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Friday, January 30, 2015

UP-DATED 1-31-2015 - WHEN THE SLAVES KNOW MORE THAN THE MASTERS

DO NOT RV THE INTERNET OR THE LIBRARIES

THE LIBRARIES OF AT LEAST THE WESTERN HALF OF THE UNITED STATES ARE ALL BUT CONTROLLED BY THE ' GAY MOVEMENT.' THE INTERNET IS SO COMPLEX IN IT'S A-I, MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT THAT, THAT IT ' COMPLETES ' A PICTURE IN THE ONGOING VIRTUAL REALITY THAT MOST PEOPLE LIVE IN, ESPECIALLY THE YOUNG, THAT THEY DO NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RIGHT OR WRONG, REAL LIFE OR MAKE BELIEVE, OR ' ADULT ' RELATIONS WHEN ADDRESSING A CHILD.

THE IDEA OF ' ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE,' A-I IN RELATION TO THE ' POWER ' OF YOUTH AS A LOCOMOTIVE IN SOCIETY HAS SO MUCH SLOWED DOWN THE COUNTRY ( AS PER REAL THOUGHT ) THAT ADULTS TOOK THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE AND LET THEM LEAD IN COMPLETENESS AS TO HOW THE WORLD ' REALLY IS,'.......IN AN IDEALIZED VIRTUAL REALITY OF ' CONNECTION;' A FALSE REALITY.

IF YOU WANT WORLD WAR TWO, THIS IS THE WAY TO DO IT. WE WILL ALL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE IF THE DAMAGE ALREADY DONE WILL LEAD OUR NATION TO THAT END WITH THE WORLD.

THE REST OF WHAT I CAN FIND WILL BE SENT WHERE THOSE WHO MADE A DIFFERENCE RESIDE, PHOTOGRAPHS AS WELL.

FAMILY PHOTOS WILL BE LEFT WITH THE POLICE DEPARTMENT, A COP I MET, OR A PERSON WHO DEVOTES SOME OF HER TIME TO A RAPE CRISE CENTER, IF SHE HAS THE TIME.

PS. YOU CAN PAINT THEM A PICTURE AND THEY WILL NEVER LISTEN AND YOU WILL BE TREATED LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT. THAT IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERIA.

I ASKED BLAKE BARROWS OF THE RESCUE MISSION FOR FIFTY DOLLARS TO PAY RENT FOR PART OF THE WINTER AND HE SMILED WITH THAT WHITE BLOND HAIR AND A TWINKLE IN THOSE BLUE EYES AND HE SAID, NO.

I DO NOT ACCEPT THE ARAIN NATION'S IDEA OF G_D OR IT'S IDEA OF ' CHRIST ' AS MY G_D. I HAVE SEEN ' IT ' IN PERSON. I HAVE ASKED FOR WORK THERE EVEN WHEN I LIVED THERE, I NOW JUST VOLUNTEER.

I HAVE REPORTED OLD MEN WHO HAVE HAD INDICENT COMMUNICATIONS WITH KIDS WHO HAVE LIVED THERE AND A MAN WHO GRABED A CHILD ON THE #4 BUSS AS ANY RESPONSIBLE ADULT WOULD HAVE AND HAVE CALLED POLICE.

I HAVE QUESTIONED WHY AN ADULT MALE WAS STARRING AT THE SCHOOL BUS IN THE MORNING AND STICKING HIS TOUNGE OUT CONSTANTLY WHILE PULLING HIS SHIRT OUT AT HIS HEART REPEATEDLY WHILE A PRETEEN WAS BOARDING THE BUS.

YES, I WENT IN TO RELAY THIS, BUT, " NO PERSONS ALLOWED AT THE FRONT DESK."

THERE ARE NO CAMERAS OUTSIDE. BUT DON'T HOLD YOUR BREATH.

BLAKE IS THE LAWYER FOR THE HOMELESS COALITION AND A MINISTER TOO, WHICH HOLDS ITS MEETINGS AT BEN BASSE'S CASA VIDA, A SHELTER AND RE HAB CENTER FOR DRUG ADDICTS. THEY JUST WANTED ' PAPER ' ON ACCOUNT OF MY BROTHER KARL.

THE PEICE OF ART REGARDING THE ' RED MOON,' I AM SERIOUSLY THINKING OF DESTROYING. BUT, THAT WAS RAILROAD PROPERTY, AND I'M SURE THEY KNOW IT NOW.

WHEN I WAS FIRST THERE, THE POLICE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE PLACE WAS. I WAS AT MY COMPUTER AT NIGHT, WHEN THEY ASKED ME AT THE WINDOW. I TOLD THEM, THAT WAS THE START OF MY TROUBLES THERE. " DON'T TALK TO THE POLICE. " " I WISH YOU DIDN'T TELL THEM THAT! " BETO, MY BROTHER'S FRIEND WHO I WAS INTRODUCED TO." UNITED STATES ARMY VET. GANGSTER.



I'LL STILL EAT AT THE RESCUE MISSION IF ' ALLOWED.'

IN LABELS, WELL WHAT CAN I SAY ' HOME LAND SECURITY, IF IN OPERATION WITH WHAT EVER ALLOWED 9/11, SURE IS A ' JOKE.'



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I SAID THAT ALOUD WHEN I WAS WRITING ONE OF THE LETTERS TO THE PRESIDENT. AND NOW I KNOW IT NEVER REACHED THE PRESIDENT'S OFFICE. IT CONTAINED ' PRIVATE INFORMATION ' OTHER THAN POSTED. AND I AM VERY SURE WHOEVER DID IT KNEW THE ' CONDITION ' OF MY FATHER'S HEALTH, AS WELL AS MENTAL; ALL IN RELATION TO NEED BEFORE HEART SURGERY AND AFTERWARDS. I VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE TO THINK THAT IT WAS WHITE, BUT I KNOW THAT IT WAS MEXICAN, BLACK AND WHITE ' CRIMINALS ' WHO TOOK ADVANTAGE AND THERE WAS NOTHING IN IT OTHER THAN WHAT I WROTE AND SITES THAT I CITED AND SEX LAWS AS PER MOST COUNTRIES IN THE ' CIVILISED WORLD.'

I WILL NO LONGER KEEP THE LETTER FROM FIRST LADY BUSHES OFFICE, IT WILL BE DESTROYED.

I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO ADMIRATION FOR THE DEMOCRATS OR THEIR ' MEMBERS ONLY ' PARTY. I AM NOT A REPUBLICAN.

THE TITLE ABOVE IS HOW THE COUNTRY WAS ATTACKED; AN ABSOLUTE ARROGANCE AS TO WHO IS TO BE ' EQUAL.' QUEERS WERE ALREADY EQUAL, THEIR ARGUMENTS WERE BETTER DIRECTED TO THE JUDGES. BUT UNDER CLINTON, MOST WERE ' APPOINTED ' WEREN'T THEY?

HATE CRIMES? ASK A PERSON OF COLOR, BUT I'M NOT DEFENDING THEM ANYMORE. THEY ARE CHOOSING CRIMINALS AS HEROS.

THE RESCUE MISSION

WHEN I FIRST STAYED AT THE RESCUE MISSION, A HOMELAND SECURITY HELICOPTER FLEW AT ME AS IF IN ' ATTACK MODE,' I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT COULD BE DONE WITH THAT PARTICULAR MODEL. WHAT I HEARD ' PUSHED ' IN THE SPEED OF THE ENGINE AND BLADES WAS REALLY NOT THAT IMPORTANT AS I WAS AND AM NOT A PEDOPHILE.

I MIGHT ADD, THAT THAT IS A VERY POOR ALTITUDE AND ANGLE TO ASSUME AGAINST ANYONE WHO IS ARMED. I WAS NOT; YOU THE ' TEENAGER ' PILOT. I JUST WALKED THEN STOOD AS THE OTHERS HASTENED AWAY, AND LOOKED INTO THE EYES OF AN IDIOT THROUGH THE DARKENED SHIELD......I WAS NOT ARMED.

I AM GOING TO LEAVE EL PASO IN ABOUT A MONTH, MAYBE EVEN SOONER, NOTHING FOR ME HERE. I WILL LEAVE MY NAME HERE ' FROM THE HEART,' UNTIL I CAN CHANGE IT. I HAVE ' SETTLED ' WITH EVERYTHING THAT I CAN THINK OF. I WILL SEND IN THE CHANGE FOR MY DEPARTURE FROM MILITARY SERVICE AND HOW IT HAPPENED. IT DOESN'T MATTER ONE WAY OR THE OTHER IF IT IS ' UPGRADED.' YOU CAN POINT OUT AN ' ENEMY,' THEN THE ' OTHERS,' EVEN DRAW A ' PICTURE,' AND THE GOVERNMENT IS TOO DUMB. I WILL ALSO INCLUDE FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE GOVERNMENT THAT I INTEND REALLY NOTHING FROM YOU; I WANT NO FLAG OVER MY COFFIN WHEN I DIE.

THE DATE IN THIS PHOTO, OR PHOTO PERTAINING TO
MY COMPUTER IS WRONG. I HAVE NO IDEA WHO PUT
IT THERE OR HOW IT GOT THERE. I SUPPOSE IT MIGHT
BE IN REFERENCE TO ' WHITE PEOPLE ' AND WHAT IS
FELT ON THE STREET LEVEL FROM SOME AS TO WHO
' WE ' ARE. THE PHOTO IS FROM A PRINT FROM FILM,
TAKEN AGAIN FROM AN LG PHONE CAMERA, YET THE
DATE ON THE PHONE, ALTHOUGH WRONG, DOES NOT
' CONFORM ' WITH THE OTHER DATE. MUST OF HAPPENED
AT THE EL PASO LIBRARY.

THE EXISTING PHOTOS WILL BE SENT TO
NEW MEXICO AND I HOPE KEPT AT THE
HIGHEST LEVEL IN REGARDS TO PAM. HER
FATHER WOULD OF BEEN PROUD AS I'M SURE
HER MOTHER IS ( WAS? ).

HER FATHER WAS AT THE HIGHEST LEVEL
CONCERNING HEATH AT THE STATE LEVEL.
PAM HERSELF WAS A HIGHLY TRAINED NURSE
AND WHO'S EXPERTISE WAS WELL PRAISED.

THE SCULPTURE WITH THE ' POSTAL EAGLE ' ON
IT, WAS QUESTIONED OFTEN BY MR. PRINCE, A
PIECE OF STRAP, STEAL, WAS SLIGHTLY BENT, AS
IF A WRIST. THIS ABOUT THE TIME OF ARCHITECTURE
DIGEST, OR SOME SUCH MAGAZINE WAS SHOWN
TO ME; A DIFFERENT COVER WAS ON IT REFLECTING
THE GAY ' MOVEMENT THAT WAS SENT TO CERTAIN
PEOPLE. OR, THEIR IDEA OF A REVOLUTION
THAT NEARLY COMPLETELY PUT THE UNITED STATES AT
ALL HER ENEMIES ' MERCY,' WIKI LEAKS AFTER 9/11.

THE COMPLETE ' OVERHAUL ' AND REDUCTION OF THE
CIA IN THE CLINTON ADMINISTRATION, THAT ' BJ ' WAS
COSTLY TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. BIN LADEN
WAS ALLOWED TO RUN ANYWHERE HE PLEASED AFTER
THE FIRST ATTEMPT.

ALL THE AUTHORS, MEDIA, PRIEST, MINISTERS AND SHELTERS WHO WISH TO MAKE MONETARY GAINS FROM MY LIFE, IF ANY, WHICH INCLUDES THE MAFIA ALREADY, AND IN THE FUTURE, DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION.

THE MAN WHO IS MY FATHER, OR WHO " RAISED ME AS IF YOU WERE MY OWN " DID WELL FOR HIS PEOPLE. HE BROUGHT THAT GOD DAMNED ' TOWER OF DEATH ' DOWN FOR NOT ONLY THE MEXICAN PEOPLE BUT THE SHIT IN AMERICA TOO. PEOPLE ARE STILL SUFFERING FROM THAT COMPANY'S POLLUTION.

AND NOW, DU. THE INTERBREEDING OF ' SAME PEOPLES ' SURE PRODUCED STUPID ANIMALS, ON ETHER SIDE OF THE TRACKS AND RIVER. STAND!

I HAVE BUT ONLY ONE REGRET, I SHOULD OF LISTENED TO JANYA DAVIES INTERVIEW OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, UNTIL IT ' SUNK IN.'
' THEY ' CREATED A WHOLE GENERATION OF ' TERRORIST.'

AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, ON ABADDON'S NETWORK IN ABACUS, A BLOG OF MINE WHICH WAS ' MESSED WITH,' AND I WILL NOT PAY FOR THE ' PASSWORD,' IT SHOULD READ:

' THERE IS NO SALVATION IN THE DENIAL OF THAT WHICH IS RIGHT.'



AND IF THERE'S ANYTHING THAT MIGHT OF COME OUT OF MY ' TROUBLES ' I REALLY DO WISH THAT THIS PROGRAM BELOW WORKS. YOU HAVE OWED IT TO YOUR CHILDREN IN THIS COUNTRY FOR LONGER THAN ' THEY ' KNOW AND YOU STILL ' PRAY ' TO THE PEDOPHILES AND HOUSE THEM IN ' GRANTED ' HEATED SPLENDOR WITH THEIR OWN LAWYER ( S ); FULLY EMPOWERED AND WRITTEN BY ' CHECKS.'

WHEN I FIND THE PAPERWORK DEALING WITH RF AND MICROWAVE POISONING AS WEAPON, I WILL POST THEM AND SITES IF STILL AVAILABLE, BUT BE WARNED THE MILITARY WILL NEVER ADMIT ANY WRONG DOING, MOST ESPECIALLY THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, NO MATTER WHO IS IN OFFICE. THATS ABOUT ALL I HAVE TO SAY WITH EXCEPTION TO, WHEN I LEAVE I WILL NOT RETURN.


I PRAY THESE GUYS DO MORE GOOD THAN THE VETS
THAT I HAVE MET SO FAR.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

UP-DATED 1-29-2015 - KAT HEPBURN

BABY

WHAT PAULA SAID TO MY STOMACH. ' BABY,' A MOVIE THAT I SAW AFTER THE ALTERCATION WITH THE ASSISTANT PLATOON LEADER WHO THREW MY DRESS COVER TO THE GROUND AFTER THE SIGHT OF A GLIMPSE OF AN ORGY.

CONJUNCTION

THERE IS NOT ENOUGH SPACE TO WRITE ALL THAT WAS ' DISCUSSED ' RADIO AND DISH IS ANSWER, I BET.

LATE NIGHT RADIO PROGRAM ABOUT FOOD AND BIO TECH, NANO TECH CROPS.

FLORIDA AND AFRICA-ENGLAND AND US CORPORATION INTERESTS.

HENRY STREET

SOCIAL ENGINEERING

KAT-" WE NEED TO START GROWING OUR OWN FOOD." THOUGH NIGHT BEFORE NO MENTION ON RADIO ( YEARS AGO ). I HAD NO IDEA WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT. AIRPLANES-NOT PESTICIDES.

AFFRICANIZED BEES, " KILLER BEES ' SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE-----------BEGINNING OF MY UNDERSTANDING THAT THIS ' OTHER PERSONALITY ' WAS NOT MINE.

RFID TAGING - HUSTLER MAG - BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WOULD PUBLISH THE ARTICLES. TWO WOMEN BROKE THE SILENCE OF THE ' ADVERTISERS.'

NEW AGE MOVEMENT LEADER, A PEDOPHILE - HUSTLER MAG. - BECAUSE MR. FLINT WANTED AMERICA TO KNOW WHO WAS REALLY BEHIND THE BREAKING DOWN OF THE COMING GENERATIONS, BUT PROVED ONLY TO BE THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG. AFTER READING THE ARTICLE, IT SEEMED THAT THE PROMOTER WAS REALLY ABOUT ATHEISM.

MOSQUITO - A BOOK THAT JOHN CASTLIE GAVE ME. PAGE WITH DAB OF BLOOD ON IT, JUSTIFIED THAT THE INSECT'S REAL PLACE IN THE ALL OF HISTORY WAS THAT OF THE ULTIMATE PREDATOR AND SURVIVOR.

" A MISTAKE WAS MADE," I SAID, " CAN HE HEAR US? " THEN SOME KIND OF STATIC WITH SOUND TONE BEYOND MOST PEOPLES CAPABILITIES.

' BACK GROUND IS NOW '    THIS TIME FRAME WORK IN LINER TIME, IF IT'S NOT TO LATE.

AREA ( ? ) AND ALL THE REST IN UNDERGROUND, IS NOT ' RELEVANT.' DOD.

THEY ( ? ) SAID CHINA. NO IT WAS NOT........HOME GROWN.


PS. I WAS WARNED WHEN WRITING SECOND LETTER TO PRESIDENT BUSH, EIGHTY SOME ODD PAGES AND HISTORY OF WAS WITH CD/DVR, " KEEP ENGLAND OUT OF IT........WHY RAMSEY AND ' COMPANY.' BARTON PRINCE DEFENDED A MAN WHO I NEVER GAVE A NAME TO, AND REALLY DID NOT SAY THAT MUCH OF; I HAVE THE DATE!

GRANDMOTHER SHOWED ME A BUILDING WITH 303 0N IT IN EL PASO, TX. KIMO THEATER IN ALBQ. IS SAME AS, BUT ' WHO'S TALKING? ' WHY LOOK THAT WAY?


WHY WOULD A SECURITY GUARD WANT ME ON COAST TO COAST TO DISCUSS THE ' NSA.' AND BEFORE I LEFT THE CITY OF ALBQ. NEW MEXICO, I COULD NEVER FIGURE THAT OUT.


THE EIGHTY PAGE LETTER THAT MY FATHER SPOKE OF WHEN I VISTED HIM ONLY HELPED TO ' COMPLY ' WITH THE ILLEGAL UNDERGROUND AND NOTHING OF ANY MILITARY VALUE. I GUESS IT WAS ' REDIRECTED ' TO HIM. HE IS NOT ARAB. I FEEL HE DID IT FOR ' HIS ' PEOPLE.

THE ABSENCE OF ANY REAL ' LAW ENFORCEMENT ' SHOULD TELL ANYONE OF ANY REASONABLE ' MIND ' THE ABSOLUTE NEED THAT ONCE EXISTED IN THIS COUNTRY FOR ' SECURITY.'

I DO NOT LIKE PICKING ON ANY ONE ' RACE,' BUT ALL THE ADULTS WERE ASLEEP WHEN THIS COUNTRY WAS ATTACKED THE ' THIRD ' TIME. IT WAS'NT JUST THE CHINA SECRETS, THE REST IS HISTORY.

THE ARAB STATE MIGHT ONE DAY BE REAL, UNDER ONE RELIGION, BUT THE IDEA OF ONE ' KILLER god ' IS NOT THE WAY AS ' ALL ' RELIGIONS HAVE LEARNED.

AS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I SPOKE OF IN THE LETTER TO THE PRESIDENT THAT DEALT WITH CHILD MOLESTATION AND THEUSE OF OUR DEFENSES ' MEANS ' TO SECURE THIS COUNTRY AS PER INFORMATION GATHERING, IT NEVER REACHED THE PRESIDENT. I HAD A FEELING THAT ONLY A QUARTER OF ALL THE LETTERS THAT I SENT OUT, REALLY MET THIER ADDRESSES. SO I HANDED OUT ABOUT THREE TO FIVE HUNDRED FLIERS TOO AT THE NMSF.

THIS IS HOW THE MEXICAN PEOPLE CONTINUE TO BE ' DUMBED DOWN ' BY THERE OWN. THE ' MISTAKES,' IF ANY WERE MINE, BUT I TOLD THE TRUTH WHEN NO ONE WOULD LISTEN.






SHIP IN A BOTTLE

THE ' COPS,' " WE ARE POLICE," EVEN TRANSFERRED TO MY NEW PHONE AFTER THE ' I-PHONE,' SERVICE WITH T-MOBILE. AND FOREVER ' STALKED ' BY THE PERSON WHO SOLD IT TO ME BUT ALSO THE ' GAY DRUG COMMUNITY,' AND EVEN TODAY. IT IS JUST A CAMERA NOW.

I ASKED FOR BLACK, GOT ' GREY ' UNTIL YOU LOOK AT IT IN THE SUNLIGHT AND A WORLD OF ' SHIT.' THE PERSON WHO SOLD IT TO ME THEN MOVED FROM THE MESA LOCATION TO THE CEILO VISTA MALL LOCATION, WHEN I TRIED TO GET BETTER SERVICE. I MIGHT ADD THAT THAT LOCATION IS WHERE THE I-PHONE WAS ' UNLOCKED ' THOUGH I BOUGHT IT FROM DR.CELL A LEGIT BUSINESS.

I WILL ALSO ADD, THAT I DO NOT HAVE A ' YOUTUBE ACCOUNT OR FACEBOOK,' THAT SOMETIMES MY POSTS ON BLOGGER IMMEDIATELY SOMEHOW ' ACQUIRE ' BEFORE POSTING TO MY BLOGS ON ' BLOGGER.'

I WAS WARNED ONCE BY A VET REP AT THE EPCC " BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU PUT ON THE INTERNET."

ALICE AND PAVLOV'S dog

I ONCE KNEW TWO.

THEN THE LAST ASKED ME " HOW DID YOU GET THROUGH SECURITY? " THIS INSIDE THE INFORMATION AREA OF THE LAB.

HER BOSS SHINED HER PENCIL LIGHT AT HER CROTCH TWO TIMES WHEN ALICE BROUGHT HER OVER TO LOOK AT SOME ART. SHE NEVER REALLY DID.

I DID HAVE A CELLPHONE THAT I ASKED AS A FAVOR FROM A MAN THAT HAD BOUGHT ONE OF MY SCULPTURES AT THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR; THE CELL PHONE COMPANY WAS ON SAN PEDRO OR SAN MATEO, A OK HARRIS SCULPTURE WAS SECURED ON THE SIDEWALK OUTSIDE.

THE ' STAR ' INSIDE THE BOTTOM EYE LID MIGHT NOT ' IMPLY ' WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK, BUT THEN AGAIN, WHO REALLY HAS THE REAL ' BEEF ' WITH YAHWEH.




WHAT I ENDED UP WITH, PLUM/PURPLE.


SAME PHONE.

BOX THAT IT CAME WITH, NEW.

INSIDE BOX AND CHARGER. THE RECEIPTS
ARE STILL HELD BY GOOGLE, SO FAR, IN
ARCHIVE.

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BELOW 1-28-2014
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KAT

' BRINGING UP BABY,' HAS SPARKED SO MANY MEMORIES AND CONVERSATIONS WHICH ALSO INCLUDE AN ' INCIDENT ' IN THE COAST GUARD THAT ' MIGHT ' OF GOTTEN ' RID ' OF A POTENTIAL ' WITTINESS ' TO A HOUSE WHICH WAS FILLED WITH WHAT CAN ONLY BE CALLED A SCENE FROM ' CALIGULA ( A MOVIE ), ' THE N-17 EDITION. AND ' HER ' COMMENT " BECAUSE I'M A MOTHER AND HAVE A CHILD." THIS WHEN I WAS ASKED TO LOOK THROUGH THE WINDOW AND IDENTIFY THE PLATOON LEADER'S BEST BUDDY AND THE ' PERSON ' HE WAS WITH ' LAYING ' WITH. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT WAS WINTER TIME, BUT MILD. IT WAS HIM ALRIGHT, BUT AS TO THE AGE OF THE GIRL, WELL, SHE WAS A GIRL AS OPPOSED TO A WOMAN. AND SHE WAS ' SHAVED ' OR ' LITTLE IN THE WAY OF HAIR.'

BUT IT ' MIGHT ' EXPLAIN WHY THE ASSISTANT PLATOON LEADER ( RECRUIT ) TIPPED MY DRESS COVER OFF WHEN RANK WAS GOING IN THE DIRECTION OF THE HOUSE AND AT THE BARRACKS I WAS WRITING DOWN WHAT HAD HAPPENED DURING ' LEAVE.'

CAPT. FODDER'S ( SPELLING ) VOICE AS I LEFT AND A UNIFORM THAT ' MIGHT ' OF BEEN JAG WHO ENTERED AFTER I HAD LEFT, " WE NEED TO KEEP THOSE TWO SEPARATED." THAT WAS CAPT. FODDER'S VOICE. THIS AFTER THE SCALPEL EVENT AND AFTER A COAST GUARD NURSE, FEMALE TOLD ME, " CYA! " I ASKED WHAT IT MEANT AS THE TWO MALE NURSES LAUGHED, SHE SAID " COVER YOUR ASS! AND I MEAN IT, THEY WILL....(? ) " AND THE REST I DON'T REMEMBER. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON.

I NEVER SAW THE YOUNG LADIES FACE, BUT NOW I REMEMBER.

THE OTHER THING WAS A FIGHT ATTENDANT WHO STATED THAT " THE COAST GUARD WAS GOING TO ADD ANOTHER WEEK TO THEIR TRAINING, " WHICH COMPLETELY CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD AS WE FLEW OVER WASHINGTON DC. THAT NIGHT. ' EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT,' OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT WAS WHAT SHE SAID A BIT LATTER.

THE ONLY OTHER THING WAS WHEN I WAS CALLED BACK TO BARRACKS TO MY COMPANY FOR THE WARNING FROM OUR CO REGARDING ANSWERING THE PHONE AND LISTENING TO MUCH TO THE OTHER PARTY. NAME, NUMBER, MESSAGE AND THANK YOU SIR/MAM. NO MATTER WHAT, AND EXAMPLES.

I ANSWERED A CALL AT TRACEN FROM A WOMAN WHO APPEARED TO BE ' SUICIDAL ' IN HER ( I THOUGHT INTOXICATED ) AND SPOKE BUT MAINLY LISTENED, AND PASSED WORD TO THE NURSE ON DUTY AFTER COMPLETING MY SECURITY ROUND. HER FATHER, OFTEN APPEARED TO DUTY WITH BLOODY RAZOR MARKS ON HIS SCALP IN THE MORNINGS; HE WAS GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE.

WHEN I LEFT JAG, WHICH WAS JUST AFTER INSPECTION, ' NO GIGS,' A ' UNIFORM ' ENTERED AND LAUGHED ALONG WITH MY ' ADVOCATE.' THEY LAUGHED ALONG.
I GAVE UP MY COAST GUARD INSIGNIA AND MEDAL REGARDING M-16. I DIDN'T NEED ' SPOTTERS,' THEY JUST LOUSED THING UP.

MY ' GREEN CARD,' WAS THE LAST THING THAT I GAVE UP, THEN WAS TOLD WHAT ' UNCHARACTERIZED ' MEANT, " YOU WERE NEVER HERE," AND TOLD TO REGISTER FOR THE DRAFT/SELECTIVE SERVICE,................I DID LATER.

I WOULD OF KEPT GOING, DONE WHAT I SIGNED UP FOR, REGARDLESS OF ' THEIR ' EAR CUSHION LEFT IN ME, AND DONE WELL, IF NOT ABOVE AVERAGE. I JOINED TO HELP.

I HAVE NEVER FORGOTTEN " DO YOU KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG? " SAID CAPT. FODDER. NOW I KNOW WHY.

WHY DID YOU, SIR, STATE " KEEP THEM SEPARATED. I HAVE A FELLING THAT THAT FEMALE RECRUIT MADE A COMPLAINT. I HOPE SHE WON; THE COAST GUARD WON.

" BART DON'T LET THEM DO THAT TO YOU! " THE ' LADY ' ABOVE/OVERLAP, FAMILY WATCHING ' BRINGING UP BABY.' AND THE WOMAN WHO I SAW EARLIER WHEN I WAS VERY YOUNG WHO HELPED ME BASE AND FORM MY ' IDEA ' OF WHAT BEAUTY WAS. THE REST OF THE SHIT WAS SOME ' TRAIL ' IN TWO DIFFERENT PLACES AND SOMEONES ' MEMORIES ' OF ME WHEN ' THEY ' FINISHED ' THEIR ' TWENTY AS THEY DRANK AWAY......AND THE FUTURE SHIT THAT IS STILL ' UNRAVELLING,' BRUBAKER,' A MOVIE WITH ROBERT REDFORD, WHO I HAVE MENTIONED BEFORE AND WHO'S FAMILY ONCE LIVED IN AUSTIN, TX ACCORDING TO A ' TRUCKER,' AND SERVICE MAN, I MET AT LADY BIRD FAMILY CENTER OF THE  YMCA; THAT POST WAS LOST YEARS AGO.

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH...........NO MATTER WHAT ' FUTURE,' IT WAS WORTH IT ! SEPARATION? '

I WILL REQUEST REVEIW OF MY DISCHARGE, I HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS, AND NO ' CITIZEN'S ' WHAT EVER, WILL BE TURNED DOWN.....IF THAT TRUELY WAS IN REGARDS TO MYSELF.

Monday, January 26, 2015

ASHAMED OF BEING AMERICAN II

AN OWNER OF AN ESTABLISHMENT ONCE TOLD ME THAT ONE OF HIS REGULAR PATRONS BOUGHT ON A REGULAR BASIS MAGAZINES THAT DEALT SPECIFICALLY WITH SADISM AND MASOCHISM SUBJECT MATTER IN THE AREA OF GENDER, AS PER, THE ' IDEA ' OF HUMANITY, THE MALE OF THE SPECIES.

UPON THE FIFTH OR SIXTH VISIT AND PURCHASES, THE OWNER OF THE ESTABLISHMENT STATED HE SAID " THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATRONAGE BART ( PRINCE )," AND THAT ' CUSTOMER NEVER RETURNED AGAIN.

NOW, WHEN YOU ' APPLE COWS ' AND OTHERS BITCHES COMPLAIN ABOUT ' SECRETS ' AND THE CIA'S USE OF WATER BOARDING AND OTHER ' TACTICS,' THINK ( STEVE JOBS ) ' ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE ' EMPOWERED,' AND THE VERY FEW OF YOU WHO HAVE CHILDREN. NOT " KIDS " ( " I HAVE KIDS ALL AROUND THE WORLD," BARTON PRINCE ) THAT WHITLEY STRIEBER SAID ON NATIONAL RADIO WITH ART BELL, OR THE ' ARCHITECT ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. WHO ONCE SAID THE SAME.

OH THOSE HOTEL ROOMS. OPPS.



Jayna Davis - Guests - Coast to Coast AM

http://www.coasttocoastam.com/guest/davis-jayna/6372
Shortly after 9:02 AM on April 19, 1995, Jayna found herself staring at the smoldering shell of the Alfred P. Murrah Building with a photographer by her side  ...



The Third Terrorist: The Middle East Connection to the Oklahoma City Bombing is a book by television journalist Jayna Davis about evidence of an alleged conspiracy behind the 1995 Oklahoma City bombing. The Justice Department initially sought, but then abandoned its search for, a Middle East suspect. The book was published in April 2004 by Nelson Current Publishers, and became a New York Times best-seller. In contrast to conspiracy theories that the bombing was a false flag attack perpetrated by elements of the US government, the book presents a theory that links the Oklahoma City bombers to agents of Iraq and Al-Qaeda, operating under Iranian state sponsorship.



JUST SOMETHING ELSE THAT I FOUND ON THE NET, THE WALL STREET JOURNAL. AND GEE, EDWARD SNOWDEN SURE TAUGHT THE NATO ALLIES. DOESN'T MAJOR ED DAMES LIVE I RUSSIA PART TIME. GEE, ALL THOSE ' BLONDS,' HUH, ' BART OCHOA ( BARTON PRINCE ALWAYS CALLED ME ' FAKE BART,' OH THE WONDERS! ) ' WHO LIVES THERE, WHO CONTACTED MY SCHOOL MATE. GOSH!

I WILL STOP, BEFORE I ' EMPOWER ' AMERICAN JUSTICE, BEFORE THE ' END OF THE WORLD ' AGAIN.

OH THAT REMINDS ME, LOOK ONE QUARTER THE DISTANCE FROM WHERE THE ASTROID IS COMING FROM, THEN ABOUT TWENTY DEGREES OFF FROM THE OPPOSITE POINT THE ORTHER SIDE. THAT SHOULD DO IT, BUT WHATS THE ' REAL NEWS ? '

" THINK! " STEVE JOBS.

FROM THE ARCHIVES: September 5, 2002

The Iraq Connection
By MICAH MORRISON
OKLAHOMA CITY -- With the Sept. 11 anniversary upon us and President Bush talking about a "regime change" in Iraq, it's an apt time to look at two investigators who connect Baghdad to two notorious incidents of domestic terrorism. Jayna Davis, a former television reporter in Oklahoma City, believes an Iraqi cell was involved in the 1995 bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building here. Middle East expert Laurie Mylroie links Iraq to the first bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993, and has published a book on the subject.
Both cases are closed, of course -- in the public mind if not quite officially. Timothy McVeigh was convicted of murder in the Oklahoma City bombing and executed in June 2001; Terry Nichols was sentenced to life in prison for conspiracy and manslaughter, and faces a further trial on murder charges. In the World Trade Center bombing, prosecutors convicted six men of Middle Eastern origin on the theory that they operated in a "loose network." One suspect remains at large, but the apparent ringleader, known as Ramzi Yousef, was captured in Pakistan and is now in federal prison in the U.S.
The prosecutors in both episodes believe they got their men, and of course conspiracy theories have shadowed many prominent cases. Still, the long investigative work by Ms. Davis and Ms. Mylroie, coming to parallel conclusions though working largely independently of each other, has gained some prominent supporters. Former CIA Director James Woolsey, for example, recently told the Journal that "when the full stories of these two incidents are finally told, those who permitted the investigations to stop short will owe big explanations to these two brave women. And the nation will owe them a debt of gratitude."
The Vanishing John Doe No. 2
Ms. Davis, for example, has a copy of a bulletin put out by the Oklahoma Highway Patrol immediately after the Murrah bombing. It specifies a blue car occupied by "Middle Eastern male subject or subjects." According to police radio traffic at the time, also obtained by Ms. Davis, a search was on as well for a brown Chevrolet pickup "occupied by Middle Eastern subjects." When an officer radioed in asking if "this is good information or do we really not know," a dispatcher responded "authorization FBI." Law-enforcement sources tell Ms. Davis that the FBI bulletin was quickly and mysteriously withdrawn.

The next day, the federal government issued arrest warrants and sketches of two men seen together, John Doe No. 1 and No. 2. John Doe 1 turned out to be McVeigh, who was quickly picked up on an unrelated charge. Following the arrest of McVeigh and Nichols, the Justice Department changed course, saying the witnesses were confused and there was no John Doe 2 with McVeigh.
But Ms. Davis, who was covering the case at the time for KFOR-TV in Oklahoma City, says in fact there was a John Doe No. 2, and that she has identified him. The original warrant for John Doe No. 2 described a man about 5 feet 10 inches, average weight, with brown hair and a tattoo on his left arm. She says the man matching this description is an Iraqi political refugee named Hussain al-Hussaini, an itinerant restaurant worker who entered the country in 1994 from a Saudi Arabian refugee camp and soon found his way to Oklahoma City. She says she has more than 20 witnesses who can place him near the Murrah Building on the day of the bombing or finger him in parts of the conspiracy.
Seven weeks after the bombing, Ms. Davis's KFOR television station began broadcasting a series of reports on a possible Middle East connection. It did not name Mr. al-Hussaini, but did include photographs of him that digitally obscured his face. Mr. al-Hussaini sued for libel and defamation, denying any association with the bombing. In November 1999, U.S. District Court Judge Tim Leonard dismissed the lawsuit.
Citing defense contentions Mr. al-Hussaini's counsel failed to dispute, the judge ruled that Ms. Davis had proved that Mr. al-Hussaini "bears a strong resemblance to the composite sketch of John Doe #2," including a tattoo on his left arm, that he was born and raised in Iraq, that he had served in the Iraqi army, and that his Oklahoma City employer had once been suspected by the federal government of having "connections with the Palestine Liberation Organization."
Mr. al-Hussaini appealed Judge Leonard's decision to the 10th Circuit Court, where a ruling is pending. He is represented by Gary Richardson, a well-known Oklahoma lawyer who currently is an independent candidate for governor. In an interview, Mr. Richardson denounced the treatment of Mr. al-Hussaini as anathema to American values, saying he had been singled out because he was an Arab. "There is no evidence that Hussain al-Hussaini is John Doe No. 2," Mr. Richardson said. "He was grossly mistreated by the media in Oklahoma."
In 1996, Mr. al-Hussaini returned to Boston, where he had first entered the U.S. He found work as a cook at Logan Airport. According to his medical records, he was haunted by the Oklahoma City episode and the publicity surrounding his libel suit. He began drinking heavily and in 1997 was admitted to a psychiatric clinic for a depressive disorder and suicidal thoughts. Mr. al-Hussaini's lawyer says his client has since moved to another part of the country and is "trying to put his life back together."
According to notes taken by a nurse at the psychiatric clinic, Mr. al-Hussaini quit his job at Logan Airport in November 1997, nearly four years before planes from there were hijacked on Sept. 11, 2001. Her notes say he stated, "If anything happens there, I'll be a suspect."
Evidence supporting Ms. Davis's suspicions surfaced during discovery for the McVeigh trial. An FBI report, for example, records a call a few hours after the bombing from Vincent Cannistraro, a retired CIA official who had once been chief of operations for the agency's counter-terrorism center. He told Kevin Foust, a FBI counter-terror investigator, that he'd been called by a top counter-terror adviser to the Saudi royal family. Mr. Foust reported that the Saudi told Mr. Cannistraro about "information that there was a 'squad' of people currently in the United States, very possibly Iraqis, who have been tasked with carrying out terrorist attacks against the United States. The Saudi claimed that he had seen a list of 'targets,' and that the first on the list was the federal building in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma."
Stephen Jones, McVeigh's lead lawyer, discusses the FBI report in his book, "Others Unknown: Timothy McVeigh and the Oklahoma City Bombing Conspiracy." Mr. Cannistraro later told Mr. Jones that he didn't know if the caller "was credible or not." But Mr. Foust's memo says Mr. Cannistraro described the Saudi official as "responsible for developing intelligence to help prevent the royal family from becoming victims of terrorist attacks," and someone he'd known "for the past 10 or 15 years."
Ms. Davis's evidence was examined by Patrick Lang, a Middle East expert and former director of the Defense Intelligence Agency's human intelligence collection section. In a memo to Ms. Davis, Mr. Lang concluded that Mr. al-Hussaini likely is a member of Unit 999 of the Iraqi Military Intelligence Service, or Estikhabarat. He wrote that this unit is headquartered at Salman Pak southeast of Baghdad, and "deals with clandestine operations at home and abroad."
Larry Johnson, a former deputy director of the State Department's Office of Counter Terrorism, also has examined Ms. Davis's voluminous research. "Looking at the Jayna Davis material," Mr. Johnson says, "what's clear is that more than Tim McVeigh and Terry Nichols were involved. Without a doubt, there's a Middle Eastern tie to the Oklahoma City bombing."
Mr. al-Hussaini and other former Iraqi soldiers colluded with McVeigh and Nichols in the attack, Ms. Davis charges. "There is a Middle Eastern terrorist cell operating in Oklahoma City. They were operating prior to the Oklahoma City bombing and they are still operating today."
The popular stereotype of McVeigh is of a twisted "patriot" out to avenge government actions at Waco and Ruby Ridge. But in March 1998 he penned a prison-cell "Essay on Hypocrisy" obsessed with Iraq. "We've all seen pictures that show a Kurdish woman and child frozen in death from the use of chemical weapons. But have you ever seen these pictures juxtaposed next to pictures from Hiroshima or Nagasaki?" With calls for war crimes trials of Saddam Hussein, "why do we not hear the same cry for blood directed at those responsible for even greater amounts of 'mass destruction?'"
In dismissing the al-Hussaini libel suit, Judge Leonard pointedly noted the indictment of McVeigh and Nichols included a charge of conspiracy "with others unknown." In sentencing Nichols, U.S. District Judge Richard Matsch remarked, "It would be disappointing to me if the law enforcement agencies of the United States government have quit looking for answers."
World Trade Center
The Sept. 11 airline crashes were not the first attempt to topple the World Trade Center towers. In February 1993, a bomb blast in a public parking garage below the North Tower of the World Trade Center killed six people and left a crater six stories deep. It could have been much worse. In her book, "The War Against America: Saddam Hussein and the World Trade Center Attacks," Laurie Mylroie says that the bomb was designed to topple the North Tower into the South Tower and envelop the scene in a cloud of cyanide gas. Hearing the case, Judge Kevin Duffy agreed, saying that if the plan had worked, "we would have been dealing with tens of thousands of deaths." After the bombing, the FBI rounded up four Muslims who moved in extremist circles in the New York area. Three others escaped overseas: a Palestinian, an Iraqi named Abdul Yasin, and Ramzi Yousef.
Ms. Mylroie's book argues that Iraq was complicit in this attack. At the very least, she notes, Saddam Hussein is harboring a wanted terrorist: Abdul Yasin. He came to the U.S. six months before the Trade Center attack and is charged with helping mix chemicals for the bomb. Picked up in an early sweep after the bombing, he talked his way out of an FBI interrogation and turned up back in Baghdad.
Beyond this, Ms. Mylroie contends that the bombing was "an Iraqi intelligence operation with the Moslem extremists as dupes." She says that the original lead FBI official on the case, Jim Fox, concluded that "Iraq was behind the World Trade Center bombing." In late 1993, shortly before his retirement, Mr. Fox was suspended by FBI Director Louis Freeh for speaking to the media about the case; he died in 1997. Ms. Mylroie says that Mr. Fox indicated to her that he did not continue to pursue the Iraq connection because Justice Department officials "did not want state sponsorship addressed."
According to phone records analyzed by Ms. Mylroie, Abdul Yasin appeared in the orbit of one of U.S. conspirators, Muhammed Salameh, some weeks after Mr. Salameh made a series of phone calls to relatives in Iraq, including to his uncle, Kadri Abu Bakr. Mr. Bakr is a senior figure in the PLO's "Western Sector" terrorist unit; at the very least, his phone calls would be monitored by Iraqi intelligence.
Ramzi Yousef also showed up after the calls to Mr. Bakr, according to Ms. Mylroie's analysis. His arrival "transformed the conspiracy from a pipe bombing plot to an audacious attack on the World Trade Center." Yousef was "the individual most responsible for building the World Trade Center bomb" -- 1,200 pounds of urea nitrate with a nitroglycerine trigger, booster chemicals, sulfuric acid and sodium cyanide.
After the bombing, Yousef vanished; he had entered with an Iraqi passport, and exited with a Pakistani passport. Yousef's Pakistani passport was in the name of Abdul Basit. He obtained it from the Pakistani consulate in New York shortly before the bombing, saying he had lost his passport and presenting photocopied pages from Abdul Basit's 1984 and 1988 passports.
Ms. Mylroie says her evidence suggests that Abdul Basit and his family were among two dozen Pakistani nationals working in Kuwait who vanished at the time of the Iraqi invasion. Law enforcement authorities believe she overplays this possibility, that Yousef is indeed Basit, and that the original Iraqi passport is the only firm link to Iraq.
After fleeing in the wake of the 1993 bombing, Yousef/Basit made his way to the Philippines, where he planted a bomb that killed the passenger taking his seat after he disembarked from a plane on the island of Cebu. Police investigating a fire in a Manila apartment he occupied found a laptop computer with plans to bomb 12 U.S. jets simultaneously. Yousef escaped but was later apprehended in Pakistan and turned over to U.S. authorities. He was convicted in both the Trade Center attack and the plane-bombing plot.
One of Yousef's confederates, Abdul Hakin Murad, was arrested at the Manila apartment and later convicted in the U.S. in the plane plot. While in custody in the Philippines, he told investigators that he and Yousef had discussed hijacking a jet and crashing it into CIA headquarters. According to a January 1995 Manila police report, Murad said "he will board any American commercial aircraft pretending to be an ordinary passenger. Then he will hijack said aircraft, control its cockpit and dive it at the CIA headquarters. There will be no bomb or any explosive that he will use in its execution. It is simply a suicidal mission that he is very much willing to execute."
The Philippine Connection
Astonishingly, the Murrah bombing and the first WTC attack share a connection. Yousef and Terry Nichols were in the Philippines simultaneously. Nichols's trips there are undisputed; his wife's relatives lived in Cebu City. Cebu is also the territory of the Islamic terrorist group Abu Sayyaf. McVeigh lawyers sought to substantiate an "others unknown" defense theory, and made extensive filings concerning Nichols's activities there.
These filings show that he was often in Cebu without his wife, and that he was in frequent contact with Ernesto Malaluan, a relative of his wife who had once lived in Saudi Arabia and owned a boarding house in Cebu City. The filing asserted that his boarding house "shelters students from a university well known for its Islamic militancy."
A defense examination of phone records found that Nichols had repeatedly called the Cebu boarding house in the weeks preceding the bombing. Some of the calls were billed to a prepaid phone card to which McVeigh also had access. The calls were often made from pay phones at truck stops and the like, and sometimes followed mysterious patterns. In one instance, for example, the same number was dialed nine times in nine minutes before someone answered and spoke for 14 minutes.
The McVeigh defense also produced two witnesses, Nichols's father-in-law and a resort worker, who said that while in the Philippines, Nichols had asked them if they knew anyone who knew "how to make bombs."
The defense team also obtained a statement from Philippines law-enforcement officials about a meeting of Nichols and Yousef. The statement was given by a putative Abu Sayyaf leader, Edward Angeles. Angeles is a murky figure. Born Ibrahim Yakub and said to be one of the founders of Abu Sayyaf, he surrendered to the Philippine Army in 1995, claiming he had been all the time a deep penetration agent for the government. Angeles was assassinated in 1999 by unknown gunmen.
The McVeigh defense filings portray the Nichols link to the Cebu City boarding house, Ramzi Yousef and Abu Sayyaf as grounds for believing that bomb-making expertise may have been passed to Nichols through "Iraqi intelligence based in the Philippines." McVeigh attorney Stephen Jones told Insight magazine recently that six months before the Oklahoma City bombing, "Tim couldn't blow up a rock. Then Terry goes to the Philippines," and their bomb-making skills take a great leap forward. The court did not grant Mr. Jones's request to comb through U.S. intelligence files in search of an Iraq connection to the Oklahoma City bombing.
Sept. 11 Footnotes
The principal reason for suspecting an Iraqi role in the Sept. 11 attacks is of course the much-discussed report of a meeting in Prague on April 8, 2001, between apparent hijacking leader Mohamed Atta and Ahmed Khalil Ibrahim Samir al-Ani, an Iraqi diplomat expelled as a spy shortly thereafter. Press reports have repeatedly cast doubt on these reports, apparently because the FBI located Atta in Virginia and Florida shortly before and after the meeting and found no record of his leaving the U.S. But the latest report, in the Aug. 2 edition of the Los Angeles Times, quotes a high Bush administration official as saying evidence of the meeting "holds up." In the face of doubts and denials, Czech officials have repeatedly maintained that they're sure the meeting took place. Atta also passed through Prague on his way to the U.S. in June of 2000, returning a second time after being refused entry for lack of a visa.

There are also reports of various contacts between Iraqis and the al Qaeda terrorist network, notably a 1998 visit to Osama bin Laden in Afghanistan by Saddam Hussein's deputy head of military intelligence at the time, Faruq al-Hijazi. In congressional testimony in March, CIA Director George Tenet noted that Iraq has "had contacts with al Qaeda," adding that "the two sides mutual antipathy toward the United States and the Saudi royal family suggest that tactical cooperation between them is possible."
Espionage writer Edward Jay Epstein has pointed out that of the eight pilots and co-pilots of hijacked planes on Sept. 11, none got off a distress call. What we know of the incidents came from stewardesses and flyers with cell phones. Commercial satellite photos show the body of an airliner at Salman Pak, where the Iraqis are thought to maintain terrorist training camps. One Iraqi defector, Sabah Khalifa Alami, has stated that Iraqi intelligence trained groups at Salman Pak on how to hijack planes without weapons. Mr. Epstein details these connections at his Web site, www.edwardjayepstein.com.
None of this is "hard evidence," let alone "conclusive evidence," that Saddam Hussein was complicit in Sept. 11 or any of the other domestic terrorist attacks. But there is quite a bit of smoke curling up from various routes to Baghdad, and it's not clear that anyone except Jayna Davis and Laurie Mylroie has looked very hard for fire. We do know that Saddam Hussein plotted to assassinate former President George Bush during a visit to Kuwait in April 1993. Could he have been waging a terror offensive against the U.S. ever since the end of the Gulf War? This remains a speculative possibility, but a possibility that needs to be put on the table in a serious way.
Mr. Morrison is a senior editorial page writer at the Journal.
Updated September 5, 2002
REVIEW & OUTLOOK (Editorial)

Making the Iraq Case
 
09/05/2002
The Wall Street Journal
Page A14
(Copyright (c) 2002, Dow Jones & Company, Inc.)
The critics urging President Bush to "make the case" for regime change in Iraq began to get their wish yesterday, perhaps with more vigor than they bargained for. Mr. Bush emerged from a meeting with Congressional leaders to declare that " Saddam is a serious threat," and that "doing nothing about that serious threat is not an option for the United States."
The President has also begun to aggressively shape political and diplomatic events. He declared that he will ask Congress for a resolution of support, before the November elections, and he will make his case in person to the United Nations in New York next week.
He has invited British Prime Minister Tony Blair to Camp David on Saturday, a meeting that follows Mr. Blair's pointed support for the U.S. stance on Iraq yesterday. The Prime Minister echoed Mr. Bush's point that "doing nothing . . . is not an option for the United States" and that much European criticism is "just straightforward anti-Americanism." So much for the argument that the U.S. will have to "go it alone."
No doubt Mr. Bush's argument in coming days will include Saddam 's well known litany of offenses -- trying to assassinate a former U.S. President, stockpiling biological and chemical weapons and using the latter against the Kurds, violating multiple U.N. resolutions, and of course trying to accumulate nuclear weapons. Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld has said more details on those weapons will be forthcoming as the Iraq debate unfolds.
If the Administration is serious, and it looks to be, then we also hope its case includes some recognition of the story reported by Micah Morrison on this page today. It distills the facts collected by two dogged investigators about the role Iraq and Saddam may have played both in the first World Trade Center attack in 1993 and in the Oklahoma City bombing of 1995. We know both cases are far from proven in the courtroom sense. But the facts are suspicious enough that we thought readers deserved to see them laid out in one place.
The two cases also bear on the genuine threat that Saddam represents as long as he remains in power. Opponents of deposing the dictator say he'd be crazy to use any weapons against the U.S. because he'd be destroyed in retaliation. But his motive to avenge his Gulf War humiliation is clear enough.
And in the twilight world of modern terrorism, Saddam can always find others to deliver that revenge. All he needs is a single cell from al Qaeda or its successor to smuggle a dirty bomb. His own role could be masked with numerous cutouts, so that the terrorists themselves don't even know where the weapons originated. Keep in mind that it took years of investigation to show that the attempted murder of Pope John Paul II had a Communist provenance.
This lesson, or warning, ought to be obvious from the continuing puzzle of last year's anthrax attacks. The FBI persists in pursuing the yellow brick road theory of a lone madman laid out by Barbara Hatch Rosenberg of the Federation of American Scientists. But the target of that theory, Steven Hatfill, has vigorously denied any role and is threatening legal action in response to the accusations. We'd note that the FAS has since issued a statement on its Web site distancing itself from Ms. Rosenberg and that the journalist who broadcast her theories, Nicholas Kristof of the New York Times, seems to have dropped the subject.
Meanwhile, the FBI has been dilatory in trying to discover if the September 11 hijackers were also behind the anthrax letters. Only recently have G-men returned to the American Media office in Florida that was the site of the first attack, close to where the hijackers also lived for a time. We know that Mohamed Atta asked about renting crop dusters and that one of the hijackers was treated for lesions on his leg that his doctor says were consistent with anthrax infection. None of this is proof beyond a reasonable doubt, but it does deserve more serious investigation.
Larry Eagleburger, once the last defender of a unified Yugoslavia, now publicly puzzles over the fact that if we think the Iraqi "danger" is so obvious, "why can't we convince our NATO allies?" Well, apparently Mr. Blair is now convinced. But the answer for other Europeans is that, unlike during the Cold War when Europe was on the front-lines, now the U.S. is uniquely threatened. Only America can project power around the globe in a way that threatens regional hegemons like Saddam , and September 11 showed that terrorists now place a special value on striking the U.S. homeland in catastrophic fashion.
Given such a threat, it is virtually impossible to conceive that any plan to reinstate arms inspectors to Iraq will be enough. Nor does one leaked White House proposal -- for "coercive inspections," meaning inspectors backed by foreign troops -- sound adequate. On this point, we'd disagree with Mr. Bush's argument yesterday that the "issue is not inspectors, the issue is disarmament." The real issue is the nature of Saddam 's regime. We hope the leaking of this option doesn't mean that Mr. Bush will settle for something less than the "regime change" he and Vice President Dick Cheney have so clearly called for.
As Mr. Bush said yesterday, "today the process starts." It shouldn't stop until Iraq's people and the world are liberated from Saddam 's terror threat.






IS 12 ? WHY ?

REMEMBER THE MOVIE ' THE SPY WHO
CAME FROM THE COLD ? '
THE LICENSE PLATE. THE OBELISK 
BEFORE.

WHY ARE THE PEOPLE WHO REPORT
CRIMES ' TO BLAME ? '


Friday, January 23, 2015

THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, THE NEAR TOTALITY OF BEING ASHAMED OF BEING AMERICAN

THE NEAR TOTALITY OF BEING ASHAMED OF BEING AMERICAN.

FOR OUR LEADERSHIP TO HAVE LET A BUNCH OF FAGOTS, FROM DAMN NEAR DAY ONE' ' FUCK ' THIS COUNTRY SO COMPLETELY FROM THE FIRST ATTACK TO THE SECOND ATTACK ON THE ' TWIN TOWERS,' WIKI LEAKS AND THE NEXT ONE TO COME.

I TOOK SOME TIME AFTER I  GOT MY V-RAP ( I FOUGHT FOR ) AND WENT TO PAY MY BILL ONLY TO BE ' FUCKED AGAIN ' TO THE TUNE OF 100 DOLLARS PLUS, IN PENALTIES THAT I WAS TOLD " SHOULDN'T BE THERE." ON THE TRIP BACK ON A CITY BUS, A ' BACK FIRE ' AND MY MIND WENT BLANK WITH HENRY STREET'S VOICE ' GET DOWN BOY!,' ' PUT YOUR DAMN HEAD DOWN! ' THE HAZE THEN LEFT ME, I WENT TO A CHINESE RESTAURANT AND PIGGED OUT FOUR A MONTH AND A HALF. AND I THOUGHT ABOUT THE GUN SHOT AND BULLET HOLE ABOVE MY HEAD AND OTHER TIMES THAT I WAS ALMOST KILLED, INCLUDING THE COAST GUARD. I TRULY WISH THAT I ' REMEMBERED ' THE INCIDENT ON LEAVE, BUT I DIDN'T SEE THE GIRLS HEAD AND FURTHERMORE, I DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE INVOLUNTARY REFLEX AND FLASH OF SCALPEL WHEN SPEAKING TO THE CAPT. IN THE HOSPITAL .WHAT I DO REMEMBER IS THE WARNING FROM A COAST GUARD NURSE, A WOMAN, " CYA, CYA, AND I MEAN IT." THE MEN JUST LAUGHED. THEN I WAS ON A PLANE. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT IT ALL WAS ' REALLY ABOUT AT THE TIME.'

PTS IS A BITCH.

NOT ONE BEER, .......I ALMOST REGRET IT, AND HENRY STREET DEAD NOW, I HAVE LEARNED THAT A COUPLE OF ' FRIENDS ' HENRY AND PAMELA ENDED UP BEING NOT ONLY FRIENDS THAT YOU COULD DEPEND ON, BUT ' PEOPLE OR SOMEHOW ANGELS ' WHO SHOWN THE LIGHT, SO I COULD ' SEE.' THEY WERE JUST THERE AT THE RIGHT TIME.

IN COLLEGE IN NEW MEXICO, A BUDDY OF MINE ASKED IF BP WOULD LIKE TO SEE THE SHOE HORN CRAB HE MADE OUT OF STEEL. I TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS PROBABLY BETTER OFF NOT DOING IT, THEN YOU'D HAVE TO DO THE THINGS I DID..................LETTING GO OF YOUR ART. FUNNY THING, BACK IN COLLEGE, OLD FLETCHER AL MOST BROKE MY HAND IN SOME SORT OF ARM STRENGTH GAME; I NEVER GIVE UP.

I CAUGHT A MAJOR TERRORIST, FROM THE SCULPTURE WITH THE ALUMINIUM  EAGLE ON IT, TO DAMN NEAR ALL THE PAINTINGS ' IN ' FUTURE EVENTS DEPICTING ARAB FAGS BEING DIRECTED BY ARAB FAGS IN THE TOTAL DESTRUCTION OF THE ' AMERICA'S.' INCLUDING THE UNITED STATES.



http://www.coasttocoastam.com/guest/davis-jayna/6372
Shortly after 9:02 AM on April 19, 1995, Jayna found herself staring at the smoldering shell of the Alfred P. Murrah Building with a photographer by her side  ...

YEARS AGO I LISTENED TO TWO PROGRAMS WITH JANIS DAVIS, A REPORTER IN OKLAHOMA AND HER STORY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MINE.

I F MY LIFE WASN'T WORTH ANYTHING ON A BUS, IN A HOSPITAL, DEFENDING MY HOUSE, SAVING A LIFE AND ALL THIS IN THE UNITED STATES THEN, ? ALL THE WHILE ' YOUR FAGGOTS ' ARE SELLING OFF AND DESTROYING HER THEN????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I KNEW A MONTH AHEAD OF TIME WHO I WOULD TAPE WHEN ' LISTENING ' TO ART BELL. I HAD TWO HUNDRED TAPES. JANIS AND SOME WOMAN WHO DESCRIBED ' WAR GAMES ' THAT CIA USED.

THOSE TWO WERE THE REALIST OF ALL. LYNCH AND BLOOM WHERE ' EDUCATED ENTERTAINMENT.' HOWELL WAS ON TRACK WITH EARLY FORMS OF TELATRANSPORTING, NOTHING ' ALIEN ' ABOUT IT. WHAT'S LATIN AMERICANS WORTH ANYWAY? NOT MUCH.

ONLY MACHINES,' AI ' WITHIN TIME FRAMEWORKS OF RELIGION-FUCK YOU AGAIN.
IN THE FUTURE I SAW, NO WOMEN WERE ALIVE. WHAT WAS IN THE LABS, WELL IF THATS WHAT YOUR INTO.

MY LIFE HAS NO VALUE.; SO YOUR FUTURE. IS 12.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

GRAVITY TWO - " I NEVER MADE IT PAST THE KITCHEN," SAID TENANT/CLIENT OF ROOM # 8 MISSOURI ST.

JESSICA KING - ALCOHOL - ONE OF THE ' KINGS, MEANING EVENTS.' SEEN BACK THEN.
HAIR PLUGS - NOT NEW, BEFORE OBAMA'S FIRST ELECTION. TOUPE' - HAIR PLUGS - BIDDEN. SEEN BACK THEN.
KING - STATE OF HEALTH OF A KING - TWO - SEEN BACK THEN.


GRAVITY

I HAVE ALWAYS REMEMBERED WHAT THE ' VOICE ' SAID, " THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH REMOTE VIEWING, ARE YOU THE OBSERVER OR THE DIRECTOR? "/ " ARE YOU DIRECTING IT OR OBSERVING IT," SLIGHT CHUCKLE THEN HE WENT ON TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE ( VOICE WAS VERY MUCH LIKE BARTON PRINCE WHEN HE'S TRYING TO TALK YOU INTO SOMETHING; SOMEWHAT DEEP ). THE ' STATIC ' GREW SO LOUD, THEN LOOK AT PAGE SO AND SO IN THE BIBLE, AND I RELUCTANTLY DID AND WHEN I FOUND THE PAGE IT WAS ABOUT LUCIFER BEING RELEASED FOR A THOUSAND YEARS AND SUCH.

THE LEFT HAND SIDE OF THE BIBLE PAGE TURNED INTO ' HEBREW OR ARABIC IN MODERN TYPE, WOULD A ' SPIRIT ' OF ANY GREAT AGE USE THE SCRIPT OF ' ITS ' OWN AGE?

I THREW THE BIBLE TO THE WALL AND WHEN IT HIT THE BOOKCASE THE ' STATIC ' SHUT OFF, STOPPED. I COULD HER ONE BIRD SOMEWHERE.

ALL OF THIS, THAT PART STARTED AT DAWN, MORNING. I HAD BEEN UP FOR NIGHTS. ' HE.' AND THEY HAD BEEN TRYING TO GET ME TO LOOK AT THAT SECTION OF THE BIBLE FOR WEEKS.

AFTER THE THROWING THE BIBLE, I SHOWERED AGAINST MY WILL, MAYBE DIDN'T; AWAYS ' HELPED ' SHOWERING, " THESE PEOPLE DO THIS AS A RITUAL BEFORE THEY ATTACK," AND WENT TO THE CHURCH TO FIND A PRIEST. THE REST ON LOMAS STREET AT THE CHURCH, AFTER WHAT THE PRIEST SAID, IS PRETTY MUCH SETTLED.


I ' CAME ' ACROSS A BOOK THAT I WAS TRYING TO READ AT THE TIME, BACK THEN BUT WAS UNABLE TO READ IT, AND MY PICTURE OF THE EARTH ON THIS ' PRO BOOK ' 2008. THIS IS NEW FOR ME.


JASON KNAPP ONCE TOLD ME OF A BOOK THAT HE HAD READ ABOUT RESPONSIBILITY WHEN HE WAS IN COLLEGE AND HOW ONE ' LOSES ' ONE'S TRANSPARENCY WHEN ONE BECOMES MORE ' RESPONSIBLE.' HE WAS STABBED IN THE BACK AT THE UNIVERSITY OF NEW MEXICO AND DID NOT GET TENURE BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT HE WAS ' CHRISTAN.' I NEVER FORGOT THAT. HE ALSO TOLD ME OF ANOTHER THAT WHITLEY STRIEBER WROTE ' WARDAY,' HE DID NOT KNOW OF THE TITLE BACK THEN, BUT ALMOST GAVE ME THE WHOLE BOOK IN THE TELLING. WHEN I CAME UPON IT, I STOPPED READING IT BECAUSE OF ' MY TEACHER.' NOTHING HAS BEEN GIVEN SINCE.

IT IS TOO BAD ABOUT THE FEMALE ARTIST, THE PROF'S, THEY TOO WERE THOUGHT OF AS ' BELOW ' THE BAR AMONGST THE ' MAKE BELIEVE MEN.' EVEN BARTON PRINCE GAVE SO MUCH TIME TO EXPRESSIONS OF DISPLEASURE'S AND FOUL RIDICULES TO ACADEMIA. YET HE ALWAYS ' RAN BACK ' TO MOMMY.


MUCH OF THIS WAS ALREADY ON THE NET WHEN OBAMA VISITED EL PASO, TEXAS  IN HIS FIRST BID FOR PRESIDENT, AND AFTER HIS SECOND. I WAS ' SLAMMED ' HARD AT CASA VIDEA AND LOST MOST POSTS, THEN TOOK REST OFF. WHEN I LEFT THE PLACE I DESTROYED  THE COMPUTER; I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF I'M POSTING ON A ' CLONE ' NOW BECAUSE I HAVE NO ' YOUTUBE ' ACCOUNT THAT I AM USING UNLESS T MOBILE AND THEIR EMPLOYEE'S HAVE GIVEN OUT ALL INFORMATION WHEN THE I-PHONE WAS UNLOCKED AT THEIR STORE, BUT I'VE BEEN ' STALKED ' BY OTHERS TOO.

IN THIS ' VIRTUAL REALITY ' THAT YOU HAVE MADE, JUST SHORT OF THE QUANTUM MACHINES, YOU ARE FOLLOWING ' PROGRAMING, CULTURAL THAT IN MANY RESPECTS WHERE EVEN THEN OUT OF YOUR REACH BECAUSE YOU GREW UP WITH " THE COMPUTER SAYS SO, LOOK HERE, ITS RIGHT ON THE MONITOR." ? YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE REAL CHOICES IN THE THOUGHT MAKING ' PRODUCTION,' AS TO ' PROCESS.' YOU HAVE TO BE REAL CAREFUL.

I WAS VERY ' CAUTIOUS ' WHEN ANYTHING ( IN NON LINEAL TIME ) REGARDS THE CAPITAL AND WHITE HOUSE.........AND THE PEOPLE INSIDE.

AM I A ' PROMPT? ' IS THE QUESTION THAT I HAVE TO ALWAYS ASK. THAT IS WHY I HAVE BEEN AS HONEST AS I CAN BE ON LINE. SO YOU KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. 

A MODEL ONE TOLD ME THAT " YOUR EYES FEEL LIKE A HOT KNIFE;" REMEMBERED THE GOOSE BUMPS ' FOLLOW ' MY GAZE. SHE WAS THE LAST MODEL.


THE ' SAME VOICE ' AS WHEN I DESTROYED THE EIGHT BY FOUR FOOT PAINTINGS AT STASSY CREEK, WAS THAT WHEN I ' BROKE THE STATIC ' AND LET THE EARTH ROTATE AT TWO MINUTES FIFTY ? OR TWO MINUTES TWENTY FIVE SECONDS........I WAS ' SUPPOSED TO GO THE FULL FIVE MINUTES. THE EARTHQUAKES WHERE IMMEDIATELY AFTERWARDS WITHIN THE HOUR.

' SHE ( ? ) ' WAS SCREAMING AFTER I LONG HAD SLOWED TO A STOP, ' FALLEN, ' " WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!? " " WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!? ", I CAN'T COUNT THE TIMES.

' PUT YOUR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER, ' WAS SONG THAT I SUNG TO A GIRL IN HIGH SCHOOL WHO I LIKED. I HEARD IT AGAIN IN ATTACKS AROUND LATE 2003, MAYBE EARLIER.

IN ARIZONA, A ' BART OCHOA ' WAS TALKING TO HER IN RUSSIA, THE VERY SAME CLASS MATE FROM EL PASO HIGH SCHOOL. LIKE FACEBOOK, I HAVE NOT BEEN IN RUSSIA.

DO NOT THINK THAT ALL OF THIS IS ' WHITE,' YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED.

TWO BIG PAINTINGS AND COUNTLESS ONES IF THEY STILL EXIST MADE WITH BLUEPRINTS, THE NUMBERS MIGHT MEAN SOMETHING AND ' SHAPE.' ALSO A BOOK THAT I BOUGHT ONCE.

A FUTURE WAS CREATED THAT SO MANY ' UNKNOWING ' PEOPLE ARE CAUGHT UP IN; ALL RELATES TO MATH AND ALL THAT WAS BUILT OF THOSE EQUATIONS IN SO MANY ' YOUNG MIND'S.'

THIS IS IMPORTANT IN FUTURE

TOMAS JEFFERSON, BOOK OF, CURRENT AUTHOR, ALSO OF SMITH, ONE EYE GONE, RAILROADS, BOOK OF MORMAN, WHAT METALS, RUSH, WHO WERE WRITTEN ABOUT, NAME OF ROSE AND AUTHOR, NEXT BOOK I READ, INFORMATION HUB, BOGGED DOWN IN FRANCE, HOWEVER, " WE ARE FREEDOM FIGHTERS, "WEST MESA KILLINGS, IRAQ,.....BLACK AND WHITE, STEVE JOBS - ' THINK ' VIDEO NOT OUT YET, APPLE. WHAT HAS CHANGED AT APPLE THAT JOBS SAID WOULD NEVER DO - CNN.COM TO DAY, WHAT WAS NOT PUBLISHED ABOUT THAT LIST THAT WOULD ' ENDANGER ' OUR SOLDIERS, ' COMMONALITY,' WITH OTHER WAR ' PRODUCTS? '


WHAT EVER COUNTRY SAILED TO SWEDEN, SAVED YOUR ASS. NEVER, NEVER BE HAPPY TO BE HOME, ' NEVER BE HAPPY TO RETURN HOME,' IN STEALTH TECHNOLOGY; LOOK UP TO CLOUDS; AND IF NOT HAPPY AT HOME, THEN?

Saturday, January 17, 2015

GRAVITY



SAW THE MOVIE TODAY. ABOUT TWO ' CHAPTERS,' I WOULD NOT WATCH. AUSTIN, LAST TRIP, HEARD ALOT IN THE ' EITHER.'FOUND OUT LATER 'ACTOR.' LIVED IN AREA. IN MOVIE, FAMILY RELATED COMMENTS.

SAME AS " IF I WAS APART OF THAT I'M SORRY," BUT ANGERED.

RV'ED MOVIE ON ONE END, OTHER ? DO NOT KNOW ' THEATER RELEASE DATE.' RED HANDLE....

' THREE DAYS OF CONDOR  AGAIN, AND PERSON I ALMOST CAUGHT TURNING BOOKS AROUND AT FAMILY THRIFT STORE, CUSTOMER ? ALSO AT TIME, " THE SYERAN IS TALKING TO HIM AGAIN." BEFORE PAKISTANI BUST; HAMAS TIES.

TIES IN WITH ' CAPITAL,' AND STREET I USED TO LIVE ON. TWO ROOM MATES AT TIME, ONE COMPUTER OTHER AIR FORCE, BOTH KNOWN.

INMAN HOMES WHO I WORKED FOR, BUT NAME IS CLOSE TO AN ' ARAB,' DESCRIPTION TO WHAT I WAS ' TOLD ' DESTROYER. GLOBAL. BARTON PRINCE'S ' VOICE ' SOMEONE ' UNDER ' IT THOUGH. ANOTHER ' MAN.'

ABOUT TIME I HEARD ' CAPT. FODER ' ( 2004 LATE-2006 MILITARY AND OTHER, BUT NO GOOD COP, BAD COP ) AND QUESTION'S ABOUT DAUGHTER WHO SOUNDED IN DISTRESS; I ANSWERED PHONE IN CAP MAY.

PAULA SAID ' FOX ' OUT OF PLACE AT TIME PKW, THIER BROWSER TOO. THIS BEFORE ' COOK, I'LL TAKE IT BACK,' COFFEE GRINDER---' DRINK COFFEE, DRINK COFFEE " ALL THE TIME NOW AS IF ' BACKGROUND.

WHERE THERE'S ROUGES, THERES A CELL; ROUGES BEING THE OUTER MOST OF THE ' GEOMETRY.'

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

UPDATED-1-15-2015-" INGIGO CHILD," ( YOUR THE ) ORIGINAL. " BART DON'T LET THEM DO THAT TO YOU! " MY SISTER SCREAMED. FROM AUSTIN ?

BLACK SWANN IS PROBABLY THE BLOG THAT YOU WILL WANT TO READ NOW. I AM SLOWING DOWN WITH THIS ONE. I AM TAKING STOCK OF ALL I'VE ' SEEN,' AND THE ' PROGRAMING,' OF MY LIFE WITH SOME EXCEPTIONS AS TO WHAT I HAVE BUILT MYSELF AND WHAT I HAVE FOUND TO READ MYSELF.

I HAVE TAKEN INTO ACCOUNT ALL THAT I HAVE READ AFTER THE ' LAST LIGHT PERSON,' BEFORE A BIRTHDAY PARTY THAT I WAS INVITED TO WHEN I , OR RATHER ' SHE ' KISSED ME. THE GHOST IN THE MACHINE GOT TO ME FIRST AS I WAS AWAKING, BUT IT WAS TOO MECHANICAL, SO I DON'T THING IT WAS TOO MUCH OF HER, BUT RATHER THE MAKERS, THE MINDS OF THE ' MACHINE ' THAT SOMEHOW ' CONVEYED ' THE IMAGE.

ON MY UNCLE'S SMALL BLACK AND WHITE TELEVISION ' RUNNING WITH THE DEVIL ' WAS PLAYING. VAN HALEN WAS THE GROUP.

THIS IS THE ONLY ' EXAMPLE ' OF REAL LIFE THAT I WILL EVER GIVE, AS PER BSS, DURING A VERY BAD TIME IN MY LIFE IN ALBQ. NEW MEXICO, I FOUND MYSELF IN FRONT OF DAVID BERRIES HOUSE, AN ALLEGED DRUG DEALER. I WAS ARMED AND SITTING IN MY SUV. I HAD TWO MORE MAGAZINES WITH STAGGERED 
ALTERED FULL METAL JACKETS AND HOLLOW POINTS AND A SQUIRT BOTTLE.

IT TOOK ME LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES AND ' ROTTED ' WHATEVER IT WAS, FOR THE NEIGHBORHOOD DOGS.
I CHOSE NOT TO, NO GUARDIAN ANGLES. THIS WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE, THE OLD ' BUM ' JACKET WAS WHAT I WORE, NOT THE BLUE AND BLACK NORTE DAME THAT WAS PICKED OUT OF MY TRASH LATER.

I DROVE UP TO THE SANDA'S AFTER BERRIES AND ALMOST SCREAMED, BUT FELL SILENT IN THE MIST THAT WAS ALL AROUND. A WOMAN JOGGER WEARING A STAR OF DAVID PASSED ME BY AND I HEARD ' G_D BLESS YOU.' AN OLDER COUPLE PASSED BY NEXT, THEY THE CROSS AROUND HER NECK.

WHEN I LEFT AN HOUR OR SO LATER, I CHECKED THE ' STERNO,' AND OUT DOOR CAMPING FUEL. THE MASON JARS AND BAGGIES WERE THROWN OUT THAT DAY.

THE STERNO AND CAMPING FUEL WAS THROWN OUT IN AUSTIN, TX. LONG AFTER THE BOAT FIRE ( ANOTHER HOMELESS GUY, I READ, FOLLOWED THE ORDERS ), THIS THE SECOND TRIP. I GAVE THE STERNO TO A GUY WASHING HIS CAR. THE CAMPING FUEL TO ANOTHER WHO HAD A TRUCK. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE YOUNG GIRLS TAKING THE BIG STEPS ALL AROUND AND IN VIEW OF THE OWNER OF THE ' PARTY BOAT,' WHERE THE RAPE OCCURRED. MY CELL PHONE DIDN'T WORK THE NIGHT I HEARD THE ' CRIES,' ON THE RIVER.

IF I HAD STAYED IN TUSON, AZ. AND WOULD OF BEEN AT THE EVENT WHERE THE REP. WAS SHOT, I WOULD OF BEEN ONE OF THE ONE'S TO STOP IT.

I WILL NEVER KNOW WHO THE TALL, DARK HAIRED MAN WAS OFF THE HIGHWAY AT A COFFEE/ICE CREAM ? SHOP WAS; THE WAY HE ' LOOKED ' UP, EYE'S ALMOST GLAZED OVER AND THAT DAMN GOLD RING. I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS MASONIC OR MILITARY. I DO KNOW THAT HIS TOTAL ' AURA ' DID NOT WANT ME THERE. THIS WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED IN AZ.

IT TOOK ME LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES TO SQUIRT THE CORNERS AND THE DRIP TRAIL WAS CONSTANT, THIS AFTER ' HER ' SCREAMS,' AND THE ABDUCTION FROM THE PARTY ACROSS FROM HIM. ALL THE WHILE TRYING TO PUT UP WITH THE ' ATTACKS,' ' THE RAPES ' AND THE CONSTANT NONSENSES OF ' INCOMING,' THAT I HAVE FOUND AT THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE OR IN ASSOCIATION WITH THAT NEIGHBORHOOD.

ONLY DRUG DEALERS GOT FAST RESPONSE FROM THE POLICE IN ALBQ. AT THAT TIME. ONLY THEM ON ALICE STREET OR MARBLE, BUT THEN DAVID WAS RENTING FROM ONE, A COP. THE BUREAUCRACY THAT ' GOOD ' COPS RUN INTO AND EVERYDAY CITIZENS IS JUST BEYOND COMPREHENSION AND THEN THE CRIMINALS ARE REWARDED. I HAVE SEEN THIS, AND THE WORST OF THEM FAR OUT WEIGH THE ' REFORMED ' WHO JUST WANT WORK AND TO START OVER. THAT IS THE TRUTH.

IF I MADE THAT DECISION THAT NIGHT, FOUR HOUSES WOULD OF GONE UP IN SMOKE THAT CONTAINED EVERYTHING FROM UZIES TO COCAINE AND ALOT OF POT, I GUESS MOST OF THE ' WOMEN ' WERE ALREADY DEAD; THE MULES.

THE MASON JARS AND THE BAGGIES TO GO IN, WHERE LEARNT FROM CLASSES THAT I NEVER TOOK AFTER ' BOOT CAMPS ' THAT I NEVER ATTENDED IN PERSON. I THEY WERE EVER TO BE USED, WELL, WOULD I BE BETTER THAN THEM?

THE PEOPLE AROUND VETERANS SHOULD BE ' CONTROLLED ' TO SOME EXTANT. BE VERY CARE FULL WHO YOU LET BACK INTO SOCIETY, INSIDE A ROOM WITH ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD PICKING ' MINDS ' FROM ALL AROUND AND ALWAYS, ALWAYS AFTER INFORMATION REGARDING ALWAYS, CHILDREN IN THE END. THIS IS WHAT I HAVE ALSO LEARNED AND THEY SHOULD NEVER OF BEEN GIVEN THE FREEDOMS TO EVEN ATTEMPT TO VISIT LIBRARIES IN THE FIRST PLACE OR COLLECT SOCIAL SECURITY; NO CASH ON HAND OR CREDIT EVER.

BLACK SWANN WILL PROBABLY HAVE A PARENTAL WARNING. I WAS WRONG ABOUT ONLY ' SEVEN ' EVENTS, YEARS AGO.

FROM THE HEART, I WILL NEVER REALLY KNOW IF I DID THE ' RIGHT,' THING ABOUT ' EXPLODING ' ALL THE DRUG HOUSES AND KILLING THE DRUG DEALERS; CHILDREN WERE INVOLVED AND THE CONSTANT ' WE NEED MORE PROOF.' I MADE TWO CALLS TO THE FBI, A DETECTIVE GAVE ME THE SECOND NUMBER, SHE HAD A TEAR IN HER EYE.

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THE PRIMARY ' LAYER,' SO WELL ' HIDDEN ' BY WAY OF ' BLOCKING,' ? RADIO; FEEDBACK IN STATIC ?

LAST NIGHT, ' THE WATCH,' A MOVIE THAT I REMEMBERED THAT I WANTED TO RENT OR GO SEE. I NEVER DID. I DID HOWEVER RENT MOVIES THAT I NEVER WATCHED, BUT I DON'T THINK THIS WAS ONE OF THEM. THE ' VOICES ' WHERE THAT OF SOME ONE OTHER THAN PRINCE, IN VERY CLOSE PROXIMITY, ANOTHER MALE ' OVER,' AND FEMALES IN ?????

PROTOTYPE                < ( HE'S THE ) ORIGINAL, INSTANT IN MY ' MIND,' UT AUSTIN,           BUT DIDN'T KNOW IT THEN, UNTIL I WAS ACTUALLY THERE; THE TREES FROM THE VANTAGE POINT OF THE STROLLER AND WALKING AS A SMALL CHILD.
EIGHT BALL
ANTONIO ( MY MIND, EX GIRLFRIEND, FEMININE )
LUCY
LUCY


                                     < " YOUR A GOOD MAN CHARLIE BROWN " DURING SOME ARGUMENT ABOUT SCULPTURES I THINK? BUT SOMETHING ELSE?

                                      < " THOSE REPRESENT A SUBSTANTIAL AMOUNT OF MONEY "
                                             - BARTON PRINCE'S VOICE BACK THEN.


ALL THIS OCCUR ED AFTER I READ A BOOK ABOUT ? THAT ENDED IN MIDDLE EAST AND MARY MOTHER OF G_D'S FACE. A BOOK THAT DESCRIBED MY IMMEDIATE NEIGHBORS BUT THE CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK WERE SWITCHED BY WAY OF ' NAMES ' TO THE CHARACTERS PERSONALITIES.



BARTON PRINCE ONCE TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD NEVER USE A CORDLESS PHONE AND EXPLAINED IN DETAIL AS TO WHY I SHOULDN'T. " THAT'S WHAT I'VE HEARD, ANYWAY." I TOOK A ' MENTAL PHOTO,' I GUESS, OF THE MOMENT ON THE PHONE. YEAR, BEFORE THE OJ CHASE DOWN THE HIGHWAY; THIS ABOUT SIX MONTH'S, I THINK, BEFORE.



I NEVER THOUGHT ALL THIS WAS REAL.

THE ' OTHER ' BOOK I CHECKED OUT, I CAN NOT READ, I RAN INTO ANOTHER ' CLASSMATE,' AND REMEMBERED THE ' CON ( S ),' THOSE WHO WERE OF ARAB DESCENT AND THOSE WHO WERE OF JEWISH DESCENT AND ALL THE REST OF MY ' FRIENDS.' AND HOW ' ALL WERE GAY.'
SO MUCH FOR McDERMOTT.

THE LAST BIG PAINTING THAT ' EXIST,' I THINK IS IN BARTON PRICE'S POSSESSION; THE EIFFEL TOWER, AND ' HARP ' IS SAID TO BE ' MOBILE ' NOW.

THE FACT OF ALL BIO SCIENTIST DYING ALL OVER THE PLACE WORRIES ME AS TO HOW CERTAIN ' FREQUENCIES ' MIGHT BE USED IN ACCOMPANIMENT WITH ' DIET '; AMINO ACIDS. I FOCUSED ON SERENE ONCE, EVERYONE AROUND ME USED ' SERENE ' IN NAME OR PRODUCT OR IN DESCRIPTIVE TERMS OTHER THAN THE ' SUSTAINED ' CONDITION OF DEFINITION.

THAT OF 26 PRIMARY AMINO ACIDS, NOW YOU KNOW WHAT SOME OF THESE ' FUCKS ' TRY, INTERLACED WITH SOME OF THE MOST ?????????? IDEAS AND IMAGES; TERRORISM, AND ' NULL;' THE ERASURE OF ' HUMANITY.'

11,13, 24 in relation to the People Mag. of 2001, sept. 24 ( publish date ) might be of help, as per laser dot on Cap May ( other side of my window ) and then the fires there, boardwalks I think a week later. Sorry to have thrown out ' receipt,' I think, that I wrote date on it. I will look for copy of lease, one week afterwards.

I have habit of ' sound boarding,' as per ideas.Someone seen with very young girls, but i couldn't see clearly, and her face was turned.

This was ' combined ' with " did you see any genitalia?/was there any pubic hair? - ' but female, voice from around CA, Cape May. All this in an instant. Then memory of " I have children, that's how i know." Female who showed me window and house in Firewood during leave; best friend of Assistant Platoon Leader. Then Cape May Crud after second round of vaccinations and almost being ' sliced and diced ' at TRACEN, CAPE MAY.

I NEVER HAD A CHANCE WITH CAP. FODER OR WITH JAG.
my memory of it gone, for decades, white blinding light/nano seconds then almost dying/accidents; I learned to listen, then ' cushion ' exploded, i guess, the thing left in my ear, like silver pill; that came apart with blood, first stay at RESCUE MISSION and first class at EPCC.

I asked for my Medical files when I left and got them to fight it further; memory and ' told ' by other Vets that uncharcterized is departure without honor.Vietnam Vets, and Korean, one. signed up for draft, ayear, maybe ahalf later. I was pissed. Army. Anyway, asked a shrink ( lady who I washed windows for ) after i told her more or less what happened, it almost surfaced. she stated that what ever resolved seemed to be fine. I thought of my mother's cancer, she had not died yet, in ' attacks ' she was already dead. that was part of above ' you're gay or bisexual.' I was always wrong.

In hindsight, I wished that I had seen real pic's of Danes, then I would of been ' armed,' for ' that ' level, then " He's one of yours."

Thanks for the letter VA ( stolen hard drives ), never got first one. That's why I don't much care about putting some of this on the Net, seems like it ends up in the wrong hands anyway.

Monday, January 12, 2015

THE NUMBER FOUR AND ' PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE '




INGO SWANN SAID ONCE " HAVE COMPASSION," TO A
CROWD DURING A LECTURE AT THE CASSY CENTER,
AND I THOUGHT I SAW THE AUTHOR OF ' GRANDFATHER,'
IN THE CROWD, OR ANOTHER MILITARY RV'ER, AND I
HEARD ' WHO DO YOU THINK YOUR FOOLING? '




I WAS COMMISSIONED BY BARTON PRINCE TO MAKE AN
ABSTRACT PAINTING. TOOK ME ABOUT A YEAR. THERE IS
COPPER WIRE IN THE PAINTING, REACHING TO ALL ENDS
OF IT. IF A NATION WERE A BODY, THEN WHERE WOULD THE
HEAD BE, THE ARMS, LEGS. THIS BASED ON YEARS OF PUTTING UP WITH
QUEER SHIT, MIND, COMPUTER AND SUCH AS TO HOW THE
PENIS IS THE ARCHITECTURE FOR ALL, INCLUDING CHURCHES.

THIS IS WHAT I FOCUSED ON.BROOKLAND

AT ONE POINT I WAS ' ASKED ' " WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT? "
I REPLIED " BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT IS HAPPENING." I DO NOT KNOW
IF I SAID IT OUT LOUD. VOICE WAS THAT OF ' PERSON ' WHO
LEFT ME, A MONTH OR TWO, BEFORE HAWAII, INGO SWANN.
THAT JANUARY. VOICE LEFT IN END OF NOVEMBER.
THE ' GOOD TAMALE, THANKS GIVING/CHRISTMAS ' YEAR.

ANOTHER ' COLLAGE,' ABOUT FOUR TO FIVE MONTHS OLD, SOMEWHAT
LIKE BP'S WALLPAPER BACK THEN, ' HANGING,' SOMETHING THAT IS HANGING?'

ALSO COPPER IN ' OLD EUROPE AND AMERICA ( THE CHILD ) COPPER PIPES,
CABLES; SOMETHING THAT IS HANGING, BEING COMPLETED IN PARTS THROUGH THE
THE YEARS.

ANDY MCDERMOTT, I WILL NOT READ ATLANTIS, I RETURNED IT. TERRY (?)
MCDERMOTT, NEWS ALBUQUERQUE!

I READ 2009 BOOK. MY SCULPTURE SAMSON.

PAINTING ABOVE, 4X8 FEET. I BET ONLY SHOWN TO FRIENDS, GAY'S AND
THE REST IS HISTORY, BETTING ODD'S TO ' CREATE WEALTH.' SECONDARY AND
THIRD PARTY COMPANIES ' HURT BY ' TERRORIST.

THE UNITED STATES IS ' ATLANTIS,' THE NEXT ARTIST THAT HE BOUGHT
FROM, PARTIAL ' FRACTALS ' AND THE DISASSOCIATION OF BUILDING
WEALTH FROM THE ' DESIGNED ' BLOODLETTING OF UNITED STATES
CITIZENS LIKE HIMSELF.

' LIGHT BETWEEN CANYON.'

BIN LA DIN, THIS WILL MAKE SENSE
WITH OTHER PHOTOS LATER.
I TRIED TO BREAK THOUGH
LAYERS OF ALL THE MATERIAL
THAT I USED IN THE ABSTRACT.

THIS THE UPPER LEFT HAND CORNER.
THIS THE ' SKULL ' FROM
THE SIDE ON THE LOWER
LEFT HAND SIDE, AFTER
PLAYING WITH EXPOSURE.

I ONLY HAVE ONE PICTURE.

NOW I KNOW WHY I WAS ' PROMPTED '
TO DESTROY ALL PHOTOS.
' MOTHER TERESA ' POINTING
TO HER FOREHEAD; THEN THE
NUMBER TWO HIT ME.

PEACE SYMBOL IS AN OLD
NUCLEAR SYMBOL AND WITH THE
SPY WHO CAME IN FROM THE COLD
AND OTHER BOOKS,
' PEACE MARCHES,' IN THE CROWDS-ONE
DIRECTION, THE OTHER DIRECTION,
SO NO ONE CAN ' ESCAPE.'

ABOVE ' ANOTHER TIME,'
BELOW ' WHAT ALL READY EXISTS.'

COAST GUARD AROUND NEW JERSEY
SHORE LINE, 9/11, PEOPLE MAG.

PAGE 40, PART NUMBER OF ' TRANSPORT
SYSTEM.'

FOUND IN MY FRIG TODAY.
MORE ABOUT WHAT I WILL DO
ABOUT IT LATER.

I BROUGHT SOME PEANUT BUTTER
SANDWICHES FROM THE RESCUE MISSION
DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY, AND CHECKED
THE BREAD BEFORE I EVEN MADE THEM.

AT NOON TODAY, I DISCOVER THIS. AFTER
THREE OTHER INSTANCES OF SOMEONE
BEING IN MY ROOM, I GUESS ' THEY ' JUST
WANTED TO RUB MY FACE IN IT. I SHOWED
THE SANDWICH TO THE MANAGER OF THE
' BOARDING HOUSE,' " I GUESS WE'LL HAVE TO
CHANGE YOUR LOCKS." I THINK I WROTE
ABOUT THAT A MONTH OR TWO AGO.

WITH HIV, HEPATITIS AND TB AROUND
WHAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF IS THIS, I
PUT THE DAMN THING IN MY MOUTH, BUT
FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYE, WHAT THE
FUCK?!!!! I THINK I'M STILL CLEAN, BUT WITH ALL
THE BUSTS LATELY AND THE WAY THE ' NURSE '
GROUND THAT NEEDLE IN ME TO ' DRAW BLOOD,'
AND NOT REALLY HEARING THE NEEDLE BREAK
ANY SEAL WHEN OPENED, WOULD YOU BE AFRAID
TO GO BACK?

I HEAR THE RESCUE MISSION CHARGES THE
HOMELESS, BUT WILL FIND OUT. I WAS CLEAN
OF EVEN TB IN HAWAII; CERTIFIED.

I GUESS THE ' BITE ' OF THE INDIVIDUAL
COULD BE FOUND BY THE BITE MARK. THE FOOD
THAT I BROUGHT FROM THE UNITARIAN
CHURCH ALL SEEMED TO BE THERE WITH
EXCEPTION TO SOME OF THE PORK ROAST
AND PINTO BEANS. I BRUSHED THAT OFF
YESTERDAY ON ACCOUNT OF THE CROCK POT
WAS LEFT ON LOW, I FIGURED THAT WAS
THE WATER THAT EVAPORATED?

NOW I KNOW DIFFERENT.

IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD, WHERE THOSE 
MOUTHS HAVE BEEN IN METH/HEROIN ALLEY.