UP DATED 9-26-2014-PATHOGENS AND MEMORY - THIS POST MIGHT NOT BE DONE

PATHOGENS - WHEN YOU ' COMPUTE ' AS A BUG - ' ORIGIN ' DEFINITION IN APPLE DICTIONARY

WHEN I WAS IN ARIZONA, I STAYED WITH A FAMILY WHO LIVED IN ONE OF THE MOST DEPLORABLE  SITUATIONS AND PERSONAL ENVIRONMENTS. THE DAUGHTERS BOTH OF WHOM HAD THE PALEST OF EYES WERE BEFRIENDED BY GAY PEOPLE SINCE YOUTH. ONE OF WHICH, WHO VISITED A SHORT WHILE, UTILIZED MY TOOTHBRUSH TO ' SCRATCH ' ONE OF HIS ORIFICES, HIS ANUS. I THREW IT OUT. I HAD OVERHEARD HIM TALKING TO THE YOUNGEST OF THE DAUGHTERS, " IT ITCHED " WHEN SHE ASKED HIM OF THIS AFTER SHE HAD ALREADY DEFENDED HIM WHEN I QUESTIONED HER AS TO WHO MIGHT OF DONE THAT. IN A MOMENT OF' CLARITY ' SHE TOLD ME THAT THE BACK YARD HAD NEVER BEEN SO CLEAN, THE EARLIER MEMORY OF HER YOUTH WHICH SHOWN IN RADIANCE FROM WITHIN HER BROUGHT UP HER MEMORY OF HOW THE BACK YARD ONCE LOOKED. NOT WHEN HER STEP FATHER MOVED IN BUT THE BACKING UP OF THE SEWER SYSTEM AND BREAKINGS OF SEWER LINES THAT THE CITY OF SCOTTSDALE NEVER ACCEPTED RESPONSIBILITY FOR, NOT ONLY ONCE, BUT TWICE.

THE ENTIRE HOUSE WAS FLOODED TWO TIMES NOT ONLY WITH GREY WATER BUT FECES AS WELL. THE ANIMAL REMAINED AND PROGRAMED THE HOST AS TAUGHT IN SCRIPTURE, TO ' SEEK ' OUT NEW HOSTS, SOME WOULD SAY. SURVIVAL OF THE ' FITTEST.' THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I ' MET HER,' THE YOUNG LADY AND NOT THE ' MESS, ' HER ENVIRONMENT HELPED CREATE.

( WHEN YOU REPEAT SOMETHING OFTEN ENOUGH, MOST PEOPLE WILL BELIEVE THEY ARE WHAT IS REPEATED, NO MATTER HOW MUNDANE OR EVIL. WHEN THE SMALL  PERCENT OF THE TARGETED GROUP UNDERSTANDS THIS, THEY BECOME THE ' PARASITE ' IN THE PROGRAM MAKING, THE ' ALTERATIONS ' AND PROFITS FROM THE DESIRED EFFECT OF THE ' HERD ' IS ALSO APPRECIATED BY THAT SMALL PERCENTAGE, NO MATTER HOW, EVIL, AND LIFE THREATENING.) 

I HAD ALSO TAKEN PICTURES OF THE LAKE WHERE THE ' APPARITION ' APPEARED ON THE LAKE, THE FACE OF AN ' ALIEN,' THE BROTHER'S PAINT STORE IN THE DISTANCE AND A TREE JUST BEFORE THE BANK OF CHAPARRAL LAKE NEXT TO HADAN ST. I DIDN'T REALIZE SOON ENOUGH THAT ON THE NIGHTS THAT THIS OCCURRED WAS A ' SOUNDING ' FOR GATHERINGS OF THE HOMOSEXUAL SUB CULTURE. I WAS ARRESTED AT THIS LAKE FOR IBUPROFEN, CALLED IN BY A HOMOSEXUAL WHO OWNED THE CONDOS NEAR THE PARKING LOTS; IT WAS NINE TWENTY OR SO. THE SIGN POSTED WAS PARK CLOSURE AT TEN O'CLOCK. THE COMPLAINT, RUMORED OR NOT, MAY ALSO OF BEEN YOUNG WOMEN, ONE OF WHOM BASHED MY DOOR IN WITH HERS, MUTTERING UNDER HER BREATH ' YOU DON'T BELONG HERE,' ' I'M RICH, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT.' THIS AFTER MY ARREST. WE DON'T HAVE TO PROTECT YOU, YOU ARE OUTNUMBERED.

SHELTERS, AS LAST HOME FOR MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW

EVERY SHELTER THAT I BEEN AT, HAS HAD ONE MOLD OF ' INDIVIDUAL '  WITH ITCHY SKIN, WHO UPON SCRATCHING FOR ENORMOUS BLOCKS OF TIME, THEN ' FLINGS ' WHAT EVER IS ASSUMED, REAL OR NOT TO ANYONE AROUND THEM. THIS HAS OCCURRED IN AUSTIN, CALIFORNIA, NEVADA, NEW MEXICO, ARIZONA AND TEXAS. THIS IS VERY COMMON. THIS ' DIRECTED BEHAVIOR ' IS NOT JUST REACTION OR ' RESPONSE.' IT IS SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. THE REACTIONS I WOULD PONDER A GUESS, WOULD DEPEND ON THE SPECIES OF PARASITE. IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THE ABILITY TO ' THINK ' IS RELIANT ON THE ABILITY TO DEFEND ONES SELF AGAINST PARASITES; SOME WOULD ARGUE THAT THE ' TRUE ' NATURE OF A TOTALITY OF ' BEING ' IS THAT OF ONLY MEMORY, A PROGRESSION OF TRAITS IN EVOLUTION DEPENDENT ON THE PARASITES  NERO MAKE UP, THUS PAVLOV'S DOG. REWARDING BEHAVIOR BASED ON REACTION, INVOLUNTARY OR NOT IF A REACTION IS OBTAINED; STABILIZED PROGRESSIVE MEMORY OF THE DEPENDENT HOST, BUT DEPONENT NONE THE LESS? THE SAME MEMORY IN DOMINANCE BY THE PARASITE. THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.

IN HAWAII, A BIG ANGLO AMERICAN WOMAN ( GERMAN ), LOUD IN SPEAKING, DEVOID SEEMINGLY, IN EMOTION WITH EXCEPTION TO THAT WHICH AND HAS BEEN LEARNED, SPOKE OF BEING A BAD PERSON BECAUSE ' I ( SHE ) MADE THE BABY CRY,' AND FURTHER RUMBLINGS FROM HER ' GUT ' IN A COMPLETENESS OF ADMIRATION'S FOR THE GRANDCHILD THAT SHE WAS TO SEE, TO THE POINT OF KIDNAPPING AND ERASURE OF THE FATHER. OF COURSE THIS WAS JUST THE ' GUT,' TALKING. SHE WAS IN EXCESS OF TWO HUNDRED FIFTY POUNDS AND ALWAYS ' PRESSED.' I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, THOUGH I DID SEE A WOMAN MUCH LIKE HER ON THE BEACH WITH A SMALL CHILD, THE RESEMBLANCE WAS UN CANNING. WE ALL ATE THE SAME THING OTHER THAN WHAT WE BOUGHT, WITH FOOD STAMPS OR MONIES ' EARNED.'

SHE WAS THE ' HOUSE MOTHER.'

THE PATHOGENS OF STAFF, STD'S, HIV, PTSD AND A VARIETY OF VARIOUS WORMS, NOT TO MENTION HEPATITIS  ARE ALL DOMINANT IN THE DECISION MAKINGS OF THEIR ' HOST,' THOUGH MANY ' PROBABLY ' DO NOT KNOW, BEYOND THE MENTALLY ILL, THE ILLNESS DERIVED FROM THE PARASITES ONLY TO BE ' CURED ' IN TREATMENTS SO INTENTLY SPACED BY CLINIC AND DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS IF AVAILABLE. IN A SENSE WE ALL ARE LINKED BY THE PATHOGENS THAT INHABIT US. THIS IS AN ARGUMENT FOR THE IDEA IN OBSERVATION THAT ONLY ' MEMORY ' PREVAILS, CONCLUSION NOT WITHSTANDING ?

IF THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE, THEN WE ARE EQUAL. SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.

THE ' PUTTING ON OF THE GLOVES,' BLACK BY POLICE OFFICER RAMOS IN CA., DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEY WERE NOT LATEX GLOVES TO PROTECT HIMSELF AND THE OTHER OFFICERS FROM ANY BODILY FLUIDS THAT ' MIGHT BE EXPOSED TO HIMSELF AND OTHERS,' INDICATED HIS INTENT ON VIOLENCE TO ANOTHER DESPITE ANYTHING THAT DID SAY TO THE NOW DECEASED HOMELESS MAN HE WAS ABOUT TO MURDER. THIS DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE WAS ARMED WITH NOT ONLY A SIDE ARM BUT OTHER WEAPONS. THE HOMELESS MAN, WHO HAD A PAPER TRAIL, CREATED ( HE'S ON THE STREET ) OR NOT TO FURTHER HIS ' CONDITION ' LEARNED FROM OTHER ' WARNINGS ' AND PUBLIC HEALTH OFFICIALS AND NOT DISCOUNTING THE COMPUTER, AND THAT TOOL'S VAST RANGE OF INFORMATION ' OBSERVED.' PATHOGEN, THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.

VIETNAM AND THE DESERT WARS HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON, DISEASE AS PATHOGEN. THE VIETNAM WAR'S OFFERINGS TO THE UNITED STATES WAS ' FOOT ROT,' ' JUNGLE ROT,' COMMONLY KNOWN AS ATHLETES FOOT IN ALL IT'S VARIETIES. THE DESERT WARS OFFERINGS IS ONE OF BOTH HABIT AND POVERTY, THE CLEANING OF ONES SELF WITH WATER ONLY, IF AVAILABLE, AND THEN ONLY AIR DRIED IF CLOTH OR PAPER PRODUCES ARE NOT AVAILABLE.  THE TWO CULTURES HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON WITH THE UNITED STATES AND THAT IS IN THE EXISTENCE IN THE INDUCED VIRTUAL WORLD OD BROADBAND AND WIFI, THE BODY AND BRAIN ARE SECONDARY, BECAUSE EVERYDAY LIVING IS NOT REAL. ONLY THE ' MIND' AND THE ' TOOL ' OF IT'S ( ? ) MEMORY. AND THE PATHOGEN IN EVOLUTION; SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. THE PARASITE. THE ALL ENCOMPASSING ENCLOSURE, THE CRESCENT THEN NOW NEAR COMPLETE, THE SNAKE THAT ATE IT'S TAIL; A CIRCLE.

BUT THIS IS JUST THE BODY, IN VERY SIMPLE EXPLANATION TO THE RELATIONSHIPS OF BRAIN, BODY AND A PEER PRESSURE THAT ALL ' PEOPLE ' ENCOUNTER.

WHAT OF THE HOST?

ACCORDING TO THE WORLD CENSUS, THE GENDER GAP IS NEAR IN COOPERATION AS WELL AS THE AGE COUNTS OF TWENTY SOMETHINGS AND BABY BOOMERS, BUT OF COURSE I'M SURE THAT I'M WRONG; I AM VISUAL, THE CHART OFFERED, WAS THAT OF 2013. MY FATHER ONCE STATED THAT RAISING CHILDREN WAS A ' DIRTY PROPOSITION.' I HAVE NO CHILDREN, SO I DON'T KNOW. I HAVE SEEN HOWEVER THE BODIES OF MALES AND SOME FEMALES WHO AFTER SOCIETY HAS DETERMINED ' UNFIT,' WHO THEN ARE THROWN TO THE STREETS AND THE ' UNDERWORLD,' A WORLD THAT IS DESIGNED WITH NO WAYS OUT OTHER THAN SLAVERY FOR THE INDUCERS OF THE ' PATHOGEN,' TO BEGIN WITH, UNACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR ' HERD ' SOCIETAL MEMORIES IN THE PARASITES PROGRAMING.

WHAT OF THE ' MIND ' ?

MY MOTHER ONCE SAID, " LIFE IS NOT A FARCE." AFTER A COMMENT I ONCE SAID AFTER THE VIEWING OF A LUIS BUNUEL FILM ( I THINK ).

MY LAST MONTHS AT THE OLD PLANTATION, A GAY BAR HERE IN EL PASO, WAS AFTER I INVITED SOME FRIENDS TO SEE WHAT THE PLACE WAS ALL ABOUT. THE MUSIC, THE ATMOSPHERE, THE RECOGNITION, FOR HER, OF PEOPLE THAT SHE KNEW, SOME, AS WELL AS I. THEN THE SIGHT OF A MAN GIVING ANOTHER MAN FELLATIO IN FRONT OF EVERYONE BY THE DANCE FLOOR. AND NO ONE SEEMED TO CARE. THE ' UNINHIBITED ATMOSPHERE THAT THE EL PASO TIMES WROTE OF AND THE ' STRAIGHTS ' THAT ' FLOCKED ' THERE, STEADILY CAME TO AN END FOR ME. SHE ASKED ME IF I WANTED A RIDE HOME THAT NIGHT, AND MY STUBLING'S, THEN NO, " YES I'M SURE." WHEN SHE LEFT I FOUND MYSELF STARING AT MY RUM, MOSTLY RUM, AND COKE, AND THE BEER ON THE RAILING ABOVE THE DANCE FLOOR.

I RAN INTO A MAN THAT I ONCE KNEW BACK IN THE THOSE DAYS, BABY THAT I ONCE WROTE ABOUT, A WOMAN WHO WAS HELD A FOOT OR HIGHER ABOVE  THE FLOOR BY A POLICE OFFICER WHO WAS CHOKING HER, A WOMAN WHO I ONCE DATED WHO WAS RAPED BY HER FATHER, A POLICE OFFICER, THEN A SECOND TIME; THIS PERSON WHO I INTRODUCED TO MY MOTHER, AND SO MANY OTHERS INCLUDING THE WOMAN, ACTIVE DUTY THEN AT FT. BLISS WHO INTERVENED WHEN I WAS BEING PISTOL WHIPPED BY THE GANG BANGERS, THE ' CHOLOS,' ALL DEAD, ALL DRUG RELATED, EVEN ' SUNNY,' WHO I SAW IN ALBUQUERQUE, WHEN I DECIDED NO, NOT MY PEOPLE. ALL DEAD, ALL DRUGS.

I WROTE BACK YEARS AGO, THAT FIFTY PERCENT WERE ' PREDATORS,' S&M FREAKS, AND TWENTY FIVE PERCENT WERE ' VICTIMS ' AND THE OTHERS ' JUST DIDN'T KNOW, OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT. THERE WAS REALLY NOTHING VERY SPECIAL ABOUT THE SIXTIES, ALL THE REAL ' HERO'S ' WERE KILLED, ALL THE REAL PEOPLE LOST AND NOW THE GANGSTER ENDS OF OUR SOCIETY ARE DESIGNING THE SAME' PROGRAM ' IN THE BRAINS AND, SOME , MINDS OF THE NEW ' DESIGNER ' GENERATION THAT WILL NOT  ' THINK ' BECAUSE IT ETHER DOES NOT KNOW HOW OR NEVER LISTENED AS TO WHY IT SHOULD EVER LISTEN BEFORE QUESTIONING ANY GIVEN THOUGHT BEFORE THE  PARASITES IMPLEMENTATION OF IT'S OWN INTERPRETATION OF WHAT IS DANGER.

I LISTENED TO WHAT THOSE MEN WERE DOING WITH THEIR PENISES TO THE MIRROR, I NEVER UNDERSTOOD THE WOMEN, AS I ALWAYS THOUGHT THEY WERE SMARTER; INTELLIGENCE. MY CONSUMPTION WAS ANY FORM OF ALCOHOL. 

CALIFORNIA

THE USE OF SOME OF THE SMARTEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD, SELF DESCRIBED, HAVE VERY LITTLE IDEA AS TO WHAT ' IDENTITY ' THEY HAVE MARKETED IN REPLACEMENT AS TO THE HUMAN SOUL; PRIVACY RIGHTS THAT HAVE SUFFERED BEYOND ANY ATTEMPT FOR RETRIEVAL IN ANY ' CLEAN ' DESCRIPTIVE TERM AS TO ' PARENTING ' IS ALL BUT LOST AND THEIR ' VEIL ' NOW COMPLETELY TRANSPARENT CAN BE ONLY BE ADDRESSED IN THE LANGUAGE OF THOSE WHO ARE SO ENSLAVED IN COMPROMISE REGARDING WHAT AND WHO THEY ARE, IS BEST LEFT TO POR QUE? POR QUE? AGAIN? WHY? EXEMPLIFIED IN EXAMPLE; A PAINTING THAT I MADE PRIOR TO 9/11, IF THAT EVER MATTERED. THE REST WAS ' SNOOPY EST TOT,' AND ' WE ARE ATLANTIS,' BOTH REPEATED, ON THE CANVASS. THAT PAINTING WAS SHOWN AT THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR, EXCEPTED, THEN SHOWN  ABOUT TWENTY FEET ABOVE. NO ONE SAW IT. WHAT WAS DONE WITH THE INFORMATION AFTER THE SALE OF THE PIECE, IS OUT OF MY HANDS.

ARE WE TO BORROW YOUR ' IDENTITY ,' THAT WHICH HAS BEEN LENT OF NATURE IN GUISE OF THAT WHICH YOU, ' PRETEND' NOT TO BE ' STOLEN,' TO THE CHAINS AGAIN ( OR ELSE ) ? ONLY THE ANIMAL. THIS I DIRECT NOT ONLY AT MR. BARTON PRINCE AND FAMILY ( ACADEMIA, AND POLITICIANS WILLING TO SELL ' ALL KNOWN ' FOR POWER AND WEALTH, TO BECOME THE 1 PERCENT.

THAT STATE SERVES NO PURPOSE NOW. WE ARE NOT CHRIST BITCHES FROM 51% OF THAT ' PERSPECTIVE.' WE BELIEVE IN GIRLFRIENDS, WIVES, MOTHERS AND DAUGHTERS. YOU MIGHT ' OWN ' THE TECH NOW, BUT TOMORROW WE ALL WILL. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM OUR FAMILIES AND WE WILL STAY AWAY FROM YOUR ' FORUMS  OF PROSTITUTION AND ILLEGAL DRUGS.'

IF YOU HAVEN'T GOTTEN IT BY NOW………ASSHOLES!  STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM OUR MILITARY!  SILENCE IS BEST FOR RESPECT DUE GENDER PREFERENCE.

IF OUR AND ANY OTHER GOVERNMENT GAVE A DAMN ABOUT ANY DISEASES, IT WOULD TAKE CARE OF THE SIMPLEST FIRST, THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ARE DIRECTING SOCIETIES THE MOST TO PAY IN FULL TO BE INCLINED TO ABSOLUTE POVERTY, THEN ASK FOR INSURANCE PAYMENTS TO GOVERN THE 1PERCENT'S LOSSES ONLY; SLAVERY.

EL PASO, TEXAS

ALSO OF NOTE, I MIGHT OF WRITTEN THIS BEFORE, BUT BACK IN THE DAY, YEARS AGO, WHEN MY AUNTS WANTED TO MAKE A CALL, THEY WOULD PLUG THE PHONE INTO AN ADAPTOR WHICH WAS THEN  PLUGGED INTO THE WALL SOCKET AND  YOU THEN GOT A DIAL TONE. THIS WAS USED IN THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBOR HOODS, I SAW IT IN ONE NEIGHBOR'S HOUSE AND I REMEMBER THE OLD PARTY LINE PHONES ON THE WALL THAT YOU HAD TO WIND UP IN ORDER TO USE. I AM WRITING THIS AFTER I HAVE JUST DISCOVERED THAT HERE AT THE MISSOURI ST, ADDRESS NEAR THE STADIUM, MY DATA SUDDENLY JUMPED FROM ABOUT 8 MEGA BITES TO 424 MEGA BITES WITH ALMOST NO USE ON MY PART. THEN SOME COMMENT ' I GUESS YOUR MY GIRL FRIEND,' FROM SOMEWHERE AROUND HERE, AND ' OWNERSHIP ' OF MY PHONE. COMPUTER AND PHONE, ALL CHARGED BY WALL SOCKET; BUILDING ABOUT 100 YEARS OLD. OTHER CONCERNS, RF POISONING BY THE TOWER DIRECTLY BEHIND. AND PERSONAL PROPERTY DAMAGE  AND CELLPHONES STOLEN BY THE DOZENS.

IF YOU VISIT THE STADIUM FOR ANY EVENT, UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR PRIVACY AND PERSONAL INFORMATION IS VERY MUCH AT RISK ANYWHERE THE BASEBALL STADIUM IN EL PASO, TX. AND IT IS ETHER WAY YOU LOOK AT IT, POLICE BUT MAINLY DRUG DEALERS; ILLEGAL DRUG AND TRAFFICKING OF PROBABLY ANY NATURE, RELATED. IF YOU HAVE FAMILIES YOU SHOULD BE VERY CONCERNED, SOME OF THE BAD ELEMENT KNOWS ' SECURITY ' AT THIS STADIUM AND YOU SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS. 

I AM VERY AWARE THAT I AM JUST BEING USED, AND THERE ARE THOSE WHO JUST WANT TO ' SAVE ' PROPERTY WITHOUT ANY CONCERN FOR PUBLIC SAFETY AND OR CHILDREN, AFTER ALL THEY WILL BE SIXTEEN ONE DAY, IF NOT SEVENTEEN AND THE ' RESPONSIBILITIES ' ARE ALWAYS ON THE PARENTS BECAUSE, WELL WHO CAN AFFORD TO BE A ' VILLAGE,' IF PROTECTION WAS EVER THE TRUE ' INTENT ' OF INDOCTRITIVE IDEAS. THE MASONIC LODGE ALSO OVERSEES THE BALL PARK, YOU DO NOT WANT YOUR CHILDREN AROUND THOSE MEN. J.D. SOLD HIS PHONE TO DR, CELL, MY UNDERSTANDING. AN IPHONE, PROBABLY ANOTHER MISTAKE OF A LIFE TIME. IN ANOTHER POST I WILL ADDRESS THE STORIES OF ' ACQUISITIONS ' OF PERSONAL EFFECTS BY SOME MEMBERS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT THAT I HAVE HEARD, NONE IN EL PASO SO FAR, THAT I BELIEVE, BUT IN AUSTIN,TX. A COUPLE OF THEM I DO, BOTH USED TO BE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN BEFORE PTSD AND INTRODUCTIONS ( MICKIES ) INTO DRUG CULTURES REMOVED THEIR IDENTITIES AND THE MINISTRIES MADE MONIES OFF THEM,' ICE ' QUEENS VICTIMS ALL AROUND. THEN THE STREETS AND OWNERSHIP TO THE PATHOGEN; PASSED TO CHILDREN AND WIVES AND MOTHERS, COURTESY OF THE ' PIMPS.' TOP OF THE WORLD AGAIN!  SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. LESS YOUR CHILDREN AS OVER ALL ' ECONOMY ENHANCERS,' AND A POWER BASE ALREADY SOLD OUT.

SECURITY

I have taken enough time to decide this, I am grateful to one Mexican American APPLE employee who did not speak a word but left me with an ' indicator ' for my PIECE OF MIND AND USE OF MY COMPUTER. I keep nothing on my apple pro book and back everything up as fast as I can. manually. this concerns the safety of children first and exposes all the problems, if not some of the most important ones such as the proliferation of illegal drug trade and human bondage, for profit. He ' helped ' me see the last of how the most beautiful ideas  ( APPLE BAND ) can and will fall into the wrong hands. I am grateful, i do wish that this ' posting ' does not interfere with your employment with APPLE. i think Mr. Jobs and family would and are proud. I have already found what I think is the problem after reading RAND's ideas and the DOD's determinations for future communication nets, but the memory of " I linked to sky-net," during one of the most intrusive of mental attacks that I endured in Albq.,NM, a druggie computer nerd, I once thought. Now I know the bigger picture; still it was allowed, and unlawful.

AND MY IPHONE, WHO'S CAMERA ICON ALWAYS SEEMS TO TURN ON JUST BEFORE I TAKE A SHOWER, AND STILL DATA LOSS???????? DO NOT MOVE TO THE BOARDER.

example: Pecos, Tx. the ' falling star,' Really a Laser. After i wished for one. ' How can the tail be as intense and bright as the head ? ' And no vapor trail ?

IN THE END, I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT WE THINK WE ARE THE ' FITTEST.' WE HAVE ' ADAPTED ' AND CAN MAKE OUR OWN WAY IN ' PEACE.' ' FUN,' AND ' JOY.' IN A THOUGHTFULNESS THAT WE HAVE ' PROGRAMED ' OUR MACHINES ' UPON FROM THE PATHOGENS OF A WORLD WE HAVE YET TO KNOW.

I AM READING ' MICRO ' NOW BY CRICHTON, THE LAST I THINK OF A COLLABORATION WITH ANOTHER, AND THE MEMORY OF SITTING IN MY LEATHER CHAIR, THE GLOWING CRYSTALS, THE DISCOVERY OF THE CRYSTAL CAVERN IN MEXICO AT THE SAME TIME AND TRYING VERY HARD, NOT TO GO BACK TO THE ' ROCKS OF AGES,' THAT WHICH ONCE HELD ALL PRAYERS AND KNOWLEDGE OF A WORLD THAT WILL NEVER CARE BEYOND THE ' MIRROR.' MY BIRTH TIME AND DATE, AND ALL THE COINCIDENCES IN ' PAGE.'

HE NEVER BECAME THE ' WHORE ' IN CAREGIVERS. AND TO BE VERY FRANK, HE BROKE THE RIDICULES ONGOING ' ENTICEMENTS ' REGARDING MEN AND THEIR EXCUSES WHO HAVE ' LARGE PENIS ' AND ALL THE BULLSHIT IN THE REDUNDANT ' EXPLANATIONS ' OF THOSE WHO ARE BEING ' DESIGNED ' TO BE GAY. THAT ' MENTAL ILLNESS ' REFLECTED BY OLD MEN AND ALL THE ' WOMEN ' WHO JUST CAN'T HANDLE THEM IN THEIR ACCORDANCE.

I SAT IN THAT CHAIR FOR DAYS, UNTIL ' OTHERS ' STARTED REFLECTING ON HIS LIFE AND CONTRIBUTIONS. A FEW DAYS LATER, THE RADIO AND NEWS OF HIS DEATH. I LISTENED TO MY FATHER ON ONE LEVEL AND OTHERS ON OTHER LEVELS, ALL TRYING TO ARGUE WITH THE OTHERS.

" I KNEW IT." I WAS ORDERED NOT TO SPEAK OF THIS.
THE VOICE WAS FEMALE/MALE - MILITARY TIES. US.

WHAT IS VERY INTERESTING IS MY REALIZATION THAT ALL OF THIS WAS IN ' REAL TIME,' AND FURTHER MORE, MY ABSOLUTE DETERMINATION OF THE SEPARATION OF WHAT MAKES ALL MALES ' MALE,' THE SEPARATION OF ' HER ' FROM MY MIND, A PART OF ME THAT I UNDERSTOOD TO BE MY MOTHER. TO SPLIT THE ' PERSONALITY.

NOW, TO BE VERY CLEAR AS TO WHAT A PERSONALITY IS CAN BE BEST EXPRESSED AS A PERSON'S IDENTITY. WHAT MAKES UP YOUR IDENTITY IS EVERY ' PERSONAL ' EXPERIENCE THAT YOU HAVE FROM CRADLE TO ' NOW,' AND THEN THE EXPECTANCE OF A FURTHERING OF ' INTERFACING ' WITH TRAIL AND ERROR, PEOPLE, BOOKS, INTERNET, DAY, NIGHT, ALL BODILY FUNCTION'S, ECT. THESE ARE ALL PERSONAL, EVEN YOUR INTERACTION GIVEN WHAT ' YOU ' MIGHT EXPECT IN ANY ' VARIABLE ' REACTION GIVEN ANY EXCHANGE OF ' ENERGY ' THAT IS OF NEED AND WANT.

THIS IS THE SIMPLEST IN TERMS OF EXPLANATION THAT I CAN EXPRESS. I HAVE ALWAYS READ, STUDIED AND ' OBSERVED.' ONLY ONE THING MAKES ME DIFFERENT, THAN MOST PEOPLE, I HAVE BUILT ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE EVER WANTED BY HAND. TANGIBLE. AND THOUGHT IT THROUGH, ALMOST HALF OF WHAT I HAVE BUILT, I HAVE DESTROYED.

AND I HAVE BEEN TRADED OFF TO THE SHIT OF THE WORLD BECAUSE I WAS SO FOCUSED ON THE ' WORLD.' BUT NOT TO DESTROY IT AS A GOOD MANY OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MET AND KNOWN.

THIS COUP DE TA IS STILL NOT FINISHED IN THE UNITED STATES. IT IS ON BOTH SIDES OF THE ELISE'S, AND DOWN TO THE STREETS. IT IS ' ANCIENT.' I LISTENED TO WHAT CAME MY WAY FROM THE DATE OF THE CRYSTAL CAVERN.

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UNDER CONSTANT ASSAULTS DO MY
IPHONE AND COMPUTER, ONE FOR CALLING
POLICE AND SECOND, STREET VALUE.