FAITH

TOMORROW, ANOTHER DOCTOR'S APPT. THE DOCTOR IS BLACK AND I DON'T EXPECT MUCH OF ANYTHING. SO AT 7:00 AM I'LL SHOW UP AGAIN. THE SULFUR THAT I'M TAKING FOR MY JOINTS IS SOMEHOW IMPROVING MY SINUSES. HIV, NEGATIVE IN HI. THE DOCTOR IS BLACK.

THE NETWORKING AGAINST ME HAS TAKEN A TOLL. I DON'T THINK I'M GOING BACK TO MASS ANY TIME SOON, THE REST OF CHRISTIANITY SEEMS REDUNDANT; JUST MONEY.

THE CROSS THAT I REPAIRED AT CASA VIDIA SHOULD OF BEEN REPAIRED BY THE ' INMATES.' REALLY EX-CONS. EL PASO ALLIANCE FROM WHAT I'VE HEARD FROM PEOPLE WHO READ THE PAPERS, WAS REALLY A JOKE, THEN THEY TURNED INTO CASA VIDIA DE SALUD. FRAUD, ALOT OF MONEY LOST. ONE OF THE PEOPLE THEIR TRYED TO CONTACT ME I GUESS ABOUT THE FALLING STARS IN EL PASO LAST YEAR.

I TOOK THE TIME AND WITH THE CHILDREN WROTE THE EXCHANGE WITH LUCIFER. THE AFTER MATH OF ALL THROUGH THEIR EYES. THE WHITE HANDS HOLDING A CHURCH HIGH ABOVE THE KITCHEN, REMINDED ME. I HAD NO FEELING DURING WHAT I DID. I WAS ASKED, IT TOOK TIME THEN MY RESPONSE WAS TOO SLOW DOWN THE PLANET. THIS IS WHAT ONE MIND CAN DO AGAINST/WITH THE MULTITUDE. ' OLD PROGRAM,' I KNOW NOTHING OF THAT FROM ALL THOSE YEARS AGO. I DON'T REMEMBER MUCH OF AUSTIN IN SO MUCH AS DOCTORS OR PILLS ( TRAILS ) THEY GAVE. THERE WAS SO MUCH ASKED OF ME SEVEN EIGHT YEARS AGO. ALL I KNOW IS THAT WATER IS NOT WHAT YOU WANT ANYTHING BIG TO HIT, AVALANCHES ( UNDERWATER; AND THAT ALREADY HAPPENED ' LANDSLIDE,' I FOUND THE DATE WITH PLAZA'S NAME ON IT, SHE CAN BE FOUND IN MY YEARBOOK, ASK THOSE CUNTS ) TSUNAMIS AND EARTHQUAKES.

THE UNITED STATES HAS A PROBLEM ON IT'S HANDS BECAUSE IT IS BLIND. I TRY TO BE BLIND TO THE QUEERS. I DON'T ACCEPT THEM. I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THEY ' RUN ' APPLE COMPUTERS BUT MIGHT BE WRONG.

THE FEATHER THAT I FOUND AND THE EAGLE BETWEEN THE SEMINARY AND MASONIC DORMITORY IN AUSTIN HAS SURFACED IN MY MIND AND THE BOOK. THE FEATHER IS MISSING, I WILL CHECK AGAIN. ACCIDENTS AND MISHAPS WILL OCCUR, THIS I'M SURE. I THINK HE IS A VET, HE BOUGHT THE 4-RUNNER.

I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT HIM BEFORE. I KNOW THAT ALOT OF MONEY HAS BEEN MADE FROM ME, THERE'S NOTHING THAT I CAN DO ABOUT THIS, BUT TIME IS A FUNNY THING IF YOU PAY ATTENTION.

' MONKEY ' PKW'S FAVORITE PET NAME FOR HIS STEP SON IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND, I KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE. WHITE SUPREMACIST WHO ARE QUEER.

THE WORLDS IN A REAL MESS RIGHT NOW, I DON'T TRUST THE ARMY, IN THE END I DON'T HAVE TWO SEPT SISTERS ANYMORE AS MY FATHER PROMISED ' BEATING UP ON THE GERMANIC.'

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER " DADDY WER'E HERE ." AND WAKING TO A LIGHT ABOVE AND A HAZY HOSPITAL ROOM, THAT'S ALL IT COULD BE AND THE REST ABOVE AND THE THING ' BP ' ' " THANK god SOMEONE TOLD HIM." THATS FOR MY FATHER. IT HAPPENED, I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT THE HEART OPERATION AND WAS BUZY DEFENDING MYSELF, AND NOW I KNOW WHO THE ENEMY HAS ALWAYS BEEN. YOUR NOT WORTH IT. EXTORTION IS ALL IT IS, NOT AGAIN.

THIS IS MY LAST POST ON THIS BLOG.