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Saturday, April 25, 2015

UPDATED 4 - 26 - 2015, WHAT IS NOT FUNNY - OUR VETERANS - UNDER CONSTRUCTION

 HYPOTHETICALLY ' SPEAKENED,' OF COURSE,

THIS IS NOT AT THE CIRCLE K
WHERE THE PHOTO WAS TAKEN.


LETS SAY ANOTHER FORM OF ' HUMAN TRAFFICKING ' THEN THE STATE CAN ' SAVE ' HIS ( OR HER'S ) FAMILY WITH CHILDREN TOO, IF ANY.

SO, LETS SAY THAT A THIRD PARTY REP ' THINKS ' THAT BY SOME MIRACLE AND ACT OF ' G_D,' AND A LOT OF GOOD LUCK COMBINED WITH ALL SORTS OF ' HONORINGS DESCRIPTIVE' AND BURNT OFFERINGS, WHEW, MANAGES TO OBTAIN VA BENEFITS FOR SOME ' BOSS ' ( SOB REALLY ) WHO'S ON THE STREETS, AND THEN THE ' CHIEF ' ( FEIHC = FISH REALLY, BUT WITH A ' SLUR ' ) OR ' BOSS ' THEN THE MAN OR ' CORRECT DESCRIPTIVE OBSERVATION IN WORD USAGE ' IS TRULY DECISIVE IN FACT, GOSH, TODAY'S AGE WHO KNEW ? THEN THE PERSON MERRILY RUNS TO THE BANK AND IS MUGGED, THEN CHECK IS CASHED ( SOMETIMES SIGNATURE ALREADY PROVIDED, REMEMBER TRASH LADY PULLING OUT PLASTIC BAGS WITH ' MAIL ' AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER ) AND ALL ARE HAPPY! GANGSTERS WHO CASHED CHECK, LADY WHO SORTED FOR USABLE ' WARES,' AND THIRD PARTY VA REP ' JUST DOING A GOOD JOB ' AND THE QUESTIONABLE PEOPLE WHO ' WORK ' AT THE VA BY FT. BLISS WHO ( MIGHT = HE, HE, HE, HA ) AND ALL ARE HAPPY AGAIN.
SHIT ! LETS ALL GO TO DISNEY LAND ALTOGETHER. VA PAYING!

NOW…….THIS GETS BETTER. NO, REALLY. HAVE PATIENCE, IT'S A VIRTUE. LETS SAY THAT ALL THE THIRD PARTY VA PEOPLE ARE DOING, OH NO, BEATING A ' DEAD HORSE GETS YOU NOWHERE. UM, OK LETS SAY ' HALF ' OF THE ' GLASS ' OF THE, WELL I GUESS THEY'ED HAVE TO BE, LETS SAY ' MEN,' IN THESE VA CENTERS ARE DOING THE SAME THING? WELL LETS SEE, WHAT ARE THE ' WOMEN DOING? YES, REAL ONES, NOT THE CREEP IN THE BRIGG WHO WANTS TITS AND A, WELL SOMETHING LIKE A….A-HOLE, 'CAUSE IT JUST CAN'T BE REAL.

G-D DAMN, OOPS CAN'T SAY, SHIT! CAN'T FIGURE THAT ONE OUT! THOSE LAST TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE STOLEN BY DAD! OK, OK, IT'S ALRIGHT, FUCK! G_D DAMN IT, SHIT, CAN'T SAY ' IT,' OK THEN ' THEM'S! ' TRIPS ARE'A BUILDING UP, I'M TIRED OF ' DISNEYLAND.'

NOW CIRCLE K, " I SORRY." I MADE A STAND AGAINST CLINTON'S DESCRIPTIVE ' OBLIGATION ' UNDER OATH, CONCERNING A DESCRIPTIVE TERM ' OBLIGED ' IN TERMINOLOGY AS WHAT MIGHT BE CONSIDERED ' SEX ' BY, WELL, MOST OF UH, ' ALL ' PEOPLES WITH ' EXCEPTION ' TH THE ARAB PEOPLES WHO CONSIDER ' IT ' UNDER THE ' HEADING ' OF ' RIGHT.' ' RIGHTS'S ' DEPENDING ON ' JUST WHAT,' ' IS ' THE TRUE DEFINITION OF WHAT ' IS ' THE CORRECT OBLIGATION AS TO ' DEMOCRAT.' THUS ' ISIS.'

' I SORRY ' TO READ HAWAII.

SO, LETS PULL ALL THIS TOGETHER, MUCH LIKE THE FRIENDLY PLACE IN HAWAII, THE ' BIG ONE,' HA! JUST THROW ALL YOUR COMPUTERS AWAY LIKE BARTON PRINCE DID AFTER HE HAD ME PUT THEM IN A ' CORNER-TOGETHER ' UNTIL I WAS GONE.

GARAGE NEXT DOOR, THE HOUSE THAT HE ' WIRED HIMSELF-TELEPHONES ).

HA! HA, HA, HA, HA, HE, HE, HE, HA! 

' ISIS ' SHOULD NAME THEMSELVES ' SOSO ' BECAUSE ' WE,' THE UNITED STATES ' DO IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU.' WE TAUGHT YOU!

HA! HE, HE, SO, HA, SO, HE, HA, HE, HA, HE!

SO, NOW, LETS TALK NATIONAL SECURITY, WAIT SOMEONES AT MY DOOR…….' HILLERY,' G_D DAMN IT, WHO TOLD? I SWEAR TO THE ' HEAVENS ' IT WASN'T MY DREAM!

BAD RUSH ! BAD RUSH ! BAD, BAD, BAD RUSH !

OH SHIT ! HOW MANY THIRD PARTY REPS ARE THERE ACROSS AMERICA ?

SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO SLOW DOWN TO ABOUT TWO GOOD MEALS A DAY TO REALLY THINK ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES A VETERAN HAS BEEN TOLD BY OTHER VETERANS ' YOU CAN'T GO TO SCHOOL IF YOU DON'T SELL ILEGAL DRUGS, OR GIVE THEM ALL  YOUR MONEY TO ' THEM.' SOMETIMES MR. OBAMA, YOU REALLY HAVE TO THINK, WHO PROTECTS WHO AND HOW TO KEEP THEIR TRUST FOR SAVING YOUR LIVES.

EYE FOR AN EYE HAS BEEN REDEFINED.

THIS GIFT IS FOR CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURK AND JOHN MCCAIN WHO I ALSO SHOOK HANDS WITH YEARS AGO.

I AM DOING THIS ONE ONLINE BECAUSE I ' CAME UP ' WITH THE IDEA IN HIS ( O'ROURK'S  )NEIGHBORHOOD AND MY FAMILIES OLD NEIGHBORHOOD - NOW I'M BARED FROM ASKING FOR ' CHANGE ' AFTER PEOPLE LEAVE.

THIS IS ONE IDEA THAT SHOULD BE MADE REAL

A TWO YEAR ' NEAR ' MANDATORY, BUT LIFETIME ' SKILL ' OR FIRST TWO YEAR COLLEGE EDUCATION, LAST TWO PAID IN FULL FOR ' COLLEGE EDUCATION,' LAST TWO YEARS MUST BE EMPLOYED. TAUGHT BY MILITARY AND COLLEGE STAFF WITH BA AND MA ONLY. FORT BLISS ? BUT WITH DIFFERENT SETTING, TREES, GRASS BUT SEPPARAT FROM THE BASE, BUT WITHIN THE PARIMIDER. THEY EARNED THE PROTECTION NOT TO BE SHOT AT FROM PUNKS OR HAVE THEM HARRASH THEM TO SELL OR BUY ILEGAL DRUGS OR RELATED VIOLENT ACTS.

" YOU BROK'EM, YOU FUCKIN FIX 'EM." THEY EARNED IT!

TWO YEARS PAID IN FULL, WITH EXCEPTION TO BOOKS AND SUPPLIES, ( CHECK FOR BOOKS AND SUPPLIES ) STUDENT SEES NO MONEY. MANDATORY DRUG TESTING. ONE STRIKE-ONE YEAR SUSPENSION. SECOND STRIKE...NICE TO KNOW YOU, THANKS FOR YOUR SERVICE. VA BENEFIT'S STILL APPLY.

NO SECONDARY ' TECH ' COLLEGE, LIKE EPCC WERE YOU MIGHT GET SHOT AT BECAUSE IT IS KNOWN BY EVERYONE AS A ' DRUG COLLEG/PARTY COLLEGE.'

OR' DRAFT.' ALL OF THIS, JUST AN ' IDEA ' UNDER ARTICLE 77. PROVE YOURSELF, ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN.

V-RAP
WHEN I WAS TOLD ABOUT V-RAP. I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS A VET AGAIN BY JULIO GUTIERREZ. " DON'T YOU SEE MR.OCHOA YOU'RE A HERO.." BULLSHIT. SO THEN I WAS A VET, AND A ' HERO.' WHEN I GOT OUT I WAS UNCHARECTORIZED, MEANING, BECAUSE I ASKED, " YOU WERE NEVER HERE." BY THE FEMALE WHO ASKED FOR MY MEDAL, THEN ' MILITARY DESIGNATION-COAST GUARD. THEN I SIGNED PAPERWORK. SHE NEVER GOT MY ' IDENTITY,' ONLY GREEN CARD ( MILITARY ID ).

AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER I REMEMBERED THAT AGAIN, WALKING THROUGH YEARS OF SERVICE, I COULD HARDLY SIGN THE PAPERWORK THAT SHE GAVE ME ' AGAIN.'

WHEN I CAME BACK WITH A ' BITCH ' RIDDING MY HEAD, I WENT TO EPCC TO RE-ENROLL AND BARELY MADE THE DEAD LINE. " YOU STILL HAVE A COUPLE OF HOURS, LETS DO IT." ADRIAN SAID, US ARMY. I HAD TO TAKE OUT AN EMERGENCY VA LOAN THAT IN THE END WAS JUST EPCC. I STRUGGLED IN MY CLASSES WITH ALL FORMS OF ' SHIT ' IN CLASS AND OUT. REALLY LOVED THE TWO DIME SHIT UNDER MY DESK. THE PRISON VET IF THAT'S WHAT HE REALLY WAS NOT ONLY PUSHING WHAT EVER, BUT ALSO THE GAY REVOLUTION SHIT. THEN THE PROFESSOR WHO WAS NOT EVEN ' ALLOWED ' ON THAT CAMPUS PUSHING HIS GAY REVOLUTION SHIT, AND OPENING UP HIS LEGS WIDE, MAKING DISCRIMINATORY COMMENTS THAT EVEN A STUDENT, WITH DAMN NEAR WHITE EYES, VERY POLITELY CORRECTED HIM ON, IN CLASS. THAT PROFESSOR WAS CHARGED WITH SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION, ANOTHER TEACHER QUESTIONED HIS PRESENCE ON THAT CAMPUS, THAT'S HOW I FOUND OUT.

MY ENGLISH PROFESHER GAVE ME THE ' LUXERY ' OF WRITTING MY PAPER WITHOUT HAVING TO COME TO CLASS. I HAD TO READ ALL MATERIALS AND DID. I TURNED IN THE PAPER ONE WEEK LATE. PUT IT ON THE NET IN CASE IT DIDN'T SHOW UP ON HER E-MAIL. MY COMPUTER AT THE COLLEGE, NO MATTER WHICH ONE WAS NEARLY ALWAYS MESSED WITH.

SOMEONE ' PLACED ' YELLOW SNAKE,' THE PAPER. ON GOOGLE SO THAT IT SHOWED UP
WHEN YOU GOOGLE BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA. THANK YOU. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT GRADE I MADE. BUT IT WAS DONE.

THEN V-RAP WAS DENIED. DENIED AGAIN. DENIED AGAIN. MONTHS, AFTER ALL THE PAPERWORK. I SARTED ' ASKING FOR CHANGE ' AT THE CIRCLE K, AND THATS HOW RENT WAS PAID ALONG WITH LATE CHARGES TO A PLACE THAT LETS EVERYONE AND THERE ' BROTHER ' IN YOUR ROOM. COMPLAINTS EVEN MADE TO OWNER, OUTSIDE OF MANAGEMENT. I KEPT RECORD AFTER THIRD TIME, ON THE INTERNET. I WILL NOT SELL ILEGAL DRUGS OR ' MUG ' PEOPLE FOR A LIVING.

 THEN I GOT IT, AFTER MONTHS. DIEGO OCHOA WAS NOT NOTIFIED, WHO, THAT SECRET KEPT." TAKE THIS BEFORE DIEGO ( OCHOA ) SEES IT." WENT TO THE COLLEGE AND FOUND OUT THAT I WAS BEING OVERCHARGED OVER A HUNDRED DOLLARS FRAUDULENTLY. I WAS ' FLOORED.' I TOOK THE BUS BACK ' HOME,' THEN CORRECTED MYSELF, TURNED AND LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW TO, JUST IN TIME, A ' BACKFIRE.' THEN EVEN THOUGH NOT IN THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD, THE ' PEARL APTS,' RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY GAZE AGAIN. THE HZ RATE OF THE BUS AND ALL THE ALTER EGOS ( CELL PHONES ) AND MINDS OF THE PASSENGERS; I RODE AROUND IN CIRCLES. TOLD THE DRIVER, " I'M TAKING THE FULL TOUR."

NEAR THE LAST TIME THAT I SPOKE TO JULIO GUTIERREZ, HE ASKED ME, " YOU MEAN MR.OCHOA WHO'S FATHER I KNOW? " THEN THE LAST CONVERSATION WHICH IS LOGED IN THIS BLOG, THE COMPLETE REVERSAL OF THE AMOUNT PAID FOR RENT. I WAS GOING TO GO BACK TO THE OPPERTUNITY CENTER ONCE MORE TO SPEAK TO THE PERSON IN CHARGE, DISPITE WHAT I WAS TOLD BY THE FEMALE. BUT, I COULD'NT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT. I ACCEPTED EVICTION PAPERS INSTEAD. EVERYONE LIED.

I HAVE RECIEVED AN E-MAIL FROM THE CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROUKE, A THANKS FOR ' OTHER ' WORK AND SENT HIM A MESSAGE THAT WAS SENT TO THE AGENCY A WHILE BACK, JUST IN CASE. ONE HAS ALREADY HAPPENED, THE OTHER? 

I HAVE BEEN RIGHT, 90%-100% JUST OF AND FROM ' MEMORY.' MY FATHER'S BOOK ' SUGGESTIONS ' RAN OUT ABOUT A YEAR AGO. BOOK SUGGESTIONS WERE FROM WHEN I WAS A KID. I GUESS THE THINKING WAS THE ' USE ' OF THE ' KIDDY ' VOICE SO MANY OF THE RESIDENTS OF THE SRO ( MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE ) USE IN ORDER TO SEDUCE, COPULATE, OR GATHER INFORMATION. THERE IS REALLY NO ' BOUNDARIES WITH THIS ' APPROACH.' THEN THE SUBJECT IS EITHER ' TURNED ' OR DESTROYED AND IS THEN ' CAPTIVE ' OF MIND AND EXCOMMUNICATED, LIKE THEM, FROM SOCIETY.

DESPITE WHAT BARTON PRINCE SAID WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE IN NEW MEXICO, " IF YOUR LIKE US, IT'S MEMORY."

I TOOK THE OATH AND MEANT IT, I WORKED FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.I KNOW WHO BARTON WORKED FOR.

NOW JULIO GUTIERREZ REPRESENTS A MAN WHO HAS TOLD ME " I SERVE ONLY JUAREZ." JULIO HAS ALSO BEEN TOLD THAT I WAS TOLD THAT THE ONLY VET'S IN THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE ARE THOSE WHO WERE DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED. NORMAN T., ASSISTANT MANAGER TOLD ME THIS. " I DIDN'T KNOW THAT." JULIO SAID, WHEN I TOLD HIM.

AFTER V-RAP, THE LAST TIME,I SPENT TIME IN THE LIBRARY, AND ATE TWO MEALS A DAY, THE FIRST TIME CONSISTENTLY FOR OVER ABOUT SIX YEARS. FOR TWO MONTHS, AND AM NOW GOING THROUGH THE ' LEAVE ' THING AND TWO ATTEMPTS OF WRITING IT DOWN, AND WHY I DIDN'T TELL THE COMPANY COMMANDER; " REPORT BACK TO TRACIN! " TO THE HEART.

I AM LEAVING IN A FEW DAYS, I THREW OUT THE CONTAINER OF SMALL PIECES OF HAIR, THOSE THAT I SAVED; THOSE USED NEXT TO MADDONA, CRUTCHES AND SCREEN TO REVERSE THE MEDIOCRE USE OF MY ' MIND.' THE TERRORIST WHO WAS DEMONSTRATING HIS ' SKILL,' WAS FOUND, IDENTIFIED ONE WEEK LATER. CNN NEWS. HE WAS FROM ENGLAND AT SCHOOL, KUWAIT BORN, I GUESS.

" NOW, SMELL YOUR FINGER." IN THE STATIC ABOVE AND AROUND ME. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE NOW. THANKS DAD...( 4-26-2015 ). YOU LEFT US FOR COLLEGE PUSSY WHEN I WAS IN THE THIRDGRADE, IT JUST STARTED. AND ALL YOUR CILENTS, MOM HAD TO WAVE AWAY, WITH VERY FEW EXCEPTIONS.

YOU SAID GRANDMOTHER WARNED YOU ABOUT KARL AND ME. I BELIEVE YOU. SHE WAS LIKE ME. BUT, SO WAS MOM.ASK KARL WHAT THE CHURCH SAID OF ME, AND ( ? ) WHOEVER, WHATEVER, SAID OF ME? I DID THIS BECAUSE A SMALL CHILD OF TWO AND ANOTHER OF SIX YEARS OLD, BOTH WITH BLUE EYES, MIGHT MAKE THE DIFFERENCE FOR " THE BROWN EYED " KIDS; " WOULD YOU HAVE DONE THE SAME FOR A CHILD WITH BROWN EYES."

HOW MANY CHRIST'S DO YOU WANT, BE ABOUT 14, MAYBE FIFTEEN; THE LAST IS MINE.

I DO NOT THINK THE MEXICAN CULTURE HAS THE POWER TO DO WHAT I HAVE DONE, BUT WE'LL SEE.

AS FOR THE ROCK, IT IS ON MOST HOUSINGS OF THE EUCHARIST. ' THE EYE OF G_D.' ARE YOU BLIND? ' OF ' WHAT ARE YOU STANDING ON?

IF IT IS REALLY FROM THE CLIFF AROUND THE AUSTIN AREA, AS I WAS TOLD FROM AN OLD DAUGHTER OF THE REPUBLIC ( TEXAS ) WHO SAW ALL THE EYES ' ATTRIBUTED TO THE INDIANS,' THEN ALL IS GONE NOW. A TRASH HEAP. AND WHEN I WAS ' THREATENED ' IN THE AREA BY MEXICAN/ITALIAN, A TORNADO FORMED ABOVE HIM. THE OTHER ITALIAN/MEXICAN WAS POURING SWEAT AND AFRAID; THE ONE WHO BULLIED ME ON THE JOB SITE. TRUST ME, INDIANS DID NOT FORM IT; SOMETHING ELSE LONG BEFORE. IT HAS NO POWER OVER ME; I KNOW IT TO BE OF ' MOTHER.'

NOW, WHEN I SAY ' SWALLOWING JESUS,' ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MINDS? NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THREW AND STILL WHAT YOUR ' KIDS ' ARE GOING THROUGH.

I'LL MAKE IT SIMPLE, ' IN THE ELECTRICITY.'

SO, NOW WE KNOW WHO WE ' REALLY ' ARE.

PS. I DID TRY TO E-MAIL PART OF THIS POSTING TO CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURK AND THE ' FORM ' WOULD NOT ALLOW ME. I WILL NOT USE THE SRO ADDRESS, AS KEYS TO MAIL BOX STOLEN THEN PLACED IN ROOM MONTHS LATER, AND ALL THE OTHER REASONS INCLUDING A SNAPSHOT OF EIGHT WHEN RETURNING FROM OUTSIDE IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE MANAGEMENT TOLD ME THAT I WAS CRAZY. I HAVE LEFT IT IN ' DRAFT,' I ASKED CRISTINA IF SHE WANTED TO SEE IT. NO.THE OTHER REASONS HAVE TO DO WITH LAND I USED TO OWN AND OTHER PAPERS THAT I HAVE DISCOVERED TO HAVE BEEN TAMPERED WITH, THAT CONCERN, MONIES " HOW CAN HE NOT KNOW THAT," FROM NEIGHBORS WHO DID NOT KNOW I THERE IN THE ROOM AT THE TIME, MY LEG WON'T WORK, TOO MUCH ' IB.' " LAND USE " WAS MENTIONED, JOHN GONZALES WAS ALSO MENTIONED; I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ROOM NUMBER.FABBEN'S LAND MENTIONED TOO ? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME.

SOMETIMES I SLEEP WITH THE PHONE ON, THOUGH SERVICE DISCONNECTED.

SO THAT WILL BE MY LAST E-MAIL. I'M SORRY, I DON'T TRUST DEMOCRATS. " STAY AWAY FROM POLITICS " J.B.OCHOA JR., SOPHOMORE YEAR AT UNM.

FOR WHAT'S WORTH J.B.OCHOA JR. HATES O'ROURK. SORRY GUYS, YOUR LEFT WITH THE VIETNAM TRASH. THE SAME TRASH THAT ' FUCKED ' WITH A NOTRE DAME AND UT LAW GRADUATE; LEFT FOR THE FIRST BORN TO FIGURE OUT AND LEARN THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE.

A COUPLE OF PICTURES WILL BE ADDED AND HOPEFULLY A RESOLUTION TO MY PTSD. THEN JUST BSS FROM THEN ON, THIS BLOG WILL POST ' CHILD ' POSTINGS FROM TIME TO TIME. I SHOULD BE GONE IN A FEW DAYS.EVERYTHING WILL BE DESTROYED, INCLUDING MADDONA, AND ALL PAPERWORK; TOO HEAVY.


COPYRIGHT J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III, BUT JUST FOR TEXAS COPYRIGHT JESUS BARTHOLME OCHOA III AND JUST FOR THE HOLY ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH COPYRIGHT JESSE BARTHOLOMEW OR BARTHOLME OCHOA III AND JUST FOR ME BARTHOLOMEW AND FOR MY SCULPTURES AN O WITH JB IN THE CENTER OF THE O AND THREE LINES DOWN THE LOWER RIGHT ALL ON THIS DAY 4 - 26 - 2015. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT THIS IN ' WHOLE ' ONLY WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN, ABOVE.

FROM CNN.COM

THIS GENTLEMAN WAS DESCRIBED TO ME AS A
VETERAN, AND HIS STORY GIVEN TO ME BY JULIO
GUTIERREZ. THIS IS AFTER HE WAS TREATED FOR
MONTHS OF HIS WOUNDS TO THE BODY AND HEAD,
ALONG WITH THE MAGGOT INFESTATION, THAT
MIGHT OF SAVED HIS LIFE. THEY MIGHT OF SLOWED
THE MANY INFECTIONS; THEY EAT ONLY DEAD ' MEAT.'

THE GENTLEMAN ASKED ' ME ' FOR HELP.

AS FAR AS I KNOW HE IS STILL THERE.
WHEN HE ' RECEIVED ' HIS FIRST ( ? )
CHECK, IT WAS IN THE AMOUNT OF
" 2,500.00 DOLLARS, HE WAS ' MUGGED '
A FEW BLOCKS AWAY. THE POLICE,
BROUGHT HIM BACK." JULIO GUTIERREZ,
VA REP AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER.

THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, EL PASO, TEXAS.

Monday, January 26, 2015

ASHAMED OF BEING AMERICAN II

AN OWNER OF AN ESTABLISHMENT ONCE TOLD ME THAT ONE OF HIS REGULAR PATRONS BOUGHT ON A REGULAR BASIS MAGAZINES THAT DEALT SPECIFICALLY WITH SADISM AND MASOCHISM SUBJECT MATTER IN THE AREA OF GENDER, AS PER, THE ' IDEA ' OF HUMANITY, THE MALE OF THE SPECIES.

UPON THE FIFTH OR SIXTH VISIT AND PURCHASES, THE OWNER OF THE ESTABLISHMENT STATED HE SAID " THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATRONAGE BART ( PRINCE )," AND THAT ' CUSTOMER NEVER RETURNED AGAIN.

NOW, WHEN YOU ' APPLE COWS ' AND OTHERS BITCHES COMPLAIN ABOUT ' SECRETS ' AND THE CIA'S USE OF WATER BOARDING AND OTHER ' TACTICS,' THINK ( STEVE JOBS ) ' ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE ' EMPOWERED,' AND THE VERY FEW OF YOU WHO HAVE CHILDREN. NOT " KIDS " ( " I HAVE KIDS ALL AROUND THE WORLD," BARTON PRINCE ) THAT WHITLEY STRIEBER SAID ON NATIONAL RADIO WITH ART BELL, OR THE ' ARCHITECT ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. WHO ONCE SAID THE SAME.

OH THOSE HOTEL ROOMS. OPPS.



Jayna Davis - Guests - Coast to Coast AM

http://www.coasttocoastam.com/guest/davis-jayna/6372
Shortly after 9:02 AM on April 19, 1995, Jayna found herself staring at the smoldering shell of the Alfred P. Murrah Building with a photographer by her side  ...



The Third Terrorist: The Middle East Connection to the Oklahoma City Bombing is a book by television journalist Jayna Davis about evidence of an alleged conspiracy behind the 1995 Oklahoma City bombing. The Justice Department initially sought, but then abandoned its search for, a Middle East suspect. The book was published in April 2004 by Nelson Current Publishers, and became a New York Times best-seller. In contrast to conspiracy theories that the bombing was a false flag attack perpetrated by elements of the US government, the book presents a theory that links the Oklahoma City bombers to agents of Iraq and Al-Qaeda, operating under Iranian state sponsorship.



JUST SOMETHING ELSE THAT I FOUND ON THE NET, THE WALL STREET JOURNAL. AND GEE, EDWARD SNOWDEN SURE TAUGHT THE NATO ALLIES. DOESN'T MAJOR ED DAMES LIVE I RUSSIA PART TIME. GEE, ALL THOSE ' BLONDS,' HUH, ' BART OCHOA ( BARTON PRINCE ALWAYS CALLED ME ' FAKE BART,' OH THE WONDERS! ) ' WHO LIVES THERE, WHO CONTACTED MY SCHOOL MATE. GOSH!

I WILL STOP, BEFORE I ' EMPOWER ' AMERICAN JUSTICE, BEFORE THE ' END OF THE WORLD ' AGAIN.

OH THAT REMINDS ME, LOOK ONE QUARTER THE DISTANCE FROM WHERE THE ASTROID IS COMING FROM, THEN ABOUT TWENTY DEGREES OFF FROM THE OPPOSITE POINT THE ORTHER SIDE. THAT SHOULD DO IT, BUT WHATS THE ' REAL NEWS ? '

" THINK! " STEVE JOBS.

FROM THE ARCHIVES: September 5, 2002

The Iraq Connection
By MICAH MORRISON
OKLAHOMA CITY -- With the Sept. 11 anniversary upon us and President Bush talking about a "regime change" in Iraq, it's an apt time to look at two investigators who connect Baghdad to two notorious incidents of domestic terrorism. Jayna Davis, a former television reporter in Oklahoma City, believes an Iraqi cell was involved in the 1995 bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building here. Middle East expert Laurie Mylroie links Iraq to the first bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993, and has published a book on the subject.
Both cases are closed, of course -- in the public mind if not quite officially. Timothy McVeigh was convicted of murder in the Oklahoma City bombing and executed in June 2001; Terry Nichols was sentenced to life in prison for conspiracy and manslaughter, and faces a further trial on murder charges. In the World Trade Center bombing, prosecutors convicted six men of Middle Eastern origin on the theory that they operated in a "loose network." One suspect remains at large, but the apparent ringleader, known as Ramzi Yousef, was captured in Pakistan and is now in federal prison in the U.S.
The prosecutors in both episodes believe they got their men, and of course conspiracy theories have shadowed many prominent cases. Still, the long investigative work by Ms. Davis and Ms. Mylroie, coming to parallel conclusions though working largely independently of each other, has gained some prominent supporters. Former CIA Director James Woolsey, for example, recently told the Journal that "when the full stories of these two incidents are finally told, those who permitted the investigations to stop short will owe big explanations to these two brave women. And the nation will owe them a debt of gratitude."
The Vanishing John Doe No. 2
Ms. Davis, for example, has a copy of a bulletin put out by the Oklahoma Highway Patrol immediately after the Murrah bombing. It specifies a blue car occupied by "Middle Eastern male subject or subjects." According to police radio traffic at the time, also obtained by Ms. Davis, a search was on as well for a brown Chevrolet pickup "occupied by Middle Eastern subjects." When an officer radioed in asking if "this is good information or do we really not know," a dispatcher responded "authorization FBI." Law-enforcement sources tell Ms. Davis that the FBI bulletin was quickly and mysteriously withdrawn.

The next day, the federal government issued arrest warrants and sketches of two men seen together, John Doe No. 1 and No. 2. John Doe 1 turned out to be McVeigh, who was quickly picked up on an unrelated charge. Following the arrest of McVeigh and Nichols, the Justice Department changed course, saying the witnesses were confused and there was no John Doe 2 with McVeigh.
But Ms. Davis, who was covering the case at the time for KFOR-TV in Oklahoma City, says in fact there was a John Doe No. 2, and that she has identified him. The original warrant for John Doe No. 2 described a man about 5 feet 10 inches, average weight, with brown hair and a tattoo on his left arm. She says the man matching this description is an Iraqi political refugee named Hussain al-Hussaini, an itinerant restaurant worker who entered the country in 1994 from a Saudi Arabian refugee camp and soon found his way to Oklahoma City. She says she has more than 20 witnesses who can place him near the Murrah Building on the day of the bombing or finger him in parts of the conspiracy.
Seven weeks after the bombing, Ms. Davis's KFOR television station began broadcasting a series of reports on a possible Middle East connection. It did not name Mr. al-Hussaini, but did include photographs of him that digitally obscured his face. Mr. al-Hussaini sued for libel and defamation, denying any association with the bombing. In November 1999, U.S. District Court Judge Tim Leonard dismissed the lawsuit.
Citing defense contentions Mr. al-Hussaini's counsel failed to dispute, the judge ruled that Ms. Davis had proved that Mr. al-Hussaini "bears a strong resemblance to the composite sketch of John Doe #2," including a tattoo on his left arm, that he was born and raised in Iraq, that he had served in the Iraqi army, and that his Oklahoma City employer had once been suspected by the federal government of having "connections with the Palestine Liberation Organization."
Mr. al-Hussaini appealed Judge Leonard's decision to the 10th Circuit Court, where a ruling is pending. He is represented by Gary Richardson, a well-known Oklahoma lawyer who currently is an independent candidate for governor. In an interview, Mr. Richardson denounced the treatment of Mr. al-Hussaini as anathema to American values, saying he had been singled out because he was an Arab. "There is no evidence that Hussain al-Hussaini is John Doe No. 2," Mr. Richardson said. "He was grossly mistreated by the media in Oklahoma."
In 1996, Mr. al-Hussaini returned to Boston, where he had first entered the U.S. He found work as a cook at Logan Airport. According to his medical records, he was haunted by the Oklahoma City episode and the publicity surrounding his libel suit. He began drinking heavily and in 1997 was admitted to a psychiatric clinic for a depressive disorder and suicidal thoughts. Mr. al-Hussaini's lawyer says his client has since moved to another part of the country and is "trying to put his life back together."
According to notes taken by a nurse at the psychiatric clinic, Mr. al-Hussaini quit his job at Logan Airport in November 1997, nearly four years before planes from there were hijacked on Sept. 11, 2001. Her notes say he stated, "If anything happens there, I'll be a suspect."
Evidence supporting Ms. Davis's suspicions surfaced during discovery for the McVeigh trial. An FBI report, for example, records a call a few hours after the bombing from Vincent Cannistraro, a retired CIA official who had once been chief of operations for the agency's counter-terrorism center. He told Kevin Foust, a FBI counter-terror investigator, that he'd been called by a top counter-terror adviser to the Saudi royal family. Mr. Foust reported that the Saudi told Mr. Cannistraro about "information that there was a 'squad' of people currently in the United States, very possibly Iraqis, who have been tasked with carrying out terrorist attacks against the United States. The Saudi claimed that he had seen a list of 'targets,' and that the first on the list was the federal building in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma."
Stephen Jones, McVeigh's lead lawyer, discusses the FBI report in his book, "Others Unknown: Timothy McVeigh and the Oklahoma City Bombing Conspiracy." Mr. Cannistraro later told Mr. Jones that he didn't know if the caller "was credible or not." But Mr. Foust's memo says Mr. Cannistraro described the Saudi official as "responsible for developing intelligence to help prevent the royal family from becoming victims of terrorist attacks," and someone he'd known "for the past 10 or 15 years."
Ms. Davis's evidence was examined by Patrick Lang, a Middle East expert and former director of the Defense Intelligence Agency's human intelligence collection section. In a memo to Ms. Davis, Mr. Lang concluded that Mr. al-Hussaini likely is a member of Unit 999 of the Iraqi Military Intelligence Service, or Estikhabarat. He wrote that this unit is headquartered at Salman Pak southeast of Baghdad, and "deals with clandestine operations at home and abroad."
Larry Johnson, a former deputy director of the State Department's Office of Counter Terrorism, also has examined Ms. Davis's voluminous research. "Looking at the Jayna Davis material," Mr. Johnson says, "what's clear is that more than Tim McVeigh and Terry Nichols were involved. Without a doubt, there's a Middle Eastern tie to the Oklahoma City bombing."
Mr. al-Hussaini and other former Iraqi soldiers colluded with McVeigh and Nichols in the attack, Ms. Davis charges. "There is a Middle Eastern terrorist cell operating in Oklahoma City. They were operating prior to the Oklahoma City bombing and they are still operating today."
The popular stereotype of McVeigh is of a twisted "patriot" out to avenge government actions at Waco and Ruby Ridge. But in March 1998 he penned a prison-cell "Essay on Hypocrisy" obsessed with Iraq. "We've all seen pictures that show a Kurdish woman and child frozen in death from the use of chemical weapons. But have you ever seen these pictures juxtaposed next to pictures from Hiroshima or Nagasaki?" With calls for war crimes trials of Saddam Hussein, "why do we not hear the same cry for blood directed at those responsible for even greater amounts of 'mass destruction?'"
In dismissing the al-Hussaini libel suit, Judge Leonard pointedly noted the indictment of McVeigh and Nichols included a charge of conspiracy "with others unknown." In sentencing Nichols, U.S. District Judge Richard Matsch remarked, "It would be disappointing to me if the law enforcement agencies of the United States government have quit looking for answers."
World Trade Center
The Sept. 11 airline crashes were not the first attempt to topple the World Trade Center towers. In February 1993, a bomb blast in a public parking garage below the North Tower of the World Trade Center killed six people and left a crater six stories deep. It could have been much worse. In her book, "The War Against America: Saddam Hussein and the World Trade Center Attacks," Laurie Mylroie says that the bomb was designed to topple the North Tower into the South Tower and envelop the scene in a cloud of cyanide gas. Hearing the case, Judge Kevin Duffy agreed, saying that if the plan had worked, "we would have been dealing with tens of thousands of deaths." After the bombing, the FBI rounded up four Muslims who moved in extremist circles in the New York area. Three others escaped overseas: a Palestinian, an Iraqi named Abdul Yasin, and Ramzi Yousef.
Ms. Mylroie's book argues that Iraq was complicit in this attack. At the very least, she notes, Saddam Hussein is harboring a wanted terrorist: Abdul Yasin. He came to the U.S. six months before the Trade Center attack and is charged with helping mix chemicals for the bomb. Picked up in an early sweep after the bombing, he talked his way out of an FBI interrogation and turned up back in Baghdad.
Beyond this, Ms. Mylroie contends that the bombing was "an Iraqi intelligence operation with the Moslem extremists as dupes." She says that the original lead FBI official on the case, Jim Fox, concluded that "Iraq was behind the World Trade Center bombing." In late 1993, shortly before his retirement, Mr. Fox was suspended by FBI Director Louis Freeh for speaking to the media about the case; he died in 1997. Ms. Mylroie says that Mr. Fox indicated to her that he did not continue to pursue the Iraq connection because Justice Department officials "did not want state sponsorship addressed."
According to phone records analyzed by Ms. Mylroie, Abdul Yasin appeared in the orbit of one of U.S. conspirators, Muhammed Salameh, some weeks after Mr. Salameh made a series of phone calls to relatives in Iraq, including to his uncle, Kadri Abu Bakr. Mr. Bakr is a senior figure in the PLO's "Western Sector" terrorist unit; at the very least, his phone calls would be monitored by Iraqi intelligence.
Ramzi Yousef also showed up after the calls to Mr. Bakr, according to Ms. Mylroie's analysis. His arrival "transformed the conspiracy from a pipe bombing plot to an audacious attack on the World Trade Center." Yousef was "the individual most responsible for building the World Trade Center bomb" -- 1,200 pounds of urea nitrate with a nitroglycerine trigger, booster chemicals, sulfuric acid and sodium cyanide.
After the bombing, Yousef vanished; he had entered with an Iraqi passport, and exited with a Pakistani passport. Yousef's Pakistani passport was in the name of Abdul Basit. He obtained it from the Pakistani consulate in New York shortly before the bombing, saying he had lost his passport and presenting photocopied pages from Abdul Basit's 1984 and 1988 passports.
Ms. Mylroie says her evidence suggests that Abdul Basit and his family were among two dozen Pakistani nationals working in Kuwait who vanished at the time of the Iraqi invasion. Law enforcement authorities believe she overplays this possibility, that Yousef is indeed Basit, and that the original Iraqi passport is the only firm link to Iraq.
After fleeing in the wake of the 1993 bombing, Yousef/Basit made his way to the Philippines, where he planted a bomb that killed the passenger taking his seat after he disembarked from a plane on the island of Cebu. Police investigating a fire in a Manila apartment he occupied found a laptop computer with plans to bomb 12 U.S. jets simultaneously. Yousef escaped but was later apprehended in Pakistan and turned over to U.S. authorities. He was convicted in both the Trade Center attack and the plane-bombing plot.
One of Yousef's confederates, Abdul Hakin Murad, was arrested at the Manila apartment and later convicted in the U.S. in the plane plot. While in custody in the Philippines, he told investigators that he and Yousef had discussed hijacking a jet and crashing it into CIA headquarters. According to a January 1995 Manila police report, Murad said "he will board any American commercial aircraft pretending to be an ordinary passenger. Then he will hijack said aircraft, control its cockpit and dive it at the CIA headquarters. There will be no bomb or any explosive that he will use in its execution. It is simply a suicidal mission that he is very much willing to execute."
The Philippine Connection
Astonishingly, the Murrah bombing and the first WTC attack share a connection. Yousef and Terry Nichols were in the Philippines simultaneously. Nichols's trips there are undisputed; his wife's relatives lived in Cebu City. Cebu is also the territory of the Islamic terrorist group Abu Sayyaf. McVeigh lawyers sought to substantiate an "others unknown" defense theory, and made extensive filings concerning Nichols's activities there.
These filings show that he was often in Cebu without his wife, and that he was in frequent contact with Ernesto Malaluan, a relative of his wife who had once lived in Saudi Arabia and owned a boarding house in Cebu City. The filing asserted that his boarding house "shelters students from a university well known for its Islamic militancy."
A defense examination of phone records found that Nichols had repeatedly called the Cebu boarding house in the weeks preceding the bombing. Some of the calls were billed to a prepaid phone card to which McVeigh also had access. The calls were often made from pay phones at truck stops and the like, and sometimes followed mysterious patterns. In one instance, for example, the same number was dialed nine times in nine minutes before someone answered and spoke for 14 minutes.
The McVeigh defense also produced two witnesses, Nichols's father-in-law and a resort worker, who said that while in the Philippines, Nichols had asked them if they knew anyone who knew "how to make bombs."
The defense team also obtained a statement from Philippines law-enforcement officials about a meeting of Nichols and Yousef. The statement was given by a putative Abu Sayyaf leader, Edward Angeles. Angeles is a murky figure. Born Ibrahim Yakub and said to be one of the founders of Abu Sayyaf, he surrendered to the Philippine Army in 1995, claiming he had been all the time a deep penetration agent for the government. Angeles was assassinated in 1999 by unknown gunmen.
The McVeigh defense filings portray the Nichols link to the Cebu City boarding house, Ramzi Yousef and Abu Sayyaf as grounds for believing that bomb-making expertise may have been passed to Nichols through "Iraqi intelligence based in the Philippines." McVeigh attorney Stephen Jones told Insight magazine recently that six months before the Oklahoma City bombing, "Tim couldn't blow up a rock. Then Terry goes to the Philippines," and their bomb-making skills take a great leap forward. The court did not grant Mr. Jones's request to comb through U.S. intelligence files in search of an Iraq connection to the Oklahoma City bombing.
Sept. 11 Footnotes
The principal reason for suspecting an Iraqi role in the Sept. 11 attacks is of course the much-discussed report of a meeting in Prague on April 8, 2001, between apparent hijacking leader Mohamed Atta and Ahmed Khalil Ibrahim Samir al-Ani, an Iraqi diplomat expelled as a spy shortly thereafter. Press reports have repeatedly cast doubt on these reports, apparently because the FBI located Atta in Virginia and Florida shortly before and after the meeting and found no record of his leaving the U.S. But the latest report, in the Aug. 2 edition of the Los Angeles Times, quotes a high Bush administration official as saying evidence of the meeting "holds up." In the face of doubts and denials, Czech officials have repeatedly maintained that they're sure the meeting took place. Atta also passed through Prague on his way to the U.S. in June of 2000, returning a second time after being refused entry for lack of a visa.

There are also reports of various contacts between Iraqis and the al Qaeda terrorist network, notably a 1998 visit to Osama bin Laden in Afghanistan by Saddam Hussein's deputy head of military intelligence at the time, Faruq al-Hijazi. In congressional testimony in March, CIA Director George Tenet noted that Iraq has "had contacts with al Qaeda," adding that "the two sides mutual antipathy toward the United States and the Saudi royal family suggest that tactical cooperation between them is possible."
Espionage writer Edward Jay Epstein has pointed out that of the eight pilots and co-pilots of hijacked planes on Sept. 11, none got off a distress call. What we know of the incidents came from stewardesses and flyers with cell phones. Commercial satellite photos show the body of an airliner at Salman Pak, where the Iraqis are thought to maintain terrorist training camps. One Iraqi defector, Sabah Khalifa Alami, has stated that Iraqi intelligence trained groups at Salman Pak on how to hijack planes without weapons. Mr. Epstein details these connections at his Web site, www.edwardjayepstein.com.
None of this is "hard evidence," let alone "conclusive evidence," that Saddam Hussein was complicit in Sept. 11 or any of the other domestic terrorist attacks. But there is quite a bit of smoke curling up from various routes to Baghdad, and it's not clear that anyone except Jayna Davis and Laurie Mylroie has looked very hard for fire. We do know that Saddam Hussein plotted to assassinate former President George Bush during a visit to Kuwait in April 1993. Could he have been waging a terror offensive against the U.S. ever since the end of the Gulf War? This remains a speculative possibility, but a possibility that needs to be put on the table in a serious way.
Mr. Morrison is a senior editorial page writer at the Journal.
Updated September 5, 2002
REVIEW & OUTLOOK (Editorial)

Making the Iraq Case
 
09/05/2002
The Wall Street Journal
Page A14
(Copyright (c) 2002, Dow Jones & Company, Inc.)
The critics urging President Bush to "make the case" for regime change in Iraq began to get their wish yesterday, perhaps with more vigor than they bargained for. Mr. Bush emerged from a meeting with Congressional leaders to declare that " Saddam is a serious threat," and that "doing nothing about that serious threat is not an option for the United States."
The President has also begun to aggressively shape political and diplomatic events. He declared that he will ask Congress for a resolution of support, before the November elections, and he will make his case in person to the United Nations in New York next week.
He has invited British Prime Minister Tony Blair to Camp David on Saturday, a meeting that follows Mr. Blair's pointed support for the U.S. stance on Iraq yesterday. The Prime Minister echoed Mr. Bush's point that "doing nothing . . . is not an option for the United States" and that much European criticism is "just straightforward anti-Americanism." So much for the argument that the U.S. will have to "go it alone."
No doubt Mr. Bush's argument in coming days will include Saddam 's well known litany of offenses -- trying to assassinate a former U.S. President, stockpiling biological and chemical weapons and using the latter against the Kurds, violating multiple U.N. resolutions, and of course trying to accumulate nuclear weapons. Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld has said more details on those weapons will be forthcoming as the Iraq debate unfolds.
If the Administration is serious, and it looks to be, then we also hope its case includes some recognition of the story reported by Micah Morrison on this page today. It distills the facts collected by two dogged investigators about the role Iraq and Saddam may have played both in the first World Trade Center attack in 1993 and in the Oklahoma City bombing of 1995. We know both cases are far from proven in the courtroom sense. But the facts are suspicious enough that we thought readers deserved to see them laid out in one place.
The two cases also bear on the genuine threat that Saddam represents as long as he remains in power. Opponents of deposing the dictator say he'd be crazy to use any weapons against the U.S. because he'd be destroyed in retaliation. But his motive to avenge his Gulf War humiliation is clear enough.
And in the twilight world of modern terrorism, Saddam can always find others to deliver that revenge. All he needs is a single cell from al Qaeda or its successor to smuggle a dirty bomb. His own role could be masked with numerous cutouts, so that the terrorists themselves don't even know where the weapons originated. Keep in mind that it took years of investigation to show that the attempted murder of Pope John Paul II had a Communist provenance.
This lesson, or warning, ought to be obvious from the continuing puzzle of last year's anthrax attacks. The FBI persists in pursuing the yellow brick road theory of a lone madman laid out by Barbara Hatch Rosenberg of the Federation of American Scientists. But the target of that theory, Steven Hatfill, has vigorously denied any role and is threatening legal action in response to the accusations. We'd note that the FAS has since issued a statement on its Web site distancing itself from Ms. Rosenberg and that the journalist who broadcast her theories, Nicholas Kristof of the New York Times, seems to have dropped the subject.
Meanwhile, the FBI has been dilatory in trying to discover if the September 11 hijackers were also behind the anthrax letters. Only recently have G-men returned to the American Media office in Florida that was the site of the first attack, close to where the hijackers also lived for a time. We know that Mohamed Atta asked about renting crop dusters and that one of the hijackers was treated for lesions on his leg that his doctor says were consistent with anthrax infection. None of this is proof beyond a reasonable doubt, but it does deserve more serious investigation.
Larry Eagleburger, once the last defender of a unified Yugoslavia, now publicly puzzles over the fact that if we think the Iraqi "danger" is so obvious, "why can't we convince our NATO allies?" Well, apparently Mr. Blair is now convinced. But the answer for other Europeans is that, unlike during the Cold War when Europe was on the front-lines, now the U.S. is uniquely threatened. Only America can project power around the globe in a way that threatens regional hegemons like Saddam , and September 11 showed that terrorists now place a special value on striking the U.S. homeland in catastrophic fashion.
Given such a threat, it is virtually impossible to conceive that any plan to reinstate arms inspectors to Iraq will be enough. Nor does one leaked White House proposal -- for "coercive inspections," meaning inspectors backed by foreign troops -- sound adequate. On this point, we'd disagree with Mr. Bush's argument yesterday that the "issue is not inspectors, the issue is disarmament." The real issue is the nature of Saddam 's regime. We hope the leaking of this option doesn't mean that Mr. Bush will settle for something less than the "regime change" he and Vice President Dick Cheney have so clearly called for.
As Mr. Bush said yesterday, "today the process starts." It shouldn't stop until Iraq's people and the world are liberated from Saddam 's terror threat.






IS 12 ? WHY ?

REMEMBER THE MOVIE ' THE SPY WHO
CAME FROM THE COLD ? '
THE LICENSE PLATE. THE OBELISK 
BEFORE.

WHY ARE THE PEOPLE WHO REPORT
CRIMES ' TO BLAME ? '


Thursday, January 8, 2015

UP DATED - 1-8-2015 - TOUP

DISSECTING


YESTERDAY



UPON REACHING FT. BLISS, NO ONE KNEW ANYTHING ABOUT BIGGS FEILD OR PASSING ANYTHING OUT TO THE HOMELESS VETS.

THE TWO BLACK GENTLEMEN AT INFORMATION OR SECURITY.

I AGREED TO TAKE A HANDICAPPED GENTLEMAN TO THE CAFE, WHERE AS I WOULD RECEIVE A NUMBER TO CALL; DIRECT LINE WHEN I RETURNED. NEEDED DIRECTIONS BACK TO VA END, GIVEN TWICE BLACK WOMAN, THEN SOLIDER, BOTH TIMES FOUND MYSELF IN DIRECTION OF MENTAL HEALTH; SOMETHING VERY WRONG ON ELEVATOR, PEOPLE AT ATTENTION, OTHER BLACK MAN PERSPIRING VERY HEAVILY.

WENT TO RESTROOM AFTER GOING TO BANK TO WITHDRAW $ 10.00 LEAVING A BALANCE OF $10.00. THEN BATHROOM. SOLIDER, BROWN SKIN RAN IN FRONT DOOR OF BATHROOM THEN OUT ANOTHER FACING STALL, TWO OTHERS CAME IN, ONE ON RIGHT USED STALL, OTHER ?

UPON LEAVING BASE SOLIDER EXAMINE BUS ARMS FOLDED, AS IF ? WHAT'S THIS ALL ABOUT?


THIS MORNING READ PAPER. YESTERDAY BUILT ' CRUTCH,' BEFORE TWELVE, TOOK NAP AT 11:45 AM. I CALL THEM ATTACKS.' PENETRATION.'

JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT, BUT IMAGINE FROM AT THE VERY LEAST, SEVEN TO TEN, AND MORE DIRECTIONS, FORWARDS WHILE SOME ARE GOING BACKWARDS.
LAST ' BORN IDENTITY ' FILM, " YOUR BORN " AT VERY BEGINNING OF FILM; TONAL IN SPECTRUM. MY GUESS, IS ONLY SOME PEOPLE HEAR IT. I ALREADY KNOW ABOUT ' RADIO IMAGING.'



TODAY

ONE COLLAGE WAS FACING THE WALL FOR ABOUT ONE MONTH; OUTSIDE OF DRESS CODES THAT ARE FOUND WITHIN THE COLLAGE ITSELF NOTHING ELSE APPEARED TO BE OUT OF ORDER WITH EXCEPTION TO TOWARDS THE END OF THE MONTH, 11'S FOLLOWING ME TO RESTROOM.

ATTACKED AREAS OF MY BODY, GENITALIA, ' RELAXATION, UNTIL I BLOCKED IT, THIS WAS ANAL. -WHISPERS IN DEEP SLEEP- ' SHIT IN YOUR PANTS, ALONG WITH OTHER. CROSS BETWEEN DE-TH-AL THEN BACK TO DE.

THEN 1'S SHOWING OF BOOK. 

10'S FOLLOWING TO BATHROOM AND ' ORGASMIC ' EXPELLING OF FECES. THIS MORNING, I BACKTRACKED INSTEAD.

8'S ' EXPERIMENTATION ' OF MUSIC TO ALL HOURS OF NIGHT. OTHER NUMBERS TO LESSOR DEGREE, WITH ONLY ONE EXCEPTION.

' THEY WANT ANOTHER ' KENNY.' '

THIS IS BUT ONE OF THE TWO BUILDINGS THAT VET. REP. GUTIERREZ ( OPPORTUNITY CENTER WHEN HE STILL WORKED THERE ) WANTED ME TO ' GUARD ' AT NIGHT, WHEN I STILL OWNED A SIDE ARM.

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I HAVEN'T USED A IPOD FOR ABOUT THREE WEEKS, AND ALL THE ' BRAINWASHING ' AFTERWARDS THAT WENT ALONG WITH IT, SUPPOSEDLY.


YOU TREAT VETERANS LIKE SHIT AND PUT THEM WITH SHIT. SO, I GUESS I'M NOT ONE. THE DREAM LAST NIGHT WAS ABOUT ' BLUE CRYSTALS ' EVERYWHERE. IN COLOR. BEEN A LONG TIME.
 ALMOST A ' BEGGING ' NOT TO GO TO BREAKFAST AT RESCUE MISSION ' STAY WITH US,' THEN PUNISHMENT.

BOTH ORGS. ARE ' CONNECTED ' ANYWAY, NOT BY ME.

 WITH EXCEPTION TO ( # NOT KNOWN ) INTESTINES ( BABY ), SOMEONE ELSE ' PICKED UP SLACK. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT, ' THEY CAN'T IMPRINT,' UNLESS YOU LET IT HAPPEN, ONLY FECES.

IT'S HOW TO GET IN THE ' ENEMIES ' MIND ( ? ), DEPENDING ON JUST WHO THE ENIMY IS.

OTHER THAN ' DRESS CODE '
ON MY SIDE OF BUILDING.
THIS WAS FACING WALL, OTHER
SIDE PAINTED OFF WHITE/BLANK.

FACEBOOK ' CRASHED ' WHEN THROWN
TO FLOOR ALONG WITH SCULPTURE,
JUST MEN. YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW.

THERE IS ' METAL ' IN THE FOAM. ' RADIO.'
CELLPHONES.

ENLARGE TO READ, MAKE UP OWN MIND.
I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHY EVIL UNTIL NOW.
NOT THE WOMAN.



OMAR AND TRUMAN ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO HAVE
ADMITTED TO BEING IN ROOM. THIS FOR ' PHYSICALITY '
OTHER THAN NET. THESE ARE OFF THE WALL NOW.


AFTER FT.BLISS, BURNED OUT HOUSES, ABANDONED WITH EMPTY FRONT YARDS AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE IN MONOTONE IN ' STATIC.' EVERY DAMN TIME I RIDE THE BUS BACK.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT RELIGION IT IS, IT'S ABOUT RAPE. EVEN WITH ' JESUS.' IT'S ALSO ABOUT DRUGS, THATS WHY THE BACK DOOR TO THE BASEMENT IS ALWAYS ' OPEN,' DAY AND MOST NIGHTS, ' 8 ' AT THE END, WON'T EVEN SHUT IT.



GUY WHO DEFENDED ' ANONYMOUS '
AND SAID THAT HE WAS PART OF IT;
HOWEVER SOME LIBRARIANS ARE
ALREADY ' KNOWN ' TO ME. ALSO,
NSA, HIS ' BROTHER.' I GUESS MAKE
UP MIND.

I HAVE PERMISSION TO TAKE PICTURE.
TOLD ME HOW ' TRACKS AND TRAINS
ARE CHECKED IN CO. WHEN I LEAVE
EL PASO, TEXAS.

BELOW - THIS MORNING
________________________________________


C-4 GOLF CAP

YESTERDAY I LISTENED TO GINGER CHAMBELL'S PODCAST REGARDING LINGUISTICS AND PRAGMATIST. I WAS FIGHTING A ' NETWORK.' THE PROGRAM WAS ENTERTAINING TO THE EXTENT OF ' ART MAKING.'

THE PIECE BELOW IS BASED ON ' WORD,' MEANING THE ' VIBRANCY'S ' OF TONE, THUS PRAGMATISM TO AN EXTENT.

THE ' PIECE ' IS ENTITLED ' CRUTCH.' IT IS IN PART A REFERENCE TO ' LE CLAIRE'S ' OLD IDEALISM AND THE TRIANGLE; CAT ( MOUSE ) AND MOUSE GAME THAT IS TWENTY FOUR SEVEN IN ' BLACK,' IN THE COMPANY OF CHILDREN WHERE I LIVE.

OUSIDE THE LIBRARY IS ON THE WALKWAY ' READING IS G..' I WILL NOT TAKE A PICTURE OF THIS.

' TOUP,' ( R-INCLUDED ? ) PAINTED ON ' TRANSPORTATION SYSTEM,' THIS EIGHT, TEN YEARS AGO - THEN SEVEN, WITH ' TROOP 99/ WHICH NOW HAS COMPLETELY OVERLAPPED REAL NUMBERS. NUMBER ON ' POWER ONE,' PARTLY-44.

HAT, GREEN WORN BY A PERSON ON BUS FROM FT.BLISS MONDAY.
' 99 ' SPOKEN TO SERVICE MAN YEARS AGO, VISIBLE REACTION.
AND ' ON A BARRICADE.'
BOOK THAT ' CLIENT ' HAD ON NEUROLOGY..

OLD GIRLFRIEND CALLED MY BELLY ' WHEELBARROW.' LAND, NOT SEA. AND ALL THE GAMES AT MY HOUSE THEN AND HER'S. I WOULD LOOK AT HER ANSWERING PHONE SYSTEM, WHEN IT ' SPOKE OUT OF ' TURN.' NOT QUITE ' PROFESSIONAL.'

AFTER THIS SHORT BREAK, NOW JUST ' BLACK,' BACK THE MY MEMORY IS THAT OF A ' FEMALE ' " I WISH WE LISTENED TO YOU." I KNOW THIS SOUNDS ' NUTTY,' BUT I REFUSE TO PARTAKE IN DRUG DEALING OF ANY KIND AND ANY OTHER ' INTRUSIONS. THERE ' WERE EXPLOSIONS,' I TRIED.

MOST ' WOMEN ' ARE SMARTER, TO BAD WE ' LOSE ' THEM.




CRUTCH.

( CRUTCH WAS DESTROYED. IT WORKED ON A
GREAT MANY LEVELS AND WHAT MADE
IT WORK WAS THE INTERNAL UNDERSTANDINGS
OF THE MENTALLY ILL CRIMINAL MIND'S BEHIND
THE USE OF ' ACCREDITATION'S ' OF THE ILLNESS ITSELF
ABSENT THE HOST IN ' EXPLANATION. )







Monday, November 17, 2014

THE SILENCE OF CHANGE


THE SILENCE OF CHANGE: HISTORY HAS NO MACHINE ONLY THE CURRENCY OF ' SOUL '

WAR IS SILENCE. WAR IS COMPLETE. WAR IS ONLY SEEN IN AFTERMATH. WAR IS THE RESULT, NOT THE ' PLAYING ' OF ONE'S ADVERSARY AS A CAT WOULD OF IT'S PREY. WAR IS NOT TORTURE. WAR HAS NEVER BEEN IN IT'S PUREST FORM, ABOUT TORTURE. ONLY THE ' RADICAL,' THE ANIMAL OF MIND AND SPIRIT HAVE DONE THAT; THE ' RADICAL ' AND ' LIBERAL ' OF THE LOWEST REALMS THAT THEY PRESUME TO BE THAT BY VISUAL OBSERVATION ONLY, WITHOUT ANY UNDERSTANDING OF THE ' BEING,' THE ABSENCE OF OCCUPANCY OF ' CONSCIENCE.' A MOLDING OF SPIRIT, MIND AND ALL ' SOUL.' THE HERD, THE CROWD, THE MOB WHO FOLLOW ISIS.

THEY, THE COMPLETENESS OF A LACKING OF ' GOOD SPIRIT AND SOUL.' SOAL, PERHAPS BETTER SUITS THEIR DEFINITION. 

I LISTENED YEARS AGO TO ALL ARGUMENTS WHICH DEALT WITH THE ' HANDICAPPED ' OF ' MIND ' AND BODY, AND EVEN PONDERED THE NECESSITY OF THERE EXISTENCE, AND SURMISED THAT WE, ' WESTERN CULTURE ' HAVE BEEN THE ONLY ONES TO HAVE HELPED THE ' HANDICAPPED ' REACH SOME POINT OF CLOSURE AS TO WHAT A ' WHOLE ' PERSON SHOULD BE; HOW THEY WOULD OF BEEN BORN IF THE HELIX WAS COMPLETE. I CONCLUDED THAT I MYSELF MUST BE HANDICAPPED BECAUSE I WAS AN ARTIST. BECAUSE I ' SAW;' I SEE THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER BEEN…AND MAYBE NEVER SHOULDN'T. YET, IN THE LOWER REALMS THE ' PEOPLE ' BUILD MACHINES FROM MEMORY BASED ON BODY ALONE, THE BRAIN ALONE AND CALL IT ' THEIRS,' AS IF god. I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG, INSTEAD. INSTEAD THE TERRORIST EXIST ONLY TO PLEASE THE MISLEAD CHILDREN WHO KNOW NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CHILDHOOD AND ADULT, ENVIRONMENT AND THE IDEALIZED RENDERINGS OF SOME ' GEEK ' IN CALIFORNIA OR CLERIC WHO THINKS HIMSELF ' EXEMPT ' FROM THE TWENTY TO THIRTY YEARS AFTER MOHAMED'S DEATH AND ' IS ' ISLAM. SO MUCH CHANGE, WHY NOT NOW AGAIN, THEIR PONDERINGS.

TO ' ERROR ' IN ' COMPLIANCE ' WITH THAT WHICH IS TAUGHT AS TEMPLATE AND KNOWING, IS SIN; TO ERROR IN COMPLIANCE WITH THAT WHICH IS ' INSECT ' IS THAT OF A NATURE OF ' BESTIALITY ' THAT HAS NOT BEEN SEEN OR DEALT WITH FOR MILENA WE ARE TAUGHT IN ALL SCRIPTURES. YET THE ' INSECT ' MENTALITIES ' OF THE LOWER REALMS STILL REMAIN. THE VERY FEW ' ENLIGHTENED ' CHILD ADULTS WHO TEACH CHILDREN TO TEACH CHILDREN ' THEIR ' MENTALITIES, NO MATTER WHO ' THEIR ' RELIGIOUS ' ELDERS ' WERE OR WILL BE OF THEIR OWN, SEEMINGLY, ' CREATION,' IS THAT WITHOUT ' MIND ' OR FUNCTIONING BRAIN THAT IS SOUND WITH ALL OF THE ' IDEA ' OF HUMANITY.

WE ARE TIRED OF WAR, WE ARE TIRED OF LISTENING TO THE ' ALL ' OF THE VIETNAM ' MAFIA,' WE ARE TIRED OF GOING TO WAR ONLY TO CREATE NEW ONES. WE ARE TIRED OF SENDING MEN AND WOMEN TO WAR ONLY TO WAR WITH OUR YOUTH IN THE ' COMPLETE ' ABSENCE OF LAW ENFORCEMENT TO THEIR ' REGULATION ' OF THE WAR-TORN VETERAN'S DISTRIBUTION OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, TORTURES AND PROFITING OF SUCH IDEAS THAT HAVE ALWAYS ' HELD ' BACK CIVILIZATIONS ONLY TO THEIR god OF MEMORY ONLY AND THEIR ' LEADERS, THE ' ABSOLUTE ' OBSCENE, THEIR god's PROFIT IN ELEMENTS AND BODY AND SOULS.

WE ARE TIRED OF THE RECREATION OF THE ' PRAISE ' TO AND OF TORTURE AND THE RESULTING ' god ' AND ALL PRAYERS TO ' IT.' AS ' IDEA ' THIS ALSO, IF NOT IN ' WHOLE, ' THE NEW ' FAD ' IN YOUTH CIRCLES TO BE AND AS, THE ' NEW ' PHALLIC SYMBOL OF THE ' HEAVENS;' THE ' NEW ' PLEASURE ' OF MIND AND SPIRIT, AS IF JESUS CHRIST OR MOHAMED OR ALLAH ' HIMSELF;' OR JUST SIMPLY PUT, THAT OF HOMOSEXUALITY AS CREATOR. TO ' PLEASE ' FOR ' HATES ' SAKE IN THE NAME OF AN ' UNNAMED G_D OR G_DDESS.' THE BODY ONLY, AS IF ATHEIST IN ABSENCE OF GOOD SPIRIT AND SOUL IN CONSCIENCE AND WELL-BEING OF OTHERS, LIKE MINDED OR NOT.

THE ' NEW ' FORUM OF PLEASURE IS THE BEHEADING OF REAL PEOPLES AS IF ' MODELS ' OF CHANGE, OBSERVATIONS OF AN INDIFFERENT ' MIND SET ' ALLOWED BY THE ' SPIRIT CENTERED MACHINE ' THAT HAS REPLACED THE ' HUMAN HEART,' BECAUSE, WELL…IF THEY ARE NOT MUSLIM THEN THEY MAY AS WELL BE JEW. WHO'S IDEA OF SOUL IS CENTERED IN THE ' CONQUEST ' OF ALL WHO AREN'T MUSLIM AND THE SHIT FOR BRAINS WHO DON'T LOOK DOWN TO ' MASS,' THAT WHICH IS INSTEAD ON THE BOTTOM'S OF CLERIC'S SOULS OF SANDALS AND SHOES WHO SUPPORT AND ' PUSH ' THIS MESS?

THE IDEA OF MEN AND MEN ONLY, ON THEIR KNEE'S, FACE TO GROUND, DIRECTLY BEHIND THE ASS OF ANOTHER MAN'S PHEROMONE ' PARLOR ' AND WASTE REMOVAL ' VALVE,' NOT TO MENTION THE VERY CARPETS THAT I'M VERY SURE ARE NOT CLEANED EVERY DAY AFTER EACH AND EVERY WORSHIP.

I AM VERY CERTAIN, IT WAS NOT G_D ( ALLAH - ARAB AND ARAB CHRISTIANS ) WHO DESIGNED AND CREATED THIS ' DESIGNATION ' OF WORSHIP, AND IT WAS NOT ' WOMAN ' ETHER. THE UNDERSTANDING OF VEIL AS TO EYE IS VERY MUCH UNDERSTOOD IN ' MIND ' AS TO BODY AS TO SPIRIT. ALL POOR WASH THEIR ASS WITH THEIR HAND, REGARDLESS OF TOILET PAPER, NEWSPAPER OR LEAVES; SHOWERS OR BATHHOUSES, IT DOES NOT MATTER. ' INSECT, ' SO YOU MAY UNDERSTAND.

THE TIME HAS COME TO COMPLETELY ' ERASE ' THIS ' MISTAKE ' OF PARENTAL ABSENCE BY THESE CHILD MINDED CRIMINALS AS AN EXAMPLE TO ALL PEOPLES CHILDREN, OF ALL NATION'S CHILDREN, THAT THIS IS NOT ALLOWED, NOT EVEN IN ISRAEL ( POLICE AND SOLDIERS SADISTIC KILLINGS AND BEATINGS ) OR THE UNITED STATES OR CHINA OR ANY CIVILIZED NATION. IF THEY ARE ' ANIMAL,' PUT THEM IN A CAGE WITH FOOD AND WATER, PREFERABLY. 

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. ERASE THE TERRORIST'S CITIES AND GIVE ALL WARNING IN ' EXAMPLE.' THOSE WHO STAYED, GIVE WARING ONCE MORE, THEN ERASE IN ' COMPLETENESS ' AS WAS THE INTENT WITH NEW YORK, AS CRAPPY THAT CITY WAS, AND STOP WASTING SOULS ON ' SHIT FOR BRAINS ' WHO WANT TO ' OCCUPY ' IN TOTALITY THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

PRESIDENT OBAMA, YOU ARE MUCH LIKE WHAT MY FATHER ONCE WAS, YET IN ALL THE ' ABSTRACTED IDEALIZED UTOPIAS ' THAT ONCE WERE AND SOME, PROBABLY NEED BE, THE ABSENCE OF ' BEING ' AND ' KNOWING ' OF THE ' IDEALIZED ' MINDSETS ON THE ' BOTTOM ' OF OUR SOCIETY AND THE ' PRAISE ' THAT YOUR RACE GIVES, WILLINGLY TO THESE ' FALSEHOODS ' IN ' TORY ' LIKENESS WHEN COMPARED TO OUR NATION'S HISTORY, THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU OR ANYONE WANTS TO BE REMEMBERED FOR; NEAR IN LIKENESS TO THE OBSOLETE JUDAEA CHRISTIAN ( ? ) ANGLO SAXON HISTORY'S BRUTALITY WITHOUT NEED, IN THE FACE OF THE MUSE OF " ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL." THE CRIMINAL MIND SET IS ANIMAL, BOTH HERE AND ABROAD AND ' FUCK ' PACA ( PEOPLE AGAINST CRUELTY TO ANIMALS ), RESPECTIVELY. 

WOULD WE HAVE KILLED MORE THAN IF WE ' ERASED ' THE TERRORIST CITIES WITH THEM IN IT? WOULD WE OF LOST AS MANY MEN AND WOMEN? DID THE SYRIAN LEADER DEPEND ON THE HISTORIES OF THE WEST TO PLAN AND ENGAGE THE NEXT DECADES OF TERRORIST ATTACKS LONG BEFORE ANY COMPLIANCE WITH WEAPONIZED TOXINS KEPT IN THEIR COUNTRIES ( KUWAIT, IRAN AND SYRIA; IRAQ'S LOSS ) ? HE WENT TO HARVARD. WHAT OF CORPORATIONS? HAVEN'T WE LEARNED? WHY DOES ' FACE BOOK ' WANT TO GO ' DARK? ' NOW, IN RETROSPECT, ONE WONDERS IF BUSH AND POWELL REALLY DID LIE TO CONGRESS? HOW MANY MORE HAVE TO DIE BY ' REMOTE.'

DO WE REALLY NEED THE OIL OF ' ANIMALS ' AND ' THOSE ' WHO WORSHIP THEM AS god AS OUR CHILDREN ARE BEING TAUGHT FROM ' OUR ' MEDIA? IS THERE A BETTER ' COMPLETE ' UNDERSTANDING AND APPLICATION TO THIS ' WAR?' HISTORY HAS ONLY VICTIMS AND THE SADOMASOCHIST HOMOSEXUAL IDENTITY IN CHILD'S PLEASURES IN OUR STATES, VILLAGES, TOWNS AND CITIES LEADERS WHO PROFIT FROM THESE ' MEAT SLAUGHTER HOUSES ( WAR ) ' AND THEN ALL OF OUR SOCIETIES SUFFER IN THE END WITH EXCEPTION TO THE 1 PERCENT WHO PROFIT IN WEALTH ? AND THEN, FURTHER PROFITEERING IN THE VIETNAM MAFIA'S VA, WHERE IF THE SOLDIERS ARE NOT VERY CAREFUL, END UP POOR, LOST IN ' MIND,' ALL THE WHILE THE HOUSES AND SHELTERS THAT GOT RID OF THEM HAVE BOTH THEIR INFORMATION, MONEY AND STOLEN IDENTITIES FOR FUTURE ' RENTS PAID ' UNDER THAT VERY IDENTITY ALL THE WHILE DISTRIBUTING AND SELLING ILLEGAL DRUGS, HUMAN TRAFFICKING, CHILD MOLESTATIONS AND MURDERS, UNDER THE ROOM OR APARTMENT'S RENTER'S NAME ? WELL, WE MIGHT AS WELL BE ' ARAB,' LESS FED AND ON THE STREETS, DRUNK IN ROSE COLORED GLASSES WITHOUT BLANKET AND HOPE.

WHY DO WE ALL HAVE TO BE MAFIA,TERRORIST? IS NOTHING WORKING RIGHT ANYMORE?

HASN'T THERE BEEN ENOUGH ' PROCESS? ' ERASE THE ' RADICALS ' AND GET ON WITH SAVING OUR OWN PEOPLES FROM CORRUPTED LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THOSE WHO CORRUPT THEM ( POLICE ) OR WE MIGHT AS WELL DUMP THE FRAGMENTS OF ' OUR ' CONSTITUTION. BUT OH, NOT ' FACEBOOK ' OR ' GOOGLE,' AND MOST ESPECIALLY APPLE, THOSE WHO WOULD FURTHER THE CRIMINAL'S MINDSET; WE MIGHT AS WELL BE PALESTINE UNDER ALL TECHNOLOGIES ILLUSION OF SKY.

THE MACHINE HAS ALWAYS BEEN ' THE MIRROR.' REMEMBER 9/11.

THE PHOTO'S TAKEN BELOW IN SEQUENCE WITH EXCEPTION TO THE SCHOOL BUS, ON THE WAY BACK FROM BREAKFAST AT THE RESCUE MISSION. NO WORK, NOT MUCH EVEN WHEN I WAS LIVING THERE. EVERYTHING IS ' CONNECTED,' YET IF WE TRAVEL IN FEAR, THEN YOU ARE ONLY A FOOLISH VICTEM AS OPPOSED TO LAZY, LOUNGING SNOB GIVEN YOUR AGES, MOST UNDER 30 YEARS OF AGE. DRUGS RULE EL PASO, TEXAS ONLY BECAUSE PEOPLE ' GLORIFY ' THEM AS IF G_D.

I USED TO KNOW THE OLD ' HOBO ' LANGUAGE ' WRITTEN ON CURBS, MRS. ABBOTT WOULD POINT THEM OUT TO ME. TODAY'S IS MORE SYMBOLIC BECAUSE ' KIDS ' NO MATTER THE AGE, ETHER CAN'T WRITE IN ENGLISH OR CAN'T READ OR WRITE, THE VICTEM'S OF HOLLYWOOD'S GLORIFICATIONS OF THE DRUG DRIVEN POVERTIES OF A WHOLE GENERATION DRIVEN TO NEAR MADNESS AND LOSS DUE DRINK AND ILEGAL DRUGS AND DREAMS OF RICHES BEYOUND ALL COSTS AND CONSCIENCE. NOT TO MENTION THE LOST SOULS IN UNIFORMS.



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