SLEEPERS IN THE UNITED STATES

SLEEPERS

Years ago, " We need people in the homosexual scene to help identify terrorists," this is almost verbatim as to what I ' heard ' in my head.

" No." was my answer. I have never been ' forgiven ' because I was ' anointed ' ( argument used on me on one level ). I never had choice. Fuck you.

You got what you wanted, land, power and me on the streets, and ' your ' war.

All of you are cowards not to ' stand ' from government and churches down against ' Legion,' or even your own beliefs. What does an animal do but beg for more.

TICKET 8-CHINESE LUCKY NUMBER-OTHERWISE, EIGHT YEARS AGO

Today at Human Services after countless visits and different case workers, I finally gave up trying to get food stamps transferred to Hawaii. " I give up I said."

Hispanic or Black, Hawaiian or Gay, it does not matter; underground or bureaucracy, there really is no difference.

STANDDOWN

" I don't know what you are talking about." Army personal. " Go ask The Salvation Army." Your sleepers are your own.

THE REAL WAR

IF YOU ARE ' WHITE,' MEANING SKIN COLOR, DO NOT COME TO HAWAII. If anything should happen, money trouble, divorce, lost ID or ' misinformation,' you will find a form of discrimination that you are unprepared for. If you are even half Hawaiian, the same. You are nothing. If you are over forty ( any other city as well with large minority groups ) you are taking your life in your own hands. You must be prepared to kill, if necessary to defend yourself. The government's version of ' Jesus ' will not help you.

The ' massages sent in the State office, were clear, a security officer twirling a stuffed rat behind a cubical looking directly at me, this to any number of other small idiosyncrasies.

I's not worth being the ' inside ' joke. Your sleepers are your own.

AIDS

Today I took an AID'S test again and was negative. If you are homeless, most particularly, this must be done. Hepatitis too. The militant side of the Gay culture uses this disease, as well as ex-cons and other misfits to ' Hit,' or kill those who oppose them; simply to get even. This is well known and not urban myth; people are afraid to talk. Needles, cuts, bites, fingernail scrapes and any other methods are implied and have been ' voiced.' Of their experience, why find out. Stay away from them if you can, if possible.


I shook hands with a person who had his hand in his pants, groin, I was'nt really paying attention at the time, when I was showing him the engine of my 4-Runner. " Mano to Mano, brother to brother," he said.

You have to pay attention. What is being done to your kids, one can only imagine. I didn't have any cuts, luckily and washed my hands with sanitizer twice. I don't know if he is Straight, Bi or Homosexual. He did have a Biohazard tattoo though. I told him what it stood for in the Gay comunity. I learned this when I researched Child Abuse. ( spell check just went out again, imagine that. Again. )

I've heard no word from him regarding personal property ect.

Your sleepers are your own.

8 YEARS AGO-RV

Survivor-three times

Occupy-Once

This brought back the ' sight,' memory of the ' machette,' I actually bought one. I think I got rid of it in Austin, Tx.

The kid that I was working with that day, I don't think is a threat, but he sure had a strong resemblance to the person that bought my 4-Runner. If seen, I doubt anyone could denie it.

SHELTERS, JEWS, ARABS AND THE PEDOPHILE ' CHURCHES ' AND ALL THAT LIE IN BETWEEN

I will never accept your version of Jesus Christ. I will never surender my spirit or soul or body to you. You have never kept your hands off children. Fuck You.

I have a picture ( might post it ) of toilet paper that I threw in the bowl because it had blood on it ( not mine ). This is common ( two shelters, my experience ), and ' dots that move,' bugs.

The voluenteers roll them in pads to extend the life of the roll. I have always asked for two because of this reason.

The Reascue Mission is one, but the problem is addressed often.

The Opportunity Center is another and the bug issue was laughed at; the voluenteers are also homeless most of the time and do get paid in cash, I suppose to ' extend ' the value of the grant monies and donations. All shelters are this way. The two that I spoke of are in El Paso, Texas. Austin's Lake Side Family YMCA would be a good example of the Opportunity Center when I was there: the bath and shower areas, male.

The people who are ' cared ' for at all shelters are those who society have never ' forgiven,' although the crimes and sentences have been paid. New Criminals are picked up there also and ' mostly ' for good reasons; murder.

STREET- " HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN RECIEVING FOODSTAMPS/SSI/WARD OF THE STATE? " AT THE TIME OVERLAPPED WITH  "WARD "-THAT WAS AT NIGHT

The ' sight ' was mine, now everybodys hearts are mended, how well do you see now?   " Rochelle," ( step son's female friend, who I housed briefly ) but this time has already happened. She got a ride on the back of ' Roger's ' Harley, or if still owened by SHALOM, his boss, friend to ' Steve,' owener of a coffee plantation, for lack of better expression ( also the guy who pointed at my croch, then eye and mentioned Michial Jackson and Farah Fawcet-part of the attacks about six years ago, which overlapped the year before ), he might of said Kona. Greek beard, blue eyes and short light brown hair. Thanks for pulling my pony tail. Now you know the type of people who run Hawaii.

STEVE I WAS LOOKING FOR A MISSING CHILD NICK NAMED ' BLUE.'-F---  YOU. What did your ' group ' think it was doing? In a month or two I'm going to decribe all the sexual perversion that was ' forced into my mind.' NOT OUR MIND!

And you are right, there are more....sleepers, I mean, but the thought occures, what ' encounter promotes ' such deviant behavioue? And for what purpose?

THE SLEEPERS ARE YOUR OWN.

For the Army and Navy Fucks, and those who ' lead ' them, I would keep an accounting of all peoples and or groups on the Islands that even hint of ' swinging.'

GOSH, WHAT COULD THE ' INCENTIVE ' BE...? Maybe they might keep a better look on thier radar screens at the very least. " Who put that ' thier.' Date.

FOR WHAT ITS WORTH, EVERYONE LIED...THIS HAS'NT HAPPENED YET. I HAVE SEEN ENOUGH TO KNOW THE VALUE OF MY LIFE IN THE ' EYES ' OF YOU.

For the value of whom? It certainly was not for my family or myself, or the ' Sleepers.' Goodbye for now.