10-16-'14 - EL PASO, TEXAS.
WHAT IS FOLLOWING IS A BIT ' EMBARRASSING ' ONLY IN THE FACT THAT I COULDN'T REMEMBER IT BEFORE. THE PAIN THAT WAS CONNECTED TO THIS ' MENTAL BLOCK ' WAS INCREDIBLE. I'M NOT SURE ' EXACTLY,' WHEN IT DID OCCUR, THOUGH GENERALLY I KNOW IT TO BE AFTER THE DIAPER THING. I NOW KNOW THAT IT SURFACED, OR TRYED TO SEVERAL TIMES AND THE ' PEOPLE ' WERE NOT ' PHYSICALLY INSIDE THE HOUSE AT 5417 ALICE NE THAT NIGHT I'M SURE AND ALSO AS TO ' WHY ' I WAS GIVEN A ' TOUGH HOMBRE ' COIN, EARLIER...WHAT I'M GOING TO POST IS THE ' REASON ' THAT I GAVE IT TO DAN FINEMARK USNS, UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT; I HONESTLY DIDN'T KNOW OR UNDERSTAND THE ' DEPTH OR ? ' OF MY ANGER; I COULD NOT REMEMBER. I WROTE THIS AS BLACK AND WHITE AS I COULD, I HONESTLY THOUGHT THAT THE MAN AT THE BARNES AND NOBLE WAS THE ASSISTANT DA, " BRAD, ( I THOUGHT BART ? ) BUT WAS STILL IN A DAZE AND HAD BEEN FOLLOWED BY SOME PEOPLE FROM DAVE BERRYS HOUSE ON MARBLE ST. AND THEN HEARD HIM SAY " HE'S STILL ASLEEP, I DON'T KNOW..." I WAS THEN INSIDE THE BARN'S AND NOBLE IN THE WINDROCK AREA, BUT NOT QUITE THAT FAR.
G49/G *( ? )THE ' EXPERIENCE ' WAS THAT I WAS BEING HELD DOWN, AND A PENIS WAS BEING FORCED DOWN MY THROAT. SOMEONE WAS SPEAKING, TWO OF THE MEN WERE TALL, BUT IT WAS DARK.
I REMEMBER ' WAKING,' TO USE THE RESTROOM, HARDLY MADE IT. I KNOW THAT ONE VISIT, I DIDN'T TURN ON LIGHTS.
THE ' DREAM,' JUST KEPT ON GOING. ORDERS AS TO WHAT I WAS TO DO ( ? ) AND A NEAR AGREEMENT ON MY PART. THE ' RAPE ' CONTINUED, I THINK THAT THEY WERE WHITE; THE PENIS WAS WHITE.
' PRE PRO QUO,' I REMEMBER, THIS SHIT WAS SO REAL, IN AND OUT OF ' BLACKNESS,' THAT EVEN WHEN I AWOKE AGAIN, AND RETURNED TO BED, NEVER GOING OUTSIDE, I ' FELL ' INTO THE SAME DAMN ' DREAM.' THIS HAPPENED AROUND 11:00 - 3:00; IT NEVER STOPED, THEN WHAT EVER THAT WAS OVER MY HEAD, A PRESENCE, A VOICE, CALM ' DICTATING ' WHAT I WAS TO DO, BUT I FORCED IT ' OUT OF MY HEAD,' I MIGHT OF SAID THAT OUT LOUD. YET WHEN I WENT TO THE KITCHEN IN THE NEAR MORNING AT DAWN, THE ' LOCKS ' WERE STILL ENGAGED, TOP, TWICE AT LEFT SIDES, THE HOOK WAS LATCHED AND THE BENT NAILS WERE STILL THERE.
I EVEN ' TESTED ' THE REINFORCED SCREEN DOOR.' LOCKED TIGHT. IF I'M CORRECT WITH MY RECOLLECTION AS TO TIME LINE, IT WENT ON FOR ABOUT SIX TO SEVEN MONTHS INTENSE, THEN ABOUT EIGHT TO TEN MONTHS GRADUALLY LOSING INTENSITY.
I HAVE ALWAYS FELT THAT THEY WERE DRUGGIES, OURS, ( 40% ), BUT NOW AFTER STATE REP JASON BROWN, AND THIS MORNING ' IN A BIG COUNTRY,' MY MEMORY AND GAPS WAS TRIPED SOMEHOW WHILE LOOKING FOR ANY CONNECTION WITH " BART HE LOOKS LIKE UNCLE FESTER! " ALL THOSE YEARS BACK. AND THE FUTURE CONCERNS IN THIS ' REVOLUTION,' LITERAL SENSE, SEEMINGLY. BACK THEN I THOUGHT JASON, WAS MY NEIGHBOR, JASON.?! ? " YOU NEVER GIVE UP! "
MY BRAIN INJURY WAS AT THIS TIME WHEN DEFENDING MY HOUSE. WHAT ARE COPS DOING WITH ' SKYNET ' LINK UPS? THEY WEREN'T FUCKING COPS!
I NOW KNOW, AND FEEL CONFIDENT THAT THESE WERE ' MISGUIDED VETERANS ' AND ACTIVE SERVICE PEOPLE, THAT SOON TURNED INTO A FEEDING FRINZY. PKW AND HIS RIDICULES ' MOHAWK.' A THIRTY SOMETHING GROWN MAN WHO IS A FUCKING TEACHER?!?!
ONCE MORE, I DO NOT HAVE, ETHER, A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT. AND I DO KNOW THAT THERE IS A ' BART OCHOA, AND K OCHOA, IN CA. USA. ONE OF MY LAST POST'S APPARENTLY UPLOADED TO A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT.
THIS MORNING I FOUND OUT THAT P.K.W. WAS STILL AT THE SAME ADDRESS.
YEARS AGO, I WAS THERE, I SAW ' THEIR ' BLOG, I HEARD THE CHILDREN, I SAW THE LOOK OF ' SHOCK,' ON THE FACE OF THE GIRLFRIEND AND NONE OF YOU SAW THAT, HEARD THAT; THE S&M BOX AND ALL THE ' TOYS,' OR WHY SOME ONE WOULD WANT A SPIT CUP TO ' SAVE ' TO PUT IN THE LEAF RECYCLING HEAP. ONLY TO BE FOUND BY THE GIRLFRIEND IN THE FREEZER, HOW I KNOW? MUST OF BEEN THE WEIGHT MACHINE WAS ' BUGED? '
AND PROCESS THIS AND PROCESS THAT, PROCESS, PROCESS, PROCESS. FOR ALL THOSE YEARS ALONG WITH, " MY FATHER DIED IN FLORIDA," " KIM COMMITTED SUICIDE," THE LOOK A LIKES IN AUSTIN, TX ( ONCE AGAIN POSTED, THE LAST TIME HACKED AND I WAS SLAMMED, ALMOST COULDN'T WORK ), " JOHN HAS MY OTHER SON YOU BASTARD! " I COULD GO ON AND ON, AND ALL THE SHIT THAT PROTECTED HIM, RECOGNITIONS IN LIBRARIES AND NEAR FIGHTS, STAFF AND PEOPLE OF BLACK AN WHITE, ALL ( 90%) GAY, SUPPORTING SEXUAL GROOMING AND WHAT I FELT WAS SEXUAL PERVERSION AT THE VERY LEAST; WHO KEEPS A HAND IN A DIAPER FOR OVER TEN MINUTES? WHO ALLOWS A SIX YEAR OLD TO ASK " BARTY WANT TO SEE SOME KIDY PORN?" " WHAT PARENT TELLS HIS CHILD " NO ------------- DON'T EXCITE DADDY." WHILE IN BED WITH HIM, CHILD'S BACK TO PARENT'S FRONT, WHILE LYING DOWN? WHO?
QUEERS SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH ANYTHING THAT GETS IN THEIR WAY OF SEX WITH ANYTHING, EVEN USED AS A FUCKING ' WAR WEAPON! ' WHEN THEY GET BACK!
AND BARTON PRINCE IN THE ' ETHER,' ABOVE, AND ' NETWORK.' ALL JUST BEFORE/DURING WIKI LEAKS, AND DEFENDING THE CHILD MOLESTERS/SEXUAL GROOMING AS THE ' NEXT ' ALMOST AS THE NEXT LIGHT OF THE WORLD.
 2006 PROMPT " ARE YOU A COP? " ' MY BROTHER'S A STATE TROOPER IN TEXAS.' WASN'T MINE, VERY ' CLOSE ' TO PKW'S VOICE, BUT IN MY HEAD, UNDER IT "....TH SHUT! " |
| DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY 10-14-'14, THEN I HAD TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO. THEN YESTERDAY FOUND THAT PKW STILL LIVES AT SAME ADDRESS....TODAY I CALLED DISTRICT ATTORNEY IN ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO AND WILL AWAIT NEWS OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED IF ANY LEGAL ACTION. IF IT IS ALREADY SETTLED, I MAY STOP WRITING ABOUT IT UNLESS IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH WHAT THOSE ' VETS ' AND DRUG DEALERS DID TO ME ALONG WITH THE ' FEEDING FRENZY.' BUT I WILL NEVER GIVE A PEDOPHILE ANYTHING, LEGAL OR NOT, BECAUSE OF THE PAST ACTIONS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT BASED ON WHATEVER HAPPENED IN EL PASO AT THE TIME OF ALL THESE EVENTS THAT OCCURRED IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM. |
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| A PHOTO THAT I USED FROM THE NET, THEN ' MORPHED ' AND FOUND THE FIG. TOSSING OUT BITS OF PAPER. WHAT HIT ME MENTALLY WAS ' TEAR UP EVERYTHING YOU HAVE AND GET OUT OF TOWN.' EL PASO PUBLIC LIBRARY. ALOT OF THE PHONE PROBLEMS HAVE DISAPPEARED, I THINK, WITH NEW ONE, BUT WE'LL SEE. |
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| ENLARGEMENT OF ABOVE. |
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| FOR BETTER OR WORST, THE PIECE OF BIBLE WAS FOUND WHEN I OPENED IT, THE DATE WAS MR. HENRY STREET'S TIME OF DEATH. A MASON'S SON, HE SETTLED HIS DIFFERENCES AND NEVER SAW HIM SINCE, MAYBE FUNERAL. I HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT HIM TO BE ' AGNOSTIC ' BUT HE WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO ' WON'T WALK AWAY WHEN HE WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN SOMETHING. HE WAS IN THE ' ETHER,' WISH I LISTENED WHEN I PUT THE IB'S IN A NEW BOTTLE. AND EVEN THOUGH, HE ' MIGHT ' EVEN END UP BEING CONNECTED WITH THE OTHER ASSHOLES WHO HAVE HOUNDED ME, HE WAS STILL THERE TO THE END, AND DESERVED BETTER, FOR THE WORK HE DID FOR THE COUNTRY, AS ALL ' REAL ' VETS DO. |
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| THE PAINTING WAS OF THE ' RAGMAN'S ' DEATH ' IN ALBUQUERQUE, NM; BURNT TO DEATH ON A MATTRESS. A HOMELESS MAN, BOTH PARENT'S ARTISTS, DECEASED. MY GRANDMOTHER AND SOME OF MY FATHER'S FAMILY, AFTER MY MOTHER'S DEATH. A PROMISE KEPT. THANKS- GIVING OR CHRISTMAS. G49/G *I DON'T MUCH CARE ABOUT EL PASO AND FT. BLISSES IMMENSE BLACK, AND OTHERS, DRUG PROBLEM AS TO DISTRIBUTION, THAT'S THE PRESIDENT'S PROBLEM. |
VIRGINIA
WHEN I WAS TAKEN TO AN APPOINTMENT TO CHECK MY HEARING, I HAD A BAD EAR ACHE; A ' CUSHION ' WAS PLACED IN MY LEFT EAR UNDER A FLAP OF CARTILAGE AND SKIN. WE PASTED ' TRUMP ' CASINO TO THE RIGHT AND AT THAT TIME IN '85, THERE WERE WHITE WOODEN SLATED BUILDINGS TO THE LEFT BEFORE WE GOT TO THE DOCTORS OFFICE, THE TURNS AND QUESTION " THEY LET YOU WEAR THAT DIVERS WATCH? " A SEIKO, A PRIDE OF MINE, SALE WAS OVER, BUT MY FATHER'S KNOWLEDGE OF LAW TOLD ME TO ASK FOR SALE PRICE, MORE THAN HALF OFF. THIS IN ATLANTIC CITY.
VIRGINIA ST. AND ' MARYLAND,' STREET OR BLVD. VERY CLOSE BY.
" HOW COULD HE POSSIBLY HEAR THAT," SHE SAID. A FEMALE'S VOICE. I THOUGHT IN MY HEAD. FOR SOME REASON I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT SOMEHOW THIS OCCURRED DURING AN ' MRI,' BUT I KNEW THAT THIS WAS NOT THE CASE, I HEARD ALL I ' THOUGHT.'
DURING THE ATTACKS THERE WAS A SOUND, A LONG ' VARRING ' IN PITCH AND TONE, I STARTED ' COPYING IT.' A FEMALE SAID TOWARDS THE END, " IS HE COPYING THIS? " A FEW SECONDS LATER, MAYBE TEN OR SO, IT STOPED. 2007-08, BUT I HAD IT.
BUT I HAD IT.
I WAS IN A DEEP, SELF HYPNOSES.
WHEN THE CUSHION WAS PLACED IN MY EAR, THERE WAS NO DISCOMFORT, YOU COULD HARDLY FEEL IT, IT COULD NOT BE FELT.
EVEN IF EXAMINED, NO ONE FOUND IT, OR DID NOT TELL ME. CONSTRUCTION EAR PLUGS GAVE ME PROBLEMS, AS WELL AS ' CUE TIPS.' BUT OTHER THAN THAT THE ONLY THING THAT MIGHT OF ALMOST ' DAMAGED ' IT WAS THE GUNSHOT IN ALBQ., WHILE DEFENDING MY HOME, I COULD ' FEEL WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE INNER EAR OR BONE ' PUSHED TO THE FRONT OF THE EAR CANAL, AND THE TOP OF MY HEAD, I HAD TO PUSH BACK DOWN ' CRUNCH FROM WITH IN MY SKULL ' UNTIL ' IT SEEMED TO BE IN PLACE.' SOME TIME AFTER ALL THIS MY HAIR WAS SO
MATTED, SEEMINGLY WITH BLOOD, YET WHEN I SHAVED MY HAIR, ALMOST IN ' TRANCE ' I THOUGHT I SAW NONE. PROBABLY DIDN'T. I SAW NO APPARENT WOUND, BUT ' I HAD COMPANY.' I KEPT HEARING " YOU NEED TO SEE A DOCTOR."
I ENDED UP DATING ONE. ONE OF THE FIRST MOVIES PAULA AND I WATCHED WAS ONE WITH DUSTIN HOFFMAN WHO FENDED OFF HOODLUMS TO PROTECT HIS GIRLFRIEND AND NEARLY WENT CRAZY, I REMEMBER NOT TRUSTING, BUT ALSO, WELL I GUESS SOMEONE KNEW WHAT HAD HAPPENED.
STEVEN LAWLESS, ONE OF MY KINDA FRIENDS, A LAWYER I WENT TO AFTER PATRICK K. WARE POINTED HIS HAND TO HIS HEAD AND TWISTED IT, AND I HEARD " EARWIG " WITH THAT SATANIC NEAR SMILE.
I DID NOT TELL MR. LAWLESS THAT, BECAUSE IT SOUNDED ' CRAZY.' YET WHEN THE DAMNED THING FINELY BURST OR BROKE ON A BUS, AND THE TWO PIECES CAME OUT OF MY EAR, BLOODIED. THEN LATTER WHAT ' EVER ' THAT WHITE THING THAT ' NEARLY ASSUMED SHAPE OF HUMAN,' UNTIL THE IPOD WAS TURNED OFF, THEN SIX LEGS, AND ABSOLUTELY WHITE. ' THE CONVERSATION ' FROM IT, WHEN I WENT FOR TISSUE TO KILL IT, IT WAS GONE.
I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE IT BEFORE; YET I KNOW WHAT IT WAS ' SUPPOSED ' TO LOOK LIKE.
ABSOLUTE ' WHITE.'
BACK THEN, BEFORE ' YOU AREN'T THE ONLY ONE.' 2007-06, SOMEHOW, BACKWARDS.
THE REST AS FAR AS THE AUTHORS....' LEAVE THAT MAN ALONE! ' FEMALE " HE'S AN ARTIST."
TWENTY YEARS WITH THAT G_D DAMNED THING IN MY EAR. THANKS GUYS. POLITICIANS, BEWARE. BECAUSE WHEN THAT ' CAPSULE ' IS PUT IN, YOU JUST ABOUT CAN'T FEEL IT, THEN SOMEHOW, ' IT'S COMFORTABLE, ' AND FORGOTTEN.
AND YES, THIS AFTER ' SIMON SAYS,' LAST MAN STANDING." SIMON SAYS ATTENTION! " AT EASE. SIMON DID NOT GIVE THAT COMMAND! HIT THE DECK! AND GIVE ME... UNTIL TWENTY MINUTES OF SIMON SAYS THEY DID PUSH UPS, TWENTY MINUTES WHILE I WAS LAST MAN STANDING. UNITED STATES COAST GUARD.
SO, MY LIFES FUCKED. I KNOW THIS. LITTLE GREEN MEN. THE PUBLIC IS SO FUCKING DUMB.
FROM 2007-09, " KEEP AN EYE ON HIM, ' SEE HOW HE TAKES A SHOWER LONGER THAN HE NEEDS' " PURIFICATION."
ONLY ONE OF THE ' RUNNING COMMENTARIES,' AS I WALKED, DRESSED, SHIT, PISSED, ATE, EVEN PRIVATE MOMENTS. WELDED, UNTIL ' NEW YORK,' AND WORD SOMEHOW SPREAD, THE REPETITION OF SOME SONGS WELL BEYOND THOUSANDS AND ' MANUAL,' NEVER SYNC IPOD. AND RESTORE AND UPLOAD AGAIN.
I FUCKIN TRYED TO STAY IN THE USCG, BITCHES, ' YOU DIDN'T TRY TO WARN ANYBODY ABOUT WHATEVER WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
OTHER DAY WHEN I DECIDED TO STOP, ONE STANDS OUT ' ACKMEN,' ( FIVE OTHER ' HITS,' CAN NO LONGER REMEMBER ) SURE SPELLING IS WRONG, OPPORTUNITY CENTER, NOW ' HAY RIDE,' HAY RIDE WAS BEFORE ALL THE NUDES ON THE BLOG PAGE, INCLUDING CHILDREN 6 YEAR OLD, AND WHO DO YOU THINK THESE SICK FUCKS ARE ' COPYING,' WELL, IF THE RVERS WEREN'T WORKING FOR THE UNITED STATES, THEN FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM?
NOT THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, AND FURTHER MORE, CATHOLIC CHURCH, ARE YOU SO FEARFUL OF THE TERRORIST TO BEND SO MUCH TO THE HOMOSEXUAL MOVEMENT THAT THAT POOR SON OF A BITCH THAT I REPORTED TO CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN, AND YOUR OWN SIN'S, YOUR PRIESTS, THAT YOU SUPPORT THE ' OTHER ' OCCUPANCY AS TO THE HOST? SEXUAL GROOMING WITH/TO CHILDREN WITH ADULTS, GOSH MAYBE GLORIA STEINMEN SHOULD BE POPE.
SHAME THE ' SHIT ' ON YOU! I'M SORRY, EBOLA...HOW MANY ' PARASITES ' DO WE HAVE TO ' ADAPT ' TO?
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| AT DR. CELL AFTER I BOUGHT THIS PIECE OF SHIT, I GOT ANOTHER RECEIPT, I HAD THOUGHT THAT I LOST THE FIRST. A POLICE OFFICER, MEXICAN, CAME IN AND SAID THAT HIS DAUGHTER'S PHONE WAS STOLEN AND IF THE OWNER HAD SEEN ONE LIKE HER IPHONE, I MYSELF REMEMBERING HAWAII AND THE OTHER ' MEXICAN,' MAFIA COP, JUST CON- TINUED TO RESET MY PHONE ON ACCOUNT THAT I HAD TO CHANGE THE NUMBER ALSO. THE POLICE OFFICER TOOK A PICTURE OF ME AS I DID THIS. WELL AFTER PUTTING UP WITH THE PED.'S WHERE I LIVE AND ALL THE OTHER BULLSHIT AND EVEN THOUGH 275.00 IS ALOT OF MONEY WHEN YOU HAVE NONE, WELL THIS IS WHAT A K-BAR DOES TO THE ' ICON ' THAT EVERY CRIMINAL WANTS. THE ABSOLUTE SHIT THAT YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IN EL PASO IS BEYOND COMPARE. TODAY I'M GOING TO FT. BLISS, MAYBE THE ARMORY AND SEE IF I CAN GET A BIGGER BACKPACK, EL PASO'S FAGOTS AND APPLES HAVE HAD THEIR FUN; ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. ON THE STREETS FAGS ARE USED AS WELL AS PAGAN WITCHES TO MESS WITH THE MINDS OF ANYONE THEY SEE FIT. SAY A WORD ABOUT THEM OR THE DRUG DEALERS THAT ' EMPLOY ' THEM, AND THEY JUST FUCK WITH YOU. THAT IS THE REALITY. CHILDREN RUN PAST THE ADDRESS THAT I LIVE AT. MOST ARE TOLD TO BY THEIR PARENTS, I UNDERSTAND THAT MUCH SPANISH. DO NOT DO BUSINESS WITH DR. CELL YOU MIGHT RUN INTO A COP ON THE ' TAKE.' I WILL PROBABLY DO THE SAME WITH THE COMPUTER TOO, CAN'T LEAVE IT ANYWHERE. BUT NOW YOU KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN AT THIS. THE SCULPTURE WAS ENTERED THREE TIMES, ONE TIME IT WAS ' DISALLOWED,' I NEVER GAVE UP. PAULA HUGHSON PAID FOR A TRUCK THE LAST ATTEMPT AND IT FINALLY MADE IT IN THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR; NO ONE WOULD LOOK AT HER FACE, THOSE WHITE EYES. I HANDED OUT FIVE HUNDRED FLIERS, WITH PHOTO'S OF SCULPTURE, WROTE THE PRESIDENT'S WIFE, UNITED NATIONS, ABOUT EVERY AMBASSADORS I COULD, SENATORS, STATE REPS, GOVERNORS, MAYORS, COLLAGES, UNIVERSITIES, FRATERNITIES, SORORITIES, PEOPLE IN ENGLAND, THE FUCKING WORLD; PEOPLE OUT OF THE PHONE BOOK, BUSINESS, ARTISTS, YOU NAME IT AND TV AND NEWS PAPERS, COAST TO COAST AM, AND THE PEOPLE WHO ATTACKED ME FROM THE GET-GO, FAGS AND MILITARY? FOR PAINTING WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN? WHO WOULD I OF TOLD? AND A FAG'S BOY FREIND, A COP, OR THEY THINKING I'M A DRUG DEALER???????????CHILD MOLESTER?????????? FUCK YOU AND YOUR ' CONNECTED LIBRARY!' THAT'S HOW YOU DO IT, ONLY THE GAY MOVEMENT LEARNED AND PRIESTS WHO ' DICK ' CHILDREN; ONE AND THE SAME. A LAW WAS CHANGED IN NEW MEXICO AND TEXAS, THAT THIS LITTLE ANT HAD A SAY IN, AND I HAVE BEEN 'FUCKED ' AROUND WITH BY ' MY ' OWN MILITARY, MY COUNTRY, POLICE AND THE VERY CHILDREN WHO HAVE BEEN TOLD BY THE BABY BOOMERS THAT ITS ALRIGHT TO ' FUCK ' ADULTS, AND ALOT OF WOMEN AGREE WITH THAT VEIW.?????! THEN I GUESS THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS RAPE. THAT'S WHO YOU ARE! ALL OF THIS STARTED AFTER 9/11, " CAN I TAKE A PICTURE OF MY SON ON THE STEGASORUS ? " PKW. AND MY LANDLORD BRINGING YOUNG GIRLS AROUND UNTIL MY NEIGHBOR AND I CAUGHT HIM. BELOW, READ AND UNDERSTAND HOW TWISTED THOSE SON'S OF BITCHES ARE! THIS IS NOT A JOKE. OR MAYBE BECOME LIKE WENDY DAVIS AND JUST ' CUT 'EM UP,' THAT'S WHAT THE FAG'S WHORES HAVE BECOME IN AMERICA! |
THURSDAY, DECEMBER 4, 2008
The Spirt Remains? Part 1
As promised The Protection of Prudence by Conscience, a sculpture is being dismantled.
One more piece will be made. It should take but a day to construct. I will utilize a sculpture that is already made. It will be altered. Remnants of the sculpture ' Conscious ' will be added.
I was once told by an ex-patron about four years ago, that the pyramid represents sex. He is an atheist; he is a homosexual. This is his religion.
While moving a sculpture in the company of others and
him, I ' witnessed ' direct influence by a stronger mind to a ' lesser,' weaker mind. A child. What his mouth produced in the way of words, was not what his ' mental projection ' was. Can this be proved? I don't know. You decide.
The ex-patron also told me just before this period, within the space of a year, that Henry Ford said " it's all about perception. " I guess he could of told me this directly, " without the quote. I felt that I had been ' attacked ' in my sleep, his response was " it's all in your mind." I now know the loose determining constraint within the context of the conversation, fractals. Today I understand it's full meaning regarding human beings. Are there hidden agendas within this theory if accepted? You decide. ( A New Kind of Science, Stephen Wolfram, copyright 2002 -This book has nothing to do with the mind, I don't think. But can ideas be projected and retained on a subliminal level of the conscious? Do we as individuals have a choice? Or is it an illusion? )
Far right fanatics ( left wing too, for that matter ) have never been people that I have admired. However, the honest ones who record lit. from various cultures and subcultures should be respected. No matter how graphic the opinions and information is.
Ms. Magazine, March 1974. Gloria Steinem-Editor. Number 7. " A child's bill of rights."
" Man's evil doings were not evil, but natural, considering the traumas of childhood and the conflict of the id and superego." Does the perception of the child ( not within ) have the same value as the perception of an adult? Are they the same level? What is a child in todays world?
When I first studied self hypnosis I was soon bombarded with mental attacks and ' self examination.' The intensity was almost beyond my comprehension. I have now separated the identities, interrogations and memories. Some were outside, some were projections.
A very short time latter, I was ' approached ' by a mind that spoke clearly, in english, with a vocabulary and use of words that I would associate with academia. I eventually looked where I was told ( this happened several times until I gave in ) in the holy bible to the chapter and verse. What little I will remember is a thousand years of light. That I was the one and don't you know who you are. ( he attacked my ego. I remember a female ' voice ' or projection too. ) And an argument in length supporting sexual child abuse with children. " If the child does not know it's sin..." I will say no more. I threw the bible down to the floor and broke the spell or state of mind.
I have read bit's of the bible since. KNOW THY SELF. That is the first line of defense.
Whoever that was, had a powerful mind. My ' perception ' served me well. I had a good mother and my fathers lessons served me well. The Bible has no value if someone is using it to project evil and false ideas. It can be thrown down and retrieved later. It is an important book.
Whoever that was, he and his ' kind ' and like minded companions are SICKER THEN HELL. Do not be mislead. There are laws protecting children. I believe we need stronger laws. The ' higher mind ' ( if you can call it that ) in some people is not what you would expect.
Major Ed Danes once stated in an interview " You don't want to be in the head of a Pedophile."
Don't be afraid of them. Do not be afraid of them. The mental door swings both ways when opened. They can be tracked. Do not fear those who should be imprisoned and will.
I believe in God, the unnamed. I believe in Jesus Christ. I have seen all arguments for disbelief that one can learn. I still chose to believe. I am also a secularist, a realist. Pedophiles don't belong in ether world.
Also of note: http://scarleteen.com
1. Blinders off: Getting a good look at abuse and assault.
2. Emergency Contraception
3. Saving Sarah? Or not.
I'm fifty fifty in regards to this site, however I have known people when I was younger who might of benefited from a site of this nature. I am pro choice, but I don't believe in mid term and of course late term abortion, it is murder unless the mother's life is in extreme danger. My opinion. For what it's worth, based on what I read, the name of the site is in need of change. In my mind I refuse to refer to young women in terms of ' Scarlet ( A ) letter.' It is an important site based on what I read.
I haven't made up my mind with first term.
FRIDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2008
The Spirt Remains? Part 2
FEAR AND INDIFFERENCE From the time of puberty young women have the eyes of the world on them. So with the young men.
Pheromones. What do you think goes on in their subconscious and unconscious mind?
Young girls and boys who are traumatized ( child abuse ) early in life, some with a large degree of consistency. What do you think goes on in their subconscious and unconscious mind?
The last week of elite training for various military units in this country, consist of sleep depravation-constant. Live round drills/training-battle field conditions-constant. Among other disciplines ' applied.' In other groups of our military the initial training is longer. Fear of the unknown breeds adaptation, also indifference. What else do you think goes on in their subconscious and unconscious mind?
What is Unity?
What is culture clash?
Survival?
What is the ' 100 monkey effect?
How would this relate to children? How would the mentality of homosexuality and the swinger group mentality affect children as a whole, as a segment of the human organism ( age would be the commonality addressed ).
Now think of the computer, a tool, alone in and of it's self (the internet ' can ' be bad enough). After sitting in front of the screen for hours, do you feel as though your brain is jumbled with useless (?) imagery; alot of ' static.' Did you feel a need to relax, ' decompress?'
Where did your mind go? Where did ' you ' go? What was your subconscious and unconscious mind doing?
Were you alone?
Welcome to the early days of applied CRV and RV. The question is which? Who's applied technique or technology? Yours? Yours or others? The Act of Thinking is Technology In Use.
The computer is a ' copy.' When you think, and teach your children; are you the leader? Are you thinking and in full use of your technology when applied to information? Information dissolute in substance as intent due neglect. If you are not, I can assure you that others are when your children are concerned. Were you alone? Think of your children. ( Another fact that you may not be paying attention to, We Really Are At War. )
We as adults need to regulate children properly. The internet is in need of regulation too.
Do you really want todays youth, a segment of the human organism forever linked with a mindset ( Which one? Mirror; ' copy ' or human, but not yours. ) that maybe completely out of your control. Are you really parents, or the child within? What is indifference? Would you know?
Are you conscience? ( Right vs. Wrong )
You decide.
Important web sites:
http://www.jesus-as-savior.com
Sometimes it seems only religious groups know the difference between right and wrong. Important articles on NAMBLA. Inform yourself.
http://www.worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=28336 Within the context there is a warning. Obey it. I did. Important information. Article deals with NAMBLA, but from the women who prey on young girls.
The Sculpture-The Protection of Prudence by Conscience - 2007-?
WEDNESDAY, JUNE 16, 2010
NEW DIRECTIONS WITHIN CRITICAL MASS
THERE IS NO REAL ' HOPE '
Old ideas on the subject of ' mind control ' incorporated in ' new technology ' within broadband and it's use nationwide. The turning point and the core of the ' sixth district ' is of little difference in comparison with the capital area in Austin, Tx. The ' mind ' does not exist, but of course that would depend on who's side your on.
The Salvation Army is now being ' repaired,' at the expense of lost souls with no direction other than a ' prison mentality ' of by gone years and egos...from the streets to the Capital on both sides of the aisle. With ' hope,' to borrow a phrase, this will change all the way down to APD. This is needed in order to beat the child abuse problem. Why? Because we are the adults.
All children are GOD'S children, no matter race, creed or color.
I was told in my mind's eye as I looked into the eyes of a man who abused a child in language and in intent full terms as to sexuality. The rebutes were intense. As I stood in disbelief and when he felt my gaze, he stared back and I heard in my mind ' there's nothing you can do.' He then turned with a slight smirk and went inside.
I was about to discuss this with another man behind the lower level desk when I entered the building and I was immediately asked " what age do you think that kid was? " I shifted gears to answer " 15 ? " He replied, " about 14." The ' environment ' was that of a different bandwith.
OLD DEMONS ARE NOT DOCTORS
When I first got into town, all demons knew who I was, thus the play on words is employed here correctly. All
art that was either sold or given to the homosexual community, from librarians to lawyers, from doctors to judges, from artists to scientist, even a capt. at the time, a dirty cop, I later found out, in Albuqurque, NM, are but trash, those made before The Protection of Prudence by Conscience, once a sculpture and idea, battled by cowards to protect paychecks and false reputations. I made alot of mistakes with some of the people I met, because I was raised to be ' open mined.' And yet I still try. All of you should of listened to me...I'm a natural when it comes to the ' mind.' But not for you.
Old ideas on the subject of ' mind control ' incorporated in ' new technology ' within broadband and it's use nationwide. The turning point and the core of the ' sixth district ' is of little difference in comparison with the capital area in Austin, Tx. The ' mind ' does not exist, but of course that would depend on who's side your on.
The Salvation Army is now being ' repaired,' at the expense of lost souls with no direction other than a ' prison mentality ' of by gone years and egos...from the streets to the Capital on both sides of the aisle. With ' hope,' to borrow a phrase, this will change all the way down to APD. This is needed in order to beat the child abuse problem. Why? Because we are the adults.
All children are GOD'S children, no matter race, creed or color.
I was told in my mind's eye as I looked into the eyes of a man who abused a child in language and in intent full terms as to sexuality. The rebutes were intense. As I stood in disbelief and when he felt my gaze, he stared back and I heard in my mind ' there's nothing you can do.' He then turned with a slight smirk and went inside.
I was about to discuss this with another man behind the lower level desk when I entered the building and I was immediately asked " what age do you think that kid was? " I shifted gears to answer " 15 ? " He replied, " about 14." The ' environment ' was that of a different bandwith.
OLD DEMONS ARE NOT DOCTORS
When I first got into town, all demons knew who I was, thus the play on words is employed here correctly. All
art that was either sold or given to the homosexual community, from librarians to lawyers, from doctors to judges, from artists to scientist, even a capt. at the time, a dirty cop, I later found out, in Albuqurque, NM, are but trash, those made before The Protection of Prudence by Conscience, once a sculpture and idea, battled by cowards to protect paychecks and false reputations. I made alot of mistakes with some of the people I met, because I was raised to be ' open mined.' And yet I still try. All of you should of listened to me...I'm a natural when it comes to the ' mind.' But not for you.
