MUSE OR RUSE

MUSE OR RUSE ?

ON THE NIGHT OF THE 21RST OF THIS MONTH I LISTENED TO COAST TO COAST HOSTED BY GEORGE NOREY CONCERNING THE POWER GRID AND TRANSFORMERS.

I CHECKED IN A COUPLE OF TIMES AND DURING THE SECOND TIME ( EVEN BEFORE ) I WAS RAPIDLY DRUMMING MY PENCIL ONLY TO HEAR ' HIT, HIT AFTER , HIT.' I THEN REALIZED THAT I WAS IN A ' POWER INFORMATION HUB ( AT THE TIME ).' MEANING THAT THIS WAS EIGHT YEARS AGO, THIS A CERTAINTY. I TURNED OFF THE RADIO.

I USED THE ' ROOM ' AFTERWARDS, THAT I'M IN, FOR A SOUNDBOARD AND SCRIBBLED DOWN THE ' DEEPEST ' OF MY MEDITATION THAT THIS PROGRAM ' ALIGNED ' ME WITH. IMAGINE CARRYING ON SEPARATE CONVERSATIONS, SOME JUST LISTENING, OTHERS JUST VISUAL, SOME I PARTICIPATED ( WITHOUT MUCH CONTROL AND FORETHOUGHT ) IN, OTHERS I WAS ' TUNED OUT,' THE TOTALITY OF WHICH SOMETIMES SEEMED TO EXCEED, WELL I LOST FOCUS AND COUNT AFTER ABOUT TWENTY SIX TO THIRTY SOMETHING.....SOME CONVERSATIONS WHERE IN THE FUTURE, THEN. ' YOU'RE TALKIG TO YOU'RE SELF.' SEVEN EIGHT YEARS AGO, BUT ' BACKWARDS ALSO.

THE SCRIBBLINGS

LOS ALAMOS, ALBQ. AND BOSKE FIRES, THE RED MOON ( THEN ) AND THE HOLLYWOOD MURDERS ( I ONCE KNEW THE MANAGER OF HOLLYWOOD VIDEOS ) AND THAT STORES STRANGE OCCURRENCES OF THE FRONT DOOR OPENING UP ON ITS OWN, ALMOST ALL THE WAY, BY ITS SELF, AND WHEN I ACTUALLY WITNESSED IT BY MYSELF AND THE ' HIGH PITCHED,' ALMOST BEYOND SOUND, ' THE SQUIRREL CAGE ' THAT I HAVE TYRED TO EXPLAIN BEFORE....THIS THE FIRST TIME; ALL OF THIS BEFORE ' THE SNEAK.'* PEOPLE AROUND DAVE BARRY'S HOUSE IMITATING THE ' SNEAK.'

DURING THESE NIGHTS AFTER, " NO THAT'S JUST A PSYCH-OUT," " THIS IS MILITARY/THOSE ARE SOLDIERS!" BOTH OF THOSE WERE AT THE SAME TIME; OVERLAYED. THIS I HEARD IN MY HEAD AND MAYBE OUTSIDE THE WALLS OF MY HOUSE, I CHECKED ONCE, NO ONE THERE. THE PI HOLES OF INTENSE LIGHT/NANO SECOND IN LENGTH. VIOLATION ! ABOUT YEAR LATER THE OBVIOUS LASERS AND FLASHINGS.*

ABOUT THREE MONTHS AGO ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WINDOW WHICH IS A STORAGE AREA NEXT TO MY ROOM A RED LASER ( I THOUGHT ) OR CELL PHONE VIDEO RED LIGHT* ( ? ) AT THE LOCATION ON MY SIDE, ON A MAP OF THE EASTERN SEA BOARD, CAPE MAY. ABOUT 12:00 OR 1:00, I DID NOT SEE WHERE THE LASER TERMINATED. I LOOKED BEHIND ME, NOTHING.

I LET MANAGEMENT KNOW, YET ONE WEEK AFTER THIS, THE FIRES AT THE JERSEY SEABOARD.

I AM LOOKING FOR THE ' TIME STAMP.'

WHEN THE WEIRD THUNDERSTORMS WERE OCCURRING AND THE TELEPHONE POLE AND TRANSFORMERS WERE BEING HIT BY LIGHTING AROUND MY HOUSE IN CLOSE PROXIMITY, AND THE ' APPRARITION ' IN THE CLOUDS POINTING NORTH, A FEMALE, ABOVE MY HOUSE AND LENT'S, HAVE ALWAYS BOTHERED ME AND FROM TIME TO TIME I HAVE WONDERED IF THE HEAVENS OPERATED IN SEQUENCED LAYERING'S TOO IN RELATION TO UNDERSTANDINGS OF A ' NEW APPROPRIATION OF THE IDEA OF CONSTANT TIME; EVERYTHING AT THE SAME TIME ( MUCH LIKE THE IDEA OF A QUANTUM COMPUTATION BEFORE THE RESULTING RESULT;FIGURE OR SYMBOL DEPENDING ON RACE OR SPECIES DEPENDANT ON FORETHOUGHT ( ? ) ).

FOR WHAT EVER REASON THE ' ANGLE ' HAS ALWAYS BOTHERED ME AS TO THE PLANES OF EXISTENCE AND THE COMPLEXITY OF HUMAN THOUGHT AND EMOTIONS IN CONCERN WITH ' TIME ' AND ' ALL ' PEOPLE.

THE EXTREME ' BACKGROUND ' OF THE RV ( MEDITATION, I DO NOT KNOW IF IT WAS MONOTONE ) WAS:

LIKE A RUNNING REEL OF REAL LIFE

VERY DARK - AND A VERY LARGE BLACK MASS MOVING FROM THE RIGHT TO THE LEFT ( THERE WAS NO ' FRAME,' NO EDGE OR HORIZON )

THE MASS SEEMED - FEEL - ' SUCKED YOU IN ' - NO SOUND AT ALL - FEELING WAS NO SOUND - ABSORPTION - NEAR COMPLETE

LARGE LIKE A SHIP - AIRCRAFT - CRUSE SHIP ( ? ) - LARGER

NO RUNNING LIGHTS

VERY CERTAIN -  FUTURE ( BACK THEN ) - THIS WAS WITHIN THE YEAR I TOLD ' JORDON ( NEIGHBOR ) ' WITH STICK IN HAND AND DREW THE ' BUG ZAPPER,' THE MACHINE THAT VAPORIZED THE DEAD BODIES TO ASH IN THE DIRT OF MY FRONT YARD ON ALICE STREET, TRYING TO REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST HAD THE REOCCURRING DREAM. THE DREAM,IN WHICH THE THIRD TIME I LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR AND SAW THE SURPRISE ON ' MY ' FACE THAT I WAS BLACK.

( IN MY BED I WAS FACING WEST - MOST OF THE TIME.)

THE FACE WAS NAVY YARD SHOOTER.....I RECOGNIZED HIM, ' ME.'

( DURING THIS TIME MY BED WAS FACING SOUTH )

THE NURSE THAT I MET AT HOLLYWOOD VIDEO SAID THAT ONLY TWO OF THESE MACHINES WERE IN THE UNITED STATES; SHE SURVIVED A HORRIBLE AUTO ACCIDENT IN HOUSTON, TX. HER UNCLE WAS HUBBLE WITH NASA.

WE WERE FOLLOWED OUTSIDE WALMART, WHITE TRUCKS AND VANS EVERYWHERE AND SHE SAID THAT SHE MADE THE WHOLE THING UP, SHE WAS VERY SCARED.

SHE WAS NUMBER ONE OR TWO IN THE NATION WITH VASCULAR SURGERY IF MEMORY SERVES, BEFORE HER ACCIDENT.

THE NEED FOR THE MACHINE, OF COURSE IS AFTER A CATASTROPHE THE BODIES WOULD HAVE TO BE ' HUMANLY ' REMOVED TO PREVENT THE SPREAD OF DISEASE.

WHAT MAKES THIS IMPORTANT, FOR ME PERSONALLY IS THE PERSON WHO SAID THAT ' SHE HAD AN ACCIDENT AND THAT IT WASN'T MY FAULT,' ( I HAVE DATE ), I RECENTLY WANTED TO SEE AND HEAR WHAT A HOLOCAUST SURVIVOR WANTED TO LECTURE AT A CHURCH HERE IN EL PASO AND I FOUND OUT A WEEK OR SO AGO THAT THE OLD GENTLEWOMAN HAD AN AUTO ACCIDENT.

THE OCCURRENCES OF THE MANY, TOO NUMEROUS TO MENTION, ALL THE COINCIDENCES THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN MY LIFE AND ' RV SESSIONS ' AND THE CONTINUED INTEREST WHICH BORDERS ON ' POSSESSION ' OF RELIGIOUS AND ' SOCIAL AND SEXUAL BELIEF SYSTEMS ' THAT ALSO INCLUDE THE INSANITY OF THINGS AND EVENTS THAT I'VE NEVER DONE, WISHED OR VIEWED; ' THESE EXPERIENCES.'

ALL IN CONVINCING STANCE ( SOMETIMES FOR TENS OF HOURS ) THAT ' THEIR ' WAY OF LIFE IS THE ' GOLDEN PATH.' SOME OF THESE ARE EVEN ' TORTURES ' AND JUST BEYOND ANYTHING THAT WAS ONCE ' TERMED RAPE ' UN TILL THE VICTIMS DYED; OFTEN WOMEN.

THE EVENT

I STILL BELIEVE THAT THE EVENT IS A COMBINATION OF MANY AND THAT THE PRIMARY ' TRIGGER ' WILL BE A MISTAKE, AN ORDER NOT FOLLOWED ( U-2 SHOT DOWN IN RUSSIA, 19 YEAR OLD RUSSIAN ) OR ' MISUNDERSTANDING.'

I HATE THIS SON OF A BITCH MORE THAN YOU KNOW, HOWEVER I DO THINK THAT PRESIDENT CLINTON'S COMMENTS REGARDING THE UNITED STATES ' TURNING THE CHEEK ' MIGHT BE WELL REMEMBERED IF A NATURAL WORLD CATASTROPHE OCCURS, EVEN IF IT IS ON US SOIL, AND AN AGGRESSION IS MADE FOREIGN OR DOMESTIC; THE DOMESTIC IS VERY LIKELY TO BE PATTERNED AFTER LUNAR AND EARTH LONGITUDE AND LATITUDE DIMENSIONS AND NOT NECESSARILY FOREIGN IN THE ' SHORT VIEW.'

THE FUTURES IDEA OF ' EXPRESSIONED AND LIFE AS VALUE IN LIBERTY ' WILL BE AT STAKE IN A WORLD THAT STILL HOLDS THE IDEA OF WHAT WE SHOULD BE  AND WHO WE ARE IN A TIME OF WELCOMED NEED.

BELOW ARE MORE PICTURES TAKEN FROM A PHONE THAT I BOUGHT IN HAWAII THAT WAS HACKED AS SOON AS I BOUGHT IT. IT IS MY ONLY CAMERA NOW AND SORRY FOR THE QUALITY. I HAVE NO SERVICE FOR IT AND ONLY KEEP IT FOR A CAMERA, AND I HAVE FOUND THAT IN THE ' BOARDING HOUSE ' THOUGH NOW MONTH TO MONTH, I CAN NOT GIVE THE ADDRESS.

MY E MAIL HAS ALWAYS BEEN PRUDENTSONG@GMAIL.COM ( SMALL CASE - AND AS I KNOW SOME PEOPLE HAVE SWORN THAT THEY HAVE E-MAILED ME ) AND YES IT HAS BEEN MESSED WITH IN THE PAST OR CLONED ( SUGGESTED BY ON TECH IN AUSTIN ); I WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE THAT PRIOR US MILITARY OR ACTIVE, IS AND HAVE NOT BEEN INVOLVED AS FACEBOOK HAS, BUT I AM UNCERTAIN.

PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT I WILL NEVER GIVE MONEY KNOWINGLY TO A PEDOPHILE, EVER.I WAS SIMPLY OUTSMARTED, AND ACCEPT THAT.

I HATE THE MILITARY AND ALSO RESPECT OUR MILITARY IN THE POSITIVE SENSE; EVERY MAJOR GANG HAS BEEN CREATED BY PRIOR SERVICE PEOPLES. I HAVE HEARD ALL THE REASONS FOR THE HATE TOWARDS AN UNCARING GOVERNMENT THAT SUPPORTS ONLY ' RANK ' AND IN MY OPINION KILLS EVERYONE ELSE.

BUT ' THEY ' WEAR YOU DOWN, AND DEALING WITH SEXUAL DEVIANTS ( REAL WORLD BEYOND S&M FOOLS AND VERY REAL PEDOPHILES ) IS NOT MY IDEA OF FUN.

THE PHOTO BELOW I FOUND AND TRYED TO UNDERSTAND HOW IT REMINDED ME OF INGO SWANN, THE OTHER ' SYBOLES ' IN THE HAIR ARE IN THE ' CRRENT ' AND I REMEMBER AS I WAS DRAWNING IT, A GRUMBLE FROM MY FATHER, SOMEWHAT LIKE MERCY BROKE THE TRANCE. IT WAS AROUND 3:00 AT NIGHT I THINK, AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHY IT DIDN'T LOOK LIKE HEMINGWAY; A VAUGE ' THIS IS YOU.' SOUNDED FROM god ONLY KNOW'S WHERE.

THE EL PASO HIGH SCHOOL CREATIVE ARTS MAG. LIKED IT I GUESS AND THIS IS WHERE IT WAS PUBLISHED.

THE PHOTO IN THE GOLDEN STANDARD OF INGO SWANN ON A BOAT WITH A FULL BEARD AND THE WATER BEHIND HIM STARTED THE SEARCH ( ABOUT THREE HOURS AT THE ALICE ADDRESS ), TO THIS DAY I ONLY UNDERSTAND THAT ALL THE PEOPLE HE TAUGHT PROBABLY HAVE OR HAD THE ' PERSONA ' OF SWANN IN THE INTELLIGENCE FIELDS FROM TRAINING. MR. PAUL PRICE AND SWANN MIGHT AS WELL OF BEEN ' REAL ' BROTHERS, PRICE WOULD LOOK AT THE PICTURE OF THE NEW YORK BALLERINA WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES IN WONDERMENT AS TO WHY HE DID NOT ACCEPT MARRIAGE.

PAUL PRICE BOUGHT THE ' THE DYING SWANN,' A PEN AND INK AND WATER COLOR TAKEN FROM A POSTER THAT MY FATHER HAD GIVEN ME.

HE ALSO BOUGHT THE WOODEN CHRIST WITH THE DOVE DEEP IN THE EYE WELL. MY FATHER ASKED ABOUT IT AND I SHOWED HIM THE DOVE, ALL IT NEEDED WAS THE BARBED WIRE. I WISH THAT HE BOUGHT IT, I NEEDED GAS MONEY TO LEAVE EL PASO THAT VISIT ( FIVE, SIX STATE TOUR BEFORE RETURNING TO NM ).

MR. PAUL PRICE NEVER TRYED TO ' POSSESS ' YOU; HE WAS WHAT HE WAS. IBM/MILITARY COMPUTER TECH.

THE TOP OF THE HAIR, IF TURNED UP-SIDE
DOWN AND VEIWED FRON THE TOP AT AN
ANGLE, FUCKED WITH MY WORLD, 1909.

THIS IS THE ' SUPPOSED TO BE HEMINGWAY '
THAT WASN'T, IT TURNED OUT ALL WRONG AS
IF IMPOLDING FROM WITHIN AND I'M A DAMN
GOOD ARTIST, EVEN ACCUSED OF ZERROXING
DRAWINGS IN GRADE SCHOOL. OTHER SYMBOLS
ON A PEN AND INK DRAWING OF MY FATHER
ARE SUTLE LIGHTNESSES OF SYMBOLS ON ' MY
MOTHER'S EYE.'

THE EYE OF ISES WAS CHIPED OF A HUGE CRYSTAL
BOULDER IN AUSTIN, TX. WHILE AT WORK DIGGING
ON A POOL JOB. AFTER THE ' GROWEL ' OR WHAT EVER
THAT WAS ( EVERY ONE HEARD IT - LION ? ) THEN
THE LIGHT. WE WERE SENT HOME. " WAS THAT
YOU? " RYAN ASKED, NOT THE MDT MANAGER.
" NO." I SAID.
DURING THE SOUND AND IMEDIATLY AFTERWARDS
I WAS IN THE PROCESS OF SAYING " I'M SORRY." TO
THE EARTH. I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT IT SEEMED THE
RIGHT THING TO DO.

THERE IS LIFE THERE AND NO ONE SHOULD KNOW OF IT....
REMEMBER I SAID THAT.

 

THE RV ( YEARS BACK - MY SISTER ) AND A FEW DAYS AGO.
THE BLUE MARBLE ( BIG BLUE MARBLE, WE ALL WATCHED )
LIT UP BIGHT,WHITE LIGHT AND MOVED FORWARD ABOUT
AN INCH. SARED THE HELL OUT OF ME OR AWE
I COULDN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT.

I MOVED THE DESK. NO WAY, I SHOOK THE DESK, NO PAPER
TO PUSH IT.........IT JUST MOVED.

I DID NOT DO THAT.

I REMEMBER READING, RE-READING THE PAPER THAT I
WRAPPED AROUND ' MY MOTHERS EYE ' A WARNING OF
CLEANING UP THE EARTH AND NOT ATTEMPING TO REACH
THE NEW WATER PLANETS ' IN ANY WAY,' INCLUDING ' IMPRINTING
IT, THEM WITH THE NEW DEVELOPING LIGHT TECHNOLOGIES STILL
IN DEVELOPMENT, ' ENCOUNTERING THAT WHICH CAN NOT BE
DESCRIBED,' AND THE ' UNDERSTANDING ' THAT WE DON'T TAKE
CARE OF THAT WHICH WE ' BORROW;' LIFE ' OF.'

I HAVE RELUCTANTLY DONE WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD - OBE - IN PICTURES.

THE LAGUAGES AND SYMBOLS WERE ALL THAT WERE LEFT,
SOMETHING HAPPENED ABOUT FIFTY YEARS AGO.

I GUESS I'LL TAKE A PIC. OF IT AND POST IT, I WON'T
BE IN EL PASO LONG AND I KNOW THIS SOUNDS FOOLISH
BUT THAT SKY MORFING INTO ? BEFORE THE NEAR FACE
WAS REAL, AND GETS REALER EVERY DAY.

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, IN MY OPPION, ALL PRESIDENTS ARE WHORES
TO THE MOB, THE PEOPLE AND OBAMA WHO I DID NOT VOTE FOR
IS DOING ALL HE CAN AND JUST ABOUT THE SAME THING THAT
ANY OTHER PRESIDENT WOULD DO IN CURRENT SIT - NO ONE WANTS
THE NEXT WAR.

 

I WAS LOST ONCE ( MORE THAN ONCE ) AND A VERY
TALL MAN TOKE ME FROM THE CANALS IN DOWNTOWN
AUSTIN AND FOUND MY PARENTS. HE WAS ALMOST A HEAD
TALLER THAN MY FATHER, AND A FULL BEARD, MEDIUM
LENGTH OF HAIR AND DARK. HIS SKIN WAS LIGHT. 5TH, 6TH
OR 7TH STREET. I'VE BEEN ALL OVER THOSE STREETS, THE
POLICE END SEEMS RIGHT.

LETS JUST SAY I SAW THE MOVIE, AND REPLAYED THAT
SCENE OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

A MAN KILLED ' THIS GOLDEN....' I DON'T KNOW WHY.

 

MY UNDERSTANDING IS THAT THE EL PASO
CITY LIBRARY WILL ACCEPT THIS ' STAND '
AGGAINST CHILD ABUSE, A LEADING CAUSE
OF HOMELESSNESS AND I AM GRATEFULL.
THIS IS THE LAST ONE.

ONE EXAMPLE OF PEOPLE WHO I HAVE MET, THROWN
ON THE STREETS ABOUT THE AGE OF SEVEN OR EIGHT AFTER
BEING ' BRANDED ' WITH A IRON BY HIS MOTHER, FOR
PLAYING WITH HIS SISTER IN ' IMITATION ' OF WHAT
HER ' FRIENDS ' AND HER WERE SEEN TO DO ALMOST
ALWAYS IN A HOUSE WITH THIN WALLS AND CURTAINS
FOR DOORS; CRACK ALLEYS.

WHEN HE TOLD THE STORY IN TEARS TO AN INDIFFERENT
LISTENING EAR, I SUPPOSE HE THOUGHT THAT I FORGOT.
HE IS A FELON, IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT RACE HE IS
BECAUSE TEXAS HAS SO MANY LIKE STORIES WITH-IN
THE PRIDE OF THE GREAT WHITE RACE.

AND THEY THROW THE YOUNG TO THE ANIMALS IN
THE DRUG AND SEX SLAVE TRADE WITH PRIDE.

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD A CHILD ASK IF
" DO YOU WANT TO BE A MASON?"

GO TO THE STREETS IN AUSTIN TEXAS AND IF YOU CAN
PEEL THEM OFF THE OLD MEN'S LAPS INSIDE CARS
WILL IT MAKE YOU PROUD?

THE CHURCHES HAVE HAD THE SAME PROBLEM IN
TEXAS TOO.

IT'S NOT JUST MIGRANT WORKERS WHO ' HOP TRAINS '
WITH THE GANG BANGERS.

 

AI AND THE CHURCH

WERE ALL OF DA VI CHI'S PLANES FOR THE
ROBOT REALLY DESTROYED.

WHAT ONCE WAS RED NEXT TO BROWN.
FOUR CARDINALS.

 

 

 

 

SUNDAY - EL PASO TIMES - SHELTERS

AFTER READING YESTERDAY'S HEADLINES AND A SIMPLE UNDERSTANDING OF THE PROBLEMS THAT TEXAS IN GENERAL IS FACING WITH ALL THE CHILDREN COMING OVER FROM MEXICO AND CENTRAL AMERICA AND THE DIFFERENCES IMPOSED ON THEM AS ' BOTH CATTLE,' AND THE BILLBOARDS IN AUSTIN'S CITY BUSES IN 2010 STATING THE REAL PROBLEM OF CHILD ABUSE IN TEXAS, I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER WHY MORE SHELTERS ARE NOT BUILT FOR THEM INSTEAD OF HOUSING THE ' AFTER MATH ' IN SUB STANDARD BUILDINGS WITH NO ' GUIDANCE ' OR REAL HELP AT THE END OF THEIR LIVES?

I HAVE SEEN THE WORST OF THE WORST AND THEY HAVE NO PLACE TO GO, BUT ROT.

I HAVE SEEN THE WORST OF THE WORST WHO HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT AND THEY HAVE NO PLACE TO GO, BUT ROT.

I HAVE KNOWN THE WORST OF THE WORST, WHO IN THE END WERE ' INNOCENT ' BECAUSE THEY DEFENDED THEMSELVES, AND TOOK THERE OWN LIVES.

AND THE JUDGES AND PRIESTS, MEN WHO WEAR DRESSES AND WHO THEMSELVES HAVE CORRUPTED THEM, SOME IN THE FIRST PERSON, OTHERS FURTHER AND ' DAMNED THEM.' FACE DOWN TO THE EARTH, I SAY THERE IS ' SKY ' BENEATH THEM.

YOU WONDER WHY YOUR COUNTRY IS FALLING ?

SPELL CHECK OUT AGAIN, SOMEBODY ALWAYS WORKING AGAINST ME.

IN A WOMAN'S MAGAZINE

SAME WOMAN'S MAGAZINE OPPOSITE
PAGE, EXACT SAME SPOT. DURING WW II
HITLER GAVE AWAY THOUSANDS OF ' FREE '
RADIO'S TO THE PUBLIC SO THAT THEY
COULD ' TUNE  IN ' AND HEAR THE MESSAGE
OF THE THIRD REICH. THERE WERE SO
MANY OTHER EXAMPLES OF THIS USE OF
' SUTLE ' SUGGESTIVE THOUGHTS THAT
THEY NOT ONLY ENDORSED WHAT I HAVE
WRITTEN ABOUT BUT ALSO GAVE ME
IDEAS AS TO HOW TO BETTER MAKE SOME
OF MY ART WORK.

ONE DAY I MIGHT COMMENT ON THIS PIC. OF JESUS
AND MARY CHATOLIC CHURCH. ONE OF MY CHILDHOOD.

THIS TAKEN AFTER BREAKFAST AT THE REASCUE MISSION.
IF ONE TAKES A BETTER LOOK FROM THE TOP OF THE BIRD
ONE MIGHT FIND THE ' PLEADING FIGURE ' AS IF TO THE
HEAVENS.

I HAVE NO FACEBOOK ACCOUNT AND THESE FROM CHILDHOOD'S MEMORY AND WHY ?

' UNKNOWN ' AND I HAVE NO FACEBOOK ACCOUNT AND DID NOT ATTEND PURDUE UNIVERSITY. THE BUTTERFLY IN ' UNTITED IS IN REPLACEMENT OF THE WHITE DOVE/PIGON THAT LANED ON TPRESIDENT CASTRO'S SHOULDER WHEN HE WAS STILL A REVOLUTIONARY LEADER BEFORE THE COMPLETE TAKOVER OF CUBA.

SPELL CHECK IS OUT AGAIN.

 

NOTE THE MOUNTAINS, AS IF IN AWE OR ' A SOUNDING.'

 

 

 

I REMEMBER THIS AS A KID, MOST OF THESE
IMAGES. WHEN I STOOD BACK AND SQUINTED
MY EYES ?

 

 

DETAIL OF ' TALK IS CHIC.' I WOULD VERY MUCH
LIKE TO FINISH THIS PIECE AND WILL BE ADDING
THE LAST OF ' STRINGS ' EMANATING FROM EVERY-
WHERE, SEEMINGLY.

IT HAS FINALLY OCCURRED TO ME WHY THE MIDDLE
CLASS MIGHT BE ' BEING REDUCED,' MIDDLE BEING
OF COURSE A METAPHOR OF THE BUREAUCRACY; THE
WATERING DOWN OF ' ELEMENTS ' THAT ONCE THOUGHT
AS IN THINKING, TO THAT OF MEMORY ONLY. HENCE,
THE ' HOOK ' AS EXEMPLIFYER; BOTTOM OF THE QUESTION
MARK.

IT WAS SOMETHING THAT MY EX-GIRLFREIND ONCE SAID
AS I REALIZED AT THE SAME TIME TO JOKE OF THE PHD'S AND
MA'S LEVEL IN THE ' WRITTER'S MINDSET,' WHEN SHE WAS ASKED
BY ANOTHER WOMAN " I SEE YOU'RE BREAKING IN ANOTHER
ONE." I HAVE AN IDEA OF WHO EMPLOYED THAT WOMAN WHO
WAS A BIT TALLER AND BURNET. BUT OF COURSE THAT
WOMAN WAS ALSO JUST A ' STRING.'

 

 

BOTTOM OF ' TALK IS CHIC.'

 

          

DETAIL OF TOP OF ' TALK IS CHIC.'



TWO ALLEGED RAPES IN EL PASO, VICTIMS 14 YEARS OLD

V number

 ARTWORK THAT I HAD MADE DAYS AGO, ALMOST ALL SOLD (VERY LITTLE MONEY ). ONE ' WE SURVIVED,' GIVEN AWAY, AND THE OTHER WITH THE WHITE ANGEL ' IN OUTLINE ' AND ALL THE 'ATTACHMENTS ' OF THE SADISTIC  LIVING CROWD IN ' RETURN.' THE NIGHTMARES.

I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO BELIEVE THAT THIS DID NOT HAPPEN. I FOUND OUT THIS MORNING ON THE NEWS AND WHEN IT HAPPENED AND THE NEAR LAUGHTER AND ' JOKER ' IN THE INSANITY WHEN ' ALL THE FACES RETURNED.'

ALL YOU CAN DO IS ' BLOCK IT ' UNTIL YOU HEAR THE PLEA OF HER...THEN THE MIMICS,....THAT ' LAUGHTER.' AT THE FAR EDGE OF THE LIGHT ' STARING AT IT.' LIVE. V. IN THE LIGHT.....' I WILL PULL YOU INSIDE.' THE INSANITY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD.

I MADE THOSE REGARDING DU BUT THE ' OTHERS ' WANTED RAPE, EVERYTHING CONCERNING RAPE ALMOST AS IF ' DIRECTING;' TALKING TO OTHERS AS IF WE HEAR ALL THAT HE EVOKES FOR HIMSELF IN CONVERSATION.
WHAT YOU GIVE IS POSITIVE SPIRIT. 


2006-08

" WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH THE TAPE?"( I WAS ABOUT TO OPEN THE DRAWER TO GET THE TAPE, knife, he has, sink-water jugs, he has knifes ? )  IN ECHO, BUT NO ONE THERE.
LATTER THAT NIGHT AFTER THE POLICE VISIT, " WE KNOW WHEN HE SHITS, HOW MANY TIMES HE FLUSHES THE TOILETS. " A WHOLE LOT MORE, THEN A BLACK TRUCK SCREAMING BY PULLED UP INTO ALICE'S DRIVEWAY ( REAL PERSON WHO SOLD HER HOUSE ACROSS STREET TO THE RIGHT ) AND CHASED EVERYBODY AWAY.

THE BLACK TRUCK ( SAME ONE ) THE GUY CAUGHT STEALING FROM A HOUSE ON CONSTITUTION ST. ON NEWS.

THE COPS APPEARED THAT NIGHT, ACTED AS IF I CALLED THEM, FOUND OUT LATER THAT KIM ON CORNER OF LA VETA AND ALICE ST HAD CALLED THEM ( HERSELF AND SON ), AND REPORTED A GUN SHOT. I DIDN'T OWN ONE AT THAT TIME. BOUGHT ONE SOON AFTER. HOWEVER NO ONE FIRED SHOTS THAT NIGHT.??????????MEMORY AGAIN. THE TRUCK THAT PULLED UP CAME BY AGAIN THAT NIGHT. bingo.

" ROBERT !!!!" WOMAN SCREAMING AND HER VOICE ' PULLING AWAY,' " WE TRUSTED YOU.".........

NIGHT AFTER/ ALOT OF SHOTS WERE FIRED, ALL THE KIDS IN THE HOUSE. ALICES HOUSE ON ALICE STREET, THEN I GUESS THE JORDAN HOUSE WAS NEXT, THE HOUSE NEXT TO ME THEN THE HOUSE IN BACK OF THE HOUSE NEXT TO ME. THEY TRYED LENT'S HOUSE BUT WRONG AIR CONDITIONER.

THE TRICKS, CALL FBI HAPPENED NEXT. AT TIME I DIDN'T KNOW VETS WERE BEHIND ALL OF THESE COWARDLY ACTS, AT LEAST WITH ME.


MEDITATIONS

" BART SOMETHING HAPPENED IN EL PASO THAT YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT," MY SISTER'S VOICE.....AND SO MANY GLOBAL ACTS ' COMPOUNDED FROM HOME GROWN TERRORISM.'
' YOU NEED TO GET TO THE WEB.' AND SO I DID. AT SOME POINT I WILL TRY FIND THE EXACT DATE AND SEE WHAT I POSTED. ALICE HAD SOLD HER HOUSE, KIM, PAT'S WALKED BY THE HOUSE AND SAID " SHIT." ALL THIS THAT NIGHT. THIS WAS THE TIME OF ALL THE ' DOUBLES ' IN ALMOST EVERYTHING.

AT THAT TIME I DID NOT BELIEVE THAT INGO SWANNS IDEA OF 21 0R SO ' DIMENSIONS ' WAS CORRECT OR MAYBE THAT WAS LYNDON JOHNSON'S IDEA OF ' OPPIONS' BEFORE MAKING A DECISIONS, NONE THE LESS,TO THINK AND ' SEE ' ALL AT ONCE....MAKES YOU VERY TIRED, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR RIGHTS HAVE BEEN TAKEN AND NOT DEFENDED BY THOSE YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AS ' GOOD GUYS.'

WHAT DO I OWE YOU G_D? I WILL NOT EVER GIVE ( KNOWINGLY ) PEDOPHILES MONEY OR SUPPORT. ALL THIS IN ALBQ., NM AND THE ' OVERLAY,' ONCE MORE.

THE PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE WITH MY PHONE NOW ( CAMERA REALLY, ALL IT'S GOOD FOR ), SEEM TO BE THE QUESTION AS TO WHY I HAVE IT ON IN THE FIRST PLACE? CENTRAL HUB IN HAWAII WAS CA., YEARS AGO IN ALBQ.,NM B.PRINCE'S MENTAL VOICE ( GRIDWALKER-COMPUTER AIDED ) ' IF YOU THINK I'M BAD, THE ' ONES ' IN CA. ARE FAR WORST..' AT MOMENT AND SOMEWHAT AFTER I THREW THE BIBLE TO THE FAR SIDE OF THE LIVINGROOM TO BREAK THE ' LUCIFERIANS ' SPELL.
THIS I WROTE ABOUT IN http://www.theprotectionofprudencebyconscience.blogspot.com , AS FAR AS I KNOW THIS WAS PRIOR TO, NOT SURE, BUT NEAR PERFECT CRYSTAL STAR OF DAVID AND HAND AND HEART BUILT OF CLOUDS.

AND THEN PICKED ON BY COPS EVER SINCE, ALMOST....THEY ARE RICHER IN ALBQ.,NM.

I HAVE AN INDENTION ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY HEAD THAT I CAN NOT ACCOUNT FOR. I FINALLY REMEMBERED WHAT I HAD SAID OUT LOUD IN ALBQ., NM " ALL THE POLICE DO IS REGULATE THE DRUG TRADE." THEN GUN SHOTS ON MARBLE STREET.IMEDIATLY WITH MENTAL FOOT PRINT/PROJECTION " SHUTUP." I SAID IT ONCE MORE, ONE MORE GUNSHOT. JORDON SMILED.

PICTURE SEQ. 707, ONE OF WHICH IS 303, THE OTHER 53, LAST YEAR.

JANUARY OR FEBUARY

IT NEVER OCCURED TO ME ' OF ' OR ' FROM '

BARTON PRINCE ONCE TOLD/SUGGESTED THAT I TEAR PAGES OUT OF THE KORAN AND UTILIZE THEM IN MY ART, HE WAS ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE WHO KNEW HOW TO ' PUSH MY BUTTONS.' I ALMOST DID IT IN SCULPTURE; THAT PIECE OF ART WOULD OF BEEN GREAT AND DONE WITH RESPECT. ARAB AMERICAN.

A FRIEND WHO ONCE SAVED ANYTHING THAT WAS BLUE, GAVE ME A BLUE PYRAMID OF THAT COLOR, WHEN I ASKED WHO HAD MADE IT, HE SAID SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT ' THE SHIITES.' I HAD A VERY HARD TIME WITH THAT THING, I EVENTUALLY PUT IT ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK WALL IN THE BACK YARD. TO THIS DAY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT WAS ABOUT THAT ' SMALL MOUNTAIN ' WITH BITS OF METAL IN IT. BUT IT SURE GOT ' NOISY ' AFTER A PERIOD OF TIME IN THE HEAT OF THE DAY. HE WAS JEWISH AMERICAN.

FOR OUR ( THOSE WHO ADHERE TO THE CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND BILL OF RIGHTS ) PART, JESUS ( CHRIST ) IS PART OF THE BELIEF SYSTEM OF THE KORAN AND OF JUDEA; WE ARE NOT AND SHOULD NOT BE CATALYST FOR ETHER UNLESS FOR BOTH, AS CHRISTANS OR SIMPLY AS A ' GOOD PEOPLE.'

YOU SAVE THE ' MIRACLE ' IN WORD

I HAVE THROWN OUT A FEW ' BIBLES ' WHEN I HAVE KNOWN THAT I WAS BEING DECEIVED, AND THAT THEY WERE BEING USED AS ' MASK.' I HAVE ALWAYS KEPT THE SOUL OF THE SPIRIT, THUS MY DECISION TO PUBLISH THIS. I DID NOT SIGN IT BECAUSE I WAS BAPTISED ROMAN CATHOLIC, BUT NEAR NON-PRACTICING ( 2008-' BOOK OF LIFE ' MY NAME WAS ???? ) AND I AM NAMED AFTER HIM, MY FATHER AND GRANDFATHER, BUT DO NOT USE THE NAME. FUNNY THING ABOUT JOHN, JOSHUA AND ALOT OF OTHERS...RELIGIONS!

YOU CAN PRAY TO THE EARLIEST GODDESS OF ' BEYOND DARK'S BENEATH AND ABOVE,' OR THAT OF WORD AND LIGHT IN A ' NAMED UNKNOWN.'.....OR YOU CAN ' PRETEND ATHEIST.'...IN THE END YOU MAY RECEIVE THAT WHICH YOU ASK.

ALL WHO HAVE BEEN KILLED IN THE NAME OF A god. EXCEEDS ALL WHO HAVE BEEN SAVED THE NAME THERE OF WITH ' UNDERSTANDING.'

MY GREATEST SIN IS THAT I DIDN'T RECYCLE, OR....

THE HOLY BIBLE IS NOT JUST MEANT FOR ' christens.' AND BE VERY CAREFUL NOT TO TEAR DOWN ANY MORE MOUNTAINS TO BEGIN WITH......ALL OF ' US.'

AFTER THIS PIECE WAS REALIZED, I LEARNT OF THE
GODDESS, ...YAHWEH & FEMALE ' COMPANION. ' ONE
DAY I'LL GIVE THE NAME OF HIS LEVIATHAN.

THE BIBLE IS IN A GREY PLASTIC BAG, TIED AND LEFT
IN REFUGE IN BACK OF MISSOURI ST NEAR THE BALLPARK.
IT WAS IN VERY BAD SHAPE AND BUGS...THE BAG KNOTED.

' UNKNOWN.'

PAGE FROM GAMER MAGAZINE UTILISED
IN THIS ROUGH DRAFT. KEYS.

NOTE LOWER RIGHT HAND OFFERING; IN THE REALIZATION
THAT B.PRINCE HAD ' WALLPAPER ' ON HIS OFFICE COMPUTER.
I GAVE A WHISPERING MUSE IN ' REFLECTION/CONFESSION.'

THE PIECE ON THE UPPER LEFT IS ONE THAT PRETTY MUCH
TOOK ALL OF YESTERDAY TO MAKE, MIGHT GET $4.00 FOR IT.

UPPER MID-LEFT HAND SIDE OF ' UNKNOWN.'

UPPER LEFT  RIGHT HAND SIDE OF ' UNKNOWN.'

THE DATE OF THE FINDING OF THE HALF BURIED BIBLE
IS THE 9TH, THE 10TH, THE 11TH OR THE 12TH OF LAST
MONTH. THE PIECE IS NOT DATED OR SIGNED, AT PRESENT
THE MUSE TO THIS DISCOVERY IS ' UNKNOWN.'

I DID HEAR A WHISPER OF BREATH OR MIND, ' SHE'S NOT
READY TO BE FOUND.' A HAZE OR STATIC ' BLINDING '
LEAD ME TO THE BOOK LEFT TO DIRT.



MISSOURI STREET, JESUS AND MARY, AND ' PROSPECT ST.'

' YOU BETTER PLAY BALL !' A CELL PHONE THAT I STILL HAVE OF THE WATERS DURING STORM A STASSY CREEK IN AUSTIN TX. A FEW YEARS BACK WHEN I NOTICED THE SPOT WHERE I ALMOST DIED, OBE, A ' POLITE ' DESCRIPTION. AND THE PICTURES THAT I TOOK OF THE WATERS AND THE BASEBALL TO THE UPPER RIGHT IN THE PHOTO, BEHIND THE BOULDER. THE SOFTBALL WAS A BRIGHT YELLOW/GREEN.

YOUR THECNOLOGY BOUGHT YOU A COMPERMISE IN LUE OF GENOCIDE ON THE GLOBAL LEVEL, EVEN A HUNDRED YEARS FROM NOW.

YOU HAVE MY PERMISION, TO CALL ME CRAZY.

I MIGHT GIVE THE PHONE TO THE FBI AND ALL THE BALLS SINCE AND ALL THE LOCATIONS AND ADDRESSES.

IN THE END, AT A TRAIL, THE LAWYER SAID " PEOPLE SEE WHAT THEY WANT TO SEE."

YOU DON'T WANT THESE PEOPLE'S IDEA OF FUTURE, DEMOCRATE OR REPUBLICAN; NOT VERY MANY LEFT AND THE WORLD, OF G_D DESTROYED.

THE DATE IS SELF EVIDENT AND ' REALIZED '
AT ANOTHER SHELTER; A ' GENTLEMAN ' WAS
GIVEN A TOUR OF THE BEDROOMS AND THEY
WERE NOT AWARE AT FIRST THAT I WAS TAKING
A NAP. THE SNICKERING OF THE VET'S BUNK BED
OF WHICH HE HAD A RACCOON ABOVE HIM WHEN
HE SLEPT WAS THE ALSO THE TOPIC OF CONVERSATION
BOTH OF ' VOICED ' AND THEN ' WE GOT HIM,' THE
FEELING OF WHICH WAS ' HE WILL BE OF HELP IF
WE CAN ' TURN HIM.' THE ' FEELING ' AND A VERY
QUITE, DEEP ' INTENT,' WHICH SMELT OF SOMETHING
VERY ILLEGAL AND SINISTER WAS ALSO IN THE AIR.

THE VET WAS NEVER REALLY HELPED BY ANY
VETERAN'S GROUP ASSOCIATED WITH THIS SHELTER
AND REHAB, AND WAS PUT TO THE STREETS, THEN
RETURNED ONCE AGAIN. HE LATER TOLD ME ON THE
STREETS THAT HE HAD FOUND A HOUSE AND THAT
EVERYTHING THAT I HAD SAID AND FAR MORE CON-
CERNING THE NSA AND OTHER ' BLACK ' USES OF
TECHNOLOGY WERE VERY REAL AS HE LEARNT FROM
ANOTHER ' VET ' WHO IS UNDERGROUND FOR VERY
REAL REASONS AND NOT NECESSARILY A ' MAFIA ' CONCERN.

I CHOOSE NOT TO VISIT AND REMIND HIS GIRLFRIEND OF
THE BRIGHT STAR AND OR ' ORBE ' THAT SHE CAUGHT ON
FILM AND THE EYE IN THE CLOUDS IN THE LAS CRUSES
SKY LINE. " LISTEN TO YOUR CHILD," I SAID.

WHOEVER THIS WAS WHO ' USED ' ME TO HELP CONSTRUCT
A BOYS HOME, I FELT DURING THE SKETCH HAD OTHER DESIRES
ALONG WITH ' MONEY CONCERNS,' THAT DID NOT FEEL RIGHT,
ALONG WITH THE ' VOICE ' OF AN ACQUAINTANCE AND ALMOST
IMAGE OF WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM. HE IS TOUGH, AND GREW
UP TO BE A MESS. I HOPE HE IS STILL STRAIGHT, AND HIS DAUGHTER
IS STILL DOING WELL. HIS GIRLFRIEND TOOK REFUGE IN MY BEDROOM
WHEN I WAS RESIDENT MANAGER YEARS AGO, WHEN THE
DAUGHTER WAS A BABY, THE ACQUAINTANCE ' WENT OFF AGAIN.'

THE VET CARRIED A COMMUNICATIONS PACK, ALONG WITH OTHER
GEAR AS HE GUARDED BACK STRETCHES OF FT BLISS. SOMEHOW, HE
MADE HIMSELF ' KNOWN ' TO THE ' GREYS.' PEDOPHILES.

' CURRENT INSANE ELEMENTS '
FIRST DRAFT.

FINISHED PEICE. D. OCHOA OWNS IT NOW.

IN THIS ISSUE YOU WILL FIND A CHARATER
WHO HOLDS ' THE KEYS.' THIS WAS A SCULPTURE
THAT I ONCE BUILT OF A PIRAMIND AND THE
' KEY ' WAS NEAR THE EYE BUT ALSO AT ONE
OF THE ENDS WHILE THE OTHER WAS ENDORENED
WITH A SYMBOL MUCH LIKE THE ' OM.' THE
DATE IS IMPORTANT HERE. THAT SCULPTURE
ONCE IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE HAS BEEN DESTROYED.

THIS IS THE BIBLE THAT I FOUND AND WHEN I OPENED
IT, WITH SOME EFFORT, THE PEICE TO THE TOP WAS
IN THE SHAPE ( NEAR ) OF THE DOVE FOUND ON SOME
CHRISTAN CROSSES.
THIS WAS DISPOSED OF AS IT HAD ' MENTAL FOOTPRINTS '
YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT.
FOR WHAT'S WORTH, THIS I DID NOT ' SEE,' NOR DO I
THINK ' THE OTHERS ' ( NOT THE MOVIE ).
I HAVE DECIDED TO PUBLISH THE  THE ARTWORK
WHICH THE REMAINING PEICE OF THAT PAGE FROM
THE BIBLE FOR A VARITY OF RESONS, ONE OF WHICH
IS BOOK BURNINGS, WITCH BURNINGS, THE INCUSTIONS
AND ONE OF THE LAST GENOCIDES OF WW II, ALL OF
WHICH ARE MEMORIES OF MY YOUTH IN AND AROUND
THE MASONIC LODGE AND THE JEWISH HOLOCOST,
' JEWISH FOLK LORE ' MUSIC, AN ALBUM I FOUND IN
THE TRASH WHILE IN ALBQ.; MEMORIES BROUGHT BACK.

I AM NOT YOUR ' SAVOIR,' BUT I AM NOT YOUR ' HITLER.'
I CHOSE TO BE A ' REMINDER.'

PRESIDENT CLINTION FUCKED UP IN AFRICA, BUT NOT
IN THE OLD USSR, WHY ONLY THE MUSLEMS ?

NEW ART THAT WAS NOT THROWN INTO LADY BYRD LAKE

 

              ABOUT A WEEK AGO OR SO, I FOUND A BIBLE IN THE DIRT BY THE RAILROAD TRACKS IN BACK OF THE RESCUE MISSION IN EL PASO, TX. WHEN I WAS A CHILD I WOULD ASK MY FATHER WHO THOSE PEOPLE WHERE WHO LIVED IN THE CARDBOARD HOUSES AND HE WOULD ANSWER " THOSE ARE POOR PEOPLE IN JUAREZ." THE PEOPLE THAT I SPOKE OF I NOW KNOW, WHERE ALSO THOSE WHO NEVER QUITE MADE IT IN SOCIETY. THE OLD CARDBOARD SHANTIES HAVE BEEN REMOVED AND I'VE EVEN ' LIVED ' THERE. I HAVE MET THOSE ' ABOVE AND THOSE BELOW.' I EVEN HAVE AN OLD RECEIPT, ONE OF MANY GIVEN TO SHELTERS WHEN I USED TO LIVE IN THE WORLD. I DID THE FAVOR OF THROWING THEM AWAY, WITH EXCEPTION OF TWO DALLORS TO THE RESCUE MISSION I ALBQ, NM. BIBLE.

 

              ANYWAY, I TRYED OPENING THE OLD BIBLE WHO'S REMNANCE OF WHAT ONCE WAS LEATHER, AND HER PAGES GLUED TOGETHER BY MANY RAINS AND OTHER ' WATERS;' A GATHERING OF PAGES AS ONE, IN A VERY NEAR SHAPE OF THE DOVE REPRESENTING THE HOLLY SPIRIT, LEFT IN MY HAND. THE RESURRECTION AND THE THREE MARYS....AGAIN.

 

              THIS WAS NOT FORCED.

 

              THE RESULTING ART THAT THE ' PAGE ' WAS UTILIZED, ABOVE TWO EYES ONLY AND ONE THIRD LEFT BLACK, THE LEFT RED. I DECIDED THAT FOR NOW THAT THIS ART FROM THAT WHICH WAS ONCE ' FORBIDDEN,' ALMOST IN DEFINITION OF THAT WHICH DESCRIBES ' HOLLY,' WILL BE LEFT ALONE FOR A FEW DAYS.... 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

GONE.



GONE

I USED TO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE
THIS IN ALBQ., NM UNTIL DAN FINEMARK
ASKED FOR IT BACK, AFTER GIVEN.

 

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BASEBALL CAP

THE BASEBALL CAP THAT I PICKED UP AT THE MISSION WAS RED WITH MOUNT ST. HELLENS ON IT ALONG WITH A STITCHING OF A VOLCANO. THIS ALONG WITH A STEDSON BLACK BASEBALL CAP, FLY NEW MEXICO, AND A TEXAS ' ORACLE OF G_D,' BASEBALL CAP ARE THE CAPS THAT I PICKED UP AT THE ' SILO.' I PICKED THESE UP WHEN I RETUNED FROM HAWAII, THE SECOND DAY.

I HAVE MOVED THE RED ONE BACK TO A NAIL IN THE WALL. NEXT TO A WASH CLOTH, AGAIN.

EVERYTHING THAT I JUST POSTED WAS ERASED. EL PASO LIBRARY. MAJOR HITS WITH POLICE SHOOTING IN LAS VAGAS.

I SURE DO UNDERSTAND IT, TRUST ME. HOWEVER, BLACK AND WHITE LITERLY AND BROWN SKINED PEOPLE CERTAINLY HAVE MORE TO DO WITH THIS.

THER IS NO FREEDOM IN UNITED STATES.

THE MEEK

BANGKOK, DEC 26,2004

AROUND APRIL 2004, LABOR READY, ALBQ.,NM " THE SMELL OF THE FLIES OVERPOWERED THE STENCH OF THE BODIES." I SAID THIS TO THE MANAGER OF THAT OFFICE.

I TRYED CALLING ART BELL WITH THAT PREDICTION ABOUT SIX MONTHS AHEAD OF THE TIME, THEN THE TSUNAMI.

DURING THIS TIME, WITH MR. LEE WILSON PRESENT, " WHAT WE NEED IS A KNAIFE," BARTON PRINCE SAID. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT, LATER ON I LOOKED IT UP.

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ONE OF THE LAST OF THE OF THE BOOKS BY JAMES ROLLINGS ' MAP OF BONES,' I FOUND INTERESTING ALONG WITH DRAKE'S LICENSE PLATE 77, AND OF COURSE THE 707 IN MORALS AND DOGMA AND MY LICENSE PLATE.
MATHEW 7.7 " SEEK AND YE SHALL FIND."- ' MAP OF BONES.'

BANGKOK BOYS (A FUTURE LURE), A VHS LEFT ATOP A BUNCH OF FURNISHINGS THAT ME AND CORY AND SOME MARINE HAD TO MOVE NEXT DOOR; ONE OF BARTON'S FRIENDS.

A ROYAL MARINE ONCE TOLD ME OF ' UNLAWFUL ORDERS ' WHICH SHE AND THE AMERICANS (AT THE TIME) WERE ORDERED TO FOLLOW WHILE ON DUTY IN THAT LOCAL (BANGKOK AND INDONESIA) OF THE WORLD AS PER UNITED STATES EXECUTIVES AND THEIR HIRING OF SMALL CHILDREN FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION.

 AFTER THE NEWS OF THE CANADIAN SHOOTER THIS MORNING (SHARPSHOOTER) AND THIS MORNING NPR ( THE COPYCAT - NEXT - I BELIEVE TO BE GLOBAL).....YEARS AGO, WHEN I WAS ABOUT SIXTEEN, ONE OF THE EARLY BOOKS THAT MY FATHER GAVE TO ME TO READ WAS OF A VET, DARK OPS, FROM NM WHO WAS HIRED TO ASSASSINATE A POLITICIAN. HE HID OUT IN A MAN MADE CAVE (SEWER,PATHWAY,STORAGE-?) FOR OVER A MONTH IN THE BOOK; I'M KEPT MIND FULL OF 'WELSPRING,' ANOTHER BOOK OF AN TERRORIST ATTEMPT TO POISON WATERWAYS AND TANKS.

MR.PRINCE SOLD THOUSANDS OF ' INHERITED ' NM ACREAGE, IF I BELIEVE HIM. I DIDN'T THEN.

I ONCE ' OWNED ' A PACIFIC PEOPLES ' CEREMONIAL KNIFE,' SUPPOSEDLY MADE OF A HUMAN BONE. WHEN I SAT ON THE HUNTINGTON BEACH FRONT, THE PALM TREES IN BACK OF ME (THERE WEREN'T ANY) AND THE WATER RECEDED, AND THE INTERFERENCE OF PAST AND PRESENT CLASHED, I THOUGHT OF THE PEOPLE AND THE KNIFE, THIS AFTER MEETING MR.PRICE. ' THE WHALE HOUSE,' BUILT BY BARTON PRINCE IN NEWPORT BEACH. I TORE THE PICTURE UP YESTERDAY OF THAT HOUSE.

A POST THAT IS GONE, THE ORIGINAL TO SPEAK OF ' THREE DAYS OF THE CONDOR,' A MOVIE, AND THEN " IS THAT ALL WE HAVE? " ( FEMALE VOICE ) FOLLOWED BY ALL BOOKS AND MOVIES AND ALL MEDIA AND ALL THE ATTACHMENTS IN REAL TIME ( SENSATION OF READING ALL, WATCHING ALL, RELIVING IN FULL ACCURATE MEMORY OF ' ALL '), WHICH HAS ALMOST NO DEFINITION REGARDING MEANINGFUL SPACE TRAVEL - ' LAYMAN'S TERMS.' I BELIEVE TO HAVE HAPPENED FIRST SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO. TO ' READ ' A PERSON'S MIND BASED ON WHAT THAT PERSON HAS SEEN AND DONE ACCORDING TO WHAT ' YOU ' BELIEVE WAS THE PERSON'S INNER ' VOICE.' SOME FUCKING EGO, BUT I WILL SAY THIS MUCH, THEY DAMNED NEAR DID IT.

THE LASER FROM THE SKY WAS IN THE OUTER MOST PECOS, THERE WAS ALSO A CLOUD IN THE SHAPE OF A RIBBON USED FOR TROOPS OR BREAST CANCER. THE BLOND WOMAN WHO I WORKED FOR AND OR HER ' HUSBAND ' MIGHT WANT TO SEE A DOCTOR. I WOULD REALLY LIKE MY I-POD BACK, I KNOW IT'S BROKEN BUT REMEMBER WHERE EVERYTHING IS ON IT WITHOUT THE SCREEN.' SOLOMONS ' WAS THE WIRELESS ACCOUNT THAT NO ONE COULD USE, NO CELL PHONES THERE. ALFALFA COMPANY.


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WHEN I FIRST STARTED USING THE EL PASO LIBRARY COMPUTER ROOM I WAS ' DIRECTED ' TO A DESIGNATION WITH THE MATHEMATICAL DESCRIPTION OF A SCREW.

THE TRANSIT OF VENUS GAVE ME SOME INTERESTING PHOTOS, ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT I SAW THE SHOTS BEFORE I TOOK THEM. THE SUN AS A ' CATS EYE,' EVEN TODAY I CAN'T WRAP MY MIND AROUND, ALTHOUGH I SAW IT AND DIDN'T REALLY THINK MUCH OF IT THEN.

THERE IS AN OLD PAINTING THAT I ' GAVE ' TO BP, SOMEWHAT LIKE AN OLD TRAINS FRONT ' SHOVEL.' WHEN I FIND IT I WILL POST IT.

APRIL 16, 2007 (VIRGINA TECH) AND MAY 12, 2008 (CHINA EARTHQUAKES) COME TO MIND NOW WHEN I HEARD A ' VOICE ' THAT  I KNOW WAS NOT MY FATHER, AND HAVE STATED THIS BEFORE. YET THE SIMILARITY WAS UNREAL, I HAD TO FIGHT TO REMIND MYSELF (I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS BP REALLY AT THIS POINT UNTIL I HEARD A SHARP, SUDDEN DIFFERENCE WHEN HE WAS INTERACTING IN EXPLANATION OR CONVERSATION WITH A CHILD, THE SON OF A GOOD ACQUAINTANCE MR. BISHOP*) " THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH RV ARE YOU VIEWING IT OR DIRECTING IT? " FOR TWO NIGHTS I ALMOST BELIEVED THAT I WAS THE ' VICTIM ' BEING HARASSED AND PUSHED TO THE EDGE. WHY WOULD ' HE ' SAY THAT? I KEPT ASKING!!!! AND THAT god DAMNED ' MALE ' COMMENTATOR AND SOMETIME ' ADVISOR AND PROMOTER OF A LIFESTYLE THAT ONLY THE ' REAL,' THE ' HE ' MEN WHO WOULD ' NEVER BREAK ' UNDER SUCH PRESSURES AND TAUNTINGS.

THE DANGER IN ALL OF THIS IS THE HERITAGE OF ALL ' CHRISTIAN ' PEOPLES AND THE WAR WEAPONS NOW BUILT AND THOSE THAT ARE RACE SPECIFIC AND CAN BE USED AGAINST THEM, ULTIMATELY MAKES IT MORE DIFFICULT IN TRYING TO DESCRIBE THE TERRORIST MIND SET AND KNOWLEDGE ' AT HAND IN REAL TIME.' SOME OLD BAPTIST MIGHT EVEN SURPRISE THE GENETICISTS. THESE NUTS REALLY BELIEVE THAT THEY HAVE ALL THE POWER ALL THE TIME, YEAR IN AND YEAR OUT, TWENTY FOUR SEVEN AND JUST AS LONG AS THEY CAN GET THEIR COMPUTER ' FIX!'
' IN NETWORK, MIRRORED IN ONE SINGULAR ' HERD,' without soul, spirit and or brain and mind.

* BISHOP WAS ANOTHER NIGHTMARE BEFORE THIS ALL HAPPENED, " NOT ALIEN!" AND LATER IN AUSTIN THE ' ASH ' TREE AND WHERE TO LOOK WHERE THE SUN WAS CRADLED BY THE BRANCHES OF THE TREE AT STASSY CREEK POOL. A NOTE GIVEN OF MY FATHER'S NEAR ARREST FOR BEING MY FATHER; IT WAS NOT BELIEVED BACK THEN THAT A DARK SKINED MEXICAN COULD MARRY A WHITE WOMAN OF MY MOTHER'S BEAUTY.

WE ARE NEAR AN EVENT THAT IS BIG, PART NATURAL THE OTHER ' OPPORTUNIST ' TERRORISM, PLANED YEARS IF NOT DECADES AHEAD.

NPR-I CAN NOW THROW AWAY MY RED VOLCANO CAP FROM HI (NOT REALLY- THE RESCUE MISSION - HA! AFTERWARDS, VERY SOON  AFTERWARDS) AND ' BINOCULARS.' AND GREG IN HI, MOST LIKELY IN JAIL TOO, STAY AWAY FROM ALASKA FOR NOW....THE EARTHQUAKES WILL BE FELT IN EL PASO TOO.

WATER PLANETS

ONE OF THE MEMORIES THAT WAS SAVAGELY ATTACKED WAS NOT ONLY MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE AS A CHILD BUT ALSO ' THE LIGHT PEOPLE.' ANGLES.

BABIES GO UP. THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS SCREAMING FOR MY LIFE ABOVE THE RUSHING WATER/THEN TWO PEOPLE AND SOMETHING SMALL THAT THE TWO WERE HUDDLED OVER. THE RAILING AND THE FLAG POLE WAS STILL THERE AND I KEPT RISING.

I FOUGHT FOR THIS MEMORY. I FOUGHT HARD, IT WAS MINE; IT IS MINE AND NO ONE ELSE'S. IT IS A PART OF MY LIFE.

THE ' PEOPLE,' AND THAT'S ALL THEY WERE, JUST PEOPLE, TRYED VERY HARD TO TAKE THIS, UNIFORMS OR NOT, EXEMPTED IN FAITH BY THEIR OWN DOING. THEY TRYED FROM ' ALL DIRECTIONS,' THAT IS WHAT I EXPERIENCED. I ALMOST COULDN'T ' TURN IT OFF,' MEANING THE MEDITATION, THE RV SESSION.

I KEPT SAYING AS I MOVED THROUGH ' SPACE,' " IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THIS." THE SHADE OR TONE AS IN CONTRAST WAS CHANGED SLOWLY AS IF I WERE A MACHINE. I EVENTUALLY JUST SPED AHEAD, I DON'T KNOW IF I WAS ' FOLLOWED,' OR A ' PARASITE ' WAS WITH ME.

TIME - FLASH OF BRIGHT WHITE LIGHT - NOT OURS/MINE/YOURS/PLANET X

THE PLANET OPPOSITE THE OUR SUN, NOT DWARF, ' CONTACT ' WAS MENTIONED, MOVIE I GUESS, I READ BOOK FIRST....... BY YEARS. BIRTHDAY PRESENT. ABBOTS.

' CONTACT,' NOT MADE BY US, HOMO SAPIENS.

WHETHER OR NOT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH STORMS FROM SPACE AT/NEAR TIME OF MY BIRTH  ( FOUND WEB SITE ) HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS. THE ' HANDLERS ' CVR ' CONTROLLERS ONLY HAD PART OF IT RIGHT ABOUT THE COLLIDER IN BERN. DOES NOT MATTER IF RECENT PLANETS DISCOVERED ARE ' REAL ' OR NOT TO FIT SOME ' STAR WARS ' REAGAN ERA GAME FOR POLITICAL DOMINANCE.

DA VINCE ALMOST BUILT HIS; SOME OF THE BLUEPRINTS STILL EXIST IN VATICAN, BUT THAT DOES NOT MATTER ETHER. THE MISTAKE WILL BE ENCAPSULATED LIGHT RELATED. TELLATRANSPORTATION OF THE ' MIND,' CREATED BY MAN AS MACHINE WITHOUT SOUL TO FIND INTELLIGENCE ELSEWHERE, BASED ON MEMORY? TRAINED? TRAINED DUALISM IN ' QUAD.'

THE ARGUEMENT BACK THEN WAS IF OF ELEMENTS, THEN WOULD NOT SOUL ' TRANSFER ' AS IN EVOLUTION (?). QUITE AN ASSUMPTION TO PLACE ON A GENTIC ' BEING ' OF OUR COSCIENCE (?) AND YET WITHOUT A SOUL.

HOW IS THE REPLICATION OF A ' BEING,' THAT OF MAN, THAT OF WOMB, TO BE REGARDED AS ONLY A THING, A MACHINE; A DRONE AND NOT HUMAN. AND FOR WHAT'S IT'S WORTH, THE QUEER COMMUNITY, HOW FUCKING DARE YOU TO EVEN TRY TO TAKE ' WORTH OF COMPASSION,' OF STEM CELL EXPERIMENTATION AND CLONING AND ALL RELATED SCIENCES AS IF YOUR ' OWN.' FUCK OFF!

THEY WERE NOT MENTALLY ILL, THEY WERE NOT ' TAUGHT,' OR EXPERIENCED ' ETHICS.'

NOW, YOU KNOW WHERE I'VE BEEN.

STILL HAVE ' KEPT PROMISE ABOUT PLANET X.'

TUESDAY, MAY-27-2014

WHAT I FOUND ON MY FLASH DRIVE AFTER VIST TO EPCC ON  EL PASO LIBRARY COMPUTER

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THE POST WAS MADE ON THAT DATE AFTER SEVERAL ATTEMPTS TO PUBLISH. THERE WERE THREE YOUNG FEMALE ADULTS ACROSS FROM ME AND ONE YOUNG MALE ADULT DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM THE FEMALE TO MY RIGHT. THE SETTING WAS THE COMPUTER ROOM AT EL PASO COMMUNITY COLLEGE.

" I'M NOT A CAT." " I'M NOT A COW." BOTH THESE STATEMENTS GIVEN BY TWO OF THE YOUNG ( LADIES ? ). THE TWO IN FRONT OF ME WERE LISTENING TWO A CELL PHONE, THE SPEAKERS SLIT BETWEEN THEM ( IN THE LONG RUN, VERY DANGEROUS THING TO DO. WHILE USING A DUALCORE MAC, EXTREMELY DANGEROUS. I'M VERY SURE THE ' OLDER ' OF THE TWO KNEW THE ' DOMINANCE ' SECTURE. )

WHEN I LEFT THE COMPUTER ROOM AT EPCC I LET THE ROOM'S DIRECTOR KNOW OF THE ' FACEBOOK ' ISSUE.

AT THE EL PASO LIBRARY COMPUTER ROOM I TRYED TO UPLOAD WHAT I TRIED AT THE EPCC COMPUTER ROOM, AND WHEN GOING THROUGH MY FLASH DRIVE I NOTICED SEVERAL ENTRIES THAT WERE ' FOREIGN.' WHEN I OPENED THE TOP, MEANING THE FIRST ONE, I NOTICED ' MASTERCHARGE ' NUMBERS AND ALL KINDS OF STORE INFORMATION THAT DID NOT MAKE SENSE. MY IMMEDIATE REACTION WAS UNFORTUNATELY TO DELETE IT, WHICH I DID. THINKING ABOUT THIS DECISION AS I WATCHED THIS BEING DONE, WAS TO STOP IT AND GIVE IT ALL TO THE POLICE. YET WHEN I LOOKED AT IT AGAIN, NO MORE BANK AND STORE NUMBERS AND THE TWO OTHER FILES UNDER IT WERE EMPTY. I DO NOT KNOW IF THEY EVER HAD ANYTHING IN THEM OR NOT.

I AM REMINDED OF MY WELDING CLASS AND ALL THE TROUBLE TRYING TO ENROLE INTO IT; THE WRONG FORMS FOR ME TO FILL OUT AND THE LIES REGARDING ALL MY INFORMATION BEING DELETED FROM THE COMPUTER. I DID MAKE A COMPLAINT WITH THE POLICE ( EPCC'S POLICE ) BUT DO NOT KNOW IF A REPORT WAS MADE ( I REMEMBER AT THE TIME " WAS A REPORT MADE? " AS I WALKED AWAY FROM THE BUILDING ), IF SO I SHOULD OF ASKED FOR A COPY BACK THEN, I DIDN'T.

WHY ALL THIS CONCERN? WHEN I LEFT FOR HAWAII ( MY MONEY EARNED AND SAVED AT THE RESCUE MISSION ), THERE WERE TRAINS BLOWING UP IN THE NORTH, I CHOSE THE ISLAND INSTEAD. I WAS REGISTERED AT LAKE SUPREME COLLEGE. AS FAR AS I KNOW SHOT RECORDS WERE ALL THAT WHERE NEEDED.

TERRORISM EXIST BECAUSE OF MONEY. ETHER OVERWORKED OR UNDER PAYED, IT IS STILL MONEY.' PAID OFF ' IS DIRECTLY RELATED TO MONEY TOO. IN THE UNITED STATES IT IS ALL ABOUT MONEY.

' FALLING ASLEEP AT THE WHEEL ' -  2007
' YOUR THIRD EYED BLIND ' - 2007 - '08
THANK G-D NETHER ONE OF THESE SONGS I EVER LIKED.

MY MISSING ' MONTH,' IN TRUTH WAS REALLY ONE YEAR. JANUARY AND FEBRUARY,
SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE - REPORTED, THEN, OR RATHER THE ' SNEAK ' BY TRAINED PROFESSIONALS, ' VETS,' YEARS BEFORE; MORE THAN ONCE.
THE TWO EXTREMES I HAD A VERY HARD TIME SEPARATING.

MY FATHER'S OPERATION ( HEART ) WAS IN 2006, I THINK.

" OF COURSE YOUR BART. I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD ! " - C. OCHOA, MY BROTHER SAID IN 2010, EL PASO. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.

JULIO G. ( VET REP. ) GAVE ME A GUITAR TUNER, SILVER, WHEN AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. I DIDN'T KNOW WHY. THE WEIRD ' TONES ' WAY BACK WHEN ALL THIS STARTED, I COPYED IN MY BRAIN/MIND, " WHATS HE DOING? " " I THINK HES COPYING IT." SHE SAID TO, I THINK A MALE." THAT'S RIGHT MOTHER FUCKERS/FUCKING A " I SAID BACK THEN.- ABOUT 2007 - '08.

I MIGHT OF MET AN AUTHOR IN HAWAII AND I MIGHT ADD THAT I READ A RECENT BOOK, I THOUGHT, OF HIS THAT WAS PUBLISHED IN 2001. ABOUT 13 - 16 (?) HITS, AND AN ' ENDORSEMENT ' OF A VOICE IN ' PRACTICE,' AND MIMIC OF SOME PEOPLE THAT I RESPECTED AND KNEW. I DO NOT THINK THE AUTHOR'S FAULT.

RIGHT NOW, " BACK TO THE FUTURE," STARING FOX AND LOYD IN THE LIBRARY.

THE NEXT POST IS VERY IMPORTANT.