G_D AND BABY KILLERS-THE PAST FEW DAYS

I WILL BE ONLY EATING BREAKFAST AT THE RESCUE MISSION FROM NOW ON. INCLUDING THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS.

I RECENTLY ALLOWED MY PICTURE TO BE TAKEN AT THE RESCUE MISSION, TWO OF WHICH WERE TAKEN NEXT TO THE MISSION'S CROSS; ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE IF ONE WAS NAILED TO IT, AS CHRIST. I WAS GIVEN A MESSAGE FOR A MAN WHO WORKED AT THE WOOD SHOP AT THE MISSION FROM THE PHOTOGRAPHER TO HIM AND ASKED TO TAKE IT TO HIM. IT WAS THERE THAT I WAS GIVEN A WOODEN CROSS AND SANDPAPER, A GIFT. I THEN WAS TOLD THAT THE PHOTOGRAPHER WAS INTERESTED IN SEEING ME ON SUCH AND SUCH DAY AND THAT SHE NEEDED HELP WITH UNLOADING WOOD SO I AGREED TO GO BY THE MISSION AT ABOUT NOON BUT SHE GOT THERE EARLY AND MET HER AT WHILE I WAS HAVING LUNCH. THE CONVERSATION WAS NOT MUCH, OTHER THAN HOW I WAS AND DOING, AND I TOLD HER. SHE ' EXCUSED ' HERSELF, STATING THAT SHE HAD TO SEE A YOUNG LADY BEFORE SHE LEFT. WHEN I WAS DONE, I RAN INTO HER AGAIN AND ASKED IF ' WE WERE DONE,' SHE LEFT SO ABRUPTLY WHEN I WAS TELLING HER HOW MY WEEK HAD BEEN. " I WAS JUST CHECKING UP ON YOU TO SEE IF YOU WERE ALL RIGHT, I'M I ALLOWED THAT? " SHE CURTLY REPLIED. I LEFT, GIVING THE CRUMB CAKE ( ALSO, A GIFT FROM THE MAN WHO GAVE ME THE CROSS, " SHE WANTED YOU TO HAVE THIS." ) TO A VETERAN AS I LEFT THE MISSION.

YESTERDAY, A SUNDAY, I WAS WAITING AT THE MISSION FOR LUNCH, THE LAST TIME, AND WAS ASKED BY THE PHOTOGRAPHER IF SHE COULD INTRODUCE HER FAMILY TO ME AND I SAID YES, OF COURSE, SHE INTRODUCED HER HUSBAND AND TWO DAUGHTERS WHO WERE DRESSED IN PURPLE DRESSES AND HUSBAND WHO SAID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WHEN I SHOOK HIS HAND; HE DRESSED IN GREEN IN TONE AND SHADE THE SAME. THE YOUNG DAUGHTERS THEN RAN TO MEET THEIR FRIEND, THE YOUNG LADY WHO I HAD SEEN THE PHOTOGRAPHER MEET THE WEEK BEFORE, THE GIRLS HUGGED, EYE TO EYE THEN ' MIDRIFF,' TO THEIR NEW FRIEND; BOTH.

I HAD MET THE FATHER OF THE YOUNG LADY AND OTHER CHILDREN AND LEARNED THAT THEY WERE FROM CALIFORNIA, BAD MARRIAGE AND ALL; HOW THE CONVERSATION OF MASONS CAME UP, I DON'T REALLY KNOW, SO IT MUST'VE BEEN ME. ' THE RAINBOW SOCIETY ' CAME UP AND AND I EXPLAINED THE ' EVILS ' OF THESE PEOPLE WHO ' PROFIT ' FROM BLACK OR WHITE, EVIL OR GOOD; WRONG OR RIGHT AND SEE NO REAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ANY OF THESE ATTRIBUTES OR ' DEBTS,' AS THEY WOULD DESCRIBE IT. I ALSO EXPLAINED IN DETAIL WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME. HIS MIND WAS MADE UP AND HE IS THE FATHER.

AS THE FAMILY LEFT, THEY STOPED IN FRONT OF ME AND KISSED, THEN HE KISSED HER ATOP THE HEAD, I ALMOST SAID ' SHE.' SHE STATED SOMETHING BUT I WAS WONDERING WHY THIS WAS TAKING PLACE IN THE FIRST PLACE? A WEEK OF BEING ' MENTALLY RIDDEN,' FOR WHAT? I SAT IN THE WIND FOR THE FIRST TIME WONDERING JUST ' WHERE I WAS.' I THOUGHT OF ALL THE SHAPES OF THE CLOUDS AND THE ' CROSSES THAT I WAS GOING TO GIVE UP SOON AND ANOTHER FAMILY, THE WIFE THAT I HELPED HER DAUGHTER; I BOUGHT A BAG OF CANDY SO THAT SHE COULD BE IN THE ' RUINING ' FOR A PRIZE. THIS THE COUPLE WHO I HAD GIVEN THE CARD FOR CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURKE IN THE HOPES THAT HE MIGHT BE OF ASSISTANCE WITH THEIR IMMIGRATION MESS WHICH IS UP SOME TIME IN MAY, I THINK, IN THE COURTS; JUST A PLAN B, JUST IN CASE ( I HAVE SEEN AND KNOW HOW SHELTERS, FOR WHAT EVER REASON, REAL OR ' IMAGINED.' OFTEN BASED ON MONIES WILL THROW FAMILIES AND CHILD ( S ) INTO THE WINTER'S WEATHER, JUST AS THEY DO WITH OLD MEN; NOT LATE THIRTIES OR FORTIES ).

AFTERWARDS

SO, AFTER DECIDING THAT WATCHING THE CLOUDS IN SHAPES OF HEARTS AND CROSSES AND ' SLAMMING ' MINE ' QUITE,' I WENT IN SIDE AND SAT TO GAIN SOME WARMTH. THE WOMAN BEHIND THE DESK ASKED ME A QUESTION AS TO HOW I WAS BUT A BIT MORE DEFINED IN PLACE AND I RESPONDED, " I AM SLOWING DOWN; GOING DOWN." THEN I GAVE EXAMPLES OF WHY I DID HAVE CLARITY OF ' MIND,' WHICH WAS ALSO STATED FROM HER IN QUESTION OF MY ANSWER. IT PRETTY MUCH FOLLOWS AS SUCH: " MY LAST STAY HERE WAS SEARCHING FOR ANY WORK BOTH AT THE MISSION, WHICH WAS ALWAYS DENIED BUT UNTIL THE VERY LAST, SCHOOL AND ALL THE PROBLEM ENCOUNTERED THERE; WOMEN, ALL MEXICAN, WHO HAD ME GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES FOR A MONTH AND DAMN NEAR ANOTHER, UNTIL ONE MAN STOOD UP AND WAVED ME OVER AND IN TWENTY MINUTES, I WAS ENROLLED, NO ' MISTAKES ' AND ALL WAS PAID FOR; NO MYSTERIOUS BRUSHING OF ' EYEBROWS ' OR OTHER ' COMEDIES.' ALL PROBLEMS WITH THE VA REP WHO WAS OF THE SAME ' INK,' ASIDE FROM ' CLUMSILY ' THROWING PENS AND WADS OF PAPER AT ME, AND ALL THE WRONG FORMS WERE ALL SETTLED. GOT A JOB WITH THE ' ALLEGED PEDOPHILE ' BERT AT THE RESCUE MISSION UNTIL HE SHOWED HIS TRUE COLORS, EVEN KNOWING THAT HE WAS A CLOSE FRIEND OF MY CASE WORKER DEIAGO OCHOA ( NO RELATION ) AND HIS OWN WIFE ( BERT'S ) AT THE SAME CAMPUS WHO TAUGHT ENGLISH TO NON ENGLISH SPEAKING PEOPLE AT THE CAMPUS. AND THE LAST OF THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE EL PASO LEGAL AID MESS COMING TO A CLOSE ( THE PEDOPHILE WHO WAS CAUGHT WHO WAS ALSO IN CHARGE OF THE MAIL AT THE OPPORTUNITY 

CENTER, WHERE I NEVER RECEIVED MAIL, MEDICAL RECORDS, VA RELATED, AND FOOD STAMPS. YOU NAME IT. ) ALL OF THIS I DID ON MY OWN INCLUDING CERTIFICATION WITH A FORKLIFT, WHICH I HAD TO OBTAIN A COPY OF THE PLACE OF BUSINESS FROM ANA MARIA FROM THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, THAT I HAD GIVEN HER IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHICH WAS THEN GIVEN TO OCHOA SO THAT HE MIGHT ' HELP ' PEOPLE. I WAS UP AGAINST TIME, AFTER BEING SHOT AT ON THE BUS AFTER COMING BACK FROM THE EPCC COMPUTER LIBRARY AND ALL THE VETERANS FROM CASA VEDA WHO LOOKED HAVE STONED AND ALL THE REST OF THE SHIT INCLUDING CELL PHONE BEING HACKED, NO MATTER WHICH ONE ( ONE FROM AUSTIN, I DESTROYED, THEN STATE TROOPER AND COPS RUSHING TO COLLEGE, I THOUGHT, AND CYBER STALKING AT CAMPUS, RESCUE MISSION AND EVERYWHERE INCLUDING COMPUTER LAB. SO, I STARTED THE PROCESS OF ENROLLMENT IN THE LAKE SUPERIOR COLLEGE SYSTEM, BUT IT WAS TAKING TO LONG AND AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE WHEN FINALIZING THE SALE OF MY TOYOTA 4 RUNNER, MY LAST ' HOME ' AND WILL STAY THE SAME, AND DESTROYING ALL MY MAGAZINES FOR MY 9 M GLOCK, ALL THE WHILE THE ' SHIT ' KEPT ASKING FOR THEM, " I CAN SELL THEM! " AND THE ' LOSE ' AND INTIMIDATION OF THE TWO FOOLS, ON E OF WHICH WAS BUYING MY TRUCK, ' WHICH ONE TO STRIKE IN DEATH FIRST,' IF TOUCHED BECAUSE BLAKE BARROWS ( ? ) THE LAWYER ' MINISTER ' LOST MY TITLE UNTIL I SHOWED HIM WHERE HE PUT IT, THEN " LOOK UNDER THE FILES," I WAS THEN ON MY WAY TO ANOTHER DISASTER.

THEN FINALLY A JOB AT THE RESCUE MISSION IN THEIR SEEMINGLY ENDLESS BUILDING AND ' REMODEL,' BUT NO COMPLAINTS UNTIL MAUI, WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS UNWANTED. NO WORK, SLEPT AT THE AIR PORT, THEN DECIDED WHAT TO DO. LEFT THE SCULPTURE HEAD WITH THE SMALL AIRPORT AND ASKED THAT IT WOULD NOT BE PUT IN THE HANDS OF ' HOMOSEXUALS,' I HOPE THAT THE YOUNG LADIES ( ADULTS ) UNDERSTOOD THAT THAT MEANT WOMEN TO BY ' DEFINITION ' TOO.THE SECOND LOSS IN IDENTITY, THE FIRST MY IDENTITY CARD IN TEXAS STATING THAT MY NAME IS AND WILL BE BARTOLOME NOT THE ENGLISH VERSION BARTHOLOMEW AND THE ' NIGGERS ( SELF DESCRIBED ) AND SPICS ( BEHAVIORS ) LAUGHING IN THEIR DRUG INDUCED STATES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD ALONG WITH THE ' SHIT SHEET ' WHITES; AS THEIR FATHER'S HAD LEFT THEIR MOTHER'S TOO FOR PUSSY AND ' GREENER PASTURES THAT ' SEEMINGLY ' GO ALONG WITH IT TOO, ONLY TO FIND LIFE WITH A LIKENESS OF ' MIND ' AND BODY, IF NOT ILLUSION AS OPPOSED TO THE PRISON'S ALLUSIONS.

THE NEED OF TRAVEL WAS TEMPERED WITH THE NEED TO STAY IN ONE PLACE AND NOT ARM MYSELF AGAIN IN ' THIS FLAG,' THE NEED TO ADDRESS THESE ' MOSQUITOES ' WHO BLEED ALL SPIRIT DRY. THE MEMORY OF HOW VIOLENT AN UPBRINGING I HAD BOTH OF MIND AND TO MY BODY. I HAVE A NEAR 18 INCH NECK BECAUSE MINE AS A CHILD WAS ALMOST BROKEN, WHIPLASH AT THE LEAST. AND I REMEMBER. TO A ' SISTER,' NOT A FAG, YES SOMETIMES HE HURT MY ' HEAD ' ( LOOK AT ME IN THE EYES, FOR MINUTES, UNTIL YOU HAD TO TURN; IT HURT INSIDE ) TOO. BUT IT MAKES YOU STRONGER, TO LOOK AT DEATH WHEN ALMOST ALL OTHERS RUN. BUT YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHEN TO GO, UNTIL YOU NO LONGER CARE. SO I ATE AND ATE AT RESTAURANTS AND BOUGHT A CROSS AFTER THE COLLEGE WAS GOING TO SCREW ME AGAIN. I BOUGHT A JACKET. AND I ATE AT DIFFERENT PLACES TO ' HEAR ' OTHERS IN QUIET WITH THE ' SECOND BRAIN ' OF THE DINOSAURS OF WHICH I WAS TAUGHT; THE STOMACH. AND I SAW OTHERS OF FAMILIES, FATHERS, BOYFRIENDS AND PRIESTS AND PASTORS AND POOR HYGIENE AND ALL WAS KNOWN AGAIN IN ' TIME ' WITH TIME; THE CRIMINAL.

OF COURSE THAT IDENTITY ' LOSS ' WAS TEMPORARY.

ALL, WELL REALLY NOT ALL, THIS ONLY ABOUT TWENTY PERCENT OF THE INTENSITY, IF THAT. ONLY TO FIND MY TELLING OF YESTERDAY'S LUNCH. I SAT WITH ACQUAINTANCES AND UPON MY RETURN WITH BEVERAGE AND BREAD, A VIETNAM VETERAN WHO I KNOW LITTLE OF OTHER THAN HIS WHIMPERING OF JOHN LENNON'S DEATH SO MANY YEARS AGO OF WHICH I COULD NOT BELIEVE OR ' UNDERSTAND,' AND ENCOUNTERING HIM HERE AND THERE, AT EPCC WHEN I WAS TAKING THE WELDING CLASSES, MADE A COMMENT AS TO HIS RECENTLY ACQUIRED ' COVERALLS ' CAMOUFLAGE, " NOW I CAN SIT AT A CORNER AND BEG FOR MONEY." THE THE NEAR PLACEMENT OF HIS HANDS ON MY BREAD. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH MY FOOD MUCH LESS QUEERS. SO I ' BEAT THE FLASHES OF WHITE ' AND MOVED TO ANOTHER SEAT AND TABLE.

I LATER SAW HIM AT THE CORNER STORE THAT I WAS ASKING FOR CHANGE AND HE ASKED ME " WHERE'S YOUR COVERALLS," I SAID THAT I DIDN'T WEAR THEM YESTERDAY AND DID NOT NEED THEM AND ALSO STATED THAT I THOUGHT THAT HE WAS A SICK QUEER. HE WAS WALKING ON, SO HE CAN READ THIS. UPON HIS RETURN I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS DRAFTED OR JOINED? HE SAID THAT " MARINES DON'T GET DRAFTED, THEY JOIN," I FELT NOTHING FOR THAT WHEN IT LEFT. I KNOW DIFFERENT FROM OTHER VETERANS AND REPS BUT LEFT IT AT THAT. I JOINED MYSELF AND FOUGHT BEST I COULD TO STAY IN. I'M DONE WITH VIETNAM AND THEIR ' AL QAEDA.' THEY HAVE GIVEN NOTHING BUT PAIN AND MANY SHOULD NEVER OF GONE AND MANY SHOULD NEVER OF RETURNED. THEY HAVE ' STOLEN ' AND NEARLY DESTROYED THE VA. SO FEW….HONESTLY, HELP, ' GUIDE,' AND INFORM ALL VETERANS OTHER THAN EDUCATION AND ' ENLIGHTENMENT ' INTO THE MAFIA OF THEIR ' DESIGN.' ( THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS, LIKE A MOTORCYCLE RIDER ON A HARLEY POINTING TO THE GROUND AFTER I LEFT THAT LUNCH ON MY WAY TO THE CORNER STORE; ' YOUR GOING DOWN!,' OR LIKE TODAY ABOUT 4:30 TO 5:00, A QUEER FROM THE MISSION WITH BACKPACK, BUT WHEN GOING BACK TO MISSION, WHERE'S THE BACKPACK? GEE, ALL THE METH AND COCAINE WHERE DOES THE ' MAGIC ' OF ILLUSION BEGIN?, MAYBE ' SETUP ! ' OOOOO-AHHHHHH. OR, LETS GET HIM TO PRINT THIS! OR HOW ABOUT WHO OWNS SEGMENTS OF LAND AROUND RAILROAD TRACKS? UNION PACIFIC OR THE TRACKS OWNED BY BASF DOWN BY PAISANO BLVD. AND THE DERAILMENTS AND SLAMMING INTO TOWNSHIPS UP NORTH? GOSH! SHIT! THAT ' COFFEE ' WAS GOOD!!!!!!!!

THE MARINES TRUCK. I OFERED TO HELP HIM WITH.

SOME OF US DO NOT WANT TO BE GANGSTERS, DRUG DEALERS OR ANY TYPE OF ' PREDATOR,' MUCH LESS TERRORISTS.

I WOULD RATHER ' ASK ' FOR CHANGE THAN ' BE ' ANYTHING THAT I HAVE SEEN OR ENCOUNTERED IN THE LAST YEARS SINCE 9/11.

' SIDEBAR '

AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, THE HELL WITH ' THOR. WHATEVER ' TOO. THOSE CYBER STALKERS SUPPORT TERRORIST ONLY, MUCH LIKE THE CREATOR OF FACEBOOK. WHY COMMUNISM? AND ' GOING DARK ' TO BETTER THE CYBER STALKERS IN MURDER AND REMOTE INFLUENCING SUICIDES. MORE CHILDREN'S DEATHS AND INJURIES, WHAT A GUY!

NO ONE OTHER THEN CURRENT VETS HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND SHARE WHEN ' LISTENED TO ' THE INTENSITY OF ' SNEAKING ' THOSE WHO WOULD KILL YOU AND HAVE THE ' HEART ' ' MIND ' AND ' SPIRIT ' TO READY THE ' SHOT ' WHEN OPPORTUNITY REVEALS ITSELF, TO PROTECT ONESELF AND ONE'S NEIGHBORHOOD AND TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE WHEN YOU CAN'T. EVEN WITH A ' BLACK MASS,' TRANSPARENT, SPIRIT ATOP YOU AND ' PIN HOLES ' OF LIGHT AND " PUT THE GUN DOWN! " 

FROM TOP OF A LESS THAN ONE FOOT CLEARING ABOVE POLOYCARBONATE WINDOW SHADES AND TOP OF THE WINDOW FRAME SIX FEET ABOVE, OR SO, GROUND. AND WHAT EVER ' THAT ' WAS IN MY LEFT EAR, WHERE THE NEAR COMMANDS CAME FROM IN THE ' MILITARY ' SENSE AND TEMPERANCE.

ANOTHER FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, WHILE ATTENDING EPCC THE FIRST TIME AT THE RESCUE MISSION, THE COOK BILL, FOR WHAT EVER REASON WAS SPEWING VILE AND WORDS IN SHOUTS AT ME AND I REACHED FOR MY SIDE ARM IN RESPONSE. IT WAS NOT THERE. ' I ' WAS THE COP IN CHINA AND SOMEONE ' ELSE,' MUCH TALLER. BEST THING TO HAVE HAPPENED. I WONDERED WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND IN THE 4 RUNNER I WAS ABLE TO CONCENTRATE AND RELAX, ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. THAT'S JUST ONE EXAMPLE OF HOW I KNOW THAT SOME OF THE ' FAKE ' IMPERSONATORS DURING THE HOME INVASION WERE OFF DUTY POLICE AND FIRE DEPARTMENT SHITS REVENGING THEIR RANGER FRIEND.

SO I WAS PUNISHED INSTEAD, IN HAWAII AND AT FIRST ' VISIBLY ' IN EL PASO, TX., AND AUSTIN AND ARIZONA BEFORE.

SO I WILL PUBLISH THE DD 149 AND MY COMPLETE REASONS FORE UPGRADE ON THE INTERNET INSTEAD. I AM GRATEFUL TO  KENNETH R. SKAGGS FOR SOME OF WEATHER PROTECTIVE GEAR ( NO FUCKING ARMY BACKPACK-THEY LAST- AS DO THE ASSAULT PACKS ) AND WHAT SUPPORT HE DID GIVE. I KNOW ' WE ' ALL HAVE BOSSES. ' SERGEANT MAJOR,' I GUESS I WAS ( MIGHT OF ? ) SUPPOSED TO OF SAID. BUT, TO BE FRANK, I DO NOT TRUST, AND I WOULD RATHER LEAVE MY ' GOOD CHILDHOOD ' MEMORIES OF FT. BLISS AND VA AS THEY ARE. I DID NOT APPRECIATE THE ' BROWN COUCH ' IN THE CODEX ( THIS A REFERENCE TO PAULA HUGHSON, FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM, NIGGER, SPIC OR WHITE SHIT TRASH, WHO KNOWS? SHE IS/WAS A DEMOCRAT, OR VOTED THAT WAY, SO THE ' REFERENCE WAS ' POLITICAL ' NONE THE LESS. ' FOR MY EYES ONLY.' I DID GIVE ONE OF YOUR CARDS TO A SOLIDER ( ? ) AT THE MISSION SO THAT HE WOULD NOT GET THE ' RUN AROUND ' AND MAKE IT HOME FOR CHRISTMAS IN MISSOURI OR MISSISSIPPI. I AM SO SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT I HAVE LOST MY TRUST FOR MINORITIES AND NOW KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE ' BLACK.' THERE IS JUST NO WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS.

THIS MORNING ( 11-24-2014 ) I AWOKE WHILE IN A DREAM REGARDING MY EX-GIRLFRIEND AND OTHER ' CURRENT WOMEN ' OF WHOM I HAVE TRYED TO HELP. THE ' HEAD ' OF PAULA AND THE GROSSLY ' IMPLIED REPRESENTATION OF EATING ' COOKED ' FLESH FROM THAT HEAD AND OTHER SUCH NONE SENSE, SO REAL THAT IT WOULD PROBABLY HAVE SCARED OTHERS, AND THE ' VOICE,' FINALLY RECOGNIZED OF THE VIETNAM VET ALONG WITH OTHER'S WHO HAVE NO ' RESTRAINT.' I FEEL SORRY TO A CERTAIN EXTENT FOR THESE HOMO SAPIENS, THIS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW TO DEAL WITH THEM. THE PHOTO IS OF THE VET'S TRUCK ( I WILL ASK IF HE WILL POSE NEXT TO IT THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM ), THE OTHER'S ARE OF THE PEDOPHILES TEMPLE AND BORROWED RELIGIONS IN REPRESENTATION TO THE SLAVERY'S OF ' MINDS ' WHO ARE ' PROUD,' ONLY. ' ALL THE PRIDE.' THE OTHER PHOTO'S SHOULD GIVE MY FATHER INDICATION AS TO HIS PAST AND ' MISHANDLING ' BY THE ' MOB.' THE NAMES OF THE STREETS ARE IMPORTANT AS MY FATHER GREW UP IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD, THE SUNSET HEIGHTS; AN EXTENDED FAMILY, ALL IN ONE HOUSE ON MISSOURI ST. SANTA FE STREET IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE OF THE LODGE THAT THE BOOK THAT I WAS LEAD TO, BELONGED TO A ONCE MASON WHO BELONGED TO THE SANTA FE LODGE SEEN IN THE OTHER PICTURE. MY MOTHER WAS BORN IN NESS CITY, KANSAS, THEN HER FAMILY MOVED TO LEBANON, MO WHEN SHE WAS A YOUNG CHILD. IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO DURING AN ' ATTACK ' BARTON PRINCE AND ' LEGION ' STATED ' STICK TO ABRAHAM,' THEN THE UNDERLYING, CHILD/WOMAN'S ' VOICE ' OUTSIDE OF ME. THIS DURING THE THUNDERSTORMS AND THE INTRODUCTION OF ' BROADBAND.' THE ' CU ' WAS TO PLACE THE CHILD MOLESTERS ON TOP OF NOT ONLY THE EXECUTIVE AND ALREADY WON JUDICIAL BRANCHES OF OUR GOVERNMENT BUT ' COMPLETE ' THE ' ADVANTAGE ' OVER OUR MILITARY. " YOU BETTER PLAY ALONG." I'VE HEARD FOR YEARS SINCE BROADBAND, BUT HAVE BEEN DEFEATING IT SINCE THE ' CUSHION ' LEFT IN MY LEFT EAR SINCE THE COAST GUARD. THE QUEERS WANTED THEIR VERY OWN god. ALL FOR THE EFFORTS OF WAR ONLY AND PROFITS ' THEIR ' IN.

BASEBALL STADIUM DOWNTOWN, EL PASIO, TX.

MASONIC LODGE, DOWNTOWN/SUNSET HEIGHTS, EL PASO,
TEXAS.

MORAL AND DOGMA, THE BOOK THAT I BOUGHT IN
ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. 707/1000.

ADD THE NUMBERS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE POLE
THAT IS DIRECTLY ACROSS THE MASONIC TEMPLE
AND YOU GET 11. INSIDE THE CONFERENCE ROOM
IN THE UPPER LEVEL, AS YOU ENTER THE ROOM IS
A PORTRAIT OF JFK ' BOWING ' HIS HEAD TO ALL WHO
ENTER.

THE LOOK ON THE FACE OF THE MEXICAN MASON AS
HE DESCRIBED THE FACT THAT JFK WAS NOT A MASON
AND OTHER PRESIDENTS ALSO. MY CAPITALS ARE NOT ' MECCA '
OR TEL AVIV, RESPECTIVELY.

FOR YEARS I HAVE ' HEARD ' THAT JEWS ARE BISEXUALS. THIS GOING BACK TO THE YEAR OF ABOUT 2002. AND I SUSPECT EVEN FURTHER. THE RECENT ' EXPLOITS ' OF MAY IN THE LIBRARY IS ANOTHER INDICATION OF A PRESIDENT BEING ' MISLEAD ' BY HIS ' PRIDE ' IN THE FACE OF PEOPLES AROUND HIM WHO HAVE KNOWN THE DAMAGES THAT BROADBAND HAS DONE TO OTHER NATIONS, LIKE SWEDEN AND JAPAN, AND THEY LEARNED THEIR LESSON AND GOT RID OF MOST OF IT. BUT OURS WILL BE INTEGRATED WITH THE NEW ' COMMUNICATION NET DESIGNED FOR THE WAR THEATER,' THIS THE REASON I DECIDED THAT THE ' IDEA ' OF APPLE BAND WOULD NOT WORK FOR FINDING MISSING AND ABDUCTED CHILDREN. WHY COOK THE ' FROGS ' CHILDREN AS WELL AND FURTHER? ANOTHER WAY OF PUTTING IT.

THE DOORWAY FACING THE BASEBALL STADIUM.

THEIR ' CORNERSTONE.'

NOW YOU KNOW WHO RULES WHITLEY STRIBER'S MIND AND THEIR DESIGN BY WAY OF SEXUAL EXPLOITATION AND PHYCHOLOGICAL ' EXTORTION.' IT MIGHT AS WELL BE AN ENTIRE GENERATION, THE AGING ' BABY BOOMERS.' GAYS HAVE ALWAYS HAD RIGHTS, THEY WERE LEAD IN ' AGREEMENT ' AS SCAPEGOATS BY THEIR ' ELDERS ' AND CLOSET JUDICIAL LEADERS WHO PREFERRED THE QUITE LIFE UNTIL OPPORTUNITY ' MET ' THE ADVANTAGE OF COMPLETE PROFIT. IT WAS NOT JUST GAYS WHO HAPPENED TO BE JEW, IT WAS ALL THOSE BORN THAT WAY AND THE ' MEMORY ' OF DOMINANCE THAT GAVE THE ALLUSION OF ATONEMENT AS god IN GUISE OF TECHNOLOGY, MASS MARKETING ON ALL BANDWIDTHS, FOR A SUCCESSFUL CU.

JUST IN ' APACHE JUNCTION ' IN ARIZONA.

NOW, THIS ' ATTEMPT ' IS CALLED ' NATIONAL SECURITY.' EVERY ONE WAS ' FOOLED.' THE PROFITS OF WAR WILL NEVER ' REACH THE POOR OR THE ' FOOLED.' ONLY DEATH. I WAS LUCKY, I WAS ALMOST KILLED WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I WENT UP TO THE CLOUDS. IF YOU WANT WHAT I SAW AT THE ' BOTTOM ' OF THE ENTIRE WORLD, THEN CONTINUE. ' SHE,' WHO SOME HOW ' IS,' THE ENTITY OF ALL WE KNOW, WILL ' BIRTH ' ANOTHER SPECIES, AND WE WILL BE LEFT OUT. SO CONTINUE WITH YOUR EXPLOITS WITH THE CHILDREN AS ALL IN THE SAME ' LIKENESS.' NATURE PREFERS ' DIVERSITY.'

SO, THIS MORNING I LEFT A  PRESENT FOR THE RESCUE MISSION THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY THE LIBRARY IN EL PASO FOR FREE; AN OLD MAN WHO ANYTHING THAT I CHOOSE THAT WAS FREE SET OFF THE ALARM, JUST LIKE IN HAWAII. I WILL GIVE THIS MUCH OF THE ' THE FLAG ' THAT I AM CURRENTLY WALKING THROUGH, SEEN THROUGH THE EYES OF THE PED'S DERIVED MAINLY FROM STEPHAN SCHWARTZ'S ( IT WAS HERE AND THE USE OF A TEAM FORMALLY ASSOCIATED WITH MAJOR ED DANES, THAT ALL ' PORDICALS ' OPENED UP BEYOND HIS ' ADVERTISEMENTS.' ) GOLD STANDARD EDITION FOR REMOTE VIEWING; PEZ-A U-2 SONG AND DENTINE-A CHEWING GUM THAT MY MOTHER LIKED WHEN I WAS A KID. MY FATHER ALWAYS GAVE ME DOUBLE FRUITY, I LIKED THE MINT. I PLANTED IT BY MY BEDROOM WINDOW IN ALBUQUERQUE. THAT SHOULD ' INDICATE ' A BARRIER FOR THE INTRUSIONS OF ' THOSE ' PRETENDING TO BE MY FATHER. THEY DID NOT KNOW, ONLY HE ' KNEW ' WHAT WAS ' SUGGESTED. KNOW THY SELF.

I'M DONE PLAYING THE ROLES FOR ED DANES CHILD MOLESTER ' BITCHES.' MOSTLY ARMY, NAVY, PRIEST, MINISTERS, CORPORATE LEADERS, ALL AMERICAN FAGS.

BEING DISARMED HAS ' REMINDED ' ME ( JOHN C. ) OF HOW DIRECT AND BEAUTIFUL IN A SENSE, IF DONE RIGHT, THE KILL CAN BE. ' ABSENCE OF RESPONSIBILITY.' BUT THAT IS AN ' ILLUSION.'

SHRINKS, DOCTORS AND VA  MAKE BELIEVE REPS WHO SAY THAT ' HEARING VOICES ' IS A SIGN OF INSANITY ARE JUST LYING TO YOU, MUCH LIKE MY FATHER, WHO, SAID THE SAME OF MY MOTHER. IT'S JUST TECHNOLOGY AND THE EVER PRESENT ' PREDATORS ' WHO WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE ' WAR TORN.' THEY WILL DRUG YOU, IF YOU CAN'T ' QUITE ' YOUR ' MIND ' OR YOUR TONGUE, REMEMBER, ONLY THE RICH OR ' GANGSTERS ' ARE ALLOWED. IT'S ALL INTENSIFIED ' COMMUNICATIONS BANDWIDTHS,' MIND FUCKS, JUST LIKE A BARE LIGHT BULB TO ONE SIDE OF THE HEAD, TO MAKE YOU QUEER; THE LOSS OF SELF IN THE god GAME.

THE GOLD CROSS IS MINE WITHOUT
QUESTION, UNTIL I GIVE IT UP MYSELF.
THE WOODEN CROSS WAS GIVEN BY A
GOOD GUY, I THINK, AT THE MISSION,
BUT WILL BE GIVEN BACK, SO THAT
SOMEONE ELSE CAN MAKE IT THEIRS.

A MAN WHO USED TO LIVE AT THE HOUSE THAT I AM
AT. A GOOD MAN GAVE ME ABOUT TEN DOLLARS IN
CHANGE AND I SHARED IT WITH THIS OLD MAN, HE
RAMBLED ON UNTIL A ' CHILD'S ' VOICE ' COULD BE
HEARD ABOVE-' DOUBLE TEAMING,' AND HE JUST
ABOUT DROVE ME NUTS. IT WAS A MEMORY AND HIS
PELVIC THRUSTS BECAME VERY OBVIOUSE SO I
ALMOST ENED THE OR RATHER HIS ' CONVERSATION '
WITH A SHOVE. I LEFT INSTEAD.

IT'S AMAZING WHAT A LITTLE
BLEACH WILL DO TO BRING OUT
ALL THE ' VOICES ' OF THOSE
WHO ' WORSHIP ' THIS. I JUST
POURED IT ON THE ROCK, ALL
THE IDIOTS; NOT WHO MIGHT
THINK.

THE LAST OF THE COLLAGES
THAT WHERE MADE. THE DOVE
THAT NATURALLY ' APPEARED '
WAS CHANGED AT THE LAST
MINUTE. ONLY ONE ELEMENT
WAS CHANGED. WHAT WE ARE
LOSING TO THE WASTE OF WAR.

ANOTHER LOOK AT WHO ' WOMEN '
SERVE IN TODAY'S TECHNO CULTURE.

THE ' ALLUSION ' THE WEST IS FACING.
BRAINWASHING, EVEN BY MINISTER'S
AND PREISTS. THIS IS WHAT EL PASO IS
ALL ABOUT. BLACK.