EQUIVOCAL
SOMETIME IN THE SUMMER OF MY COLLAGE DAYS, I SPOTED A MAN WITH A LARGE PEICE OF WOOD ATTEMPTING TO STRIKE AND HIT; POKING MY LANDLADIES DOG SAM AS I DROVE UP, RETURNING FROM A STANDARD BRANDS. SAM WAS A LARGE GOLDEN RETRIEVER WHO BARKED AT SOME OF THE PASSERS BY IN ' INSTINCT' AS TO WHO ' BELONGED ' IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I IMMEDIATELY YELLED " LEAVE THAT DOG ALONE." AS TO WHICH THE MAN ENTERED THE PASSENGER'S SIDE DOOR WHILE I WAS PUTTING THE KEYS INTO MY POCKET, GARBING ME BY THE TROAUT FIRST, THEN A WADE OF MY HAIR, PULLING HARD. HE WAS YELLING WITH STINKING BREATH IN MY FACE AN INCH AWAY SOMETIMES CLOSER; HE WAS ONTOP OF ME. A QUESTION THAT HE SCREAMED IN MY FACE REGARDING HIS ACTIONS AND BEHAVIORS WAS ANSWERED, CALMLY BY ME, " BECAUSE YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING."
HIS MUTTERINGS AND THE DILATION OF HIS PUPILS STILL STICK OUT IN MY MIND, SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, " MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS." " I LIVE HERE I STATED;" I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT HE SAW MY KNIFE, A SWISS, NONE THE LESS, WHAT WAS UNDER HIM. A RAZOR.
HE WAS A VETNAM VET, I FOUND OUT FROM EVELYN'S HUSBAND GENE. THE WALD OF HAIR WHEN HE RELEASED ME WAS QUITE A BIT. " I LIKED THE WAY YOU HANDLED THAT," WAS ALL HE SAID, AND WENT BACK INSIDE, THE DOOR CLOSING SOFTLY. I RETURNED TO MY ART, DRANK THE REST OF THE EVENING, DID VERY LITTLE WORK. THE ' ANGER.'
BROWN
WHILE IN HIGH SCHOOL, I WAS JUMPED, MORE OR LESS, BY ONE MEXICAN, A WRESTLER WHO FOR WHAT EVER REASON, THOUGHT IT WORTH DOING. WHAT MADE IT ' SEEM ' LIKE I HAD BEEN JUMPED WAS THE FACT THAT ABOUT TWENTY TO TWENTY FIVE PEOPLE WERE AROUND, AND GATHERED IN A CIRCLE ENCLOSING THE TWO OF US. " YOU THINK YOUR TOUGH." WAS ALL I REMEMBER ABOUT THE START OF IT, AND THE HEADLOCK I HAD HIM IN WHEN HE STRUCK FIRST, THEN THE FALL TO THE GROUND, HIM ON TOP, PINNING ME. IT WAS SOON OVER AND THE WORKMEN, CITY EMPLOYEE'S, HOBO, AND STUDENTS LAUGHTER AND VULGARITIES LINGERED IN MY ' MIND ' AS I WANDERED AROUND THE STREETS THINKING, OR WAS I? THE ' EMPTINESS ' AND WHITE THAT I SAW HAVE ALWAYS BOUGHT A WONDERING AS TO HOW OTHERS HAVE ' SEEN RED.' THAT WAS EXPLAINED TO ME ONE DAY IN SOME CLASS EARLIER IN MY YOUTH AS TO ' MEANING.'
DANNY, A FRIEND OF MINE, DANNY BROWN, ' FOUND ME WALKING AROUND THE SCHOOL AND TOLD ME THAT ' BURNSIDE ' WANDED TO SEE ME. MR. BURNSIDE WAS OUR PRINCIPLE THEN AND I HAD ALOT OF RESPECT FOR HIM; WE USED TO ARM WRESLE FROM TIME TO TIME. OLD DANNY AND I STARTED TALKING SOME AS I WANTED TO CHANGE THE TOPIC FROM THAT OF MY APPEARANCE ( BLACK EYE ), AND HE INFORMED ME THAT HE WAS LEAVING THE NEXT WEEK AND THAT " THIS WAS MY LAST." SO I WENT BACK TO MEET WITH MR. BURNSIDE.
UPON ENTERING HIS OFFICE, I WAS ENCOUNTERED BY A SMILING FOE FROM EARLIER IN THE AFTERNOON, OUR LUNCH BREAK; THE ' BEATING.' I LOOKED AT THE UPPER CLASS MAN AND AS HE CROSSED IN FRONT OF THE WINDOW, I PUSHED HIM OUT, BREAKING ' SOMETHING ' IN HIS BODY BEFORE HE DROPED. MR. BURNSIDE IMMEDIATELY PUT HIMSELF IN BETWEEN US AND ASKED IF IT WAS OVER. HE ALSO ASKED US TO SHAKE HANDS IN CLOSURE OF THE ENCOUNTER. WE DID. I WAS HEALD BACK, I DON'T KNOW IF I RECEIVED A SWAT WITH HIS BOARD THAT TIME, IF I DID, I FELT NOTHING TO REMEMBER.
ABOUT A WEEK LATER, THE UPPERCLASS STUDENT MADE SOME REMARK AS TO HOW I WAS DRESSED, AN ARMY SHIRT WITH SLEVES CUT OFF AND ' LORD SINCLAIR ' ( TV PROGRAM AND THE DUALITY OF THE CHARACTERS ) PAINTED ON THE BACK. I WANTED TO FIGHT AGAIN, I SAID NO BUT I FELT I WOULD WIN, AND WALKED AWAY. ABOUT THIS TIME, ANOTHER UPPERCLASS STUDENT, I THINK, A JOCK, NONE THE LESS, BELTED ME ACROSS THE JAW, AND I STARED AT HIM AND LISTENED TO HIM AND HIS ' JABBERING,' WITH NEW ARMORE FROM MY FATHER, " WHEN CORNERED, FIGHT LIKE HELL." SO I WENT UP TO THE HEAD FOOTBALL COACH AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION TO HIM, AND TOLD HIM THAT IF I WAS ATTACKED AGAIN, I WOULD DESTROY ' HIS ' FOOTBALL PLAYERS LEGS, AND IN THE SIMPLEST OF ANYBODIES TERMS, FROM THE ' HEART AND MIND WITH ALL SPIRIT,' I MENT IT.
I WAS NEVER BOTHERED AGAIN BY ATHLETES. I RAN, EXERCISED FOR ANGER MANAGEMENT, I DID NOT KNOW BACK THEN. I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST FOR GIRLS. I WEIGHT LIFTED TO ' CONTROL ' THE FOREIGN THOUGHTS THAT I WAS TAUGHT TO ' KEEP QUITE ABOUT.' I LOOK AT ALL PEOPLE WITH TONGUES LAPPS AS ANIMAL NOW, AND HEAR MY FATHERS VOICE " CLOSE YOUR MOUTH." I SEE ALL PEOPLE OLD AND YOUNG ALIKE, WIPPING THIER TONGUES AROUND LIKE SNAKES AND HEAR MY FATHER'S VOICE " KEEP YOUR MOUTH CLOSED;" " SHUT YOUR MOUTH! " ON MY SECOND VISIT TO AUSTIN, AFTER THE FIRST VISITING MY SISTER AND HER FAMILY, IN THE BACK OF MY MIND, I REMEMBERED THE ' LAPPING OF TONGUES;' THE SEARCH FOR ' PREY.'
DANNY, THE FIRST OF THE ATHLETES WHO ATTACKED ME, A ' FLYING SISORS?' OR SOMETHING SIMILAR; BOTH FEET PLANTED SQUARELY ON THE MID UPPER CHEAST; HEART, AND MY MENTAL RESPONSE ' WHY?' THE TWO OTHERS, ONE ON ETHER SIDE, THIER STEADY GAZE BROKEN WHEN I DID NOT FALL, YET WHY? I NEVER UNDERSTOOD IT. THE ' FEAR ' IN THIER EYES, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I DID NOT UNDERSTAND ALONG WITH THE REST OF IT.
I REALLY WISH I COULD REMEMBER DANNYS LAST NAME, HE WAS AN ALL STATE WRESTLER, ONE OF WHICH A TEXAS STATE ' ALL STATE PATCH ' WAS ON THE BACK OF HIS LETTERMAN'S JAKET, WHEN ENCOUNTERING HIM AGAIN, A FEW YEARS LATER, APOLOGIZED. I WAS TRYING TO ' BEG OUT OF THE CONVERSATION, BUT HE EXPLAINED THE EVENTS THAT LED UP TO AND AFFTER, MY ENCOUNTER WITH HIM AT SCHOOL. HE WAS SHOT ABOUT FIVE TIMES IF NOT MORE ( HE SHOWED ME THE SCARS ), AND TOLD ME THAT HE HAD FOUND " CHRIST."
TO THIS DAY, HE HAS BEEN THE ONLY ONE TO SAY " I'M SORRY." I ACCEPTED IT, FROM THE HEART. AND FOR SOME REASON, FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT I COULD REMEMBER THEN, DID NOT FEEL GUILTY FOR SOMETHING THAT I DID NOT START.
THE ONGOING DEVELOPMENT OF VIRTUAL REALITY IN REAL TIME
TO LIVE IN THIS DAY WHICH IS ELIMINATING THE NEED FOR PAPER PRODUCTS AND ' SOCIAL COMMUNICATIONS AND CONTACT ' IN THE SENSE OF PROXIMITY, AND EVER SO CONDENSING SOCIETIES IN ' BOUNDARIES ELIMINATION'S ' FROM TOP TO BOTTOM AND BOTTOM TO TOP, IN THE SENSE OF ' JUST WHAT IS ' THE END; THE CLOSURE OF AN IDEA AND OR QUESTION; ENDLESS THREE MINUTE ' SUMMARIES.' IN TURN BLENDING AS IF ONE, WITHOUT ' CLEAR IDEA ' AND MEANING IN THOUGHT AND OR ANY TRAIL OF HUMAN ' THINKING.'
THIS NEW ' SELF IMPOSED PROCESS LEARNT OF ' CHILDHOODS,' BY MACHINES IN PLACEMENT OF PARENTS AND ' ONGOING FRIENDSHIPS,' IN REPLACEMENT IN AN ALLUSION OF ' ILLUSION,' THAT THIS IS THE ' NATURAL EVOLUTION ' UNLIKE ANY ' MIGRATION ' OF ' MIND ' IN STEAD OF A ' COLLECTIVE HUMAN CONSCIENCE ' OR SIMPLY BEING FULLY CONSCIOUS. THE SINGULARITY IS FOUND HERE IN THE GENESIS OF ABSURDITY OF SOCIETAL ' TERMS ' IN THE MACHINE OF MAN'S MAKING AND AS TEMPLET FOR ' OTHERS,' AND THIER YOUTH AS ' ONE MOLD.' IS THIS RIGHT? OR, WILL WE AS A WHOLE LEARN AGAIN IN THE LETING OF BLOOD.
THIS QUESTIONING UPON FIRST EXAMINATION MIGHT BEG A DEFINITION IN TERMINOLOGY AS TO RETROGRADE, HOWEVER, THIS ALSO MIGHT QUESTION WHAT IS ALSO BEING LEFT OUT IN SOCIETY AND AND THE MAKERS PERSONALITIES OF THESE MACHINES. THE IDEA THAT SUM OF ALL ' HUMANITY,' NEEDS ARE THE SAME ON THE COMPARATIVE PLANES OTHER THAN THE ' INDIVIDUAL,' IS A MISTAKE IN COMPARISON TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ' LEFT OUT; ' THE SOCIALLY INEPT, OTHERWISE ' NERDS,' AND OR THOSE NOT ' DEEMED ' BEAUTIFUL, BY DEEDS, BEHAVIORS AND OR OTHER FACTORS THAT ARE QUESTIONED OTHER THAN DANGEROUS TO THE IMMEDIATE SOCIETY; OTHER THAN THAT WHICH IS AGAINST THE LAW OF THAT SOCIETY. IF HISTORICAL OR NOT, IS THIS ' TEMPLET,' A MATHEMATICAL BEGINNING IN UNDERSTANDING OF OBSCUE ' CODING ' WISE AS TO THE ' MENTALITY ' OF IT'S CREATOR. THIS FRAMEWORK OF ' SINGULARITY ' WITHOUT COMPARATIVE DIFFERENCES OF IT'S MAKER AND THE MAKER'S CREATION. PARENTS.
' THE SOCIALLY INEPT ' AS A WHOLE IN COMPARATIVE FRACULISATIONS ( RAPID GEOMETRIC GROWTH OTHER THAN HUMAN; COMPUTER AS ' ALTER EGO ' ) PAST BOUNDARIES OF COUNTRIES AND CONTINENTS AND THIER ' SOCAL CONTRACTS,' OFFERS THE QUESTIONING OF RESPONSIBILITIES CONCERNING ' INDIVIDUALISM ' IN DIFFERENT BELIEF SYSTEMS WHICH THE IDEA OF ' HUMANITY ' MIGHT LEND AN EAR TO, REGARDING THE TRUE VALUE OF ALL ' HUMAN LIFE ' AS EQUAL IN WORTH.
CARTER
THIS ADMINISTRATION SAW SOME OF THE FIRST TERRORIST ACTS AND COMPLAINTS OF WESTERN PORNOGRAPHY AND ' IMPOSING ' RELIGIONS, OTHER THAN THE REDUNDANT COMPLAINTS REGARDING ISRAEL. OLDER CHRISTIANITY HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN THE REGION.
REAGAN
THIS ADMINISTRATION SAW TELEVISION ADDS WHICH DESCRIBED THE PURCHASING OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, A CONJUNCTION WITH AND IN IDENTITY WITH TERRORISM WHICH HAS NOW BEEN PROVEN ( HOLLYWOOD MARKETING; MEDIA ), EVEN THE PURCHASING OF CANNABIS THE LESSER OF EVILS IN COMPARISON TO OPIATES ( MANY TIMES THE DELIVERY OF THE TWO WAS THE ONLY METHOD OF PURCHASE; IDEOLOGY OF THE DRUG CARTELS WAS, WHY LOSE THE VALUE OF ADDICTION TO ANOTHER WHEN THE OTHER IS BEING PROMOTED AS SAFER ALTERNATIVE IN ' COMPARISON TO ALCOHOL BEVERAGES. ). THE NAACP SUED FOR THE REMOVAL OF THE ADD AND IT WAS TAKEN OFF THE AIR.
REAL VIRTUAL TIME AND THE ' MELD '
THE MASS MARKETED DRIVEN IDEALISM AS TO WHAT YOUTH IS AND WILL NEED IN REPLACEMENT OF WANT IS ALSO THE FURTHERING OF THE GENERATION GAP, ONE WOULD THINK, HOWEVER THE MASS APPEAL AS TO WHAT WE ARE TOLD WE REALLY NEED IS BASED SOULY ON AN UNDERSTANDING, RELATIVELY NEW, AS TO WHAT THEY ARE TO BECOME. HOW THEY WILL…PERFORM. THE CHILDREN DICTATING ALL SUMS OF OUTCOMES, BEFORE GENESIS, ARMAGEDDON FIRST, SO THE ATTITUDE " WHY NOT ANYTHING AND ALL EXPRESSIONS REALIZED FIRST IN IMPULSE," BECOMES A MACHINE LEFT BEHIND AND THE ' DEITIES ' IN PARENTHOOD.
THE CHILDREN, NOT TEENAGERS ARE DRIVING THIS ELECTRONIC ' ECONOMY ' RATHER THAN THE ADULTS. AND WIDE OPEN TO ANY AND ALL PREDATORS IN THE ' ETHER,' WHAT WAS ONCE PREVALENT IN GREAT BRITON, THE CHILD TO RID THE ACHES AND PAINS BY WHAT WAS NOT EVEN ' CALLED ' SEX OR RAPE, JUST SIMPLY A UTILIZATION OF ' PROPERTY,' WAS OUTLAWED BY GREAT BRITAIN FIRST. NOW IN THIS FAST PACED ' ETHER ' ENJOYED BY ALL AGES, NO ONE IS, AT THE VERY LEAST, ' PLAYING THE ROLE ' AS ADULT.
AS AN APPLE USER, I HAVE ' ENJOYED ' THE VARIOUS ' OPINIONS ' BY A YOUNGER CROWD UNTILL I LEARNED TO ' CORRECT ' MY MACHINES WHEN I COULD, OTHER THAN NEWLY DEVELOPED NUREO ADAPTATIONS AND NEW USE, HOWEVER I WONDER OF A OVERALL CORRECTION OTHER THAN THE BARRICADING OF COUNTRIES FROM INTERNET USE, BY WAY AS THE SEPARATION IN BANDWIDTHS THAT CAN ONLY BE UTILIZED BY THE CHILDREN OTHER THAN HIGHLY ENCODED 911 USE. I AM HIGHLY SURPRISED THAT SUCH AN ' ARRANGEMENT ' OTHER THAN THE USE OF RIED TAGGING HAS NOT FULLY DEVELOPED IN THE ' MINDS ' OF THOSE WHO DESIGN AND BUILD COMPUTERS AND WATCHES FOR THE NESSCESARY ' IDEALISM ' OF THE FURTHER NEED OF THE COUNTRIES COMPUTERS AND WATCHES AS A ' BAND SHEILD ' AGAINST THOSE WHO WOULD OTHERWISE HARM, ABUSE AND OR, ABDUCT CHILDREN. IMAGINE THE VISUAL PROTECTION TOO.
AS AN ADULT, I WAS DEEPLY INSULTED WHEN THOSE FALLING FROM THE TOWERS WERE DELETED, CENSORED; THE RECENT BEHEADINGS. THIS IS NOT BLOOD LUST, THIS IS AN ADULT WHO HAS SEEN EXTREME VIOLENCE AND VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE THE KIDS IN THIS COUNTRY TO BE ' EXEMPT ' THESE VIEWINGS, HOWEVER THE ' WHITE WASHINGS ' OF THESE ACTS NEED TO BE ' REALIZED ' IN THE VISUAL CORTEX OF THE ADULT MIND SO THAT THEY MIGHT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ' REALITY AND THE DAMAGE OF HOLLYWOOD;' PACIFIERS REMOVED.
TWO F'S
THE FALSE MORALITY OF THE NEWS MEDIA, IS WHAT CAN BE ,ARGUABLY, BE INCITING THE ONGOING WARFARE HOME AND ABROAD, WITH ALL IN IT'S INCLUSION, EXEMPLIFIED ONLY BY THE STATE DEPARTMENT'S LATEST ' SHORT FILM,' " WELCOME TO THE ' ISLAMIC STATE LAND," A SIMPLE RENDERING OF THE CURRENT ADMINISTRATION'S EFFORTS TO CURB RECRUITMENT EFFORTS BY THE LATEST RECRUITMENT TERRORIST GROUP SHOWN THE MEDIA'S LIGHT, UNDOUBTEDLY AIMED AT THE REPUBLICAN PARTIES ' USE ' OF THESE COUNTRIES IN THE EYES OF A MINORITY DRIVEN DEMOCRATIC ' OBSERVATION ' OVERSEAS, BUT DESIRE FOR THE SAME, EXCLUDING THE FERGUSON, MO. AND FULLERTON, CA. POLICE AND MINORITY ELDER'S ' PUPPETEER BLUNDERS.' OF COURSE, THIS ' MIGHT ' NOT BE THE ADMINISTRATION'S FAULT AS ALL IS, USALLY IN THE WORLD OF THE UNITED STATES ' COMPLETE ' MAKING, SEEN FROM THE STREETS AND OUTSIDE THE BOARDERS, BUT WAIT, HERE'S ANOTHER IDEA,….. THERE MIGHT BE MORE.
IMAGINE A COUNTRY CONCERNED FOR IT'S YOUTH'S WELL-BEING AND SAFTY; A CORPORATION WHO'S UNDERSTANDING OF THE SIMPLICITY IN ALL ' IDEAS ' POINT IN GRAViITY. CHILDREN.
WHAT I HAVE LEARNED IS THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE THAT WELL BE
DRAWN TO THE IDEA. I'M SORRY. SOMETIME THE REFLECTION'S,
SOMEHOW HEARD, SHOULD BE KEPT TO YOURSELF. MR. JOBS WAS RIGHT ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS, I GOT NO
OPPION ON THIS.
DRAWN TO THE IDEA. I'M SORRY. SOMETIME THE REFLECTION'S,
SOMEHOW HEARD, SHOULD BE KEPT TO YOURSELF. MR. JOBS WAS RIGHT ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS, I GOT NO
OPPION ON THIS.
THINK ! A POST CARD THAT WAS MADE ABOUT THE TIME I SENT STEVE JOBS LIT. AND PHOTO CONCERNING THE RAPE OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN AND A GREATER NEED TO STOP THE ABUSE !
THE LIGHTNING IN A BLIND OF WHITE LIGHT. CONFERRING MINDS. A FURTHER EXPANSE OF ' FUTURE.' - signed, cow.
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Of Mater; conscience, knowledge and ignorance; the repretition of both
An argument made from an idea that is perhaps out of context borrowed from' An Inquiry into the Origion of Languages, Nations, And Religions.' By Godfrey Higgins, Esq. ,F.S.A., F.R. ASIAT. SOC., F.R.AST.S., Late of Skellow Grange, Near Doncaster.-J.Burns, 15 Southamton Row, Holborn, W.C.-1874.- pertaining to a structured acceptance of child abuse, and the norms and values as set forth in the wild kingdom as precedence, found in the conscious as a 'precedence' for man as regards women in terms of value.-This is my observation regarding ALL men and women, and wondering,...WHY? Perhaps my conclusion is also the underlying reason of all old and new languages and nations.
"11. Modern divines, a very sensitive race, have been much shocked with the doctrine of the ancients, that nothing could be created from nothing, ' ex nihilo nihil fit.' This is a subject well deserving consideration. The question arises, how did the ancients acquire the knowledge of the truth of this proposition? Had they any positive experience that matter was not made from nothing? I think they had not. Then how could they have any knowledge on the subject?As they had received no knowledge through the medium of the senses, that is from experience, it was rash and unphilosophical to come to any conclusion.
"The ancients may have reasoned from analogy. They may have said, Our experience teaches that everything which we perceive has pre-existed before the moment we perceive it, therefore it is fair to conclude that it must always have existed. A most hasty conclusion. All that they could fairly conclude, was that, for any thing which they knew to the contrary, it MAY have existed from eternity, not that it -must- have existed. But this amounts not to knowledge."
A FICTIONAL KNOWLEDGE/ A FICTIONAL KNOWLEDGE
It amounts to behavior within a ' seen ' environment based on observation, seemingly understood by those observing. It amounts to behavior based on a history, or an ' idea ' ( dominance and submission ) of history or histories that may have been learnt out of context within an environment's linear time framework. Such is history. A history or histories analogy not solely based on the sun's shadows or the heavens above but simply, the behavior traits of animals in the ' wild ' within the environment. Would Animal Worship be the end result of this line of reason? If there are no flaws in my argument, it would seem so. When a person abuses their young and or companions are they not in effect, ' Worshiping Them?' Based on Animals?
Would the ' modern divines ' be trying to legalize behavior traits based on a perceived imunity which would be a ' desired ' conditioning, based on animals in the ' wild,' thus inducing slavery from the onset. Infancy. What is sanity? Mater is as mater does, with intent. IS THIS SO?
IN THE MAZE OF SIMPLICITY ON THE APPLE PAGE I GOT LOST
AS TO HOW I COULD FORWARD THIS IDEA, SO I'LL JUST POST IT HERE INSTEAD.
AS TO HOW I COULD FORWARD THIS IDEA, SO I'LL JUST POST IT HERE INSTEAD.
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