UP DATED - 4-1-2015 AND I'M GOING TO PISS PEOPLE OFF - UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE PART OF THE REMAINING PART OF THE LETTER TO BETO O'ROURKE PUBLIC AND IN DOING SO, MY REASONS ARE THESE, I HAVE ONLY SO MANY SHIRTS THAT I WISH TO KEEP. SECOND SOME OF THE TOPICS I DO NOT THINK THE PUBLIC CARES ABOUT ANYWAY BECAUSE THEN THERE WOULD BE NO ISSUES TO APPROACH THE CONGRESSMAN WITH IN THE FIRST PLACE.

MY FINAL DRAFT WILL BE DIFFERENT AND COMPLETED AS WHAT IS REPRESENTED HERE IS ONLY A PARTICLE FORM OF UN EDITED THOUGHTS.

TO THE HONORABLE:

Beto O'Rourke United States House of Representatives 1721 Longworth House Office Building Washington, D.C. 20515-4316

DC Phone:202-225-4831DC Fax:202-225-2016

ARTICLE ( IS FOUND IN ) 77

THE NEW ' EXPORT IS INTEL ' AND HAS BEEN FOR SOME TIME; AGE OF INFORMATION GATHERS HAS JUST LOWERED INTO THE TEENS AND ' PRE-TEENS.'  NOT JUST WHAT HAS BEEN SOLD IN REGARDS TO VETERAN'S MEDICAL RECORDS. ALL INFORMATION.

EXAMPLE: WHO BUYS ? THE YOUNG BUY WHAT IS THOUGHT TO BE FOR THE ' OLDER  PERSON.'

THE OLD BUY WHAT IS THOUGHT TO BE FOR THE ' YOUNGER PERSON.'

VETERANS

1: AS PER THIRD PARTY VA REPS ( SHELTERS - HALFWAY/TRANSITIONAL HOMES/ROOMS -  STREAMLINE THE INTAKE INFORMATION BUT MAKE SURE THE QUESTIONS ARE CLEAR AS TO WHAT THE AILMENTS ARE AND ' INDICATORS ' OF PTSD.

2: AS PER WORK PLACE-MENTAL HEALTH - NO SERVICEMEN WHO HANDLED ' COMBAT ' OR ' COMMUNICATIONS,' DU ORDNANCE OR NUCLEAR ORDNANCE, WHICH HAD TO BE PHYSICALLY MOVED ( EVEN WITH FORK LIFTS, OR SIMILAR ). SERVICEMEN WHO HAVE REPAIRED AIRCRAFT CARRIERS IN REGARDS TO DU ARMOR OR ENGINES AND IT'S ' HOUSINGS,' AND THE SAME WITH TANK, HELICOPTERS, ARMOR AND IT'S ORDNANCE, NUCLEAR OR NOT. ALL DECK PERSONAL AND MOST ESPECIALLY THOSE ENGAGED IN THE REPAIR AND INSPECTIONS DURING WAR OPERATIONS. 

3: ITT PERSONAL, ATF AND TSA  SHOULD BE RE-EXAMINED, MOST ESPECIALLY REGARDED ' FURTHER ' STUDIES IN BACKGROUND CHECKS, DRUG TESTING, AND ANY OTHER SECURITY BATTERIES OF INFORMATION GATHERING, THAT MIGHT DAMAGE THE COUNTRY'S SAFETY TO ENSURE  NATIONAL SECURITY. THIS INTERFACE WITH CITIES THAT HOST MILITARY BASES RENDER FURTHER INVESTIGATIONS. REASONS CAN BE FOUND IN THE LIBRARY SYSTEMS ( BOTH SCHOOL AND PUBLIC ) OF THE NATION WERE A GREAT NUMBER OF HOMELESS VETERANS FIND REFUSE AND ACCESS TO COMPUTERS INTERFACING WITH THE VA AND BASES IN GENERAL. IN A ' POLITICAL WORLD ' LEAD BY MEDIA, OFTEN, ' ABDUCTION ' OF PERSONAL INFORMATION, BASE INFORMATION AND OTHER FORMS OF ' INTEL,' WILL AND IS USED TO FURTHER THE ' UNSTABLY ' OF NOT ONLY THE SERVICE MAN WHO ONCE DEFENDED THE NATION, BUT THEN HE/SHE OR THE INTEL, IS USED AS ' WEAPON ' AGAINST THE NATION IT SELF. THESE ARE STOLEN BY VAGABONDS PAID BY DRUG CARTELS AHEAD OF TIME IN ORDER TO ' SET UP SHOP ' IN CITES AND TOWNS AROUND THE NATION.

EXAMPLE: IT CAN BE SAID THAT THE ATTACKS ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER IN 2001 FOUND ITS ' GENESIS ' IN THE LIBRARY SYSTEMS IN THE UNITED STATES AS A WHOLE AND THE CITIES NEXT TO WATERWAYS AND OCEANIC, IN REGARDS TO NOT ONLY IMMIGRATION BUT TOURIST AND THE ' TECHNOLOGIES CARRIED ' BY THE TERRORIST ( INTERNATIONAL CALLING CARDS FOUND IN LIBRARIES, 2011, EL PASO, TEXAS. FLORIDA ? WE ALREADY KNOW ABOUT MC VEIGH, MURRAH BUILDING. ) AND SYNCING WITH COMPUTER SYSTEMS WITH CELL PHONES. LIBRARIES ARE INFORMATION HUBS. NOT ONLY IDEAS FOUND IN BOOKS AND COMPUTERS, BUT THAT OF THE LOWER REALMS OF ANY ' CELL,' AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT, IN THE FOUND IDEA'S COMMUNICATION TO LIKE MINDED INDIVIDUALS; IN YOUTH'S LOVE OF VIDEO GAMES. NOT ' YET  VIRTUAL REALITIES ? '

NOTE: DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED VETERANS ARE STILL VETERANS AND ARE MORE THAN LIKELY TO BE OF ' GOOD EAR ' AND FALSE CONCERN FOR THE ACTIVE AND RETUNING SOLDIERS STILL IN THE ' HYPER CONSCIOUS ' MINDSET AND PROBABLE NERO BRAIN LINKS FORMED IN THEATER, OR OTHER STRESSES AND RELATED ENVIRONMENTS ASSOCIATED WITH MILITARY SERVICE IN THE THEATER OF WAR.* THEIR ANGER CONCERNING DISCHARGE AND PUNISHMENTS UNDER A ' UN LAWFUL ORDER,' IN COMPANY OF ALLIES WHO WERE COMMITTING THE SAME ' BEHAVIOUR,' IN ACCEPTANCE OF THEIR COUNTIES UNWRITTEN AND WRITTEN RULES; BOTH RELIGIOUS AND SOCIALLY. SO MANY THINK THIS SCENARIO TO BE ONLY HYPOTHETICAL.

EXAMPLE: RAPE *. AN ABSTRACTION OBTAINED FROM ' PRESSING ' ENVIRONMENTS ( FOREIGN NATIONS THAT DEFINE ' RAPE ' DIFFERENTLY THAN THE WESTERN NATIONS, OR NOT AT ALL AND  WAR THEATER ) WHERE IT IS ACCEPTED, AND NEVER ADDRESSED, FOLLOWS THE SOLIDER ' HOME ' TO HIS OR HER COUNTRY WHERE HIS PEOPLE'S COUNTRY ( YOUTH ) DO THE SAME WITH MUSIC AND MEDIA ( MY OPINION ).

WITHIN THIS EXAMPLE, EXPERIENCES OF ' BREAK-INS ' TO AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLERS HOMES, HANG-UP CALLS, AND SIMILAR CIRCUMSTANCES. ' DIRECT FEDERAL EMPLOYMENT OR NOT, ' PRESSING ' THEM FUTURE, AND CONTINUED DURESS LEAVES OPEN ' GATEWAYS ' OF OPPORTUNISTIC AND PLANNED ATTACKS, IF ENOUGH MISTAKES ARE PRESENT. ALSO ENCOMPASSED IN THIS EXAMPLE WOULD BE THE USE ILLEGAL DRUGS, COCAINE FOR ONE THAT I KNOW OF ( SECOND HAND ), THE ATC WAS GIVEN " THREE WARNINGS, THEN  THEY FIRED HIS ASS," AND ANOTHER JOB TO BE FILLED.

THIS CAN THEN BE ' RETRACED ' TO THE MEDICAL CARE FACILITIES OF ALL FEDERAL EMPLOYEES AND THE INTERFACING WITH THE PUBLIC AT LARGE AND ' THOSE ' WHO WERE WATCHING THEM BECAUSE OF THEIR OCCUPATIONS ( DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED VETERANS INCLUDED ), WITH MONETARY ' DESIRES ' FOR THERE PERSONAL PROPERTY, FOR THE PURCHASE OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, BUT NOT ONLY THAT, BUT INFORMATION AS WELL. CELL PHONES AND THE USER'S INTEL COMBINED WITH HOME ADDRESS AND HOME COMPUTER CONTENTS AS WELL AS FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF THE TARGET. THIS HAS ALREADY HAPPENED TWO TIMES, 9/11 AND MURRAH. OTHER EXAMPLES OF INFORMATION HUBS OTHER THAN COLLEGES WOULD BE CHILDREN'S SOCIAL APPS AND MEDIA. THIS IS THE NEW ' TERRORISTS PLAY GROUND.' THIS WOULD FOLLOW A TIMELINE, OF SORTS.

ENVIRONMENTS: BARS, TAVERNS, LIBRARIES AND HOMELESS SHELTERS AND HALFWAY HOUSES AND TRANSITIONAL LIVING HOMES, ANY PLACE A CHILD HAS A CELL PHONE.

AS PER RAPE. THE RETURNING SOLDIERS FROM THEATER ARE ALWAYS APPROACHED BY THOSE IN THE ILLEGAL DRUG TRADE, THEN AND IF, JAIL AND OR PRISON FOLLOWS NEXT, AND IF ' MISTREATED,' PATCHED UP WITH THE ' NEW PHYCO BABBLE ' OF ACCEPTING THE NEW IDENTITY OF HOMOSEXUALITY AND DOMINANCE ISSUES ALONG WITH THE EXPERIENCES OF BATTLE, OFTEN ASSOCIATED WITH, IF NOT CAUSED BY BATTLE, AS NEW NORM FOR THE ' HIGHEST ' BIDDER. BUT BEFORE THE ' BIDDER ' IS THE CONDITIONING AS TO WHAT ' RAPE ' IS.

EXAMPLE OF BRAINWASHING: MUSIC THAT DIRECTLY AFFECTS THE NERO INTERFACE THAT THE ILLEGAL DRUG WAS DESIGNED TO SUBDUE OR INTENSIFY, OR SIMPLY ' DESTROY.' CAN ALL SOUNDS BE ' HEARD?' WHAT PART OF THE BRAIN WOULD THEY EFFECT?

WHY WOULD APPLE BUILD A ' HOLLOW POINT ? '

IT CAN BE TRULY SAID THAT 9/11, IN REGARDS TO HOW THE UNITED STATES TREATS HER SOLDIERS, CARE, TREATMENT AND RESPECT, DIRECTLY ' CAUSED THE TERRORIST ATTACKS THEMSELVES.

1. WE FIRED ALL THE AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLERS ( REAGAN ADMINISTRATION )

2. WE GAVE TECHNOLOGY TO CHILDREN WITHOUT ADULT SUPERVISION ( GATES AND JOBS ).

3. WE DIVIDED THE INFORMATION AGENCIES AND FIRED SENIOR STAFF AND REPLACED THEM WITH CHILDREN ( CLINTON ADMINISTRATION )

4. WE NEVER PAID POLICE WHAT THEY DESERVED AND THEY ( SOME ) ' LOOKED ELSEWHERE ' FOR MONETARY GAINS ( PICK YOUR ADMINISTRATION. I WILL NOT USE OBAMA'S BECAUSE HE JUST GAVE THEM ' ALL THE TOYS ' WITHOUT TAKING THE GAMBLE TO TRY TO CLEAN THEM ALL UP; STATE'S JOB ) DERIVED FROM THE SELLING AND ILLEGAL ' REGULATION ' OF ILLEGAL DRUGS.

THIS IS WHAT THE CURRENT GENERATION GREW UP WITH AND HAVE ACCEPTED AS ' JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE,' SAID FROM THIER ADULTS.

ALL THE NUMBERS HAVE NOT……BEEN CRUNCHED.

 PRIOR TO 9/11 I NOTICED ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON WITH THE ENVIRONMENT WHERE I WAS, AND WITH THE YOUTH WHEN I ENCOUNTERED THEM. I PAID ATTENTION. WHEN I WAS IN ARIZONA, I PAID ATTENTION. WHAT WAS HAPPENING WITH YOUTH BEFORE THE CONGRESSWOMAN WAS SHOT AND NEARLY KILLED, OTHERS WERE KILLED INCLUDING A CHILD. I REMEMBER THE FACES OF THE YOUNGER ADULTS AND THE KIDS IN GENERAL. EXTREMELY HATEFUL. I ALSO REMEMBER THE MUSIC AND TRIED TO TELL THE DAUGHTERS OF THE FAMILY THAT I WAS STAYING WITH THAT THEIR MUSIC WAS ' DAMAGED ' AND LISTENED TO THEIR YOUNG FRIEND WHO USED MY TOOTH BRUSH TO, CLEANSE HIS ANUS. HE SAID THAT WAS DUMB AND ' HYPED ' HER IN LANGUAGE FURTHER: SPEAKING VERY FAST AND EXCITEDLY, TWISTING WORDAGE. 

NEEDLESS TO SAY, A GOOD NUMBER OF YOUTH WERE LISTENING TO THE SAME SONG AS OTHERS AND THE KEY WORD WAS ' SUICIDE.' EMBEDDED AND LAYERED IN THE SONG BY LADY GAGA. I ASKED WHO SANG IT. THE OTHER SONG I NEVER HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO ASK ANYONE, BUT IT WAS SIMILAR. THE MUSIC WAS ' DAMAGED.' 

PURPOSELY OR ACCIDENTAL I DON'T KNOW. BUT IT WAS AT THIS TIME, OVER A PERIOD OF A FEW DAYS ( MAYBE FOUR TO SIX ) WHEN ALL EXPRESSIONS OF THE DARKER SKINNED PEOPLE SEEMED ANGRIER AND THE LIGHTER COMPLEXIONED PEOPLE, TIGHTER LIPPED, AS IF SET IN A ' DEEPER ANGER ' OCCURRED. THE DARKER WERE ALL LISTENING TO SOME FORM OF MUSIC IN THIER AUTOS.

THE GIRLS OF THE HOUSE WHERE I STAYED, THIER EYES ' GLAZED ' AND DISTANT, LIKE THE POLICE OFFICER WHO GAVE ME THE TICKET, LOOKED UP, THEN VOICE CHANGED FROM ' TEXAN ' TO I GUESS, HIMSELF, HIS EYES ' GLAZED;' I WAS ALMOST ARRESTED AGAIN. IT WAS A ' CHANGING ' OF STATIC; A CHANEL. ( BARTON PRINCE WENT TO SCHOOL THERE, SO DID MY BROTHER KARL, THEN TO BIBLE COLLAGE. NOW YOU KNOW.)

IT WAS AT THIS TIME THAT ' BART ' THEN ANOTHER WORD, BUT I DON'T THINK ANYMORE, OF " BART, HE LOOKS LIKE UNCLE FESTIS." WHEN I LOOKED AROUND, NO ONE WAS THERE AND THE BATTERY WAS OUT OF THE CELL PHONE; T-MOBIL.

THIS MORNING, ' GOMEZ.' WHEN I WAS TAKING A PICTURE OF WHAT MY FUTURE PROBABLY IS.

WHEN I HERD " GOMEZ." HE SAID, HE WAS A AIR-FORCE
VETERAN......' BODYGUARD.'

DO NOT DOWNLOAD FOREIGN OFF THE WALL ' MUSIC APPS,' FOR WINDOWS OR INTEL PRODUCTS AND YOU HAD BETTER REALLY KNOW THE PERSON WHO ' USES GARAGE BAND. IF THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING, COINCIDENCE OR NOT ' BARS AND THEIR OCCUPANTS MIGHT GET SHOT UP, AS IN GUN FIRE.

I PAY ATTENTION.

TODAY 21 PEOPLE IN SWITZERLAND, ALL TODAY.

UP-DATED 1-6-2015 - THE MAFIA OF TOILET PAPER

WELL, WHAT THE HELL !

LETS MOVE'M TO THE N. COTTON LOCATION ' CAUSE WE GOT BRIDGES AND THEY CAN VERY EASILY COMMUTE IN BETWEEN CASA VIDA AND THAT COMMUNITY AND SHIT WHO CARES ABOUT TOMORROWS ' PROBABLE ' FELONS WHO WILL SUPPLY THE MORE ' AFFLUENT ' PARTS OF TOWN WITH ' TAX WRITE OFFS.' NOT TO MENTION ' THOSE SCHOOLS ' IN THE IMMEDIATE AREAS WHO HAVE METH AND BLACK HEROIN PROBLEMS ANYWAY. SHHHIIIT. THERE'S EVEN A SCHOOL ON THE ' OTHER SIDE ! '

JUS' KEEP 'EM IN ALL THE SAME PLACE AND SHOW 'EM WHO'S WHO! CERTAINLY NOT RAYMOND M.TULLIUS OF THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER AND HIS ' OTHER ' PROPERTIES.

NOW IT'S OK BECAUSE THE POLICE DEPARTMENT IS BETWEEN CASA VEDIA AND THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER AND THE PROPOSED ' NEW AND IMPROVED ' RESCUE MISSION, THIS OF COURSE WOULD INTERFERE WITH THE ' GRAVY TRAIN,' BUT I'M SURE THE POLICE WOULDN'T MIND, HOWEVER, WITH ALL DUE RESPECT THEY DID LOSE A GOOD MAN AROUND CASA VEDIA.

ALL THE REAL HELP THAT I RECEIVED FROM THE ' SHELTER ' CALLED CASA VEDIA WAS A PLACE DOWNTOWN TO ASK FOR RENT MONEY TO KEEP THEM ' AFLOAT.' THE OLD EL PASO ALLIANCE RE-HABE HOUSE.

WHEN I GOT BACK FROM HAWAII, DEIAGO OCHOA TOLD ME THAT I COULD STAY ONLY A MONTH AND THAT'S HOW I ENDED UP AT THE MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE, THEN I FOUND OUT WHAT IT WAS AND MIGHT STILL ' HOUSE.'

I WORKED FOR THE RESCUE MISSION BEFORE I LEFT TOWN TO THE TUNE OF 300.00 - 350.00 DOLLARS OR SO ( CLEANED OFF ROOF, SCRAPED FLOORS, LABOR, DIDN'T RIP OFF THOUSANDS, IF THAT STORY WAS TRUE ) BUT THAT AFTER SIX MONTHS OF DAMN NEAR BEGGING, SCHOOL AND NOW WHAT'S LEFT TO PROVE; NO REAL ' FACES.' SAME OLD, SAME OLD.

NOW, JUST BREAKFAST AND VOLUNTEERING EVERY NOW AND AGAIN. AND AS FAR AS THE ' NEWS ARTICLE ' GOES, WHAT CHURCH, AND IF CATHOLIC, BELIEVE ME, WHO ARE THEY TO TALK? WHERE THE RESCUE MISSION IS NOW ITS A GOOD 5,000 YARDS.

AND THE POLICE HAVE ' KNOWN ' FOR YEARS, IF NOT DECADES WHAT ' THESE ' PLACES ARE ABOUT, THEY ' LOSE ' OFFICERS.

THE PUBLIC IS NOT AWARE THAT THE ' CRIMINAL MENTALITY ' FOCUSES ON ' YOU,' WHETHER IT BE PARTS OF YOUR BODY, BY ONE OR ' DIVIDED ' AMONGST OTHERS IN THE HIERARCHY TO ' THEIR MINDS ' END, UNTIL THE PERSON OR TARGET ' BREAKS.' THIS IS ' JAIL HOUSE ' MENTALITY. THIS IS WHAT THE STAFF AND I MEAN ' STAFF, ' IS UP AGAINST TO ' HELP ' THEIR CLIENTS RE-ENTER SOCIETY. THE MONIES ARE BETTER SPENT ' OUTSIDE ' THE GRAVY TRAIN ' TO BRING IN NEW ' FRESH ' PERSPECTIVES ALONG SIDE THE OLD AS A WHOLE, ALONG WITH ' THEIR ' CHRISTAN PERSPECTIVE; OTHER THAN ' WELL, IF JESUS FORGIVES US, THEN WE CAN SIN AGAIN AND ' BE FORGIVEN.' I FINALLY ' HEARD ' THE PERSON WHO CARRIED THIS MENTALITY ' FORWARD,'

AND REALIZED WHAT MY BROTHER ( REAL FAMILY ) WAS TALKING ABOUT.

' THE DOME ' SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME, SILENT.
EIGHT, NINE, ? YEARS AGO, " STAY AWAY FROM THE
MAN WHIT THE WHITE BEARD," FIRST MALE, THEN A
COUPLE OF YEARS LATER ' FEMALE,' THEN TWO MANY
AT TIMES.

IN THE BEGINNING, WAY UP WITH THE PHD'S.

THE RELEASE OF THE SERIES WAS 2013, I HAD NEVER SEEN
IT, BUT HAVE POSTED PAPERS FROM THE DOD AND RAND
ABOUT THE PROPOSED, THEN, COMMUNICATIONS SHIELD.
THIS THE REASON FOR ' WITHDRAWING ' APPLE BAND; INTERACTION
WITH NEW TECH AS ' RELIANCE ' IN THEATER FOUND ' NATURALLY.'

HENRY WORKED IN PART: BATTERIES.

IF WE DIDN'T OR COULDN'T HELP THE VIETNAM VETS, WHAT WILL
BECOME OF THE CURRENT VETS IF AND WHEN THEY ' BREAK DOWN?'

' KING ' THE WORD WAS PRIOR TO OBAMA'S RUNNING AND FIRST
ELECTION; THE ATTACKS " DON'T YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ?"
AND ALL THAT BIBLE CRAP AND THE ' SECOND COMING,'
QUEER god, AND THEN LUCIFER, THEN ANTI CHRIST; ALL
OF IT NEARLY MIXED UP AND HOLLYWOOD JUST KEPT FEEDING
THE ' FIRES,' WHILE THE ' ENEMY ' AT HOME JUST KEPT ATTACKING
AND ATTACKING.

ALL THE KINGS MEN, HUMPTY DUMPY, ASHES TO ASHES-EVEN FOUR.

WHEN YOU SQUINT YOUR EYES FIRST KING, AUTHOR IS SECOND.....?

THEY ' SHIFTED.' MY PAINTING ' I BEND TIME.'

WHEN I LEFT FT. BLISS YESTERDAY - I WATCHED THE ' ( THEY ) BARRICADE( D )S ' GO BY.
AND REPETITION OF THE WORDS ' ...........YOU,' WAY BACK THEN.

I POSTED THIS PHOTO OF THE PAGE THAT TORE OUT OF THE BIBLE FROM JUST BEHIND THE RESCUE MISSION BY THE RAIL ROAD TRACKS BECAUSE I FOUND IT THE DAY MR. HENRY STREET DIED. HE HAD A ' VERY DIFFICULT ' CHILDHOOD AND MADE SOMETHING OUT OF HIMSELF, FIRST ARMY THEN SCHOOL AND THEN THE NATIONAL LABS, THEN IN THE LATER YEARS THE CONTINUATION OF A BUSINESS THAT GREW INTO ONE OF THE BEST WINERIES IN THE STATE OF NEW MEXICO AND THE NATION.

ANOTHER REASON THAT I POSTED IT IS BECAUSE HE HAD HEART SURGERY, DOUBLE OR TRIPLE BYPASS, AT THE SAME TIME OR VERY NEAR THE TIME THAT MY OWN FATHER DID.

IMAGINE ' BOTH THESE OLD MEN,' ONE A SCIENTIST AND THE OTHER A CRIMINAL LAWYER IN YOUR ' MIND ' AT THE SAME TIME.

I ' HENRY ' THIS MORNING JUST BEFORE I JOTTED DOWN A NOTE TO ' REMIND MYSELF ' TO POST SOMETHING ABOUT THIS........THIS LOCATION IS A ' VERY BAD IDEA.'

HENRY WAS A HARD MAN, BUT A FAIR MAN. HE ONCE TOLD ME THAT THE " MEXICAN WORKERS ( PEOPLE ) ARE HARD TO BEAT." AND THAT HE " WOULD HIRE THEM, ANY TIME." HE HIRED INDIANS FROM THE RESERVATION TOO, ALONG WITH FAMILY MEMBERS.

THE ' NEW ' RESCUE MISSION SHOULD INCLUDE NOT ONLY THE ' WOOD SHOP ' BUT TRAINING IN WELDING, AND HOW ABOUT ' READING AND WRITING,' INSTEAD OF ' DEALING AND STEALING.'

IF YOU WANT IT TO ' STAND OUT ' AMONGST THE SHELTERS STOP THE ' IN SHOP MENTALITY OF COLLEGE FOR THE ' HOOD,' AND GIVE THEM A REAL CHANCE FOR EMPLOYMENT.

NO ONE HELPED ME, I GAVE MY CASE WORKER INFO ON HOW TO GET ' CERTIFIED ' IN THE FORKLIFT. MAKE THESE MOTHER FUCKERS ' FIGHT ' FOR THEIR EMPLOYMENT AT A SHELTER AND LEAVE THE REST IN THE GOD DAMMED DUST ! 

DOES TEXAS GIVE A SHIT ABOUT CHILDREN?!? DECIDE! 

MUCH LESS ' HER ' CITIZEN'S ? YEP, THEM ' BROWN ' ONES BE THAT TOO!

I FOR ONE AM SICK OF ' MAFIA ' SCHOOLS, AND PEDOPHILE  SCHOOL ' MASKS '!

THIS IN THIS MORNING'S EL PASO TIMES

El Paso's Rescue Mission could get a new home By Diana Washington Valdez / El Paso Times POSTED:   01/05/2015 06:18:12 PM MST REPORTER Diana Washington Valdez The Rescue Mission of El Paso, which has operated a shelter for the homeless for decades, may be getting a new home if City Council agrees to a land-swap deal, according to Tuesday's council agenda. Blake Barrow, executive director of the Rescue Mission, said he believes the proposed site at 130 N. Cotton, is an ideal location for the organization that has operated at 1949 W. Paisano Dr. since 1986. He also credited city Rep. Courtney Niland with the potential offer. "Representative Niland was instrumental in helping us to achieve this breakthrough," Barrow said. "If the City Council approves this, then the Rescue Mission will have a new home once we have to leave our current facility." Niland, whose district includes the Rescue Mission, declined to comment until the entire City Council has a chance to study the proposal. The Public Service Board/El Paso Water Utilities Co. declared in October that the utility no longer needed its storage property at 130 N. Cotton and agreed to transfer it to the city. It has an appraised value of $830,000. The site is close to the Cotton-Texas intersection. Under the proposal, the Rescue Mission would trade the property it purchased at 900 Wyoming to the city in exchange for the property at 130 N. Cotton. The meeting agenda documents did not include an appraised value of the 900 Wyoming site. "City staff has recommended that the city accept the Cotton property from the PSB (Public Service Board) and that in consideration of the transfer, that the city pay the PSB the appraised value of the land," according to the agenda attachment. The saga of finding a new home for the Rescue Mission began last year when the Texas Department of Transportation notified the organization that it was going to exercise its eminent domain power to obtain the property at 1949 W. Paisano because it was in the way of $800 million in roadway and overpass projects in West El Paso. Blake said TxDOT alleged that the road projects and railroad tracks near the Rescue Mission posed serious safety hazards for the shelter residents and staff. This notice came after the Rescue Mission had embarked on a $1.6 million expansion and renovation at the 1949 W. Paisano site, according to its website. The Rescue Mission sought quickly to find a suitable site in Central El Paso, and purchased the property at 900 Wyoming, which is near St. Clement's Parish School. However, Blake said, the organization encountered opposition from neighbors, including a church, that did not want homeless people in the area. In order for the land-swap deal to work, TxDOT extended the deadline for the Rescue Mission to leave the West Paisano location until July 31, 2016. The water utility would leave the property on Cotton by July 2015. The Rescue Mission began at 602 N. Oregon in Downtown El Paso. It moved to 604 San Francisco St., also in Downtown, under its current name. In 1986, it moved to the West Paisano site. The organization operates several programs aimed at homeless individuals and families. It provides food, clothing, shelter, counseling, education, vocational, training and job placement assistance, among other things. It also has a furniture shop to help develop work skills in people who have been unemployed and homeless.

Diana Washington Valdez may be reached at 546-6140.

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BELOW - POSTED 1 - 5 - 2015

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TOILET PAPER

THIS IS SIMPLE, TOO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT.

OH, AND THE RAPE CENTERS IN EL PASO TEXAS FOR WOMEN NEED MORE CLEAN BEDS ( NEW ) AND ANYTHING THAT THESE WOMEN NEED FOR THEIR INJURIES AND PERSONAL NEEDS WHICH I'M VERY CERTAIN WOULD INCLUDE ' DONATIONS.' THIS HAS BEEN MADE KNOWN TO ME BY A WOMAN WHO DONATES HER TIME AND ' EFFORTS ' TO THESE WOMEN, AFTER HOURS AS A MANAGER OF A CONVENIENCE STORE MANAGER. I KNOW THAT THAT ' BETO ' ( O'ROURKE, A LIBERAL ) WOULD BE VERY INTERESTED IN THIS ' CAUSE ' AS MOST POLITICIANS ARE EITHER TOO BUSY TAKING FROM YOU OR ' TOO DARK OF TOUGHENED SKIN ' TO CARE DESPITE THEIR ELDERLY AGE, AND GOLF, FARMER STYLE TANS, THOUGH SOME OF THE ' VICTIMS ' MIGHT EVEN BE WHITE.

I KNOW THIS INTERFERES WITH THE ' DIRECTED ' RAPES IN PRISONS THAT ARE SO POPULAR WITH ALL THE POWER BROKERS IN TEXAS, SO THEY CAN ' ENJOY ' THE ' RESULTS ' IN EVERY HOME AND SCHOOL WHEN PEOPLE ARE RELEASED FROM THE PRISONS, AND SCHOOLS, THOUGH ' SOUND ' CONSERVATIVE DEMOCRATIC AND REPUBLICAN AND HOLLYWOOD ' SCIENTIFIC  RESULTS ' WOULD STATE OTHERWISE, AS PER ' CORRECT INVESTMENTS ' GIVEN OF HOLLYWOOD STANDARDS IN RAP SESSIONS AS TO YOUTH'S EXPECTATIONS IF ' ENRY FEES AND STANDARDS ' ARE TRUELY ANTICIPATED AND MET BY ' THEIR ' VOTE.

YESTERDAY THE DAY BEGAN OUT ALRIGHT, BREAKFAST AT THE RESCUE MISSION AND THEN A LITTLE ' ASKING FOR SPARE CHANGE. A PERSON WHO I KNEW AT THE RESCUE MISSION GAVE ME AN ' ARMY FIELD JACKET. IT WAS TOO SMALL I FOUND OUT LATER. THEN I CLEANED THE ROOM I SLEEP IN, AND DID LAUNDRY. AN OLD MAN NEEDED CHANGE SO I GAVE IT TO HIM AND RECEIVED A DOLLAR IN RETURN.

EARLIER IN THE WEEK I WATCHED SOME MOVIES, ONE ' THE DOME ' WHICH IN THE SPECIAL FEATURES ' BLEW ME AWAY.' THAT'S ALL I'LL SAY. THE METAPHORS WERE EASY ENOUGH, THE SERIES ALRIGHT.

A PIECE OF WRITING WAS ' ACHIEVED ' WHICH I HAVE YET TO POST, BUT MAY ALREADY BE OUT THEIR BECAUSE THE ' PUSHING OF MY BUTTONS ' WAS A STRONG INFLUENCE.

TODAY, I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO ' TRADING IN ' OR SELLING THE JACKET FOR ANOTHER IN MY SIZE, BUT WAS UNABLE. I NOTICED THE ' RED PAINT,' AND TOOK OFF THE PULL TIE. STILL UNABLE. I WAS ASKING 10.00. AN ARMY EXTRA LARGE RAIN JACKET WITH HOOD, NEW CAUGHT MY EYE.

THE ATTITUDES, NO.....NO......NO. SO FUCK IT, I TOOK IT AWAY; I SLICED IT UP IN FRONT OF THE MARKET JUST BEFORE THE BUS TERMINAL IN DOWNTOWN EL PASO. I THEN THREW IT IN THE TRASH AT THAT LOCATION, IN FRONT OF THE STREET CAMERAS. THIS AFTER ASKING FOR TOILET PAPER FROM NORMAN OF MANAGEMENT AT THE MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE, DESPITE THE FLEAS ( PAPER FROM OPPORTUNITY CENTER, SOME TIMES YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL, BUT SAME WITH ALL SHELTERS ). BOSS LADY, SAID " NO MORE TILL END OF MONTH  ( LAST MONTH ) " NO MORE TOILET PAPER. ? SHE THOUGHT I WAS USING IT AS PAPER MACHE FOR SCULPTURE. WELL I NEED A NEW BATTERY FOR MY SMOKE DETECTOR AND ABOUT HALF THE ROOMS AND HALLWAYS. I'LL SAVE TO BUY THE NEXT GALLON OF BLEACH THIS TIME ( I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH THAT ).

FT. BLISS - A WILD GOOSE STORY

I SHOULD OF ' TAKEN THE ARMY BACK PACK WITH THE SLEEPING BAG ' WHEN I SAW IT A MONTH OR TWO AGO; SPEED-' CLOTH-TIGHT-PACKED-STEEL/STEAL ' THEN I WOULD OF HAD ONE. SHIT! NEVER SAW THE GUY AGAIN WITH THE FIELD JACKET THAT WOULD FIT ME. SHIT!

AT FT. BLISS, I RAN INTO A PERSON WHO I'VE SEEN BEFORE AND WHO WORKED WITH ANOTHER VET AND EXPLAINED HOW SOME OF THE WAYS ' THINGS WORK,' VERY NEAR THE ' Y,' A SIMPLE PIECE OF WOOD; A SEGMENT OF DRIED BRANCH MADE TO LOOK LIKE A DELTA: ' Y.'

TOLD THE VETERAN, ABOUT THE PULL TIE AND DOLLAR BILL, THE NUMBERS ARE INTERESTING ALONE WITH MY BIRTH DATE AND NEAR TIME OF MY ' OBE,' AND SOMETHING THAT I HAVE NEVER TOLD OR WROTE ABOUT BECAUSE I'M REALLY NOT SURE THAT I BELIEVED IT THEN OR NOW. " I SAW YOU GOING UP WHEN I WAS GOING DOWN." WHO I THOUGHT AT THE TIME ( EIGHT-NINE YEARS AGO ) WAS MY SISTER'S VOICE.

WHY IS IT THAT ' YOUR ' OWN MEMORY IS NEVER ENOUGH FOR ' ANYONE?' WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE MORE? CHILDREN GO UP, I THINK. I DID AT THAT AGE.

HOW ' MASONS,' MINORITIES WILL ' PROTECT ' THEIR OLD ADVOCATES AND ' LEADERS,' OVER THE SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF ' BLOOD.' REAL FAMILY TIES AND ' DIVIDE ' THEM.

THE PAINTINGS PRIOR TO NINE ELEVEN.
THE FIGURE IN THE UPPER RIGHT, BLUE
BEHIND POINTING TO THE LEFT. YOU
HAVE TO ENLARGE THE PHOTO TO FIND
ALL THE SHAPES.

ENLARGED STILL FROM
' THE DOME.'

PULL TIE FROM FRONT OF FIELD JACKET THAT WAS GIVEN TO
ME YESTERDAY MORNING,
AND DOLLAR BILL EXCHANGED FOR CHANGE LAST NIGHT.

ANOTHER ' Y ,' FT. BLISS, VA HOSPITAL. EL PASO, TX.
1-5-2015, MORNING. CAMERAS. IF I TOOK A PICTURES OF ALL THESE
DAMNED THINGS, NEXT TO DIMES OR ' ROCKS,' OR DIMES
NEXT TO RE BAR OR THE ' LIKE,' I WOULD OF GONE INSANE
YEARS AGO.

THIS TYPE OF LANGUAGE HAS REPLACED THE OLD
WRITTEN SYMBOLS THE ' HOBOS ' USED TO USE WITH
A LIKENESS OF ' DRUGGIES ' USE OF ROCKS SOMETIMES
PILED;' A LOSS OF WRITTEN LANGUAGE AND ABILITY TO
REALLY ' READ.'

ONLY OUTLET AVAILABLE AT EL PASO LIBRARY; ON
BUSS DOWN HERE I THOUGHT, WELL ALL I REALLY GOT
TO DO WAS TAKE A SHIT AND USE ' TOILET PAPER.'

WHAT A ' COINCIDENCE.'

WAS NOT ON MY BOOT; ALREADY THERE.

THEN I THOUGHT OF THE ' CARROT.'

AND THE ONGOING ' FRAME ' AND
' SET UPS ' IN THE FIELDS OF THE
' SUB CULTURES.'

THEN THE LINE IN THIS MOVIE
WHERE RICHARD BURTON'S
CHARACTER SAYS SOMETHING
TO THE EFFECT, " WE'VE DONE
THERE WORK FOR THEM," IN
TERMS OF TODAY OF, DRUG DEALING,
SELL OF ALL PROPERTIES NEAR THE
BASEBALL STADIUM, PROFITS OFF
OF ALL VETERANS, DISCARD THEM
WHEN NO LONGER USEFUL, AND
' EXTRACT,  THE LAST TWO
PARAGRAPHS ON THE BACK OF THE
OATH THAT ' WE ' SIGNED, UNTIL
DEATH PARTS THE ' SIGNATURE ' THAT
WILL IN THE END, DESTROY THE
COMPACT AND THE SYMBOLS OF THE
PAPERS THAT YOU ' REALLY ' AMENDED;
THE CONSTITUTION AND THE FLAG
THAT ' IT ' REFLECTS.' BECAUSE IT
REALLY ALL COMES DOWN TO A
REAL SENSE OF ' DIGNITY,' THAT YOU
CAN'T EAT OR RELY ON OR GO TO
SCHOOL ON, BUT, TOILET PAPER!

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I WAS ENROLLED
AT LAKE SUPERIOR COLLEGE, BUT ROADS
WERE UNCERTAIN, WHILE I WAS AT THE
RESCUE MISSION, SO HAWAII WAS THE BEST
OPTION AT THE LAST MOMENT; SAVED ME
THE PRICE OF THE AIRLINE TICKET. NO FUN
GETTING SHOT AT, BUT I WON'T BEND, THAT
MUCH, ' PIGS,' NOT NECESSARILY POLICE.

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT CHINA, IS THAT THEY
' EXECUTE ' THEIR TRAITORS, THEIR ' TERRORISTS.'
BUT IT NO LONGER MATTERS. REMEMBER, AT
THE EL PASO COMMUNITY COLLEGE, IF YOU USE
THERE COMPUTERS, MAKE ABSOLUTELY SURE
THAT ALL YOUR INFORMATION IS ERASED WHEN
YOU LEAVE THE TERMINAL.

MY MISTAKE WAS REPORTING IT TO THE CAMPUS
POLICE. I SHOULD OF GOTTEN A COPY OF THE REPORT
 IN ' WRITING.'



I AM NOT WRITING MUCH ABOUT
' COINCIDENCES ' IN TIMES ANYMORE.

REMEMBER THE ' AIRPLANES,' THERE REALLY IS
A ' CRIMINALITY,' AND ' COMMONALITY.'

G_D AND BABY KILLERS-THE PAST FEW DAYS

I WILL BE ONLY EATING BREAKFAST AT THE RESCUE MISSION FROM NOW ON. INCLUDING THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS.

I RECENTLY ALLOWED MY PICTURE TO BE TAKEN AT THE RESCUE MISSION, TWO OF WHICH WERE TAKEN NEXT TO THE MISSION'S CROSS; ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE IF ONE WAS NAILED TO IT, AS CHRIST. I WAS GIVEN A MESSAGE FOR A MAN WHO WORKED AT THE WOOD SHOP AT THE MISSION FROM THE PHOTOGRAPHER TO HIM AND ASKED TO TAKE IT TO HIM. IT WAS THERE THAT I WAS GIVEN A WOODEN CROSS AND SANDPAPER, A GIFT. I THEN WAS TOLD THAT THE PHOTOGRAPHER WAS INTERESTED IN SEEING ME ON SUCH AND SUCH DAY AND THAT SHE NEEDED HELP WITH UNLOADING WOOD SO I AGREED TO GO BY THE MISSION AT ABOUT NOON BUT SHE GOT THERE EARLY AND MET HER AT WHILE I WAS HAVING LUNCH. THE CONVERSATION WAS NOT MUCH, OTHER THAN HOW I WAS AND DOING, AND I TOLD HER. SHE ' EXCUSED ' HERSELF, STATING THAT SHE HAD TO SEE A YOUNG LADY BEFORE SHE LEFT. WHEN I WAS DONE, I RAN INTO HER AGAIN AND ASKED IF ' WE WERE DONE,' SHE LEFT SO ABRUPTLY WHEN I WAS TELLING HER HOW MY WEEK HAD BEEN. " I WAS JUST CHECKING UP ON YOU TO SEE IF YOU WERE ALL RIGHT, I'M I ALLOWED THAT? " SHE CURTLY REPLIED. I LEFT, GIVING THE CRUMB CAKE ( ALSO, A GIFT FROM THE MAN WHO GAVE ME THE CROSS, " SHE WANTED YOU TO HAVE THIS." ) TO A VETERAN AS I LEFT THE MISSION.

YESTERDAY, A SUNDAY, I WAS WAITING AT THE MISSION FOR LUNCH, THE LAST TIME, AND WAS ASKED BY THE PHOTOGRAPHER IF SHE COULD INTRODUCE HER FAMILY TO ME AND I SAID YES, OF COURSE, SHE INTRODUCED HER HUSBAND AND TWO DAUGHTERS WHO WERE DRESSED IN PURPLE DRESSES AND HUSBAND WHO SAID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WHEN I SHOOK HIS HAND; HE DRESSED IN GREEN IN TONE AND SHADE THE SAME. THE YOUNG DAUGHTERS THEN RAN TO MEET THEIR FRIEND, THE YOUNG LADY WHO I HAD SEEN THE PHOTOGRAPHER MEET THE WEEK BEFORE, THE GIRLS HUGGED, EYE TO EYE THEN ' MIDRIFF,' TO THEIR NEW FRIEND; BOTH.

I HAD MET THE FATHER OF THE YOUNG LADY AND OTHER CHILDREN AND LEARNED THAT THEY WERE FROM CALIFORNIA, BAD MARRIAGE AND ALL; HOW THE CONVERSATION OF MASONS CAME UP, I DON'T REALLY KNOW, SO IT MUST'VE BEEN ME. ' THE RAINBOW SOCIETY ' CAME UP AND AND I EXPLAINED THE ' EVILS ' OF THESE PEOPLE WHO ' PROFIT ' FROM BLACK OR WHITE, EVIL OR GOOD; WRONG OR RIGHT AND SEE NO REAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ANY OF THESE ATTRIBUTES OR ' DEBTS,' AS THEY WOULD DESCRIBE IT. I ALSO EXPLAINED IN DETAIL WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME. HIS MIND WAS MADE UP AND HE IS THE FATHER.

AS THE FAMILY LEFT, THEY STOPED IN FRONT OF ME AND KISSED, THEN HE KISSED HER ATOP THE HEAD, I ALMOST SAID ' SHE.' SHE STATED SOMETHING BUT I WAS WONDERING WHY THIS WAS TAKING PLACE IN THE FIRST PLACE? A WEEK OF BEING ' MENTALLY RIDDEN,' FOR WHAT? I SAT IN THE WIND FOR THE FIRST TIME WONDERING JUST ' WHERE I WAS.' I THOUGHT OF ALL THE SHAPES OF THE CLOUDS AND THE ' CROSSES THAT I WAS GOING TO GIVE UP SOON AND ANOTHER FAMILY, THE WIFE THAT I HELPED HER DAUGHTER; I BOUGHT A BAG OF CANDY SO THAT SHE COULD BE IN THE ' RUINING ' FOR A PRIZE. THIS THE COUPLE WHO I HAD GIVEN THE CARD FOR CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURKE IN THE HOPES THAT HE MIGHT BE OF ASSISTANCE WITH THEIR IMMIGRATION MESS WHICH IS UP SOME TIME IN MAY, I THINK, IN THE COURTS; JUST A PLAN B, JUST IN CASE ( I HAVE SEEN AND KNOW HOW SHELTERS, FOR WHAT EVER REASON, REAL OR ' IMAGINED.' OFTEN BASED ON MONIES WILL THROW FAMILIES AND CHILD ( S ) INTO THE WINTER'S WEATHER, JUST AS THEY DO WITH OLD MEN; NOT LATE THIRTIES OR FORTIES ).

AFTERWARDS

SO, AFTER DECIDING THAT WATCHING THE CLOUDS IN SHAPES OF HEARTS AND CROSSES AND ' SLAMMING ' MINE ' QUITE,' I WENT IN SIDE AND SAT TO GAIN SOME WARMTH. THE WOMAN BEHIND THE DESK ASKED ME A QUESTION AS TO HOW I WAS BUT A BIT MORE DEFINED IN PLACE AND I RESPONDED, " I AM SLOWING DOWN; GOING DOWN." THEN I GAVE EXAMPLES OF WHY I DID HAVE CLARITY OF ' MIND,' WHICH WAS ALSO STATED FROM HER IN QUESTION OF MY ANSWER. IT PRETTY MUCH FOLLOWS AS SUCH: " MY LAST STAY HERE WAS SEARCHING FOR ANY WORK BOTH AT THE MISSION, WHICH WAS ALWAYS DENIED BUT UNTIL THE VERY LAST, SCHOOL AND ALL THE PROBLEM ENCOUNTERED THERE; WOMEN, ALL MEXICAN, WHO HAD ME GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES FOR A MONTH AND DAMN NEAR ANOTHER, UNTIL ONE MAN STOOD UP AND WAVED ME OVER AND IN TWENTY MINUTES, I WAS ENROLLED, NO ' MISTAKES ' AND ALL WAS PAID FOR; NO MYSTERIOUS BRUSHING OF ' EYEBROWS ' OR OTHER ' COMEDIES.' ALL PROBLEMS WITH THE VA REP WHO WAS OF THE SAME ' INK,' ASIDE FROM ' CLUMSILY ' THROWING PENS AND WADS OF PAPER AT ME, AND ALL THE WRONG FORMS WERE ALL SETTLED. GOT A JOB WITH THE ' ALLEGED PEDOPHILE ' BERT AT THE RESCUE MISSION UNTIL HE SHOWED HIS TRUE COLORS, EVEN KNOWING THAT HE WAS A CLOSE FRIEND OF MY CASE WORKER DEIAGO OCHOA ( NO RELATION ) AND HIS OWN WIFE ( BERT'S ) AT THE SAME CAMPUS WHO TAUGHT ENGLISH TO NON ENGLISH SPEAKING PEOPLE AT THE CAMPUS. AND THE LAST OF THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE EL PASO LEGAL AID MESS COMING TO A CLOSE ( THE PEDOPHILE WHO WAS CAUGHT WHO WAS ALSO IN CHARGE OF THE MAIL AT THE OPPORTUNITY 

CENTER, WHERE I NEVER RECEIVED MAIL, MEDICAL RECORDS, VA RELATED, AND FOOD STAMPS. YOU NAME IT. ) ALL OF THIS I DID ON MY OWN INCLUDING CERTIFICATION WITH A FORKLIFT, WHICH I HAD TO OBTAIN A COPY OF THE PLACE OF BUSINESS FROM ANA MARIA FROM THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, THAT I HAD GIVEN HER IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHICH WAS THEN GIVEN TO OCHOA SO THAT HE MIGHT ' HELP ' PEOPLE. I WAS UP AGAINST TIME, AFTER BEING SHOT AT ON THE BUS AFTER COMING BACK FROM THE EPCC COMPUTER LIBRARY AND ALL THE VETERANS FROM CASA VEDA WHO LOOKED HAVE STONED AND ALL THE REST OF THE SHIT INCLUDING CELL PHONE BEING HACKED, NO MATTER WHICH ONE ( ONE FROM AUSTIN, I DESTROYED, THEN STATE TROOPER AND COPS RUSHING TO COLLEGE, I THOUGHT, AND CYBER STALKING AT CAMPUS, RESCUE MISSION AND EVERYWHERE INCLUDING COMPUTER LAB. SO, I STARTED THE PROCESS OF ENROLLMENT IN THE LAKE SUPERIOR COLLEGE SYSTEM, BUT IT WAS TAKING TO LONG AND AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE WHEN FINALIZING THE SALE OF MY TOYOTA 4 RUNNER, MY LAST ' HOME ' AND WILL STAY THE SAME, AND DESTROYING ALL MY MAGAZINES FOR MY 9 M GLOCK, ALL THE WHILE THE ' SHIT ' KEPT ASKING FOR THEM, " I CAN SELL THEM! " AND THE ' LOSE ' AND INTIMIDATION OF THE TWO FOOLS, ON E OF WHICH WAS BUYING MY TRUCK, ' WHICH ONE TO STRIKE IN DEATH FIRST,' IF TOUCHED BECAUSE BLAKE BARROWS ( ? ) THE LAWYER ' MINISTER ' LOST MY TITLE UNTIL I SHOWED HIM WHERE HE PUT IT, THEN " LOOK UNDER THE FILES," I WAS THEN ON MY WAY TO ANOTHER DISASTER.

THEN FINALLY A JOB AT THE RESCUE MISSION IN THEIR SEEMINGLY ENDLESS BUILDING AND ' REMODEL,' BUT NO COMPLAINTS UNTIL MAUI, WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS UNWANTED. NO WORK, SLEPT AT THE AIR PORT, THEN DECIDED WHAT TO DO. LEFT THE SCULPTURE HEAD WITH THE SMALL AIRPORT AND ASKED THAT IT WOULD NOT BE PUT IN THE HANDS OF ' HOMOSEXUALS,' I HOPE THAT THE YOUNG LADIES ( ADULTS ) UNDERSTOOD THAT THAT MEANT WOMEN TO BY ' DEFINITION ' TOO.THE SECOND LOSS IN IDENTITY, THE FIRST MY IDENTITY CARD IN TEXAS STATING THAT MY NAME IS AND WILL BE BARTOLOME NOT THE ENGLISH VERSION BARTHOLOMEW AND THE ' NIGGERS ( SELF DESCRIBED ) AND SPICS ( BEHAVIORS ) LAUGHING IN THEIR DRUG INDUCED STATES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD ALONG WITH THE ' SHIT SHEET ' WHITES; AS THEIR FATHER'S HAD LEFT THEIR MOTHER'S TOO FOR PUSSY AND ' GREENER PASTURES THAT ' SEEMINGLY ' GO ALONG WITH IT TOO, ONLY TO FIND LIFE WITH A LIKENESS OF ' MIND ' AND BODY, IF NOT ILLUSION AS OPPOSED TO THE PRISON'S ALLUSIONS.

THE NEED OF TRAVEL WAS TEMPERED WITH THE NEED TO STAY IN ONE PLACE AND NOT ARM MYSELF AGAIN IN ' THIS FLAG,' THE NEED TO ADDRESS THESE ' MOSQUITOES ' WHO BLEED ALL SPIRIT DRY. THE MEMORY OF HOW VIOLENT AN UPBRINGING I HAD BOTH OF MIND AND TO MY BODY. I HAVE A NEAR 18 INCH NECK BECAUSE MINE AS A CHILD WAS ALMOST BROKEN, WHIPLASH AT THE LEAST. AND I REMEMBER. TO A ' SISTER,' NOT A FAG, YES SOMETIMES HE HURT MY ' HEAD ' ( LOOK AT ME IN THE EYES, FOR MINUTES, UNTIL YOU HAD TO TURN; IT HURT INSIDE ) TOO. BUT IT MAKES YOU STRONGER, TO LOOK AT DEATH WHEN ALMOST ALL OTHERS RUN. BUT YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHEN TO GO, UNTIL YOU NO LONGER CARE. SO I ATE AND ATE AT RESTAURANTS AND BOUGHT A CROSS AFTER THE COLLEGE WAS GOING TO SCREW ME AGAIN. I BOUGHT A JACKET. AND I ATE AT DIFFERENT PLACES TO ' HEAR ' OTHERS IN QUIET WITH THE ' SECOND BRAIN ' OF THE DINOSAURS OF WHICH I WAS TAUGHT; THE STOMACH. AND I SAW OTHERS OF FAMILIES, FATHERS, BOYFRIENDS AND PRIESTS AND PASTORS AND POOR HYGIENE AND ALL WAS KNOWN AGAIN IN ' TIME ' WITH TIME; THE CRIMINAL.

OF COURSE THAT IDENTITY ' LOSS ' WAS TEMPORARY.

ALL, WELL REALLY NOT ALL, THIS ONLY ABOUT TWENTY PERCENT OF THE INTENSITY, IF THAT. ONLY TO FIND MY TELLING OF YESTERDAY'S LUNCH. I SAT WITH ACQUAINTANCES AND UPON MY RETURN WITH BEVERAGE AND BREAD, A VIETNAM VETERAN WHO I KNOW LITTLE OF OTHER THAN HIS WHIMPERING OF JOHN LENNON'S DEATH SO MANY YEARS AGO OF WHICH I COULD NOT BELIEVE OR ' UNDERSTAND,' AND ENCOUNTERING HIM HERE AND THERE, AT EPCC WHEN I WAS TAKING THE WELDING CLASSES, MADE A COMMENT AS TO HIS RECENTLY ACQUIRED ' COVERALLS ' CAMOUFLAGE, " NOW I CAN SIT AT A CORNER AND BEG FOR MONEY." THE THE NEAR PLACEMENT OF HIS HANDS ON MY BREAD. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH MY FOOD MUCH LESS QUEERS. SO I ' BEAT THE FLASHES OF WHITE ' AND MOVED TO ANOTHER SEAT AND TABLE.

I LATER SAW HIM AT THE CORNER STORE THAT I WAS ASKING FOR CHANGE AND HE ASKED ME " WHERE'S YOUR COVERALLS," I SAID THAT I DIDN'T WEAR THEM YESTERDAY AND DID NOT NEED THEM AND ALSO STATED THAT I THOUGHT THAT HE WAS A SICK QUEER. HE WAS WALKING ON, SO HE CAN READ THIS. UPON HIS RETURN I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS DRAFTED OR JOINED? HE SAID THAT " MARINES DON'T GET DRAFTED, THEY JOIN," I FELT NOTHING FOR THAT WHEN IT LEFT. I KNOW DIFFERENT FROM OTHER VETERANS AND REPS BUT LEFT IT AT THAT. I JOINED MYSELF AND FOUGHT BEST I COULD TO STAY IN. I'M DONE WITH VIETNAM AND THEIR ' AL QAEDA.' THEY HAVE GIVEN NOTHING BUT PAIN AND MANY SHOULD NEVER OF GONE AND MANY SHOULD NEVER OF RETURNED. THEY HAVE ' STOLEN ' AND NEARLY DESTROYED THE VA. SO FEW….HONESTLY, HELP, ' GUIDE,' AND INFORM ALL VETERANS OTHER THAN EDUCATION AND ' ENLIGHTENMENT ' INTO THE MAFIA OF THEIR ' DESIGN.' ( THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS, LIKE A MOTORCYCLE RIDER ON A HARLEY POINTING TO THE GROUND AFTER I LEFT THAT LUNCH ON MY WAY TO THE CORNER STORE; ' YOUR GOING DOWN!,' OR LIKE TODAY ABOUT 4:30 TO 5:00, A QUEER FROM THE MISSION WITH BACKPACK, BUT WHEN GOING BACK TO MISSION, WHERE'S THE BACKPACK? GEE, ALL THE METH AND COCAINE WHERE DOES THE ' MAGIC ' OF ILLUSION BEGIN?, MAYBE ' SETUP ! ' OOOOO-AHHHHHH. OR, LETS GET HIM TO PRINT THIS! OR HOW ABOUT WHO OWNS SEGMENTS OF LAND AROUND RAILROAD TRACKS? UNION PACIFIC OR THE TRACKS OWNED BY BASF DOWN BY PAISANO BLVD. AND THE DERAILMENTS AND SLAMMING INTO TOWNSHIPS UP NORTH? GOSH! SHIT! THAT ' COFFEE ' WAS GOOD!!!!!!!!

THE MARINES TRUCK. I OFERED TO HELP HIM WITH.

SOME OF US DO NOT WANT TO BE GANGSTERS, DRUG DEALERS OR ANY TYPE OF ' PREDATOR,' MUCH LESS TERRORISTS.

I WOULD RATHER ' ASK ' FOR CHANGE THAN ' BE ' ANYTHING THAT I HAVE SEEN OR ENCOUNTERED IN THE LAST YEARS SINCE 9/11.

' SIDEBAR '

AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, THE HELL WITH ' THOR. WHATEVER ' TOO. THOSE CYBER STALKERS SUPPORT TERRORIST ONLY, MUCH LIKE THE CREATOR OF FACEBOOK. WHY COMMUNISM? AND ' GOING DARK ' TO BETTER THE CYBER STALKERS IN MURDER AND REMOTE INFLUENCING SUICIDES. MORE CHILDREN'S DEATHS AND INJURIES, WHAT A GUY!

NO ONE OTHER THEN CURRENT VETS HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND SHARE WHEN ' LISTENED TO ' THE INTENSITY OF ' SNEAKING ' THOSE WHO WOULD KILL YOU AND HAVE THE ' HEART ' ' MIND ' AND ' SPIRIT ' TO READY THE ' SHOT ' WHEN OPPORTUNITY REVEALS ITSELF, TO PROTECT ONESELF AND ONE'S NEIGHBORHOOD AND TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE WHEN YOU CAN'T. EVEN WITH A ' BLACK MASS,' TRANSPARENT, SPIRIT ATOP YOU AND ' PIN HOLES ' OF LIGHT AND " PUT THE GUN DOWN! " 

FROM TOP OF A LESS THAN ONE FOOT CLEARING ABOVE POLOYCARBONATE WINDOW SHADES AND TOP OF THE WINDOW FRAME SIX FEET ABOVE, OR SO, GROUND. AND WHAT EVER ' THAT ' WAS IN MY LEFT EAR, WHERE THE NEAR COMMANDS CAME FROM IN THE ' MILITARY ' SENSE AND TEMPERANCE.

ANOTHER FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, WHILE ATTENDING EPCC THE FIRST TIME AT THE RESCUE MISSION, THE COOK BILL, FOR WHAT EVER REASON WAS SPEWING VILE AND WORDS IN SHOUTS AT ME AND I REACHED FOR MY SIDE ARM IN RESPONSE. IT WAS NOT THERE. ' I ' WAS THE COP IN CHINA AND SOMEONE ' ELSE,' MUCH TALLER. BEST THING TO HAVE HAPPENED. I WONDERED WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND IN THE 4 RUNNER I WAS ABLE TO CONCENTRATE AND RELAX, ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. THAT'S JUST ONE EXAMPLE OF HOW I KNOW THAT SOME OF THE ' FAKE ' IMPERSONATORS DURING THE HOME INVASION WERE OFF DUTY POLICE AND FIRE DEPARTMENT SHITS REVENGING THEIR RANGER FRIEND.

SO I WAS PUNISHED INSTEAD, IN HAWAII AND AT FIRST ' VISIBLY ' IN EL PASO, TX., AND AUSTIN AND ARIZONA BEFORE.

SO I WILL PUBLISH THE DD 149 AND MY COMPLETE REASONS FORE UPGRADE ON THE INTERNET INSTEAD. I AM GRATEFUL TO  KENNETH R. SKAGGS FOR SOME OF WEATHER PROTECTIVE GEAR ( NO FUCKING ARMY BACKPACK-THEY LAST- AS DO THE ASSAULT PACKS ) AND WHAT SUPPORT HE DID GIVE. I KNOW ' WE ' ALL HAVE BOSSES. ' SERGEANT MAJOR,' I GUESS I WAS ( MIGHT OF ? ) SUPPOSED TO OF SAID. BUT, TO BE FRANK, I DO NOT TRUST, AND I WOULD RATHER LEAVE MY ' GOOD CHILDHOOD ' MEMORIES OF FT. BLISS AND VA AS THEY ARE. I DID NOT APPRECIATE THE ' BROWN COUCH ' IN THE CODEX ( THIS A REFERENCE TO PAULA HUGHSON, FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM, NIGGER, SPIC OR WHITE SHIT TRASH, WHO KNOWS? SHE IS/WAS A DEMOCRAT, OR VOTED THAT WAY, SO THE ' REFERENCE WAS ' POLITICAL ' NONE THE LESS. ' FOR MY EYES ONLY.' I DID GIVE ONE OF YOUR CARDS TO A SOLIDER ( ? ) AT THE MISSION SO THAT HE WOULD NOT GET THE ' RUN AROUND ' AND MAKE IT HOME FOR CHRISTMAS IN MISSOURI OR MISSISSIPPI. I AM SO SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT I HAVE LOST MY TRUST FOR MINORITIES AND NOW KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE ' BLACK.' THERE IS JUST NO WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS.

THIS MORNING ( 11-24-2014 ) I AWOKE WHILE IN A DREAM REGARDING MY EX-GIRLFRIEND AND OTHER ' CURRENT WOMEN ' OF WHOM I HAVE TRYED TO HELP. THE ' HEAD ' OF PAULA AND THE GROSSLY ' IMPLIED REPRESENTATION OF EATING ' COOKED ' FLESH FROM THAT HEAD AND OTHER SUCH NONE SENSE, SO REAL THAT IT WOULD PROBABLY HAVE SCARED OTHERS, AND THE ' VOICE,' FINALLY RECOGNIZED OF THE VIETNAM VET ALONG WITH OTHER'S WHO HAVE NO ' RESTRAINT.' I FEEL SORRY TO A CERTAIN EXTENT FOR THESE HOMO SAPIENS, THIS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW TO DEAL WITH THEM. THE PHOTO IS OF THE VET'S TRUCK ( I WILL ASK IF HE WILL POSE NEXT TO IT THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM ), THE OTHER'S ARE OF THE PEDOPHILES TEMPLE AND BORROWED RELIGIONS IN REPRESENTATION TO THE SLAVERY'S OF ' MINDS ' WHO ARE ' PROUD,' ONLY. ' ALL THE PRIDE.' THE OTHER PHOTO'S SHOULD GIVE MY FATHER INDICATION AS TO HIS PAST AND ' MISHANDLING ' BY THE ' MOB.' THE NAMES OF THE STREETS ARE IMPORTANT AS MY FATHER GREW UP IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD, THE SUNSET HEIGHTS; AN EXTENDED FAMILY, ALL IN ONE HOUSE ON MISSOURI ST. SANTA FE STREET IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE OF THE LODGE THAT THE BOOK THAT I WAS LEAD TO, BELONGED TO A ONCE MASON WHO BELONGED TO THE SANTA FE LODGE SEEN IN THE OTHER PICTURE. MY MOTHER WAS BORN IN NESS CITY, KANSAS, THEN HER FAMILY MOVED TO LEBANON, MO WHEN SHE WAS A YOUNG CHILD. IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO DURING AN ' ATTACK ' BARTON PRINCE AND ' LEGION ' STATED ' STICK TO ABRAHAM,' THEN THE UNDERLYING, CHILD/WOMAN'S ' VOICE ' OUTSIDE OF ME. THIS DURING THE THUNDERSTORMS AND THE INTRODUCTION OF ' BROADBAND.' THE ' CU ' WAS TO PLACE THE CHILD MOLESTERS ON TOP OF NOT ONLY THE EXECUTIVE AND ALREADY WON JUDICIAL BRANCHES OF OUR GOVERNMENT BUT ' COMPLETE ' THE ' ADVANTAGE ' OVER OUR MILITARY. " YOU BETTER PLAY ALONG." I'VE HEARD FOR YEARS SINCE BROADBAND, BUT HAVE BEEN DEFEATING IT SINCE THE ' CUSHION ' LEFT IN MY LEFT EAR SINCE THE COAST GUARD. THE QUEERS WANTED THEIR VERY OWN god. ALL FOR THE EFFORTS OF WAR ONLY AND PROFITS ' THEIR ' IN.

BASEBALL STADIUM DOWNTOWN, EL PASIO, TX.

MASONIC LODGE, DOWNTOWN/SUNSET HEIGHTS, EL PASO,
TEXAS.

MORAL AND DOGMA, THE BOOK THAT I BOUGHT IN
ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. 707/1000.

ADD THE NUMBERS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE POLE
THAT IS DIRECTLY ACROSS THE MASONIC TEMPLE
AND YOU GET 11. INSIDE THE CONFERENCE ROOM
IN THE UPPER LEVEL, AS YOU ENTER THE ROOM IS
A PORTRAIT OF JFK ' BOWING ' HIS HEAD TO ALL WHO
ENTER.

THE LOOK ON THE FACE OF THE MEXICAN MASON AS
HE DESCRIBED THE FACT THAT JFK WAS NOT A MASON
AND OTHER PRESIDENTS ALSO. MY CAPITALS ARE NOT ' MECCA '
OR TEL AVIV, RESPECTIVELY.

FOR YEARS I HAVE ' HEARD ' THAT JEWS ARE BISEXUALS. THIS GOING BACK TO THE YEAR OF ABOUT 2002. AND I SUSPECT EVEN FURTHER. THE RECENT ' EXPLOITS ' OF MAY IN THE LIBRARY IS ANOTHER INDICATION OF A PRESIDENT BEING ' MISLEAD ' BY HIS ' PRIDE ' IN THE FACE OF PEOPLES AROUND HIM WHO HAVE KNOWN THE DAMAGES THAT BROADBAND HAS DONE TO OTHER NATIONS, LIKE SWEDEN AND JAPAN, AND THEY LEARNED THEIR LESSON AND GOT RID OF MOST OF IT. BUT OURS WILL BE INTEGRATED WITH THE NEW ' COMMUNICATION NET DESIGNED FOR THE WAR THEATER,' THIS THE REASON I DECIDED THAT THE ' IDEA ' OF APPLE BAND WOULD NOT WORK FOR FINDING MISSING AND ABDUCTED CHILDREN. WHY COOK THE ' FROGS ' CHILDREN AS WELL AND FURTHER? ANOTHER WAY OF PUTTING IT.

THE DOORWAY FACING THE BASEBALL STADIUM.

THEIR ' CORNERSTONE.'

NOW YOU KNOW WHO RULES WHITLEY STRIBER'S MIND AND THEIR DESIGN BY WAY OF SEXUAL EXPLOITATION AND PHYCHOLOGICAL ' EXTORTION.' IT MIGHT AS WELL BE AN ENTIRE GENERATION, THE AGING ' BABY BOOMERS.' GAYS HAVE ALWAYS HAD RIGHTS, THEY WERE LEAD IN ' AGREEMENT ' AS SCAPEGOATS BY THEIR ' ELDERS ' AND CLOSET JUDICIAL LEADERS WHO PREFERRED THE QUITE LIFE UNTIL OPPORTUNITY ' MET ' THE ADVANTAGE OF COMPLETE PROFIT. IT WAS NOT JUST GAYS WHO HAPPENED TO BE JEW, IT WAS ALL THOSE BORN THAT WAY AND THE ' MEMORY ' OF DOMINANCE THAT GAVE THE ALLUSION OF ATONEMENT AS god IN GUISE OF TECHNOLOGY, MASS MARKETING ON ALL BANDWIDTHS, FOR A SUCCESSFUL CU.

JUST IN ' APACHE JUNCTION ' IN ARIZONA.

NOW, THIS ' ATTEMPT ' IS CALLED ' NATIONAL SECURITY.' EVERY ONE WAS ' FOOLED.' THE PROFITS OF WAR WILL NEVER ' REACH THE POOR OR THE ' FOOLED.' ONLY DEATH. I WAS LUCKY, I WAS ALMOST KILLED WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I WENT UP TO THE CLOUDS. IF YOU WANT WHAT I SAW AT THE ' BOTTOM ' OF THE ENTIRE WORLD, THEN CONTINUE. ' SHE,' WHO SOME HOW ' IS,' THE ENTITY OF ALL WE KNOW, WILL ' BIRTH ' ANOTHER SPECIES, AND WE WILL BE LEFT OUT. SO CONTINUE WITH YOUR EXPLOITS WITH THE CHILDREN AS ALL IN THE SAME ' LIKENESS.' NATURE PREFERS ' DIVERSITY.'

SO, THIS MORNING I LEFT A  PRESENT FOR THE RESCUE MISSION THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY THE LIBRARY IN EL PASO FOR FREE; AN OLD MAN WHO ANYTHING THAT I CHOOSE THAT WAS FREE SET OFF THE ALARM, JUST LIKE IN HAWAII. I WILL GIVE THIS MUCH OF THE ' THE FLAG ' THAT I AM CURRENTLY WALKING THROUGH, SEEN THROUGH THE EYES OF THE PED'S DERIVED MAINLY FROM STEPHAN SCHWARTZ'S ( IT WAS HERE AND THE USE OF A TEAM FORMALLY ASSOCIATED WITH MAJOR ED DANES, THAT ALL ' PORDICALS ' OPENED UP BEYOND HIS ' ADVERTISEMENTS.' ) GOLD STANDARD EDITION FOR REMOTE VIEWING; PEZ-A U-2 SONG AND DENTINE-A CHEWING GUM THAT MY MOTHER LIKED WHEN I WAS A KID. MY FATHER ALWAYS GAVE ME DOUBLE FRUITY, I LIKED THE MINT. I PLANTED IT BY MY BEDROOM WINDOW IN ALBUQUERQUE. THAT SHOULD ' INDICATE ' A BARRIER FOR THE INTRUSIONS OF ' THOSE ' PRETENDING TO BE MY FATHER. THEY DID NOT KNOW, ONLY HE ' KNEW ' WHAT WAS ' SUGGESTED. KNOW THY SELF.

I'M DONE PLAYING THE ROLES FOR ED DANES CHILD MOLESTER ' BITCHES.' MOSTLY ARMY, NAVY, PRIEST, MINISTERS, CORPORATE LEADERS, ALL AMERICAN FAGS.

BEING DISARMED HAS ' REMINDED ' ME ( JOHN C. ) OF HOW DIRECT AND BEAUTIFUL IN A SENSE, IF DONE RIGHT, THE KILL CAN BE. ' ABSENCE OF RESPONSIBILITY.' BUT THAT IS AN ' ILLUSION.'

SHRINKS, DOCTORS AND VA  MAKE BELIEVE REPS WHO SAY THAT ' HEARING VOICES ' IS A SIGN OF INSANITY ARE JUST LYING TO YOU, MUCH LIKE MY FATHER, WHO, SAID THE SAME OF MY MOTHER. IT'S JUST TECHNOLOGY AND THE EVER PRESENT ' PREDATORS ' WHO WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE ' WAR TORN.' THEY WILL DRUG YOU, IF YOU CAN'T ' QUITE ' YOUR ' MIND ' OR YOUR TONGUE, REMEMBER, ONLY THE RICH OR ' GANGSTERS ' ARE ALLOWED. IT'S ALL INTENSIFIED ' COMMUNICATIONS BANDWIDTHS,' MIND FUCKS, JUST LIKE A BARE LIGHT BULB TO ONE SIDE OF THE HEAD, TO MAKE YOU QUEER; THE LOSS OF SELF IN THE god GAME.

THE GOLD CROSS IS MINE WITHOUT
QUESTION, UNTIL I GIVE IT UP MYSELF.
THE WOODEN CROSS WAS GIVEN BY A
GOOD GUY, I THINK, AT THE MISSION,
BUT WILL BE GIVEN BACK, SO THAT
SOMEONE ELSE CAN MAKE IT THEIRS.

A MAN WHO USED TO LIVE AT THE HOUSE THAT I AM
AT. A GOOD MAN GAVE ME ABOUT TEN DOLLARS IN
CHANGE AND I SHARED IT WITH THIS OLD MAN, HE
RAMBLED ON UNTIL A ' CHILD'S ' VOICE ' COULD BE
HEARD ABOVE-' DOUBLE TEAMING,' AND HE JUST
ABOUT DROVE ME NUTS. IT WAS A MEMORY AND HIS
PELVIC THRUSTS BECAME VERY OBVIOUSE SO I
ALMOST ENED THE OR RATHER HIS ' CONVERSATION '
WITH A SHOVE. I LEFT INSTEAD.

IT'S AMAZING WHAT A LITTLE
BLEACH WILL DO TO BRING OUT
ALL THE ' VOICES ' OF THOSE
WHO ' WORSHIP ' THIS. I JUST
POURED IT ON THE ROCK, ALL
THE IDIOTS; NOT WHO MIGHT
THINK.

THE LAST OF THE COLLAGES
THAT WHERE MADE. THE DOVE
THAT NATURALLY ' APPEARED '
WAS CHANGED AT THE LAST
MINUTE. ONLY ONE ELEMENT
WAS CHANGED. WHAT WE ARE
LOSING TO THE WASTE OF WAR.

ANOTHER LOOK AT WHO ' WOMEN '
SERVE IN TODAY'S TECHNO CULTURE.

THE ' ALLUSION ' THE WEST IS FACING.
BRAINWASHING, EVEN BY MINISTER'S
AND PREISTS. THIS IS WHAT EL PASO IS
ALL ABOUT. BLACK.