WATER PLANETS

ONE OF THE MEMORIES THAT WAS SAVAGELY ATTACKED WAS NOT ONLY MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE AS A CHILD BUT ALSO ' THE LIGHT PEOPLE.' ANGLES.

BABIES GO UP. THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS SCREAMING FOR MY LIFE ABOVE THE RUSHING WATER/THEN TWO PEOPLE AND SOMETHING SMALL THAT THE TWO WERE HUDDLED OVER. THE RAILING AND THE FLAG POLE WAS STILL THERE AND I KEPT RISING.

I FOUGHT FOR THIS MEMORY. I FOUGHT HARD, IT WAS MINE; IT IS MINE AND NO ONE ELSE'S. IT IS A PART OF MY LIFE.

THE ' PEOPLE,' AND THAT'S ALL THEY WERE, JUST PEOPLE, TRYED VERY HARD TO TAKE THIS, UNIFORMS OR NOT, EXEMPTED IN FAITH BY THEIR OWN DOING. THEY TRYED FROM ' ALL DIRECTIONS,' THAT IS WHAT I EXPERIENCED. I ALMOST COULDN'T ' TURN IT OFF,' MEANING THE MEDITATION, THE RV SESSION.

I KEPT SAYING AS I MOVED THROUGH ' SPACE,' " IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THIS." THE SHADE OR TONE AS IN CONTRAST WAS CHANGED SLOWLY AS IF I WERE A MACHINE. I EVENTUALLY JUST SPED AHEAD, I DON'T KNOW IF I WAS ' FOLLOWED,' OR A ' PARASITE ' WAS WITH ME.

TIME - FLASH OF BRIGHT WHITE LIGHT - NOT OURS/MINE/YOURS/PLANET X

THE PLANET OPPOSITE THE OUR SUN, NOT DWARF, ' CONTACT ' WAS MENTIONED, MOVIE I GUESS, I READ BOOK FIRST....... BY YEARS. BIRTHDAY PRESENT. ABBOTS.

' CONTACT,' NOT MADE BY US, HOMO SAPIENS.

WHETHER OR NOT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH STORMS FROM SPACE AT/NEAR TIME OF MY BIRTH  ( FOUND WEB SITE ) HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS. THE ' HANDLERS ' CVR ' CONTROLLERS ONLY HAD PART OF IT RIGHT ABOUT THE COLLIDER IN BERN. DOES NOT MATTER IF RECENT PLANETS DISCOVERED ARE ' REAL ' OR NOT TO FIT SOME ' STAR WARS ' REAGAN ERA GAME FOR POLITICAL DOMINANCE.

DA VINCE ALMOST BUILT HIS; SOME OF THE BLUEPRINTS STILL EXIST IN VATICAN, BUT THAT DOES NOT MATTER ETHER. THE MISTAKE WILL BE ENCAPSULATED LIGHT RELATED. TELLATRANSPORTATION OF THE ' MIND,' CREATED BY MAN AS MACHINE WITHOUT SOUL TO FIND INTELLIGENCE ELSEWHERE, BASED ON MEMORY? TRAINED? TRAINED DUALISM IN ' QUAD.'

THE ARGUEMENT BACK THEN WAS IF OF ELEMENTS, THEN WOULD NOT SOUL ' TRANSFER ' AS IN EVOLUTION (?). QUITE AN ASSUMPTION TO PLACE ON A GENTIC ' BEING ' OF OUR COSCIENCE (?) AND YET WITHOUT A SOUL.

HOW IS THE REPLICATION OF A ' BEING,' THAT OF MAN, THAT OF WOMB, TO BE REGARDED AS ONLY A THING, A MACHINE; A DRONE AND NOT HUMAN. AND FOR WHAT'S IT'S WORTH, THE QUEER COMMUNITY, HOW FUCKING DARE YOU TO EVEN TRY TO TAKE ' WORTH OF COMPASSION,' OF STEM CELL EXPERIMENTATION AND CLONING AND ALL RELATED SCIENCES AS IF YOUR ' OWN.' FUCK OFF!

THEY WERE NOT MENTALLY ILL, THEY WERE NOT ' TAUGHT,' OR EXPERIENCED ' ETHICS.'

NOW, YOU KNOW WHERE I'VE BEEN.

STILL HAVE ' KEPT PROMISE ABOUT PLANET X.'