CINCINNATI AND MESA POST IS VERY IMPORTANT NOW
AND ALL THE COINCIDENCES WITH ALL THE JESUS'S. I'M GOING TO CHECK TOMORROW ABOUT MY MEDICAL RECORDS, IF THEY WERE SENT BY THE VA.
AND I DIDN'T DO WHAT THEY SAID, READ AND STUDY THE TERMINOLOGY OF REMOTE VIEWING..
I AM THE ELDEST OF SEVEN
( MY YOUNGER SISTERS, TWO, ARE HALF SISTERS )
THE MARK ON MY FOREHEAD WAS DISCOVERED WHEN I RETURNED FROM TJ TUCKER'S HOUSE, AFTER BEING ' SNEAKED.' I TOOK THE PICTURE OUT OF THE FRAME AND SAW THAT IT WAS ' MARKED ' BY THE BRASS STUD IN BACK OF THE PICTURE. THE ' NOISE ' AROUND IT WAS PRETTY INTENSE.
I WALKED THOUGH MOST OF THE ' FLAGS ' THAT I SAW IN REMOTE VIEWING AND THE ' SIGHT ' OF OTHERS FOR ONE REASON, MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN A HAZE. WHEN I FOUGHT I WAS WRONG, WHEN I SPOKE I WAS WRONG, WHEN I TOLD THE TRUTH AND WHEN I ' LIED,' I WAS WRONG. WHEN I DEFENDED OTHERS AND MYSELF I WAS WRONG.
" HOMOSEXUALS ARE PEOPLE AND IT IS FOUND IN NATURE, BUT I DON'T WANT THEM AROUND MY FAMILY." THIS WHEN I WAS SIX OR SEVEN. " WHERE DID YOU HEAR THAT ? " DURING THE ' ATTACKS,' IT WASN'T MY PARENTS, SOMEONE ELSE ANSWERED. IT WAS SOME ONE ELSE...2006-2007.
"CAN IT BE THAT BY TELLING THE TRUTH I MIGHT ENDANGER MYSELF AND OTHERS." BOLD BLACK LETTERS ON CANVAS IN HIS OFFICE, DURING THE LATE SIXTIES AND EARLY SEVENTIES.
I WENT TO A MASS YESTERDAY AND STOOD AT THE RIGHT OF THE ILES AT THE FAR END OF THE PEWS. AT ONE POINT I LOOKED UP TO A STATION OF THE CROSS DIRECTLY ABOVE ME. THE DEPICTION WAS OF JESUS CHRIST CARRYING THE CROSS BUT BENDING DOWN TO TOUCH THE HAND OF WHAT APPEARED TO BE A CHILD. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THIS HAPPENED, I'VE BEEN IN THE CHURCH, THAT I REMEMBER, ONLY ONCE.
THE PRIEST WHEN THE CONGREGATION OF CLERGY AND ALTER BOYS PASTED, SEEMED OFF BALANCE UNTIL WE LOOKED EYE TO EYE; I HAD NO HATE FOR HIM OR ANGER. I DID NOT RECEIVE COMMUNION....NOT YESTERDAY.
THE PRIEST WHO WAS DIRECTLY LOOKING AT ME FROM THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE ALTER, AFTER I SAW THE STATION, IMMEDIATELY LOOKED TO THE CHRIST ON THE CROSS, AS DID I.
I, AS MY FAMILY HAVE BEEN TORN FROM ALL SIDES BY CHRISTIAN FRACTIONS AND PEOPLE CLOSE TO MY FATHER WHO HAVE ALL BUT DESTROYED MY FAMILY. MY BROTHER MADE A MISTAKE IN BIBLE COLLEGE AND WROTE A PAPER ABOUT JUDAS AND HIS NECESSITY IN THE ' CRUCIFIXION,' AND THE BAPTIST LISTENED WITHIN ' EGO.' ALL THE WHILE THE RAPTURE WAS GOING ON IN ALL THE ANGLICAN COMMUNITIES.
IF YOU GO INTO POLITICS, STAY TOGETHER, STAY IN CHURCH AND STAY TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT. THERE WILL BE PARASITES ALL AROUND YOU.
FROM RITA CASSARES ( DURING MY WELDING CLASS ) TO OTHERS, I HAVE PUT UP WITH ALOT AT EPCC THE FIRST TIME AROUND ( I DID NOT ATTEND CLASSES IN 1983, I WAS NOT HERE, I WAS IN ALBQ., NM ). BUT RITA DID NOT SAY ANYTHING, SHE JUST LAYED A BOOK ON THE TABLE. SHE MADE NO ' GESTURES.' SHE JUST LOOKED AT ME, IF NOT, HER DAUGHTER OR THE ' MOB.' GESTURES OF AN EXTREMELY RUDE NATURE, BUT I'M CERTAIN NOT SEEN. I FINALLY ' BLEW MY STACK.' BETTER TO SCREAM THAN ' FOCUS,' ON HATE SOMETIMES.
IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME, I WOULD TELL MY MOTHER HOW THOSE FUCKS DID IT, AND I WOULD TELL HER AHEAD OF TIME NOT TO BE KNOCKED OFF A TOILET FOR DEFENDING HIM, " HOW CAN YOU LET HIM TALK TO YOU THAT WAY, THAT SPICK," AND THE LULAC WOMEN WHO TREATED HER AS A MAID.
YET I REMEMBER IN AUSTIN WHEN HE WAS ALMOST ARRESTED FOR BEING MY FATHER, AS A BOY. STASSY CREEK POOL, AUSTIN, TEXAS.
IMAGINE THAT A MEXICAN.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD THE SIXTIES AND SEVENTIES WERE, AND NOW YOUR CHILDREN HAVE TO ' FIGHT ' FOR YOUR PERVERSIONS, BUT THATS ALRIGHT THER'E YOUR ' PRODUCT.'
I HAVE TO STUDY SPANISH AND WRITE TWO MORE PAPERS AND TONIGHT THE CHEERING OF THE CROWDS FOR ' BASEBALL.' ALL THOSE YEARS AGO, AT THE LOWEST POINTS, FANFARE SOMETIMES GETS YOU THROUGH. " IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT YOU," SHE SAID.
I ALREADY KNEW.
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