TO THE HONORABLE:
| Beto O'Rourke United States House of Representatives 1721 Longworth House Office Building Washington, D.C. 20515-4316 |
ARTICLE ( IS IN ) 77
NOTE: THERE MIGHT SOME CHANGES UNTIL I DECIDE IT IS FIT TO BE MAILED TO THE CONGRESSMEN.
THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART IF YOU ' ALLOW ' IT; THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART EVEN IF YOU HAVE LOOKED AWAY FROM THE CHILD'S FACE WHILE SHE WAVED ' HI ' UPON ' ARRIVAL.'
IN A DREAM, I SAW A WOMAN ALONE IN A DESERT, SQUATTING UNDER THE HOT SUN WITH ' SO MANY FACES.'
WHEN SHE LEFT THE SHELTER, SHE OPENED HER JACKET AND GRABED HER SWEATER AT THE ' HEART,' AND I HEARD HER HEART'S PLEAS AND COMAND, " IT'S NOT ABOUT THE CROSS, IT'S THE HEART," AS SHE GENTLY PATED HER CHEST.
SHE WAS LEAVING THAT DAY, AFRAID.
SHE WAS LEAVING THAT DAY, AFRAID.
I SAW ALL ' HER ' CHILDREN AGAIN IN THE SLICE OF A MOMENT…..IN HER EYES.
I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS FOR FIVE YEARS AND HAVE SEEN ALOT IN MANY SHELTERS IN EL PASO, TX., ARIZONA THE STREETS, AUSTIN, TX., A SHELTER, AND CALIFORNIA, THE STREETS AND HAVE HELPED THE HOMELESS IN NEW MEXICO.
I HAVE SEEN THE FACES OF KILLERS IN NEW MEXICO BEFORE AND AFTER THE BODY WAS FOUND, SAME IN AUSTIN AND THE SAME WITH EL PASO AFTER THE BODY WAS FOUND IN SAN ANTONIO. THAT MAN I GAVE A BIBLE BEFORE HE WAS PICKED UP BY LAW ENFORCEMENT, FBI AND EPPD.
I HAVE HEARD THE BAGGING'S OF TORTURES AND MURDERS; NO FACES SEEN, JUST THE WHISPERS IN THE DARK VOICED.....
CENTER OF GRAVITY
AND AFTER A VERY YOUNG LADY WHO TOLD ME A STORY OF " THAT DOG WAS SNIFFING UP MY DRESS ONE DAY AND MY MOTHER SAID ' THAT'S ALL DOGS DO IS SNIFF. ' " I REMEMBERED WHERE I WAS WHEN SHE STARTED BY SAYING " I WORE A DRESS ONE DAY," AND THAT BROKE THE HAZE OF THE ETHER AND JAIL STREET TALK, AND AFTER I LISTENED I LOOKED AROUND IN COMPLETE AWARENESS. THE ' MEN.' SOME APPROACHING, NO WHERE IN PARTICULAR....AGAIN.
THE REAL DOG WALKED AWAY IN THE MIDDLE OF WHAT SHE WAS SAYING. YET THE ' MEN ' HUNG AROUND IN AND OUT OF THE ' HAZE.'
I HAVE SEEN THE FACES OF KILLERS IN NEW MEXICO BEFORE AND AFTER THE BODY WAS FOUND, SAME IN AUSTIN AND THE SAME WITH EL PASO AFTER THE BODY WAS FOUND IN SAN ANTONIO. THAT MAN I GAVE A BIBLE BEFORE HE WAS PICKED UP BY LAW ENFORCEMENT, FBI AND EPPD.
I HAVE HEARD THE BAGGING'S OF TORTURES AND MURDERS; NO FACES SEEN, JUST THE WHISPERS IN THE DARK VOICED.....
CENTER OF GRAVITY
AND AFTER A VERY YOUNG LADY WHO TOLD ME A STORY OF " THAT DOG WAS SNIFFING UP MY DRESS ONE DAY AND MY MOTHER SAID ' THAT'S ALL DOGS DO IS SNIFF. ' " I REMEMBERED WHERE I WAS WHEN SHE STARTED BY SAYING " I WORE A DRESS ONE DAY," AND THAT BROKE THE HAZE OF THE ETHER AND JAIL STREET TALK, AND AFTER I LISTENED I LOOKED AROUND IN COMPLETE AWARENESS. THE ' MEN.' SOME APPROACHING, NO WHERE IN PARTICULAR....AGAIN.
THE REAL DOG WALKED AWAY IN THE MIDDLE OF WHAT SHE WAS SAYING. YET THE ' MEN ' HUNG AROUND IN AND OUT OF THE ' HAZE.'
ARTICLE 77
TRUST
THE PROBLEM WITH CHILDREN OUT IN THE OPEN AREAS WITH NEWLY ARRIVED HOMELESS MALES AND FEMALES SHOULD BE OBVIOUS TO TRAINED STAFF. THE CLIENTS OF ANY HOMELESS SHELTER WHO HAVE NOT BEEN BACKGROUND CHECKED PROVIDE TO THE SHELTER AND IT'S CLIENTS A CLEAR AND PRESENT DANGER TO THE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL WELL-BEING OF ALL CLIENTS. MOST ESPECIALLY THE CHILDREN AND THEIR MOTHERS NOT TO EXCLUDE THEIR FATHERS ( IF PRESENT ).
THE VERY NATURE OF BEING ' HOMELESS ' SHOULD INDICATE A ' PROBLEM ' WITH THE CLIENT OF THE HOMELESS SHELTER WHO IS BEING OFFERED SHELTER IF ACCEPTED. THE SOCIETAL INTERACTION BETWEEN THE CLIENT AND SOCIETY HAS MANY ROOT INDICATORS FROM SEVER FAMILY ISSUES, ILLEGAL USE OF DRUGS, ALCOHOL USE, VIOLENCE, RAPE, MURDER, AND VIOLENT AND NON VIOLENT INTERACTIONS WITH POLICE AND OR RELEASE FROM JAILS AND PRISONS. UNDOCUMENTED SEX OFFENDERS AND THOSE WHO ' FAIL ' TO REGISTER.
THE CONTINUED RELIANCE ON THE SHELTERS, IN BETWEEN ' ARRESTS,' OFTEN DRUG RELATED, UNTIL THE ' SECOND STRIKE ' MANDATE PLACED ON MOST COURT ARREST RECORDS AS TO LENGTH OF JAIL AND PRISON TIME ' SERVED.' ALSO, I MIGHT ADD THE ' SHELTERS ' FAVORITES, OFTEN LONG ASSOCIATIONS WITH BOTH STAFF AND VOLUNTEERS, THE EX-CONS WHO ' ALL BUT RUN THE SHELTERS ' AT NIGHT, ARE ALWAYS ALLOWED IN, NO MATTER ANY ROOM THAT MIGHT BE AVAILABLE.
I MIGHT ADD THAT SHELTERS IN GENERAL SEEM TO BE LOCATED IN AREAS OF TOWN WITH THE HIGHEST RF AND NOISE POLLUTION ' AVAILABLE ' TO ' FURTHER PUNISH ' ALL OCCUPANTS FOR ALL CRIMES THAT MAY OR MAY NOT OF BEEN COMMITTED, AS A WHOLE, INCLUDING CHILDREN AS YOUNG AS EIGHT MONTHS OLD. IF ACCURACY OF ' RECORDS ' ARE TRULY KEPT, THIS WILL PROVE SO, IF EVICTION RECORDS ARE EVEN KEPT IN ANY GIVEN CITY.IF NOT, MOTHERS WITH CHILDREN ARE UNKNOWINGLY TAKING THE FIRST STEP ON THE ' ROAD TO HUMAN TRAFFICKING.' I MIGHT ADD, THAT WHILE ALL GOOD ' INTENTIONS ' MIGHT BE IN FULL FORCE, MOST ' VOLUNTEERS ' ARE ETHER MILDLY MENTALLY ILL, AND OR HAVE ' OLD PRISON ALLIANCES ' THAT HAVE PROVED TO, IN THE PAST, WITNESSED BY POLICE IN MY PRESENCE, TO EXCLUDE OLD WOMEN AND OLD MEN TO TEMPERATURES BELOW FREEZING AND WOMEN WHO HAVE TAKEN OUT THEIR CHILDREN WITH THEM IN THE SAME ENVIRONMENTS, OFTEN HIGH CRIME AREAS COMBINED WITH CLIMATE TEMPERATURES AFTER 10:00 AT NIGHT, PREFERRING THE STREETS TO THE ' SAFETY ' OF THE SHELTERS WITHOUT A POLICE ESCORT OR PRESENCE.
I MIGHT ADD, THAT I AM IN NO WAY SUGGESTING THAT ' VOLUNTEERS ' BE GOTTEN RID OF, THEY ARE NEEDED AS POLICE ARE SOMETIMES ' TO KEEP THE EAR CLOSE TO GROUND.' THE INTER ACTIONS OF GROUPS OF PEOPLES ( GANGS ) AND IMMIGRANTS WHO DO MAKE IT THROUGH FOR A NIGHT OR TWO, RUN-AWAYS, SOMETIMES WIVES ( SOMETIMES PICKED UP DURING THE NIGHT BY AN ' ESTRANGED BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND ? ) AND THE RARE CHILD LOOKING FOR ANYWHERE TO ' CRASH,' OTHER THAN HOME. THE VERY REAL POTENTIAL FOR VIOLENCE AND DEATH IS ALWAYS PRESENT. THE REALITY IS THE NEED FOR RESPONSIBLE CLEAN ( FROM THE STREETS ) PERSONS WHO WILL NOT SECOND GUESS A CALL TO ANY AUTHORITY. WHETHER IT BE POLICE, AMBULANCE OR FIRE DEPARTMENT, WITHOUT FEAR OF REMOVAL FROM THE PREMISES OR LOSS OF EMPLOYMENT.
I MUST ALSO RELATE THAT THERE IS A SEGMENT OF THE POPULATION WHO WILL NOT GO TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER SEIZURES, MILD STROKES AND OTHER HEALTH CONDITIONS THAT REQUIRE IMMEDIATE CARE AND THEY SIMPLY MIGHT BE BETTER RELOCATED TO A MENTAL HEALTH FACILITY. THE REAL CONCERNS ARE TB, HIV AND OTHER PHYSICAL CONCERNS THAT MIGHT AFFECT ' WANDERING ' CHILDREN AND ADULT CLIENTS AS WELL.
BLOOD ( BLOOD PATHOGEN )
I SUGGEST, IF YOU REFUSE CARE ONCE, AGAINST THE EXPRESSED OPINION OF MOBIL HEATH CARE RESPONDERS, THAT'S THE LAST TIME. TO MANY PEOPLE ARE THEN AT ' RISK,' IF NOT HOSTAGE TO AN ONGOING DANGER.
I MUST ALSO RELATE THAT THERE IS A SEGMENT OF THE POPULATION WHO WILL NOT GO TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER SEIZURES, MILD STROKES AND OTHER HEALTH CONDITIONS THAT REQUIRE IMMEDIATE CARE AND THEY SIMPLY MIGHT BE BETTER RELOCATED TO A MENTAL HEALTH FACILITY. THE REAL CONCERNS ARE TB, HIV AND OTHER PHYSICAL CONCERNS THAT MIGHT AFFECT ' WANDERING ' CHILDREN AND ADULT CLIENTS AS WELL.
BLOOD ( BLOOD PATHOGEN )
I SUGGEST, IF YOU REFUSE CARE ONCE, AGAINST THE EXPRESSED OPINION OF MOBIL HEATH CARE RESPONDERS, THAT'S THE LAST TIME. TO MANY PEOPLE ARE THEN AT ' RISK,' IF NOT HOSTAGE TO AN ONGOING DANGER.
ONE, I SUGGEST A COMPLETE DIVISION OF FAMILIES WITH CHILDREN, NO MATER AGE, UP TO THE CHILD'S AGE DETERMINED BY THE STATE; EIGHT TEEN OR TWENTY ONE. ONLY IF NO FELONY DRUG CONVICTIONS AND SEXUAL CONVICTIONS AND OR ARRESTS ARE FOUND. ERROR ON SAFETIES SIDE.
THE TEENAGER'S SITUATION THEN DETERMINED BY THE SHELTER'S MANAGING DIRECTOR UNDER THE GUIDANCE OF LAW ( PERSONS UNDER THE AGE OF EIGHT TEEN ARE ALWAYS SOUGHT FOR ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES BECAUSE THEY RECEIVE ' LIGHTER SENTENCES ' WHEN CONVICTED.THE ' ENTICEMENTS ' FROM THE STREETS ARE ARE MANY AND HI; IN THE CHILD'S MIND OF A DOLLAR'S WORTH ).
THE TEENAGER'S SITUATION THEN DETERMINED BY THE SHELTER'S MANAGING DIRECTOR UNDER THE GUIDANCE OF LAW ( PERSONS UNDER THE AGE OF EIGHT TEEN ARE ALWAYS SOUGHT FOR ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES BECAUSE THEY RECEIVE ' LIGHTER SENTENCES ' WHEN CONVICTED.THE ' ENTICEMENTS ' FROM THE STREETS ARE ARE MANY AND HI; IN THE CHILD'S MIND OF A DOLLAR'S WORTH ).
TWO, ABSOLUTELY NO SHELTERS WHO HOUSE BOTH SINGLES AND FAMILIES WITHIN 5,000 YARDS OF ANY SCHOOL, KINDERGARTEN, CHURCH OR ANY THING WITH ANY ' RELATION ' AND OR BUSINESS WITH CHILDREN.
THIS WOULD REMOVE THE ' EXCUSE ' OF LOCATION OF BUS STOPS AND ' PROXIMITY ' TO CHILDREN AND HELP LAW ENFORCEMENT INCLUDING JUDGES EXECUTE REASONABLE FINES AND OR PRISON TIME AS PER A CHILD MOLESTERS ' FREQUENTED TERRITORIES.'
THREE, ABSOLUTELY NO ' SMART ' CELL PHONES AND OR COMPUTERS, THIS WOULD ALSO INCLUDE THE NEW ARRIVALS UNTIL THEIR BACKGROUNDS HAVE BEEN CHECKED, THEN ' PROPERTIES ( CELL PHONES AND COMPUTERS ) ' RETURNED PROMPTLY BY THE HOMELESS SHELTER'S STAFF ( WHO HAVE ALSO BEEN ' CERTIFIED CLEAN ' BY THE STATE AND LOCAL GOVERNMENT AND LAW ENFORCEMENTS. ) WHO THEN WILL SET THE STANDARD FOR ' TRUST,' FOR AND BY ALL WHO PARTAKE IN THE VERY DEFINITION OF THE WORD; TO GIVE CREDIT TO; FAITH.
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THIS IS IT FOR NOW. I HAVE BEEN HOUNDED FOR YEARS, SLAMMED ON THE NET BY VETERANS, EX-CONS, PEOPLES FROM MYSPACE, FACEBOOK AND OTHERS; MY MOTHER CALLED WHORE, MY AND MY BROTHER'S CELL PHONE CONVERSATIONS RECORDED THEN SEGMENTS ' REPEATED ' TO ME AT VARIOUS SHELTERS, LABOR READY, MDT, AND OTHER TEMP SERVICES, LIBRARIES, AND POLICE OFFICERS. PEOPLE WHO I HAVE KNOWN AND MOSTLY TOTAL STRANGERS.
ONLY ONE POLICE OFFICER LISTENED IN HAWAII AND VOICED A ' KNOWING ' CONCERN.
MY CONVERSATIONS WITH MY BROTHER, AN ADDICT WHO IN HIS OWN WAY ' CALLED OUT FOR HELP.' BUT EVERY THING HE SAID I HAVE HEARD BITS AND PIECES IN ARIZONA,TEXAS, NEW MEXICO AND I'M VERY SURE AGAIN FROM OTHER MAKE BELIEVE VET REPRESENTATIVES. AND I HAVE NEVER RECEIVED SUPPOSED ' E-MAILS.'
I WILL OPEN COMMENTS AGAIN, I SHUT IT DOWN ABOUT 10 MONTHS AGO AFTER FINDING THAT IT WAS TRULY ALREADY OPEN. ?
JUST NOW 350:00 PM - CNN.COM-SHANNON....A TRAGIC STORY OF A YOUNG 17 YEAR OLD. 2005-6 MY BEST FRIEND SHANNON IN HIGH SCHOOL. THEN BEFORE RV OF THE NET, I GUESS INCLUDED IN THE LIBRARIES.
I PRAY SHE HAD A GOOD LIFE AND G_D BLESS HER FAMILY.
I PRAY SHE HAD A GOOD LIFE AND G_D BLESS HER FAMILY.
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BELOW: POSTED 12 - 30 - 2014
I WILL START AN OPEN LETTER TO BETO O'ROURKE REGARDING HOMELESS SHELTERS FOR FAMILIES, ALTHOUGH I WILL ALSO MAIL MORE DETAILED LETTERS TO HIM AND FOUR OTHER CONGRESSMEN IN REGARDS TO BETTER HOUSING AND ' RESPONSIBLE TRAINED STAFF ' TO MEET THEIR NEEDS. ADEQUATE AND SAFE DAYCARE ( YWCA - THE RESCUE MISSION ), AND REINTRODUCTION TO SOCIETY AND JOB TRAINING FOR THE PARENTS.
IT IS NOT JUST THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATION THAT IS BROKEN.
I HAVE MYSELF HELPED, AS BEST I COULD, A FEW SINGLE PARENTS, MOTHERS WITH A SINGLE CHILD OR MORE. I WAS ABLE TO DO THIS WHEN I HAD FOOD STAMPS AND CASH IN HAND. THEIR ' TRUST ' OF THE SYSTEM AND THAT OF ' SURROUNDINGS,' ARE ALWAYS OF ISSUE.
THE PUBLIC AT LARGE DOES NOT KNOW THE HIERARCHY OF THESE SHELTERS AND JUST WHO ENDS UP WITH WHAT DONATIONS. I PERSONALLY WORK VERY HARD FOR ANYTHING RECEIVED AND HAVE WITNESSED SO MANY TIMES OVER, THE ABSOLUTE LAZINESS OF JUST ABOUT ANYONE WHO IS ASKED TO ' VOLUNTEER.' IT PROBABLY WOULD NOT SURPRISE YOU, BUT IT SHOULD. HAVING SAID THAT, VERY FEW PEOPLE HAVE ANY IDEA AS TO JUST WHO SHELTERS REALLY HOUSE.
EVERY ' PERSON ' THAT HAS STOLEN, RAPED, DEALT ILLEGAL DRUGS, MURDERED, KILLED IN DEFENSE THEN JAILED, WHORED THEMSELVES AND ' OTHERS,' MOSTLY THE VERY YOUNG, AND PEOPLE LIKE YOURSELVES.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU ' GOTTEN AWAY ' WITH SOMETHING ? I CAN COUNT HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE EVERY PLACE THAT I HAVE BEEN. YOU WERE NEVER ' CAUGHT.' THIS MIGHT NOT APPEAL TO YOUR THINKING AND A GREAT NUMBER OF YOU ARE ' INNOCENT,' UNTIL YOU SEE A BEGGAR, ' A VETERAN,' OR WOMAN ASKING FOR A HANDOUT, AS OPPOSED TO THE ' COMMON ' RAGGEDY, DIRTY AND FOUL SMELLING ' THING ' THAT ONCE WAS A PERSON. THIS IS THE ' BEAUTY ' NOT ONLY OF BROADBAND BUT THE ' REMNANTS ' OF SPIRITUALITY.
THE ' GUISE ' OF THE HOMOSEXUAL COMMUNITY AND CRIMINAL ELEMENTS THAT LAYED IN WAIT FOR AN UNKNOWING US POPULATION AS TO ' THE FURTHER POLLUTION ' TO THE ' AIRWAVES, WAS ONLY KNOWN TO THE LATE NIGHT CROWD AS FAR AS NATIONAL RADIO WAS CONCERNED OTHER THAN BORDER TOWNS AND CITIES. SECURITY CONCERNS AS PRIVACY ARE NO LONGER IN ANY REAL SENSE OF THE WORD, SECURE, NOT EVEN PRAYER, LEAST OF WHOM THE CHILDREN.
THE MISUSE OF CELL PHONES AND THEIR APPS., OFTEN FOREIGN IN DESIGN AND PRODUCTION AND THE ' UN KNOWING OR INTENT ' OF THE STORES THAT DISTRIBUTE THE ' FREE ' GOVERNMENT PHONES AND JUST PLAIN OLD FASHIONED ' HACKING,' I HAVE LEFT MY PHONE ON MY NIGHTS, ALTHOUGH SUSPENDED AND HAVE BEEN VERY SURPRISED AS TO WHO I HAVE HEARD AND THE ' NETWORKING ' OF PEOPLES AND THE LENGTHS THAT THEY ARE WILLING TO GO TO TO CREATE ' NEW CREWS ' TO MARKET ILLEGAL DRUGS AND THE NEAR ' EXTORTION WHICH INCLUDES THE USE OF CHILDREN'S ' FREEDOM,' MEANING NOT TAKEN AWAY FROM THE PARENTS AND OR PARENT AS ' LEVERAGE.'
IN A VERY REAL ' SENSE,' THIS REMINDS ME OF OLD COLONEL GATCHER AND HIS PREOCCUPATION WITH ME AND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS RIGHT AFTER THE DIVORCE. THIS ' CONVERSATION ' WAS PART OF THE ATTACKS BEFORE 2006, WITH WHO I THOUGHT WAS MY SISTER, THOUGH I DO MAKE ROOM FOR THE ' IDEA ' THAT THAT ' PERSONA ' WAS MERELY THAT OF A MEMBER OF MY FAMILY AND ANY ' CORRUPT ' PERSON IN MY FAMILY MEMBER'S PRESENCE.
' I HAVE BEEN AROUND, ' AS THEY SAY; ' HE'S BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK.' I REMEMBER SO MANY EXAMPLES OF PHRASE AND LANGUAGE THAT IN THE WEST, ARE USED TO ' HIDE ' BEHIND, GIVEN TO ME BY MY FATHER WHEN I WAS WRITING THE SECOND LETTER TO PRESIDENT BUSH.
THE CRIMINAL ELEMENT, MOST ESPECIALLY THE CHILD MOLESTERS ARE VERY PATIENT IN THEIR ' DESIGNS,' THEIR ' CONQUESTS.' THEY TAKE ALL THE TIME AS NECESSARY AND ARE IN THE COMPANY OF EX-CONS AND PEOPLE WHO'S EXPLOITS ARE NEAR SAME IN ALL ILLEGAL ' PRODUCTS ' THAT ARE AND CAN BE TRAFFICKED FOR PROFIT. WHY ? IT HAS BEEN MY OBSERVATIONS, THE FEW, INCLUDING THE ' GUT FEELINGS ' BECAUSE THEY ARE VERY GOOD WITH GUILT. WHY GUILT ? IN THE COUNTLESS TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ' ASKED ' ' DON'T YOU FEEL GUILTY? ' I STARTED TO ' SEE ' A FACE IN THE FUZZ/STATIC, IN MY MIND. WHEN I WAS ASKED ( ABOUT ONE AND A HALF MONTHS AGO ) AGAIN, BUT WITH AN ' ATTACHMENT ' ( BLUE SPOT, LIGHTED LIKE A SCREEN, ALMOST THE SHAPE OF A BOX ) THE FACE IS THEN ' OBSCURED.' MY GUT TELLS ME THAT THAT PERSON IS VERY GOOD AT WHAT HE DOES. WHY THE INTEREST IN CHILDREN? I WILL NOT MENTION WHO THE CHILD IS, THAT IS IN RELATION TO THE CROSS.
THIS ' PERSON ' CAN PUSH A FACE AND BODY, BUT NEEDS VERY MANY NIGHTS AND ' WHISPERS ' IN NETWORK WITH OTHERS UNTIL ' THAT INNER BITCH ' TO USE JAILHOUSE JARGON, RISES WITH THE REAL INTENT.
THE FUNNY THING IS THAT WHEN IT WAS ALL FUZZ AND STATIC, THAT PARTICULAR ' TONE ' WAS WHEN I WAS AT AND AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD IF NOT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER ITSELF, THEN MOST RECENT WHEN I GOT BACK FROM HAWAII UNTIL NOW, AND ' NEAR ' THE SAME WITH CASA VITA.
THE PRE-TEEN YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS ARE TARGETED IN THE SHELTERS AND HAVE VERY LITTLE IN THE WAY OF PROTECTION, AS OFTEN I HAVE HEARD THE THREATS OF ' REMOVAL FROM THE PREMISES,' IF POLICE ARE CALLED. I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY ONE RESIDENT MANAGER THAT " ONLY I CALL THE POLICE." EVERYTHING IS HANDLED ' INTERNALLY,' AS IN THE JAIL HOUSES.
ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT WHAT ' GOOD PRIESTS AND NUNS ' ALONG WITH GOOD FAMILY MEMBERS, OFTEN ELDERS, WHO GAVE COMFORT IN TIMES OF DURESS, THE ' OTHER SIDE ' CAN DO WITH INTENT AND IN EVIL LIGHT AND DARKNESS TOO. THE YOUNGER ' MIND ' MIGHT NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE, AND FOLLOW THE ' WHISPERS.'
FROM THE BEGINNING, I HAVE PUT ALMOST ALL MY EXPERIENCES ON THE INTERNET. I DID IT FOR A REASON. I ANSWERED A ' CALLING.' THIS I STILL BELIEVE. AND TO TAKE ' CORRUPTION'S ' FIRST, SECOND, AND THIRD STRIKES FROM THEM.....AFTER ALL, IT WAS THE POLICE AND ' MILITARY ' WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME, DESPITE MY POVERTY, THEY FAILED THE TWO AND SIX YEAR OLD FIRST, AND THE STEPFATHER/FATHER AND FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS LAUGHED.
I KNOW A LITTLE BIT ABOUT TECHNOLOGY, ALOT MORE ABOUT WHAT WILL BE. I AM AGAINST MOST OF THE ' NEWER ' TECH. IT WILL BE HANDLED IRRESPONSIBLY; A WAR WILL ENSUE WHEN WE WERE TOLD THAT WE WERE ' RIGHT.'
THE ' SEERS ' OF THE PAST, FOR THE MOST PART, ONLY WARNED ' THEMSELVES ' IN THE FUTURE. WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE HAD GOOD MOTHERS WHO FOUGHT FOR THEIR CHILDREN IN THE COURTS TO GET RID OF THE BAD PRIESTS. AND SO LITTLE OF WHAT CHRIST SAID.
IF ONLY THE MOTHERS GOT TO THE ' PROGRAMMERS ' ( ALL MEDIA AND COMMUNICATIONS )AND APP MAKERS TOO, BEFORE THE TECHNOLOGIES REALLY GOT ' STARTED.' THE VERY WORST IS ONGOING. ONLY ' DEEP COVER ' COPS AND FED'S MIGHT BE ABLE TO FURTHER DISCUSS AND WRITE A MORE UNDERSTANDABLE VERSION OF WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO LET PEOPLE KNOW OF AND HOW THESE ' PEOPLE ' COMMUNICATE AND NETWORK IN ALL THERE IMMORAL ENDEAVORS.
I HAVE NO GREAT LOVE FOR THE CAVE MAN DAYS, ETHER.
THE REST WILL BE IN A MORE FORMAL FORMAT. MOST WILL BE PUBLIC.
OF NOTE: ALL MY SPAM PROBLEMS STARTED AT CASA VIDA AND IF I'M NOT CAREFUL, IT WILL REACH IN THE HUNDREDS, AND OTHER PROBLEMS INCLUDED.
' I HAVE BEEN AROUND, ' AS THEY SAY; ' HE'S BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK.' I REMEMBER SO MANY EXAMPLES OF PHRASE AND LANGUAGE THAT IN THE WEST, ARE USED TO ' HIDE ' BEHIND, GIVEN TO ME BY MY FATHER WHEN I WAS WRITING THE SECOND LETTER TO PRESIDENT BUSH.
THE CRIMINAL ELEMENT, MOST ESPECIALLY THE CHILD MOLESTERS ARE VERY PATIENT IN THEIR ' DESIGNS,' THEIR ' CONQUESTS.' THEY TAKE ALL THE TIME AS NECESSARY AND ARE IN THE COMPANY OF EX-CONS AND PEOPLE WHO'S EXPLOITS ARE NEAR SAME IN ALL ILLEGAL ' PRODUCTS ' THAT ARE AND CAN BE TRAFFICKED FOR PROFIT. WHY ? IT HAS BEEN MY OBSERVATIONS, THE FEW, INCLUDING THE ' GUT FEELINGS ' BECAUSE THEY ARE VERY GOOD WITH GUILT. WHY GUILT ? IN THE COUNTLESS TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ' ASKED ' ' DON'T YOU FEEL GUILTY? ' I STARTED TO ' SEE ' A FACE IN THE FUZZ/STATIC, IN MY MIND. WHEN I WAS ASKED ( ABOUT ONE AND A HALF MONTHS AGO ) AGAIN, BUT WITH AN ' ATTACHMENT ' ( BLUE SPOT, LIGHTED LIKE A SCREEN, ALMOST THE SHAPE OF A BOX ) THE FACE IS THEN ' OBSCURED.' MY GUT TELLS ME THAT THAT PERSON IS VERY GOOD AT WHAT HE DOES. WHY THE INTEREST IN CHILDREN? I WILL NOT MENTION WHO THE CHILD IS, THAT IS IN RELATION TO THE CROSS.
THIS ' PERSON ' CAN PUSH A FACE AND BODY, BUT NEEDS VERY MANY NIGHTS AND ' WHISPERS ' IN NETWORK WITH OTHERS UNTIL ' THAT INNER BITCH ' TO USE JAILHOUSE JARGON, RISES WITH THE REAL INTENT.
THE FUNNY THING IS THAT WHEN IT WAS ALL FUZZ AND STATIC, THAT PARTICULAR ' TONE ' WAS WHEN I WAS AT AND AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD IF NOT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER ITSELF, THEN MOST RECENT WHEN I GOT BACK FROM HAWAII UNTIL NOW, AND ' NEAR ' THE SAME WITH CASA VITA.
THE PRE-TEEN YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS ARE TARGETED IN THE SHELTERS AND HAVE VERY LITTLE IN THE WAY OF PROTECTION, AS OFTEN I HAVE HEARD THE THREATS OF ' REMOVAL FROM THE PREMISES,' IF POLICE ARE CALLED. I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY ONE RESIDENT MANAGER THAT " ONLY I CALL THE POLICE." EVERYTHING IS HANDLED ' INTERNALLY,' AS IN THE JAIL HOUSES.
ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT WHAT ' GOOD PRIESTS AND NUNS ' ALONG WITH GOOD FAMILY MEMBERS, OFTEN ELDERS, WHO GAVE COMFORT IN TIMES OF DURESS, THE ' OTHER SIDE ' CAN DO WITH INTENT AND IN EVIL LIGHT AND DARKNESS TOO. THE YOUNGER ' MIND ' MIGHT NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE, AND FOLLOW THE ' WHISPERS.'
FROM THE BEGINNING, I HAVE PUT ALMOST ALL MY EXPERIENCES ON THE INTERNET. I DID IT FOR A REASON. I ANSWERED A ' CALLING.' THIS I STILL BELIEVE. AND TO TAKE ' CORRUPTION'S ' FIRST, SECOND, AND THIRD STRIKES FROM THEM.....AFTER ALL, IT WAS THE POLICE AND ' MILITARY ' WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME, DESPITE MY POVERTY, THEY FAILED THE TWO AND SIX YEAR OLD FIRST, AND THE STEPFATHER/FATHER AND FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS LAUGHED.
I KNOW A LITTLE BIT ABOUT TECHNOLOGY, ALOT MORE ABOUT WHAT WILL BE. I AM AGAINST MOST OF THE ' NEWER ' TECH. IT WILL BE HANDLED IRRESPONSIBLY; A WAR WILL ENSUE WHEN WE WERE TOLD THAT WE WERE ' RIGHT.'
THE ' SEERS ' OF THE PAST, FOR THE MOST PART, ONLY WARNED ' THEMSELVES ' IN THE FUTURE. WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE HAD GOOD MOTHERS WHO FOUGHT FOR THEIR CHILDREN IN THE COURTS TO GET RID OF THE BAD PRIESTS. AND SO LITTLE OF WHAT CHRIST SAID.
IF ONLY THE MOTHERS GOT TO THE ' PROGRAMMERS ' ( ALL MEDIA AND COMMUNICATIONS )AND APP MAKERS TOO, BEFORE THE TECHNOLOGIES REALLY GOT ' STARTED.' THE VERY WORST IS ONGOING. ONLY ' DEEP COVER ' COPS AND FED'S MIGHT BE ABLE TO FURTHER DISCUSS AND WRITE A MORE UNDERSTANDABLE VERSION OF WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO LET PEOPLE KNOW OF AND HOW THESE ' PEOPLE ' COMMUNICATE AND NETWORK IN ALL THERE IMMORAL ENDEAVORS.
I HAVE NO GREAT LOVE FOR THE CAVE MAN DAYS, ETHER.
THE REST WILL BE IN A MORE FORMAL FORMAT. MOST WILL BE PUBLIC.
OF NOTE: ALL MY SPAM PROBLEMS STARTED AT CASA VIDA AND IF I'M NOT CAREFUL, IT WILL REACH IN THE HUNDREDS, AND OTHER PROBLEMS INCLUDED.
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| THE ABILITY TO ' LISTEN ' WHEN EXPOSED TO CERTAIN BANDWIDTHS IS PRIMARY IN SURVIVAL. " LOOK AT THE COLOR OF HER EYES " WHEN SPEAKING OF A YOUNG MARRIED MEXICAN ' WOMAN ' OF ABOUT THE AGE 14-15. MY FATHERS UPPER ' MIND ' WHEN I SCANNED THE HORIZON OUTSIDE OF CHIHUAHUA, A SMALL TOWN NEAR COPPER CANYON, " YES THOSE ARE FLOOD PLANES..." THIS MY GIFT FROM MY FATHER FOR MEXICO, AND FUCK THE TECHNOLOGICAL CORPORATIONS WHO WOULD NEVER OF SAID ANYTHING OF IT REGARDING THE ' ICE CAPS AND FLOODING, REGARDING GLOBAL WARMING.' THE NOTE ABOVE IS FROM THE MOVIE WHICH I FOUND AT THE RESCUE MISSION'S SILO, A CLOTHING HOUSING UNIT FOR THE HOMELESS; I VOLUNTEER THERE SOMETIMES. I'VE SEEN THE MOVIE BEFORE, BUT CHRISTMAS DAY I WAS BORED, SO I BORROWED IT. THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE, " DADDY WHY DID THEY SHOOT HIM?" THE MAN ON THE BIKE, " JESUS GO TO BED, YOU ASK TO MANY QUESTIONS." I WOKE UP LATER TO SEE ' HER ' SHOT AND THEN ' HE.' I TURNED AROUND AND WENT BACK TO MY BED. THE LETTERS ON THE OBELISK WITH THE ' CAP ' ARE THE LETTERS OF MY NM LICENSE PLATE, THE ' IS 12-77,' IF THE BOTTOM LEFT OF THE NUMBER TWO WAS A ' CURVE ' INSTEAD OF ANGULAR, IT WOULD BE AN ' S,' BACKWARDS. AND, OF COURSE, THE EVER PRESENT 77-ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE, YET THE ' DASH ' OR ' MINUS ' SYMBOL FROM 12.....THE TWELVE ORIGINAL TRIBES? AND FOR WHAT? 707 WAS THE REMAINDER OF MY NM LICENSE PLATE. 707 WAS ALSO 707/1000 IN THE BOOK MORALS AND DOGMA, THE BOOK OF THE MASONS. THE ' GIBBERISH ' TO THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE PAPER IS WHAT I FIRST ' HEARD ' WHEN A GANG BANGER FIRST TOLD ME OF HOW HE WAS ABLE TO " FOOL " THE SHRINKS IN BELIEVING THAT HE WAS MENTALLY ILL, AND THIS IS WHAT HIS ' UPPER ' MIND SAID. THE THINKING IS THAT THEY CAN COMMIT ANY CRIME AND BECAUSE THEY ARE MENTALLY ILL THEY WILL ALWAYS GET AWAY WITH IT. HE BRAGGED ABOUT THE 600.00 DOLLARS A MONTH THAT HE GOT, BUT ALSO STATED THAT HE GAVE MOST OF IT TO HIS EX-WIFE AND LITTLE GIRL. THE FIRST OBELISK WAS OFF OF RIM ROAD, WHEN I WAS A CHILD, WITH MY PARENTS, JUST AFTER WE MOVED TO EL PASO, TX. THE FIRST REAL SCULPTURE THAT I BUILT WAS AN OBELISK, BUT THE LETTERING WAS WRONG. NOW WE KNOW, OR RATHER I HAVE FOUND THAT THE OLD WAS REMOVED AND THEN THE ' NEW ' WAS CHISELED IN, AND STONES REPLACED. THIS AFTER '79. IN MY CASE ANYWAY REGARDING THE ' MIDDLE EAST.' I COULD CONTINUE ON ABOUT ' GAY ' PEOPLE AND HIJACKINGS OF ' RELIGIONS,' BUT I'M GOING TO WAIT AND HOLD ONTO OTHER ' CARDS.' BE WARNED THAT THE MOVIE IS ANTI SEMITIC, WHILE PLACING THE AUTHOR'S FAVORITES ' ABOVE ' BOTH G_D, ATHEISM AND WOMAN AND MAN; IDEALISM. HINT.....RUSSIA AND THE CLINTON'S CHINA. LEAVE OUR ' CHILDREN ' ALONE! |
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| THE RECALL ' BILL ' FOR THE TOYOTA 4 RUNNER, THE FIRST PIECE OF PAPER THAT I WAS ABLE TO FIND WITH THE LAST LICENSE PLATE NUMBER ON IT. SEVEN IS WAT THE NUMBER NEXT TO THE BAR CODE REDUCES TO. THE OTHERS ARE OF ' LESSOR ' IMPORTANCE. |
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| A SCULPTURE IN PROGRESS. |
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| A SCULPTURE IN PROGRESS; I'M AFTER THE EXPRESSION OF ' SPEECH.' THE IMPLICATION THAT ' SHE ' STILL HOLDS THE SWORD, IN NO WAY TO ENDORSE ANY ' POLITICAL CANDIDATE.' |
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