THERE HAVE BEEN TWO TIMES WHEN I WAS ALONE IN MY 4-RUNNER WHEN I FOUND MYSELF DRIVING TO/IN THE DIRECTION TO WACO, TX. I DO KNOW THAT ON THE FIRST OCCASION MY CELL PHONE WAS WITH ' BATTERY.'
THE SECOND TIME IT WAS WITHOUT. ON BOTH OCCASIONS I PULLED TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD; THE FIRST I ALMOST DESTROYED THE CELLPHONE WHILE REMOVING THE BATTERY. I REMEMBER THIS BECAUSE I HAD A HARD TIME FINDING IT LATER.
THERE HAVE BEEN TWO TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ASKED TO GO TO FT. HOOD. THERE HAS BEEN ONE TIME THAT I FOUND MYSELF DRIVING ( LOST ) IN THE DIRECTION OF FT. HOOD, ONCE AGAIN I PULLED OFF THE HIGHWAY AND ( IMPROVISED ), THUS RETURNING TO AUSTIN. ---THAT GRID WALKER WAS VERY STRONG, ( INTENT )ALMOST THE SAME VOICE AS AROUND AND IN FRONT OF THE TV SET ( NIGHT BEFORE THE ' SHRINK ' DID THE SAME THING, ALMOST SAME ' VOICE ' AS VIRGINIA TECH AND THE OTHER; ONLY ONE IN COL. FIRST, NOT THE SECOND MASS SHOOTING ) JUST BEFORE, DURING AND ' REMEMBRANCE,' OF THE SAME; LIKE THE READER ( WORDAGE ? ) ACROSS A MAGNETIC DISK, FORWARDS AND BACKWARDS WITH SLIGHT CHANGES IN WORDING FROM + TO - OVER A PERIOD OF TIME. ' LAYERED, WORD PLAY-MISUSE IN MEANING-' SLANG.'
WHOEVER THE ' GRIDE WALKER IS HE/SHE IS VERY SMART OR A HIGHLY TRAINED TECH, WITH ' DOMINANCE ' ISSUES. THINKS LIKE A TACTICIAN AS IF IN A ' COURTROOM,' MEANING THE CURRENT USAGE OF WORDS WITHIN THAT AGE GROUP IS USED ' AGAINST THEM.'
IF NOT ' HUMAN,' A FORM OF ' VOICE RECOGNITION.'
CLIMATE IS ONLY PART OF IT...whoever you are.
CHECK ALL HAM RADIO'S, PRIVATE MICROWAVE DISHES; ALL LATE NIGHT SECURITY PERSONNEL-HUNDRED MILE RADIUS.
COULD BE SIMPLY ONE CELLPHONE WITH ' UNKNOWN SPYWARE.' EVEN WITH BATTERY OUT STILL BATTERY IN PHONE.
SOMEONE WHO REALLY ' KNOWS ' WHATS UNDER THE SOIL.
' CORE ' OF WHAT MAKES US MEN-VERY ' CEREBRAL.' DOMINANT IDEA OF ' SIDE ' OF MIND. I mean it this way, this description.
THANKS TO A MARINE ( I THINK ) I WAS TAKING WITH LAST NIGHT, SOMETHING ABOUT HIS CRASH LANDING IN A CHOPPER AT ABOUT TWO HUNDRED MILES AN HOUR, SET MY ' MINDS STAGE,' and whoever this morning in' explanation ' as to how a hard drive works at least those in public domain.
THIS TAKES CARE OF SOMETHING I WROTE MUCH EARLIER ( and added to ), THE REST I PROMISED LATER.
BELOW 04-08-'14
I DO NOT KNOW THE TIME OF THE SHOOTING
I DON'T CARE
THIS I WROTE THIS MORNING. THE FIRST WILL BE PRINTED NOW, THE REST LATTER WHEN I HAVE THE TIME.
THE DAY OF THE SHOOTING AT FT, HOOD, I WALKED INTO THE COMPUTER ROOM, I FACED THE COLOR ' PURPLE,'...THIS WAS ALL I SAW ' BLOOD,'...EVERYWHERE, AND A SLIGHT ' WHISPER ' IN THE SILENCE, IN THE STATIC. THE COLOR WAS JUST A SHIRT.
AS IF ON WOOL AND MAGNETS EVERYWHERE, SOME CHARGED.' ' BLOOD ' IN A NANO SECOND, EVERYWHERE; A ' MILLION ' MILES AWAY. A DISTANCE..., WHEN I LOOKED AT HER EYES, I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HER EXPRESSION OF ' FEAR,' ON HER FACE.
THE SECOND LEFT. THE ' ALMOST ' FLASHES I REPRESSED, THEY WERE NOT MINE. I SAW NO DANGER. THEY WERE NOT MINE.
PURPLE: BLOOD PATHOGEN...HAS MANY DEFINITIONS.
LATER I EXPLAINED TO ANOTHER STAFF MEMBER HOW I WAS TAUGHT IN REGARDS WITH THIS MEDICAL COLOR CODING, ALMOST AS EXCUSE.
I DO NOT KNOW THE TIME OF THE SHOOTINGS.
THE REST I WILL PRINT LATER, THE NEXT FEW YEARS, WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN ' THE BACK GROUND ' IS NO LONGER ' AVAILABLE,' NO MATTER THE LENGTH OF ' TIMES ' UNRAVELINGS. I GUESS THAT'S IT.
OTHER THAN THE GLOWING HAND SCOOPING UP THE DRIED, CAKED BLOOD THAT SOAKED THE DIRT FOR SEVERAL INCHES BETWEEN ROCK THAT WAS, SOME ANYWAY, THAT OF THE CHRIST.
NADA IS AND WAS ' MY ' EXPERIENCE, THE FEW OBSERVERS THAT I SAW FROM ' ABOVE,' COULDN'T ' HOLD ' THE TIMELINE.
NO I-POD OR COMPUTER WAS USED.
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Monday, April 7, 2014
LOOSING THE ' HOOK ' WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT
IN ONE OF MY CLASSES THE TOPICS WERE:
CYBER BULLING
CHILD OBESITY
ORGAN DONNER
AND ANOTHER RELATED TOPIC
' CHASING THE BAIT '
EIGHT YEARS AGO ( CLOSE ENOUGH )
ASH-' SHE SAID '
SOMETHING VERY CLOSE TO ' CAN YOU SEE? ( INSIDE MY HEAD, BUT DEEP )
ASH TREE AT STASSY POOL PARK, OTHER ' OMEGA ' ( A LITTLE OVER TWO YEARS AGO ), ALMOST CAUGHT AND POSTED AWHILE BACK, THE PEDOPHILE MASTURBATING IN THE SHOWER TO THE TEENAGER WITH YOUNGER BROTHER AND FATHER, HE WAS WALKING AROUND NUDE. THE ADULT ' SUIT ' PURPOSELY DIDN'T HAVE THE SHOWER CURTAIN SHUT, AND SAW AFTER HE LOOKED AT THE YOUTH. I LET LIFE GUARDS KNOW, THEY SEEMED MORE INTERESTED IN ME AFTERWARDS. NEVER TRUST THE ' MALE ' LIFEGUARDS SOMETIMES; DON'T WASTE YOUR BREATH IF THEY SEEM GAY, JUST CALL THE COPS. IN BETWEEN BILLS FOR ME AT THE TIME.
' ALIEN '- NONDESCRIPT ' VOICE SAID
IMAGERY - ' EVENT ( GLOBAL ) ' FUCK OFF FAGOT/BLACK MAN
ALL OF THIS, AT LEAST TWENTY ( ? ) LIVING ' PERSONALITIES,' VERY SMART PEOPLE AND SOME BORN WITH OR NOT TAUGHT THAT ' MINDS ' CAN'T TALK
HERE'S THIS INSTEAD
PURITY
A MEXICAN/ITALIAN MAN WHO HARASSED, INTIMIDATED, ROBBED ( BEAT THE HOMELESS, STOLE WALLETS, CASH AND ANY FORM OF ALCOHOL OR DRUGS HE COULD, RAPED OR AT LEAST THE GIRLS/WHORE-SOME SAID HE DID AND ' PIMPED ANYONE HE COULD ); INSPIRED BY THE ' POWER ' EMANATING FROM THE CAPITAL OF TEXAS'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND MIMICKED THE ' REP-' DAMN NEAR WORD FOR WORD, COMMANDING THE MAN ON THE BUS TO TAKE HIS WALLET WITH ID FOR USE IN THE ' UNDERGROUND ' MARKET....MET HIS MATCH ONE NIGHT.
A ' CHUBBY ' WHITE MAN WHO WAS FILLING UP HIS TRUCK WITH GAS, FINALLY HAD ENOUGH WITH THE VULGAR SHOUTS, " GIVE ME MONEY," AND THEN " BITCH," THAT HE BACKED UP HIS THREAT ( DEFENSIVE MEASURE ) AND SQUIRTED GAS UPON THE ABUSER. WHO THEN RAN WHIMPERING. " WHY DID YOU DO THAT? "
I WITH CELLPHONE IN HAND, NUMBERS HALF ' DIALED,'
TALKED TO THE ' VICTIM,' " YOU ALREADY MADE YOUR POINT, IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO CHASE HIM DOWN."
HE STATED HE WAS AND ALTHOUGH HE COULDN'T STILL ( ! ) FIND HIS CIGARETTE LIGHTER HE LEFT ' BURNING OFF STEAM.'
I SAW THE ' ITALIAN MEX ' LATER, HE WASN'T THE SAME PERSON.
THE PURITY OF THAT MOMENT, I WILL NEVER FORGET. SUCH A SIMPLE SOLUTION TO A PROBLEM; A ' CRIMINAL.'
THERE WAS A ' BEAUTY ' IN AND OF THE ' EVENT,' AND REMEMBRANCE OF THE SILENCE OF INDIFFERENCE, YET MEMORY SERVED ME WELL, YOUR REALLY NOT ' ALONE,' AND THERE IS NO ' JOKER,' NO ' SPIDERMAN,' OR ANY OTHER GARBAGE DEFINING TODAY'S CULTURE, JUST THAT ' WHISPER ' OF SPIRIT, THAT ' VOICE ' OF CALM THAT IS NOT YOUR ' OWN ' UNTIL LEARNT UPON THE ' THEN ' MINUTE ( NOT.2 SECOND SHIT ) ' WHEN YOU JUST SAY NO.
THEN THE BATTLE WITH THAT ' LIVING SPIRIT '....OF A REAL PERSON'S MIND BEGINS. ALL THE CHURCHES WILL NOT TELL YOU THIS AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT A OR THE ' IDEA ' OF A ' GOLEM.' ANOTHER WORD FOR A ' PERFECT ' SOLIDER.
I HATE ' CUNTS ( BODIES WITHOUT MINDS THAT DON'T QUESTION ),' MALE OR FEMALE. I DO NOT LIKE MOST MEXICANS AND NEGROES, THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE. MY SKIN IS ' WHITE,' AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I DON'T LIKE MANY WHITES EITHER.
I ADMIRE PUTIN BECAUSE HE SAID WHAT NO AMERICAN PRESIDENT WOULD ' UTTER ' BECAUSE OF THEIR ' PURSE STRINGS.' AND HE DID IT WITH AN AMOUNT OF ' ELEGANCE,' AND THE THIRD WORLD IS LISTENING. THEY REMEMBER THE MOST RUTHLESS INDIFFERENT OF THE ' SERPENTS.'
AS FOR THE ' BITCH ' IN HAWAII AND THE/MY RESPONSE REGARDING MY BROTHER AND MY KIDNEY, HOW THE HELL DOES ANYONE KNOW THAT THE WHOLE THING WASN'T A SET-UP ?
WELL HERE IT IS, SET AND UP.
WHAT I SAW HAD VERY LITTLE TO DO WITH MY FATHER OR THE ' CUNT ' WHO OWNS THE WHITE THREE GRACES IN ' QUILT.' HE DIDN'T HELP ME OR REFER ME TO A LAWYER IN ARIZONA OR ONE WHO COULD PRACTICE LAW IN THAT STATE. HE'S JUST ANOTHER ' RACIST PIG.' MORENO.
NOW HERE'S WHAT WASN'T EXPECTED, ONE BACK OFF.
WHY ?
IT WAS DEMOCRATS WHO WERE ASKING ' WHY EDUCATE EX-CONS. AND ALOT OF THEM, WHY ' ELECTIONS;' WHATS TO BE ' COMPROMISED. WHAT DOES IT MEAN,...EDUCATION, ACCESS TO COMPUTERS, BOOKS, JUST ABOUT ANYTHING DEALING WITH ' COMMUNICATION.'
I ' INTERRUPTED ' IN MY ( NOT ' OURS, THIS WAS CONSTANT, THEN ' COPIED ' BY OTHERS ) MIND, BEFORE MY FATHER'S HEART SURGERY, " NO ONE THOUGHT THE DEMOCRATS WERE THE NAZI PARTY."
DURING THIS TIME I TOLD MY FRIEND T.J. TUCKER, " THE LAST PLACE YOU WOULD WANT A REMOTE VIEWER IS IN JAIL/PRISON."
YOU STUPID FUCKS.
THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE ' PLAYING ' WITH MY PHONE THEN, ' HAVE FAMILIES ? ' SECOND STRIKERS ? '
OR ARE THE KIDS GONNA STILL SELL DRUGS
AFTER LOOKING AFTER THE BUS CAMERA HARD, AND LISTENING TO THE BUS DRIVER, JUST ABOUT OPENLY COMMENT ABOUT AND IN APPROVAL WITH THE MEXICAN/ITALIAN BECAUSE THAT ' VICTIM ' WAS WHITE; HER SMILE.
THE STATE OF TEXAS APPLIED ' PLASTIC ' OVER AND TOTALLY COVERED THE PINK GRANITE. IT'S PRETTY MUCH ' QUITE ' NOW.
AS FOR THE OLD NEIGHBORHOOD AND THE COLONEL, I DIDN'T GO TO NORTE DAME OR UT AUSTIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED, I KEPT READING, I ASKED QUESTIONS, I LOOKED DEEPER INSIDE MYSELF THAN 99.9 PERCENT OF THE US DOES AT ANY GIVEN POINT AND I FOUND THE TRUTH. I WENT BACK IN ' TIME ' ( I WAS ' WARNED NOT TO GO BACK TO MY MOTHER'S DEATH BED WINDOW- THE ' PLANT ' - MAN WITH THE WHITE BEARD WAS NOT ME - SO FUCK YOU AGAIN - SLIGHT FOREIGN ACCENT AND BLURRED, ONE EXCEPTION THOUGH, AND THAT ' TRUTH ' IS MINE-YOUR NEXT ' VICTIM, MAYBE PAY ATTENTION NEXT TIME, GROUP, PHD'S-MILITARY-THEN THE ' GANGSTERS ) TRUTH HURTS, THIS ISN'T A NOVEL, THE ARMY WILL NEVER EXCEPT ANY RESPONSIBILITY AND IF IT EVER DID, IT WOULDN'T REALLY MATTER A GENERATION DOWN THE LINE WHEN ANY LAWSUIT CAME TO BE, ONLY THE CRIMINALS WOULD WIN.
THAT IS HOW FAR I SAW, NOT EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS WON!
THE WORST THING THIS COUNTRY EVER DID WAS HAVE WAR AFTER WAR AND LET THE ' SUBCULTURE ' AND WOMEN CONTROL ALMOST IN TOTALITY THE ' SHRINK ' PROFESSION,' OH WHAT WHORES YOU ARE. YOU NEVER HELPED THE COLONEL, OR EX-CONS AFTER RAPE, ' JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOUR QUEER,' IS ALL IT AMOUNTS TOO. PAID OFF.
DELETE THE MEN, HUSBANDS, FATHERS, BROTHERS AND SONS AND ALL YOU END UP WITH IS " SHIT "-BARTON PRINCE, AS HE PICKED UP DOG SHIT WHEN I FIRST MET HIM.
NO ONE CAN ' HELP ' ME...I FOUND THE TRUTH, I CAN'T GO BACK IN ' TIME ' TO CORRECT, OR INTERFERE WITH A MAN WHO WAS VERY EDUCATED, EVEN BEYOND THE WORDING IN THE RV BOOK THAT I WAS READING A FEW YEARS BACK, SKIMMING THE THEORY OF QUANTUM MECHANICS, THEN I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.
I UNDERSTOOD THEN, A FEW YEARS AGO, THAT THE ' WEED ' THAT I WAS TOLD TO PICK, ' BLINKED ' OUT ( TO WHERE ? ) IN TOTALITY, FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE...?...TIME JUST ' STOPPED.'
IT WAS NOT THERE, I DID NOT BLINK, THE SHADOWS WERE STILL MOVING AS WERE THE LEAVES.
MY BROTHER WAS HYPNOTIZED INSTANTLY WHEN I TURNED, I HAD TO SLAP HIM, HE WAS FRIGHTENED AND STUNNED " WHAT WAS THAT? " LOOKING IN THE DIRECTION OF THE WINDOW.
THE FOLLOWING TWO SUMMER'S WERE FAR WORST,...BUT I'VE ALREADY SPOKEN OF THIS BEFORE.
WE WERE JUST KIDS, THEN PRE TEENS AND EARLY TEENS.
YOU CAN ASK FOR THE WORLD, BUT BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU ASK FOR...YOU DON'T NEED TECHNOLOGY FOR WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
' SOMEBODY ' WOKE ME UP, I HELD THE WORLD, 'ALL OF YOU DIDN'T RESIST,' IF YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT THAT WAY, HUMAN COLLECTIVE CONSCIENCE, AND A ROCK DIDN'T HIT THE OCEAN AND DENSER AIR.
WHAT'S ONE TWO THREE SECONDS ( EARTHQUAKES ) IN ROTATION TIME IN COMPARISON TO LAND WATER IMPACT ZONES?
NO ' SUBCULTURE ' HELPED ME, JUST EXTREME ' SILENCE.'
I'VE SAT BY THE OCEAN AND ' WISHED ' FOR DOLPHINS TO SPIN FOR ME, AND WHALES AND EIGHT TIMES OUT OF TEN THEY CAME ( DIFFERENT TIMES OF DAY )...THAT'S THE ONLY JOY THAT I HAVE EVER DERIVED FROM ANYTHING LOOSELY CONNECTED TO REMOTE VIEWING.
I DID WHAT I COULD WITH MY TWO LETTERS TO PRESIDENT BUSH.
THE ' REVOLUTION ' HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MANKIND APART FROM THE WORLD...IT WAS JUST AN IDEA... SALVATION. No shit hole god crap, something real.
Jesus Christ asked of the living waters for his thirst and the living Holy Sea answered through and without his bodies thirst; the living waters was also his sight in and without ' himself ( love, closeness of heart, not of ' just ' man; friendships );' one with G-D. THE SON: THE FATHER.
That simple, no shit religion malarkey; no blasphemy. No cross as threat from the heavens above AS MY ' CONTROL.'
You are born as you are born, entice none outside of your ' likeness,' especially children.
ONE LAST THOUGHT, WE ARE STILL IN THE ' CROSSING.' IT GOES ON FOR ABOUT, I THINK A HUNDRED YEARS. THOSE IMPACTS ARE WHAT ' CREATED US ' WAY BACK THEN; THE OBSERVER WASN'T JUST US, IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE I CAN'T DESCRIBE, I DON'T AGREE THAT IT WAS A ' MACHINE,' ( SEVEN TO EIGHT, THEN FIVE YEARS AGO. )
NO FACEBOOK FOR ME, NO CELLPHONE, NOWAY ' COMMENTS ' ON POSTS ( THEY WERE THERE, PEOPLE CHOOSE TO HACK, OR ' CRASH ' MY COMPUTER ), NO TWEETS AND GRADUALLY NO MORE POSTS. THIS IS ABOUT THE LAST TIME THAT I WILL WRITE ABOUT ' CONNECTING THE DOTS,' NOTHING GOOD EVER COMES OF IT.
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ON, AND I WILL.
I WILL NEVER ACCEPT THE ' SUBCULTURE,' GAYS, I ALREADY DEFENDED YOU AND FEMININE MEN, THEN READ A FEW BOOKS ON HOW TO ' CREATE ' THEM ( PUBLISHED IN THE LATE SIXTIES AND THEN SEVENTIES ). NO MORE, I DID NOT AGREE WITH THE ' OVERPOPULATION ARGUMENT ' EITHER AND ALL THE REST OF IT IN REGARDS TO ANY AGE OF ' PERSONS.'
I COULD GO ON AND ON, I WAS ' ATTACKED ' FOR YEARS. NO MATTER ' YOUR ' TECHNOLOGY OR THAT OF THE HERD MENTALITY OF ' MIND,' EVEN IF ' ARMED.'
FOR THE ' PEOPLE ' WHO HELPED ME, PRAYERS, ' MINDS,' THANK YOU. BUT PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.
FOR THE SUBCULTURE, WE DON'T SEE ' EYE TO EYE,' EVEN OF LACK OF BRIDGED GAP OF MALE AND FEMALE ' PERSONALITY,' IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW SMART OR EDUCATED YOU ARE, ALL YOUR ' IMAGERY ' COMES THROUGH ONE WAY OR THE OTHER. FOR ME IT IS DISGUSTING. THERE IS NO ' WE.'
AS FAR AS DEAD TERRORIST AND OR SOLDIERS AND ABORTIONS, I SEE NO DIFFERENCE OTHER THAN THE ' WILL.' THAT IS SAY ' TO CHOOSE.' IT DOES NOT BOTHER ME.
WHAT HAPPENED JUST BEFORE BOTHERS ME. THE ' CHOICE.' SOMEHOW IT WAS SMALL CHILDREN WHO I ' ENCOUNTERED ' FIRST. DISJOINTED CHILDREN, SOMEHOW, ASKING FOR MOTHER AND FATHER, VERY REAL SMALL STARS, ORBS DRIFTING. SPIRITS. I DID NOT KNOW NOAH'S ARK WAS SUSPECTED TO HAVE BEEN FOUND, SOMEWHAT FOSSILIZED. THE LIGHTING ALL AROUND AND ALL THAT I PHOTOGRAPHED. IN THE END ALL RELIGIONS WILL BE SOMEWHAT PROVED RIGHT, DATES JUST OFF. SOME MAYBE BORROWED, IF NOT ALL.
' INDIGO ' IS NOT THE COLOR OF EYES, IT IS THOSE CHILDREN BORN ' CLOSE TO GROUND AND SKY.'
THE RAPTURE OCCURRED AND NO ONE PAYED ATTENTION...HAS IT STOPPED?
I JOINED. THAT IS ME. I KNOW THAT I GET NOTHING,' I ALREADY WENT THROUGH IT,' SO TO SPEAK. I KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, FOR THE MOST PART, I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER MEET THEM ALL.
I CAN'T POSSIBLY ANSWER OR EXPLAIN ALL THAT I'VE ENCOUNTERED AND ALL THAT I WAS ASKED, AND I'VE NOT EVEN REALLY SPOKEN OF THE ' ROUGES,' RVers. IT'S IMPOSABLE. AND I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MAN MADE TECH AND ' THAT OF THE MIND.'
I DO NOT WISH THAT I WAS BORN ' ADULT.' SEVEN TO FIVE YEARS AGO, ' YOUR NO ENOCH,' FINALLY ' YOUR ' ANSWER.
' MASKS ? ' WHO KNOWS ?
I THINK THATS IT, FOR NOW.
I KNOW WHO I AM.
CYBER BULLING
CHILD OBESITY
ORGAN DONNER
AND ANOTHER RELATED TOPIC
' CHASING THE BAIT '
EIGHT YEARS AGO ( CLOSE ENOUGH )
ASH-' SHE SAID '
SOMETHING VERY CLOSE TO ' CAN YOU SEE? ( INSIDE MY HEAD, BUT DEEP )
ASH TREE AT STASSY POOL PARK, OTHER ' OMEGA ' ( A LITTLE OVER TWO YEARS AGO ), ALMOST CAUGHT AND POSTED AWHILE BACK, THE PEDOPHILE MASTURBATING IN THE SHOWER TO THE TEENAGER WITH YOUNGER BROTHER AND FATHER, HE WAS WALKING AROUND NUDE. THE ADULT ' SUIT ' PURPOSELY DIDN'T HAVE THE SHOWER CURTAIN SHUT, AND SAW AFTER HE LOOKED AT THE YOUTH. I LET LIFE GUARDS KNOW, THEY SEEMED MORE INTERESTED IN ME AFTERWARDS. NEVER TRUST THE ' MALE ' LIFEGUARDS SOMETIMES; DON'T WASTE YOUR BREATH IF THEY SEEM GAY, JUST CALL THE COPS. IN BETWEEN BILLS FOR ME AT THE TIME.
' ALIEN '- NONDESCRIPT ' VOICE SAID
IMAGERY - ' EVENT ( GLOBAL ) ' FUCK OFF FAGOT/BLACK MAN
ALL OF THIS, AT LEAST TWENTY ( ? ) LIVING ' PERSONALITIES,' VERY SMART PEOPLE AND SOME BORN WITH OR NOT TAUGHT THAT ' MINDS ' CAN'T TALK
HERE'S THIS INSTEAD
PURITY
A MEXICAN/ITALIAN MAN WHO HARASSED, INTIMIDATED, ROBBED ( BEAT THE HOMELESS, STOLE WALLETS, CASH AND ANY FORM OF ALCOHOL OR DRUGS HE COULD, RAPED OR AT LEAST THE GIRLS/WHORE-SOME SAID HE DID AND ' PIMPED ANYONE HE COULD ); INSPIRED BY THE ' POWER ' EMANATING FROM THE CAPITAL OF TEXAS'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND MIMICKED THE ' REP-' DAMN NEAR WORD FOR WORD, COMMANDING THE MAN ON THE BUS TO TAKE HIS WALLET WITH ID FOR USE IN THE ' UNDERGROUND ' MARKET....MET HIS MATCH ONE NIGHT.
A ' CHUBBY ' WHITE MAN WHO WAS FILLING UP HIS TRUCK WITH GAS, FINALLY HAD ENOUGH WITH THE VULGAR SHOUTS, " GIVE ME MONEY," AND THEN " BITCH," THAT HE BACKED UP HIS THREAT ( DEFENSIVE MEASURE ) AND SQUIRTED GAS UPON THE ABUSER. WHO THEN RAN WHIMPERING. " WHY DID YOU DO THAT? "
I WITH CELLPHONE IN HAND, NUMBERS HALF ' DIALED,'
TALKED TO THE ' VICTIM,' " YOU ALREADY MADE YOUR POINT, IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO CHASE HIM DOWN."
HE STATED HE WAS AND ALTHOUGH HE COULDN'T STILL ( ! ) FIND HIS CIGARETTE LIGHTER HE LEFT ' BURNING OFF STEAM.'
I SAW THE ' ITALIAN MEX ' LATER, HE WASN'T THE SAME PERSON.
THE PURITY OF THAT MOMENT, I WILL NEVER FORGET. SUCH A SIMPLE SOLUTION TO A PROBLEM; A ' CRIMINAL.'
THERE WAS A ' BEAUTY ' IN AND OF THE ' EVENT,' AND REMEMBRANCE OF THE SILENCE OF INDIFFERENCE, YET MEMORY SERVED ME WELL, YOUR REALLY NOT ' ALONE,' AND THERE IS NO ' JOKER,' NO ' SPIDERMAN,' OR ANY OTHER GARBAGE DEFINING TODAY'S CULTURE, JUST THAT ' WHISPER ' OF SPIRIT, THAT ' VOICE ' OF CALM THAT IS NOT YOUR ' OWN ' UNTIL LEARNT UPON THE ' THEN ' MINUTE ( NOT.2 SECOND SHIT ) ' WHEN YOU JUST SAY NO.
THEN THE BATTLE WITH THAT ' LIVING SPIRIT '....OF A REAL PERSON'S MIND BEGINS. ALL THE CHURCHES WILL NOT TELL YOU THIS AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT A OR THE ' IDEA ' OF A ' GOLEM.' ANOTHER WORD FOR A ' PERFECT ' SOLIDER.
I HATE ' CUNTS ( BODIES WITHOUT MINDS THAT DON'T QUESTION ),' MALE OR FEMALE. I DO NOT LIKE MOST MEXICANS AND NEGROES, THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE. MY SKIN IS ' WHITE,' AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I DON'T LIKE MANY WHITES EITHER.
I ADMIRE PUTIN BECAUSE HE SAID WHAT NO AMERICAN PRESIDENT WOULD ' UTTER ' BECAUSE OF THEIR ' PURSE STRINGS.' AND HE DID IT WITH AN AMOUNT OF ' ELEGANCE,' AND THE THIRD WORLD IS LISTENING. THEY REMEMBER THE MOST RUTHLESS INDIFFERENT OF THE ' SERPENTS.'
AS FOR THE ' BITCH ' IN HAWAII AND THE/MY RESPONSE REGARDING MY BROTHER AND MY KIDNEY, HOW THE HELL DOES ANYONE KNOW THAT THE WHOLE THING WASN'T A SET-UP ?
WELL HERE IT IS, SET AND UP.
WHAT I SAW HAD VERY LITTLE TO DO WITH MY FATHER OR THE ' CUNT ' WHO OWNS THE WHITE THREE GRACES IN ' QUILT.' HE DIDN'T HELP ME OR REFER ME TO A LAWYER IN ARIZONA OR ONE WHO COULD PRACTICE LAW IN THAT STATE. HE'S JUST ANOTHER ' RACIST PIG.' MORENO.
NOW HERE'S WHAT WASN'T EXPECTED, ONE BACK OFF.
WHY ?
IT WAS DEMOCRATS WHO WERE ASKING ' WHY EDUCATE EX-CONS. AND ALOT OF THEM, WHY ' ELECTIONS;' WHATS TO BE ' COMPROMISED. WHAT DOES IT MEAN,...EDUCATION, ACCESS TO COMPUTERS, BOOKS, JUST ABOUT ANYTHING DEALING WITH ' COMMUNICATION.'
I ' INTERRUPTED ' IN MY ( NOT ' OURS, THIS WAS CONSTANT, THEN ' COPIED ' BY OTHERS ) MIND, BEFORE MY FATHER'S HEART SURGERY, " NO ONE THOUGHT THE DEMOCRATS WERE THE NAZI PARTY."
DURING THIS TIME I TOLD MY FRIEND T.J. TUCKER, " THE LAST PLACE YOU WOULD WANT A REMOTE VIEWER IS IN JAIL/PRISON."
YOU STUPID FUCKS.
THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE ' PLAYING ' WITH MY PHONE THEN, ' HAVE FAMILIES ? ' SECOND STRIKERS ? '
OR ARE THE KIDS GONNA STILL SELL DRUGS
AFTER LOOKING AFTER THE BUS CAMERA HARD, AND LISTENING TO THE BUS DRIVER, JUST ABOUT OPENLY COMMENT ABOUT AND IN APPROVAL WITH THE MEXICAN/ITALIAN BECAUSE THAT ' VICTIM ' WAS WHITE; HER SMILE.
THE STATE OF TEXAS APPLIED ' PLASTIC ' OVER AND TOTALLY COVERED THE PINK GRANITE. IT'S PRETTY MUCH ' QUITE ' NOW.
AS FOR THE OLD NEIGHBORHOOD AND THE COLONEL, I DIDN'T GO TO NORTE DAME OR UT AUSTIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED, I KEPT READING, I ASKED QUESTIONS, I LOOKED DEEPER INSIDE MYSELF THAN 99.9 PERCENT OF THE US DOES AT ANY GIVEN POINT AND I FOUND THE TRUTH. I WENT BACK IN ' TIME ' ( I WAS ' WARNED NOT TO GO BACK TO MY MOTHER'S DEATH BED WINDOW- THE ' PLANT ' - MAN WITH THE WHITE BEARD WAS NOT ME - SO FUCK YOU AGAIN - SLIGHT FOREIGN ACCENT AND BLURRED, ONE EXCEPTION THOUGH, AND THAT ' TRUTH ' IS MINE-YOUR NEXT ' VICTIM, MAYBE PAY ATTENTION NEXT TIME, GROUP, PHD'S-MILITARY-THEN THE ' GANGSTERS ) TRUTH HURTS, THIS ISN'T A NOVEL, THE ARMY WILL NEVER EXCEPT ANY RESPONSIBILITY AND IF IT EVER DID, IT WOULDN'T REALLY MATTER A GENERATION DOWN THE LINE WHEN ANY LAWSUIT CAME TO BE, ONLY THE CRIMINALS WOULD WIN.
THAT IS HOW FAR I SAW, NOT EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS WON!
THE WORST THING THIS COUNTRY EVER DID WAS HAVE WAR AFTER WAR AND LET THE ' SUBCULTURE ' AND WOMEN CONTROL ALMOST IN TOTALITY THE ' SHRINK ' PROFESSION,' OH WHAT WHORES YOU ARE. YOU NEVER HELPED THE COLONEL, OR EX-CONS AFTER RAPE, ' JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOUR QUEER,' IS ALL IT AMOUNTS TOO. PAID OFF.
DELETE THE MEN, HUSBANDS, FATHERS, BROTHERS AND SONS AND ALL YOU END UP WITH IS " SHIT "-BARTON PRINCE, AS HE PICKED UP DOG SHIT WHEN I FIRST MET HIM.
NO ONE CAN ' HELP ' ME...I FOUND THE TRUTH, I CAN'T GO BACK IN ' TIME ' TO CORRECT, OR INTERFERE WITH A MAN WHO WAS VERY EDUCATED, EVEN BEYOND THE WORDING IN THE RV BOOK THAT I WAS READING A FEW YEARS BACK, SKIMMING THE THEORY OF QUANTUM MECHANICS, THEN I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.
I UNDERSTOOD THEN, A FEW YEARS AGO, THAT THE ' WEED ' THAT I WAS TOLD TO PICK, ' BLINKED ' OUT ( TO WHERE ? ) IN TOTALITY, FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE...?...TIME JUST ' STOPPED.'
IT WAS NOT THERE, I DID NOT BLINK, THE SHADOWS WERE STILL MOVING AS WERE THE LEAVES.
MY BROTHER WAS HYPNOTIZED INSTANTLY WHEN I TURNED, I HAD TO SLAP HIM, HE WAS FRIGHTENED AND STUNNED " WHAT WAS THAT? " LOOKING IN THE DIRECTION OF THE WINDOW.
THE FOLLOWING TWO SUMMER'S WERE FAR WORST,...BUT I'VE ALREADY SPOKEN OF THIS BEFORE.
WE WERE JUST KIDS, THEN PRE TEENS AND EARLY TEENS.
YOU CAN ASK FOR THE WORLD, BUT BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU ASK FOR...YOU DON'T NEED TECHNOLOGY FOR WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
' SOMEBODY ' WOKE ME UP, I HELD THE WORLD, 'ALL OF YOU DIDN'T RESIST,' IF YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT THAT WAY, HUMAN COLLECTIVE CONSCIENCE, AND A ROCK DIDN'T HIT THE OCEAN AND DENSER AIR.
WHAT'S ONE TWO THREE SECONDS ( EARTHQUAKES ) IN ROTATION TIME IN COMPARISON TO LAND WATER IMPACT ZONES?
NO ' SUBCULTURE ' HELPED ME, JUST EXTREME ' SILENCE.'
I'VE SAT BY THE OCEAN AND ' WISHED ' FOR DOLPHINS TO SPIN FOR ME, AND WHALES AND EIGHT TIMES OUT OF TEN THEY CAME ( DIFFERENT TIMES OF DAY )...THAT'S THE ONLY JOY THAT I HAVE EVER DERIVED FROM ANYTHING LOOSELY CONNECTED TO REMOTE VIEWING.
I DID WHAT I COULD WITH MY TWO LETTERS TO PRESIDENT BUSH.
THE ' REVOLUTION ' HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MANKIND APART FROM THE WORLD...IT WAS JUST AN IDEA... SALVATION. No shit hole god crap, something real.
Jesus Christ asked of the living waters for his thirst and the living Holy Sea answered through and without his bodies thirst; the living waters was also his sight in and without ' himself ( love, closeness of heart, not of ' just ' man; friendships );' one with G-D. THE SON: THE FATHER.
That simple, no shit religion malarkey; no blasphemy. No cross as threat from the heavens above AS MY ' CONTROL.'
You are born as you are born, entice none outside of your ' likeness,' especially children.
ONE LAST THOUGHT, WE ARE STILL IN THE ' CROSSING.' IT GOES ON FOR ABOUT, I THINK A HUNDRED YEARS. THOSE IMPACTS ARE WHAT ' CREATED US ' WAY BACK THEN; THE OBSERVER WASN'T JUST US, IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE I CAN'T DESCRIBE, I DON'T AGREE THAT IT WAS A ' MACHINE,' ( SEVEN TO EIGHT, THEN FIVE YEARS AGO. )
NO FACEBOOK FOR ME, NO CELLPHONE, NOWAY ' COMMENTS ' ON POSTS ( THEY WERE THERE, PEOPLE CHOOSE TO HACK, OR ' CRASH ' MY COMPUTER ), NO TWEETS AND GRADUALLY NO MORE POSTS. THIS IS ABOUT THE LAST TIME THAT I WILL WRITE ABOUT ' CONNECTING THE DOTS,' NOTHING GOOD EVER COMES OF IT.
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ON, AND I WILL.
I WILL NEVER ACCEPT THE ' SUBCULTURE,' GAYS, I ALREADY DEFENDED YOU AND FEMININE MEN, THEN READ A FEW BOOKS ON HOW TO ' CREATE ' THEM ( PUBLISHED IN THE LATE SIXTIES AND THEN SEVENTIES ). NO MORE, I DID NOT AGREE WITH THE ' OVERPOPULATION ARGUMENT ' EITHER AND ALL THE REST OF IT IN REGARDS TO ANY AGE OF ' PERSONS.'
I COULD GO ON AND ON, I WAS ' ATTACKED ' FOR YEARS. NO MATTER ' YOUR ' TECHNOLOGY OR THAT OF THE HERD MENTALITY OF ' MIND,' EVEN IF ' ARMED.'
FOR THE ' PEOPLE ' WHO HELPED ME, PRAYERS, ' MINDS,' THANK YOU. BUT PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.
FOR THE SUBCULTURE, WE DON'T SEE ' EYE TO EYE,' EVEN OF LACK OF BRIDGED GAP OF MALE AND FEMALE ' PERSONALITY,' IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW SMART OR EDUCATED YOU ARE, ALL YOUR ' IMAGERY ' COMES THROUGH ONE WAY OR THE OTHER. FOR ME IT IS DISGUSTING. THERE IS NO ' WE.'
AS FAR AS DEAD TERRORIST AND OR SOLDIERS AND ABORTIONS, I SEE NO DIFFERENCE OTHER THAN THE ' WILL.' THAT IS SAY ' TO CHOOSE.' IT DOES NOT BOTHER ME.
WHAT HAPPENED JUST BEFORE BOTHERS ME. THE ' CHOICE.' SOMEHOW IT WAS SMALL CHILDREN WHO I ' ENCOUNTERED ' FIRST. DISJOINTED CHILDREN, SOMEHOW, ASKING FOR MOTHER AND FATHER, VERY REAL SMALL STARS, ORBS DRIFTING. SPIRITS. I DID NOT KNOW NOAH'S ARK WAS SUSPECTED TO HAVE BEEN FOUND, SOMEWHAT FOSSILIZED. THE LIGHTING ALL AROUND AND ALL THAT I PHOTOGRAPHED. IN THE END ALL RELIGIONS WILL BE SOMEWHAT PROVED RIGHT, DATES JUST OFF. SOME MAYBE BORROWED, IF NOT ALL.
' INDIGO ' IS NOT THE COLOR OF EYES, IT IS THOSE CHILDREN BORN ' CLOSE TO GROUND AND SKY.'
THE RAPTURE OCCURRED AND NO ONE PAYED ATTENTION...HAS IT STOPPED?
I JOINED. THAT IS ME. I KNOW THAT I GET NOTHING,' I ALREADY WENT THROUGH IT,' SO TO SPEAK. I KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, FOR THE MOST PART, I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER MEET THEM ALL.
I CAN'T POSSIBLY ANSWER OR EXPLAIN ALL THAT I'VE ENCOUNTERED AND ALL THAT I WAS ASKED, AND I'VE NOT EVEN REALLY SPOKEN OF THE ' ROUGES,' RVers. IT'S IMPOSABLE. AND I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MAN MADE TECH AND ' THAT OF THE MIND.'
I DO NOT WISH THAT I WAS BORN ' ADULT.' SEVEN TO FIVE YEARS AGO, ' YOUR NO ENOCH,' FINALLY ' YOUR ' ANSWER.
' MASKS ? ' WHO KNOWS ?
I THINK THATS IT, FOR NOW.
I KNOW WHO I AM.
' SOLOMAN ' AND PECOS,TEXAS
FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH DEPARTMENT
PHAETHON STAR HAS REACHED 5,036 VEWS WITHOUT GOOGLE+
FROM THE UNITED STATES ( 3,672 ) TO RUSSIA ( 454 ) TO THE UKRAINE ( 54 ), NOT TO MENTION THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC, ROMANIA, CHINA, FRANCE, TURKEY, GERMANY, BRAZIL, THE NTHERLANDS, POLAND, THE UNITED KINGDOM, SOUTH KOREA AND ITALY. CANADA SEEMS INTERESTED IN ' BLACK SWANN'S STRIBER ' ONLY. THERE HAVE BEEN MORE, BUT ?????
OPERATING SYSTEMS
WINDOWS ( GET OFF YOUR ASS COOK )
LINUX
MAC ( GEE NO LAP TOP )
OTHER UNIX
WINDOWS NT 6,1
COMPATIBLE
SAMSUNG
BROWSERS ( THESE I'VE NEVER HEARD OF )
UNIVERSAL FEED PARSER
CriOS
Maxthon
EVENTS ARE NEVER AS THEY SEEM
Please remember this. ' No one really owns space.'
I ONLY DOWN LOADED AN APP FOR WIFI/CRACKER ONCE BECAUSE WE WERE TOLD THAT THERE WAS LITERALLY NO RECEPTION AT A JOB SITE IN AND NEAR PECOS, TEXAS.
' SOLOMON,' OR ' KING SOLOMON ' IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAME UP. THE CRACKER DIDN'T WORK, AND ENDED UP RIDING MY BIKE DOWN THE ROAD TO THE HIGHWAY ( A HUNDRED AND SIXTY POUNDS, SEABAG AND BACKPACK ) BECAUSE I WASN'T GIVEN WORK, I THUMBED A RIDE BACK TO EL PASO. THIS WAS THE SECOND TRIP. WE WORKED TEN DAY SHIFTS. THIS HAPPENED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.
I MENTION THIS ONLY BECAUSE I TOOK A FEW PHOTO'S AND WISHED FOR A FALLING STAR. I SAID IT OUT LOUD IN A WHISPER, I THINK.
WHAT I THOUGHT WAS ONE, THAT FELL A FEW MOMENTS AFTER I ' VOICED,' THE REQUEST, I DECIDED IT WAS A LASER INSTEAD. I KEPT ASKING MYSELF ' HOW IS IT THAT THE TAIL OF THE STAR WAS AS BRIGHT AS THE ' HEAD 'OF THE STAR. EVEN IN KONA, HI. ( WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED, BARBRA SAW THE VAPOR TRAIL AS I POINTED IT OUT ) I WATCHED A REAL FALLING STAR WITH VAPOR TRAIL AND ALL, BREAKING UP ACROSS THE MID POINT OF THE VOLCANO, JUST LIKE THE ONES THAT FELL TOWARDS DOWNTOWN EL PASO, TEXAS A YEAR AND A HALF OR SO AGO.
' ENCAPSULATED LIGHT,' SEVEN YEARS AGO, IN MY MIND. ALSO, EARLIER, ' WE CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS TO YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN,' PIN POINTS OF LIGHT ' ( LIKE NEEDLE POINTS ), 'YOU WILL EVENTUALLY GET BRAIN DAMAGE OR GO INSANE.'
WHY DID I PRINT THIS, BECAUSE IT IS TRUE AND BECAUSE WE LIVE IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND I DO NOT WISH TO EVER SEE OUR SOLDIERS BEHAVE AND ACT AS DRONES FOR ANOTHER COUNTRY OR ' OUTSIDE ' INTEREST.
I TOOK MY TIME WITH THIS, BECAUSE WANTED PEACE BETWEEN ISRAEL AND THE PALESTINE, AND DIDN'T WANT TO FEED A FIRE.
BUT, THANKS FOR THE ' DOUBLE EDGED SWORD ' AS EXAMPLE.
PHAETHON STAR HAS REACHED 5,036 VEWS WITHOUT GOOGLE+
FROM THE UNITED STATES ( 3,672 ) TO RUSSIA ( 454 ) TO THE UKRAINE ( 54 ), NOT TO MENTION THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC, ROMANIA, CHINA, FRANCE, TURKEY, GERMANY, BRAZIL, THE NTHERLANDS, POLAND, THE UNITED KINGDOM, SOUTH KOREA AND ITALY. CANADA SEEMS INTERESTED IN ' BLACK SWANN'S STRIBER ' ONLY. THERE HAVE BEEN MORE, BUT ?????
OPERATING SYSTEMS
WINDOWS ( GET OFF YOUR ASS COOK )
LINUX
MAC ( GEE NO LAP TOP )
OTHER UNIX
WINDOWS NT 6,1
COMPATIBLE
SAMSUNG
BROWSERS ( THESE I'VE NEVER HEARD OF )
UNIVERSAL FEED PARSER
CriOS
Maxthon
EVENTS ARE NEVER AS THEY SEEM
Please remember this. ' No one really owns space.'
I ONLY DOWN LOADED AN APP FOR WIFI/CRACKER ONCE BECAUSE WE WERE TOLD THAT THERE WAS LITERALLY NO RECEPTION AT A JOB SITE IN AND NEAR PECOS, TEXAS.
' SOLOMON,' OR ' KING SOLOMON ' IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAME UP. THE CRACKER DIDN'T WORK, AND ENDED UP RIDING MY BIKE DOWN THE ROAD TO THE HIGHWAY ( A HUNDRED AND SIXTY POUNDS, SEABAG AND BACKPACK ) BECAUSE I WASN'T GIVEN WORK, I THUMBED A RIDE BACK TO EL PASO. THIS WAS THE SECOND TRIP. WE WORKED TEN DAY SHIFTS. THIS HAPPENED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.
I MENTION THIS ONLY BECAUSE I TOOK A FEW PHOTO'S AND WISHED FOR A FALLING STAR. I SAID IT OUT LOUD IN A WHISPER, I THINK.
WHAT I THOUGHT WAS ONE, THAT FELL A FEW MOMENTS AFTER I ' VOICED,' THE REQUEST, I DECIDED IT WAS A LASER INSTEAD. I KEPT ASKING MYSELF ' HOW IS IT THAT THE TAIL OF THE STAR WAS AS BRIGHT AS THE ' HEAD 'OF THE STAR. EVEN IN KONA, HI. ( WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED, BARBRA SAW THE VAPOR TRAIL AS I POINTED IT OUT ) I WATCHED A REAL FALLING STAR WITH VAPOR TRAIL AND ALL, BREAKING UP ACROSS THE MID POINT OF THE VOLCANO, JUST LIKE THE ONES THAT FELL TOWARDS DOWNTOWN EL PASO, TEXAS A YEAR AND A HALF OR SO AGO.
' ENCAPSULATED LIGHT,' SEVEN YEARS AGO, IN MY MIND. ALSO, EARLIER, ' WE CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS TO YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN,' PIN POINTS OF LIGHT ' ( LIKE NEEDLE POINTS ), 'YOU WILL EVENTUALLY GET BRAIN DAMAGE OR GO INSANE.'
WHY DID I PRINT THIS, BECAUSE IT IS TRUE AND BECAUSE WE LIVE IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND I DO NOT WISH TO EVER SEE OUR SOLDIERS BEHAVE AND ACT AS DRONES FOR ANOTHER COUNTRY OR ' OUTSIDE ' INTEREST.
I TOOK MY TIME WITH THIS, BECAUSE WANTED PEACE BETWEEN ISRAEL AND THE PALESTINE, AND DIDN'T WANT TO FEED A FIRE.
BUT, THANKS FOR THE ' DOUBLE EDGED SWORD ' AS EXAMPLE.
Thursday, April 3, 2014
UP-DATED 04-04-'14 ' BOOTCAMPS ' - ' HUGHS ACT '
IN A CNN STORY I JUST READ TODAY about Specialist Lopez.
' Attacks in 2006-'07-These were more like ' prompts,' I was sometimes speaking out loud, I think, mostly ' forehead ( Frontal lobe ) facing the ceiling..I was in bed.
( Mr. )' Pagan-' seemingly on going discussion about who is technically a pagan as far as religion goes.' I couldn't seem to stop this ' noise,' at the same time ' do you know how to tie a ' slipknot '/ 'do you know how to repel ( climb down with rope ) ? '
This might be two easy-' Tanks.'
During this time also my mother's experience with the boy who fell at Waco Tanks
Also, " Your third eye blind." Whoever that was, voice or ' Mind,' I don't know.
I had originally written of experiences dealing with Austin, Tx. and not wanting to be sent to ether Waco, Tx. or Ft. Hood, although I found myself on the highway two times for Waco, once for Ft. Hood. I remembered the ' voice ' well the second and third time; first impression is that of a female, but I think a male.
Two of the times I remember taking the battery out of my cellphone, I was mad enough and the third, might of been ' harmonics ' as per my 4-runner.
The ' voice ' seems slow, but it is actually speed up, you're brain/mind deciphers it, unravels it. It actually runs on two different levels, very high extremely fast and so low as not two ' hear it/understand it,' then you have to ' correct ' the instruction.
I call it ' The Squirrel Cage.' Hope this helps. I know that who ever that person was knew what ' he ' was doing.
I had originally written something else and I will print most of it later, for I have little time now. ( For what its worth, at some point I think about now but really latter on, I have to ' brush up ' on my reading about RV and terminology. I don't think this is a very good idea, though I ' feel ' this ' false impulse ' will pop up again. I do not think it is a family member....looking to MAKE A NAME. I didn't like being ' ordered ' to do this then. )
PAGAN AND SLIPKNOT ARE VERY STRONG HITS.
UNDERLYING-VISUAL
FALL-CHEERLEADER-LIGHTS IN AUDIENCE-ALREADY HAPPENED-ARIZONA
RED MAIL PLASTIC CARRIER-AIRLINES-ALREADY HAPPENED-ARIZONA
ONLY COMMONALITY IN ALL THIS FOR ME IS HZ RATE, FACEBOOK, FALL, SLIP ( AND FALL ) AND REAL TIME ' GRID WALKER ' WHO KNOWS WHAT ' HE ' IS DOING.
RED TANKS ? BIG ?
YESTERDAY WAS AVOIDABLE-THE SOLIDER WHO WAS ONCE STATIONED AT FT. BLISS, TX. THOSE KILLED AND ALL WHO WERE HURT. IVAN LOPEZ, ' IVAN,' LIKE ' OMAR,' A NAME THAT I WAS CALLED A COUPLE OF TIMES IN MY LIFE, REST IN PEACE AND THOSE ALL THOSE KILLED.*
EARLY MORNING, YESTERDAY - NPR NEWS, RADIO-THREE YEARS ' STUDY ' - CIA, OVER THREE THOUSAND PARTICIPANTS-RANDOM GOOGLE SEARCHES.
ALSO, HOMELESS PERSON WHO WAS FROM RUSSIA AREA AT SHELTER ( EL PASO, TX. ) LAST WEEK. ' DREAM AS PICTURES, 'VALLEY WITH TREES, SPARSE, AND PEOPLE, SOME FALLING, OTHERS RUNNING ? ' ' AND ??? THE CONSTANT INTERFERENCE, YES YOU GUESSED IT, THE ' PURPLE SHIT.' MORE THAN ONE MIND.
EVERY TIME I SPOKE WITH HIM, I HAD THE ' FEELING ' THAT A MEMORY OF SOMETHING THAT I WAS ' SUPPOSED ' TO SEE WAS TO COME UP; VERY DISTANT...
I AM REASONABLY SURE THAT HE IS NOT A THREAT TO USA.
TIMESTAMP
PLACEMENT IN TIME, ' ENRON,' LINKED TO OIL, PORT AUTHORITY ( TX. ), " WE'RE AT FT. BLISS, DON'T.." ALL THIS, YEARS AGO---AND, ' ENTRANCE TO A NEW INFORMATION HUB. NOW.
THIS MORNING - NPR NEWS, RADIO-MAPPING BRAIN OF NEWBORNS IN WOMB---I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN ABOUT THIS AND LOSE OF MOTHER CHILD ' DEVELOPING MIND,' OR PROGRAMING IN THE WOMB, FROM ABORTIONS TO ' GOAL ' OF SCIENCE AND GAY MOVEMENT; SLAVERY.
I FIRST DISCOVERED NPR, ABOUT 2005
DISTINCT LEVELS OF AMINO ACIDS WITHIN THE ' SPECIES.' HOMO SAPIEN.
ALL OF THIS WAS CONNECTED WITH THE ' BIO-MAKE-UP,' ( MEDICAL RECORDS ) OF THOSE WHO SERVE ' THEIR COUNTRIES ' AND THE LINKS TO ' NEW WEAPONRY ' IN DEVELOPMENTAL STAGES AND THEIR USE IN ' CROWD CONTROL AND OR DISRUPTION OF HERD MENTALITIES,' AND/OR THE DESTRUCTION OF ONE PERSON, IF NOT A FAMILY.
THIS WAS WHAT I ALSO HAD THE ' SHIT ' BEATEN OUT OF MENTALLY, ALL THOSE YEARS AGO; PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE.
TO THINK ALL THIS STARTED OUT FOR ME, AS FAR AS REMOTE VIEWING GOES, TO FIND A MISSING CHILD AND REPORT CHILD ABUSE.
THE FUTURE
THE PACIFIC AND ' OIL ' AS OPPOSED TO CLEAN WATER ( SALT AND FRESH ). WHO KNOWS, MOTHER NATURE JUST MIGHT TAKE CARE OF THAT ' SPINNING TRASH HEAP ' FOR YOU. RING OF FIRE. Maybe how all youth from all countries remember us, very near future.
FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I THINK THAT I ONCE WROTE THAT ' I WENT THROUGH ABOUT TEN DIFFERENT ' BOOTCAMPS.' THIS YEARS BEFORE JOHN CASTLIE/AIR FORCE/CIA AND HIS ' SUICIDE.'
I THINK, MAYBE TWO MORE THIS YEAR-RUSSIA, I THINK IS THE ' FLAG,' MEANING THEY ARE/' WERE, ' NOT THE ONES.
*--------THAT ' CANDYMAN,' DIED DURING HEART SURGERY, I HAVE BEEN TOLD. ( LIE ) HE WAS A HATEFUL MAN, BUT HE ONCE TOLD ME THAT ALONG WITH FLYING BOMBS AND ORDNANCE TO VIETNAM, HE ALSO ' DELIVERED ' NEW TROOPS. HE ALSO TOLD ME THAT HE SERVICED ' NUKES.'
THOUGH HE ' SAID ' DIFFERENT, I KNOW THAT HE HAD A VERY HARD TIME WITH THOSE MEMORIES, " I HARDLY LOOKED AT THEIR FACES," HE SAID OF VIETNAM.
A WIZARD WAS ON THE TOP SHELF ABOVE HIS COMPUTER MONITOR. I ' MINDLESSLY BOUGHT MINE ABOUT 2007-'08 AND PUT IT TO THE LEFT, OR IT ENDED UP AT THE LEFT OF MY TV IN THE LIVING ROOM, BEFORE I THREW IT TO THE FLOOR. THE BOOK, ' THE VALUE OF LIE,' WAS AT THE RIGHT OF THE TV SET.
ideas:
don't download apps from other countries...for a time.
homeschool for at least one hour a day, regardless, period.
IT SOUNDS STUPID, BUT ASK YOUR KIDS WHO ' THEIR PARENTS ARE ' AND ' WHY AND HOW.' THEN ASK WHO THEIR CELLPHONE IS AND ' LISTEN,' TO THERE ANSWER. WAS IT ' THEIR,' AND ARE YOU SURE?
' Attacks in 2006-'07-These were more like ' prompts,' I was sometimes speaking out loud, I think, mostly ' forehead ( Frontal lobe ) facing the ceiling..I was in bed.
( Mr. )' Pagan-' seemingly on going discussion about who is technically a pagan as far as religion goes.' I couldn't seem to stop this ' noise,' at the same time ' do you know how to tie a ' slipknot '/ 'do you know how to repel ( climb down with rope ) ? '
This might be two easy-' Tanks.'
During this time also my mother's experience with the boy who fell at Waco Tanks
Also, " Your third eye blind." Whoever that was, voice or ' Mind,' I don't know.
I had originally written of experiences dealing with Austin, Tx. and not wanting to be sent to ether Waco, Tx. or Ft. Hood, although I found myself on the highway two times for Waco, once for Ft. Hood. I remembered the ' voice ' well the second and third time; first impression is that of a female, but I think a male.
Two of the times I remember taking the battery out of my cellphone, I was mad enough and the third, might of been ' harmonics ' as per my 4-runner.
The ' voice ' seems slow, but it is actually speed up, you're brain/mind deciphers it, unravels it. It actually runs on two different levels, very high extremely fast and so low as not two ' hear it/understand it,' then you have to ' correct ' the instruction.
I call it ' The Squirrel Cage.' Hope this helps. I know that who ever that person was knew what ' he ' was doing.
I had originally written something else and I will print most of it later, for I have little time now. ( For what its worth, at some point I think about now but really latter on, I have to ' brush up ' on my reading about RV and terminology. I don't think this is a very good idea, though I ' feel ' this ' false impulse ' will pop up again. I do not think it is a family member....looking to MAKE A NAME. I didn't like being ' ordered ' to do this then. )
PAGAN AND SLIPKNOT ARE VERY STRONG HITS.
UNDERLYING-VISUAL
FALL-CHEERLEADER-LIGHTS IN AUDIENCE-ALREADY HAPPENED-ARIZONA
RED MAIL PLASTIC CARRIER-AIRLINES-ALREADY HAPPENED-ARIZONA
ONLY COMMONALITY IN ALL THIS FOR ME IS HZ RATE, FACEBOOK, FALL, SLIP ( AND FALL ) AND REAL TIME ' GRID WALKER ' WHO KNOWS WHAT ' HE ' IS DOING.
RED TANKS ? BIG ?
YESTERDAY WAS AVOIDABLE-THE SOLIDER WHO WAS ONCE STATIONED AT FT. BLISS, TX. THOSE KILLED AND ALL WHO WERE HURT. IVAN LOPEZ, ' IVAN,' LIKE ' OMAR,' A NAME THAT I WAS CALLED A COUPLE OF TIMES IN MY LIFE, REST IN PEACE AND THOSE ALL THOSE KILLED.*
EARLY MORNING, YESTERDAY - NPR NEWS, RADIO-THREE YEARS ' STUDY ' - CIA, OVER THREE THOUSAND PARTICIPANTS-RANDOM GOOGLE SEARCHES.
ALSO, HOMELESS PERSON WHO WAS FROM RUSSIA AREA AT SHELTER ( EL PASO, TX. ) LAST WEEK. ' DREAM AS PICTURES, 'VALLEY WITH TREES, SPARSE, AND PEOPLE, SOME FALLING, OTHERS RUNNING ? ' ' AND ??? THE CONSTANT INTERFERENCE, YES YOU GUESSED IT, THE ' PURPLE SHIT.' MORE THAN ONE MIND.
EVERY TIME I SPOKE WITH HIM, I HAD THE ' FEELING ' THAT A MEMORY OF SOMETHING THAT I WAS ' SUPPOSED ' TO SEE WAS TO COME UP; VERY DISTANT...
I AM REASONABLY SURE THAT HE IS NOT A THREAT TO USA.
TIMESTAMP
PLACEMENT IN TIME, ' ENRON,' LINKED TO OIL, PORT AUTHORITY ( TX. ), " WE'RE AT FT. BLISS, DON'T.." ALL THIS, YEARS AGO---AND, ' ENTRANCE TO A NEW INFORMATION HUB. NOW.
THIS MORNING - NPR NEWS, RADIO-MAPPING BRAIN OF NEWBORNS IN WOMB---I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN ABOUT THIS AND LOSE OF MOTHER CHILD ' DEVELOPING MIND,' OR PROGRAMING IN THE WOMB, FROM ABORTIONS TO ' GOAL ' OF SCIENCE AND GAY MOVEMENT; SLAVERY.
I FIRST DISCOVERED NPR, ABOUT 2005
DISTINCT LEVELS OF AMINO ACIDS WITHIN THE ' SPECIES.' HOMO SAPIEN.
ALL OF THIS WAS CONNECTED WITH THE ' BIO-MAKE-UP,' ( MEDICAL RECORDS ) OF THOSE WHO SERVE ' THEIR COUNTRIES ' AND THE LINKS TO ' NEW WEAPONRY ' IN DEVELOPMENTAL STAGES AND THEIR USE IN ' CROWD CONTROL AND OR DISRUPTION OF HERD MENTALITIES,' AND/OR THE DESTRUCTION OF ONE PERSON, IF NOT A FAMILY.
THIS WAS WHAT I ALSO HAD THE ' SHIT ' BEATEN OUT OF MENTALLY, ALL THOSE YEARS AGO; PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE.
TO THINK ALL THIS STARTED OUT FOR ME, AS FAR AS REMOTE VIEWING GOES, TO FIND A MISSING CHILD AND REPORT CHILD ABUSE.
THE FUTURE
THE PACIFIC AND ' OIL ' AS OPPOSED TO CLEAN WATER ( SALT AND FRESH ). WHO KNOWS, MOTHER NATURE JUST MIGHT TAKE CARE OF THAT ' SPINNING TRASH HEAP ' FOR YOU. RING OF FIRE. Maybe how all youth from all countries remember us, very near future.
FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I THINK THAT I ONCE WROTE THAT ' I WENT THROUGH ABOUT TEN DIFFERENT ' BOOTCAMPS.' THIS YEARS BEFORE JOHN CASTLIE/AIR FORCE/CIA AND HIS ' SUICIDE.'
I THINK, MAYBE TWO MORE THIS YEAR-RUSSIA, I THINK IS THE ' FLAG,' MEANING THEY ARE/' WERE, ' NOT THE ONES.
*--------THAT ' CANDYMAN,' DIED DURING HEART SURGERY, I HAVE BEEN TOLD. ( LIE ) HE WAS A HATEFUL MAN, BUT HE ONCE TOLD ME THAT ALONG WITH FLYING BOMBS AND ORDNANCE TO VIETNAM, HE ALSO ' DELIVERED ' NEW TROOPS. HE ALSO TOLD ME THAT HE SERVICED ' NUKES.'
THOUGH HE ' SAID ' DIFFERENT, I KNOW THAT HE HAD A VERY HARD TIME WITH THOSE MEMORIES, " I HARDLY LOOKED AT THEIR FACES," HE SAID OF VIETNAM.
A WIZARD WAS ON THE TOP SHELF ABOVE HIS COMPUTER MONITOR. I ' MINDLESSLY BOUGHT MINE ABOUT 2007-'08 AND PUT IT TO THE LEFT, OR IT ENDED UP AT THE LEFT OF MY TV IN THE LIVING ROOM, BEFORE I THREW IT TO THE FLOOR. THE BOOK, ' THE VALUE OF LIE,' WAS AT THE RIGHT OF THE TV SET.
ideas:
don't download apps from other countries...for a time.
homeschool for at least one hour a day, regardless, period.
IT SOUNDS STUPID, BUT ASK YOUR KIDS WHO ' THEIR PARENTS ARE ' AND ' WHY AND HOW.' THEN ASK WHO THEIR CELLPHONE IS AND ' LISTEN,' TO THERE ANSWER. WAS IT ' THEIR,' AND ARE YOU SURE?
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
UP-DATED-3-28-'14-777
Yesterday I learned from the news that the flight # or the plane was 777. I did not know this.
' Blue ' came up, but that is not important, especially how.
In Albq., NM I was given a xerox copy of a missing child's poster, a young girl nicknamed ' blue.' All those years back.
Something else came up yesterday, but that is no longer important, just about ' erased it.'
I was studying a method of CRV, on a DVD that was taught by a mother, daughter team in Texas. They were former students of Major Ed Danes.
Female's voice " sometime's seven ( s ) are not lucky numbers," during that time. Very distant.
I bought a power ball ticket with the utilization of 7.....I never cashed it in. The rest is a fog and as far as I know my brain is still ' crunching ' that parcel of fractal, curves are fractals two. ( I hope that this is not a mistake in time ? ) I know this because this is a juncture before a ' morph,' or in the morph. ( This part ' they ' saw, unending discussion until I was ' cut off.' )
HINT-on a painting sculpture that ( G_D I HATE THIS ) I sold to Barton Prince, at the top is a printed, paper I think ( glued into the paint ), ' I BEND TIME.'
This of course would go hand in hand with the tellaportation of a part of a laser beam that was successfully done later on in the realm of science. A to C without the need for B, other than knowing it to be an obstacle.
OTHER THAN WHEN I COPIED THE XEROX AGAIN IN ORDER TO GIVE IT BACK TO THE DOLLAR TREE ( NOW - FAIR PLAZA ), I NOTICED THAT THE EXPRESSION WAS ALMOST MINE, INCLUDING THE STRUCTURE OF THE FACE TO THE POINT OF LOOKING UP MY HIGH SCHOOL PHOTO IN MY SOPHOMORE YEAR WITH THE THIN ' IRISH BEARD ( All my yearbooks were thrown out prior to my departure to Hawaii along with receipts, other paperwork, camping gear, you name it. I was not ' pressed,' this time, unlike at my brother's house where almost all photos of all the artwork that I ever made was trashed, or Albq., when I woke up to tearing up receipts, rental and all, then I fine ally forced myself to stop, I DID NOT TEAR UP THE RENTAL AGREEMENT, I HAVE IT TO THIS DAY. THAT DAY IN ALBQ., WAS THE DAY I SAW THROUGH THE CLOSED DOOR WITH THE BOOKSHELF FILLED WITH VHS TAPES-MAGNETIC TAPES, OVER ABOUT A HUNDRED; THE WHITE HAIRED MAN WAS NOT MY FATHER, IT WAS BARTON PRINCE TALKING WITH GONZALES MY LANDLORD THEN.) NO COUP, HUH? GOOD LUCK.
LATER THE ' HEMINGWAY ' PEN AND INK, THAT LOOKED SUSPICIOUSLY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE ( YES, I'M THAT GOOD )
YEARS LATER I SAW PICTURES OF INGO SWANN, and understood the pen and ink drawing, and now more. You have no idea who that son of a bitch was. AND TRUST ME HE WAS NOBODIES god OR EVEN OUR GOVERNMENT'S, THOUGH PAID BY THEM DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY.
IN THE END I AM CERTAIN THAT ALL WE KNOW ABOUT THE NSA AND WIKI LEAKS IS JUST THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG, HIND SIGHT IS GREAT.
UP-DATED-3-28-'14
A drunk driving victim, a few days ago in El Paso, Tx, M.K. lost his life, his name made public. I do not know if the same childhood friend, however I give my condolences for that man's family.
I am very sure that the people who ' RVed ' me, some based in joke with the Dan Brown ' motifs 'including his personal life, age of his wife, best friends and close and ' loose ' affiliations with other authors and ' their bed-mates,' and the people who pull their ' purse strings,' have had their fun. Not all live in California.
IVORY AND EBONY ' TOWERS ' IF NOT AMBER
I am sure that all the people in close approximation to myself have been ' affected ' to some extent, the majority, ' comic relief.'
One day I will give myself the luxury of a ' complete worry-free ' allotment of time and explain how some of these ' focuses of me in past ' might of resulted in the loss of life.
So many people think that if you ' have a glimpse ' of the future that you can do anything to stop the negative ' occurrences,' and all the evil will go away.
This summer might be the summer for a form of ' marshal law,' if the ' children ' and adults don't or won't wake up, I'm sure it will be the same for the coming winter too.
As for Striber's book ( this spelling is really not important any more ), end days or what ever that was called. the road from El Paso to Albq.,NM and branching out, is a 'Cross;' the highway, often called ' the drug thoroughfare ' to the North.
As for the ' children ' in our intelligences and militarises, I'm very sure they know who they are, I'm sure they are happy with their ' new offsprings ' and ' job security.'
What revolves around the ' viewings ' and my perception through the beasts eyes, if global, I might print.
So many people think that if you ' have a glimpse ' of the future that you can make all the evil go away, and stop all of ' evils ' occurrence's that are purposely ' built of man's own intent,' and one might be able to salvage ' good ' from it; begs the question, can a truth ever be an effect of cause, if ' human ' or of human perception, is concerned within ' human collective conscience ' without G_D or environment to ' spark ' the ' involuntary response? '
Would you be here to read this ?
Are you reading this for your Ego ?
Are you reading this for your ' singular conscience ' ( identity ) ?
Or, is your ' mind ' centered in your ' heart ? '
MY PERCEPTION
IF YOU ARE NOT ABSOLUTELY SURE OF WHO THE MAFIA IS OR WHAT ESPIONAGE IS IN THE REAL WORLD, DO NOT BUY REMOTE VIEWING PRODUCTS OR KNOW ANYONE WHO EVER IDENTIFIES THEMSELVES WITH ANY ' INTELLIGENCE SERVICE,' INCLUDING OUR'S.
YOU HAVE NO VALUE OTHER THAN YOUR SPENT ( VALUE ) FROM ' RECEIPT AND PRODUCT'S ' RECEIPT.' NO ' WORTH ' ' FRESH OUT OF THE GATE.'
UNDERSTAND THIS CLEARLY-THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS AN ' ARAB FAG ' IN THE REAL WORLD, ONLY IN THE WEST.
IN THE MIDDLE EAST, IT IS ' DOMINANCE ' DEFINED IN POWER FIRST, THEN IN MONEY SECOND. CHILDREN ARE NOT MUCH CONCERN ' UNDER ' THE SECOND HEADING.
Take that for what it's worth.
' Blue ' came up, but that is not important, especially how.
In Albq., NM I was given a xerox copy of a missing child's poster, a young girl nicknamed ' blue.' All those years back.
Something else came up yesterday, but that is no longer important, just about ' erased it.'
I was studying a method of CRV, on a DVD that was taught by a mother, daughter team in Texas. They were former students of Major Ed Danes.
Female's voice " sometime's seven ( s ) are not lucky numbers," during that time. Very distant.
I bought a power ball ticket with the utilization of 7.....I never cashed it in. The rest is a fog and as far as I know my brain is still ' crunching ' that parcel of fractal, curves are fractals two. ( I hope that this is not a mistake in time ? ) I know this because this is a juncture before a ' morph,' or in the morph. ( This part ' they ' saw, unending discussion until I was ' cut off.' )
HINT-on a painting sculpture that ( G_D I HATE THIS ) I sold to Barton Prince, at the top is a printed, paper I think ( glued into the paint ), ' I BEND TIME.'
This of course would go hand in hand with the tellaportation of a part of a laser beam that was successfully done later on in the realm of science. A to C without the need for B, other than knowing it to be an obstacle.
OTHER THAN WHEN I COPIED THE XEROX AGAIN IN ORDER TO GIVE IT BACK TO THE DOLLAR TREE ( NOW - FAIR PLAZA ), I NOTICED THAT THE EXPRESSION WAS ALMOST MINE, INCLUDING THE STRUCTURE OF THE FACE TO THE POINT OF LOOKING UP MY HIGH SCHOOL PHOTO IN MY SOPHOMORE YEAR WITH THE THIN ' IRISH BEARD ( All my yearbooks were thrown out prior to my departure to Hawaii along with receipts, other paperwork, camping gear, you name it. I was not ' pressed,' this time, unlike at my brother's house where almost all photos of all the artwork that I ever made was trashed, or Albq., when I woke up to tearing up receipts, rental and all, then I fine ally forced myself to stop, I DID NOT TEAR UP THE RENTAL AGREEMENT, I HAVE IT TO THIS DAY. THAT DAY IN ALBQ., WAS THE DAY I SAW THROUGH THE CLOSED DOOR WITH THE BOOKSHELF FILLED WITH VHS TAPES-MAGNETIC TAPES, OVER ABOUT A HUNDRED; THE WHITE HAIRED MAN WAS NOT MY FATHER, IT WAS BARTON PRINCE TALKING WITH GONZALES MY LANDLORD THEN.) NO COUP, HUH? GOOD LUCK.
LATER THE ' HEMINGWAY ' PEN AND INK, THAT LOOKED SUSPICIOUSLY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE ( YES, I'M THAT GOOD )
YEARS LATER I SAW PICTURES OF INGO SWANN, and understood the pen and ink drawing, and now more. You have no idea who that son of a bitch was. AND TRUST ME HE WAS NOBODIES god OR EVEN OUR GOVERNMENT'S, THOUGH PAID BY THEM DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY.
IN THE END I AM CERTAIN THAT ALL WE KNOW ABOUT THE NSA AND WIKI LEAKS IS JUST THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG, HIND SIGHT IS GREAT.
UP-DATED-3-28-'14
A drunk driving victim, a few days ago in El Paso, Tx, M.K. lost his life, his name made public. I do not know if the same childhood friend, however I give my condolences for that man's family.
I am very sure that the people who ' RVed ' me, some based in joke with the Dan Brown ' motifs 'including his personal life, age of his wife, best friends and close and ' loose ' affiliations with other authors and ' their bed-mates,' and the people who pull their ' purse strings,' have had their fun. Not all live in California.
IVORY AND EBONY ' TOWERS ' IF NOT AMBER
I am sure that all the people in close approximation to myself have been ' affected ' to some extent, the majority, ' comic relief.'
One day I will give myself the luxury of a ' complete worry-free ' allotment of time and explain how some of these ' focuses of me in past ' might of resulted in the loss of life.
So many people think that if you ' have a glimpse ' of the future that you can do anything to stop the negative ' occurrences,' and all the evil will go away.
This summer might be the summer for a form of ' marshal law,' if the ' children ' and adults don't or won't wake up, I'm sure it will be the same for the coming winter too.
As for Striber's book ( this spelling is really not important any more ), end days or what ever that was called. the road from El Paso to Albq.,NM and branching out, is a 'Cross;' the highway, often called ' the drug thoroughfare ' to the North.
As for the ' children ' in our intelligences and militarises, I'm very sure they know who they are, I'm sure they are happy with their ' new offsprings ' and ' job security.'
What revolves around the ' viewings ' and my perception through the beasts eyes, if global, I might print.
So many people think that if you ' have a glimpse ' of the future that you can make all the evil go away, and stop all of ' evils ' occurrence's that are purposely ' built of man's own intent,' and one might be able to salvage ' good ' from it; begs the question, can a truth ever be an effect of cause, if ' human ' or of human perception, is concerned within ' human collective conscience ' without G_D or environment to ' spark ' the ' involuntary response? '
Would you be here to read this ?
Are you reading this for your Ego ?
Are you reading this for your ' singular conscience ' ( identity ) ?
Or, is your ' mind ' centered in your ' heart ? '
MY PERCEPTION
IF YOU ARE NOT ABSOLUTELY SURE OF WHO THE MAFIA IS OR WHAT ESPIONAGE IS IN THE REAL WORLD, DO NOT BUY REMOTE VIEWING PRODUCTS OR KNOW ANYONE WHO EVER IDENTIFIES THEMSELVES WITH ANY ' INTELLIGENCE SERVICE,' INCLUDING OUR'S.
YOU HAVE NO VALUE OTHER THAN YOUR SPENT ( VALUE ) FROM ' RECEIPT AND PRODUCT'S ' RECEIPT.' NO ' WORTH ' ' FRESH OUT OF THE GATE.'
UNDERSTAND THIS CLEARLY-THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS AN ' ARAB FAG ' IN THE REAL WORLD, ONLY IN THE WEST.
IN THE MIDDLE EAST, IT IS ' DOMINANCE ' DEFINED IN POWER FIRST, THEN IN MONEY SECOND. CHILDREN ARE NOT MUCH CONCERN ' UNDER ' THE SECOND HEADING.
Take that for what it's worth.
Monday, March 24, 2014
UP-DATED 03-25-'14-HOPE SERVICES IN KONA, HI.
WHAT IS REAL
HOPE SERVICES IN KONA, HI. HAS IT'S PROBLEMS FROM ' DOMINATE ' DIKE, LESBIANS WHO PUT ALL WHO DO NOT ' BOW ' TO THEIR WISHES, AND SOME ' CHURCH MEMBERS ' WHO DO THE SAME. FROM A ' COMMANDING ' GLANCE TO A CAMERA, TO NEAR HIDDEN COMMENTS IN EVERYDAY LANGUAGE.
FROM ALL BUT PUSHING THE TRULY HANDICAPPED OUT INTO THE RAIN ( ALL DAY ) TO A SUBSTANTIAL LACK OF TRAINING DUE THE MENTALLY HANDICAPPED.
FROM A CLEAR PROMOTION OF THE ' GAY CULTURE ' DOWN TO COMMENTS LIKE " WHAT IS THAT SMELL? " WHEN ASKED OF A 24 YEAR OLD FEMALE WHO THEN ANSWERED " I WAS WITH MY GIRLFRIEND," IN BLUSHING REPOSE. SHE DID NOT WANT TO ANSWER, SHE PASSED THE THE UA TEST.
THE TASTING OF FOOD AND DRINK BEFORE SERVING, ' WE ARE FAMILY.'
PEOPLE WHO ARE SO CLEARLY SUFFERING FROM BODILY INJURIES, FROM ' STAFF INFECTIONS, ' OPEN WOUNDS, BROKEN LEGS, WALKING AIDS AND THE VERY ELDERLY.
I MYSELF WAS TARGETED TWO TIMES, THE LAST OF WHICH I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO SLEEP ON THE ' PREMISES,' MY ROOM. I DID NOT SIGN THE PAPERWORK WHICH WOULD IN TURN ' MAKE ME GUILTY ' OF AN ARGUMENT THAT I DID NOT START WITH ANOTHER ' CLIENT.'
THE ' REMNANTS ' OF WHAT ONCE WOULD OF BEEN CALLED SEXUAL GROOMING IF THE ' CLIENT ' WAS STILL A MINOR IS SICKENING. AND I MIGHT ADD VERY LIKELY DISCRIMINATORY TO OTHER CLIENTS, HOWEVER THEY SEEM TO BE EXPELLED TO THE STREETS...
IF THERE IS LITTLE OF A PERSON'S BODILY FLUIDS IN ' YOU ' THE FOCUS IS OF LITTLE IMPORTANCE. IT WAS NOT JUST THE KOOL AID. ANYTHING THAT SOMEONE ELSE BROUGHT OVER OTHER THAN THOSE OF CAVERLY CHURCH, IT WAS THROWN OUT. ONLY GAY PEOPLES FOOD WAS KEPT.
I SAW THIS MEMBER OF STAFF KEEP TASTING THE KOOL-AID AND PUTTING THE REMAINING BACK TO THAT WHICH WAS TO BE SERVED AND I CALLED HER ON IT. SHE OUTWEIGHED ME BUY A HUNDRED POUNDS AND GERMAN TO BOOT. TATTOOED. SHE PAID ME TO BRING ICE, GAVE ME A TEN AND TOLD ME TO KEEP THE CHANGE.
7 DOLLARS TO THE SEA.
THE HAWAIIANS ( STAFF ) AREN'T MUCH BETTER. I RELUCTANTLY TOOK A PICTURE OF A STAFF MEMBER GIVING A ' CLIENT ' A BREATHALYZER TEST, JUST BEFORE HOLDING THE TESTER WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE. SHE WAS ' SADDENED ' THAT THE BLOND PASSED.
AND WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED, THE ISSUE OF ' GLAMORE ' MAGAZINE WITH THE ' COW ' ON THE COVER, WHO SUPPORTS KILLING EVEN LATE TERM CHILDREN. HER INTERVIEW WAS IN THAT MAGAZINE UNDER THE PICTURE OF THE PERSON WHO ' SUPPOSEDLY ' DIED AFTER BEING PUT BACK TO THE STREETS; HE DIED OF A ' HEART ATTACK,' DEPENDING ON WHO YOU SPOKE WITH.
I MIGHT FIND ANOTHER PICTURE OF A ' LATE TERM ' ABORTED CHILD SO THOSE WHO SUPPORT IT MAY BASK IN THE GLORY OF THEIR ' GODDESS.'
GIRLS AND WOMEN ARE SOMETIMES BEATEN IN THE STOMACH SEVERELY, SOMETIMES WITH THEIR PERMISSION IN ORDER TO INDUCE A ' MISCARRIAGE.' THIS IS CALLED MURDER.
OR, LIKE LAST YEAR....AN ICE PICK ' CAME TO MIND.' IN EL PASO, TX. I WONDERED WHY SHE WAS SCREAMING...ALL I COULD FIGURE OUT WAS THAT THE BOY FRIEND HAD STOLEN HER CELL PHONE. SHE WASN'T MAKING ANY SENSE. SHE WAS ON THE BRIDGE IN PAGAMAS, I PULLED OUT MY PHONE AND THIER WAS AN EXCHANGE OF WORDS AND THREATS, IF I PROCEEDED, MATTERS WOULD OF GOTTEN WORSE FOR MYSELF BUT FAR WORSE FOR HER. ICE PICKS ARE COMMON PRACTICE.- A WALK TO THE CIRCLE K, IN THE MORNING.
MY PHONE WAS ' HACKED ' BY A GANGBANGER, I KNOW THIS, SO I LET OTHERS KNOW, I DO NOT KNOW IF THE POLICE WERE CALLED THAT MORNING. THAT PHONE WAS STOLEN IN HILO, HI.
THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH YOU CAN DO.
IN HILO, HOPE SERVICES IS DIFFERENT. THE CROSS IN THE ENTRYWAY MAKES YOU AWARE IN ' HIS ' SILENCE OF THE ' GRACES ' YOU ARE RECEIVING
I WILL CONTINUE LATER.....
POSITIVE
THERE IS ALWAYS BLEACH !!!!!!!!!!!!
THERE IS ALWAYS SOAP, EVEN IN THE SOAP DISPENSERS IN THE BATHROOMS
BATHROOM TISSUE IS ALWAYS IN THE TISSUE DISPENSERS AND ALMOST NEVER STOLEN
FOOD CAN BE KEPT IN REFRIGERATORS IN THE ROOMS, PERSONAL FOOD
HOT WATER IS AVAILABLE DEPENDING ON WHO ( STAFF MEMBER ) IS WORKING
THERE IS NO REAL INTERFERENCE WITH EMERGENCY CALLS TO POLICE IF NEEDED ( AS WITH ALL SHELTERS, SOME STAFF MEMBERS ALWAYS KNOW WHO IS SELLING ILLEGAL DRUGS AND WHO WILL ' BE SET UP ' )
BEDS ARE ALMOST ENTIRELY BUG FREE ( WRAPPED IN PLASTIC )
GROUNDS ARE NEATLY KEPT AND GREEN
IF THERE ARE PROBLEMS WITH STAFF OR ' CLIENTS,' YOU CAN CALL THEM ABOUT SITUATION AND BE TREATED FAIRLY, IF NOT BY PHONE THEN IN PERSON
TOO SOME EXTANT, THE STAFF, SOME OF WHICH WHO ARE ALSO ON ' MEDS,' DO TRY TO BE SOMETHING THAT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN IN ALL THEIR YEARS OF INCARNATION AND THE REENTRY INTO SOCIETY...FAIR.
HOPE SERVICES IN KONA, HI. HAS IT'S PROBLEMS FROM ' DOMINATE ' DIKE, LESBIANS WHO PUT ALL WHO DO NOT ' BOW ' TO THEIR WISHES, AND SOME ' CHURCH MEMBERS ' WHO DO THE SAME. FROM A ' COMMANDING ' GLANCE TO A CAMERA, TO NEAR HIDDEN COMMENTS IN EVERYDAY LANGUAGE.
FROM ALL BUT PUSHING THE TRULY HANDICAPPED OUT INTO THE RAIN ( ALL DAY ) TO A SUBSTANTIAL LACK OF TRAINING DUE THE MENTALLY HANDICAPPED.
FROM A CLEAR PROMOTION OF THE ' GAY CULTURE ' DOWN TO COMMENTS LIKE " WHAT IS THAT SMELL? " WHEN ASKED OF A 24 YEAR OLD FEMALE WHO THEN ANSWERED " I WAS WITH MY GIRLFRIEND," IN BLUSHING REPOSE. SHE DID NOT WANT TO ANSWER, SHE PASSED THE THE UA TEST.
THE TASTING OF FOOD AND DRINK BEFORE SERVING, ' WE ARE FAMILY.'
PEOPLE WHO ARE SO CLEARLY SUFFERING FROM BODILY INJURIES, FROM ' STAFF INFECTIONS, ' OPEN WOUNDS, BROKEN LEGS, WALKING AIDS AND THE VERY ELDERLY.
I MYSELF WAS TARGETED TWO TIMES, THE LAST OF WHICH I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO SLEEP ON THE ' PREMISES,' MY ROOM. I DID NOT SIGN THE PAPERWORK WHICH WOULD IN TURN ' MAKE ME GUILTY ' OF AN ARGUMENT THAT I DID NOT START WITH ANOTHER ' CLIENT.'
THE ' REMNANTS ' OF WHAT ONCE WOULD OF BEEN CALLED SEXUAL GROOMING IF THE ' CLIENT ' WAS STILL A MINOR IS SICKENING. AND I MIGHT ADD VERY LIKELY DISCRIMINATORY TO OTHER CLIENTS, HOWEVER THEY SEEM TO BE EXPELLED TO THE STREETS...
IF THERE IS LITTLE OF A PERSON'S BODILY FLUIDS IN ' YOU ' THE FOCUS IS OF LITTLE IMPORTANCE. IT WAS NOT JUST THE KOOL AID. ANYTHING THAT SOMEONE ELSE BROUGHT OVER OTHER THAN THOSE OF CAVERLY CHURCH, IT WAS THROWN OUT. ONLY GAY PEOPLES FOOD WAS KEPT.
I SAW THIS MEMBER OF STAFF KEEP TASTING THE KOOL-AID AND PUTTING THE REMAINING BACK TO THAT WHICH WAS TO BE SERVED AND I CALLED HER ON IT. SHE OUTWEIGHED ME BUY A HUNDRED POUNDS AND GERMAN TO BOOT. TATTOOED. SHE PAID ME TO BRING ICE, GAVE ME A TEN AND TOLD ME TO KEEP THE CHANGE.
7 DOLLARS TO THE SEA.
THE HAWAIIANS ( STAFF ) AREN'T MUCH BETTER. I RELUCTANTLY TOOK A PICTURE OF A STAFF MEMBER GIVING A ' CLIENT ' A BREATHALYZER TEST, JUST BEFORE HOLDING THE TESTER WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE. SHE WAS ' SADDENED ' THAT THE BLOND PASSED.
AND WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED, THE ISSUE OF ' GLAMORE ' MAGAZINE WITH THE ' COW ' ON THE COVER, WHO SUPPORTS KILLING EVEN LATE TERM CHILDREN. HER INTERVIEW WAS IN THAT MAGAZINE UNDER THE PICTURE OF THE PERSON WHO ' SUPPOSEDLY ' DIED AFTER BEING PUT BACK TO THE STREETS; HE DIED OF A ' HEART ATTACK,' DEPENDING ON WHO YOU SPOKE WITH.
I MIGHT FIND ANOTHER PICTURE OF A ' LATE TERM ' ABORTED CHILD SO THOSE WHO SUPPORT IT MAY BASK IN THE GLORY OF THEIR ' GODDESS.'
GIRLS AND WOMEN ARE SOMETIMES BEATEN IN THE STOMACH SEVERELY, SOMETIMES WITH THEIR PERMISSION IN ORDER TO INDUCE A ' MISCARRIAGE.' THIS IS CALLED MURDER.
OR, LIKE LAST YEAR....AN ICE PICK ' CAME TO MIND.' IN EL PASO, TX. I WONDERED WHY SHE WAS SCREAMING...ALL I COULD FIGURE OUT WAS THAT THE BOY FRIEND HAD STOLEN HER CELL PHONE. SHE WASN'T MAKING ANY SENSE. SHE WAS ON THE BRIDGE IN PAGAMAS, I PULLED OUT MY PHONE AND THIER WAS AN EXCHANGE OF WORDS AND THREATS, IF I PROCEEDED, MATTERS WOULD OF GOTTEN WORSE FOR MYSELF BUT FAR WORSE FOR HER. ICE PICKS ARE COMMON PRACTICE.- A WALK TO THE CIRCLE K, IN THE MORNING.
MY PHONE WAS ' HACKED ' BY A GANGBANGER, I KNOW THIS, SO I LET OTHERS KNOW, I DO NOT KNOW IF THE POLICE WERE CALLED THAT MORNING. THAT PHONE WAS STOLEN IN HILO, HI.
THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH YOU CAN DO.
IN HILO, HOPE SERVICES IS DIFFERENT. THE CROSS IN THE ENTRYWAY MAKES YOU AWARE IN ' HIS ' SILENCE OF THE ' GRACES ' YOU ARE RECEIVING
I WILL CONTINUE LATER.....
POSITIVE
THERE IS ALWAYS BLEACH !!!!!!!!!!!!
THERE IS ALWAYS SOAP, EVEN IN THE SOAP DISPENSERS IN THE BATHROOMS
BATHROOM TISSUE IS ALWAYS IN THE TISSUE DISPENSERS AND ALMOST NEVER STOLEN
FOOD CAN BE KEPT IN REFRIGERATORS IN THE ROOMS, PERSONAL FOOD
HOT WATER IS AVAILABLE DEPENDING ON WHO ( STAFF MEMBER ) IS WORKING
THERE IS NO REAL INTERFERENCE WITH EMERGENCY CALLS TO POLICE IF NEEDED ( AS WITH ALL SHELTERS, SOME STAFF MEMBERS ALWAYS KNOW WHO IS SELLING ILLEGAL DRUGS AND WHO WILL ' BE SET UP ' )
BEDS ARE ALMOST ENTIRELY BUG FREE ( WRAPPED IN PLASTIC )
GROUNDS ARE NEATLY KEPT AND GREEN
IF THERE ARE PROBLEMS WITH STAFF OR ' CLIENTS,' YOU CAN CALL THEM ABOUT SITUATION AND BE TREATED FAIRLY, IF NOT BY PHONE THEN IN PERSON
TOO SOME EXTANT, THE STAFF, SOME OF WHICH WHO ARE ALSO ON ' MEDS,' DO TRY TO BE SOMETHING THAT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN IN ALL THEIR YEARS OF INCARNATION AND THE REENTRY INTO SOCIETY...FAIR.
Friday, March 21, 2014
UPDATED 03-24-'14-FLIT IN TROJAN
IMBROGLIO
" There you are. " Said the character in ' Oblivion." A three to four minute sequence of acting that encompassed both quoted wordage and physical behavioral response/traits. The exact expression was exact, almost if that of Paula, and old girlfriend, compounded in metaphor and a post apocalyptic world. Some would say, a not so distant future. THE MOMENT WAS VERY PERSONAL.
Memory is taught to be the past.
The creation of the ' mind 'is the most important aspect of the ' human condition.' Please don't forget this. From birth the interrelationship of personalities, ' extractions ' FROM ALL IN YOUR ENVIRONMENT ( see, taste, smell, feel, hear and ' the other ' ); all that is learnt and all behaviours copied which then compliment the parents resulted genome ( brain, most important ), you, will comprise in a ' personal ' personality, an ' identity,' if you are lucky enough to be born with a ( the ? ) ' question,' if not ' put ' there. I am half German and Mexican American.
A child from birth is taking in trillions of bites of information, some would say even in the womb.
ILLATION
INGO SWANN DEVELOPED CONTROLLED REMOTE VIEWING ( CRV ) WITH DR. H.E. PUTHOFF FOR ARMY INTELLIGENCE. MID 1970'S - IN EARNEST '81.
IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THE ' HUMAN MENTAL FOOTPRINT ' IN ALGORITHMS, WAS ' LEFT ' IN THE PROCESS OF HIS TEACHING CRV AND EVEN FURTHER ADVANCES IN IT'S DEVELOPMENT, EVEN IN THE EARLIER DEVELOPMENTAL STAGES, TO THOSE IN OUR GOVERNMENT'S EMPLOYMENT.?
HYPOTHETICAL EXAMPLE:
WALMART CREATES ' COUNTRY STORES,' WALMART'S LARGER SUPER STORES GO BROKE DUE TO WAR BASED ECONOMY, THUS SMALLER STORES GO UNDER TOO.
( NOT TO MENTION ALL THE COMPETITION THROUGH THE YEARS.)
CHINA ANNOUNCES A DETERMINATION IN ALL AROUND UPGRADE IN QUALITY REGARDING ALL PRODUCTS BUILT AND SHIPPED FROM THEIR COUNTRY. ALSO, AS IN THE DOUBLE HELIX, THE ' FOCAL POINT,' OF THE STRUCTURE, CHINA WILL NO LONGER BUILD REPLACEMENT PARTS FOR ALL PRODUCTS THEY HAVE CONTRACTS WITH AS PER THEIR OWN PERSONAL ECONOMIES INTERESTS IN SHORT AND LONG TERMS, FROM ANNOUNCEMENT DATE OF ' IMPROVEMENTS ' IN QUALITY. PARTS BUILT PRECEDING THAT DATE, NOW VOID.
' WALMART ' WAS SIX TO SEVEN YEARS AGO. ' THEY NEVER SAW THE END OF REPLACEMENT PARTS.
CHINA BUILT CHEAP, UNRELIABLE PARTS FIRST *,I ALWAYS ASKED MYSELF WHY ALTHOUGH MOST PARTS WERE MADE BY CHILDREN AND AN AGING POPULATION AFTER WW II, KOREA AND VIETNAM NOT MENTION THEIR OWN PROBLEMS WITH THEIR CLIMATE CONCERNS. THEN I ONLY THOUGHT OF HONG KONG, AND SUITS.
" WE ARE BUSINESSMEN " IN ECHO...CHINESE IN THE BACK OF MY ' MIND,' A FACE.
* Keep in mind that a good portion of this work is done by children from 9-12 years of age on, to some times the very old, if they can ' keep ' up, for very little monies. The state of Texas still to this day hires poor Mexicans, young and old for ' cheap hire.'
Every country on the planet, that I know of has had some form of SLAVERY, though ' economic 'a result can and often is, unless fought, a loss of identity and DIGNITY in the eyes of the parent's youth. And I might point out, in the end, on both sides of the ' fence.'
From families to communities to villages and towns to immense cites and states to countries, this can also be said and EXAMPLED IN ' HUMAN HISTORY.'
THE NEXT STEP IN REGARDS TO ALGORITHMS OF COURSE, YOU CAN FIGURE OUT; EVEN A BLACK MARKET'S,' WORTH ' IS ' OUT OF BOUNDS.'
WE LIVE IN A WORLD SOME WOULD SAY IS COMPLETELY CONTROLLED WITHIN ' RF POISONING, AS WITHOUT.'
RF, TR, AND SHF (TIP OF THE ICE BERG ) POISONING IS THE ULTIMATE FORM OF COMMUNISM. BROADBAND WAS THE TURNING POINT/PIVOT. WIKI. LIKE THE OLD DAYS IN TEXAS WHEN THE RADIO TOWERS WERE TURNED UP ALL THE WAY AND DROVE ALL NEAR ' CRAZY ' AND ' DRONE ' IN BEHAVIOUR.
' CRIMEA',....WHO REALLY HAS VESTED INTEREST IN THE UKRAINE? WHO HELPED DEFEAT HITLER, THOUGH THE WAR WAS NOT ' ECONOMIC.' WHO DO YOU REALLY THINK WILL DEFEND THE UKRAINIAN PEOPLE IN THE END WITH THAT PORT?
RUSSIA, ONE DAY MIGHT NEED HELP TWO.
" There you are. " Said the character in ' Oblivion." A three to four minute sequence of acting that encompassed both quoted wordage and physical behavioral response/traits. The exact expression was exact, almost if that of Paula, and old girlfriend, compounded in metaphor and a post apocalyptic world. Some would say, a not so distant future. THE MOMENT WAS VERY PERSONAL.
Memory is taught to be the past.
The creation of the ' mind 'is the most important aspect of the ' human condition.' Please don't forget this. From birth the interrelationship of personalities, ' extractions ' FROM ALL IN YOUR ENVIRONMENT ( see, taste, smell, feel, hear and ' the other ' ); all that is learnt and all behaviours copied which then compliment the parents resulted genome ( brain, most important ), you, will comprise in a ' personal ' personality, an ' identity,' if you are lucky enough to be born with a ( the ? ) ' question,' if not ' put ' there. I am half German and Mexican American.
A child from birth is taking in trillions of bites of information, some would say even in the womb.
ILLATION
IN 1959 REMOTE VIEWING WAS BEING RESEARCHED AT THE UNIVERSITY OF TEXAS AT AUSTIN.
INGO SWANN DEVELOPED CONTROLLED REMOTE VIEWING ( CRV ) WITH DR. H.E. PUTHOFF FOR ARMY INTELLIGENCE. MID 1970'S - IN EARNEST '81.
IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THE ' HUMAN MENTAL FOOTPRINT ' IN ALGORITHMS, WAS ' LEFT ' IN THE PROCESS OF HIS TEACHING CRV AND EVEN FURTHER ADVANCES IN IT'S DEVELOPMENT, EVEN IN THE EARLIER DEVELOPMENTAL STAGES, TO THOSE IN OUR GOVERNMENT'S EMPLOYMENT.?
HYPOTHETICAL EXAMPLE:
WALMART CREATES ' COUNTRY STORES,' WALMART'S LARGER SUPER STORES GO BROKE DUE TO WAR BASED ECONOMY, THUS SMALLER STORES GO UNDER TOO.
( NOT TO MENTION ALL THE COMPETITION THROUGH THE YEARS.)
CHINA ANNOUNCES A DETERMINATION IN ALL AROUND UPGRADE IN QUALITY REGARDING ALL PRODUCTS BUILT AND SHIPPED FROM THEIR COUNTRY. ALSO, AS IN THE DOUBLE HELIX, THE ' FOCAL POINT,' OF THE STRUCTURE, CHINA WILL NO LONGER BUILD REPLACEMENT PARTS FOR ALL PRODUCTS THEY HAVE CONTRACTS WITH AS PER THEIR OWN PERSONAL ECONOMIES INTERESTS IN SHORT AND LONG TERMS, FROM ANNOUNCEMENT DATE OF ' IMPROVEMENTS ' IN QUALITY. PARTS BUILT PRECEDING THAT DATE, NOW VOID.
' WALMART ' WAS SIX TO SEVEN YEARS AGO. ' THEY NEVER SAW THE END OF REPLACEMENT PARTS.
CHINA BUILT CHEAP, UNRELIABLE PARTS FIRST *,I ALWAYS ASKED MYSELF WHY ALTHOUGH MOST PARTS WERE MADE BY CHILDREN AND AN AGING POPULATION AFTER WW II, KOREA AND VIETNAM NOT MENTION THEIR OWN PROBLEMS WITH THEIR CLIMATE CONCERNS. THEN I ONLY THOUGHT OF HONG KONG, AND SUITS.
" WE ARE BUSINESSMEN " IN ECHO...CHINESE IN THE BACK OF MY ' MIND,' A FACE.
* Keep in mind that a good portion of this work is done by children from 9-12 years of age on, to some times the very old, if they can ' keep ' up, for very little monies. The state of Texas still to this day hires poor Mexicans, young and old for ' cheap hire.'
Every country on the planet, that I know of has had some form of SLAVERY, though ' economic 'a result can and often is, unless fought, a loss of identity and DIGNITY in the eyes of the parent's youth. And I might point out, in the end, on both sides of the ' fence.'
From families to communities to villages and towns to immense cites and states to countries, this can also be said and EXAMPLED IN ' HUMAN HISTORY.'
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| WHAT ' HOPE SERVICES ' ONCE WAS. |
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| J.B.OCHOA III - ' JUST BART.' |
THE NEXT STEP IN REGARDS TO ALGORITHMS OF COURSE, YOU CAN FIGURE OUT; EVEN A BLACK MARKET'S,' WORTH ' IS ' OUT OF BOUNDS.'
WE LIVE IN A WORLD SOME WOULD SAY IS COMPLETELY CONTROLLED WITHIN ' RF POISONING, AS WITHOUT.'
RF, TR, AND SHF (TIP OF THE ICE BERG ) POISONING IS THE ULTIMATE FORM OF COMMUNISM. BROADBAND WAS THE TURNING POINT/PIVOT. WIKI. LIKE THE OLD DAYS IN TEXAS WHEN THE RADIO TOWERS WERE TURNED UP ALL THE WAY AND DROVE ALL NEAR ' CRAZY ' AND ' DRONE ' IN BEHAVIOUR.
' CRIMEA',....WHO REALLY HAS VESTED INTEREST IN THE UKRAINE? WHO HELPED DEFEAT HITLER, THOUGH THE WAR WAS NOT ' ECONOMIC.' WHO DO YOU REALLY THINK WILL DEFEND THE UKRAINIAN PEOPLE IN THE END WITH THAT PORT?
RUSSIA, ONE DAY MIGHT NEED HELP TWO.
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| ARC AND FAITH. |
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| LISTENING TO NEW YORK-SWANN'S ' KIDS.' |
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| POOR ATTEMPT AT METH, LEFT WHERE CHILDREN PLAY AND SWIM. IN KONA, HAWAII |
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| BEFORE POPE FRANCIS. |
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
HAVE COMPASION-INGO SWANN
WHAT IS POWER
The only power in America is organized crime, it seems.
A bit before I left El Paso for Lake Superior Collage, only to go to Hawaii instead, was simple, the ' magic ' trains exploding in Canadian towns and a factory in Texas; a man who lost almost all sense of place and his purpose, yet still moving. ' crazy she screamed in back of his head.'
Somehow I knew, and the ' others ' did not. All those years ago, ' she said ' " Bart your talking to your ( Remote ) viewing; " what you are seeing.
They didn't ( maybe ) know that I could hear and see...I don't know if a true interaction was taking place in the perspective of that present, all those years ago in regards to ' that ' future.
I do know that no one saw ' trains.' I do know that no one saw ' kidnapping ' or ' ransom,' I do know that no one saw LAX ( today's news ), and I am sure that ' we ' might of seen Helicopter ( today's news ).
All those years ago, a clear picture, a memory of our train clock with the red window in the cab above the engine at the rear.
A ' ride ' I took, back as a boy when I was not not allowed to go up in the Helicopter ride near Ft. Bliss. All those years ago in Albq, NM, I filled in the few ' gaps ' of that experience with knowledge of the skies above or very near the mountains in that part of El Paso. My parents could not afford the fifteen dollars but it did not matter, all I needed was the motion of the car and my ' mind ' handled what it could with the ' ride.' I was above El Paso, Tx.
I remember all those years back in Albq, NM., the voice of a man, " that takes care of this brother,' then something about the other. " Take care of the other one," this at night. During this time I was working in my garden listening to MIA's paper planes ( well before Paula Hughson ) and almost doubling over from what can only be described as multiple pangs of extreme pain as if being staged repeatedly in the stomach. All of this in the space of one week.
OCHOA
Traveling from Hawaii to El Paso in the middle of a ' information hub,' ( all points of a fractal imploding- with room for a much more excited growth in explosion ( s ), before turning into it's self again or many in likeness ).
I have met my ' handlers,' for the most part, about half of them. I am very sure that is very good.
I do not think that I'm going to talk about Carlsbad, Russia or the rest of the catastrophes in the Pacific.
I have returned to school. Spanish, a language that I don't particularly like and English Lit., I think. All required indirectly to welding in a round about way.
I have told my caseworker at the shelter ( above, not immediate family member ) of my experiences in the Coast Guard and another Vet Rep ( Middle Man, not directly employed by the VA ) of myself along with the whole company having to disrobe and run back and forth in the bathroom several times as we were ' weeded ' out in some insane process, all the while the Company Commander eyed our penises, perhaps testicles too. The Vet Rep utilizes ' Navigator ' on his business cards, the name of a series of sculptures that I built that dealt with ' space displacement.'
THE PICTURES INCLUDING THE ' NAVIGATOR ' ARE COPYRIGHTED JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III.
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| NAVIGATOR ARRANGEMENT |
I have also described the only ' rational ' way anything ' somewhat ' metallic, like a pill, that I seemed to come apart in my ear in two pieces, bloody ( dried ), was back in the Coast Guard, my hearing was tested. " How can he possibly hear that ? " I remember that comment,; I moved my fingers to denote sound.
I am putting this on the Net now and later ( in detail, notarized ) for the purpose of those in real need when they are up against the wall.
I have no doubt that I will never get a fair shake, I will end up hating Vietnam Vets more than your god.
I met the people at VA hospital, even showed ' it, ' her the Eye, " All I see is a rock." The white woman said who wore a silver cross on her chest. " All I see is a weapon of destruction, " as I pointed to her silver cross, looking her in the eye. " You should read your Bible," I said as I left.
I met with another woman, with the Vet Rep. after her remarks about frontal lobe communication, ( and proof there of ) I suppose a pun in regards with ' behind the eyes and between the ears,' clever ' cunt ' in only the professional sense, I gave her this' with the thought " you can't have your cake and eat it too, this isn't Vietnam." She almost cried.
The shrink profession has too much power these days/owned by ' drug dealers.'
She called me Delusional.
Push a thought hard ( paragraph ), fast...in short ' Penetration.' It was not vulgar.
I HAVE SEEN ALL THIS-I WILL LOSE ' MY, ' YOUR IDENTITY OF WHO I AM. I AM SORRY THAT YOU DON'T SEE YOUR OWN FOUNDATIONS IN SO MANY ' HOLY BOOKS.' YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE THAN THOSE WHO YOU BRING INTO THIS WORLD...WHY DO YOU TAKE SO MUCH AWAY?
WE ARE ALL SONS AND DAUGHTERS UNDER G-D. THIS I SAID WHEN I WAS ATTACKED THE SECOND TIME, THEN THE ARC WAS FOUND.
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| DOVE. I DID THIS EFFECT BEFORE SO YOU CAN SEE. |
THE SHELL BELOW WAS FOUND IN HAWAII ABOUT THE SECOND WEEK BEFORE MY DEPARTURE.
I HAVE WRITTEN BEFORE OF THE ' VOICE ' THAT LEFT ME AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS, ALL THE WAY BACK TO MY YOUTH. I FOUND OUT LATER THAT INGO SWANN HAD DIED, LAST YEAR, ONE MONTH AFTER HIS DEATH. IT MADE SENSE TO ME; THOSE VOICES, SOME IN MASK, THOSE THAT HE TAUGHT " THE BLACK ARTS." NOW MANY ARE SEPARATING.
I HONESTLY DO NOT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO END THIS POST, I AM SO ANGRY....
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| SHELL FOUND IN HAWAII, IT IS NATURAL. |
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| THE SHELL WAS ON THE SAND AROUND THE QUEER AREA. |
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| THE BOTTOM. |
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| THE AREA OF BEACH WHERE HOMOSEXUALS AND CHILDREN PLAY. |
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| A SIGN ? ? |
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| EL PASO, TX., 2013. |
Monday, March 10, 2014
UPDATED 03-18-2014-HOPE SERVICES, HI. HILO AND KONA
MY ARRIVAL ON THE MAINLAND WAS UNEVENTFUL AND I AM NOW IN A ' DOORWAY ' IN ONE OF MY LAST ' VIEWS.'
JESUS AND BECKY ( LEAVES ON A BUSH, PIC,S SOON. AT HOPE SERVICES, KONA, HI. I SAW BECKY AT MY BROTHER'S HOUSE, SHE WAS SCARED TO DEATH, SHE IS MY SISTER. THE WAY THE WORD IS MENT, BY BLOOD OF OUR PARENTS. )
THIS WOULD NOT OF BEEN POSSIBLE HAD NOT BUD, MY COORDINATOR AT HOPE HAD NOT ' COVERED ' HOPE SERVICES, AND KEPT THE WORD OF EMPLOYEE'S OF HOPE SERVICES ( HILO ). HE MET ME HALF WAY AND I STILL AM IN DEBT IN THE AMOUNT OF $ 303. PLUS DOLLARS THAT I AM SURE RELATE TO THE ( MY PAST, MY FAMILY'S; OF MY CHILDHOOD ie: court papers ), I AM REASONABLY SURE THAT HE WAS NOT AWARE OF THIS.
I WOULD OF NEVER OF BEEN ALLOWED IN THE EMERGENCY SHELTER HAD I NOT OF SURRENDERED MY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT NUMBER TO WANDA, ANOTHER EMPLOYEE OF HOPE SERVICES IN HILO, HI. I DID NOT GIVE THE ROUTING NUMBER. " IF YOU DON'T GIVE IT TO ME, YOU CAN'T GET IN." WANDA, HOPE SERVICES, HILO, HI.
I FOUND OUT AT THIS MOMENT, THAT IT WAS AN ' EMERGENCY SHELTER ' AND NOT THE $ 50.00 A MONTH GROUP HOME.I TOLD WANDA , VERBALLY, THAT WAS NOT FOR HER/THEIR USE ( ROUTING NUMBER, THE DATE OF DEPARTURE WAS: 10-25-'13, MY BIRTH DATE, ABOUT A WEEK LATER ).
ALL BECAUSE I ' WAS ' A VETERAN ( 3:03 IS MY TIME OF BIRTH ).
BUD HAD TOLD ME THAT ' TWO VERY DEVOTE CHRISTIANS ' MET ME PART WAY AND I MIGHT ADD PLUS 40 DOLLARS TO ' GET ME OUT.' A DONATION.
THE ' KNEE-JERK ' REACTION TO ' CARRY,' IN HILO; MY PHONE, WAS ABOUT ONE WEEK BEFORE THE WOMAN IN THE CAR WAS ' GUNNED DOWN ' BY SECRET SERVICE, FEDERAL AND WASHINGTON POLICE.
I DO NOT KNOW IF I COULD OF ' HONED IN ' FURTHER. MY REACTION, LIBRARY COMPUTER USE WAS ALL TAPED. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT POLICE DID WITH THIS. ALL I KNOW FOR A ' FACT ' IS THAT THE HILO POLICE OFFICER SAID " SELL IT TO ME ( MY SIDE ARM, A GLOCK ) , SO THAT I CAN GIVE IT TO MY SISTER. SHE NEEDS A GUN." THIS WHEN I PUT IT IN ' SAFE KEEPING, WHEN I ARRIVED.' I WONDER WHO WILL ERASE THAT.
I OWE THE DEMOCRAT ELDERS NOTHING, NOT EVEN YOUR ' PRESIDENT,' ONLY THE OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENCY,...BUT NOT MY RIGHTS.
IN KONA, HI. THE EVER PRESENT ' STALKING AND HACKING ' OF JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT YOU MIGHT OWN IS ONGOING. FOR THE POLICE THERE MIGHT BE PICTURES OF MY FAMILY, OLD GIRLFRIEND AND ONLY ' G-D ' KNOWS WHAT ELSE, ONCE AGAIN OF MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS: FACE BOOK, TWITTER AND I GUESS I CAN IMAGINE JUST ABOUT ANY OTHER FORM MATE.
IT WAS PRETTY MUCH ' EMPOWERED ' BY THIS MEDIA AND A COUPLE OF OLD WOMEN, CLIENTS AND STAFF WHICH IN TURN EMPOWERED PICTURES OF MALE CLIENTS ( NUDE CAMERA SHOTS IF THEY CAME OUT, OF CLIENTS IN THEIR ROOMS ) USE OF LANGUAGE ( N WORD ) AND VARIOUS OTHER INFRACTIONS WHICH MADE ALOT OF ' PEOPLES ' LIVES DIFFICULT, OTHERS ' PUT ' TO THE ' STREETS,' AND BEATEN FOR WALLETS AND CASH, PHONES OR JUST TO MAKE A POINT OF ' DOMINANCE.
I WAS WARNED EARLY ON THAT THE ' SHELTER SYSTEM ' WAS RUN BY LESBIANS, THOUGH IT WAS STILL LOOSELY MANAGED BY THE CATHOLIC DIOCESE; PAYCHECKS. I BEG TO DIFFER IN THE SENSE THAT IF RUN BY ONLY THE STATE, THEN THERE WOULD BE NO RECOURSE IN THE COMPLETELY ' OWNED ' DEMOCRAT STATE, WHICH AT TIMES STILL OPERATES IN THE ' HAZE OF PIRATED COLONIES ' SURROUNDED BY TWO THOUSAND MILES OF WATER ON ALL SIDES; THE ' STREET ' IDEAL ' PUSHED ' TODAY IN THE ISLANDS' ' OWNERSHIP ' OF SOUL'S IDENTITY, SHOULD YOU DARE OWN ONE.
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE AND YET THERE IS POSITIVE ASPECTS TO THIS SHELTER. I WILL POINT THIS OUT IN THE END.
HAWAII
THE PIECE OF LAVA IS OVAL, ALMOST, AND THE ' RENDERING ' OF A SHIP WITH SAILS TO THE UPPER MOST SECTION OF THE ROCK.-HILO, HAWAII.
UNDERNEATH THE ' ARC ' IS A LINE WHICH ' RUNS ' TO THE LEFT, AS IF TO ' LEAD,' TERMINATING WITH AN ' EYE.' I HAVE SHOWN THIS TO ONLY ONE PERSON.
THE OTHER ROCKS THAT I HAVE SEEN WITH ' ODDITIES ' CAN ONLY BE DESCRIBED IN ' APPEARANCE ' OF LANGUAGES SUCH AS HEBREW, ANCIENT SUMERIAN, EAST INDIAN AND OTHERS WITH REMEMBRANCES OF HUMAN ' MENTAL FOOTPRINT.'
I DESCRIBE THESE AS ODDITIES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL ' NATURAL.' THEY WERE ALL LAVA; THAT WHICH WAS SPEWED OUT FROM WITHIN THE MOTHER EARTH, THAT WHICH IS ' OF ' G_D.
IF I TOLD YOU THAT WHILE WATCHING DOLPHINS SPIN FOR ME WHEN ASKED, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME?
IF ONE STUCK IT'S HEAD OUT OF THE WATER ALMOST MOTIONLESS FOR ABOUT 10 SECONDS AND I HEARD ' ALMOST AS IF WORDS,' " OH, IT'S YOU." WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME.
IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WITNESSED A BIRTH OF A WHALE'S CALF, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME.
AND THE PARENTS AND CALF LEAPING ABOVE THE WATER'S SURFACE IN UNISON THE NEXT DAY, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME, WHEN I SEE THIS FAMILIES END IN YOUR LIFE TIME..
WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN DEMISE TOO ?
ON THE MAINLAND
I WAS TOO SEE A VET REP. ON 03-07-'14, BUT ANOTHER PERSON WITH MY NAME ( JESUS OCHOA ) WAS SEEN INSTEAD.
I WAS NOT BELIEVED.
THE CITY GRANT MANAGER'S ADDRESS WAS GIVEN TO ME BY THIS MAN WHO ONCE WORKED AT THE OC ( OPPORTUNITY CENTER ) ; A BUSINESS CARD GIVEN AND KEPT. EL PASO. TX.
I TOOK PICTURES AND ADVOCATED FOR VETS HURT AT THE ' OC,' ( THE OLD VET WAS BEATEN THEN ' FOUND ' CROUCHED IN A CORNER OF THE DAYROOM, MOVED TO A CHAIR. THE MAGGOTS SWARMING IN HIS WOUNDS, WERE NEVER ADDRESSED MEDICALLY FOR ABOUT FOUR TO FIVE DAYS. I WAS ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE AND WOULD NOT; THE SMELL AND SLIGHT MOVEMENT WITHIN HIS WOUNDS ARE A PART OF MY MEMORY NOW IN THE BEAUTIFUL SOUTHWEST CITY OF EL PASO, TEXAS ); I WROTE OF HIM AND TOOK A PICTURE OF HIM ' GIVEN ' TO THE PARKING LOT PAVEMENT IN LUE OF THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATIVE REPS ' WANDERINGS ' IN VACATION DESIGNATIONS AVOIDING THE ' PERILS ' OF DUTY IN THE LIKES OF ADULT ' DISNEYLAND'S.' HE WAS SCREAMED AT AND PISSED UPON; I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS ALRIGHT THAT DAY...THE ASPHALT WELL ABOVE 100 DEGREES, IN THE PARKING LOT. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HIS ' CRIME ' WAS TO THIS DAY.
I ADVOCATED AND NEAR SCREAMED FOR A VET IN HAWAII, SET UP BY EVIL, SELFISH WOMEN AND ' FAGS,' IN KONA. OLD ' LUSTFUL ' HAGS, MONEY OTHER THAN SOUL AND ' BLOODY KISSES,' ' RULE ' ALMOST EVERY DAY.
IS THE DAMAGE DONE BY THE ' PRISONS ' OR ACCIDENTS OF BIRTH ?
I ADVOCATED FOR AND ADVISED A VET IN AUSTIN, TX. WHO RETURNED HOME ONLY TO FIND THAT HIS FATHER WAS SLEEPING WITH HIS WIFE AND HE ( THE VET ) WAS LEFT TO THE HIGHWAYS FOR YEARS....WANDERING.
HE WAS FINALLY HELPED BY THE VET. REP. AT THE SALVATION ARMY, A FEMALE WHO I HAVE FORGOTTEN HER NAME, BET ' HE ' DIDN'T, HE RECEIVED HIS BENEFITS AND FLEW HOME TO HIS SISTER.
ONE OF THE FEW DESERT STORM VETS WHO EVER THANKED ME. HE GAVE ME HIS HELMET LIGHT, FROM IRAQ.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE VETERAN WHO FOLLOWED UNLAWFUL ORDERS IN IRAQ; THE RAPE OF THE CHILDREN AND MOTHER/WIFE, ONLY TO FIND OUT THE HUSBAND/FATHER WAS TELLING THE TRUTH ALL ALONG TO THE IRAQ POLICE AND ARMY. I HAVE NOT BEEN BACK TO AUSTIN, TX.
I HAVE BUT ONE REGRET THAT I ' UN-EARTHED ' WHILE STAIRING AT THE OCEAN IN HAWAII FOR HOURS...IN THE ENEMY TERRITORY OF THE ' REMOTE VIEWERS;' THE LUCIFER FOLLOWERS.
I SHOULD OF GONE TO THE GEORGE NORRY/COAST TO COAST LIVE AIRING IN NEW MEXICO, JUST BEFORE I LEFT ALBQ.,NM.
I WAS TOLD BY A SECURITY OFFICER WHO WAS WORKING AT THE KROGER STORE AT FAIR PLAZA. HE WAS STATIONED WITH THE NSA. HE SPOKE OF THE AIRING MORE THAN ONCE.
THE WORLD HAS NO IDEA WHAT THOSE ' CREEPS ' DID TO EMPOWER THEIR ' CAUSE.' HOW MANY ' ENEMIES ' THEY NEEDED...NEED...?
NOTE: LAST POST, ' LAWLESS ' OF GRISHAM & LAWLESS.
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| Beautiful lush El Paso, Tx. |
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| HOPE SERVICES, SHELTER, KONA,HI. SPIRITUAL COINCIDENCE ? |
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| HOPE SERVICES, SHELTER, KONA, HI. SPIRITUAL COINCIDENCE ? |
I WOULD OF NEVER OF BEEN ALLOWED IN THE EMERGENCY SHELTER HAD I NOT OF SURRENDERED MY CREDIT UNION ACCOUNT NUMBER TO WANDA, ANOTHER EMPLOYEE OF HOPE SERVICES IN HILO, HI. I DID NOT GIVE THE ROUTING NUMBER. " IF YOU DON'T GIVE IT TO ME, YOU CAN'T GET IN." WANDA, HOPE SERVICES, HILO, HI.
I FOUND OUT AT THIS MOMENT, THAT IT WAS AN ' EMERGENCY SHELTER ' AND NOT THE $ 50.00 A MONTH GROUP HOME.I TOLD WANDA , VERBALLY, THAT WAS NOT FOR HER/THEIR USE ( ROUTING NUMBER, THE DATE OF DEPARTURE WAS: 10-25-'13, MY BIRTH DATE, ABOUT A WEEK LATER ).
ALL BECAUSE I ' WAS ' A VETERAN ( 3:03 IS MY TIME OF BIRTH ).
BUD HAD TOLD ME THAT ' TWO VERY DEVOTE CHRISTIANS ' MET ME PART WAY AND I MIGHT ADD PLUS 40 DOLLARS TO ' GET ME OUT.' A DONATION.
THE ' KNEE-JERK ' REACTION TO ' CARRY,' IN HILO; MY PHONE, WAS ABOUT ONE WEEK BEFORE THE WOMAN IN THE CAR WAS ' GUNNED DOWN ' BY SECRET SERVICE, FEDERAL AND WASHINGTON POLICE.
I DO NOT KNOW IF I COULD OF ' HONED IN ' FURTHER. MY REACTION, LIBRARY COMPUTER USE WAS ALL TAPED. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT POLICE DID WITH THIS. ALL I KNOW FOR A ' FACT ' IS THAT THE HILO POLICE OFFICER SAID " SELL IT TO ME ( MY SIDE ARM, A GLOCK ) , SO THAT I CAN GIVE IT TO MY SISTER. SHE NEEDS A GUN." THIS WHEN I PUT IT IN ' SAFE KEEPING, WHEN I ARRIVED.' I WONDER WHO WILL ERASE THAT.
I OWE THE DEMOCRAT ELDERS NOTHING, NOT EVEN YOUR ' PRESIDENT,' ONLY THE OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENCY,...BUT NOT MY RIGHTS.
IN KONA, HI. THE EVER PRESENT ' STALKING AND HACKING ' OF JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT YOU MIGHT OWN IS ONGOING. FOR THE POLICE THERE MIGHT BE PICTURES OF MY FAMILY, OLD GIRLFRIEND AND ONLY ' G-D ' KNOWS WHAT ELSE, ONCE AGAIN OF MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS: FACE BOOK, TWITTER AND I GUESS I CAN IMAGINE JUST ABOUT ANY OTHER FORM MATE.
IT WAS PRETTY MUCH ' EMPOWERED ' BY THIS MEDIA AND A COUPLE OF OLD WOMEN, CLIENTS AND STAFF WHICH IN TURN EMPOWERED PICTURES OF MALE CLIENTS ( NUDE CAMERA SHOTS IF THEY CAME OUT, OF CLIENTS IN THEIR ROOMS ) USE OF LANGUAGE ( N WORD ) AND VARIOUS OTHER INFRACTIONS WHICH MADE ALOT OF ' PEOPLES ' LIVES DIFFICULT, OTHERS ' PUT ' TO THE ' STREETS,' AND BEATEN FOR WALLETS AND CASH, PHONES OR JUST TO MAKE A POINT OF ' DOMINANCE.
I WAS WARNED EARLY ON THAT THE ' SHELTER SYSTEM ' WAS RUN BY LESBIANS, THOUGH IT WAS STILL LOOSELY MANAGED BY THE CATHOLIC DIOCESE; PAYCHECKS. I BEG TO DIFFER IN THE SENSE THAT IF RUN BY ONLY THE STATE, THEN THERE WOULD BE NO RECOURSE IN THE COMPLETELY ' OWNED ' DEMOCRAT STATE, WHICH AT TIMES STILL OPERATES IN THE ' HAZE OF PIRATED COLONIES ' SURROUNDED BY TWO THOUSAND MILES OF WATER ON ALL SIDES; THE ' STREET ' IDEAL ' PUSHED ' TODAY IN THE ISLANDS' ' OWNERSHIP ' OF SOUL'S IDENTITY, SHOULD YOU DARE OWN ONE.
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE AND YET THERE IS POSITIVE ASPECTS TO THIS SHELTER. I WILL POINT THIS OUT IN THE END.
HAWAII
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| THREE. ' TRINITY.' |
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| THE ' LINE ' TERMINATING ' IN THE EYE. |
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| ' SHIP WITH SAILS.' I REALLY WISH THAT I COULD OF SHOWN THIS TO DR. SHOCKEY, A MAN MAN WHO ONCE WAS ON A EXPEDITION IN SEARCH OF NOAH'S ARC; THE SAME AREA THAT MANY THINK IT HAS BEEN FOUND. UNFORTUNATELY HIS SIGNED BOOK WAS LENT TO A STAFF MEMBER AT HOPE SERVICES AND NOT RETURNED. |
THE PIECE OF LAVA IS OVAL, ALMOST, AND THE ' RENDERING ' OF A SHIP WITH SAILS TO THE UPPER MOST SECTION OF THE ROCK.-HILO, HAWAII.
UNDERNEATH THE ' ARC ' IS A LINE WHICH ' RUNS ' TO THE LEFT, AS IF TO ' LEAD,' TERMINATING WITH AN ' EYE.' I HAVE SHOWN THIS TO ONLY ONE PERSON.
THE OTHER ROCKS THAT I HAVE SEEN WITH ' ODDITIES ' CAN ONLY BE DESCRIBED IN ' APPEARANCE ' OF LANGUAGES SUCH AS HEBREW, ANCIENT SUMERIAN, EAST INDIAN AND OTHERS WITH REMEMBRANCES OF HUMAN ' MENTAL FOOTPRINT.'
I DESCRIBE THESE AS ODDITIES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL ' NATURAL.' THEY WERE ALL LAVA; THAT WHICH WAS SPEWED OUT FROM WITHIN THE MOTHER EARTH, THAT WHICH IS ' OF ' G_D.
IF I TOLD YOU THAT WHILE WATCHING DOLPHINS SPIN FOR ME WHEN ASKED, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME?
IF ONE STUCK IT'S HEAD OUT OF THE WATER ALMOST MOTIONLESS FOR ABOUT 10 SECONDS AND I HEARD ' ALMOST AS IF WORDS,' " OH, IT'S YOU." WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME.
IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WITNESSED A BIRTH OF A WHALE'S CALF, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME.
AND THE PARENTS AND CALF LEAPING ABOVE THE WATER'S SURFACE IN UNISON THE NEXT DAY, WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME, WHEN I SEE THIS FAMILIES END IN YOUR LIFE TIME..
WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN DEMISE TOO ?
ON THE MAINLAND
I WAS TOO SEE A VET REP. ON 03-07-'14, BUT ANOTHER PERSON WITH MY NAME ( JESUS OCHOA ) WAS SEEN INSTEAD.
I WAS NOT BELIEVED.
THE CITY GRANT MANAGER'S ADDRESS WAS GIVEN TO ME BY THIS MAN WHO ONCE WORKED AT THE OC ( OPPORTUNITY CENTER ) ; A BUSINESS CARD GIVEN AND KEPT. EL PASO. TX.
I TOOK PICTURES AND ADVOCATED FOR VETS HURT AT THE ' OC,' ( THE OLD VET WAS BEATEN THEN ' FOUND ' CROUCHED IN A CORNER OF THE DAYROOM, MOVED TO A CHAIR. THE MAGGOTS SWARMING IN HIS WOUNDS, WERE NEVER ADDRESSED MEDICALLY FOR ABOUT FOUR TO FIVE DAYS. I WAS ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE AND WOULD NOT; THE SMELL AND SLIGHT MOVEMENT WITHIN HIS WOUNDS ARE A PART OF MY MEMORY NOW IN THE BEAUTIFUL SOUTHWEST CITY OF EL PASO, TEXAS ); I WROTE OF HIM AND TOOK A PICTURE OF HIM ' GIVEN ' TO THE PARKING LOT PAVEMENT IN LUE OF THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATIVE REPS ' WANDERINGS ' IN VACATION DESIGNATIONS AVOIDING THE ' PERILS ' OF DUTY IN THE LIKES OF ADULT ' DISNEYLAND'S.' HE WAS SCREAMED AT AND PISSED UPON; I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS ALRIGHT THAT DAY...THE ASPHALT WELL ABOVE 100 DEGREES, IN THE PARKING LOT. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HIS ' CRIME ' WAS TO THIS DAY.
I ADVOCATED AND NEAR SCREAMED FOR A VET IN HAWAII, SET UP BY EVIL, SELFISH WOMEN AND ' FAGS,' IN KONA. OLD ' LUSTFUL ' HAGS, MONEY OTHER THAN SOUL AND ' BLOODY KISSES,' ' RULE ' ALMOST EVERY DAY.
IS THE DAMAGE DONE BY THE ' PRISONS ' OR ACCIDENTS OF BIRTH ?
I ADVOCATED FOR AND ADVISED A VET IN AUSTIN, TX. WHO RETURNED HOME ONLY TO FIND THAT HIS FATHER WAS SLEEPING WITH HIS WIFE AND HE ( THE VET ) WAS LEFT TO THE HIGHWAYS FOR YEARS....WANDERING.
HE WAS FINALLY HELPED BY THE VET. REP. AT THE SALVATION ARMY, A FEMALE WHO I HAVE FORGOTTEN HER NAME, BET ' HE ' DIDN'T, HE RECEIVED HIS BENEFITS AND FLEW HOME TO HIS SISTER.
ONE OF THE FEW DESERT STORM VETS WHO EVER THANKED ME. HE GAVE ME HIS HELMET LIGHT, FROM IRAQ.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE VETERAN WHO FOLLOWED UNLAWFUL ORDERS IN IRAQ; THE RAPE OF THE CHILDREN AND MOTHER/WIFE, ONLY TO FIND OUT THE HUSBAND/FATHER WAS TELLING THE TRUTH ALL ALONG TO THE IRAQ POLICE AND ARMY. I HAVE NOT BEEN BACK TO AUSTIN, TX.
I HAVE BUT ONE REGRET THAT I ' UN-EARTHED ' WHILE STAIRING AT THE OCEAN IN HAWAII FOR HOURS...IN THE ENEMY TERRITORY OF THE ' REMOTE VIEWERS;' THE LUCIFER FOLLOWERS.
I SHOULD OF GONE TO THE GEORGE NORRY/COAST TO COAST LIVE AIRING IN NEW MEXICO, JUST BEFORE I LEFT ALBQ.,NM.
I WAS TOLD BY A SECURITY OFFICER WHO WAS WORKING AT THE KROGER STORE AT FAIR PLAZA. HE WAS STATIONED WITH THE NSA. HE SPOKE OF THE AIRING MORE THAN ONCE.
THE WORLD HAS NO IDEA WHAT THOSE ' CREEPS ' DID TO EMPOWER THEIR ' CAUSE.' HOW MANY ' ENEMIES ' THEY NEEDED...NEED...?
NOTE: LAST POST, ' LAWLESS ' OF GRISHAM & LAWLESS.
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| WHAT TOOK SO LONG ? |
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| SHIRT THAT SAVED ME FURTHER ' DAMAGE,' WHEN I WAS RUN OFF THE ROAD THE FIRST TIME. IT CAUGHT A WARNING POST, BELOW A DITCH OF SORTS TO A WATER RUN OFF DRAIN. |
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| ' NEEDLES,' CAN BE EPOXIED ON, AS I'VE FOUND IN ALBQ, NM. |
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| WHAT I FOUND IN THE GROWTH OF BUSH/TREES JUST BEFORE THE SIX FOOT CHAIN LINK FENCE AT HOPE SERVICES. I WAS ASKED TO CUT THEM BY BOTH SAM AND BUDDY, MY SHELTER COORDINATOR. |
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| SAME AS ABOVE. |
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| ' Poor artist. ' HOPE SERVICES, KONA, HAWAII. |
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| REMINDER OF WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I TRIED TO DONATE A PORTION OF MONIES TO VICTIMS OF THE ' KATRINA ' HURRICANE. " HELP YOUR OWN PEOPLE ! " SAID, WELL IT'S REALLY NOT IMPORTANT WHICH OFFICIAL AT THE NMSF, THAT IN TURN HELPED TO START IT ALL. I'M ALWAYS THE BAD GUY. BOO-HOO. BAD MEXICAN ! THE OFFICIAL WAS HISPANIC, IN THE END I DON'T THINK IT WOULD OF MADE ANY DIFFERENCE IF SHE WAS AFRICAN AMERICAN, OR...WHITE. |
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