UPDATED 5 - 18 - 2015 ONCE AGAIN, UPDATED 5 - 17 - 2015, ' BLOWBACK ' TYING UP ' LOOSE ENDS '

' BLOWBACK '

I JUST CAN'T GET THAT ABSTRACT PAINTING OUT OF MY MIND, AND ALL THE ' AMERICAN VETERANS ' WHO TOOK ADVANTAGE OF 9/11 TO ' MAKE A FEW MORE DOLLARS.'

CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER OF BARTON PRINCE AND JOHN X. GONZALES, YEP, ALL THOSE " TUMBLE WEEDS AND RABBITS " IN THE DESERT THAT YOU, JOHN, AND BARTON " PROTECTED."

YOU SEE, ALL YOU ' STUDENTS AND VETS,' ' FACEBOOK ' IS MINE, EVEN AS I SPEAK,  IN THE FUTURE, AND ALL THOSE ' PHOTO'S ' OF BARTON'S STUDIO AND HIS AIRPLANE AND ABSTRACT PAINTING HANGING FROM THE CEILING......ALL THOSE YEARS AGO; YOU BOTH HIDING UNDER THE ' PRINCE'S AND UNION'S SKIRT'S ' ENJOYING ALL ' THE DRIPPINGS.'

COMMONALITY: BOTH, ' COMMUNICATIONS ' AND THE CITY KNEW IT ALL ALONG.

THERE ARE PEOPLE HERE IN THE UNITED STATES WHO ARE TRUE FUNDAMENTALIST BELIEVERS IN THIS COUNTRY, FROM OTHER COUNTIES, WHO ARE REAL ' PATRIOTS ' FOR THIS COUNTRY........ONLY. THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

Can you guess what the lighting is,
without ' expense ' to all children?

UNDERSTAND. ______________________________________________________




UPDATED 5 - 17 - 2015

I THINK ' 85 - ' 86, IT SNOWED IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM. MUCH
LIKE THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY. DIDN'T STICK THIS
TIME.

THE CLOUDS ROLLING ON OVER THE SANDIAS.

THIS IS ONE OF MY SEAHORSES
THAT WE INSTALLED AT A
SCHOOL. THE PIECE WAS PURCHASED
BY DR. DRAKE, A WEIRD WOMAN
WHO SOMEHOW ACHIEVED A
SENSE OF ART APPRECIATION
AND WELL, WHAT CAN I SAY ' SHE'
GAVE MY BABY AWAY TO ' KIDS,'
AND THEY NAMED ' FRED '
SNUFFUALGUFFALIS ! AND
THAT ONE I REALLY DON'T
KNOW HOW TO FUCKIN SPELL !

FIRST, I DECIDED TO POST THIS HERE FOR A VERITY OF REASONS, FIRST, I WITNESSED THE SMALL MAN WHO IS THE OWNER OF THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT CONTINUALLY HARASS MRS. EVELYN ABBOTT ABOUT SELLING HER HOUSE TO HIM, BUT UNTIL HER DEATH. THE FAMILY DECIDED THE NEAR FINAL ACTION REGARDING THE PURCHASE OF THE HOME TO PAY FOR HER STAY AT  THE WHITE DOVE ( THE NAME OF THE HOSPICE CENTER IS SPANISH ). I'VE EATEN AT THAT BUSINESS, OFF AND ON FOR ABOUT NEAR THIRTY YEARS.

I COULD GIVE EXACT QUOTES THAT SHE STATED, INCLUDING THE FEW ' POSITIVE ' REMARKS, I ALSO COULD GIVE EXAMPLES OF HOW THE RESTAURANT WAS USED TO ' MARKET,' WITH OR WITHOUT, THE OWNERS KNOWLEDGE OF ILLEGAL DRUGS, BUT WHAT SERVICE WOULD THAT SERVE ? POLICE INCLUDED, FREE MEALS AND, WELL, AGAIN, WHAT WOULD THAT SERVE.

TODAY I WAS ASKED TO " GET GOING " BECAUSE MR.           OWNED THE PROPERTY THAT SAGGIOS IS LOCATED ON, " I RENT TO ' THEM .' " I EXPLAINED THAT I ASK ONLY AFTER, I REALLY TRY TO, AFTER THE CUSTOMER HAS LEFT THE RESTAURANT. I ALWAYS STAY SEATED, NEVER ' APPROACH ' THE PEOPLE AND CHOOSE BY WAY OF BODY LANGUAGE AS TO WHO TO ASK. I TRY NEVER TO ASK SINGLE MOMS WITH CHILDREN, OR HIGH SCHOOL ' LOOKING ' YOUTH. THIS IS WHO I AM. SO I WAITED ANYWAY, AND ' LISTENED TO SOME OF WHAT WAS SAID INSIDE THE RESTAURANT. AND, NO, I DO NOT KNOW HOW THAT WAS POSSIBLE. BUT I DO KNOW, TECHNOLOGY.

THE CUSTOMERS LEFT SAGGIOS RESTAURANT WITH HEADS BOWED DOWN, MOST SADDENED AFTER MR.                ENTERED AND STAYED INSIDE.

NOW, I DID EXPLAIN THAT WHEN HIS SECURITY ( POINTED TO HIS INSIDE ' HEM ' THEN RAPIDLY ' APPROACHED ' ME WITHIN INCHES, AND ASKED ME TO LEAVE THE SIDEWALK OUTSIDE OF THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT, I TURNED MY HEAD. HE BACKED AWAY, AND I GOT UP, AND EYE TO EYE, I LEFT ) ASKED ME TO LEAVE I DID AND WENT TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STREET.

NOW, I DID NOT TELL MR.          THAT A HISPANIC MEMBER OF HIS SECURITY ( PSI OR PCI ) THAT I WAS TOLD NOT TO CLEAN MY BACKPACK IN THE RESTROOM BY THIS FRANTIC MAN, AS THE REAL CULPRIT WAS STILL IN THE STALL, FEET UP, NO DOUBT AND STILL, PROBABLY MASTURBATING. I WAS CLEANING OFF ICING FROM A CINNAMON ROLL. ALWAYS WASH YOUR HANDS BEFORE YOU TAKE A SHIT TOO. ANYWAY, THE SECURITY OFFICER WAS NEAR THE TRASH AND STILL MOUTHING OFF, AND MADE A SUDDEN MOVEMENT TO HIS SIDEARM, I SHIFTED MY WEIGHT RAPIDLY READY FOR, LETS SAY ' UPWARD AND TWIST,' HE LOWERED HIS ARM.

I TOOK THE BACKPACK TO THE TABLE I WAS AT AND CLEANED IT, THEN OUTSIDE.

IT'S NOT FUN TAKING A CRAP AND SOMEONE IS ' JERKING OFF,' MUCH LESS ANOTHER, WELL I GUESS ONLY HE KNOWS WHAT HE WAS DOING. HOLSTERS HAVE A VERITY OF ' MECHANISMS ' TO RELEASE THE WEAPON WHEN THE OWNER WISHES TO USE DEADLY FORCE.

NOW AS FAR AS HEROIN AND COCAINE, WELL EVERYONE KNEW WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE, BUT THEN AGAIN, I WAS JUST INTO BEER AND STAYED AWAY FROM THE OTHER SHIT.

A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO, I TOOK PART OF A NEWSPAPER THAT HAD THE HEIGHTS DETERMINED BY THE FCC WHICH INCLUDED ' DRONES,' TODAY AFTER THE DRONE THAT WAS FLYING AROUND THE INTERSECTION OF CENTRAL AND WHAT EVER STREET THE FRONTIER IS ON, I SAID " WELL, I COULD HIT IT WITH A ROCK BUT THEN I WOULD BE ARRESTED FOR TAKING DOWN AN OFFICER MUCH LIKE A K-9. HA ! " THE DRONE THEN APPROACHED ME AND I ALSO SAID " I DON'T WANT TO SCARE YOU, SO I WON'T SHOW YOU THE NEWSPAPER ( THAT I TOOK FROM A NEWSPAPER LEFT AT A TABLE INSIDE THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT, USA NEWS )." SO I GAVE IT TO A YOUNG LADY, SO THAT SHE COULD BE A " PART OF HISTORY." THE PATH TO MY MURDER.
AND, THAT I COULD BE CALLED A LIER ( HA ! ), I THINK THAT I SAID THAT OUT LOUD.

SHUSSSSSSSS, A BLACK SLEEVED ARM GRABBED THE ' DRONE ' RIGHT OUT OF THE AIR ! AN ACTUAL ALIEN ABDUCTION ! RIGHT HERE IN ALBQ, NM. !

IN ANY EVENT, I TOLD THE OWNER AND ' KING ' OF ALL THESE PROPERTIES AND ' PRODUCTS,' THAT I WAS GOING TO BE LEAVING TOWN IN ABOUT A WEEK, BUT MUCH LIKE HIS SECURITY, HE'S A ' JERK,' AND SO I'LL ASK FRANK, THE OWNER OF SAGGIOS.

THIS IS NOT A SUNFLOWER. THIS
IS PERHAPS THE FINEST EXAMPLE
OF RENAISSANCE ART THAT THE
ENTIRETY OF THE ' WEST ' HAS TO
OFFER IN THE FINEST OF ALBUQUERQUE
RESTAURANTS ON CORNELL ST.

IF YOU DINE THERE, YOU TOO CAN
ASK YOURSELF, " WHAT THE HELL IS
THAT ? "

I HAVEN'T A CLUE, BUT I HAD FUN
MAKING IT. I THINK, WELL SOME
FEMALE ' MUSE ' DID ANYWAY.

WHEN YOUR DOWN ON YOUR LUCK AND THE MAJORITY OF THE BUSINESS OWNERS ' SEEMINGLY ' SUPPORT CHILD ABUSE AND ' RAPE,' MUCH HOW NEW MEXICO WAS WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED IN 1980 ( NEW MEXICO NUMBER 1, THEN 2 IN THE NATION FOR RAPE, NOT SURE ABOUT SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE ) NOW YOU CAN SEE THE DIRECTION THAT THIS STATE IS HEADED FOR AGAIN.

FOR WHAT'S IT'S WORTH, THE YELLOW JACKETS THAT THE OWNER'S WIFE HAS WORN WHEN I HAVE BEEN ACROSS THE STREET, HAS REMINDED ME OF THE ' YELLOW PAINT ON THE PAINT BRUSH BEHIND THE DIRECTOR'S CHAIR AT MY FATHER'S RENTAL. BUT I DID NOT EXPECT THIS. MY FATHER'S LAST SET OF CHILDREN, ALSO SEXUALY ABUSED, MY BROTHER SAID FBI FOUND THEM, MY FATHER SAID HE FOUND THEM. I MENTION THIS ONLY BECAUSE, NOW AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, SOME OF THE POLICE HARASSMENT I NOW KNOW WHAT EVELYN ABBOTT WAS ' TALKING ABOUT.' I NEVER KNEW, EVEN BACK WHEN I WAS AT UNM.

I DON'T SELL ILLEGAL DRUGS, OR SEXUALLY ASSAULT PEOPLE; PROBLEM IS, MAYBE THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH TRYING TO ' GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE IN NEW MEXICO,' OR MAYBE THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT'S OWNERS AND PATRONS, BUT THEY HAVE ' OFFERED ' MONIES TOO AND NEVER DRUGS. GOSH, THEN I SPEND IT IN THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT ???

I AM NOT GREEK OR A DEMOCRAT, ' RADICAL ' OR OTHERWISE. I AM INDEPENDENT. I'M A BAD PEANUT AND TOO ' CONSERVATIVE.' I KNOW, I'LL WEAR MORE RINGS ! THAT'S IT ! OR ' SWOOSH MY LEGS IN FRONT OF THE OTHER IN AN EXAGGERATED FASHION, AFTER ' JOHN WAYNE'S,' ' EXAMPLES,' OR LA CAGE AUX FOLLES ? NA !

NOW THE SECURITY OFFICERS INTERACTION WITH ME, FROM LAST NIGHT AND WHEN I WAS ON THE SIDE OF THE BUILDING IS ON TAPE, BUT I'M VERY SURE NOW, GONE FOREVER.

THE IDEAS FOR THE FROG LEGS IS A GOOD RECIPE.

I HAVE DECIDED TO MOVE BECAUSE I CAN'T ' FORGIVE ' WHAT WAS DONE TO ME WHEN I REPORTED SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE, I WAS THERE, I HEARD, SAW AND DID THE BEST I COULD AS FAR AS CRIME AGAINST CHILDREN. THESE GUYS ( VETERANS ) COME BACK FUCKED UP AND THERE IS NO HELP FOR THEM, FROM THE VA ( AL-QAEDA ).

A CHILD, SEVEN YEARS OLD ASKED ME ' WHY DID YOU LEAVE, HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME WITH HIM ? ' THEN THE FATHER POINTING TO HIS HEAD AS HE LOOKED AT ME AT THE CORNER OF LA VETA AND ALICE ST. EVEN MY LAWYER STEVEN LAWLESS MADE LITTLE OF THIS, SO I POSTED IT.

AND ALL THIS BEFORE MEMORIAL DAY. I WILL BE IN THE SPOT I NORMALLY AM, AND IF CITY POLICE ASK ME TO LEAVE THEN I WILL. BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO ' BUY A GOOD REPUTATION.'


NOTE: IF YOU EVER WANT TO KNOW HOW FUCKED UP ' THE SYSTEM REALLY WAS ' LOOK AT ALL THE DATES FROM DIFFERENT SCHOOLS, STORES AND OTHER BUSINESS'S. CHANCES ARE THE DATES DO NOT ' MEASURE UP.' THAT WAS A NATION UNDER THE INFLUENCES OF COCAINE.

I DID LOOK FOR THE OWNERS LAST NAME AND PROPER SPELLING, AND GOT THE SURPRISE OF MY LIFE. I PRAY TO G_D THAT PICTURE IS NOT OF ME. THE SHIRT ONE OF TWO FAVORITE RED SHIRTS, NOW DESTROYED, AND THE OLD COWBOY HAT IS LONG GONE IN AUSTIN, TX. 2012. ONE YEAR WITHOUT A MUSTACHE OR SO ( 2003-'04 ), AND ALWAYS GETTING CARDED. BUT THEN I QUITE, ABOUT A YEAR LATER. AND ANOTHER FUCKIN KID ! HOW TO PROTECT THEM; ALWAYS GAVE MONEY TO THE KIDS, ANY CHANGE AND BILLS; WISH I NEVER GAVE TO ANY SHELTER. TORE UP LAST RECEIPT TO MISSION BEFORE I LEFT EL PASO, 2015. NEVER AGAIN.

IT'S NO LONGER IMPORTANT WHO THE ' LITTLE MAN ' IS; SAME THING EVERY PLACE YOU GO, MONEY AS ULTIMATE god FOR BALLS.

ALSO, BRITNEY, AND ALL THOSE YEARS AGO 2007-'08, I THINK, FOR ME BRITANNIA JEANS, ' ANOTHER OFFERING ' BUT ALSO A ' HOAX ' ( I'M SURE GEOMETRIC TOO, ALL THE WAY UP ) AND WELL, JUST NOT SAYING ANYMORE.

I DID LET THE SECURITY OFFICER WHO ' OFFENDED ' ME WITH A SEXUAL ASSAULT, WHAT I SAW, AND WHAT CAME TO MIND AS FAR AS BRITNEY WENT. HE SAID HE WOULD PASS IT ON.

YOUR EMPLOYEE'S ARE AN EXAMPLE OF WHO THE OWNER ' IS.' THANKS TO THE YOUNG LADY WHO CALLS ME BY MY NAME ' BART ' BY THE TORTILLAS. WISH I KNEW HER, BUT, I'M TOO OLD.

I WONT BE BACK. YOU CAN'T REPORT ANYTHING IN NEW MEXICO, OR EXPECT IMPROVEMENTS, I'VE LEARNED MORE THAN ONCE. AS FOR THE SECURITY OFFICER, I HAVE NO ' FEELINGS ' FOR WHAT YOU DID; ONLY ONE WOULD WALK AWAY IF BOTH ARMED. I'M NOT A ' SADIST.' I WILL ALWAYS ' GET ALONG,' WHILE LIVING, UNDER REAL LAW. I DON'T WASTE TIME IN ' REAL SITUATIONS ' WHILE CAMERAS ARE ROLLING. 

NOW WHO IS THE ' RESPONSIBLE PERSON ( S ) ' NOW ?
FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH, WHEN I THINK OF YELLOW, I AM REMINDED OF SUNFLOWERS, AND WHEN I WAS A KID.

NOT BARTON PRINCE EATING RANCH FLAVORED DAVID BRAND SUNFLOWER SEEDS, DON'T ASK ME WHAT I THINK HE ' THINKS ' ABOUT WHEN HE EATS THEM AND NEVER, EVER ASK HIM A QUESTION WHEN HE HAS A MOUTH FULL; ' VISUAL, ' EEEWWWWWW!

IF I TOLD OF ' ALL ' COINCIDENCES,' I COULD WATCH THE WORLD ' STOP.' child abuse... !!! !!! ' prefabbed generation. prove yourselves better to the ' lucifer ' that prefabbed you...you really ' control ' the value of all ' monies.'

UPDATED 5 - 18 - 2015

ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL

By Rick Nathanson / Journal Staff Writer

PUBLISHED: Monday, May 18, 2015 at 12:05 am

Copyright © 2015 Albuquerque Journal

For people who become annoyed at the sight of sign-wielding panhandlers along interstate access roads and at busy intersections – get used to it.

The panhandlers – some of them “professionals” – aren’t likely to go away any time soon, thanks in part to a city ordinance that makes it easier for them to do business.

Mayor Richard Berry acknowledged the challenge during a recent news conference in which he announced a new initiative to curb panhandling by asking people not to give money directly to panhandlers, but to instead donate to a United Way website where money will go to organizations providing services to the homeless and poor.

Homeless and pregnant, Linda Woods panhandles at the eastbound I-40 exit ramp at Louisiana. Despite the recent posting of a city 311 sign, she still collected almost $20 after two hours, about the same as before the signs were posted.

As part of the initiative, called “There’s a Better Way,” signs have been posted around Albuquerque with the website address as well as a plea to panhandlers, telling them to call the city’s 311 information phone line if they need help with food or shelter.

“I think it’s a good start,” said Pastor John Hill, executive director of the Albuquerque Rescue Mission.

“My take on it is, if panhandlers are really serious, they will take advantage of the city services. There needs to be a distinction between panhandlers and the homeless. Not all panhandlers are homeless, and some panhandlers are professional panhandlers. For those panhandlers who are homeless, the mayor gave them an opportunity to get the help they need, and they don’t have to stand on a corner asking for money.”

During a previous mayoral administration, Berry said, the city had a much more restrictive city ordinance that prohibited nearly all panhandling in public places. That ordinance, however, was challenged in state District Court by the American Civil Liberties Union.

In that 2004 lawsuit, explained Albuquerque City Attorney Jessica Hernandez, the ACLU claimed that the city’s panhandling ordinance “violated freedom of speech and due process rights. The court granted a temporary restraining order to stop enforcement of the ordinance.”

The city and the ACLU subsequently reached an agreement on changes to the law, she said.

Berry suggested that the modified and less restrictive ordinance, in part, has contributed to the proliferation of panhandling over the years.

In fact, the city’s ordinance is less restrictive than other nearby cities, including Denver, Tucson and El Paso.

Albuquerque’s current ordinance defines and prohibits “aggressive panhandling” and panhandling from sundown to sunrise in the Downtown “Arts and Entertainment District” and in the Nob Hill District, Hernandez said.

Other limitations include the prohibition of panhandling at designated bus and public transportation stops, as well as in public transportation vehicles, public transportation facilities and within 15 feet outside these facilities; in off-street public parking lots or public parking structures; outside sidewalk cafes; outside of banks or within 15 feet of automated teller machines; and on private or residential property without permission from the owner or occupant.

Neither are panhandlers allowed to interrupt the flow of vehicular traffic by entering into streets or intersections, though they are not prohibited from panhandling from curbs and medians as long as they do not obstruct the operation of vehicles, Hernandez said.

Other city approaches

The Journal checked with several nearby cities and found that all of them specifically ban aggressive panhandling. But there were significant differences beyond that.

In New Mexico, Santa Fe’s ordinances are very similar to Albuquerque’s, while Las Cruces’ ordinances are far more restrictive. Las Cruces prohibits panhandling in streets, intersections, medians and any public property in the city limits, said Udell Vigil, communications director for the city of Las Cruces.

In El Paso, panhandlers are not allowed to step out onto the roadway or solicit from medians, said Sgt. Chris Mears of the El Paso Police Department.

The city of Tucson, Ariz., does not allow soliciting of any kind from medians or street corners, said city spokesman Lane Mandle.

Denver prohibits panhandling in medians or on highway entrance or exit ramps, said Bennie Milliner, executive director of Denver’s Road Home, a city agency responsible for implementing the city’s 10-year plan on homelessness.

Panhandlers can still work street corners as long as they don’t step into the roadway, and they can panhandle on sidewalks, something that has become an annoyance to merchants and office workers in the city’s central business district, he said.

“We’re also seeing more panhandling in the suburbs because we’re seeing more poverty in the county,” Milliner said. “It’s not just an urban thing.”

Agency support

Berry’s initiative generally has the support of local agencies and organizations that provide services to the homeless and poor, many of which receive funding from United Way or the city.

Danny Whatley, pastor and director of The Rock at Noon Day, said he applauds the mayor’s approach and is “of the opinion that you don’t give homeless people anything that they can barter, especially money.”

People who give money to panhandlers “usually do it out of guilt,” he said. A better alternative is to give them a “goodie bag,” containing things like snacks and bottled water.

Dennis Plummer, chief executive officer of Heading Home, a nonprofit that finds homes for the most medically vulnerable and chronically homeless, said he would not try to dissuade anyone from giving money to panhandlers; “however, I do know that when we combine our resources, we can have the greatest impact for social change.”

Pastor Hill of the Albuquerque Rescue Mission points out that national studies have found only a small percentage of people who panhandle are homeless.

One such study, published by the Office of Community Oriented Policing Services, part of the U.S. Department of Justice, said that “Contrary to common belief, panhandlers and homeless people are not necessarily one and the same,” and among homeless people, “only a small percentage of them panhandle, and only a small percentage of panhandlers are homeless.”

The report further concluded that panhandlers are “not interested in regular employment, particularly not minimum-wage labor, which many believe would scarcely be more profitable than panhandling.”

Not all onboard

One person not convinced the mayor’s initiative is better is Jeremy Reynalds, founder and chief executive officer of Joy Junction, the state’s largest homeless shelter. Unlike most other homeless shelters and programs, Joy Junction does not receive government or United Way funds.

“It is a bumper-sticker simplistic answer to a complex problem, and it doesn’t address the problems faced by hungry panhandlers on the street,” Reynolds said. “Some of them may have post-traumatic stress, some may be sex offenders or have mental health issues, some may have addictions or warrants, and others simply may not be able to fit into the structured rules imposed at meal sites or shelters.”

Hinder their ability to collect money from people, he said, and you impede their capacity to feed themselves.

Further, he maintained, the people answering the 311 information line are not familiar enough with the organizations that assist the homeless and poor. He also pointed out that the 311 line is not answered after 9 p.m., or 6 p.m. on Sundays.

As an experiment, Reynalds said he had several Joy Junction employees call the 311 line and give different fabricated stories about their situations. The 311 operators were well-intentioned, he said, but referred them to organizations that were inappropriate based on their stories.

“We always appreciate the work done by Mr. Reynalds and Joy Junction, and I have personally supported their work in the past,” Berry said in response. “Unfortunately, Mr. Reynalds has a track record of quickly discounting our initiatives to help the homeless in our community – including his sharp criticism of Heading Home when we started in 2011.”

That program has since placed more than 481 of those most in need in housing, according to the city.

The $5 that a motorist hands to a panhandler, Berry said, “will feed 20 people” if instead donated to a nonprofit that feeds the hungry.

“The status quo just isn’t good enough anymore, and I want to facilitate a better way, but we can’t tackle such a complex and sensitive issue without our entire community joining the effort,” Berry said.

Early signs

It’s too early to tell whether the mayor’s initiative will curb panhandling – and panhandlers themselves are getting mixed results.

“A lot of drivers point and tell me, ‘Look at the sign,’ ” said 25-year-old Linda Woods, who was standing near a 311 sign along the eastbound Interstate 40 exit ramp at Louisiana. She was holding her own placard that stated that she’s homeless and pregnant.

The amount of money she received from passing motorists after nearly two hours – almost $20 – was about the same amount she collected before the 311 signs were posted. Still, she said, “I don’t like the idea of it.”

Ernest Rosales was at the I-25 northbound frontage road at Jefferson, a 311 city sign towering above him as he held his own placard asking for help. He is nearly 67 and said he has cancer.

“I’ve been here since 9 a.m., about five hours, and have maybe $8 or $9 in my pocket,” Rosales said. “Before these signs went up, if I was out here for five or six hours, I’d have $30 to $40, enough to get a (motel) room for the night,” which he prefers to the shelters.

“These signs are not meant for me. I called 311 and they told me to go to the Albuquerque Rescue Mission. I already know about the Mission; I didn’t need them to tell me that. These signs are more for the drivers, to tell them not to give me money. To me, it feels punitive.”

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UPDATED 5 - 16 - 2015, UPDATED 5 - 15 - 2015, TRUTH

UPDATED, BUT AGAIN 5 - 16 - 2015

Also, MAY 7, 2015 POST may be of particular interest now, and also one that was deleted or hacked ' blowbacks a bitch. ' The cnn story and Reuters; the investigation of the recent train crash, and the plane crash on the highway, keep up with these.

The relation for me is this, police years ago were called to my house on Alice st. I didn't call them. a neighbor did. when gunshots were really fired in the neighborhood, the people who called police and they showed up at my doorsteps, did not ' call police ' when the real thing was actually happening. the ' background ' of my ' mind ' recorded the voices in the ' ether,' running commentaries and ' studding ' as to how the neighborhood ' reacted. How Americans really ' reacted,' what they did in real life.

One of the ' voices ' was not American. when you look at the photos of the ' shots ' written down on calenders and scrapes of paper, about the same time a year or so before the mesa killings; ' they ' were learning.

The train wreaks before I left for Hawaii, ' dry-runs ' for terrorist actions. why? accidents now, then ' cowed behavior ' no one even wants to watch news. why would anyone want alot of people to stay at home. break it down, age groups, in relation to ' money ' and accessibility, but this just ' cash,' something is missing....? gender?

Women control alot of money, more women out than men, growing rate along with birth rates, all taken into account, ' for benefit for whom ? '

NEW HOME GROWN. - CASH KEPT, LINE OF ACCEPTABLE CREDIT ' PROFIT,' KEPT STATEWIDE, REST SHIPPED OVERSEAS, WHY ? EXCHANGE FOR ' NEW ' TECH TO BATTLE WITH OUR GOVERNMENT'S TECH. INTEL MORE VALUABLE THAN ILLEGAL DRUGS. ' ILLEGAL DRUG MONEY ' JUST ' CASH FLOW IN BILLIONS, POWER ( hundreds of years of billions of dollars ) IS IN ' TOPPLE.' US, THE USA.

SO SIMPLE. - THEN GREED, FURTHER DOWN THE ROAD. " WHAT IS HIGH WILL BE LOW, LOW WILL BE HIGH," REALLY ?

A POLICE CAPT. WHO WANTED TO WORK FOR THE FBI, DID NOT LIE TO THE FAIR HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD ASS. WHEN HE COMPARED ANOTHER NEIGHBORHOOD RIDDLED WITH DRUGS, YOU KNOW, SUCH AND SUCH STREET " COULD BE THE FAIR HEIGHTS."

THIS IS THE SAME THING, HOW MANY FENCE JUMPERS, AIRPLANES AND PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY GOT INTO THE WHITE HOUSE ? THIS IS NO JOKE.

IS BUSINESS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR ' FREEDOM ? '
WHY IS ' BUSINESS ' RAISING YOUR KIDS AND TEACHING THEM BASED ON ' RESULTS ' BOUGHT BY WHAT AMOUNTS TO BE ONLY ' GLOBAL BUSINESS INTERESTS ? '

TERRORISM IS A ' BUSINESS,' MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT THIS; PAY ATTENTION TO THE ACCIDENTS. THE ACCIDENT THAT IS SUCCESSFUL, WITHOUT ' REPRISALS ' IS AN ACT OF TERRORISM AND WAR. 

ONE PLANE, NO FIGHTER JETS, SECOND PLANE, NO FIGHTER JETS, THIRD PLANE, FIGHTER PLANES, MOST GROUNDED, FORTH PLANE: ACCIDENT, UNRELATED.

BOOM, WELL, BOOM IS JUST THAT, IS'NT IT ? LOOK IT UP.

IF, ONE PLANE, ONE SECTION OF BUILDING, ALOT OF FIGHTER PLANES..................ALLAH CAN WAIT ANOTHER DAY. JUST AN ' ACCIDENT.' GET IT ?

THEN DOUBLE THE IMPACT, IF NOT TRIPLE IT, LATER.

AT STATIONS ALWAYS, IN THE UNITED STATES.

IT'S YOUR GOVERNMENT, NOT JUST THE PRESIDENT'S OR CONGRESS.

Now, having said all that, when I arrived in El Paso, Tx. '09 at my brother's house, " Bart, I thought you were dead ! " Karl said. Gee, Wilickers ! Who told him ? Why ? How come ? Why was my rent reduced ? Why did the Police officer ( retired ) go inside my house and almost get himself shot ? Gosh, Superman, your just no god damned good for nothing !

So, y'all start paying attention to ' accidents,' ' uh sorry Mr. President, I thought they were ' poodles ' and the alligators were fiberglass, but not ' real ' ones in uniform.' OR, IS THAT A MASONIC DEAL TOO ?

If you got one or two bad apples, then what the hell are you afraid of COPS ?  

 ORDERS ?

NOW, FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT:

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

JUST AN IDEA FOR THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT'S WINDOWS OUTSIDE, " I CAN'T GET OFF THIS FLOOR ! " BUT OF COURSE, TO BE TRULY WEIRD, YOU HAVE TO THINK LIKE AN OLD FOGGY. LUCIDITY IN ' RESPONSE ' ON THE WINDOWS WOULD BE ' EXPECTED,' OF COURSE. WHAT ? THE MUSIC !!!!!

SEE, GIVE A MONKEY A COMPUTER AND THIS IS WHAT YOU GET. BUT WHY 

AUSTIN ? WHEN I MOVED TO ALBUQUERQUE YEARS AGO, I THOUGHT THERE WAS SOMETHING FAMILIAR, MONKEYS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME AND NO SQUIRRELS, SHIT ! OF COURSE, YOU COULD START ' PRINTING ' MONKEY PRINTS UP AND DOWN THE SIDES OF, WELL, JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING GLOBALLY. HEY ! THAT'S THE SPIRIT, MAYBE WE CAN FOOL HER ! HA ! YA MAN ! ………OH MY G_D ! MONKEY PRINTS EVERYWHERE ! EVERYWHERE ! AHHHHH, HAAAAA, HAAAAAAA, HA ! I

IF ONLY WE HAD AN IDEA AS WHAT TO ENTERTAIN OURSELVES WITH OTHER THAN ' MIRRORS.' WHY NOT OUR FOOTPRINTS !

SO, LETS SEE, I KNOW, LETS THIS DO ! MONKEY PRINTS THAT SOMEHOW TRANSFORM INTO ' HUMAN ' THEN CHICKEN PRINTS ! OH, OH, OH, HOLLDDD, THE HORSES, CALM DOWN, CALM, CALM,BREATH IN THE CLOUDY, AH SHIT ! CLARITY ! THAT'S IT ! CLEAR ! CLARITY ! BREATH ! BREATH ! BREATH ! AHUGHHHH, AH G_D DAMN IT, G_D ! CAN'T SAY DAMN ! HYPER VENTILATING, AHHHHHHH, BREATH, BREATH, OH KNOW, I NEED A BAG, ' HEY LADY ! ' COME HERE ! WAIT ! CLARITY ! ?………….SHIT !

ALRIGHT, OK, NOW WHERE WAS I, HUMM, UMMMM, I KNOW WHATS LETS DO, LETS DO THIS, OSTRICH FOOT PRINTS ALL OVER THE ' NEW DOWN TOWN ! ' YA ! A ' NEW DOWN TOWN ' TO REFLECT THE ' NEW ' OUTLOOK ON A ' NEW ' GENERATION THAT REFLECTS ' OUR ' ' NEW POLISHED ' IDEAL AS TO WHAT WE, THE ' NEW MONKEYS ' WILL ONE DAY, VERY NEAR TO THAT ONE DAY, OH SO CLOSE IT'S AH COMING DOWN THE ROAD, THE ' NEW ' BEGINNING AND REPLENISHMENT OF OF OLD ' IDEAS ' , AH SHIT ! CAN'T SAY THAT, HUM, LET'S SEE……….UM……..' THE OLD BEGINNING THAT ALMOST BEGAN ! '

THE OLD BEGINNING THAT ALMOST BEGAN IN AN ICONOCLASTIC NEW BEGINNING ! THAT'S IT ! I KNOW I'M RIGHT AND EVERYONE ELSE IS WRONG, AFTER ALL THEY'RE ONLY MONKEYS, ( ADVERB INSERTION HERE ) SPEAKING.

I WONDER IF THAT'S ' CORECT ? ' SOMETIMES AN AIRPLANE PROP IS JUST AN AIRPLANE PROP, NOT A ' BANANA.' WEIRD, HUH ?

IF I CAN'T LIVE IN AUSTIN, TX. MIGHT AS WELL MAKE ' OTHER ' PLACES A BIT MORE LIKE AUSTIN, TX.

MIGHT DO A ' SPAGHETTI WESTERN ' TODAY, THAT IS BREAKFAST AT THE FRONTIER RESTAURANT THEN DINNER AT SAGGIOS. GEE, I HAVE A NEW DISH FOR SAGGIOS, TWO FROG LEGS, ONE ROLL AND AN EGG IN THE HOLLOWED OUT CENTER OF THE ROLL, LEGS AT THE SIDE ( GRILLED, OF COURSE, LIGHTLY SALTED ( SEA ( THE REAL SEA, NOT RIO GRANDE ) SALT WITH GARLIC ) WITH MARIA NARA SAUCE, CUP OF COFFEE, GRAPE OR ORANGE JUICE. UMMMM. AND COFFEE, COFFEE, THEN WATER, A LITTLE MORE COFFEE THEN ORANGE JUICE TOPPING IT ALL OFF. OH, YEH! MAYBE A COUPLE MORE LEGS WITH A FREE SAMPLE OF GREEN CHILE SAUCE OR STEW, WAIT, THAT'S THE FRONTIER. OH WELL, THAT'S COMPETITION FOR YA !

HEY ! I KNOW WHAT'S LETS DO, BACON LEGGED ( FROG ) TACOS ! HUH, HUH ! AND GREEN CHILIES, AND WE CAN CALL THEM ' THE CHEERLEADERS ! ' I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING, WELL OF COURSE THE FROGS WERE ' ADULTS ! ' HOW DARE YOU ! DO YOU THINK WE'D SPOIL THIS DISH, MOST ESPECIALLY WITH GREEN CHILI INCLUDED ? ! ? !

MAN, JUST IMAGINE IT, HEY ! GIMME 'A ORDER OF ' CHEERLEADERS !,' AH, HELL GIMME ONE MORE TA GO !

JUST MIGHT WORK!

COPYRIGHT 5-16-2015 J. BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III

UPDATED 5 - 15 - 2015

I WROTE THIS A FEW DAYS AGO, AND WHILE I FEEL FOR BRANDENBURG'S PROBLEMS, I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER WHAT THE HELL THE MAYOR WAS THINKING WHEN HE LET THIS CITY FALL SO FAR BETWEEN THE CRACKS. MUST BE HIS NAME. DOWNTOWN IS TRASHED ALONG WITH ABOUT HALF OF CENTRAL AND SAN MATEO, SAN PEDRO AND SO MUCH MORE OF THE CITY TO THE DRUG TRADE; ALL GONE. AND IF YOU WANT TO GO TO THE LIBRARY, WELL WELCOME TO ' THE HOMELESS SHELTER.' NOT TO MENTION IDIOT'S WHO MIMIC PKW WHEN HE ' EATS.' PROBABLY UNDERCOVER, OR THE UNDERWORLD'S ' IMITATION ' PIGS, THE TRUEST ACTUALITY OF DESCRIPTIONS DEPICTING THE WORST OF ' COPS.'

THIS MORNING, DID VISIT A VET CENTER AND MET SOME ' RIDERS ' WHO WERE GOING ALL THE WAY TO DC, THE VIETNAM MEMORIAL, ' THE WALL.' FOR ONCE, SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE AT THAT CENTER. BATTERY ON PHONE DEAD, SO NO PICTURES, BUT WILL POST SOME LATER BEFORE I LEAVE TOWN, I HOPE.

BUTT WORMS

WELL, LET ME TELL YOU, ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO, IS JUST SWELL, PARDON THE PUN,. I ESPECIALLY ENJOY THE LOOK RIGHT, LOOK LEFT, ' ENGRAVINGS ' ON THE DOWNTOWN STREETS, WITH EXCEPTION TO THE ONE WHICH REALLY ENGAGES THE MIND'S WANDERINGS OF LATE, ' LOOK UP, LOOK RIGHT, LOOK DOWN, LOOK LEFT, ' ONLY TO FIND THAT THE WALK SIGN IS NOW FLASHING RED AND STOP. WELL, NOW YA GOTTA DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN TO AVOID THE TICKET. SO BE CAREFUL, THIS IS NOT SANTA FE, WHERE YOU HAVE TO AVOID THE REMNANTS OF THE GERIATRIC WARD'S FAVORITES ON WHEELS; THOSE DAMN ELECTRIC WHEELCHAIRS AND ALL OF THEM FOREIGN DRIVERS, IT SEEMS. THIS IS NEW MEXICO, EMPHASIS ON ' NEW.'' BUTT WORMS.

THE SPRING AIR IS ' RIPE ' WITH THE SENT OF THE YOUNG WOMEN AND ' PERIWINKLES ' IN TOW, SOMETIMES NOT, SOMETIMES JUST, WELL, YOU KNOW, DOING WHAT THEY DO SO WELL, CIRCULAR PANDERINGS ' ALOUD ' WITHIN THE EVER LONG, EVER SEARCHING FOR ' THAT ONE TAIL ' LOST SO MANY EONS AGO, LEFT TO  BUT, PARDON THE PUN, A GATHERING OF MEMORIES, SO MANY ' REDUNDANCIES ' AS TO WHY DID ' WE ' ( ' THEY ' REALLY ) EVER COME DOWN FROM THE TREES IN THE FIRST PLACE? WOMEN ! I OFFER, THEY THEN EXCLAIM, ' G_D NO ! ' WHY THEN ? I HEARD THIS POOR SOUL ASKING HIMSELF AS HE PLOWED THROUGH TRAFFIC FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON. MUST BE AN ARTIST. YOU KNOW HOW THEY ARE. 

OR, MOST PROBABLY ' THEY WERE ' JUST DROPPED ' FROM THE SKY'S, AS FOR WHY, WELL, HUM, UMM, I GUESS THE POWERS THAT BE, ' WASTE NOT WHAT'S WHAT THAT IS ' WHAT ? ' ……I GUESS. COULDN'T FLY, SO, I GUESS IT REALLY WAS WOMEN, OR ' ALIENS ' DIDN'T WANT 'EM. BUT ARTIST, REALLY ?'HEY, LOOK ! ANOTHER SKULL ! WOW ! ANOTHER ONE ! HEY MOM, LOOK !!!!! " I WANT ONE MOM, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE ?!?! THEN ONLY TO HEAR, " HONEY, YOU ALREADY HAVE ONE ! " " AWH, SHIT ! MOOOOOOMMMMM ?! " " BART !!!!! "

" FINE !, I'LL JUST BUILD MY OWN ! " " AND IT'AL BE ORIGINAL, TOO ! YOU JUST WAIT, YUP, YOU JUST WAIT, I"LL MAKE SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE ! " ' YOU JUST WAIT, I'LL TEACH YOU, UH HUH ! '

SO MANY LIVES SPUN IN DIFFERENT IDEALS AS TO WHAT IS THE REALIST FORM OF WHAT, JUST IS A ' HUMAN ? ' WELL I DON'T KNOW, I THINK WOMEN, MAYBE, BUT I'M PROBABLY WRONG, USUALLY AM, THEY TELL ME THAT ' ALL THE TIME.' THE WOMEN. BUT, I THINK , THAT MAYBE IF THE SIGNS ON THE PAVEMENT ARE TURNED JUST EVER SO SLIGHTLY TO THE RIGHT, MAYBE ABOUT 25 DEGREES ( WHAT EVER THAT IS ) , THEN MAYBE THE PEOPLE ' THINGS ' WON'T RUN INTO EACH OTHER. COULD WORK, I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE, WELL IF YOU GAVE IT SOME THOUGHT THEN IT MIGHT WORK; COULD,…..MAYBE ? OR, BUTT WORMS ?

SO, I WAS WONDERING IF WE ALL PITCHED IN, THEN MAYBE WE COULD TEACH LAWYERS AND ' ARTISTS,' TO DRIVE. I KNOW, SEEMS A SOMEWHAT ' FAR-FETCHED ' GIVEN THE IDEAL OF THE ' MINDS ' NATURE, FORESIGHT AND ALL; WHY WOULD A LAWYER EVEN WANT TO DRIVE IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHEN GIVEN THOUGHT, IT SEEMS SOMEWHAT REDUNDANT; STATISTICS AND ALL THAT, YOU KNOW. HAVEN'T YOU ALREADY BEEN THERE? JUST THE ' IDEA ' OF SUCH THINGS!  DRIVING, INDEED!  HOW OLD ARE YOU REALLY ? ' IF YOU THOUGHT ABOUT IT, THEN YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE IT ! ' THE MEN IN SKIRTS USED TO SAY, NOT SURE IF MASONIC OR PRIESTS, BUT, IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THEY JUST MIGHT BE RIGHT ? SHIT! HAS ANYONE TOLD THE SCIENTIST ? GOSH ! THOSE DAMN MONKEYS AND THEIR ' BUTT WORMS ! ' 

WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE LOOKING AT, ANYWAY ? GUESS IT WAS ME, THE REAL ARTIST, THE REST ' FELL.! ' HA, HA ! LOOK UP !

AS FAR AS THE TECHNIQUES THAT WERE USED AGAINST ME ( FROM ABOUT 2005 - ? ) IT WAS JUST ABOUT MONEY AND LAND, CHILDREN WERE JUST ' LEVANT,' IN THE END, IT WILL HAVE ' STATED " THAT IT WAS ONLY ( HOW ABOUT ) A CELL PHONE," THIS FROM OUTSIDE MY BEDROOM WINDOW ON ALICE STREET, I JUST USED MY ' MIND.' THE RECORDING WAS ' LISTENED ' TWO AND NOTHING WAS HEARD ON MY END ( " PLAY THE TAPE AGAIN,"-A FEMALES VOICE ). HOW ANY OF THEIRS ' GETS PLAYED ' IN THE FUTURE IS ANYBODIES GUESS. I DON'T LIKE POLITICS, MUCH LESS MAFIA, OR PUNK ' NETWORKING ' FOR THE HIGHEST BIDDER, AGAINST OUR COUNTRY, THE USA. KILL ' THEM ' ALL........THAT IS WHAT I THINK. NOT EACH OTHER, YOU DUMB FUCK POLICE ( WHO MIGHT BE VETS ), OR IS ' SONNY'S ' ( YOUR SON'S AND TATTOOED DAUGHTERS ) MONEY TO BIG ? FUCK'IN ' SELL-OUTS,' TERRORISTS ! WHERE WILL ALL THAT MONEY EVENTUALLY GO? DUMB ASS POLICE! THINK IT THROUGH !

KEEP IT UP, AND EVERY MEXICAN WILL BE ' SEEN ' AS ARAB INSURGENTS. ARE YOU THAT ' DUMB ? ' ' SPICS ' SURE ARE ! AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT THE ' SALT OF THE EARTH.'

LEARN FROM THESE DUMB SHIT ' WHITES,' DON'T BE THEM !

______________________________________________________

 THIS CIRCUS IS COMING TO AN END. THE MASONIC DUMB ASS WHITES, MEXICAN AND AFRICAN AMERICAN, NOT TO MENTION ALL THE SHELTER HEADS THAT I'VE COME IN CONTACT WITH AND ALL THERE DESIRES AS TO ' PROPERTY,' ' RIGHT OF WAYS,' AND ALL ELSE THE MAFIA, INCLUDING SOME POLICE, EX-FRIENDS AND ALL OTHERS, INCLUDING FAMILY, WHO HAVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH MURDER. ALL COMING TO AN END.

IN EL PASO, I SPOKE TO A DETECTIVE WHO INFORMED ME THAT YOU FIRST HAVE TWO MAKE A REPORT WITH A PATROL OFFICER ( THEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THE RESIDENTS OF THE SRO, MISSOURI STREET RESIDENTS, OR ANYONE ' ELSE ' IN THEIR ' COMPANY.' ) THEN HAVE ALL COMPLAINTS INVESTIGATED. SO RAY OF THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER WON. WHEN I FIND THE CARD WITH THE CITY'S WHITE WHORE WHO I SPOKE WITH, I'LL POST IT.

I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO EXPECTATIONS THAT ANYTHING THAT CONGRESSMAN O'ROURKE DOES WILL MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE AT ALL.

THE SAME GOES FOR THE VETERAN'S ADMINISTRATION, AND VETERANS IN GENERAL.

AS FAR AS ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO GOES, NOTHING HAS REALLY CHANGED OTHER THAN THE CITY HAS GONE FURTHER INTO DECLINE. CAN'T EVEN SEE A LAWYER. SO THE REMAINING PAPERWORK WILL BE DESTROYED.

THE NAME CHANGE. TO GIVE BACK MY FATHER'S NAME, I WILL AT LEAST TRY TO START HERE IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO.

THIS BLOG, I WILL START TEARING DOWN BY TEN POSTS AND PUT THEM INTO DRAFT. THERE WILL BE NO MORE COMMUNICATION WITH ANY CONGRESSMAN FOR ANY REASON. I CAN'T THINK OF ANY REASON TO BE PROUD OF BEING AMERICAN............I GUESS, I FINALLY SAID IT. WHEN EVERYBODY IS WORKING AGAINST YOU.

THE ONE COLLEGE IDEA FOR VETERANS I WILL LEAVE UP.






FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH

IT IS BETTER NOT TO LEARN TO MUCH ABOUT YOUR PARENTS. I HAVE LEARNED TOO MUCH ABOUT MY FATHER. IN A POST THAT NO LONGER REMAINS ON THE NET, I POSTED " I FUCKED THE SON LIKE I FUCKED THE FATHER." I MET THAT PERSON, AND NOW SHE IS IN THE SAME ' ELK ' AS MY FATHER. I FEEL VERY SORRY FOR MY HALF SISTERS.

MY FATHER IS ' COHERENT ' AT ' WILL;' HIS. ENOUGH SAID. I'M SURE MONEY IS AT ROOT OF EVERYTHING. HE HAS ALWAYS FELT THAT HIS FAMILY SHOULD ' WAIT ' FOR HIM, AND I'M TELLING YOU, AT ANY ' COST.' I GUES THAT'S THE MEXICAN WAY.

AS FOR CHILD ABUSE, ESPECIALLY SEXUAL, IF YOU RUN INTO IT, YOU HAVE TWO CHOICES, SHOOT HIM/HER, OR REPORT IT AND WALK AWAY. HOWEVER, IF IT IS A VETERAN, YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY AND YOU WILL MOST PROBABLY BE ' FIGHTING ' A GOOD NUMBER OF HIS/HER FRIENDS.

WHEN I WAS YOUNG, MY FATHER TOLD ME HOW ANGLO SAXONS WERE, AND I HAVE LEARNED FOR MYSELF, I GUESS IT'S JUST ' THEIR WAY.' I SUPOSE HE KNEW BEST. I HAVE AN OLD NAVY PHOTO OF HIM WITH HIS ' BUDDY,' I'LL POST IT WHEN I FIND IT. I WILL NOT TAKE IT WITH ME.

THE RF SHIT IS HOW YOU LOST YOUR YOUNG, YOUR COUNTRY; ALL YOUR RIGHTS, IT'S JUST AN EMPTY GLASS WITHOUT BOTTOM; REDUNDANT. THE TRUE ' EMPEROR,' WITHOUT CLOTHES, THE ' MOB.' AMERICA HAS MADE HERSELF ' RIPE FOR THE PICKING, BY HER YOUTH.'

IN THE END, I HAVE HAD EVERY BIT OF INFORMATION OF AND ABOUT ME GONE THROUGH BY SHELTERS, THIRD PARTY VA, VA WHITE WHORE, LABOR COMPANIES, PICTURES TAKEN IN BATHROOMS, SHOWERS, MEDICAL RECORDS REQUESTED, STOLEN, THEN LOST, AND IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON, AND I SEE NO END IN SIGHT.

DO NOT TRUST VETERANS AT ' FIRST GLANCE.' THEY WILL KILL YOU, OR STEAL FROM YOU; EVERYTHING YOU HAVE. KEEP YOUR CHILDREN AWAY FROM THEM, UNTIL YOU KNOW THEM. AND IF YOU ARE LIKE ME, NEVER LET ONE OF THEM PUT A CHILD ON ONE OF YOUR SCULPTURES, JUST SAY ' NO.'

EVEN IN THE LIBRARY EMMA F. IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM, THE PKW THING STILL GOING ON AND ONE OF HIS ' ARAB ' BUDDIES VISITING. JUST DO NOT TRUST THEM UNTIL YOU KNOW THEM, NOT JUST FOR ' VET ' SAKE; THE SAKE OF BEING A VETERAN.

OH, GOT CANCER NOW. THIS FOR DUMB BLACK DOCTOR AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. I TOLD YOU.

THE ' MOLE ' THAT I SHOWED
THE DOCTOR, CAME OFF AND
WAS A BLOODY MESS. THE BLACK
DOCTOR WORKS FOR THE OPPORTUNITY
CENTER IN EL PASO, TEXAS.

BUT, I KNOW WE " WHITE PEOPLE
SMELL " AND WE ALL LOOK ALIKE,
AND " WER'E NOT SURE WHAT CANCER
LOOKS LIKE ON WHITE ( PEOPLE )
SKIN." HA ! HA !

THE LAST OF ALL COLLAGES WITH OTHER TRASH.
RV 101 WAS ONE OF THESE.

SOME OF EL PASO'S MORE
PRIME DELICATESSEN ITEMS
THAT I FOUND; EXCEEDINGLY
FINE DINNING IN WELL ESTABLISHED
' VESSELS OF LIGHT.' HA !

I WOULD RATHER STAY OUTSIDE,
THAN EVER PUT MYSELF THROUGH
ANOTHER MISSOURI STREET
RESIDENCE EXPERIENCE.

PEDOPHILES AND SEX OFFENDERS
AND THEY ARE ALL ACCEPTED IN
THAT QUEER NEIGHBORHOOD,
AS WELL AS ALL THE ILLEGAL DRUGS
IN EL PASO, TEXAS. RIGHT BY THE
NEW BASEBALL BALL PARK.

AT LEAST ALBUQUERQUE HAS
' FINE DUMPSTER DIVING, FOR
VETRANS.

REGARDING.....

NEWS REGARDING TERRORISM IN UNITED STATES BY MAJOR PLAYERS IN MEDIA ' WILL ' BE SHORT AND EXACT IN FACT.

' ALIGNMENTS ' IN MY PERSONAL WORLD HAVE TAKEN PLACE.

WHEN I WAS IN EL PASO, ABOUT THREE IN THE MORNING, SHORTLY AFTER, I ' HEARD ' " TURN AROUND AND LOOK IN BACK OF YOU," THE STAR SKIMMED ACROSS THE HORIZON, FROM LEFT TO RIGHT. I AM NOT SURE IF IT FELL. IT WAS VERY BRIGHT AND A FALLING STAR. IT HAD RAINED THAT NIGHT, THE DAY THAT I LEFT THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE, AROUND THE THIRD.

I HAD AN I-POD NAMED ICARUS NEVER FELL,WHILE NAMING IT, I WAS INFORMED THAT IF HE HAD NOT, THEN A LESSON WAS NEVER LEARNED. THIS WOULD SPEAK OF ALL YOUTH, ABOUT 95% IN THE ENTIRE WORLD.

THAT ' WARNING ' IN ' SUGGESTION ' MORE THAN LIKELY WOULD OF COME FIRST FROM AN INDIVIDUAL WHO OWNED A APPLE COMPUTER. DATE IS UNCLEAR, BUT MIXED UP WITH 2006.

WHO WOULD ' ADVERTISE ' DURING A WAR ? I AM ON THE STREETS, I HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN, IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT.

UP-DATED 5-8-2015, I WALKED THROUGH THIS FLAG; I DIE, OH WELL.

BLACK AND WHITE AND ALL THE OPPORTUNISTS



A MEMBER OF THE ARMED FORCES WHO GAVE ME A FIVE DOLLAR BILL, AS SO MANY OTHER'S HAVE, SAID, " YOU PUT UP A GOOD FIGHT." THIS AT THE CIRCLE K IN EL PASO, TX. THE FIRST OR SECOND OF THIS MONTH, HE WAS ANGLO SAXON. HE WAS ACTIVE MILITARY.

THERE WAS A HELICOPTER JUST BEFORE I LEFT, AT NIGHT, WHO TURNED OFF THERE ' RUNNING LIGHTS.' MESSAGE RECEIVED,' BUT STILL DOESN'T WORK MUCH EVEN WITH ALL, AND FEW ' ELECTRONICS'S ' TURNED OFF AND BATTERIES OUT. THIS IS ' NOT YELLOW.' ' MESSAGE RECEIVED.'

THEN IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO, YESTERDAY ON THE BUS, SOMEONE WITH A YELLOW CAP WITH ' FLIGHT,' OR ' FIGHT,' AND TATTOOS THAT I RECOGNIZED. THERE WAS NO PROBLEM WITH EXCEPTION TO THE CONTINUED ' HARASSMENT'S IN THE ' RF ' NOISE CREATED BY PASSING CARS, TRUCKS AND OTHER VEHICLES THAT HAVE COMPUTERS AND THE OCCUPANT'S CELL PHONES. THE MAJORITY OF THOSE WHO WERE HARASSING WERE EITHER YOUNG, AND OR, PRIOR MILITARY, OR BOTH.

AS FOR THE TWO ' DAVIDS,' ONE IN NUMBER EIGHT AT THE SRO AND WHO HE ' MIGHT ' BE RELATED TO, AND THEN OF COURSE, DAVID BERRY, WHO KNOWS.

HE RECENT AND ' IMPROVISED ' ' IMPRESSIONS ' LEFT TO ME, OTHER THAN ' APPLIED,' ARE THESE, ' ARE YOU SURE YOU HAVE NO FATHER ? ' ' YOU MIGHT REGRET THAT.' THAT WAS THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY IN DONA ANNA. YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS ALL MENTAL, THOUGH I THINK WITH THE AID OF ' EARPHONES ' AND CELL PHONE OR COMPUTER; SOME TIMES ' VOICE ' LKE NOW. 

' EXACTLY ! ' ' EXACTLY ! ' AND ' I DIDN'T KNOW THAT,' ALL THESE FROM 2007-2009, AND THEN WHEN I FIRST MET JULIO GUTIERREZ HOWEVER, THE ' MIMIC ' MIGHT HAVE BEEN PAULA WHO WAS ONCE A FRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND OF MINE FOR AWHILE. BUT NONE THE LESS I AWOKE THIS MORNING, 3:30 AM; ' IN A CONVERSATION '  BETWEEN PAULA AND MY FATHER, OR BARTON PRINCE. I IMMEDIATELY WOKE MYSELF UP AND LEFT THE EVES THAT I WAS SLEEPING UNDER. I REMEMBERED THE SLIGHT ' DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO IN TONE, IN 2006 DURING MY FATHER'S HEART SURGERY. I WASN'T EVEN AWARE THAT HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THEN. 

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN TOLD THAT I WAS TONE DEAF SINCE I WAS LITTLE BOY.

YESTERDAY, THE LIGHT RAIN COAT THAT WAS ' YELLOW,' MADE UP MY MIND. THE ' CONVERSATION ' WAS IN THE ' ETHER,' OTHERWISE KNOWN AS THE ' IVORY TOWERS.' SOME MIGHT CALL.

LAST NIGHT THE ' ENDLESS CONVERSATIONS AS TO ' IF A FATHER ' MARKS ' A CHILD AS ' GAY,' THEN HE SHOULD BE GAY.' I TURNED THIS ' THING ' OFF AS WELL AS I COULD. THE ' VOICE ' QUALITY ' WAS GREATER IN THE AMOUNT OF CARS PASSING BY AND IT ' SEEMED ' THE RECURRENCE ' OF ONE THAT CONTINUALLY SEEMED TO PASS ME AGAIN AND AGAIN.

NICE DOG ' SUNDAY,' MUCH LIKE DAVID BERRY'S DOG, ALL THOSE YEARS AGO, ' BART.' A ' REMINDER ' SEEN YESTERDAY. ALL VEHICLES ' BLACK.' BARTON PRINCE IN THE EIGHT'S " STAY AWAY FROM BLACK," NOT PLURAL.

NOTE: DARPA - http://www.darpa.mil/Our_Work/STO/Focus_Areas/Electronic_Warfare_(EW).aspx

ELECTRONIC WARFARE (EW)

The proliferation of highly-capable RF technology has created a new emphasis on positive control of the electromagnetic (EM) spectrum. Many adversaries are increasing their reliance on RF sensing and communications in order to provide significant improvements to their offensive and defensive systems. This includes short-range tactical communications, long-range command and control (C2) communications networks, networked defensive systems, and RF seekers. DARPA is looking for system approaches for active and passive EW techniques in order to counter these advanced networked and agile systems using technologies such as distributed systems, coherent systems, disposable systems providing asymmetric capabilities, and close-in remote sensing coupled with advanced jamming and spoofing.

The EW capabilities that the U.S. military will encounter are also becoming much more sophisticated. Commercial investments in RF materials, components, and subsystems are immense and the cost threshold to deploy high power, agile systems continues to drop. DARPA is seeking systems concepts and advanced technologies that provide the U.S. military fundamental asymmetries to address these new capabilities. These can include concepts using physical and network solutions, distributed systems, as well as exploitation of precise spectral, time, and position information.

http://www.scientificamerican.com/article/mind-control-by-cell/

 NOTE: A FORM OF ' AI ' IN BETWEEN THE ' MACHINE ' AND ' HUMAN ' BRAIN AND ' MIND ' CAN BE AFFECTED BY RF TECHNOLOGIES WITHIN EW. YOU BETTER THINK ABOUT THIS. 

https://sites.google.com/site/mcrais/voices

Hearing “Voices” The Hidden History of the CIA’s Electromagnetic Mind-Control Experiments Global Alert by Alex Constantine 1995 [Note:1] Controlling human behavior by remote radio transmission isn’t science fiction—it’s a fact. After years of secret experiments, the U.S. government has achieved its goal: Breaking and entering American minds at will. Hearing “Voices” At Bien Hoa Hospital, SEI teams had implanted electrodes in the skulls of Vietcong prisoners of war in experimental attempts to direct the behavior of brain-wired subjects by remote control. “Man Hallucinates, Says Microwaves Are Murdering Him,” reported the March 21, 1979, edition of the Los Angeles Herald Examiner. The subject of the article, electronics engineer Leonard Kille, claimed his brain had been destroyed in mind-control experiments by CIA-sponsored psychiatrists Vernon Mark of Boston City Hospital and UCLA’s Frank Ervin. Kille was a co-inventor of the Land camera, named for Edwin Land of the Polaroid Corporation. A veteran researcher in government-sponsored mind-control programs, Land had founded the Scientific Engineering Institute (SEI) on behalf of the CIA. In July 1968 at South Vietnam’s Bien Hoa Hospital, SEI teams had implanted electrodes in the skulls of Vietcong prisoners of war in experimental attempts to direct the behavior of brain-wired subjects by remote control. Upon completion of the experiments, the POWs were shot and cremated by a company of Green Berets. In 1966 Kille suspected that his wife was having an affair. She denied it; he flew into rages. A psychiatrist interpreted Kille’s anger as a “personality pattern disturbance” and referred him to Mark and Ervin for neurological tests. Although Mark and Ervin described Kille’s behavior as “dangerous,” Kille’s most violent outburst consisted of throwing tin cans at his wife (he missed). Hospitalized by order of the psychiatrists, Kille was involuntarily subjected to experimental brain surgery. During the touch-and-go operation, electrical strands were implanted in Kille’s brain. Each strand was studded with approximately 20 electrodes. Only after installation of the apparatus was Kille enlisted to sign his official consent to the procedure; the electrodes were already in place, zapping his brain. Following the nightmarish operation, Dr. Peter Breggin of the Center to Study Psychiatry, an ombudsman of psychiatric abuses, investigated Kille’s case and found—despite Mark’s and Ervin’s reports of therapeutic success—that the post-op patient was “totally disabled and subject to nightmarish terrors that he will be caught and operated on again at the Massachusetts General Hospital.” In 1971, a hospital attendant discovered Kille holding a metal wastebasket over his head to “stop the microwaves.” A sympathetic doctor at Boston’s VA hospital, where Kille was transferred, ordered for him “a large sheet of aluminum foil so he may fashion a protective helmet for himself.” Uninformed that Kille had been fitted with electrodes, the VA doctors diagnosed him as a delusional paranoiac. According to Kille, Mark and Ervin controlled his moods by remote electronic stimulation. “They turn me up or turn me down,” Kille insisted. * * * In the 1920s, the development of the electroencephalograph (EEG)—an apparatus for detecting and recording brain waves—offered brain physiologists the key to unlock the mysteries of the body’s pivotal organ of thought, intellect and personality. While giving hope for a specific means of mapping mental-health ailments, the newfound electrical pattern to brain function also opened a monstrous Pandora’s box: possible radio control of the mind. In 1934 Doctors E. L. Chaffee and R. U. Light published “A Method for Remote Control of Electrical Stimulation of the Nervous System,” an introductory monograph on electromagnetic mind-control methodology. In 1964,[Note:2] electromagnetic-response (EMR) researcher Dr. José Delgado of Cordoba, Spain, climbed into a bullring and, with the push of a button, triggered an electrode implanted in the brain tissue of a charging bull, halting the beast in its tracks. Also in 1934, Russian physiologist L. L. Vasiliev published “Critical Evaluation of the Hypnogenic Method,” an article detailing the experiments of Dr. I. F. Tomashevsky in remote-radio control of the human brain “at a distance of one or more rooms and under conditions where the participant would not know or suspect that she would be experimented upon.” Reported Vasiliev, “One such experiment was carried out in a park with the subject at a distance. A post-hypnotic mental suggestion to go to sleep was complied with within a minute.” The CIA created an EMR laboratory at Allan Memorial, a Montreal, Canada, research facility created in 1943. The heart of Allan Memorial’s Radio Telemetry Laboratory (a telemeter is an electrical apparatus for measuring a quantity, transmitting the result by radio to a distant station, and there indicating or recording it) was called the Grid Room. In the Grid Room, an involuntary subject would be strapped into a chair, by force if necessary. Violent resistance was quelled with curare, the powerful plant extract used in arrow poisons by South American Indians and in medicine to produce muscular paralysis. From a head bristling with electrodes and transducers, the subdued subject’s brain waves would be beamed to a nearby reception room crammed with voice analyzers and radio receivers cobbled together by laboratory assistant Leonard Rubenstein. Rubenstein, a man who lacked professional medical credentials, believed passionately in the political uses of mind control. Experiments at Allan Memorial’s telemetry lab, he declared, would one day help governments “keep tabs on people without their knowing.” Hearing “Voices” “De-patterning” was accomplished with heavy doses of LSD, barbiturate-induced comas, and electroconvulsive therapy administered at 75 times the normal dose for psychiatric therapy. “De-patterning”—the systematic annihilation of a subject’s mind and memory—was accomplished at Allan Memorial with heavy doses of LSD, barbiturate-induced comas lasting up to 65 days and electroconvulsive therapy administered at 75 times the customary dose for psychiatric therapy. Following depatterning, “psychic driving”—the repetition of a recorded message for 16 hours a day—programmed the freshly emptied mind. In 1965 the New York Times reported obscure EMR experiments secretly funded by the government under the front-page headline: “Mind Control Coming, Scientist Warns.” Quoted in the article, University of California psychology professor Dr. David Krech cautioned, “EMR research may carry with it even more serious implications than the achievements of the atomic physicists.” Earlier, a 1963 CIA-issued manual prepared on the study of Radio-Hypnotic Intra-Cerebral Control (RHIC) explained: “When a part of your brain receives a tiny electrical impulse from outside sources, such as vision, hearing, etc., an emotion is produced—anger at the sight of a gang of boys beating an old woman, for example. The same emotions of anger can be created by artificial radio signals sent to your brain by a controller. You could instantly feel the same white hot anger without any apparent reason.” Richard Helms, Plans Director for the CIA, oversaw military-oriented EMR research pursuing the possible transmission of strategic subliminal messages into the aggregate minds of enemy populations. In a 1964 memo to the Warren Commission regarding the possibility that Lee Harvey Oswald had been a mind-controlled assassin, Helms outlined the existence of “biological radio communication.” “Cybernetics [the science of communication and control theory that is concerned with the study of automatic control systems, such as the brain and mechanical-electrical communications],” Helms admitted, “can be used in molding of a child’s character, the inculcation of knowledge and techniques, the amassing of experience, the establishment of social behavior patterns ... all functions which can be summarized as control of the growth processes of the individual.” A subsequent CIA directive, summarized in a brochure on “cybernetic technique” distributed by Mankind Research Unlimited, an EMR study facility in Washington, D.C., detailed the CIA’s development of a “means by which information of modest rate can be fed to humans utilizing other senses than sight or hearing.” According to the brochure, the CIA’s cybernetic technique, “based on Eastern European research,” involved beaming information via radio frequencies to individual human nerve cells. The purpose, the directive stated, was “the enhancement of a subject’s mental and physical performance.” * * * In 1965, the Department of Defense (DOD) discovered that the American embassy in Moscow was being purposely irradiated by the Russians with massive levels of microwaves. By that time, the DOD’s secretive Advance Research Projects Agency (ARPA) at the Walter Reed Army Institute of Research in the nation’s capital had itself developed a prodigious arsenal of electromagnetic weapons. Doctor José Delgado—whose current work with radio waves was underwritten by the CIA and Navy—believed scientists could transform, shape, direct and robotize humankind. “The great danger of the future,” Delgado warned, “is that we will have robotized human beings who are not aware that they have been robotized.” Baffled by the cause and intent of the microwave saturation at the embassy in Moscow, officials of the American intelligence community consulted experts on the biological effects of the radiation. Recalls Dr. Milton Zaret, a leading microwave scientist later recruited by “Pandora,” a code-named CIA project for the study of radio-frequency-directed brain response, “The CIA inquired whether I thought electromagnetic radiation beamed at the brain from a distance could affect the way a person might act, and if microwaves could be used to facilitate brainwashing or to break down prisoners under investigation.” The State Department elected to keep the so-called Moscow Signal a secret from American Embassy employees—and studied the side-effects of the radiation instead. Ambassador Walter J. Stoessel Jr., a long-time American diplomat in the Soviet Union, whose office was situated in the magnetic beam’s center, succumbed by stages to blood disease, bleeding eyes, nausea and lymphoma. State Department employees Charles Bohlen and Llewellyn Thompson fell prey to cancer. The existence of the Soviet beam was finally acknowledged by the U.S. in 1976, in response to a report by syndicated columnist Jack Anderson. Officially, the State Department concluded that the microwave saturation of the embassy served not to brainwash, but to activate bugging devices in the walls. However, Dr. Zaret, after conducting his own tests, deduced that the Moscow Signal was psychoactive. “Whatever other reasons the Russians may have had [for irradiating the American embassy],” posits Zaret, “they believed the beam would modify the behavior of personnel.” * * * Back in 1956, geophysicists R. E. Holzer and O. E. Deal, detected naturally occurring electromagnetic signals in the auditory range that were produced by thunderstorms. With little variation, most of the electromagnetic bursts were metered at 25 to 130 cycles per second, with a very low attenuation rate. In other words, lightning discharges could be picked up anywhere in the world as “magnetic noise” on the extremely low frequency (ELF) radio dial. Hearing “Voices” RF-mind-control testing became a military priority—a simple, pulsed microwave beam outperformed drugs, ECT, torture and brain surgery as a means of behavior modification. Two years later, Dr. Allan Frey, a bio-physics researcher conducting studies at General Electric’s Advanced Electronics Center at Cornell University (and a contractor for the U.S. Office of Naval Research), published a “technical note” in Aerospace Medicine reporting that the human auditory system responds “to electromagnetic energy in at least a portion of the radio frequency (RF) spectrum. Further, this response is instantaneous and occurs at low-power densities ... well below that necessary for biological damage.” Frey’s subjects “heard” buzzes and knocks when exposed to low-frequency radio emissions. In one experiment, Frey swept a radio beam over a subject. With each sweep, the subject heard the radio frequency sound for a few seconds and reported it. When Frey modulated power densities, he discovered that even clinically deaf subjects perceived RF sounds. Experiments with transmitter settings proved that radio beams could induce the perception of severe buffeting of the head or prick the skin like needles. Frey concluded that the brain is a powerful receiver of electromagnetic rays, and the “vocabulary” of RF noises could be expanded by modulating the pulse of the charge, which would be perceived by the subject as originating from within or slightly behind the head. Among practical applications of auditory stimulation, Frey proposed “stimulating the nervous system without the damage caused by electrodes.” Attracting the attention of CIA and DOD officials, Frey’s work with microwaves had obvious uses in covert military operations. In one experiment, for instance, he synchronized pulsed microwaves with the myocardial rhythm of a frog, whereupon its heart stopped. Stimulating the hypothalamus of cats and dogs with microwaves powerfully effected emotions. Frey was reluctant to experiment on humans for ethical reasons. But Pandora operatives did not balk at irradiating human subjects. Under CIA auspices, Dr. Dietrich Beischer exposed approximately 7,000 naval crewmen to dangerous levels of microwaves at the Naval Aerospace Research Laboratory in Pensacola, Florida. Data on exposure limits, Beischer justified, could be obtained in no other way, given the “exquisitely complex and dynamic nature of the human organism.” An “official” halt to Pandora was called in 1970, but classified, RF-mind-control testing had become a military priority. A simple, pulsed microwave beam outperformed drugs, ECT, torture and brain surgery as a means of behavior modification. By the late 1960s, CIA scientists had achieved direct communication between brain and computer, and had demonstrated in the laboratory that computer-assisted automatic learning was possible by pinpointing neuron clusters in the brain with radio signals. Microwaves easily penetrated the brain’s protective shields of bone, ligament and membrane. Brain waves could be unscrambled and deciphered, recorded and beamed to another person—creating artificial two-way mental communication. “Voices” At Walter Reed Army Hospital of Research in 1973, Dr. Joseph Sharp, strapped inside an isolation chamber, heard “words” beamed at him in a pulsed-microwave audiogram. (An audiogram is a computerized analog of the spoken voice.) ARPA’s Robert O. Becker foresaw in the experiment “obvious applications in covert operations.” Becker imagined a barrage of “voices” driving an enemy insane, and post-hypnotic suggestion radioed to a programmed assassin, directing him to kill. According to Naval Captain Paul Tyler in a 1976 essay, “The Electromagnetic Spectrum in Low-Intensity Conflict,” a “speed-of-light weapons effect” could be achieved with “the passage of approximately 100 milliamperes [of directed frequency] through the myocardium, [leading] to cardiac standstill and death.” In other words, electromagnetic devices with stun or kill settings could theoretically wipe out entire armies—and cities. The patent for just such a “death-ray” device, according to officials of the McFarlane Corporation, an independent research and development firm, was pirated from them in 1965 by NASA. The theft was reported in hearings before the House subcommittee on DOD appropriations, chaired by Representative George Mahon (D-Texas). According to McFarlane company literature, the invention—termed a Modulated Electron-Gun X-Ray Nuclear Booster—could be adapted to “communications, remote control and guidance systems, electromagnetic radiation telemetering and death-ray applications.” Was the technology tested at home on private citizens? In March 1978, the city of Eugene, Oregon, found itself inundated with microwave radiation. The Oregon Journal reported: “Mysterious Radio Signals Causing Concern in Oregon.” Federal government specialists blamed the Soviets, but the Federal Communications Commission concluded that the signal—recorded throughout the state of Oregon—came from a Navy transmitter in California. Oregonians statewide complained of headaches, fatigue, inability to sleep, reddening of the skin, anxiety, “clicks” in the head and a “buzz” harmonizing with a high-pitched wail. Canadian researcher Andrew Michrowski wrote to Prime Minister Pierre Trudeau on September 19, 1978, citing a Pacific Northwest Center for Non-Ionizing Radiation study that found the signals “psychoactive” and “very strongly suggestive of achieving the objective of brain control.” * * * Clearly, breaching the ultimate stronghold of privacy—the mind—has been accomplished. If the U.S. government plans to do the thinking for all Americans, the days of freedom, liberty and justice—and human identity itself—appear to be numbered. [Note:1] “Hearing ‘Voices’,” Alex Constantine, Hustler, January 1995. For references see Psychic Dictatorship in the U.S.A., Alex Constantine, Portland, OR: Feral House, 1995. [Note:2] Erratum corrected.

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             THE ' IDEA ' THAT THIS ALL MIGHT BE SOME WILD SCAM ' INVENTED ' BY THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION, SEEMS A BIT WEAK; ALL THE ' IMPRESSIONS ' LEFT LATELY HAVE BEEN ' RECEIVED, ' BUT THERE'S NO POINT IN ' BIDING ' AS THE STONE IS DESTROYED. WEREN'T YOU PAYING ' ATTENTION ? ' ALL THE OTHERS ' FROSTY THE SNOW MAN,' AND ' JINGLE BELLS,' AND LAST NIGHT ' JINGLE BELLS JESUS SMELLS,' AND OTHERS HAVE BEEN GOING ON SINCE 2006. THERE ARE OTHERS, THE PAPER DATED MAY, 6, 2015 AND DRAGON TATTOO WAS HANNIBAL BACK THEN IN 2007.

I MUST POINT OUT THAT THIS ALL HAS HAPPENED FOR ' ME ' BEFORE, AND ALL THE THREATS TO ANYBODY WHO I KNEW, ' FAMILY AND FRIENDS ' IS VERY REAL. THIS IS THE REASON THAT I HAVE STAYED AWAY FROM ALL MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY SINCE 2002, GIVE OR TAKE A YEAR. WITH THE ' EXCEPTION ' OF MY FATHER. HE IS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME THAT HE HAD AN EIGHTY PAGE LIFE HISTORY THAT WAS SENT HIM." THIS THE DAY THAT I SAW THE BLACK DOG WITH RED COLLAR WHEN I VISITED HIM AND HIS STORIES OF THE PAST THAT DIFFERED WITH MY MEMORIES. AND OF MY MOTHER.

I DO NOT KNOW IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO MY FATHER OR MY SISTERS, BUT I DID REMEMBER THE BLACK GERMAN SHEPHERD WITH THE RED COLLAR WHO WAS VERY FRIENDLY JUMPED UP ON ME AT MY FATHER'S HOUSE. SHE SHOWED UP WHEN I WAS ASKING FOR CHANGE AT THE CIRCLE K ON YANDEL AND MUNNDY IN EL PASO, TX. WE ALL TRIED TO FIND THE OWNERS, SHE THEN WAS KEPT BY A PERSON IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD WHO LATER STATED THAT SHE " RAN AWAY, JUMPED THE FENCE." I STAYED WITH HER, EVERYONE FED HER, AND I EVENTUALLY REMEMBERED HER WHEN I LET THE PERSON KEEP HER. NINE HOURS, I STAYED WITH THE DOG; SHE DID EVERY THING I ASKED. SHE WAS A GOOD DOG.

MUDSLINGING AND ' MUDSLING '

THE MAIN PLAYERS IN ALL OF THIS, ARE ANGLO SAXONS AND MUSLIMS, THEN A FEW AFRICAN AMERICANS, BUT I SENSE ' MORE.' THE CURRENT ' UMBRELLA ' SEEMS TO BE POLICE AND MEXICAN MAFIA.

I HAVE HEARD FROM COMPUTERS AND IN MY HEAD, AFTER USING ONE, SINCE ABOUT 2005-STRONGLY-AND BEFORE, WEAKLY, THEN DURING AND AFTER TILL THIS DAY, THREATS AGAINST MY FAMILY. ' YOUR BROTHER'S DEAD,' YOUR SISTER'S DEAD,' ' YOUR FATHERS IN THE HOSPITAL,' ' YOUR FATHER'S DEAD,' ' YOU WILL BE KILLED,' ' YOUR GIRLFRIEND WILL BE KILLED,' ' YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS DEAD,'' JOHN COMMITTED SUICIDE ' AFTER DECLARATIONS OF FRIEND'S FAMILY,' AND IT JUST GOES ON AND ON.

THIS I HAVE ALSO HEAD FROM ALL TYPES OF VEHICLES AND WHILE ALONE, AND WHAT STARTS OUT AS PRAYERS, THEN ' CONTINUING ' TO BECOME DECLARATIONS TO ' SATAN,' ISLAM, AND LUCIFER.

I HAVE HEARD , ' P.KW.'S SON IS DEAD,' ' KIM IS DEAD,' ' KIM COMMITTED SUICIDE,' ' THE ' STEPSON ' COMMITTED SUICIDE,' ' 15,000 DOLLARS ISN'T ENOUGH ' FOR THE STONE ?-WALGREEN'S IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO 5-7-2015, AND ALL OTHER FORMS OF ' ALLUSIONS.' AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON.

THERE'S STILL ALOT MORE, BUT AMERICAN ISLAMIC AND ANGLO SAXON IN THE MARKETS OF THE UNDERWORLD IS ' ONLY ' WHAT ALL THIS IS ABOUT.

HOW YA DOING, ' SAUDIS ! ' AND ISRAEL !

As for the news and timeline: " you started WW III," the Japanese homosexual said in Austin, tx, a few years back. He was the same man who in the very real dream, and the planes overhead, showed me the house during the ' blackout.' this about 2005-'06.

When a lake rises, well, why? When a volcano really ' erupts ' how much time ? Gee. Why ask ? Plan now, on your own. Do not wait for the government, why ? Your a Fuck'in Vietnam Vet, that's why! Year of ' Boom.'

THIS IS YOUR WORLD ON DRUGS
AND ' DU.'

A ' MIND ' IS A TERRIBLE THING
TO WASTE. THINK OF THE PEOPLE
IN THE ' EYE,' THE WORLD.

REMEMBER THOSE ' OTHER ' SCULPTURES,
WELL ONE OF THESE WAS ' PRICELESS.'

SOMETHING ABOUT ' MEDIOCRE '
MINDS WHEN I FIRST MET BARTON
PRINCE.

WINDOW AT MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE.
ROOM NUMBER NINE.

REMOTE VIEWING ( NOT MINE ) SONG
BY JOHN LENNON.

" WELL IT MAKES SENSE, JOHN WAS
BEFORE JESUS." 2002-2007-2008.

NEED I REMIND YOU, A LASER CAME THROUGH THIS
WINDOW WHILE I WAS SLEEPING, I SLID DOWN TO
THE FLOOR. I WATCHED IT FOR A MOMENT AND
REMEMBERED, THE DOOR TO THE MAIN CIRCUIT AND
FIRE SYSTEM CLOSED.
 THEN WALKED TO THE FRONT DOOR.
THE PERSON ( S ? ) WERE GONE.

ONE WEEK TO THE DAY, A FIRE BROKE OUT IN
 CAPE MAY, NEW JERSEY I THINK IN THE
WILDWOOD AREA.

' FRESH OUT OF THE BOX,' BUT REMEMBER ' KLING-
ONS. THEY DO NOT ' SEE ALL.'

UM HUM.

" WHAT SOFT DRINK DO YOU LIKE BEST ? "
THE CABLE GUY ASKED.

NUMBER 11 SAVED MY LIFE,
BUT METAL MIGHT STILL BE IN
MY HEAD. THE ' YELLOW ' PIECE
OF STEEL WAS THROWN OUT
WHEN I LEFT THE SRO, MISSOURI
ST. RESIDENCE.

THE BULLET ( HOLLOW POINT ) HIT
THE METAL SHELF ABOVE ME,
WHILE THE MAGAZINES WERE
MOVING UNDER MY ELBOW.

" MISFIRE," I SAID ON 2-14-2006 WHILE
DEFENDING MY HOUSE, THAT I HAD
ALREADY VISITED FBI AND APD, " WHAT
ARE YOU DOING HERE ? "
SHE ASKED AT APD. I GUESS
ONLY LAWYERS WOULD KNOW ?