ABOUT THREE TO FOUR NIGHTS AGO I WAS AWAKENED TO MY ANKLE ' BUZZING,' OR VIBRATING LIKE A CELL PHONE ??? I HAVE NO FUCKING PHONE THAT WORKS, MUCH LESS KEPT ON MY ANKLE
THE SHIT THAT WENT THROUGH MY MIND, I HAVE NO WORKING CELL PHONE, I HOPE THIS HELPS. ESCAPED CRIMINAL? TERRORIST/KIDNAPPING?
FOR DR. HUGHSON, I HAD AN IDEA OF WHO I WAS FIGHTING, SO I KEPT ALOT. I FELT THAT USING THE NUDES WOULD BE A LAST RESORT IN ORDER TO TRY TO PROVE THE DEGREE THAT MY AND OUR PRIVACY WAS INVADED ( YOU WERE A PART OF MY LIFE ) AND BY WHOM. WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT SKYNET WAS REAL, AND SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NOT OF BEEN IN THE MEDITATIONS, THEN I ' FELT ' THAT SOMETHING ELSE WAS GOING ON; I MUST OF HEARD IT ( MORE THAN ONCE ) AND DID NOT WANT TO BELIEVE IT.
CATRON WAS FOLLOWED TWO, AND THEY WERE NOT NICE PEOPLE. YOU ONLY ' SEE ' THAT CLEARLY WHEN YOUR LIFE IS IN DANGER. SHE IS PART BLACK, HER HERITAGE. BUT IN NM THE MEXICAN MAFIA, I DON'T KNOW IF THEY EVEN ANSWER TO ' REAL FAMILY.' MY EXPERIENCE IN THE PAST FIVE YEARS AND EVEN BEFORE WITH DEALINGS WITH MY LANDLORD, I WOULD SAY THEY DO NOT.
THEY ARE ABOVE THE WHITE SUPREMACISTS WHEN IT COMES TO DRUG DEALING. IF I HAVE KNOWN ANY ONE, INCLUDING FINEMARK ( USNS ), I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THEY WERE THAT BAD.
A LOT OF WOMEN GOT KILLED, AND FOR WHAT'S WORTH, ( ALL MY TIRES GOT SLICED ) I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO GET BACK WITH THE STRIKE FORCE, THE MEETING ON TUESDAY, I WAS ' HIT ' HARD, AND IT NEVER STOPED ( FUNNY THING AT CITY HALL/STRIKE FORCE, THE HEAVY LAWYER POINTED AT HIS EYE JUST LIKE THE PRESIT AT JESUS AND MARY DID A FEW DAYS AGO HERE IN EL PASO, TX. ).
THE GANG BANGERS SUPPOSEDLY STOLE THE ' RANGER'S ' GUNS AND I FEEL THAT THEY TOOK MATTERS INTO THEIR OWN HANDS, AND IT NEVER STOPED.
AS FOR PRINCE, I SHOULD NEVER OF TOLD HIM ANYTHING OF CATRON, TO THIS DAY THAT REALLY BOTHERS ME. NEVER TRUST ONE OF THOSE.
I AM NOT TAKING THIS PAPERWORK WITH ME, IT WILL ALL BE DESTROYED. I LOST A WHOLE BOX OF BOOKS AND POSSIBLY BACK-UPS ( CD'S ) INCLUDING THE PHOTO'S THAT I WAS ' LEAD ' TO AND OTHER PERSONAL PROPERTY, AT THE RESCUE MISSION. I KEEP ' HEARING ' IT MIGHT BE ' UPSTAIRS,' FROM THE ETHER.
I HAVE WONDERED IF THAT WHAT WAS MENT BY ' LET'S HAVE A BOOK BURNING ' YEARS AGO IN A MEDITATION; " BART SOMETHING HAPPENED IN EL PASO THAT YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT." MY SISTER'S VOICE. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT MY BROTHER AT THE TIME WAS HOOKED ON COCAIN THAT HE WAS BUYING FROM A FAG.
WHY NOT REPORT THIS TO POLICE? THEY ONLY ANSWERED THE DRUG DEALERS CALLS, AND I FOUND ONE DATE. THERE WERE NO SHOTS FIRED THAT NIGHT, MUCH LESS FROM ME. THEY CAME ONLY TO INTIMIDATE, AT THAT TIME THEY ANSWERED TO, I THINK TWO HOUSES.
KIM, MC CARTY'S KIM MADE THE CALL. CORNER WHITE HOUSE, LA VETA ST. ' INFORMATION GATHERER.' MY BELIEF, DRUGS. SHE GASPED WHEN THEY WHERE MOVING WHEN HER GRANDCHILD HUGGED ME, SHE WAS TERRIFIED. " MOMMY HE'S A GOOD MAN." I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF YOUR A CUNT OR A BITCH, BUT MYBE YOU LEARNED SOMETHING. HAVE A GOOD LIFE; YOUR DOG DIDN'T FOLLOW ORDERS ( SOMETHING ABOUT ATTACKING MY FACE, THOSE BLACK EYES, I ALMOST SHOT HIM WITH THE SLIGSHOT, THEN FOCUSED, HE PISSED. THANKS. ) VERY WELL, I TRYED EVERY SHELTER, NO ONE WOULD TAKE HIM. I PUT HIM DOWN.
NICE IDEA WITH THE CELL PHONE AND THEN WINDOW, I STARTED TAKING THE BATTERY OUT THEN OR ABOUT THAT TIME. BUT THEN YOU GUYS WERE JUST ONE OF MANY.
NOTHING WAS MIXED TO EXPLODE, I DIDN'T KNOW CELL PHONE AND HOME THEATER SYSTEM WAS BEING USED/INVASION OF PRIVICY BY EX-MILITARY.
GOOD WORK GUYS....HOW WERE THE KIDS? GOOD INTEL ! GOSH, VERY SMART....WE ALL FEEL SAFE.
IF YOU REPORT SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE....., WELL, WHAT CAN I TELL YOU....
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| SAMPLE OF SOME OF THE CRANK CALLS I WAS RECEIVING DURING THE ATTACKS. |
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| SAME HERE; CRANK CALLS. |
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| UTILITIES WERE ALWAYS PAID TO GONZALES. COLOR OF PAPER WAS SAME AS ' RECRUITMENT ' LETTER; COLOR AND WEIGHT AND FONTS. |
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| BAD POLICE ABOUT THE TIME WHEN ALBQ. LOST ALMOST HALF OF IT'S POLICE FORCE AND I WAS ALMOST RUN OFF THE ROAD BY ANOTHER VET/COP AFTER WORKING FOR CARSLE JEWLREY. RIOLIOS NOW I THINK. |
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| ' ELECTRONIC,' ' CHIP ' NOT UP TO PAR? |
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| TWO WEEKS WITHOUT ANY SLEEP. PAGE TWO. MY TIRES, ALL WERE SLICED. |
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| PAGE 3. |
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| THIS IS ' RECRUITMENT ' LETTER, A COPY BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL HAD god KNOWS WHAT RUBBED ALL OVER THE SIDES. SAME COLOR AS RENT SHEETS MAILED. |
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| PAULA'S BATHROOM SINK THAT WAS REPLACED AFTER ? SHE LATER SAID SHE WAS ' BEING STALKED.' I TOOK A PIC ' ANYWAY.' |
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| PAGE ONE. THE FOCAL POINT IS THE DATE THAT I STARTED ON, 14TH AND THE OTHER. WHAT STARTED ALL OF THIS THEN COMBINED IN ' VET ' FORCE WAS THE HOME INVASION OF A GANG BANGER WHO ASKED FOR ME TO CALL THE POLICE. I SAW ALL THREE PEOPLE WHO EXITED THE HOUSE. |
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| A GOOD FRIEND WHO PASSED AWAY, MR. HENRY STREET WHO'S HEART PROBLEMS STARTED ON 6-6-'06. I DON'T KNOW WHEN HE HAD THE HEART BYPASS, BUT IT WAS VERY CLOSE TO THE DATE OF MY FATHER'S THAT I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT. FOR WHAT'S WORTH, ALL THE FAGOT INVASIONS OF PRIVACY, ALL THE ATTACKS, HE WASN'T THE ANTI CHRIST EITHER. FUCK YOU! I SHOULD OF LISTENED TO HIM IN THE ETHER, NOT TO PUT THE IB TAB'S IN THE NEW BOTTLE. I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY. HE WAS FROM ARIZONA AND OLD ARMY AND ALSO SANDIA LABS. HE NEVER GAVE OUT ONE SECRET, THE FAGS DID AFTER THE CHINESE. ' CHIP.' |
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| WHAT APPEARED AT CASA VIDA WHEN MY MAC WAS HACKED AND CERTAIN FILES WERE STOLEN OR WENT MISSING AND READ. ' BETO,' ARNY VET WHO I WAS INTRODUCED TO BY MY BROTHER WAS ONE OF MY SUSPECTS ALONG WITH THE GUY WHO APPEARED BEFORE THEN LEFT AFTER OBAMA'S EL PASO VISIT. |
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| SORRY, UPSIDE DOWN. PEICE THAT I MADE AT UNM, I DESTROYED IT. NOTICE THE CHECKERBOARD BACK GROUND THAT MOST MAC USERS PERFER IN BACK OF THEIR SCREEN SAVERS AND WALLPAPER. |
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| OLD FRIENDS WHO WERE ALSO CONED BY THE ' SHITS ' ON THE INTERNET. OLD PHIL WOULD RUB HIS STOMACH UNTIL I TOLD HIM THAT THE OLD WOMAN WHO TOLD HIM HE WAS JEWISH WAS WRONG. THESE TWO ARE GOOD PEOPLE. VET...WHAT A BITCH. ALL THOSE YEARS, TEN AT LEAST AND THE THE SHIT OF EATING ' COME ' THE JEWISH WAY AND VERY HEAVILY PROMOTED BY THE ' LUCIFERIANS ' AND QUEERS IN THE ETHER AND SOUND TECHNOLOGIES. I STILL NOT REALLY CERTAIN IF THEY ARE FRIENDS BUT ONE THING THAT I'VE LEARNED IS THAT MONEY IS THE AMERICAN god. THESE GUYS WORK HARD. THE TRAIN THING IN CANADA AND NORTH, ARE A BIT MORE THAN PEOPLE REALIZE. ALWAYS BE PREPARED IN HAWAII, ALL THE TIME. AND FUCK THE ' REBELS ' THERE, ALL IT'S ABOUT IS DRUGS, AND THE PEOPLE WHO LEAD THAT MOVEMENT AREN'T EVEN FUCKIN HAWAIIAN ! |
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| I TRYED TO CENSURE A PICTURE OF PAULA H. BUT WAS UNABLE SO I TRYED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF MY FIRST IMPRESSION AND THE RV AT THE TIME AND THE RESULT. IN THE BACKGROUND WAS THE COUCH THAT I HELPED MOVE; WHILE I WAS WITH HER ( DATING ) SHE SAID A " POLICE OFFICER " CAME TO HER HOUSE WITH GUN DRAWN, FOR WHATEVER REASON. SHE WAS VERY FRIGHTENED. I WAS ' LED ' TO THAT PAGE, ' EXTORTION ' WAS EVERYWHERE IN THE STATIC. |
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| WHERE I WAS PLACED IN A NEIGHBORHOOD FILLED WITH VERY BAD FAGS AND DRUG DEALERS TRYING TO TAKE EVERY ROOM FOR THERE SELLS AND ALSO A HOUSE THAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD ALSO HOUSE PEDOPHILES. |
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| WHAT A SHOT IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. |
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| BALL PARK THAT THE ' MASON'S ' HAVE EXCEPTIONAL SEATING ARRANGEMENTS. |
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| ACROSS THE STREET WHERE ALIVANE TRYED TO PLACE ME ALONG WITH GUATRIUZ ( VA REP ) ALONG WITH THE HOUSE I'M IN NOW. D. OCHOA PLACED ME HERE FROM THE RESCUE MISSION. |
AS FAR AS I KNOW THIS WAS NEVER POSTED UNTIL NOW, I WILL REMOVE SOME LAST NAMES, ONE IS A MATTER OF PUBLIC RECORD IN NM COURT. THE REASON IS ON ACCOUNT OF A GOLD NUMBER EIGHT THAT WAS LEFT IN THE EL PAS LIBRARY AND I RETURNED IT TO LOST AND FOUND. TODAY I TRYED TO SEE IF IT WAS STILL THERE AND I GUESS IT WAS CLAIMED BY THE OWNER. THE DAY THAT I FOUND IT THE ONLY PERSON THAT KEPT HIS EYE'S ON IT WAS A PATRON WHO WORE A RED SHIRT, BLOOD OR GAY CULTURE.
THIS WAS PART OF WHAT WAS GOING ON IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD DURING THIS TIME, I DIDN'T FIND OUT UNTIL LATER.
ON THE POST OF THE NUDE PHOTO'S CONCERNING PAULS H., I FOUND A WAY TO CREATE A BLACK CENSURE BOX TO OBSCURE MOST OF HER.HOWEVER THE PIC. WAS STOLEN.
A MENTAL ( FOOTPRINT ) IMPRINT WAS OVER ALOT OF MY BACK-UPS AND OTHER IDEMS IN MY SEABAG ALONG WITH THAT OF THE PERSON WHO TOOK CARE OF IT BEFORE, HIS SISTER IS A POLICE OFFICER. THE FIRST PERSON WAS ANGIE OF ' A FREINDLY PLACE ' IN HAWAII.
THE
NEW ' EFFICIENCY '-12-25-09
EIGHT
The new efficiency, a newer and more improved version, of intervention in the dealing with, and freedom of speech, is the enhanced capability of the government's ( The United States Military Apparatus ) concerning the capturing and quieting of all the ' terrorists ' in the United States of America, the common citizen; those who go against the grain and report child abuse.
I might one day ask this of Patrick and Kim, a couple of whom I place and hold such admiration for, like that of Mr. John X. Gonzales; theirs, a profession of such high regard in the United States of America, ( as they are all teachers, and, of both the males, ex-Army; retired. Kim's parents, CIA and NASA.-I might also add, that about this time, I was also asked to speak of my knowledge of another Patrick, a couple of friend's thirty-plus kid, about what an assistant district attorney thought were probable reasons for child abuse, and at the bequest of the defense lawyer for Patrick, in fairness. Gee what are the chances?) Of course, I tried and did the right thing, all the while putting up with drug dealers and their benefactors, their landlords, or at the very least, the holders of the title and or mortgage of the house they're tenant's were renting to buy. When David Barry ( Not to confused with the Mayor of Albuquerque, NM and APD , just a ' neighbor,' ' mafia on motorcycles,' Albq. style) screamed from a parking lot that he was going to get even with me, I guess he meant it, or at least, about, eleven people will never be able to talk about it. Gosh, a baby too!
So, Patrick and Dave, how does it feel to be in the same league with black cocaine dealers, and all the glory and family support systems, you people, along with the police who are on the take, along with the never ending ' line,' pardon the pun, of politicians who profit from your hard work, sorry, there I go again, and revenues? Makes your mother's smile and fathers proud, I Bet! I guess when these people's children grow up, they can tell us of the ' TASTE ' of...victory, that must have been instilled in them. And Gosh! Proud of Dad too, as the girlfriends, wives, or what ever this sub-cultures definition of caring spouse is.
Perhaps, the architect, Barton Prince should design a monument for all these like-minded ' suitors ' of likeness, East Indian ( really Iranian ) ' gentleness ' and concern for children, especially the baby girls and dump all the sculptures bearing my signature, and do me this honor and quiet privilege. I no longer care to be in ' the mental whore house,' now that I know of ya all's ' rules,' an open mind really isn't all it's meant to be.
What extraordinary taste and judgement I've had in people, in the past. This is going to be a long post, with the likes of ex-underwater demolition experts and public safety officials, shrinks and various other make believe people of soulless concern for the well being of children nationwide and the globe over. So, there will be more, and yes, I will leave it up to you, you decide whether or not you can discern the difference between truth and, shit! I just can't believe this is true.
CIRCLE-A-SOCIAL ENGINEERING -AND YES CENSURED AGAIN.
In a sense, this isn't even worth writing about because I have been censured so many times by ex-military, Fem-a-Nazis and proponents of child molestation and their offspring, no doubt, who know no other life. What's probably best for myself, is simply to move out of the country and watch the country that I was born in, simply disintegrate from within and dissolve away from without, all brought on by the very people who in the beginning were those, who by way of revolution, yes the American Revolution, to protect us. Perhaps that's the reason, by way of acceptance to the Union as a State, Texas left a clause in their Constitution for ' country hood,' in an uncertain future.
In general,( pardon the pun John Gonzales ), the X generation-children, want Anarchy, so why not give it to them; ceased economy and all that it entails. In the end, cannibalism will suffice for a month or two. Then what? They're a smart bunch, teach them to eat the cheat sheets, that which has always been sacred; why not eat their drugs too and while doing so , figure out how everything works. Of course this might lend a need of knowledge, once found in books. Oops, no electricity. Oh well, Rand's ' Anthem ' never had it so good.( Ha! Inside joke for those who read it. )
I find it incredible that the ' well meaning,' long haired credants and the their oppressors, the short haired credants of the sixties found offspring, now of even less conscience encapsulated in a full knowing of a new slavery, held high to the alters of flat screens everywhere for acceptance of ' faceless peers ' as to what is right or wrong, or perhaps, better put, right and wrong, therefore, right, and not only in ' concept ' alone. The difference between thinking for yourself and the unknowingly ' accepted;' the unseen mouth of ' direction,' lent to many a ear, is simply that, ' reason ' in opposition, to simply following.
How can we possibly know the difference in today's world of millions of bits of information, bits of ' broken ' bites of little one's and zero's; can our minds comprehend this unseen competition between flesh and machine in search of audience. Why might I ask of the necessity to question? Well, did we question the necessity in the fifties ( forties too ), of the ' Mecca Boxes' in every home, where they were pumping out tons of bandwidths of radiation , a nice cross section too, for every child, mother and maid, not to mention babysitter, in ' unison,' as GOOD, but more importantly, quiet consumers. How many forms of abuse, adult or child was reported back then. We as a country were taught to BE and KEEP QUIET. In all definitions of the term brain washed, your brains were imprinted, thus the ' mind ' altered; re patterned: brain washed. Think of Hollywood's accomplice, the government, then ask yourself why, after anything you watch, anywhere you see it, and teach your kids to ask why? Commonality? All energies desired; profit or otherwise, at any cost. Ask soldiers what happens on battlefields and in towns and villages abroad; you shouldn't have to ask school teachers or antique dealers, retired military what happens in classrooms, their homes or their property in the West Mesa in Albuquerque, New Mexico, although, the children learn well...don't they?
BREATH...TO BREATH IN THE FULL EXPENDITURE OF A SINGLE STARS LIFETIME; ONE,...ONE OF COUNTLESS CHILDREN.
The new efficiency, a newer and more improved version, of intervention in the dealing with, and freedom of speech, is the enhanced capability of the government's ( The United States Military Apparatus ) concerning the capturing and quieting of all the ' terrorists ' in the United States of America, the common citizen; those who go against the grain and report child abuse.
I might one day ask this of Patrick and Kim, a couple of whom I place and hold such admiration for, like that of Mr. John X. Gonzales; theirs, a profession of such high regard in the United States of America, ( as they are all teachers, and, of both the males, ex-Army; retired. Kim's parents, CIA and NASA.-I might also add, that about this time, I was also asked to speak of my knowledge of another Patrick, a couple of friend's thirty-plus kid, about what an assistant district attorney thought were probable reasons for child abuse, and at the bequest of the defense lawyer for Patrick, in fairness. Gee what are the chances?) Of course, I tried and did the right thing, all the while putting up with drug dealers and their benefactors, their landlords, or at the very least, the holders of the title and or mortgage of the house they're tenant's were renting to buy. When David Barry ( Not to confused with the Mayor of Albuquerque, NM and APD , just a ' neighbor,' ' mafia on motorcycles,' Albq. style) screamed from a parking lot that he was going to get even with me, I guess he meant it, or at least, about, eleven people will never be able to talk about it. Gosh, a baby too!
So, Patrick and Dave, how does it feel to be in the same league with black cocaine dealers, and all the glory and family support systems, you people, along with the police who are on the take, along with the never ending ' line,' pardon the pun, of politicians who profit from your hard work, sorry, there I go again, and revenues? Makes your mother's smile and fathers proud, I Bet! I guess when these people's children grow up, they can tell us of the ' TASTE ' of...victory, that must have been instilled in them. And Gosh! Proud of Dad too, as the girlfriends, wives, or what ever this sub-cultures definition of caring spouse is.
Perhaps, the architect, Barton Prince should design a monument for all these like-minded ' suitors ' of likeness, East Indian ( really Iranian ) ' gentleness ' and concern for children, especially the baby girls and dump all the sculptures bearing my signature, and do me this honor and quiet privilege. I no longer care to be in ' the mental whore house,' now that I know of ya all's ' rules,' an open mind really isn't all it's meant to be.
What extraordinary taste and judgement I've had in people, in the past. This is going to be a long post, with the likes of ex-underwater demolition experts and public safety officials, shrinks and various other make believe people of soulless concern for the well being of children nationwide and the globe over. So, there will be more, and yes, I will leave it up to you, you decide whether or not you can discern the difference between truth and, shit! I just can't believe this is true.
CIRCLE-A-SOCIAL ENGINEERING -AND YES CENSURED AGAIN.
In a sense, this isn't even worth writing about because I have been censured so many times by ex-military, Fem-a-Nazis and proponents of child molestation and their offspring, no doubt, who know no other life. What's probably best for myself, is simply to move out of the country and watch the country that I was born in, simply disintegrate from within and dissolve away from without, all brought on by the very people who in the beginning were those, who by way of revolution, yes the American Revolution, to protect us. Perhaps that's the reason, by way of acceptance to the Union as a State, Texas left a clause in their Constitution for ' country hood,' in an uncertain future.
In general,( pardon the pun John Gonzales ), the X generation-children, want Anarchy, so why not give it to them; ceased economy and all that it entails. In the end, cannibalism will suffice for a month or two. Then what? They're a smart bunch, teach them to eat the cheat sheets, that which has always been sacred; why not eat their drugs too and while doing so , figure out how everything works. Of course this might lend a need of knowledge, once found in books. Oops, no electricity. Oh well, Rand's ' Anthem ' never had it so good.( Ha! Inside joke for those who read it. )
I find it incredible that the ' well meaning,' long haired credants and the their oppressors, the short haired credants of the sixties found offspring, now of even less conscience encapsulated in a full knowing of a new slavery, held high to the alters of flat screens everywhere for acceptance of ' faceless peers ' as to what is right or wrong, or perhaps, better put, right and wrong, therefore, right, and not only in ' concept ' alone. The difference between thinking for yourself and the unknowingly ' accepted;' the unseen mouth of ' direction,' lent to many a ear, is simply that, ' reason ' in opposition, to simply following.
How can we possibly know the difference in today's world of millions of bits of information, bits of ' broken ' bites of little one's and zero's; can our minds comprehend this unseen competition between flesh and machine in search of audience. Why might I ask of the necessity to question? Well, did we question the necessity in the fifties ( forties too ), of the ' Mecca Boxes' in every home, where they were pumping out tons of bandwidths of radiation , a nice cross section too, for every child, mother and maid, not to mention babysitter, in ' unison,' as GOOD, but more importantly, quiet consumers. How many forms of abuse, adult or child was reported back then. We as a country were taught to BE and KEEP QUIET. In all definitions of the term brain washed, your brains were imprinted, thus the ' mind ' altered; re patterned: brain washed. Think of Hollywood's accomplice, the government, then ask yourself why, after anything you watch, anywhere you see it, and teach your kids to ask why? Commonality? All energies desired; profit or otherwise, at any cost. Ask soldiers what happens on battlefields and in towns and villages abroad; you shouldn't have to ask school teachers or antique dealers, retired military what happens in classrooms, their homes or their property in the West Mesa in Albuquerque, New Mexico, although, the children learn well...don't they?
BREATH...TO BREATH IN THE FULL EXPENDITURE OF A SINGLE STARS LIFETIME; ONE,...ONE OF COUNTLESS CHILDREN.
THE ' NEW ' EFFICIENCY
The divorce between my parents, in all it's
apparent lackluster, was presented to me one night, when my father explained,
quiet eloquently, the deceptive and evil nature of women, within a smile; gave
me a poster of stars, that said: " you are a child of the universe, no
less than the trees and stars' you have a right to be here," (as opposed
to, " I raised you as if you were my own," in my junior year in high
school. What can I say, I'm a product of racism; he declined a blood test back
then.) he then said that he would explain later, told me to go to bed, and I
didn't see him again for about three years; all five of us kids, that is. ( this right here is a ' flash back of sorts but in the RV RING then you find yourself answering, if not careful to ' prying eyes '; GRIDWALKERS. the last sentence is not true. ) This
took place about the time of the Apollo moon landing ( 1969-70).
UNLIKELY NEIGHBORS, YET SQUABBLING, DISTANTLY
Gee, if IngoSwann could only ' see me now,' or
the ' like mindedness ' of a ruling elite's patterning to any checkbook at
hand, for any researcher with need to fill his or hers bellies as compromise
for ' food for thought,' and any ' misgivings,' a literal concern, not to
mention, conscience.
I mention this, only in passing, to further
distance any obligation he or his friends, mafia and government employees, at
the time, might have in way of responsibility to a handful of children ( I'm
sure ), who by way of their talent, or who their parents were, and a good
hardy, ' How dare those kids pick on the poor adults! How dare they!.'
Government employees and subcontractors, who after all, are only trying to
protect the world, and our poor country, from the meanies and then exact enough
proper ' guidance ' so that we may know the ' right way' in which to travel
then correct direction and destination. Economy.
Imagine my surprise, when I chanced a glimpse
of an Artists painting, that Mr. Swann has on his web page; a piece of work
with a couple of hooded figures, one of which is extremely reminiscent of a
figure who placed a star in my chest a couple of times, years ago as an adult,
and even further, a similar figure, when I was a child, more times than I care
to remember. A woman wearing a scarf, or the hood of a cloak, a commonality in
many cultures and religions, yes, but upon closer examination of the Artist
himself, his life and work, which was comprised mostly of large scale sculpture
and ' my ' memory of seeing them all before, but as a child in my childhood, as
I was growing up, presented me with a problem. I didn't remember, and don't
remember viewing this as a child; that is to say, that, I never saw this
Artists work in any of the books that I grew up with, at home, at school or at
relatives homes. I never saw his work on television either. How is this
possible? Where did the memory come from? It took me almost a year to figure
out the possibility of mental imagery, mental footprints, if you will, by way
of ' exchange ' of data ( perhaps even feelings ), in the subconscious and
unconscious mind.
If what I have described is true, and I
believe it to be so ( I have no ' wants ' in this regard, or even ' needs, '
just complete understanding ), then what else could it be other than '
conversations ' with ' elders.' How can this be possible? Again, I suppose it
would depend on who you are and how your brain is ' hard wired.'
To be so engrossed in a project or game as a
kid, with other kids, to the point that nothing else lends interest at the
time, is common for most children with inquisitive minds. Objectives within the
game, and of the ' game ' might ' jump out,' the next day at play. The '
melding of minds ' is common during this age. ' Wow! I just thought of that! '
' Me too! ' The children said, at play.
A group of children is always at an ends with
it's self, as are adults within a grouping of the same size and under the no
different life pressures. In a sense, the bosses are our parent figures who
demand of us to ' perform,' and if we do well, we are then ' payed.' Both, are
examples of ' a peaking order,' until an outsider is introduced or intercedes.
And to what end, malice not withstanding; who we prosper, are our elite and
possible ' idols.' Example: Michale Jackson, and the late singers '
relationship ' with his fans, despite all his troubles with children, media and
his family.
THE BIG BANG MACHINE-YOUR HEAD
More to come.
WELL THERE IT IS, I SPOKE TO MR. STEVE LAWLESS ABOUT THE THREAT PATRICK DID WITH HIS HAND IN THE SHAPE OF A GUN AND POSTED IT AND REST IS HISTORY, I AM GOING TO TRY TO POST ALL THE ITEMS THAT HAVE BEEN MESSED WITH AND STOLEN.
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WHEN I SAW THE STEP SON AT SMITH'S
AND WHAT HE SAID, OR DIDN'T SAY. THE
GUY WITH HIM WAS ABOUT FIVE-FIVE TO
FIVE SIX, ALMOST WHITE HAIR, A LITTLELONG, MIRROR SUN GLASSES, WHITE SHIRT' BLUE JEANS, AND TENNIS SHOES. THE KID THEN SEVEN WAS VERY UNCOMFORTABLE
WITH THIS MAN. IT WAS ALREADY REPORTED.
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| ONE OF THE HEAVENLY BODIES THAT INTERACTED WITH EARTH, ' THE G_DS ,' AND THE ICE THAT BE ARE PART OF; THIS ABOUT THE TIME OF THE QUESTION " WHO ARE THE ALIENS? " " MY ANSWER " WE ARE." I PROBABLY SHOULD OF STATED THAT WE ARE OUR ANCESTORS AND DESCENDANTS. |
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| PAULA'S CATS WHEN I HAVE WATCHED THE HOUSE. PAULA HUGHSON IS MIDDLE EASTERN AND AN AMERICAN CITIZEN, AND YES AT TIMES A BITCH, AS ALL WOMEN CAN BE.    |
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