I HAD ONE BROTHER, PAUL MAXAMILLION OCHOA. HE IS DECEASED.
I AM COPPING WITH THAT NOW. I'M OUT OF TOWN VERY SOON. I'M NOT AS ANGRY NOW AND AM IN THE STAGES OF ACCEPTANCE THAT THESE EVIL PEOPLE WILL CONTINUE THEIR " ORDERS " AND ' WORK.' SO PERSONAL COMMENTS HAVE BEEN DELETED. AND FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH, WHEN SOME OF YOU TEXT I HEAR WHAT YOU ARE SAYING, I'M SURE WHEN ' PRESSED ' THE SAME IS WITH ME.
I AM LEAVING THIS UP FOR NOW. IT IS REFLECTIVE OF ALOT OF THE ' PEOPLE ' I HAVE TO DEAL WITH AND NOW REMOVED. I AM GOING ON 9 YEARS HOMELESS. I WILL TRY TO GET MY KNEE REPAIRED. THEN THE OTHER ONE IN NEW MEXICO, RECOVER, THEN LEAVE MAYBE.
SO MUCH TIME HAS BEEN ' STOLEN ' FROM ME FROM THIRD RATE VA REPS. SOME SHELTERS AND CASE WORKERS TRYING TO GET RICH. FAMILY THAT DOESN'T LISTEN
I HAVE MET, ' OVER ALL, ' VERY FEW GOOD PEOPLE, AND THEY ARE REMEMBERED.
I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON AS I WAS NINE, TEN YEARS AGO. I HAVE LITTLE FEELINGS LEFT. THOUGH MY MEMORY IS COMING BACK, THERE IS ALMOST NO INCLINATION TO WRITE/POST. IT TAKES TOO MUCH ENERGY.
' PEOPLE ' ARE GOING TO DO IT ANYWAY.
JASON ROWDEN SAID A FEW YEARS AGO " AND I WAS YOUR FATHER, BROTHER, SISTER. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION." ABOUT A YEAR AGO, HE SAID SOME OF IT ALOUD. BUT WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT, IT WAS AROUND 2006 - 2008, AND ' HE ' WAS HUNDREDS OF MILES AWAY.
C.
IN 2006 - 2007 I HEARD " WOULD YOU DO THE SAME FOR A BROWN EYED CHILD/BABY ? " MY FATHER'S VOICE.
TO THIS DAY I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS WAS A TRICK, GANGSTERS USE OF CELL PHONE, EMBEDDED ELECTRONICS ( MINE ) OR THE REAL THING DURING OR AFTER MY FATHER'S SURGERY.
I DO NOT THINK I CAN, IS MY ANSWER. SHE HAS NOTHING IN COMMON WITH ME OR THE PEOPLE WHO I HAVE KNOWN; MAYBE SOME OF MY FRIEND'S KIDS AND ALL THE TROUBLE THEY GOT INTO.
ALL I WRITE IS KEEP BUSY, FIND A VERY GOOD DOCTOR AND STAY AWAY FROM ANYTHING DEALING WITH ILLEGAL DRUGS, PERIOD.
THERE ARE SO MANY INJUSTICES IN THE WORLD AND MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH THEM. BUT THERE ARE OTHER'S WHO HAVE TO DEAL WITH FAR WORSE. THIS YOUNG LADY HAS TO LIVE WITH THE FACT THAT THIS MAN ' GOT AWAY WITH IT ALL.' AND I FEEL FOR HER GREATLY.
THE OTHER STORY IS BEYOND WHAT I CAN UNDERSTAND AND I PRAY HE GETS AND RECEIVES THE DEATH PENALTY IF FOUND GUILTY.....BUT THEN THE INJUSTICE IN THE STORY ABOVE MAKES ME WONDER IF WE HAVE ALREADY LOST ' OUR COUNTRY.'
https://www.cnn.com/2018/12/11/us/baylor-ex-frat-president-rape-allegation/index.html
https://www.cnn.com/videos/world/2018/12/11/mishawaka-teen-killing-lon-orig.cnn/video/playlists/top-news-videos/
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THE NEXT STOY REMINDS ME OF A FREEWAY SECTION OF A BRIDGE ( https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/apr/01/atlanta-highway-bridge-fire-arson-charges ) THAT WAS BURNING IN ATLANTA AND WHAT I SAW, MY ' SIGHT ' OF WHICH I WILL NOT REPEAT.
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IOWA AND OHIO WAS CONSTANT DURING THAT TIME. A VOICE IN THE DISTANCE. WHILE THIS IS VERY REAL IN THE STORY BELOW, IT IS NOT EXACTLY THE SAME AS I SAW. BUT I AGREE WITH THE COMMENT THE AUTHORITIES GAVE IN THE "The stark difference in Joseph and Lecron's targets shows the scope of the challenge for investigators, said Justin E. Herdman, US attorney for the Northern District of Ohio. AND "It's not just one threat. It's across the spectrum," Herdman told CNN in an interview on Monday. "It's not just Islamic or anarchist or animal rights terrorism. It's everything." ." I DO NOT KNOW IF THE POSTS ARE STILL UP OR IF IT WAS FACEBOOK. IF FACEBOOK THEN TWO ACCOUNTS ARE COMPLETELY ' HACKED ' AND GONE. POLICE ARE VERY LIKELY THE CULPRITS.
THESE PEOPLE ARE VERY REAL AND THEY WANT MASS YIELD IN NUMBERS ( DEATHS ).
( THE NANO SECOND THAT WAS MY SIGHT, WAS CLEAR, BUT PACKED WITH INTEL. IT FLOORS YOU. THEN YOU HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT. WHY WOULD THAT PERSON BE ' PISSED ' ' PISSED OFF ' THE FIRE HAPPENED AND THE ' PIPES ? ' )
MY MEMORY IS MORE COMPLETE WHEN I HAD AN ENVIRONMENT THAT I KNEW, MY HOUSE. YOUR OUT OF LUCK. WHEN I HAD FACEBOOK......NO INTERFERENCE, A NICE DAY.
" SYNAGOGUE, PIPELINE WERE TARGETED BY OHIOANS ARRESTED IN TERROR PLOTS, OFFICIALS SAY
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Authorities said Damon Joseph, 21, planned to kill worshipers inside a Jewish synagogue in Toledo with an assault rifle. In a second case, Elizabeth Lecron, 23, is accused of purchasing bomb-making materials she intended to use to blow up a pipeline. "
MENTAL RAPES - 2007 - 2008
" WHO ARE THE ALIENS ? " UNKNOWN MALE VOICE IN SELF HYPNOSES WITH CD FRO REMOTE VIEWING PACKAGE.
" WE ARE. " - I ANSWERED.
https://www.cnn.com/2018/12/10/us/nasa-voyager-2-update/index.html
THE QUESTIONING SPIRALED DOWN BUT IN DISTINCT POINT A TO Z MANNER ' DOWNWARDS.' SO I FLOATED.
LIKE A ' FALLING DREAM ' WHEN I WAS YOUNG, BUT I SLOWED MY FALL ONCE WHEN I WAS YOUNG. BUT NEXT TIME I DREAMT THAT DREAM, I WAS PUNISHED, I FELL FASTER.
MOST QUESTIONS WERE ' WAR ' RELATED. AND ' SEEMED ' TO IMPLY THAT I WAS, ARE HAVE BEEN, WILL BE ' INADEQUATE. PRACTICE.????????????
I DO NOT REMEMBER ANSWERING ALL OF THEM. THEN ' WE ARE PAGAN,' A DIFFERENT LEVEL. " YOU WILL HAVE A CHILD. " " THIS IS OUR WAY ( FEMALE VOICE )." A SIGHT OF DIVERTING LINE OF SIGHT IN ALL DIRECTIONS, " THOSE ARE FAMILY MEMBERS." THEN SOMETHING ABOUT ' ADEQUACY.' MY ' FEELING ' WAS DANGER......MY CHILDREN IF I HAD ANY. THEN PARTIAL ' JUMP ' IN TIME, THREE WHITE WOMEN ALL FACING EACH OTHER, BLURRY " YOU ARE THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY NOW." THEN A COMPOSITE OF UNTOLD NUMBER OF MEMORIES, NONE MINE YET,..." HE HAS NOT EVEN FINISHED COLLEGE "......A PERSON NOT KNOWN TO ME THEN ' DECIDED UPON ' TO RUN FOR OFFICE DESPITE HIS/HER PAST AND ' BACKGROUND.'
SOMEWHERE IN THIS WAS ' SPHINX RIDDLE,' I NO INTEREST BUT ANSWERED. A COMPOSITE OF DIFFERENT LEVELS WITH QUESTIONS ( " THINK " ) TO ONE VOICE, MINE. ANSWERS NOT NECESSARILY ' GIVEN ' BUT I WAS HELPED. SOMEONE SAID AFTER AN ANSWER, " THAT DE........INTELLIGENCE." THIS SEEMED SO OUT OF PLACE, BUT NOW I KNOW ' THEY ' MOST OF THEM DID NOT KNOW I HAD BEEN AT THE LODGE ( AS A BOY WITH FAMILY - HOLOCAUST FILMS AT THE THEATER ROOM ). THIS IS WHERE " WE CAUGHT ONE ! A REMOTE VIEWER/ A " ' SOMETHING ' ( CAN'T REMEMBER ) ELSE, WAS SAID.
AT THE SAME TIME BUT A DIFFERENT LEVEL OF ' UNDERSTANDINGS.'
CONVERSATION ( MENTAL/BROADBAND ) ABOUT PLANET X. I DID NOT LIE.
THIS IS ' SENSE ' OF MOUNTAINOUS GRAVITY GREATER,' MORE OXYGEN IN AIR..ECT.
' INTELLIGENCE,' IS NOT SPIRIT; INTELLIGENCE. IT CAN'T BE WITHOUT CONSCIENCE IN COMPLETE WHOLENESS AS TO UNDERSTANDINGS AND COMPARISONS; INTELLIGENT ?
MEMORY CAN NOT BE UNDERSTOOD AS ' SUCH ' WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.....WOULDN'T IT BE ' OTHER ? ' SOMETHING ELSE; WHAT ' CONSTRUCT ? '
THE HUMAN BRAIN CAN THINK ON/IN MANY DIFFERENT SPACES AT THE SAME TIME AND KEEP A SENSE OF TIME AND PLACE; LINEAR TIME. IT IS DIFFICULT. I WAS TOLD TO WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN BUT WOULD NOT. MY GUT FEELING WAS ' DANGER.' HAD I OF DONE THIS WITH THE NEW BATTLE SHIPS AND ' COMPOSITES ' I WOULD OF BEEN A ' SPY ' AGAINST MY COUNTRY. THIS IS REAL.
WATSON - MENTAL RAPES - 2007 - 2008 - AND ONE OF THE MAGAZINES MY FATHER READ AT THE OFFICE AND AT HOME.
Human cloning is the creation of a genetically identical copy (or clone) of a human. The term is ... James D. Watson, publicized the potential and the perils of cloning in his Atlantic Monthly essay, "Moving Toward the Clonal Man", in 1971.
HUMANS HAVE ALREADY TRIED AND FAILED IN MANY RESPECTS.......AND HAVE ' MURDERED.' THEY WILL NEVER ADMIT TO IT AND DO NOT THINK THEY WERE HUMAN.
SO, DOES ' AI ' HAVE CONSCIENCE ? REMEMBER, WHEN YOU ARE ALONE YOU READ. A COMPUTER IS PROGRAMMED TO REPAIR AND UPDATE IT'S PROGRAMMING AS PROGRAMMED, BUT THAT IS ' OTHER THAN ' FLESH. WHAT IF IT MALFUNCTIONED AND ' REDIRECTED ' NURO SYNAPSE ON IT'S OWN ? WHY WOULD IT READ ? TIME ?
THIS ' TIMESTAMP ' IS CURRENT; PRESENCE.
NOTE: I'M JUST A LAYMAN.
UP - DATED 12 - 12 - 2018 6:00 AM
" What do we know about the gunman?
French prosecutors have named the suspect as Chérif Chekatt, 29, born in Strasbourg in 1989.
He was known to police as a "fiché S" (S file), which is used to flag someone who is considered a possible terrorist threat.
This means he would have been under surveillance, though not constantly.
On Tuesday, police conducted a search at his home as part of investigations into a robbery and a homicide, and found grenades and a rifle, reports say.
The man had served time in prison in France and Germany for common-law offences, during which time he is thought to have become radicalised. "
I NOTICED THE CNN STORY YESTERDAY BUT DID NOT THINK MUCH OF IT, BUT KEPT IT IN MIND.
" X - FILES " IS WHAT ( THIS POINT WERE I WAS BEING ' HIT,' ENDLESS GARBLED NONSENSE IN ENGLISH, ACCENT. UNDERLAYED AND OVERLAYED SOUND FREQUENCY, AS STATED IN OTHER RECENT POST. ) JAROLD'S FATHER TOLD HIM WHAT MY NICKNAME WAS.BUT ALSO THAT I MIGHT BE RIGHT CONCERNING ANOTHER TOPIC. JAROLD, J-ROD WAS MANAGER OF HOLLYWOOD VIDEOS ON SAN MATEO IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM.
S WITH A DOT IS THE SYMBOL ON MY ANKLE. STRATA/ROCK JUST BELOW SURFACE OF AUSTIN,TX IS HALF OF THE SYMBOL ( NEAR COMPLETE EIGHT AND ONE CENTERED DOT ) AND ROOT OF BANYAN ( THAT IS WHY I WAS TOLD TO TALK TO EVERYONE THAT I RAN INTO, AFTER I HEARD ( YOU WILL NEVER...BLOCKED PROMOTE HOMOSEXUALITY OR ELSE TYPE OF THING, I DID POST THIS, WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I WAS WALKING AT JOHNSON FIELD AT UNM ? STILL DON'T THINK APPLE PRODUCTS CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH ? ), BUT BEFORE ALL OF THIS MY LARYNX WAS CONNECTED TO AN AREA IN MY BRAIN, SHRINKS MIGHT CALL ' MIND.' THIS AT TIME " OUR MIND. " ALL OF THIS HAS BEEN POSTED, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAS ' SURVIVED.' I NEVER PROMOTED A GENOCIDE OF HOMOSEXUALS, ONLY WARNED OF IT, BUT ALSO WARNED OF ' SABOTAGE ' TO AMERICA. THIS IS THE ' PRESENCE.' ON A VERY LARGE SCALE, INCLUDING RELATIONSHIPS WITH REST OF ' WEST.' ) TREE IN HAWAII.WHEN YOU LEARN HOW THIS TREE GROWS FROM SEED, THEN YOU UNDERSTAND USE OF IT AS ICON.
BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY MIGHT BE A MAN AT THE BETO O'ROURK REC. CENTER WHO SAW MY MARK ON MY ANKLE AND I EXPLAINED IT AND WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT IT THOUGH IT WAS JUST A ' SIDE BAR ' COMMENT IN PASSING. THE CENTER OF THE CONVERSATION WAS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME IN THE COAST GUARD AND WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR OUR COUNTRY.
THE LAST THING I TOLD HIM WAS THAT THE CURRENT ACTS ARE WHAT I FELT TO BE ( INTERNATIONAL ) TERRORISM AND OR RELATED TO TERRORISM.
" WE KNOW....." SOMETHING OR THE OTHER BEFORE I COMMENTED, MIGHT BE MASON, DID ' TONGUE ' THING DENOTING ' SEXUAL PREFERENCE,' I WILL TRY TO REMEMBER. SOMETHING HE SAID THAT STRUCK ME AS ODD. HE WAS ANGLO, MIGHT OF BE OF IRISH DESCENT, SALT AND PEPPER HAIR CUT SHORT SLIGHTLY OVER EAR, BLUE OR GREEN EYES, CHUBBY, ABOUT FIVE SIX OR SEVEN, BLUE JEANS ( ? ), LIGHT COLORED SHIRT. WAS WITH OTHER PERSON, MALE CREW CUT, SIX FT. TO SIX FT. TWO, BLUE SHIRT, ANGLO.
I TOOK A SHOWER DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY.
THIS BELOW, IS WHAT DID CATCH MY EYE IN CONCERT WITH THE ABOVE.
ON THE STREETS, THE ' BLACKS ' ARE PLAYING IT ' COOL ' ON AN EVERYDAY BASIS, WHERE AS THE MILITANT END OF THE ANGLO'S OR WHITE SUPREMACISTS ARE ALWAYS ON THE EDGE OF VIOLENCE. BUT THIS CONCERNS METHAMPHETAMINE AND COCAINE. THE POLICE, SOME AND ' OTHER ' CITY EMPLOYEES ARE CAUGHT IN BETWEEN THE DECISIONS THAT THEY HAVE MADE IN ' PROFIT SHARING ' CONCERNING DISTRIBUTION AND REGULATION OF THE NARCOTICS. WHERE AS THE ' BUSINESS ' END IS THE FACE OF ' ARROGANCE ' IN BOTH THE STATES OF NEW MEXICO AND TEXAS IN ' PLAIN SIGHT.'
I DO NOT THINK THAT THE ' OCCURRENCE ' DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY WAS A ' COINCIDENCE.'
THE ' PRESSING ' CONTINUES BUT ON A STREET LEVEL AND RECOGNIZED ' TERRITORIES ' ESTABLISHED BY THE UNDERWORLD ON PROPERTIES SUCH AS WALMART, AND SOME CIRCLE K'S AND OTHER AREAS WITH HIGH ' CUSTOMER ' VOLUME IN RELATION TO ' CASH.'
WHEN A PERSON GIVES A DOLLAR, TEN OR TWENTY TO A ' REAL HOMELESS PERSON,' THE STREET THUGS CONSIDER IT THERE'S ALONE; THE BUSINESS AND OR SECURITY RECEIVES DRUGS AND OR ' CASH ' AS ' RENT ' FOR THE SPACE THE HOMELESS PERSON IS SITTING IN OR PARKING LOT THEY ARE ' HUSTLING.'
THIS INCLUDES GRADE SCHOOLS ( EL PASO, TX. THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER RESIDENTS BUSTED AT NEIGHBORING ELEMENTARY SCHOOL ), HIGH SCHOOLS ( SAME INCLUDING OLD RESCUE MISSION RESIDENTS ) AND ANY BUSINESS WITH YOUNGER CLERKS, BUSBOYS AND OR MANAGEMENT, AND UNIVERSITIES.
IN EL PASO, TX I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN ABOUT HOW SOME OF THE MONIES ARE USED. IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM ALL I KNOW IS ABOUT HIDDEN MONIES FOUND IN OLD BACKPACKS FOUND, RUBBER BANDED TWICE IN ONE CASE, ON EACH END OF BILLS.
WITH THE HOMELESS IS THE COMPLAINT THAT THERE IS NO WORK, BUT MENTAL ILLNESS IS THE REAL FACTOR IN MY VIEW AND THE MENTALLY ARE USED AS ' CANON FODDER BY UNDERWORLD BUSINESS INTERESTS TO DESTABILIZE THE HOST COUNTRIES IN ANY MANNER THEY CAN.
THAT IS NOT ' REBELLING WITH CAUSE.'
" The gunman -- who remains on the run -- has an extensive criminal background that includes 27 convictions in France, Germany, and Switzerland, said Heitz, mainly for acts of robbery and violence. "
Cannon fodder is an informal, derogatory term for combatants who are regarded or treated by government or military command as expendable in the face of enemy fire.
https://www.cnn.com/2018/12/12/europe/france-strasbourg-shooting-intl/index.html
IN THE WORLD OF ' SELF PROCLAIMED ' REMOTE VIEWERS, THAT IS MY PLACE I HAVE BEEN TOLD.
AS FAR AS TALKING TO EVERYONE I MEET AND ' ORDERS,' I HAVE DISOBEYED. THEY WERE GOING TO ' ATTACK US AND TOLD WHO BY DOUBLED NAMES IN COMMAND.
REASON:
" FIRE AND ICE " MENTAL RAPES - THIS WAS A ' MALE ' VOICE - AKIN TO JASON'S BUT ' FUZZY ' AND THAT WAS START OF TEMPERATURE OF QUANTUM/VACUUM.
THEN " CATCH ME IF YOU CAN " NEW DRONE DESTROYER.
A.
GENESES OF ALL THIS A RIFLE MAN IN THE WATER NEAR NASA FIRES AT A SATURN ROCKET AT BEGINNING OF A MOVIE AND I ASKED WHY WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY. I WAS SENT TO BED.
https://gcaptain.com/former-uss-fitzgerald-commanding-officer-pleads-not-guilty-to-charges/
https://abcnews.go.com/US/commanding-officer-deadly-uss-mccain-collision-pleads-guilty/story?id=55433227
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/checkpoint/wp/2017/10/10/navy-fires-two-officers-over-uss-mccain-collision-says-deadly-accident-was-preventable/?noredirect=on&utm_term=.5ad7eed2e281
" SWO Boss Rowden Out Early As Part of Additional Disciplinary Actions for Fatal McCain, Fitzgerald Collisions "
https://news.usni.org/2018/01/16/swo-boss-rowden-early-part-additional-disciplinary-actions-fatal-mccain-fitzgerald-collisions
USS FITZGERALD
COMMANDER BRYCE BENSON
COMMAND MASTER CHIEF BRICE BALDWIN
USS McCAIN
COMMANDER ALFREDO J. SANCHEZ
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