO MEET OR ' CLARITY,' IN THE
DRUG INFESTED BROTHEL OF EL PASO, TEXAS; THEY
LIVE THIS WAY BY CHOICE.'

A CHINESE QUARTER WAS GIVEN ME YESTERDAY..........
SO I GUESS YOU STUPID FUCKS, IT WAS THE CHINESE,
IF I'M WRONG ABOUT THE COIN, I'LL CHANGE IT.

THIS ALL BEGAN WITH ARABS AND A VERY FEW JEWS,
AND MY LIFE DESTROYED..................YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT
A HORROR STORY IS COMING.

DO NOT REPORT SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE OR ILEGAL DRUGS

TWO POSTS PUT INTO ' DRAFT,' WHICH I DID NOT DO. FUCK OFF OBAMA SHITS. I HAVE ALREADY SEEN SOME OF YOUR ' FACES.'

" DIRECT-12-Android_f17b " requires WPA password. about all I can find out about this ' person.'

TODAY, I FINELY LEARNED THE REAL NAME OF THE PERSON AT EL PASO LIBRARY WHO GAVE ME REAL PROBLEMS AND PHYSICAL CONTACT, AT LEAST MY SHIRT. THE COMPLAINT FORM, WAS LEFT IN THE BOX, AND NO ONE THEN ( A FEW DAYS AGO ) KNEW WHO I WAS TALKING ABOUT. 

NAME: DANE............

THIS IS A MESSAGE THAT WAS RECEIVED TODAY AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IT ORIGINATED, EITHER THE ENTIRE STREET OF MISSOURI  NEAR THE STADIUM, OR MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE, OR PERHAPS THE EL PASO LIBRARY. I DO HAVE THE IP ADDRESS, GOD FORBID IT'S MINE.

ANOTHER THING, MY FLASH DRIVE WAS STOLEN FROM MY ROOM MORE THAN LIKELY AND I DO NOT AGREE WITH THE SO CALLED ' HATE CRIME ' LAWS. BECAUSE WHEN YOU REPORT SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE, YOU EN CURE ALL THE SHIT THAT SUPPORTS IT, AND NO ONE IN TODAY'S CULTURE THINKS IT'S WRONG NOR THE ADULTS WHO STILL LIVE IN THEIR ' GLORIFIED SIXTIES,' DEMOCRATS AND REPUBLICANS ALIKE AND MOST ESPECIALLY THE HOMELESS SHIT AND THE STRUCTURED ' SATANIC ' BUSINESSES THAT CLAIM TO BE ' IN PURPOSE ' TO HELP THEM, INCLUDING VETERANS AND DISHONORABLE DISCHARGED VETERANS.

' THEY ' RETIRE AT ANY AGE THAT THEY GET OUT OF PRISON AND EXIST ON THE CHECKS, MULTIPLIED IN MARKET COST OF ILLEGAL DRUGS BOUGHT, THEN RETAILED FOR PROFIT..........' FUCKING AND RAPING YOUR CHILDREN.' ALL IN EXCUSE THAT THE SHELTERS AND ANY DEFINITION OF THE ' HOUSES ' THAT SHELTER THEM, BE IT HUD, SECTION EIGHT, YOU NAME IT. IT WOULD BE NICE IF ONE OF THESE PLACES WERE ' STRAIGHT ' INSTEAD OF 'GAY.'

THAT IS WHO THEY ARE.

AND YOU WILL LEARN THE HARD WAY, AGAIN AND AGAIN. WHAT I HAVE LISTENED TO AT THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS AND NIGHTS, IN PART, " THE PEOPLE HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW." THIS IN REGARDS TO THE LETTER TO CONGRESS, CONGRESSMAN; WHICH WAS PRIVATE.

RESCUE MISSION AND THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE. IN THE ' ETHER,' SO THAT I WILL " RECEIVE A CHECK." BOTH FORMS FROM BLISS HAVE BEEN DESTROYED AND I WILL NOT EVEN TRY TO FIND FURTHER TERRORIST. " MY WAY OR HIGHWAY," WHEN I FIRST MOVED THERE.

GEE, I WISH I WAS A MASON SO THAT I COULD MADE MONEY ABOVE AND BELOW THE TABLES OF SOCIETY. OR ' PRETEND.'

MY THIRTY DAY WILL BE GIVEN THIS WEEK SO THAT TRUMAN'S AND RAY'S ' ADULT CHILDREN ' CAN DEAL IN POSITION AND ILLEGAL DRUGS,' ALL OVER AGAIN, WHICH IS STILL GOING ON ANYWAY.

THEY ARE IN EL PASO, TEXAS. AND IT IS JUST STARTING.

PARDON THE SPELLING.

I GOING TO FOCUS ON REPUBLICANS AND MAYBE THEY CAN SHUT ALL THESE PLACES DOWN, WHICH WAS NOT MY OBJECTIVE IN THE FIRST PLACE.

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Message: UP DATED-2-21-2015 GOSH,9/11, ALL THOSE POOR,POOR ' ANIMALS ' BLEEDING OUT ALL HAIL THE ' DRUGGIES! ' AND THIER ' MUSCLE ' IN UNIFORMS.......... IN THE FOR WHAT'S WORT DEPARTMENT, I GOT AN E-MAIL FROM SOME ' KINDA ' FRIENDS WHO ARE KEEPING ME UPDATED ON EVENTS WHERE THEY LIVE TOO. A FRONT LOADER DESTROYED ALL PHONE INTERNET AND CELL LINES WERE THEY LIVE AND THEN THIS UPDATE ABOUT ABQU. NM. I THINK IT'S FUNNY HOW THINGS WORK OUT, AND MOST ESPECIALLY THE COMMENT BY THE LAWYER FROM THE JUSTICE DEPT. IN ALBUQUERQUE NEW MEXICO REGARDING WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND NOT EVEN ADDRESSING CHILDREN'S RIGHTS; BUT WITH A SMIRK AND LAUGH. SHE STATED, " ABQ has been getting national press, you were on top of that stuff years and years ago.  Now it is in the limelight for the wrong behavior."  IF THEIR STATE IS ANYTHING LIKE EL PASO, TEXAS, THE CITIZENS WOULD BE ' ROARING ' FOR THE DRUG CARTELS BECAUSE THAT'S WHO THEY SEEM TO SUPPORT. AND THIS STATE IS SUPPOSED TO BE ' REPUBLICAN,' IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE WITH THE DEMOCRATS; IT'S WHAT THEY ARE.
AS FOR ALBUQUERQUE THE ' ANIMALS ' WHO TRIED TO KILL ME, AND THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET ON ALICE ST. ( 5417 ALICE ) FROM MY ADDRESS WAS DONE BY VETS. GAINFULLY EMPLOYED, IN ' UNIFORMS,' BY THE CITY OF ALBQ. WHEN YOU HAVE A FIRE TRUCK FOLLOW YOU FROM ONE END OF THE CITY TO THE OTHER WITH SIRENS BLARING AND FLASHING LIGHTS AND NO POLICE TO BE FOUND, MUCH LESS WITH THE FIRE TRUCK, THEN SOMETHINGS REALLY WRONG.
THEN THE INTENSITY OF AFTERMATH OF REPORTING CHILD ABUSE AND THE FUCKING VET'S AGAIN AND ALL THEIR TRICKS INCLUDING ' SKYNET ' LINK-UPS AND MESSING WITH MY HEAD AS IF I WAS A TERRORIST, VERY MUCH UNLIKE ANOTHER MAN WHO ' JOKINGLY ' HANGS AN AIRPLANE AND ABSTRACT PAINTING DEPICTING 9/11 YEARS BEFORE IT EVER HAPPENED AND THE ' HERO,' ( CLASSICALLY AND ADEQUATELY DESCRIBED IN DEFINITION ) AS ALBQ'S ' FINEST ALONG SIDE ALL THAT IS ' JUSTICE,' IN THE LAW ENFORCEMENT FEILDS. GEE, WITH ALL THE F... BUDDIES BARTON PRINCE HAS HAD OVER, INCLUDING POLICE WHO ANSWERED NUMEROUS CALLS REGARDING ' ABUSE ' FROM A SHELTER FOR YOUNG PEOPLE ( HIS TELPHONE NUMBER WAS ONE DIGGIT REMOVED FROM THE SHELTER'S NUMBER ) YOU WOULD THINK THAT WHILE INSIDE THE STUDIO, THEY MIGHT OF ' SEEN ' WHAT I HAVE DESCRIBED. HOW DO I KNOW, HE TOLD ME. IT HAPPENED OFTEN.
FUNNY THING, EVERY TIME I START FEELING ' NEW MEXICAN,' AND WANTING TO GO BACK ' HOME,' OR THROUGH NEW MEXICO, THE POLICE START KILLING PEOPLE; HOMELESS.
AFTER ALL, YOU CAN'T HAVE A ' CELL ' WITHOUT ' INTELL ' AND AN INTERNET; SOMEONE, PREFERABLY INSIDE.
OH, AND THANKS FOR THE ARAB-MEXICAN WITH THE BLACK SNAKE TATTO'S ON BOTH ARMS, AS YOU CAN SEE, I GOT THE ' MESSAGE.' DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY, EL PASO PUBLIC LIBRARY ( 2-19-2015 ), HE WAS A ' FAVOR, FORM THE PEOPLE.'
BUT, REMEMBER WHAT I ONCE POSTED IN REPORT AS TO WHAT I HEARD, YEARS AGO, " WE HAVE OUR OWN POLICE DEPARTMENT "/ ' WE HAVE OUR OWN PEOPLE IN THE POLICE DEPARTMENT.' AND FINELY, ' WE HAVE OUR ' OWN POLICE.' THE LATER, FOR YEARS. ALL THIS WHILE I WAS MEDITATING, TILL ALL THIS ' NOISE ' BROKE THE MEDITATION. THESE PEOPLE WERE HOMOSEXUALS, THE VERY ONES WHO WERE STALKING ME, TRYING TO ' TEACH ' ME TO ' HIDE ' MYSELF WHILE IN MEDITATIONS AND I SUSPECT, IN THE MILITARY AS WELL, VETERANS; SOMEBODY HAD TO BE ' INSIDE.' COPYRIGHT 2-21-2015 - J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III - YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT ONLY WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN AND THE FIRST PHOTO BELOW. __________________________________________________ 

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Message: UP DATED-2-21-2015 GOSH,9/11, ALL THOSE POOR,POOR ' ANIMALS ' BLEEDING OUT ALL HAIL THE ' DRUGGIES! ' AND THIER ' MUSCLE ' IN UNIFORMS.......... IN THE FOR WHAT'S WORT DEPARTMENT, I GOT AN E-MAIL FROM SOME ' KINDA ' FRIENDS WHO ARE KEEPING ME UPDATED ON EVENTS WHERE THEY LIVE TOO. A FRONT LOADER DESTROYED ALL PHONE INTERNET AND CELL LINES WERE THEY LIVE AND THEN THIS UPDATE ABOUT ABQU. NM. I THINK IT'S FUNNY HOW THINGS WORK OUT, AND MOST ESPECIALLY THE COMMENT BY THE LAWYER FROM THE JUSTICE DEPT. IN ALBUQUERQUE NEW MEXICO REGARDING WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND NOT EVEN ADDRESSING CHILDREN'S RIGHTS; BUT WITH A SMIRK AND LAUGH. SHE STATED, " ABQ has been getting national press, you were on top of that stuff years and years ago.  Now it is in the limelight for the wrong behavior."  IF THEIR STATE IS ANYTHING LIKE EL PASO, TEXAS, THE CITIZENS WOULD BE ' ROARING ' FOR THE DRUG CARTELS BECAUSE THAT'S WHO THEY SEEM TO SUPPORT. AND THIS STATE IS SUPPOSED TO BE ' REPUBLICAN,' IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE WITH THE DEMOCRATS; IT'S WHAT THEY ARE.
AS FOR ALBUQUERQUE THE ' ANIMALS ' WHO TRIED TO KILL ME, AND THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET ON ALICE ST. ( 5417 ALICE ) FROM MY ADDRESS WAS DONE BY VETS. GAINFULLY EMPLOYED, IN ' UNIFORMS,' BY THE CITY OF ALBQ. WHEN YOU HAVE A FIRE TRUCK FOLLOW YOU FROM ONE END OF THE CITY TO THE OTHER WITH SIRENS BLARING AND FLASHING LIGHTS AND NO POLICE TO BE FOUND, MUCH LESS WITH THE FIRE TRUCK, THEN SOMETHINGS REALLY WRONG.
THEN THE INTENSITY OF AFTERMATH OF REPORTING CHILD ABUSE AND THE FUCKING VET'S AGAIN AND ALL THEIR TRICKS INCLUDING ' SKYNET ' LINK-UPS AND MESSING WITH MY HEAD AS IF I WAS A TERRORIST, VERY MUCH UNLIKE ANOTHER MAN WHO ' JOKINGLY ' HANGS AN AIRPLANE AND ABSTRACT PAINTING DEPICTING 9/11 YEARS BEFORE IT EVER HAPPENED AND THE ' HERO,' ( CLASSICALLY AND ADEQUATELY DESCRIBED IN DEFINITION ) AS ALBQ'S ' FINEST ALONG SIDE ALL THAT IS ' JUSTICE,' IN THE LAW ENFORCEMENT FEILDS. GEE, WITH ALL THE F... BUDDIES BARTON PRINCE HAS HAD OVER, INCLUDING POLICE WHO ANSWERED NUMEROUS CALLS REGARDING ' ABUSE ' FROM A SHELTER FOR YOUNG PEOPLE ( HIS TELPHONE NUMBER WAS ONE DIGGIT REMOVED FROM THE SHELTER'S NUMBER ) YOU WOULD THINK THAT WHILE INSIDE THE STUDIO, THEY MIGHT OF ' SEEN ' WHAT I HAVE DESCRIBED. HOW DO I KNOW, HE TOLD ME. IT HAPPENED OFTEN.
FUNNY THING, EVERY TIME I START FEELING ' NEW MEXICAN,' AND WANTING TO GO BACK ' HOME,' OR THROUGH NEW MEXICO, THE POLICE START KILLING PEOPLE; HOMELESS.
AFTER ALL, YOU CAN'T HAVE A ' CELL ' WITHOUT ' INTELL ' AND AN INTERNET; SOMEONE, PREFERABLY INSIDE.
OH, AND THANKS FOR THE ARAB-MEXICAN WITH THE BLACK SNAKE TATTO'S ON BOTH ARMS, AS YOU CAN SEE, I GOT THE ' MESSAGE.' DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY, EL PASO PUBLIC LIBRARY ( 2-19-2015 ), HE WAS A ' FAVOR, FORM THE PEOPLE.'
BUT, REMEMBER WHAT I ONCE POSTED IN REPORT AS TO WHAT I HEARD, YEARS AGO, " WE HAVE OUR OWN POLICE DEPARTMENT "/ ' WE HAVE OUR OWN PEOPLE IN THE POLICE DEPARTMENT.' AND FINELY, ' WE HAVE OUR ' OWN POLICE.' THE LATER, FOR YEARS. ALL THIS WHILE I WAS MEDITATING, TILL ALL THIS ' NOISE ' BROKE THE MEDITATION. THESE PEOPLE WERE HOMOSEXUALS, THE VERY ONES WHO WERE STALKING ME, TRYING TO ' TEACH ' ME TO ' HIDE ' MYSELF WHILE IN MEDITATIONS AND I SUSPECT, IN THE MILITARY AS WELL, VETERANS; SOMEBODY HAD TO BE ' INSIDE.' COPYRIGHT 2-21-2015 - J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III - YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT ONLY WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN AND THE FIRST PHOTO BELOW. __________________________________________________