IF LAST NIGHT WASN'T BAD ENOUGH, THIS MORNING I READ THE ' NEWS ' AGAIN, UNABLE TO EXPLAIN THAT NAGGING FEELING THAT SOMETHING REALLY AWFUL WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. I FOUND THIS, BELOW ON CNN.
JANNA WAS A NEIGHBOR WHO HAD A BOYFRIEND AND TWO SONS. THE BOYFRIEND WAS MUCH MORE THAN A MESS THEN THE KIDS FATHER. DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. BOYFRIEND WAS ONE WHO TOLD ME OF SALT BEDS, AND WHO'S FATHER WORKED AT LOS ALAMOS. SILVER BRIEFCASE.
I'M NOT CLEAR AS TO HOW IT HAPPENED, BUT A MAN WHO WAS OVER WITH A FRIEND SHOT AND KILLED ANOTHER MAN, HIS FRIEND, I THINK, MRS. ABBOTT HAD TO CALL THE POLICE TO FIND OUT WHO COULD CLEAN UP THE HEAD MATER THAT WAS LEFT ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND WALLS , AS THE KIDS WERE LEFT WITH THE MOTHER.
THIS OCCURRED ON THE CORNER OF SILVER AND STANFORD, SE. SIDE.
DURING THE ATTACKS, SEXUAL AND OTHERWISE, FROM ALL DIRECTIONS, I'M VERY SURE BEFORE JOHN CASTLE'S DEATH/SUICIDE, WAS WHEN I THINK THIS WAS OCCURRING. MOST WERE ' MALE,' SOME ' FEMALE,' ONE OR ? ' ENGLISH ' WAS OFF. ' ABOVE ' THE CHUCKLE OF THAT I ASSOCIATED WITH BARTON PRINCE.
THE ATTACKS WERE FROM HOMOSEXUALS. ONE MORE TIME, THE ATTACKS WERE FROM HOMOSEXUALS.
' THANK G-D WE GOT TO YOU BEFORE THEY DID ??????? '
AROUND TIME OF SCULPTURE, THIRD TIME, WHEN DATING HUGHSON, BUT NOT ' HER ' VOICE. NOT THE ' ESTENE.' ' SOMETIMES PALESTINIANS HELP THE JEWS,' LOOK FOR YOURSELF, HISTORICAL FACT.-GRID WALKER ? SOUND WAS TURNED OFF. ' BROADBAND.'
THE ALPHABET HOUSE WAS THE INFUSION OF ' SKINHEADS ' AT THE TIME. ONE OF THE CURRENT RELATIONS TO THAT TIME FRAMEWORK ( NOT BECAUSE THEY WANT ALL ' CREDIT, ' BUT ID'ED ) IS THE CURRENT ADDRESS THAT I AM AT. UNDERSTAND THIS, THE MEMBERS OF NOT NECESSARILY THE WHITE BROTHERHOOD HERE ARE MORE THAN LIKELY MENTALLY ILL AND CROOKED, AND HOMOSEXUAL; JEWISH. MAKE NO MISTAKE. THE ONE MALE IS NOT A GOOD PERSON IN ANY REGARD. I DO NOT KNOW IF US VETERAN, BECAUSE SO MANY FROM THE STREETS SAY THEY ARE, MANY TO CHEAT AND STEAL MONIES.
IN MY CASE, COAST GUARD, AND NEVER DEPLOYED, AND WHEN THE VA. PULLED THROUGH FOR ME ( RELUCTANTLY ) I WENT TO EPCC TO PAY LAST SEMESTER BILL, AND WAS CHEATED THREE TIMES TO THE TUNE OF ABOUT A HUNDRED DOLLARS.
I AT LAST ON THE BUS BACK HAD A LITTLE TIME TO REFLECT ON THE GUNSHOT THAT MIGHT OF TAKEN MY LIFE AND NO ONE WOULD OF SAID ANYTHING. THAT THE FIRST WELDING CLASS, AND MESSING WITH MY HEAD.
THE SECOND SEMESTER THAT I COULD ONLY TAKE AN ENGLISH CLASS AND A SPANISH CLASS, TO KEEP ENROLLED, AND THE TWO MEXICAN DIMES UNDER MY SEAT, THE HARASSMENT FROM EPCC INSTRUCTORS AND THE SEXUAL REMARKS, IN PARTICULAR FROM JESUS DE LIONE, THE SPANISH INSTRUCTOR. THE THREATS TO MY LIFE FROM BLACK STUDENTS (ONE ), AND OTHER CRAP, NO BOOKS ECT. ANOTHER INSTRUCTOR TOLD ME OF THE SEXUAL HARASSMENT CHARGES THAT DE LION HAD ALREADY FACED AT THE SAME TIME THAT MS. AGUILAR ALLOWED ME TO JUST HAND IN PAPERS. " I DON'T WANT YOU TO GET HURT." BEFORE CONVERSATION THAT HER HUSBAND AND FATHER HAD DIED IN SAME MONTH, BOTH VETERANS. THERE'S PROBABLY MORE, BUT I THINK TH ATS THE JUST OF IT.
WHERE I RESIDE NOW, LIFE HAS BEEN THREATEN BY A COUPLE OF PEOPLE BUT NOTHING HAS EVER BEEN DONE ABOUT OTHER COMPLAINTS, " IT WILL BE REPLACED," YESTERDAY BY A MAN WHO I WAS FIRST TOLD TO BE ' OMAR ' BY THE RESIDENT MANAGER NORMAN ( NORM, ALL THOSE YEARS AGO, DISTANCED BY ABOUT A YEAR ). ' EXTORTION ' OF WHAT, I DON'T KNOW, BUT KNOWING QUEERS IT COULD BE ANYTHING. I'M LEAVING IN A MONTH OR TWO ANYWAY.
IT'S NOTHING BUT A WELL KNOWN DRUG ' BROTHEL ' ANYWAY, DESPITE ' NEW ( ? ) OWNERS ' ANYWAY.
AS FAR AS THE SHOOTING IN ALBQ, NM. THIS IS IMPORTANT, NOT BECAUSE ' YOUR TALKING TO YOURSELF,' BACK THEN, SOME TYPE OF TELEPATHIC OVERLAY, BUT OF SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY, I FEEL IN ' PLACE.'
BARTON PRINCE AND NETWORK SHOULD OF BEEN PUT IN JAIL YEARS AGO ALONG WITH RAMSEY AND MOSES.
RECURRENCE WAS WHEN HUGHSON TRYED TO ' TAKE BACK THE COOK BRAND COFFEE GRINDER,' SHE WAS VERY SAD, THEN CHANGED DEMEANOR AND SAID IF IT GAVE ME AY PROBLEMS TO LET HER KNOW???? HER ' FEELINGS ' WERE INTENSE.
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Erbil, Iraq (CNN) -- Jana was a 19-year-old in her final year of high school, with dreams of becoming a doctor. Then, ISIS came to her village last August, and her world collapsed.
She described to me in chilling detail, how the jihadis first demanded that members of her Yazidi religious minority convert to Islam. Then they stripped villagers of their jewelry, money and cellphones. They separated the men from the women.
A United Nations report explained what happened next. ISIS "gathered all the males older than 10 years of age at the local school, took them outside the village by pick-up trucks, and shot them."
Among those believed dead were Jana's father and eldest brother.
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A different fate lay in store for the women.
Jana described how girls like herself were separated from older women, then bussed to the city of Mosul.
There they were put in a big three-story house with hundreds of other young women. The men of ISIS came periodically, and chose up to three and four girls at a time to take home with them.
"These women have been treated like cattle," explained Nazand Begikhani, an adviser to the Kurdistan Regional Government on gender issues.
"They have been subjected to physical and sexual violence, including systematic rape and sex slavery. They've been exposed in markets in Mosul and in Raqqa, Syria, carrying price tags."
Meanwhile Narin Shiekh Shamo, a Yazidi activist based in Iraqi Kurdistan has compiled the names of at least 4,601 Yazidi women currently missing.
In the first month after the mass abductions, Shamo says she was receiving calls and messages from up to 70 different hostages a day. Now, she can't reach a single hostage.
After more than a decade reporting on conflict in the Middle East, I was still ill-prepared to hear about the scale of this kidnapping and modern day enslavement.
Suddenly, the words of a 19-year-old ISIS imprisoned fighter whom I interviewed last weekend in a Kurdish prison in northern Syria made sense.
The young man, horribly disfigured from bullet wounds to his abdomen and arm received during his year of fighting on the frontlines, described how ISIS attracted fresh recruits with the offer of cash and "wives."
"One should remember that enslaving the families of the kuffar -- the infidels -- and taking their women as concubines is a firmly established aspect of the Shariah, or Islamic law," the group announced in the ISIS publication "Dabiq."
The Kurdish authorities say they have rescued around 100 Yazidi women, in part through the payment of ransoms to Arab tribesmen who acted as intermediaries.
Thousands of women remain hostage. And with ISIS successfully defending its territory from a loose coalition of Iraqi military, Iraqi Kurdish peshmerga, Syrian Kurdish militants and US-led airstrikes, it doesn't look like a white knight will charge in to rescue these poor women any time soon.
Begikhani said all of the 100 Yazidi women rescued from ISIS appeared to have been systematically raped, likely by more than one man.
The 19-year-old girl I spoke with here in Iraqi Kurdistan was deeply traumatized, and incapable of showing any joy or humor. Her mother and two brothers are still being held hostage by ISIS.
Asked what she would say if she met the 70-year-old Arab man who took her home and ordered her to convert to Islam at gunpoint, she says: "I wouldn't want to tell him anything. I just want to kill him."
Jana says she has given up her dream of becoming a doctor.
CNN's Gul Tuysuz contributed to this report.
