WHAT IS POWER
The only power in America is organized crime, it seems.
A bit before I left El Paso for Lake Superior Collage, only to go to Hawaii instead, was simple, the ' magic ' trains exploding in Canadian towns and a factory in Texas; a man who lost almost all sense of place and his purpose, yet still moving. ' crazy she screamed in back of his head.'
Somehow I knew, and the ' others ' did not. All those years ago, ' she said ' " Bart your talking to your ( Remote ) viewing; " what you are seeing.
They didn't ( maybe ) know that I could hear and see...I don't know if a true interaction was taking place in the perspective of that present, all those years ago in regards to ' that ' future.
I do know that no one saw ' trains.' I do know that no one saw ' kidnapping ' or ' ransom,' I do know that no one saw LAX ( today's news ), and I am sure that ' we ' might of seen Helicopter ( today's news ).
All those years ago, a clear picture, a memory of our train clock with the red window in the cab above the engine at the rear.
A ' ride ' I took, back as a boy when I was not not allowed to go up in the Helicopter ride near Ft. Bliss. All those years ago in Albq, NM, I filled in the few ' gaps ' of that experience with knowledge of the skies above or very near the mountains in that part of El Paso. My parents could not afford the fifteen dollars but it did not matter, all I needed was the motion of the car and my ' mind ' handled what it could with the ' ride.' I was above El Paso, Tx.
I remember all those years back in Albq, NM., the voice of a man, " that takes care of this brother,' then something about the other. " Take care of the other one," this at night. During this time I was working in my garden listening to MIA's paper planes ( well before Paula Hughson ) and almost doubling over from what can only be described as multiple pangs of extreme pain as if being staged repeatedly in the stomach. All of this in the space of one week.
OCHOA
Traveling from Hawaii to El Paso in the middle of a ' information hub,' ( all points of a fractal imploding- with room for a much more excited growth in explosion ( s ), before turning into it's self again or many in likeness ).
I have met my ' handlers,' for the most part, about half of them. I am very sure that is very good.
I do not think that I'm going to talk about Carlsbad, Russia or the rest of the catastrophes in the Pacific.
I have returned to school. Spanish, a language that I don't particularly like and English Lit., I think. All required indirectly to welding in a round about way.
I have told my caseworker at the shelter ( above, not immediate family member ) of my experiences in the Coast Guard and another Vet Rep ( Middle Man, not directly employed by the VA ) of myself along with the whole company having to disrobe and run back and forth in the bathroom several times as we were ' weeded ' out in some insane process, all the while the Company Commander eyed our penises, perhaps testicles too. The Vet Rep utilizes ' Navigator ' on his business cards, the name of a series of sculptures that I built that dealt with ' space displacement.'
THE PICTURES INCLUDING THE ' NAVIGATOR ' ARE COPYRIGHTED JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III.
NAVIGATOR ARRANGEMENT |
I have also described the only ' rational ' way anything ' somewhat ' metallic, like a pill, that I seemed to come apart in my ear in two pieces, bloody ( dried ), was back in the Coast Guard, my hearing was tested. " How can he possibly hear that ? " I remember that comment,; I moved my fingers to denote sound.
I am putting this on the Net now and later ( in detail, notarized ) for the purpose of those in real need when they are up against the wall.
I have no doubt that I will never get a fair shake, I will end up hating Vietnam Vets more than your god.
I met the people at VA hospital, even showed ' it, ' her the Eye, " All I see is a rock." The white woman said who wore a silver cross on her chest. " All I see is a weapon of destruction, " as I pointed to her silver cross, looking her in the eye. " You should read your Bible," I said as I left.
I met with another woman, with the Vet Rep. after her remarks about frontal lobe communication, ( and proof there of ) I suppose a pun in regards with ' behind the eyes and between the ears,' clever ' cunt ' in only the professional sense, I gave her this' with the thought " you can't have your cake and eat it too, this isn't Vietnam." She almost cried.
The shrink profession has too much power these days/owned by ' drug dealers.'
She called me Delusional.
Push a thought hard ( paragraph ), fast...in short ' Penetration.' It was not vulgar.
I HAVE SEEN ALL THIS-I WILL LOSE ' MY, ' YOUR IDENTITY OF WHO I AM. I AM SORRY THAT YOU DON'T SEE YOUR OWN FOUNDATIONS IN SO MANY ' HOLY BOOKS.' YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE THAN THOSE WHO YOU BRING INTO THIS WORLD...WHY DO YOU TAKE SO MUCH AWAY?
WE ARE ALL SONS AND DAUGHTERS UNDER G-D. THIS I SAID WHEN I WAS ATTACKED THE SECOND TIME, THEN THE ARC WAS FOUND.
DOVE. I DID THIS EFFECT BEFORE SO YOU CAN SEE. |
THE SHELL BELOW WAS FOUND IN HAWAII ABOUT THE SECOND WEEK BEFORE MY DEPARTURE.
I HAVE WRITTEN BEFORE OF THE ' VOICE ' THAT LEFT ME AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS, ALL THE WAY BACK TO MY YOUTH. I FOUND OUT LATER THAT INGO SWANN HAD DIED, LAST YEAR, ONE MONTH AFTER HIS DEATH. IT MADE SENSE TO ME; THOSE VOICES, SOME IN MASK, THOSE THAT HE TAUGHT " THE BLACK ARTS." NOW MANY ARE SEPARATING.
I HONESTLY DO NOT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO END THIS POST, I AM SO ANGRY....
SHELL FOUND IN HAWAII, IT IS NATURAL. |
THE SHELL WAS ON THE SAND AROUND THE QUEER AREA. |
THE BOTTOM. |
THE AREA OF BEACH WHERE HOMOSEXUALS AND CHILDREN PLAY. |
A SIGN ? ? |
EL PASO, TX., 2013. |
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