FRANCIS AND POWELL

FRANCIS AND POWELL

LAST NIGHT I AWOKE LATE AND TURNED ON THE RADIO AND LISTENED A BIT TO COAST TO COAST AM WITH GEORGE NOORY. I  LISTENED A DR. AND RESEARCHER WHO HELPED KIDS. DR. D.H. POWELL ON THE 11-26-2014 BROADCAST, I BELIEVE IT WAS NOT A RE-BROADCAST.

THIS IS WHAT I WROTE DOWN LAST NIGHT THEN EARLY THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP. I TURNED THE RADIO IMMEDIATELY OFF. I DON'T LISTEN TO THE RADIO AT NIGHT, JUST I-POD, SOMETIMES.

THERE HAVE BEEN TWO CHILDREN NAMED ' HAILY,' SO FAR THAT I KNOW I HAVE 

HELPED, WITHOUT ' KNOWN INTERFERENCE.'

I DID HAVE A SHELL IN BACK OF MY ' HEAD,' SO TO SPEAK; A NAUTILUS SHELL, FOR YEARS HUNG ON THE WALL BEHIND ME.

DR. DRAKE, THE BUG THING.

' FILTERS,' TIES DIRECTLY WITH THE COAST GUARD BOOT CAMP ( " ARE YOU ALRIGHT!?!?- THE FACE IN MINE, AFTER THE SOLIDER GOT A HOLD OF ANOTHER SCALPEL ) AND ABOUT 2004-'05, ALMOST EVERY FILTER I HAD, MENTALLY WAS, I THOUGHT, DESTROYED.

' FRANCIS ' THE TALKING MULE WAS ONCE POSTED A LONG WHILE BACK, AND WE ARE STILL IN FOR A HELL OF A RIDE.

PROTECT THE OFFICE OF AND THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA BY ADHERING TO THE LAW AS BEST AS YOU CAN; PROTECT YOUR BRAIN AND ' MIND.' 

A ' COMMERCIAL ' ON COAST TO COAST ' BACK THEN, I WILL SPEAK OF LATER. 

I TURNED OFF THE RADIO AFTER THE WORD ' INNOCENCE ' WAS USED, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ' ANOTHER,' WHO I HAVE ALREADY BEEN ' JUDGED,' AND THE INSTANT ' RECOLLECTION ' OF A MAN WHO BOUGHT MY KACHINA SCULPTURE, BUT WHO DID NOT LIKE ME WHEN HE ' SAW ' ME. YET WHEN I WAS BURGLARIZED, HE DID GIVE ME A USED CELL PHONE ( HE OWNED COMPANY ) WHICH I USED FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS.

THE SCULPTURE HAD THE ' PROPER,' USE OF THE SWASTIKAS ON IT; FOUND IN NATIVE AMERICAN RITUAL AND ART.               

THIS IS WHAT I FOUND IN THE NEWSPAPERS LATER IN THE MORNING. A WHILE BACK I HAVE POSTED ' ABOUT FRANCIS THE TALKING MULE,' AND IN THE ' INTEGRATIONS,' PART OF THE ' ATTACKS,' ABOUT 2004 THEN VERY STRONG IN 2007-2008, ' POWELL,' A FRIEND OF MINE FROM VERY LONG AGO. " BART, WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU IS THAT YOU LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY."

I USED ' SNAIL MAIL ' TO BRING ABOUT CHANGE IN ' MY WORLD,' AND A CHILD DID THE SAME FOR ' THEIR WORLD.'

I USED ' SNAIL MAIL ' TO BRING ABOUT CHANGE IN ' MY WORLD,' AND A CHILD DID THE SAME FOR ' THEIR WORLD,' WITH BRUTE FORCE AND ABSOLUTE INTIMIDATION TO ANOTHER IN EXCHANGE FOR A ' FEAR OF LIFE,' ANOTHER CHILD WITH A ' PLAY GUN,' YET THE ILLUSION WAS REAL ENOUGH FOR THE OTHER POLICE OFFICER TO DEFEND WITH ' DEADLY FORCE.'

A ' SNAIL MAIL' APPROACH TO THE EDUCATION OF CHILDREN MIGHT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN TODAY'S WORLD, LEARNT IN THE MOST PAINFUL OF WAYS AS GUARDIAN FOR A FUTURE FILLED WITH ALL CHILDREN'S SUCCESSES IN ALL THAT THEY MIGHT ACHIEVE.

WITH ABSOLUTE RESPECT FOR THE BROWN FAMILY, " BURN IT ALL DOWN," DOES NO ONE ANY GOOD OR ATTACKING ANYONE IN CARS. I HAVE BEEN A VICTIMS OF THIS CRIME BY A VIETNAM VETERAN, WHITE, AND LOST ALL MOST HALF THE HAIR ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY SCALP. HE DID NOT KNOW THAT HE WAS ON TOP OF AN OPEN BLADE.

IF I HAD A FIRE ARM, I MIGHT OF DECIDED DIFFERENT; I STILL DO NOT KNOW, TO THIS DAY IF I WOULD OF FIRED. IN THE AFTERNOONS, I KNOW ALMOST WITH COMPLETE SURENESS THAT I WOULD HAVE, YET WHEN I ' UNDERSTOOD ' THIS REFLECTION, I KNEW THAT I WAS WEAKENED BY BEING TIRED.

' HE,' SOMETIMES IS ONE OF ' MY PERSONAL TRAINING METHODS ' WHEN I TARGET PRACTICE. ' HE,' THE MEMORY. SINCE I WAS A CHILD,' WHAT IF,' WAS ALWAYS IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. ' IF,' THAT CAR WAS TO HEAD MY WAY, WHAT WOULD I DO? IF THAT ' HAPPENS ' WHAT WILL I DO? HOW CAN I MAKE THAT ' MINE, BUT, BETTER? '

THE IMPLICATIONS OF HOW AND WHAT THIS POPE, POPE FRANCIS DID IS ' STAGGERING IN THE ' SENSE ' OF......... HUMILITY AND A WISE AND KIND EAR.'

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Three priests, teacher arrested in Spain sex abuse case

By Al Goodman, CNN

updated 1:59 PM EST, Tue November 25, 2014

Granada's Archbishop, Francisco Javier Martinez (purple skullcap) prostrates in front of cathedral's high altar to ask forgiveness for 'the scandals.'

STORY HIGHLIGHTS

• Police arrest Catholic priests and teacher in Granada, Spain, on suspicion of sex abuse
• Spanish online journal: Pope phoned alleged victim, sought forgiveness for church
• Arrests of three priests in a single day is biggest case of its kind in Spain, official says
• Court in Granada set to hear initial charges within three days

Madrid (CNN) -- It might all have remained a dark secret, if a young man who was an alleged victim of sexual abuse hadn't written a letter to the Vatican. And then gotten a surprise phone call from Pope Francis, according to a Spanish digital newspaper.

On Monday, Spanish police arrested three Catholic priests and a religion teacher on suspicion of abusing a minor, Spain's interior minister announced.

A court statement from Granada confirmed the arrests of four people "for a case of sexual abuse," and said it would hear initial charges before a judge within three days. The investigation is under seal.

The arrests came a day after the Archbishop of Granada and other clerics took the unusual step of prostrating themselves in the cathedral during Sunday Mass, "asking forgiveness for the sins of Church, for all of the scandals that have, or might have, occurred among us," the Granada Archdiocese website reported.

Will there be true accountability?

Pope begs for forgiveness

Advocate: 'Today wasn't just a gesture'

The archbishop usually does that once a year, on Good Friday, but he lay on the floor of the cathedral Sunday due to the seriousness of the allegations, a Granada Archdiocese spokeswoman said. The archbishop earlier had removed an unspecified number of priests from their duties, pending an investigation, she said.

The arrests of three priests in a single day over sexual abuse allegations is the biggest case of its kind in Spain, said a spokesman in Madrid for the Spanish church leadership, known as the Episcopal Conference.

Since 1997, 10 priests have been convicted of sexual abuse, in individual cases, most recently in 2010, the spokesman said.

But this latest case caught the attention of the Vatican and the Pope, thanks to a man, reportedly now 24, who wrote to the Vatican to say he was sexually abused when he was underage by church figures in Granada.

The Spanish online journal Religion Digital published what it said was a conversation between Pope Francis and the alleged victim from August 10, with the Pope asking for forgiveness in the name of the church.

The alleged victim was cited with a fictitious name, Daniel, Religion Digital reported, adding that 12 people, 10 of them priests, were under investigation.

The Pope has called for "zero tolerance" of sexual abuse by clerics and has said Catholic bishops "will be held accountable" for failing to protect children from such abuse.

UPDATED-11-12-2014-PHYCOLOGICAL WARFARE-BOMB-SHELLSHOCKED AND KEYS

WHEN I DRAGGED A PHOTO TO MY DESKTOP IN ORDER TO MAKE WALLPAPER, IT BOTHERED ME.

YEARS AGO WHEN I TRYED TO FIND SOME ' QUITE ' AND WATCHED A PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN, AND THE ' JUDGEMENTS,' ALMOST DROVE ME INSANE. BARTON PRINCE'S VOICE WITH SOMEONE WHO I KNEW SINCE BIRTH AND ' SEEMINGLY,' MILLIONS OF OTHERS, I GUESS THOSE HE ' SWALLOWED.'

AND IN THE MOVIE, ' FEATURES,' WHILE TRYING TO ADMIRE THE YOUNG LADY IN A DELETED SCENE, WITH WET DRESS AND VERY BRIGHT VERBAL ENGAGEMENT WITH ANOTHER ACTOR; JUST SMART TEASING, IT WENT ON AND ON, ' THE OTHER'S.'

THE RECENT PHOTO OF MS. KIGHTLEY, A BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, NOW 29, I WILL TRY TO DRAW. MUCH LIKE MS. HEMINGWAY, HER PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES, I HAVE ALWAYS ADMIRED SMALL BREASTED WOMEN. SOME SAY FLAT, I SAY, VERY BEAUTIFUL, PLUS, I LIKED HER INTELLECT AND STYLE, NOT TO MENTION, HER EYES.

THERE IS A PHOTO OF A DOOR. ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW, IS THAT THERE USED TO BE AN AMERICAN BALD EAGLE IN THE PLACE OF THE ' SACRED HEART,' AND WHO'S BUSINESS IS IT ANYWAY WHEN I HAVE MONEY OR NOT. THE ' RV ' ' SHARE THE WEALTH.'

I RECEIVED ANOTHER NOTICE TODAY, ' TOLD TO GO TO THE CHURCH FOR MONEY,' OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT ( UP-DATED 11-12-2014, BELOW ).

RECEIVED THIS AND ' ORDERED '
TO GO TO SACRED HEART CHURCH
AND/OR ST. PATRICKS. NORMAN T.

I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES
IN ST. PATRICKS " WOLVES CIRCLING THE CHURCH,"
SO I AM SOMEWHAT RELUCTANT, WHEN I ALSO
KNOW THAT IF I'M HAVING PROBLEM'S WITH
MY PHONE ( S ), I AM ALL BUT CERTAIN THAT
MY FATHER AS WELL AS MY BROTHER KARL, WHO I
AM ALWAYS TOLD THAT HE IS DEAD, ALSO HAS
PROBLEMS WITH HIS PHONE.

I NO LONGER BELIEVE ANYTHING AS TO WHO
OWN'S THE BUILDING THAT I AM CURRENTLY
LIVING IN. I SEEM TO REMEMBER ALIVANTE AND
AN OLD ARMY CASE WORKER WHO MIGHT BE
THE REAL OWNER, IF HE HAS NOT SOLD OUT.

I AM POLITE, AND GRATEFUL,
WHEN I ASK FOR CHANGE.

NO FALSE PRIDE HERE, AND NEVER HAVE
MADE A 100.00 DOLLARS, OR EVEN FIFTY
IN ONE DAY, NOT EVEN VETERAN'S DAY.

BUT I HAVE MADE WHAT I NEEDED. AND
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU, GOOD PEOPLE.
I ALSO TRY TO HELP WHEN I CAN, AND
KNOW THE DIFFERENCE WHEN I CAN'T.

SO NORMAN, I HAVE ALREADY BEEN TREATENED
WITH A ' SCREWDRIVER,' BY AN EMPLOYEE, OR
OWNER? ALL I EVER ' HEAR ' IS THE OWNER OF
THE OPPURTUNITY CENTER.

COULD IT BE CELL PHONE-VENT-PARK OR ELSE
WHERE-CELL PHONE, OR WINDOW,OR WHO EVER HAS 
KEYS TO STORAGE ROOM.

I'M WITHIN THE LAW, AND WHEN I MENTIONED
THE GREY BAGS TO THE MANTANEINCE GUY/OWNER/WORKER
/SUB CONTRACTOR/PRIOR MILITARY/ ( ? ) BIG GAY GUY/ ( ? ),
WHEN THESE OTHER GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE ON 
BEHALF OF THE ' CONCERN OF THE CHURCH ,' SOME FOR
MORE THEN NINE TO FIFTEEN YEARS AND NEVER USE
ANYTHING OTHER THAN ' HOT WATER,' TO CLEAN
ANYTHING IN PUBLIC USE AREAS, BATHROOMS.

YOU REALLY HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT.

I'M VERY SORRY 
I WILL NOT SELL, NOT EVEN LEGAL DRUGS, MUCH LESS ILEGAL DRUGS.
AND I'M NOT GAY OR A PEDAFILE.

WHICH, I JUST MIGHT. THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD HAS BEEN KIND TO ME WHEN I HAVE NEEDED ' CHANGE.' I WILL POST IT. BUT KEEP IN MIND ALL THE NONSENSE WITH DRUG DEALERS, AND DRUNKEN ADDICTS AND EVEN THREATS FROM UPPER MANAGEMENT. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER, THE VISITS TO MY WINDOW AND THE NOW ' PROGRAMING ' OF MUSIC AND WHISPERS AT 12:AM. SO MUCH THAT HASN'T BEEN WRITTEN.

SHELLSHOCKED

WILL BE NOTED AS SUCH. ' DEAD MAN'S SIGHT.' AS TO WHO, JOHN CASTILI, OR STEVE JOBS, OR MICHEAL CRICHTON, OR MY FATHER BEFORE SURGERY. MAYBE....JUST ' G_D GIVEN TALENT,' AS MY FATHER OFTEN TOLD ME. YOU THINK? MAYBE.

THE TWO IMMEDIATE PHOTO'S BELOW ARE OF THE PLANING, IF YOU CAN CALL IT THAT, OF MY BLOG ' THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE,' AND THE HEADING MATERIAL. THE ' COMMENT ' " IF YOU THINK IT WILL DO ANY GOOD," WAS PUT IN MUCH LATER.

I HAVE A TENDENCY TO WRITE DOWN ON PAPER WHAT I PUT IN MY BLOGS. EVERYTHING IS THERE, AS IT CAME TO ME. I KNEW WHO I WAS FIGHTING, JUST NOT ' HOW.' THE BACK IS A ' REASSURANCE FOR ME. I KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN MY ROOM.

THE COLLAGE WILL BE SOLD-' RV-101.' IF IT IS NOT STOLEN OR ' A LIEN WILL BE PLACED ON ALL YOU OWN, AND YOU WILL BE LOCKED OUT.' MUCH LIKE, A ' HIT ' WAS PLACED ON YOU, OR ' YOU HAVE A PRICE ON YOU'RE HEAD,' OR ' GET HIM TO DO THE WORK FOR US.' SOME OF THIS VENTS, WHISPERS FROM WINDOW.

I DON'T EVEN HAVE AN ' HONORABLE DISCHARGE.'

AND ' YOU GUYS ' LET THAT SHIT OUT TO TERRORISE A NEIGHBORHOOD, AND KINDA, SORTA VETERANS.

THOR'S HAMMER, WHAT ANOTHER ARTIST SAID OF
MY OLD HAND HELD SLEG HAMMER, KINDA INSIDE
JOKE WHEN OK HARRIS PLACED THE ' ARK' NEXT TO
A SCULPTURE OF A HAMMER AT HIS GALLERY. " HE
COULD HEAR YOU ALL THE WAY HERE, I KNOW I CAN."
OK HARRIS, ALBQ. NEW MEXICO.

LATE 2005-2006. WILL HAVE TO LOOK AT RECEIPT
TO OTHER APPLE COMPUTER THAT I DESTROYED.
AS FAR AS THE ' TEARS ' GOES, THAT WAS THE ' BACKGROUND,'
THAT I HAVE SPOKEN OF. VERY DEEP, AND SOMEWHAT
PLANED.

IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO FIGURE OUT, AND I HAVE
MENTIONED ' EBOLA ' BEFORE, BUT WAS SLAMMED AND
HACKED, THAT WAS AT CASA VIDEA. FACEBOOK AND
OTHER'S; MY BROTHER'S DRUGY FRIEND THAT I WAS
INTRODUCED TO ' BETO ' BY MY BROTHER AT THE VIP BAR,
WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED INTO EL PASO THE FIRST TIME
2010. ' BETO ' IS AN ARMY PIECE OF SHIT, AN OLD MAN
WHO DRESS LIKE A KID GANGSTER.

THE PEOPLE WHO WILL TRY TO ' UTILIZE ' ' THESE, COMBINED '
WILL BE THE UNDERWORLD. IT IS ALREADY HALF PLANED. I
TRYED TO CONTACT YOU KNOW WHO, AND WAS ' MESSED WITH.'

I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ' COLLARS.' NOT AT THIS LEVEL. BUT
I DO STILL BELIEVE IN LAW ENFORCEMENT.

I HAVE MET ALOT OF STRANGE ' VETS ' WHO WISH TO
MULTIPLY THEIR BENEFIT CHECKS ANY WAY THEY CAN
AT ANY COST REGARDLESS OF ANYBODY THAT THEY MIGHT
HURT OR KILL. THIS AIN'T SHIT.

WE ARE NOW LIVING IN THE ' BACKGROUND.'

OTHER SIDE OF PAPER.

HOW MUCH, I DON'T KNOW.

WHY? I'M AN AMERICAN VET.

JUST USED MY HAND AND A PENCIL.

COMIC RELIEF - ' WELL, IT WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN.' THIS PART OF MY REMOTE VIEWING UPON THE ' DISCOVERY OF CHRIST'S FAMILY.'-YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING!

NOTE; I HAVE RECEIVED FACEBOOK SIGN IN AND ID NUMBER. I DO NOT PARTICIPATE IN MURDERS AND SUICIDES AND HAVE NEVER HAD A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT OR EVER WILL, I GUESS MY NEW PHONE FROM T-MOBLE.

AND THE PHONE THAT I RECEIVED, I THOUGHT TO BE BLACK....UNTIL TAKEN OUTSIDE IN THE SUN, PURPLE. THIS WILL BE MY LAST MONTH AS PER ANY CELL PHONE.

AS PER THE COAST TO COAST WITH GEORGE NOREY, THE GUEST MAJOR ED DANES, THIS IS THE RANDOM NUMBER ' HIT ' THAT ENCOMPASSED OVER TWENTY ' HITS ' FOR ME IN RELATION TO TRAINS, PLANES AND THE OMEGA SYMBOL ON THE VET'S FACE THAT MIGHT OF INTERFERED WITH THE MESSAGE SENT TO CIA FROM THE EL PASO LIBRARY, ' IT WAS SENT TO HOMELAND SECURITY INSTEAD.' OF COURSE, THAT WAS JUST ' THE GRID,' MENTAL.

WHAT WAS HAPPENING AT TIME WAS NOT IN COUNTRY. IT WAS ' OUTSIDE,'

'C6;ITI JPO, THIS IS THE CLOSEST THAT I WILL PERMIT. PART OF ED DANES ' HITS ' WHILE HE WAS ON RADIO. DID I RV HIM? NO. TO BE ' PRESSED ' FOR MOST OF YOUR LIFE, IS NOT LIVING.

I USED TO OWN ' KILL SHOT.' THE COMPASS AND LEVEL.

ONE OF THE MESSAGES WAS THE SHAPE OF A TOP OF A BIG TUBE, AND OR BOTTLE. INDUSTRIAL GRADE. STEAL, OR METAL/PLASTIC. SYMBOL SOMEWHAT LIKE ' BIO HAZARD.' BUT NEVER HAVE SEEN. AND I HAVE SEEN THE ' BOOK,' AT CONSTRUCTION SITES. THAT'S ALL MY ' MIND ' CAN DO WITH THE VIEWING AS IT WAS SEEN FROM THE TOP, WHAT WAS IN THAT ' MIND ' WAS A QUITE THAT WAS NOT RIGHT. ' PLACEMENT.' - THIS WAS ONE OF THE MESSAGES TO CIA, THAT NEVER MADE IT.

THIS IS A ' CONJUNCTION ' TO A TIME LINE CONNECTED WITH NEAR CURRENT EVENTS.

WAS NOT CARLSBAD. THAT ACCIDENT HAPPENED AROUND 2005-OR THEN END OF '06, BEGINNING OF ' 07. ' MONEY WAS COMMONALITY.' ONLY. PUBLIC WAS NEVER MADE AWARE.

WELL, THE RESURRECTION OF ' STEVE ' HASN'T HAPPENED
YET SO FAR. SO BACK IN THE FRIG IT GOES. OH, THE PRIOR
OWNER WAS JASON DAY, AT LEAST THE NUMBER. H2O
BEFORE T-MOBLE AND ONE CHANGE OF NUMBER WHILE
I HAD THE IPHONE.

COUNTLESS ' REDUNDANT ' EXPRESSIONS. SINCE WWI.

THE US POPULATION - " GOD, JUST MAKE THEM ALL GO
AWAY." IN ALBQ., HOW MANY OF THE HOMELESS ARE
VETRANS WHO HAVE BEEN KILLED BY YOUTH AND
MOTHER'S APPROVAL ' ARMED ' BY THE POLICE.

I WAS READY TO DEPLOY, MY BILLET PICK OBTAINED, THEN ANOTHER, THEN THE USS ' MOONRAKER,' NAMED THAT BECAUSE IT WAS DRY DOCKED. THEN A SHRINK WHO'S BLOOD TRAILS ON HIS SCALP, LENT REMEMBRANCE OF HOLLYWOOD'S HORROR FILMS, AND PRIOR RUNNINGS IN A BATHROOM STALL AREA FOR THE BENNIFIT OF COMAND, NAKED; OVER AN HOUR, UNTIL EXCUSED AND TOLD TO STAND AT EASE, THEN LAST WEEK OF TRAINING ALMOST KILLED, SICK AS SHIT, AND WHO EVER ' SAID IT,' " YOUR A LIABILITY." 

COMMENT FOUND, AFTER I ASKED TO READ MY MEDICAL FILE. SOME OF IT WAS MISSING. WELL THATS OK, ' THEY ' GOT ALL OF IT LATER, ALONG WITH OTHER'S. I FIRST REMEMBERED IT IN THE ATTACKS AROUND 2002, THEN AGAN IN ABOUT 2005-'06.

CAPTAIN BAUKAS IN ALBQ., NM. ONCE SAID THAT I WAS ' DEAD IN THE WATER,' HE HAD JUST BOUGHT JASON KNAPES SCULPTURE, SIGNED, OF THE TRINITY SITE; THE TOILET PAPER HOLDER WE ALL CALLED IT. I HOWEVER APPRECIATED HIS VISION TO A CERTAIN DEGREE. CAPTAIN BAUKAS ASKED ME " IS THAT ALL ? " I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL HE WAS TALKING ABOUT? AND THAT IS THE TRUTH, HOWEVER, WHEN HE RETIRED, IT WAS ' HE,' I WAS LED TO BELIEVE WHO HANDED OVER ALL THE PHOTO ALBUMS REGARDING THE BANDITO'S TO A NAVY SEAL, VIETNAM WHO JOINED, I WAS TOLD, AND GOT HIS ASS BLOWN UP, ONE YEAR IN THE HOSPITAL, I WAS TOLD BY THAT NAVY SEAL DAN FINEMARK. HE THEN SAID THAT HE WOULD GIVE THEM TO THE CHAPTER PRESIDENT.

THAT IS PRETTY MUCH ALL I KNOW ABOUT THE BANDITO'S OUT SIDE OF SOME TEXAS MONTHLY MAGAZINE THAT I READ WHEN IN HIGH SCHOOL. I WORE A TEE SHIRT ' BANDITO YACHT CLUB.' GIVEN TO ME BY MY FATHER I THINK, IF I BOUGHT IT, SHIT, IT WAS HEAVY COTTON, COOL, AND LASTED A LONG TIME, AND FUNNY, WHY BUY A YACHT FOR USE IN THE RIO? I WORE THAT SHIRT IN HIGH SCHOOL.

NOW, EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE WRITTEN, I HAVE ALREADY ' SEEN.' WHY AM I DOING THIS? BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO SERVED, EVEN FAGOTS, DESERVE MORE, REGARDLESS OF HOW MUCH THEY HAVE BEEN PAID WHILE IN SERVICE, CAUSE IT NEVER QUITES, ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, THE SYSTEM IS GOING TO USE YOUR ' ASS.' AND WHEN KIDS ARE BEING KILLED NEEDLESSLY IN THIS COUNTRY, THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH GUN CONTROL, BUT HAS ALL TO DO WITH ONLY THE ' BRASS,' THE POLITICIANS, THE HIGH CLERGY, THE MAJOR TALKING MEDIA HEADS AND A SENSELESS ' WANTING,' ALMOST LIKE PATHOGEN THAT IS SPREADING AMONGST OUR YOUTH WITHOUT REGARD TO ANY PARENTING OR ' WISDOM.' MAKE ONE WONDER OF ALL POSSIBLE ' OUTCOMES.' AND ESCAPE, OR AVOIDANCE.

THE FIRST SCULPTURE WANDA GRIFFIN BOUGHT FROM ME WAS ' SCAPEGOAT.' SHE NAMED IT. SHE SAID THE ' GIRLS ' THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD NAME ALSO, HER NEIGHBORS.

I WILL NEVER GET WHAT I DESERVE AS WELL AS ALL THE OTHERS WHO HAVE ' SIGNED ' SERVICE AND SPILT MORE OF THEIR OWN BLOOD THAN MINE IN THE DEFENSE OF THIS COUNTRY, AND THAT IS NOT WISE.

BLOOD? MINE? NOSE, EARS AND WHATEVER I SWALLOWED, DEFENDING MY HOUSE ON 5417 ALICE NE, ALBQ.,NM. DOING WHAT THE ' REAL ' POLICE SHOULD OF DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE. BLEEDING FOR ALMOST ONE YEAR FROM 2-14-2006, TO MID 2007.

AND FEMALE SOLIDER,........I DID GET UP, AND FUCK THE DOCTORS, THEY ONLY ' PUSH ' PILLS AND BLAME EVERYONE ELSE. WE LIVED IN THE REAL WORLD, IN THE ' ELECTRONIC ETHER ' ALL OF YOU CAN BE HEARD.

I WILL POST AN ARTICLE OF ' DISINFORMATION ' THAT I WAS GIVEN BY ONE, ALTHOUGH I THINK I ALREADY HAD, ' HACKED.'

COAST GUARD AND SOON TO RETIRE.

' A FUNNY THING HAPPENED ON THE WAY TO THE COLISEUM,'
ON MY WAY TO THE RESCUE MISSION I NOTICED THIS SPECTACULAR
ADDITION TO LANDSCAPED ENVIRONMENT JUST OUTSIDE OF THE
TRACKS JUST THE OTHER SIDE. I ALMOST AWAKENED THE TWO
GENTLEMEN TO ASK WHERE THE SIGN WAS ASKING " WHERE
IS AMERICA? "

BUT I THOUGHT BETTER OF IT AND ERRORED THE SIDE OF PRUDENCE
FOR AS WE ALL KNOW AL QUIDA/VETERANS ADMINISTRATION HAS BEEN
TOTALLY TURNED UPSIDE DOWN, AS WELL AS AN OUT RAGGED SOCIETY
IN ACTIONED RESPONSE AS TO THE WELL BEING AND TREATMENT OF
OUR RETURNING SOLDIERS.

I'M SURE THAT ONCE HE IS READY ONE OF THEM HAS A DOESY OF A
LIFE EVENT THAT SHOWED HIM HOW MUCH HE WAS APPRECIATED
IN THEATER; HIS LIFE ALMOST TAKEN UNDER QUESTIONABLE CIRCUMSTANCES
AS PER ' FRIENDLY FIRE,; " THE ENTIRE WALL OF THE BUILDING EXPLODED."

BUT THAT IS WHEN HE IS READY. HOWEVER I'M CERTAIN THAT FT, BLISS
BRASS HAS DONE WELL ABOVE ALL THAT IS EXPECTED ' IN SERVICE OF
ALL RETURNING SOLDIERS GENERAL HEALTH AND WELL BEING, AS LONG
AS THEY KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT.'

I USED TO KNOW ONE OF THREE NAVY SEALS AND A
CAPTAIN OF THE ALBUQUERQUE POLICE DEPARTMENT.

WHEN I PASSED THE HILTON WHERE PRESIDENT CLINTON
WAS STAYING ( I FOUND OUT LATER FROM MY NEIGHBOR )
AND THE NEAR ACCIDENT AT ABOUT 12;30 - 1;00 WHEN
I GOT OFF FROM WORK. CARLISE JEWELRY THEN, THE SMALL
BLUE TRUCK AND THE GI WEARING SILVER WIRE RIMED
GLASSES WHO WAS DRIVING WITHOUT HEADLIGHTS, LOOKED
AT ME WITH THAT DEATH STARE, THEN MOVED ON. HE HAD
TRYED TO FORCE ME OFF THE ROAD. FUNNY THING THAT
TRUCK, SAME AS PKW'S SMALL TRUCK. HE CAME UP FROM
BEHIND, VERY QUITE MIND.

I REMEMBER THAT TATTOO ON HIS LEFT ARM, ' EAGLE AND
DAGGER?' I REMEMBER THE WHITE SMALL STICKER UPPER
LEFT HAND ( ? ) SIDE OF BACK WINDOW ABOVE THE BED OF
THE TRUCK.

I MIGHT OF SEEN HIM AT THE COURT HOUSE IN ALBQ.,NM.
IN ANOTHER CASE WHERE I WAS ACCUSED OF HITTING A
POOR EXCUSE OF A LADY. THAT TATTOO, HE WAS A COP.

EARLIER THAT NIGHT, I REMEMBER THE HELICOPTERS
AND THEIR BLINKING LIGHTS, AS IF IN MORSE CODE AS
I APPROACHED FUCKIN WORK!

I BELIEVE THIS TO BE JUST AFTER
I MOVED INTO THE MISSOURI STREET
ADDRESS, AFTER THE FIRES IN NEW
JERSEY, IT IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK.

IF THE ' PROMPTS ' ARE COMING FROM
A SOLIDER OR GROUP OF, THEN THEY ARE
NOT ON THE SIDE OF THE UNITED STATES
OF AMERICA. POSSIBLE SIDES, CRIME AND
OR CORPORATE INTERESTS, GLOBAL FIRST,
THEN ' DIRTY MONEY, POLITICS AND LAW
ENFORCEMENT,' SECOND.

SOME OF THE NAMES ON HERE ARE
BLACK AND WHITE MIXES OF HERITAGE
AND WOMEN WHO ARE GOOD PEOPLE.

I WAS BEING ' MENTALLY SLICED AND DICED.'

I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW I DEFENDED MYSELF,
BUT IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE DRUG
TRAFFICKING, I'M JUST ABOUT ALL FOR OVER
DOSES. THESE ARE GROWN FUCKIN MEN,
NOT WOMEN THAT THEY, A GOOD PORTION
WANT TO BE.

ALSO PASSWORD,PASSWORD,PASSWORD,PASSWORD,
HOUR BY HOUR, DAY BY DAY, MONTH BY MONTH.

MUCH LIKE SOUND IN CERTAIN ENVIRONMENTS; TRAVELS
UP.

UP-DATED 10-16-'14-WAS NOT ONGOING INVESTIGATION - UP-DATED 10-14-'14 - VIRGINIA - CAP - MARYLAND

BRAIN WASHING, VIRGINIA AND A MARYLAND BASEBALL CAP.
10-16-'14 - EL PASO, TEXAS.


WHAT IS FOLLOWING IS A BIT ' EMBARRASSING ' ONLY IN THE FACT THAT I COULDN'T REMEMBER IT BEFORE. THE PAIN THAT WAS CONNECTED TO THIS ' MENTAL BLOCK ' WAS INCREDIBLE. I'M NOT SURE ' EXACTLY,' WHEN IT DID OCCUR, THOUGH GENERALLY I KNOW IT TO BE AFTER THE DIAPER THING. I NOW KNOW THAT IT SURFACED, OR TRYED TO SEVERAL TIMES AND THE ' PEOPLE ' WERE NOT ' PHYSICALLY INSIDE THE HOUSE AT 5417 ALICE NE THAT NIGHT I'M SURE AND ALSO AS TO ' WHY ' I WAS GIVEN A ' TOUGH HOMBRE ' COIN, EARLIER...WHAT I'M GOING TO POST IS THE ' REASON ' THAT I GAVE IT TO DAN FINEMARK USNS, UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT; I HONESTLY DIDN'T KNOW OR UNDERSTAND THE ' DEPTH OR ? ' OF MY ANGER; I COULD NOT REMEMBER. I WROTE THIS AS BLACK AND WHITE AS I COULD, I HONESTLY THOUGHT THAT THE MAN AT THE BARNES AND NOBLE WAS THE ASSISTANT DA, " BRAD, ( I THOUGHT BART ? ) BUT WAS STILL IN A DAZE AND HAD BEEN FOLLOWED BY SOME PEOPLE FROM DAVE BERRYS HOUSE ON MARBLE ST. AND THEN HEARD HIM SAY " HE'S STILL ASLEEP, I DON'T KNOW..." I WAS THEN INSIDE THE BARN'S AND NOBLE IN THE WINDROCK AREA, BUT NOT QUITE THAT FAR.

G49/G *( ? )THE ' EXPERIENCE ' WAS THAT I WAS BEING HELD DOWN, AND A PENIS WAS BEING FORCED DOWN MY THROAT. SOMEONE WAS SPEAKING, TWO OF THE MEN WERE TALL, BUT IT WAS DARK.

I REMEMBER ' WAKING,' TO USE THE RESTROOM, HARDLY MADE IT. I KNOW THAT ONE VISIT, I DIDN'T TURN ON LIGHTS.

THE ' DREAM,' JUST KEPT ON GOING. ORDERS AS TO WHAT I WAS TO DO ( ? ) AND A NEAR AGREEMENT ON MY PART. THE ' RAPE ' CONTINUED, I THINK THAT THEY WERE WHITE; THE PENIS WAS WHITE.

' PRE PRO QUO,'  I REMEMBER, THIS SHIT WAS SO REAL, IN AND OUT OF ' BLACKNESS,' THAT EVEN WHEN I AWOKE AGAIN, AND RETURNED TO BED, NEVER GOING OUTSIDE, I ' FELL ' INTO THE SAME DAMN ' DREAM.' THIS HAPPENED AROUND 11:00 - 3:00; IT NEVER STOPED, THEN WHAT EVER THAT WAS OVER MY HEAD, A PRESENCE, A VOICE, CALM ' DICTATING ' WHAT I WAS TO DO, BUT I FORCED IT ' OUT OF MY HEAD,' I MIGHT OF SAID THAT OUT LOUD. YET WHEN I WENT TO THE KITCHEN IN THE NEAR MORNING AT DAWN, THE ' LOCKS ' WERE STILL ENGAGED, TOP, TWICE AT LEFT SIDES, THE HOOK WAS LATCHED AND THE BENT NAILS WERE STILL THERE.

I EVEN ' TESTED ' THE REINFORCED SCREEN DOOR.' LOCKED TIGHT. IF I'M CORRECT WITH MY RECOLLECTION AS TO TIME LINE, IT WENT ON FOR ABOUT SIX TO SEVEN MONTHS INTENSE, THEN ABOUT EIGHT TO TEN MONTHS GRADUALLY LOSING INTENSITY. 

I HAVE ALWAYS FELT THAT THEY WERE DRUGGIES, OURS, ( 40% ), BUT NOW AFTER STATE REP JASON BROWN, AND THIS MORNING ' IN A BIG COUNTRY,' MY MEMORY AND GAPS WAS TRIPED SOMEHOW WHILE LOOKING FOR ANY CONNECTION WITH " BART HE LOOKS LIKE UNCLE FESTER! " ALL THOSE YEARS BACK. AND THE FUTURE CONCERNS IN THIS ' REVOLUTION,' LITERAL SENSE, SEEMINGLY. BACK THEN I THOUGHT JASON, WAS MY NEIGHBOR, JASON.?! ? " YOU NEVER GIVE UP! "

MY BRAIN INJURY WAS AT THIS TIME WHEN DEFENDING MY HOUSE. WHAT ARE COPS DOING WITH ' SKYNET ' LINK UPS? THEY WEREN'T FUCKING COPS!

I NOW KNOW, AND FEEL CONFIDENT THAT THESE WERE ' MISGUIDED VETERANS ' AND ACTIVE SERVICE PEOPLE, THAT SOON TURNED INTO A FEEDING FRINZY. PKW AND HIS RIDICULES ' MOHAWK.' A THIRTY SOMETHING GROWN MAN WHO IS A FUCKING TEACHER?!?!

ONCE MORE, I DO NOT HAVE, ETHER, A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT. AND I DO KNOW THAT THERE IS A ' BART OCHOA, AND K OCHOA, IN CA. USA. ONE OF MY LAST POST'S APPARENTLY UPLOADED TO A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT.

THIS MORNING I FOUND OUT THAT P.K.W. WAS STILL AT THE SAME ADDRESS. 

YEARS AGO, I WAS THERE, I SAW ' THEIR ' BLOG, I HEARD THE CHILDREN, I SAW THE LOOK OF ' SHOCK,' ON THE FACE OF THE GIRLFRIEND AND NONE OF YOU SAW THAT, HEARD THAT; THE S&M BOX AND ALL THE ' TOYS,' OR WHY SOME ONE WOULD WANT A SPIT CUP TO ' SAVE ' TO PUT IN THE LEAF RECYCLING HEAP. ONLY TO BE FOUND BY THE GIRLFRIEND IN THE FREEZER, HOW I KNOW? MUST OF BEEN THE WEIGHT MACHINE WAS ' BUGED? '

AND PROCESS THIS AND PROCESS THAT, PROCESS, PROCESS, PROCESS. FOR ALL THOSE YEARS ALONG WITH, " MY FATHER DIED IN FLORIDA," " KIM COMMITTED SUICIDE," THE LOOK A LIKES IN AUSTIN, TX ( ONCE AGAIN POSTED, THE LAST TIME HACKED AND I WAS SLAMMED, ALMOST COULDN'T WORK ), " JOHN HAS MY OTHER SON YOU BASTARD! " I COULD GO ON AND ON, AND ALL THE SHIT THAT PROTECTED HIM, RECOGNITIONS IN LIBRARIES AND NEAR FIGHTS, STAFF AND PEOPLE OF BLACK AN WHITE, ALL ( 90%) GAY, SUPPORTING SEXUAL GROOMING AND WHAT I FELT WAS SEXUAL PERVERSION AT THE VERY LEAST; WHO KEEPS A HAND IN A DIAPER FOR OVER TEN MINUTES? WHO ALLOWS A SIX YEAR OLD TO ASK " BARTY WANT TO SEE SOME KIDY PORN?" " WHAT PARENT TELLS HIS CHILD " NO ------------- DON'T EXCITE DADDY." WHILE IN BED WITH HIM, CHILD'S BACK TO PARENT'S FRONT, WHILE LYING DOWN? WHO?

QUEERS SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH ANYTHING THAT GETS IN THEIR WAY OF SEX WITH ANYTHING, EVEN USED AS A FUCKING ' WAR WEAPON! ' WHEN THEY GET BACK!

AND BARTON PRINCE IN THE ' ETHER,' ABOVE, AND ' NETWORK.' ALL JUST BEFORE/DURING WIKI LEAKS, AND DEFENDING THE CHILD MOLESTERS/SEXUAL GROOMING AS THE ' NEXT ' ALMOST AS THE NEXT LIGHT OF THE WORLD.

2006
PROMPT " ARE YOU A COP? "

' MY BROTHER'S A STATE TROOPER IN TEXAS.'
WASN'T MINE, VERY ' CLOSE ' TO PKW'S
VOICE, BUT IN MY HEAD, UNDER IT
"....TH SHUT! "

DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY 10-14-'14, THEN I HAD TO DECIDE
WHAT TO DO. THEN YESTERDAY FOUND THAT PKW
STILL LIVES AT SAME ADDRESS....TODAY I CALLED
DISTRICT ATTORNEY IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO
AND WILL AWAIT NEWS OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED IF
ANY LEGAL ACTION. IF IT IS ALREADY SETTLED, I MAY
STOP WRITING ABOUT IT UNLESS IT HAS SOMETHING
TO DO WITH WHAT THOSE ' VETS ' AND DRUG DEALERS
DID TO ME ALONG WITH THE ' FEEDING FRENZY.'

BUT I WILL NEVER GIVE A PEDOPHILE ANYTHING, LEGAL
OR NOT, BECAUSE OF THE PAST ACTIONS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT
BASED ON WHATEVER HAPPENED IN EL PASO AT THE TIME
OF ALL THESE EVENTS THAT OCCURRED IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM.

A PHOTO THAT I USED FROM THE NET, THEN ' MORPHED '
AND FOUND THE FIG. TOSSING OUT BITS OF PAPER. WHAT
HIT ME MENTALLY WAS ' TEAR UP EVERYTHING YOU HAVE
AND GET OUT OF TOWN.' EL PASO PUBLIC LIBRARY. ALOT
OF THE PHONE PROBLEMS HAVE DISAPPEARED, I THINK,
WITH NEW ONE, BUT WE'LL SEE.

ENLARGEMENT OF ABOVE.

FOR BETTER OR WORST, THE PIECE OF BIBLE WAS FOUND
WHEN I OPENED IT, THE DATE WAS MR. HENRY STREET'S
TIME OF DEATH. A MASON'S SON, HE SETTLED HIS DIFFERENCES
AND NEVER SAW HIM SINCE, MAYBE FUNERAL.

I HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT HIM TO BE ' AGNOSTIC ' BUT
HE WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO ' WON'T WALK
AWAY WHEN HE WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN SOMETHING.
HE WAS IN THE ' ETHER,' WISH I LISTENED WHEN I PUT
THE IB'S IN A NEW BOTTLE.

AND EVEN THOUGH, HE ' MIGHT ' EVEN END UP BEING
CONNECTED WITH THE OTHER ASSHOLES WHO HAVE
HOUNDED ME, HE WAS STILL THERE TO THE END, AND
DESERVED BETTER, FOR THE WORK HE DID FOR THE
COUNTRY, AS ALL ' REAL ' VETS DO.

THE PAINTING WAS OF THE ' RAGMAN'S ' DEATH ' IN
ALBUQUERQUE, NM; BURNT TO DEATH ON A MATTRESS.
A HOMELESS MAN, BOTH PARENT'S ARTISTS, DECEASED.

MY GRANDMOTHER AND SOME OF MY FATHER'S FAMILY,
AFTER MY MOTHER'S DEATH. A PROMISE KEPT. THANKS-
GIVING OR CHRISTMAS.


G49/G *I DON'T MUCH CARE ABOUT EL PASO AND FT. BLISSES IMMENSE BLACK, AND OTHERS,
DRUG PROBLEM AS TO DISTRIBUTION, THAT'S THE PRESIDENT'S PROBLEM.

_______________________________________________________________________________
VIRGINIA

WHEN I WAS TAKEN TO AN APPOINTMENT TO CHECK MY HEARING, I HAD A BAD EAR ACHE; A ' CUSHION ' WAS PLACED IN MY LEFT EAR UNDER A FLAP OF CARTILAGE AND SKIN. WE PASTED ' TRUMP ' CASINO TO THE RIGHT AND AT THAT TIME IN '85, THERE WERE WHITE WOODEN SLATED BUILDINGS TO THE LEFT BEFORE WE GOT TO THE DOCTORS OFFICE, THE TURNS AND QUESTION " THEY LET YOU WEAR THAT DIVERS WATCH? " A SEIKO, A PRIDE OF MINE, SALE WAS OVER, BUT MY FATHER'S KNOWLEDGE OF LAW TOLD ME TO ASK FOR SALE PRICE, MORE THAN HALF OFF. THIS IN ATLANTIC CITY.

VIRGINIA ST. AND ' MARYLAND,' STREET OR BLVD. VERY CLOSE BY.

" HOW COULD HE POSSIBLY HEAR THAT," SHE SAID. A FEMALE'S VOICE. I THOUGHT IN MY HEAD. FOR SOME REASON I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT SOMEHOW THIS OCCURRED DURING AN ' MRI,' BUT I KNEW THAT THIS WAS NOT THE CASE, I HEARD ALL I ' THOUGHT.'

DURING THE ATTACKS THERE WAS A SOUND, A LONG ' VARRING ' IN PITCH AND TONE, I STARTED ' COPYING IT.' A FEMALE SAID TOWARDS THE END, " IS HE COPYING THIS? " A FEW SECONDS LATER, MAYBE TEN OR SO, IT STOPED. 2007-08, BUT I HAD IT.

BUT I HAD IT.

I WAS IN A DEEP, SELF HYPNOSES.

WHEN THE CUSHION WAS PLACED IN MY EAR, THERE WAS NO DISCOMFORT, YOU COULD HARDLY FEEL IT, IT COULD NOT BE FELT.

EVEN IF EXAMINED, NO ONE FOUND IT, OR DID NOT TELL ME. CONSTRUCTION EAR PLUGS GAVE ME PROBLEMS, AS WELL AS ' CUE TIPS.' BUT OTHER THAN THAT THE ONLY THING THAT MIGHT OF ALMOST ' DAMAGED ' IT WAS THE GUNSHOT IN ALBQ., WHILE DEFENDING MY HOME, I COULD ' FEEL WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE INNER EAR OR BONE ' PUSHED TO THE FRONT OF THE EAR CANAL, AND THE TOP OF MY HEAD, I HAD TO PUSH BACK DOWN ' CRUNCH FROM WITH IN MY SKULL ' UNTIL ' IT SEEMED TO BE IN PLACE.' SOME TIME AFTER ALL THIS MY HAIR WAS SO
MATTED, SEEMINGLY WITH BLOOD, YET WHEN I SHAVED MY HAIR, ALMOST IN ' TRANCE ' I THOUGHT I SAW NONE. PROBABLY DIDN'T. I SAW NO APPARENT WOUND, BUT ' I HAD COMPANY.' I KEPT HEARING " YOU NEED TO SEE A DOCTOR."

I ENDED UP DATING ONE. ONE OF THE FIRST MOVIES PAULA AND I WATCHED WAS ONE WITH DUSTIN HOFFMAN WHO FENDED OFF HOODLUMS TO PROTECT HIS GIRLFRIEND AND NEARLY WENT CRAZY, I REMEMBER NOT TRUSTING, BUT ALSO, WELL I GUESS SOMEONE KNEW WHAT HAD HAPPENED.

STEVEN LAWLESS, ONE OF MY KINDA FRIENDS, A LAWYER I WENT TO AFTER PATRICK K. WARE POINTED HIS HAND TO HIS HEAD AND TWISTED IT, AND I HEARD " EARWIG " WITH THAT SATANIC NEAR SMILE.

I DID NOT TELL MR. LAWLESS THAT, BECAUSE IT SOUNDED ' CRAZY.' YET WHEN THE DAMNED THING FINELY BURST OR BROKE ON A BUS, AND THE TWO PIECES CAME OUT OF MY EAR, BLOODIED. THEN LATTER WHAT ' EVER ' THAT WHITE THING THAT ' NEARLY ASSUMED SHAPE OF HUMAN,' UNTIL THE IPOD WAS TURNED OFF, THEN SIX LEGS, AND ABSOLUTELY WHITE. ' THE CONVERSATION ' FROM IT, WHEN I WENT FOR TISSUE TO KILL IT, IT WAS GONE.

I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE IT BEFORE; YET I KNOW WHAT IT WAS ' SUPPOSED ' TO LOOK LIKE.

ABSOLUTE ' WHITE.'

BACK THEN, BEFORE ' YOU AREN'T THE ONLY ONE.' 2007-06, SOMEHOW, BACKWARDS.

THE REST AS FAR AS THE AUTHORS....' LEAVE THAT MAN ALONE! '  FEMALE " HE'S AN ARTIST."

TWENTY YEARS WITH THAT G_D DAMNED THING IN MY EAR. THANKS GUYS. POLITICIANS, BEWARE. BECAUSE WHEN THAT ' CAPSULE ' IS PUT IN, YOU JUST ABOUT CAN'T FEEL IT, THEN SOMEHOW, ' IT'S COMFORTABLE, ' AND FORGOTTEN.

AND YES, THIS AFTER ' SIMON SAYS,' LAST MAN STANDING." SIMON SAYS ATTENTION! " AT EASE. SIMON DID NOT GIVE THAT COMMAND! HIT THE DECK! AND GIVE ME... UNTIL TWENTY MINUTES OF SIMON SAYS THEY DID PUSH UPS, TWENTY MINUTES WHILE I WAS LAST MAN STANDING. UNITED STATES COAST GUARD.

SO, MY LIFES FUCKED. I KNOW THIS. LITTLE GREEN MEN. THE PUBLIC IS SO FUCKING DUMB.

FROM 2007-09, " KEEP AN EYE ON HIM, ' SEE HOW HE TAKES A SHOWER LONGER THAN HE NEEDS' " PURIFICATION."

ONLY ONE OF THE ' RUNNING COMMENTARIES,' AS I WALKED, DRESSED, SHIT, PISSED, ATE, EVEN PRIVATE MOMENTS. WELDED, UNTIL ' NEW YORK,' AND WORD SOMEHOW SPREAD, THE REPETITION OF SOME SONGS WELL BEYOND THOUSANDS AND ' MANUAL,' NEVER SYNC IPOD. AND RESTORE AND UPLOAD AGAIN.

I FUCKIN TRYED TO STAY IN THE USCG, BITCHES, ' YOU DIDN'T TRY TO WARN ANYBODY ABOUT WHATEVER WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.

OTHER DAY WHEN I DECIDED TO STOP, ONE STANDS OUT ' ACKMEN,' ( FIVE OTHER ' HITS,' CAN NO LONGER REMEMBER ) SURE SPELLING IS WRONG, OPPORTUNITY CENTER, NOW ' HAY RIDE,' HAY RIDE WAS BEFORE ALL THE NUDES ON THE BLOG PAGE, INCLUDING CHILDREN 6 YEAR OLD, AND WHO DO YOU THINK THESE SICK FUCKS ARE ' COPYING,' WELL, IF THE RVERS WEREN'T WORKING FOR THE UNITED STATES, THEN FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM?

NOT THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, AND FURTHER MORE, CATHOLIC CHURCH, ARE YOU SO FEARFUL OF THE TERRORIST TO BEND SO MUCH TO THE HOMOSEXUAL MOVEMENT THAT THAT POOR SON OF A BITCH THAT I REPORTED TO CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN, AND YOUR OWN SIN'S, YOUR PRIESTS, THAT YOU SUPPORT THE ' OTHER ' OCCUPANCY AS TO THE HOST? SEXUAL GROOMING WITH/TO CHILDREN WITH ADULTS, GOSH MAYBE GLORIA STEINMEN SHOULD BE POPE.

SHAME THE ' SHIT ' ON YOU! I'M SORRY, EBOLA...HOW MANY ' PARASITES ' DO WE HAVE TO ' ADAPT ' TO?

AT DR. CELL AFTER I BOUGHT THIS PIECE
OF SHIT, I GOT ANOTHER RECEIPT, I HAD
THOUGHT THAT I LOST THE FIRST. A POLICE
OFFICER, MEXICAN, CAME IN AND SAID THAT
HIS DAUGHTER'S PHONE WAS STOLEN AND IF
THE OWNER HAD SEEN ONE LIKE HER IPHONE,
I MYSELF REMEMBERING HAWAII AND THE
OTHER ' MEXICAN,' MAFIA COP, JUST CON-
TINUED TO RESET MY PHONE ON ACCOUNT
THAT I HAD TO CHANGE THE NUMBER ALSO.

THE POLICE OFFICER TOOK A PICTURE OF ME
AS I DID THIS.

WELL AFTER PUTTING UP WITH THE PED.'S WHERE
I LIVE AND ALL THE OTHER BULLSHIT AND EVEN
THOUGH 275.00 IS ALOT OF MONEY WHEN YOU
HAVE NONE, WELL THIS IS WHAT A K-BAR DOES
TO THE ' ICON ' THAT EVERY CRIMINAL WANTS.

THE ABSOLUTE SHIT THAT YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH
IN EL PASO IS BEYOND COMPARE.

TODAY I'M GOING TO FT. BLISS, MAYBE THE ARMORY AND
SEE IF I CAN GET A BIGGER BACKPACK, EL PASO'S FAGOTS
AND APPLES HAVE HAD THEIR FUN; ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

ON THE STREETS FAGS ARE USED AS WELL AS PAGAN
WITCHES TO MESS WITH THE MINDS OF ANYONE THEY
SEE FIT. SAY A WORD ABOUT THEM OR THE DRUG DEALERS
THAT ' EMPLOY ' THEM, AND THEY JUST FUCK WITH YOU.

THAT IS THE REALITY. CHILDREN RUN PAST THE ADDRESS
THAT I LIVE AT. MOST ARE TOLD TO BY THEIR PARENTS,
I UNDERSTAND THAT MUCH SPANISH.

DO NOT DO BUSINESS WITH DR. CELL YOU MIGHT RUN
INTO A COP ON THE ' TAKE.'

I WILL PROBABLY DO THE SAME WITH THE COMPUTER TOO,
CAN'T LEAVE IT ANYWHERE. BUT NOW YOU KNOW HOW LONG
I'VE BEEN AT THIS.

THE SCULPTURE WAS ENTERED THREE TIMES, ONE TIME IT
WAS ' DISALLOWED,' I NEVER GAVE UP. PAULA HUGHSON
PAID FOR A TRUCK THE LAST ATTEMPT AND IT FINALLY
MADE IT IN THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR; NO ONE WOULD
LOOK AT HER FACE, THOSE WHITE EYES.

I HANDED OUT FIVE HUNDRED FLIERS, WITH PHOTO'S OF
SCULPTURE, WROTE THE PRESIDENT'S WIFE, UNITED
NATIONS, ABOUT EVERY AMBASSADORS I COULD, SENATORS,
STATE REPS, GOVERNORS, MAYORS, COLLAGES, UNIVERSITIES,
FRATERNITIES, SORORITIES, PEOPLE IN ENGLAND, THE FUCKING WORLD;
PEOPLE OUT OF THE PHONE BOOK, BUSINESS, ARTISTS, YOU NAME
IT AND TV AND NEWS PAPERS, COAST TO COAST AM, AND THE PEOPLE
WHO ATTACKED ME FROM THE GET-GO, FAGS AND MILITARY? FOR
PAINTING WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN? WHO WOULD I OF TOLD?
AND A FAG'S BOY FREIND, A COP, OR THEY THINKING I'M A DRUG
DEALER???????????CHILD MOLESTER??????????

FUCK YOU AND YOUR ' CONNECTED LIBRARY!'

THAT'S HOW YOU DO IT, ONLY THE GAY MOVEMENT LEARNED
AND PRIESTS WHO ' DICK ' CHILDREN; ONE AND THE SAME.

A LAW WAS CHANGED IN NEW MEXICO AND TEXAS, THAT THIS
LITTLE ANT HAD A SAY IN, AND I HAVE BEEN 'FUCKED ' AROUND
WITH BY ' MY ' OWN MILITARY, MY COUNTRY, POLICE AND
THE VERY CHILDREN WHO HAVE BEEN TOLD BY THE
BABY BOOMERS THAT ITS ALRIGHT TO ' FUCK ' ADULTS,
AND ALOT OF WOMEN AGREE WITH THAT VEIW.?????!

THEN I GUESS THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS RAPE. THAT'S WHO YOU ARE!


ALL OF THIS STARTED AFTER 9/11, " CAN I TAKE A PICTURE OF MY SON ON
THE STEGASORUS ? " PKW. AND MY LANDLORD BRINGING YOUNG GIRLS
AROUND UNTIL MY NEIGHBOR AND I CAUGHT HIM.


BELOW, READ AND UNDERSTAND HOW TWISTED THOSE SON'S OF BITCHES ARE! THIS IS NOT
A JOKE. OR MAYBE BECOME LIKE WENDY DAVIS AND JUST ' CUT 'EM UP,' THAT'S WHAT THE FAG'S WHORES HAVE BECOME IN AMERICA!

THURSDAY, DECEMBER 4, 2008

The Spirt Remains? Part 1

         This country (US) is a corporation. It would have to be to do business. What's the price of your soul? Your children's soul?

          As promised The Protection of Prudence by Conscience, a sculpture is being dismantled.

          One more piece will be made. It should take but a day to construct. I will utilize a sculpture that is already made. It will be altered. Remnants of the sculpture ' Conscious ' will be added.

           I was once told by an ex-patron about four years ago, that the pyramid represents sex. He is an atheist; he is a homosexual. This is his religion.

           While moving a sculpture in the company of  others and 

him, I ' witnessed '  direct influence by a stronger mind to a ' lesser,' weaker mind. A child. What his mouth produced in the way of words, was not what his ' mental projection ' was. Can this be proved? I don't know. You decide.

            The ex-patron also told me just before this period, within the space of a year, that Henry Ford said " it's all about perception. " I guess he could of told me this directly, " without the quote. I felt that I had been ' attacked ' in my sleep, his response was " it's all in your mind." I now know the loose determining constraint within the context of the conversation, fractals. Today I understand it's full meaning regarding human beings. Are there hidden agendas within this theory if accepted? You decide. ( A New Kind of Science, Stephen Wolfram, copyright 2002 -This book has nothing to do with the mind, I don't think. But can ideas be projected and retained on a subliminal level of the conscious? Do we as individuals have a choice? Or is it an illusion? )

            Far right fanatics ( left wing too, for that matter ) have never been people that I have admired. However, the honest ones who record lit. from various cultures and subcultures should be respected. No matter how graphic the opinions and information is. 

             Ms. Magazine, March 1974. Gloria Steinem-Editor. Number 7. " A child's bill of rights."

" Man's evil doings were not evil, but natural, considering the traumas of childhood and the conflict of the id and superego." Does the perception of the child ( not within ) have the same value as the perception of an adult? Are they the same level? What is a child in todays world?

             When I first studied self hypnosis I was soon bombarded with mental attacks and ' self examination.' The intensity was almost beyond my comprehension. I have now separated the identities, interrogations and memories. Some were outside, some were projections.

              A very short time latter, I was ' approached ' by a mind that spoke clearly, in english, with a vocabulary and use of words that I would associate with academia. I eventually looked where I was told ( this happened several times until I gave in ) in the holy bible to the chapter and verse. What little I will remember is a thousand years of light. That I was the one and don't you know who you are. ( he attacked my ego. I remember a female ' voice ' or projection too. ) And an argument in length supporting sexual child abuse with children. " If the child does not know it's sin..." I will say no more. I threw the bible down to the floor and broke the spell or state of mind.

              I have read bit's of the bible since. KNOW THY SELF. That is the first line of defense.

              Whoever that was, had a powerful mind. My ' perception ' served me well. I had a good mother and my fathers lessons served me well. The Bible has no value if someone is using it to project evil and false ideas. It can be thrown down and retrieved later. It is an important book.

               Whoever that was, he and his ' kind ' and like minded companions are SICKER THEN HELL. Do not be mislead. There are laws protecting children. I believe we need stronger laws. The ' higher mind ' ( if you can call it that ) in some people is not what you would expect.

                Major Ed Danes once stated in an interview " You don't want to be in the head of a Pedophile."

                Don't be afraid of them. Do not be afraid of them. The mental door swings both ways when opened. They can be tracked. Do not fear those who should be imprisoned and will.  

                I believe in God, the unnamed. I believe in Jesus Christ. I have seen all arguments for disbelief that one can learn. I still chose to believe. I am also a secularist, a realist. Pedophiles don't belong in ether world.

                

                 Also of note: http://scarleteen.com

                 1. Blinders off: Getting a good look at abuse and assault.

                 2. Emergency Contraception

                 3. Saving Sarah? Or not.

                  I'm fifty fifty in regards to this site, however I have known people when I was younger who might of benefited from a site of this nature. I am pro choice, but I don't believe in mid term and of course late term abortion, it is murder unless the mother's life is in extreme danger. My opinion. For what it's worth, based on what I read, the name of the site is in need of change. In my mind I refuse to refer to young women in terms of ' Scarlet ( A ) letter.' It is an important site based on what I read.

                   I haven't made up my mind with first term.

                       

SUNDAY, JULY 27, 2008

The Sculpture-The Protection of Prudence by Conscience - 2007-?

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FRIDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2008

The Spirt Remains? Part 2

            FEAR AND INDIFFERENCE                                                                   From the time of puberty young women have the eyes of the world on them. So with the young men.

           Pheromones. What do you think goes on in their subconscious and unconscious mind? 

           Young girls and boys who are traumatized ( child abuse ) early in life, some with a large degree of consistency. What do you think goes on in their subconscious and unconscious mind?

           The last week of elite training for various military units in this country, consist of sleep depravation-constant. Live round drills/training-battle field conditions-constant. Among other disciplines ' applied.' In other groups of our military the initial training is longer. Fear of the unknown breeds adaptation, also indifference. What else do you think goes on in their subconscious and unconscious mind?

                                                                 What is Unity?

                                                                 What is culture clash?

                                                                 Survival? 

                                                                 What is the ' 100 monkey effect?

        How would this relate to children? How would the mentality of homosexuality and the swinger group mentality affect children as a whole, as a segment of the human organism ( age would be the commonality addressed ).

        Now think of the computer, a tool, alone in and of it's self (the internet ' can ' be bad enough). After sitting in front of the screen for hours, do you feel as though your brain is jumbled with useless (?) imagery; alot of ' static.' Did you feel a need to relax, ' decompress?'

Where did your mind go? Where did ' you ' go? What was your subconscious and unconscious mind doing? 

                                                                  Were you alone?

        Welcome to the early days of applied CRV and RV. The question is which? Who's applied technique or technology? Yours? Yours or others? The Act of Thinking is Technology In Use.

         The computer is a ' copy.' When you think, and teach your children; are you the leader? Are you thinking and in full use of your technology when applied to information? Information dissolute in substance as intent due neglect. If you are not, I can assure you that others are when your children are concerned. Were you alone? Think of your children. ( Another fact that you may not be paying attention to, We Really Are At War. )

        We as adults need to regulate children properly. The internet is in need of regulation too.

        Do you really want todays youth, a segment of the human organism forever linked with a mindset ( Which one? Mirror; ' copy ' or human, but not yours. ) that maybe completely out of your control. Are you really parents, or the child within? What is indifference? Would you know?

                                                                            

                                                                   Are you conscience? ( Right vs. Wrong )

                                             

                      

                                         

                          You decide.

                                         

        The pedophile organization, NAMBLA, ( Left ), National Man/Boy Love Association promotes the elimination of all age-of-consent laws for all sex. This is violence under the cover of proposed law. Violence to childhood.

Important web sites:

   

        http://www.jesus-as-savior.com

        Sometimes it seems only religious groups know the difference between right and wrong. Important articles on NAMBLA. Inform yourself.

        http://www.worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=28336           Within the context there is a warning. Obey it. I did. Important information. Article deals with NAMBLA, but from the women who prey on young girls.

      

TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 15, 2009

WHAT IS VALUE? LOOK INTO YOUR CHILDREN"S EYES.

ANOTHER THIRD Tonight at 9:25 ( 9-14-09 ), my landlord at 5413 Alice N.E., and I had a ' sharp, ' heated conversation in my front driveway, about past rent and that I was supposed to have been out of the house on the 6th of last month. I corrected him, it was the 16th. The near impossibly of moving tons of steel and trashing and donating furniture and about a thousand books, has played a factor in the delay, although no legal action has been taken.

He stated that I owed him 20 thousand dollars for back rent. I told him that I didn't. He later recanted his number figure to 16,000 instead of 20 thousand.

I stated that I didn't want him to bring young girls by my house. He stated that he had never done so. He later recanted that " that was years ago."

He stated that he would have the police kick me out. I'm sure ' history ' might repeat itself, if that was the case.

I told him that I didn't want him on the property. He and his friend's have never given prior written notice, for any ' entry,' in the last ten years. If you think about it, this is how millionaires make their money.

He also stated that my comment in my house ( 8-16-09 ) of me blaming or accusing him of setting his white truck on fire was crazy. None the less, it's what he said at the time of the young girl in his truck, a few years back. Thereafter I had to pay rent, if I had cash in the parking lot of a restaurant ( Popeyes's-10601 Central Ave N.E. ), close to Del Norte High School, at least once.

There was a morning afew years back, in which I ' felt ' that I was almost someone else, until I broke the trance. It took alot of effort. I was shredding my receipts for payment of rent, half of almost every receipt that I had, almost everything of a written nature of my existence in this house. My first lease was almost next. Too bad for some personal photos and writing. I almost even destroyed my high school yearbooks and all Art ribbons. It was a picture of and the ' voice ' of my father. A pen and ink drawing. I broke the spell of someone ' telling ' me to do this. If the night before, was like the rest, then I was ' told ' repeatedly to do so. I consider these people and their minds, some in unison, to be in support of, if not pedophiles themselves.

A BLIND OF BRIGHT LIGHT HEARD A CRY

A woman pleading for help, " Please help me," almost a whisper, after being beaten mercifully and pleading for another person. " Please help me." A man and a woman, as if in the ' rafters,' speaking to each other in quite; softly, in observation? Then a climbing down, as if upon a ladder. The woman pleading " will you help me?" A woman's response, though not clear, not understood. The first, " Please don't hurt my baby..." Then the thunderclap of a gunshot. A very short, almost silent sigh, as if a last breath. It was so quiet afterwards.

I was on the ground with a thirty-eight in hand and something on my back, something not seen, in my hallway; heavy. For many years afterwards, in my mind, I've questioned ' the weight, ' the answer almost always " You would of been killed." " You might of gotten one, but you would've been killed." Threw the fear then and reflection now, I wonder if the heavy was my father."

That night was insanity. What people do. Another night, shortly afterwards, another woman beaten again, and taken away. The police were never called, yet the ' static ' was in the air. I ran out of minutes. Knowing that ' Downtown ' was somehow involved, lawyers; a complete loss of faith, yet I believe that freedom without law, is impossible.

A dispatcher once told me, never call us again ( The Police ). A Captain once told me, never call us again.

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The Sculpture-The Protection of Prudence by Conscience - 2007-?

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 16, 2010

NEW DIRECTIONS WITHIN CRITICAL MASS

THERE IS NO REAL ' HOPE '


Old ideas on the subject of ' mind control ' incorporated in ' new technology ' within broadband and it's use nationwide. The turning point and the core of the ' sixth district ' is of little difference in comparison with the capital area in Austin, Tx. The ' mind ' does not exist, but of course that would depend on who's side your on.


The Salvation Army is now being ' repaired,' at the expense of lost souls with no direction other than a ' prison mentality ' of by gone years and egos...from the streets to the Capital on both sides of the aisle. With ' hope,' to borrow a phrase, this will change all the way down to APD. This is needed in order to beat the child abuse problem. Why? Because we are the adults.






All children are GOD'S children, no matter race, creed or color.






I was told in my mind's eye as I looked into the eyes of a man who abused a child in language and in intent full terms as to sexuality. The rebutes were intense. As I stood in disbelief and when he felt my gaze, he stared back and I heard in my mind ' there's nothing you can do.' He then turned with a slight smirk and went inside.




I was about to discuss this with another man behind the lower level desk when I entered the building and I was immediately asked " what age do you think that kid was? " I shifted gears to answer " 15 ? " He replied, " about 14." The ' environment ' was that of a different bandwith.








OLD DEMONS ARE NOT DOCTORS





When I first got into town, all demons knew who I was, thus the play on words is employed here correctly. All art that was either sold or given to the homosexual community, from librarians to lawyers, from doctors to judges, from artists to scientist, even a capt. at the time, a dirty cop, I later found out, in Albuqurque, NM, are but trash, those made before The Protection of Prudence by Conscience, once a sculpture and idea, battled by cowards to protect paychecks and false reputations. I made alot of mistakes with some of the people I met, because I was raised to be ' open mined.' And yet I still try. All of you should of listened to me...I'm a natural when it comes to the ' mind.' But not for you.