UP-DATED 6 - 3 - 2015, WHITE RABBIT VIDEO DELETED

WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY I TURNED FROM THE TELEVISION AND TOLD MY PARENTS THAT " THAT LADY HAD WHITE EYES," I DIDN'T GET TO SEE THE REST OF THE SMOTHERS BROTHERS SHOW.

I HAVE ALWAYS REMEMBERED THE SONG AND THOUGHT OF IT WHILE BUILDING THE STAND FOR KIDS THAT WAS AGAINST CHILD ABUSE, FROM TIME TO TIME. " BACKWARDS " WAS APPLE VS. THE REST. CHESS, THE ' BACKDROP ' ON SCREEN MOST DON'T KNOW ABOUT.

" SOME SITES " GOT MY ATTENTION IN THE REDIRECTION TO YOUTUBE, SO I DELETED IT; WILL DO SAME FOR MY ' MIND.' WHY NOT. I'M SICK OF NEW GENERATION OF FAGS.

I AM WATCHING IN MY LIFE ' PEOPLE ' ACTING LIKE MY FATHER.

ALL THREE WIVES HIT AND BEATEN.

CHILDREN, WELL ASK THEM. ALL THREE MARRIAGES. WHITE PEOPLE AND ' NIGGERS, ' BUT MOST ESPECIALLY THE BABY FUCKERS ARE ENJOYING ALL OF THIS.

I DO NOT CARE MUCH ANYMORE AS FAR AS THIS '  PHYCOLOGICAL WARFARE HIGH JACKING ' OF MY EXPERIENCES AND MY SHARING. I PRAY THE ' KIDS, ' ADULTS REALLY HAVE ' EXPIRED.'

WATCH ALL OF ' PROPERTIES ' GLOBALIST COMPUTER GIANTS ' REMOVED SOON, IT'S GLOBAL, BUT CAN'T KILL ' KIDS.' OR.........

I ' WISH ' THE IDEA WAS MINE.

HOW YOU DOING PAHOA ? ' FACEBOOK? '

IN THE END ALL MY PRAYERS WILL BE ANSWERED AGAINST YOU. YOU PROTECTED NO ONE, TO MAKE MONEY ONLY.

AND YOUR ' BITCH ' PRESIDENT GAVE YOU ' TOYS ' TO DO WHAT ? NOT ONE ' SOUL ' PROTECTED MY NEIGHBORHOOD. YOU ' WATCHED ' ALL THE BEATINGS AND SHOOTINGS..............FROM MY ' ROOF.' ONE WAS PREGNANT.

BIG DEAL, I GUESS.

SO KEEP FUCKING WITH MY BLOG CUNTS; YOUR CHILDREN INCLUDED. THAT'S WHAT I'VE LEARNED FROM ALL OF THIS.

UP - DATED 6 - 3 - 2015

YESTERDAY WAS AN INTERESTING DAY. VERY BAD AND GOOD.

AT ONE POINT IN THE BACKYARD OF AN OLD FRIEND'S HOUSE, I ' HEARD ' HER SOUND NEAR 100% LIKE MY SHRINK, OLD GIRLFRIEND. SHE GRIMACED AND SHOOK HER HEAD SLIGHTLY. I TOOK NOTICE OF THIS AND ANOTHER PERSON WHO VERY MUCH ' WAS ( ? ) ' A WHITE SUPREMACIST, WHO ALSO WAS WORKING THERE; MIMICKING HER SON'S WAY OF SPEECH.

I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY ABOUT ALL OF THIS AND THE ' UN-HOLY ' DEAL WITH SOME MEMBERS, GROUPS AND COUNTRIES IN THE MIDDLE EAST, BACK OFF !

I KNOW ALOT ABOUT THE SHRINKS FAMILY.

NOW HERE'S SOMETHING THAT HAS NEVER BEEN DISCUSSED OR WRITTEN ABOUT.
AT A BAR IN EL PASO I RAN INTO A BUNCH OF PEOPLE, KID'S, MUCH LIKE MYSELF AND WE WENT TO ONE OF THEIR FRIEND'S HOUSE. WE DRANK VERY LITTLE AND TALKED ALL NIGHT. " SHE ONLY SIXTEEN," AND " WE USED TO LIVE HERE." SO I NEVER TOUCHED HER AND LEARNED THAT THEY WERE FROM ALBUQUERQUE, NM. WE ALL GOT ALONG AND HAD FUN, WITHOUT VERY MUCH BEER. JUST TALKED TILL DAWN. IT WAS FUN AND I GOT A LIFT TO 7400 FRANKLIN DR, MY HOME THEN. " BE CAREFUL GOING BACK," I SAID. I REMEMBERED HER FACE AND BODY AND HAIR; SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL.

SMALL WORLD HUH ? AND THEY HALF, QUARTER PALESTINIAN TO BOOT ! AND THAT DIDN'T MATTER THEN, OR NOW. THEN WE ALL GROW UP AND HAVE TO PUT UP WITH OLD FUCK'IN PEOPLE AND THEIR ' POSSESSIONS.'

I AM GERMAN, IRISH, SPANISH AND MEXICAN WITH A ' TOUCH ' OF NATIVE AMERICAS. MY MOTHER TOLD ME THIS AND MY GRANDMOTHER OCHOA. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE. THAT'S THE ORIGINAL FIVE KIDS; I AND MY SISTER, AFTER ME, LOOK LIKE MY MOTHER. THE " GERMAN " WHO THE ' BASQUE ' ARE " PICKING ON," THAT WAS USED BY ' DUMB FUCKS AND MEXICAN MAFIA AND OTHERWISE,' BECAUSE THAT WAS WRITTEN BY MY FATHER AND PUT ON A SITE THAT WAS AN ' ACTIVIST LESBIAN AND CHICANO SITE.' THE SKULL CULTURE. WELL, GUESS WHAT, I'M BASQUE TOO. THAT'S THE SPANISH/FRENCH, THAT'S HOW THAT WORKS.

IT WAS LATER USED IN WHAT I ONCE DESCRIBED " THE STAR CHAMBER." ANOTHER LOST POST. I WAS ' TAKEN THERE,' AND FEARING ANOTHER ' ATTACK ' OR RAPE OF MY ' MIND,' I READIED A ' RE-LEASE ' OF A REOCCURRING DREAM EVER SINCE I COULD REMEMBER, ' SIGHT FROM WITHIN THE FLAMES IN SILENCE ' WITHOUT ANYTHING ' REMOVED; I WAS GOING TO GIVE HER/THEM, MY ' VESSEL'S PAIN,' ' BURNING ALIVE,' BUT SHE DIDN'T HURT ME, SO I GAVE HER ' THE ROSE, ' INSTEAD.

THE MOVIE ( TIMESTAMP ), WAS OF AN ' ENFORCER,' I THINK, CHARLES BRONSON; A SENATOR USING A CURLING IRON AND WAX ON A ' FEMALE PRISONER.' S/M.

THE OTHER MOVIE WAS BABYLON , THE VORLON. I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT PACIFIC SCENE. THE OPENING OF A DIFFERENT REALM, A PRISON THAT WAS MEANT TO KEEP A ' RACE ' OF BEINGS IMPRISONED. MY DREAMS OF WHOEVER THEY WERE, ALL THE WOMEN WERE ' VEILED ' THE MEN LIKE MIDDLE EASTERNERS ( ? ), LAUGHING IN ' INSANE PLEASURE ' AS I WAS BURNING, SO MANY CENTURIES AGO BY WAY OF WHAT I COULD ' RECOGNISE.' IT WAS A COLOR REOCCURRING DREAM FROM CHILDHOOD, BEFORE ANY COLOR TV SET. I COULD NEVER ' EXPLAIN IT ' TO MY ' SUB CONSCIENCE IN UNDERSTANDING. LIKE LOVE, THE PAIN NEVER LEAVES.

IN THE ' SESSION,' IT WAS WHAT THE PHD'S WANTED, BUT ' SHE ' DIDN'T HURT ME, SO I DIDN'T HURT HER, BUT A ' ROSE, ' GIVEN INSTEAD. I HAD NO FEELINGS THAT I REMEMBER. I WILL NOT ' HARM ' THOSE WHO DO NOT HARM ME, I WILL ' HARM ' OR KILL THOSE WHO HARM ME WITH INTENT.
I SHOULD OF ANSWERED, I SHOULD OF ANSWERED ' THEN,' AND IN THE ' ANSWERINGS ' A QUESTION " WHICH CHRIST " DO YOU WISH TO ANSWER.............INSTEAD OF THE LAST ? THAT WAS A BIT LATER ON THE OTHER ' LEVEL.' ONE VOICE SAID, ' ONLY YOU CAN HEAR ME, NONE OF THE OTHERS.' THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS EXPLAINED THAT ' THESE PERSONALITIES WERE OF ' SEPARATE LIVING BRAINS/MINDS, NOT GHOSTS.

VERY SMART PEOPLE AKIN TO REMOTE VIEWERS WITH ' MURDER ' AS INTENT OR TERRORISM, AS WITHIN ' A CELL.'

BACK TO THAT NIGHT, THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS I CAN REMEMBER FROM BACK THEN.

NOTHING HAPPENED AND IT WAS GREAT.

NOW, I KNOW ALL, NEAR ALL THE PEOPLES HISTORIES THAT I HAVE MET. THE FRIENDS I KNOW 100%.

THE EX - FRIENDS, I HAVE BEEN VERY ' CHOOSY ' AS TO WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN; INTENDED TO HELP AND OR PROTECT THEM. BECAUSE NO ONE HAD THE RIGHT TO INVADE THEIR OR MY PRIVACY.

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO COUNT WHO ARE MY FRIENDS ON ' ONE HAND.' I DO NOT TRUST WELL. ESPECIALLY DOCTORS AND IF I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT, THEN YOU SHOULD NOT BE ' ALLOWED ' TO PRACTICE. YOU SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO PRACTICE IN ANY STATE. I WAS A SMALL BOY, THAT MEANS BABY. UNDERSTAND ? THAT WAS HOW IT WAS ' BACK THEN ' IN ' DESIGNING ' WHO AND WHAT A CHILD WILL ' BE.' THOSE MEN WERE HORRIBLE. I REMEMBER THEM BY WAY OF ' THOSE SIGNS,' GIVEN BY WAY OF THEIR HANDS.

MY MOTHER STOPPED GIVING ME ' ENEMAS ' AFTER TALKING WITH ONE OF THE DOCTORS AND MY FATHER; SHE GAVE ME ' LESS ' MEAT. SHE THOUGHT IT OUT. THERE WAS NO ' HE.' AS TO THE OTHER PROBLEM, ALL I KNOW IS THAT HE WAS SEVENTY TWO AND NOT WHITE, PROBABLY DEAD. " READ THE PAPERS," A MAN IN LINE AT AN HEB TOLD ME. HE WAS NOT MEAN; ' ETHER ( FAR ABOVE/ NOW ELECTRONIC ) ' THEN, BEFORE HE LEFT, CASHIER ' BOWED '- ' THE TEMPLE IS DIVIDED ENOUGH BY THOSE PEOPLE.' THIS THE SECOND TRIP TO AUSTIN, TEXAS. I HAD ALREADY SEEN MY FATHER ON THE BUS WHEN I WAS AT CASA VIDA.

HAVING SAID ALL OF THIS, WHEN I START USING THE WORD ' PALESTINIAN ' OR ' OLD HAG,' THEN I AM ANGRY. EYES IN THE SKY DON'T ' BOTHER ME.' I SEE NO PALESTINIAN COUNTRY. I ' AM NOT......ASKING FOR YOUR ' MALE,' US CITIZENS OR NOT,' PERSONS TO PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE. I AM NOT BARTON PRINCES FRIEND OR ENEMY ( HE DOES NOT EXIST IN MY SPACE ) AND I DO KNOW OF ONE OF YOUR SON'S EXPERTISE WITH APPLE PRODUCTS, BUT ALSO KNOW OF YOUR LOCAL AND ' OTHER'S ' EXPERTISE WITH APPLE PRODUCTS IN YOUR AND BARTON'S NEIGHBORHOOD. AND I KNOW OF AREAS WHERE SOME OF THE KID'S WENT TO COLLEGE AND OF FAMILY MEMBER'S IN THOSE STATES ALSO.

BACK OFF ALL THE WAY TO THE CITY HALL AND COURTS...........' YOU DID NOTHING ABOUT WARNINGS OF 9/11 ' AND YOU CAN NOT GAIN POLITICAL GAIN. YOU FUCKED UP.

I AM NO ' WEAK LINK ' IN SURROUNDING CULTURES AND COUNTRIES, QUIT THE OPPOSITE. I AM NO LAWYER WHO LAUGHED AT MORE LAWS FOR WOMEN AND CHILDREN EMPLOYED BY THE JUSTICE DEPARTMENT.


ODD FELLOWS

THE ' CONCERNS ' OF ' WORTH ' IN TERM'S OF ' MY LIFE,' IF I HAVE TO, WILL INCLUDE NAMES OF ALL PEOPLES AND HAND DRAWINGS IN REGARDS TO JUST WHO CAN, OR WILL, OR COULD, ACHIEVE ANY ' VALUE ' AS TO ANY MONIES AFTER I AM DEAD, BY ' ANY MEANS.'

I HAVE ' SEEN ' THIS, IN THE END; MURDER. BUT, IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT, THEN DO IT; JOIN BARTON PRINCE AND ' COMPANY ( AUTHOR'S AND SCREEN WRITERS ) ' AND A VERY PREDICTABLE FUTURE THAT ' THEY,' NOT US, HAVE CREATED AGAINST EVERY CHILD, ADULT AND FAMILY IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

AND......THEN THERE WILL NEVER EVER, BE A ' TERM ' OR ' UNDERSTANDING ' OF THE ACTION OR ' WORD ' RAPE. 

THEN ALOT OF ' SICK ' SOLDIERS WILL APPLAUD THIS ' GLOBALLY ' IN ( ? ) CIVILIZED COUNTRIES.

AND, THEN, THAT IS YOUR ' WORTH.' ANOTHER ' UNDERSTANDING OF THE ' WORD,' NOTHING.

AND NOWADAYS......THE SHRINKS ARE GAY AND WOMEN. REPETITION, MIGHT AS WELL BE ' A CULT,' TOO.






NOTE : ' PLAYTON PLACE ' WAS ' SLENDER MAN ' AND SOMETHING ELSE VERY WICKED AND LINKED TO THE LAST POST.

' THEY ARE TRYING VERY HARD TO GET ' OTHERS TOO ' TO CRACK, TO COMMIT MULTIPLE MURDERS/TERRORISM. CURRENT, YESTERDAY WAS JUST ' NEAR ' VIOLENT BITCH SHIT THAT ONLY HAD ONE ' VISIBLE ' EFFECT.

I COMPLETELY DESTROYED BILLING FILES FOR PAY ( NORMALLY TAKEN TO STATE ) WATCHING BABALON AT TIME OR SOMETHING RELATED ( SYFY ) I DID NOT LOOK ONCE AS SOMETHING IN ' NEIGHBORHOOD ' WANTED ME TO ( SPEAKERS ), FUCK IT WAS FORTY OR FIFTY DOLLARS, I THINK THAT PAULA PAYED ME. ALL THAT SHIT BROKE MY PAPER SHREDDER SO I USED MY SCISSORS FOR THE REST AND THEN PUT COFFEE, SPITTOONS, BLEACH, AND PISS IN THE GARBAGE BAGS TO RUIN ALL THE ' PRIVATE BILLINGS,' ABOUT TWENTY OR SO OUT OF ( ? ) HUNDREDS. OH, AND, MARTIC ACID.......I WAS CLEANING MY SINK, NOT MY SCULPTURES ( THE ENVIRONMENT !!! ) SO IT WASN'T ' INTENTIONAL.'

" I TOLD YOU I COULD MAKE YOU TALK. " AT MY COMPUTER......WHAT ARE ALL YOUR SECRETS ' BOY '.............? WAITING, HMMMMM,......OH WELL SO MUCH FOR BABY FUCKERS.

YOU KNOW, ALL THIS TIME AND, " BABY FUCKERS MEANS YOU EXCEPT THE BEHAVIOUR ! " GOSH, SOME ONE MIGHT OF SAID THAT !

RAPERS AS OPPOSED TO FUCKERS ? HOW COME I HAVE TO DO THIS ? INTERESTING. SOME HALF WITTED ' INVESTIGATION.' THANKS FOR YOUR IDENTITIES.