PHAETHON STAR-SOBER OVER: MUSE OR RUSE

MUSE OR RUSE ?

ON THE NIGHT OF THE 21RST OF THIS MONTH I LISTENED TO COAST TO COAST HOSTED BY GEORGE NOREY CONCERNING THE POWER GRID AND TRANSFORMERS.

I CHECKED IN A COUPLE OF TIMES AND DURING THE SECOND TIME ( EVEN BEFORE ) I WAS RAPIDLY DRUMMING MY PENCIL ONLY TO HEAR ' HIT, HIT AFTER , HIT.' I THEN REALIZED THAT I WAS IN A ' POWER INFORMATION HUB ( AT THE TIME ).' MEANING THAT THIS WAS EIGHT YEARS AGO, THIS A CERTAINTY. I TURNED OFF THE RADIO.

I USED THE ' ROOM ' AFTERWARDS, THAT I'M IN, FOR A SOUNDBOARD AND SCRIBBLED DOWN THE ' DEEPEST ' OF MY MEDITATION THAT THIS PROGRAM ' ALIGNED ' ME WITH. IMAGINE CARRYING ON SEPARATE CONVERSATIONS, SOME JUST LISTENING, OTHERS JUST VISUAL, SOME I PARTICIPATED ( WITHOUT MUCH CONTROL AND FORETHOUGHT ) IN, OTHERS I WAS ' TUNED OUT,' THE TOTALITY OF WHICH SOMETIMES SEEMED TO EXCEED, WELL I LOST FOCUS AND COUNT AFTER ABOUT TWENTY SIX TO THIRTY SOMETHING.....SOME CONVERSATIONS WHERE IN THE FUTURE, THEN. ' YOU'RE TALKIG TO YOU'RE SELF.' SEVEN EIGHT YEARS AGO, BUT ' BACKWARDS ALSO.

THE SCRIBBLINGS

LOS ALAMOS, ALBQ. AND BOSKE FIRES, THE RED MOON ( THEN ) AND THE HOLLYWOOD MURDERS ( I ONCE KNEW THE MANAGER OF HOLLYWOOD VIDEOS ) AND THAT STORES STRANGE OCCURRENCES OF THE FRONT DOOR OPENING UP ON ITS OWN, ALMOST ALL THE WAY, BY ITS SELF, AND WHEN I ACTUALLY WITNESSED IT BY MYSELF AND THE ' HIGH PITCHED,' ALMOST BEYOND SOUND, ' THE SQUIRREL CAGE ' THAT I HAVE TYRED TO EXPLAIN BEFORE....THIS THE FIRST TIME; ALL OF THIS BEFORE ' THE SNEAK.'* PEOPLE AROUND DAVE BARRY'S HOUSE IMITATING THE ' SNEAK.'

DURING THESE NIGHTS AFTER, " NO THAT'S JUST A PSYCH-OUT," " THIS IS MILITARY/THOSE ARE SOLDIERS!" BOTH OF THOSE WERE AT THE SAME TIME; OVERLAYED. THIS I HEARD IN MY HEAD AND MAYBE OUTSIDE THE WALLS OF MY HOUSE, I CHECKED ONCE, NO ONE THERE. THE PI HOLES OF INTENSE LIGHT/NANO SECOND IN LENGTH. VIOLATION ! ABOUT YEAR LATER THE OBVIOUS LASERS AND FLASHINGS.*

ABOUT THREE MONTHS AGO ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WINDOW WHICH IS A STORAGE AREA NEXT TO MY ROOM A RED LASER ( I THOUGHT ) OR CELL PHONE VIDEO RED LIGHT* ( ? ) AT THE LOCATION ON MY SIDE, ON A MAP OF THE EASTERN SEA BOARD, CAPE MAY. ABOUT 12:00 OR 1:00, I DID NOT SEE WHERE THE LASER TERMINATED. I LOOKED BEHIND ME, NOTHING.

I LET MANAGEMENT KNOW, YET ONE WEEK AFTER THIS, THE FIRES AT THE JERSEY SEABOARD.

I AM LOOKING FOR THE ' TIME STAMP.'

WHEN THE WEIRD THUNDERSTORMS WERE OCCURRING AND THE TELEPHONE POLE AND TRANSFORMERS WERE BEING HIT BY LIGHTING AROUND MY HOUSE IN CLOSE PROXIMITY, AND THE ' APPRARITION ' IN THE CLOUDS POINTING NORTH, A FEMALE, ABOVE MY HOUSE AND LENT'S, HAVE ALWAYS BOTHERED ME AND FROM TIME TO TIME I HAVE WONDERED IF THE HEAVENS OPERATED IN SEQUENCED LAYERING'S TOO IN RELATION TO UNDERSTANDINGS OF A ' NEW APPROPRIATION OF THE IDEA OF CONSTANT TIME; EVERYTHING AT THE SAME TIME ( MUCH LIKE THE IDEA OF A QUANTUM COMPUTATION BEFORE THE RESULTING RESULT;FIGURE OR SYMBOL DEPENDING ON RACE OR SPECIES DEPENDANT ON FORETHOUGHT ( ? ) ).

FOR WHAT EVER REASON THE ' ANGLE ' HAS ALWAYS BOTHERED ME AS TO THE PLANES OF EXISTENCE AND THE COMPLEXITY OF HUMAN THOUGHT AND EMOTIONS IN CONCERN WITH ' TIME ' AND ' ALL ' PEOPLE.

THE EXTREME ' BACKGROUND ' OF THE RV ( MEDITATION, I DO NOT KNOW IF IT WAS MONOTONE ) WAS:

LIKE A RUNNING REEL OF REAL LIFE

VERY DARK - AND A VERY LARGE BLACK MASS MOVING FROM THE RIGHT TO THE LEFT ( THERE WAS NO ' FRAME,' NO EDGE OR HORIZON )

THE MASS SEEMED - FEEL - ' SUCKED YOU IN ' - NO SOUND AT ALL - FEELING WAS NO SOUND - ABSORPTION - NEAR COMPLETE

LARGE LIKE A SHIP - AIRCRAFT - CRUSE SHIP ( ? ) - LARGER

NO RUNNING LIGHTS

VERY CERTAIN - FUTURE ( BACK THEN ) - THIS WAS WITHIN THE YEAR I TOLD ' JORDON ( NEIGHBOR ) ' WITH STICK IN HAND AND DREW THE ' BUG ZAPPER,' THE MACHINE THAT VAPORIZED THE DEAD BODIES TO ASH IN THE DIRT OF MY FRONT YARD ON ALICE STREET, TRYING TO REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST HAD THE REOCCURRING DREAM. THE DREAM,IN WHICH THE THIRD TIME I LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR AND SAW THE SURPRISE ON ' MY ' FACE THAT I WAS BLACK.

( IN MY BED I WAS FACING WEST - MOST OF THE TIME.)

THE FACE WAS NAVY YARD SHOOTER.....I RECOGNIZED HIM, ' ME.'

( DURING THIS TIME MY BED WAS FACING SOUTH )

THE NURSE THAT I MET AT HOLLYWOOD VIDEO SAID THAT ONLY TWO OF THESE MACHINES WERE IN THE UNITED STATES; SHE SURVIVED A HORRIBLE AUTO ACCIDENT IN HOUSTON, TX. HER UNCLE WAS HUBBLE WITH NASA.

WE WERE FOLLOWED OUTSIDE WALMART, WHITE TRUCKS AND VANS EVERYWHERE AND SHE SAID THAT SHE MADE THE WHOLE THING UP, SHE WAS VERY SCARED.

SHE WAS NUMBER ONE OR TWO IN THE NATION WITH VASCULAR SURGERY IF MEMORY SERVES, BEFORE HER ACCIDENT.

THE NEED FOR THE MACHINE, OF COURSE IS AFTER A CATASTROPHE THE BODIES WOULD HAVE TO BE ' HUMANLY ' REMOVED TO PREVENT THE SPREAD OF DISEASE.

WHAT MAKES THIS IMPORTANT, FOR ME PERSONALLY IS THE PERSON WHO SAID THAT ' SHE HAD AN ACCIDENT AND THAT IT WASN'T MY FAULT,' ( I HAVE DATE ), I RECENTLY WANTED TO SEE AND HEAR WHAT A HOLOCAUST SURVIVOR WANTED TO LECTURE AT A CHURCH HERE IN EL PASO AND I FOUND OUT A WEEK OR SO AGO THAT THE OLD GENTLEWOMAN HAD AN AUTO ACCIDENT.

THE OCCURRENCES OF THE MANY, TOO NUMEROUS TO MENTION, ALL THE COINCIDENCES THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN MY LIFE AND ' RV SESSIONS ' AND THE CONTINUED INTEREST WHICH BORDERS ON ' POSSESSION ' OF RELIGIOUS AND ' SOCIAL AND SEXUAL BELIEF SYSTEMS ' THAT ALSO INCLUDE THE INSANITY OF THINGS AND EVENTS THAT I'VE NEVER DONE, WISHED OR VIEWED; ' THESE EXPERIENCES.'

ALL IN CONVINCING STANCE ( SOMETIMES FOR TENS OF HOURS ) THAT ' THEIR ' WAY OF LIFE IS THE ' GOLDEN PATH.' SOME OF THESE ARE EVEN ' TORTURES ' AND JUST BEYOND ANYTHING THAT WAS ONCE ' TERMED RAPE ' UN TILL THE VICTIMS DYED; OFTEN WOMEN.

THE EVENT

I STILL BELIEVE THAT THE EVENT IS A COMBINATION OF MANY AND THAT THE PRIMARY ' TRIGGER ' WILL BE A MISTAKE, AN ORDER NOT FOLLOWED ( U-2 SHOT DOWN IN RUSSIA, 19 YEAR OLD RUSSIAN ) OR ' MISUNDERSTANDING.'

I HATE THIS SON OF A BITCH MORE THAN YOU KNOW, HOWEVER I DO THINK THAT PRESIDENT CLINTON'S COMMENTS REGARDING THE UNITED STATES ' TURNING THE CHEEK ' MIGHT BE WELL REMEMBERED IF A NATURAL WORLD CATASTROPHE OCCURS, EVEN IF IT IS ON US SOIL, AND AN AGGRESSION IS MADE FOREIGN OR DOMESTIC; THE DOMESTIC IS VERY LIKELY TO BE PATTERNED AFTER LUNAR AND EARTH LONGITUDE AND LATITUDE DIMENSIONS AND NOT NECESSARILY FOREIGN IN THE ' SHORT VIEW.'

THE FUTURES IDEA OF ' EXPRESSIONED AND LIFE AS VALUE IN LIBERTY ' WILL BE AT STAKE IN A WORLD THAT STILL HOLDS THE IDEA OF WHAT WE SHOULD BE AND WHO WE ARE IN A TIME OF WELCOMED NEED.

BELOW ARE MORE PICTURES TAKEN FROM A PHONE THAT I BOUGHT IN HAWAII THAT WAS HACKED AS SOON AS I BOUGHT IT. IT IS MY ONLY CAMERA NOW AND SORRY FOR THE QUALITY. I HAVE NO SERVICE FOR IT AND ONLY KEEP IT FOR A CAMERA, AND I HAVE FOUND THAT IN THE ' BOARDING HOUSE ' THOUGH NOW MONTH TO MONTH, I CAN NOT GIVE THE ADDRESS.

MY E MAIL HAS ALWAYS BEEN PRUDENTSONG@GMAIL.COM ( SMALL CASE - AND AS I KNOW SOME PEOPLE HAVE SWORN THAT THEY HAVE E-MAILED ME ) AND YES IT HAS BEEN MESSED WITH IN THE PAST OR CLONED ( SUGGESTED BY ON TECH IN AUSTIN ); I WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE THAT PRIOR US MILITARY OR ACTIVE, IS AND HAVE NOT BEEN INVOLVED AS FACEBOOK HAS, BUT I AM UNCERTAIN.

PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT I WILL NEVER GIVE MONEY KNOWINGLY TO A PEDOPHILE, EVER.I WAS SIMPLY OUTSMARTED, AND ACCEPT THAT.

I HATE THE MILITARY AND ALSO RESPECT OUR MILITARY IN THE POSITIVE SENSE; EVERY MAJOR GANG HAS BEEN CREATED BY PRIOR SERVICE PEOPLES. I HAVE HEARD ALL THE REASONS FOR THE HATE TOWARDS AN UNCARING GOVERNMENT THAT SUPPORTS ONLY ' RANK ' AND IN MY OPINION KILLS EVERYONE ELSE.

BUT ' THEY ' WEAR YOU DOWN, AND DEALING WITH SEXUAL DEVIANTS ( REAL WORLD BEYOND S&M FOOLS AND VERY REAL PEDOPHILES ) IS NOT MY IDEA OF FUN.

THE PHOTO BELOW I FOUND AND TRYED TO UNDERSTAND HOW IT REMINDED ME OF INGO SWANN, THE OTHER ' SYBOLES ' IN THE HAIR ARE IN THE ' CRRENT ' AND I REMEMBER AS I WAS DRAWNING IT, A GRUMBLE FROM MY FATHER, SOMEWHAT LIKE MERCY BROKE THE TRANCE. IT WAS AROUND 3:00 AT NIGHT I THINK, AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHY IT DIDN'T LOOK LIKE HEMINGWAY; A VAUGE ' THIS IS YOU.' SOUNDED FROM god ONLY KNOW'S WHERE.

THE EL PASO HIGH SCHOOL CREATIVE ARTS MAG. LIKED IT I GUESS AND THIS IS WHERE IT WAS PUBLISHED.

THE PHOTO IN THE GOLDEN STANDARD OF INGO SWANN ON A BOAT WITH A FULL BEARD AND THE WATER BEHIND HIM STARTED THE SEARCH ( ABOUT THREE HOURS AT THE ALICE ADDRESS ), TO THIS DAY I ONLY UNDERSTAND THAT ALL THE PEOPLE HE TAUGHT PROBABLY HAVE OR HAD THE ' PERSONA ' OF SWANN IN THE INTELLIGENCE FIELDS FROM TRAINING. MR. PAUL PRICE AND SWANN MIGHT AS WELL OF BEEN ' REAL ' BROTHERS, PRICE WOULD LOOK AT THE PICTURE OF THE NEW YORK BALLERINA WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES IN WONDERMENT AS TO WHY HE DID NOT ACCEPT MARRIAGE.

PAUL PRICE BOUGHT THE ' THE DYING SWANN,' A PEN AND INK AND WATER COLOR TAKEN FROM A POSTER THAT MY FATHER HAD GIVEN ME.

HE ALSO BOUGHT THE WOODEN CHRIST WITH THE DOVE DEEP IN THE EYE WELL. MY FATHER ASKED ABOUT IT AND I SHOWED HIM THE DOVE, ALL IT NEEDED WAS THE BARBED WIRE. I WISH THAT HE BOUGHT IT, I NEEDED GAS MONEY TO LEAVE EL PASO THAT VISIT ( FIVE, SIX STATE TOUR BEFORE RETURNING TO NM ).

MR. PAUL PRICE NEVER TRYED TO ' POSSESS ' YOU; HE WAS WHAT HE WAS. IBM/MILITARY COMPUTER TECH.

THE TOP OF THE HAIR, IF TURNED UP-SIDE
DOWN AND VEIWED FRON THE TOP AT AN
ANGLE, FUCKED WITH MY WORLD, 1909.

THIS IS THE ' SUPPOSED TO BE HEMINGWAY '
THAT WASN'T, IT TURNED OUT ALL WRONG AS
IF IMPOLDING FROM WITHIN AND I'M A DAMN
GOOD ARTIST, EVEN ACCUSED OF ZERROXING
DRAWINGS IN GRADE SCHOOL. OTHER SYMBOLS
ON A PEN AND INK DRAWING OF MY FATHER
ARE SUTLE LIGHTNESSES OF SYMBOLS ON ' MY
MOTHER'S EYE.'

THE EYE OF ISES WAS CHIPED OF A HUGE CRYSTAL
BOULDER IN AUSTIN, TX. WHILE AT WORK DIGGING
ON A POOL JOB. AFTER THE ' GROWEL ' OR WHAT EVER
THAT WAS ( EVERY ONE HEARD IT - LION ? ) THEN
THE LIGHT. WE WERE SENT HOME. " WAS THAT
YOU? " RYAN ASKED, NOT THE MDT MANAGER.
" NO." I SAID.
DURING THE SOUND AND IMEDIATLY AFTERWARDS
I WAS IN THE PROCESS OF SAYING " I'M SORRY." TO
THE EARTH. I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT IT SEEMED THE
RIGHT THING TO DO.

THERE IS LIFE THERE AND NO ONE SHOULD KNOW OF IT....
REMEMBER I SAID THAT.

THE RV ( YEARS BACK - MY SISTER ) AND A FEW DAYS AGO.
THE BLUE MARBLE ( BIG BLUE MARBLE, WE ALL WATCHED )
LIT UP BIGHT,WHITE LIGHT AND MOVED FORWARD ABOUT
AN INCH. SARED THE HELL OUT OF ME OR AWE
I COULDN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT.

I MOVED THE DESK. NO WAY, I SHOOK THE DESK, NO PAPER
TO PUSH IT.........IT JUST MOVED.

I DID NOT DO THAT.

I REMEMBER READING, RE-READING THE PAPER THAT I
WRAPPED AROUND ' MY MOTHERS EYE ' A WARNING OF
CLEANING UP THE EARTH AND NOT ATTEMPING TO REACH
THE NEW WATER PLANETS ' IN ANY WAY,' INCLUDING ' IMPRINTING
IT, THEM WITH THE NEW DEVELOPING LIGHT TECHNOLOGIES STILL
IN DEVELOPMENT, ' ENCOUNTERING THAT WHICH CAN NOT BE
DESCRIBED,' AND THE ' UNDERSTANDING ' THAT WE DON'T TAKE
CARE OF THAT WHICH WE ' BORROW;' LIFE ' OF.'

I HAVE RELUCTANTLY DONE WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD - OBE - IN PICTURES.

THE LAGUAGES AND SYMBOLS WERE ALL THAT WERE LEFT,
SOMETHING HAPPENED ABOUT FIFTY YEARS AGO.

I GUESS I'LL TAKE A PIC. OF IT AND POST IT, I WON'T
BE IN EL PASO LONG AND I KNOW THIS SOUNDS FOOLISH
BUT THAT SKY MORFING INTO ? BEFORE THE NEAR FACE
WAS REAL, AND GETS REALER EVERY DAY.

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, IN MY OPPION, ALL PRESIDENTS ARE WHORES
TO THE MOB, THE PEOPLE AND OBAMA WHO I DID NOT VOTE FOR
IS DOING ALL HE CAN AND JUST ABOUT THE SAME THING THAT
ANY OTHER PRESIDENT WOULD DO IN CURRENT SIT - NO ONE WANTS
THE NEXT WAR.

I WAS LOST ONCE ( MORE THAN ONCE ) AND A VERY
TALL MAN TOKE ME FROM THE CANALS IN DOWNTOWN
AUSTIN AND FOUND MY PARENTS. HE WAS ALMOST A HEAD
TALLER THAN MY FATHER, AND A FULL BEARD, MEDIUM
LENGTH OF HAIR AND DARK. HIS SKIN WAS LIGHT. 5TH, 6TH
OR 7TH STREET. I'VE BEEN ALL OVER THOSE STREETS, THE
POLICE END SEEMS RIGHT.

LETS JUST SAY I SAW THE MOVIE, AND REPLAYED THAT
SCENE OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

A MAN KILLED ' THIS GOLDEN....' I DON'T KNOW WHY.

MY UNDERSTANDING IS THAT THE EL PASO
CITY LIBRARY WILL ACCEPT THIS ' STAND '
AGGAINST CHILD ABUSE, A LEADING CAUSE
OF HOMELESSNESS AND I AM GRATEFULL.
THIS IS THE LAST ONE.

ONE EXAMPLE OF PEOPLE WHO I HAVE MET, THROWN
ON THE STREETS ABOUT THE AGE OF SEVEN OR EIGHT AFTER
BEING ' BRANDED ' WITH A IRON BY HIS MOTHER, FOR
PLAYING WITH HIS SISTER IN ' IMITATION ' OF WHAT
HER ' FRIENDS ' AND HER WERE SEEN TO DO ALMOST
ALWAYS IN A HOUSE WITH THIN WALLS AND CURTAINS
FOR DOORS; CRACK ALLEYS.

WHEN HE TOLD THE STORY IN TEARS TO AN INDIFFERENT
LISTENING EAR, I SUPPOSE HE THOUGHT THAT I FORGOT.
HE IS A FELON, IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT RACE HE IS
BECAUSE TEXAS HAS SO MANY LIKE STORIES WITH-IN
THE PRIDE OF THE GREAT WHITE RACE.

AND THEY THROW THE YOUNG TO THE ANIMALS IN
THE DRUG AND SEX SLAVE TRADE WITH PRIDE.

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD A CHILD ASK IF
" DO YOU WANT TO BE A MASON?"

GO TO THE STREETS IN AUSTIN TEXAS AND IF YOU CAN
PEEL THEM OFF THE OLD MEN'S LAPS INSIDE CARS
WILL IT MAKE YOU PROUD?

THE CHURCHES HAVE HAD THE SAME PROBLEM IN
TEXAS TOO.

IT'S NOT JUST MIGRANT WORKERS WHO ' HOP TRAINS '
WITH THE GANG BANGERS.