IT'S A PRETTY LONG TAIL, BUT TRUE

FUNNY THING ABOUT FAMILY.................REAL FAMILY.

I HELD HER HAND UNTIL I CALLED HER DAUGHTER, LESS THAN AN HOUR BEFORE SHE PASSED.

A FEW DAYS BEFORE EVELN ABBOTT SMILED, FROM THE HEART, AND POINTED AT THE TREE IN FRONT OF US. THE LEAVES TWISTING IN THE BREEZ, GLEAMING; GLEEMERING BRIGHTLY. SHE TURNED HER HEAD SMILING.

WITH BREATH MAKING IT'S WAY TO WATERY SURFACED TROUBLED, LABORED SOUNDS, SHE SQUEEZED MY HAND, AND SMILED LOOKING AT THE CORNER OF THE CEILING AND WALL, SMILING AND HER EYES..............BRIGHTLY.

WITH MY ' OWN ' MOTHER, I SIGNED THE RIGHT TO DIE PAPERS WITH HER AND DOCTOR.

MY HAZEL EYES IN HER'S: MINE.

NEW MEXICO

I GAVE YOU SEVEN YEARS IN ' BLACK.'  NO ART. SPOKE THE TRUTH AND EXACTED LOVE IN A WAY FOR PEOPLE I NEVER KNEW AND AM CERTAIN I WOULD NOT OF LIKED.........WITH MY ART.

YOU DECIDED TO ' SELL METH INSTEAD.'


PEOPLE WILL DO WHAT THEY WANT, WE ARE ALL ANIMALS.

I SPOKE TO KENNETH R. SKAGGS TODAY " YOU ARE NOT IN THE SYSTEM." FUNNY THING, I SURE WAS A YEAR OR SO AGO.

JUST WANTED A NEW ASSAULT BAG, BOOTS THAT ARE WATERPROOF, BUT, NOT IN SYSTEM; LIKE HOMELESS SHELTER ( RESCUE MISSION ) WITH BLACK TOWER AND THE ' CROSS ' WITH IN, HERE IN EL PASO, TEXAS. MUST BE COCAIN.

I'M GOING TO SEE MY SISTER'S, MIGHT NOT MAKE IT ALL THE WAY TO AUSTIN, TX. I DID ASK TO SEE NURSE AT RESCUE MISSION. ANSWER WAS " NO."

DON'T LET ' TRASH ' RUN YOUR LIFE............' SEVEN YEARS.' A LONG TIME. THIS FEB 14, 2017 WILL BE TEN YEARS SOBER, I KNOW G_D IS ' OK ' WITH THAT, I QUITE ASKING FOR ' HIS ' HELP.







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