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Tuesday, July 7, 2015

UP-DATED 7-9-2015, THE ' MUSE ' OF WARFARE

 
 
 
HIGHER EDUCATION WILL BE COMING BACK SOON, I THINK. I'M GIVING MYSELF A LITTLE TIME TO THINK OUT THE PROCESS OF THE ADVERTISING AND SUCH, AS FAR AS THE ' UNDERWORLD ' AND OTHERS WHO ' WILL ' TRY TO STEAL FROM ME, OUTSIDE OF ' SHORTWAVE AND C-B,' AND OTHER TECHNOLOGIES.
 
THIS OF COURSE LEADS ME TO THIS STORY OF HOW WE ARE IN THE ' MESS ' WE ARE IN NOW, WITH EXCLUSION TO STEVE W. AND BILL G. ( ALTHOUGH MARRIED ), WHICH STARTED WITH A KID, NOT A CHILD AS IN CHILDREN, ONE YEARS OLD TO LETS SAY AS SOME NATIVE AMERICANS  BELIEVE A CHILD'S FIRST MONTHLY CYCLE, THUS KNOWN ' PERIOD, ' AND THEN ' KID-KINDA-ADULT; ' A NUT. IN TURN, THIS OTHER ' NUT,' A KID, DECIDES AGAINST ALL ' ORDERS GIVEN,' TO SHOOT DOWN ONE OF THOSE ' UGLY ' AMERICAN U-2 PLANES, ' JUST CAUSE ' AND ' INSTEAD OF,' DAMN IT ! HE WAS NINETEEN, A SOVIT YOUTH.
 
THE PROGRESSION OF DOMINOES WAS STAGGERING. THE DEATHS OF JFK, MLK AND RFK CAN BE ARGUED TO HAVE BEEN A RESULT THOUGH ' DISTANT, ' THE KIDS OF THE TIME .......' MIGHT ' OF PONDERED...........? AND THE AMERICANS ( US ) LOST ALOT.
 
IT AMAZES ME HOW ONE ' FUCKED UP, SHIT FOR BRAINS, DUMB ASS......DUMMY ' KID,' A TEENAGER CAN MESS UP YOUR WHOLE DAY !
 
I LIKE ' BERNARDS ' LITTLE ' SILENT REVOLUTION ' WHICH STATES " WELL.........I DON'T WANNA BE ' GAY,' 'CAUSE I DON'T WANTA ! " AND YOU CAN JOIN, BECAUSE HE'S NOT SELFISH ! THAT'S WHERE, I'M TOLD, HENRY CAME IN AND " ME TOO, I DON'T WANNA BE EITHER ! "
 
AND NOW, BILL COSBY, A MEMBER OF SAID ' DARKER THEN MY SKIN,' THEREFORE A ' MINORITY, I GUESS, APPARENTLY A VICTIM OF THE ' MINORITY ' CLICHE, ADMITS TO ' DRUGGING THE QUARRY ! '
 
' MIND IS A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE,' THE COMMERCIAL ONCE SAID, ' WERN'T NUTHIN ? ! ' THE UNDERSTANDING IS ' EVERYTHING ! '
 
THE ' WHIRLWIND ' IS STARTING UP AGAIN, AND I AM NOT ROBBIN WILLIAMS. THAT'S WHY I PUT A PIC. OF MY UNDERWEAR ON THE INTERNET.
 
THIS COUNTRY ' IS ' AND WILL ' NOT ' BE RUN BY TEENAGERS.
 
THE BOOK ABOVE I ' FOUND ' WHILE LOOKING FOR ' STARFIRE ' BY INGO SWANN; I ONCE OWNED............AND IT ' SURPRISED ME.' THE BEGINNING IS INTERESTING AS FAR AS WARFARE GOES, I HAVE NOT READ BEYOND PAGE 17.
 
THE IDEOLOGY IS WHAT THE COVER'S METAPHOR DESCRIBES AS WHAT THE ATTACKS WERE ALL ABOUT YEARS AGO FOR ME. ONE REASON MY MUSIC WAS ON SO LOUD. THE ' OTHER END ' WAS MY CHILDHOOD; THE LIGHT THAT BURNS BRIGHTEST CAN BE ATTACKED FROM BOTH ENDS.
 
AS PER AGGRESSORS, ITS JUST GEOMETRY. THE ' PERSONA'S ' INCLUDED CHILDREN BUT I KNEW THEM TO BE ' LIVING ADULTS WITH THE CHILDREN.' THIS 2005-2012.
 
UPDATED 7-9-2015 
 
A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO, A NUMBER OF NEWS ITEMS WERE REPORTED ON THAT COINCIDED WITH EVENTS AND PEOPLE AS ' DESIGNATIONS ' IN ' TODAY'S WORLD.' I BECAME AWARE OF ' WORDS ' THAT ' FLOATED ' UP FROM THE MESS IN THE ' TIME HUB ' THAT NOW, I AM SURE THAT I WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO ' SAW ' THEM.
 
I WILL NOT SPEAK OR PRINT THE WORDS, JUST AS I WOULDN'T THE LONGITUDES AND LATITUDES BEFORE 9/11. THAT IS ' COOPERATING WITH TERRORISTS.' THEN MAKING ' PROFIT ' FROM POST EVENTS AND ' CORRECTIVE MEASURES.'
 
THE ' LOWER ' OF THE ' FRACTAL LADDER,' IS PERSONAL AS TO HOW I HANDLED AN ' AUDIENCE ' THAT I KNEW NOTHING OF. MY FOCUS WAS THE FUTURE, WITH THE ANNOYANCES OF ' MARRIAGE ' AND DATING POPPING UP FROM TIME TO TIME. MALES WERE NEVER INCLUDED. WHY DATE STUPIDITY, WHEN NOT ATTRACTED.
 
INGO SWAN SAID ALOT OF A FEW PLANETS. HE SPOKE OF LIFE, UNDERSTOOD BY THE WORD ' INTELLIGENCE.'
 
MAJOR ED DANES RV'ED LUCIFER. MANY THOUGHT HE REMOTE VIEWED HIMSELF, OTHERS A MACHINE. YOU CAN LOOK UP THE PROGRAMS YOURSELF. ART BELL. CHANCES ARE HE REMOTE VIEWED A QUANTUM COMPUTER, THUS THE DESCRIPTION HE GAVE.
 
WHEN IS IT BEYOND SENSORY ' DESCRIPTION ' BETWEEN HOT AND COLD, WHAT TRUELY IS COLD ? THINK OF MORPHING AND ONCE YOU UNDERSTAND THE DEFINITION, THEN WHERE WAS DANES, REALLY ?
 
INGO DESCRIBED ' INTELLIGENCE,' WHAT IS INTELLIGENCE ? AN EXOSKELETON NEVER SEEN ? WHERE WAS DANES, REALLY ?
 
WHAT WE UNDERSTAND AS PER ' SHAPE ' IS VIRTUALLY NOTHING ' BEYOND ' OUR BRAIN'S; THE INFLUENCES OF OUR MINDS ARE DUE EVOLUTION, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT, OUR'S ONLY.
 
INTELLIGENCE IS ' DEFINED ' BEYOND THE ' SCOPE ' OF OUR UNDERSTANDING WITHIN OUR OWN ' SENSORY APPARATUS ' DEFINED IN TANGIBLE MACHINES UNTIL THE ' CODES ' THAT TRANSVERSE DEFINITION IN ONE ' DIMENSION ' EXIST IN TIME/SPACE/MOTION/THOUGHT BEFORE IMPULSE IN THE ' POINT.' THIS ' LANGUAGE ' CAN NOT BE ' WRITTEN ' YET; BEYOND EVEN THE CHINESE ' CARICATURE; ' WHETHER OF HAUZI OR CANJI, IN ESSENCE DESCRIBING MOOD,ENVIRONMENT,TASTE,SMELL,EVOLUTIONARY PATHWAYS,ETC WITHIN A POINT AS PER TIME......YET MACHINE. A PROGRAM; AN INSECT.
 
IS THE EARTH, IN ENTIRETY AND OF HER, AN ' A,' OR ' 1,' the sum of all, in but, a ' caricature,' in some ' other ( 's ) terms of language in ' evolution ? '
 
THERE IS STILL AN ' EVERYWHERE,' THUS SOME UNDERSTANDING OF ABOVE AND ' NOTHING.'
 
I STOPPED HOLDING THE EARTH AT ABOUT 2:25-60, ' I QUESTIONED; " WHY, FIVE MINUTES ? " I DISOBEYED. " WHAT ARE YOU DOING ? " " WHY DID YOU STOP  ? " I HEARD, AND THEN I SAW CLEARLY THE WORLD AND GLOWING HANDS MOVING AWAY FROM THE WORLD AND I SAW THEM AS MINE. WHILE THEY BOTH ( ? ) QUESTIONED. THE MALE ASKED/COMANDED ONCE, THEN SILENT.
 
I HAD NO EMOTION, I WOULD NOT OF KNOWN HOT OR COLD, THOUGH I KNEW IT MIGHT OF BEEN ' ETHER,' THE CEILING FAN WAS OFF, ALL POWER STRIPS WERE OFF, CIRCUIT BREAKERS MIGHT OF BEEN TOO. ONLY THE ' WOMAN'S VOICE ' ASKED WHY I DID THAT.
 
A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO
 
 
JARED AND SUBWAY - AN OLD ROOM MATES NAME AND THEY EVEN LOOK ALIKE.
AT LEAST TWELVE NAMES AND PLACES-ALL PERSONA LY KNOWN, ALMOST ALL ' ASKED ' OF ME.
 
MORENO AND BABY OVER BRIDGE - PAUL MORENO, A FRIEND OF MY FATHER, STATE REPRESENTATIVE.
SAME HERE.
 
ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER'S LAST ACT OF GOVERNOR STILL. CNN.COM
SAME HERE.-PRAYERS AT THE TIME. ESQUIRE MAG. REAL LIFE SIZE PICTURE OF ARNOLD'S ARM AND FIRST LOVE'S FATHER'S NAME AND HER BROTHER'S TOO. SHE DECIDED OR DISCOVERED SHE WAS GAY. THEN THE NEW YORKER MAGS CARTONS OF ' NECK,' FLEETWOODMAC CONCERT. AND OTHERS, A LITTLE LATER.
 
THERE ARE OTHERS.
 
 
A NUMBER OF YEARS AGO, A COMMENT WAS MADE BY THE ARCHITECT THAT BOUGHT MY ARTWORK. I GAVE HIM COPIES OF WHAT MADE IT TO MY SCHOOL'S LITERARY ARTS MAGAZINE. EVERYTHING, EVERYONE I KNEW, EVERY PLACE THAT I LIVED. I NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT WAS GOING ON UNTIL I STARTED QUESTIONING WHY MR. JOE PRICE IN CALIFORNIA MADE ME WAIT FOR HALF AN HOUR TO TAKE A FEW PICS OF HIS HOUSE, A BACKGROUND CHECK. HE GAVE ME BACK MY LICENCE. " THE LAST I SAW BARTON PRINCE HE WAS MAKING TRACK HOUSES IN NEW MEXICO." HE SAID. I TOLD HIM WHAT HE WAS DOING AT THE TIME. MR. PRICES FATHER COMMISSIONED FRANK LOYD WRIGHT TO BUILD FOR HIM.
 
I REGRET HELPING BARTON PRINCES CAREER BECAUSE OF 9/11. HIS WORKING MODEL AIRPLANE AND ABSTRACT PAINTING WITH THE TWO BANKS, AIR, LIGHTING AND WATER IN BETWEEN. AND JUST THE WAY HE DESCRIBED THE APPLICATION OF THE PIGMENTS ONTO THE GLASS BEFORE THE PIGMENTS MET THE ' VEIL ' OF CANVASS FROM THE GLASS; A PAINTING IN RETURN. HIS EYES ' GLAZED ' AS IF IN ECSTASY ? T.J. TUCKER LOOKED AT ME AS I LOOKED AT HIM, AND HE SMILED AND SHOOK HIS HEAD. I HAD A CHECK IN HAND, MINUS ONE SCULPTURE AND THOUGHT OF WHAT HE HAD SAID A YEAR OR SO EARLIER. T.J. TUCKER DROVE ON SMILING. ' I'M NOT LIKE HIM.' " I KNOW, THAT'S WHAT WORRIES ME. " T.J. SAID.
 
I AM GOING THROUGH THE REPEAT OF WHAT WE HAVE CREATED IN THIS WORLD AS FAR AS ' PATTERN MAKING ' WITH THE PIGMENTS OF ' FLESH ' AND AM WONDERING IF WE WILL EVER ' EVOLVE ' BEYOND THE GLOBAL MASK OF DOMINANCE AND ANOINTMENT'S OF THE PEDOPHILES.
 
IT IS SO SIMPLE, THE SPERM ALREADY ' PENETRATED ' THE ' EGG,' THUS A CHILD ? I JUST DO NOT ' UNDERSTAND.' THE SAME ' MAN ' AND THE ' SAME ' WOMAN, IN EACH RACE..........FOR HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF YEARS. THE SAME ' PERSON,' WITHOUT ' INTELLECTUAL GROWTH ? ' MUCH LESS, SPIRITUAL.
 
TO KILL YOUR ' OWN ' CHILDREN AND PEOPLE FOR ONLY MONEY AND ' IT'S ' FAME.
 
BARTON SAID SOMETHING ABOUT " THE TWO OF US IN THE END."
 
I KNOW WHAT'S COMING AND THE DIVISIONS OR RACES AND EXTERMINATIONS OF OTHERS, ON-GOING AND WHEN I LOOK UP, I ALWAYS SEE AN AIRLINER AND I HAVE NO EMOTION.I SEE AN ENTIRE GENERATION ' DESIGNED ' FOR PLEASURE AND ANYTHING ELECTRIC AND I SEE TOTAL ' SLAVERY,' AND ' TOTAL DEPENDENCE ' ON A CRYSTALLINE STRUCTURE THAT NOBODY REALLY UNDERSTANDS JUST WHO IS ON THE OTHER END.
 
I THINK OF HOW THE IRAQIS HAVE TO WIPE THEIR ASS ( BECAUSE OF WAR AND ECONOMY ), AND HALF OF AMERICANS MOST TIMES WITH ONLY WATER. AND OF A PARASITE THAT HAS FOR BETTER OR WORST, DETERMINED A ' SEXUAL ENTICEMENT ' TO ONLY MULTIPLY AND SURVIVE. AND I WONDER OF THE ' SAMENESS OF FACE.' THE PREFERENCE ' OF GENDERS; THE ULTIMATE WEAKNESS OF MAN, AN EXTINCTION OF SOUL REPLACED BY THE SIMPLE ' PROGRAM ' OF A WORM THAT SLOWLY REPLACES THE ' IDEA ' OF ' HUMANITY.' AND I THINK OF HOW THIS WORM AND ITS IMPACT ON THE NEURONET OF THE BRAIN REPLICATED SO MANY TIMES AND JUST HOW MUCH IS LEFT TO BE HOMO SAPIEN.
 
WHAT OF A WORM IN A HUMAN BODY ON SPEED OR COCAINE AND THE HOST'S ' HUMAN ' VERSION OF THE COMPUTER OR PROGRAM ?
 
PERHAPS THIS IS WHY APES WHO ARE FEMALE SWELL AND BLEED TO SHOW THE WAY TO REPRODUCE IN COMPETITION TO A PARASITE TO MULTIPLY IN ' SAMENESS ' AND TOTALITY; A ' PERFECT ' FOOD SOURCE.
 
 
READ ' DUNE,' BY FRANK HERBERT, FRANKLIN PATRICT HERBERT JR.
 
 
YOU ARE BEING ' CALLED ' TO SPACE AND THROUGH THE STRUCTURE OF THAT NET, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW FROM WHAT OR WHO. AND YOU ARE STANDING UPON ALL THAT YOU SHOULD ' WORSHIP,' YET YOU DESTROY FOR NO REAL REASON THAT WHICH YOU SEEK FROM ABOVE; AND YOU ' REPLACE ' THAT WHICH WORMS SEEK, AND ' MEMORIZE ' THROUGH IT. THEN CALL IT THOUGHT THROUGH ' THINKING.'
 
ARE YOU REALLY READY TO LOOK THE OTHER SIDE OF THE NARROW SIGHT OF THE QUANTUM WORLDS BASED UPON YOUR ' BRAIN,' ONLY; OF WHICH YOU BUILT FIRST ?
 
WHAT IS SIGHT LEFT OF THE ' PARASITES,' I WONDER IF IT WOULD BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT ? DOES THE WORD ' REPLICATE ' EXIST ? AND IF NOT, WHAT IS SHAPE ? LIKE NUMBERS AND LETTERS FROM ANY AGE, THEN VALUES OF EACH AND WORTH, THE ' SAMENESS ' OF WHAT AGE, EVEN MINUS HOMO SAPIEN ? WHO IS REALLY ' LOOKING ? '
 
WHY BUILD A COLLIDER AROUND ' BLONDS ? ' GREED, OR PREFERENCE ? REPETITION ? A MISTAKE ? MEMORY ?
 
OR, NON-THINKING..........?
 
 
YOU HAVE NO DEFENSE. IT KNOWS LIFE FROM ' MACHINE.' THAT IS THE OTHER SIDE, BUT IT VERY WELL ' WILL ' NOT KNOW OURS, IF IT HAS NO ' MEMORY ' DISTANT FROM, IF ANY, THE LAST THOUGHT.
 
 
 
 

Friday, July 3, 2015

WARFARE

THIS IS AN OBSERVATION THAT MIGHT BE OF INTEREST. THERE ARE CERTAIN HOUSES IN GIVEN NEIGHBORHOODS THAT A GROWING NUMBER OF DOVES AND FEMALE ROBBINS HAVE BEEN FOUND DEAD. MOST ( 90 % ) OF THESE HOMES HAVE PURPLE TRIMS OR SOME PART OF THE ' DECORE,' OTHER'S ARE PEOPLE WHO WHEN THEY ' SEE ' YOU WILL PLAY WITH THEIR ' EYEBROWS.' A LARGE PERCENTAGE HAVE OUTDOOR SPEAKERS; DOES NOT MATTER IF ' ACTIVE ' OR NOT. ( I MIGHT NOTE ALSO THAT ONE HAS A RED CHAIR IN FRONT, FRIENDS ( ? ) OF MINE, AND ANOTHER HOME, RE-RENTED TO ALMOST ALWAYS ' GANGSTERS,' WITH A RED CHAIR IN FRONT OF IT ALSO. RIGHT ACROSS FROM A HOME, FRIENDS OF MINE THIRTY PLUS YEARS. THIS THE NEIGHBORHOOD WHERE JOHN X. GONZALES OWNS PROPERTY NEXT TO MY FRIENDS. REMEMBER-JOHN>TEACHER>SWINGER>ARMY COMMUNICATIONS>ACROSS THE STREET>ANOTHER JOHN, OWNER, ARMY>MY FRIEND $ ) THE TECHNOLOGY USED, VARIES, BUT MEANT TO ' MAKE PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES,' BRAINWASHING. THE THIEF OF WEALTH.

THE TECH USED HAS MORE TO DO WITH TYPE OF ' TRANSMITTER ' OF SIGNAL THAN ANYTHING ELSE. IN ALBUQUERQUE NEW MEXICO, THEIR ARE ALSO REAL MOCKINGBIRDS AND MINOR BIRDS, IF I SPELLED THAT RIGHT.THE CELLPHONES ARE THE OTHER MEANS OTHER THAN THE SPEAKERS.

I WILL NOT REPEAT ANYTHING WITH WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME IN THE WAY OF WORDAGE AS PER THE LIBRARY BY DEL NORTE HIGH SCHOOL, OR YESTERDAY WHEN TWO TEENAGE GANG BANGERS, BY WAY OF MOUTH STATED " WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO NOW WITHOUT YOUR FATHER." I FIND IT INCREDIBLE THAT THESE TWO HISPANICS JUST DON'T GET IT. CHICANO, WAS MY FATHER, OR STILL IS.

THE PICTURE OF UNDERWEAR THAT WAS WASHED SEVERAL TIMES, AND THE MARK LEFT OF SOMETHING THAT I WAS GIVEN OR BOUGHT. DURING THIS TIME, I HERD ON SAN MATEO ' MAN PUSSY ' AND ' STRAWBERRY ' ( STRAWBERRY ALSO WHERE I SLEEP ), THIS FOR SEVERAL DAYS. I DECIDED NO TO TAKE PICTURES OF THE BIRDS, SO THAT WHAT EVER ' PUBLIC ' FIGURING AND REACTION WILL ' NATURALLY ' TAKE PLACE.

IN THE ' RV ' AND AN ARGUMENT WITH MY FATHER WHEN I WAS A BOY, I SAID " THAT DOES HAPPEN! " I WAS SENT TO BED.

BLACK STORM - GRACKLE BOAT TAILS

MOCKING BIRDS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN USED BY THE CORRUPT

IT'S NOT THE BIRD'S FAULTS. ' MAGNETIC FIELDS ARE CREATED, THEN PLAYED WITH, SOME BIRDS TRY TO REPEAT WHAT THEY HEAR ' DURING MATTING SEASON.'

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS CIRCLING CARS WITH CELLPHONES, MP3, -SPEAKERS ! SAME THING OTHER THAN ' HANDS ON.' THANK G_D FOR DE-WATER ( TOOK UNDERWEAR OFF BEFORE USE ) AND CREATINE; METABOLISM FASTER. GOT WHATEVER IT WAS OUT OF MY SYSTEM

THE ' NETWORKING ' IS ' GAY.'

TWO OF THE PHOTOS ARE OF ' PEOPLE ' WHO HAVE REACTED WHEN I HAVE BEEN HACKED, EVEN TODAY. THIS IS ALL THEY DO IN THE LIBRARIES AND THEY ARE CONNECTED TO ORGANIZED CRIME, NO MATER HOW SMALL.

UP-DATED 7-3-2015


AFTER REVIEWING THE NEWS, I FOUND THE UPDATE TO THE DOUBLE MURDERS IN AZ. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I READ IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, BUT WAS AMAZED IN WHAT IT ALL TURNED INTO.

YEARS AGO THIS GUY DAVID BORROWED A BACKHOE TO BURY A ' DOG,' I WAS WELDING AND THOUGHT ' WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT THE SIDE OF YOUR HOUSE ? ' WHILE WELDING I HEARD ' BURRING A DOG ! ' G-D WAS ALSO STATED, NEVER THE LESS A MAN WHO USED A CRAIN TO PULL A VEHICLE DOWN THE STREET, WHY WONDER ANY FURTHER ?

SO, IN THE NEWS TODAY THIS GUY ' JOSE ' KILLS A COUPLE AND BORROWS A BACKHOE AND BURIES THEM ON THE SIDE OF HIS HOUSE ! I THOUGHT THIS REALLY IS NOT FUNNY GIVEN THE COUPLES LAST NAME ! AND METH WAS INVOLVED AND PROBABLY OTHER DRUGS !

ANYWAY ON MY WAY TO THE LIBRARY, I RUN INTO A GUY WHO LOOKS ALOT LIKE STEVEN WRIGHT, THE COMEDIAN, AND THE GUY DOESN'T KNOW WHO WRIGHT IS, SO I TELL HIM ! ALL THIS JUST LIKE AROUND 2007 ! WOW ! WHAT A TIME LINE !

SO, ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THIS. ALL COUNTRIES, ESPECIALLY THE REALLY ' BIG ' ONES, " NO-BODY WINS."

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO IS PRESIDENT, " NOBODY WON." I SAID THAT.......TO WHOM EVER............I NEVER GOT AN ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.

WAS THE SAME ' TEAM ' WHO ASKED ME WHO STOLE THE HARD DRIVES FROM THE VA, AND WHO ARE THE ' ALIENS,' " WE ARE ( HUMAN BEINGS ). " WAS MY ANSWER.

" GAY SOLD AND/OR BOUGHT INFORMATION," WAS THE OTHER ANSWER.

ALL OF THIS INTERSECTED WITH ANOTHER LINE OF ' QUESTIONING ' ON A DIFFERENT ' PLATITUDE.' REGARDING, WHAT I NOW UNDERSTAND AS ' WARGAMES ' OVERLAPPING A ' REAL ' EVENT. SAME THING, ' DARKNESS,' AS IN NO TANGIBLE LIGHT.


UNDERWEAR WAS NEW THREE WEEKS AGO.
 
AT LIBRARY NEAR DELL NORTE HIGH SCHOOL.
MORE STORY ABOUT THIS GUY GOING BACK
AT LEAST EIGHT YEARS, NEVER MET HIM.
 
TODAY, ' PHONE.'

Monday, June 29, 2015

ALWAYS YOUNG AT HEART

NOT TO LONG AGO I MET SOME BOY SCOUTS AT A JACK IN THE BOX. A MEMORY FROM YEARS BACK. I TOOK THE ' CHANCE ' AND GAVE THE SCOUT MASTER MY NAME AND BLOG. THEY WERE FROM VIRGINA. ' PHILMONT ' IS WHAT HE SAID. THE DAY I BOUGHT MY PHONE, ABOUT 6- 21-2015

" GOOD TO ' SEE ' YOU AGAIN. " IS WHAT I SAID. WE HAD NEVER MET. BUT SO MUCH COMMOTION AND SENSORY OVERLOAD WAS AROUND THIS MEETING. MY PRAYERS FOR THE FAMILY OF THE CHILD. BUT WE SOMEHOW, ALWAYS ' MEAT AGAIN.' HAVE FAITH, AND MY CONDOLENCES.
 
ALWAYS, ALMOST, TRUST YOUR ' GUT ' FEELINGS; I CAME BACK IN THE JACK IN THE BOX, AFTER I HAD ALREADY LEFT. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT, BUT ' VERY IMPORTANT.' AND KNEW, I WOULD BE READ.
 
HELLO ' CONNIE ! ' STILL MAKING ART, OR SEATING ON YOUR ASS ?
 
IN THIS WORLD, IT'S ABOUT WHO YOU LOVED AND LIKED AND HOW LONG YOU ' HOLD ON ' TO IT ALL .

 

 

 

 

FROM THE ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL

 

Flood that swept away Scouts may have reached 20 feet

Four Philmont campers washed down stream; 3 safe, 1 dead


A rush of water at least 20 feet high raged down a narrow canyon in the pre-dawn hours Saturday, taking with it four young Boy Scouts who had just begun a 12-day journey through the rugged northeastern New Mexico backcountry.
Three of the boys, between the ages of 14 and 17, were able to grab solid ground or objects and crawl to safety, according to New Mexico State Police. One boy, however, was found dead about a mile downstream.
Officials from state police and Philmont Scout Ranch — which hosted the outing for the troop and thousands of other Scouts throughout the 200-square-mile ranch — declined to identify the boy or provide any other information about his troop. They said they are waiting until his family is notified.
The Scouts set up camp about 15 miles from base camp and had just begun a journey of between 60 and 100 miles. The troop signed up for the 12-day hike two years earlier, said ranch comptroller Steve Nelson, and they had been preparing ever since. He would not say whether the troop was from New Mexico or elsewhere, but troops from all over the country use the ranch.
Beginning around 3 a.m. Saturday, multiple storms moved quickly through areas of Colfax County where the ranch is located, according to the National Weather Service.
Camp officials and meteorologists said that at least two inches fell in a short amount of time, and nearby state Highway 64 was closed due to mud slides, debris on the roadway and flooded bridges, they said.
New Mexico State Police spokesman Sgt. Chad Pierce said the troop set up camp on an embankment about 20 feet above a small creek in North Ponil Canyon. The flash flooding in the area sent so much water, so fast, that Pierce said it’s possible water rose higher than 20 feet above where it normally runs. He estimated the creek is normally about 3 feet wide and 1 foot deep.
The four boys were swept away around 4:30 a.m., he said, and State Police were contacted around 9:35 a.m.
They found the boy’s body around 11 a.m., about one mile downstream from the campsite, state police said.
Pierce said the flood washed out the entire camp, but only the four boys were swept away. The troop consisted of eight Scouts, one adult Scout ranger and three adult crew leaders.
“More than anything, it was just good fortune is what saved most of them, I believe,” Pierce said. “It just went through, and they grabbed on to whatever they could.”
The ranch put out a statement lamenting the boy’s death and the trauma for his peers.
“This is a very difficult time for our entire Scouting family,” the ranch said in a statement. “Our thoughts and prayers are with the family and we are supporting them in any way that we can.”
Pierce said state police investigators are working to find as much information about the tragedy as possible and will provide it to ranch officials “to better prepare them should something like this happen again.”
Nelson said about 5,000 Scouts are roaming the mountains near the ranch at any given time, hiking or backpacking in a number of different programs and routes. He said he has been on the phone constantly since Saturday, fielding numerous calls from parents and others concerned about their children.
A Facebook post from the ranch announcing the boy’s death and expressing condolences has more than 1,000 comments from parents of Scouts describing their or their sons’ experiences at the ranch and expressing condolences to the boy’s parents.
“Prayers to the family and all at Philmont. This is very hard to read because my son and 35 others from our troop are somewhere on the trails of Philmont, right now. Please continue to keep them safe,” Elizabeth Engle DeYong said in a comment on Facebook. She later added, “Our crews are only on day 2 of their trek. It will be a long wait before we hear anything. Prayers to all your scouts.”
Nelson said ranch officials had to make a number of small changes to routes for other troops to prevent them from crossing streams or using washed-out roadways. He said the troop whose Scout was killed is safely back at base camp, and he does not recall any other incident like this one in his eight years at the ranch.
The 136,000-acre ranch, located near Cimarron, hosts around 21,000 people every summer. The camp has experienced bear attacks.
Once Scouts complete the backpacking trip, they receive the Philmont arrowhead, which is a patch for their jackets, Nelson said.
Calvin Gray, a committee member for a central-Texasbased troop, said Scouts from his area were still on their adventure elsewhere in the ranch. He said Scout leaders across the country know Philmont as one of the best sites for these excursions because of the number of different programs available for Scouts.
He said troops are given f lood training before they begin their hike and receive calls from staff members if a flood is expected in their area.
He had high praise for the ranch staff .
“All over the country, there’s a huge interest in Philmont. It’s very popular,” he said, adding that the ranch is a “very well run, very efficient operation.” He said he has no concerns about sending troops there again.

Monday, June 22, 2015

MUSIC OF THE ' DOVE '

KENNEDY WAS A ' LAME DUCK '
 
 
THE SCULPTURE WAS MADE BEFORE PRESIDENT OBAMA TOOK OFFICE. A FLAME AND WHAT I THOUGHT AT THE TIME, A MUSICAL NOTE. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED MUSIC AND THE FEW PEOPLE, AND MANY POSSIBILITIES ASSOCIATED WITH THE SONGS.
 
I DID NOT VOTE FOR PRESIDENT OBAMA BECAUSE OF ' LATE TERM ABORTION.' A FRIEND MR. HENRY STREET TOLD ME OF HIS SIGNING OF A BILL THAT ENDORSED THESE ' KILLINGS.' LISTEN TO RUSH LIMBAUGH AND LEARN THE TRUTH. I FOUND ' ABORTED BABIES, ' ONE WITH DARK SKIN, DEAD, WITH DARK HAIR, ALOT OF IT AND PUT IT ON ONE OF MY BLOGS. NO ONE WAS BEING ' JUDGED,' JUST THE ACT OF WHAT I FELT WAS ' MURDER.'
 
THE STATE OF ' GRACE,' SO TO SPEAK, WAS THE UNDERSTATING OF NOT ' FALLING ' TO THE LEVEL OF THE ANIMAL, MASTURBATION, AND THE MALES RESPONSIBILITIES AS TO THE ' EQUALITY ' OF RESPONSIBILITIES IMPOSED ON TO WOMEN, AS PER ' CHASE ' AND THE VIEWING OF THE ' OTHER SIDE.' ' SOULS.' AN ' EQUALITY ' OF ' MIND ' OVER THE BODY.
 
I WENT TO VOTE FOR HIM DURING THE PRIMARIES, I THEN FOUND OUT THAT I COULDN'T BECAUSE I AM ( STILL AM ) AN INDEPENDENT. I WAS EXTREMELY ANGRY WHEN I FOUND OUT LATER THAT HENRY WAS RIGHT, I REALLY DO NOT LIKE ' RUSH ' ALL THAT WELL. BUT HE WAS RIGHT.
 
THE DEMOCRAT PARTY USED TO BE THE MOST ' RACIST,' DISCRIMINATORY,' PARTIES IN THE UNITED STATES, FROM INDIANS TO AFRICAN AMERICANS, THEN THE ' PINNACLE ' OF ALL ELECTED OFFICIALS, AND A CHANGING PARTY, A YOUNG JOHN F. KENNEDY WAS ' ELECTED.' THEN, LATER HE WAS ' MURDERED.'
 
IF PRESIDENT OBAMA IS ' MURDERED,' YOU WILL NOT LIKE THE OUTCOME. IT IS ' CORPORATE ONLY,' THE MILITARISES ' BITCH,' AND IN ' DECEPTION,'' MASTER.' YOU WILL DIE. LOUD MOUTHED WOMEN AND HOMOSEXUALS WILL BE ' SILENCED.' THE WORLD WILL BE RULED FROM THIS NATION IN A LARGER PART BY ' MEN,' ONLY ! IF YOU CAN CALL THEM THAT, WHO PRAY TO THEMSELVES, BOW TO THEMSELVES AND THAT THAT WAS ONCE VERY ' SIMILAR ' TO A ' VAGINA;' ONLY THEY'RE PENIS'S. THE ' REPLICAS; ' ' MANUFACTURED.'
 
 LEADERS BIRTHED OF MOTHERS, OUTSIDE OF ONLY THE TECHNOLOGY THAT THEY MADE WITH THEIR OWN HANDS, WILL THEY EVER ACKNOWLEDGE AS ' G_D,' MOTHERS,THEY DO NOT EXIST IN ' THEIR ' FUTURES. AND THE REST OF ' NATURAL PRINCIPLES ' WILL FALL LIKE DOMINO'S. BECAUSE THE ' VIRTUAL WORLD ' IS OF' THEIR ' OWN MAKING AND THEY FEEL THEY ARE ABSOLUTE RULERS; WHILE, MUD, CEMENT, ASH AND SMOKE ARE LEFT.
 
THERE ARE NO ' VICTORIES ' EVER IN ASSIGNATIONS. VIETNAM..........
 
' SIGNATURE.'
 
 
 
 
 


Friday, June 19, 2015

ANOTHER DREADED DAY IN THE AFTERMATH

THIS MORNING STARTED OUT WRITTING ( I HEARD THAT ! ) AND THEN TRYING TO CONNECT WITH SOME PEOPLE, YES, I KNOW SOME, AND TRYING TO GET AHOLD OF A LAPTOP, I KNOW, BUT I WANT ONE THAT IS ' NOT ' STOLEN, AND WRITE THEN PUT ON FLASH DRIVE THEN JUST GO INTO THE LIBRARY, LOAD UP STORY, THEN THANK YOU MAAM, IN AND OUT ! MAYBE A CIGERATE OUTSIDE. THEN LEAVE !

OH, AND I FLIPED OFF A STATE TROPPER HEILCOPPER, SORRY !, ' WHAT WAS THAT ? ' SHIT, ALRIGHT WAIT FOR THEM TO TURN AROUND AGAIN, ALRIGHT, HOLD IT, HOLD IT, HOLD IT ! !!!!!!!!!!FLIP ! FLIP ! FLIP ! FLIP ! ' GOT IT ! ' ' FIND OUT WHO THAT IS ! ? THEN RODE MY BIKE, CAN'T TELL YOU WHAT STREET, TOP SECRET ! WHERE ALL THE FUCKING DRUGS ARE ! THAT 'S WHERE ! LOOKED AT ONE ! BAD GUY ! THEN SCREAMED AT SAID COPTER, HEY ! WHY DON'T YOU GUY'S SHOOT THEM ? KILL THEM INSTEAD OF ' HOMELESS PEOPLE ! ? ' JUST, LIKE, WELL, KILL THEM ! THEY SHOOT AT US ! ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
AND THE KIDS. STEAL LIVES ! DESTROY CITIES, LIKE THIS ONE BERRY ! YOU KNOW, THE ONE WERE YOU SIT YOUR FAT WHITE ASS ON, YOU ' SPIC ! '

OTHER THEN THAT , I GUESS IT'S BEEN , OK ! I MEAN, KIND'A BORING........


THIS IS WHAT ALL THAT DRUG
DEALING EVENTUALLY LEADS TO.
AUSTIN STATESMAN, RECENT,
DON'T KNOW YEAR.

NOW, WHAT I ' SAW ' WAS IN
NEW YORK CITY. ' LIVE FEED,'
OR INTERNET.

YOU MOTHER FUCKIN BITCHES !

AND THE CHILD WAS ' SHOT '
AFTER EVERY ORIFICE WAS
VIOLATED.

THAT IS REMOTE VIEWING.
I HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE,
I WAS TALKING TO A MAN WHO
WAS A DRIVER FOR ANOTHER
IN NEW YORK CITY ! ALL THIS
IN SCOTTSDALE, ARIZONA.

WHEN YOU LET NEIGHBORHOODS
BECOME SATURATED WITH THIS SHIT,
ILEGAL DRUGS AND TEENAGERS IN THE
MIX, THINKING THAT THEY HAVE ALL
THE ' RIGHTS ' AS ADULTS, AND I ' FIND '
THE SAME QUEER SHIT, BUT ' DIFFERENT I-POD
AND YEAR, THEN YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON !

SO, YOU FAGGOT MOTHER FUCKERS IN THE
POLICE DEPARTMENTS AND STATE, AND YOU
DRUG DEALING BITCHES, DON'T YOU EVER
STATE THAT WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS FOR
THE BENEFIT OF ANY ' COMMUNITY.' YOUR
ARGUMENTS ARE ' VOID ! '

BECAUSE THIS ' HAVE A GOOD TIME '
' HAPPY ' SHIT REALLY MEANS ' SPEED,'
B-12, B-6, MIXED WITH ILLEGAL DRUGS
LIKE HEROIN, THEN SHIT LIKE ' METH,'
AND ALL THESE BITCH ! KIDS ARE THE
NEW ' CONVEYORS ' OF THE CHAIN IN
THE PRODUCERS OF THE SHIT !

IN THE RV, ' STAR CHAMBER,' INTERFERING WITH
AN INVESTIGATION, ALSO A SCULPTURE DONE YEARS AGO, O WITH SLASH THROUGH IT, OBAMA, PROTECT
THAT BITCH IN OFFICE ! THE PRESIDENT ! WILL POST
PICTURE, I DO NOT KNOW DATE.

SOMETHING WAS ' DECIDED ' YEARS AGO. THAT OFFICE
BELONGS TO US ! NOT BITCH MASON'S ! NO REPEATS,
HE'S NOT JFK ! ALSO, DO NOT FORGET FAGGOT HIGH RANKING ANYTHING IN BUSINESS, MARKING, COMPUTERS, OR LAW ENFORCEMENT, DO NOT USE RACE, COULD BE MISTAKE.

THAT BITCH MAKES IT ALL THE WAY THROUGH HIS YEARS, THAT IS ' SUCCESS ! ' THEN, DON'T EVER VOTE ' THAT WAY EVER AGAIN ! ' PALESTINE !!!!!!! THAT'S WHO ! EVERYTHING IS A ' PROCESS,' NOTHING ELSE.
THAT IS AMERICA, SO, PALESTINE HAS BILLIONS STORED AWAY MAINLY FROM THAT ' RAT ' WHO HAS SINCE PASSED AWAY, AND WHO WAS PRESIDENT THEN, WELL ONE WAS CLOSE TO G_D THE OTHER, WHO EVEN WITH WIFE AND WELL, KID, WITH A BEST FRIEND PEDOPHILE. ALL THAT ISLAMIC STATEHOOD MONEY !

SMART ' RAT.'

PALESTINE = CATALYST ; THINK, I KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS.................THAT'S RIGHT ! SOAP ! THEN WHEN CONGRESS ASKS FOR BILLIONS FOR, LETS SAY,.........ARMY ! THEY GET IT, WELL SOME, UNTIL ONE OF THOSE ' PESKY ' LITTLE  TERRORISTS ' CLEANSES ' HIMSELF, OR HERSELF AND A WHOLE BUNCH OF OTHERS.' BLOOD BATH.' OF COURSE THE SAUDIS KNOW, SILLY ! SO DO DRUG DEALERS ! THESE PEOPLE
ARE CALLED ' MODERN DAY AMERICAN HERO'S !

SILLY ! SILLY ! SILLY ! = TEENAGERS ! = AMERICANS !

SILLY ! GEE !

SEE WHAT ' HUMANITARIAN AID ' CAN DO ? ' WOW.'

ALOT HAPPENED TODAY AS PER RV.
 
 
 
ALIBI, ALBQ.,NM. LOOK FOR IT
ON LINE. I AM NOT ' TAKING '
THE BAIT ! FOR DEMOCRATS !
AND FAGGOT ' COPS ! '




SAME MAG., DIFFERENT ARTICLE.

Friday, June 12, 2015

SO, HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED

YOU EVER FEEL THAT YOU'VE HAD A BIG HOARD OF SCREAMING BITCHES ON YOUR BACK, SO HAVE I.

TODAY AFTER QUITE AN ATTACK LAST NIGHT, AND I MIGHT NOT BE THE ONLY ONE, " I'M SORRY " SOME KID VERY LATE AT NIGHT. AND IT NEVER ENDED.

THE APPLE PROBOOK JUST DIED, AFTER I SHUT IT DOWN. COLLEGE POLICE HUNG AROUND WHERE I WAS. THEN BACK TO LIBRARY. THEN IT WON'T LOAD UP. THEN APPLE STORE. THEN PROBLEM WITH HARDDRIVE.

THEN PKW RIDING ALONE WITH ME ON SAN PEDRO, SAME ' SMILE,' AS A MATTER OF FACT, THE VERY SAME SMILE AS ANOTHER BLOND, BUT WOMAN AT COLLEGE THAT CALLED OVER ANOTHER WOMAN AND HAD HER RIDE WITH THEM. THIS AFTER POLICE.

SO, NOW, WONDERING IF BIG BALD HEADED WHITE GUY ALSO WORKS FOR LIBRARY AND NO COMPUTER. SO, I WILL TAKE APART COMPUTER AS TOLD AND CHECK HARD DRIVE AND SEE HOW MUCH. OR BUY SOMETHING ELSE BECAUSE I KNOW MORE THAN VETRANS THINK.

ANYWAY, BACK UP, BACK UP ! EVERYTHING ! OH, AND AS FAR AS THE TIMELINE REGARDING THE RV, ' TAPEWORM.' AND I ALREADY CHECKED BACK THEN, AND COMPUTER TOO, AND WILL NOT WATCH REST OF DVD'S, BECAUSE.......HA, HA ! AND VERY RECENTLY ' DECIDED ' TO DESTROY MEDICAL RECORDS FROM AUSTIN, ' TX,' BUT KEPT TB CERT. FROM HAWAII: NO I DON'T HAVE IT.

TOO MUCH WEIGHT, AND DOCTOR, ' LILLY WHITE ' STOLE MY YEARS OF SOBRITY, IN INK. CLEAN, OTHERWISE: " RING DOES NOT APPEAR TO BE.....," ANOTHER REASON TO DESTROY THEM, JUST THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME.

I STILL WILL NOT WORK FOR YOU.

THINK REAL HARD BEFORE YOU REPORT CHILD ABUSE, SEXUAL OR OTHERWISE........UNLESS IT IS YOURS; JUST LET THEM KILL EACH OTHER.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

SO, ANYWAY, HERE WE GO AGAIN !


BELOW IS THE LINK FOR A NEW BLOG THAT IS A LITTLE ' HUMOROUS ' BUT NOT REALLY. HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY.


http://highereducationboomso.blogspot.com

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THIS ARTICLE WAS IN LAST SUNDAY'S
PAPER AND WAS GOOD. I SUSPECT THE
CATCH WILL BE ' BETTER ' THAN EVER
AFTER ALL THIS IS TEXAS AND, OH
SORRY, THE STATES ARE SO SIMILAR,
ANYWAY, ARIZONA, SHIT ! THERE I GO
AGAIN !
NEW MEXICO ! I HOPE THAT IT HELPS
THE FAMILIES AND MOST ESPECIALLY
THE CHILDREN AND WOMEN. I TRYED
TO FIND THE ARTICLE ONLINE A WHILE
BACK, BUT, YOU KNOW ME, DUMB, DUMB,
BUMB, DUMB, OH SO DUMB ! AND IT HAD
BEEN ON THE TABLE ON THE PORCH ALL
THIS TIME !
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cnn.com      6 - 11 - 2015
'Sea change' in Catholic sex abuse scandal
By Daniel Burke, CNN Religion Editor

Updated 2127 GMT (0427 HKT) June 10, 2015









Pope condemns clergy who sexually abused 02:14
(CNN)Pope Francis has created a church tribunal to judge bishops who fail to protect children from sexually abusive priests, the Vatican announced Wednesday, a move long sought by abuse victims and their advocates.
The new court will be part of the powerful Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, the Catholic Church's chief watchdog. Since 2001, the congregation has judged priests accused of sexual abuse, but there has been no Vatican office with a similar role to judge bishops.
The Rev. Federico Lombardi, a Vatican spokesman, said the Pope will appoint a secretary and permanent staff for the tribunal. The tribunal was proposed by the Pontifical Commission for the Protection of Minors, which was appointed last year by Pope Francis.
Longtime critics of the Vatican called Wednesday's move a "sea change" within the Catholic Church.
"Priests abuse children, and so do bishops," said Terence McKiernan, president of the watchdog group BishopAccountability.org. "Bishops who offend are inevitable enablers, and the commission's plan must confront that sad fact."
Critics of the church's handling of its sexual abuse scandal, which has involved thousands of priests and victims, have often argued that bishops who quietly shuffled abusive priests from parish to parish -- tacitly allowing the crimes to continue -- should be punished.
To date, one American bishop, Robert Finn of Kansas City, has been removed from office. Finn was convicted in 2012 on charges of failing to report suspected child abuse. The Vatican accepted Finn's resignation in April, though without offering a reason.
Last week, prosecutors in Minnesota charged the Archdiocese of St. Paul and Minneapolis with six counts related to a sexually abusive ex-priest.
Advocates for sexual abuse victims gave the new tribunal qualified approval.
"Time will tell whether these moves actually result in holding bishops accountable for cover-ups of crimes," Boston-based church reform group Voice of the Faithful said. "But these steps are the most promising the Vatican has yet taken."
The new court was advocated by Boston Cardinal Sean O'Malley, who has long pushed the Vatican to discipline bishops who failed to protect children. But at their semi-annual meeting in St. Louis on Wednesday, U.S. Catholic bishops seemed taken by surprise at the move. Several suggested they first heard of the new tribunal by reading news reports Wednesday morning.
"I don't have a lot of background information on it," said Archbishop Joseph Kurtz, president of the U.S. Conference of Catholic Bishops. However, Kurtz said, he welcomes the Pope's new tribunal. "We are eager to cooperate, and we know it's a direction that we have to take seriously."
Archbishop Thomas Wenski of Miami, who is also in St. Louis for the meeting of Catholic bishops, said the tribunal does not represent the first time that popes have held bishops accountable.
"Throughout history popes have deposed bishops for various reasons," he said.
Few, however, have been deposed during the church's devastating sexual abuse scandal.

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ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 6 - 11 - 2015

Dad flunks parent-teacher conference


PUBLISHED: Thursday, June 11, 2015 at 12:05 am
Copyright © 2015 Albuquerque Journal
A father attending a parent-teacher conference at an elementary school left with more than just information about his child – he walked out of the classroom with a $1,200 MacBook Pro laptop, which he then gave to his child to carry out of the school, according to court documents.
Demetrius O’Neill, 28, was arrested Tuesday and charged with contributing to the delinquency of a minor, larceny and child abuse in connection with the February incident, as well as charges in connection with two other heists in February.

O’NEILL: Also accused of theft in two other cases
In an interview with the Journal, Nichole Sandoval, the mother of their children, said O’Neill wanted to see what their kids were doing at school so he accompanied her to a meeting at Edward Gonzales Elementary School on Feb. 26.
The pair have a 9-year-old daughter and a 10-year-old son, Sandoval said.
Sandoval said she didn’t know about the theft until police officers knocked on her door later that day. She said officers told her the computer could be seen inside a car parked in the driveway, and she returned it to them.
“The police officers said that they had seen on the camera that he had taken a computer,” Sandoval told the Journal on Wednesday. “He didn’t even tell me what happened.”
Albuquerque Public Schools police were called to the school on Feb. 26 when the principal reported a school computer had been stolen from a classroom, and he suspected a parent was responsible, according to the criminal complaint filed in Metropolitan Court.
A review of the surveillance video showed O’Neill walking out of a classroom holding the MacBook in his hands, according to the complaint. He can be seen walking into a bathroom holding the computer and wearing a letterman jacket and leaving the bathroom with the laptop wrapped in his jacket, police said. Then, the video shows he handed the computer to one of his children, and they all walked out, according to the complaint.
“I was embarrassed and mad at the same time for my kids and myself,” Sandoval said after officers told her about what allegedly happened. “The kids yelled at him and said, ‘Why did you do that?’ He told them it was a mistake and he was sorry.”
When police arrived at Sandoval’s house that afternoon, O’Neill slammed the door in their faces and ran out the back door of the house, according to the complaint. Sandoval said the police officers told her O’Neill was no longer allowed on the school’s property.
When O’Neill was arrested Tuesday, he faced three warrants stemming from three different larceny charges in February, including the theft at the school.
In early February, a woman reported $5,600 worth of property stolen from her house, including a Dell laptop computer, jewelry and a semiautomatic pistol, according to a criminal complaint. A week later, another woman reported an Apple MacBook Air, jewelry and Nike tennis shoes were stolen from her house, according to another criminal complaint. O’Neill’s fingerprints were found in both homes, according to the complaints.
O’Neill was booked into the Metropolitan Detention Center on $80,000 bail for the three larceny cases.


ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL 6 - 11 - 2015

Copyright © 2015 Albuquerque Journal
No one has ever been charged in the murders of 11 prostitutes whose bodies were buried on Albuquerque’s West Mesa – one of the nation’s worst unsolved serial killing cases.

Convicted rapist Joseph Blea, left, is taken into custody after being sentenced to 36 years by District Court Judge Judith Nakamura on Monday. (Adolphe Pierre-Louis/Journal)
But an affidavit obtained by the Journal reveals that investigators believed a plant tag from a California nursery found at one of the burial sites connected the victim to a rapist sentenced this week.
The affidavit filed in 2010 in support of a search warrant seeking DNA from Joseph R. Blea, 58, says the identification tag for 5-gallon spearmint juniper was recovered from the grave of a victim found 8 feet below the surface “in an area where Blea was known to dump debris from his landscape business.
“It is highly unlikely (the tag) blew into the pile of dirt after the grave #2 had been dug up,” according to the affidavit filed by APD detectives.
According to the affidavit, APD detectives found 20 prostitutes who identified Blea – who has never been charged in the murders but was still under investigation in connection with them, according to police earlier this year – as someone who frequented prostitutes in the East Central corridor.
“We are not confirming any suspects or leads at this point in the investigation. We do have strong leads, continue to be dedicated to solving this case and continually investigate further tips,” APD spokeswoman Celina Espinoza said Wednesday.
She added that detectives on the case had obtained warrants to get DNA swabs on “multiple persons of interest.”
Further, one of his ex-wives said Blea “often speaks about his hatred for prostitutes, calling them dirty whores and sluts, sometimes calling them by name.”
The search warrant affidavit says Blea was known to frequent prostitutes even while he was married, and to dump landscaping debris on the West Mesa late at night to avoid landfill fees and to bring home women’s clothing and jewelry. He entered guilty pleas in the 1980s to burglaries in which stolen items including women’s panties.
After finding the plant tag, detectives turned to the Vacaville, Calif., wholesale nursery that supplied retail outlets in the Albuquerque area as far back as the early 2000s, and one retail outlet identified Blea as a regular customer.
APD executed a search warrant in June 2009 at Blea’s home on Shadyside SW “in reference to the homicides of the victims buried in the area of 118th St and Dennis Chavez SW,” seizing handwritten notes and a register of purchases from various nurseries in 2003, 2004 and 2005, the affidavit says.
A former cellmate of Blea’s also said he had an abiding interest in the so-called West Mesa murders, an ongoing investigation prompted by the discovery of 11 bodies and a fetus in 2009 of women who had disappeared from 2003 to 2006.
Both of Blea’s former wives told detectives that Blea would leave late at night to illegally dump waste from his business, Landmarks Unlimited Tree Trimming, which he had operated since the 1980s.
Both also said he was physically abusive.
One of the prostitutes who identified Blea also identified the interior of his home and said that after their encounter he “tried to purchase her panties.”
In a recorded conversation from the jail, Blea’s then-wife said she hadn’t done laundry in so long that she was “reduced to going into your thong panty drawer.” She asked if she could wear his ring with a strip of gold triangles, and he responded that it wasn’t his ring and that her daughter must have shoplifted it. Blea’s wife said it looked old and definitely wasn’t shoplifted.
The wife told an employee of the landscape business, which she was operating after Blea’s arrest, that she had found women’s jewelry in the house that did not belong to her or her daughter.
Blea also pressed his wife in a recorded conversation about finding out the statute of limitations on certain crimes. When she told him that the lawyer had advised there is no statute of limitations on murder, Blea responded, “Not now there isn’t, but we’re not talking about now are we!”
Besides the 1988 rape of a 13-year-old girl, the affidavit says APD was advised in early 2009 of a database DNA match between Blea and a prostitute murdered in 1985, Jennifer Lynn Shirm. Another man, Alex Eugene Murray, initially was charged with Shirm’s murder, but prosecutors dropped murder charges in 2006 in part because DNA taken from Shirm didn’t match Murray.
Police investigated a man in Missouri in connection with the murder of the prostitutes, but no charges were ever filed.
No charges have been filed in Shirm’s murder.
Rape sentence
This week, 2nd Judicial District Judge Judith Nakamura sentenced Blea to 36 years – two mandatory terms of 18 years, to be served consecutive to one another – for the 1988 rape of the 13-year-old girl. The affidavit says Blea’s DNA was present in the rape kit evidence taken from the girl at the time, and only tested years later.
Blea was convicted last week at a trial during which the evidence was agreed to by both sides. Defense attorneys said their client was eager to be able to appeal on multiple grounds, including illegally obtained DNA, and the only means to accomplish that were a conditional plea or a conviction at trial.




Thursday, June 4, 2015

UP-DATED 6 - 11 - 2015, SO, LIKE I WAS SAYING, WAIT,....WHAT WAS THAT !

NUMBER TWENTY FIVE

SO, ANYWAY, LIKE I WAS SAYING, WELL, LETS SEE, OH MY GOSH, GEE, WILL YA LOOK AT THAT, GEE WILLIES ! WHO KNEW ? ! THE GARAGE DOORS THAT I REPAIRED ( NO, REALLY ) ! DID THE BEST I COULD, THEN I PAINTED THEM TOO. WELL, LETS SEE, WHAT WAS THAT ? WOW ! OH, ANYWAY, LETS SEE, HERE'S, OH......... LET ME FINISH!

THE PAINT, RUBBER BANDS, HAIRPINS AND SCOTCH TAPE HELD ! WOOOO ! THAT WAS CLOSE ! YA KNOW, I WISH PEOPLE WOULD WATCH WHAT THEY'RE DOING WHEN I'M RIDDING IN THERE LANE ! SOME PEOPLE, JUST THE NERVE OF THEM ! ANYWAY, OH YA, HELL YA ! ALRIGHT ! SHIT DAMN ! HELL YEAHHH ! HA ! HA ! AND ' HE ' DIDN'T RUN THE DAMN SUV INTO IT AGAIN ! HELL NO ! THREE DAYS NOW ! THREE FUCKING DAYS ! AND STILL STANDING ! ALL PAINTED UP ! AH HA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA,HA, HA, HA, HA................................................HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA,HA.......................................................AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................HA,HA,HA,HA,HA, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, OH MY G_D !!! OH MY GOSH ! I THINK I'M GONNA FAINT ! DAMN !

OH WELL.

NO, I DON'T SMOKE..............SPAT.

ANNNYWAY, SO WHERE WAS I ? HUM, SO, LETS SEE.........LETS SAY.............THIS BUSINESS MAN, HEY THAT'S IT, FROM LETS SEE, HUM, UMM......YEAH.....SMITH'S, AN ' EXECUTIVE ' MANAGER TYPE, UM HUM, LEAVES THE HOUSE EARLY ONE MORNING AND, ' WILL YOU QUIT DOING THAT ! ' AND TAKES THE TRASH OUT. ' TAKE OUT THE TRASH ! ' ' WILL YOU PLEASE STOP DOING THAT ! ' ' TAKE OUT THE TRASH ! YOUR GOING TO GO BLIND ! ' ' TAKE OUT THE TRASH ! ' ' STOP THAT NOW ! ' " GET A JOB ! " " BUT DAD, YOU SAID IF YOU DIDN'T DO THA....OFTE...." ' CELL PHONE ! ' " STOP THAT NOW ! " " HONEY DON'T FORGET TO FEED ' YOUR ' DOGS." ' TAKE OUT THE TRASH ! ' DAMN CELL PHONE ! ' " MINE ? " ' WHAT'S THAT SMELL ? ' " MINE ? " ' WHERE ? ' " WHO IS IT ? " ' STOP THAT ! ' " I KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING ! " ' WHERE'S THE PHONE ? " " SUV. " ' WHERE ? ' " IN THERE ! " ' I FOUND IT ! ' " WHAT'S RINGING ? " " IS IT YOURS ? " ' I CERTAINLY HOPE SO.' " CELL PHONE ! " " HOPE YOU FOUND IT ! " ' STOP THAT ! ' " SHIT ! "

UMM, WHERE WAS I, OH, HERE WE GO, ' I'M OUT'A HERE ! ' " OH NO YOUR NOT !  " ' DAMN, THE TRASH ! ' THEN, REVERSE, NO CAN'T DO THAT, BETTER DO THIS, IT'S SAFER AND PUT IT INTO PARK, SO HERE WE GO! THERE, ALL BETTER NOW, CALM DOWN, BREATH IN AND OUT, CALM DOWN, IN.....AND OUT......IN AND OUT, " DAD ? " ' STOP THAT ! ' STOP THAT ! NOW ! ' ' TAKE OUT THE TRASH ! ' RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, OK, RUN, TRASH, TRASH, RUN, " OH, GOOD MORNING ! HOW ARE YOU. THAT'S GOOD. HOW'S THE KIDS.......SAME HERE. HAVE A GOOD DAY! " RUN, CURB, TRASH R - E - C - E - P - T - A - C - L - E ( SEE, SPEL NAC I ), ALRIGHT, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN...........UMM, ' WONDER WHERE THE SUV IS ? ' " HUMMM,"

' OH...........WHY'S THE SUV IN THE GARAGE ? '

" HONEY, WHILE YOUR IN THE GARAGE, WILL YOU BACK MY CAR OUT ?........DID YOU TAKE OUT THE TRASH ? "

UM HUMMM, UH.. " DEAR........I'M GONNA PARK YOUR CAR ON MY SIDE OK ? " " SURE, SO YOUR GONNA STAY HOME, CALL IN SICK ?....HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE GARAGE......LATELY ? "

" OH ? "

" IT'S OK. I'LL CALL IN FOR YOU, MAYBE WE CAN MAKE ADAY OF IT ? "

" OH. "

" IT'LL BE GREAT, I'LL CALL IN SICK AND WE'LL HAVE THE KIDS MAKE THE MORTGAGE PAYMENT AND SLEEP ON THE PORCH WITH ' YOUR ' FRIENDS. HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY, WAIT, ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR,....I'M MISSING ONE, ' OH,' " ARE YOU FINISHED YET ? " " YEAH MOM." " OH, BART TOOK OFF THE NUMBER OFF MY BIKE THAT YOU GAVE TO HIM! "

" HE DID. WHY ? "

" I DON'T KNOW."

" OK. AND I DIDN'T GIVE IT TO HIM, HE'S DOING ' COMMUNITY SERVICE ' FOR VOTING REPUBLICAN AND PAINTING THE PARK BENCHES ! "

" OK......THEN TELL HIM TO PUT IT BACK ON. "

" THE PAINT ? "

" NEVER MIND ! "

" I KINDA LET THE SUV ' MOVE ' INTO THE GARAGE....GOTTA GO ! "

" WHAT ? "

" NO MOM, THERE ON THE PORCH. "

" WITH YOUR FRIENDS ? "

" WITH THE SUV ? "

" NO MOM, DAD LET THE SUV ' PARK,' WELL, OK, UMMM, IN BETWEEN THE DRIVEWAY AND THE GARAGE DOOR........ON THE ' OTHER SIDE.' "

" OH. ARE ' HIS ' FRIENDS THERE TOO ? "

" NO MOM."

" WHERE ARE THEY ? "


" THERE BARKING ON THE BACK PORCH ! "

" OH. "

" OH. "

" OK THEN."

" I THINK THE SUV AND DAD WENT BACK TO WORK."

" OK.........DID HE TAKE OUT THE TRASH ? "

" I THINK THE SUV DID ! "

" OHHH.......WHAT HAPPENED AGAIN TO THE GARAGE ? "

" OH........' nothing '....SEE YA LATTER. "

AND, THAT'S MY UNDERSTANDING OF IT ALL, MORE OR LESS IN ORDER, I THINK........HOLD ON, UM, OK THEN, YEP, THAT JUST ABOUT PUTS IT IN ALL THE ORDER IT NEEDS TO BE PUT INTO. OH YEAH, NO, THAT WAS SOMETHING ELSE, OK THEN...........

SO, THE ' OTHER ' MORNING I WAKE UP WITH THE ' NOTION ' OF A MONGOOSE WEARING ' SUNGLASSES.

YEP. SUNGLASSES. WITH FOLDED ARMS. ' SECRET SERVICE MONGOOSE.' UMM HUMMM, AND I THINK THOSE DAMNED FROGS ARE SOMEWHERE POKING THEIR ' ITTY BITTY ' NOSES INTO, WELL, ' WHAT'S THAT ? ' SO, HERE'S WHAT I THINK, BUT NOT REALLY, WELL, SOMETIMES, NOT ALL THE TIME, WHO'D WANT TO DO THAT ? WELL CERTAINLY NOT ME ! I DON'T THINK SO, WELL, HUMMM, YEP. AND, WELL, THAT'S HOW IT GOES, SOMETIMES.........LET'S DO IT THIS WAY, OK, THEN HERE'S WHAT WE'LL DO.......AND THAT MONGOOSE JUST A KEEPS AH LOOKING AND 'AH STARING....HUMM. YEP. SO, HERE GOES...

LOOK A FROG !!

SOMETIMES WELL NOT ALL THE TIMES, I WONDER, NOPE THAT CAN'T BE IT, WELL, COULD BE, BUT NOT NOW, NO, THAT'S NOT IT. ANYWAY, SOMETIMES I PONDER THE NOTION......WHAT'S BEHIND THE SUNGLASSES ?

SO MANY KETTLES ALL AT ONCE, JUST AMAZING, AND LARRY FLAT ON THE FLOOR WITH ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT LITTLE ' FROGGY PRINTS ' ALL OVER HIM AND DORTHY JUST LAUGHING AND LAUGHING, OH, THE ' MAGIC ' IN THE AIR ! AND HOW THOSE SUNGLASSES JUST HANG IN THE MIST OF MONGOOSE TRAVEL; EMPTY AIR. SO, SHIT ! THAT RED STREAK, THAT BLAZE OF LIGHT. SO FAST!

I KNOW THERE'S A MONGOOSE ! OR FROG.....WHERE'S THE FROG? IS THAT A ZIPPER IN THE FUR ? BUT ARE THE EYE'S REALLY RED ? COULD BE ANOTHER COLOR, WHAT IF IT'S A SPIEGEL* MONGOOSE ? WHO KNEW ?

 HE'S LOOKING THIS WAY NOW !

NONE OF THESE ARE IN ORDER,
HOWEVER, THIS PAGE WAS RIGHT
AFTER THE END OF THE ARTICLE.

THE 8X4 FOOT COMMISSION FOR
THE TERRORIST BARTON PRICE
CONTAINS THE TOWER, AND A HARP.
CELL PHONE AND OTHER ITEMS THAT
' INDICATE ' EVENTS IN ' PRESENT.'

HAVE A NICE DAY ASSHOLES, AND
ALL THE QUEER SONS OF BITCHES
THAT WORK FOR THE STATE AND
FED WHO SOLD THIS COUNTRY OUT.

THAT IS WHY HOMELAND SECURITY
IS SUCH A ' JOKE.'

OBAMA, YOUR JUST ' DUMB ! '
WITH ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS
HAPPENED AT THE WHITE HOUSE,
WHY ARE THEY EVEN ALIVE ?
BUT YOU LET THEM KILL A
' MOTHER ? '

ARE YOU A ' CLOSET ' HOMOSEXUAL ?

THE PAINTING: ATHENA AND MARY, MOTHER
OF G_D ? AND THE CHESS BOARD IN THE
CENTER ? FUCK'IN GEE ?

BE CAREFUL ! ALL THE TIME ! YOU ARE
THE PRESIDENT, REMEMBER. OR
.........I AM ' BEING PLAYED.'








" * ULTIMATELY, THOUGH HE SHIES AWAY FROM CONCEDING THAT ' SNAPCHAT'S ' MISSION IS TO CHANGE A CULTURE THAT SEEMS HELLBENT ON EXPOSING EVERYTHING."

BLOOMBERG BUSINESSWEEK

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Tuesday, June 2, 2015

UP-DATED 6 - 3 - 2015, WHITE RABBIT VIDEO DELETED

WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY I TURNED FROM THE TELEVISION AND TOLD MY PARENTS THAT " THAT LADY HAD WHITE EYES," I DIDN'T GET TO SEE THE REST OF THE SMOTHERS BROTHERS SHOW.

I HAVE ALWAYS REMEMBERED THE SONG AND THOUGHT OF IT WHILE BUILDING THE STAND FOR KIDS THAT WAS AGAINST CHILD ABUSE, FROM TIME TO TIME. " BACKWARDS " WAS APPLE VS. THE REST. CHESS, THE ' BACKDROP ' ON SCREEN MOST DON'T KNOW ABOUT.

" SOME SITES " GOT MY ATTENTION IN THE REDIRECTION TO YOUTUBE, SO I DELETED IT; WILL DO SAME FOR MY ' MIND.' WHY NOT. I'M SICK OF NEW GENERATION OF FAGS.

I AM WATCHING IN MY LIFE ' PEOPLE ' ACTING LIKE MY FATHER.

ALL THREE WIVES HIT AND BEATEN.

CHILDREN, WELL ASK THEM. ALL THREE MARRIAGES. WHITE PEOPLE AND ' NIGGERS, ' BUT MOST ESPECIALLY THE BABY FUCKERS ARE ENJOYING ALL OF THIS.

I DO NOT CARE MUCH ANYMORE AS FAR AS THIS '  PHYCOLOGICAL WARFARE HIGH JACKING ' OF MY EXPERIENCES AND MY SHARING. I PRAY THE ' KIDS, ' ADULTS REALLY HAVE ' EXPIRED.'

WATCH ALL OF ' PROPERTIES ' GLOBALIST COMPUTER GIANTS ' REMOVED SOON, IT'S GLOBAL, BUT CAN'T KILL ' KIDS.' OR.........

I ' WISH ' THE IDEA WAS MINE.

HOW YOU DOING PAHOA ? ' FACEBOOK? '

IN THE END ALL MY PRAYERS WILL BE ANSWERED AGAINST YOU. YOU PROTECTED NO ONE, TO MAKE MONEY ONLY.

AND YOUR ' BITCH ' PRESIDENT GAVE YOU ' TOYS ' TO DO WHAT ? NOT ONE ' SOUL ' PROTECTED MY NEIGHBORHOOD. YOU ' WATCHED ' ALL THE BEATINGS AND SHOOTINGS..............FROM MY ' ROOF.' ONE WAS PREGNANT.

BIG DEAL, I GUESS.

SO KEEP FUCKING WITH MY BLOG CUNTS; YOUR CHILDREN INCLUDED. THAT'S WHAT I'VE LEARNED FROM ALL OF THIS.

UP - DATED 6 - 3 - 2015

YESTERDAY WAS AN INTERESTING DAY. VERY BAD AND GOOD.

AT ONE POINT IN THE BACKYARD OF AN OLD FRIEND'S HOUSE, I ' HEARD ' HER SOUND NEAR 100% LIKE MY SHRINK, OLD GIRLFRIEND. SHE GRIMACED AND SHOOK HER HEAD SLIGHTLY. I TOOK NOTICE OF THIS AND ANOTHER PERSON WHO VERY MUCH ' WAS ( ? ) ' A WHITE SUPREMACIST, WHO ALSO WAS WORKING THERE; MIMICKING HER SON'S WAY OF SPEECH.

I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY ABOUT ALL OF THIS AND THE ' UN-HOLY ' DEAL WITH SOME MEMBERS, GROUPS AND COUNTRIES IN THE MIDDLE EAST, BACK OFF !

I KNOW ALOT ABOUT THE SHRINKS FAMILY.

NOW HERE'S SOMETHING THAT HAS NEVER BEEN DISCUSSED OR WRITTEN ABOUT.
AT A BAR IN EL PASO I RAN INTO A BUNCH OF PEOPLE, KID'S, MUCH LIKE MYSELF AND WE WENT TO ONE OF THEIR FRIEND'S HOUSE. WE DRANK VERY LITTLE AND TALKED ALL NIGHT. " SHE ONLY SIXTEEN," AND " WE USED TO LIVE HERE." SO I NEVER TOUCHED HER AND LEARNED THAT THEY WERE FROM ALBUQUERQUE, NM. WE ALL GOT ALONG AND HAD FUN, WITHOUT VERY MUCH BEER. JUST TALKED TILL DAWN. IT WAS FUN AND I GOT A LIFT TO 7400 FRANKLIN DR, MY HOME THEN. " BE CAREFUL GOING BACK," I SAID. I REMEMBERED HER FACE AND BODY AND HAIR; SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL.

SMALL WORLD HUH ? AND THEY HALF, QUARTER PALESTINIAN TO BOOT ! AND THAT DIDN'T MATTER THEN, OR NOW. THEN WE ALL GROW UP AND HAVE TO PUT UP WITH OLD FUCK'IN PEOPLE AND THEIR ' POSSESSIONS.'

I AM GERMAN, IRISH, SPANISH AND MEXICAN WITH A ' TOUCH ' OF NATIVE AMERICAS. MY MOTHER TOLD ME THIS AND MY GRANDMOTHER OCHOA. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE. THAT'S THE ORIGINAL FIVE KIDS; I AND MY SISTER, AFTER ME, LOOK LIKE MY MOTHER. THE " GERMAN " WHO THE ' BASQUE ' ARE " PICKING ON," THAT WAS USED BY ' DUMB FUCKS AND MEXICAN MAFIA AND OTHERWISE,' BECAUSE THAT WAS WRITTEN BY MY FATHER AND PUT ON A SITE THAT WAS AN ' ACTIVIST LESBIAN AND CHICANO SITE.' THE SKULL CULTURE. WELL, GUESS WHAT, I'M BASQUE TOO. THAT'S THE SPANISH/FRENCH, THAT'S HOW THAT WORKS.

IT WAS LATER USED IN WHAT I ONCE DESCRIBED " THE STAR CHAMBER." ANOTHER LOST POST. I WAS ' TAKEN THERE,' AND FEARING ANOTHER ' ATTACK ' OR RAPE OF MY ' MIND,' I READIED A ' RE-LEASE ' OF A REOCCURRING DREAM EVER SINCE I COULD REMEMBER, ' SIGHT FROM WITHIN THE FLAMES IN SILENCE ' WITHOUT ANYTHING ' REMOVED; I WAS GOING TO GIVE HER/THEM, MY ' VESSEL'S PAIN,' ' BURNING ALIVE,' BUT SHE DIDN'T HURT ME, SO I GAVE HER ' THE ROSE, ' INSTEAD.

THE MOVIE ( TIMESTAMP ), WAS OF AN ' ENFORCER,' I THINK, CHARLES BRONSON; A SENATOR USING A CURLING IRON AND WAX ON A ' FEMALE PRISONER.' S/M.

THE OTHER MOVIE WAS BABYLON , THE VORLON. I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT PACIFIC SCENE. THE OPENING OF A DIFFERENT REALM, A PRISON THAT WAS MEANT TO KEEP A ' RACE ' OF BEINGS IMPRISONED. MY DREAMS OF WHOEVER THEY WERE, ALL THE WOMEN WERE ' VEILED ' THE MEN LIKE MIDDLE EASTERNERS ( ? ), LAUGHING IN ' INSANE PLEASURE ' AS I WAS BURNING, SO MANY CENTURIES AGO BY WAY OF WHAT I COULD ' RECOGNISE.' IT WAS A COLOR REOCCURRING DREAM FROM CHILDHOOD, BEFORE ANY COLOR TV SET. I COULD NEVER ' EXPLAIN IT ' TO MY ' SUB CONSCIENCE IN UNDERSTANDING. LIKE LOVE, THE PAIN NEVER LEAVES.

IN THE ' SESSION,' IT WAS WHAT THE PHD'S WANTED, BUT ' SHE ' DIDN'T HURT ME, SO I DIDN'T HURT HER, BUT A ' ROSE, ' GIVEN INSTEAD. I HAD NO FEELINGS THAT I REMEMBER. I WILL NOT ' HARM ' THOSE WHO DO NOT HARM ME, I WILL ' HARM ' OR KILL THOSE WHO HARM ME WITH INTENT.
I SHOULD OF ANSWERED, I SHOULD OF ANSWERED ' THEN,' AND IN THE ' ANSWERINGS ' A QUESTION " WHICH CHRIST " DO YOU WISH TO ANSWER.............INSTEAD OF THE LAST ? THAT WAS A BIT LATER ON THE OTHER ' LEVEL.' ONE VOICE SAID, ' ONLY YOU CAN HEAR ME, NONE OF THE OTHERS.' THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS EXPLAINED THAT ' THESE PERSONALITIES WERE OF ' SEPARATE LIVING BRAINS/MINDS, NOT GHOSTS.

VERY SMART PEOPLE AKIN TO REMOTE VIEWERS WITH ' MURDER ' AS INTENT OR TERRORISM, AS WITHIN ' A CELL.'

BACK TO THAT NIGHT, THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS I CAN REMEMBER FROM BACK THEN.

NOTHING HAPPENED AND IT WAS GREAT.

NOW, I KNOW ALL, NEAR ALL THE PEOPLES HISTORIES THAT I HAVE MET. THE FRIENDS I KNOW 100%.

THE EX - FRIENDS, I HAVE BEEN VERY ' CHOOSY ' AS TO WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN; INTENDED TO HELP AND OR PROTECT THEM. BECAUSE NO ONE HAD THE RIGHT TO INVADE THEIR OR MY PRIVACY.

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO COUNT WHO ARE MY FRIENDS ON ' ONE HAND.' I DO NOT TRUST WELL. ESPECIALLY DOCTORS AND IF I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT, THEN YOU SHOULD NOT BE ' ALLOWED ' TO PRACTICE. YOU SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO PRACTICE IN ANY STATE. I WAS A SMALL BOY, THAT MEANS BABY. UNDERSTAND ? THAT WAS HOW IT WAS ' BACK THEN ' IN ' DESIGNING ' WHO AND WHAT A CHILD WILL ' BE.' THOSE MEN WERE HORRIBLE. I REMEMBER THEM BY WAY OF ' THOSE SIGNS,' GIVEN BY WAY OF THEIR HANDS.

MY MOTHER STOPPED GIVING ME ' ENEMAS ' AFTER TALKING WITH ONE OF THE DOCTORS AND MY FATHER; SHE GAVE ME ' LESS ' MEAT. SHE THOUGHT IT OUT. THERE WAS NO ' HE.' AS TO THE OTHER PROBLEM, ALL I KNOW IS THAT HE WAS SEVENTY TWO AND NOT WHITE, PROBABLY DEAD. " READ THE PAPERS," A MAN IN LINE AT AN HEB TOLD ME. HE WAS NOT MEAN; ' ETHER ( FAR ABOVE/ NOW ELECTRONIC ) ' THEN, BEFORE HE LEFT, CASHIER ' BOWED '- ' THE TEMPLE IS DIVIDED ENOUGH BY THOSE PEOPLE.' THIS THE SECOND TRIP TO AUSTIN, TEXAS. I HAD ALREADY SEEN MY FATHER ON THE BUS WHEN I WAS AT CASA VIDA.

HAVING SAID ALL OF THIS, WHEN I START USING THE WORD ' PALESTINIAN ' OR ' OLD HAG,' THEN I AM ANGRY. EYES IN THE SKY DON'T ' BOTHER ME.' I SEE NO PALESTINIAN COUNTRY. I ' AM NOT......ASKING FOR YOUR ' MALE,' US CITIZENS OR NOT,' PERSONS TO PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE. I AM NOT BARTON PRINCES FRIEND OR ENEMY ( HE DOES NOT EXIST IN MY SPACE ) AND I DO KNOW OF ONE OF YOUR SON'S EXPERTISE WITH APPLE PRODUCTS, BUT ALSO KNOW OF YOUR LOCAL AND ' OTHER'S ' EXPERTISE WITH APPLE PRODUCTS IN YOUR AND BARTON'S NEIGHBORHOOD. AND I KNOW OF AREAS WHERE SOME OF THE KID'S WENT TO COLLEGE AND OF FAMILY MEMBER'S IN THOSE STATES ALSO.

BACK OFF ALL THE WAY TO THE CITY HALL AND COURTS...........' YOU DID NOTHING ABOUT WARNINGS OF 9/11 ' AND YOU CAN NOT GAIN POLITICAL GAIN. YOU FUCKED UP.

I AM NO ' WEAK LINK ' IN SURROUNDING CULTURES AND COUNTRIES, QUIT THE OPPOSITE. I AM NO LAWYER WHO LAUGHED AT MORE LAWS FOR WOMEN AND CHILDREN EMPLOYED BY THE JUSTICE DEPARTMENT.


ODD FELLOWS

THE ' CONCERNS ' OF ' WORTH ' IN TERM'S OF ' MY LIFE,' IF I HAVE TO, WILL INCLUDE NAMES OF ALL PEOPLES AND HAND DRAWINGS IN REGARDS TO JUST WHO CAN, OR WILL, OR COULD, ACHIEVE ANY ' VALUE ' AS TO ANY MONIES AFTER I AM DEAD, BY ' ANY MEANS.'

I HAVE ' SEEN ' THIS, IN THE END; MURDER. BUT, IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT, THEN DO IT; JOIN BARTON PRINCE AND ' COMPANY ( AUTHOR'S AND SCREEN WRITERS ) ' AND A VERY PREDICTABLE FUTURE THAT ' THEY,' NOT US, HAVE CREATED AGAINST EVERY CHILD, ADULT AND FAMILY IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

AND......THEN THERE WILL NEVER EVER, BE A ' TERM ' OR ' UNDERSTANDING ' OF THE ACTION OR ' WORD ' RAPE. 

THEN ALOT OF ' SICK ' SOLDIERS WILL APPLAUD THIS ' GLOBALLY ' IN ( ? ) CIVILIZED COUNTRIES.

AND, THEN, THAT IS YOUR ' WORTH.' ANOTHER ' UNDERSTANDING OF THE ' WORD,' NOTHING.

AND NOWADAYS......THE SHRINKS ARE GAY AND WOMEN. REPETITION, MIGHT AS WELL BE ' A CULT,' TOO.






NOTE : ' PLAYTON PLACE ' WAS ' SLENDER MAN ' AND SOMETHING ELSE VERY WICKED AND LINKED TO THE LAST POST.

' THEY ARE TRYING VERY HARD TO GET ' OTHERS TOO ' TO CRACK, TO COMMIT MULTIPLE MURDERS/TERRORISM. CURRENT, YESTERDAY WAS JUST ' NEAR ' VIOLENT BITCH SHIT THAT ONLY HAD ONE ' VISIBLE ' EFFECT.

I COMPLETELY DESTROYED BILLING FILES FOR PAY ( NORMALLY TAKEN TO STATE ) WATCHING BABALON AT TIME OR SOMETHING RELATED ( SYFY ) I DID NOT LOOK ONCE AS SOMETHING IN ' NEIGHBORHOOD ' WANTED ME TO ( SPEAKERS ), FUCK IT WAS FORTY OR FIFTY DOLLARS, I THINK THAT PAULA PAYED ME. ALL THAT SHIT BROKE MY PAPER SHREDDER SO I USED MY SCISSORS FOR THE REST AND THEN PUT COFFEE, SPITTOONS, BLEACH, AND PISS IN THE GARBAGE BAGS TO RUIN ALL THE ' PRIVATE BILLINGS,' ABOUT TWENTY OR SO OUT OF ( ? ) HUNDREDS. OH, AND, MARTIC ACID.......I WAS CLEANING MY SINK, NOT MY SCULPTURES ( THE ENVIRONMENT !!! ) SO IT WASN'T ' INTENTIONAL.'

" I TOLD YOU I COULD MAKE YOU TALK. " AT MY COMPUTER......WHAT ARE ALL YOUR SECRETS ' BOY '.............? WAITING, HMMMMM,......OH WELL SO MUCH FOR BABY FUCKERS.

YOU KNOW, ALL THIS TIME AND, " BABY FUCKERS MEANS YOU EXCEPT THE BEHAVIOUR ! " GOSH, SOME ONE MIGHT OF SAID THAT !

RAPERS AS OPPOSED TO FUCKERS ? HOW COME I HAVE TO DO THIS ? INTERESTING. SOME HALF WITTED ' INVESTIGATION.' THANKS FOR YOUR IDENTITIES.