A FEW NOTES

MY MEMORIES GO BACK PRIOR TO BIRTH, DON'T DO THIS. AND SOME

ARE/IS ' ALLUSION.'

ALSO, TODAY I FINALLY GOT A HOLD OF THE REMAINING FILES OF EVERYTHING THAT WENT INTO THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE, THIS BLOG, AND THE TWO OTHERS. 

A CROSS THAT I'VE HAD FOR THIRTY SOME YEARS WAS BROKEN IN TWO, I REPAIRED IT. I ARGUED WITH THAT THING FOR YEARS, AND BROKE IT BEFORE THEN REPAIRED IT.

FUNNY THING, I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME THAT I ' HEARD ' NOISE ' FROM IT. I WAS MILITARY PRESSING SOME WEIGHT, AND FOUND MYSELF ' STATING- FUCK god -' AND REPEATING IT. I STOPED AND LOOKED IN THE DIRECTION THAT I THOUGHT THAT I HEARD IT. THE CROSS WITH THE TWO ' SUNS.'

MY FIRST YEAR AT UNM. MY FIRST SCULPTURE WAS SOLD IN THAT YEAR. ' THE PROPHET.'

WHEN I BOUGHT IT, AS WITH ALOT OF ITEMS THAT I'VE PURCHASED, I PUT MY NAME ON THE BACK AND THE DATE OF PURCHASE.

TODAY ALOT OF THE NOISE STOPPED WHEN REPAIRED. ALMOST ALL THE SYMBOLS HAVE BEEN ON MY RIGHT EAR AND OTHER AREAS OF MYSELF; ANKLE, THIS IN AUSTIN, TX.

G_D IS NOT WITHOUT HEART...WHEN I ASKED OF NATURE...ELEMENTS.

DOLPHINS AND THE LAST OF THE GREAT WHALES THIS EARTH WILL KNOW.

ONE YEAR AND A HALF I WOULD SEE THE DOLPHINS RACE NEXT TO MY 4-RUNNER, WHILE I WALED FOR EXERCISE AND A VERY STRONG MIND...INTERFERED....AND ' HE / I ' SHOT THE DOLPHINS WITH A SUB MACHINE GUN ( ALTHOUGH I THINK IT WAS A LITTLE LARGER ) FROM THE SIDE OF A BOAT, LAUGHING.

THIS HAPPENED MORE THAN ONCE, UNTIL I STOPED ALTOGETHER.

YOU AND YOUR PEOPLE ARE NOT MY G-D, AND THOUGH I KNOW YOU TO BE ' DEAD,' I'M NOT YOU'RE ' OMAR,' CANDYMAN.

THAT ' VOICE ' WITH THE CROSS IS THE OTHER SIDE, FLIP SIDE OF  BARTON PRINCE. I FIRST HEARD SOMETHING LIKE IT WHEN I WAS ONE YEARS OLD MAYBE TWO, " IS THAT CHILD MINE, ARE YOU SURE THAT CHILD ISN'T MINE ! "

AND THEN THE DISTANT VOICE OF A FEMALE, " WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THAT CHILD ! " I WAS ALREADY STARTING TO GO UP, MY VISON WAS EVERYWHERE, FROM A ' POINT.' A SPHERE, VERY NEAR A SPHERE OF TOTAL VISION; AN IMPORTANCE BELOW. THE TWO BIG PEOPLE AND THERE WERE NO WORDS THEN FOR BABY. HARDLY A MEMORY OF ANY WORD FOR PEOPLE.

THE PLACE WAS STASSY CREEK, THE BRIDGE WITH THE STEEL RAILING AND THE FLAG POST I SAW FROM THE ' TOP' WONDERING...IN ' VISION.' THE RUSHING WATER THAT I WAS ' FACE DOWN ' SCREAMING IN TERROR, TILL I ROSE. I'LL NEVER REALLY KNOW WHO THAT ' MAN ' WAS, THE PROBLEM WITH THE ' MASONIC,' I KNOW NOW AS AN ADULT.

WELL I HAVE MY CROSS BACK, AND WHAT EVER ' IRISH DEMONS, ' AND LATIN, THERE IN.

MY MOTHER HAD A STREAK OF FRENCH BLOOD, SHE TOLD ME ONCE IN A 9 HOUR CONVERSATION, I NEVER ASKED HER OF THAT NIGHT.

NEITHER OF MY PARENTS HAVE EVER SAID THE THINGS I HEARD OF THE CROSS AND TO G_D.

THE HAWAIAN PETROGLYPH IS THAT OF
' THE MESSENGER ( SILVER FIGURE ),' THE WRITING
IS MY AGENDA AND RESULTS THE MOMENT I GOT INTO
TOWN. THE CARDS ARE PEOPLE WHO YOU CAN TRUST.
THE VET REP. AND JUST ABOUT ALL THE YOUNGER
MEN AND WOMEN YOU CAN TRUST AND RELATE
TO; THEIR ' HEARTS ' AND THEN PAYCHECKS ARE
IN CORRECT ORDER.

ADRIAN ACUNA IS ONE OF THE MOST HELPFUL AT
THE EPCC FOR VETS. HE IS ' COLORBLIND.'

V-RAP ACKNOWLEDGED MY ' SERVICE ' TO THE
COUNTRY, THE OLDER VETERANS AND MEXICAN MAFIA
AND OTHERS TOOK IT AWAY.

MR. VASQUES WILL HELP YOU IF YOUR SKIN IS WHITE,
I DON'T KNOW OF HIS BOSS, I NEVER MET HER.

I WAS ONE OF THE ' FEW ' PARTICIPANTS IN V-RAP WHO
DIDN'T BUY DRUGS AND COMPOUND ' PROFIT.' THIS IS
HOW IT WAS SEEN ON THE ' STREETS.'

( I PUT THIS ON THE NET BECAUSE
THE PICTURES ARE JUST ABOUT
WORN OUT.)

THE PICTURES OF ME AND THE NEW BORN,
IS MY SISTER, MY HALF SISTER, TAKEN IN '90
I BELIEVE.

THE LAST IS OF MY DECEASED BROTHER PAUL.
A SPOT ON THE NET SPOKE OF A PERSON CLAIMING
TO BE HE AND I LEARNED OF IT IN HAWAII AND
RESPONSE, " IF THIS IS ABOUT A KIDNEY, THE
ANSWER IS YES." THE PERSON ANGIE WHO
APPARENTLY E-MAILED FROM HER OWN E-MAIL,
SAID THEIR WAS NO RESPONSE.

I'M ALMOST SURE IT WAS JUST ONE OF THE MANY
CONS THAT HAVE COME MY WAY FOR INFORMATION
ONLY.

THE ONLY OTHER PERSON WHO WOULD OF KNOWN
IS MY OTHER BROTHER WHO SAID NO, AND MORE
THAN LIKELY HIS GAY ' FRIEND,' HIS COCAIN DEALER.

ONE DAY I'LL REWRITE HOW ALL THIS REACHED NEW YORK'S
ART CULTURE AND MARKETS. IT'S ALL IN THE MAGAZINES,
THUS INTEREST OF MEXICAN MAFIA, OTHER THAN
THE ' WEST MESA KILLINGS,' THAT I HAD NOTHING TO
DO WITH.

ONE ' RV MEDITATION' WAS OF A YOUNG WOMAN KILLED,
I PUT IT ON THE NET YEARS AGO, HER BREATHING IN THE
DIRT AS HER LAST THOUGHTS WERE OF HER FATHER.

YOU DON'T EVER WANT TO DO THIS, ' WITH A PERSON
IN DEATH....AND THE LIGHT.

THE ' SWANN ' SHELL WAS DESTROYED
TWO DAYS AGO.

' MY MOTHERS EYE ' IS ON THE NET. THERE'S
NO TELLING WHAT AUSTIN REALLY WAS
THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO. KNOW ONE
REALLY KNOWS WHAT LIFE IS UNDER
AUSTIN STILL, ALL THOSE CAVES AND WATER
FILLED CAVERNS THAT KNOW EYE
HAS SEEN. UNDER THE PYROCLASTIC
FLOWS THAT MAKE UP A LARGE PART
OF THE AREA. THAT IS PART OF MY
' VIEWING.'

IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH A CROSS AND
THE BODY REMOVED THEN LEFT ' TO
THREATEN,' AND THOSE BEFORE THE
' EVENT,' ALL OF THEM.

' OCEANS ' IN PHOSPHENE

I DIDN'T LIE

THE PHONE NUMBERS AND FACEBOOK
AND TWEETER NUMBERS WILL BE POSTED
TOMORROW.

THE FAILURES IN ' COLLEGE ' NOW, IS GOING
AS I ' SAW.' ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE
' FRACTALS,' NO OTHER WAY TO DESCRIBE
IT, THE MINORITY AND ' SUB-CULTURE '
IS THE ONE THAT ' KILLED HIM,' BUT
THAT IS ' GLOBAL.'

I ALREADY PRINTED, THIS IN THE BEGINNING,
 " THE GAY RACE  ARE THE BEST
RV'ERS IN THE WORLD," THEY SAID IN
MY MIND AS I FOUGHT THEM
OFF. THAT WAS
POUNDED INTO ME BY THE RADICAL
BABY FUCKERS YEARS AGO. GRID WALKERS.
AND TODAY I MET IN MEMORY ' THE
PROFESSOR.'

" REMOTE VIEWING OR WHATEVER YOU
CALL IT. " THIS A VERY REAL QUOTE.
" YOUR NOT THE ONLY ON E THAT CAN
DO THAT."

ALMOST THE SAME TIME AS MY OR WHAT SOUNDED
LIKE MY FATHER, " WOULD YOU SAVE ONE
( BABY ) IF IT HAD BROWN EVES  INSTEAD OF BLUE? " AFTER REPORTING
SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE. AFTER TODAY AND FIVE
YEARS OF THIS ON THE STREETS.......WHY ?

IN EXTREME DEFINITION AND DISCLOSURE
THIS IS NEXT 

A FEW HOURS LATER- 4-21-'14

THE ONLY THING ELSE THAT I WILL POST IS WHAT HAPPENED IN THE COAST GUARD, THE FLASH THAT WAS A SCALPEL AND THE RUNNING BACK AND FORTH IN THE BATHROOM NUDE, ALL OF US AS A PLATOON, AND WEEDED OUT FOR WHAT?? I WILL TRY TO PRINT THIS AND GET IT NOTARISED SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT FIND USE OF IT IN THEIR ' FIGHT ' FOR WHATS RIGHT. YES EVEN THE ' FAGS.'

A LOT OF WHAT WAS PRINTED ABOVE, WAS IN RFERENCE TO 2007, A YEAR BEFORE AND AFTER. THE ' WHITE THREE GRACES,'  ( MORENO'S HOUSE * ) MY FATHER'S VOICE IN DISCUSSION, WHAT WAS LEFT OF KENNEDY'S MIND ( TED ) AND DOMENICI ( PETE ); MY FATHER HALF ASSED IN OPPOSITION TO THE IDEA OF A ' HERO,' AS IN ANOTHER LOSS FOR THE DEMOCRATES TO FURTHER ' THIER ' CAUSE AND POLITICAL BELEIF SYSTEM. I DID NOT KNOW THAT AT THE TIME MY FATHER WAS  UNDERGOING DOUBLE BY-PASS SURGERY AND IN THE HOSPITAL ( I WAS TOLD LATER ) IN ABLQ. THE SAME TIME THAT JOHN CASTILE WAS.

THE REST IS HISTORY, AND FOR THE MEXICANS, THE SPICS AND GANGBANGERS, AND THE WHITE SUPREMISTS, YES I HELPED HOLD DOWN A WHITE MAN AFTER CAUGHT STEALING STEAKS AT SMITH'S IN THE PARKING LOT. I DID THIS BECAUSE A MEXICAN STARTED PUNCHING HIM, HARD THEN HARDER AND HIS ACCENT CHANGED TO WHAT SOUNDED VERY MUCH LIKE ARAB, HEAVEY IN ACCENT, EVEN THE COMENT WHEN HE LEFT WAS ANTI AMERICAN; MIDDLE EASTERN IN ACCENT; POLITICALY CORRECT HE WASN'T IN RETREAT FROM POLICE.

I APPROACHED HE BACKED OFF, I HAD A SPIDERCO POLICE EDITION, SHEATHED.

MY GREEN EYES TO HIS GREEN/BROWN, HE IMEDITEDLY LEFT THE SCENE, THE POLICE OFFICER WHO RECOGNIZED ME LEAVE LATER, WAS THE ONE I GAVE THE ' TRIGGERING MECH'S ' TO ( A FEW MONTHS EARLIER ). I FOUND THEM IN BACK OF AN APARTMENTS VERY NEAR AN APT. BUILDING WHERE A LOT OF ARABS RENTED.

MR. LENT ( ARMY, FEDERAL AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER ) MY NEIGHBOR SAID, " YES YOU'RE RIGHT, BETTER TAKE THEM TO THE FIRST COP YOU SEE." I DID.


THERE'S PAPERWORK WITH THIS SHIT, ONE WOULD THINK; THIS WAS THE TIME FRAMEWORK.

   
* I SAW LATER WHEN I WAS TRYING TO GIVE MY FATHER THE TWO PAINTINGS. HARDLY REMEMBER THE QUILT WHEN I WAS TO MEAT CEASER CHAVES.

ON MY END IT WAS MENTAL, TM, A FEW BOOKS ABOUT RV, BEFORE BARNES AND NOBLE; ALMOST BEFORE ' HASTINGS ' VIDEO. I WAS USING A WALKMAN.

RADICALS HAVEN'T DONE SHIT FOR ANYBODY, BUT VIOLENTLY PROTEST, THEN ' TEACH.'

IN ANY EVENT THAT WAS THE TIME FRAMEWORK, BEFORE ' BROADBAND,' OBAMA, THE FIRST TIME, AND WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO PUT A COUNTRY THROUGH ANOTHER ' JFK ' EVENT?

FROM WHAT I REMEMBER, MY FATHER WAS LOSELY OPPOSED, THEN LATER, " IT'S BEEN A GOOD LIFE," THEN I WAS IN SOME ' TUNNEL' BEIGE IN COLOR, VERY LITTLE PINK, " HOW'S THAT LEFT VENTRICLE ? " SOMEONE ELSE SAID THEN THE ' STARS ' " YOU SEE THERE'S NOTHING OUT HERE," THEN FROM FAR BELOW BARTON PRINCES VOICE " THANK god " SOMEBODY TOLD HIM," FADING OUT AND THE BLACKNESS THEN HOURS LATTER A MONOTONE BIG LAMP/LIGHT ROUNDED AT THE ENDS, AND A COUPLE OF PEOPLE ON MY RIGHT " DADDY WERE HERE."....THE IV WAS ON THE LEFT OF THE BED, A MACHINE SOMEONE ELSE AND AGAIN,  " DADDY WER'E HERE."

I DON'T HAVE KIDS, I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY.


I WON'T GO INTO THE REST, BUT I WILL TELL YOU THIS, ALL QUEERS WANT IS SPERM, ALL THE TIME; CONTROL OF YOUR MIND AND BRAIN.

MY FATHER MADE HIS PEACE, AND THAT ' CUNT ' OF A THING, OF A HALF MAN WAS THERE, WHY? DOMINANCE. WHO, THE SON AND THE REST OF MY FAMILY.

I FOUND OUT IN 2010 THAT MY FATHER HAD SURGERY, ABOUT THE SAME TIME A FRIEND ' STREET ' HAD HIS.

THE QUEERS THOUGHT THAT THEY FOUND A RELATIVE OF JESUS CHRIST.

WHAT I SAW AFTER I READ A BOOK, NOT POPULAR, DESCRIBED MY NEIGHBORS BUT ALL NAMES SWITCHED, LATER IN A HYPNOTIC ( MY OWN ) STATE I SAW HERE FACE/NO TECHNOLOGY IN BACKGROUND, EVERYTHING DIFFERENT MORE PRIMITIVE, HER EYES LIGHT. RECOGNITION, THE SUN WAS IN BACK OF ' ME,' THE ' LIGHT ' IN HER EYES WAS ' LOVE.' I DON'T KNOW THE COLOR OF HER HAIR, HEAVY LIGHT COLORED SCARF, ' SHE WAS DISTANTLY FAMILIAR.' I'VE NEVER SEEN HER. LATER, YEARS LATER I WAS ASTOUNDED TO FIND THERE WAS DISHES ALL OVER THE MIDDLE EAST, MOST PICS OLD, DIDN'T MAKE SENSE, I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT OF THOSE, ONLY TELEPHONE LINES, CARS, TRUCKS, ' TRACKS ' OF EVEN A BIKE; NOTHING.


YOU PEOPLE HAVE CROSSED A LINE OF YOUR OWN UNDOING, WHO'S NEXT MOHAMMED. A MOHAMMED AFTER DEATH OR THE ' MAN ' TWENTY YEARS AFTER HIS DEATH ? WHAT WOULD THE CLERICS PERFER?

OR MAYBE EVEN FAR WORSE....

IF THE LIGHT IN HER EYE'S WASN'T ME, WAS IT A MACHINE THAT ' ALLOWED ' THE EVENT TO BE SEEN BY WAY OF ' THE GRID.'

AND ONLY ' METAL' CAN GO BACK IN TIME. I WON'T ' DISECT THIS ANY MORE.

I DON'T WANT TO KNOW, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU. YOU CAN DO YOU'RE ' VIEWING ' THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE. YOU ARE NOT MY ' LIKENESS.'

REMOTE VIEWING IS A WARMACHINES TOOL AS IT HAS BEEN USED TODAY BY OLD HAGS AND FAGS IN ' PROGRAMING.'

I'M MYSELF. I AM ME. 

I'M GOING TO FINISH MY CLASSES IF 
ALLOWED AND I'M GOING TO LEAVE
AND TRY TO FIND REAL PEOPLE WHO ARE
' HUMAN.'



FOR WHAT ITS WORTH, RANDOM TYPING I FIRST USED WHEN I HAD MY FIRST MAC, COULDN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE OF IT.EARLY NINETIES, THEN ' GATEWAY,' AFTER IT PISSED ME OFF; SEEMED TO GET WHAT I WANTED THEN. 2005,MORE OR LESS A MACINGTOSH, RANDOM KEYS WHEN DRAWING, ANYTHING TO MATCH MY ' MIND.'--THEN NPR, THREE YEARS, REALLY, TRY REALLY INTENSE ' STATIC ' WITH PEOPLE AROUND, OR WITH YOUR KIDS ( I'M SURE IT'S ALREADY BEEN DONE IN THIS COUNTRY TO OTHERS AND MAYBE EVEN OTHERS TO THIS ONE ). 

THE LAST POST - IT'S JUST FOR NAZIES WAR, NOTHING ELSE

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BORG

' BORG '

OK HARRIS IN ALBQ. NM. HAS THIS SCULPTURE, ALTHOUGH HE IS DECEASED NOW, HIS WIFE MIGHT STILL HAVE IT.

I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY YEARS IT IS NOW, THE ' SHAPE ' AND CUT OUT CIRCLE IN THE ' REFLECTION ' OF SHAPE THAT COMPRISES THE PIECE AND MY SKETCH THAT MIGHT STILL BE ON THE NET IS WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT. URL LINK BELOW.

WHOEVER I WAS ' SPEAKING TO IN MY MIND,' I STILL DO NOT THINK ' IT ' WAS THE COLLIDER. THAT WAS OVER TEN YEARS AGO.

BEFORE OK HARRIS, I TRADED THE SCULPTURE FOR THE ' LAMP,' THE APPLE COMPUTER WITH THE OLD VIETNAM VET FRANK M., HE GOT PISSED AFTER I ASKED FOR A RECEIPT AND DESTROYED PHOTOSHOP AMONG OTHER APPS AND ' OPENED ' THE COMPUTER TO THE WORLD. , ' BORG ' WAS THE SCULPTURE TRADED FOR THE COMPUTER. HE WANTED TO MAKE MONEY ONLY, I WANTED TO MAKE ART.

THIS IS WHAT LITTLE I DO KNOW.

I WAS RIGHT. THE SCULPTURE IS STILL YOURS, IT MIGHT BE WORTH $ 10.00 NOW INSTEAD OF $1.00

MR. AND MRS. HENRY STREET OWN ( NOW ) THE SCULPTURE ' SYNAPSE,' ( I DON'T KNOW IF I USED THE CORRECT SPELLING AS THERE ARE TWO DIFFERENT SPELLINGS AND SOMEWHAT CLOSE RELATIONSHIPS IN DEFINITIONS AS TO THEIR FUNCTIONS; IN THE THIRD DIMENSION THE DESIGN IS SIMPLE, IN THE FOURTH, THE MOVEMENT IS PART OF THE PRECISE ' EXCHANGE ' OF INFORMATION AND ' RESTRUCTURE/ING,' THUS SECOND DEFINITION. IN THE FUTURE THIS INCORPORATED WITH  EGO, BENDS ' MEMORY.' THINK OF LIGHT, MUCH SMALLER THAN VISIBLE LASER, BENT BY WATER OR MINUTE VAPOUR IN HAND WITH METALLURGY, NEAR EQUAL STORING DATA/REWRITING BACK UPON ITSELF-PROBABLE OUTCOME BEFORE ' IMPULSE.' FORETHOUGHT, BUT EVEN BEFORE THAT, NO NEED FOR ' MONITOR.' ( THAT WAS THE NEXT STEP. )

ALL THE COLLIDER WAS, WAS A BLINK AROUND A TOWN, ONLY A SPIDER WHO CAN THUMP HIS LEGS THOUSANDS OF TIMES PER QUARTER OF A SLIT SECOND TO ATRACT A MATE, MIGHT OF FELT/SEEN THAT, MAYBE.

WHO IS WHO, think of a ' fractal ' asking the question/statement before the ' input.' so it was never ' Hal.'

http://time.com/57330/atom-photon-switch-heralds-quantum-networking-advances/

DU-04-09-'14-LAST POST FOR MONTHS

THERE HAVE BEEN TWO TIMES WHEN I WAS ALONE IN MY 4-RUNNER WHEN I FOUND MYSELF DRIVING TO/IN THE DIRECTION TO WACO, TX. I DO KNOW THAT ON THE FIRST OCCASION MY CELL PHONE WAS WITH ' BATTERY.'

THE SECOND TIME IT WAS WITHOUT. ON BOTH OCCASIONS I PULLED TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD; THE FIRST I ALMOST DESTROYED THE CELLPHONE WHILE REMOVING THE BATTERY. I REMEMBER THIS BECAUSE I HAD A HARD TIME FINDING IT LATER.

THERE HAVE BEEN TWO TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ASKED TO GO TO FT. HOOD. THERE HAS BEEN ONE TIME THAT I FOUND MYSELF DRIVING ( LOST ) IN THE DIRECTION OF FT. HOOD, ONCE AGAIN I PULLED OFF THE HIGHWAY AND ( IMPROVISED ), THUS RETURNING TO AUSTIN. ---THAT GRID WALKER WAS VERY STRONG, ( INTENT )ALMOST THE SAME VOICE AS AROUND AND IN FRONT OF THE TV SET ( NIGHT BEFORE THE ' SHRINK ' DID THE SAME THING, ALMOST SAME ' VOICE ' AS VIRGINIA TECH AND THE OTHER; ONLY ONE IN COL. FIRST, NOT THE SECOND MASS SHOOTING ) JUST BEFORE, DURING AND ' REMEMBRANCE,' OF THE SAME; LIKE THE READER ( WORDAGE ? ) ACROSS A MAGNETIC DISK, FORWARDS AND BACKWARDS WITH SLIGHT CHANGES IN WORDING FROM + TO - OVER A PERIOD OF TIME. ' LAYERED, WORD PLAY-MISUSE IN MEANING-' SLANG.'

WHOEVER THE ' GRIDE WALKER IS HE/SHE IS VERY SMART OR A HIGHLY TRAINED TECH, WITH ' DOMINANCE ' ISSUES. THINKS LIKE A TACTICIAN AS IF IN A ' COURTROOM,' MEANING THE CURRENT USAGE OF WORDS WITHIN THAT AGE GROUP IS USED ' AGAINST THEM.'

IF NOT ' HUMAN,' A FORM OF ' VOICE RECOGNITION.'

CLIMATE IS ONLY PART OF IT...whoever you are.

CHECK ALL HAM RADIO'S, PRIVATE MICROWAVE DISHES; ALL LATE NIGHT SECURITY PERSONNEL-HUNDRED MILE RADIUS.

COULD BE SIMPLY ONE CELLPHONE WITH ' UNKNOWN SPYWARE.' EVEN WITH BATTERY OUT STILL BATTERY IN PHONE.

SOMEONE WHO REALLY ' KNOWS ' WHATS UNDER THE SOIL.

' CORE ' OF WHAT MAKES US MEN-VERY ' CEREBRAL.' DOMINANT IDEA OF ' SIDE ' OF MIND. I mean it this way, this description.

THANKS TO A MARINE ( I THINK ) I WAS TAKING WITH LAST NIGHT, SOMETHING ABOUT HIS CRASH LANDING IN A CHOPPER AT ABOUT TWO HUNDRED MILES AN HOUR, SET MY ' MINDS STAGE,' and whoever this morning in' explanation ' as to how a hard drive works at least those in public domain.


THIS TAKES CARE OF SOMETHING I WROTE MUCH EARLIER ( and added to ), THE REST I PROMISED LATER.


BELOW 04-08-'14
I DO NOT KNOW THE TIME OF THE SHOOTING

I DON'T CARE 

THIS I WROTE THIS MORNING. THE FIRST WILL BE PRINTED NOW, THE REST LATTER  WHEN I HAVE THE TIME.

THE DAY OF THE SHOOTING AT FT, HOOD, I WALKED INTO THE COMPUTER ROOM, I FACED THE COLOR ' PURPLE,'...THIS WAS ALL I SAW ' BLOOD,'...EVERYWHERE, AND A SLIGHT ' WHISPER ' IN THE SILENCE, IN THE STATIC. THE COLOR WAS JUST A SHIRT.

AS IF ON WOOL AND MAGNETS EVERYWHERE, SOME CHARGED.' ' BLOOD ' IN A NANO SECOND, EVERYWHERE; A ' MILLION ' MILES AWAY. A DISTANCE..., WHEN I LOOKED AT HER EYES, I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HER EXPRESSION OF ' FEAR,' ON HER FACE.

THE SECOND LEFT. THE ' ALMOST ' FLASHES I REPRESSED, THEY WERE NOT MINE. I SAW NO DANGER. THEY WERE NOT MINE.

PURPLE: BLOOD PATHOGEN...HAS MANY DEFINITIONS.

LATER I EXPLAINED TO ANOTHER STAFF MEMBER HOW I WAS TAUGHT IN REGARDS WITH THIS MEDICAL COLOR CODING, ALMOST AS EXCUSE.



I DO NOT KNOW THE TIME OF THE SHOOTINGS.

THE REST I WILL PRINT LATER, THE NEXT FEW YEARS, WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN ' THE BACK GROUND ' IS NO LONGER ' AVAILABLE,' NO MATTER THE LENGTH OF ' TIMES ' UNRAVELINGS. I GUESS THAT'S IT.

OTHER THAN THE GLOWING HAND SCOOPING UP THE DRIED, CAKED BLOOD THAT SOAKED THE DIRT FOR SEVERAL INCHES BETWEEN ROCK THAT WAS, SOME ANYWAY, THAT OF THE CHRIST.

NADA IS AND WAS ' MY ' EXPERIENCE, THE FEW OBSERVERS THAT I SAW FROM ' ABOVE,' COULDN'T ' HOLD ' THE TIMELINE.

NO I-POD OR COMPUTER WAS USED.

LOOSING THE ' HOOK ' WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT

IN ONE OF MY CLASSES THE TOPICS WERE:

CYBER BULLING
CHILD OBESITY
ORGAN DONNER
AND ANOTHER RELATED TOPIC

' CHASING THE BAIT '

EIGHT YEARS AGO ( CLOSE ENOUGH )

ASH-' SHE SAID '

SOMETHING VERY CLOSE TO ' CAN YOU SEE? ( INSIDE MY HEAD, BUT DEEP )

ASH TREE AT STASSY POOL PARK, OTHER ' OMEGA ' (  A LITTLE OVER TWO YEARS AGO ), ALMOST CAUGHT AND POSTED AWHILE BACK, THE PEDOPHILE MASTURBATING IN THE SHOWER TO THE TEENAGER WITH YOUNGER BROTHER AND FATHER, HE WAS WALKING AROUND NUDE. THE ADULT ' SUIT ' PURPOSELY DIDN'T HAVE THE SHOWER CURTAIN SHUT, AND SAW AFTER HE LOOKED AT THE YOUTH. I LET LIFE GUARDS KNOW, THEY SEEMED MORE INTERESTED IN ME AFTERWARDS. NEVER TRUST THE ' MALE ' LIFEGUARDS SOMETIMES; DON'T WASTE YOUR BREATH IF THEY SEEM GAY, JUST CALL THE COPS. IN BETWEEN BILLS FOR ME AT THE TIME.

' ALIEN '- NONDESCRIPT ' VOICE SAID

IMAGERY - ' EVENT ( GLOBAL ) ' FUCK OFF FAGOT/BLACK MAN

ALL OF THIS, AT LEAST TWENTY ( ? ) LIVING ' PERSONALITIES,' VERY SMART PEOPLE AND SOME BORN WITH OR NOT TAUGHT THAT ' MINDS ' CAN'T TALK

HERE'S THIS INSTEAD

PURITY

A MEXICAN/ITALIAN MAN WHO HARASSED, INTIMIDATED, ROBBED ( BEAT THE HOMELESS, STOLE WALLETS, CASH AND ANY FORM OF ALCOHOL OR DRUGS HE COULD, RAPED OR AT LEAST THE GIRLS/WHORE-SOME SAID HE DID AND ' PIMPED ANYONE HE COULD ); INSPIRED BY THE ' POWER ' EMANATING FROM THE CAPITAL OF TEXAS'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND MIMICKED THE ' REP-' DAMN NEAR WORD FOR WORD, COMMANDING THE MAN ON THE BUS TO TAKE HIS WALLET WITH ID FOR USE IN THE ' UNDERGROUND ' MARKET....MET HIS MATCH ONE NIGHT.

A ' CHUBBY ' WHITE MAN WHO WAS FILLING UP HIS TRUCK WITH GAS, FINALLY HAD ENOUGH WITH THE VULGAR SHOUTS, " GIVE ME MONEY," AND THEN " BITCH," THAT HE BACKED UP HIS THREAT ( DEFENSIVE MEASURE ) AND SQUIRTED GAS UPON THE ABUSER. WHO THEN RAN WHIMPERING. " WHY DID YOU DO THAT? "

I WITH CELLPHONE IN HAND, NUMBERS HALF ' DIALED,'
TALKED TO THE ' VICTIM,' " YOU ALREADY MADE YOUR POINT, IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO CHASE HIM DOWN."
HE STATED HE WAS AND ALTHOUGH HE COULDN'T STILL ( ! ) FIND HIS CIGARETTE LIGHTER HE LEFT ' BURNING OFF STEAM.'

I SAW THE ' ITALIAN MEX ' LATER, HE WASN'T THE SAME PERSON.

THE PURITY OF THAT MOMENT, I WILL NEVER FORGET. SUCH A SIMPLE SOLUTION TO A PROBLEM; A ' CRIMINAL.'

THERE WAS A ' BEAUTY ' IN AND OF THE ' EVENT,' AND REMEMBRANCE OF THE SILENCE OF INDIFFERENCE, YET MEMORY SERVED ME WELL, YOUR REALLY NOT ' ALONE,' AND THERE IS NO ' JOKER,' NO ' SPIDERMAN,' OR ANY OTHER GARBAGE DEFINING TODAY'S CULTURE, JUST THAT ' WHISPER ' OF SPIRIT, THAT ' VOICE ' OF CALM THAT IS NOT YOUR ' OWN ' UNTIL LEARNT UPON THE ' THEN ' MINUTE ( NOT.2 SECOND SHIT ) ' WHEN YOU JUST SAY NO. 

THEN THE BATTLE WITH THAT ' LIVING SPIRIT '....OF A REAL PERSON'S MIND BEGINS. ALL THE CHURCHES WILL NOT TELL YOU THIS AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT A OR THE ' IDEA ' OF A ' GOLEM.' ANOTHER WORD FOR A ' PERFECT ' SOLIDER.

I HATE ' CUNTS ( BODIES WITHOUT MINDS THAT DON'T QUESTION ),' MALE OR FEMALE. I DO NOT LIKE MOST MEXICANS AND NEGROES, THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE. MY SKIN IS ' WHITE,' AND FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I DON'T LIKE MANY WHITES EITHER.

I ADMIRE PUTIN BECAUSE HE SAID WHAT NO AMERICAN PRESIDENT WOULD ' UTTER ' BECAUSE OF THEIR ' PURSE STRINGS.' AND HE DID IT WITH AN AMOUNT OF ' ELEGANCE,' AND THE THIRD WORLD IS LISTENING. THEY REMEMBER THE MOST RUTHLESS INDIFFERENT OF  THE ' SERPENTS.'

AS FOR THE ' BITCH ' IN HAWAII AND THE/MY RESPONSE REGARDING MY BROTHER AND MY KIDNEY, HOW THE HELL DOES ANYONE KNOW THAT THE WHOLE THING WASN'T A SET-UP ? 

WELL HERE IT IS, SET AND UP.

WHAT I SAW HAD VERY LITTLE TO DO WITH MY FATHER OR THE ' CUNT ' WHO OWNS THE WHITE THREE GRACES IN ' QUILT.' HE DIDN'T HELP ME OR REFER ME TO A LAWYER IN ARIZONA OR ONE WHO COULD PRACTICE LAW IN THAT STATE. HE'S JUST ANOTHER ' RACIST PIG.' MORENO.

NOW HERE'S WHAT WASN'T EXPECTED, ONE BACK OFF.

WHY ?

IT WAS DEMOCRATS WHO WERE ASKING ' WHY EDUCATE EX-CONS. AND ALOT OF THEM, WHY ' ELECTIONS;' WHATS TO BE ' COMPROMISED. WHAT DOES IT MEAN,...EDUCATION, ACCESS TO COMPUTERS, BOOKS, JUST ABOUT ANYTHING DEALING WITH ' COMMUNICATION.'

I ' INTERRUPTED ' IN MY ( NOT ' OURS, THIS WAS CONSTANT, THEN ' COPIED ' BY OTHERS ) MIND, BEFORE MY FATHER'S HEART SURGERY, " NO ONE THOUGHT THE DEMOCRATS WERE THE NAZI PARTY."

DURING THIS TIME I TOLD MY FRIEND T.J. TUCKER, " THE LAST PLACE YOU WOULD WANT A REMOTE VIEWER IS IN JAIL/PRISON."

YOU STUPID FUCKS.

THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE ' PLAYING ' WITH MY PHONE THEN, ' HAVE FAMILIES ? ' SECOND STRIKERS ? '

OR ARE THE KIDS GONNA STILL SELL DRUGS

AFTER LOOKING AFTER THE BUS CAMERA HARD, AND LISTENING TO THE BUS DRIVER, JUST ABOUT OPENLY COMMENT ABOUT AND IN APPROVAL WITH THE MEXICAN/ITALIAN BECAUSE THAT ' VICTIM ' WAS WHITE; HER SMILE.

THE STATE OF TEXAS APPLIED ' PLASTIC ' OVER AND TOTALLY COVERED THE PINK GRANITE. IT'S PRETTY MUCH ' QUITE ' NOW.

AS FOR THE OLD NEIGHBORHOOD AND THE COLONEL, I DIDN'T GO TO NORTE DAME OR UT AUSTIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED, I KEPT READING, I ASKED QUESTIONS, I LOOKED DEEPER INSIDE MYSELF THAN 99.9 PERCENT OF THE US DOES AT ANY GIVEN POINT AND I FOUND THE TRUTH. I WENT BACK IN ' TIME ' ( I WAS ' WARNED NOT TO GO BACK TO MY MOTHER'S DEATH BED WINDOW- THE ' PLANT ' - MAN WITH THE WHITE BEARD WAS NOT ME - SO FUCK YOU AGAIN - SLIGHT FOREIGN ACCENT AND BLURRED, ONE EXCEPTION THOUGH, AND THAT ' TRUTH ' IS MINE-YOUR NEXT ' VICTIM, MAYBE PAY ATTENTION NEXT TIME, GROUP, PHD'S-MILITARY-THEN THE ' GANGSTERS ) TRUTH HURTS, THIS ISN'T A NOVEL, THE ARMY WILL NEVER EXCEPT ANY RESPONSIBILITY AND IF IT EVER DID, IT WOULDN'T REALLY MATTER A GENERATION DOWN THE LINE WHEN ANY LAWSUIT CAME TO BE, ONLY THE CRIMINALS WOULD WIN.

THAT IS HOW FAR I SAW, NOT EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS WON!

THE WORST THING THIS COUNTRY EVER DID WAS HAVE WAR AFTER WAR AND LET THE ' SUBCULTURE ' AND WOMEN CONTROL ALMOST IN TOTALITY THE ' SHRINK ' PROFESSION,' OH WHAT WHORES YOU ARE. YOU NEVER HELPED THE COLONEL, OR EX-CONS AFTER RAPE, ' JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOUR QUEER,' IS ALL IT AMOUNTS TOO. PAID OFF.

DELETE THE MEN, HUSBANDS, FATHERS, BROTHERS AND SONS AND ALL YOU END UP WITH IS " SHIT "-BARTON PRINCE, AS HE PICKED UP DOG SHIT WHEN I FIRST MET HIM.

NO ONE CAN ' HELP ' ME...I FOUND THE TRUTH, I CAN'T GO BACK IN ' TIME ' TO CORRECT, OR INTERFERE WITH A MAN WHO WAS VERY EDUCATED, EVEN BEYOND THE WORDING IN THE RV BOOK THAT I WAS READING A FEW YEARS BACK, SKIMMING THE THEORY OF QUANTUM MECHANICS, THEN I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.

I UNDERSTOOD THEN, A FEW YEARS AGO, THAT THE ' WEED ' THAT I WAS TOLD TO PICK, ' BLINKED ' OUT ( TO WHERE ? ) IN TOTALITY, FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE...?...TIME JUST ' STOPPED.' 

IT WAS NOT THERE, I DID NOT BLINK, THE SHADOWS WERE STILL MOVING AS WERE THE LEAVES.

MY BROTHER WAS HYPNOTIZED INSTANTLY WHEN I TURNED, I HAD TO SLAP HIM, HE WAS FRIGHTENED AND STUNNED " WHAT WAS THAT? " LOOKING IN THE DIRECTION OF THE WINDOW.

THE FOLLOWING TWO SUMMER'S WERE FAR WORST,...BUT I'VE ALREADY SPOKEN OF THIS BEFORE.

WE WERE JUST KIDS, THEN PRE TEENS AND EARLY TEENS.

YOU CAN ASK FOR THE WORLD, BUT BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU ASK FOR...YOU DON'T NEED TECHNOLOGY FOR WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. 

' SOMEBODY ' WOKE ME UP, I HELD THE WORLD, 'ALL OF YOU DIDN'T RESIST,' IF YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT THAT WAY, HUMAN COLLECTIVE CONSCIENCE, AND A ROCK DIDN'T HIT THE OCEAN AND DENSER AIR.

WHAT'S ONE TWO THREE SECONDS ( EARTHQUAKES ) IN ROTATION TIME IN COMPARISON TO LAND WATER IMPACT ZONES?

NO ' SUBCULTURE ' HELPED ME, JUST EXTREME ' SILENCE.'

I'VE SAT BY THE OCEAN AND ' WISHED ' FOR DOLPHINS TO SPIN FOR ME, AND WHALES AND EIGHT TIMES OUT OF TEN THEY CAME ( DIFFERENT TIMES OF DAY )...THAT'S THE ONLY JOY THAT I HAVE EVER DERIVED FROM ANYTHING LOOSELY CONNECTED TO REMOTE VIEWING.

I DID WHAT I COULD WITH MY TWO LETTERS TO PRESIDENT BUSH.

THE ' REVOLUTION ' HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MANKIND APART FROM THE WORLD...IT WAS JUST AN IDEA... SALVATION. No shit hole god crap, something real.

Jesus Christ asked of the living waters for his thirst and the living Holy Sea answered through and without his bodies thirst; the living waters was also his sight in and without ' himself ( love, closeness of heart, not of ' just ' man; friendships );' one with G-D. THE SON: THE FATHER.

That simple, no shit religion malarkey; no blasphemy. No cross as threat from the heavens above AS MY ' CONTROL.'

You are born as you are born, entice none outside of your ' likeness,' especially children.

ONE LAST THOUGHT, WE ARE STILL IN THE ' CROSSING.' IT GOES ON FOR ABOUT, I THINK A HUNDRED YEARS. THOSE IMPACTS ARE WHAT ' CREATED US ' WAY BACK THEN; THE OBSERVER WASN'T JUST US, IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE I CAN'T DESCRIBE, I DON'T AGREE THAT IT WAS A ' MACHINE,' ( SEVEN TO EIGHT, THEN FIVE YEARS AGO. )

NO FACEBOOK FOR ME, NO CELLPHONE, NOWAY ' COMMENTS ' ON POSTS ( THEY WERE THERE, PEOPLE CHOOSE TO HACK, OR ' CRASH ' MY COMPUTER ), NO TWEETS AND GRADUALLY NO MORE POSTS. THIS IS ABOUT THE LAST TIME THAT I WILL WRITE ABOUT ' CONNECTING THE DOTS,' NOTHING GOOD EVER COMES OF IT.

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ON, AND I WILL.

I WILL NEVER ACCEPT THE ' SUBCULTURE,' GAYS, I ALREADY DEFENDED YOU AND FEMININE MEN, THEN READ A FEW BOOKS ON HOW TO ' CREATE ' THEM ( PUBLISHED IN THE LATE SIXTIES AND THEN SEVENTIES ). NO MORE, I DID NOT AGREE WITH THE ' OVERPOPULATION ARGUMENT ' EITHER AND ALL THE REST OF IT IN REGARDS TO ANY AGE OF ' PERSONS.' 

I COULD GO ON AND ON, I WAS ' ATTACKED ' FOR YEARS. NO MATTER ' YOUR ' TECHNOLOGY OR THAT OF THE HERD MENTALITY OF ' MIND,' EVEN IF ' ARMED.'

FOR THE ' PEOPLE ' WHO HELPED ME, PRAYERS, ' MINDS,' THANK YOU. BUT PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.

FOR THE SUBCULTURE, WE DON'T SEE ' EYE TO EYE,' EVEN OF LACK OF BRIDGED GAP OF MALE AND FEMALE ' PERSONALITY,' IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW SMART OR EDUCATED YOU ARE, ALL YOUR ' IMAGERY ' COMES THROUGH ONE WAY OR THE OTHER. FOR ME IT IS DISGUSTING. THERE IS NO ' WE.'

AS FAR AS DEAD TERRORIST AND OR SOLDIERS AND ABORTIONS, I SEE NO DIFFERENCE OTHER THAN THE ' WILL.' THAT IS SAY ' TO CHOOSE.' IT DOES NOT BOTHER ME.

WHAT HAPPENED JUST BEFORE BOTHERS ME. THE ' CHOICE.' SOMEHOW IT WAS SMALL CHILDREN WHO I ' ENCOUNTERED ' FIRST. DISJOINTED CHILDREN, SOMEHOW, ASKING FOR MOTHER AND FATHER, VERY REAL SMALL STARS, ORBS DRIFTING. SPIRITS. I DID NOT KNOW NOAH'S ARK WAS SUSPECTED TO HAVE BEEN FOUND, SOMEWHAT FOSSILIZED. THE LIGHTING ALL AROUND AND ALL THAT I PHOTOGRAPHED. IN THE END ALL RELIGIONS WILL BE SOMEWHAT PROVED RIGHT, DATES JUST OFF. SOME MAYBE BORROWED, IF NOT ALL.
' INDIGO ' IS NOT THE COLOR OF EYES, IT IS THOSE CHILDREN BORN ' CLOSE TO GROUND AND SKY.'

THE RAPTURE OCCURRED AND NO ONE PAYED ATTENTION...HAS IT STOPPED?

I JOINED. THAT IS ME. I KNOW THAT I GET NOTHING,' I ALREADY WENT THROUGH IT,' SO TO SPEAK. I KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, FOR THE MOST PART, I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER MEET THEM ALL.

I CAN'T POSSIBLY ANSWER OR EXPLAIN ALL THAT I'VE ENCOUNTERED AND ALL THAT I WAS ASKED, AND I'VE NOT EVEN REALLY SPOKEN OF THE ' ROUGES,' RVers. IT'S IMPOSABLE. AND I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MAN MADE TECH AND ' THAT OF THE MIND.'

 I DO NOT WISH THAT I WAS BORN ' ADULT.' SEVEN TO FIVE YEARS AGO, ' YOUR NO ENOCH,' FINALLY ' YOUR ' ANSWER.

' MASKS ? ' WHO KNOWS ?

I THINK THATS IT, FOR NOW. 

I KNOW WHO I AM.

' SOLOMAN ' AND PECOS,TEXAS

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH DEPARTMENT

PHAETHON STAR HAS REACHED 5,036 VEWS WITHOUT GOOGLE+

FROM THE UNITED STATES ( 3,672 ) TO RUSSIA ( 454 ) TO THE UKRAINE ( 54 ), NOT TO MENTION THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC, ROMANIA, CHINA, FRANCE, TURKEY, GERMANY, BRAZIL, THE NTHERLANDS, POLAND, THE UNITED KINGDOM, SOUTH KOREA AND ITALY. CANADA SEEMS INTERESTED IN ' BLACK SWANN'S STRIBER ' ONLY. THERE HAVE BEEN MORE, BUT ?????

OPERATING SYSTEMS

WINDOWS ( GET OFF YOUR ASS COOK )
LINUX
MAC ( GEE NO LAP TOP )
OTHER UNIX
WINDOWS NT 6,1
COMPATIBLE
SAMSUNG

BROWSERS ( THESE I'VE NEVER HEARD OF )

UNIVERSAL FEED PARSER
CriOS
Maxthon

EVENTS ARE NEVER AS THEY SEEM
Please remember this. ' No one really owns space.'

I ONLY DOWN LOADED AN APP FOR WIFI/CRACKER ONCE BECAUSE WE WERE TOLD THAT THERE WAS LITERALLY NO RECEPTION AT A JOB SITE IN AND NEAR PECOS, TEXAS.

' SOLOMON,' OR ' KING SOLOMON ' IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAME UP. THE CRACKER DIDN'T WORK, AND ENDED UP RIDING MY BIKE DOWN THE ROAD TO THE HIGHWAY ( A HUNDRED AND SIXTY POUNDS, SEABAG AND BACKPACK ) BECAUSE I WASN'T GIVEN WORK, I THUMBED A RIDE BACK TO EL PASO. THIS WAS THE SECOND TRIP. WE WORKED TEN DAY SHIFTS. THIS HAPPENED ABOUT A YEAR AGO.

I MENTION THIS ONLY BECAUSE I TOOK A FEW PHOTO'S AND WISHED FOR A FALLING STAR. I SAID IT OUT LOUD IN A WHISPER, I THINK.

WHAT I THOUGHT WAS ONE, THAT FELL A FEW MOMENTS AFTER I ' VOICED,' THE REQUEST, I DECIDED IT WAS A LASER INSTEAD. I KEPT ASKING MYSELF ' HOW IS IT THAT THE TAIL OF THE STAR WAS AS BRIGHT AS THE ' HEAD 'OF THE STAR. EVEN IN KONA, HI. ( WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED, BARBRA SAW THE VAPOR TRAIL AS I POINTED IT OUT ) I WATCHED A REAL FALLING STAR WITH VAPOR TRAIL AND ALL, BREAKING UP ACROSS THE MID POINT OF THE VOLCANO, JUST LIKE THE ONES THAT FELL TOWARDS DOWNTOWN EL PASO, TEXAS A YEAR AND A HALF OR SO AGO.

' ENCAPSULATED LIGHT,' SEVEN YEARS AGO, IN MY MIND. ALSO, EARLIER, ' WE CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS TO YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN,' PIN POINTS OF LIGHT ' ( LIKE NEEDLE POINTS ),  'YOU WILL EVENTUALLY GET BRAIN DAMAGE OR GO INSANE.'

WHY DID I PRINT THIS, BECAUSE IT IS TRUE AND BECAUSE WE LIVE IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND I DO NOT WISH TO EVER SEE OUR SOLDIERS BEHAVE AND ACT AS DRONES FOR ANOTHER COUNTRY OR ' OUTSIDE ' INTEREST.

I TOOK MY TIME WITH THIS, BECAUSE WANTED PEACE BETWEEN ISRAEL AND THE PALESTINE, AND DIDN'T WANT TO FEED A FIRE. 

BUT, THANKS FOR THE ' DOUBLE EDGED SWORD ' AS EXAMPLE.

UP-DATED 04-04-'14 ' BOOTCAMPS ' - ' HUGHS ACT '

IN A CNN STORY I JUST READ TODAY about Specialist Lopez.

' Attacks in 2006-'07-These were more like ' prompts,' I was sometimes speaking out loud, I think, mostly ' forehead ( Frontal lobe ) facing the ceiling..I was in bed.

( Mr. )' Pagan-' seemingly on going discussion about who is technically a pagan as far as religion goes.' I couldn't seem to stop this ' noise,' at the same time ' do you know how to tie a ' slipknot '/ 'do you know how to repel ( climb down with rope ) ? '

This might be two easy-' Tanks.'

During this time also my mother's experience with the boy who fell at Waco Tanks

Also, " Your third eye blind." Whoever that was, voice or ' Mind,' I don't know.

I had originally written of experiences dealing with Austin, Tx. and not wanting to be sent to ether Waco, Tx. or Ft. Hood, although I found myself on the highway two times for Waco, once for Ft. Hood. I remembered the ' voice ' well the second and third time; first impression is that of a female, but I think a male.

Two of the times I remember taking the battery out of my cellphone, I was mad enough and the third, might of been ' harmonics ' as per my 4-runner.

The ' voice ' seems slow, but it is actually speed up, you're brain/mind deciphers it, unravels it. It actually runs on two different levels, very high extremely fast and so low as not two ' hear it/understand it,' then you have to ' correct ' the instruction.

I call it ' The Squirrel Cage.' Hope this helps. I know that who ever that person was knew what ' he ' was doing.

I had originally written something else and I will print most of it later, for I have little time now. ( For what its worth, at some point I think about now but really latter on, I have to ' brush up ' on my reading about RV and terminology. I don't think this is a very good idea, though I ' feel ' this ' false impulse ' will pop up again. I do not think it is a family member....looking to MAKE A NAME. I didn't like being ' ordered ' to do this then. )

PAGAN AND SLIPKNOT ARE VERY STRONG HITS.

UNDERLYING-VISUAL

FALL-CHEERLEADER-LIGHTS IN AUDIENCE-ALREADY HAPPENED-ARIZONA

RED MAIL PLASTIC CARRIER-AIRLINES-ALREADY HAPPENED-ARIZONA

ONLY COMMONALITY IN ALL THIS FOR ME IS HZ RATE, FACEBOOK, FALL, SLIP ( AND FALL ) AND REAL TIME ' GRID WALKER ' WHO KNOWS WHAT ' HE ' IS DOING.

RED TANKS ? BIG ?


YESTERDAY WAS AVOIDABLE-THE SOLIDER WHO WAS ONCE STATIONED AT FT. BLISS, TX. THOSE KILLED AND ALL WHO WERE HURT. IVAN LOPEZ, ' IVAN,' LIKE ' OMAR,' A NAME THAT I WAS CALLED A COUPLE OF TIMES IN MY LIFE, REST IN PEACE AND THOSE ALL THOSE KILLED.*

 EARLY MORNING, YESTERDAY - NPR NEWS, RADIO-THREE YEARS ' STUDY ' - CIA, OVER THREE THOUSAND PARTICIPANTS-RANDOM GOOGLE SEARCHES.

ALSO, HOMELESS PERSON WHO WAS FROM RUSSIA AREA AT SHELTER ( EL PASO, TX. ) LAST WEEK. ' DREAM AS PICTURES, 'VALLEY WITH TREES, SPARSE, AND PEOPLE, SOME FALLING, OTHERS RUNNING ? ' ' AND ??? THE CONSTANT INTERFERENCE, YES YOU GUESSED IT, THE ' PURPLE SHIT.' MORE THAN ONE MIND.

EVERY TIME I SPOKE WITH HIM, I HAD THE ' FEELING ' THAT A MEMORY OF SOMETHING THAT I WAS ' SUPPOSED ' TO SEE WAS TO COME UP; VERY DISTANT...

I AM REASONABLY SURE THAT HE IS NOT A THREAT TO USA.

TIMESTAMP

PLACEMENT IN TIME, ' ENRON,' LINKED TO OIL, PORT AUTHORITY ( TX. ), " WE'RE AT FT. BLISS, DON'T.." ALL THIS, YEARS AGO---AND, ' ENTRANCE TO A NEW INFORMATION HUB. NOW.


THIS MORNING - NPR NEWS, RADIO-MAPPING BRAIN OF NEWBORNS IN WOMB---I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN ABOUT THIS AND LOSE OF MOTHER CHILD ' DEVELOPING  MIND,' OR PROGRAMING IN THE WOMB, FROM ABORTIONS TO ' GOAL ' OF SCIENCE AND GAY MOVEMENT; SLAVERY. 

 I FIRST DISCOVERED NPR, ABOUT 2005

DISTINCT LEVELS OF AMINO ACIDS WITHIN THE ' SPECIES.' HOMO SAPIEN.

ALL OF THIS WAS CONNECTED WITH THE ' BIO-MAKE-UP,' ( MEDICAL RECORDS ) OF THOSE WHO SERVE ' THEIR COUNTRIES ' AND THE LINKS TO ' NEW WEAPONRY ' IN DEVELOPMENTAL STAGES AND THEIR USE IN ' CROWD CONTROL AND OR DISRUPTION OF  HERD MENTALITIES,' AND/OR THE DESTRUCTION OF ONE PERSON, IF NOT A FAMILY.

THIS WAS WHAT I ALSO HAD THE ' SHIT ' BEATEN OUT OF MENTALLY, ALL THOSE YEARS AGO; PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE.

TO THINK ALL THIS STARTED OUT FOR ME, AS FAR AS REMOTE VIEWING GOES, TO FIND A MISSING CHILD AND REPORT CHILD ABUSE.

THE FUTURE

THE PACIFIC AND ' OIL ' AS OPPOSED TO CLEAN WATER ( SALT AND FRESH ). WHO KNOWS, MOTHER NATURE JUST MIGHT TAKE CARE OF THAT ' SPINNING TRASH HEAP ' FOR YOU. RING OF FIRE. Maybe how all youth from all countries remember us, very near future.

FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, I THINK THAT I ONCE WROTE THAT ' I WENT THROUGH ABOUT TEN DIFFERENT ' BOOTCAMPS.' THIS YEARS BEFORE JOHN CASTLIE/AIR FORCE/CIA AND HIS ' SUICIDE.'

I THINK, MAYBE TWO MORE THIS YEAR-RUSSIA, I THINK IS THE ' FLAG,' MEANING THEY ARE/' WERE, ' NOT THE ONES.

*--------THAT ' CANDYMAN,' DIED DURING HEART SURGERY, I HAVE BEEN TOLD. ( LIE ) HE WAS A HATEFUL MAN, BUT HE ONCE TOLD ME THAT ALONG WITH FLYING BOMBS AND ORDNANCE TO VIETNAM, HE ALSO ' DELIVERED ' NEW TROOPS. HE ALSO TOLD ME THAT HE SERVICED ' NUKES.'

THOUGH HE ' SAID ' DIFFERENT, I KNOW THAT HE HAD A VERY HARD TIME WITH THOSE MEMORIES, " I HARDLY LOOKED AT THEIR FACES," HE SAID OF VIETNAM.

A WIZARD WAS ON THE TOP SHELF ABOVE HIS COMPUTER MONITOR. I ' MINDLESSLY BOUGHT MINE ABOUT 2007-'08 AND PUT IT TO THE LEFT, OR IT ENDED UP AT THE LEFT OF MY TV IN THE LIVING ROOM, BEFORE I THREW IT TO THE FLOOR. THE BOOK, ' THE VALUE OF LIE,' WAS AT THE RIGHT OF THE TV SET.

ideas:
don't download apps from other countries...for a time.
homeschool for at least one hour a day, regardless, period.

IT SOUNDS STUPID, BUT ASK YOUR KIDS WHO ' THEIR PARENTS ARE ' AND ' WHY AND HOW.' THEN ASK WHO THEIR CELLPHONE IS AND ' LISTEN,' TO THERE ANSWER. WAS IT ' THEIR,' AND ARE YOU SURE?