JUST ONE MORE PHOTO

THE LAMP

WHEN I WAS AT CASA VIDA DE SALUD, OFF OF MONTANA
MEMBER HOMELESS COALITION, IN EL PASO,
TEXAS. A FEW YEARS AGO.

ONE OF THE COMPUTER HACKS, ALMOST
COMPLETELY OUT OF MY CONTROL,
OTHER THAN THE POWER PLUG. LAYER,
AFTER LAYER....THIS MIGHT OF BEEN UP
BEFORE, BUT I WAS ' HACKED.'

ANOTHER LAMP, AND G_D SMILED,
THIS TIME WITHOUT SCULPTURE.
PHOTO TAKEN LAST NIGHT.

IT'S A MIRACLE THAT THE ROOM'S
MAIL BOX KEY'S SHOWED UP, BUT
I RECEIVE NO MAIL. NICE ' SET - UP.'

WHEN MY NAME IS NO LONGER
THE OBSCENITY ' OCHOA,' DIVIDE AND
CONCUR ' RIGHT? I WILL BE LONG
GONE AND NO ' PROPER DISCHARGE,'
BUT I MIGHT AS WELL BE ASHAMED
TO BE PART MEXICAN; NEVER THE
LESS, SOMEONE HAD TO WALK THROUGH
IT TO TELL MY BROTHER KARL'S
STORY AND ' TRAILS ' THROUGH THE
BROTHELS; IF I TOLD YOU OF LAST
NIGHT, YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE IT.

SO THE CONGRESSMAN RECEIVED THE FIRST HALF
OF THE E-MAI. I DON'T THINK SIX YEARS IS ENOUGH
FOR THE SECOND HALF.

THE MOLDING IN THE BUILDING WAS A ' NIGHTMARE ' SO
MANY YEARS AGO. THE ' VAMPIRES ' HANGING DOWN FROM
THE CEILINGS IN THE CAPITAL OF TEXAS. THE MOST DISGUSTING
THINGS I'VE EVER SEEN, I DIDN'T KNOW WERE I WAS AND THE
' TIMES ' IN ALL DIRECTIONS, THEN ' THE SONG AND DANCE.'
AND THE CHUCKLES IN LAYERS, DAN RECOGNIZED, OTHERS
I'LL MAKE SUR NEVER TO MEET OR ' CLARITY,' IN THE
DRUG INFESTED BROTHEL OF EL PASO, TEXAS; THEY
LIVE THIS WAY BY CHOICE.'

A CHINESE QUARTER WAS GIVEN ME YESTERDAY..........
SO I GUESS YOU STUPID FUCKS, IT WAS THE CHINESE,
IF I'M WRONG ABOUT THE COIN, I'LL CHANGE IT.

THIS ALL BEGAN WITH ARABS AND A VERY FEW JEWS,
AND MY LIFE DESTROYED..................YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT
A HORROR STORY IS COMING.

WHAT ' YOU ' ARE UP AGAINST

Hilo, HI. Bus Terminal Area

( this is what I wrote down that night )

2 undercover cops ( firemen? ) male and female/ put Navy 75 dark blue shirts on-the old man? Supporter of pedophiles?

THE USE OF MY FATHER AS ' MASK '

THE TWO PEOPLE LOOKED DIRECTLY AT ME, THEY DID NOT KNOW I SAW THEM PUT THE SHIRTS ON YARDS AWAY BEHIND THE CROWD

SUNDAY-KARY-MEMORI/THEN CROSSED OUT:MEMORY, REOCCURRING EVENT-" BUT NOT FOR YOU."

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WHAT HAPPENED LATER THAT NIGHT THE FIRE DEPARTMENT KNOWS AND NEIGHBORS-I JUST TURNED AROUND AND WENT TO SLEEP-RESPONSE TIME WHEN I WAS AWAKENED-UNDER 5 MINUTES, I didn't have a phone to call it in anyway. NO SMOKE-NO FLAMES.

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Hawaii has it's own problems, from drugs, ' feeling of no way off Island,' paychecks well below minimum pay, distribution of computer info amongst the ' baby boomers ' and some of their offspring in order to maintain ' control,' missing children, deep religious differences ( Jewish, Arab, Hawaiian, Aryan brotherhood ( competitors of Asian Ice market ) etc ) and inadequate Police Force to deal with missing persons and all other problems revolving around the main stay of ' today's ' main recreation other than alcohol consumption, the use of illegal drugs. Impact on the lower and middle classes----no hope. READ A NEWSPAPER.

As for the use of my family/my own recollection of my family and ' prompts,'  ( nice shirts guys, he would be about that age now ), there will always be a ' real ' purpose to support the action ( s ), this may be Federal, though I believe just a form of the underground.

Phil's friend long ago was named ' Kary.' A fictitious name. His ( Phil, back then in Albq., NM. ) enemies were the con artists trying to get ahold of his brother's estate years ago. It went all the way up to the State level ( the corruption, newspapers and all, and yes all Democrats ) Phil's brother was a defense attorney who died under ' questionable ' circumstances in New Mexico.

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I have tryed to stop the things that I have seen. It's damn near imposable, but you can write.

The person who stole my phone was video taped by City Cameras, after my response to what I saw in ' Kary.' The rest is history.

YOU BOOTED ME OUT OF ' SERVICE ' FOR THE NATION, I FOUGHT TO STAY IN, YOU THOUGHT DIFFERENTLY; I EVEN FORGOT ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON'S SUICIDE OR ATTEMPTED MURDER WITH MY MEETING WITH THE CAPT. PTS. I know this now, I think I handle it alright.

AS FAR AS MY I-POD GOES-IT'S NOT ' CROSSED WIRES ' 8 YEARS AGO, IT'S INTENTIONAL-YES-RADIO IS TURNED OFF.

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I HAVE USE FOR A PHONE-INTERNET CAPABILITIES-VERY LITTLE ' TRACKING.' something that is totally off when turned off.

A LAPTOP ( APPLE ) both brand new. The other ' wish list ' I'll write about later.

THIS IS ALL YOU GET.

YOUR ' PRESENCE ' NOW IS TO MUCH FOR THE ' RECURRENCE ' OF EVENTS REMEMBERED NOW-I AM SORRY YOU ARE SO BLIND-BUT AT LEAST YOU ARE STARTING TO LISTEN-DON'T BE FOOLS, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE.

History as we know it, has the ' value ' of correct accounting of time to change all understandings of ' worth,' as we know it, beyond every one's comprehension.

AND LAST

ARE YOU THAT FUCKING IMMATURE TO BELIEVE IN ' CIVIL WAR ' IN HAWAII ???

8-9 YEARS AGO- " I SORRY." THEN REPEATED, ABOUT FIVE YEARS AGO. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS LISTENING TO IN MEDITATION.

WHITE MAN COMES UP " GOT POT MAN ? " " GOT ICE? "

YOU ANSWER, " NO WAY, WE GOT A RICH CULTURAL HERITAGE."

WHATS LEFT OF IT AFTER YEARS OF SELLING SHIT, MANY DON'T EVEN KNOW IT 'CAUSE THEY DON'T LISTEN TO THEIR ELDERS WHO WANTED TO TEACH IT.

YOUR FUCKING DRUGED UP ' PEACE MOVEMENT ' HAS TURNED INTO A FEMALE DATING GAME THAT AMOUNTS TO NOTHING IN THE END TO PROTECT BECAUSE THEY ALL ARE ' HA PA.'

BACK TO THE BEGINNING OF THIS POST, I'M NOT NAIVE, BUT I AM ON THE STREETS AND I AM NOT SOME FOOL WAVING A FLAG WITH AN EXTENSIVE RAP SHEET FILLED WITH  FELONIES.