UP - DATED 4 - 28 - 2015, THAT SLIPPERY ' WILLY BEAVER ' AND A ' MAGIC ' PHONE CALL ?

THE ' MAGIC ' PHONE CALL ?
UPDATED - SORRY RUSSIA SOME ONE 
' BARRED YOU ' IT WASN'T ME.

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SO, I GUESS I GUESS THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT. YOU SEE, WHEN YOU ( AND ALL OF YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS ) ARE TOLD THAT YOUR VERY OWN MOTHER WAS A SCHIZOPHRENIC BECAUSE SHE THREW A FRYING PAN AT YOUR FATHER BECAUSE HE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR, AND THEN TOLD THAT " MOM'S ON A VACATION," FOR A FEW WEEKS. HUM, AND THE ' HOLE ' IN THE GLASS PANES ' ARE REALLY NOT THERE ( PRONOUNCED IN THE SLOWEST OF WHISPER ) ' AND SHE'S " VERY " SICK, AHHH, WAIT, ' I THOUGHT SHE WAS ON VACATION? '

AND ALL THOSE ' NICE ' DOCTORS, I GUESS, UNTIL DR. RIVERA, AND " MY SON HAS A VERY HIGH THRESHOLD OF PAIN, " SHIT WHO THOUGHT? UMM, WHEN MY TOENAIL WAS RIPPED OFF RIGHT DOWN THE CENTER OF THE TOE. YES THE INJECTIONS OF PAIN KILLERS TO THE BONE WAS OK, I GUESS, BUT ' TIME ' IS UNDERSTOOD DIFFERENTLY BY A MAN WHO YOU DARE NOT LIGHT A MATCH WITHIN TWENTY FEET AND ANOTHER WHO IS ' LATE ' TO GET TO THE OFFICE. OHHH.

I KIND'A ADMIRE MY BROTHER KARL, BANGING HIS HEAD INTO THE HEADBOARD ALL THOSE YEARS, FORGET HIS " PLEASE MAKE THEM STOP." ' CAUSE, WELL, LETS SEE, THERE YOU ARE, HOW MANY TIMES  CAN ONE BE DRIVEN AGAINST THE ADVICE OF DR. SPOCK OPPS, MAYBE IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND. ANYWAY, GOOD THING THOSE MICROWAVE MACHINES WERE ON ALL THE TIME, OTHERWISE THE CHICKENS NEXT DOOR WOULDN'T OF BEEN ABLE TO WARN US THAT ' DANGER ' WAS PRESENT ' ALL FUCKI'IN LATE DAY, NIGHT AND WEEKENDS LONG, MOST ESPECIALLY WEEKENDS! GOSH ! THOSE CRAZY CHICKENS !

AFTER THE DIVORCE MOM GOT RID OF THE MICROWAVE OVEN, SHE DISCONNECTED IT ( WHEN DAD TOOK THE HOUSE LATER, HE PUT IN A ' CONVECTION OVEN ) AND WOW, KARL ALL BETTER, SOMETIMES EXCEPT WHEN COL. GATHER WAS TALKING TO, WELL, LETS SEE, HIS WIFE ALREADY DRANK HERSELF TO DEATH. I KNOW, ' CAUSE THE ' ALIENS ' THAT COL. GATHER WAS TALKING TO, TOLD ME ABOUT HER, THEN BRAIN ACROSS THE STREET TOLD ME WHAT THE ' ALIENS ' ALREADY TOLD ME, BUT I TOLD HIM FIRST, " WOW ! HOW'D YOU KNOW? " KELLY, WHO STOOD THERE DUMBFOUNDED, YOU REMEMBER KELLY, THE GUY WHO SHOT THE OTHER KID IN THE TEMPLE OF THE HEAD, YA! THAT ONE! ANYWAY HE STOOD THERE IN ' AMAZED WONDERMENT,' GOSH ' ALIENS.' WHO KNEW ? COL. GATCHER ? THOSE CRAZY CHICKENS.

I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED WHY KELLY'S FATHER DIDN'T CALL ' HIM ' OR HIS SISTERS SCHIZOPHRENIC ? ' MUST'A BEEN THE ' ALIENS. YEP ! THOSE DAMN ' ALIENS.' CHICKENS ? ' HUMMMM.

I KNOW 'CAUSE I REMEMBER ALL THOSE RADAR RANGES, THOSE MACHINES, NAKED, SHIT ! I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN SAY THAT, I'M WRITING THIS IN THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD. WHAT WOULD THE ' WHISPERING PRIESTS SAY ? ANYWAY, GEE, ' FOR THE SEAS OF LANDS ( LOOK THAT ONE UP ),' ALL THOSE OVENS WITHOUT ' SKIN,' ALL WIRED UP TOGETHER AND ' LIT UP ' TO THE CEILING, I GUESS 'CAUSE THAT'S WHERE ONE OF THE TOWERS WAS. GOSH! GEE WITIKERS ! HE WAS SMART ! JUST LIKE THE ADAM'S FAMILY IN MY AUNT'S NEIGHBORHOOD 'CEPT WITH GAS OVENS AND THINGS PLUGED INTO WALLS TO MAKE THE BUGS GO AWAY WITHOUT HARMING THEM " THERE OUR FRIENDS, WE JUST WANT THEM OUTSIDE, AFUERA. " WE CALLED ONE OF THE PRIESTS ' LERCH,' BUT UNCLE FESTER LIVED RIGHT NEXT DOOR! GOLLY GEE ! HUMMMM.

DAD WAS ' SMART ' TO START THE WEEKEND MORNINGS WITH A BEER, FOOTBALL, MOW THE LAWN, A LITTLE MORE BEER AND JUST ONE SIP FOR ME. OF COURSE, I CHEATED SOMETIMES. THEN HE'D LEAVE. THOSE DAMN CHICKENS !

ANYWAY, ONE DAY HE LEFT, TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HOUSE, AND MY MOTHER TOLD ME THAT HE WANTED TO SEE ME. HE GAVE ME A POSTER AND A BOOK. " YOU ARE CHILD OF THE UNIVERSE, NO LESS THAN THE TREES OR STARS, YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO BE HERE." THAT'S WHAT IT SAID. THE BOOK WAS THE INTERNATIONAL DICTIONARY OF THOUGHTS. HE SAID SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT " LIKE ADAM, NEVER TRUST WOMEN." SEE YA LATER ALLIGATOR AND SO MUCH FOR THE ' CROCODILE,' I GUESS. AND THOSE CRAZY CHICKENS IN THE BACKGROUND.

I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS ME, BUT MOST OF DAD'S FRIENDS WERE NEVER AROUND ANYMORE, UNTIL HIGH SCHOOL, BUT NOT EXACTLY THE SAME ONES. ALL THOSE ' DOCTORS ' WERE GONE, AND NOT REALLY FRIENDS BUT CLIENTS I LEARNED FROM MOM, BUT, WHO KNEW AND WHERE THEY WENT? NO, REALLY, NO ONE REALLY KNOWS, MAYBE, WELL, NOT THE CHICKENS, THEY WENT TO CHICKEN HEAVEN ONE NIGHT, MOM SAID. I KNOW ! FOR REALS ! THE ' ALIENS;' BUT OF COURSE HE DEFENDING MEN WHO WERE ' KINDA ' LIKE ' ALIENS,' ALL THOSE WHISPERS. SHUSSS. GEE WHISS, GOSH, ALL THOSE ' PRETEND CHICKENS ! ' WOW ! NOT AGAIN !

REAL ALIENS !  G_D DAMN ! OPPS, CAN'T SAY ' ALIENS.' ' I SORRY. '

SO, HERE'S WHAT I MEAN, LETS SAY YOU GOT A FROG, I KNOW 'CAUSE I USED TO CATCH THEM. THEY'RE COOL, NO REALLY, THEY ARE. THAT'S WHY GIRLS LIKE THEM DOWN THE BACKS OF THEIR SHIRTS, SO YOU CAN WATCH THEM SCREAM. NO, REALLY ! FOR REALS ! THEN ONE DAY, ' WHAT THE HELL ARE THOSE,' AS SHE'S TURNING AROUND TO SLAP YOUR ASS, MAKING YOU FORGET A NEAR REALIZATION OF LETS SEE, HUM, I KNOW,  YOU KNOW WHEN YOUR PEEING AND SUDDENLY, ' WHAT THE HELL? ' WHERE THAT COME FROM ? SCHUSSS. TOO MUCH TIME IN THE HOUSE. ALL THOSE ' ALIENS.' THOSE ' CRAZY PRETEND CHICKENS.'

I ALMOST FIGURED IT OUT ONE TIME, I UNPLUGGED THE PHONE FROM THE JACK IN THE HALLWAY, BUT THEN THE ' WHISPERING ' CAME FROM MY MOTHER'S ROOM. OH WELL. SHE ASKED ME ONCE, BEFORE I LEFT TO LIVE WITH DAD, ABOUT A YEAR, " BART, TELL ME THE TRUTH, CAN YOU HEAR THAT ? " I SAID " NO. " I HAD BEEN OUTSIDE ALL DAY IN THE ' BACK BACK ( BEHIND THE COURTYARD, WHERE HORSES WERE ONCE KEPT BY THE OWNER BEFORE ).' THAT NIGHT, I HEARD THE ' WHISPERS.' I WAS WATCHING THE STARS AND THE LIGHT FROM COL. GATCHER'S LAVATORY ' LISTENING ' TO ALL THE ' VOICES.' WHY TURN ON A RADIO THAT SOMETIMES WON'T WORK. KARL ROCKING AND BANGING HIS HEAD, AS HE SLEPT. PAUL, ALWAYS TURNING. UH HUH.

MY MOTHER'S AND FATHER'S ROOM, THEN MY ROOM AND BROTHER'S, THEN MY MOTHER'S, THEN THE OTHER TWO ROOMS CHANGED ABOUT TWO TO THREE TIMES, IN THE END, MY MOTHER SLEPT ON THE COUCH IN THE DEN ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HOUSE, FIVE TO SIX DAYS A WEEK. I LISTENED TO THE RADIO ON THE FLOOR, ONLY PLACE IT WOULD WORK, FOR ME ANYWAY, AND IT ALL GOT PROGRESSIVELY WORSE.

MY FATHER LIED, CHEATED, BEAT AND DID WHAT HE DID WHEN HE WANTED TO, BECAUSE LIFE WAS NOT FAIR. I WAS RAISED BY HIM AND MY MOTHER. HE WAS ALWAYS RIGHT. THE MEL BROOKS ' SILENT MOVIE ' SCENE WITH THE BLIND MAN ' WALKING THE DOG.' " THIS IS NOT FUNNY AND IS SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE." HE SAID, HE COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING. I REMAINED SILENT. ONLY ONE SMILE; I REALLY DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. I'VE HELPED THEM. A ' REMEMBRANCE ' OF THE ' TIMES.' I WILL NEVER FORGET. HE WAS CRYING IN HIS LAUGHTER, HE COULDN'T STOP.

A FEW YEARS LATER, WHEN I WAS OFFERED WORK FROM ALEJANDRO LUZANO, THE NEW OWNER OF THE GATCHER HOUSE, HE ASKED ME WHY ALL THE WIRES, I JUST LOOKED AT THE RADAR RANGE,  ONE LEFT IN THE DUST. I WAS IN STATIC. MR. LUZANO WAS RUBY'S FATHER, RUBY WORKED FOR ALIVANE.

THERE REALLY IS NO GEE OR WOW HERE, BUT LETS SEE, HOW ABOUT THE COAST GUARD. HUM, OH YA...OH YES, OH MY.

SO, WHERE WAS I, OH YAH ! THE COAST GUARD, NOW LISTEN UP, WHEN WE'RE ALL WRONG EVEN THOUGH THE BOOKS SAY WE'RE RIGHT, AND WHAT WE'RE TAUGHT IS WHAT WE'RE SUPPOSED TO DO IS RIGHT, WELL SOMETIMES A ' BALD BEAVER,' IMAGINATION WORKS BEST HERE, LOOK AT THOSE EYES! WHEW ! WELL ANYWAY, THAT BEAVER HAD NO ' FACE ' BECAUSE HER HEAD WAS POINTED TOWARDS THE SEAMAN WHO ASKED ME IN THE BARRACKS " I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD BE WRITING THAT DOWN." I HAD ALREADY BEEN ASSAULTED IN THE WALKWAY, CAN'T HIT BACK. NO, BAD ! BAD ! BAD ! WHO KNEW ? GOSH, I DID. I ALREADY TRYED TO TALK WITH THE COMPANY COMMANDER, THE COAST GUARD DUDE THAT WAS ' TEACHING,' YES THAT'S WHAT THEY CALLED IT, FOR REALS! HE WASN'T THERE! HE WAS WITH HIS FAMILY! WHO KNEW? MY G_D, SHIT CAN'T SAY MY G_D, MY CAPT., MY CAPT., SORRY THAT CAME LATER. GOT CARRIED AWAY, OH WELL. SOMETIMES, YOU JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THIS SHIT REALLY HAPPENS!
WHO KNEW ? WELL JUST ABOUT NOBODY EXCEPT RANK, OPPS ' RECRUIT ' RANK AND NOBODY ELSE SEEMED TO WANT TO KNOW ! WHY ? I MEAN WE ' WEREN'T ' THE ARMY, GEE, I MEAN GOSH! GOLL-AH-ALLY ! GOSH ! I THOUGHT THAT'S WHY I JOINED, 'CAUSE CAPT. FODDER ASKED ME SO ! NO REALLY, FOR REALS ! HE DID ! " I SAID I JOINED TO HELP PEOPLE " AND WAS TRYING, BUT THE ' ALIEN ' PRETEND CHICKENS DIDN'T WANT ME TO TALK TO MY COMMANDER OR WRITE ANYTHING DOWN, AND A NURSE WHO FOUND WHAT I WAS TRYING TO REMEMBER 'CAUSE A SEAMAN WITH A G_D DAMNED SCALPEL, SHIT, CAN'T SAY ' SEAMAN,' DUDE WITH A SCALPEL JUST ABOUT CUT MY THROAT AND I FELL BACKWARDS, I THINK IN MY CHAIR AND FUCKING FORGOT! WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT LIGHT! I DON'T KNOW, " DO YOU KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG ? " MY CAPT. ASKED, WELL I GUESS SO, I FUCKIN TALKED YOUR G_D DAMNED DAUGHTER OUT OF SUICIDE, ' SIR.'

I WASN'T THE ONE WITH ' STRAIGHT RAZOR ' CUTS ALL OVER MY HEAD ! ' SIR ! '

SO, FOR REALS, SHE WAS SMALL, SMALLER THAN THE REST, OF THE ' NUDES,' BUT WHO IN THERE RIGHT ' MIND ' SHAVES THEIR, UHMM, ' PET,' IN THE WINTER OF '85. A FACELESS ' BEAVER ' AND THE EYES OF THE ' SEAMAN.' SHE NEVER TURNED AROUND, TOO MUCH WATER ON THE INSIDE OF THE WINDOW AND I WILL ALWAYS HEAR " BECAUSE I HAVE CHILDREN, " FROM THE FEMALE WHO NEEDED A WITNESS.

I DID MY PART, AND I WAS BOOTED OUT BECAUSE OF IT. WHITE BELTED, BECAUSE IN THE EYES OF THE MILITARY, ' STATUTORY RAPE ' IS ACCEPTABLE BY WAY OF GETTING RID OF ALL PARTIES NOT INCLUDED IN THE ' FESTIVITIES.' AND FURTHERMORE, IF IT WAS NOT ' SEEN ' BY A RECRUIT; UN-CHARACTERIZED, THEN IT NEVER HAPPENED, HOW CAN AN UN-CHARACTERIZED DISCHARGED NUMBER SUFFER FROM PTSD ? IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE SENSE? THAT IS WHY I WAS COMMANDED TO REMOVE MY COAST GUARD MEDALLION FROM MY ' COVER ' THE SATURDAY BY THE COMMANDER. I REMOVED IT, " SIR," I ASKED, THEN HE ABOUT FACED AND WALKED AWAY. A FEW DAYS LATER CYA, SHE SAID IN TRACIN. FUCK, WAS SHE RIGHT. SEE, THE DECISION WAS ' LOGICAL.'

HOW MANY DUMB FUCKS REALLY ' THINK ' THIS WAY ? WHY DO I EVEN ASK ?

TO BE RAISED WITH ' EVIDENCE,' ' CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE,' AND ' EYE WITNESS ' ARE USUALLY WRONG AND I DID IT ANYWAY, BUT THE ' SEAMAN ' MADE THE ' COMMAND ' DECISIONS BECAUSE, WELL GEE, I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE 'CAUSE I WAS OLDER. HEY! THAT WORKS ! SHIT BE ' TA G_D DAMNED ! SORRY G_D ONLY, I SHOULD OF BEAT THE BLOND MOTHER FUCKER TO AN INCH OF HIS LIFE, BUT, G_D SAYS NO. SO, WITH ARCHES FOR MY FEET, MADE AT TRACIN, CAPE MAY, NEW JERSEY, FILLINGS, AND SOME KINDA ' CUSHION ' LEFT IN MY LEFT EAR, HEARING APPARENTLY GIVEN ' OK TO GO,', AND BILLET PICK ACHIEVED, BUT ' PROPER ' MANNERS DID NOT ALLOW PROTECTION AGAINST ALLEGED ' RAPE.' I NEVER GOT TO REPORT IT. AT LEAST I SAW A VARIETY OF PHOTO'S ON THE NET ( THE VET'S BLOG ), LISTENED TO " DON'T EXCITE DADDY," HE SAID, AND SAW FATHER AND SON POSITIONED IN BED ( CLOTHED INCLUDING THE TWO YEAR OLD ), AND OTHER EXAMPLES OF ' REASON ' TO CALL CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM, LATTER IN LIFE. THEN GET MY ASS KICKED ALL OVER THE NET, HOME AND EVERYWHERE ELSE THAT I'VE BEEN, INCLUDING ALL PUBLIC LIBRARIES; THIS ' GAY REVOLUTION.' AND THAT DIDN'T WORK EITHER, AS FAR AS I KNOW. SO, I GUESS ' REASONABLE LOGIC ' IS THIS, WHAT IS A ' CHILD ? ' IN THE EYES OF THE UNITED STATES MILITARY FOR G_D'S SAKE ?

WHO THE FUCK IS G_D ANYWAY? NOT THE COMPANY COMMANDER; LOOKING THE OTHER WAY IS THE ' OTHER SIDE.' IT REALLY SUCKS WHEN REAL PEOPLE PLAY WITH YOUR ' HEAD ' BEHIND REAL ' ORDERS.'

BESIDES, THE WHOLE BASE WAS UP SIDE DOWN, WE LOST 20% OF THE PERSONNEL ON BASE IN CAPE MAY, ACROSS THE BAY, THE MARIN'S LOST 25% OF THEIR PERSONAL ON THEIR BASE. THE FIRST OF THE DRUG TESTING, REAGAN YEARS. I PROBABLY GOT FUCKED BY A ' DRUGGIE,' WHO GOT AWAY WITH IT.THEY NEVER SEEM TO DRUG TEST THE ' LAWYERS.' SO, I GUESS IT WAS ' HER ' FAULT, PUSHING THAT BALD BEAVER AROUND, ALTHOUGH, SHE MIGHT OF BEEN ' DRESSED ' BEFORE THE ORGY. I DID NOT SEE THAT ON LEAVE. I WAS INVITED TO DINNER BY THE SSO ( IF THAT IS CORRECT, OSS ? ). I DID MY JOB, OTHER ' RECRUITS ' DID THEIRS AND THE LAST I HEARD WHILE REPORTING TO 45, SIDE ARM TRAINING WAS " DON'T GIVE UP." HER VOICE. AFTER BEING ORDERED BY WHAT BASICALLY WAS ALSO A SEAMAN RECRUIT, " REPORT TO TRACIN, SEAMAN RECRUIT OCHOA"

 WELL WHAT CAN I SAY," I DIDN'T GIVE UP." MAYBE THAT'S WHY THE HAWAIIAN MEXICAN POLICE OFFICER IN HILO SAID " MY SISTER IS LOOKING TO BUY A GLOCK," I GUESS, ONLY THEY KNOW. I THINK ' MEXICAN MAFIA. OR NAVY MAFIA,' FUCK 'EM BOTH.

I HAVE ' AIRMAN'S STRIPES. I REMOVED THEM FROM A SHIRT. I WEAR THE SHIRT. WHEN IT'S GONE, I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER VOICE ABOVE THE REST, " DON'T GIVE UP." I DID MY JOB, I GUESS THE OTHER ' SEAMAN ' DID HIS WITH THE ' BEAVER ' AND THE BALD CAPT. DID HIS, AS ' ORDERED,' OR TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY ANOTHER ' RECRUIT.' *

BUT STILL, DAD SAID..." ABOUT EVE. " WHY BLAME WOMEN, WHAT FATHER'S ' IMPRESS ' OR TEACH SON'S ? G_D I GUESS. WORKS FOR THEM. BUT NOT COUNTRY !


I GUESS THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR TALKING ABOUT THE HOLY SACRAMENT OF FORCED SPERM IN YOUR FACE AND SACRAMENT OF ' FECES WIPING ' OF THE CHILD'S PAIN AND ANGUISH ( MINE ) AND ANSWERING A ' MOTHER'S ' PLEA ' COAST GUARD AND THAT ' THROUGH ' A SIX YEAR OLD " WHAT GAMES " WITH HIS MOTHER'S EXPRESSION OF ' CONCERN ' IN ANSWER TO THE FATHER'S REQUEST ( ALBQ.,NM ), MUCH LESS FIGURING OUT WHAT YOUR OWN FATHER JOINED, KNOWINGLY OR OTHERWISE AND HAVING TO DO EVERYTHING YOURSELF, AND STUDYING ON THE NET AND WITH BOOKS, THEN ' MEMORIES ' AND BAM ! BOOM ! ALL AT ONCE ! AND THIS TIME AROUND, YOU JUST CAN'T STOP THE INSANITY!

 YOU LITTLE SHITS DO NOT KNOW WHAT THOSE YEARS WERE LIKE.

AND YOU ' WANT ' TO START IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND CALL IT ' NORMAL ? '

HEY RUSSIA ! HOWS IT GOING OVER THERE, SAME PROBLEMS AS OVER HERE ? REMEMBER, THE BEST OF THE BRIGHTEST OF MEN IN THE MILITARY AND OUT SWEAR THAT ' WOMEN ' ARE TO BLAME. WHAT DO YOU THINK ?

THIS MORNING: " I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOW, BUT FT.BLISS WAS TOP IN THE NATION FOR POOR VA HELP FOR VETERANS." A VET TOLD ME THIS MORNING. " I DON'T KNOW ABOUT RIGHT NOW " HE ALSO SAID.

" NO SHIT, I THOUGHT;" A PRODUCT, ONLY...." WHO KNEW, WONDER IF COL. GATCHER DID ? " THOSE FUCKIN CRAZY ' PRETEND ' CHICKENS.

* FUNNY THING ABOUT ' SEAMAN ' PUNKS, ONE IN RUSSIA, SHOT DOWN A U2 PLANE AGAINST ORDERS, HE WAS 19 YEARS OLD AND ALMOST STARTED WORLD WAR III. YEP ! THAT'S RIGHT !

THEN AFTER AN AMERICAN PRESIDENT SAVED ALL OUR LIVES, AND TO A LESSOR DEGREE, A RUSSIAN PRESIDENT DID THE SAME FOR HIS PEOPLES, WELL WHAT CAN I SAY. WE LOST OUR PRESIDENT 'CAUSE THE POWERS THAT BE MIGHT OF SIDED WITH THAT ' SEAMAN ' FOR LACK OF BETTER EXPRESSION.

BUT WAIT, LETS THINK ABOUT THIS, HUM, UGH, NO WAIT..........I KNOW, LETS BLAME ' EVE ! ' YAH ! SHE'S THE ONE ! SHE DID IT, AND IF SHE DIDN'T, HOW ' COME ' HE WAS NINETEEN, WHY NOT ' YOUNGER,' MAYBE, OH LETS SEE.........10 YEARS OF AGE, NO.......HOW ABOUT 12, YEAH ! THAT'S IT. 

DAMN EVE, IF FATHER WASN'T THERE, THEN ' NOBODY ' WOULD KNOW 'CAUSE NOBODY WOULD'A BEEN THERE TO BLAME ' EVE.'

BAD EVE ! BAD ! BAD EVE !

THIS REALLY ISN'T FUNNY, WE LOST A COMMANDER AND CHIEF OVER WHAT AMOUNTED TO ' CORPORATE INTEREST ' BASED ON ONE ' MISTAKE ' MADE BY A FUCK'IN CHILD ! AND DAMN NEAR THE WHOLE WORLD.

AND YOU ' RUG RATS ' WANT TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN ? WHERE'S THE PARENTS AND COMMANDERS ?


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FROM ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL


http://www.abqjournal.com/574972/news/stabbing-victim-tells-her-story.html

UP-DATED 1-29-2015 - KAT HEPBURN

BABY

WHAT PAULA SAID TO MY STOMACH. ' BABY,' A MOVIE THAT I SAW AFTER THE ALTERCATION WITH THE ASSISTANT PLATOON LEADER WHO THREW MY DRESS COVER TO THE GROUND AFTER THE SIGHT OF A GLIMPSE OF AN ORGY.

CONJUNCTION

THERE IS NOT ENOUGH SPACE TO WRITE ALL THAT WAS ' DISCUSSED ' RADIO AND DISH IS ANSWER, I BET.

LATE NIGHT RADIO PROGRAM ABOUT FOOD AND BIO TECH, NANO TECH CROPS.

FLORIDA AND AFRICA-ENGLAND AND US CORPORATION INTERESTS.

HENRY STREET

SOCIAL ENGINEERING

KAT-" WE NEED TO START GROWING OUR OWN FOOD." THOUGH NIGHT BEFORE NO MENTION ON RADIO ( YEARS AGO ). I HAD NO IDEA WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT. AIRPLANES-NOT PESTICIDES.

AFFRICANIZED BEES, " KILLER BEES ' SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE-----------BEGINNING OF MY UNDERSTANDING THAT THIS ' OTHER PERSONALITY ' WAS NOT MINE.

RFID TAGING - HUSTLER MAG - BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WOULD PUBLISH THE ARTICLES. TWO WOMEN BROKE THE SILENCE OF THE ' ADVERTISERS.'

NEW AGE MOVEMENT LEADER, A PEDOPHILE - HUSTLER MAG. - BECAUSE MR. FLINT WANTED AMERICA TO KNOW WHO WAS REALLY BEHIND THE BREAKING DOWN OF THE COMING GENERATIONS, BUT PROVED ONLY TO BE THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG. AFTER READING THE ARTICLE, IT SEEMED THAT THE PROMOTER WAS REALLY ABOUT ATHEISM.

MOSQUITO - A BOOK THAT JOHN CASTLIE GAVE ME. PAGE WITH DAB OF BLOOD ON IT, JUSTIFIED THAT THE INSECT'S REAL PLACE IN THE ALL OF HISTORY WAS THAT OF THE ULTIMATE PREDATOR AND SURVIVOR.

" A MISTAKE WAS MADE," I SAID, " CAN HE HEAR US? " THEN SOME KIND OF STATIC WITH SOUND TONE BEYOND MOST PEOPLES CAPABILITIES.

' BACK GROUND IS NOW '    THIS TIME FRAME WORK IN LINER TIME, IF IT'S NOT TO LATE.

AREA ( ? ) AND ALL THE REST IN UNDERGROUND, IS NOT ' RELEVANT.' DOD.

THEY ( ? ) SAID CHINA. NO IT WAS NOT........HOME GROWN.


PS. I WAS WARNED WHEN WRITING SECOND LETTER TO PRESIDENT BUSH, EIGHTY SOME ODD PAGES AND HISTORY OF WAS WITH CD/DVR, " KEEP ENGLAND OUT OF IT........WHY RAMSEY AND ' COMPANY.' BARTON PRINCE DEFENDED A MAN WHO I NEVER GAVE A NAME TO, AND REALLY DID NOT SAY THAT MUCH OF; I HAVE THE DATE!

GRANDMOTHER SHOWED ME A BUILDING WITH 303 0N IT IN EL PASO, TX. KIMO THEATER IN ALBQ. IS SAME AS, BUT ' WHO'S TALKING? ' WHY LOOK THAT WAY?


WHY WOULD A SECURITY GUARD WANT ME ON COAST TO COAST TO DISCUSS THE ' NSA.' AND BEFORE I LEFT THE CITY OF ALBQ. NEW MEXICO, I COULD NEVER FIGURE THAT OUT.


THE EIGHTY PAGE LETTER THAT MY FATHER SPOKE OF WHEN I VISTED HIM ONLY HELPED TO ' COMPLY ' WITH THE ILLEGAL UNDERGROUND AND NOTHING OF ANY MILITARY VALUE. I GUESS IT WAS ' REDIRECTED ' TO HIM. HE IS NOT ARAB. I FEEL HE DID IT FOR ' HIS ' PEOPLE.

THE ABSENCE OF ANY REAL ' LAW ENFORCEMENT ' SHOULD TELL ANYONE OF ANY REASONABLE ' MIND ' THE ABSOLUTE NEED THAT ONCE EXISTED IN THIS COUNTRY FOR ' SECURITY.'

I DO NOT LIKE PICKING ON ANY ONE ' RACE,' BUT ALL THE ADULTS WERE ASLEEP WHEN THIS COUNTRY WAS ATTACKED THE ' THIRD ' TIME. IT WAS'NT JUST THE CHINA SECRETS, THE REST IS HISTORY.

THE ARAB STATE MIGHT ONE DAY BE REAL, UNDER ONE RELIGION, BUT THE IDEA OF ONE ' KILLER god ' IS NOT THE WAY AS ' ALL ' RELIGIONS HAVE LEARNED.

AS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I SPOKE OF IN THE LETTER TO THE PRESIDENT THAT DEALT WITH CHILD MOLESTATION AND THEUSE OF OUR DEFENSES ' MEANS ' TO SECURE THIS COUNTRY AS PER INFORMATION GATHERING, IT NEVER REACHED THE PRESIDENT. I HAD A FEELING THAT ONLY A QUARTER OF ALL THE LETTERS THAT I SENT OUT, REALLY MET THIER ADDRESSES. SO I HANDED OUT ABOUT THREE TO FIVE HUNDRED FLIERS TOO AT THE NMSF.

THIS IS HOW THE MEXICAN PEOPLE CONTINUE TO BE ' DUMBED DOWN ' BY THERE OWN. THE ' MISTAKES,' IF ANY WERE MINE, BUT I TOLD THE TRUTH WHEN NO ONE WOULD LISTEN.






SHIP IN A BOTTLE

THE ' COPS,' " WE ARE POLICE," EVEN TRANSFERRED TO MY NEW PHONE AFTER THE ' I-PHONE,' SERVICE WITH T-MOBILE. AND FOREVER ' STALKED ' BY THE PERSON WHO SOLD IT TO ME BUT ALSO THE ' GAY DRUG COMMUNITY,' AND EVEN TODAY. IT IS JUST A CAMERA NOW.

I ASKED FOR BLACK, GOT ' GREY ' UNTIL YOU LOOK AT IT IN THE SUNLIGHT AND A WORLD OF ' SHIT.' THE PERSON WHO SOLD IT TO ME THEN MOVED FROM THE MESA LOCATION TO THE CEILO VISTA MALL LOCATION, WHEN I TRIED TO GET BETTER SERVICE. I MIGHT ADD THAT THAT LOCATION IS WHERE THE I-PHONE WAS ' UNLOCKED ' THOUGH I BOUGHT IT FROM DR.CELL A LEGIT BUSINESS.

I WILL ALSO ADD, THAT I DO NOT HAVE A ' YOUTUBE ACCOUNT OR FACEBOOK,' THAT SOMETIMES MY POSTS ON BLOGGER IMMEDIATELY SOMEHOW ' ACQUIRE ' BEFORE POSTING TO MY BLOGS ON ' BLOGGER.'

I WAS WARNED ONCE BY A VET REP AT THE EPCC " BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU PUT ON THE INTERNET."

ALICE AND PAVLOV'S dog

I ONCE KNEW TWO.

THEN THE LAST ASKED ME " HOW DID YOU GET THROUGH SECURITY? " THIS INSIDE THE INFORMATION AREA OF THE LAB.

HER BOSS SHINED HER PENCIL LIGHT AT HER CROTCH TWO TIMES WHEN ALICE BROUGHT HER OVER TO LOOK AT SOME ART. SHE NEVER REALLY DID.

I DID HAVE A CELLPHONE THAT I ASKED AS A FAVOR FROM A MAN THAT HAD BOUGHT ONE OF MY SCULPTURES AT THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR; THE CELL PHONE COMPANY WAS ON SAN PEDRO OR SAN MATEO, A OK HARRIS SCULPTURE WAS SECURED ON THE SIDEWALK OUTSIDE.

THE ' STAR ' INSIDE THE BOTTOM EYE LID MIGHT NOT ' IMPLY ' WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK, BUT THEN AGAIN, WHO REALLY HAS THE REAL ' BEEF ' WITH YAHWEH.

WHAT I ENDED UP WITH, PLUM/PURPLE.

SAME PHONE.

BOX THAT IT CAME WITH, NEW.

INSIDE BOX AND CHARGER. THE RECEIPTS
ARE STILL HELD BY GOOGLE, SO FAR, IN
ARCHIVE.

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KAT

' BRINGING UP BABY,' HAS SPARKED SO MANY MEMORIES AND CONVERSATIONS WHICH ALSO INCLUDE AN ' INCIDENT ' IN THE COAST GUARD THAT ' MIGHT ' OF GOTTEN ' RID ' OF A POTENTIAL ' WITTINESS ' TO A HOUSE WHICH WAS FILLED WITH WHAT CAN ONLY BE CALLED A SCENE FROM ' CALIGULA ( A MOVIE ), ' THE N-17 EDITION. AND ' HER ' COMMENT " BECAUSE I'M A MOTHER AND HAVE A CHILD." THIS WHEN I WAS ASKED TO LOOK THROUGH THE WINDOW AND IDENTIFY THE PLATOON LEADER'S BEST BUDDY AND THE ' PERSON ' HE WAS WITH ' LAYING ' WITH. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT WAS WINTER TIME, BUT MILD. IT WAS HIM ALRIGHT, BUT AS TO THE AGE OF THE GIRL, WELL, SHE WAS A GIRL AS OPPOSED TO A WOMAN. AND SHE WAS ' SHAVED ' OR ' LITTLE IN THE WAY OF HAIR.'

BUT IT ' MIGHT ' EXPLAIN WHY THE ASSISTANT PLATOON LEADER ( RECRUIT ) TIPPED MY DRESS COVER OFF WHEN RANK WAS GOING IN THE DIRECTION OF THE HOUSE AND AT THE BARRACKS I WAS WRITING DOWN WHAT HAD HAPPENED DURING ' LEAVE.'

CAPT. FODDER'S ( SPELLING ) VOICE AS I LEFT AND A UNIFORM THAT ' MIGHT ' OF BEEN JAG WHO ENTERED AFTER I HAD LEFT, " WE NEED TO KEEP THOSE TWO SEPARATED." THAT WAS CAPT. FODDER'S VOICE. THIS AFTER THE SCALPEL EVENT AND AFTER A COAST GUARD NURSE, FEMALE TOLD ME, " CYA! " I ASKED WHAT IT MEANT AS THE TWO MALE NURSES LAUGHED, SHE SAID " COVER YOUR ASS! AND I MEAN IT, THEY WILL....(? ) " AND THE REST I DON'T REMEMBER. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON.

I NEVER SAW THE YOUNG LADIES FACE, BUT NOW I REMEMBER.

THE OTHER THING WAS A FIGHT ATTENDANT WHO STATED THAT " THE COAST GUARD WAS GOING TO ADD ANOTHER WEEK TO THEIR TRAINING, " WHICH COMPLETELY CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD AS WE FLEW OVER WASHINGTON DC. THAT NIGHT. ' EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT,' OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT WAS WHAT SHE SAID A BIT LATTER.

THE ONLY OTHER THING WAS WHEN I WAS CALLED BACK TO BARRACKS TO MY COMPANY FOR THE WARNING FROM OUR CO REGARDING ANSWERING THE PHONE AND LISTENING TO MUCH TO THE OTHER PARTY. NAME, NUMBER, MESSAGE AND THANK YOU SIR/MAM. NO MATTER WHAT, AND EXAMPLES.

I ANSWERED A CALL AT TRACEN FROM A WOMAN WHO APPEARED TO BE ' SUICIDAL ' IN HER ( I THOUGHT INTOXICATED ) AND SPOKE BUT MAINLY LISTENED, AND PASSED WORD TO THE NURSE ON DUTY AFTER COMPLETING MY SECURITY ROUND. HER FATHER, OFTEN APPEARED TO DUTY WITH BLOODY RAZOR MARKS ON HIS SCALP IN THE MORNINGS; HE WAS GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE.

WHEN I LEFT JAG, WHICH WAS JUST AFTER INSPECTION, ' NO GIGS,' A ' UNIFORM ' ENTERED AND LAUGHED ALONG WITH MY ' ADVOCATE.' THEY LAUGHED ALONG.
I GAVE UP MY COAST GUARD INSIGNIA AND MEDAL REGARDING M-16. I DIDN'T NEED ' SPOTTERS,' THEY JUST LOUSED THING UP.

MY ' GREEN CARD,' WAS THE LAST THING THAT I GAVE UP, THEN WAS TOLD WHAT ' UNCHARACTERIZED ' MEANT, " YOU WERE NEVER HERE," AND TOLD TO REGISTER FOR THE DRAFT/SELECTIVE SERVICE,................I DID LATER.

I WOULD OF KEPT GOING, DONE WHAT I SIGNED UP FOR, REGARDLESS OF ' THEIR ' EAR CUSHION LEFT IN ME, AND DONE WELL, IF NOT ABOVE AVERAGE. I JOINED TO HELP.

I HAVE NEVER FORGOTTEN " DO YOU KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG? " SAID CAPT. FODDER. NOW I KNOW WHY.

WHY DID YOU, SIR, STATE " KEEP THEM SEPARATED. I HAVE A FELLING THAT THAT FEMALE RECRUIT MADE A COMPLAINT. I HOPE SHE WON; THE COAST GUARD WON.

" BART DON'T LET THEM DO THAT TO YOU! " THE ' LADY ' ABOVE/OVERLAP, FAMILY WATCHING ' BRINGING UP BABY.' AND THE WOMAN WHO I SAW EARLIER WHEN I WAS VERY YOUNG WHO HELPED ME BASE AND FORM MY ' IDEA ' OF WHAT BEAUTY WAS. THE REST OF THE SHIT WAS SOME ' TRAIL ' IN TWO DIFFERENT PLACES AND SOMEONES ' MEMORIES ' OF ME WHEN ' THEY ' FINISHED ' THEIR ' TWENTY AS THEY DRANK AWAY......AND THE FUTURE SHIT THAT IS STILL ' UNRAVELLING,' BRUBAKER,' A MOVIE WITH ROBERT REDFORD, WHO I HAVE MENTIONED BEFORE AND WHO'S FAMILY ONCE LIVED IN AUSTIN, TX ACCORDING TO A ' TRUCKER,' AND SERVICE MAN, I MET AT LADY BIRD FAMILY CENTER OF THE  YMCA; THAT POST WAS LOST YEARS AGO.

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH...........NO MATTER WHAT ' FUTURE,' IT WAS WORTH IT ! ' SEPARATION? '

I WILL REQUEST REVEIW OF MY DISCHARGE, I HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS, AND NO ' CITIZEN'S ' WHAT EVER, WILL BE TURNED DOWN.....IF THAT TRUELY WAS IN REGARDS TO MYSELF.