HIGHER EDUCATION WILL BE COMING BACK SOON, I THINK. I'M GIVING MYSELF A LITTLE TIME TO THINK OUT THE PROCESS OF THE ADVERTISING AND SUCH, AS FAR AS THE ' UNDERWORLD ' AND OTHERS WHO ' WILL ' TRY TO STEAL FROM ME, OUTSIDE OF ' SHORTWAVE AND C-B,' AND OTHER TECHNOLOGIES.
THIS OF COURSE LEADS ME TO THIS STORY OF HOW WE ARE IN THE ' MESS ' WE ARE IN NOW, WITH EXCLUSION TO STEVE W. AND BILL G. ( ALTHOUGH MARRIED ), WHICH STARTED WITH A KID, NOT A CHILD AS IN CHILDREN, ONE YEARS OLD TO LETS SAY AS SOME NATIVE AMERICANS BELIEVE A CHILD'S FIRST MONTHLY CYCLE, THUS KNOWN ' PERIOD, ' AND THEN ' KID-KINDA-ADULT; ' A NUT. IN TURN, THIS OTHER ' NUT,' A KID, DECIDES AGAINST ALL ' ORDERS GIVEN,' TO SHOOT DOWN ONE OF THOSE ' UGLY ' AMERICAN U-2 PLANES, ' JUST CAUSE ' AND ' INSTEAD OF,' DAMN IT ! HE WAS NINETEEN, A SOVIT YOUTH.
THE PROGRESSION OF DOMINOES WAS STAGGERING. THE DEATHS OF JFK, MLK AND RFK CAN BE ARGUED TO HAVE BEEN A RESULT THOUGH ' DISTANT, ' THE KIDS OF THE TIME .......' MIGHT ' OF PONDERED...........? AND THE AMERICANS ( US ) LOST ALOT.
IT AMAZES ME HOW ONE ' FUCKED UP, SHIT FOR BRAINS, DUMB ASS......DUMMY ' KID,' A TEENAGER CAN MESS UP YOUR WHOLE DAY !
I LIKE ' BERNARDS ' LITTLE ' SILENT REVOLUTION ' WHICH STATES " WELL.........I DON'T WANNA BE ' GAY,' 'CAUSE I DON'T WANTA ! " AND YOU CAN JOIN, BECAUSE HE'S NOT SELFISH ! THAT'S WHERE, I'M TOLD, HENRY CAME IN AND " ME TOO, I DON'T WANNA BE EITHER ! "
AND NOW, BILL COSBY, A MEMBER OF SAID ' DARKER THEN MY SKIN,' THEREFORE A ' MINORITY, I GUESS, APPARENTLY A VICTIM OF THE ' MINORITY ' CLICHE, ADMITS TO ' DRUGGING THE QUARRY ! '
' MIND IS A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE,' THE COMMERCIAL ONCE SAID, ' WERN'T NUTHIN ? ! ' THE UNDERSTANDING IS ' EVERYTHING ! '
THE ' WHIRLWIND ' IS STARTING UP AGAIN, AND I AM NOT ROBBIN WILLIAMS. THAT'S WHY I PUT A PIC. OF MY UNDERWEAR ON THE INTERNET.
THIS COUNTRY ' IS ' AND WILL ' NOT ' BE RUN BY TEENAGERS.
THE BOOK ABOVE I ' FOUND ' WHILE LOOKING FOR ' STARFIRE ' BY INGO SWANN; I ONCE OWNED............AND IT ' SURPRISED ME.' THE BEGINNING IS INTERESTING AS FAR AS WARFARE GOES, I HAVE NOT READ BEYOND PAGE 17.
THE IDEOLOGY IS WHAT THE COVER'S METAPHOR DESCRIBES AS WHAT THE ATTACKS WERE ALL ABOUT YEARS AGO FOR ME. ONE REASON MY MUSIC WAS ON SO LOUD. THE ' OTHER END ' WAS MY CHILDHOOD; THE LIGHT THAT BURNS BRIGHTEST CAN BE ATTACKED FROM BOTH ENDS.
AS PER AGGRESSORS, ITS JUST GEOMETRY. THE ' PERSONA'S ' INCLUDED CHILDREN BUT I KNEW THEM TO BE ' LIVING ADULTS WITH THE CHILDREN.' THIS 2005-2012.
UPDATED 7-9-2015
A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO, A NUMBER OF NEWS ITEMS WERE REPORTED ON THAT COINCIDED WITH EVENTS AND PEOPLE AS ' DESIGNATIONS ' IN ' TODAY'S WORLD.' I BECAME AWARE OF ' WORDS ' THAT ' FLOATED ' UP FROM THE MESS IN THE ' TIME HUB ' THAT NOW, I AM SURE THAT I WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO ' SAW ' THEM.
I WILL NOT SPEAK OR PRINT THE WORDS, JUST AS I WOULDN'T THE LONGITUDES AND LATITUDES BEFORE 9/11. THAT IS ' COOPERATING WITH TERRORISTS.' THEN MAKING ' PROFIT ' FROM POST EVENTS AND ' CORRECTIVE MEASURES.'
THE ' LOWER ' OF THE ' FRACTAL LADDER,' IS PERSONAL AS TO HOW I HANDLED AN ' AUDIENCE ' THAT I KNEW NOTHING OF. MY FOCUS WAS THE FUTURE, WITH THE ANNOYANCES OF ' MARRIAGE ' AND DATING POPPING UP FROM TIME TO TIME. MALES WERE NEVER INCLUDED. WHY DATE STUPIDITY, WHEN NOT ATTRACTED.
INGO SWAN SAID ALOT OF A FEW PLANETS. HE SPOKE OF LIFE, UNDERSTOOD BY THE WORD ' INTELLIGENCE.'
MAJOR ED DANES RV'ED LUCIFER. MANY THOUGHT HE REMOTE VIEWED HIMSELF, OTHERS A MACHINE. YOU CAN LOOK UP THE PROGRAMS YOURSELF. ART BELL. CHANCES ARE HE REMOTE VIEWED A QUANTUM COMPUTER, THUS THE DESCRIPTION HE GAVE.
WHEN IS IT BEYOND SENSORY ' DESCRIPTION ' BETWEEN HOT AND COLD, WHAT TRUELY IS COLD ? THINK OF MORPHING AND ONCE YOU UNDERSTAND THE DEFINITION, THEN WHERE WAS DANES, REALLY ?
INGO DESCRIBED ' INTELLIGENCE,' WHAT IS INTELLIGENCE ? AN EXOSKELETON NEVER SEEN ? WHERE WAS DANES, REALLY ?
WHAT WE UNDERSTAND AS PER ' SHAPE ' IS VIRTUALLY NOTHING ' BEYOND ' OUR BRAIN'S; THE INFLUENCES OF OUR MINDS ARE DUE EVOLUTION, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT, OUR'S ONLY.
INTELLIGENCE IS ' DEFINED ' BEYOND THE ' SCOPE ' OF OUR UNDERSTANDING WITHIN OUR OWN ' SENSORY APPARATUS ' DEFINED IN TANGIBLE MACHINES UNTIL THE ' CODES ' THAT TRANSVERSE DEFINITION IN ONE ' DIMENSION ' EXIST IN TIME/SPACE/MOTION/THOUGHT BEFORE IMPULSE IN THE ' POINT.' THIS ' LANGUAGE ' CAN NOT BE ' WRITTEN ' YET; BEYOND EVEN THE CHINESE ' CARICATURE; ' WHETHER OF HAUZI OR CANJI, IN ESSENCE DESCRIBING MOOD,ENVIRONMENT,TASTE,SMELL,EVOLUTIONARY PATHWAYS,ETC WITHIN A POINT AS PER TIME......YET MACHINE. A PROGRAM; AN INSECT.
IS THE EARTH, IN ENTIRETY AND OF HER, AN ' A,' OR ' 1,' the sum of all, in but, a ' caricature,' in some ' other ( 's ) terms of language in ' evolution ? '
THERE IS STILL AN ' EVERYWHERE,' THUS SOME UNDERSTANDING OF ABOVE AND ' NOTHING.'
I STOPPED HOLDING THE EARTH AT ABOUT 2:25-60, ' I QUESTIONED; " WHY, FIVE MINUTES ? " I DISOBEYED. " WHAT ARE YOU DOING ? " " WHY DID YOU STOP ? " I HEARD, AND THEN I SAW CLEARLY THE WORLD AND GLOWING HANDS MOVING AWAY FROM THE WORLD AND I SAW THEM AS MINE. WHILE THEY BOTH ( ? ) QUESTIONED. THE MALE ASKED/COMANDED ONCE, THEN SILENT.
I HAD NO EMOTION, I WOULD NOT OF KNOWN HOT OR COLD, THOUGH I KNEW IT MIGHT OF BEEN ' ETHER,' THE CEILING FAN WAS OFF, ALL POWER STRIPS WERE OFF, CIRCUIT BREAKERS MIGHT OF BEEN TOO. ONLY THE ' WOMAN'S VOICE ' ASKED WHY I DID THAT.
A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO
JARED AND SUBWAY - AN OLD ROOM MATES NAME AND THEY EVEN LOOK ALIKE.
AT LEAST TWELVE NAMES AND PLACES-ALL PERSONA LY KNOWN, ALMOST ALL ' ASKED ' OF ME.
MORENO AND BABY OVER BRIDGE - PAUL MORENO, A FRIEND OF MY FATHER, STATE REPRESENTATIVE.
SAME HERE.
ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER'S LAST ACT OF GOVERNOR STILL. CNN.COM
SAME HERE.-PRAYERS AT THE TIME. ESQUIRE MAG. REAL LIFE SIZE PICTURE OF ARNOLD'S ARM AND FIRST LOVE'S FATHER'S NAME AND HER BROTHER'S TOO. SHE DECIDED OR DISCOVERED SHE WAS GAY. THEN THE NEW YORKER MAGS CARTONS OF ' NECK,' FLEETWOODMAC CONCERT. AND OTHERS, A LITTLE LATER.
THERE ARE OTHERS.
A NUMBER OF YEARS AGO, A COMMENT WAS MADE BY THE ARCHITECT THAT BOUGHT MY ARTWORK. I GAVE HIM COPIES OF WHAT MADE IT TO MY SCHOOL'S LITERARY ARTS MAGAZINE. EVERYTHING, EVERYONE I KNEW, EVERY PLACE THAT I LIVED. I NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT WAS GOING ON UNTIL I STARTED QUESTIONING WHY MR. JOE PRICE IN CALIFORNIA MADE ME WAIT FOR HALF AN HOUR TO TAKE A FEW PICS OF HIS HOUSE, A BACKGROUND CHECK. HE GAVE ME BACK MY LICENCE. " THE LAST I SAW BARTON PRINCE HE WAS MAKING TRACK HOUSES IN NEW MEXICO." HE SAID. I TOLD HIM WHAT HE WAS DOING AT THE TIME. MR. PRICES FATHER COMMISSIONED FRANK LOYD WRIGHT TO BUILD FOR HIM.
I REGRET HELPING BARTON PRINCES CAREER BECAUSE OF 9/11. HIS WORKING MODEL AIRPLANE AND ABSTRACT PAINTING WITH THE TWO BANKS, AIR, LIGHTING AND WATER IN BETWEEN. AND JUST THE WAY HE DESCRIBED THE APPLICATION OF THE PIGMENTS ONTO THE GLASS BEFORE THE PIGMENTS MET THE ' VEIL ' OF CANVASS FROM THE GLASS; A PAINTING IN RETURN. HIS EYES ' GLAZED ' AS IF IN ECSTASY ? T.J. TUCKER LOOKED AT ME AS I LOOKED AT HIM, AND HE SMILED AND SHOOK HIS HEAD. I HAD A CHECK IN HAND, MINUS ONE SCULPTURE AND THOUGHT OF WHAT HE HAD SAID A YEAR OR SO EARLIER. T.J. TUCKER DROVE ON SMILING. ' I'M NOT LIKE HIM.' " I KNOW, THAT'S WHAT WORRIES ME. " T.J. SAID.
I AM GOING THROUGH THE REPEAT OF WHAT WE HAVE CREATED IN THIS WORLD AS FAR AS ' PATTERN MAKING ' WITH THE PIGMENTS OF ' FLESH ' AND AM WONDERING IF WE WILL EVER ' EVOLVE ' BEYOND THE GLOBAL MASK OF DOMINANCE AND ANOINTMENT'S OF THE PEDOPHILES.
IT IS SO SIMPLE, THE SPERM ALREADY ' PENETRATED ' THE ' EGG,' THUS A CHILD ? I JUST DO NOT ' UNDERSTAND.' THE SAME ' MAN ' AND THE ' SAME ' WOMAN, IN EACH RACE..........FOR HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF YEARS. THE SAME ' PERSON,' WITHOUT ' INTELLECTUAL GROWTH ? ' MUCH LESS, SPIRITUAL.
TO KILL YOUR ' OWN ' CHILDREN AND PEOPLE FOR ONLY MONEY AND ' IT'S ' FAME.
BARTON SAID SOMETHING ABOUT " THE TWO OF US IN THE END."
I KNOW WHAT'S COMING AND THE DIVISIONS OR RACES AND EXTERMINATIONS OF OTHERS, ON-GOING AND WHEN I LOOK UP, I ALWAYS SEE AN AIRLINER AND I HAVE NO EMOTION.I SEE AN ENTIRE GENERATION ' DESIGNED ' FOR PLEASURE AND ANYTHING ELECTRIC AND I SEE TOTAL ' SLAVERY,' AND ' TOTAL DEPENDENCE ' ON A CRYSTALLINE STRUCTURE THAT NOBODY REALLY UNDERSTANDS JUST WHO IS ON THE OTHER END.
I THINK OF HOW THE IRAQIS HAVE TO WIPE THEIR ASS ( BECAUSE OF WAR AND ECONOMY ), AND HALF OF AMERICANS MOST TIMES WITH ONLY WATER. AND OF A PARASITE THAT HAS FOR BETTER OR WORST, DETERMINED A ' SEXUAL ENTICEMENT ' TO ONLY MULTIPLY AND SURVIVE. AND I WONDER OF THE ' SAMENESS OF FACE.' THE PREFERENCE ' OF GENDERS; THE ULTIMATE WEAKNESS OF MAN, AN EXTINCTION OF SOUL REPLACED BY THE SIMPLE ' PROGRAM ' OF A WORM THAT SLOWLY REPLACES THE ' IDEA ' OF ' HUMANITY.' AND I THINK OF HOW THIS WORM AND ITS IMPACT ON THE NEURONET OF THE BRAIN REPLICATED SO MANY TIMES AND JUST HOW MUCH IS LEFT TO BE HOMO SAPIEN.
WHAT OF A WORM IN A HUMAN BODY ON SPEED OR COCAINE AND THE HOST'S ' HUMAN ' VERSION OF THE COMPUTER OR PROGRAM ?
PERHAPS THIS IS WHY APES WHO ARE FEMALE SWELL AND BLEED TO SHOW THE WAY TO REPRODUCE IN COMPETITION TO A PARASITE TO MULTIPLY IN ' SAMENESS ' AND TOTALITY; A ' PERFECT ' FOOD SOURCE.
READ ' DUNE,' BY FRANK HERBERT, FRANKLIN PATRICT HERBERT JR.
YOU ARE BEING ' CALLED ' TO SPACE AND THROUGH THE STRUCTURE OF THAT NET, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW FROM WHAT OR WHO. AND YOU ARE STANDING UPON ALL THAT YOU SHOULD ' WORSHIP,' YET YOU DESTROY FOR NO REAL REASON THAT WHICH YOU SEEK FROM ABOVE; AND YOU ' REPLACE ' THAT WHICH WORMS SEEK, AND ' MEMORIZE ' THROUGH IT. THEN CALL IT THOUGHT THROUGH ' THINKING.'
ARE YOU REALLY READY TO LOOK THE OTHER SIDE OF THE NARROW SIGHT OF THE QUANTUM WORLDS BASED UPON YOUR ' BRAIN,' ONLY; OF WHICH YOU BUILT FIRST ?
WHAT IS SIGHT LEFT OF THE ' PARASITES,' I WONDER IF IT WOULD BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT ? DOES THE WORD ' REPLICATE ' EXIST ? AND IF NOT, WHAT IS SHAPE ? LIKE NUMBERS AND LETTERS FROM ANY AGE, THEN VALUES OF EACH AND WORTH, THE ' SAMENESS ' OF WHAT AGE, EVEN MINUS HOMO SAPIEN ? WHO IS REALLY ' LOOKING ? '
WHY BUILD A COLLIDER AROUND ' BLONDS ? ' GREED, OR PREFERENCE ? REPETITION ? A MISTAKE ? MEMORY ?
OR, NON-THINKING..........?
YOU HAVE NO DEFENSE. IT KNOWS LIFE FROM ' MACHINE.' THAT IS THE OTHER SIDE, BUT IT VERY WELL ' WILL ' NOT KNOW OURS, IF IT HAS NO ' MEMORY ' DISTANT FROM, IF ANY, THE LAST THOUGHT.
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