LONG FLOWING BLOND HAIR, A MARTIN BLOWING BUBBLES

WRINKLES AND ' MANES '

MAJOR ED DANES, NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH THE MARTIN WELL, KINDA GIRL ' MARTIN,' BUT NOT QUITE, BLOWING BUBBLES; A SPY, SOME SAY. BUT ALAS, JUST A MOVIE A WHILE BACK.

BUT,IN ' BOOKS ( REMEMBER ? ),' A PICTURE OF MAJOR DANES WITH THAT ' LONG FLOWING LOCK OF BLOND HAIR ' REMINISCENT OF THE PHOTOGRAPH OF ' CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURE AND THAT ' LONG FLOWING LOCK OF, WELL DIRTY BROWN, NOT QUITE BLONDISH BROWN HAIR,' BUT HE IS LOOKING AT THE STAGE OF WHICH HE HAS BEEN TOTALLY LEFT OUT OF THE ' CONVERSATION ( " WOW ! LOOK AT HIS HAIR ! " " I KNOW. THINK HIS WIFE KNOWS ? " " HOW COME ? " " WELL.....POT ! " " YEAH, I KNOW, REDUCES THE SPERM COUNT ! " " BET SHE KNOWS ! " " SCHUSS ! HE'S LOOKING THIS WAY......HUM, HUM...." ) AND DEBATE.

' I ' HAVE MET MAJOR ED DANES AT A PARTY THROUGH SOMEONE ' ELSE'S ' EYES. I HAVE MET THIS PERSON AND SEEN WHAT HE ' INHERITED. NICE. I AM ON THE STREETS AND MOST OF THE ' EX-MILITARY ' THAT YOU KNOW, ONLY ' EXIST ' FOR THE ' SAKE ' OF MONEY, AND ' ONLY ' MONEY AND ANY ' PLEASURES.'

OUT OF ' TIME,' " REMEMBER P---- IS MY FRIEND."

I HAVE HAD THE COAST GUARD ' FILLINGS REMOVED,' THUS 20% OF ' COMMONALITY ' REMOVED. I'VE NO ILLUSIONS.

http://krqe.com/2015/09/23/krqe-settles-public-records-lawsuit-against-city-of-albuquerque/

SO, THEN I'M LOOKING AT THE NEWS OF ALBI-Q, BUT NOT ME, AND I FIND THE GOOD NEWS ABOUT ' MAYOR BERRIES ' TOP SECRET ' PLOT TO LEAK ' CLASSIFIED INFORMATION ' BY WAY OF CHANNEL 13'S REPORTERS WHO DARED TO ' NOT GOOGLE ' AND INVESTIGATE INSTEAD ( THIS INSTANCE, ANYWAY ) WHILE IN DOING SO, INFORM THE ' READING PUBLIC ' JUST A BIT MORE ' NEWS ' THAN THE ' VID ' CROWD ! I KNOW DISCRIMINATION, YET THE ' PRESIDENT'S, I MEAN ' MAJOR'S BID FOR RE-ELECTION CAN NOW BE ' BEST ' DESCRIBED AS A ' WINNER ! ' YUP !


THE POPE IS IN NEW YORK NOW.

PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM, IF ONLY BECAUSE HE ' PRAYS ' FOR YOU.

http://www.cnn.com/2015/09/23/us/scrapyard-worker-ordnance-tucson/index.html


RECOGNITION

WHEN YOU RECOGNISE SOMEONE AND THEN ANOTHER AND THEN FIND OUT THAT THEY WHERE ' SOME ' OF THE VICTIMS OF THE WEST MESA MURDERS, IT CHANGES YOUR LIFE. WHEN YOU ' OFFER ' CHANNEL THIRTEEN ALL THE ' PAPERWORK ' PERTAINING TO THE ' INFO ' YOU HAVE BECAUSE OF ALL THE ' SHIT ' THAT IS GOING ON AROUND YOU AND ARE FOLLOWED. IT IS UN-NERVING. WHEN YOU ARE JUST GIVEN A NAME AND NUMBER, BUT THE ' MAN ' EITHER CAN'T OR WON'T WRITE IT DOWN, THEN YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOUR MOTHER ( MINE ) WROTE ON HER DEATH BED, " THE FOUR HORSEMEN ARE GOING TO TRY TO KILL YOU, ( JYHGYUWY ? ) BESIDES, I LOVE YOU! " AND YOU SEE ' HORSES ' IN THE LOBBY AND ' THROUGH ' WALLS, THEN SOMETHING IS REALLY WRONG. THIS IN 2009. JUST BEFORE I WAS TO LEAVE TOWN, MY ' HEARING ' REGARDING JOHN X GONZALES WAS ABOUT THAT WEEK, IT WAS RAINY.

ALOT OF WHAT I ' HAD ' IS GONE NOW, INCLUDING THE PIECE OF METAL WHERE THE BULLET FROM MY SIDEARM STRUCK,THE SHELF ABOVE ME. I STILL HAVE HALF THE BULLET from that night feb 13 and early feb 14, 2006.

TODAY, I SHOWED IT TO A NURSE PRACTITIONER FOR A ' CAT SCAN.' I WAS NEVER ABLE TO FIND THE OTHER HALF OR PARTS OF THE ' HOLLOW POINT.' ON ONE ' LEVEL,' APPLES G_D; INSPIRATION AFTER STEVE JOB'S ' THINK,' THEN ' COMPLETION ' OF NEW MANAGEMENT'S ' GOALS.'

ONE WOMAN I KNOW I HAVE SEEN IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD, ANOTHER, MAYBE. THOSE OF THE WEST MESA MURDERS.


BELLA

HER DEATH WAS NOT ' SUDDEN,' SHE SUFFERED GREATLY; CRYING BEFORE AND AS SHE ' SUFFOCATED ' IN DEATH. SHE WAS BENEATH ' PLANKS,' COVERING OF SOME SORT LIKE A BED. ' WRAPPED.'

AT ONE ' POINT ' SHE COULD NOT MOVE ETHER ARMS OR LEGS, SHE USED ' ONE SET ' TO TRY TO ' ESCAPE.' PART OF THIS IS ' TELEPATHIC OVERLAY.' COULD BE ' TWO COMPLETE EVENTS ' SIMULTANEOUSLY.

http://ablindofbrightlight.blogspot.com/2009/05/soulless-childrens-purchase-of-fathers.html

A SCHOOL ADMINISTRATOR I KNOW HAS A FRIEND NAMED ' BELLA,' JUST AN OLD WOMAN

I ASKED HER IF HER FRIEND HAD A HEART ATTACK ABOUT 2006, SHE SAID " I THINK SO." " MAYBE SIXTEEN YEARS AGO." THEN ' STATIC ' STUFF, AND ALLUSION OR ' IMPOSED ' CONTROL, ' OLD WOMAN'S VOICE,' CALLING ME A RAPIST.

I DATED THE ADMINISTRATOR'S DAUGHTER, SHE WAS SEVENTEEN AT THE TIME, AND I WAS TWENTY ONE. I WAS ' STILL TWENTY ONE.

' CONTROLLER GONE.' YOU SEE, FOR YEARS " YOU WERE DATING AFTER COAST GUARD."

MY FIRST YEAR IN ALBUQUERQUE AND HER FRESHMAN YEAR IN COLLEGE, CHRISTMAS, OR END OF SCHOOL YEAR. SHE ' KINDA ' WON. SHE DECIDED.

BOTH PARENTS AGREED, MOTHER AS LONG AS NOT SERIOUS. " BART WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING." VERY EARLY EIGHTIES; I KNOW DATE.

SO MUCH FOR ' EXTORTION ' ON ALL LEVELS !

one more note: Bella and Blue

I added another of my blogs, a post before I was ' locked out.' This was the ' inspiration ' for this post. ' Stella ! ' which was ' Bella ! ' and the gunshot from the ' west,' miles away, and the ' ages ' of a life ' pouring ' out to all ' firmaments ' of earth at the ' same time.' ?

Then I was asked if I even cared about the girls in Juarez by an old woman; later she bought my sculpture/paintings the proceeds went to the verb, a gallery. I didn't know they were to keep all, but what the hell. That month Albuquerque broke my back......and youth gave ' all ' warnings about Hughson and that ' circle.

A STAR DISAPPEARED ABOVE ME IN THE SKIES OF NEW MEXICO THIS YEAR, A FEW WEEKS AGO, AND I FELT SORRY FOR ALL WHO MISSED THE OPPORTUNITY TO WEEP FOR ALL THE LIFE THAT WENT WITH IT when ' viewed ' from the other side. THINK disappearing star as focal point in center of a sphere, then choose four dimensional point on a ' compass as ' observer.'

SOMETIMES YOU CAN ' SEE ' TO MUCH, AS OPPOSED TO BEING ' BLIND.'

a remote viewer wrote ' GRANDFATHER,' and he was right about ' possession within ' the experience of the ' live ' event, even immediately afterwards. And what had happened to one of his students during a ' class.'

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tom_Brown,_Jr.

http://krqe.com/2015/09/24/student-fairness-plan-at-albuquerque-public-schools-scrapped-under-valentino/

UPDATED 9-25-2015



LAST NIGHT I WROTE SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT TO BE FUNNY SO I SENT IT TO COMMENTS, IT WAS WIPED OUT.

I AM TIRED OF THE ' PEOPLE ' FUCKING WITH MY PHONE, EVEN AS FAR AS ARIZONA WHEN I PAID A BILL LAST MONTH AND MAPS SHOWED MY LOCATION AT A WALMART.

THE SPIC ON THE PHONE WHEN I ARRIVED THERE COULDN'T SPEAK ENGLISH.

LAST NIGHT IT WAS A ' DOCTOR AND A JUDGE ' AND THE SHIT IN UNIFORM AND OUT AND A SORORITY WANT A BE'S FRIENDS, OR SO IT SEEMS.

THE ' WORST ' MISTAKE OF MY LIFE WAS REPORTING SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE AND TRYING TO HELP ABUSED KIDS. THEY ARE ' GROWN UP ' NOW; SOME.

I HATE THE CORPORATIONS THAT SUPPORT THE HOMOSEXUAL/PEDOPHILE MOVEMENT AND HOPE THE WAR COMES TO AMERICA IN IT'S ENTIRETY. YOU DESERVE IT...................AND I NOW FEEL ' CONSISTENTLY ' THIS WAY ABOUT FIFTY PERCENT OF THE TIME.

I AM IN ' HENRY STREET'S ' MIND NOW, IN A SENSE, AND ALL THE QUESTIONS THAT HE ASKED ME,' RACHELLE ( DON'T MUCH CARE ABOUT SPELLING ),' KEY WORD. " OF THE STATE? " THE CHILDREN AND THE ' CONTROLLERS,' THE ' HANDLERS ' BEHIND THE CHILDREN: " PRAY FOR YOURSELF ! "
I'VE GIVEN THE DATES FOR THIS TOO MANY TIMES.

TOO MANY ' KIDS ' INSIDE THE SYSTEM, LAST WITH S.S. ORIGAMI PAPER T-REX. KARL AND DRAKE/LAVELL.

YOUR DAUGHTER NEVER ' PLEASED ' ME, THAT APPLE NEVER ' ROLLED ' THAT FAR.

AND I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT .....................................MY MISTAKE WAS ' WOMEN AND CHILDREN. ' WHY PROTECT THEM ? TWENTY EIGHT MY PHONE IS OFF.TWO PEOPLE HAD MY NUMBER, ONLY TWO IN BEGINNING.

DRAKE AND ROWDEN - WITH APPLE THERE IS NO SEPPARATION BETWEEN ADULTS AND CHILDREN.GAVE IT TO INTERNET SO LAW ENFORCEMENT WOULD KNOW DIFFERENCE. WILL LEAVE IT WITH BRANDENBURG.


I'LL JUST FOLLOW ' PROGRAM,' FOR ABOUT WEEK MORE OR SO, AS FAR AS S.S. GOES, THEN MY TIME IS UP. WILL NOT BE A PART OF ' GRAVY TRAIN ' AGAIN; THIRD PARTY VA WHORES AND SHELTERS.

TAKE CARE ( AS HUGHSON WOULD SAY. )

UPDATED 12 - 31 - 2014 ' MADONNA SPEAKS ' A SCULPTURE ABOUT HUMAN TRAFFICKING

TO THE HONORABLE:

Beto O'Rourke United States House of Representatives 1721 Longworth House Office Building Washington, D.C. 20515-4316

DC Phone:202-225-4831DC Fax:202-225-2016

ARTICLE ( IS IN ) 77

NOTE: THERE MIGHT SOME CHANGES UNTIL I DECIDE IT IS FIT TO BE MAILED TO THE CONGRESSMEN.

THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART IF YOU ' ALLOW ' IT; THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART EVEN IF YOU HAVE LOOKED AWAY FROM THE CHILD'S FACE WHILE SHE WAVED ' HI ' UPON ' ARRIVAL.'

IN A DREAM, I SAW A WOMAN ALONE IN A DESERT, SQUATTING UNDER THE HOT SUN WITH ' SO MANY FACES.'

WHEN SHE LEFT THE SHELTER, SHE OPENED HER JACKET AND GRABED HER SWEATER AT THE ' HEART,' AND I HEARD HER HEART'S PLEAS AND COMAND, " IT'S NOT ABOUT THE CROSS, IT'S THE HEART," AS SHE GENTLY PATED HER CHEST.

SHE WAS LEAVING THAT DAY, AFRAID. 

I SAW ALL ' HER ' CHILDREN AGAIN IN THE SLICE OF A MOMENT…..IN HER EYES.

I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS FOR FIVE YEARS AND HAVE SEEN ALOT IN MANY SHELTERS IN EL PASO, TX., ARIZONA THE STREETS, AUSTIN, TX., A SHELTER, AND CALIFORNIA, THE STREETS AND HAVE HELPED THE HOMELESS IN NEW MEXICO.

I HAVE SEEN THE FACES OF KILLERS IN NEW MEXICO BEFORE AND AFTER THE BODY WAS FOUND, SAME IN AUSTIN AND THE SAME WITH EL PASO AFTER THE BODY WAS FOUND IN SAN ANTONIO. THAT MAN I GAVE A BIBLE BEFORE HE WAS PICKED UP BY LAW ENFORCEMENT, FBI AND EPPD.

I HAVE HEARD THE BAGGING'S OF TORTURES AND MURDERS; NO FACES SEEN, JUST THE WHISPERS IN THE DARK VOICED.....

CENTER OF GRAVITY

AND AFTER A VERY YOUNG LADY WHO TOLD ME A STORY OF " THAT DOG WAS SNIFFING UP MY DRESS ONE DAY AND MY MOTHER SAID ' THAT'S ALL DOGS DO IS SNIFF. ' " I REMEMBERED WHERE I WAS WHEN SHE STARTED BY SAYING " I WORE A DRESS ONE DAY," AND THAT BROKE THE HAZE OF THE ETHER AND JAIL STREET TALK, AND AFTER I LISTENED I LOOKED AROUND IN COMPLETE AWARENESS. THE ' MEN.' SOME APPROACHING, NO WHERE IN PARTICULAR....AGAIN.

THE REAL DOG WALKED AWAY IN THE MIDDLE OF WHAT SHE WAS SAYING. YET THE ' MEN ' HUNG AROUND IN AND OUT OF THE ' HAZE.'

ARTICLE 77

TRUST

THE PROBLEM WITH CHILDREN OUT IN THE OPEN AREAS WITH NEWLY ARRIVED HOMELESS MALES AND FEMALES SHOULD BE OBVIOUS TO TRAINED STAFF. THE CLIENTS OF ANY HOMELESS SHELTER WHO HAVE NOT BEEN BACKGROUND CHECKED PROVIDE TO THE SHELTER AND IT'S CLIENTS A CLEAR AND PRESENT DANGER TO THE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL WELL-BEING OF ALL CLIENTS. MOST ESPECIALLY THE CHILDREN AND THEIR MOTHERS NOT TO EXCLUDE THEIR FATHERS ( IF PRESENT ).

THE VERY NATURE OF BEING ' HOMELESS ' SHOULD INDICATE A ' PROBLEM ' WITH THE CLIENT OF THE HOMELESS SHELTER WHO IS BEING OFFERED SHELTER IF ACCEPTED. THE SOCIETAL INTERACTION BETWEEN THE CLIENT AND SOCIETY HAS MANY ROOT INDICATORS FROM SEVER FAMILY ISSUES, ILLEGAL USE OF DRUGS, ALCOHOL USE, VIOLENCE, RAPE, MURDER, AND VIOLENT AND NON VIOLENT INTERACTIONS WITH POLICE AND OR RELEASE FROM JAILS AND PRISONS. UNDOCUMENTED SEX OFFENDERS AND THOSE WHO ' FAIL ' TO REGISTER. 

THE CONTINUED RELIANCE ON THE SHELTERS, IN BETWEEN ' ARRESTS,' OFTEN DRUG RELATED, UNTIL THE ' SECOND STRIKE ' MANDATE PLACED ON MOST COURT ARREST RECORDS AS TO LENGTH OF JAIL AND PRISON TIME ' SERVED.' ALSO, I MIGHT ADD THE ' SHELTERS ' FAVORITES, OFTEN LONG ASSOCIATIONS WITH BOTH STAFF AND VOLUNTEERS, THE EX-CONS WHO ' ALL BUT RUN THE SHELTERS ' AT NIGHT, ARE ALWAYS ALLOWED IN, NO MATTER ANY ROOM THAT MIGHT BE AVAILABLE.

I MIGHT ADD THAT SHELTERS IN GENERAL SEEM TO BE LOCATED IN AREAS OF TOWN WITH THE HIGHEST RF AND NOISE POLLUTION ' AVAILABLE ' TO ' FURTHER PUNISH ' ALL OCCUPANTS FOR ALL CRIMES THAT MAY OR MAY NOT OF BEEN COMMITTED, AS A WHOLE, INCLUDING CHILDREN AS YOUNG AS EIGHT MONTHS OLD. IF ACCURACY OF ' RECORDS ' ARE TRULY KEPT, THIS WILL PROVE SO, IF EVICTION RECORDS ARE EVEN KEPT IN ANY GIVEN CITY.IF NOT, MOTHERS WITH CHILDREN ARE UNKNOWINGLY TAKING THE FIRST STEP ON THE ' ROAD TO HUMAN TRAFFICKING.' I MIGHT ADD, THAT WHILE ALL GOOD ' INTENTIONS ' MIGHT BE IN FULL FORCE, MOST ' VOLUNTEERS ' ARE ETHER MILDLY MENTALLY ILL, AND OR HAVE ' OLD PRISON  ALLIANCES ' THAT HAVE PROVED TO, IN THE PAST, WITNESSED BY POLICE IN MY PRESENCE, TO EXCLUDE OLD WOMEN AND OLD MEN TO TEMPERATURES BELOW FREEZING AND WOMEN WHO HAVE TAKEN OUT THEIR CHILDREN WITH THEM IN THE SAME ENVIRONMENTS, OFTEN HIGH CRIME AREAS COMBINED WITH CLIMATE TEMPERATURES AFTER 10:00 AT NIGHT, PREFERRING THE STREETS TO THE ' SAFETY ' OF THE SHELTERS WITHOUT A POLICE ESCORT OR PRESENCE.

I MIGHT ADD, THAT I AM IN NO WAY SUGGESTING THAT ' VOLUNTEERS ' BE GOTTEN RID OF, THEY ARE NEEDED AS POLICE ARE SOMETIMES ' TO KEEP THE EAR CLOSE TO GROUND.' THE INTER ACTIONS OF GROUPS OF PEOPLES ( GANGS ) AND IMMIGRANTS WHO DO MAKE IT THROUGH FOR A NIGHT OR TWO, RUN-AWAYS, SOMETIMES WIVES ( SOMETIMES PICKED UP DURING THE NIGHT BY AN ' ESTRANGED BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND ? ) AND THE RARE CHILD LOOKING FOR ANYWHERE TO ' CRASH,' OTHER THAN HOME. THE VERY REAL POTENTIAL FOR VIOLENCE AND DEATH IS ALWAYS PRESENT. THE REALITY IS THE NEED FOR RESPONSIBLE CLEAN ( FROM THE STREETS ) PERSONS WHO WILL NOT SECOND GUESS A CALL TO ANY AUTHORITY. WHETHER IT BE POLICE, AMBULANCE OR FIRE DEPARTMENT, WITHOUT FEAR OF REMOVAL FROM THE PREMISES OR LOSS OF EMPLOYMENT.

I MUST ALSO RELATE THAT THERE IS A SEGMENT OF THE POPULATION WHO WILL NOT GO TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER SEIZURES, MILD STROKES AND OTHER HEALTH CONDITIONS THAT REQUIRE IMMEDIATE CARE AND THEY SIMPLY MIGHT BE BETTER RELOCATED TO A MENTAL HEALTH FACILITY. THE REAL CONCERNS ARE TB, HIV AND OTHER PHYSICAL CONCERNS THAT MIGHT AFFECT ' WANDERING ' CHILDREN AND ADULT CLIENTS AS WELL.

BLOOD ( BLOOD PATHOGEN ) 

I SUGGEST, IF YOU REFUSE CARE ONCE, AGAINST THE EXPRESSED OPINION OF MOBIL HEATH CARE RESPONDERS, THAT'S THE LAST TIME. TO MANY PEOPLE ARE THEN AT ' RISK,' IF NOT HOSTAGE TO AN ONGOING DANGER.

ONE, I SUGGEST A COMPLETE DIVISION OF FAMILIES WITH CHILDREN, NO MATER AGE, UP TO THE CHILD'S AGE DETERMINED BY THE STATE; EIGHT TEEN OR TWENTY ONE. ONLY IF NO FELONY DRUG CONVICTIONS AND SEXUAL CONVICTIONS AND OR ARRESTS ARE FOUND. ERROR ON SAFETIES SIDE.
THE TEENAGER'S SITUATION THEN DETERMINED BY THE SHELTER'S MANAGING DIRECTOR UNDER THE GUIDANCE OF LAW ( PERSONS UNDER THE AGE OF EIGHT TEEN ARE ALWAYS SOUGHT FOR ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES BECAUSE THEY RECEIVE ' LIGHTER SENTENCES ' WHEN CONVICTED.THE ' ENTICEMENTS ' FROM THE STREETS ARE ARE MANY AND HI; IN THE CHILD'S MIND OF A DOLLAR'S WORTH ).

TWO, ABSOLUTELY NO SHELTERS WHO HOUSE BOTH SINGLES AND FAMILIES WITHIN 5,000 YARDS OF ANY SCHOOL, KINDERGARTEN, CHURCH OR ANY THING WITH ANY ' RELATION ' AND OR BUSINESS WITH CHILDREN.

THIS WOULD REMOVE THE ' EXCUSE ' OF LOCATION OF BUS STOPS AND ' PROXIMITY ' TO CHILDREN AND HELP LAW ENFORCEMENT INCLUDING JUDGES EXECUTE REASONABLE FINES AND OR PRISON TIME AS PER A CHILD MOLESTERS ' FREQUENTED TERRITORIES.'

THREE, ABSOLUTELY NO ' SMART ' CELL PHONES AND OR COMPUTERS, THIS WOULD ALSO INCLUDE THE NEW ARRIVALS UNTIL THEIR BACKGROUNDS HAVE BEEN CHECKED, THEN ' PROPERTIES ( CELL PHONES AND COMPUTERS ) ' RETURNED PROMPTLY BY THE HOMELESS SHELTER'S STAFF ( WHO HAVE ALSO BEEN ' CERTIFIED CLEAN ' BY THE STATE AND LOCAL GOVERNMENT AND LAW ENFORCEMENTS. ) WHO THEN WILL SET THE STANDARD FOR ' TRUST,' FOR AND BY ALL WHO PARTAKE IN THE VERY DEFINITION OF THE WORD; TO GIVE CREDIT TO; FAITH.

  
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THIS IS IT FOR NOW. I HAVE BEEN HOUNDED FOR YEARS, SLAMMED ON THE NET BY VETERANS, EX-CONS, PEOPLES FROM MYSPACE, FACEBOOK AND OTHERS; MY MOTHER CALLED WHORE, MY AND MY BROTHER'S CELL PHONE CONVERSATIONS RECORDED THEN SEGMENTS ' REPEATED ' TO ME AT VARIOUS SHELTERS, LABOR READY, MDT, AND OTHER TEMP SERVICES, LIBRARIES, AND POLICE OFFICERS. PEOPLE WHO I HAVE KNOWN AND MOSTLY TOTAL STRANGERS.

ONLY ONE POLICE OFFICER LISTENED IN HAWAII AND VOICED A ' KNOWING ' CONCERN.

MY CONVERSATIONS WITH MY BROTHER, AN ADDICT WHO IN HIS OWN WAY ' CALLED OUT FOR HELP.' BUT EVERY THING HE SAID I HAVE HEARD BITS AND PIECES IN ARIZONA,TEXAS, NEW MEXICO AND I'M VERY SURE AGAIN FROM OTHER MAKE BELIEVE VET REPRESENTATIVES. AND I HAVE NEVER RECEIVED SUPPOSED ' E-MAILS.'

I WILL OPEN COMMENTS AGAIN, I SHUT IT DOWN ABOUT 10 MONTHS AGO AFTER FINDING THAT IT WAS TRULY ALREADY OPEN. ?

JUST NOW 350:00 PM - CNN.COM-SHANNON....A TRAGIC STORY OF A YOUNG 17 YEAR OLD. 2005-6 MY BEST FRIEND SHANNON IN HIGH SCHOOL. THEN BEFORE RV OF THE NET, I GUESS INCLUDED IN THE LIBRARIES.

I PRAY SHE HAD A GOOD LIFE AND G_D BLESS HER FAMILY.

http://www.cnn.com/2014/12/31/health/flu-epidemic/index.html?hpt=hp_c2 _________________________________________________________________________________
BELOW: POSTED 12 - 30 - 2014

I WILL START AN OPEN LETTER TO BETO O'ROURKE REGARDING HOMELESS SHELTERS FOR FAMILIES, ALTHOUGH I WILL ALSO MAIL MORE DETAILED LETTERS TO HIM AND FOUR OTHER CONGRESSMEN IN REGARDS TO BETTER HOUSING AND ' RESPONSIBLE TRAINED STAFF ' TO MEET THEIR NEEDS. ADEQUATE AND SAFE DAYCARE ( YWCA - THE RESCUE MISSION ), AND REINTRODUCTION TO SOCIETY AND JOB TRAINING FOR THE PARENTS. 

IT IS NOT JUST THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATION THAT IS BROKEN.

I HAVE MYSELF HELPED, AS BEST I COULD, A FEW SINGLE PARENTS, MOTHERS WITH A SINGLE CHILD OR MORE. I WAS ABLE TO DO THIS WHEN I HAD FOOD STAMPS AND CASH IN HAND. THEIR ' TRUST ' OF THE SYSTEM AND THAT OF ' SURROUNDINGS,' ARE ALWAYS OF ISSUE.

THE PUBLIC AT LARGE DOES NOT KNOW THE HIERARCHY OF THESE SHELTERS AND JUST WHO ENDS UP WITH WHAT DONATIONS. I PERSONALLY WORK VERY HARD FOR ANYTHING RECEIVED AND HAVE WITNESSED SO MANY TIMES OVER, THE ABSOLUTE LAZINESS OF JUST ABOUT ANYONE WHO IS ASKED TO ' VOLUNTEER.' IT PROBABLY WOULD NOT SURPRISE YOU, BUT IT SHOULD. HAVING SAID THAT, VERY FEW PEOPLE HAVE ANY IDEA AS TO JUST WHO SHELTERS REALLY HOUSE.

EVERY ' PERSON ' THAT HAS STOLEN, RAPED, DEALT ILLEGAL DRUGS, MURDERED, KILLED IN DEFENSE THEN JAILED, WHORED THEMSELVES AND ' OTHERS,' MOSTLY THE VERY YOUNG, AND PEOPLE LIKE YOURSELVES. 

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU ' GOTTEN AWAY ' WITH SOMETHING ? I CAN COUNT HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE EVERY PLACE THAT I HAVE BEEN. YOU WERE NEVER ' CAUGHT.' THIS MIGHT NOT APPEAL TO YOUR THINKING AND A GREAT NUMBER OF YOU ARE ' INNOCENT,' UNTIL YOU SEE A BEGGAR, ' A VETERAN,' OR WOMAN ASKING FOR A HANDOUT, AS OPPOSED TO THE ' COMMON ' RAGGEDY, DIRTY AND FOUL SMELLING ' THING ' THAT ONCE WAS A PERSON. THIS IS THE ' BEAUTY ' NOT ONLY OF BROADBAND BUT THE ' REMNANTS ' OF SPIRITUALITY.

THE ' GUISE ' OF THE HOMOSEXUAL COMMUNITY AND CRIMINAL ELEMENTS THAT LAYED IN WAIT FOR AN UNKNOWING US POPULATION AS TO ' THE FURTHER POLLUTION ' TO THE ' AIRWAVES, WAS ONLY KNOWN TO THE LATE NIGHT CROWD AS FAR AS NATIONAL RADIO WAS CONCERNED OTHER THAN BORDER TOWNS AND CITIES. SECURITY CONCERNS AS PRIVACY ARE NO LONGER IN ANY REAL SENSE OF THE WORD, SECURE, NOT EVEN PRAYER, LEAST OF WHOM THE CHILDREN.

THE MISUSE OF CELL PHONES AND THEIR APPS., OFTEN FOREIGN IN DESIGN AND PRODUCTION AND THE ' UN KNOWING OR INTENT ' OF THE STORES THAT DISTRIBUTE THE ' FREE ' GOVERNMENT PHONES AND JUST PLAIN OLD FASHIONED ' HACKING,' I HAVE LEFT MY PHONE ON MY NIGHTS, ALTHOUGH SUSPENDED AND HAVE BEEN VERY SURPRISED AS TO WHO I HAVE HEARD AND THE ' NETWORKING ' OF PEOPLES AND THE LENGTHS THAT THEY ARE WILLING TO GO TO TO CREATE ' NEW CREWS ' TO MARKET ILLEGAL DRUGS AND THE NEAR ' EXTORTION WHICH INCLUDES THE USE OF CHILDREN'S ' FREEDOM,' MEANING NOT TAKEN AWAY FROM THE PARENTS AND OR PARENT AS ' LEVERAGE.'

IN A VERY REAL ' SENSE,' THIS REMINDS ME OF OLD COLONEL GATCHER AND HIS PREOCCUPATION WITH ME AND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS RIGHT AFTER THE DIVORCE. THIS ' CONVERSATION ' WAS PART OF THE ATTACKS BEFORE 2006, WITH WHO I THOUGHT WAS MY SISTER, THOUGH I DO MAKE ROOM FOR THE ' IDEA ' THAT THAT ' PERSONA ' WAS MERELY THAT OF A MEMBER OF MY FAMILY AND ANY ' CORRUPT ' PERSON IN MY FAMILY MEMBER'S PRESENCE.

' I HAVE BEEN AROUND, ' AS THEY SAY; ' HE'S BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK.' I REMEMBER SO MANY EXAMPLES OF PHRASE AND LANGUAGE THAT IN THE WEST, ARE USED TO ' HIDE ' BEHIND, GIVEN TO ME BY MY FATHER WHEN I WAS WRITING THE SECOND LETTER TO PRESIDENT BUSH. 

THE CRIMINAL ELEMENT, MOST ESPECIALLY THE CHILD MOLESTERS ARE VERY PATIENT IN THEIR ' DESIGNS,' THEIR ' CONQUESTS.' THEY TAKE ALL THE TIME AS NECESSARY AND ARE IN THE COMPANY OF EX-CONS AND PEOPLE WHO'S EXPLOITS ARE NEAR SAME IN ALL ILLEGAL ' PRODUCTS ' THAT ARE AND CAN BE TRAFFICKED FOR PROFIT. WHY ? IT HAS BEEN MY OBSERVATIONS, THE FEW, INCLUDING THE ' GUT FEELINGS ' BECAUSE THEY ARE VERY GOOD WITH GUILT. WHY GUILT ? IN THE COUNTLESS TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ' ASKED ' ' DON'T YOU FEEL GUILTY? ' I STARTED TO ' SEE ' A FACE IN THE FUZZ/STATIC, IN MY MIND. WHEN I WAS ASKED ( ABOUT ONE AND A HALF MONTHS AGO ) AGAIN, BUT WITH AN ' ATTACHMENT ' ( BLUE SPOT, LIGHTED LIKE A SCREEN, ALMOST THE SHAPE OF A BOX ) THE FACE IS THEN ' OBSCURED.' MY GUT TELLS ME THAT THAT PERSON IS VERY GOOD AT WHAT HE DOES. WHY THE INTEREST IN CHILDREN? I WILL NOT MENTION WHO THE CHILD IS, THAT IS IN RELATION TO THE CROSS.

THIS ' PERSON ' CAN PUSH A FACE AND BODY, BUT NEEDS VERY MANY NIGHTS AND ' WHISPERS ' IN NETWORK WITH OTHERS UNTIL ' THAT INNER BITCH ' TO USE JAILHOUSE JARGON, RISES WITH THE REAL INTENT.

THE FUNNY THING IS THAT WHEN IT WAS ALL FUZZ AND STATIC, THAT PARTICULAR ' TONE ' WAS WHEN I WAS AT AND AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD IF NOT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER ITSELF, THEN MOST RECENT WHEN I GOT BACK FROM HAWAII UNTIL NOW, AND ' NEAR ' THE SAME WITH CASA VITA.

THE PRE-TEEN YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS ARE TARGETED IN THE SHELTERS AND HAVE VERY LITTLE IN THE WAY OF PROTECTION, AS OFTEN I HAVE HEARD THE THREATS OF ' REMOVAL FROM THE PREMISES,' IF POLICE ARE CALLED. I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY ONE RESIDENT MANAGER THAT " ONLY I CALL THE POLICE." EVERYTHING IS HANDLED ' INTERNALLY,' AS IN THE JAIL HOUSES.

ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT WHAT ' GOOD PRIESTS AND NUNS ' ALONG WITH GOOD FAMILY MEMBERS, OFTEN ELDERS, WHO GAVE COMFORT IN TIMES OF DURESS, THE ' OTHER SIDE ' CAN DO WITH INTENT AND IN EVIL LIGHT AND DARKNESS TOO. THE YOUNGER ' MIND ' MIGHT NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE, AND FOLLOW THE ' WHISPERS.'

FROM THE BEGINNING, I HAVE PUT ALMOST ALL MY EXPERIENCES ON THE INTERNET. I DID IT FOR A REASON. I ANSWERED A ' CALLING.' THIS I STILL BELIEVE. AND TO TAKE ' CORRUPTION'S ' FIRST, SECOND, AND THIRD STRIKES FROM THEM.....AFTER ALL, IT WAS THE POLICE AND ' MILITARY ' WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME, DESPITE MY POVERTY, THEY FAILED THE TWO AND SIX YEAR OLD FIRST, AND THE STEPFATHER/FATHER AND FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS LAUGHED. 

I KNOW A LITTLE BIT ABOUT TECHNOLOGY, ALOT MORE ABOUT WHAT WILL BE. I AM AGAINST MOST OF THE ' NEWER ' TECH. IT WILL BE HANDLED IRRESPONSIBLY; A WAR WILL ENSUE WHEN WE WERE TOLD THAT WE WERE ' RIGHT.'

THE ' SEERS ' OF THE PAST, FOR THE MOST PART, ONLY WARNED ' THEMSELVES ' IN THE FUTURE. WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE HAD GOOD MOTHERS WHO FOUGHT FOR THEIR CHILDREN IN THE COURTS TO GET RID OF THE BAD PRIESTS. AND SO LITTLE OF WHAT CHRIST SAID.

IF ONLY THE MOTHERS GOT TO THE ' PROGRAMMERS ' ( ALL MEDIA AND COMMUNICATIONS )AND APP MAKERS TOO, BEFORE THE TECHNOLOGIES REALLY GOT ' STARTED.' THE VERY WORST IS ONGOING. ONLY ' DEEP COVER ' COPS AND FED'S MIGHT BE ABLE TO FURTHER DISCUSS AND WRITE A MORE UNDERSTANDABLE VERSION OF WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO LET PEOPLE KNOW OF AND HOW THESE ' PEOPLE ' COMMUNICATE AND NETWORK IN ALL THERE IMMORAL ENDEAVORS.

I HAVE NO GREAT LOVE FOR THE CAVE MAN DAYS, ETHER.

THE REST WILL BE IN A MORE FORMAL FORMAT. MOST WILL BE PUBLIC.

OF NOTE: ALL MY SPAM PROBLEMS STARTED AT CASA VIDA AND IF I'M NOT CAREFUL, IT WILL REACH IN THE HUNDREDS, AND OTHER PROBLEMS INCLUDED.

THIS WAS POSTED BELOW 12 - 29 - 2014

1965.

THE ABILITY TO ' LISTEN ' WHEN EXPOSED TO CERTAIN
BANDWIDTHS IS PRIMARY IN SURVIVAL. " LOOK AT THE
COLOR OF HER EYES " WHEN SPEAKING OF A YOUNG
MARRIED MEXICAN ' WOMAN ' OF ABOUT THE AGE 14-15.

MY FATHERS UPPER ' MIND ' WHEN I SCANNED THE HORIZON
OUTSIDE OF CHIHUAHUA, A SMALL TOWN NEAR COPPER
CANYON, " YES THOSE ARE FLOOD PLANES..."
THIS MY GIFT FROM MY FATHER FOR MEXICO, AND FUCK
THE TECHNOLOGICAL CORPORATIONS WHO WOULD
NEVER OF SAID ANYTHING OF IT REGARDING THE ' ICE CAPS
AND FLOODING, REGARDING GLOBAL WARMING.'

THE NOTE ABOVE IS FROM THE MOVIE WHICH I FOUND
AT THE RESCUE MISSION'S SILO, A CLOTHING HOUSING
UNIT FOR THE HOMELESS; I VOLUNTEER THERE SOMETIMES.
I'VE SEEN THE MOVIE BEFORE, BUT CHRISTMAS DAY I WAS
BORED, SO I BORROWED IT.

THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE, " DADDY WHY DID THEY SHOOT HIM?"
THE MAN ON THE BIKE, " JESUS GO TO BED, YOU ASK TO MANY
QUESTIONS." I WOKE UP LATER TO SEE ' HER ' SHOT AND THEN
' HE.' I TURNED AROUND AND WENT BACK TO MY BED.

THE LETTERS ON THE OBELISK WITH THE ' CAP ' ARE THE LETTERS
OF MY NM LICENSE PLATE, THE ' IS 12-77,' IF THE BOTTOM LEFT
OF THE NUMBER TWO WAS A ' CURVE ' INSTEAD OF ANGULAR, IT
WOULD BE AN ' S,' BACKWARDS. AND, OF COURSE, THE EVER PRESENT
77-ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE, YET THE ' DASH ' OR ' MINUS ' SYMBOL
FROM 12.....THE TWELVE ORIGINAL TRIBES? AND FOR WHAT?

707 WAS THE REMAINDER OF MY NM LICENSE PLATE. 707 WAS
ALSO 707/1000 IN THE BOOK MORALS AND DOGMA, THE BOOK
OF THE MASONS.

THE ' GIBBERISH ' TO THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE PAPER IS WHAT I
FIRST ' HEARD ' WHEN A GANG BANGER FIRST TOLD ME OF HOW
HE WAS ABLE TO " FOOL " THE SHRINKS IN BELIEVING THAT
HE WAS MENTALLY ILL, AND THIS IS WHAT HIS ' UPPER ' MIND
SAID. THE THINKING IS THAT THEY CAN COMMIT ANY CRIME
AND BECAUSE THEY ARE MENTALLY ILL THEY WILL ALWAYS GET
AWAY WITH IT. 

HE BRAGGED ABOUT THE 600.00 DOLLARS A MONTH THAT HE GOT, BUT
ALSO STATED THAT HE GAVE MOST OF IT TO HIS EX-WIFE AND LITTLE
GIRL.

THE FIRST OBELISK WAS OFF OF RIM ROAD, WHEN I WAS A CHILD, WITH
MY PARENTS, JUST AFTER WE MOVED TO EL PASO, TX.

THE FIRST REAL SCULPTURE THAT I BUILT WAS AN OBELISK, BUT THE
LETTERING WAS WRONG. NOW WE KNOW, OR RATHER I HAVE FOUND THAT
THE OLD WAS REMOVED AND THEN THE ' NEW ' WAS CHISELED IN, AND
STONES REPLACED. THIS AFTER '79. IN MY CASE ANYWAY REGARDING
THE ' MIDDLE EAST.'


I COULD CONTINUE ON ABOUT ' GAY ' PEOPLE AND HIJACKINGS OF
' RELIGIONS,' BUT I'M GOING TO WAIT AND HOLD ONTO OTHER ' CARDS.'

BE WARNED THAT THE MOVIE IS ANTI SEMITIC, WHILE PLACING THE
AUTHOR'S FAVORITES ' ABOVE ' BOTH G_D, ATHEISM AND WOMAN AND MAN; IDEALISM.

HINT.....RUSSIA AND THE CLINTON'S CHINA.

LEAVE OUR ' CHILDREN ' ALONE!

THE RECALL ' BILL ' FOR THE TOYOTA
4 RUNNER, THE FIRST PIECE OF PAPER
THAT I WAS ABLE TO FIND WITH THE
LAST LICENSE PLATE NUMBER ON IT.

SEVEN IS WAT THE NUMBER NEXT TO
THE BAR CODE REDUCES TO. THE OTHERS
ARE OF ' LESSOR ' IMPORTANCE.

A SCULPTURE IN PROGRESS.

A SCULPTURE IN PROGRESS; I'M AFTER THE
EXPRESSION OF ' SPEECH.' THE IMPLICATION
THAT ' SHE ' STILL HOLDS THE SWORD, IN
NO WAY TO ENDORSE ANY ' POLITICAL
CANDIDATE.'

ADVERTISEMENT IN ADVERSARIES IN UNIFORM AND NOT

ADVERTISEMENT IN ADVERSARIES IN UNIFORM

AD-AS IN THE ' USE OF MYSELF.' 

I AM NOT MR. CHENNY OR RELATED AND I AM NOT GAY.
I AM NOT MR. BUSH AND I AM NOT A DAUGHTER ( 2005-'06 ) AND AM NOT GAY.

I AM NOT BI.

THIS MORNING I LEFT WORD AT MY FATHER'S HOUSE THAT A DOG THAT I HAD FOUND, MUCH LIKE THE ONE THAT HE HAD WHEN I LAST VISITED HIM, WANDERED BY THE CORNER THAT I WAS ASKING FOR MONEY. I FOUND A PLACE FOR HER, TEMP. I CAN'T KEEP PETS.

ON THE RETURN TRIP IN A CITY BUS, WE PASSED A VAN WITH THE OLD ' A TEAM ' LOGO AND PICTURES. THIS WAS ABOUT 2005-2006, THEN 2008. THE ' A TEAM?, ' I THOUGHT. WHY THAT PROGRAM? AGAIN, IN 2014, ?

YESTERDAY, ANOTHER ' CHRISTY,' WHO HOOKED UP WITH A VET, I SAW AGAIN AND WE CHATTED. I AM HAPPY FOR THEM AND CHILD. ( THERE IS MUCH MORE, DON'T JUST THINK ' WHITE SUPREMACIST.' )

ANOTHER VET SHOWS ME PAPERWORK FROM THE VA MENTAL ILLNESS, THIS ABOUT A WEEK AGO. BEFORE THAT I GAVE HIM A CARD FOR ' PEER SUPPORT ' AT THE VA; LAST DEPLOYMENT HAWAII. HE STAYS AT THE RESCUE MISSION. 

I WILL NEVER ' RESPECT ' THE HOMOSEXUAL/PEDOPHILE MOVEMENT FOR SO MANY REASONS. BUT, I AM POLITE AND TRY TO TREAT EVERYBODY THE SAME.

THE NEW ' PROGRAM ' THAT IS BEING ENABLED BY TODAY'S YOUTH UNDER THE NOT TO DISTANT PAST'S ' GUIDANCE ' OF AMERICA'S TEACHERS, WILL ALLOW ' TERRORISM ' THAT HAVE YET TO BE SEEN. I HAVE NOW BEEN AND MET SOME OF THE ' ATTACKERS ' THAT I HAD TO ENDURE YEARS AGO. SOME ENCOUNTERS OF MY BROTHER AND WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW THEN, HIS STAYS IN REHAB HOUSES OR WHATEVER THEY WERE ' BILLED ' AS AT ANY GIVEN ' WEEK ' TO MAKE MONEY.

I HAVE ' LISTENED ' TO EXPLANATION'S OF THE LASER THROUGH MY ROOM'S WINDOW AS BEING THE WORK OF THE ' POLICE,' MY BROTHER'S DEATH AS OF THE EL PASO POLICE ( SHOT IN THE BACK ), THE DEATH OF MY HALF SISTER ( ? ) AS THE WORK OF ' DRUG DEALERS,' AND SO MUCH MORE BULLSHIT THAN ANYONE SHOULD HAVE TO ENDURE.

YESTERDAY I HAD A GUY SIT DOWN AND POP OPEN A CAN OF BEER, THEN POLICE AND A WARNING. THEN LATER ANOTHER ONE SIT AND POP OPEN A BEER SO I LEFT. I HOPE THE ' DOLLAR ' FOUND A ' GOOD PERSON.'
A GENTLEMAN GAVE ME A HALF PLATE OF FOOD AND I WAS HAPPY; MAYBE A HALF BAG OF JOINT COMPOUND. NEW SCULPTURE.

I DON'T WANT COMPANY, I DON'T WANT TO KNOW DRUNKS, CRAZIES OF QUEERS. IF YOU HAVE CHANGE, AND WANT TO GIVE, DO SO. I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A DATE OR A FRIEND OR DUMB PUNKS WHINING ABOUT BROTHER'S WIFE REALLY WANTING TO SELL ILLEGAL DRUGS OR FIND A ' BLOWJOB.' 

I HAVE LONG HAIR IN A MEXICAN ENVIRONMENT THAT SHUNS IT, HOWEVER MY HAIR IS ' CLEAN.' ALMOST NINE YEARS WORTH.

I'VE HAD NO COMPLAINTS ON THIS PRIVATE PROPERTY AND I HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO CALL POLICE. I AM NOT BLIND AS TO ' WHO FOLLOWS ' SQUAD CARS AND GOES ON, NOR ALL TRAFFIC WHEN I LEAVE OR WHAT HAPPENS IN FRONT OF ME. THIS IS MOSTLY SMALL SHIT, AND I AM NOT PART OF IT.

' OVERDOSE.' 

I HAVE LISTENED TO SHIT ABOUT MY BROTHER FOR YEARS......' OVERDOSE.'

WE ALL HAVE CHOICES TO MAKE, REPORT SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE OR NOT, STOP AT A TRAFFIC ACCIDENT AND GET ' BLOODY,' OR NOT, DRAW A WEAPON AND FIRE, OR NOT OR ' TAKE THE MONEY ' OR NOT.

A CUBAN ONCE HELD A WAD OF HUNDREDS FOR A $ 300.00 APT., I TURNED IT DOWN. HE SHOULD OF ASKED FOR ' THE OWNER.' ALB,NM.

I AM NOT BLIND

IF I LEAVE THE CELL PHONE ON, THAT IS ' SUSPENDED OR DISCONNECTED,' THE TRAFFIC IS TWICE OR TRIPLE
 THE CROWD. I MIGHT GET $6.00-$8.00 DOLLARS WHEN I'M THERE.

LASTLY, I HAVE ALOT MORE TO SAY ABOUT YESTERDAY'S POST. THERE ARE MISTAKES LIKE ' MOLLY,' BUT I HAVE DECIDED TO LEAVE IT ALONE FOR AWHILE, A FEW DAYS.' VERY DARK.' 2005-'06.

''''' RESPONSIBILITY''''

NO GAME


ON LAST NOTE, THE GUY WHO SHOT UP AUSTIN, TX. THE GUY WHO ' KILLED ' ALL THOSE TILES AND BRICKS. WAS HE ' FIGHTING ' BACK BY NOT KILLING.

I ASK THIS ON ACCOUNT OF THE DISTANCE OF THE IMPACT OF THE BULLET THAT I FIRED THAT HIT THE SHELF ( MADE OF METAL ) AND THE END OF THE SHELF TO THE GLASS WINDOW PAIN AND COME UP WITH MORE OR LESS, SEVEN TO TEN INCHES AT AN INCLINE, ON ABOUT TWENTY DAYS WITH NO SLEEP.

THOUGH A ' MISFIRE,' ALWAYS HAVE YOUR TARGET IN YOUR SITES, THE INTENT WAS TO ' DEFEND,' THE MOVEMENT OF THE MAGAZINES WAS A ' JUDGEMENT ' THAT WAS MY OWN ( NO MATTER THE AMOUNT OF SLEEP ), THUS ' RESPONSIBILITY,' KNOW YOUR ' FOOTING.' I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THIS IS HOW I WOULD OF BEEN JUDGED. IF THERE WERE POLICE THERE, THEY WERE ' DIRTY.'

THE DAY OF THE ' SHOOTINGS,' I HEARD THE ' SQUIRREL CAGE,' BUT I HAVE FAMILY IN AUSTIN. SO THAT ONE MADE ' SENSE.'

I HAVE NO GUILT OR REMORSE IF THE HOLLOW POINT DID FIND IT'S TARGET. THE POLICE IN THAT CITY, AT THAT TIME, ONLY ANSWERED TO THE DRUG DEALERS IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD, OR HAVE THEIR COMPUTER'S BEEN HACKED AND THEY HAVE BEEN ANSWERING ' GHOST ' 911'S AS IN EL PASO, TX. THE FIRE DEPARTMENT HAS.

MOST ESPECIALLY WITH THE NEW ' SHAPE ' OF THE MAC PRO ( BOOK ), THAT I FINALLY HAVE SEEN THIS YEAR, I SHOULD PROBABLY SUE FOR DAMAGES AND MAYBE THE GOVERNMENT. ALSO MAKERS OF THE  SKY NET OR NOT, FOR BEING SO ' VULNERABLE ' BUT I'M SURE THAT TOO, THE POLICE CAN'T BE TRUSTED JUST AS MUCH AS PARENTS WHO DON'T RAISE THEIR OWN CHILDREN CAN BE TRUSTED; HAND IN HAND THE GROWING ' MIRROR ' OF AMERICA, OR CAN THEY BOTH EVEN PROTECT THEM?

FOR ME, ' MY ' FINGER WAS ON THE TRIGGER OF MY GUN TO PROTECT ME FIRST, THEN OTHERS. I TOOK RESPONSIBILITY WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD....

APPLE HAS GOVERNMENT ( MILITARY ) CONTRACTS THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT.

' YOU SHOT AT ME FIRST,' IN A WEIRD WAY AND I MIGHT ADD THAT ON MY FIRST IPOD, I FOUND ' THE PURPLE ' TYPE, WHAT ELSE DID ' JOB'S FORMER PARTNER AND CROWD ' SELL OUT? 

WE ARE ATLANTIS-UNITED STATES
WE ARE ATLANTIS--ALL CORPORATIONS

SNOOPY IST TOT ?, TRY ABOUT 3,000 LIVES...???...

FROM A PAINTING OWNED BY B.PRINCE THAT I MADE IN ' WARNING ' BEFORE 9/11, THOUGH I DID NOT KNOW OTHER THAN WHAT I 'APPLIDED ' AND PAINTED, AN AMERICAN FLAG AND, IN WARNING............

WOMAN'S PATTERNS FOR SEWING------' FRANKENSTEIN '

THIS IS WHAT WAS EXPECTED......more on yesterdays post later.

______________________________________________________

YAHOO NEWS. THIS I FOUND TO DAY 12-9-20014.

Top hacker-turned FBI mole gives dire warning

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"Anonymous" is one of the biggest online vigilante groups. Its members hack into companies and governments computer systems, and they prefer a life in the shadows, wearing masks in protests.

Now, a former top member is breaking his silence.

He helped carry out cyberattacks that caused $50 million in damages. In his first television interview, Hector Monsegur opens up about his arrest, and switching sides, reports "CBS This Morning" co-host Charlie Rose.

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How former hacker Hector "Sabu" Monsegur got arrested by FBI

"Tinkering with the system and learning how it functioned, I was able to escape," Monsegur said. "Escape from the current situation we were goin' through."

Monsegur said he taught himself everything he knows.

"You know everybody around me were into something, but it wasn't computers," he said.

From the moment Monsegur got his hands on a used desktop, he had a passion for computers.

But for the boy raised by his grandmother in this New York City housing project, it was the internet that provided a gateway to something bigger.

"We were poor, so I needed to find a way that would be cheap or free so that I could be able to access the internet without being a burden to my grandmother," Monsegur said.

According to court documents, at first he stole credit card information, selling the numbers or using them to pay his own bills.

Monsegur eventually adopted the name "Sabu" and joined a mysterious group of hackers about to take off.

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Former Anonymous hacker Hector Monsegur on future plans

"Anonymous is an idea. An idea where we could all be anonymous," Monsegur said. "We could all work together as a crowd -- united -- we could rise and fight against oppression."

As Anonymous grew, Monsegur helped take the movement to a worldwide level.

At the height of the Arab Spring in Tunisia, he hijacked the prime minister's website, posting a letter in support of protesters.

"It was amazing. I saw finally I was able to do something that contributed to society regardless if I was at home in the Lower East Side, in the projects, behind a computer," Monsegur said.

Monsegur admitted he was behind thousands of hacks.

While working with Anonymous and his own off-shoot group, Lulzsec, some of his targets included Visa, MasterCard, PayPal, Sony, and the U.S. Senate.

While he recognized that hacking is illegal, Monsegur said he wasn't worried about getting caught.

"After you're hacking for so long you reach a point of no return," he said. "Regardless if you fear that they're gonna get you one day, it's too late."

In June 2011, Monsegur led a brazen attack on the website of InfraGard, an FBI affiliate. Days later, a team of FBI agents showed up at the same apartment where he grew up.

"So he said, 'Well, we know who you are, we know what you're doin', and we also know you have two kids in the house. You make the decision,' he recalled. "So it's clear as day they had an understanding that my weakness was the kids."

He immediately chose to work as an FBI informant to avoid the possibility of serving up to 124 years in prison.

For the next three years -- he continued communicating with fellow hackers. Only now, every keystroke was logged. The FBI said he has helped them prevent more than 300 cyberattacks in systems controlled by the military and NASA, for example.

"I was able to intercept attacks that were happening against the government and -- share it with the government so they could fix these issues," Monsegur said.

He also played a key role in the arrests of a group of co-conspirators, seven of whom pleaded guilty, including the FBI's most wanted cybercriminal Jeremy Hammond.

Some fellow "hacktivists" saw Monsegur's cooperation as the ultimate betrayal and labeled him a rat.

"It wasn't a situation where I identified anybody. I didn't point my fingers at nobody," he said. "My cooperation entailed logging and providing intelligence. It didn't mean, 'Can you please tell me the identity of one of your mates?'"

He insisted the hackers wouldn't even divulge that information because members in the group remain, as the name suggests, anonymous.

Monsegur's talent and keen eye highlighted vulnerabilities in the critical systems that keep America online -- threats he said still exist.

"In all reality there is no security," Monsegur said. "Hackers could break right into the airport, the phone systems, obviously, the water supply systems -- shut them down."

While it sounds frightening, Monsegur said it should be an inspiration to the American government to take action and focus on the country's infrastructure.

"We have a sickening reliance on security contractors, the companies that Edward Snowden worked for," Monsegur said. "Who will guard the guards, Charlie? Our security, the people we pay for, the people we hire with tax dollars -- are not really secure themselves."

Earlier this year, Monsegur was sentenced to time served.

On the day his cooperation was made public, Anonymous suggested it was indestructible, tweeting: "Anonymous is a hydra, cut off one head and we grow two back." Monsegur's family was threatened and he remains cautious.

"If I were to go back I would remain a political hacktivist -- activist hacker -- however, I would stay away from Anonymous," he said. "It was just too much publicity."

Had his youth been different, had he had better opportunities, his skills could have landed him amongst many other tech wunderkinds in Silicon Valley.

"Well, that's the problem. I didn't end up in Silicon Valley. I had no connections to the world," he said. "I guarantee you, though, had I made it to Silicon Valley, had I met you when I was 18, you probably could have pointed me in the right direction. You and I would be having a completely different discussion."

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KEY-DO 1 hour ago

This guy has started as a simple thief and did some act of political activism for personal recognition and satisfaction. No matter who would show up at his door and offer him money he would anyway sell his connections as he sold his victim´s credit card. 

Please save us all those sweet talks about having children and your grandma, even those one he robbed on  internet had family members to provide for.

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BRADKT1 1 hour ago

Given our society's dependence on computer systems and the internet, this type of thing must be dealt with in the harshest terms.  The members of "Anonymous" have a false and malicious sense of entitlement and disrupt or vandalize anything they feel like disrupting or vandalizing.  They contribute nothing positive to our society.

Let them rot in prison for a  while...a long while.  They need a major attitude correction.

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PBPLEASANTON 2 hours ago

The most frightening trend is the U.S. Cybersecurity establishment has backed away from The Rule of Law as the foundational defense strategy -- instead, taking up a pretentious Rule of the Jungle dogma, where might makes right.  The U.S. is the nation with the most to lose in a Rule of the Jungle stratagem.   We should be leading the development of a global CyberSecurity Treaty, so we can identify non-cooperating nations (Russia, China), and cut them of from the regulated Internet policed under the Treaty.

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THE DEBATER 2 hours ago

The greatest hackers in the world still can't not hack a document sitting in a file cabinet, at least not while sitting at home. 

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DECLARATIONOFRATIFICATION 2 hours ago

Who cares what this coward quisling rat has to say or think?

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CHIPSMYDOG 3 hours ago

The Bible says, "What is done in secret will be revealed."

God Almighty ensures His Word is Truth.

He also guarantees that "the wages of sin is death", 

no matter what your social status or address might be.

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CYRETIRED 3 hours ago

Why do high security networks allow outside connections at all? Build a secure intranet. A water or electrical system for instance do not need an outside of plant network and if they want to connect other plants use there own infrastructure network. In other words run your own lines or telemetry.The  World wide web is open public networking they are using at convenience for secure systems. 

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HM1FMFUSNRET 3 hours ago

Some folks used to be able to "fly below the radar."  With so many American homes connected to the Internet/cable/satellite TV etc. the government knows everything everybody does and when.  Unless we return to the pre electrified world, learn to live with it or live like the uni-bomber (but without the bombs).  And no, I am not paranoid.  I am too old to care.  It is the young that need to change the world.

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JOEBARCELONA 3 hours ago

A friend of the family, we'll get him on the circuit...

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WILLKX 3 hours ago

Our national defense is so dependent upon software that the only real way for an enemy to foil us is via hacking. I believe that many countries are working day and night to develop intrusions into our military responses via hacking that they at some point may be able to disable our deterrent capability. Better cyber security and some manual overrides seem to make common sense to me.

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SHIPDOG7 3 hours ago

I would really like to know just how profitable his hacking had been in terms of personal finances.

It sounds like he did it mostly for the thrill. Adrenaline. I'm sure the FBI had access to his bank accounts. I would think at some point in time I would be thinking "this is fun...now whats in it for  me"?

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JENMEAD 4 hours ago

Agencies/businesses/corporations/military etc are vulnerable because they don't hire enough people to do security.  End of story.  They are cheap and don't want to pay salaries, there is NO OTHER REASON.

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JOEBARCELONA 3 hours ago

@jenmead Yeah, right.

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VECTORBABE 4 hours ago

Don't care how many prime ministers he taunts. The guy is a common thief.

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DUMMIES01! 4 hours ago

"switched sides when given an ultimatum" is propaganda gab for "he's a traitor and can't be trusted, so, listen to what he tells you and understand that he's already proven he can't be trusted, both to his country, then to the hackers he chose to be a member of, and now to you the American people, because he's only looking out for number one now."

That's the problem with trusting repeat and habitual felons.  First, they if they were brought up in this country, then chances are they have a sense of patriotism which is supposed to tie you to your country, then they later select a group that willfully commits felonies and then brags about those felonies, then when they get caught, in order to save their own skin and for other perks (cash, a new name, a new house, witness relocation) they testify against their old CHOSEN friends. 

Now, just do the betrayal body count.  They betrayed their country.  They betrayed themselves.  They betrayed their friends.  So, do you think they'd lie to you in an effort to betray you too?  He hasn't even met YOU, so, do you think he gives a two shakes of a lambs tail about you?  This is why traitors are killed.  They can't be trusted.  Not by family, friends, or colleagues. 

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SLIMBOSS14 4 hours ago

This guy thinks he is cool. He is a fking fat slob. 

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WETHESHEEP 5 hours ago

This guy and his associates are nothing more than modern day criminals and should be treated as such.

They made a conscious decision to prey on innocent people for personnel profit. No different from robbing a bank.

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PATRIOT51 5 hours ago

I have to wonder if it is so easy, why don't we just set up a second internet completely insulated from the public one and use that for infrastructure and military purposes?

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SLIMBOSS14 4 hours ago

@patriot51 It's called tor browser. 

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JOEBARCELONA 3 hours ago

@patriot51 Like the multiple tier cell phone system, for better surveillance of you?

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SUPPORTTHESECOND 5 hours ago

Great book out there called CyberStorm by Matthew Maher that people should read. While its fiction it just hasn't happened yet.

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JOEBARCELONA 5 hours ago

I wonder if this is true, or just media propaganda, fear-mongering for a bigger budget, under the USA Patriot Act.

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JOEBARCELONA 5 hours ago