A FEW DAYS LATER

AFTERWARDS, ' ONLY THE HERD '

I DO NOT CARE IF ALL GAYS ARE KILLED OR PUT IN PRISONS GLOBALLY. I WILL EXPLAIN THIS I N A FEW LINES. THIS IS HOW I ' FEEL.'

I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO VISIT MY FATHER A FEW DAYS AGO AND WE TALKED. I LISTENED TO HIM, HE DID NOT LISTEN TO ME WITH ONE EXCEPTION THAT ' BROKE ' THROUGH THAT ' MEXICAN ICE,' EQUIVALENT  OF ' IVORY TOWERS,' NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH METH OR NEW LABEL OF HEROIN  ' EBOLA,' BY SOME OTHER NUT.

IT WAS MY COMMENT REGARDING THE VISITS TO THE HOLOCAUST FILMS AT A THEATER THAT I REMEMBER TO BE THE MASONIC LODGE ( OR PERHAPS THAT WAS ANOTHER VISIT LATER THAT EVENING ). " THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES," OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT. THOSE WERE REAL FOOTAGE, BIG SCREEN SHOWINGS OF WHAT HAPPENED BACK DURING AND AT THE END OF WW II.

THE ' ILLUSION,' AND PERHAPS FORETHOUGHT THAT I'M ALWAYS REMINDED OF, IS HOW CAREFUL ONE MUST ACT IN THE WORLD TODAY WHEN OTHERS DO NOT. REGARDLESS OF THIS THE VISIT WAS NICE. I DID HAVE TO SHOW HIM MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE MUCH LIKE A FOREMAN WORKING FOR BECK CONSTRUCTION IN AUSTIN, TX., ANOTHER ' MARIO ' WHO QUESTIONED MY ' IDENTITY.' I ALMOST GOT FIRED.

THE ' SPICS,' AS OPPOSED TO MEXICANS OR MEXICAN AMERICANS SEEM TO DERIVE A CERTAIN PLEASURE FROM THESE BEHAVIORS AS WELL AS THE ' SHEETS ' AND NIGGERS, AS OPPOSED TO THE GENERAL WHITE POPULATION AND THE AFRICAN AMERICANS, OF PICKING ON DEAD MOTHERS. NONE THE LESS, OUR MEMORIES DIFFER AND A FEW OTHERS WERE ' COMPLETED.' THE THRUST OF THE THIGHS, I COULD OF DONE WITHOUT AS I WALKED AROUND HIS LEGS IN ORDER TO LEAVE, ALSO. I HAVE NO IDEA AS TO WHAT THE MEANING WAS ( MEDICAL CENTER, ABOUT THE TIME THAT DAVE BERRY WAS SCREAMING SOMETHING ABOUT ' HILLBILLY ' AND ' BRICK LAYER,' ALBQ., NM., AFTER I LEFT I PICKED UP A BOOK OF POETRY BY COMBAT SOLDIERS AND WAS ASKED " WHAT WAS IN THE BOX? "BY A PERSON AT A YARD SALE ALONG THE WAY; ONE BLOCK FROM THE CENTER. A NEW SHRINK WAS MOVING IN THE OLD OFFICE THAT A CHILD/FAMILY COUNSELOR HAD DIED IN. I DO NOT KNOW WHO'S HYPNOSES WAS INTERTWINED WITH MY MEDITATIONS. BUT I DO UNDERSTAND TO AN EXTENT THE BULLSHIT THAT EX-CONS ARE FED, AND SOLDIERS. DURING THIS PERIOD, ANOTHER ' IMPLIED ' MEMORY, THAT WAS NOT MINE. TOO GROSS, AND COULD NOT TURN OFF UNTIL I MOVED VERY FAR AWAY FROM THE MED CENTER. BETWEEN A MAN AND A BOY. BUT, I DO KNOW THAT HYPNOTISE WAS USED, BUT CLIENT DOCTOR PRIVACY RIGHTS. HOW LEGALITIES, RANKS AND OTHER SHIT ALL REVOLVED AS ONE, I'LL NEVER KNOW. I HAVE NEVER LISTENED TO MOZART SINCE, BUT I DID QUITE A BABIES CRYS WITH MY ' MIND,' AND SHE THANKED ME, AT THE TIME.) BUT, THIS IS WHAT WAS BROUGHT TO MIND AND MEMORY.

IN AUSTIN,TX. A MAN IN LINE AT AN HEB TOLD ME THAT A 72 YEAR OLD MAN WAS TO BLAME FOR WHATEVER HE WAS TO BLAME FOR AND THAT ALL I HAD TO DO WAS LOOK IT UP WITH THE NEWSPAPERS.

AS THE WEEK CONTINUED, I ALSO VISITED FT. BLISS AND TWO ARMORIES TO TRY TO OBTAIN A LARGER BACKPACK, FOR I AM MOVING ON. I HAVE NO REAL WISH TO OWN A CELL PHONE ETHER, ON ACCOUNT OF ALL THE INVASIONS OF PRIVACY. THE COMPUTER, WHICH WAS HACKED OR SOMEHOW, ON THE FRINGES OF LEGALITIES, VISITED MORE THAN ONCE. IT IS NOT WORTH IT, PERSONALLY. NEEDLESS TO SAY, I WASN'T GIVEN A BACKPACK. THE COMPUTER WAS ' FIXED ' AGAIN, EVERYTHING WIPED OUT.

THEN, TODAY, I SIT OUTSIDE THE ' Y,' AND EMAIL MY FATHER REGARDING SOMEONE WHO IS IN NEED OF A SECOND LAWYER REGARDING AN IMMIGRATION ISSUE, JUST IN CASE, AND THE EMAILS GO ? THEY ARE SENT, AND ACKNOWLEDGED AS SUCH, BUT THEN A GUY IN A GREY TRUCK YELLS AT ME ' NO ME HABLES." SO THE GREAT WHITE ' SATIN,' TOOK SOME TIME TO POST THIS.

GLOBAL

BELOW IS A PHOTO OF A PIECE OF ART THAT HAS SINCE BEEN DESTROYED, ALONG WITH OTHERS, AND I WILL EXPLAIN HOW THIS WORKS. 

WHAT IS A CAPITAL?

' CAPITAL IDEA AT ALL COSTS ' REGARDLESS. ENVY?

EVOLUTION?

NO HEAD? GEE. ( HA! HA! INSIDE JOKE. )

NAVEL ON ONE ' CAPITAL.' THE OTHER? HUM, SE ( A ) ?

THE ' OTHER ' BENDING, GEE, HUM, COLOR SCHEME, NO WAIT, BLACK AND WHITE! REMEMBER WHEN YOU READ PAPER? GEE. " I FOUND YOU IN A DITCH." AT THE MOMENT, A BENT PIECE OF RE BAR ( ABLQ., NM ABOUT 2007? ).

WASHINGTON,DC? HUH?

WHAT COLOR ARE THE EYE'S WITHOUT A FACE, SORRY EDDY, AND THE SKY ABOVE WASHINGTON,DC.? UH, BLOOD PATHOGEN, OR MAYBE ULTRAVIOLET?

AND THAT PLANT THING WITH ' NEEDLES ( ? ),' GEE, HUM, WELL, HOW ABOUT AN AREA WERE THE WOMEN ARE SO BEATEN DOWN, BUT THE SINGLE ONES, ALWAYS MOVING, OTHER EXTREME IN THAT CLIMATE, ARE NO LONGER ATTRACTIVE ON BOTH EXTREMES; SUCH ARE MEN DRAWN TO DOMINANCE OF OTHERS IN THE ' WELL ' OF ENVY. RE DESIGN. MINUS ENVY?

WHAT WOMEN ARE JOINING TERRORIST GROUPS? IDENTITY ISSUES?

GEE, BUT OF WHOM?....HUM, GOSH, WONDER HOW LONG THAT FROG HAS BEEN THERE? POWER IN, OF CONTROL, BACKGROUND RED, LETS SEE.........FIRE?

DESERT, A LACK OF WATER?

HUMAN=ABOUT 70% WATER; CITY, ABOUT SAME, BUT WITH SUPER HIGHWAY, INTER NET, BOILING POINT.

CRITICAL MASS?

' CONTROL,' LITTLE BITTY PIECE OF ' YELLOW.' UMMM, ' CAUTION?'

IN THE SWEDE WATERS THERE'S A SUB BEING LOOKED FOR.

BOTH CAPITALS, US AND CANADA HAVE BEEN ' PLAYED ' WITH, IN REHEARSALS. THIS ALONG WITH TRAIN DERAILMENTS, BEFORE, AND WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE YEARS FROM TODAY, IT'S ONE GROUP OF ( ' STATES ' ) ' CORPORATION ( S ) ' REPLACING ANOTHER, THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, THAT WAS ' SOLD OUT,' BY CHILDREN, BUT IF YOU LOOKED ' BEHIND ' THEM YOU WOULD FIND ALL THE ' SPECIAL INTERESTS;' ALL ' LINES ' OF COMMUNICATIONS.

CONCLUSION.

EXCESSIVE COMPULSIVE AND INSTANT GRATIFICATION AT ANY AND ALL PRICES, THIS THE ' SELL OUT.'

LIGHTING STORM-EL PASO,TX 10-19-2014.

ALL I WANTED WAS A BIGGER BACKPACK
THAT WOULD BLEND AND LAST, BUT ' I'M
NOT A VET.'

IN THE UNITED STATES THE WEAKEST POINT IS THE AFRICAN AMERICAN YOUTH ' ROBBED ' OF ILLEGAL DRUG PROMOTIONS AND SELLS, FROM AN ' UN CARING ' SOCIETY THAT SOMEHOW SIDES WITH, AND IN FAVOR WITH A HOLLYWOOD WHO'S ' MISDIRECTION ' TO THE ROOT CAUSES OF ' YOUTH'S REBELLIONS ' IN OUR NATION'S CULTURES, TO BE THAT OF A LACK OF COMMUNICATION BETWEEN THE NEW ' GROUPINGS ' DEEMED ' NECESSARY FOR THE TOTALITY OF THE ' CLEANSING OF ' FAMILIA;' NOW, EVEN YOUNGER; OH HOW ' VIRTUAL.'

JUST NOT ENOUGH ' RAPED ' MINDS, I GUESS.

APPLE STORE

AT THE APPLE STORE, YESTERDAY, THE HELP WAS MORE THAN I'VE RECEIVED IN A WHILE, WITH EXCEPTION TO THE ' LINGERINGS ' OF THOSE EMPLOYEE'S WHO'S HANDS SWIPING THE COUNTER WHERE I SAT TO THE POINT OF TOUCHING ME. THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR AND ' UN PROFESSIONAL.' THE QUEENS STATEMENTS UNDER THERE BREATH " PASSWORD," AND ANOTHER THAT I WILL NOT MENTION ALSO IN CONJUNCTION WITH THOSE THAT ARE MENTIONED LATE AT NIGHT BY SOME OF THE ' CLIENTS ' AT THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE, WHO ARE ALSO TRYING TO HACK ANYBODY AND HAVE LONG HISTORIES OF ' GANG AFFILIATIONS.'

ALSO, WHEN I WAS EXPLAINING WHAT I HAD DISCOVERED AS FAR AS SECURITY GOES, I HAD TO RAISE MY VOICE TO THE PERSON " DO NOT LOOK AT MY PASSWORD." HE COMPLIED.

WE ARE LOSING OUR COUNTRY TO A BUNCH OF LITTLE SHITS THAT IF THEY SPENT MORE TIME AT WORKING, WHEN AT WORK, INSTEAD OF TRYING TO GET LAYED, WE WOULDN'T BE IN THE ' STATE ' THAT WE ARE IN. I CAN'T REALLY REMEMBER A TIME WORKING WHEN WE HAD THAT MUCH TIME WITH EXCEPTION TO LUNCH AND EVEN THEN.

OH, AND ED DAMNS QUIT, HE'S RETIRING. I GUESS I RVED IT. MIGHT POST THE NOTEBOOK PAPER WITH ALL THAT I REMEMBERED, AND THAT ' FEEDBACK ' THAT I HEARD WHILE I WAS RANDOM PUNCHING KEYS ON MY PHONE=FUTURE.

" PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE," AND THE OTHER I BELIEVE, WAS SOMETHING THAT WAS ONCE REFEREED TO WOMEN. " WHAM BAM, THANK YOU MAM."

BAM,BAM.BAM-HAWAII----FREEBEE.

THE FEEDBACK WAS INTERESTING, WAS IT THE RADIO ( ON THE WALL, PLUG IN TYPE WITH CORD, AND ' KNOBS ' ) OR WAS IT AN ANDROID? I MIGHT POST THAT PAGE OF ' PAPER.'

THE NIGHTMARE OF TIME IS REAL, AND BELIEVE ME MORE HAS BEEN LEFT OFF THE NET THEN WRITTEN, BECAUSE OF THE NEED OF ACCURACY. TIME PLACEMENT OF ' THINKING ' IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK AND VERY OFTEN WILL INCLUDE ' THE TROJANS.'