TERRORISM IN THE PUBLIC ARENA - COUNTER MOVE AS TO YOUR ' FISHING '

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MAGIC BUS

Monday, September 15, 2014

MAGIC BUS

AT SUNSET

WHILE ATTENDING EPCC, MY WELDING COURSE, WHEN I WAS STAYING AT THE RESCUE MISSION, BEFORE HAWAII. AFTER LEAVING THE COMPUTER LAB AT EPCC, I CAUGHT THE LANCASTER #66 BACK. I THEN CAUGHT THE # 10 SUNSET HEIGHTS TO THE CICLE K TO MAKE MY WAY DOWN TO THE MISSION.

ON THIS TRIP, AS WE PASSED THE PEAL APT. BUILDING TO THE LEFT, THE HYPE, THE ' STATIC ' THE CONSTANT ' KEEP YOUR EYES FORWARD,' REPETITIVE , OVER AND OVER AGAIN, ' KEEP YOUR EYE'S FORWARD. THEN THE GUN SHOT, THE ' LOW '  VERY LOUD VOICE OBSCENITIES, ' I TOLD YOU NOT TO COME HERE AGAIN,' IN THE ETHER.

WHEN I DISEMBARKED, I ASKED THE BUS DRIVER ABOUT THE NOISE, HE SAID NOTHING. HE WAS HISPANIC.

THE BULLET HOLE WAS ONE FOOT ABOVE WHERE I SAT.


WHEN I TRYED TO RECOUNT THE EVENT, I WAS IMMEDIATELY ' QUITED ' BY ONE OF THE ' CLIENTS,' AS THE OTHERS SMILED.

WE ARE ATLANTIS - WE ARE ATLANTIS

THERE WERE TWO PAINTINGS, BOTH CREATED ABOUT THE SAME TIME. THE FIRST WAS ABOUT ONE YEAR IN THE MAKING, IT WAS SHOWN FIRST. THE OTHER CONTAINED THE PHRASES ' SNOOPY IST TOT,' WE ARE ATLANTIS,' AND THE THIRD, I DO NOT REMEMBER. I HAVE TRYED.

BOTH HAD FLAGS APPROXIMATE TO THE DIMENSIONS OF THE TWIN TOWERS; THEY WERE BURNT. I WAS ZEROING IN ON THE ' EVENT.'

ALL THIS BEFORE 9/11. THE PAINTING WITH THE ' ATLANTIS ' IN IT WAS THE ONE SHOWN AT THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR, SO CLOSE TO THE 15 OR20 FOOT WALL NEXT TO THE CEILING THAT IT COULD NOT BE SEEN.

THE SECOND HAS THE EYE OF G_D IN THE CENTER.

" IF YOU ARE LIKE US, IT'S ALL ABOUT ' MEMORY.' " THIS IS ACCURATE. THIS WHEN I FIRST MET HIM. HE BOUGHT ' THE PROPHET.' A SCULPTURE. THE ' NAVIGATOR,' SECOND.

THE ECHO AND DISTANCE WAS MY ' PSYCHE ' BEING DRAWN BACK, AS I SAW FORWARD, ALWAYS WONDERING WHO WAS DRAWING ME BACKWARDS. DEPENDING ON YOUR POINT OF VIEW, FREUD OR JUNG, EGO OR SOUL, I  HAVE NO REGRETS FOR ALL I'VE WRITTEN. WHAT I CAN'T REMEMBER IS PROBABLY A GOOD INDICATOR AS TO WHAT ' WILL ' HAPPEN NEXT.

SNOOPY, CLOUDS IN HAWAII, AND THE OTHER ' ROCKET ' OR ? AND THE OTHER PHRASE THAT I CAN'T REMEMBER.

I HATE THE FACT THAT THE ARCHITECT IN ALBUQUERQUE OWNS BOTH OF THEM AS  ' MASK.'

AT THE TIME I THOUGHT THE ' ENTIRE ' COUNTRY.

BASIS. A PHONE THAT WAS STOLEN IN AUSTIN, A SHAPE IN THE ASPHALT ON THE STREET LEADING DOWN TO THE STASSY CREEK POOL, THE EXACT SHAPE POINTING TO THE BACKWARD HANDWRITING/PAINT MARK MAKING IN THE PAINTING.

THE ROCK IS DESTROYED.

THE SNOOPY CLOUD IN HAWAII, I'LL LOOK FOR LATER. THE ' APPLE BAND ' IS A GOOD IDEA, BUT A FLAW IN THE ' BANDWIDTHS ' CONCERNING CHILDREN. " I " REMEMBER.

EVERYPLACE I'VE BEEN IN THE SOUTHWEST, MORE
OR LESS. PAINTINGS BELOW, PRIOR TO 9/11, I MIGHT
HAVE OTHER IN PROCESS OF ' UNDER PAINTING.' MY
PROFESSORS KNAPP AND LEWIS ALWAYS SAID ' TAKE
PICTURES OF THEM.'

POST PAINTINGS

GOVERNING - SPIRITUAL AND OTHERWISE IN TECHNOLOGIES; BOTH

AT THE EL PASO COMMUNITY COLLAGE THERE USED TO BE A TEACHER WHO TAUGHT THE MEXICANS ENGLISH. THIS WAS HER JOB. SHE WAS MARRIED TO BERT ( SECOND WIFE, I THINK ), A MAN WHO ONCE CALLED ME AN ' OMAR.' BERT WAS A REAL PEICE OF WORK, A PEICE OF SHIT. HE WAS CHUMBS WITH SOME OF THE ' OLD GUYS ' AT THE RESCUE MISSION AND OPPORTUNITY CENTER ( BOTH IN EL PASO ) INCLUDING ONE OLD GUY THAT WAS A ' CLIENT,' WHO USED TO BE A MERCHANT MARINE. BACK IN THE DAY, LATE SIXTIES THIS MERCHANT MARINE FOUND HIMSELF DRUNK AND WAS SEDUCED BY A YOUNG MEXICAN GIRL IN A JUREZ BAR ( ALSO UNITED STATES, AFTERWARDS ) AROUND THE AGE OF FIFTEEN, OR SUCH. WELL, ONE THING LEAD TO ANOTHER AND A CHILD WAS PRODUCED. BUT AFTER THE ' LAND ' WAS SEEDED, SO TO SPEAK, AND SHE FOUND HERSELF WITH CHILD, SHE TOLD HIM; HE DECIDED TO DO THE RIGHT THING, BUT THE FAMILY DID NOT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ' THAT PIECE OF SHIT,' WHO THEY LET THE YOUNG GIRL RUN OFF TO BARS WITH, WITH ONE EXCEPTION, HIS MONEY. THE OLD MAN, THE OLD MARINER, WHO TOLD ME OF THE OLD DAYS AND THAT OF THE RESCUE MISSION AND THE ' MEN ( ? )' WHO TRAVELED FROM HUNDREDS OF MILES TO ' VISIT ' THE YOUNG'INS ,' THE YOUNG RUN - A - WAYS,' THE BOYS WHO WERE PAID WELL FOR THIER PERFORMANCES, THE YOUNG WOMAN AS WELL; IF THE CHILDREN SAID NO, THEY WHO KNEW BETTER AND THE ' WORLD,' THEN THEY WERE RAPED INSTEAD. THIS OLD MARINER, THIS MERCHANT SAILER, WHO EXPLAINED HOW IT WAS BACK IN THE DAY, WHEN ' CHILDREN ' RULED THE WORLD, LEAD TO BELIEVE THAT REALLY, BY THE SOMETIMES CARING BUT WEAK; BY THE ' SATAN'S ' OF MUSIC AS BLANKET FOR ALL THAT HAPPENED AT HOME.

SOME OF THE VERY SAME PEOPLE STILL ' WORK ' AT THE RESCUE MISSION, THE WEAK, WHO TRY TO HELP, OR PUNISH THOSE WHO ARE ' CAST DOWN ' FROM THE HEIGHTS OF SOCIETY, THOSE WHO STOLE THE ALL IDEOLOGY AS THIER'S ALONE IN THE NAME OF THE MONIES, DONATIONS THEY ' KNEW ' TO BE THIER'S ALONE. THEY ' KNEW ' THIS IN THIER ' HEARTS, TO BORROW JOHN X. GONZALES'S ' EXPRESSION IN THE COURTROOM IN ALBQ. NM. THE WEAKNESS HE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND, THE ' WEAKNESS ' OF HIRING THE CHILDREN FOR SEX, OR ELSE, BECAUSE THERE WAS NO WERE ELSE TO GO, NO WHERE ELSE TO ' LIVE.' ONLY DEATH REMAINED. THE ULTIMATE ' DOMINANCE,' FACE DOWN, PANTS TO ANKLE, IF NOT SUICIDE.

THE PILLARS OF  G_D UNDERSTOOD ' ALL,' ' ALL IS KNOWN.' MOST ESPECIALLY AT THE MISSION, AND THIER PRIESTS, THE POLICE; NOT QUITE THE SWISS GUARD.

THE OLD MERCHANT SALIOR KNEW BERT VERY WELL, AND KNEW OCHOA, DEIGO, VERY WELL AND OTHERS, AND OF THE BOY'S HIRED FOR THE CANDY DELIVERIES INCLUDING THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW THEY HAVE TO THIS DAY GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT ALL. HE WAS HEARD AT THE RESCUE MISSION DISCUSSING ALL OF THIS BY OTHER MEN AS OLD AS MYSELF AND ON HIS NEXT VISIT TO JUAREZ TO VISIT HIS DAUGHTER, HE WAS BEATEN WITHIN AN INCH OF HIS LIFE BY WHO THE ' WHITE BROTHERHOOD ' CALLED MEMBERS OF ' HIS ' FAMILY. HE WAS KIDNAPPED, BEATEN AND LEFT FOR DEAD. SOMEHOW HE MADE IT BACK TO EL PASO, TEXAS, IN THE HOSPITAL WITH A BROKEN NECK AND OTHER INJURIES AND WAS NOT ALLOWED BACK AT THE RESCUE MISSION FOR ' VARIOUS REASONS.' IT WAS NOT FOR LACK OF SPACE.

HE WAS JUGDED BY A ' SILENCE,' THAT WILL REMAIN IN ' DENAIL.' ' ALL IS KNOWN.' WHETHER IT BE THE FAMILY, HIS ' REMOVED,' OR THE ' WHITE BROTHERHOOD,' OR ' MEXICAN MAFIA,' ALL THE MONIES FOR THE WELLBEING OF THE YOUNG DAUGHTER, ' MAYBE ' IN SCHOOL, WAS ALL STOLEN. AT SHELTERS ACROSS AMERICA ALL TELEPHONES NUMBERS AND IP ADDRESSES ON CELL PHONE AND COMPUTERS ARE ETHER GIVEN,OR STOLEN BY THE ' VOLUNTEER'S ' IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE MANAGEMENT, VERY LITTLE GIVEN TO LAW ENFORCEMENT. IT IS PART OF A ' TRACKING SYSTEM ' I WAS TOLD, THAT HAS STOOD THE TEST OF TIME, LIBRARIES INCLUDED ALL IN EXCHANGING INFORMATION AND ' USE ' NOT TO EXCLUDE SEXUAL AND DRUG TRAFFICKING, MINORS INCLUDED.

THE MERCHANT SALIOR KNEW BERT WELL AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND. THE MERCHANT SALIOR HAS BEEN AROUND THE WORLD INCLUDING THE GREAT PYRAMIDS, AND ISRAEL. THE MERCHANT SALIOR KNEW ' BERT ' WELL. ' BERT ' WHO SOLD MOST OF HIS MACHINES TO THE RESCUE MISSION, NOW UNDER THE ' PASTOR'S ' SUPERVISION. " BERT WHO HAD SEX WITH CHILDREN."

THE MERCHANT SALIOR WHO SOLD ALL THOSE CELL PHONES TO THE CLIENTAL OF THE RESCUE MISSION ONLY TO SEE HIS DAUGHTER BEFORE HE DIED. LUNGS, AND JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE.

AS PER APPLE. A GOOD MACHINE. I DO NOT VERY MUCH LIKE THE ' CLIENTAL.' A PAINTING THAT I ONCE MADE AT THE TIME OF ( BEFORE ) 9/11. " WE ARE ATLANTIS." " WE ARE ATLANTIS." NOW OWNED BY BARTON PRINCE IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO. " SNOPPY ISH TAUT."  PART OF THE KEY TO HEAVEN, A SONG THAT WAS BEING RIPPED OFF YESTERDAY, ' RAPTURE ' THE EXTREME LOST OF LIVES, MIGHT BE FOUND IN THAT PAINTING OWNED BY BARTON PRINCE. THE ONE SHOWN IN THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR. 

BECAUSE THEY ARE PALESTINIAN, AT THE VERY LEAST ARAB, ' MIDDLE EASTERN,' REMOVED BY NEAR ONE CENTURY, SHE RASIED TO BE BAPTIST, NOW ATHEIST. CERTAIN WORD USAGE, NOUN'S USE, SILENT OR NOT, VERBS, ECT. USED IN THE IDENTY OF RACE SPECIFIC USE OF LANGUAGES AS PER GENETIC DEVELOPMENT OF THE LARYNX; ' VOICE BOX,' THUS IDENTITY. RACE SPECIFIC COMPUTER VIRES USED AT HOME INSTEAD OF ABROAD TO CATCH ANYONE ' DECIDED ' TO BE CRIMINAL. AS PER THE JUDGES AND DOCTORS CHILDREN, ' YOUR DEBT HAS BEEN TRADED OFF FROM THE OTHER STATE TO NEW MEXICO. ' BONO ' ONCE SAID " DO NOT TRUST THE CLOUD." HOLDING HIS CELLPHONE UP TO THE CROWD IN CHICAGO DURING A CONCERT. IN YOUR CASE IT MIGHT OF BEEN THE BREZIN BLACK GRANDSON, APPLE COMPUTERS JUST BOUGHT THEN, OR PEOPLE YOU TRUSTED THEN, MYSELF INCLUDED. I LEARNED THIS IN EL PASO. I TOLD YOU OF THE  ' SUIT,' THE MAN WHO TOLD ME HOW I COULD GET A BETTER LOOK AT THE AREA WHERE THE YOUNG LADIES LEGS WOULD BE, IF NOT COVERED BY THE CARD BOARD THAT WAS PLACED ON THE GLASS BLOCKING THE VEIW, THAT ONCE OFFERED HIM PLEASURE. I GUESS HE DIDN'T SEE THE RECENT ' CHANGE.' I DIDN'T NOTICE, NOT REALLY ANYWAY, UNTILL HIS ' MIND ' SPIKED. THE ' GRID,' AND TOLD ME HOW TO GET A BETTER VEIW.

HOW DID I KNOW, I WAS THERE, HE SHOULD OF CLEANED HIS GLASSES; HIS GLANCE WAS TOO QUICK, HE DIDN'T SEE THE CARDBOARD. THEY WERE ONCE FRIENDS OF MINE AND I WAS CLEANING THE WALL TO PAINT. THE SUIT WAS HELPFUL IN HIS OWN CAPTURE, BUT I DIDN'T MATTER IN THE REPORTING OF THAT EVENT.

IN CLOSING, I HAVE TRYED TO BLOCK A ' PROJECTION,' THAT I FELT WAS OF THE MIND OF RAY T. OF THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, " ONCE YOU HAVE ALMOST LOST YOUR LIFE TO THESE PEOPLE ONCE, THEN YOU CAN MANAGE THIS MESS." " SOCIETY DOES NOT WANT THEM, AT ALL." TO THIS DAY I FEEL THIS WAS INDEED HIS ' MIND.' THEN IT'S JUST ' LOCKED ' INTO A PAYCHECK. ALOT OF THESE PEOPLE GET TRAPED INTO THIS SERVICE BY ETHER VERY BAD DIVORCES AND OR A MISGUIDED ' FAITH ' OF THIER WIVES; LEFT TOO WITH NO PLACE TO GO. ALL OF THIS BEFORE THE CITY OF EL PASO'S RECENT DECISION.

SHELTERS SHOULD BE CONTROLLED AND OPERATED BY THE STATE. THIS IS WHAT I TOLD CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURKE ON THE BUS THAT DAY.I DO NOT KNOW IF HE AGREED OR NOT.

AS PER THE POLICE OFFICER AT DR.CELL IN EL PASO, TEXAS. IF MY PHONE IS SUSPECTED TO BE STOLEN, WHY TAKE MY PICTURE? AND THE OTHER WHEN I PURCHASED MY COMPUTER, I HAVE RECEIPTS AND IT WAS THE FATHER WHO SOLD IT, THOUGH THE ' SON ' SIGNED THE RECEIPT.

I BOUGHT THEM FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I AM DOING.

 AS FOR YESTERDAY, CAPITAL, - IT CALAP - COLLAPSE? LAP IT CA? - NEW JERSY BRIGDE - THE P. FLAG. C TO C. " THIS LAND IS YOUR LAND…" YEARS AGO, FROM SEA TO ' SHINING ' SEA. SEVEN YEARS AGO AND FURTHER BACK.

MATHMATICES/

THE CAPITAL. THIS OR NEXT YEAR.

CRITEN'S LAST BOOK WITH PRESTON. FOR ME, ABOUT TWENTY HITS, MOSTLY PAST, OVER FOUR FUTURE - CURRENT.

I TORE IT UP, GARBAGE.

CLOUD ATLAS, ' DEEDS AND WORDS.' THREE FUTURE. VOICE I THOUGHT CRUSE, HANKS. AWARDS. I DON'T KNOW.

ALL THIS, ' SMURF TERRORIST.' MARY SUE PLAZA EI PASO HIGH SCHOOL, WHAT USED TO BE FRIEND, QUEER. BUT BEFORE THAT CONVERSATION, BARTON PRINCE. HE ALREADY KNEW OF RAMSEY, I NEVER MENTIONED HIS NAME. LONG TIME APPLE USER, EVEN STOCK, I KNOW ' HER VOICE NOW,' ANOTHER ' TERRORIST GROUP.'

THESE FUCKS SEEK OUT CHILDREN!


THEIR MEMORIES ARE COMBINED WITH THING'S THAT THEY HAVE TO DO? CIA? I DO NOT THINK SO, TO ANSWER COMPUTER IN LIBRARY.

those who were, then above the libraries. i tryed
to burn a disk, but was unable face book, so i wrote
one of them down. now you know the target area.

i would pay very close attention to anything that
streiber wrote and the mysterious man at the hotel
room. it's not the Chinese, it's the ' GREY'S OFFSPRING.'

BEING SCREWED IN THE ASS DOES NOT IMPOSE
"I HAVE CHILDREN ALL OVER THE WORLD," STREIBER
AND BARTON PRINCE, IN FRONT OF TUCKER,
THE SAME PEICE THAT I WAS WORKING ON WHEN
MY FRIEND'S P&M DROPPED BY.

GO BACK IN TIME, THOSE WHO KEPT THE OLD POSTS, WHAT
TERRORIST ACTION HAPPENED BEFORE, DURING AND AFFTER?

THEN THE PRESIDENTAL VISIT. HACKERS. NOT RUSSIANS,
AMERICANS.

ARTWORK GIVEN TO EL PASO LIBRARY

I HAVE ASKED FOR THE SCULPTURE PAINTING TO BE DESTROYED AND I WILL TRY TO FIND THE PHOTO'S AND ANYTHING THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THE PEDOPHILE/GAY MOVEMENT, I HAVE PU UP WITH TO MUCH SHIT. MOAT ESPECIALLY THEIR DRUG USE.

UP - DATED 9 - 10 -'14 - BRAINWASHING AND INTIMIDATION

" WHENEVER I SPEAK TO YOU IT IS SOMEONE YOU KNOW." 

THIS OFF AND ON FOR ABOUT TWO MONTH'S THAT I KNOW OF. 

" WHENEVER I SPEAK TO YOU IT IS SOMEONE YOU KNOW ," MISSOURI ST RESIDENCE. 8-14-2014. WOKE UP TO THIS, NEAR ' REPETITION.' MUST OF BEEN GOING ON ALL NIGHT LONG. WHEN I FIRST MOVED HERE, IT WAS SOMETHING SIMILAR.

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9 - 10 - 2014

" ARE YOU WORKING FOR THE COPS? "

I WAS IN THE MIDST OF A DREAM WHEN I HEARD THE BEGINNING OF THIS QUESTION ( VERY DISTANT, BUT TURNED OUT TO BE MY WINDOW ); MY ATTENTION DIVERTED TO CONSCIOUS MIND ( WAKING UP ) ANSWERING " YES " ALOUD, THEN REALIZATION, I SAID " NO."

THIS IS CALLED A DOUBLE PLAY.

 WHEN I FIRST MOVED TO MISSOURI ST. THE FIRE GATE, WHAT I CALL A ' CAGE,' WAS OPEN, MY NEIGHBOR'S ALSO, I CLOSED MINE. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY OR IF OTHER'S WERE OPEN TOO, NONE OF MY BUSINESS. THE " ARE YOU.." HAPPENED WHILE ATTENDING EL PASO COMMUNITY COLLEGE.

ALSO, AN INTERESTING THING THAT I RAN INTO, ABOUT 2010, A EPCC POLICE OFFICER WAS SHOT DEAD, WHILE IN HIS SQUAD CAR, ON THE TRANS MOUNTAIN CAMPUS. HIS BIRTH DATE, MINE. NOW YOU KNOW THE INFORMATION GATHERING OF THE DRUG DEALERS, FROM DRUG ' MONIES ' AND PAYOUTS,COMPUTER HACKING, CELL PHONES THE SAME AND BEATINGS FOR CHECKS, AND ' SAFE HAVENS ' WHEN THEY'RE OFF WORK.

I AM REASONABLY SURE THAT MY ORIGINAL COMPLAINT REGARDING THE THEFT OF VETERAN'S PERSONAL INFORMATION WAS NEVER INVESTIGATED BY VAL DE VERDE CAMPUS POLICE.

THE ATTEMPTS WITH MY OWN ELECTRONICS BOTH AT THE LIBRARY AND ALL SHELTERS AND TRANSNATIONAL LIVING CENTERS IS THE SAME AS IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN. BAD.

                                          NOT AS BAD AS THE HOMELESS THOUGHT.

I DO NOT KNOW WHY THERE IS NOT A ' STRAIGHT '
HOMELESS SHELTER, NOT CONNECTED WITH THE
MOB AND BOTH, REAL COLLAGE EDUCATED AND
FROM THE GUTTER'S AND PRISON'S WORKING
SIDE BY SIDE, INSTEAD OF THE ' SERFDOM '
THAT IS IMPOSED UNTO THOSE WITH WORK
HISTORIES, IF NOT PEDOPHILES. THERE SEEMS
TO BE MORE THAN THE ' OLD ' FELONY ARGUMENTS.

SO VERY LITTLE, SO VERY LATE. I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE FROM ONE OF THE LOCAL SHELTERS SELLING DRUGS ON THE PROPERTY OF AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL AND ONLY THE ANGLO, WAS CAUGHT AND ARRESTED. HEROIN. THIS WHEN I WAS STAYING AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. I KNOW THIS ONLY BECAUSE I ASKED HIS BUDDY, WHEN I ASKED ABOUT THE OTHER'S, " ARE YOU KIDDING, HE'S AN ASSHOLE.....LIKE A SORE THUMB." THE NEIGHBORHOOD DOWNTOWN, PREDOMINANTLY HISPANIC. IF YOU STAY ON THE NUMBER 4 BUSS, YOU CAN SEE ALOT WITHOUT REALLY LOOKING.

THIS USUALLY OCCURS WHEN I HAVE BEDDED DOWN FOR THE NIGHT. IT WAS MUCH WORST IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM.

IF YOU SLEEP WITH A PHONE NEAR YOU OR COMPUTER, THE ' CONVERSATIONS,' CAN BE UTILIZED BY OTHERS IN GRADUAL SHIFT OF ' CONVERSATION,' IF YOU DIDN'T ERASE THE MESSAGE OR EVEN THE NUMBER; REVIEWING THE DAY AS MOST PEOPLE DO. MEMORY.

BETWEEN THE EARS AND BEHIND THE EYES - IF A TONE, ANY SPEAKER IN CLOSE PROXIMITY TO YOU.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THE ' PROMPT ' ANY  ' SPEAKER ' NEAR YOU, IS PART OF WHAT I FORGOT ABOUT IN ALBQ, NM.
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FOR ME, THIS THE THIRD TIME " THERE'S AN ELECTION GOING ON."

IN PAULA HUGHSON'S HOUSE, I FIRST SAW THE ' BASEBALL,' OR ' BALL ' YELLOW GREEN? AND EVER SINCE, DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS PAINTING IT IN MY OWN PAINTING. - I GUESS I'LL FIND OUT HOW ' EXTORTION,' COMES ABOUT.

I DO KNOW HER ' LAND LINE ' WAS BEING  ' TAPED,' ILLEGALLY OR LEGAL, I DON'T KNOW. 

' A soldier's going to lie about the stone and say that's it's from Iraq. Mexico's end. Ice caps. ' THE ROCK OF AGES.' ' THE CAVE THAT WAS COLLAPSING, NOW A DUMP. ALL OF THIS WAY PRIOR TO THE FIRST OBAMA ELECTION. 

ALL OF THIS IS STARTING TO UNRAVEL NOW, MUCH TANKS TO ' REVIEW ' OF MY ( ? ) LIFE. NOW I KNOW, BUT ALSO DON'T MAKE THE COMPUTERS RULE YOUR HEAD IF YOUR NOT IN THE BUSINESS, AND EVEN THEN.

' WE KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM.' BUT THIS WAS EARLIER.

THERE WILL BE ANOTHER FALLING STAR. BIGGER.

" HOW DO YOU TAKE OUT TWO MEXICAN'S WITH ONE STONE." THIS BACK IN ALBQ. NM.

AND THESE ARE THE ONLY DISKS I WAS ABLE TO KEEP AHOLD OF, THERE USED TO BE MANY MORE,...

BARTON PRINCE IS A MASON, THAT MUCH I
KNOW.

UP - DATE -A FEW GOOD MEMORIES AND ONE SCULPTURE THAT DIDN'T SELL UNTILL I PUT IT ON THE INTERNET, THEN THE SHIT BOUGHT IT.

ON ONE OF THE PHOTO'S I NOTICED A SPOT ON ONE OF THE PHOTO'S OF MY FRIENDS IN HAWAII, AND WHEN I ENLARGED THE PHOTO IN THAT AREA, I NOTICED WHAT APPEARS TO BE AN ' EYE.' I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS IS HOME GROWN ' TERRORISM;' A THREAT, TO THEM OR MYSELF.

REMEMBER PHIL, LIKE I SAID, LIKE, UH, WELL THE METEORITE WAS GOING TO HIT NICARAGUA, YA, THAT'S IT, not water, you must of misunderstood me.

I AM IN THE PROCESS OF LOOKING FOR A GOOD ATTORNEY AND AS DISCUSSED WITH THEM, THE PHOTO IS STILL UP AS I HAVE NOT RECEIVED WORD TO TAKE IT DOWN. PHIL IS A VIETNAM VET, AND A STINKING DEMOCRAT, HOWEVER, I FORGIVE THAT; ONE OF THE VERY FEW I'VE SOME ' RESPECT ' FOR. HE HAS NEVER COMPLAINED, AND IS A REAL ' ROCK.' even for one of those long hair types....HA! THE VETS THAT FUCKED WITH MY LIFE SINCE THE HOME INVASION, THEN EL PASO, TO AUSTIN, PHOENIX AND THEN EL PASO AGAIN. ( NEVER EVEN TOLD ABOUT STAND DOWN, THIS TIME. AS FAR AS THE DISCHARGE REVISION GOES, I'M BEGINNING TO THINK THAT ' DISHONORABLE,' PERHAPS IS BEST. WITH ALL THE ' BRAIN WASHING ' THAT I'VE GONE THROUGH AT THESE PLACES, I GUESS THAT'S WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO THINK AND SAY. 

THE ROLLS OF FILM ARE OLD, AND GIVEN TO WALGREEN'S IN EL PASO, TEXAS FOR DEVELOPING. THERE IS NO WAY THAT I COULD OF RETOUCHED THEM; HOWEVER, PERHAPS MY COMPUTER HAS BEEN PLAYED WITH BY REMOTE. THERE ARE ONLY TWO PLACES THAT I USE IT WITH ANY FREQUENCY, MISSOURI ST. AND THE EL PASO LIBRARY. I HAVE ALL RECEIPTS AND NAMES, FOR EVERY THING THAT I OWN. BUT IF THIS IS THE CASE, THEN THEY WOULD OF HAD TO OF BEEN FAST.

UNTIL I HEAR OR MAYBE A LITTLE LONGER, I WILL CALL AGAIN.

BATHROOM AT 5417 ALICE, NE. WHEN I WAS GOING
THROUGH TRAINING FOR ARCA. IT REMAINED THIS
WAY FOR A MONTH AND A HALF; THE SHIT WATER
EVENTUALLY WENT DOWN AFTER ABOUT EIGHT HOURS
AND ABOUT A HALF GALLON OF BLEACH A DAY. I STOOD
ON A MILK CRATE TO SHOWER.

WHAT 265-80 LBS. LOOKS LIKE. CHRISTMAS.

SCULPTURE THAT MRS. MOUNT'S
FATHER HAD SOME SAY SO IN,
SOME LANDLORDS OF CASTLIE OUT
BID HIM; JOHN'S FAVORITE.

MR. HENRY STREET, THE ' OLD BASTARD,' AND FRIEND.

FUCKIN AIRPLANES, AFTER KID'S BANGING
DECKS WITH ROCKS, BORDER PATROL.
PHONE/ANSWERING MACHINE ' TAPED.'
POLICE OR MOTEL, WHO KNOWS.

OLD RANGER JOHN, WHO LEFT THE SIDE
ARMS ON THE PORCH IN AN ICE CHEST.
HAPPIER DAYS. CHRISTMAS.

TOP OF ' THE PHOENIX, I STAND ALONE, IN SPITE OF FATE.'

SAME.

MID SECTION, SAME.

DIFFERENT ANGLE.

BASE OF SCULPTURE, ' THE PHONEX, IN SPITE OF FATE, I
STAND ALONE.'

MY FIRST SUNFLOWER AND WHAT EVER IS IN IT.

EQUIVOCAL - UPDATED - 9 - 10 - 2014

                        EQUIVOCAL

                        SOMETIME IN THE SUMMER OF MY COLLAGE DAYS, I SPOTED A MAN WITH A LARGE PEICE OF WOOD ATTEMPTING TO STRIKE AND HIT; POKING MY LANDLADIES DOG SAM AS I DROVE UP, RETURNING FROM A STANDARD BRANDS. SAM WAS A LARGE GOLDEN RETRIEVER WHO BARKED AT SOME OF THE PASSERS BY IN ' INSTINCT' AS TO WHO ' BELONGED ' IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I IMMEDIATELY YELLED " LEAVE THAT DOG ALONE." AS TO WHICH THE MAN ENTERED THE PASSENGER'S SIDE DOOR WHILE I WAS PUTTING THE KEYS INTO MY POCKET, GARBING ME BY THE TROAUT FIRST, THEN A WADE OF MY HAIR, PULLING HARD. HE WAS YELLING WITH STINKING BREATH IN MY FACE AN INCH AWAY SOMETIMES CLOSER; HE WAS ONTOP OF ME. A QUESTION THAT HE SCREAMED IN MY FACE REGARDING HIS ACTIONS AND BEHAVIORS WAS ANSWERED, CALMLY BY ME, " BECAUSE YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING." 

                  HIS MUTTERINGS AND THE DILATION OF HIS PUPILS STILL STICK OUT IN MY MIND, SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, " MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS." " I LIVE HERE I STATED;" I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT HE SAW MY KNIFE, A SWISS, NONE THE LESS, WHAT WAS UNDER HIM. A RAZOR. 

                        HE WAS A VETNAM VET, I FOUND OUT FROM EVELYN'S HUSBAND GENE. THE WALD OF HAIR WHEN HE RELEASED ME WAS QUITE A BIT. " I LIKED THE WAY YOU HANDLED THAT," WAS ALL HE SAID, AND WENT BACK INSIDE, THE DOOR CLOSING SOFTLY. I RETURNED TO MY ART, DRANK THE REST OF THE EVENING, DID VERY LITTLE WORK. THE ' ANGER.'                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

                  BROWN

                  WHILE IN HIGH SCHOOL, I WAS JUMPED, MORE OR LESS, BY ONE MEXICAN, A WRESTLER WHO FOR WHAT EVER REASON, THOUGHT IT WORTH DOING. WHAT MADE IT ' SEEM ' LIKE I HAD BEEN JUMPED WAS THE FACT THAT ABOUT TWENTY TO TWENTY FIVE PEOPLE WERE AROUND, AND GATHERED IN A CIRCLE ENCLOSING THE TWO OF US. " YOU THINK YOUR TOUGH." WAS ALL I REMEMBER ABOUT THE START OF IT, AND THE HEADLOCK I HAD HIM IN WHEN HE STRUCK FIRST, THEN THE FALL TO THE GROUND, HIM ON TOP, PINNING ME. IT WAS SOON OVER AND THE WORKMEN, CITY EMPLOYEE'S, HOBO, AND STUDENTS LAUGHTER AND VULGARITIES LINGERED IN MY ' MIND ' AS I WANDERED AROUND THE STREETS THINKING, OR WAS I? THE ' EMPTINESS ' AND WHITE THAT I SAW HAVE ALWAYS BOUGHT A WONDERING AS TO HOW OTHERS HAVE ' SEEN RED.' THAT WAS EXPLAINED TO ME ONE DAY IN SOME CLASS EARLIER IN MY YOUTH AS TO ' MEANING.'

                  DANNY, A FRIEND OF MINE, DANNY BROWN, ' FOUND ME WALKING AROUND THE SCHOOL AND TOLD ME THAT ' BURNSIDE ' WANDED TO SEE ME. MR. BURNSIDE WAS OUR PRINCIPLE THEN AND I HAD ALOT OF RESPECT FOR HIM; WE USED TO ARM WRESLE FROM TIME TO TIME. OLD DANNY AND I STARTED TALKING SOME AS I WANTED TO CHANGE THE TOPIC FROM THAT OF MY APPEARANCE ( BLACK EYE ), AND HE INFORMED ME THAT HE WAS LEAVING THE NEXT WEEK AND THAT " THIS WAS MY LAST." SO I WENT BACK TO MEET WITH MR. BURNSIDE.

                  UPON ENTERING HIS OFFICE, I WAS ENCOUNTERED BY A SMILING FOE FROM EARLIER IN THE AFTERNOON, OUR LUNCH BREAK; THE ' BEATING.' I LOOKED AT THE UPPER CLASS MAN AND AS HE CROSSED IN FRONT OF THE WINDOW, I PUSHED HIM OUT, BREAKING ' SOMETHING ' IN HIS BODY BEFORE HE DROPED. MR. BURNSIDE IMMEDIATELY PUT HIMSELF IN BETWEEN  US AND ASKED IF IT WAS OVER. HE ALSO ASKED US TO SHAKE HANDS IN CLOSURE OF THE ENCOUNTER. WE DID. I WAS HEALD BACK, I DON'T KNOW IF I RECEIVED A SWAT WITH HIS BOARD THAT TIME, IF I DID, I FELT NOTHING TO REMEMBER.

                  ABOUT A WEEK LATER, THE UPPERCLASS STUDENT MADE SOME REMARK AS TO HOW I WAS DRESSED, AN ARMY SHIRT WITH SLEVES CUT OFF AND ' LORD SINCLAIR ' ( TV PROGRAM AND THE DUALITY OF THE CHARACTERS ) PAINTED ON THE BACK. I WANTED TO FIGHT AGAIN, I SAID NO BUT I FELT I WOULD WIN, AND WALKED AWAY. ABOUT THIS TIME, ANOTHER UPPERCLASS STUDENT, I THINK, A JOCK, NONE THE LESS, BELTED ME ACROSS THE JAW, AND I STARED AT HIM AND LISTENED TO HIM AND HIS ' JABBERING,' WITH NEW ARMORE FROM MY FATHER, " WHEN CORNERED, FIGHT LIKE HELL." SO I WENT UP TO THE HEAD FOOTBALL COACH AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION TO HIM, AND TOLD HIM THAT IF I WAS ATTACKED AGAIN, I WOULD DESTROY ' HIS ' FOOTBALL PLAYERS LEGS, AND IN THE SIMPLEST OF ANYBODIES TERMS, FROM THE ' HEART AND MIND WITH ALL SPIRIT,' I MENT IT. 

                  I WAS NEVER BOTHERED AGAIN BY ATHLETES. I RAN, EXERCISED FOR ANGER MANAGEMENT, I DID NOT KNOW BACK THEN. I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST FOR GIRLS. I WEIGHT LIFTED TO ' CONTROL ' THE FOREIGN THOUGHTS THAT I WAS TAUGHT TO ' KEEP QUITE ABOUT.' I LOOK AT ALL PEOPLE WITH TONGUES LAPPS AS ANIMAL NOW, AND HEAR MY FATHERS VOICE " CLOSE YOUR MOUTH." I SEE ALL PEOPLE OLD AND YOUNG ALIKE, WIPPING THIER TONGUES AROUND LIKE SNAKES AND HEAR MY FATHER'S VOICE " KEEP YOUR MOUTH CLOSED;" " SHUT YOUR MOUTH! " ON MY SECOND VISIT TO AUSTIN, AFTER THE FIRST VISITING MY SISTER AND HER FAMILY, IN THE BACK OF MY MIND, I REMEMBERED THE ' LAPPING OF TONGUES;' THE SEARCH FOR ' PREY.'

                   DANNY, THE FIRST OF THE ATHLETES WHO ATTACKED ME, A ' FLYING SISORS?' OR SOMETHING SIMILAR; BOTH FEET PLANTED SQUARELY ON THE MID UPPER CHEAST; HEART, AND MY MENTAL RESPONSE ' WHY?' THE TWO OTHERS, ONE ON ETHER SIDE, THIER STEADY GAZE BROKEN WHEN I DID NOT FALL, YET WHY? I NEVER UNDERSTOOD IT. THE ' FEAR ' IN THIER EYES, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I DID NOT UNDERSTAND ALONG WITH THE REST OF IT.

                   I REALLY WISH I COULD REMEMBER DANNYS LAST NAME, HE WAS AN ALL STATE WRESTLER, ONE OF WHICH A TEXAS STATE ' ALL STATE PATCH ' WAS ON THE BACK OF HIS LETTERMAN'S JAKET, WHEN ENCOUNTERING HIM AGAIN, A FEW YEARS LATER, APOLOGIZED. I WAS TRYING TO ' BEG OUT OF THE CONVERSATION, BUT HE EXPLAINED THE EVENTS THAT LED UP TO AND AFFTER, MY ENCOUNTER WITH HIM AT SCHOOL. HE WAS SHOT ABOUT FIVE TIMES IF NOT MORE ( HE SHOWED ME THE SCARS ), AND TOLD ME THAT HE HAD FOUND " CHRIST."

                  TO THIS DAY, HE HAS BEEN THE ONLY ONE TO SAY " I'M SORRY." I ACCEPTED IT, FROM THE HEART. AND FOR SOME REASON, FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT I COULD REMEMBER THEN, DID NOT FEEL GUILTY FOR SOMETHING THAT I DID NOT START.

                  THE ONGOING DEVELOPMENT OF VIRTUAL REALITY IN REAL TIME

                  TO LIVE IN THIS DAY WHICH IS ELIMINATING THE NEED FOR PAPER PRODUCTS AND ' SOCIAL COMMUNICATIONS AND CONTACT ' IN THE SENSE OF PROXIMITY, AND  EVER SO CONDENSING SOCIETIES IN ' BOUNDARIES ELIMINATION'S ' FROM TOP TO BOTTOM AND BOTTOM TO TOP, IN THE SENSE OF ' JUST WHAT IS ' THE END; THE CLOSURE OF AN IDEA AND OR QUESTION; ENDLESS THREE MINUTE ' SUMMARIES.' IN TURN BLENDING AS IF ONE, WITHOUT ' CLEAR IDEA ' AND MEANING IN THOUGHT AND OR ANY TRAIL OF HUMAN ' THINKING.'

                   THIS NEW ' SELF IMPOSED PROCESS LEARNT OF ' CHILDHOODS,' BY MACHINES IN PLACEMENT OF PARENTS AND ' ONGOING FRIENDSHIPS,' IN REPLACEMENT IN AN ALLUSION OF ' ILLUSION,' THAT THIS IS THE ' NATURAL EVOLUTION ' UNLIKE ANY ' MIGRATION ' OF ' MIND ' IN STEAD OF A ' COLLECTIVE HUMAN CONSCIENCE ' OR SIMPLY BEING FULLY CONSCIOUS. THE SINGULARITY IS FOUND HERE IN THE GENESIS OF ABSURDITY OF SOCIETAL ' TERMS ' IN THE MACHINE OF MAN'S MAKING AND AS TEMPLET FOR ' OTHERS,' AND THIER YOUTH AS ' ONE MOLD.' IS THIS RIGHT? OR, WILL WE AS A WHOLE LEARN AGAIN IN THE LETING OF BLOOD.

                  THIS QUESTIONING UPON FIRST EXAMINATION MIGHT BEG A DEFINITION IN TERMINOLOGY AS TO RETROGRADE, HOWEVER, THIS ALSO MIGHT QUESTION WHAT IS ALSO BEING LEFT OUT IN SOCIETY AND AND THE MAKERS PERSONALITIES OF THESE MACHINES. THE IDEA THAT SUM OF ALL ' HUMANITY,' NEEDS ARE THE SAME ON THE COMPARATIVE PLANES OTHER THAN THE ' INDIVIDUAL,' IS A MISTAKE IN COMPARISON TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ' LEFT OUT; ' THE SOCIALLY INEPT, OTHERWISE ' NERDS,' AND OR THOSE NOT ' DEEMED ' BEAUTIFUL, BY DEEDS, BEHAVIORS AND OR OTHER FACTORS THAT ARE QUESTIONED OTHER THAN DANGEROUS TO THE IMMEDIATE SOCIETY; OTHER THAN THAT WHICH IS AGAINST THE LAW OF THAT SOCIETY. IF HISTORICAL OR NOT, IS THIS ' TEMPLET,' A MATHEMATICAL BEGINNING IN UNDERSTANDING OF OBSCUE ' CODING ' WISE AS TO THE ' MENTALITY ' OF IT'S CREATOR. THIS FRAMEWORK OF ' SINGULARITY ' WITHOUT COMPARATIVE DIFFERENCES OF IT'S MAKER AND THE MAKER'S CREATION. PARENTS. 

                  ' THE SOCIALLY INEPT ' AS A WHOLE IN COMPARATIVE FRACULISATIONS  ( RAPID GEOMETRIC GROWTH OTHER THAN HUMAN; COMPUTER AS ' ALTER EGO ' ) PAST BOUNDARIES OF COUNTRIES AND CONTINENTS AND THIER ' SOCAL CONTRACTS,' OFFERS THE QUESTIONING OF RESPONSIBILITIES CONCERNING ' INDIVIDUALISM ' IN DIFFERENT BELIEF SYSTEMS WHICH THE IDEA OF ' HUMANITY ' MIGHT LEND AN EAR TO, REGARDING THE TRUE VALUE OF ALL ' HUMAN LIFE ' AS EQUAL IN WORTH.

                  CARTER

               THIS ADMINISTRATION SAW SOME OF THE FIRST TERRORIST ACTS AND COMPLAINTS OF WESTERN PORNOGRAPHY AND ' IMPOSING ' RELIGIONS, OTHER THAN THE REDUNDANT COMPLAINTS REGARDING ISRAEL. OLDER CHRISTIANITY HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN THE REGION.

                  REAGAN

                THIS ADMINISTRATION SAW TELEVISION ADDS WHICH DESCRIBED THE PURCHASING OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, A CONJUNCTION WITH AND IN IDENTITY WITH TERRORISM WHICH HAS NOW BEEN PROVEN ( HOLLYWOOD MARKETING; MEDIA ), EVEN THE PURCHASING OF CANNABIS THE LESSER OF EVILS IN COMPARISON TO OPIATES ( MANY TIMES THE DELIVERY OF THE TWO WAS THE ONLY METHOD OF PURCHASE; IDEOLOGY OF THE DRUG CARTELS WAS, WHY LOSE THE VALUE OF ADDICTION TO ANOTHER WHEN THE OTHER IS BEING PROMOTED AS SAFER ALTERNATIVE IN ' COMPARISON TO ALCOHOL BEVERAGES. ). THE NAACP SUED FOR THE REMOVAL OF THE ADD AND IT WAS TAKEN OFF THE AIR.

                  REAL VIRTUAL TIME AND THE ' MELD '

                THE MASS MARKETED DRIVEN IDEALISM AS TO WHAT YOUTH IS AND WILL NEED IN REPLACEMENT OF WANT IS ALSO THE FURTHERING OF THE GENERATION GAP, ONE WOULD THINK, HOWEVER THE MASS APPEAL AS TO WHAT WE ARE TOLD WE REALLY NEED IS BASED SOULY ON AN UNDERSTANDING, RELATIVELY NEW, AS TO WHAT THEY ARE TO BECOME. HOW THEY WILL…PERFORM. THE CHILDREN DICTATING ALL SUMS OF OUTCOMES, BEFORE GENESIS, ARMAGEDDON FIRST, SO THE ATTITUDE " WHY NOT ANYTHING AND ALL EXPRESSIONS REALIZED FIRST IN IMPULSE," BECOMES A MACHINE LEFT BEHIND AND THE ' DEITIES ' IN PARENTHOOD.

                THE CHILDREN, NOT TEENAGERS ARE DRIVING THIS ELECTRONIC ' ECONOMY ' RATHER THAN THE ADULTS. AND WIDE OPEN TO ANY AND ALL PREDATORS IN THE ' ETHER,' WHAT WAS ONCE PREVALENT IN GREAT BRITON, THE CHILD TO RID THE ACHES AND PAINS BY WHAT WAS NOT EVEN ' CALLED ' SEX OR RAPE, JUST SIMPLY A UTILIZATION OF ' PROPERTY,' WAS OUTLAWED BY GREAT BRITAIN FIRST. NOW IN THIS FAST PACED ' ETHER ' ENJOYED BY ALL AGES, NO ONE IS, AT THE VERY LEAST, ' PLAYING THE ROLE ' AS ADULT.

                AS AN APPLE USER, I HAVE ' ENJOYED ' THE VARIOUS ' OPINIONS ' BY A YOUNGER CROWD UNTILL I LEARNED TO ' CORRECT ' MY MACHINES WHEN I COULD, OTHER THAN NEWLY DEVELOPED NUREO ADAPTATIONS AND NEW USE, HOWEVER I WONDER OF A OVERALL CORRECTION OTHER THAN THE BARRICADING OF COUNTRIES FROM INTERNET USE, BY WAY AS THE SEPARATION IN BANDWIDTHS THAT CAN ONLY BE UTILIZED BY THE CHILDREN OTHER THAN HIGHLY ENCODED 911 USE. I AM HIGHLY SURPRISED THAT SUCH AN ' ARRANGEMENT ' OTHER THAN THE USE OF RIED TAGGING HAS NOT FULLY DEVELOPED IN THE ' MINDS ' OF THOSE WHO DESIGN AND BUILD COMPUTERS AND WATCHES FOR THE NESSCESARY ' IDEALISM ' OF THE FURTHER NEED OF THE COUNTRIES COMPUTERS AND WATCHES AS A ' BAND SHEILD ' AGAINST THOSE WHO WOULD OTHERWISE HARM, ABUSE AND OR, ABDUCT CHILDREN. IMAGINE THE VISUAL PROTECTION TOO.

                AS AN ADULT, I WAS DEEPLY INSULTED WHEN THOSE FALLING FROM THE TOWERS WERE DELETED, CENSORED; THE RECENT BEHEADINGS. THIS IS NOT BLOOD LUST, THIS IS AN ADULT WHO HAS SEEN EXTREME VIOLENCE AND VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE THE KIDS IN THIS COUNTRY TO BE ' EXEMPT ' THESE VIEWINGS, HOWEVER THE ' WHITE WASHINGS ' OF THESE ACTS NEED TO BE ' REALIZED ' IN THE VISUAL CORTEX OF THE ADULT MIND SO THAT THEY MIGHT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ' REALITY AND THE DAMAGE OF HOLLYWOOD;' PACIFIERS REMOVED.

                TWO F'S

               THE FALSE MORALITY OF THE NEWS MEDIA, IS WHAT CAN BE ,ARGUABLY, BE INCITING THE ONGOING WARFARE HOME AND ABROAD, WITH ALL IN IT'S INCLUSION, EXEMPLIFIED ONLY BY THE STATE DEPARTMENT'S LATEST ' SHORT FILM,' " WELCOME TO THE ' ISLAMIC STATE LAND," A SIMPLE RENDERING OF THE CURRENT ADMINISTRATION'S EFFORTS TO CURB RECRUITMENT EFFORTS BY THE LATEST RECRUITMENT TERRORIST GROUP SHOWN THE MEDIA'S LIGHT, UNDOUBTEDLY AIMED AT THE REPUBLICAN PARTIES ' USE ' OF THESE COUNTRIES IN THE EYES OF A MINORITY DRIVEN DEMOCRATIC ' OBSERVATION ' OVERSEAS, BUT DESIRE FOR THE SAME, EXCLUDING THE FERGUSON, MO. AND FULLERTON, CA. POLICE AND MINORITY ELDER'S ' PUPPETEER BLUNDERS.' OF COURSE, THIS ' MIGHT ' NOT BE THE ADMINISTRATION'S FAULT AS ALL IS, USALLY IN THE WORLD OF THE UNITED STATES ' COMPLETE ' MAKING, SEEN FROM THE STREETS AND OUTSIDE THE BOARDERS, BUT WAIT, HERE'S ANOTHER IDEA,….. THERE MIGHT BE MORE.

              

               IMAGINE A COUNTRY CONCERNED FOR IT'S YOUTH'S WELL-BEING AND SAFTY; A CORPORATION WHO'S UNDERSTANDING OF THE SIMPLICITY IN ALL ' IDEAS ' POINT IN GRAViITY. CHILDREN. 

               WHAT I HAVE LEARNED IS THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE THAT WELL BE
               DRAWN TO THE IDEA. I'M SORRY. SOMETIME THE REFLECTION'S,                
               SOMEHOW HEARD, SHOULD BE KEPT TO YOURSELF. MR. JOBS WAS                            RIGHT ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS, I GOT NO 
OPPION ON THIS.                                                                                      

               THINK ! A POST CARD THAT WAS MADE ABOUT THE TIME I SENT STEVE JOBS LIT. AND PHOTO CONCERNING THE RAPE OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN AND A GREATER NEED TO STOP THE ABUSE !

               THE LIGHTNING IN A BLIND OF WHITE LIGHT. CONFERRING MINDS. A FURTHER EXPANSE OF ' FUTURE.' - signed, cow.

                  

                   

                  COPYRIGHT 9-6-2014 JESUS BARTHOLOMEW ( BARTOLOME ) OCHOA III

                  YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO REPRODUCE THIS ARTICLE ONLY.

2009 - youofher@blogspot.com

Of Mater; conscience, knowledge and ignorance; the repretition of both

         An argument made from an idea that is perhaps out of context borrowed from' An Inquiry into the Origion of Languages, Nations, And Religions.' By Godfrey Higgins, Esq. ,F.S.A., F.R. ASIAT. SOC., F.R.AST.S., Late of Skellow Grange, Near Doncaster.-J.Burns, 15 Southamton Row, Holborn, W.C.-1874.- pertaining to a structured acceptance of child abuse, and the norms and values as set forth in the wild kingdom as precedence, found in the conscious as a 'precedence' for man as regards women in terms of value.-This is my observation regarding ALL men and women, and wondering,...WHY? Perhaps my conclusion is also the underlying reason of all old and new languages and nations.

         "11. Modern divines, a very sensitive race, have been much shocked with the doctrine of the ancients, that nothing could be created from nothing, ' ex nihilo nihil fit.' This is a subject well deserving consideration. The question arises, how did the ancients acquire the knowledge of the truth of this proposition? Had they any positive experience that matter was not made from nothing? I think they had not. Then how could they have any knowledge on the subject?As they had received no knowledge through the medium of the senses, that is from experience, it was rash and unphilosophical to come to any conclusion.

         "The ancients may have reasoned from analogy. They may have said, Our experience teaches that everything which we perceive has pre-existed before the moment we perceive it, therefore it is fair to conclude that it must always have existed. A most hasty conclusion. All that they could fairly conclude, was that, for any thing which they knew to the contrary, it MAY have existed from eternity, not that it -must- have existed. But this amounts not to knowledge."

                                A FICTIONAL KNOWLEDGE/ A FICTIONAL KNOWLEDGE

           It amounts to behavior within a ' seen ' environment based on observation, seemingly understood by those observing. It amounts to behavior based on a history, or an ' idea ' ( dominance and submission ) of history or histories that may have been learnt out of context within an environment's linear time framework. Such is history. A history or histories analogy not solely based on the sun's shadows or the heavens above but simply, the behavior traits of animals in the ' wild ' within the environment. Would Animal Worship be the end result of this line of reason? If there are no flaws in my argument, it would seem so. When a person abuses their young and or companions are they not  in effect, ' Worshiping Them?' Based on Animals?

           Would the ' modern divines ' be trying to legalize behavior traits based on a perceived  imunity which would be a ' desired ' conditioning, based on animals in the ' wild,' thus inducing slavery from the onset. Infancy. What is sanity? Mater is as mater does, with intent. IS THIS SO?        

POSTED BY PRUDENTSONG AT 2:03 PM

IN THE MAZE OF SIMPLICITY ON THE APPLE PAGE I GOT LOST 
AS TO HOW I COULD FORWARD THIS IDEA, SO I'LL JUST POST IT HERE INSTEAD.

IDENTITY : INDIGENT

IDENTITY: INDIGENT *

iIN THE EYES OF THE UNDERGROUND I AM SATAN, AND IN THE EYE'S OF THE CHURCHES, I HAVE FOUND THAT IF I DO NOT OBEY ALL, THEN I AM SATAN TOO.  I HAD NO SAY IN THIS AND I FIND NO REASON TO FORGIVE THEM BASED ON THIS SINCE MY CHILDHOOD. I HAVE TRYED TO EXPLAIN THIS SEVERAL TIMES AND HAVE BEEN HACKED OR ' MISLEAD.' I HAVE HAD TOO MANY ATTACKS AND ATTEMPTED ' CONDITIONING'S,' EVEN IN EL PASO RECENTLY, AND THE PAST, TOO NUMEROUS TO COUNT. THE ATTEMPTS HAVE BEEN REPETITIVE, SOME TIMES LASTING ALL NIGHT. THE ATTACKS HAVE CONCERNED SEXUAL PREFERENCE AND ATTEMPTS TO ' SWAY ' ME TO THE SUBCULTURE, SEXUAL PERSUASION, PASSWORD ATTEMPTS, LEAVE THE DOOR UNLOCKED, AND ALL WITHIN SOME FORM OF SOCIAL COMMUNICATION ( REAL TIME ) TO DISTANCE MYSELF FROM A GREATER NEED OF CHILDREN KEPT AWAY FROM THE HOMOSEXUAL ' SINGULARITY,' WHICH IN MY VIEW, LEADS TO THE INSANITY OF THE MOVEMENTS IDEA THAT " HOW CAN WE REPRODUCE THEN?" A PROJECTION OF THOUGHT THAT CAME MY WAY, LEFT AS ' MENTAL FOOTPRINT ' IN MEMORY, BY AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE ME SWALLOW MY OWN SPERM IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO, AWAKENED IN REPETITIVE ' COMMANDS ON DIFFERENT LEVELS, THE LUCIFERIANS WERE NEXT. I HAD NO IDEA WHO I WAS ENCOUNTERING UNTIL THAT ATTACK WHICH LASTED ABOUT A WEEK AND AHALF IN ' STATIC.' EVEN WHEN ALL KNOWN ELECTRONICS WERE TURNED OFF AT SOURCE; THE SURGE PROTECTORS.  

I KNOW THE DANGERS OF PRINTING THIS AS IT ' MIGHT ' EMPOWER THE MOVEMENT FURTHER NOT TO MENTION SOME PRIEST WHO I ASKED THE PRIOR POPE TO POPE FRANCES TO REMOVE FROM AUTHORITATIVE POSITIONS WITH IN MY CHURCH; AS CHRISTIAN. THE ATTACKS IN NEW MEXICO WERE IMMENSE AND ' LASTING ' AS TO WHAT A VET AND CITIZEN CAN VOICE WHEN A CHILD WHO MUST OF BEEN ' PRESSED,' TO BORROW FROM THE CIA'S VERNACULAR WITH REGARDS TO ' BLOWBACK,'  

IN TERMS OF THE LATER'S USAGE IN THE FIELDS NORMALLY OVERSEEN BY THE FBI IN ANALYSIS.  

THE SAUDI PRINCES VISITED THE MANSIONS OF PLAYBOY AS OFTEN AS THEY COULD, IF DISCLOSURE WAS EVER AN ISSUE, WELL, THE UNITED STATES IS THE SCAPE GOAT IN OFFERING AS PER 'INCITEMENTS ' AS THE ARAB WORLD KNEW NOTHING OF THE EXISTENCE BECAUSE OF THE MUSLIM SOCIETIES IMMERSION IN ISLAMIC LAW. THE DISCLOSURE OF SUCH ' NEWS ' WAS OF COURSE WRITTEN ABOUT IN WHAT MOST OF THE BIBLE BELT WOULD DETERMINE AS PORNOGRAPHIC NOT ONLY IN PUBLIC VIEW BUT ALSO PRIVATE VIEW. NEWS ALONG THESE LINES WERE PUBLISHED NOT ONLY ( BORROWED ) IN HUSLER AND OTHER MAGAZINES IN THE FORM OF ARTICLES, JOKES AND CHARACTERS, BUT IN ACCOMPANIMENT WITH OTHERS SUCH AS PEDOPHILIA AND THE NEW AGE, REIF TAGS ( ARTICLE NOT ALLOWED BY ADVERTISERS IN ALL MAIN STREAM MAGAZINES AT THE TIME: CAMERAS ON LADY'S RAZORS. AND ALSO THE ' INSIDE STORIES ' OF CERTAIN CHRISTIAN CHURCHES AND THE ' VULGARITIES ' REPORTED FROM WITHIN THEIR HIDDEN CHAMBERS WHICH ALSO INCLUDED THE RAPE OF BOTH MALE AND FEMALE CHILDREN. THESE ARTICLES WERE ' DIS ALLOWED ' FROM PUBLIC VIEW AS PER THE ' BELIEVABILITY ' THAT THE US PUBLIC WOULD EVER ACCEPT THEM AS ' TRUTH,' YEARS WENT BY UNTIL ETHER A DEATH OR SUCH A GRUESOME ' ALLOCATION ' OF A LIFE COULD NOT BE IGNORED OR ' QUITED THUS CONTAINED.' IF ADVERTISERS DON'T PAY FOR IT THEN THE PUBLIC WILL NEVER HEAR OF IT AND THE ONLY LEGITIMACY THAT THE ' PORN ' MAGAZINES WILL EVER KNOW IS THE REVENUE, AND A VERY ' BRIEF,' I TOLD YOU SO!

I HAVE EVEN SEEN THE BODY GUARDS WITH THE WEEKLY ALLOWANCES DELIVERED TO THE ' REAL PRINCES,' AS THEY ATTENDED THE UNIVERSITY OF NEW MEXICO. THEY BELIEVED IN PARTING AS DID EVERYONE ELSE.

WHEN RESEARCHING PEDOPHILIA I CAM ACROSS A PICTURE OF WHO I THOUGHT WAS ONE OF MY LITTLE SISTERS. I IMMEDIATELY CLICKED THE NEXT PHOTO TO MISLEAD THE PERSON WHO WAS ' LEADING ME ' THROUGH OR ' STALKING ' ME AS I LOOKED FOR MATERIAL FOR MY ARTWORK. I WILL NEVER FORGET IT, HER COMPUTER WAS OUT AT THE END OF THE BED OR BED STAND. THE MAKE OF IT IS NOT PARTICULARLY OF ANY IMPORTANCE AS TO ' MY ' PREFERENCE.' WETHER SHE WAS POSING OR REACHING TO TURN IT OFF; SHE WAS SMILING. SHE WAS NOT AT THE AGE OF A TEENAGER, SHE WAS A CHILD. OTHERS THAT I FLAGED WHERE ' REPORTED ' I ASUMED BECAUSE I WAS ALMOST IMMEDIATELY ' HACKED ' AND MY COMPUTER, A LAMP BY APPLE WAS RENDERED USELESS. I TOOK IT TO APPLE TO SWIP IT IN ORDER TO UPLOAD ALL THAT IT CAME WITH ORIGINALLY. THE NEXT TIME THAT I WAS ' HACKED ' WAS ALSO THE SAME CONCLUSION, AND THE NEXT BUT NOT ONLY ' HACKED ' BUT STALKED. ON ONE SITE I REPORTED IT TO THE POLICE AND WAS GIVEN THE PEDOPHILE REGISTRATION NUMBER INSTEAD, THE OFFICER WAS FEMALE. AND SO THAT SITE STILL REMAINS, CUNT. THE SITE WAS A FEMALE'S. WHEN IT COMES TO STALKING I SEE NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CHRISTIAN ' CAPED WONDER LESS ' AND PEDOPHILE ' CAPED WONDER LESS.' ALL BOOMERS WITH EXCEPTION TO AN AGE GROUP LEAD BY ADULTS IN TOTAL INDIFFERENCE TO ANY SOCIETAL REGARD AS TO WHAT IS RIGHT AND ' TRULY ' WRONG AS OUR SOCIAL CONTRACT, NOT THAT OF THE 16TH, 17TH, AND 18TH CENTURIES, ALL THE WHILE MY CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS WERE NEVER ADDRESSED, ONLY TAKEN AWAY AND THAT OF THE RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS.

AND IN THE EYES OF SOCITY, I AM SEEN AS SATAN, THE PEDOPHILES ARE REGARDED ABOVE ME WITH COMPLETE FAVOR. I HAVE LEARNED THIS IN ARIZONA, HAWAII, NEW MEXICO AND TEXAS. LIBRARIES INCLUDED. INDIGENT, AND NOT AND  WON'T BECOME HOMOSEXUAL, THUS SATAN.

* IN THE ARIZONA JAIL, WHEN WE ADDRESSED THE GAURDS WE WERE TO DO THIS IN DESCRIPTIVE TERMS AS ' INDIGENT,' AS PER OUR NEEDS; A LAWYER. I WAS ARRESTED FOR IBUPROFEN.

HOME FRONT - BATMAN

THE ' UNHOLY ' ALLIANCES REGARDING OLD MONEY OBTAINED BY THE OIL INDUSTRY THUS THE MILITARY INDUSTRY AND THE ' ALLOCATION ' BEFORE THE CONQUER OF ' THEIR ' ECONOMIES ' HAS REQUIRED THE USE OF UNKNOWING CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA BEYOND THE SCOPE OF REASON FOR YEARS INCLUDING VETERANS, THEN ACTIVE DUTY. IT IS UNCONSTITUTIONAL AND HAS ALWAYS HURT THE UNITED STATES IN THE END; UNTIL IT'S USE ( THEIR ) HAS EXPIRED. EXAMPLE: THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR, THE TORIES. AND THE VIETNAM WAR, THE HIPPIES AND OFFSPRING THE ' BOOMERS,' HAVE INDICATED THAT THE TIME CLOCK IS NOT QUITE UP YET. THE INDICATOR OF MY LINE OF THINKING IS THE CONTAINMENT OF DU IN MEXICO'S SALINE AQUIFER, ABOUT A MILE DOWN UNDER THE CITY OF MEXICO CITY PROPER. THE PLANING OF SUCH AN EVENT MIGHT SEEM A ' NEW ' IDEA MOST ESPECIALLY WHEN TECHNOLOGY NOW EXISTS TO DESALINATE THIS ' NEW ' DRINKING SUPPLY. SO IN TURN, IT BEGS THE QUESTION AS TO WHY? WHEN BOTH ICE CAPS ARE MELTING AND THE SALINE AQUIFERS WILL FILL ALONG WITH THE FRESH, AS FILTERING OCCURS IN THIS NATURAL PROCESS. WHY DU? WHY ANY TOXIC WASTE?

TO CREATE A CHILD TO SUPPORT THIS ' AGREEMENT ' IN ' ARRANGEMENT ' IN ACCOMPANIMENT WITH THE ' SOCIAL CONTRACT ' AND DEFENSE OF A NATION THAT APPARENTLY HAS NO REAL DESIRE TO PROTECT IT'S CITIZENS WITHIN THE COUNTRY FIRST, LENDS A ' WONDERMENT ' AS TO , JUST WHO'S LIVES ARE WE TO PROTECT IF NOT OUR CHILDREN FIRST AND THE OTHERS, THE ADULT ' CHILDREN ' WHO ARE NOT FIT TO WATCH THOSE WHO LEAPT TO THEIR DEATHS FROM THE TOWERS TO ESCAPE BURNING ALIVE AND THE BEHEADING OF JOURNALISTS IN THE HAND'S OF G-D'S MERCENARIES, IF ' INDIGENT ' IS DEEMED ' SATAN,' A RITE IN DOUBLE NEAR BIRTH, THEN AGE 5? I HAD NO CHOICE, THEN WHO ARE THEY IN THE CHOOSING IN DECISION REGARDING WHO IS TO LIVE, IF ANY? CERTAINLY FOR ISLAM AND G-D OR IS IT? CERTAINLY THE YUAN, POUND OR DOLLAR, THIS A CERTAINLY, FOR THAT WAS THE ' VALUE ' OF LIVES TAKEN BY THE ' ATHEISTIC MERCENARIES.'

THESE THINGS ARE WHO A MISGUIDED FEW WILL FOLLOW, DO NOT LET THE ' RACE ' OF THESE THINGS DISSUADE YOU FROM ' HUMANITY,' AS IDEAL.

A MERCENARY HAS CHOICE.

A JOURNALIST HAS CHOICE.

A CHILD HAS NO CHOICE.

AN ABORTED CHILD HAD NO CHOICE.

A CITY IN MEXICO, MEXICO CITY HAS NO CHOICE

WHO ARE WE FOOLING, NOT THE ' MERCENARIES OF G-D,' SELF DESCRIBED IN THE DECREE OF PAID ACTION, LEAST OF ' WANT,' FOR RANSOM. THEIR G-D.

A FRIEND OF MINE HAS PASSED. HIS STROKE AND RESULTING PACE MAKER WAS THE DATE 6-6-06. ANOTHER MAN WHO I MET IN EL PASO, TX. WHO RECENTLY, I BELIEVE, WAS RELEASED FROM PRISON, WAS IN NEW MEXICO, ALBUQUERQUE A CERTAINTY, DURING THAT TIME, NO NEED FOR DATE. HIS TATTOOS 666. A SOLIDER IN THE ' ARMY,' HE SAID. " WHITE PEOPLE ARE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL." NOW YOU KNOW A SMALL PART OF ALL THAT WAS GOING ON IN THE ' ETHER.' AND A CHILD WAS LAYED TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD, NAKED, AND THE MOTHER WALKED AWAY ' TALKING TO WHO SHE THOUGHT WAS G-D.' THE CHILD DIED OF EXPOSURE. EVIL BEGETS EVIL, BUT WHAT DO I KNOW, I'M TREATED AS ' SATAN,' I ONLY ' HEARD GIBBERISH AS CRIES AND CONFUSION WITHIN CRIMINALS MADNESS.

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YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT THIS ARTICLE. WE MAKE MISTAKE IN THE WEST; IN THE UNITED STATES PROPER, HOWEVER, SOME OF US TRY TO MEND THE ' PAST.' THAT'S WHAT IT IS, ISN'T IT?