UPDATED 1 - 6 - 2015 - A GODLESS SKY - THIS MIGHT BE A TITLE TO A SONG. - UNDER CONSTRUCTION

GODLESS NET - SPELL CHECK GONE.

I STUDIED REMOTE VIEWING AND VARIOUS OTHER MIND STUDIES BUT I WAS AN ARTIST FIRST. I WAS AN ARTIST SINCE  BIRTH AS I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY MY PARENTS, MY MOTHER AND FATHER. " GOD GIVEN TALENT " MY FATHER HAD ALWAYS TOLD ME. SINCE BIRTH. IT IS ALL THAT I REMEMBER EXCEPT THE ' SCARY ' TREES OF THE AREAS OF UT AUSTIN FROM THE VANTAGE POINT OF A STROLLER AND THE REAR VIEW FROM MY PARENT'S SHOULDERS; ALL THE BIRDS AND SQUIRRELS IN THOSE TREES.

I FOUND OUT YEARS LATER, REMOTE VIEWING WAS BEING RESEARCHED AT UT IN 1959, AUSTIN, TEXAS.

I REMEMBER THE THUNDERING SCARY WATER THAT I WAS FACE DOWN TO, ON A BRIDGE, THE LOUD VOICE SO ' FOREIGN ' IN WORDS THAT I HAVE NOT LEARNED YET, SEARCHING, SCREAMING, ' PUSHING ALL THOUGHT MAKING TRYING TO UNDERSTAND, WHY? THEN I ROSE. THEN I ROSE ABOVE THE PEOPLE WHO WERE HOLDING A, A WHAT? I COULD NOT COMPREHEND, I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY HELD; A BUNDLE WITH IT'S HEAD LIMP ONCE TURNED DOWN, EMPTY. 

THAT THUNDEROUS VOICE NOW SILENT. THE SILENCE OF THE MOMENT, THE SILENCE OF THE RISE, SO BEAUTIFUL A SILENCE. THE CLOUDS ABOVE IN ' LIGHTED DARKNESS.' THE LIGHT.

9/11

MY NEIGHBORS AFTER THE SHOCK, IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT THAT, THE SILENCE OF INCOMPREHENSIBLE SIGHT OF EVENTS UNRAVELLING IN FRONT OF ME, AS PEOPLE WHERE CHOOSING THE LEAP AND ESCAPE OF SMOKE AND FIRE OVER ANY FEAR OF HEIGHT AND ALL SUMS OF ANY FEARS THAT MIGHT MEET THEM. I WATCHED IN SILENCE AND SLOWLY CAME TO THE REALIZATION THAT THIS WAS WHAT I WAS FIGHTING. WHAT I SAW TO THE RIGHT OF TED KNOONING HEAD, AN AIRPLANE CRASHING INTO THE SIDE OF THE SKY AS WE WERE TALKING, OR THE ABSOLUTE NAIVETY OF A NASA EMPLOYEE WHO ONCE STATED THAT " THE WORLD CONSCIOUS ' WOULD NEVER ALLOW SUCH A LARGE SCALE ATTACK AGAIN AFTER THE FIRST AND THEN OKLAHOMA. THOSE BRIGHT EYES IN TOTAL CONFIDENCE. THE VOICE OF TJ TUCKER, A PHYSICS SCIENTIST HEARD MY CONCERN AS TO THE NASA GUY NEVER " REALLY HAVING BEEN ANYWHERE OUTSIDE THE UNITED STATES," AND THEN HIS REASSURANCES THAT " IT'S BETTER THAT WAR IS OVER THERE." I HAVE HEARD THE THE VOICED OPINIONS OF MEXICANS AND CANADIANS ALIKE IN REGARDS TO THE UNITED STATES AND HER POLICIES AND HER TREATMENTS TO OTHER NATIONS PEOPLES, AS WELL AS READ THEM IN THEIR NEWSPAPERS AND UNDERSTOOD TO AN EXTENT THE POINTS OF VIEW OF ALL.

" LETS ROLL," EPCC 2013.

AFTER THE VISION OF THE AIRPLANE AND LACK OF MEMORY OF WHAT TED AND I WAS EVEN TALKING ABOUT THAT DAY, A RETIRED POLICE OFFICER WITH DARK ' EVIL ' EYES WAS SPEAKING TO HIM WHEN I NEEDED MORE WELDING RODS. AFTER HE LEFT, TED MADE A COMMENT AS TO " I GUESS YOUR NOT THAT INNOCENT ( I REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER THE WORD ) AFTER ALL," AND I LOOKED AT HIM AND ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT. HE NEVER ANSWERED ME, SOMETHING ABOUT THE COMPANY THAT I KEPT BUT NO ANSWER IN EARNEST.

SOME OF THE BEST ART THAT I'VE EVER MADE WAS WHEN I WORKED AT KNOONINGS, TED WOULD ALWAYS ASK ME ABOUT BARTON PRINCE AND I WOULD ANSWER WHAT I COULD, BUT REALLY DIDN'T KNOW THAT MUCH OUTSIDE OF HIS ' EGO.' " DO YOU THINK HE'LL BUY THIS ONE?" HE WOULD ASK. " I DON'T KNOW," I WOULD OFTEN ANSWER, HE WASN'T THE ONLY ONE THAT I TRIED TO SELL MY ART TO. IT WAS ALWAYS ' PICK AND CHOOSE,' SEE WHAT HAPPENS; TRY AGAIN, AND PRICE GOES DOWN, AND ALOT FARTHER THAN YOU THINK. A FEW HUNDRED.

THE ONLY ONE OR RATHER TWO, PIECES OF ART OTHER THAN TWO IN COLLEGE THAT I EVER GOT ' ASKING PRICE ' WHERE THE TWO PAINTINGS DEALING WITH 9/11.I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I GOT, BUT I HATED SELLING THEM, BUT DIDN'T WANT TO ' HANG ' THEM FOR VERY LONG. " DON'T YOU HAVE ANY FEELINGS? "

 THE BIGGEST MISTAKE THAT I EVER MADE IN MY LIFE WAS THE DECISION OF A SCULPTURE OVER A PAINTING AND NOT ENTERING THE TWO PAINTINGS. I WOULD LOOK AT IT AND THINK FROM CONCEPTION TO THE ' MAKE BELIEVE ' FINALE PIECE, THAT ALL ARTIST FACE, HOW THIS ' THING ' FROM THE BEGINNINGS OF A VERY BAD ' MOTEL HANGING ( THAT'S WHAT THE ORIGINAL CANVAS WAS ) ' COULD BECOME THIS SEPARATION OF SPACE WITH LITTLE ONES AND ZEROS AND ACGT, OR RATHER ' HUMAN GENOME ' SYMBOLICS ' THAT I HAVE ALWAYS REGARDED WITH WHISPERINGS FROM ' CHILD LIKE ' SLICES OF BRAIN TISSUES FROM AROUND THE WORLD AS TO ' WHY? ' THEY WERE SEPARATED, NEVER TO BE.

THIS IS THE RIGHT HAND SIDE OF THE PAINTING
THAT WAS ENTERED INTO THE NMSF, I THINK,
BUT IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER, THE HOVER
VAC WAS IN THE WAY, BUT I CLEARLY REMEMBER
WHY I DIDN'T MOVE IT. THE PAINTING SCULPTURE
HAD A CONDOM IN IT AND SHOULD HAVE ' FBI ' IN
IT TOO, SOMEWHERE. I DID WORK ON THAT PIECE
FOR ABOUT A YEAR. WELD IN THE DAYTIME, PAINT
AT NIGHT.

THE AMOUNT OF PAINT, PRINTING, GLASS, YOU
NAME IT IS IN IT; MONEY, PROBABLY EVEN TAPE
FORGOTTEN.

THE BENCH TO THE LEFT WAS MADE OF PARTS
FROM THE BLACK AGNESE RESTAURANT AND DATES
THE PAINTING IN PROGRESS PRIOR TO 9/11.
THE CHAIR WAS BOUGH AT THRIFT TOWN, I
GOT THE PRICE DOWN FROM 29.00, TO 15.00
OR 20.00. THE TABLE, ALL THREE 10.00.

THE PHOTO'S ON THE WALL ARE FRIENDS.

I WILL NOTE THIS, IN THE RV, AND FIGHTING THE
REMOTE INFLUENCING AND RV, I AM WELL AWARE
OF THE DANGERS INVOLVED IN POSTING THIS. BACK
THEN AND NOW.

HAVING ALMOST DEID A FEW TIMES, BEING SHOT
AT, HOUNDED BY MY OWN ARMY AND POLICE AND
ALL ' RIGHTS MESS AROUND WITH,' HELPED ME MAKE
THE DECISION AS THESE FUCKS GET AWAY WITH
EVERYTHING, TO PUT IT ON THE NET; I'VE NEVER
HAD ALOT OF MONEY AND WHEN I DID, I WAS BEING
FUCKED WITH BAD FROM PEOPLE WHO SHOULD
HAVE BEEN IN JAIL A LONG TIME AGO.

THANK YOU JANYA DAVIS.

AT THE TIME OF 9/11, I WATCHED THE PEOPLE AND TOWERS FALL, IN SILENCE, HARDLY HEARING ANYTHING THAT THE ' TALKING HEADS ' SAID AND LOSING ALL RESPECT OF THEM AND THEIR COMMENTARY. PETER JENNINGS WAS ALL I COULD STOMACH. THE NEIGHBORS, SOME WITH FAMILY I THE EAST, NEW YORK, WOULD SAY " DON'T YOU FEEL ANYTHING? " " DON'T YOU FEEL? " AS I TRIED TO EXPLAIN WHY THE TOWERS FELL SO FAST. THE METALLURGY AND MELTING POINTS OF DIFFERENT METALS. EVEN THE PBS PROGRAM STATING THE SAME SO MANY YEARS LATER WHICH SAID THE SAME THING, I ' ARGUED ' WITH ALOUD AND IN ' MY ' MIND; THEY JUST SAID IT BETTER.

LIKE THE PHOENIX OF LEGEND I STAND
ALONE IN SPITE OF FATE. THAT IS THE
NAME OF THE SCULPTURE BEFORE IT
WAS SOLD TO BARTON PRINCE, IT TOOK
A YEAR, AFTER I PUT IT ON THE NET. I
HAD CABLE AFTER 9/11.

THE SIGNS,.....JUST SIGNS.

I FOUND OUT LATER BOUT RANDOM NUMBER GENERATORS, CD PLAYERS AND DVD PLAYERS TOO, AND THE ' ENORMITY ' OF THE ' SPIKE ' THAT I WAS FIGHTING MOST ESPECIALLY IN THE LAST MONTHS OF THE PAINTINGS.

AS I CONTINUE TO ' FALL,' I HAVE VERY LITTLE TO WRITE OR SAY. I COULD WRITE ABOUT ANY GIVEN SUBJECT AND NEVER REACH THE VAST AMOUNT OF KNOWLEDGE OUTSIDE OF THE WHOLE OF THE ' HUMAN ' PERSPECTIVE. IT IS JUST SMALL, SIMPLY PUT. THE ' EGO.' THE PEOPLE AS OPPOSED TO ANIMALS, YET WITH SAMENESS OF FORM IS SIMPLY ' SMALL.' UNLESS YOU HAVE ' TRAVELED ' THERE IS NO WAY TO EXPLAIN IT OTHER THAN IT IS ' COMPLETELY ' OUT OF ' BODY.' THERE IS LITTLE FORM AND QUITE; SILENCE. ALL THAT BEYOND ' NOISE.' WE ARE SO SMALL AND ONLY COPY OURSELVES AND PRAISE INSECTS. THEY WERE HERE FIRST. WE ARE THE LATE COMERS.

ON MY WELDING HELMET THERE WAS THE 21 INFANTRY DIVISION, GHOST UNIT, THEN AN ENGLISH PORN STAR WITH NO HAIR ' BELOW,' THEN P-13, WHICH PUSHED THE BAR AS TO THE P-12 THE HIGHEST OF THE BABYLON 5 SI FY PROGRAM. THEN THE FOUR ' CIRCLES,' WHICH DENOTED THE FORTH DIMENSION. I TIED UP THE ' SHAVED BEAVER ' WITH TWO PAINTINGS OF SUCH, ABSTRACT THAT BARTON PRINCE BOUGHT, MIGHT OF BEEN THREE. THEY WERE SMALL PAINTINGS. I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THAT BEAUTIFUL WOMAN PICKED THAT ' OCCUPATION.' KNOWING THAT I READ SOMEWHERE THAT ' THEY ' OFTEN ' ESCORTED ' OTHERS TOO, I GUESS MOVIES, FIRST SHOWINGS AND SUCH. THE ' PRISES ' OF THE WELL TO DO OUTSIDE OF HOMELESS KIDS.

AND LASTLY, THIS ' BROTHER ' SHIT, I AM NOT AND NEVER HAVE BEEN YOUR ' BROTHER.' THE EXPRESSION ' SHOOT,' WHICH MY FATHER STOPPED USING IN THE LATE SIXTIES OR EARLY SEVENTIES, IS STILL PREVALENT IN HAWAII TODAY. I REMEMBER THE ' WALKING TREE ' AND THE SEED I SWALLOWED.

FOR THE NEIGHBOR WHO LIVED NEXT TO JASON, A WOMAN WHO SURVIVED A HORRIBLE TRAFFIC ACCIDENT, I TOOK THE TIME TO ' CARE.' DIDN'T YOU READ THE SIGN. ' FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC.' DIDN'T YOU ' UNDERSTAND? I EVEN HAD ONE WARNING IN THE NMSF, A PAINTING AND I NEVER, NEVER STOPPED, I NEVER STOPPED……..

" IF YOUR LIKE US, IT'S MEMORY. " BARTON PRINCE 1988-89.*

I REMEMBER, " FALL ON YOUR SWORD," THEN THE YELLOW COUCH, WHO I THOUGHT WAS BUSH AND WIFE AND SOMEONE ELSE, AND THAT VOICE THAT I HAD SO UNWITTINGLY INVITED INTO ' MY HOUSE,' BY WAY OF SELLING A SCULPTURE AND THE COLLEGE TOUR A YEAR OR TWO EARLIER AND BARTON PRINCES COMMENT " HE'S THE ARTIST, THE ONE WITH THE SAMURAI PONYTAIL," AS I WELDED A SMALL SCULPTURE ON THE POLL OF HIS DRIVEWAY. THEN THE MASON IN HAWAII WHO PULLED ON MINE. THEN MARIE'S COMPLETE REVERSAL REGARDING HER FATHER AND REASONS FOR HER PARENTS DIVORCE AND WHAT ' HE ' DID, I GUESS ' MONEY ' BUYS FORGETFULNESS, ALTHOUGH, " HE'S MY FATHER." SHE SAID AT THE TIME. FOR PHIL AND MARIE, THE HAWAIIAN SYMBOL, THE PETROGLYPHS, ' MESSENGER ' WAS DESTROYED, BUT YOU ARE ARTISANS. NO ILL WILL TOWARDS THE HAWAIIAN PEOPLE, BUT IT WAS NOT RIGHT, I FOUND NONE WITHOUT THE PHALLIC SYMBOL BETWEEN THE LEGS IN BOOKS.

AND FINALLY, I SAW A VET REP YESTERDAY REGARDING RENT AND UP GRADE, THEN THE PROCESS AND HAVE BEEN INSULTED FOR THE LAST TIME BY ANOTHER VET. I WILL FILL OUT THE FORM FOR UPGRADE IN DISCHARGE. AS FOR THE COMMENT REGARDING THE WARS " AT LEAST YOU MISSED ALL THAT," THE LAST TIME I RETURNED FROM THE VA, I DIDN'T SEE ALL THE EMPTY YARDS AND BOMBED OUT BUILDINGS IN ' MONOTONE ' AND STATIC, AND NOT A SOUL AROUND IN THE ' SOUND ' OF THE BUS, NOR WHEN I WENT TO THE CHURCH TO PICK UP ' FOOD.'

YOU NEVER LISTENED THE FIRST TIME, AND ' HOLLYWOOD  WAGED IT'S TAIL,' AND ALL THE OLD ' MEN ( ? ) ' WANT MORE AND MORE, BUT GIVE NOTHING IN RETURN EXCEPT UNWANTED ' SWANS.'

I NEEDED SOMEONE TO HELP ME ' WALK ' THROUGH IT, I HAVE NEVER BEEN GOOD WITH GOVERNMENT FORMS AND ALWAYS GOT INTO TROUBLE, SOMEHOW……… IT'S A REAL MAZE. AS FOR THE REST, IF SOME ONE ' SHOOTS AT YOU, YOU SHOOT BACK, AND ALL THOSE AROUND HIM OR HER, WHO SHOW THE SAME INTENT.' IT'S SIMPLE, IT'S NOT HARD.

ATTACKS

AS FAR AS MY FATHER GOES, AND ALL THAT BULLSHIT YEARS AGO ( 2007-2008, AND EARLIER ), " YOU WILL DENY ME TWO TIMES BEFORE THE CROW SOUNDS," AND THE INTENSITY OF THE ARGUMENTS FROM TOP AND BOTTOM, SIDE TO SIDE, 360, THEN THE ' BROTHER SHIT,' THEN THE LUCIFERIANS THEN EVEN PEOPLE POINTING TO THEIR FOREHEADS AND IT WAS " YOUR FATHER, MONTHS AFTERWARDS, GRADUALLY GROWING IN NUMBERS.

" THE ' ALL ' OF YOU WHO WERE ' FOOLED,' FUCK OFF FAGS AND ' COWS ' AND THAT BITCH POPE SOON STOOD DOWN WHEN HE SAW THE ' LIGHT.' EVERYBODY WAS FOOLED WHEN BROADBAND WAS TURNED ' ON,' AND THE SATAN WAS WAITING FOR YOU ALL. DO I HAVE TO PAINT A ' PICTURE AGAIN? ' I'M MOVING AT THE END OF WINTER, IF NOT SOONER.

AND TODAY I FIND THAT MY FORMS FOR ' UPGRADE OF DISCHARGE ' WERE STOLEN FROM MY BACKPACK, MUST OF BEEN THE DAY WHEN ALL THE SLOBBER WAS LEFT ON THE COMPUTER BAG AND BACK PACK, BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT, BACK TO THE DAMN VA TO PICK UP OTHERS. ( UPDATED 1-6-2015 ) MY MOST RECENT TRIP, I SAW VERY LITTLE IN THE WAY OF ' SIGHT ' OF THE BOMBED OUT YARDS AS FAR AS YOU CAN SEE, AND ALMOST DIRT ROADS. I REPLACED THE DD FORM 293 THAT SOMEHOW WAS ' LOST ' FROM MY BACKPACK.

AND NO, I WILL NOT WORK FOR ' YOU,' TATTOOED FLAME ARMS, DO I HAVE TO MENTION ' THOR'S HAMMER ' AGAIN WHILE THAT PLASTIC TOY IS AROUND? I SAID ' NO ' TO THE MEXICAN AMERICAN SIDE TOO.

AND PANTHER, THIS IS OUT OF CONTROL.I HAVE PUT WITH VET'S FOR YEARS WHO HAVE STALKED ME PROTECTING ' SOMEONE ' WHO THEY ' PROBABLY ' DON'T KNOW, AND MOST IMPORTANT, YOU WERE NOT THERE AND DID NOT SEE, HEAR OR ' WITNESS.' MUCH LESS ENDURE THE TORMENT THAT IS DELIVERED TO THE ' ENEMY ' BEFORE AN ATTACK IN MOST CASES IN MODERN WARFARE!

FUCKIN SKYNET ?!?! ALBUQUERQUE AS IRAQI THEATER!?!?

THEN EL PASO, AUSTIN AND ARIZONA!?!? THEN AUSTIN AGAIN AND EL PASO?!?! THEN HAWAII?!?!

 WHO WERE YOU PROTECTING? 

THINK REAL HARD ON THAT!

SOMETHING WAS SAID BY A MIDDLE SCHOOL KID WHO DRESSED LIKE A FAG WHEN I WAS WELDING HIS GATE. I SUGGESTED HE CUT THE TREE LIMB THAT OVERHUNG THE SIDEWALK, " SOMEONE CAN CLIMB UP AND GET IN " HE SAID NO.

A RADIO DISH IN THE BACK YARD, AT LEAST 10 FEET WIDE USED FOR " I MOSTLY USE IT FOR RADIO," AND HE DID ALL THE WIRING IN THE HOUSE NEXT DOOR, EVEN PHONE LINES. I TOOK UP THE CARPET, AND ALL THE PHONE GAMES. " I SEE YOUR IN THE CLOSET AGAIN," HOW WOULD HE HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THE CLOSET I WAS ' TOLD ' TO GO INTO ' CAUSE SOMEONE WAS IN THE HOUSE WHEN I WAS A KID THE TIME WHEN EVERYONE WAS GOING CRAZY JUST BEFORE MY FATHER CAME BACK FRO DALLAS.??? HOW MANY EXPERIENCES DOES A PERSON NEED TO LABEL ALL THIS AS A ' NETWORK.' ????

ONE PAINTING HAS A CONDOM, FBI, ' IRAQI REPUBLICAN NATIONAL GUARD.' WHY DIDN'T YOU USE IT???????????????????  THEN AGAIN I GOT ATTACKED!
I DIDN'T EVEN, AT THAT TIME, KNOW WHO THE IRAQI REPUBLICAN NATIONAL GUARD WAS.

HOME GROWN TERRORISM! ASSHOLES, THAT'S WHAT YOU EMPOWERED!

AND ALL THOSE PAINTINGS ARE PROBABLY GONE. MOST OF THE PHOTOS ARE. WHY NOT PROTECT US INSTEAD OF YOUR FUCK BUDDIES, SAUDI PRINCES AND FELLOW LAW ENFORCEMENT AND MASONS? WHY?.......really, why? AREN'T WE ' AMERICAN ' ENOUGH.

CRIMINALS GET MORE ' RIGHTS.'

BELOW ARE ENLARGEMENTS ( A BIT CLEARER ) OF THE LAST PHOTO'S OF THE PAINTING THAT WAS NEVER ENTERED AT THE LAST MOMENT AND THE ' DEMONIC ' WHISPER FROM THE ' WEST ' IN ALBQ. NEW MEXICO.

THEY WERE MAILED TO THE GOVERNOR OF NEW MEXICO.

THE ' I ' IS WHAT GAVE THEM AWAY.
I WAS GIVEN A SMALL COMPUTER OR
BOUGHT IT, IT WAS A MAC. I COULDN'T
MAKE IT WORK. RAMSEY GAVE IT TO
ME. ALL I REMEMBER FROM IT WAS
MARCO, WHAT EVER THAT WAS.

HE WAS THE THE NAME OF THE PERSON
WHO SHOWED ME THE CIRCLES OF STONES
OF ALL THE FRIENDS WHO HE HAD LOST
AND SHOWED ME ' MINE ' WHEN I
DIED.

I GAVE THE COMPUTER TO A TENANT
AT CASA MORENA APTS. IN ALBQ. NM,
HE WAS A GRANDFATHER WHO SAID
HE WOULD GIVE IT TO HIS GRANDSON.

THE EIGHT WAS ? AND THE THREE, WELL
I'M THE THIRD. I HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT
KINDA, OCHO IF THAT IS HOW EIGHT IS
SPELLED IN SPANISH, A DERIVATIVE OF THE
NAME OCHOA.

ONLY ' TIME 'TRIALS ' WILL TELL, BUT THEN
THERE'S THE ' LIE.'

FORWARDS OR BACKWARDS, SIDE TO SIDE, UP
OR DOWN. I TOOK THE OATH TO THIS COUNTRY
AND FOR THIS COUNTRY.

THE WALGREEN'S WHERE ROLLS OF FILM
WENT MISSING AND THE MASONIC SHIT
ON THE DVR AND PRINTS.

THE OLD LAMP MAC WHEN I WAS BEING HACKED AT
CASA VIDA BEFORE OBAMA'S VISIT PRIOR TO THE
LAST ELECTION.

M-9 ? IN THE GREEN TO THE LEFT OF ACTRESS.
THIS TAKEN AT CASA VIDA. ALL THOSE POSTS
GONE.

WHEN TAKING FORKLIFT TRAINING AND ALL THE MENTAL
SHIT I WENT THROUGH FROM BERT B., WIFE AT EPCC AT
THE TIME. I WAS STAYING AT THE RESCUE MISSION, THIS
BEFORE THE GUN SHOT TO THE CITY BUS THAT I WAS
RIDDING, ABOVE THE GLASS AND SEAT.

BERT WAS A ' HEAVY HITTER,' AND VERY GOOD, BUT
FALLING APART BEFORE HIS DEATH. WIZARD ABOVE HIS
COMPUTER AND DOUBLE EAGLE WHEN TURNED ON.

IF I LET THAT SON OF A BITCH HAVE HIS WAY THE
FORK LIFT WOULD OF GONE THROUGH THE WALL. IT
EVEN ' EFFECTED ' THE INSTRUCTOR WHO WAS AT HIS
SCREEN A QUARTER OF THE TIME. I DID VERY WELL,
BUT HAD NO MORE ' ENERGY ' TO LEARN THE UPRIGHT
FORKLIFT. I OFTEN WONDER WHO TOLD HIM, HOW HE
FOUND OUT?

THE INSTRUCTOR CHANGED THE NAME ON MY CERTIFICATE.

FUNNY THING ABOUT BERT, AN OLD MAN KNEW OF HIM AND
BOYS, TOLD, THEN VISITED HIS DAUGHTER AND WAS KIDNAPPED,
HIS NECK BROKEN AND BEATEN WITHIN AN INCH OF HIS LIFE.

HE LIVED, BUT WILL NEVER TELL ANOTHER SOUL......AGAIN.
THAT IS ' SHELTER LIFE.' I CAN'T TELL WHICH, THE SAME
WILL HAPPEN.

ED DANES, THESE ARE YOUR RVER'S, AREN'T YOU PROUD?
THE UTILIZATION OF ALL THAT ' CAPTIVE ' BRAIN POWER.

 " ST LOUIS " AND THE LAUGHING LAWYER AT
EL PASO LEGAL AID, AND COMMENTS ABOUT
COAST GUARD. PURPLE TIE.

I FINALLY RECEIVED THIS AT CASA VIDA, ALL
MAIL AT ADDRESS OF OPPORTUNITY CENTER
WAS NEVER RECEIVED. ALLEGED PEDOPHILE
IN CHARGE OF ALL MAIL.

SAW SOME IN GARBAGE IN KITCHEN, TOLD TO
LEAVE ALONE AND " GET OUT OF HERE " SAME BAG
AND BAGS LIKE IT, AT LEAST TWO TIMES TAKEN
AWAY FROM DUMPSTER BY ' LITTLE OLD LADY.'

SHE NEVER LOOKED IN THEM.

*THERE IS A FAGOT IN ALBQ. NEW MEXICO WHO WALKS AROUND NEAR NUDE AND WHO, IF HE'S NOT CAREFUL, MY FATHER IS VERY MUCH STARTING TO LOOK LIKE. A FRIEND OF MINE WAY BACK SAID MOST QUEERS AND PEDOPHILES THINK OF HIM AS ' G_D,' IF NOT JESUS CHRIST, THAT OF THE MAN WALKING AROUND NEAR NUDE AND PROMOTING HIS ' CAUSE.'

AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, THANK YOU EL PASO FOR STEALING MY BIKE. HOPE MY KNEE'S MAKE THOUGH.

COPYRIGHT 2015 J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III

RED MOON

I WAS ASKED ABOUT PLANET X
MY RESPONSE WAS, " YOU WILL NOT BE ' GIVEN ' ANOTHER WATER PLANET."

WE NOW FOUND ANOTHER PLANET VERY MUCH LIKE EARTH, THEY THINK. COUNTLESS LIGHT YEARS FROM EARTH.

NOT IMPORTANT NOW.

IN ONE OF MY CLASSROOMS, ' MAPS TORN AND LEFT TO THE FLOOR,' I ALMOST TOOK THEM, EVEN ASKED THE TEACHER.' " I WOULD." SHE SAID.

I LEFT THEM. THE LAST OF MY ART WAS SCULPTURE PAINTINGS WHICH UTILISED REAL MAPS, CUT AND USED IN ART. I LEFT THE IDEA IN ' ALBQ.'

TIME SEQUENCE, THE LAST SCULPTURE THAT OK HARRIS BUILT, LEFT UNFINISHED, VERY SIMILAR TO THE COVER ART OF ' BEYOND THE STARS,' A NOVEL. LAST SIX MONTHS OF HIS LIFE.

MY QUESTION TODAY - WHAT IS A STAR ?

DEATH OF AMBER, A HOMELESS PERSON IN EL PASO, TX.

AMBER, A POST PERSON WHO BROKE OUT CRYING IN ALBQ., NO REASON, THEN CALL FROM ANTHONY, MESSAGE LEFT ON ANSWERING SYSTEM.

BEFORE THIS, COMMAND:

" TURN TO YOUR LEFT, " MEANING HEAD IN THE MEDITATION/RV- " WHAT DO YOU SEE? " THE FIRES APPEARED STRETCHING ALONG MOST OF THE HORIZON." BUT THAT WAS NOT A PART OF THE REOCCURRING DREAM OF THE ' BOOTCAMP,' WITH THE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF BODIES, SOMEONE WAS TRYING TO ' ADD ' TO IT.

ALL THE FIRES TO THE LEFT OF MY HEAD, MEANING THE COUNTRY - ' STARTED FIRES.' NEW JERSY AND ALL THE REST TO TEXAS. 

SOMETHING ABOUT THE DATE OF THIS VERY RECENT EVENT:
EVERYONE ' LOOKING ' TO LEFT, BUT IN CA. ONE VERY IMPORTANT EVENT AN ELECTRICAL TRANSFORMER STATION HAD ( NEAR ) ALL THE TRANSFORMERS SHOT OUT BY A MARKSMAN. SECURITY CAMERAS CAUGHT IT AT NIGHT.

RED MOONS DURING LOS ALAMOS FIRES IN NEW MEXICO, THEN ALONG THE RIVER IN ALBQ., NM.

I READ ' THE AMBER ROOM,' CAN'T REMEMBER THE AUTHOR, I THINK A WOMAN.  '  THE GOLD ROOM.'

BELOW THE SURFACE, ' THE BLACK FACE,' ANOTHER ' HOME GROWN ' TERRORIST IS ABOUT TO BE ' LET FREE,' IN THE US.


RED MOON/ 600 ( 600 US TROOPS-OUTSKIRTS UKRAINE NOW ) / U - CRAIN / HARRIS'S CRAIN SCULPTURES ARE FAMOUS
LAST SCULPTURE NOT FINISHED
INDIAN LAND / FEDERAL ?

I USED TO BE SURE THAT A ' NATURAL EVENT ' WAS TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF WHEN THE UNITED STATES WAS ATTACKED. I KEPT THIS TO MYSELF.

THE EVENT IN ALL THE DREAMS WAS THE SAME ( AFTERMATH ), IT COULD NOT BE CHANGED, ONLY ' ACCELERATED.'

THE FIRES WERE ONLY ' CONDITIONING.'

THE ' TRAINS, ' ONLY ( WHO ? ) CAN IT BE DONE.?


THIS IS VERY REAL ESPIONAGE, YEARS PLANED AHEAD OF TIME AND ANOTHER SHIT IS GONNA KILL, WHO PROFITS - THINK LIKE AN INSURANCE ANNALIST!

" WOW ! WOW ! WOW ! " STEVE JOB'S LAST WORDS

PAULA, " I' LL TAKE THAT BACK," OF THE ' COOK ' COFFEE GRINDER. I KEPT IT. MISTAKE ?

I'M OUT OF THIS ' CHILD PORN ' HIDDEN MENTALITY. THE ' IDEAS ' TO PUT LATITUDES AND LONGITUDES IN MY ART WAS GIVEN AGAIN AND AGAIN, AS FAR AS I KNOW I NEVER DID IT, BACK IN ALBQ., NM.

IF I EVER FIND THE COVER OF THE BOOK AGAIN I'LL POST THE PIC. FOR ' BEYOND THE STARS.'

DU-04-09-'14-LAST POST FOR MONTHS

THERE HAVE BEEN TWO TIMES WHEN I WAS ALONE IN MY 4-RUNNER WHEN I FOUND MYSELF DRIVING TO/IN THE DIRECTION TO WACO, TX. I DO KNOW THAT ON THE FIRST OCCASION MY CELL PHONE WAS WITH ' BATTERY.'

THE SECOND TIME IT WAS WITHOUT. ON BOTH OCCASIONS I PULLED TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD; THE FIRST I ALMOST DESTROYED THE CELLPHONE WHILE REMOVING THE BATTERY. I REMEMBER THIS BECAUSE I HAD A HARD TIME FINDING IT LATER.

THERE HAVE BEEN TWO TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ASKED TO GO TO FT. HOOD. THERE HAS BEEN ONE TIME THAT I FOUND MYSELF DRIVING ( LOST ) IN THE DIRECTION OF FT. HOOD, ONCE AGAIN I PULLED OFF THE HIGHWAY AND ( IMPROVISED ), THUS RETURNING TO AUSTIN. ---THAT GRID WALKER WAS VERY STRONG, ( INTENT )ALMOST THE SAME VOICE AS AROUND AND IN FRONT OF THE TV SET ( NIGHT BEFORE THE ' SHRINK ' DID THE SAME THING, ALMOST SAME ' VOICE ' AS VIRGINIA TECH AND THE OTHER; ONLY ONE IN COL. FIRST, NOT THE SECOND MASS SHOOTING ) JUST BEFORE, DURING AND ' REMEMBRANCE,' OF THE SAME; LIKE THE READER ( WORDAGE ? ) ACROSS A MAGNETIC DISK, FORWARDS AND BACKWARDS WITH SLIGHT CHANGES IN WORDING FROM + TO - OVER A PERIOD OF TIME. ' LAYERED, WORD PLAY-MISUSE IN MEANING-' SLANG.'

WHOEVER THE ' GRIDE WALKER IS HE/SHE IS VERY SMART OR A HIGHLY TRAINED TECH, WITH ' DOMINANCE ' ISSUES. THINKS LIKE A TACTICIAN AS IF IN A ' COURTROOM,' MEANING THE CURRENT USAGE OF WORDS WITHIN THAT AGE GROUP IS USED ' AGAINST THEM.'

IF NOT ' HUMAN,' A FORM OF ' VOICE RECOGNITION.'

CLIMATE IS ONLY PART OF IT...whoever you are.

CHECK ALL HAM RADIO'S, PRIVATE MICROWAVE DISHES; ALL LATE NIGHT SECURITY PERSONNEL-HUNDRED MILE RADIUS.

COULD BE SIMPLY ONE CELLPHONE WITH ' UNKNOWN SPYWARE.' EVEN WITH BATTERY OUT STILL BATTERY IN PHONE.

SOMEONE WHO REALLY ' KNOWS ' WHATS UNDER THE SOIL.

' CORE ' OF WHAT MAKES US MEN-VERY ' CEREBRAL.' DOMINANT IDEA OF ' SIDE ' OF MIND. I mean it this way, this description.

THANKS TO A MARINE ( I THINK ) I WAS TAKING WITH LAST NIGHT, SOMETHING ABOUT HIS CRASH LANDING IN A CHOPPER AT ABOUT TWO HUNDRED MILES AN HOUR, SET MY ' MINDS STAGE,' and whoever this morning in' explanation ' as to how a hard drive works at least those in public domain.


THIS TAKES CARE OF SOMETHING I WROTE MUCH EARLIER ( and added to ), THE REST I PROMISED LATER.


BELOW 04-08-'14
I DO NOT KNOW THE TIME OF THE SHOOTING

I DON'T CARE 

THIS I WROTE THIS MORNING. THE FIRST WILL BE PRINTED NOW, THE REST LATTER  WHEN I HAVE THE TIME.

THE DAY OF THE SHOOTING AT FT, HOOD, I WALKED INTO THE COMPUTER ROOM, I FACED THE COLOR ' PURPLE,'...THIS WAS ALL I SAW ' BLOOD,'...EVERYWHERE, AND A SLIGHT ' WHISPER ' IN THE SILENCE, IN THE STATIC. THE COLOR WAS JUST A SHIRT.

AS IF ON WOOL AND MAGNETS EVERYWHERE, SOME CHARGED.' ' BLOOD ' IN A NANO SECOND, EVERYWHERE; A ' MILLION ' MILES AWAY. A DISTANCE..., WHEN I LOOKED AT HER EYES, I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HER EXPRESSION OF ' FEAR,' ON HER FACE.

THE SECOND LEFT. THE ' ALMOST ' FLASHES I REPRESSED, THEY WERE NOT MINE. I SAW NO DANGER. THEY WERE NOT MINE.

PURPLE: BLOOD PATHOGEN...HAS MANY DEFINITIONS.

LATER I EXPLAINED TO ANOTHER STAFF MEMBER HOW I WAS TAUGHT IN REGARDS WITH THIS MEDICAL COLOR CODING, ALMOST AS EXCUSE.



I DO NOT KNOW THE TIME OF THE SHOOTINGS.

THE REST I WILL PRINT LATER, THE NEXT FEW YEARS, WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN ' THE BACK GROUND ' IS NO LONGER ' AVAILABLE,' NO MATTER THE LENGTH OF ' TIMES ' UNRAVELINGS. I GUESS THAT'S IT.

OTHER THAN THE GLOWING HAND SCOOPING UP THE DRIED, CAKED BLOOD THAT SOAKED THE DIRT FOR SEVERAL INCHES BETWEEN ROCK THAT WAS, SOME ANYWAY, THAT OF THE CHRIST.

NADA IS AND WAS ' MY ' EXPERIENCE, THE FEW OBSERVERS THAT I SAW FROM ' ABOVE,' COULDN'T ' HOLD ' THE TIMELINE.

NO I-POD OR COMPUTER WAS USED.