THE SILENCE OF CHANGE

THE SILENCE OF CHANGE: HISTORY HAS NO MACHINE ONLY THE CURRENCY OF ' SOUL '

WAR IS SILENCE. WAR IS COMPLETE. WAR IS ONLY SEEN IN AFTERMATH. WAR IS THE RESULT, NOT THE ' PLAYING ' OF ONE'S ADVERSARY AS A CAT WOULD OF IT'S PREY. WAR IS NOT TORTURE. WAR HAS NEVER BEEN IN IT'S PUREST FORM, ABOUT TORTURE. ONLY THE ' RADICAL,' THE ANIMAL OF MIND AND SPIRIT HAVE DONE THAT; THE ' RADICAL ' AND ' LIBERAL ' OF THE LOWEST REALMS THAT THEY PRESUME TO BE THAT BY VISUAL OBSERVATION ONLY, WITHOUT ANY UNDERSTANDING OF THE ' BEING,' THE ABSENCE OF OCCUPANCY OF ' CONSCIENCE.' A MOLDING OF SPIRIT, MIND AND ALL ' SOUL.' THE HERD, THE CROWD, THE MOB WHO FOLLOW ISIS.

THEY, THE COMPLETENESS OF A LACKING OF ' GOOD SPIRIT AND SOUL.' SOAL, PERHAPS BETTER SUITS THEIR DEFINITION. 

I LISTENED YEARS AGO TO ALL ARGUMENTS WHICH DEALT WITH THE ' HANDICAPPED ' OF ' MIND ' AND BODY, AND EVEN PONDERED THE NECESSITY OF THERE EXISTENCE, AND SURMISED THAT WE, ' WESTERN CULTURE ' HAVE BEEN THE ONLY ONES TO HAVE HELPED THE ' HANDICAPPED ' REACH SOME POINT OF CLOSURE AS TO WHAT A ' WHOLE ' PERSON SHOULD BE; HOW THEY WOULD OF BEEN BORN IF THE HELIX WAS COMPLETE. I CONCLUDED THAT I MYSELF MUST BE HANDICAPPED BECAUSE I WAS AN ARTIST. BECAUSE I ' SAW;' I SEE THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER BEEN…AND MAYBE NEVER SHOULDN'T. YET, IN THE LOWER REALMS THE ' PEOPLE ' BUILD MACHINES FROM MEMORY BASED ON BODY ALONE, THE BRAIN ALONE AND CALL IT ' THEIRS,' AS IF god. I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG, INSTEAD. INSTEAD THE TERRORIST EXIST ONLY TO PLEASE THE MISLEAD CHILDREN WHO KNOW NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CHILDHOOD AND ADULT, ENVIRONMENT AND THE IDEALIZED RENDERINGS OF SOME ' GEEK ' IN CALIFORNIA OR CLERIC WHO THINKS HIMSELF ' EXEMPT ' FROM THE TWENTY TO THIRTY YEARS AFTER MOHAMED'S DEATH AND ' IS ' ISLAM. SO MUCH CHANGE, WHY NOT NOW AGAIN, THEIR PONDERINGS.

TO ' ERROR ' IN ' COMPLIANCE ' WITH THAT WHICH IS TAUGHT AS TEMPLATE AND KNOWING, IS SIN; TO ERROR IN COMPLIANCE WITH THAT WHICH IS ' INSECT ' IS THAT OF A NATURE OF ' BESTIALITY ' THAT HAS NOT BEEN SEEN OR DEALT WITH FOR MILENA WE ARE TAUGHT IN ALL SCRIPTURES. YET THE ' INSECT ' MENTALITIES ' OF THE LOWER REALMS STILL REMAIN. THE VERY FEW ' ENLIGHTENED ' CHILD ADULTS WHO TEACH CHILDREN TO TEACH CHILDREN ' THEIR ' MENTALITIES, NO MATTER WHO ' THEIR ' RELIGIOUS ' ELDERS ' WERE OR WILL BE OF THEIR OWN, SEEMINGLY, ' CREATION,' IS THAT WITHOUT ' MIND ' OR FUNCTIONING BRAIN THAT IS SOUND WITH ALL OF THE ' IDEA ' OF HUMANITY.

WE ARE TIRED OF WAR, WE ARE TIRED OF LISTENING TO THE ' ALL ' OF THE VIETNAM ' MAFIA,' WE ARE TIRED OF GOING TO WAR ONLY TO CREATE NEW ONES. WE ARE TIRED OF SENDING MEN AND WOMEN TO WAR ONLY TO WAR WITH OUR YOUTH IN THE ' COMPLETE ' ABSENCE OF LAW ENFORCEMENT TO THEIR ' REGULATION ' OF THE WAR-TORN VETERAN'S DISTRIBUTION OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, TORTURES AND PROFITING OF SUCH IDEAS THAT HAVE ALWAYS ' HELD ' BACK CIVILIZATIONS ONLY TO THEIR god OF MEMORY ONLY AND THEIR ' LEADERS, THE ' ABSOLUTE ' OBSCENE, THEIR god's PROFIT IN ELEMENTS AND BODY AND SOULS.

WE ARE TIRED OF THE RECREATION OF THE ' PRAISE ' TO AND OF TORTURE AND THE RESULTING ' god ' AND ALL PRAYERS TO ' IT.' AS ' IDEA ' THIS ALSO, IF NOT IN ' WHOLE, ' THE NEW ' FAD ' IN YOUTH CIRCLES TO BE AND AS, THE ' NEW ' PHALLIC SYMBOL OF THE ' HEAVENS;' THE ' NEW ' PLEASURE ' OF MIND AND SPIRIT, AS IF JESUS CHRIST OR MOHAMED OR ALLAH ' HIMSELF;' OR JUST SIMPLY PUT, THAT OF HOMOSEXUALITY AS CREATOR. TO ' PLEASE ' FOR ' HATES ' SAKE IN THE NAME OF AN ' UNNAMED G_D OR G_DDESS.' THE BODY ONLY, AS IF ATHEIST IN ABSENCE OF GOOD SPIRIT AND SOUL IN CONSCIENCE AND WELL-BEING OF OTHERS, LIKE MINDED OR NOT.

THE ' NEW ' FORUM OF PLEASURE IS THE BEHEADING OF REAL PEOPLES AS IF ' MODELS ' OF CHANGE, OBSERVATIONS OF AN INDIFFERENT ' MIND SET ' ALLOWED BY THE ' SPIRIT CENTERED MACHINE ' THAT HAS REPLACED THE ' HUMAN HEART,' BECAUSE, WELL…IF THEY ARE NOT MUSLIM THEN THEY MAY AS WELL BE JEW. WHO'S IDEA OF SOUL IS CENTERED IN THE ' CONQUEST ' OF ALL WHO AREN'T MUSLIM AND THE SHIT FOR BRAINS WHO DON'T LOOK DOWN TO ' MASS,' THAT WHICH IS INSTEAD ON THE BOTTOM'S OF CLERIC'S SOULS OF SANDALS AND SHOES WHO SUPPORT AND ' PUSH ' THIS MESS?

THE IDEA OF MEN AND MEN ONLY, ON THEIR KNEE'S, FACE TO GROUND, DIRECTLY BEHIND THE ASS OF ANOTHER MAN'S PHEROMONE ' PARLOR ' AND WASTE REMOVAL ' VALVE,' NOT TO MENTION THE VERY CARPETS THAT I'M VERY SURE ARE NOT CLEANED EVERY DAY AFTER EACH AND EVERY WORSHIP.

I AM VERY CERTAIN, IT WAS NOT G_D ( ALLAH - ARAB AND ARAB CHRISTIANS ) WHO DESIGNED AND CREATED THIS ' DESIGNATION ' OF WORSHIP, AND IT WAS NOT ' WOMAN ' ETHER. THE UNDERSTANDING OF VEIL AS TO EYE IS VERY MUCH UNDERSTOOD IN ' MIND ' AS TO BODY AS TO SPIRIT. ALL POOR WASH THEIR ASS WITH THEIR HAND, REGARDLESS OF TOILET PAPER, NEWSPAPER OR LEAVES; SHOWERS OR BATHHOUSES, IT DOES NOT MATTER. ' INSECT, ' SO YOU MAY UNDERSTAND.

THE TIME HAS COME TO COMPLETELY ' ERASE ' THIS ' MISTAKE ' OF PARENTAL ABSENCE BY THESE CHILD MINDED CRIMINALS AS AN EXAMPLE TO ALL PEOPLES CHILDREN, OF ALL NATION'S CHILDREN, THAT THIS IS NOT ALLOWED, NOT EVEN IN ISRAEL ( POLICE AND SOLDIERS SADISTIC KILLINGS AND BEATINGS ) OR THE UNITED STATES OR CHINA OR ANY CIVILIZED NATION. IF THEY ARE ' ANIMAL,' PUT THEM IN A CAGE WITH FOOD AND WATER, PREFERABLY. 

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. ERASE THE TERRORIST'S CITIES AND GIVE ALL WARNING IN ' EXAMPLE.' THOSE WHO STAYED, GIVE WARING ONCE MORE, THEN ERASE IN ' COMPLETENESS ' AS WAS THE INTENT WITH NEW YORK, AS CRAPPY THAT CITY WAS, AND STOP WASTING SOULS ON ' SHIT FOR BRAINS ' WHO WANT TO ' OCCUPY ' IN TOTALITY THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

PRESIDENT OBAMA, YOU ARE MUCH LIKE WHAT MY FATHER ONCE WAS, YET IN ALL THE ' ABSTRACTED IDEALIZED UTOPIAS ' THAT ONCE WERE AND SOME, PROBABLY NEED BE, THE ABSENCE OF ' BEING ' AND ' KNOWING ' OF THE ' IDEALIZED ' MINDSETS ON THE ' BOTTOM ' OF OUR SOCIETY AND THE ' PRAISE ' THAT YOUR RACE GIVES, WILLINGLY TO THESE ' FALSEHOODS ' IN ' TORY ' LIKENESS WHEN COMPARED TO OUR NATION'S HISTORY, THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU OR ANYONE WANTS TO BE REMEMBERED FOR; NEAR IN LIKENESS TO THE OBSOLETE JUDAEA CHRISTIAN ( ? ) ANGLO SAXON HISTORY'S BRUTALITY WITHOUT NEED, IN THE FACE OF THE MUSE OF " ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL." THE CRIMINAL MIND SET IS ANIMAL, BOTH HERE AND ABROAD AND ' FUCK ' PACA ( PEOPLE AGAINST CRUELTY TO ANIMALS ), RESPECTIVELY. 

WOULD WE HAVE KILLED MORE THAN IF WE ' ERASED ' THE TERRORIST CITIES WITH THEM IN IT? WOULD WE OF LOST AS MANY MEN AND WOMEN? DID THE SYRIAN LEADER DEPEND ON THE HISTORIES OF THE WEST TO PLAN AND ENGAGE THE NEXT DECADES OF TERRORIST ATTACKS LONG BEFORE ANY COMPLIANCE WITH WEAPONIZED TOXINS KEPT IN THEIR COUNTRIES ( KUWAIT, IRAN AND SYRIA; IRAQ'S LOSS ) ? HE WENT TO HARVARD. WHAT OF CORPORATIONS? HAVEN'T WE LEARNED? WHY DOES ' FACE BOOK ' WANT TO GO ' DARK? ' NOW, IN RETROSPECT, ONE WONDERS IF BUSH AND POWELL REALLY DID LIE TO CONGRESS? HOW MANY MORE HAVE TO DIE BY ' REMOTE.'

DO WE REALLY NEED THE OIL OF ' ANIMALS ' AND ' THOSE ' WHO WORSHIP THEM AS god AS OUR CHILDREN ARE BEING TAUGHT FROM ' OUR ' MEDIA? IS THERE A BETTER ' COMPLETE ' UNDERSTANDING AND APPLICATION TO THIS ' WAR?' HISTORY HAS ONLY VICTIMS AND THE SADOMASOCHIST HOMOSEXUAL IDENTITY IN CHILD'S PLEASURES IN OUR STATES, VILLAGES, TOWNS AND CITIES LEADERS WHO PROFIT FROM THESE ' MEAT SLAUGHTER HOUSES ( WAR ) ' AND THEN ALL OF OUR SOCIETIES SUFFER IN THE END WITH EXCEPTION TO THE 1 PERCENT WHO PROFIT IN WEALTH ? AND THEN, FURTHER PROFITEERING IN THE VIETNAM MAFIA'S VA, WHERE IF THE SOLDIERS ARE NOT VERY CAREFUL, END UP POOR, LOST IN ' MIND,' ALL THE WHILE THE HOUSES AND SHELTERS THAT GOT RID OF THEM HAVE BOTH THEIR INFORMATION, MONEY AND STOLEN IDENTITIES FOR FUTURE ' RENTS PAID ' UNDER THAT VERY IDENTITY ALL THE WHILE DISTRIBUTING AND SELLING ILLEGAL DRUGS, HUMAN TRAFFICKING, CHILD MOLESTATIONS AND MURDERS, UNDER THE ROOM OR APARTMENT'S RENTER'S NAME ? WELL, WE MIGHT AS WELL BE ' ARAB,' LESS FED AND ON THE STREETS, DRUNK IN ROSE COLORED GLASSES WITHOUT BLANKET AND HOPE.

WHY DO WE ALL HAVE TO BE MAFIA,TERRORIST? IS NOTHING WORKING RIGHT ANYMORE?

HASN'T THERE BEEN ENOUGH ' PROCESS? ' ERASE THE ' RADICALS ' AND GET ON WITH SAVING OUR OWN PEOPLES FROM CORRUPTED LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THOSE WHO CORRUPT THEM ( POLICE ) OR WE MIGHT AS WELL DUMP THE FRAGMENTS OF ' OUR ' CONSTITUTION. BUT OH, NOT ' FACEBOOK ' OR ' GOOGLE,' AND MOST ESPECIALLY APPLE, THOSE WHO WOULD FURTHER THE CRIMINAL'S MINDSET; WE MIGHT AS WELL BE PALESTINE UNDER ALL TECHNOLOGIES ILLUSION OF SKY.

THE MACHINE HAS ALWAYS BEEN ' THE MIRROR.' REMEMBER 9/11.

THE PHOTO'S TAKEN BELOW IN SEQUENCE WITH EXCEPTION TO THE SCHOOL BUS, ON THE WAY BACK FROM BREAKFAST AT THE RESCUE MISSION. NO WORK, NOT MUCH EVEN WHEN I WAS LIVING THERE. EVERYTHING IS ' CONNECTED,' YET IF WE TRAVEL IN FEAR, THEN YOU ARE ONLY A FOOLISH VICTEM AS OPPOSED TO LAZY, LOUNGING SNOB GIVEN YOUR AGES, MOST UNDER 30 YEARS OF AGE. DRUGS RULE EL PASO, TEXAS ONLY BECAUSE PEOPLE ' GLORIFY ' THEM AS IF G_D.

I USED TO KNOW THE OLD ' HOBO ' LANGUAGE ' WRITTEN ON CURBS, MRS. ABBOTT WOULD POINT THEM OUT TO ME. TODAY'S IS MORE SYMBOLIC BECAUSE ' KIDS ' NO MATTER THE AGE, ETHER CAN'T WRITE IN ENGLISH OR CAN'T READ OR WRITE, THE VICTEM'S OF HOLLYWOOD'S GLORIFICATIONS OF THE DRUG DRIVEN POVERTIES OF A WHOLE GENERATION DRIVEN TO NEAR MADNESS AND LOSS DUE DRINK AND ILEGAL DRUGS AND DREAMS OF RICHES BEYOUND ALL COSTS AND CONSCIENCE. NOT TO MENTION THE LOST SOULS IN UNIFORMS.

A DOVE FOUND

WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT

JESUS AND MARY BEHIND

MUCH LIKE LOOKING UP THE CAPITAL'S WALL

I REMEMBER THE MORNING, ALL MILITARY GEAR
BACKPACK AND SACK IN THE DARK-VERY BLACK

THE OLD, NEW CURRENCY

RV - 102

THESE WERE MADE A FEW MONTHS AGO, PROBABLY FOUR OR SO. AS TO THE UNDERESTIMATION OF POWER REGARDING SOME ' STATES.' THE DISCLOSURE OF ISIS DETERMINATION TO MINT THEIR OWN ' CURRENCY,' WOULD COINCIDE WITH A PLASTIC ' JAR,' THAT I HAVE PENNIES IN AND SODIUM PEROXIDE ( NOW ), AND YEARS AGO WHEN I ' COPIED ' OUR OWN CURRENCY ( I SPRAY PAINTED THE BACKS AND WROTE VOID ) THAT I UTILIZED IN MY OWN ART. 

A COPYER WAS USED THAT BELONGED TO P.K.W ( YEARS AGO ), BECAUSE MINE WAS NOT WORKING ( SALVATION ARMY ) AND I HAD TO ACTUALLY BUY ONE, BUT THEN HAD NO REAL USE. 

I GOT THE IDEA FROM YOUTH WHEN WE WOULD TEAR THE END OFF OF A BILL AND PUT IT IN OUR COWBOY HAT'S HAT BAND. HAPPY TIMES, DRUNK.

CUBA IS INTERESTING FOR SO MANY REASONS, OTHER THAN ' RUSSIAN.' BUT THEN AGAIN I WOULD HAVE TO POST THE RUBLES AGAIN, PROOF IS EVERYTHING, I GUESS.

" MINORITIES CAN BE SO BLINDED OF ONE'S ENEMIE'S ENEMY AS FRIEND, YET, HOW DIFFICULT THE WORLD WOULD BE ' ARRANGED.'" J. BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III. FUTURE BLACK SWANN'S STRIEBER.........NOVEL.

" GIVE THE ' CHILD ' THE POWER OF THE ' ADULT ' AND YOUR STATE IS MINE " - FROM BLACK SWANN'S STRIEBER....... - A FUTURE NOVEL. 

AND, IN THE FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH DEPARTMENT, FRANCE AND TURKEY HAVE SKYROCKETED ON THIS BLOG, ABOUT 7500 HITS, JUST WORD OF MOUTH, NO GOOGLE +. 300 SOME ODD IN THE MONTH, UNITED STATES.

BELOW, THE ONGOING ' NEW CURRENCY ' THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN SOMEHOW ' ACCEPTED ' IN PEACE TIME AND IN TIMES OF WAR, OTHERWISE, WHY WOULD IT EXIST OUTSIDE OF ' TERRORISM?'

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15 October 2014 Last updated at 19:20 ET

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A Brazilian police spokesman said they arrested 55 people during a year-long operation and issued 100 arrest warrants.

Operation "Darknet" found child pornography made in Brazil being shared in five other countries.

Police found suspects in Portugal, Italy, Colombia, Mexico and Venezuela.

Only the FBI in the United States and Scotland Yard in London have managed to crack into the Dark Web to trawl for pornography before and Brazil has been following their techniques, police said.

The operation was launched simultaneously in 18 Brazilian states and the federal district of Brasilia.

The police said during the operation they had rescued six children from abusive situations in various places across the country.

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COMIC RELIEF - ' WELL, IT WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN.' THIS PART OF MY REMOTE VIEWING UPON THE ' DISCOVERY OF CHRIST'S FAMILY.'-YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING!

NOTE; I HAVE RECEIVED FACEBOOK SIGN IN AND ID NUMBER. I DO NOT PARTICIPATE IN MURDERS AND SUICIDES AND HAVE NEVER HAD A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT OR EVER WILL, I GUESS MY NEW PHONE FROM T-MOBLE.

AND THE PHONE THAT I RECEIVED, I THOUGHT TO BE BLACK....UNTIL TAKEN OUTSIDE IN THE SUN, PURPLE. THIS WILL BE MY LAST MONTH AS PER ANY CELL PHONE.

AS PER THE COAST TO COAST WITH GEORGE NOREY, THE GUEST MAJOR ED DANES, THIS IS THE RANDOM NUMBER ' HIT ' THAT ENCOMPASSED OVER TWENTY ' HITS ' FOR ME IN RELATION TO TRAINS, PLANES AND THE OMEGA SYMBOL ON THE VET'S FACE THAT MIGHT OF INTERFERED WITH THE MESSAGE SENT TO CIA FROM THE EL PASO LIBRARY, ' IT WAS SENT TO HOMELAND SECURITY INSTEAD.' OF COURSE, THAT WAS JUST ' THE GRID,' MENTAL.

WHAT WAS HAPPENING AT TIME WAS NOT IN COUNTRY. IT WAS ' OUTSIDE,'

'C6;ITI JPO, THIS IS THE CLOSEST THAT I WILL PERMIT. PART OF ED DANES ' HITS ' WHILE HE WAS ON RADIO. DID I RV HIM? NO. TO BE ' PRESSED ' FOR MOST OF YOUR LIFE, IS NOT LIVING.

I USED TO OWN ' KILL SHOT.' THE COMPASS AND LEVEL.

ONE OF THE MESSAGES WAS THE SHAPE OF A TOP OF A BIG TUBE, AND OR BOTTLE. INDUSTRIAL GRADE. STEAL, OR METAL/PLASTIC. SYMBOL SOMEWHAT LIKE ' BIO HAZARD.' BUT NEVER HAVE SEEN. AND I HAVE SEEN THE ' BOOK,' AT CONSTRUCTION SITES. THAT'S ALL MY ' MIND ' CAN DO WITH THE VIEWING AS IT WAS SEEN FROM THE TOP, WHAT WAS IN THAT ' MIND ' WAS A QUITE THAT WAS NOT RIGHT. ' PLACEMENT.' - THIS WAS ONE OF THE MESSAGES TO CIA, THAT NEVER MADE IT.

THIS IS A ' CONJUNCTION ' TO A TIME LINE CONNECTED WITH NEAR CURRENT EVENTS.

WAS NOT CARLSBAD. THAT ACCIDENT HAPPENED AROUND 2005-OR THEN END OF '06, BEGINNING OF ' 07. ' MONEY WAS COMMONALITY.' ONLY. PUBLIC WAS NEVER MADE AWARE.

WELL, THE RESURRECTION OF ' STEVE ' HASN'T HAPPENED
YET SO FAR. SO BACK IN THE FRIG IT GOES. OH, THE PRIOR
OWNER WAS JASON DAY, AT LEAST THE NUMBER. H2O
BEFORE T-MOBLE AND ONE CHANGE OF NUMBER WHILE
I HAD THE IPHONE.

COUNTLESS ' REDUNDANT ' EXPRESSIONS. SINCE WWI.

THE US POPULATION - " GOD, JUST MAKE THEM ALL GO
AWAY." IN ALBQ., HOW MANY OF THE HOMELESS ARE
VETRANS WHO HAVE BEEN KILLED BY YOUTH AND
MOTHER'S APPROVAL ' ARMED ' BY THE POLICE.

I WAS READY TO DEPLOY, MY BILLET PICK OBTAINED, THEN ANOTHER, THEN THE USS ' MOONRAKER,' NAMED THAT BECAUSE IT WAS DRY DOCKED. THEN A SHRINK WHO'S BLOOD TRAILS ON HIS SCALP, LENT REMEMBRANCE OF HOLLYWOOD'S HORROR FILMS, AND PRIOR RUNNINGS IN A BATHROOM STALL AREA FOR THE BENNIFIT OF COMAND, NAKED; OVER AN HOUR, UNTIL EXCUSED AND TOLD TO STAND AT EASE, THEN LAST WEEK OF TRAINING ALMOST KILLED, SICK AS SHIT, AND WHO EVER ' SAID IT,' " YOUR A LIABILITY." 

COMMENT FOUND, AFTER I ASKED TO READ MY MEDICAL FILE. SOME OF IT WAS MISSING. WELL THATS OK, ' THEY ' GOT ALL OF IT LATER, ALONG WITH OTHER'S. I FIRST REMEMBERED IT IN THE ATTACKS AROUND 2002, THEN AGAN IN ABOUT 2005-'06.

CAPTAIN BAUKAS IN ALBQ., NM. ONCE SAID THAT I WAS ' DEAD IN THE WATER,' HE HAD JUST BOUGHT JASON KNAPES SCULPTURE, SIGNED, OF THE TRINITY SITE; THE TOILET PAPER HOLDER WE ALL CALLED IT. I HOWEVER APPRECIATED HIS VISION TO A CERTAIN DEGREE. CAPTAIN BAUKAS ASKED ME " IS THAT ALL ? " I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL HE WAS TALKING ABOUT? AND THAT IS THE TRUTH, HOWEVER, WHEN HE RETIRED, IT WAS ' HE,' I WAS LED TO BELIEVE WHO HANDED OVER ALL THE PHOTO ALBUMS REGARDING THE BANDITO'S TO A NAVY SEAL, VIETNAM WHO JOINED, I WAS TOLD, AND GOT HIS ASS BLOWN UP, ONE YEAR IN THE HOSPITAL, I WAS TOLD BY THAT NAVY SEAL DAN FINEMARK. HE THEN SAID THAT HE WOULD GIVE THEM TO THE CHAPTER PRESIDENT.

THAT IS PRETTY MUCH ALL I KNOW ABOUT THE BANDITO'S OUT SIDE OF SOME TEXAS MONTHLY MAGAZINE THAT I READ WHEN IN HIGH SCHOOL. I WORE A TEE SHIRT ' BANDITO YACHT CLUB.' GIVEN TO ME BY MY FATHER I THINK, IF I BOUGHT IT, SHIT, IT WAS HEAVY COTTON, COOL, AND LASTED A LONG TIME, AND FUNNY, WHY BUY A YACHT FOR USE IN THE RIO? I WORE THAT SHIRT IN HIGH SCHOOL.

NOW, EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE WRITTEN, I HAVE ALREADY ' SEEN.' WHY AM I DOING THIS? BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO SERVED, EVEN FAGOTS, DESERVE MORE, REGARDLESS OF HOW MUCH THEY HAVE BEEN PAID WHILE IN SERVICE, CAUSE IT NEVER QUITES, ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, THE SYSTEM IS GOING TO USE YOUR ' ASS.' AND WHEN KIDS ARE BEING KILLED NEEDLESSLY IN THIS COUNTRY, THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH GUN CONTROL, BUT HAS ALL TO DO WITH ONLY THE ' BRASS,' THE POLITICIANS, THE HIGH CLERGY, THE MAJOR TALKING MEDIA HEADS AND A SENSELESS ' WANTING,' ALMOST LIKE PATHOGEN THAT IS SPREADING AMONGST OUR YOUTH WITHOUT REGARD TO ANY PARENTING OR ' WISDOM.' MAKE ONE WONDER OF ALL POSSIBLE ' OUTCOMES.' AND ESCAPE, OR AVOIDANCE.

THE FIRST SCULPTURE WANDA GRIFFIN BOUGHT FROM ME WAS ' SCAPEGOAT.' SHE NAMED IT. SHE SAID THE ' GIRLS ' THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD NAME ALSO, HER NEIGHBORS.

I WILL NEVER GET WHAT I DESERVE AS WELL AS ALL THE OTHERS WHO HAVE ' SIGNED ' SERVICE AND SPILT MORE OF THEIR OWN BLOOD THAN MINE IN THE DEFENSE OF THIS COUNTRY, AND THAT IS NOT WISE.

BLOOD? MINE? NOSE, EARS AND WHATEVER I SWALLOWED, DEFENDING MY HOUSE ON 5417 ALICE NE, ALBQ.,NM. DOING WHAT THE ' REAL ' POLICE SHOULD OF DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE. BLEEDING FOR ALMOST ONE YEAR FROM 2-14-2006, TO MID 2007.

AND FEMALE SOLIDER,........I DID GET UP, AND FUCK THE DOCTORS, THEY ONLY ' PUSH ' PILLS AND BLAME EVERYONE ELSE. WE LIVED IN THE REAL WORLD, IN THE ' ELECTRONIC ETHER ' ALL OF YOU CAN BE HEARD.

I WILL POST AN ARTICLE OF ' DISINFORMATION ' THAT I WAS GIVEN BY ONE, ALTHOUGH I THINK I ALREADY HAD, ' HACKED.'

COAST GUARD AND SOON TO RETIRE.

' A FUNNY THING HAPPENED ON THE WAY TO THE COLISEUM,'
ON MY WAY TO THE RESCUE MISSION I NOTICED THIS SPECTACULAR
ADDITION TO LANDSCAPED ENVIRONMENT JUST OUTSIDE OF THE
TRACKS JUST THE OTHER SIDE. I ALMOST AWAKENED THE TWO
GENTLEMEN TO ASK WHERE THE SIGN WAS ASKING " WHERE
IS AMERICA? "

BUT I THOUGHT BETTER OF IT AND ERRORED THE SIDE OF PRUDENCE
FOR AS WE ALL KNOW AL QUIDA/VETERANS ADMINISTRATION HAS BEEN
TOTALLY TURNED UPSIDE DOWN, AS WELL AS AN OUT RAGGED SOCIETY
IN ACTIONED RESPONSE AS TO THE WELL BEING AND TREATMENT OF
OUR RETURNING SOLDIERS.

I'M SURE THAT ONCE HE IS READY ONE OF THEM HAS A DOESY OF A
LIFE EVENT THAT SHOWED HIM HOW MUCH HE WAS APPRECIATED
IN THEATER; HIS LIFE ALMOST TAKEN UNDER QUESTIONABLE CIRCUMSTANCES
AS PER ' FRIENDLY FIRE,; " THE ENTIRE WALL OF THE BUILDING EXPLODED."

BUT THAT IS WHEN HE IS READY. HOWEVER I'M CERTAIN THAT FT, BLISS
BRASS HAS DONE WELL ABOVE ALL THAT IS EXPECTED ' IN SERVICE OF
ALL RETURNING SOLDIERS GENERAL HEALTH AND WELL BEING, AS LONG
AS THEY KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT.'

I USED TO KNOW ONE OF THREE NAVY SEALS AND A
CAPTAIN OF THE ALBUQUERQUE POLICE DEPARTMENT.

WHEN I PASSED THE HILTON WHERE PRESIDENT CLINTON
WAS STAYING ( I FOUND OUT LATER FROM MY NEIGHBOR )
AND THE NEAR ACCIDENT AT ABOUT 12;30 - 1;00 WHEN
I GOT OFF FROM WORK. CARLISE JEWELRY THEN, THE SMALL
BLUE TRUCK AND THE GI WEARING SILVER WIRE RIMED
GLASSES WHO WAS DRIVING WITHOUT HEADLIGHTS, LOOKED
AT ME WITH THAT DEATH STARE, THEN MOVED ON. HE HAD
TRYED TO FORCE ME OFF THE ROAD. FUNNY THING THAT
TRUCK, SAME AS PKW'S SMALL TRUCK. HE CAME UP FROM
BEHIND, VERY QUITE MIND.

I REMEMBER THAT TATTOO ON HIS LEFT ARM, ' EAGLE AND
DAGGER?' I REMEMBER THE WHITE SMALL STICKER UPPER
LEFT HAND ( ? ) SIDE OF BACK WINDOW ABOVE THE BED OF
THE TRUCK.

I MIGHT OF SEEN HIM AT THE COURT HOUSE IN ALBQ.,NM.
IN ANOTHER CASE WHERE I WAS ACCUSED OF HITTING A
POOR EXCUSE OF A LADY. THAT TATTOO, HE WAS A COP.

EARLIER THAT NIGHT, I REMEMBER THE HELICOPTERS
AND THEIR BLINKING LIGHTS, AS IF IN MORSE CODE AS
I APPROACHED FUCKIN WORK!

I BELIEVE THIS TO BE JUST AFTER
I MOVED INTO THE MISSOURI STREET
ADDRESS, AFTER THE FIRES IN NEW
JERSEY, IT IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK.

IF THE ' PROMPTS ' ARE COMING FROM
A SOLIDER OR GROUP OF, THEN THEY ARE
NOT ON THE SIDE OF THE UNITED STATES
OF AMERICA. POSSIBLE SIDES, CRIME AND
OR CORPORATE INTERESTS, GLOBAL FIRST,
THEN ' DIRTY MONEY, POLITICS AND LAW
ENFORCEMENT,' SECOND.

SOME OF THE NAMES ON HERE ARE
BLACK AND WHITE MIXES OF HERITAGE
AND WOMEN WHO ARE GOOD PEOPLE.

I WAS BEING ' MENTALLY SLICED AND DICED.'

I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW I DEFENDED MYSELF,
BUT IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE DRUG
TRAFFICKING, I'M JUST ABOUT ALL FOR OVER
DOSES. THESE ARE GROWN FUCKIN MEN,
NOT WOMEN THAT THEY, A GOOD PORTION
WANT TO BE.

ALSO PASSWORD,PASSWORD,PASSWORD,PASSWORD,
HOUR BY HOUR, DAY BY DAY, MONTH BY MONTH.

MUCH LIKE SOUND IN CERTAIN ENVIRONMENTS; TRAVELS
UP.

UPDATED 03-18-2014-HOPE SERVICES, HI. HILO AND KONA

MY ARRIVAL ON THE MAINLAND WAS UNEVENTFUL AND I AM NOW IN A ' DOORWAY ' IN ONE OF MY LAST ' VIEWS.'

Beautiful lush El Paso, Tx.

JESUS AND BECKY ( LEAVES ON A BUSH, PIC,S SOON. AT HOPE SERVICES, KONA, HI. I SAW BECKY AT MY BROTHER'S HOUSE, SHE WAS SCARED TO DEATH, SHE IS MY SISTER. THE WAY THE WORD IS MENT, BY BLOOD OF OUR PARENTS. )

HOPE SERVICES, SHELTER, KONA,HI.
SPIRITUAL COINCIDENCE ?

HOPE SERVICES, SHELTER, KONA, HI.
SPIRITUAL COINCIDENCE ?

THIS WOULD NOT OF BEEN POSSIBLE HAD NOT BUD, MY COORDINATOR AT HOPE HAD NOT ' COVERED ' HOPE SERVICES, AND KEPT THE WORD OF EMPLOYEE'S OF HOPE SERVICES ( HILO ). HE MET ME HALF WAY AND I STILL AM IN DEBT IN THE AMOUNT OF $ 303. PLUS DOLLARS THAT I AM SURE RELATE TO THE  ( MY PAST, MY FAMILY'S; OF MY CHILDHOOD ie: court papers ), I AM REASONABLY SURE THAT HE WAS NOT AWARE OF THIS.

I WOULD OF NEVER OF BEEN ALLOWED IN THE EMERGENCY SHELTER HAD I NOT OF SURRENDERED MY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT NUMBER TO WANDA, ANOTHER EMPLOYEE OF HOPE SERVICES IN HILO, HI. I DID NOT GIVE THE ROUTING NUMBER. " IF YOU DON'T GIVE IT TO ME, YOU CAN'T GET IN." WANDA, HOPE SERVICES, HILO, HI.

I FOUND OUT AT THIS MOMENT, THAT IT WAS AN ' EMERGENCY SHELTER ' AND NOT THE $ 50.00 A MONTH GROUP HOME.I TOLD WANDA , VERBALLY, THAT WAS NOT FOR HER/THEIR USE ( ROUTING NUMBER, THE DATE OF DEPARTURE WAS: 10-25-'13, MY BIRTH DATE, ABOUT A WEEK LATER ).

ALL BECAUSE I ' WAS ' A VETERAN ( 3:03 IS MY TIME OF BIRTH ).

BUD HAD TOLD ME THAT ' TWO VERY DEVOTE CHRISTIANS ' MET ME PART WAY AND I MIGHT ADD PLUS 40 DOLLARS TO ' GET ME OUT.' A DONATION.

THE ' KNEE-JERK ' REACTION TO ' CARRY,' IN HILO; MY PHONE, WAS ABOUT ONE WEEK BEFORE THE WOMAN IN THE CAR WAS ' GUNNED DOWN ' BY SECRET SERVICE, FEDERAL AND WASHINGTON POLICE.

I DO NOT KNOW IF I COULD OF ' HONED IN ' FURTHER. MY REACTION, LIBRARY COMPUTER USE WAS ALL TAPED. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT POLICE DID WITH THIS. ALL I KNOW FOR A ' FACT ' IS THAT THE HILO POLICE OFFICER SAID " SELL IT TO ME ( MY SIDE ARM, A GLOCK ) , SO THAT I CAN GIVE IT TO MY SISTER. SHE NEEDS A GUN." THIS WHEN I PUT IT IN ' SAFE KEEPING, WHEN I ARRIVED.' I WONDER WHO WILL ERASE THAT.

I OWE THE DEMOCRAT ELDERS NOTHING, NOT EVEN YOUR ' PRESIDENT,' ONLY THE OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENCY,...BUT NOT MY RIGHTS.

IN KONA, HI. THE EVER PRESENT ' STALKING AND HACKING ' OF JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT YOU MIGHT OWN IS ONGOING. FOR THE POLICE THERE MIGHT BE PICTURES OF MY FAMILY, OLD GIRLFRIEND AND ONLY ' G-D ' KNOWS WHAT ELSE, ONCE AGAIN OF MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS: FACE BOOK, TWITTER AND I GUESS I CAN IMAGINE JUST ABOUT ANY OTHER FORM MATE.

IT WAS PRETTY MUCH ' EMPOWERED ' BY THIS MEDIA AND A COUPLE OF OLD WOMEN, CLIENTS AND STAFF WHICH IN TURN EMPOWERED PICTURES OF MALE CLIENTS ( NUDE CAMERA SHOTS IF THEY CAME OUT, OF CLIENTS IN THEIR ROOMS ) USE OF LANGUAGE ( N WORD ) AND VARIOUS OTHER INFRACTIONS WHICH MADE ALOT OF ' PEOPLES ' LIVES DIFFICULT, OTHERS ' PUT ' TO THE ' STREETS,' AND BEATEN FOR WALLETS AND CASH, PHONES OR JUST TO MAKE A POINT OF ' DOMINANCE.

I WAS WARNED EARLY ON THAT THE ' SHELTER SYSTEM ' WAS RUN BY LESBIANS, THOUGH IT WAS STILL LOOSELY MANAGED BY THE CATHOLIC DIOCESE; PAYCHECKS. I BEG TO DIFFER IN THE SENSE THAT IF RUN BY ONLY THE STATE, THEN THERE WOULD BE NO RECOURSE IN THE COMPLETELY ' OWNED '  DEMOCRAT STATE, WHICH AT TIMES STILL OPERATES IN THE ' HAZE OF PIRATED COLONIES ' SURROUNDED BY TWO THOUSAND MILES OF WATER ON ALL SIDES; THE ' STREET ' IDEAL ' PUSHED ' TODAY IN THE ISLANDS' ' OWNERSHIP ' OF SOUL'S IDENTITY, SHOULD YOU DARE OWN ONE. 

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE AND YET THERE IS POSITIVE ASPECTS TO THIS SHELTER. I WILL POINT THIS OUT IN THE END.

HAWAII

THREE. ' TRINITY.'

                                               

THE ' LINE ' TERMINATING ' IN THE EYE.

 


' SHIP WITH SAILS.' I REALLY WISH THAT
I COULD OF SHOWN THIS TO DR. SHOCKEY,
A MAN MAN WHO ONCE WAS ON A EXPEDITION
IN SEARCH OF NOAH'S ARC; THE SAME AREA THAT
MANY THINK IT HAS BEEN FOUND. UNFORTUNATELY
HIS SIGNED BOOK WAS LENT TO A STAFF
MEMBER AT HOPE SERVICES AND NOT RETURNED.

THE PIECE OF LAVA IS OVAL, ALMOST, AND THE ' RENDERING ' OF A SHIP WITH SAILS TO THE UPPER MOST SECTION OF THE ROCK.-HILO, HAWAII.

UNDERNEATH THE  ' ARC ' IS A LINE WHICH ' RUNS ' TO THE LEFT, AS IF TO ' LEAD,' TERMINATING WITH AN ' EYE.' I HAVE SHOWN THIS TO ONLY ONE PERSON.

THE OTHER ROCKS THAT I HAVE SEEN WITH ' ODDITIES ' CAN ONLY BE DESCRIBED IN ' APPEARANCE ' OF LANGUAGES SUCH AS HEBREW, ANCIENT SUMERIAN, EAST INDIAN AND OTHERS WITH REMEMBRANCES OF HUMAN ' MENTAL FOOTPRINT.'

I DESCRIBE THESE AS ODDITIES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL ' NATURAL.' THEY WERE ALL LAVA; THAT WHICH WAS SPEWED OUT FROM WITHIN THE MOTHER EARTH, THAT WHICH IS ' OF ' G_D.

IF I TOLD YOU THAT WHILE WATCHING DOLPHINS SPIN FOR ME WHEN ASKED, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME?

IF ONE STUCK IT'S HEAD OUT OF THE WATER ALMOST MOTIONLESS FOR ABOUT 10 SECONDS AND I HEARD ' ALMOST AS IF WORDS,' " OH, IT'S YOU." WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME.

IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WITNESSED A BIRTH OF A WHALE'S CALF, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME.

AND THE PARENTS AND CALF LEAPING  ABOVE THE WATER'S SURFACE IN UNISON THE NEXT DAY, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME, WHEN I SEE THIS FAMILIES END IN YOUR LIFE TIME..

WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN DEMISE TOO ?

ON THE MAINLAND

I WAS TOO SEE A VET REP. ON 03-07-'14, BUT ANOTHER PERSON WITH MY NAME ( JESUS OCHOA ) WAS SEEN INSTEAD.
I WAS NOT BELIEVED.

THE CITY GRANT MANAGER'S ADDRESS WAS GIVEN TO ME BY THIS MAN WHO ONCE WORKED AT THE OC ( OPPORTUNITY CENTER ) ; A BUSINESS CARD GIVEN AND KEPT. EL PASO. TX.

I TOOK PICTURES AND ADVOCATED FOR VETS HURT AT THE ' OC,' ( THE OLD VET WAS BEATEN THEN ' FOUND ' CROUCHED IN A CORNER OF THE DAYROOM, MOVED TO A CHAIR. THE MAGGOTS SWARMING IN HIS WOUNDS, WERE NEVER ADDRESSED MEDICALLY FOR ABOUT FOUR TO FIVE DAYS. I WAS ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE AND WOULD NOT; THE SMELL AND SLIGHT MOVEMENT WITHIN HIS WOUNDS ARE A PART OF MY MEMORY NOW IN THE BEAUTIFUL SOUTHWEST CITY OF EL PASO, TEXAS ); I WROTE OF HIM AND TOOK A PICTURE OF HIM ' GIVEN ' TO THE PARKING LOT PAVEMENT IN LUE OF THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATIVE REPS ' WANDERINGS ' IN VACATION DESIGNATIONS AVOIDING THE ' PERILS ' OF DUTY IN THE LIKES OF ADULT ' DISNEYLAND'S.' HE WAS SCREAMED AT AND PISSED UPON; I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS ALRIGHT THAT DAY...THE ASPHALT WELL ABOVE 100 DEGREES, IN THE PARKING LOT. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HIS ' CRIME ' WAS TO THIS DAY.

I ADVOCATED AND NEAR SCREAMED FOR A VET IN HAWAII, SET UP BY EVIL, SELFISH WOMEN AND ' FAGS,' IN KONA. OLD ' LUSTFUL ' HAGS, MONEY OTHER THAN SOUL AND ' BLOODY KISSES,' ' RULE ' ALMOST EVERY DAY.

IS THE DAMAGE DONE BY THE ' PRISONS ' OR ACCIDENTS OF BIRTH ?

I ADVOCATED FOR AND ADVISED A VET IN AUSTIN, TX. WHO RETURNED HOME ONLY TO FIND THAT HIS FATHER WAS SLEEPING WITH HIS WIFE AND HE ( THE VET ) WAS LEFT TO THE HIGHWAYS FOR YEARS....WANDERING.

HE WAS FINALLY HELPED BY THE VET. REP. AT THE SALVATION ARMY, A FEMALE WHO I HAVE FORGOTTEN HER NAME, BET ' HE ' DIDN'T, HE RECEIVED HIS BENEFITS AND FLEW HOME TO HIS SISTER.
ONE OF THE FEW DESERT STORM VETS WHO EVER THANKED ME. HE GAVE ME HIS HELMET LIGHT, FROM IRAQ.

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE VETERAN WHO FOLLOWED UNLAWFUL ORDERS IN IRAQ; THE RAPE OF THE CHILDREN AND MOTHER/WIFE, ONLY TO FIND OUT THE HUSBAND/FATHER WAS TELLING THE TRUTH ALL ALONG TO THE IRAQ POLICE AND ARMY. I HAVE NOT BEEN BACK TO AUSTIN, TX.

I HAVE BUT ONE REGRET THAT I ' UN-EARTHED ' WHILE STAIRING AT THE OCEAN IN HAWAII FOR HOURS...IN THE ENEMY TERRITORY OF THE ' REMOTE VIEWERS;' THE LUCIFER FOLLOWERS.

I SHOULD OF GONE TO THE GEORGE NORRY/COAST TO COAST LIVE AIRING IN NEW MEXICO, JUST BEFORE I LEFT ALBQ.,NM.

I WAS TOLD BY A SECURITY OFFICER WHO WAS WORKING AT THE KROGER STORE AT FAIR PLAZA. HE WAS STATIONED WITH THE NSA. HE SPOKE OF THE AIRING MORE THAN ONCE.

THE WORLD HAS NO IDEA WHAT THOSE ' CREEPS ' DID TO EMPOWER THEIR ' CAUSE.' HOW MANY ' ENEMIES ' THEY NEEDED...NEED...?


NOTE: LAST POST, ' LAWLESS ' OF GRISHAM & LAWLESS.

WHAT TOOK SO LONG ?

SHIRT THAT SAVED ME FURTHER ' DAMAGE,'
WHEN I WAS RUN OFF THE ROAD THE FIRST
TIME. IT CAUGHT A WARNING POST, BELOW
A DITCH OF SORTS TO A WATER RUN OFF DRAIN.

' NEEDLES,' CAN BE EPOXIED ON, AS I'VE FOUND IN
ALBQ, NM.

WHAT I FOUND IN THE GROWTH OF BUSH/TREES JUST
BEFORE THE SIX FOOT CHAIN LINK FENCE AT HOPE
SERVICES. I WAS ASKED TO CUT THEM BY BOTH SAM
AND BUDDY, MY SHELTER COORDINATOR.

SAME AS ABOVE.

' Poor artist. ' HOPE SERVICES, KONA, HAWAII.

REMINDER OF WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I
TRIED TO DONATE A PORTION OF MONIES
TO VICTIMS OF THE ' KATRINA ' HURRICANE.

" HELP YOUR OWN PEOPLE ! " SAID, WELL
IT'S REALLY NOT IMPORTANT WHICH OFFICIAL
AT THE NMSF, THAT IN TURN HELPED TO
START IT ALL. I'M ALWAYS THE BAD GUY.
BOO-HOO. BAD MEXICAN !

THE OFFICIAL WAS HISPANIC, IN THE END I
DON'T THINK IT WOULD OF MADE ANY
DIFFERENCE IF SHE WAS AFRICAN AMERICAN,
OR...WHITE.

HAWAII

KONA, HAWAII

IN MANY RESPECTS, HAWAII, THE BIG ISLAND IS A VERY BEAUTIFUL PLACE, THE OCEAN, WHALES AND GREENERY. BUT BEFORE YOU VISIT, KNOW THAT THE ECONOMY IS NOT DOING WELL AND JOBS ARE HARD TO FIND.

ALONG WITH THE ECONOMY AND THE FACT THAT ' TOURISM ' IS A GOOD HUNK OF ALL MONIES MADE, THE ' IDEA ' OF A FAMILY VACATION SPOT IS IN CONSTANT BATTLE WITH THE ' MONIES ' MADE WITH PARTICIPATION IN ALL OWNED BY THE ' UNDERWORLD.'

THE ' ICE ' WAR IS STILL GOING ON, QUITE FRANKLY, ALL OF HAWAII NEEDS MORE POLICE.

MY REASONING WITH A COUPLE OF HIGH PROFILE DEATHS, ONE OF WHICH WAS IN CA., A HOMELESS MAN BEATEN TO DEATH AND THE OTHER AN ' APPARENT ' DRUG RELATED DEATH INVOLVING POLICE.

THE ONE IN CA. IS UNFORGIVABLE, AND ALWAYS WILL BE; IT WAS TAPED.

THE ONE IN KONA, HI., IS STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION.

PHIL AND MARIE

I HAVE MET UP WITH MY FRIENDS OF ALMOST THIRTY YEARS, AS WITH ANYTHING IN LIFE YOU HAVE TO ' WORK.'

I LOST EVERYTHING BACK IN ALBQ., NM., INCLUDING LAND, THE LAST LANDLORD THAT I RENTED FROM WAS IN THE NATIONAL GUARD ' COMMUNICATIONS,' DURING VIETNAM, JOKING OF THE NATIONAL GUARD, HE STATED THAT HE " WAS PROTECTING THE TUMBLEWEEDS AND RABBITS IN NM." HE JOINED. HE STATED THIS WHILE HIS ' HELPERS ,' PEOPLE ON PAROLE ( COMMUNITY SERVICE AT A PRIVATE DWELLING ) WERE WORKING AT LOADING FENCE IN MY BACKYARD, ONE OF WHICH PINCHED THE SCULPTURES NIPPLE, A SCULPTURE BUILT AS STAND AGAINST CHILD ABUSE. AT LEAST IT WASN'T THE CHILDREN THIS TIME FROM DEL NORTE HIGH SCHOOL OR ONE OF THE SOFTBALL PLAYERS HE COACHED AND AT LEAST THE ONE HE DROVE TO MY HOUSE UNTIL SEEN. MAYBE THIS WAS THE REASON THAT HE WAS MOVED TO ELDORADO HIGH SCHOOL IN ALBQ., NM.

IN THE COURTROOM PERTAINING TO MY EVICTION ( MY IDEA ), I MENTIONED ALL THIS AND ENTERED IN EVIDENCE MY OTHER BLOG WHERE A LETTER WAS POSTED AS PROOF OF HIS STUDENT'S INTEREST, YET THE ADDRESS WAS MINE, THE NAME WAS THE HUSBAND ONLY, I BELIEVE. I ASKED FOR THE HEARING TO BE RECORDED AND I DID STATE THAT I FELT THAT HE WAS A PEDOPHILE.

HE WAS TOLD THAT DISTRICT COURT WAS THE PROPER ENVIRONMENT FOR HIS RECOVERY OF DAMAGES, HE STATED THAT " HE ALLOWED ME TO STAY FROM THE HEART." OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT, MUCH LIKE MY SCULPTURE, SHE POINTED TO THE HEART.

I WAS CATCHING UP WITH RENT SOME, UTILITIES ALMOST ALL. MY RECEIPTS WHERE KEPT UP UNTIL MY MOVE TO HAWAII, I THINK THE REST WAS LOST IN EL PASO. I WAS UNABLE TO GET A LAWYER ON ACCOUNT OF GIVING THERE NAME/BUSINESS CARD TO P.K.W. AND HIS GIRLFRIEND. I HAVE POSTED IN THE PAST THE DATE OF MY VISIT TO MR.LAWLESS WHEN P.K.W. POINTED TO HIS HEAD AS IF FIRING A SHOT WITH A SIDEARM. I TOOK THIS AS A THREAT; SIMPLE ASSAULT.

HE, MY LANDLORD ATE ABOUT SEVEN THOUSAND DOLLARS. HE AND HIS WIFE SAT DOWN WITH THE JUDGE, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT AFTER THE HEARING.

DURING THIS TIME

OK HARRIS, MY GALLERY OWNER WAS TALKING ABOUT 250,000 AND POSSIBLE FOUNDATION, MY END, ROUGHLY 80,000 DOLLARS. THE FOUNDATION FOR ABUSED CHILDREN AND TEENS. I ALSO MENTIONED THE FACT THAT MY PROPERTY TAX BILLS WERE ODD, NOT IN THE SAME PLACE ALONG WITH THE PLAYBOYS, THEY WERE ALSO OUT OF PLACE...

MY ART STARTED TO SELL, APART FROM MY ATTEMPTS (  MONTHS TO A YEAR, SOMETIMES IN BETWEEN ), I WAS GIVEN A CHOICE IN SO MANY WAYS BY ' THE UNIVERSE, ' AND AFTER THE FIRST ATTEMPT AT THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR, NOT ONLY DID THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE, A SCULPTURE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE, I ' WROTE THE WORLD,' AND OUR CONGRESSMEN ON DOWN, AND ALSO THE WHITE HOUSE, THE FIRST LADY OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA LAURA BUSH ( THE PRESIDENT OBAMA LETTER DEALT WITH AUSTIN, TX.'S HOMELESS KID ( S ) LATER.).

OK HARRIS THEN DIED. PART OF HIM WAS WITH ME TO THE END. HE AND SO MUCH OF THE ' NAVY ' HELPED ME RAISE THE SCULPTURE WITH ONLY CLIMBING ROPE AND SHELVING FROM COSTCO. AT THAT POINT SHE WEIGHED ABOUT 900-1000 LBS. I FOUND OUT A WEEK LATER THAT HE HAD DIED, THE SCULPTURE WENT UP ABOUT FIVE OR SO DAYS AFTER ' SHE ' WAS IN THE PROCESS OF RENEWAL, BEFORE THE FINAL OUTCOME. ON GOING PROCESS.

A SHERIFF'S DEPUTY/POLICE OFFICER, KNOCKED ON THE DOOR WHILE I WAS ON THE TOILET, ONLY THE ' HOOK LOCK ' WAS LATCHED WHILE HE WAS BANGING ON THE DOOR, HE CAME INTO THE KITCHEN AS I WAS ENTERING THE KITCHEN, MY SIDEARM WAS ON THE TABLE AS HE WAS YELLING/SPEAKING LOUDLY, EYE TO EYE, IF YOU CAN CALL IT THAT, AND GAVE ME THE SUMMONS. " PAY YOU'RE RENT !" HE SAID. I YELLED BACK. " YOU IDIOT MY SIDE WAS ON THE TABLE. " " YOU FUCKING IDIOT! "

I CHANGED THE SCULPTURE AFTER P.K.WARE ( PICTURES OF A SIX YEAR OLD STEP SON AND OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS IN COSTUME AND NUDE, AND REMARKS MADE THAT CAN ONLY BE REGARDED AS ' SEXUAL GROOMING.' ), CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN AND ABOUT THREE AND A HALF YEARS OF ' STUDY ' ABOUT WHAT AMOUNTS TO A PEDOPHILIA DRIVEN AMERICA. THE SCULPTURE THEN REPRESENTED AN AMERICA, HEADLESS AND PREGNANT WITHOUT WILL AT THE TIME THAT I LEFT ALBQ., AFTER ALL I LEARNED OF ' THE CURRENT AMERICAN ATTITUDES,' AFTER MY RIGHTS WHERE TRAMPLED UPON, EVEN BY VETS, AND THE EVENTS IN ARIZONA HADN'T EVEN BEGUN YET.

 MY FRIEND, PHIL, ( I REALLY DON'T LIKE BLUE ) IN KONA WAS DRAFTED AND SENT TO VIETNAM; AN AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER, IN THE FIELD AND ' OTHERWISE.' AS LONG AS I HAVE KNOWN HIM HE HAS NEVER WORN THE WAR ON HIS SLEEVE. HE NEVER GIVES UP; SHE IS THE SAME. MARIE IS THAT WHICH GRAVITY IS MADE.

THEY HAVE PROTESTED, WRITTEN JUST ABOUT EVERYBODY FROM CONGRESSMEN DOWN THE LINE AGAINST ' DELIBERATE ' RADIATION POISONING ( THE INSECT KILLING FIASCO IN  HAWAII ) TO DUMPING RADIOACTIVE WASTE NEAR CARLSBAD, NM, HUMAN RIGHTS, TAKING DOWN OF HOMES AND FAMILY OWNED BUSINESS FOR NON FUNCTIONAL ROADWAYS, TO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING THAT IS SEEN AS NORMALLY GOOD, UNLESS MIS-INFORMED.

THEY HAVE STOOD IN TIME FOR WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN, AND 99% OF THE TIME THEY ARE RIGHT.

THEY HELPED ME DO WHAT NEEDED TO BE DONE ( INSURANCE, BOARDING UP THE PLACE, SECURITY ) AFTER THE FIRE AT FRIEND'S HOUSE IN ALBQ.,NM, THE ABBOTTS, EVELYN AND GENE, THE ' PORCH LADY,' WHO PROVIDED FOR THE HOMELESS.

I CAN REALLY GO ON AND ON ABOUT THEM ( MAY BE LATER ).

FRIENDSHIPS ARE ' WORK.' MAKE NO MISTAKE. I MET THEM AS A FUNCTIONING DRUNK AND ALTHOUGH THEY ARE ' WRONG ' OFTEN, HA, I STILL KNOW THEM SOBER. EIGHT YEARS. AND YES I'M STILL A NICE GUY ASSHOLE.


THE ' OTHERS ' ARE WORTH LOSING.

IF YOU CAN'T MAKE GOOD CHANGE IN THIS WORLD, DON'T TAKE UP MY SPACE! WHEN THE ' CALL ' COMES, ANSWER IT THE BEST YOU CAN.

NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER QUIT, NEVER DROP, NEVER FALL, NEVER NEVER FUCKIN' SUBMIT !

SLEEPERS IN THE UNITED STATES

SLEEPERS

Years ago, " We need people in the homosexual scene to help identify terrorists," this is almost verbatim as to what I ' heard ' in my head.

" No." was my answer. I have never been ' forgiven ' because I was ' anointed ' ( argument used on me on one level ). I never had choice. Fuck you.

You got what you wanted, land, power and me on the streets, and ' your ' war.

All of you are cowards not to ' stand ' from government and churches down against ' Legion,' or even your own beliefs. What does an animal do but beg for more.

TICKET 8-CHINESE LUCKY NUMBER-OTHERWISE, EIGHT YEARS AGO

Today at Human Services after countless visits and different case workers, I finally gave up trying to get food stamps transferred to Hawaii. " I give up I said."

Hispanic or Black, Hawaiian or Gay, it does not matter; underground or bureaucracy, there really is no difference.

STANDDOWN

" I don't know what you are talking about." Army personal. " Go ask The Salvation Army." Your sleepers are your own.

THE REAL WAR

IF YOU ARE ' WHITE,' MEANING SKIN COLOR, DO NOT COME TO HAWAII. If anything should happen, money trouble, divorce, lost ID or ' misinformation,' you will find a form of discrimination that you are unprepared for. If you are even half Hawaiian, the same. You are nothing. If you are over forty ( any other city as well with large minority groups ) you are taking your life in your own hands. You must be prepared to kill, if necessary to defend yourself. The government's version of ' Jesus ' will not help you.

The ' massages sent in the State office, were clear, a security officer twirling a stuffed rat behind a cubical looking directly at me, this to any number of other small idiosyncrasies.

I's not worth being the ' inside ' joke. Your sleepers are your own.

AIDS

Today I took an AID'S test again and was negative. If you are homeless, most particularly, this must be done. Hepatitis too. The militant side of the Gay culture uses this disease, as well as ex-cons and other misfits to ' Hit,' or kill those who oppose them; simply to get even. This is well known and not urban myth; people are afraid to talk. Needles, cuts, bites, fingernail scrapes and any other methods are implied and have been ' voiced.' Of their experience, why find out. Stay away from them if you can, if possible.


I shook hands with a person who had his hand in his pants, groin, I was'nt really paying attention at the time, when I was showing him the engine of my 4-Runner. " Mano to Mano, brother to brother," he said.

You have to pay attention. What is being done to your kids, one can only imagine. I didn't have any cuts, luckily and washed my hands with sanitizer twice. I don't know if he is Straight, Bi or Homosexual. He did have a Biohazard tattoo though. I told him what it stood for in the Gay comunity. I learned this when I researched Child Abuse. ( spell check just went out again, imagine that. Again. )

I've heard no word from him regarding personal property ect.

Your sleepers are your own.

8 YEARS AGO-RV

Survivor-three times

Occupy-Once

This brought back the ' sight,' memory of the ' machette,' I actually bought one. I think I got rid of it in Austin, Tx.

The kid that I was working with that day, I don't think is a threat, but he sure had a strong resemblance to the person that bought my 4-Runner. If seen, I doubt anyone could denie it.

SHELTERS, JEWS, ARABS AND THE PEDOPHILE ' CHURCHES ' AND ALL THAT LIE IN BETWEEN

I will never accept your version of Jesus Christ. I will never surender my spirit or soul or body to you. You have never kept your hands off children. Fuck You.

I have a picture ( might post it ) of toilet paper that I threw in the bowl because it had blood on it ( not mine ). This is common ( two shelters, my experience ), and ' dots that move,' bugs.

The voluenteers roll them in pads to extend the life of the roll. I have always asked for two because of this reason.

The Reascue Mission is one, but the problem is addressed often.

The Opportunity Center is another and the bug issue was laughed at; the voluenteers are also homeless most of the time and do get paid in cash, I suppose to ' extend ' the value of the grant monies and donations. All shelters are this way. The two that I spoke of are in El Paso, Texas. Austin's Lake Side Family YMCA would be a good example of the Opportunity Center when I was there: the bath and shower areas, male.

The people who are ' cared ' for at all shelters are those who society have never ' forgiven,' although the crimes and sentences have been paid. New Criminals are picked up there also and ' mostly ' for good reasons; murder.

STREET- " HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN RECIEVING FOODSTAMPS/SSI/WARD OF THE STATE? " AT THE TIME OVERLAPPED WITH  "WARD "-THAT WAS AT NIGHT

The ' sight ' was mine, now everybodys hearts are mended, how well do you see now?   " Rochelle," ( step son's female friend, who I housed briefly ) but this time has already happened. She got a ride on the back of ' Roger's ' Harley, or if still owened by SHALOM, his boss, friend to ' Steve,' owener of a coffee plantation, for lack of better expression ( also the guy who pointed at my croch, then eye and mentioned Michial Jackson and Farah Fawcet-part of the attacks about six years ago, which overlapped the year before ), he might of said Kona. Greek beard, blue eyes and short light brown hair. Thanks for pulling my pony tail. Now you know the type of people who run Hawaii.

STEVE I WAS LOOKING FOR A MISSING CHILD NICK NAMED ' BLUE.'-F---  YOU. What did your ' group ' think it was doing? In a month or two I'm going to decribe all the sexual perversion that was ' forced into my mind.' NOT OUR MIND!

And you are right, there are more....sleepers, I mean, but the thought occures, what ' encounter promotes ' such deviant behavioue? And for what purpose?

THE SLEEPERS ARE YOUR OWN.

For the Army and Navy Fucks, and those who ' lead ' them, I would keep an accounting of all peoples and or groups on the Islands that even hint of ' swinging.'

GOSH, WHAT COULD THE ' INCENTIVE ' BE...? Maybe they might keep a better look on thier radar screens at the very least. " Who put that ' thier.' Date.

FOR WHAT ITS WORTH, EVERYONE LIED...THIS HAS'NT HAPPENED YET. I HAVE SEEN ENOUGH TO KNOW THE VALUE OF MY LIFE IN THE ' EYES ' OF YOU.

For the value of whom? It certainly was not for my family or myself, or the ' Sleepers.' Goodbye for now.