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 UPDATED 5-26-2022, 9:51 PM

THANK YOU DOCTOR, WILL SEE YOU AT POST-OP. THE FEELING IS ‘ QUITE.’

HOPE IT MENDS WELL. I WISH I COULD GO INTO ALL THE SCHEMATICS I SAW IN ‘ STREAM ‘ AND VERY NEAR COMPLETE UNDERSTANDINGS OF ALL IMPLICATIONS OF MY INTELLIGENCE AND ‘ SMARTS,’ BUT IS THAT LIFE WITHOUT ANY REAL PURPOSE ? I STILL HAVE NO REAL REASON TO MAKE ART IN NEW MEXICO MINUS LOVE….LOOK TO THE TOP OF THE 26 FOOT SCULPTURE AND WHAT DO YOU SEE ? 

TIPPING-GRAVITY.

THREE BANDS OF GOLD-CONDUCTIVE ENERGY; REDUCTION OF ELECTRICITY (?).

FAG PURPLE ULTRAVIOLET - DEAD SPACE (?) DARK MATTER (?)- POINT IS, I HATE PURPLE…..BUT WAS RIGHT COLOR; TRAPPINGS OF GRAVITY AND LIGHT.

JUDY AT ABITHA’S ( Abitha's Metaphysical Shop

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Metaphysical supply store in Albuquerque, New MexicoClosed ) TOLD ME TO PRAY, MEDITATE ON THE CENTER OF THE MILKY WAY YEARS AGO 1999-2000, SO I DID.

https://theconversation.com/say-hello-to-sagittarius-a-the-black-hole-at-the-center-of-the-milky-way-galaxy-183008

REST IS HISTORY, WETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT; I HAVE NO FOLLOWING HERE THAT IS ABOVE PAVEMENT HERE OR PURPOSE.

I’M SIXTY TWO YEARS OLD AND WASTED ‘ SPIRIT,’ BUT WILL BE TWO HUNDRED POUNDS AGAIN AND THIN. I KNOW KNEES ARE BAD, BUT NOT WILLING TO BE ‘ FOOLED ‘ AGAIN WITH SURGERIES MENT FOR “ WE TAKE CARE OF OUR OWN FIRST.”

THIS HAS BEEN SOME TRIP….,I KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I’M IN, KNEES, HERNIA SURGERY AND TODAY NO REAL PAIN KILLERS….WILL TAKE ONE. FINELY A BM, NOTHING LIKE UMBILICAL HERNIA EXPERIENCE FEW YEARS AGO, 2014 ?

‘ BA BA BLACK SHEEP ‘ ‘ LOGAN’S RUN ‘ PSY-OPS ARMY PISS SHITS ! ‘ GAY REBELLION,’ ALL ENDED UP BEING RUSSIA - THE WOMAN I LET IN MY HOME AFTER 9/11, EVEN MADE A PASS AT HER AT NIGHT, PRETENDING IT WAS ‘ YOU ( JULIE ) ,’ FUCK ALL OF THIS. I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE THOUGHT THAT I WOULD ‘ WAKE UP ‘ IN A STATE LED BY A FOREIGN DICTATOR WITH ARABIA AND ISRAEL DRAGED ALONG IN CHAINS. PREY TO YOUR ‘ PRINCE ‘ EPSTEIN PUTIN ALL YOU WANT….I’M DONE. PHOTOS BELOW:

ONE MORE THING…TO HELL WITH INGO SWANN !

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UPDATED 5-25-2022 11:29. * UPDATED 5-26-2022 3:37 PM-SORRY FORGOT..

911 call to police APD,  then transnsfered to AFD. NO SHOW. Message sent to UNIVERSITY LAUNDROMAT MANAGER WITH PHOTOS EVEN THOUGH SHARARAS LAUNDROMAT WIFY DISRUPTIONS.

 

AFTER EVERY TUANTING, REVERSE PHYCOLOGICAL TANTRUMS THAT GUY DOES, THEN “ THAT’S NOT VERY CHRISTIAN ?! “ IF I GET ANGRY, THEN SOMETIMES ABOUT “ MY PEOPLE NEED FOOD,” THEN LUCIFER REFERENCE “ NO NOT CHRISTIAN, LUCIFER !! “ HE WOULD STATE, ON UNM CAMPUS LATE AT NIGHT. “ KEEP YOUR PHONE CLOSE TO YOUR BODY !! “ “ KEEP IT CLOSE,” IT WAS WHEN I STARTED TO KEEP IT IN MY BACKPACK WHEN THAT WAS STOLEN. BUT I MOVED IT AND HE WAS QUITE FOR A WHILE UNTIL HE FOUND OUT HE COULDN’T SELL THE OTHER I-PHONE LEGALLY. BUT WHAT REALLY GETS ME ARE THE SIRENS, I BOUGHT BOTH PHONES LEGALLY. UNLESS JESSE AT WALMARTS HELP CENTER IN ELECTRONICS SOLD IT ILLEGALLY !? PART OF SAME METH RING……KEEP ME OUT OF IT, AND YOU TOO ‘ GAY ‘ POLICE WHO DATE LUCIFERIANS.

I AM READING STORY ABOUT SHOOTING NOW. ANYTIME I TURNED ON MY PHONE AT LAUNDROMAT ON CENTRAL, IT WOULD AUTOMATIY BE AFD OR AMBULANCE 80% OF THE TIME SIRENS , EVEN WHEN REAL FIRE THREATS WERE CALLED IN NO ONE SHOWED UP: PHOTOS BELOW: 

THE SIREN THING HAS GONE ON FOR FOUR TO FIVE YEARS AND I HAVE POSTED IT BEFORE O PHAETHON STAR BLOG AND I THINK FACEBOOK.

THIS BOTHERS ME IMMENSELY, BUT WHAT IS WORSE IS THAT ‘ DAMNED ‘ GAY,’ WHOEVER HE IS, AND HIS RANTING FOR HOURS ON END LIKE A HIGH PITCHED WOMAN WHO ” NEVER HAS EVER BEEN TURNED DOWN,” AND THAT “ THIS METHOD HAS PROVEN TO BE THE BEST TO BREAK MEN DOWN “ AND OTHER STATEMENTS TO THAT EFFECT ! THEN HE GO’S INTO COMMENTS ABOUT HOW HE IS GOING TO HURT OFHERS AND SHOOT THEM AND MY SISTER, ‘ FLIPPING ME ‘ AND I JUST VENT HIS SHIT BECAUSE IT HAS JUS ‘ PENETRATED ‘ MY PYCHE.

EVEN BLACKS HAVE SHOWN ME HOW THIS IS DONE BY PLACING THE CELLPHONE TO GHIER EAR AND TALKING GHROUGH THE MAGNETIC HAIRS IF YOU HAVE BEEN ON IF LONG ? I SUPOSE THE SINUSES HAVE ALOT TO DO WITH IT IT ALONG WITH ANYONE ON THE RADIO ALONG TIME.

IN FAIRNESS TO A COUPLE OF COPS, GHEY WILL BURST THIER SIRENS ON CAMPUS TO BREAK HIS RANT.

I DO NOT THINK THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN THIS GUY. THERE IS A BLOND GUY WHO I CAN IDENTIFY AS ONE, BUT HE HAS TONED DOWN SOME.

I REMEMBER SOME OF WHAT I REPEATED I SCREAMED AND HIS REPETITIOUS ‘ LEADINGS,’ THEN THE CROSS PLAY OF “ YOUR GOING TO LET A HIGHSCHOOL KID HACK YOU ?” AS I SAID MOSTLY WHEN I AM ON LINE. 

AND THEN “ KING A “ TODAY, NEAR WHERE I AM RECOVERING ???????

“ Uvalde firefighter Chip King told CNN's Jim Sciutto that it took about 30 minutes after he arrived on the scene for the gunman to be neutralized by law enforcement.

The shooter was on the premises for up to an hour before law enforcement forcibly entered a classroom and killed him, officials said Wednesday. "It's going to be within, like 40 minutes or something, [within] an hour," McCraw said.

Investigators found one of the suspect's rifles, manufactured by Daniel Defense, in the school with the suspect, Whitmire said, citing the ATF. The gunman's other rifle was left in the truck that crashed.”

“ A former classmate of the gunman said Ramos "would get severely bullied and made fun of a lot" and was taunted by others for the clothes he wore and his family's financial situation. "People would, like, actually call him school shooter and stuff like that," he said.”

“ Abbott said that in the first of three messages, about 30 minutes before the school shooting, Ramos wrote, "I'm going to shoot my grandmother."

Shortly after, he wrote, "I shot my grandmother."

And finally: "I'm going to shoot an elementary school."

He allegedly sent similarly chilling text messages to a girl he met online describing how he had just shot his grandmother and was going to shoot up an elementary school.

The 15-year-old girl, who lives in Frankfurt, Germany, said she began chatting with Ramos on a social media app on May 9. She said she spoke daily on FaceTime with him and also communicated with him on other apps.

In their conversations, she said he asked about her life in Germany. "He looked happy and comfortable talking to me," the girl said. She said he told her he spent a lot of time alone at home.

There were other text messages, however, that alarmed her. In one case, she said, he told her that he "threw dead cats at people's houses."

She said she got the impression that he kept to himself.

"Every time I talked to him," she said, "he never had plans with his friends."

CNN's Isabelle Chapman, Curt Devine, Virginia Langmaid, Daniel A. Medina, Raja Razek, Paula Reid, Ed Lavandera, Casey Tolan and Jeff Winter contributed to this report.”

https://www.cnn.com/2022/05/25/us/uvalde-texas-school-shooting-salvador-ramos/index.html

THEN AS ALWAYS FOR ABOUT ONE YEAR, “ PIECE OF CAKE ALWAYS USING YOU “ DIRECTED AT ME.

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ORIGINAL POST BELOW:

* WHY SO MANY SWISS FLAGS TRACKED ? WHY SO MANY FOAM MACHINE MOLDS REVERSED ENGINEERED ?

THE SCHEMATICS WERE OFF THE SCALE, THE LIGHT GREY BACKGROUND WAS AS IF AN AIR DEFENSE SCREEN, BUT BEFORE THIS THE AREA COMPRISED OF SO MANY FLAGS AS THE ARIAL SHOT ZOOMED IN THE WHITE BOARDED AREAS, THEN ONE PHOTO OF BREASTS FROM THE SIDE, THEN ANOTHER ( UNRECOGNIZABLE-FLEASH COLORED ) THEN ON OR MORE UNRECOGNIZABLE FACES -I GHOUGH UKRAINE, THEN BACK TO SCHEMATICS OF A MACHINE AS IT WAS BEING BUILT, I THOUGH HEART SURGERY BLOOD TRANSFUSION AND THEN BACK TO APPARENTLY WHAT I WAS ‘ UNDER ‘ WITH GUIDANCE. ? ‘ AM BEING SHOT.’ EITHER I SAID IT OR SOMEONE ELSE DID.

WOKE UP I HAD BEEN CRYING, I” I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN CRYING, ” I TOLD NURSE.

SAME NURSE WHO TOLD ME TO PUT MY NECKLACE IN THE PLASTIC BOX WITH LID. SHOWED HER I DID NOT HAVE ONE.

FOUND OUT ABOUT SHOOTING IN TEXAS, ‘ SALVADOR ‘ WAS MENTIONED ON TRAIN UP TO SANTA FE FOR SURGERY. I WAS TALKING TO TWO PEOPLE FROM MINNESOTA, TEXAS TEC, SHE LIVED IN AUSTIN, TX FOR ABOUT NINE YEARS, HER NAME v. TOO AS FIRE PERSON I MET DAY BEFORE.

I KNEW I WAS RUNNING OUT OF MINUTES, THOUGHT I COULD MAKE IT TO 27 th. WITH DATA.

JUST REMEMBER SAME ‘ GAY ‘ MALE VOICE SCREAMING AT ME FROM ‘ DISTANCE ‘ ON PHONE “ I HAVE TO KNOW WHERE YOU ARE AT ALL TIMES YOU SON OF A BITCH !!” SO WITH THAT I DECIDED TO WAIT ON ADDING AIRTIME. ADDED IT DAY BEFORE SURGERY BUT, LOST IN TRANSLATION AS TO THE 25 OF MAY, SO THAT WAS SETTLED YESTERDAY, FOUND OUT ABOUT IT LAST NIGHT.

THAT GUY HAS BEEN CYBERSTALKING ME FOR ABOUT FOUR TO FIVE YEARS NO MATTER WHAT PHONE I HAVE.

MY SURGERY DATE WAS AT 1:30 ON THE 24 OF MAY, WOKE UP AROUND 3:00 ?

MAJOR ED DANES ASSOCIATES JUST OUSIDE OF FORT WORTH.

LAST COMIC TYPE OF SCREEN SCENE I SAW SEVERAL TIMES WAS LIKE A CARICATURE OF A BRAIN WITH A BLACK ANGLER ‘ U ‘  SHAPED WIRE MOVING AS IF TO ? GREY SCALE TYPE OF TEAL COLOR.

FOR HOURS I COULD NOT LISTEN TO MY IPOD IT MESSED WITH MY PAIN PILL AND MEDIOCRE MINDS, HATE LIKE UNM. THE I LISTENED TO THE MUSIC BY A COMPOSER WITH MY BIRTHDAY, FROM MY FATHER AND SAW THE WORLD IN SCHEMATICS BRIEFLY, WOULD OPEN MY EYES IF I WANTED TO CHANE THE VIEW…

THE SURGERY WENT WELL, I THINK. I PUT MY FEEBLE OLD BODY IN THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO PART MADE ME, MOSTLY; WOMEN. NO COMPLAINTS.

I WILL ASK WHERE MACHINE WAS MADE, AM WELL WITH IT AND ME BEING ‘ SCATTERED  ALL OVER THE WORLD, IN A SENSE.’ I OFFTEN WONDERED IF BLOOD ALONE COULD REGULATE ‘ PAIN LEVELS AND ADEQUATE T-CELLS AND OTHER, FOR PREDETERMINED TIME PERIODS WHILE UPING THE HYPOTHALAMUS “ the pain regulatory processes engaged in adaptation to stressful stimuli involve the CNS and the pituitary in variable proportions depending upon the nature of the stress. “

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/7059807/

ELECTRICITY; NATURAL.