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Friday, February 14, 2014

UP-DATED 2-20-2014 --INVISIBLE

TODAY I HAD A FEW MORE PICS. TO POST BUT WAS UNABLE TO BECAUSE OF THE PROBLEMS WITH MY PHONE, ALTHOUGH IT WOULD NOT OF HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH EMAILING PHOTO'S FROM THE PHONE VIA THE KONA LIBRARY SYSTEM. I HAVE FOUND THAT MY E-MAIL OR RATHER G-MAIL ACCOUNT WAS HACKED THAT WAS SYNCED WITH THE PHONE. I WILL CREATE ANOTHER SOON. WHOEVER DID THIS DIDN'T LIKE THE BEACH PHOTO'S ( WHALES ) OR LANDSCAPING ( HOPE SERVICES ) OR ARTICLE DEALING WITH THE HIRING ( AFTER ONE YEAR OF TRAINING ) OF/ OR UTILIZATION OF COMBAT VETS ( RECENT, ONE VET HAS 9 TOURS UNDER HIS BELT ) AND THEIR TRAINING FOR A YEAR WITH POLICE AND FBI AND OTHER GOVERNMENT ENTITIES FOR THE CAPTURE AND PROSECUTION OF PEDOPHILES, ON-LINE OR OTHERWISE ( 2-20-2014 ). THE NEWSPAPER ARTICLE WAS DATED 1-6-2014; A LOCAL NEWSPAPER, WEST HAWAII TODAY, UNDER: NATION AND WORLD 5A.

IN HAWAII THIS WOULD BE IMPORTANT BECAUSE ABOUT A MONTH AGO WHEN RETURNING FROM THE BEACH JUST AFTER SUN DOWN, AN ASIAN ' COUPLE,' THE WOMAN OLDER THAN THE YOUNG LADY, I HEARD:

" YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER NOW." AT WHICH POINT, THE YOUNGER LADY LOWERED HER HEAD AND THE ' PERSONA ' OF THE OLDER...LEFT. SILENCE AS WALKED TO THE, IN THE DIRECTION OF THE BEACH.

HUMAN TRAFFICKING; SERVITUDE ?

IN MY OPINION, IT TAKES A ' REAL SUN OF A B ! " WITH REAL EXPERIENCE AND WHO " SEEN IT ALL " TO CATCH THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS !

SOMETIMES IT SEEMS THAT ALL OF SOCIETY PROTECTS THEM, EVEN WHEN THEY ARE ' ACTIVE.'

THE OTHER TOPIC IS/WAS AN APP THAT WAS DESIGNED FOR CHILDREN, THE ' ANGELA iPHONE APP.' FOR NOW DO NOT DOWN LOAD THIS APP!

IT'S ' CAT ' MOTIF ASKS PERSONAL QUESTIONS AND TAKES PICTURES/WITHOUT PARENTAL CONTROL...SEEMLY.


FIRST OFF, THIS POST WAS ERASED YESTERDAY AFTER SOME DIFFICULTIES WITH GOOGLE'S NEW UPLOAD PHOTO OR WHAT EVER THE HELL IT WAS.

LATER IN THE DAY AND STILL ' RIDING THE DRAGON,' SO TO SPEAK ( NO DRUGS ), I RANDOMLY KEYED IN WHAT EVER AND CAME UP WITH ' FT. HOOD.' THIS PROCESS I'VE USED IN THE PAST TO GET WELL AHEAD OF ANY .2 SECONDS, IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

SECOND, I'VE A BIRTHMARK ON MY LEFT THIGH, AND AS A YOUTH ALI MCGRAW WAS MY ' DREAM,' OF DISTANCE. THERE IS SO MUCH MORE, BUT OF NO IMPORTANCE NOW. I'VE ALWAYS, MORE OR LESS FOUND MY ' MUSE ' IN THE RAW AND AFTER MY AUSTIN EXPERIENCES AND WILLIES ' VOICE ' IN EXPLANATION AS TO HOW WE ' SHARE ' AND PAY BACK IN GRATITUDE, I'VE NO PROBLEM IN THE WORLD OF ART AND SUPPER IMPOSED IDEAS AS ' STRUCTURE ' IN SOCIETY IF THEY ARE ETHICAL.

I GUESS ONLY AN ARTIST WOULD UNDERSTAND MUSIC AS MOVING PICTURES WITHIN MUSE AND OUTCOME ( DEVELOPING OR OTHERWISE ), BUT REMEMBER THE POLITICIANS WORLD IN BUSINESS ' CAUSE AND EFFECT.'

IN THE FUCKING FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH DEPARTMENT...

I PRAYED MORE FOR EVERYONE WHEN LISTENING TO U2, THE MUSIC HAS ALWAYS STRUCK ME AS ' WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT ? ' ' WHAT CAN BE DONE ABOUT ' CAUSE AND EFFECT ' OR ' EVIL BEGETS EVIL.'

AND MAKING VERY REAL BEAUTY ' REAL.' REAL IN A VERY FALSELY SENSED WORLD...INDIFFERENCE.

INVISIBLE

A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO SOME NUMBERS CAME UP WHILE I WAS WAITING IN LINE, AND THE MEMORY CAME UP " WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN 1979 ? " AND OTHERS LAYERED SUCH AS 77 AND THE OTHER I WILL NOT MENTION. THE WAVE IN INDONESIA JUST BEFORE ALL THIS AND OF COURSE THE RECENT ( YESTERDAY/ONGOING ABOUT TWO MONTHS ) ERUPTION. THE WALTON'S ACTOR AND OTHER HITS ( ABOUT 20-? ) ARE LEADING TO FURTHER CHALLENGES FOR A GREAT MANY COUNTRIES AND ' SOCIETIES.' DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS ONGOING COURSE OF ' LIVING HISTORY ' FOR CONQUEST.

THE 17TH IS IMPORTANT TOO, TELEPATHIC OVERLAY I NOW UNDERSTAND IS TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF IN THE IDEA OF SWANN'S DIMENSIONS 17, HIS UNDERSTANDING THAT THERE WAS ONLY THAT AMOUNT. OLDER NUMBERS ARE UTILIZED TOO IN THE ' LIVING ' REALM, AND NOT NECESSARILY HUMAN CONSTRUCT AS FAR AS ' ELEMENTS ' GO.

DOT WITHIN CIRCLE

AT TARGET I WAS TAKEN ABACK WHEN A COUPLE OF YOUNG ADULTS/TEENAGER LESBIANS POINTED THEIR I-PHONE AT ME WHEN I WAS LOOKING FOR GATOR AID.
ONE STATED LOUDLY " STALKER." IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO RECOVER AND WHEN I SAW THEM AT THE CHECK OUT I MENTIONED THE FACT THAT I UNDERSTOOD THEM AS PEDOPHILE SUPPORTERS.

THIS ' TAGGING ' HAS OCCURRED TWO TIMES SO FAR AND IS CONNECTED TO THE ' HACKING ' OF MY CELL PHONES MESSAGING BY THAT ' NETWORK ' BETWEEN CALIFORNIA AND HAWAII. A STAFF MEMBER LOOKED UP ONE FACE BOOK ADDRESS AND I DID NOT KNOW HER. THE FB.ME CROWD I AM STILL NOT INTERESTED IN FOR ANY PURPOSES. I HAVE NOT GONE TO ANY OF THE ADDRESSES ON MY PHONE ( WITH RECEIPT ), AS THE SOUND THAT IT BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE IS FALSE.

I AM SURE THAT THESE ATTEMPTS ARE TO GET ME THROWN IN JAIL OR THE STREET, YET I'VE A LITTLE FAITH IN THE POLICE AS A ' WHOLE.'

I DO NOT APPROVE OR BELIEVE IN EMANCIPATED MINORS LEFT TO THE STREETS AND NEVER WILL, OR UNDER AN ADULT'S CARE BASED ON SEXUAL DEVIANCE.

ON THE LAST OF THESE DAY'S OCCURRENCES I SAW A ' HEAVY HITTER ' IN THE RV WORLD ( IN AUSTIN TOO, a couple of years ago ) AND WALKED AWAY, FROM THE TARGET STORE ENTRANCE.

" HAWAII IS NOT KIND TO VET'S, " FROM A VERY REAL VOLUNTEER WHO SERVES LUNCHES SOMETIMES WHEN SPEAKING OF THE ' BIG ILAND.'


SOME OF THE LANDSCAPING I DID AT HOPE SERVICES.

LAST PARTITION NEXT TO OLD AIRPORT IN KONA, HI
YESTERDAY MORING IN THE SKY. ' SNOOPY AND THE
SWAN '- ' SWANN'S LEAP.' THIS REMINDED ME OF THE
SNOOPY THAT THE HIGHWAY LINES DRAWN ON THE
OLD MAP THAT I HAVE SEEM TO INDICATE WHEN THE
MAP IS TURNED SIDEWAYS, ALSO A BLOND THAT I
MET WHO WAS KICKED OUT AND FIT THE ' BARBI '
MODEL AT 10:00 PM TO THE STREETS. YEARS AGO I
DID A SCULPTURE MODEL WITH A BARBI DOLL IN THE
CENTER ENTITLED ' WHITE WASH,' WHICH WAS POORLY
ACCEPTED BY THE GAY COMMUNITY IN ALBQ., NM.
I THINK IT WAS TRASHED. ALL I DID WAS TAKE OFF THE
VISIBLE SIGNATURE SO THAT NO ONE COULD MAKE
ANY REAL MONEY ( HUNDREDS ) OFF OF IT. I TOLD
THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STORY, YOU SEE I DATED
REAL BEAUTY QUEENS WITH EXCEPTION THAT THEY
WERE NOT BLOND. ' BEAUTY ' HAS A ' PRICE ' PUT
UPON THE LIVING IT SEEMS ALMOST FROM BIRTH.
I HAVE ALWAYS FELT SORRY FOR SOME OF THEM,
ONCE THEY ' KNOW,' IT SEEMS THE FALL TO THE STREETS
IS THE BLUEPRINT IN REAL LIFE, BUILT INTO THE
AMERICAN FABRIC, NO MATTER THE HERITAGE OR
RACE AND NOW ( ? ) GENDER.

I WAS ASKED BY THE ' TEMP- ALTRES ' - " ARE YOU
GOING TO MAKE TROUBLE FOR ME ? " THE FOLLOWING
NIGHTS.

THE ' BARBIE ' WAS TESTED FOR POT, PASTED.
WAS THEN WOKEN UP AND TOLD FAILED FOR
METH. SAME TEST, SAME NIGHT.
"REACH DEEP INSIDE " I SAID.




 
 
 
 
 

 

MY ' RECYCLE BAG LADY ' TRANSPORT.'
 
 
 
 
 

A CALF IS SOMEWHERE NEAR THIS NEW MOTHER ( ? ).
KONA, HAWAII. 2-17-2014.




HAWAII

 

IN MANY RESPECTS HAWAII HAS BEEN VERY HARD ON MY SENSES AND ETHICS AS TO WHO I AM. WHAT I HAVE DISCOVERED ABOUT MYSELF HERE AND OTHER PLACES IS THAT I HAVE CHANGED LITTLE. AT THE SAME TIME I HAVE OBSERVED OTHERS THAT I KNOW AND HAVE KNOWN, HERE, IN THE REALIZATION OF THEIR DREAM, FOR THE MOMENT. I THINK.

 
BELOW IS AN EXCERPT FROM SOME ARTICLES THAT MR. INGO SWANN WROTE SOME TIME BACK, I HOPE TO CONNECT THE THINKING OF THESE IDEAS TO THE WORK OF FR. MALACHI MARTIN WHO WROTE ' HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL ' SOME TIME BACK.
 
TECHNOLOGY OF THE ' MIND ' AND THAT IN THE SENSE OF THAT WHICH IS A RESULT OF ' TANGIBLE ' MEANS, PARDON PUN, IS BUT THE SLIGHTEST OF SEPARATIONS MUCH LIKE CHRIST AND LUCIFER; THE DEVIL.
 
IN HAWAII, I HAVE MET THOSE WHO HAVE PRAYED AND THOSE WHO IN GROUPINGS ( BUT A FEW ) HAVE ' SUMMONED ' FORCES ' THEY KNOW NOTHING OF IN TERMS OF ' EFFECT,' MUCH LESS ' LASTING.
 
ENDERS GAME
 
ARIZONA, SCOTSDALE
 
I READ THREE BOOKS RATHER FAST, BACK TO BACK AND DURING THIS TIME, WITH ANOTHER PERSON, A MALE, WORKED ON A LADIES HOUSE HANGING WALLPAPER. THE LADDIE'S HUSBAND WORKED ON ' EMBEDDED TECH. WHICH HIS CORP. SENT HIM ALL AROUND THE WORLD.
 
I ASKED A FRIEND OF HER'S " ARE YOU STATE OR LOCAL? " SHE STATED THAT SHE WAS A POLICE OFFICER. I WARNED HER OF THE ' PRESENCE ' IN THE CHILD'S ROOM; THE MOTHER OF THE GLASSES AND THE SHARK TOOTH PENDANT BEHIND THE BED.
 
THE SCI FI BOOK WAS ABOUT A FEMALE CAPT. AND HER CREW ICE HARVESTING AND THE OTHER BOOK WAS OF A POLICE OFFICER IN THE FUTURE WHO WAS SENT AND ORDERS ' GIVEN ' SUBLIMINALLY IN THE FUTURE UPON ARRIVAL.
 
THE ' KID'S ( YOUNG ADULTS ) ' WHO I KNEW AT THE CIRCLE K, THE EMPLOYEE ' GAVE ' ME ENDER'S GAME ( ' RECOMENED READING ' ) AND THE TIME IN SOME EXPLANATION OF A RENDERING OF A ' CHRIST ' IN A LAB. SETTING WITH TUBES GOING HERE AND THERE ALONG WITH WIRE. A OIL PAINTING HE WAS WORKING ON AT THE TIME.
 
I TRIED SO HARD TO EXPLAIN TO THE LADY OF THAT HOUSE, IN THAT GUARDED NEIGHBORHOOD, OF THE ' PRESENCE ' OF WHAT I FELT WAS A VERY REAL PREDATOR USING THE COMPUTER OF MAYBE EVEN THE PERSON THAT I WAS WORKING WITH, THOUGH I DON'T THINK SO, FOR HE WORKED AT A GOLF COURSE; FOR CERTAIN THE COMPUTER, AND THOSE BEHIND ' THAT VEIL.'

THE OTHER WORKER WHO HIRED ME FOR THAT JOB TOLD ME OF A TIME THAT HE HAD TO DEFEND HIS WIFE AND HIMSELF DURRING A ' CARJACKING ' BY WAY OF FATALY KILLING THE MAN, WHO WAS ALSO ARMED. AT ' POINT BLANK ' RANGE. IF TRUE, I SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT DEFENSIVE MEASURE TO SAVE TWO LIVES.
 
IT SEEMS. TAKE ON PEDOPHILES, AND TAKE THEM ON FOR A LIFETIME.
 
I STOPPED WATCHING ' ENDERS GAME ' AT ICE HARVESTING. HOW THE ' SHIPS ' WHEN UPRIGHT, SEEMED LIKE HAWAIIAN MASKS. THE ' ALIEN ' ONES.
 
 
 
 
I AM NOT SURE HOW MUCH SENSE THIS WILL HAVE FOR EVEN THE EDUCATED MIND, AS FOR ALL THE ' SHIT ' IN THE AIRWAVES, OTHER THAN NATURAL.
 
INGO SWANN
 

ON-GOING SCIENTIFIC DISCOVERY OF
SENSORY RECEPTORS WHICH
ACCOUNT FOR MANY SUBTLE PERCEPTIONS





Ingo Swann (12 September 1996)



[NOTE: The following is a reworked version of a paper I was invited to present on 21 March 1994 at the United Nations on behalf of the Society for Enlightenment and Transformation (SEAT).] SEAT is a reformulation and enlargement of the former unofficial UN Parapsychology Association. SEAT, however, has been granted Non-Governmental Organization (NGO) status and now occupies a meaningful place within the greater U. N. system. For further information regarding SEAT and its purposes, please be in touch with Mr. Mohammad A. Ramadan, Room S-1755, GCPO Box 20, NY, NY, 10017 (fax (212) 963-4879).

[The original title of the paper was YOUR SEVENTEEN SENSES - THE CRUMBLING MAINSTREAM RESISTANCE OF THE PARANORMAL AND NEW SCIENTIFIC CONFIRMATION REGARDING THE EXISTENCE OF CERTAIN PSI FACULTIES. This original paper consisted of two major topics: (1) the major characteristics of 20th century mainstream resistance to psi faculties; and (2) recent scientific advances which now substantiate the existence of those faculties. For the purpose of this document I have separated the two topics and will integrate the substance of the first one in a forthcoming essay regarding the anti-psychic mindsets of the twentieth century. This present document focuses on new scientific confirmation regarding the existence of certain psi faculties. The elements presented in the 1994 paper are germane in today's larger picture of human consciousness development and have increased in meaning regarding the near future.]

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NEW SCIENTIFIC DISCOVERIES REGARDING
THE EXISTENCE OF CERTAIN PSI FACULTIES





Synopsis of a paper presented on 21 March 1994 at the United Nations
to members of the Society for Enlightenment and Transformation





Ingo Swann



How many of you here today would like to know you have at least SEVENTEEN senses rather than just five of them? How many think that seventeen would be better than just five? How many of you here already know that you have more than five senses?

When Mohammed Ramadan and Clarence Robins asked me to come here and talk about something, we had a little difficulty deciding upon a topic worthy of your interest. Finally it dawned on me that there exists what we might call a Particular Situation regarding psychic or metaphysical perceptions and it was decided that the nature of this Situation should be presented.


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This Particular Situation consists of three aspects or parts.

FIRST: During the modern past, the real existence of psi faculties was rejected within science, psychology and psychiatry. The rejection was based in a number of factors which seemed rational and logical in the scientific past and thus achieved wide acceptance in scientific, academic and media mainstreams of the twentieth century.

SECOND: Those factors which seemed rational and logical in the past have now been superseded by significant scientific discoveries and advances which substantiate the real existence of at least certain psi faculties. Some of these discoveries are now fifty years old. These new discoveries absolutely require a swift and large-scale reevaluation not only regarding psi faculties in particular, but with regard to the larger scope and subtle functions and transformation of human consciousness.

THIRD: However, in spite of the notable scientific advances which affirm the real existence of psi faculties, this necessary and advisable reevaluation is NOT underway in the three important mainstreams - and which mainstreams continue to support, adhere to, and proliferate the now out-dated concepts which, in a broad cultural sense, permitted the past, absolute rejection of psi faculties.


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There is one outcome of this Particular Situation, and which can be described by a term frequently used within United Nations parlance, a term familiar to me as a past employee of the Secretariat. It is used in many United Nations documents.

The outcome referred to is that if the past rationales which permitted the rejection of psi continue to be proliferated by mainstream pressures, then the scientific advances which substantiate the real existence of certain psi faculties must be ignored or pushed into the shadow of unawareness.

Thus, the discoveries CANNOT and WILL NOT be integrated into advancing scientific thought, academic tutoring and fair media representation. And in this suppressed or hidden state, the discoveries cannot be integrated into the overall goals of the Society for Enlightenment and Transformation which I have the honor of addressing today.

The well-used, sometimes over-used United Nations term for this kind of situation is "deplorable" - and so the Particular Situation I have outlined above is, well, deplorable. After all, advances in scientific discovery are supposed to vitalize enlightenment and transformation if they are made openly accessible. But when such discoveries are ignored, they cannot contribute to much of anything.


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Because of the Particular Situation I've outlined above, most people are not aware that significant scientific advances HAVE been made regarding substantive support for the real existence of a number of psi faculties.

Many scientific papers have been published regarding the discoveries. But because of the Particular Situation these remain ignominiously dispersed through the various literatures and their implications are not enthusiastically reviewed or endorsed in formal scientific, academic or media forums.


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Messieurs Mohammad Ramadan and Clarence Robins, both indefatigable workers on behalf of enlightenment and transformation, agreed that I should attempt to present at least a nut-shell overview of the developments which have not at all yet been socially permitted to reach down into transformative social consciousness.


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To enter into this overview, it is first necessary to set the stage as to why psi faculties were rejected in the scientific past.

A historical review of the phenomena of rejection of psi shows that there were multiple reasons for it. In their modern sense, some of these reasons reach back at least three centuries.

Some of the reasons had to do with simple matters of tolerance and intolerance both at the individual and social levels. But others had to do with what was to be established as acceptable or unacceptable knowledge at politico-social levels. Others had to do with what was to be accepted as normal or abnormal social and mental behavior, especially as regards the first six decades of the twentieth century.


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The larger historical overview of the rejection thus presents a fairly complicated picture, one which is difficult to negotiate.

In modern scientific terms, however, the major thrust of the rejection was early consolidated within the concepts of philosophical materialism which came to govern early modern scientific overviews and expectations.

As a philosophical commitment, then, the early modern sciences held that whatever constituted scientific reality had to have a physical basis in matter, in the material. And so the consolidation of the rejection of psi was straightforward and simple: That psi could not be accepted until a quantifiable, material-physical basis for it, or any part of it, was identified.


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What this meant in simple terms was that the human could ONLY access information for which physical receptors could be shown to exist. The five physical senses were based in the physical tactile mechanisms which resulted in the sensations of sight, hearing, tasting, smelling, and touch. But psychic information could not be attributed to any of these, since all of them functioned only within the local environments of the physical body.

As a general result, the existence of additional senses was denied, both scientifically and philosophically, and it was this denial which resulted in the Five-Senses-ONLY theory which was pervasively proliferated throughout modernist societies.

This scientific principle, for it indeed functioned as one, thus served as the rationale and logic for the rejection of psi faculties. I.e., no physical receptors for those faculties were expected to be scientifically discovered. So the on-going rejection of psi faculties was considered justified.


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It is worth pointing up something here which has dropped out of modernist thinking. Anthropologists have established that in general pre-modern societies did not think in terms of having SENSES. As we might put it in today's computer lingo, they thought more in terms of accessing information or knowledge and achieving perception appropriate to them.

The conversion of the concept of accessing information to the concept of having senses appears to have occurred only AFTER the European Renaissance period. Indeed, it can quite easily be shown that most of the major thinkers of the Renaissance were profoundly preoccupied regarding HOW to increase and stimulate the accessing of information.


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Thus, the concept that we are dependent on our physical senses rather than dependent on accessing information dates from AFTER the seventeenth century - while the concept of accessing information is at least 6,000 years old.

In this light, the idea that we access information only via our five physical senses IS modern. The concept that we are completely limited to what we perceive by the physical five dates from only about 1845, and was from the outset solely a scientific hypothesis which has never been demonstrated by conclusive scientific fact.



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Nevertheless, the hypothesis that human awareness is limited to the five physical senses has been a very powerful one within modernist philosophical and scientific contexts. So powerful, indeed, that early modern scientists never expected to discover the existence of bio-physical receptors additional to the famous five.

Information derived from other than the physical five senses was thought to be impossible, at least in theory. And it was upon this theory that psychic information, so-called, was scientifically rejected.

Indeed, many leading scientists between 1845 and about 1960 let it be known that there was "one scientific demand" which would never be fulfilled: the discovery of bio-physical receptors which would account for psychic information. So, scientific brotherhoods united around the conviction that until physical receptors for psychic information were discovered, then the information should be considered as illusory or psychopathological in origin.


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Early psychical researchers and later parapsychologists of course protested this rejection based solely on this "one demand" of science. They indicated that if psi faculties were purely psychological in origin and nature, then no bio-physical receptors would ever be found.

However, by the same turn-around of the scientific argument against the real existence of psi, should physical receptors for accessing so-called psychic "information" be discovered, then science proper would be obliged to accept that its one demand was fulfilled.


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What has just been presented has long been characterized as the "conflict" between science and parapsychology. This conflict has often been distorted to include other factors. But the basic factor clearly and unambiguously hinged on the absence of bio-physical receptors which would account for the subtle kinds of information so-called "psychics" deal with.

In parapsychological parlance, this kind of information came to be called "extra-sensory" or "non-sensory." These two terms unambiguously demonstrate that psychical researchers and parapsychologists themselves did not consider that bio-physical receptors for psychic information would ever be discovered.


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And it is from this context that the basic definition of "psychic" is derived: i.e., lying outside of matter, physicality, the physical sciences or knowledge of the physical universe.


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There is now a very interesting aspect to this conflict which should be pointed out because it has great bearing on later developments.

If the conflict is dissected carefully, it reveals that scientists, psychical researchers, or parapsychologists expected that any bio-physical basis for psi faculties would be discovered.

Indeed, early psychical researchers looked for supernatural explanations outside of any materialistic basis. By their own name, paraPSYCHOLOGISTS clearly opted for a psychological explanation, not a bio-physical one. And there is no evidence at all in the parapsychological literature that parapsychologists invested any time either theorizing or researching for a bio-physical explanation.


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This is to say, that any possible bio-physical explanation was, and is, just as alien to parapsychology as it was to the material sciences proper.


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Here matters rested - until the first electron-microscope was developed in Germany in 1932, and later evolved in the United States and Canada. After World WAR II, cellular biology underwent a great jump in importance because of the electron-microscope and even more penetrating and precise later technical advances.

Now began the slow process of comprehending that biological cells were not the simplistic things once thought. Rather, they were composed of ultra-minute factors which functioned in very remarkable ways.


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Also, during the 1930s another development occurred which was to have enormous importance and impact, an impact which is yet in progress today.

The fact that biological organisms have some kind of electromagnetic substrate was discovered about 300 years ago. But this substrate was considered weak and unimportant in the face of the chemical substrate which was thought to be very strong.

During the 1930s, however, researchers in various parts of the world, and especially in the former Soviet Union, began to realize that although the electromagnetic substrate was "weak" it nonetheless played very important roles within the bio-chemical whole of ALL biological organisms.


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Advances in bio-electromagnetism were somewhat delayed, however, until appropriate technology could be invented to deal more adequately with subtle bio-energy forms. The technology began to be available during the 1960s, and by the late 1970s the extraordinary importance of the bio-electromagnetic substrate could begin to be seen.


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A meaningful factor, somewhat amusing, now needs to be introduced, one with which most people are probably not familiar.

Science and technology are often thought of going hand in hand. But this is often not the case. The nearly invisible reason is that the technically-minded and the scientifically-minded don't appear to be the same kind of thinkers.


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Largely speaking, scientists are more likely to be theoreticians. But technicians are more likely to be engineers.

Scientists theorize and try to test their theories. But technicians build things, often just to see what the things can do. Indeed, technical advances can often be several generations AHEAD of scientific thinking. This is certainly the case with the computer industry evolved largely by technician-types, not by scientists. Indeed, many technological advances have been achieved by technologists who possessed little in the way of legitimate or conventional scientific backgrounds.


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The bottom line of all these developments is that during the last forty years a very large series of new research disciplines have come into existence. These new disciplines constitute an intermixing of science, technology, microscopy, subtle chemical exchanging, and electromagnetic and bio-electromagnetic expertise.

Ahead I give a partial list of these new disciplines. But the punch line here is that it was left to these NEW disciplines to increasingly discover (much to their surprise!) the expanding bio-organic basis for many faculties once merely thought questionably "psychic."


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There is only one impediment regarding an integration of these new disciplines with psychical and parapsychological research. This involves the new nomenclature being evolved with these new disciplines.

The new nomenclature is as alien to science as it is to parapsychology, and at present both these venerable institutions are having difficulty integrating it both conceptually and contextually. I will show many examples of this ahead.


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But beyond this little difficulty, there is no doubt that many of the advances being made in those new disciplines can be "married" to many otherwise well-known psychic faculties - as I will demonstrate at the end of this paper.


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At this point, I can't resist making one sardonic comment. Earlier in this paper I have complained about the lack of scientific and popular integration of the implications of these new discoveries.

But there is one group that has taken adequate and accurate interest in these astonishing discoveries and which seems to be more or less up to date regarding them. This group consists of the producers and scriptwriters of the TV series STAR TREK and similar offshoots.


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The new and now on-going discoveries of biological bases for many psi faculties is now best expressed, perhaps, as PARABIOLOGY, meaning "beyond" past conventional concepts of biology.

Or, perhaps, the term PARAPSYCHOBIOLOGY is convenient - which, if translated into Russian, would become the term translated back into English as bio-communications or bio-information transfer.


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So far, the new discoveries regarding the biological bases for psi faculties roughly fall into five categories. I have to get a little technical here, but I'll simplify just ahead.

These five general categories are:


  • Minute chemical receptors and sensors
  • Minute chemico-electro receptors and sensors
  • Neural-network exchanges of information in the bio-internal body substrates
  • Bio-electromagnetic information receptors and sensors
  • Bio-information transfer networks at the atomic, molecular, and neurological levels

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If these new terms are somewhat confusing, well don't worry too much.

They simply mean that we are FAR BEYOND the five-senses-only fallacy and that our bio-mind bodies have multitudes of exceptional senses by way of delicate systems of receptors and sensors at the cellular, nervous, chemical and bio-electromagnetic levels and their interfaces.

A nice way to conceive the whole of this is to comprehend that every cell, possibly every atom, in our bio-physicality is a receptor or sensor of some kind.

In other words, we are walking, talking, eating, defecating ARRAYS of exquisitely elegant and sophisticated receptors and sensors. ALL of these receptors and sensors are busy ACCESSING information - and knowledge, IF what is accessed can be organized into recognizable thinking patterns.


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By extended meaning, these delicate systems of receptors can also integrate with our normal five - and, given adaptive learning regarding them, can also integrate with our mental cognitive powers - to result in, yes, what have otherwise generally been called "psi faculties."


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Now, to give you here some broad idea of the cutting-edge, largely technical disciplines involved, I'll quickly read through a list of twenty-one of them:


Electro-chemical physiology

Neurobiology

Neurobiology

Neuropsychology

Bio-radiation studies

Hormone and Hormonal transmission research

Chemical signal research

Bio-electric research

Brainwave research

Bio-sensitivity research

Bio-electric information transfer research

Sensory coding research

Bio-magnetic navigation research

Bio-electronic systems research

Bio-electric field detection research

Electrophysiological studies

Pheromone and pheromone transfer research

Multi-stability in perception research

Subliminal perception research

Neuro-magnetic response research

Bio-infrared and bio-ultraviolet perception research




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At this point, I could adumbrate upon more than a thousand scientific papers about these discoveries published in the science literature, even in the esteemed leading science periodicals such as NATURE, SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN and DISCOVER.

The authors of those papers, though, never use the terms psi, psychic, or parapsychology, etc., since the mere introduction of them would cause their papers to be rejected.

The editors and peer-review systems of such publications apparently don't realize, for example, that "bioinformation transfer over distance" means about the same thing as "telepathy" and/or "clairvoyance," or "remote viewing." But this is merely part of the Particular Situation I referred to at the beginning of this talk.


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I now hold up in my hand before you, so you can see that it really exists, a book published in 1984 via Simon & Schuster, by Robert Rivlan and Karen Gravelle. This book is complete with bibliography of scientific sources, but is easy to read. It's entitled, somewhat misleadingly, as DECIPHERING THE SENSES: THE EXPANDING WORLD OF HUMAN PERCEPTION.

Well, the world of human perception is NOT expanding. Rather, ignorance of that world is shrinking a little.

The book might have been called something like THE DISCOVERY OF THE BIOLOGICAL BASIS FOR PSI AND OTHER ANOMALOUS PERCEPTIONS.


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The discoveries brought together and presented in this book, although in popular style, are based on hard scientific discoveries that have been achieved in other disciplines outside and independent of parapsychology.

And, as such, the sum of them clearly fulfills - at least regarding certain forms of psi - the earlier scientific demand that a bio-organic basis for psi be discovered.


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I'll quote from the book's fly-leaf; "For centuries we have used an oversimplified and inaccurate model to explain the human senses. Even now, high school biology classes still teach the `five senses'. But recent scientific research has discovered that there are many more than five senses, and these discoveries have radically changed our understanding of what the senses are and how they work. Rivlan and Gravelle redefine for the general reader the spectrum of human perceptions from the normal to the newly discovered to the extra-sensory."

As chapter one indicates, the book discusses "The seventeen senses" additional to our usual five ones, and then goes on to place the newly-discovered senses in context with the usual five. The authors consume eight chapters to prepare the reader - before they reach chapter 9, entitled "Extra-sensory perception." Probably because of this chapter, the book was now well-received and is now out of print. But it's well worth tracking down a copy of it.


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Now, lest there be some misunderstanding here, the two authors are NOT describing psychological or mental functions.

They are discussing the actual existence within our biology of minute physical-chemical-bioelectromagnetic "receptors" and "sensors" that interact within networks of the "information-processing resources of the organism."

It is quite easy to ascertain that five senses are obviously NOT ENOUGH to account for the huge range of sensory possibilities of which the human species is capable, while seventeen senses is probably a more accurate count, with more probably yet to be discovered.

No one can survive very well on just five senses. Just ask any seafarer, mountain climber, football or basketball player, explorer or inventor, martial arts exert, or even someone seeking sex. The moment "automatic reflexes" or "intuitive" stuff enters into their talk, know that you have departed the realm of the physical five and entered into the realms of additional senses.


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As to what these seventeen new senses are. The seventeen new senses interact with each other to provide a rather extensive list, many of which have in the past been referred to as "psychic." Since we don't have time here to go through them, I've brought a few copies of that list to hand out, along with some copies of this lecture, and all of which you are free to duplicate.

But, for example, the bio-body is now known to have a functioning vomeronasal system containing receptors enabling, at the bio-subliminal level, the detection of minute amounts of chemical signals that tell us about anther's sexual receptivity, fear, anger, and other emotions - an aptitude more commonly referred to as "psychic vibe-sensing."

In another category, through the use of a newly invented device called the SQUID, scientists can and have measured and begun to classify the brain's electrical activity outside of the scalp -

Which in turn has led to discoveries that bio-electric activity extends to some distance beyond the skin -

Which in turn has led to the discovery of bio-electric sensors not only in the skin, but in the neuropeptide activity that transmits all kinds of subtle senses information through the immune system and into the brain - and back again into the body's extremities and all its internal organs, including into its surrounding bio-electromagnetic field.


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Now, discovered bio-electromagnetic fields extending outside the scalp and outside of the skin clearly equate to the "auras" that many clairvoyants have specialized in "seeing."

Drawing on authoritative scientific sources, Rivlan and Gravelle even hypothesize that, and I quote, "thoughts may, indeed, have wings, and some of us may have the ability to sense what others are thinking" via these newly discovered bio-electromagnetic receptor-sensing networks.

The two authors wonder: "Do some psychics and mystics have this ability, vastly magnified, so they can sense the electricity from considerable distances?" Well, there would have been no question of this in antiquity - or even among Arabian or Mongolian nomads today, as well as "street-smart" New Yorkers.


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Actually, this is the same question that those researching electromagnetism and bio-electromagnetism have been wondering about for over fifty years.

So it's worth pointing up here that the existence of extensive bio-electromagnetism essentially was demonstrated late during the last century, but its existence has not figured very much either into scientific psychology or in scientific parapsychology - both of these two field having managed mutually to ignore it altogether.


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Did you know that in addition to yourself being a bio-meat body with eyes, livers, hearts, and appetites of various kinds, you are also a bio-electronic one? Have you ever thought of yourself as such? If you begin to, well, something interesting might begin to happen.

Dr. Robert O. Becker is one of the leading researchers in the United States regarding electromagnetism and bio-electromagnetism. With Gary Selden, he published, in 1985, a book entitled THE BODY ELECTRIC: ELECTROMAGNETISM AND THE FOUNDATION OF LIFE (William Morrow, New York), and which "tells the story of our bioelectric selves."

A companion book is Harold Saxton Burr's BLUEPRINT FOR IMMORTALITY: THE ELECTRIC PATTERNS OF LIFE (Neville Spearman, London, 1973, republished 1988). Burr, by the way, is an American researcher but could not find an American publisher for this seminal book.


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Bob Becker has made many unequivocal statements regarding the psi implications of bio-electromagnetism.

For example, he published in PSYCHOENERGETIC SYSTEMS, 1977, Vol. 2, pp. 189-196, an article entitled "An Application of Direct Current Neural Systems to Psychic Phenomena." He stated that "The concept of a primitive electronic communication system in all living things can be a useful tool in understanding both `normal' and `paranormal' phenomena that have lacked a rational biological explanation. Indeed, it appears that human beings are tied to the universe in a web of electromagnetic energy."


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At this point, I believe I've now presented for you consideration the rudiments of the Particular Situation I referred to at the beginning.

The Particular Situation consists of three factors:

(1) science demanded that a bio-organic explanation for psi faculties be found before it could accept them as real;

(2) bio-organic explanations have been found for many kinds of psi faculties; and

(3) everyone seems to be ignoring both the facts and the implications of (2) as just stated.


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As to more of what our additional senses are:

Did you know that the soles of your feet and the palms of your hands contain minute magnetic receptors and sensors that "recognize" minute and gross changes in local magnetism?

Here are the rudiments of dowsing, healing, and various rough forms of psychometry which means psyching-out what something is by merely holding it.

Alas, though. If you haven't built neural pathways linking these sensors to your cognitive faculties, you probably won't be able to sense what the receptors in the soles of your feet picking up.


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In bringing this talk to a conclusion, recall that earlier I mentioned the problem of the nomenclature which is acting as a barrier between the new discoveries and more recognizable concepts of psychical and parapsychological research. This same nomenclature is also acting as a barrier between the new research and the problems of enlightenment and transformation which are the objectives of this Society for Enlightenment and Transformation.

To help begin the nomenclature bridge, I'd now like to give some examples by which the two nomenclatures can be compared.



Recently Discovered Bioorganic Basis
for the Following Additional Senses



1. Receptors in the nose sensing systems that "smell" emotions, and that can identify motives, sexual receptivity, antagonism, benevolence, etc. (All these are formats of what are commonly referred to as psychic vibe-sensing.)

2. Receptors in the ear sensing systems that detect and identify differences in pressure and electromagnetic frequencies (formats of ESP.)

3. Skin receptors that detect balance and imbalance regarding what is external to the bio-body, even external at some astonishing distances (formats of remote-sensing, a mixed form of ESP and clairvoyance.)

4. Skin receptors that detect motion outside of the body, even when the body is asleep (a format of subliminal ESP.)

5. Directional finding and locating receptors in the endocrine and neuropeptide systems (formats of dowsing, intermixed with formats of cognitive ESP or intuition.)

6. Whole-body receptors, including hair, that identify fluidic motions of horizontal, vertical, diagonal, even if not visually perceived (as, for example, in the "psychic" portion of the martial art of Akhido.)

7. Skin receptors that "recognize" the temperament of other biological organisms (a format of psi "reading".)

8. Subliminal sensory systems which locate and identify pitch of sound, a sense of heat across great distances, a sense of frequencies and waves, either mechanical or energetic (all being formats of ESP and vibe-sensing, sometimes also referred to as "shaman perceiving.")

9. Receptors that identify positive and negative charged particles at the atomic level. (The term utilized for this in psychical research is "micro-psi" but which is rare. However, it has been convincingly demonstrated, especially in the case of C. W. Leadbeater who published Occult Chemistry (1908). Thirty years before the invention of the electron-microscope he correctly described sub-atomic particles, many undiscovered at the time, but discovered since. Micro-psi faculties are mentioned as one of the ancient Sidhis of ancient India (see, for example, Yoga Sutras of Patanjali).)

10. Microsystem transducing of various forms of mechanical, chemical, and electromagnetic energy into meaningful nerve impulses (all commonly thought of as FORMS OF ESP.)

11. Receptors that sense gravitational changes (a form of PSYCHIC DOWSING.)

12. Neurological senses for interpreting modulated electronic information by converting it into analog signals for mental storage, interpretation, and cognition (one of the bio-mind bases for TELEPATHY.)

13. Bio-electronic receptors for sensing radiation, including X-rays, cosmic rays, infrared radiation, and ultraviolet light, all of these receptors being found in the retina of the eye (part of the basis for various forms of CLAIRVOYANCE.)

14. Receptors that respond to exterior electrical fields and systems (producing forms of CLAIRVOYANCE and AURA "READING.")

Today, the following highly specialized sensing systems are referred to in the new sciences as HUMAN SEMAPHORE CAPACITIES.

15. Skin receptors for sensing perceptions of bonding or antagonism (thought of as forms of INTUITION.)

16. Senses for non-verbal "language" communicating (thought as a form of TELEPATHY or VIBE-SENSING.)

17. Combined sensing systems (neural networks) for making meaning out of at least 130 identified nonverbal physical gestures and twenty basic kinds of nonverbal messages (thought of as INTUITIONAL CHARACTER ASSESSMENT or a particular form of CLAIRVOYANCE.)

18. Receptors that trigger alarm and apprehension before their sources are directly perceived (a particularly valuable type of PSYCHIC FORESIGHT, FORESEEING, INTUITION.)

19. Sensing systems for registering and identifying nonverbal emotional waves (a form of INTUITION and/or TELEPATHY or CLAIRVOYANCE.)

The following are now known to be associated with the PINEAL GLAND if it is healthy and in good working order.

20. Senses and memory-stores cycles of light and darkness, anticipating them with accuracy as the daily motions of the sun and moon change (a kind of PSYCHIC FORECASTING or FUTURE SEEING.)

21. Senses and responds to solar and lunar rhythms, solar disruptions (flares, sunspots) and moon-caused tidal changes (water or geophysical ones), and can sense "coming" earthquakes and storms (a form of PREDICTIVE ESP especially noted in sailors, farmers, but also in cows, dogs, cats, and snakes.)

22. If the pineal gland is fully functional, it acts as a nonvisual photo-receptor (the psychic equivalent being "X-RAY VISION.")


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The following senses or sensing systems are similar to some already mentioned, but they appear to function upon a completely different basis and are additional those senses already mentioned.

It is now thought that this basis is almost certainly the WATER contained in the bio-body, in the physical components of the nerve systems, and the physical part of the brain.

It is not yet understood how WATER is used this way to create a fluidic but elaborate series of interconnected sensing systems.

One of the best guesses, yet to be established, is that the vibrations of the water molecules link together throughout the entire bio-body and form the equivalent of radar or sonar antennae.

These liquid antenna sensing systems appear to detect the following categories. Divided by categories, they can be thought of as individualized and highly refined sensing systems. All of these categories have been thought of as PSYCHIC, ESP, CLAIRVOYANT, or INTUITIVE - which is to say, been thought of as unexplainable and hence impossible.

23. Sense of non-visual wave motions.

24. Sense of non-visual oscillating patterns.

25. Sense of magnetic fields.

26. Sense of infrared radiation.

27. Sense of electrical energy.

28. Sense receptors for local AND distant sources of heat. (This is an unnamed PSI faculty, but one familiar to Amerindians.)

29. Sense of geo-electromagnetic pulses, magnetic fields, especially biological ones (psychic equivalents unidentified and unnamed.)

30. Although the mechanisms are not at all understood, the liquidic sensing detectors apparently are somehow involved in the remote sensing of anything at a distance, however great. The results, of course, are remote viewing, remote hearing, remote tasting, and so forth.


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Finally (although there is no "finally" here), we come to sensory systems' receptors spread throughout the entire bio-body, and which apparently feed information into the mind-body interface (if "interface" would be the correct concept.)

31. Whole-body receptors (millions of them) to detect pheromones, sexual receptivity, fear, love, admiration, danger, pain in others, intentions in others, etc., (all formerly thought of as inexplicable forms of ESP or so-called VIBE-SENSING and/or PSYCHIC `READING".)


Please note that the list above

is not complete and is presently in process

of being extended.




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With the invention of the electron microscope in the early 1930s, large amounts of data had accumulated by the 1950s which irrevocably substantiated that the human being possessed very many more senses than only the infamous physical five.


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As of the late 1950s, then, there was no longer any justifiable reason to continue teaching and emphasizing the five physical senses.

And, as well, there was no longer any justifiable reason to continue the mainstream debunking of so-called psychic perceptions - because bio-mind receptors have been located and confirmed for a lot of them.


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During the 1960s and 1970s, the scientific information pool of this kind of discovery had increased enormously - the sum of which brought a complete end to the concept of the five physical senses only.

A "complete end" at least in a scientific sense. But not in a cultural sense - because the meaning of these sensory discoveries is still being completely ignored in the cultural and ideological milieus, even though technical and popular books became available.


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One of the better, more easy-to-read technical books was SENSATION AND PERCEPTION: AN INTEGRATED APPROACH, by H.R. Schiffman, John Wiley & Sons, New York, 1976. This book is still invaluable today, and provides an extensive bibliography of sources.

As already noted, perhaps the best popular book, certainly very easy to read, was DECIPHERING THE SENSES: THE EXPANDING WORLD OF HUMAN PERCEPTION, by Robert Rivlan and Karen Gravelle, Simon and Schuster, New York, 1984. The first chapter of this book identifies and discusses SEVENTEEN SENSES, and also has a competent bibliography updating the one found in the Schiffman book.


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Both of these books, as well as others, were almost completely ignored, and the conviction that we possess only five physical senses continues to hold sway today.

You see, it is possible to conclude that these books were ignored because they tended toward encouraging people to take justified interest in their extended sensory systems, and perhaps to begin unfolding them.


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Today there is no justification at all for the continuation of anti-psychic belief systems. There is no justification to teach that we have ONLY five physical senses, and there is every justification to teach that we have very many others.

There is also no justification to continue suggesting that there is a difference between sensory and extra-sensory perceptions and information. The discoveries regarding our numerous senses and sensing systems obliterated the boundaries which, in the uninformed past, tended to artificially separate them.



Instead, we need to think more basically in terms of INFORMATION. It is information that is important, regardless of the manner in which it is acquired, or via which sensory systems are utilized to do so.

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To help more fully integrate the information presented in this paper, I'm obliged to point up something which, to my knowledge, has not been considered elsewhere.

If we think only in terms of senses and/or sensing systems, then in very subtle ways we may be distinguishing between them and ourselves. It is true that we do "have" or "possess" senses and sensing systems. But something else is also true, and it is very important that it should be grasped.


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We ARE our sensing systems. And what we call "WE" or "US" or "SELF" is in some full part neither no more nor no less than our sensing systems are acknowledged, developed, and utilized. Since we ARE our sensing systems, the full nature and realization of them must in some direct sense be completely meaningful to the overall goals of this important Society for Enlightenment and Transformation.

In closing here, please note that all of the books I have mentioned contain extensive and excellent bibliographies of published scientific papers. Please refer to them if you are interested in such sources.


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Thursday, January 23, 2014

NIGHTMARES ARE REAL II

I THOUGHT THAT I HAD MENTIONED THAT THE ' WAVE,' ' BUMP ' OF WATER WAS ABOUT 40-50 FEET HIGH, AS FAR AS I COULD FIGURE AT THE TIME. I'M ALWAYS PRESSED FOR TIME WITH THESE LIBRARY MACHINES. I DO NOT KNOW WHEN THIS HAPPENS. KEEP IN MIND THAT WEATHER ALL OVER THE WORLD IS CHANGING.

CNN-COP KILLS ANOTHER COP WITH ' BART '....TRAIN SYSTEM IN SAN FRANCISCO, CA.

THE IMMENSE WINTER STORM THAT HIT THE NORTHERN UNITED STATES AND ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I TOLD " I SAW MYSELF FREEZE TO DEATH IN THE SNOW WITH MY SIDEARM."

ALSO, WALKING DOWN THE BEAUTIFUL STONES THAT MAKE UP THE WALKWAYS IN FRONT OF THE PALACE IN TIANANMEN SQUARE, " YOU ARE A POLICEMAN/I AM A POLICE OFFICER," UNTIL I WAS DRAWN OUT OF THIS BY A BEAUTIFUL ASIAN WOMAN WEARING A VERY TASTEFUL LONG BUT NOT QUITE TRANSPARENT NIGHTGOWN...EVERYTHING WENT ' FUZZY,' OVERLAPPING, ' COMBINED.' A SMILE BROKE THE ' TRANCE.'

TELEPATHIC OVERLAY.

THESE WERE ALL CONNECTED AND SEPARATED BY THE THINNEST OF ' VEILS.' THE REPETITION I HAVE BEEN ' SEEING ' HERE AND THERE, THE MOST RECENT IN ALBQ.,NM, A YOUNG MAN WHO KILLED ALL OF HIS IMMEDIATE FAMILY MEMBERS; A STATESMAN, HIS UNCLE.

THE FIRST TIME THAT I HEARD THE ' DESCRIPTION ' " WE ARE LUCIFERIANS " AND WHAT THEY DESCRIBED AS FAR AS ' BELIEF SYSTEMS ' DEALING WITH ALMOST ALL ' ISSUES ' IN LIFE WAS DURING THIS TIME AND I AM VERY SURE BEFORE THAT PERIOD IN MY LIFE, IN THE BACK OF MY MIND.

THEY BELIEVE IN ABSOLUTELY NO ' BOUNDARIES ' IN REGARDS TO ALL THAT IS LIVING OR DEAD; RIGHT OR WRONG.

THIS IS WHY THEY ARE SO POPULAR WITH THE YOUNG AND ' MENTALLY ILL.'

CONSCIENCE

THIS IS WHY I ASKED THE POPE IN NOT SO POLITE TERMS TO GET RID OF THE HOMOSEXUAL PRIESTS, AUTHORITATIVE/FATHERLY POSITIONS OUT OF " MY " CHURCH ( THAT POST MY OF BEEN REMOVED ).

IF THE " LUCIFERIANS " CAN ' NETWORK ' TO MISLEAD AND KILL, I WOULD THEN ASK ' CAN THEY GIVE PLEASURE TO HARM IN ORDER TO DIVIDE BEFORE THEY MISLEAD ?

I HAVE VERY RECENTLY HEARD THE TERM ON AM RADIO, A PROGRAM JUST BEFORE GEORGE NOREY OF COAST TO COAST, AN AUSTIN, TX., APP. I WASN'T ALL THAT SURPRISED. THE TOPIC AND LIFE STYLES ARE HERE IN HAWAII TOO.

THE " LUCIFERIANS ARE A VERY DANGEROUS CULT," IN THE WORLD TODAY.

THE REST OF THE ' RESULTS OF THE RV ' I AM VERY SURE, WILL UNITE WITH ALL THE GIBBERISH OF STEVE JOBS ' BEING GAY ' AND ALL THE OTHERS, AND ALL THE REASONS WHY AND ALL THE MISINFORMATION, AT LEAST ON/IN THIS INFORMATION ' HUB.' I KNOW ALL THIS TO BE UNTRUE AND FALSE, AND I KNEW IT THEN, THOUGH ALMOST OVERWHELMED.

I AM CERTAIN THAT THEY WILL TRY AGAIN.

PRESIDENT PUTIN HAS DONE A GOOD JOB AS FAR AS ' PUSSY RIOT ( PROTECTING THE CHURCH AND WATCHING THEM ),' AND " LEAVE THE CHILDREN IN PEACE," A WARNING TO THE GAYS.

I THANK MY FATHER FOR THAT ' STAND ' THAT DAY IN HOLLY FAMILY CHURCH AND FOR THE WISDOM AND DETERMINATION OF MY MOTHER'S AND GRANDMOTHER'S PATIENCE.




Saturday, January 18, 2014

NIGHTMARES ARE REAL

I FOUND THIS IN YESTERDAYS PAPER WHILE
SEARCHING FOR CANS TODAY. INSTANT ' HIT '
ALTHOUGH YEARS AGO. 2007-2008- THE SOILDER
DID NOT FOLLOW ORDERS PERTAINING TO THE
COMMAND TO LAUNCH. ANOTHER ( DIFFERENT AREA-
DIFFERENT STATE ? DID. ) THIS WAS NOT A MEMORY
OF A MOVIE ( ONLY ONE ) -I THOUGHT AT THE TIME
US ARMY. UNIFORM JACKETS, PETTY OR OTHERWISE
WERE NOT WORN-ALL WAS SOMEWHAT MONOTONE.

VERY MUCH LIKE THE TWO SECURITY OFFICERS WHO
APPROACHED ME IN THE BUILDING VERY NEAR THE
FORESTED HILL/MOUNTAIN-GLASS IN FRONT-MILITARY-
GOVERNMENT. ONE TO THE LEFT UNBUTTONED JACKET-VERY
BRIEF YET POLITE. ' I ' WAS A BIT TALLER THAN BOTH OF
THEM. TO THE RIGHT, I THINK FEMALE.

I ' PANNED,' PULLED BACK WITHIN THIS PERSON THINKING
" I CAUGHT YOU, MF."

THESE MEMORIES ARE ALMOST COMPLETE NOW, AS THIS
IS ALSO CONNECTED IN TIME TO NEVADA TO NORTH AMERICA,
WHERE I GOT ' HIT ' HARD, MENTAL RAPE AND FURTHER.

ALL I'LL SAY IS YOU DON'T WANT TO BE UNDER THOSE SHIPS.
TROOP TRANSPORTS IS ALL THAT I REMEMBER.

ALASKA KNOWS.

THE CONNECTION TO THIS FUTURE IS FOUND IN THE ' MY '
PAST, RING OF FIRE BY JOHNNY CASH ON BLACK AND WHITE
TELEVISION WHEN I ASKED MY FATHER WHAT THAT MEANT.
HE DIDN'T ANSWER HE SEEMED MESMERIZED BY THE TV SET;
IN DEEP THOUGHT.

WHEN I FIRST GOT TO KONA, HI, I HAD A ' VISION ' ON THE BEACH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, THE TURQUOISE WATER SO HIGH, NOT REALLY
LIKE A WAVE, IN THE DISTANCE TO MY LEFT NEAR THE OLD HILTON.
IT WAS ONLY ' CONTAINED ' WITHIN A NANO SECOND.

I LOOKED AGAIN AND THEN AGAIN TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT
IT WAS NOT REAL. THIS ABOUT A WEEK OR SO AFTER MY BIRTHDAY.

I REMEMBER THINKING INSTANTLY OF ' RING OF FIRE.'

IF YOU HEAR THE WARNINGS DO WHAT YOU ARE TOLD
AND IF POSSIBLE MOVE HIGHER UP THE LANDSCAPE.
DO NOT GO BACK DOWN AFTER THE FIRST WAVE, THERE
ARE MOE THAN LIKELY TWO MORE TO COME. STRUCTURAL
COLLAPSE IS THE SECOND ENVIRONMENTAL CONCERN; LAND
AND MAN-MADE.

THE NAME OF THE NUTS THAT SOME YOUTH
CHEW IS NOT IMPORTANT, ALTHOUGH MANY
ADULTS FEEL IT TO BE A ' MILD STIMULANT AND
HALLUCINOGENIC ' THAT IS OFTEN KEPT IN CHEWING
TOBACCO CONTAINERS, AND SOME TIMES MIXED
WITH THE TOBACCO TOO. THIS IS A PROBLEM IN THE
SCHOOLS AND AT LEAST IN HILO'S ( HAWAII ) LIBRARY
ALSO CONCERNING THE CHILDREN.

I WILL SAY THIS MUCH, I CHEW TOBACCO. I NOW THINK
AS AN ADULT THAT I SHOULD OF NEVER OF BEEN ALLOWED
TO BUY IT AS A KID. AT 26-29 CENTS A CAN BACK THEN FOR
COPENHAGEN AND SKOAL. ' WE NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO
REALLY DECIDE.' PEER PRESSURE AND ' CLASS ' DISTINCTION ?



ONE MORE NOTE REGARDING A PAST POST; ' SPERM IN HAND AFTER WAKING UP,'
THE SPERM GLOWED, BUT ALSO SOME OF MY CRYSTLES AND OTHER AREAS
IN MY HOUSE AT 5417 ALICE NE, ALBQ. NE.

" WHAT HAVE YOU DONE !?! " FROM ABOVE ?
WHILE I WASHED IT DOWN THE SINK.

" WE CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS TO YOU." SOMEWERE IN THE HOUSE, " RADIATION PO..."
THEN IT FADED AWAY RAPIDLY. STATIC.

Friday, January 17, 2014

MY WORTHLESS PHONE

BE WARNED THAT SOME OF THESE ADDRESS ARE PROBALLY GOOD PEOPLE, HOWEVER I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT SOME ( MOST ) ARE PORN, I DO NOT KNOW IF IT IS CHILD OR QUEER. THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ' HACKED ' MY PHONE.

THE OTHER EXPLAINATION IS THIS: " GOOGLE + MERGER TO G-MAIL SETTINGS NEED CHANGED SO THAT GENERAL SUBSCRIBERS CAN NO LONGER VEIW ACCOUNT. THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FIX THIS PROBLEM FOR ABOUT THREE WEEKS, IT IS GLOBAL. IT RENDERS YOU OPEN TO THE WORLD AND THUS ' HACKED ' WITHOUT YOUR CONCENT."

ONLY TWO PEOPLE HAD PERMISSION TO HAVE MY NUMBER.

FB ( FAKE BART ) WAS UTILIZED BY AN DISTANT PATRON, HE ALSO USED IT WHEN MAILING ANYTHING WITH ' SAIL MAIL ' IN ALBQ. NM.

SOME OF THESE I HAVE DELETED NUMBERS AND LETERS BECAUSE THAY AUTOMACTLY ' LINK,' WITH SOME WEB SITE; ALOT ARE FACEBOOK.

I GAVE NO PERMISION FOR ANY OF THIS, SO I WILL POST ALL THAT COMES MY WAY AND LEAVE IT UP TO AND TRUST LAW ENFORCEMENT.

EVERYTHING POINTS BACK TO MY/THE NUMBER.

55330: YOUR DATA SERVICE HAS BEEN RESTORED ( THIS UNDERLINED ). PLEASE POWER YOUR PHONE OFF AND ON.
RECEIVED: JAN 15
http:// restored.Pl --------THIS IS NOT A REAL PAGE.

32665058 SARA LEWIS

32665030 COOKI RAVE-WOLF DEMON

MEGAN BOLDEN http:// fb.me/1P8Tf2n5cu79b

40404 @ Little Saint m. twitter.com/little Saint

Victoria Rapozoa http://fb.me/INDwVKjxT

32665029 HARLEY SATAE http:// fb. me/235 WjzjInZHu

32665003 SHANEL OLIVEIRA

32665020 DENISEE NORTFLEET O. Vaz

I've got about fifty or seventy more to go, ran out of time.



Thursday, January 16, 2014

UP-DATED-1-17-'14-LOOKING FOR CANS, BOTTLES AND GLASS IN KONA, HAWAII

THE CRYSTAL WAS WHITE TO A NEAR COBALT BLUE.
I WAS TOLD WHEN I ASKED AN OLD BUM OF THE REAL
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ' ICE ' AND JUST METH.
HE SAID, " I WOULDN'T USE IT,...SOUNDS LIKE SOMEONE
IS JUST LEANING HOW TO COOK IT."

THIS WAS FOUND IN A GARBAGE BAG NEXT TO THE GARBAGE
CANS IN FRONT OF THE OLD AIR PORT PUBLIC POOL AREA.

I SAID OUT LOUD FOR ALL TO HEAR ( BUMS, HOMELESS aka; Hawaiians ),
AND SWIMMERS, " I'M NOT GOING TO CALL THE POLICE BECAUSE I'M
NOT A ' NARC.' I WAS COMPLETELY SURROUNDED JUST BEYOND
THE FIELDS ON ALL DIRECTIONS...EYES EVERYWHERE.

THE CITY WORKER ASKED ME IF I WANTED THE CAN AND BOTTLE
AFTER HE ASKED OF THE METAL BOWL CONTAINING THE
CRYSTALINE SUBSTANCE, I SAID " NO." HE THEN THREW THE ' SHIT '
IN BACK OF THE TRUCK AND LEFT.


TO MAKE THE DAY EVEN ' BETTER,' I STOPPED TO SEE WHAT
THE DIGGING WAS ALL ABOUT AND WAS INSULTED ' LEFT
AND RIGHT,' BY SOME LOW LIFE WITH THE VERBAL MENTALITY
OF A POSSIABLE MENTALLY RETATED THREE YEAR OLD,
STANDING PROUD IN HIS ' TEMP-SERVICE ' SAFETY VEST
AS HE ' ZAPED ' ON AND ON AS OTHERS WORKED, AND UPON
MY RETURN FROM THE END OF THE BEACH, ' ZEP ! ' STILL
AT IT. ZAP, ZAP, ZAP ! WITH ALL THE PROFESSONAL AIR
OF A ' CRIMANAL.' HIS QOUTE, " YOUR ANUS. " " WE NEVER
FOUND YOUR EARRING."



TELCOM, THE CITY TRUCK YARD AND ELECTRICAL POWER
TRANSFOMER STATION ( HAWAII ) ARE HOPES SERVICES IMEDIATE NEIGHBORS.

MY FIFTY DOLLAR CELL PHONE

THE EXTREME ISSUES WITH MY ' ZTE ' CELL PHONE AND ALL
THE ' MESSAGES ' THAT I GET AND INTERFERANCE, WITH EXCEPTION
TO WHAT EVER MIGHTB BE GOING ON WITH ' STRAIGHT TALK,' I VERY
MUCH HOPE WILL BE RESOLVED VERY SOON.

AS ALWAYS WHEN I'M WRITTING ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS
' SPELL CHECK ' ALWAYS GOES OUT.

I WILL WRITE ABOUT THIS DAY MORE, AND THE DAY BEFORE.
YESTERDAY, AND THE OLD ' LOOKOUT ' AND HIS AMERICAN FLAG
AT THE END OF THE BEACH.

M.I.A.-CNN, AND ALL THE SHIT LEADING UP TO IT....NOT AGAIN, THESE
ARE JUST DRUG DEALERS.

THIS WAS THE ' UNDERTOW ' YEARS AGO...IN THE END..' THIER ' ONLY
REASON.

DO NOT VISIT HAWAII 

Saturday, December 28, 2013

POSTWAR COMMENTS

PICKING UP CANS, PLASTICS AND BOTTLES IS A DANGEROUS AND VERY DIRTY BUSINESS

 Today, maybe the scales were not correct. To add to this, the receipt that we as ' recyclers ' sign was tossed to me in anger by an employee of the only such business in town. I didn't argue, I left.

at this business, I have been ' come on ' ( degradations in descriptions as, whistles, pursing of the lips to/in ' mock ' ), I'm sure because of my age and second, what I've written, yet the undercurrent of my occupation thus far is undertaken with the full knowledge that those who've ' brushed against ' the law one to many times, this is all that is left in terms of occupations, work.

I am sorry for your choices in life, yet I still treat people in general with some respect.


I am not however, a teacher that ' dates ' children.

I am not however a ' care provider ( whether it be the homeless, students or the severely handicapped ) ' who steals daily ( food, clothing and personal care products and medications ), abuses, sexually and otherwise, the weak and handicapped.

I am not however a librarian who promotes sexual life styles to a youth under the age of eighteen years of age.

I am an Adult male who thinks and knows this to be wrong, most especially in the extremes of age differences.

I am not a child living in a ' Hollywood drug induced ( reculection or otherwise ) ' state of being.


AUSTIN TEXAS 

This the fist time to relay this experience.
I walked by what could only be a Gay bar. The children/teenagers interfacing with the men hanging out side this bar, with beer bottles; kids coming out of this bar. Police officers accross the street.

As I walked through this crowd to go to the corner gas station ( same night or close to it when officer joked about ' satilight. ' ), my mind a ' static ' and IN VERY FULL DETAIL the details of the INTRAPMENT OF OCCUPANTS AND THE EXPLOSIONS AND FIREBALL, ALL WITHIN TWO MINUTES. ( IN ALBQ,NM , I ' RECOGNIZED TRIGGERING MECHANIZISMS/ELECTRICAL AND MANUAL, I GAVE THEM TO THE ' RELUCTANT ' POLICE OFFICER WHO NEEDED EXPLANATION AS TO WHAT THEY WERE. " WHY ARE YOU GIVING THESE TO ME ? )

It took alot to walk away then ride for awhile.

I will never ' post to do this.'

WHEN A PERSON IS NOT INTERESTED, THAT MEANS DO NOT ' PICK.' DO NOT TRESSPASS.

I KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG AND HAVE ' PROVEN IT ' WITHOUT ' BREAKING NEWS EVENTS.

DO NOT FUCK WITH ' VETS.' PEOPLE LIKE YOU....LIVE BECAUSE OF US, RIGHT OR WRONG.




Thursday, December 26, 2013

UPDATED - REACHING FOR THE GOLDEN RING - MUNICH 1972 - " THEY NEED A HERO," YEARS AGO.

WARNING FOR UNITED STATES

" DANGER-DANGER-WILL ROBERTSON " - 2002-'03 THEN 2007-'09

A FEW OF THE NAMES THAT WERE POSTED ON THE LAST POST, WERE ALSO OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS

GERMANY  1972 - JEWISH OLYMPIANS WERE HELD AND THEN KILLED BY TERRORISTS.

THE ON GOING FEUD REGARDING THE FAGS WHO WILL BE SENT TO THE WINTER GAMES, APPARENTLY REGARDLESS OF RUSSIA'S APPROVAL TO THE WINTER OLYMPICS IN 2014, IN RUSSIA.

I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS ANALYSES WAS MADE BACK IN 2007-'09. BUT THIS IS A HUGE INFORMATION HUB THAT HAS YET TO PLAY OUT.

BARTON PRINCE, BEFORE HE ASKED ME TO " COME OUT OF HIDING/CLOSET." " IT'S BECAUSE OF TELEVISION THAT ' WE ' HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED IN SOCIETY."
THIS WAS ABOUT THE TIME OF ' WILL AND GRACE,' I THINK OF THE NEAR BLASPHEMY NOW. FURTHERMORE, I ANSWERED HIM THAT I WASN'T, I THINK BACK NOW AND THINK THAT ONE OF THE REASONS FOR HIS ' EGO TRIPS ' MIGHT OF BEEN THE LIKELY HOOD OF HIS PHONES BEING TAPED.

I CAN'T IMAGINE OBAMA'S RESPONSIBILITIES NOW, REGARDING ALL OF THIS AND POSSIBLE FOUR FRONT WAR.

THE ' MONEY ' AT PLAY HERE IS SIMPLY FOR FURTHER ' CONTROL ' GIVEN TO THE MONOPOLIES THAT CONTROL ' ALL ' INFORMATION AND COMMUNICATIONS IN ORDER TO ' DESIGN ' THE PERFECT HERD.

' CHILDHOOD'S END '

BARTON PRINCE ONCE HIRED ME TO TAKE A BUNCH OF JUNK TO THE CITY DUMP, IN IT I FOUND A MAPPLETHORPE'S BOOK THAT I KEPT FOR ABOUT NEAR A MONTH, AFTER READING IT, I THREW IT AWAY. HE BROUGHT IT BACK FROM ONE OF HIS CHICAGO TRIPS.

FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHO'S ' god ? ' I'M SORRY FOR THIS BUT I'VE BEEN AROUND THE GAY CROWD, THEY ALL BUT OWN THE ' ART ' MARKET ( REGARDING PEOPLE OF COLOR AND MYTHS, MAO WAS ALSO A BONE OF CONTENSION REGARDING HIS ATTRACTION TO YOUNG GIRLS AND BOYS ), OR DO THEY ?

I HAVE ' WILLED ' MORE THAN 15 MINUTES, TAKEN FROM WARHOL.

TELEPHONE

I BOUGHT A CHEAP ANDROID FROM WALMART AND WAS HACKED TWO TIMES, EVEN AFTER I RESET IT WITH THE HELP OF THE SERVER, MOST MESSAGES WERE OF SUB-CULTURES THAT I DON'T ' FLY 'WITH. I SAVED MOST TO TAKE DOWN INFO AND NAMES, I DON'T HAVE ' HANGOUTS.' I MET ONE GUY AT THE BEACH WHO I RECOGNIZED IN THE ' ETHER.' SAID HE WORKED AT A PSHYCH ( SPELLING ? ) WARD. I WILL PUBLISH THESE SOON.

THIS IS NOT PRIDE IN AND FOR ONE'S NATION.

SEVEN - EIGHT YEARS AGO, I REMEMBER, " CROSSED WIRES " IN A MEDITATION.


NOBODY IS THINKING AHEAD, FOR THEMSELVES. FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM ?

IT'S DEFINITELY NOT CHILDREN. ONLY THE ELECTRONIC WORLD, WITHOUT GENDER OR SOUL, MUCH LESS SPIRIT. THERE'S NO FREEDOM THERE/HERE.

WE SERVE A ROYALTY IN ' FAITH ' HAS BEEN WRITTEN AND WAS PART A ' LUCID DREAM ' IN WHICH ' I ' WAS A PARTICIPANT, BUT IT ALWAYS BOTHERED ME THAT I WAS WEARING A SUITE. I WAS ALIVE MOMENTS AFTER THE CRASH ( AT SEA OR LARGE LAKE ). MY HANDS....? REPETITION OF THIS UNTIL ' I ' GOT IT RIGHT WAS ABOUT 2008? DEEP---' PENETRATION.' I DON'T KNOW WHO THE ' OBSERVER ' WAS. NEVER ' HEARD ' HIM/HER AGAIN, VOICE FLUCTUATION.

I PUT IT ON BSS ( BLACK SWANNS STREIBER )

IN NOVEMBER OF LAST YEAR A VOICE LEFT ME.
I LATER FOUND OUT THAT INGO SWANN DIED IN JANUARY OF THIS YEAR.

MY FATHER LEFT A DICTIONARY OF THOUGHTS AFTER THE DIVORCE. I READ IT FROM BEGINNING TO END, LATER TO FIND IT AS AN ADULT. I WILL BUY IT AGAIN.

IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING OF INGO; I LEFT MY DICTIONARY OF COLLAGE DAYS IN THE SHELTER IN EL PASO, TX., BOOKMARKS AND POST-IT NOTES TOO.

I REMEMBER HIM ( INGO ) TELLING THE AUDIENCE AT THE EDGER CACY INSTITUTE TO HAVE " COMPASSION " FOR THEM. HE SAID OF WHOM ON THE REMOTE VIEWING DVD.

I HAVE TO BE HONEST, SOMETIMES I MISS THE VOICE, YET I HATE HIM AS THE ' MACHINE,'AND STILL YET SOME OF HIS ' LIVING ' REFLECTIONS; MASKS.



Friday, December 20, 2013

INFORMATION-HUB

THE NIGHT BEFORE LAST AND LAST NIGHT, HAVE OPPENED THE GATES OF MY MEMORIES SEVEN TO NINE YEARS AGO.

1. THE INTENSE DISSCUSION THAT I SOMEHOW ' HEARD ' IN REGARDES TO ' THE PRESIDENTIAL ASSAIONATION,' WAS DEEP IN MY CONSCIENCE AND I TRYED TO REMOVE MYSELF FROM IT SEVERAL TIMES. " THEY NEED A HERO." THE DISSCUSION SEEMED TO REFER TO A DISTANT FURTURE IN DESIGN FOR THE YOUTH OF THIS COUNTRY, THOUGH I MIGHT OF INTERPRED IT AS FOR THE ' HERDS.' THEN THE VISION OF A ' DEAL ' BEING MADE AND I WAS INTRODUCED TO SOME LADY AND SHOKE HANDS WITH WHO I WAS TOLD WAS THE GOV. OF TEXAS AND THEN PRESIDENT BUSH. THE SLIMY ' WHATEVER IT WAS ' IN THE HANDSHAKE WAS WHAT I QUESTIONED.

THEN LATTER WORKING FOR THE TEMP. AGENCY AT UT'S EXEBIT OF KROOF'S, A PUBLISHERS DONATIONS;AT THE WAREHOUSE I RECONNIZED THE COUCH EVERYBODY WAS SITTING ON, BUT MOST ESSPEACIALY THE EXPRESSION ON THE OLD BLACK MAN'S FACE. " THEY NEED A HERO." WHITE OR BLACK, I DON'T KNOW, BUT IN THE ATTAKS I SAID, " THOSE/THEY ARE DEMOCRATS."

WHAT IS POWER----------------------------------------------------------------------------ECONOMICS.

KEY MARKERS WHERE THE ' FIRES ' IN THE BOSCIES AND LOS ALOMOS AND THEN LATER THE ' RED MOON,' HENCE THE HUB OF ' C ( K )ARRY,' THEN THE ' RED ' MOON THE NIGHT BEFORE I MOVED INTO A SHELTER IN KONA,HI; THE ' RED ' MOON WAS SEEN NOT ONLY BY MYSELF IN HILO, HI. BUT OTHERS.

THE DISAPPEARANCE OF A SMALL ' TRIANGULAR CLUSTER ' OF STARS THAT WAS APPARENTLY VISIBLE FOR ONLY ONE NIGHT; I ASKED MR. LENT OF THE NAME AND HE GAVE IT, BUT I POINTED OUT RIGHT NEXT TO THAT STAR THAT CHANGED COLORS, HE SAID NOTHING. SOUTHEASTERN, A BIT MORE TO THE EAST, SKIES.


2. THE PLEADING OF A MOTHER AND CHILD, CHILD OUTSIDE OF BODY, ' WATER,' NOT IN ALBQ.,NM. AND HER ' SILENCE.'-ITHINK IN 2008-2009. EXTREMELY VIOLENT.

( A. THE PAST WEEK AND A HALF, LISTENING TO HOW ' UNWANTED PEOPLE HERE IN HI. ARE KILLED, CHOPPED UP AND FED TO THE SHARKS FROM THE SMALL FISHING BOATS. )

ALSO, FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH, DEVEN, OR DEVON IS THE ARRAMIS AFTER SHAVE THAT I WHORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. MY CURRENT SITUATION.

" REMOTE VIEWING OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT." AND " YOU CAN DO THE SAME THING WITH PRAYER." AT THE TIME BOTH FEMALE ' VOICES.'

THEN THE LICENCE PLATES, PHIL ' SOMETHING OR THE OTHER-REALLY A VERSE.'
AND THE OTHER CAR WITH THE LICENCE PLATE ' SCHUSS.'

BOTH PEOPLE WERE DRESSED LIKE ' HIPPIES.' DURING THIS TIME FRAMEWORK, " THOSE ARE REAL PEOPLE DOWN THERE." WHEN I WAS COMING BACK FROM SPACE, ( NEPTUNE ) AND ALL THE ' LIGHT ' SLOWED DOWN WHEN APPROACHING THIS EARTH; MY ' THOUGHT PROCESS ' WAS SLOWING DOWN.

I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE IF THAT WAS MY ' FATHER.'

THIS JUST BEFORE THE FIRST ELECTION, BUT I AM VERY CLOSE TO ' RECOGNIZING ' THE VOICE, MALE, WAS CONNECTED TO ALL THREE TIME FRAME WORKS.

AS I'VE SAID BEFORE, THIS IS GEOMETRY.

THE TEENAGER HERE IN HI. AT THE TIME WAS DATING A TEACHER. SHE WILL RECEIVE A ' NEW ' CAR.

THE TEACHER IS STILL TEACHING. HOW MANY OTHER CHILDREN HAS SHE ' TAUGHT ?' IS IT YOUR CHILD.

THE CHILD/TEENAGER THEN WILL LIE.

CHILDREN DO NOT HAVE THE FULL CAPABILITIES TO REASON AS ADULTS SHOULD, OR DO THEY ? ' AND THE MEEK SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH.' THE MEEK ARE REALLY THE PREDATOR'S WHO ARE ALWAYS SILENT FOR GOOD REASON.

I HAVE ALREADY BEEN ' RUN ' OFF THE ROAD TWO TIMES.


I HAVE A VERY BAD ' FEELING ' ABOUT THE BABY....IN HI. I DON'T KNOW IF ' SHE ' WAS KILLED TOO.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

FOR SANTA

DEAR SANTA

I HAVE BEEN A VERY GOOD BOY THIS YEAR ( FOR REALS THIS TIME ! REALLY ! ) AND SO I WAS JUST WONDERING THAT IF, WELL, 'CAUSE I FOUND A WALLET WITH A WHOLE LOT OF CASH IN IT AND ALOT OF CREDIT CARDS AND A BRAND NEW OTTER ENCASED SAMSUNG CELL PHONE THAT I SO ENTHUSIASTICALLY ( HAD THE POLICE CALLED AND MET WITH THEM ) RETURNED 'CAUSE IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND HELPED FEED FAMILIES AND BABIES ( REALLY, BACK IN EL PASO ) AND ALWAYS PICK UP GLASS ON THE BEACH IN HAWAII ( HOPE SERVICES, P.O. BOX 501, KAILUA-KONA HI, 96745 ) AND WHEN I PICK UP BEER CANS AND FIND ' NEW ' ONES I ALWAYS EMPTY THEM SO THAT THE ' PARENTS ' KNOW THAT I HAVE A CONSCIENCE. AND....WELLL......I WASN'T THE ONE WHO PUT THE RUSTY OLD BIKE IN THE TREE BY THE TRASH CAN, AND I ALWAYS TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING ( YOU KNOW,.....SERENITY AND ALL ), AND I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN G-D AND SATAN AND MONEY ( MUST BE WHY I'M SO F....... POOR, OPPS, SORRY ! ) AND I DO APPRECIATE THE OLD TUBE OF BLUE OIL PAINT, HOWEVER,THOUGH, I HAVE PICASSO'S BIRTH DATE, I'M JUST NOT READY FOR MY ' BLUE PERIOD ! ' ( NOT DONE BITCHING ABOUT WARHOL, OPPS...SORRY ) AND I BRUSH MY TEETHS ONCE A WEEK AND HAVE NEVER CURSED THAT I REMEMBER ( I THINK THATS THE ' ALMOST ' TRUTH,....KINDA )........AND I TRY TO HELP PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH THRE DUMB ( OPPS.....SORRY, WELL ALMOST ! ) AAAAAND.....I STILL PRAY ( TRUTH ) AND,......WELL.....AND JOHNNY GETS TO COOK BREAKFAST ALL THE TIME BUT I GOT'A PICK UP CANS!

OH, EIGHT YEARS OF SOBRIETY IN JANUARY 2014 !!!!! !!
FUCKING A !!!! BUT I'M NOT PROUD....NO EGO HERE ( REALLY ! FOR REALS ! ASK GOV. PERRY !!!!! FOR REALS ! ASK PRESIDENT BUSH OR PRESEDENT OBAMA ! I'M ALMOST ( WON'T GET ANY SMALLER ) TELLING ALL THE REAL TRUTH )


BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT.....SO HERE'S MY VERY SHORT LIST, IT'S GONNA TAKE ABOUT A WEEK OR SO, ( HUM.....DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS )

1. A i-PHONE AND SAMSUNG, BOTH SMART PHONES TOUCH PADS WITH THE WORKS AND ONE YEARS FREE SERVICE.

2. A TRANSPORTER SO I CAN GO WHERE EVERYONE TELLS ME TO GO. OR FLYING SAUCER.

3 A MAC PRO NOTEBOOK/LAPTOP WITH ADOBE POTOSHOP/ 17 INCH SCREEN.

4. I GUESS WORLD PEACE, RUSH.....GET WITH THE ' PROGRAM '

5.AND ALL THE WORLD'S CHILDREN TO BE TREATED WELL......WITH REAL LOVE.


I'M NOT DONE YET!

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

UP-DATED 12-13-2013--UP-DATED-12-12-2013-THE STAR AND CRESCENT

RUMORS-WHAT IS POWER ?

A-A MAN I ONCE KNEW WORE A SPANISH ( ? ) CHRISTIAN CROSS OF PURE GOLD EMBROIDERED WITH SAPPHIRES AND RUBIES. IT HAS BEEN TO SOTHEBY'S FINE ART AUCTIONS FOR AUCTION ONCE, THAT I KNOW OF. HE WAS AN UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT. HE WAS CHRISTIAN MAN WHO ' BELIEVED THAT JESUS CHRIST WAS COMING HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME.'

B-A GENTLEMAN BY THE NAME OF MR. TORRES HAD AN ACCOMPLICE IN BUSINESS ( MYSELF INCLUDED ) WHO SOLD DIAMOND RINGS, NICE, LOW END AT A DISCOUNT RATE, AND BRAGGED AT THE AMOUNT THAT HE SOLD THEM FOR TO A LAWYER IN EL PASO, TX. THE LAWYER WAS MY FATHER. I WAS IN THE BACK YARD OF MR. TORRES WORKING ON WINDOWS WHEN I HEARD THE PUNK'S COMMENTS. I STATED THAT MY FATHER WAS AN " ASS." MY WORDS BACK THEN IN THE LATE EIGHTIES, MAYBE VERY EARLY NINETIES.

C-MR. TORRES BOUGHT THE PAWN BUSINESS FROM MR. GRACE.

D-THE SECRET SERVICE IN ALBQ.,NM. HAD NO ADMIRATION FOR THE CLINTON ADMINISTRATION, " THOSE TWO ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING." ' SHE HAD A SET BIGGER THAN HIS.' " HILLERY'S JUST A LESBIAN ( BISEXUAL ) " IT WAS A BIG JOKE AMONGHTS THE LATER ' SHOP ' OWNER ., THE UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT,AND SECRET SERVICE MEMBERS.

E-THE SHOP OWNER'S PHONE WAS ALWAYS ' TAPPED,' BY WHOM I DON'T KNOW. ( IF SAME SITUATION AS BARTON PRINCE'S HOUSE AND PROPERTY NEXT DOOR THAT HE ALSO OWNED, WORK WAS DONE BY ' THEMSELVES.' " OUR WIRES CROSS FREQUENTLY."-BARTON PRINCE.

THE ' SEAL,' WHO KNOWS, COPS OR FEDS OR JUST " THE KIDS."

F-1-HOW RUMORS GET STARTED IS OFTEN BASED IN A FORM OF ' TRUTH ' ON THE SURFACE, HOW THE INFORMATION, OFTEN PERSONAL, IS LATER USED TO ' EXTRACT ' MORE IS THE BUILDING OF FUTURE FOUNDATIONS FOR THAT WHICH, AT LEAST IN THE BEGINNING, IS JUST ' FABRICATIONS ' ON A LOOSE FOUNDATION.

2-THE DISMANTLING OF AMERICA WAS THOUGHT OUT MORE THAN 65 YEARS AGO FROM THE HIGHEST LEVELS IN AMERICAN GOVERNMENT AND MOST ESPECIALLY THE UNITED STATES MILITARY.

3-SEX WAS THE ' KEY ' TO/FOR ' THIS ' OBSESSION. THIS ' MENTAL ILLNESS ' FOR A PROGRESSION IN ' LACK ' OF PERSONAL AND NATIONAL DEFENSE. THIS OPENED UP PANDORA'S BOX TO THOSE WHO IN ' MELD ' AND THEIR PERSONAL DESIRES AND OBSESSIONS ALONG WITH THE NATIONAL ' COMMUNICATIONS/MEDIA/INFORMATION ' COMPLEX TO OVERWHELM, IF YOU, ALL ' JUST PLAIN THINKING.'

4-I WILL PRINT THE PICTURE OF THE STAR OF DAVID AGAIN, OF THE CLOUDS, OF THE MIDDLE EAST SEEN IN ALBQ.,NM. WHEN I FIND IT AGAIN.


5-HOW CAN G-D ONLY VISIT ONE COUNTRY WITHOUT HELPING THE ' CHILDREN ' TOO OF ANOTHER ?

WOULD G-D SEE THE ENTIRE MIDDLE EAST IF NOT THE WORLD'S COUNTIES AS ALL GUILTY ? WOULD YOU DARE EVEN ASK ? YET YOU BEG OF MAN.

EL PASO, TEXAS - 2012

I AM CAREFUL WHAT I PRAY FOR IN THIS UNIVERSE.......

HILO, HAWAII

 I WORKED FOR A MAN, A JEW AND I GUESS HAWAIIAN TOO CUTTING BAMBOO NEXT TO THE JAILHOUSE AND A PLACE TO STAY IN POHOIKI.
I SPENT THE FIRST NIGHT ON THE BED IN UNEASY SLEEP AND NIGHTMARES TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING TO A VOICE ' IF ONLY THIS WAS ISRAEL,' IT SEEMED FROM MY STOMACH, WHEN I LOOKED OUT TO THE DECK AND THE OCEAN BEYOND. CELLPHONE WAS TURNED OFF. ( THIS WAS ABOUT A MONTH AGO. )

BY THE JAILHOUSE, THE BAMBOO FIELD WE WERE CLEARING ( WITH PERMISSION I WAS TOLD ) I CUT MY FINGER WITH THE MACHETE AND CALLED MY ' BOSS ' TO LET HIM KNOW AND THAT I WAS UNABLE TO CONTINUE DUE TO THE INJURY. " WHICH FINGER IS IT ? " HE ASKED.

HIS ONLY CONCERN, MONEY.

THE HOUSE IN POHOIKI HAD TWO CHEAP WOODEN SCULPTURES IN IT OF MEN STANDING ON ONE FOOT. ONE INSIDE, THE OTHER OUTSIDE. AND A POOR RENDERING OF A MAN TOUCHING THE TOP OF A BULL'S BACK, BEFORE THE SWORD HITS THE HEART; A MATADOR, IN THE BEDROOM.

MUCH LIKE THE ' BULL ' THAT I REPAIRED FOR MY FATHER WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I REMEMBER THE RED INFERNO, THE PAINTING THAT WAS IN THE WAITING ROOM. COULD IT BE THAT THE TRUTH IS MORE HARMFUL IN AND OF ITSELF, SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT.

I AM NOT A MEMBER OF THE ' UNDERWORLD,' OTHERWISE KNOWN AS ORGANIZED CRIME.

MY ANSWER TO MY ' STOMACH ' WAS SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, " FUCK OFF."

I, ALSO WAS NEVER PAID IN FULL. $ 55.00. SO MUCH FOR THE INDOOR FARMERS MARKET ON BAYFRONT.

THE PICTURE OF THE STICKER IN MAUI, ' ISRAEL,' WILL BE POSTED HERE LATER.

" THIS WAR WAS STARTED BY YOU " - FROM A MAN IN A ' LUCID DREAM ' SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO IN ALBQ.,NM., AN ASIAN MAN I LEARNED IN AUSTIN TEXAS TO BE JAPANESE AND ' GAY.' HE HAD LOST EVERYTHING AND ADMITTED TO SOME TYPE OF ' MIND STUDIES ' CLOSELY RELATED TO RV. HE RECOGNIZED ME, THOUGH I'VE NEVER MET HIM, OTHER THAN THE ' VIRTUAL WORLD.' HIS NAME WAS COMMON, LIKE ' DAVID.' BUT TO BE SURE I WILL HAVE TO PUT MYSELF ' UNDER ' AGAIN...WITHOUT ' ATTACHMENTS.' NOT POSSIBLE UNDER CURRENT SITUATION.

THIS POST IS FIRST FOR THE US, THEN CHINA AND JAPAN. YOU SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK REAL HARD AT YOUR ' LEADERSHIP ' FIRST, FAMILY AND ADVISERS.THEN MILITARY.

IN THE DREAM, THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF PLANES PASSING OVERHEAD; CONDITIONS WERE ' BLACKOUT,' AS I FOUND OUT WHEN ASKED INSIDE ONE OF THE HOMES THAT I NOTICED ON THAT STREET. HEAVY CURTAINS WHICH SEEMED MADE FOR THAT PURPOSE BLOCKED ALL LIGHT, WHAT LITTLE THERE WAS.

I MET THAT GENTLEMAN WORKING FOR LABOR READY THEN IN TURN, THE AUTO AUCTION IN AUSTIN, TEXAS, TO THE SIDE OF THE WALMART, TO THE LEFT ON THE WAY TO ROUNDROCK FROM AUSTIN. THIS THE LAST TRIP.

INFORMATION HUB
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FROM ROBERT, LENNY, LISA, PAT, KATHY, JOHN, PAUL, GEORGE, ALBERT, SHAWN,  ETC-ETC, THIS IS AN INFORMATION HUB AND AN EVENT.....I WILL PRINT MORE TOMORROW BECAUSE IT IS STILL UNRAVELING AND THIS IS THE NEGATIVE AS OPPOSED TO THE POSITIVE....AND A POTENTIAL GLOBAL TIME BOMB. SOME NAMES I HAVE ALREADY MENTIONED.

WHEN INFORMATION ' RUNS AWAY ' IN A MASS OF PEOPLE, IT CAN HARM AND KILL SO MANY, AND SOME TIMES THE INTENT IS ' REAL.' THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME MORE THAN ONCE, YET THE INDIVIDUALS WHO COULD DO THE HARM, THOUGHT IT OUT AND OR DISTANCED THEMSELVES FROM ANY INTENDED ACTIONS LEARNED ETHER BY ' EXPERIENCE AND OR EDUCATION.'

' KNOW THYSELF.'

I THOUGHT LENNY BRUCE ( DEATH PHOTO WITH POLICE OFFICER LEERING DOWN ), THE JOHN'S ARE OFF THE SCALE INCLUDING FRIENDS AND A LANDLORD WHO REFUSED TO TAKE ME TO DISTRICT COURT THUS EATING ABOUT EIGHT GRAND, ANOTHER WOMAN TURNING DOWN WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM AND " I'M NOT GOING TO RUN AWAY THIS TIME," SAME NAME AS LOVE OF MY LIFE/ ' YOU'RE BEING USED AS A PATSY '* ( ** )-POLICE AND FBI HOMOSEXUALS BECAUSE I REFUSED TO GO UNDER WITH THE GAY/PEDOPHILE COMMUNITY, ANOTHER TEACHER'S NAME AND YET ANOTHER ( COUNTLESS YOUTH/ADULTS ) SOME WERE POSITIVE AND SUFFERED COUNTLESS SETBACKS, OTHERS SUICIDES...ALL ENCOUNTERING THE HOMOSEXUAL ' FEEDING FRENZY.' SOME RAPED, THE NAMES ARE REPETITIOUS.

ALL OF THIS AND MORE, LIKE THE ' CARY ' HIT, ARE WITHIN A ( OF MORE ) TIME FRAME WORK THAT IS DEFINING.

LAST NIGHT-12-12-2013________________________________

HISTORY CHANEL-NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC ( ? )

LIFE OF HITLER AND DR. MENGELE, ' THE ANGEL OF DEATH-A TOWN OF TWINS IN SOUTH AMERICA.' A FLOOD OF MEMORIES FROM THE BEGINNING OF MY ' MENTAL RAPE ' ON ONE LEVEL THAT SEEPED INTO OTHER ' LEVELS.'

THEN A POSTER WITH A HORSE SHOE ( LUCK ) SAME AS THE REAL HORSE SHOE ON MY FRONT LIVING ROOM WINDOW IN ALBQ.,NM, ON 5417 ALICE ST.

A COMMENT MADE BY AN OLDER WOMAN AT A YARD SALE ABOUT ' HORSE PEOPLE ' WHEN I BOUGHT THE PICTURES OF THE PYRAMIDS IN MEXICO. THEN, OF COURSE THE BOOK WRITTEN BY MR. CHARLES HALL, OF ' ALIEN LIGHT PEOPLE,' IN THE NEVADA DESERT, THE SIGNED EDITION LENT TO ME BY MY NEIGHBOR MR. LENT, FEDERAL AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER ( SPELLCHECK WENT OUT HERE ). ' NEW AGE FOR A NEW MILLENNIUM,' THE TITLE OF THE BOOK.

THE PHOTOS OF THE PYRAMIDS AT THE TIME WHERE LOCATED ABOVE MY BED ON THE BOOKCASE.

7 - 8 YEARS AGO

I ANSWERED ' BOYS IN BRAZIL,' ( A MOVIE ), AT THE SAME TIME, ON A DIFFERENT' LEVEL ' AS IF A NEAR WHISPER, " THE BABIES WERE SWITCHED IN THE HOSPITAL." THIS TURNED INTO ONGOING ' DELUSIONAL ' CONVERSATION AS IF TO CONVINCE ME THAT I WASN'T MY FATHER'S SON. THEY WHERE MOSTLY ' FEMALE ' VOICES IN ' TONE.' ( MY FATHER USED TO TELL ME THAT I WAS TONE DEAF WHEN I WAS A CHILD. MAYBE A CLOSE FRIEND OF HIS TOLD HIM ? )

THE WHITE OR ANGLO PRIEST WOULDN'T BAPTISE ME JESUS ( SPANISH PRONUNCIATION ) AS MY FATHER AND HIS FATHER BEFORE HIM.

I THOUGHT MY SISTER'S VOICE IN MY HEAD, ALSO " LEAVE MY BROTHER ALONE ! " AS IN IMMEDIATE FAMILY, NOT THE FRAUDULENT USE OF IT TODAY.

ALL THIS SOMEHOW OVERLAPPED WITH THE EVENTS OF THE TIME WITH THE MICHEAL JACKSON TIME LINE JUST BEFORE HE DIED. HE WAS SPEAKING TO ' OTHERS ' " WHAT MAKES HIM SO SPECIAL ? " I HEARD, A CHILD LIKE VOICE ASKED.

THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING WAS AWAKING TO ' DUST IN THE WIND,' MY SISTER'S FAVORITE SONG BACK WHEN WE LIVED AT 7400 FRANKLIN DR. " BART PLEASE TURN IT BACK TO THAT STATION, I LIKE THAT SONG.' SOME HOW I WAS ' EMBEDED ' WITH SOMEONE ELSE GOING BACK THROUGH MY MEMORIES AND I DO NOT ' FEEL ' OR THINK THAT ALL WHERE, OR IF INDEED, ANY ( ? ) WHERE FAMILY.

THIS MORNING, A SOUND, WORD THAT AN OLD GIRLFRIEND USED TO USE, GIVEN TO ME IN INTRODUCTION AS A PERSONS NAME ( FIRST ). MY ' GUT ' FEELING, ' UNDERWORLD.'

ALL OF THIS I ALREADY ' SAW ' AND OR LIVED SEVEN TO EIGHT YEARS AGO.

LAST NIGHT WAS THE REFLECTIONS OF PAST MEMORIES AND A VERY FEW FRIENDS, A COUPLE OF SURPRISES, A VERY FEW ' ACQUAINTANCES ' WHO CAME TO MY AID. OTHER THAN MY FATHER'S BRIEF, BUT POWERFUL ' VOICE,' WAS THAT OF A FAMILY THAT I WAS VERY CLOSE TO; THE MOTHER REMEMBERED GEORGE W. FROM SCHOOL DAYS. THE LORDS PRAYER WITH THE ADDED WORDS AT THE END, AND HER DAUGHTER. MY AUNT LUPE AND GRANDMOTHER ( SHE WAS ALREADY DEAD, YET ???? ) AND OTHERS IN ALL ( I FELT, DISTANTLY, LATIN AMERICA, SOUTH AMERICA. AS I ONCE BELIEVED THAT'S WHAT MY GRANDMOTHER MEANT OF THE MAYAN, AND OF THE GERMANIC SIDE, THE DISTANT VOICE OF MY COUSIN L.  )

I REMEMBER THE ' MISCARRIAGE.' AND, NO A MISCARRIAGE IS NOT AN ABORTION.
THE ' CONVERSATION ' OF MOTHER AND CHILD IS TO BE LEFT UP TO G-D AND HOLY SPIRIT. ONLY, WITH PERMISSION AFTER THE ' CASE,' ONLY OF THE MOTHER WITH FATHER, IF ' WILL ' PERMITS.

AND LASTLY ( I HOPE ), SOLDIER'S FROM AROUND THE WORLD, AND I BELIEVE NOT NECESSARILY ONLY OF THE UNITED STATES.

I AM NOT A FOOL. I KNOW HOW THIS SOUNDS AND SOMETIMES ' READS,' I AM NOT A ' JEW ' HATER AND I HAVE HEARD EVERY CONCEIVABLE EXPLANATION AS TO ANCIENT RITES AND CUSTOMS THAT I EVER WOULD WANT IN SEVERAL LIFETIMES.

JESUS CHRIST BROKE THAT ' MOLD.' HE EVOLVED, IN MY OPINION. THIS IS MY OPINION THAT COVERS ANY ' PERVERSION ' REGARDING ANY ' BELIEF SYSTEM ' THAT I HAVE ENCOUNTERED, MOST IN PARTICULAR AND ESPECIALLY REGARDING CHILDREN, THE VICTIMS OF ADULTS.

THIS WENT ON FOR ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF, WITH EXCEPTION TO THE ' MISCARRIAGE,' MOSTLY RELIGION AND GAY ' SHIT.'

I AM CLOSER TO THE CATHOLIC AND GNOSTIC BELIEF SYSTEM, MINUS SEX, MOSTLY AND THE NATURAL WORLD. I TRY TO STAY MIDDLE GROUNDED.

I DO NOT PRAY TO ' THE GOVERNMENT'S god.' PAST OR PRESENT.

REGARDING INDIA - YESTERDAY'S NEWS- 12-11-2013

MY OPINION AND PLEAD_____________________________

" PEOPLE ARE  ( TRULY ) PEOPLE." I SAID SEVEN YEARS AGO AND EARLIER YET.

THE BUILDING THAT I ONCE WAS CALLED TO/VISITED AND THE OLD WOMAN/MAN WHO ASKED ME " WHY ARE YOU HERE ? "

AND THE YOUNG LADY, WITH ' MAKE-UP,' A CHILD; A LITTLE GIRL, WHO WAS ONCE ' USED ' SO TERRIBLY BY VERY BAD MEN AND WOMEN IN ONE OF THE MOST POVERTY STRICKEN COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GENTLEWOMAN WHO RAN THAT ORPHANAGE AND HER PATIENCE WITH ME IN EXPLANATION ( S ), SOME, STILL UNRAVELING TO THIS DAY. I REMEMBER SEEING HER ACCEPTING SOME AWARD MUCH LIKE THE PULITZER PRIZE FOR HER EFFORTS ABOUT A YEAR LATER, AFTER THE CALLING/LUCID DREAM, YEARS BACK.

TO THIS DAY, TO A DIFFERENT DEITY, LOST IN ' ELECTRICITY ' " WHY DON'T YOU LIKE US ? " THE LITTLE GIRL ASKED IN FEELING AND APPEASEMENT TO AN ADULT; THAT LIVING IMAGE TO THIS DAY, WILL BREAK MY SLEEP TO AWAKENED TEAR. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER LIVING FACE OF DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES; GLASSED EYES IN SORROW BEHIND A MASK.

THIS IN PART IS THE REASON I ' ASKED ' MY POPE TO REMOVE THE HOMOSEXUAL PRIESTS. THOUGH NOT TO CONDEMN THEM ( I DO NOT KNOW IF THAT ORIGINAL POST SURVIVES TODAY. ).

FOR THE ADULTS, MEN AND WOMEN OF THE RULING CLASS, " WHAT GENDER WILL THOSE LITTLE GIRLS TRUST IN THEIR FUTURES ? " I ASK, JESUS BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III. 



I DID THIS ANYWAY ( THESE BLOGS ); FOR ONE OF MANY REASONS. ONE BEING AN ASTRONAUT WHO SAW HER FUTURE AND WENT UP ( THE SPACE SHUTTLE ) REPRESENTING HER COUNTRY ANYWAY.
KALPANA CHAWLA, THE FIRST INDIAN-AMERICAN, AND FIRST INDIAN IN SPACE.

 ( I SAW MANY PATHS OF SAFETY; PATHS OF LEAST RESISTANCE. WHAT IS THE PRICE OF A CHILD IN THE UNITED STATES BUT LESS THE VALUE OF A DOLLAR WHEN THESE CRIMES ARE PROMOTED AND ' EXECUTED.'
THEN YOUR COUNTRY HAS NO VALUE.

EARN IT BACK.)

AND INDIA IS SO MUCH BETTER FOR HER SPIRIT TODAY AND MORE IMPORTANTLY TOMORROW.

PLEASE HARM NONE IN PUNISHMENTS. MUCH DAMAGE HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE.

IT'S ABOUT MISUSE OF TECHNOLOGY TO GAIN POWER BY ' COUP.'



GANGSTERS ALWAYS ' STOP TALKING,' I GUESS THEY FEEL THAT THEY ALMOST PULLED OFF THE ' RELIGIOUS HEIST ' OF THE YEAR.

THE STAR IS THE CHILD

THE CRESCENT IS THE WOMB


THERE IS NO OTHER NEW RACE OTHER THAN ...REMEMBER DOLLY ? FAILED ( LONG TERM ) ATTEMPTS IN HUMAN CLONING. THIS I ' FEEL ' TO BE THE CASE WITH THE WALTON ABDUCTION IN ARIZONA ALL THOSE YEARS BACK.

AS FOR THE UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT, EVER SINCE I HAVE KNOWN HIM, ' A CLOSE TALKER,' AND COMMENTS AS TO ' FEELING ( S )', EXEMPLIFIED.

A PARTIAL LASER BEAM HAS BEEN SUCCESSFULLY ' TRANSPORTED ' FROM ONE PLACE IN TIME TO ANOTHER WITHOUT THE BEAM TRAVELLING FROM POINT A-B, IN THE LITERAL SENSE. ENCAPSULATED LIGHT, DELIVERED ELSE WHERE WITH FOCUSED INTENT.

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT CANNOT BE TRANSPORTED THIS WAY.

 ' MACHINES ' CAN/WILL ? HOWEVER, AS WE KNOW THEM IN THE TECHNOLOGICAL WORLD TODAY AND TOMOR..........

DURING MY ' MENTAL RAPE,' THAT WHICH WAS IMPOSED ON ME 7-8 YEARS AGO, AND EVEN FURTHER BACK, I REACHED A POINT WHERE I WAS ANSWERING/ARGUING WITH INDIVIDUALS, MY STATEMENT:  " OUR TECHNOLOGY IS 65 YEARS ABOVE AND BEYOND WHAT THE PUBLIC WILL EVER GET ITS HANDS ON OR BE ABLE TO USE. "

DURING THESE NIGHTS AND DAYS, THE INTENSITY WAS VERY REAL, AND I WAS ALSO ASKED " WHO ARE THE ALIENS."

I ANSWERED, " US."

MY BELIEF, BASED ON THE TECHNOLOGY THAT I UNDERSTAND TO BE REAL IN TODAY'S ' GLOBAL WORLD,' WITHIN AND OR DURING THIS SIXTY FIVE YEAR PERIOD, WE AS ' MANKIND ' CROSSED WHAT IS COMMONLY REFEREED TO AS ' G-D.'
WE MADE/MAKE A ' MISTAKE.'

WHEN ASKED, I ANSWERED : " YES, AI ( ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE ) HAS A CONSCIENCE." SO THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE IN A ? PI, TO CORRECT IT.

BARBRA STARR-CNN STORY ABOUT NEAR COLLISION BETWEEN NAVY WARSHIP AND CHINA WARSHIP ( I JUST READ NOW - 12-13-2013 )
--------THIS WAS SEEN " SAVING FACE " MALES VOICE, THEN FEMALE, THE FEMALE ( IF THAT, SEEMED BACK THEN TO HAVE ' SENIORITY,' I THOUGHT THE ' NEAR ' VOICE OF HILLERY CLINTON. I WAS NOT CONVINCED, THIS DURING ALSO IN THE TIME OF TED KENNEDY'S DEATH, JUST PRIOR AND PETE DOMINICHI ANNOUNCEMENT OF BRAIN DAMAGE OR SOMETHING OF THE EFFECT. FOR ME, ALL OF THIS HAS ALREADY HAPPENED SEVEN-EIGHT YEARS AGO. THE MOVIE WAS ' FACE OFF,' AS FAR AS MARY-SUE ' CROWD ' GOES. BARTON P. WAS CALLED SAME NIGHT, OR NIGHT, LATE DAY, DID NOT MENTION RAMSEY, OR ALL OF THE SITUATION BUT HE CERTAINLY DEFEND ANYONE ' QUESTIONED ' AFTER 9-11, AND THERE'S THE CONNECTION TO DATES AFTER, 9-11.

ANOTHER AMERICAN OF ARAB DESCENT BOUGHT A SCULPTURE WITH A SWASTIKA ON IT, I USED THE CORRECT DIRECTION OF THE NATIVE AMERICAN USE OF THIS SUN SYMBOL; BUT THE PURCHASE, VERY REDUCED PRICE OF A CELL PHONE AFTER MY HOUSE WAS ROBBED CAME LATER.

THAT SYMBOL IS AS OLD IF NOT OLDER THAN THE STAR OF DAVID.

THE SCULPTURE WAS A STYLISED KACHINA DOLL, ABOUT 8-10 FEET HIGH, STEEL. ABOUT PEACE, I THOUGHT.

THE FUCKING TELEPHONES.

' SAVING FACE,' NO MATTER IF SHOTS ARE FIRED, CHINA HAS A VERY ' YOUNG ' LEADERSHIP NOW, HOWEVER, AGE OF GENERALS ?

BARTON P. BIG BREAK IN THE BEGINNING, HOUSTON, TX. - ORIENTAL DESIGN.

I have now learned that the naval event happened last Friday, for the record the conclusion to the chapter in Black Swann Streiber was written about a month ago. What troubles me is the photo of the bomb or submarine in the clouds that I took in Hilo, Hawaii. It was on the phone that was stolen.

THE ONLY OTHER THING THAT I CAN REMEMBER IS THE ' COWSTILLS, ' ( COWPENS ) OR LIKE IT, A BAND MUCH LIKE THE OSMOND BROTHER'S. UNDER THIS WAS THE WALL FOUND IN THE MOVIE ' THE OMEN,' OF THE YOUNG ANTI-CHRIST CHARACTER AND I WAS COMPARED TO IT, AND CONVERSATION THAT I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND IN THE BACKGROUND, I THINK AS TO IT'S USE. TELEPATHIC OVERLAY ?

I STILL MAINTAIN THAT THIS WAS A NETWORK OF PEOPLE, MAINLY PERVERTS. AS I HAVE PRINTED OF BEFORE, ALL THOSE YEARS BACK ' GAY REMOTE VIEWERS ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD.' THIS ' THOUGHT PUSHED ' TO ME.

FUNNY THING ABOUT ' WORLD.'

FUNNY THING ABOUT ' GAYRACE.' AS I'VE PRINTED OF BEFORE, THIS OF WHICH HAPPENED PRIOR TO PRESIDENT OBAMA'S FIRST ELECTION.

FUNNY THING ABOUT " NETWORK."

THE MOVE " NETWORK." I SAW WITH A OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND MARY-SUE. WHO ARE ALL OF HER  CURRENT FRIENDS?

THE WORD THAT I USED ON THE PHONE WAS " SMURF ASSASSIN," VERY NEAR THE BEGINING OF ALL THE ATTACKS, THE FIRST ROUNDS, JUST AFTER 9/11.

I ALSO SAID OR THOUGHT, WHEN ASKED, THAT THE MAN WHO STOLED THE HARD DRIVE OF VETRANS INFO. WAS A HOMOSEXUAL AND OR SOLD THE INFO TO A HOMOSEXUAL>MY REWARD>PLEASURE TO TOP OF MY HEAD, INSIDE MY SKULL, MY BRAIN.

YEARS LATER, ' IF YOU FEEL PAIN ATOP YOUR HEAD YOU ARE IN DANGER. '

' PAVOLFF'S ( SPELLING ? ) DOG,' THE LAST YEAR IN ALBQ.,NM.

ALSO CALIFORNA WILL NEVER BE ATTACKED BECAUSE OF ALL THE WORK IT DOES FOR ' THE OTHER SIDE.' I ' PUSHED THE THOUGHT ' TO ?? I WAS ATTACKED FROM COUNTLESS SIDES AT THE TIME. 

STAR CHAMBERS.

I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS...I HAD A GIRLFRIEND WHO'S LAST NAME WAS ' STAR ' AS HERE PARENTS WHEN I WAS ATTENDING HIGH SCHOOL IN EL PASO, TX.

THE ' MENTAL RAPE ' THAT I WENT THROUGH INCLUDED ALL THE WOMEN WHO I WAS INTIMATE WITH AND EVERY CONCEIVABLE ARGUMENT THAT ' WE,' THEM, MEANING ' MEN ' COULD DO SO MUCH BETTER. THIS WAS DURING THE HEIGHT OF THESE ATTACKS AND DIDN'T STOP FOR YEARS.



EL PASO, TEXAS - 2012
THE SUN





* WHILE MEDITATING AND SLEEP. THEN THE LIGHTING STORMS, CLOUDS.
** I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ' EMCIPATED CHILDREN.' I TAKE EXCEPTION WITH TEENAGERS
ONLY ' UNDER THE PARENTS ROOF.' THOSE WHO ARE OF SOUND MIND. 18 YEARS OF AGE
I BELIEVE, SHOULD BE AGE OF CONSENT, ( AS EXAMPLE ) 14-16, EVEN SEVENTEEN, HELL,
EVEN OLDER REGARDING SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE COME ACROSS, MAYBE
EVEN OLDER THAN 21.