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Thursday, October 2, 2014

AND ONCE MORE, 10-10-'14, UP DATED 10-9-'14 - ' NORM '-CHEERS- THIS IS THE LAST POST, MORE THAN LIKELY

 DRONES ?

I'LL BE LEAVING TOWN IN A WEEK OR TWO. UP DATE IN RED BELOW. LOOKING
FOR NEW NAME, AND ' GOOD,' TOWN.

AND IF I HADN'T POSTED THIS ALREADY. ON A VIST TO BARTON PRINCES HOUSE PRIOR TO 9/11( YEARS ) WITH T. J.TUCKER, I NOTICED THE AIRPLANE AGAIN HANGING FROM THE CEILING, NEAR THE ABSTRACT PAINTING, OIL TO GLASS THEN TRANSFERED TO CANVASS OF A VALLY SHARP IN ANGLE REGARDING TWO CLIFFS AND THE WATER STREAM IN BETWEEN. MAYBE THATS WHY YOU FIRED THE MARINE. THE BOLT FROM WATER TO THE HEAVENS,...RETURNED.

TO BE ASKED TO TAKE YOUR DISCUSSING  ARAB QUEEN ( MIT STUDENT ? ) TO UPS, THEN THE AIRPORT, " CAN YOU TEACH ME? " YOU SAID EVEN YOUR FRIENDS COULDN'T STAND HIM. 

NOW I'M OLDER AND DON'T BUY IT. AND ALSO, YOU ARE NOT " THE ONLY ONE KEEPING ME ALIVE." SO THIS TAKES CARE OF ' AIRING OUT DIRTY LAUNDRY,' 2005-'06, OF THE ' REMOTE REGRESSION ' THAT I PUT ALL INTO TO SHAKE.

I REMEMBER THAT PAINTING AND THE SYMBOLISM AND THE ' EVENT.' " HOW TO KILL TWO MEXICANS WITH ONE STONE." AS IF TWO TOWERS AND THE ' LIVING WATERS OF HUMANITY IN BETWEEN, AS THE AIRPLANE LINGERED. T.J. LOOKED AT THAT FOR A LONG TIME, AND I WONDERED, AS THAT ' MISTRESS ' OF HELL DRAPED ITSELF ALL OVER YOU AND YOU SAID WHEN ASKED, " I HAVE KIDS EVERYWHERE." JUST LIKE WHITLEY STRIEBER SAID ON LATE NIGHT RADIO WITH ART BELL AND GRAY ALIENS FUCKING HIM FROM BEHIND, AND HUGHSON LAYING HER FACE TO MY STOMACH AND TELLING ME "THIS IS YOUR BABY." AND AMERICAN YOUTH LAUGHS, NOT REALIZING WHAT THEY HELPED TO ' SELL OUT.'

DO NOT GET IN THE UNITED STATES MILITARY'S WAY.

HOMELAND SECURITY WAS A JOKE YESTERDAY.

ABOUT THREE ' CLIENTS' WEAR THEIR UNDERWEAR
AND NOTHING BUT, THE VERY SAME AS MY SHIRT.
THIS STARTED ABOUT A WEEK AND HALF AFTER
I MOVED IN. WHAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN THE BOX,
AFTER I ' HEARD ' THE ADMIRATION OF THE PHONE,
WAS ONLY BATTERIES, THEN THE IPHONE BATTERY
ALONE. THIS BOX HAS ALWAYS BEEN HERE.

I'LL LET THE ' STATE PAID ' SHRINKS FIGURE OUT THIS
ONE. MUST BE ESP !!!!!!!

WHAT THE ' CLIENTS ' DO NOT REALIZE IS THAT WITH
THE MENTAL SHIT THROWN AT ME, IS ALL THEY HAVE DONE
OUTSIDE OF WHAT THEY GOT ' ARRESTED FOR AND DID TIME
FOR,' IT IS VERY UN NERVING THAT SOME ' ARE SEXUALLY
AROUSED ' WITH THE VIOLENT ' MEMORIES AND IMAGERY'S
THAT THEY ARE ' WATCHING.'

THAT PHONE WAS GIVEN TO ME IN HAWAII BY A NICE
YOUNG LADY, BUT DID NOT WORK. IT EDED UP SERVING A
PURPOSE ANYWAY. SORRY I DIDN'T OPEN UP THE BOX
AND SHOW THE BATTERY, EXCITING ! HUH ?



THIS I CAME UPON AT THE 'SILO' AT THE
RESCUE MISSION, AND I DECIDED THAT
INSTEAD OF BEING ' SOLD ' ON THE STREETS
" THERE'S A MOTORCYCLE VEST WORTH A
LOT OF MONEY," I ASKED FOR THE ' VEST '
AND LIVED WITH IT FOR A WHILE. THIS
MORNING I GAVE IT TO A VET WHO ' JUST '
HAPPENED BY THE INFORMATION DESK
AND AFTER A QUICK READ, I DECIDED
NOT TO PLAY ' POLITICS,' MILEY TONGUE
SHIT, AND GAVE IT TO HIM INSTEAD OF IT
GETTING INTO THE HANDS OF ' STREET
THUGS OR WORST.'  THE SOLIDER IS TRYING
TO GO BACK TO DUTY DEFENDING THE
UNITED STATES. HE EARNED THE VEST.

THE TEXAS FLAG HURT ABIT, AND THE
BLOOD THING WAS NEAR TEN YEARS AGO
WHEN I TOLD AN ACQUAINTANCE, " EVERY
THING YOU SEE HAS BEEN PAID FOR BY
VETERAN'S BLOOD." IN REFERENCE TO
THE FUCKING OATH YOU TAKE, I READ
THE BACK PAGE, REVERSE SIDE; THE SMALL
PRINT. MY FIRST ORDER, WAS " RAISE YOUR
RIGHT HAND AND TAKE THE OATH! ARE
YOU? "

FOR A LIFETIME IS BASICALLY WHAT IT SAYS.




THE FIRST MONTH OF MY STAY AT MISSOURI
ST., ON MY NEIGHBOR'S DOOR, WAS THE ' RAPTURE,'
THE THIRD MONTH, MORE OR LESS WAS THE VERY
EAGLE YOU SEE HERE, AND ENDLESS " WANT," THE
CURRENT IS A FUCKING " BLEEDING HEART."

" YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, OPEN YOU'RE
HEART TO YOU'RE OTHER  SIDE, YOU'RE GAY." ENDLESSLY,
REPEATED, ' UPPER MIND, TOP OF THE HEAD.'




THE OTHER " THAT DOES NOT BELONG TO YOU,"
ENDLESSLY.






THE MUSIC BY GUNS AND ROSES IS ' KNOCKING ON HEAVEN'S
DOOR,' ALWAYS PLAYED AT CERTAIN TIMES OF THE MOON
PHASE OR IF I'M IN THE ROOM IN THE DAY TIME. THE OTHER
CLIENTS IN UNISON WITH THE MUSIC, DEPENDING ON  TIME
OF MONTH, THE ' MENTAL EXERCISES,' I'M NOT GOING TO
GET TO INVOLVED WITH THIS AS IT IS MEANT TO BE A
' BREAKING DOWN PROCESS TO ACCEPT THE LIFESTYLE OF
BASICALLY ' DRUG LIFE,' AND ' YOUR PLACE ' IN IT AND TOTAL
SEVERANCE TO THIS ' SICKENING ' QUEER ' BASED LIFESTYLE.

IN ESSENCE IT IS TO DEVELOP A MENTAL ' STATE,' FOLLOWED
BY ' SWEET CHILD OF MINE,' THEN ANOTHER RADIO OR TV,
AFTER ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES THEN THE UNDERLYING
CB OR SHORTWAVE RADIO. I WON'T GO INTO FURTHER DETAIL
AS TO WHAT YOU ACTUALLY HEAR, OTHER THAN IT IS AN
EFFECTIVE, BUT POOR ATTEMPT OF BRAIN WASHING AND ?
I GUESS ' WAKI-TALKI,' IS STILL AVAILABLE, THOUGH ILLEGAL
SO CLOSE THE BOARDER. IN THE END YOUR SUPPOSED TO GO
CRAZY IN ORDER TO OBTAIN A CHECK.

I HAVE DELIBERATELY NOT WRITTEN OF ALL THAT IS SAID, REPEATED
AND USED TO ' BREAK DOWN ' THE ' MIND,' ONES IDENTITY. I WILL
NOT TEACH HOW.

I THOUGHT ABOUT THE PASTED CARDS ON THE DOOR, BUT THOUGHT
ABOUT PRIVACY ISSUES AND LAW, IN THE END, FOR THE MENTALLY
                                                                                                      ILL?

CANNON FODDER AND SCAPEGOAT


THIS I HAVE HAD THIS ON MY FLASH DRIVE FOR A LONG TIME, YEARS. THE SITE/PAGE IS DE FUNK. IT HAS BEEN BETWEEN NPR AND LOST/STOLEN PHANTOM STAR POST THAT WERE RECOVERED ON MY FLASH DRIVE ( CASA VIDA, BEN BASS ).

ARMY JOKE AND ' THREAT.' YET ON NPR, CIA WAS USING MY RANDOM KEY STRIKES TO ACTIVATE ' INNER FOCUSED MIND,' IF YOU TRUST RESULTS; DATE SOMEWHERE ON THIS BLOG. ' WERE AT WAR.' 2001-' WHISPER.'

A LOT OF THE ORIGINAL POSTS ARE GONE IN MY BATTLE WITH FAGS AND THEIR BOYFRIENDS AND UNKNOWING, KNOWING EMPTY WOMEN. I DIDN'T START ALL OF THIS, I JUST ' REMEMBERED,' AND THOUGHT MY WAY THROUGH IT AND NEVER ' BLINKED.' I DIDN'T BLINK WITH THE BLACK MUSLIMS AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, MOST VETERANS OR WHEN I WAS ' STABED ' WITH WHATEVER IT WAS THERE ETHER.

' ROUGE RVER'S ' OR ACTIVE, IT DOESN'T MATTER, THE ' ABUSE ' WAS VERY REAL, IN REAL TIME REGARDING THE ' CHILDREN,' AGES 6 AND 2, AND THIS IS WHAT ALL OF YOU DEFEND AS ACCEPTABLE IN TODAY'S SOCIETY. WHAT YOU ' INTERFERED ' IN ALBQ., NM. THE PALESTINIANS FRIENDS WERE GANG, BLOOD, BASED ON DRESS AND THE BROTHER ' BOUGHT ' A WIFE AND WAS A FAG THE FIRST WEEK IN THE USA, DIRECTLY FROM ENGLAND. " WE WOULD CALL THE AMERICANS COWBOYS " IN THEIR CRAZINESS,' OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT. 

AND THE ' NAZI,' PARTY, THE DEMOCRATS HAVE VERY NEARLY TAKEN MOST RIGHTS I HAD. YET, WHO WAS RIGHT? " WHAT WE KNOW OF JESUS," RAMSEY TO HIS BROTHER MOSES, AND THE THE RANT BEGAN IN ERNEST AND ALL YOU PLAYED ALONG IN THIS RADICAL, WELL THOUGHT OUT ' GAME ' FOR COMPLETE CHANGE WITH AND ' THROUGH ' THE CHILDREN, JUST TURING 18, 'GOOD JOB! NAZIS.

AND YES THERE WAS A ' WAR ' GOING ON. MHT-MAN HUNT. YOU ' BITCHES ' USED YOUR PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE TECHNIQUES AND REAL TECH/LASER ( PECOS, TX. ), TO WHAT, ' EMPRESS ME? BLAME THE " CHINESE ( ? )."


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THERE WAS A VET WHO WORKED AT EPCC WHO SPOKE A LITTLE OF ' SKYNET,' AND " WE USED IN ? " " ISN'T EVERYTHING MAFIA? " HE ASKED ME WHEN I TOLD OF SOME OF THE PROBLEMS THAT I HAD IN COUNTERED.

MY VISION IS GONE, AND THANKS FOR THE GREAT LIVING ' CONDITIONS, AND COMPANY.'

DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH RV, OR ANYONE FROM THE MIDDLE EAST, IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. STAY AWAY FROM EL PASO,TEXAS AND THE AREON NATION, WHICH IS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR ' GAY.' SEE IT CAN BE DONE WITHOUT USE OF THE ' N ' WORD, I DID THE BEST I COULD.
THIS MORNING, FIVE HITS, ' KAM ' AND ADKINS IN VIRGINA. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD THIS GETS. GOOD LUCK.

AS PAULA H. SON WOULD SAY, TAKE CARE. THIS BLOG IS DONE. - J. BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III





THE ONGOING SAGA OF MY ' FORESEEN ' LIFE. THREE WOMEN IN A DANCE, THEY WERE WHITE. A ' CARPET ' HUNG. STATE REP, NOT MY GODFATHER AND GODMOTHER IF MY FATHER DIED. I WAS AN ADULT.

TODAY I WAS GOING TO POST, I THOUGHT AGAINST IT, # 10 WHERE I LIVE AND OTHERS, I'VE ALREADY GIVEN # 2. A WHOLE HORNET'S NET OF WHAT ( ASSUMPTION ) ONCE WERE PEOPLE. I HAVE CONTACTED THE PEOPLE WHO I HAD TAKEN PHOTO'S OF YEARS AGO, IN BETTER TIMES.

IF YOU HAVE FAMILY AND YOUNG CHILDREN, EL PASO TEXAS IS NOT WHERE YOU WANT TO LIVE, EVEN IN A NATIONAL EMERGENCY, AVOID BEING DIRECTED HERE. IT IS DRUG RIDDEN AND ALL BUT NOTHING IS DONE ABOUT IT, IT IS HOWEVER BEING DESIGNED AS THE NEXT GAY/PEDOPHILE CITY OF ENTERTAINMENT IN THE SOUTHWEST. 

AS FOR RV IN 2007-08 - WHAT IS ALWAYS FOUND IN THE HUMAN BODY.
                                            END RESULT OF TITLE ABOVE.

WATER DISPLACEMENT WAS THE ' KEY.'


WHAT WAS GIVEN TO MANAGEMENT TODAY,
I DEBATED IF A POLICE REPORT IS EVEN NECESSARY.
THEY JUST PUT THEM BACK HERE.
NEW DAMAGE TO A WINDOW SCREEN AND ALL IT INDICATES.
IN OFFICE, " HAVE YOU LOOKED FOR A JOB, OR EVEN STARTED? "
ASKED MANAGEMENT, A FEMALE, " ME FAMILA." WAS
HIS ANSWER, ONE OF THE ' HEAVY HITTERS ' AS FAR AS CONSTANT
 ' WHISPERING ' FOR SEX AND " THIS IS THE WAY IT WORKS."
A REAL GRIDWALKER, AS ARE OTHERS, DRUGS OR SEX.

WAKE UP TO " I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM," SEEMINGLY
OVER A HUNDRED TIMES, THEN ENTER ANOTHER ' STALKER.'

NEW MIDDLE EAST
EL PASO, TX. WITH NEW FENCE. " THOSE PEOPLE
KEEP COMING OVER HERE." DARK SKINNED MEXICAN
AMERICAN WOMAN, LAST YEAR AT BUS STOP.

                 THE ' DRUG PASSING HOLE ' WAS FIXED AS SOON AS I 
MOVED IN FOR AN INSPECTION. THE OLDER CLIENTELE HAS
RESIDED HERE FOR LONGER THAN FIVE YEARS MINIMUM.
THE DRUG DEALING HAS LESSENED A BIT IN THE PAST
COUPLE OF MONTHS BY ABOUT 10%, BUT THEN THE VIOLENCE
INCREASES TO ' PACIFY ' THE NEIGHBORHOOD AGAIN.

WHO'S ON TOP, REAL OLD GUYS, BELIEVE IT OR NOT WHO
MAKE THE MONEY AS ' NARC'S AND WATCHERS ' FOR THE
BAD GUYS. EVERYONE JUST ABOUT KNOWS WHO'S CARRYING
THE ' SHIT ' IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND SOMETIMES THE
MONEY OUT OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD.

THE EXCUSE OF NO WORK HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE REASON
FOR DEALING INSTEAD AND IS SUPPORTED BY SMALL BUSINESS
THAT SELL STOLEN MERCHANDISES AND EVEN SOME OF
THE DISHONEST COPS GET IN ON THE ACTION WITH INTIMIDATION
TACTICS AS FAR AS MERCHANDISE AND MONEY GOES;
ANY NUMBER OF SCAMS TO ' HOOK ' A NEW PERSPECTIVE
OBSERVER/DEALER/MULE FROM ONE PART OF THE CITY TO
ANOTHER INCLUDING COLLAGES.

VETERANS ARE OFTEN ASKED AND ' EMPLOYED ' BY ETHER THE MONEY
LAUNDERS OR HIRED TO DEAL THE DRUGS THEMSELVES. COMBAT
VETS ARE ' VALUED ' BECAUSE OF THE SPEED OF THEIR MENTAL
STATE FOR ' PURCHASES OF ILLEGAL DRUGS,' ADDICTIONS TO ADRENALIN
AND ' NERVE ' TO SERVE AS ETHER ' ENFORCERS ' AND OR DEAL
MAKERS IN LARGER QUANTITIES.

THE SAFETY OF CHILDREN IS NEVER A FACTOR IN THE DRUG MARKET OTHER
THAN ' FUTURE ' PROCEEDS AS FAR AS PROFITS GO; ETHER WAY, THEY
ARE ' RELEASED,' THEN DUMPED TO THE STREETS.

ALOT OF THESE PROPERTIES ARE OWNED BY OLD VETS ( AND BAR OWNERS, PEDOPHILES, WHO FOUND A ' NICHE ' ) WHO HAVE MADE
MONEY AND  BOUGHT OTHER PROPERTIES WITHIN THE DRUG TRADE MADE
POSSIBLE BY THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATION'S MISUSE AND MISHANDLING
OF VETERANS MONEY. MANY A VET HAVE MOVED INTO THESE PLACES AND
WITH THE HELP OF ' HIRED THUGS ' HAVE BEEN VICTIMIZED IN SOME OF
THE MOST BRUTAL WAYS. THEN THE MONEY IS HANDLED BY, GARNISHED
FOR SERVICES PROVIDED, WHETHER THEY BE FURNISHED OR NOT, QUALITY,
OR NOT,; EVEN IF THE VET IS ALIVE OR NOT, BY THE HOUSING OWNED BY
THESE OLD VETS ( KOREA OR VIETNAM ). THERE DAY AND OBJECTIVES
HAVE ALREADY PEAKED ' LOCKED IN THE SIXTIES,' NOW ONLY FOR GREED
AND THE MONEY AND ' PLEASURES ' ON THE SIDE OF MONIES GAINED IN
THE UNDERWORLD.

THE VETERANS ARE PROVIDED BY THE ' VOLUNTEERS,' OFTEN EX-CONS THE
' ALLOWANCE ' AGREED UPON, USUALLY AFTER A SURGERY, AT TIME OF
' TREATMENT,' AFTER WAITING MONTHS FOR WHATEVER AILMENTS, OFTEN
SERIOUS, AND OF COURSE, AFTER THE ' BEATINGS OF HIRED THUGS ' IN
ACCORDANCE WITHIN THE VERY SAME ' HABITAT.' WHO THEN ARE ' GIVEN '
PRIVILEGES , BETTER ROOMS AND BOARD AND ' CASH ' AS PAYMENTS
FOR ORDERS GIVEN TO ' BRING IN NEW MEAT OR ' CHECKS.'

I MYSELF, HAVE BEEN TOLD TO MOVE, ' YOUR FATHER DESERVES THIS,
NOT YOU,' BUT OF COURSE THAT'S THE ' ETHER ' OR WHISPERS IN THE
NIGHT. AND GROW A ' BEARD,' IN SO MANY HAND GESTURES. I'M SURE
HE, MIGHT, NOT KNOW OF THIS.

THE IMAGERY THAT I'VE SEEN, HAS PRETTY MUCH FOLLOWED
WHAT I HAVE ' EXPERIENCED,' WITH EXCEPTION TO ' HERE'S AND
THEIRS ' AND THE ' BACKGROUND,' IN TODAY'S ' NEW ' SOCIAL BRAIN
WASHING OR ' RESTRUCTURING. RF POISONING IS REAL AND HOLLYWOOD
IS WAY AHEAD IN THE GAME OF ' SOCIAL PROGRAMING ' WHEN THE
ALIEN REACHES OUT TO THE NERD IN ' BATTLESHIP,' AND SAYS
" HI/MINE." DOUBLE-SPEAK, NOT INCLUDING THE ' MIND,' THAT WILL
SOON BE TAUGHT IN ' TOTALITY ' AS NOT TO BE REAL, TO FURTHER
NOT ONLY THE GENERATION GAP, BUT THE MIDDLE CLASS AND
FURTHER THE GROWING ' CAST ' SYSTEM THAT WILL REPLACE
THE ' RECRUITMENT;' THE JOINING OF CITIZENS OUT OF LOYALTY
TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.


THE ' STRAIGHT ' GOOD KIDS AND ADULTS, DO NOT LIVE THROUGH
THIS, UNLESS THEY ARE WILLING TO KILL. THAT IS WHY THERE ARE
SO MANY MISSING PERSONS REPORTS IN THE COUNTRY AND GRAVES AND
DEPLETED ' ANIMAL GUTS ' IN THE UNITED STATES; FECES.

IN SHORT, DO YOU SEE THE TRUTH.


MIGHT DOT MY I'S AND CROSS MY TS, BUT THIS IS VERY REAL.
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MEXICAN MAFIA'S ( IMITATORS ? ) EMPLOYEES 10 - 9 - '14
AND FAG/WITCH NETWORKING, ASK ANYONE WHO 
HAS GONE UNDERCOVER STATE OR FED AND LOCAL.
THIS IS ABOUT CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS WITHOUT 
WHICH THERE WOULD NOT BE ANY MAFIA. FROM
FRONT, WINDOW, SIDE. OLD MEN WAITING FOR
MEAT AND YOUNGER ONES LAPPING AT TECH.

SO, TODAY I DOTED MY I'S AND CROSSED MY T'S, THE OWNER CAME
OVER AND ASKED WHAT WAS WRONG WITH MY DOOR KNOB, AND I
TOLD HIM THAT MY ROOM WAS ENTERED ILLEGALLY FOR THE FORTH
TIME. I TOLD HIM OF PHOTOS TAKEN, CD'S AND THEY WILL BE 
REPLACED ON TUESDAY. I TOLD HIM THAT " I DON'T KNOW WHO
ENTERED THE ROOM." DOTING THE I. WHEN DEALING WITH FAMILA, 
OR MEXICAN MAFIA, ALTHOUGH LOW END, THIS IS WHAT YOU GET.
HE STATED THAT HE, " I ENTERED THE ROOM." HE WAS NOT TO
SPECIFIC AS TO DATES, AND I WILL NOT GO INTO THE SPECIFIES AS TO WHY
SOME " PEOPLE MARRY OTHERS." THIS WAS BACK THEN 2007-08,
ON GOING CONVERSATIONS, LAYERED TO THE ' HEIGHT ' OF?
AND THE WIDTH OF ? CLEANLY SEPARATED.

 I AM MEETING
ALL. HOW DO YOU DESCRIBE THAT WHICH IS PARASITIC AND
THINKS THAT THEY ARE PREDICTING ANYTHING, HOW DO YOU
TELL,1,2,10,11, HELL THAT ONE I THINK THERE'S STILL A WIRE
CARICATURE THAT IS FOUND ART, ON THE NET, BY THE 
RAILROAD TRACKS?!?  I EXAMINED IT SEVERAL TIMES, ALL
RUSTED UP, NO MARKS. FOUND FROM WHERE THE HAYDON
TRUCKS USED TO BE, A SQUIRREL???? BENT UP STEEL. ROCKY
J SQUIRREL???? A NICK NAME THAT AN EX FRIEND USED TO CALL
ME????

AFTER THIS, AT THE MAIN LIBRARY, I TRYED TO REPORT WHAT
HAD HAPPENED VERY EARLY IN THE MORNING AS PER ' HIT'S '
FOUND ON THE NEWS AND WHILE LISTENING TO RUSH LIMB, A
NAME OF SOMEONE WHO I ONCE KNEW. THE
DATES WOULD INCLUDE, 2002, 2006-07 " BART
DON'T MENTION MY SISTER OR FAMILY.", AND ANOTHER. THE USE
BY ' ANIMALS,' ONCE PEOPLE LIKE THESE OF A STRAIN OF A 
' CURRENT PROBLEM,' AND WHAT I SAW, A FRIEND OF MINE 
KEPT LOOKING AT AN ' AIRPLANE ' IN A FAG'S OFFICE AREA
HANGING FROM THE CEILING AND THE ' PARTING OF A SOLID '
AREA, SEPARATED BY WHAT APPEARED TO BE WATER, APPLIED
ON GLASS, THEN TRANSFERRED TO CANVAS. THIS ALWAYS 
BOTHERED ME; RUSHING THE LONG HAIRED ARAB FAGGOT TO
THE UPS PICK-UP AND THEN TO THE AIR PORT, ALWAYS BOTHERED
ME TOO. MIT ACCEPTS THIS? " I WANT YOU TO TEACH ME."
THE LAST TIME I REMEMBERED THIS BEFORE I PUT IT TO THE
BACK OF MY HEAD, THIS WAS ABOUT 2002, REMOVE 4-5 YEARS.
NOW, YOU SEE THE PATTERN THAT I'M BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND.
 THE WORLD DESCRIBED COMPLETELY IN MATH. THE WOMB
IS NOT EXEMPT. WOMEN DO NOT ' EXIST HERE.'
CROSSING THE T. 

THE TOTAL ACCEPTANCE OF OF HACKING AND THE UNLAWFUL
INTERFERENCE OF THOSE WHO PROPOSE TO BE LAW ENFORCEMENT
ALSO TAKING PART, IS, WELL, ' SHIT.' AND TO BE SHORT, THE MESSAGE
WAS REFUSED OR INTERFERED WITH ONCE AGAIN. THIS HAS HAPPENED
IN THE PAST WITH A SHAPE, THAT I LATTER DETERMINED, THROUGH
THE NET TO BE IN CLOSE PROCLAMATION WITH A ' CLOSURE CAP,' IN ONE
REFERENCE TO NUCLEAR WASTE. I WAS TOLD, IF YOU CAN CALL IT
THAT, WITH THE ' VOICE ' OF THE BLACK WHO WORKED AT THE 
LIBRARY IT WAS SENT TO HOMELAND SECURITY INSTEAD. MENTAL,
WITH USE OF THE SHIT IN THE AIR, YET I WAS ALWAYS TREATED AS SHIT.
DO NOT TRUST WHAT IS IN THE ' ETHER,' WHAT ONCE WAS CONSIDERED
 ESP. DON'T BE FOOLED.

WHAT HAS BECOME ' CLEAR ' IS THAT VERY LITTLE IF ANY INFORMATION
WAS EVER RECEIVED BY THE HS AND DEFIANTLY NOT VIRGINIA.

I HAVE BEEN ' HIT ' BY ALL SIDES INCLUDING A VERY BAD JEW,
MANAGEMENT IS ON VACATION.
WORKED ON ALL NIGHT, AND DAY IF I AM HERE, ALL FOR A CRAZY
CHECK TO BE USED AS I HAVE EXPLAINED BEFORE. I DO NOT TRUST
POLICE, AS THIS, EL PASO IS THE ILLEGAL DRUG THOROUGHFARE TO
ALBUQUERQUE, AND THERE IS BIG MONEY IN ' TERRORISM.'
BARTON PRINCE WAS RIGHT ABOUT ONLY ONE THING, STAY AWAY 
FROM BLACK.

SMALLER ' HITS ' REGARDING THIS, THE MAJOR ONES THIS MORNING, BUT
THESE ALL YEARS AGO, COMING TO A GEOMETRIC POINT :

CHICKEN LITTLE
BLUE MARBLE
O.K.HARRIS, LESSOR OF MAJOR 
" NEXT TIME YOU DO AS YOU ARE
COMMANDED " HENRY'S VOICE IN
THIRD RECURRING DREAM, OR WHAT
SEEMED TO BE HENRY'S VOICE.

( I TRULY HOPE THAT IF THE WOMAN IS AMERICAN, THE ONE WITH GLASSES
WRITING ON A BULLETIN BOARD, (?) TRANSPARENT GLASS FROM MY VANTAGE
POINT, WHAT SEEMED TO BE QUANTUM THEORY AND MULTIBLES OF ' PODS.'
FIGURES ALL THIS OUT, OF COURSE IT IS BASED ON SOMETHING ELSE THAT IS
OR WAS ON THE NET. I FOUND IT, BUT CLEARED IT. 2008-09, THE UNDERPAINTING
OF A PAINTING THAT WON A WHITE RIBBON OUT OF THE THREE OR FOUR, AT
THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR; I DESTROYED IT IN ALBQ., NM. 


THE ORIGINAL MESSAGE WAS TRASHED AFTER THE THIRD
ATTEMPT, WITH NAMES AND DESCRIPTION, HOPE YOU GOT A GOOD PRICE.

YEARS AGO, ABOUT 2005, LATE AND 2006, DURING THE ATTACKS, I WAS
TOLD THAT THE ' GAY RACE ' WERE THE BEST RVER'S IN THE WORLD, 
THIS IS NOT TRUE. THEY ARE HOWEVER, THE BEST THIEVES IN THE 
WORLD; MY THIRD CALL TO FBI , LOOKED THE NUMBER UP IN THE
PHONEBOOK. SILVIA, THE WOMAN WHO ANSWERED, FBI SAID AFTER
I GAVE A BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF WHAT I WAS GOING THOUGH, SAID
" I'LL MAKE SOME CALLS."

EARLIER IN THE EARLY MORNING THE NIGHT OF THE MISFIRE OF
MY WEAPON ( MAGAZINES ), I WAS ASKED OR RATHER TOLD THAT
I WAS TO GO ' UNDER ' AND WITHIN THE LIFESTYLE OF THE BABY
FUCKERS, GAYS. I REMEMBERED THAT ON EVERY OTHER NIGHT
JUST BEFORE MEDITATION, WAITING FOR ANY SOUND, I WAS TOLD
THE SAME. THIS WENT ON FOR ABOUT A HALF YEAR, IT SEEMED. I
HAVE ALWAYS SAID " NO." SOMETIMES OUT LOUD. WHAT STARTED
OUT AS A BLINK, OF THE EYE ' BOOT CAMP,' I ENDED UP ON A SHIP
OF ANGLER DIMENSIONS THAT IS CLOSER TO CHINA'S DESIGN
RATHER THAN THE US, BUT THE ONE PERSON WHO I CHASED UP
THE MODERN RAILING, WAS US SOLIDER, NAVY, I THOUGHT.
THIS BEFORE, THE RECURRING ' CREMATORIUM.'

I'M GOING TO JUMP WAY AHEAD IN TIME, BEFORE CIVI INTERNET,
KEEP ON MAKING ' DEAD BABY ' JOKES. THAT'S WHO YOU ARE. BE
VERY CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU JOKE ABOUT AS TO KOSER AND
WHAT YOU ' PISS ' ON.

IT IS BETTER TO BE DEAD THAN WORK WITH MAFIA ( ? ) OR FAGS.


AND JUST FOR FUN, THE HOLLOW POINT THAT ALMOST KILLED 
ME THAT MORNING ( FUCKIN CON, SET UP, TWICE OVER* ) I FIND
IT FUNNY THAT THE NEXT GENERATION PRO, BUT NOT BOOK,
IS IN THE EXACT SHAPE OF A HOLLOW POINT. YET THAT WAS ONLY 
THE ' BRIDGE.'


14 PLUS YEARS OF THIS SHIT ! FIND YOUR OWN ' BEARDED MUSLIM!'

* HIS ' FRIEND,' SET HIM UP BY HAVING HIM CROSS THE WINDOW IN
THE FRONT YARD, BASED ON THE BLEND OF SHADOW AND MAS, HE
WAS TALL.

I MADE NO DEAL WITH FAGS, BLACK GANG BANGERS, NIGGERS, ' SHEETS '-WHITE TRASH OR COPS OR ANY JEW OR ARAB OR MEXICAN GODMOTHER, OR POLITICAL PARTY. HOPE THE MONEY WAS GOOD ' BITCH.'

THE ARMY RIDING VEST WITH ALL THE PATCHES WILL BE TAKEN TO FT. BLISS TO ANYBODY LIGITE WITH RANK.



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10 - 7 - '14

TODAY I NOTICED THAT A LARGE NUMBER OF PACKETS OF PHOTO'S WERE STOLEN FROM MY ROOM ON MISSOURI ST, MISSOURI ST. RESSIDNCE. THE PHOTO'S MOST NOTABLY TAKEN, THE STREET FAMILY, THE FIRST SET. HENERY WORKED FOR SANDIA LABS, NATIONAL AND WHO KNOWS. NEAR THE END OF HIS LIFE HE WAS PUT IN A REST HOME, AND WAS ABUSED, I DON'T KNOW ALL THE DETAILS, BUT WHEN TOLD THE FIRST THING THAT HIT ME WAS ' THE SHADOW PERSON ATOP ME ' DOING THING'S OF A ' SEXUAL,' NATURE. I DESCRIBE HOW ONE FEELS BUT I WILL SAY THIS MUCH.

IF AMERICANS WERE NOT SO DRUDGED UP AND DRUNK, AND HAD A NIGHTMARE, OR ' LUCID DREAM ' OF THIS NATURE, THEN YOU MIGHT THINK AND CALL FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN ORDER TO SEE IF ALL IS RIGHT.

IN MY CASE IT, IT IS PART OF A SEQUENCE THAT IS TAKING PLACE ( HAS BUT IN REPETITIVE TIME ), AND ALL OTHERS IN ( GLOBAL ) BACKGROUND.

SOME MIGHT WONDER WHY PUT THIS ON THE NET, WELL, I HAVE BEFORE, BUT THIS TIME, ALTHOUGH READ BY SOME IN MANY NATIONS ACROSS THE WORLD, THE NEED FOR RESTRAINT HAS NEVER BEEN OF GREATER NEED SINCE WWII. THE NEED FOR ALL PEOPLES WHO WORK FOR ALL NATIONAL DEFENSE SYSTEMS AND LABS IS IN A TIME OF EXTREME CAUTION AND PROTECTIONS FOR THOSE IN THEIR LATER YEARS. THIS IS NECESSARY FOR GLOBAL PEACE. I HAVE SEEN THOSE WHO WORK NIGHT SHIFTS IN HOSPITALS AND WHILE MOST ARE GOOD WORKERS, A GOOD NUMBER ARE, IN THE UNITED STATES, TEMP. WORKERS, AND I AM SPEAKING FOR MY SELF, BUT WHEN YOU GET FIRED FOR FINDING 15 LBS OF DRUG RELATED OBJECTS AND NARCOTICS WHILE DOING YOUR JOB, THEN TOLD NOT TO COME BACK, AFTER YOU GOT A COMMENDATION FROM THE NIGHT PHARMACEUTICAL HEAD, THE YOU WALK AWAY WITH A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF HOW ' THINGS REALLY WORK.' WHO REALLY WANTS TO WORK AT NIGHT?

IN 2011 I WAS AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER IN EL PASO, TX., ALL MY MAIL WAS STOLEN OR EL PASO LEGAL AID WAS LYING. A PEDOPHILE WAS SUPPOSEDLY IN CHARGE OF THE MAIL. HE WAS ARRESTED. I REMEMBER BEING ASKED " WHERE ARE YOU? " I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT FIRE IN 2011 AT THE LABS. A RUDE COMMENT WAS MADE BY MS. STREET " YOU MUST BELONG THERE, "AFTER TALKING TO HENRY " AW, BART I FEEL LIKE SHIT, LET ME GET YOU MARY." AND NEVER SPOKE TO HER AGAIN UNTIL THE DEATH OF HER HUSBAND. I THINK. THE E-MAIL. I REMEMBERED THIS THE DAY THAT I WAS TOLD
WE NEEDED YOUR PAPERWORK AND HAD TO EXPLAIN THAT I RECEIVED NONE; "YOU WEREN'T THERE," EXPLAINED THE LAWYER, SAME WHO MADE COMMENTS ABOUT ST. LEWIS AND PAPERWORK NOT DISAPPEARING BEFORE I JOINED THE COAST GUARD; THAT PURPLE TIE.

AT THE MISSOURI ST. ADDRESS A RESIDENT ' KENNY ' TATTOO OF ' BUNKY ' ON BACK ( NO ONE WEARS MUCH CLOTHES ),  ADMITTED TO TAKING PART OF THE ABUSE AND STATED THAT " THEY CUT UP HER FACE REAL GOOD," " CUT HER EYE" OR EYES', THIS WAS REPORTED TO MANAGEMENT ' NORMAN, LAST NAME NOT AT HAND, RESIDENT MANAGER OR WAS UNTIL MOVED.

THE WOMAN WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN CUT UP WAS A ' VOLUNTEER ' WHO WORKED AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, WHO WAS TO HAVE PLAYED A ROLE IN THE NOTIFICATION OF THE AUTHORITIES. ALL RESIDENTS AT THE MISSOURI STREET ADDRESS ARE, AS FAR AS I KNOW, WITH EXCEPTION TO ME, FROM THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. JUST OUT OF JAIL, EX-CONS; STREET BOSES, IF YOU BELIEVE IT.

I HAVE MADE COMPLAINTS ABOUT ' INTRUSIONS ' BEFORE, TODAY WOULD OF BEEN THE FIFTH TIME, I DECIDED THE NET. I HAVE BEEN TOLD NOT TO CALL THE POLICE BY NORMAN " OR OUT YOU GO." THIS WHEN THE MANAGER IS GONE.

I SHOWER WITH A FOLDING KNIFE OUT OF NEED, THE ' STALKERS,' DEPENDING ON WHICH ' PERSON ' THE CON IS , OR WHOM, ON THAT PARTICULAR DAY.

A PICTURE OF THE SOUTH WALL, WITH MY ART ON IT, WAS PHOTOGRAPHED. DON'T ASK ME HOW I ' KNOW.' THIS A FEW DAYS AGO.

I WILL BE WRITING GOVERNOR PERRY AND THE CONGRESSMAN I'VE SPOKEN OF BEFORE ADDRESSING THE ISSUE OF EMPLOYEES WHO HAVE WORKED FOR NATIONAL DEFENSE AND RELATED FIELDS; AND THE GOVERNOR OF NEW MEXICO, AS SUCH. HOW THE ' MINDS ' AS WELL AS THE BODIES OF THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED THE NATION IN HER DEFENSE, DESERVE BETTER CARE IN LATER YEARS AND ' THEIR ' SO CALLED SECRETS. A BETTER STAFF, BOTH DAY AND NIGHT, AND A BETTER ' UNDERSTANDING ' AS TO WHO THEY ARE ' FIGHTING,' I HAVE LEARNED BY STAYING AT THESE PLACES.

HOW THIS WORKS IN SHELTER LIFE/TRANSITIONAL LIVING

IDENTITY - FIRST

MIND AND FAMILY - SECOND

THEN REMAINING INNER SECRETS, IF ANY.

THEN RECONSTRUCTION OF ANOTHER ' BELIEF SYSTEM,' AS PER USE IN THE UNDERGROUND ( POLICE TOO ) MAFIA; IF ALLOWED TO LIVE.

ONLY A FEW MAKE IT THREW ' WHOLE,' AND NOT FURTHER DAMAGED FROM THE STREETS, OR IF ' SERVED,' DAMAGED BEYOND REPAIR.

______________________________________________________

THE DOVE BEFORE ' SUNSET '



" BART DON'T DRINK THE WATER, DRINK FILTERED WATER." WHEN THE CRYSTALS LIT UP. ALBQ.,NM., THEN THE ' OTHERS.'

SAMANTHA

SANDY

KRAMER

CAPITAL

SABRINA

SUNFLOWER

FLESH EATING -  MOST OF THIS BEFORE KATRINA HURRICANE - I ONLY PARTICIPATED ONCE, SMALL PRAYER, THEN FELT SOMETHING WRONG AND STOPED; UNINTENDED CONSEQUENCES.



IT DID STOP, DOUBLED IN STRENGTH

AS ADULTS, THERE IS NO EXCUSE OF ' VICTEM ' OF ' ONE HUNDRED MONKEY EFFECT.' WE HAVE TO BELIEVE THIS IN ' COMPASSION.'



FUCKING INGO ' SAW THIS,' HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND IT UNTILL LATE IN LIFE.



THE ELDERS, THOSE WITH CONSCIENCE TO PRAY, A BALANCE FROM THE HEART AND MIND, IF LISTENED TO, MIGHT OF OFFERED A GREAT DEAL OF ' WISDOM ' TO THE ' BABY BOOMERS.' BUT INSTEAD THE ' YUPPIES ' TOOK ALL TO HEART BODY AND RAN WITH IT ALL, WITHOUT REGARD TO THOUGHT. I HAVE SEEN MANY THINGS IN THE SKY AND HAVE NEVER LISTENED TO WHAT ' CONTEMPORARIES HAVE SAID; ' OLL THERE HE GOES AGAIN, ' LITTLE ' GREEN MEN.' SOMETIMES THE OLD MEN AND WOMEN, WOMEN MOST ESPECIALLY, CAN OFFER ADVICE IF ' ONE ONLY LISTENS.' MY FISH TANKS WAS THE FIRST TIME I DID, AND THE WARNINGS THEN OF THE SKY'S. AND I WONDERED IN ASTONISHMENT AND WONDER AND TOOK PICTURES, WHEN I WASN'T ' ARGUING ' WITH ' HER.'

THERE ARE MANY ' PICTURES ' THAT I WISH THAT I FOLLOWED UP ON, THE ONE THAT SPELLED OUT MY BROTHER'S DAUGHTER'S NAME IN THE SKY OF ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO, ANOTHER IN EL PASO, TEXAS THAT WAS ACCOMPANIED WITH ' HER ' VOICE ' " BART PLEASE DON'T GO THERE," AND A SWASTIKA WAS IN THE HEAVENS IN THE DIRECTION OF AUSTIN, TEXAS. ANOTHER IN EL PASO, TEXAS THAT WAS A COMPLETE SENTENCE, ' JESUS I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.' THAT ONE WAS WHEN I WOULD ALL BUT CAMP AT TOM LEA PARK WITH LESS THAN A DOLLAR'S WORTH OF GAS IN THE 4-RUNNER. I WAS ALMOST BEYOND ANGER, THEN IT APPEARED OR RATHER WAS THERE, I TOOK PICTURES, POINTED IT OUT TO AN OLD COUPLE, AND ONE MADE THE SIGN OF THE CROSS, AS THE OLD MAN SAID THAT HE COULD SEE IT.

LATER I WAS ' OVERWHELMED ' BY ANGER, THE ENDLESS ABUSE FROM THOSE IN THE ' ETHER,' THE OTHERS WHO SEEK ONLY IMMEDIATE GRATIFICATIONS AND ' ABDUCTIONS OF OTHER'S SPIRITS.' I DELETED THE PICTURES.

WHAT I HEARD WAS A COMBINATION OF MY FATHER'S VOICE WITH THOSE OF MY SISTERS AND MY GRANDMOTHER WITH MY AUNTS…..AND I SHARED IT WITH OTHERS BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT TO BE IMPORTANT. BECAUSE, SO AS CLOUDS, SO IS THE ' MESSAGE ' BELOW, FOR ALL.

MANY WOULD REGARD THESE ' SIGNES ' TO BE THAT OF OLD TECH; A PRAYER, AS THAT ALSO OF MANY PRAYERS. THIS IS THE ' ONGOING ' DIALOG WITH G_D. THE FAMILY OF G_D.

IN TODAY'S CORPORATE WORLD, AND SELF IMPORTANCE, THE ' NEW TECHNOLOGY '  CAN BE FUN, HOWEVER, THE ' ENCROACHMENT ' UPON SPACE AND HEIGHTS ONCE ASSOCIATED WITH WHAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN REGARDED AS ' GOOD,' AND ' DECENT,' AS PER JUST ABOUT ANY SOCIETY AND THE FAMILIES THERE IN, MAKES ONE WONDER, ' FOR THE BENEFIT OF WHOM? ' THE ' TERRITORIAL ' DISPUTES IN THE SPIRITUAL WORLD AND THE WORLD OF WHICH WE ARE MADE OF, THE NATURAL, AND THE EVER INCREASING INVASION OF AIRWAVES ' OWNED ' IN THE ' NAME ' OF ' A PEOPLE,' BUT ALL INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY RIGHTS AS PER ' OWNERSHIP,' INCLUDING THE AIR ITSELF, INCLUDING TECHNOLOGIES THAT INCORPORATE ' IMAGERY ' THAT IS NOT OF THE NATURAL WORLD TODAY, WILL BE ARGUED AS ' REAL' IN JUDICIAL TERMS REGARDING HOMELAND SECURITY AND DEFENSE, OTHER THAN OFFENSE, IF IT HASN'T BEEN ALREADY BEEN. FOR THE ' GOOD' OF THE ' PEOPLE.' EXAMPLE: HOLOGRAMS, AND JUST ' WHO'S IDEA OF WHO'S DEITY? MAN OR WOMAN OR CULTURE? OR SYMBOLS THAT ARE CONSIDERED BY ALL CULTURES AS ' ANARCHY,' WITHOUT ANY FORM OF LAW.

SOMETIMES SO MANY PRAYERS FROM ALL THE PEOPLE OF A LAND, FOR MANY GENERATIONS ARE CORRECT FIRST, DISCOUNTING ALL OTHERS, THAT MIGHT BE IN ' SEEMINGLY ' SAMENESS OF SYMPHONY, YET NOT ABOVE THE MAJORITY, SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO GO AGAINST THE GRAIN, AND TRUST FAITH AND ' YOUTH,' IN A REMEMBRANCE OF ' TRUST' YOUR PARENTS ( ELDERS ), WHAT MY AUNT'S ONCE TOLD ME.' WHAT IS HIGH, SO SHALL IT BE LOW,' I REMEMBER ONCE AS A BOY, AND NOW, THAT MAYBE IT WASN'T A LAW, BUT A WARNING IN REMEMBRANCE.

WHAT IS MAN MADE AS OPPOSED TO WHAT IS NATURAL, IS AN ONGOING BATTLE WITHIN THE LIMITED HUMAN ' CONSTRUCT,' IN ' PRIZE ' OF THE HEART OF THE HUMAN GLOBAL CONSCIENCE, IF EVER IT SHOWN BEYOND A HANDFUL OF HUMANS
PRAYER IS AN OLD FORM OF TECHNOLOGY OF THE HEART, SPIRIT AND MIND AND OFTEN MATERNAL IN ALL MOTHER IS MEANT TO BE IN THE FAMILIES SURVIVAL; ' HE ' IS OF HER BY HIM.

THIS BEFORE 9/11 - STAR TREK, THE MOVIE, THE MOST RECENT, YET WAY BEFORE IT'S RELEASE                     Time lapse 11:11 floating bed=============part of future crematorium.
time space motion within 'self ' enveloped in conscience. WHO'S CONSCIENCE? WHAT WAS BEFORE 9/11 WAS AN EVENT, YET IF UNRAVELED,  MIGHT BE THE SAME TYPE OF ' CRIME.' 



COPYRIGHT 2014 - J BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III. THIS SEGMENT YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT.





THE COMPLIMENT THAT I GAVE CONGRESSMAN
O'ROURKE IN COMPARISON WITH MRS. ETHEL
KENNEDY IS BASED ON ALL THE GOOD THAT I
HAVE READ HERE AND THERE, AND THE FUTURE
OF THE TWO PARTY SYSTEM ( SHOULD BE MORE ),
REGARDLESS OF MY VIEWS THAT THE  REPUBLICANS
SEEM TO TAKING ON SOME OF THE ' DONKEY'S '
PERSONA. WHEN TALKING OF SOME OF THE
PROBLEMS IN SOME OF THE SHELTERS HE
STATED, " I WISH THAT I HAD KNOWN THAT."

YOU MAKE ' UNANNOUNCED ' VISITS AND HAVE
SOMEONE ' INSIDE ' PLACES LIKE THESE WHO
CAN NOT BE BOUGHT.


I WAS GIVEN IN A WAY, NO ONE SAID ANYTHING, AND I
DID ASK LATER ( WITHIN THE WEEK ) A BUNCH OF ENVELOPES
WITH THE INTENT OF GOING THROUGH ANOTHER ' MAILING
SPREE,' TO HELP THE HOMELESS. I GAVE IT ALOT OF THOUGHT,
AND DECIDED THAT WHAT I TOLD THE CONGRESSMAN WAS
A DECISION THAT NO MATTER HOW UNPLEASANT WAS
PROBABLY THE BEST.

THE EVER INCREASING NUMBER OF THE MENTALLY ILL, AND VIOLENT
CRIMINALS AND ULTIMATELY ' HOUSING ' AFTER SERVING TIME IS
BETTER SUITED FOR THE STATE.








THE ' POURCH LADY'S HOUSE ' WHEN I ARRIVED FROM
THE OTHER HOUSE THAT I WAS TAKING CARE OF. THE
PERSON WHO DID THIS WAS MENTALLY ILL AND HOMELESS,
WORD ON THE STREET THOUGH, WAS THAT IT WAS AN,
WHITE SUPREMIST. AT THE TIME, THERE WAS ALL KINDS
OF PROBLEM WITH THEM AND THOSE WHO WANTED
TO BE LIKE THEM.

NOW IN ALBQ., NM, IT IS SOMEWHAT REVERSED, YOUNG
HISPANICES KILLING PEOPLE ( HOMELESS ) WITH HAMMERS
AND BRICKS JUST FOR ' KICKS.'

POLICE KILLING HOMELESS AND OTHERS; " SHOOT YOU
IN THE PENIS " ? WHEN DOES THIS SHIT END?

I HELPED THIS WOMAN, MRS. ABBOTT, WHEN I RENTED FROM
HER AND HER HUSBAND, AND ' WOMAN TRAPED ' TO DO THE
SAME EVEN AFTER I LEFT.






WE DRONES

Last night I watched one three movies that I checked out from the library, Picasso, The Matrix, and Enders Game, I never finished the movie. when I first saw the Matrix, was back in 1999 when it was at the theater, I bought a ticket, sat down to the movie; missing about the first twenty minutes. I had just arrived in El Paso after moving from Albq., NM. This the second time that I had left. Then to my mother's house, now my father's and his new wife.

Last night as I watched the beginning, I noticed the number on the door that ' Trinity ' was in, the number was 303 ( my birth time ). Out side of the rabbit, a few people, then, knew of, I really didn't know; of much else outside of character's names as metaphors. Unlike ' Ender's G,' a kid in Phoenix gave me the title of the book, on account of his painting, a ' Christ with tubes and wires attached,' a laboratory window in the background with scientist in lab coat included, tacking readings as the Christ continued suffering. I read the book. the Bart S. is simply anti Semitic programing again.
Barton Prince chucked years back when I mentioned an episode that I happened upon and wondered ' what the hell? '

" It's all in your head." Last nights movie, I just turned it off after a short while. No More. But you really should pay attention to the ' background.'

AI, the interface between the Machine as a whole and individually, is the Artificial intelligence, as with most people, when they move away from it, they can not express the meaning of real communication, as to what they read, saw and if they ' learned ' anything, that is why I said in the beginning, AI has conscience. Few can set still enough to read a book in thoughtful ' reflection,' much less intertwine the two different learning mechanisms, as to history.

the percentage is less than one percent globally, and the number of people who will be capable of operating and repairing the ' quantums, ' is and will be the mistaken ' less.'

' Reading ' through people to fast is of no knowledge or ' compassion.' Just realty that is vacant. Globally.

     

THESE ARE ALL THE PHOTOS THAT I HAVE LEFT OF THE ROLLS OF FILM THAT SOMEHOW SURVIVED THE MORNING OF ' WAKING ' TO PULLING ALL FILM OUT OF THE CARTRIDGES, WITH MY HANDS. AND TEARING UP AND DESTROYING ALL RENT RECEIPTS, THE LAST LEASE AND G_D ONLY KNOWS WHAT ELSE. I WAS NOT ANGRY, I HAD TO ' FIGHT TO GET ANGRY,' POUNDING MY LEG AND FORCING MYSELF TO GET UP. ' WAKE UP!!

AT MY BROTHER'S HOUSE, THE FIRST VISIT 2010, ALL I HEARD WAS ' STATIC,' ' USA, USA, USA,' AND A SILENCE IN THE ' STATIC.' WHEN I DESTROYED ALL OF MY OTHER PICTURES OF ALL SCULPTURES AND PAINTINGS INCLUDING ONE OF THE ONE'S ( I CHANGED ROLLS ) OF ' SNOOPY EST TOT, ATLANTIS AND POR QUE?' WE STILL HAVE ' TRADERS ' IN OUR MILITARY.

THE GAYS WHO BOUGHT THE HOUSE IN ALBQ.,NM, FROM THE PODRELL FAMILY, BOUGHT IT FOR ABOUT DOUBLE MAYBE, OF FORTY THOUSAND DOLLARS IN A NEIGHBORHOOD OF ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY TO TWO HUNDRED TWENTY FIVE, AT THE TIME, TO THOSE GUYS. THE RECREATIONAL VEHICLE WAS THERE OFTEN LIKE THE ONE IN MY BROTHER'S NEIGHBORHOOD. EXACT SAME RV?

WHAT I KNOW OF THE PODRELL FAMILY IS FROM WILL (CASA MORENA DAYS, CARRIED THE 9 AND UZI ) " THEY'RE CRAZY." BUT ALL FAMILIES THAT I'VE ENCOUNTERED, TRUST ME, HAVE THEIR ' PROBLEMS,' FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, AND BOTTOM TO ' HEIGHTS.''

I REMEMBER ' HER ' VOICE, " WAKE UP! SOLIDER! " I THOUGHT THAT NIGHT, UNABLE TOO, FOR A SECOND, THE SEQUENCE OF ' THE TERMINATOR,' CAME TO MIND, THEN INTO THE DARKNESS AGAIN WITH ' COMPANY,' THAT SOMETIMES I REMEMBER WHEN I LOOK INTO THE EYES THAT DART AWAY OF THE FAGS AND BLACKS.

YOU ARE BEING ' USED,' AFRICAN AMERICANS. MAN UP, AND GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. THIS WAS ALSO THE TIME OF " WERE AT FT. BLISS."


I WILL NEVER FORGET THE SPILT TAIL AT THE BASE WHO HELD UP THE WHITE SHEET OF PAPER, A NOTEBOOK; " WHITE WASHED." STRONG, DEFIANT AND FULL OF GRIEF AND PAIN; ANGER. " WHITE WASH," SHE PUSHED AGAIN; COMBAT VET ? BUT, OF COURSE, THE SHRINKS WOULD SAY, IMPOSSIBLE. HERE'S A PRESCRIPTION; TAKE YOUR MEDICATION, OFTEN.


I WAS TOLD NOT TO PUT THE INCIDENTS AT CAPE MAY ON THE INTERNET BY VET. REP. GUTIERREZ ANOTHER, INCLUDING VET. REPS. AT EPCC. THESE ARE ALL COMBAT VETERANS, I MIGHT DO IT FROM ANOTHER STATE. THEN THAT WILL, BE THE LAST OF THIS BLOG. I WILL BACK UP, IF ALLOWED, AND MIGHT TURN IT INTO SOMETHING ELSE LATER ON IF I CAN ' MUSTER ' THE WINTER.

BLACK SWANN STREIBER WILL BE DELETED, AND BACKED UP.

THE NEXT ( BLOG ) WILL START WITH ' BLACK CULT'S CROSSING,' WITH THE ADDED ORIGINAL PARAGRAPHS THAT I CHOSE TO LEAVE OUT.
I WROTE IT AFTER I REPAIRED THE HOLY CROSS IN THE OLD SCHOOL'S AUDITORIUM, THAT ONE OF THE ' CLIENT'S TRYED TO DESTROY. THE FALLING STARS WERE ' GIVEN,' THERE ARE MORE. EL PASO, TX. RECEIVED SOME. ALL I DID WAS GIVE ' THEM ' PERSONALITY. CONVERSATION'S BETWEEN LUCIFER AND MICHEAL WITH ALL THE ' SATANS ' IN BETWEEN.
THIS ALL HAPPENED AT CASA VIDEA IN EL PASO, TX.

" WE ARE SQUATTERS," I MET HIM AT THIS ' SHELTER,' REMEMBERED HIS VOICE FROM SEATTLE IN THE ATTACKS, HE, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, STILL IN PRAYER SOMETIMES...MAYBE BANDITO, OR RIDES WITH THEM.
ONCE OR TWICE, DEFENDED ME.....!

NEVER GIVE UP FAITH OUTSIDE OF THE CHURCH; THE EMPERORS CHURCH.





PRIOR TO 9/11, THE BROWN FURNITURE TO THE LEFT
WAS MADE OF A BUNCH OF STUFF THAT WAS REMOVED
FROM ' THE BLACK ANGUS ' STEAK HOUSE REMODEL.

MY MOTHERS PICTURE, AND ' OUR LADY OF GUADALUPE,'
AN OLD SANTO NEXT TO MY MOTHER'S PICTURE. ON THE
TABLE THE SEA GODDESS IN MAZATLAN, MEX. AND ONLY
A PART OF THE PAINTINGS THAT WERE DONE PRIOR TO
9/11. MY FRIENDS THE ROWDENS AND PAM, WHO I AM
SORRY WAS INCORPORATED IN THE PAINTING SHE IS
STANDING BY.


ONE ANGLE OF THE SIGNS THAT I PUT UPTHE FOLLOWING
DAY, AND DAY OF 9/11; PAINT HAD TO DRY.









THE SCULPTURE IS A ' STYLIZED CROSS IN MUSIC WITH
A STAR.' THE STAR OF DAVID, AS IT IS CALLED NOW, WAS
REFERRED BY BARTON PRINCE " SOME WOULD ONLY
CALL IT A TETRAHEDRON." THE SCULPTURE IS TWENTY
SIX FEET TALL, ABOUT TWENTY FIVE HUNDRED POUNDS,
AND IS ENTITLED, " LIKE THE PHOENIX OF LEGEND, I STAND
ALONE IN SPITE OF FATE."

I HAD TO WAIT OVER A YEAR BEFORE HE MADE UP HIS MIND,
AFTER WE, TED KOONING, OF THE KOONINGS IN AUSTIN,TX. AND
' WELL, WE DIDN'T MEASURE THE CEILING AT THE MEXICAN
AMERICAN GALLERY AT THE FAIRGROUNDS, I BLAME THE
ARCHITECTS, THAT WE HALF ' SPICS ' ARE UNABLE TO BUILD
OR ' CREATE ' ANYTHING GRAND, MUCH LESS THE MEXICAN
AMERICAN POPULATION. WHIN, WHIN, WHIN, WINK!

IN BARTON PRINCES WORLD, THERE IS ONLY BARTON PRINCE,
AND ' HERD,' WHEN I MET MR. PRICE ( CLIENT ) IN CA, AND SAW THE ' WHALE '
HOUSE NEAR NEWPORT BEACH, THE FIRST THING HE SAID WAS
" I HARDLY KNOW THE MAN, WHEN I FIRST MET HIM WAS WHEN
HE WAS MAKING ' TRACK ' HOUSES IN THE SOUTHWEST." I ALWAYS
WONDERED ABOUT THAT. WHEN I LEFT HE HAD B.P. BUILD HIS
LIBRARY FOR ALL MR. PRICES CHINESE ART.




A SCULPTURE THAT WAS BUILT AT THE END OF MY
FRESHMAN YEAR AT UNM, I THINK. IT WAS DESTROYED
IT BOTHERED ME, YET A IMPLIED TRUTH SEEMED TO
OVERSHADOW IT AND THE SPACE EVEN AFTERWARDS.

THE FIGURE AT THE CORNER OF THE SQUARE IS THAT
OF A SITTING FIGURE READING A BOOK, AN OLD GIRL-
FRIEND GAVE IT TWO ME.


WHAT EL PASO LOOKED LIKE IN 1977 WHEN WE WERE
LIGHTING THE ' E ' ON THE MOUNTAIN. I DON'T KNOW
IF IT WAS NIGHT AUSTIN HIGH ' CLOWNS ' LIT THEIR
' A ' ON THE MOUNTAIN AND I WAS LAST MAN STANDING,
" I WOULD HELP YOU FINISH, AND FIGHT THEM, BUT I
HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THIS ARM." PRICES DAIRY'S
GRANDSON SAID. SORRY DON'T REMEMBER ALL
YEARBOOKS THROWN OUT PRIOR TO HAWAII. I ENDED
UP RUNNING DOWN THE MOUNTAIN THAT NIGHT, NEVER
A MISSTEP, AND MADE IT BACK BEFORE THE END.

HE ' MY FATHER ' OR OTHER RELATIVE OR FRIEND
WAS WITH ME ALL ALONG.

MY CREW THE SAME NIGHT, INCLUDING GEORGE JUSTIN,
SORRY IF MISSPELLED, A COLLAGE GUY AND HIS BUDDIES
WHO I HANGED AROUND WITH. GOOD GUYS, NEVER GOT INTO
TROUBLE WITH THEM; WE DRANK ' GALLONS ' OF COFFEE
AT SAMBO'S.

I STILL THINK MERIEL HEMINGWAY LOOKED
BETTER, BEFORE. I HATTED TO DRAW, IT
BORED ME.


THE BELL AT O'CAMPO, MEX. IN EL PASO, TX.
I DESTROYED THE ' SHELL WITH THE FACE '
AFTER A MEXICAN WOMAN AT HUMAN SERVICES
TREATED ME WITH SO LITTLE RESPECT THAT
I JUST ' SLAMED THE FOSSIL ' TO THE GROUND
ON CONCEPTION ST. A THOUSAND ' VOICES '
RELEASED, AND AN OLD COUPLE WERE PICKING
THE PEICES UP. A MAN AND A WOMAN, AN OLD
MEXICAN COUPLE; ELDERS.

IT REALLY HAPPENED AGAIN, BUT MORE INTENSE
AT ANOTHER HUMAN SERVICES, BUT I HELD MY
TEMPER THAT TIME, " WE'LL CALL THE POLICE,"
" CALL THEM, I'M RIGHT." I LEFT PEACEFULLY.

NOT JUST ANGLO SAXON WOMEN.

I BUILT THIS IN MY FRESHMAN YEAR, I
THINK, AT UNM. I THREW IT OUT THE SECOND
FLOOR WINDOW, AFTER LOOKING IF ANYONE
WAS AROUND. IT IMMEDIATELY REMINDED ME OF
THE TIME MY FATHER WAS TAKING PICTURES
OF ME AT GRADUATION FROM KINDERGARTEN,
" WHO TOLD YOU TO THROW DOWN THAT HAT?"

I POINTED TO THE GROUND, " THAT MAN."


FIRST STEEL SCULPTURE, FRESHMAN YEAR AT UNM,
THE BRASS SCULPTURE CAN ALSO BE SEEN IN THE
ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER FILM " END OF DAYS,"
I THINK THAT'S THE TITLE. ALL THEY DID WAS PUT WINGS
ON IT. 

THE BOULDERS NEAR O'CAMPO, MEX. I WAS
ASKED WHY I WAS TAKING PICTURES OF THESE
BY MY FATHER. " CAN YOU SEE THE TWO FACES? "

THE ' DOOR ' CAN BE SEEN BETWEEN THE ROCK
AND THE TREE, CLOUDS BEHIND, IF YOUR GIFTED'
OR THINK OF THE WAY TO SEE ' CUBIC PAINTINGS,'
IF YOUR TAUGHT IN UPPER EDUCATION.

THE NOTE GIVEN TO ME ACCOMPANIED
WITH A NEW TESTAMENT PARCEL, AND
DIRECTIONS AS TO HOW TO READ IT FROM
ONE OF THE ' NOAH ARC EXPEDITIONORS.


A NIGHT OF ABSOLUTE HORRORS IN EL PASO,TX.
WHEN THIS WAS BUILT. I MET THE MAN AND
NOW KNOW THAT HE WAS IN ALBQ.,NM, PRISON
AND THE DATE OF HENRY STREETS FIRST
HART ATTACK.

HIS TATTOOS ARE ABOUT THE SAME AND PENTAGRAMS.
I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH HIS STATEMENT " WHITE
PEOPLE ARE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE FOOD CHAIN," OR
THE SMILING POLICE OFFICER AND THE COINCIDENTAL
SMILE.

THE BLACK MAN WITH ALL THE TATTOOS SAID THAT
" ARMY AND VIETNAM VETERANS," FED HIM WITH ALL
STORIES AS TO HOW FUCKED UP THIS COUNTRY REPAYS
THE ' SACRIFICES ' THAT THEY'VE MADE.

IT REMINDED ME OF THE ' VOICE ' IN THE ETHER OF MARIE
AGIULAR, " YOU WERE PAID, GET OVER IT." IN CONCERT
WITH WHATEVER HAPPENED IN HAWAII, AMONG ALL THE
OTHER CONVERSATIONS.

READ AND GOOGLE ' BROADBAND ' UNDER TWISTED WIRE '
AND FILTERS IN ' COMMUNICATIONS;' BACK AND FORTH.

NOW YOU KNOW ONLY ' PART ' OF WHAT WAS DONE TO ME
WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY.

I HAVE DECIDED TO PRINT THIS. I DO NOT THINK IT IS A GOOD
IDEA TO FURTHER INCORPORATE IN THE ' NEAR FUTURE,'
BROADBAND WITH THE NEXT GENERATION ' WEB NET '
AS PROPOSED BY THE DOD IN CONJUNCTION WITH NEXT
GENERATION COMPUTING. AND A MOBILIZED HARP, WHY
IN THE UNITED STATES NEAR LARGE POPULATION CENTERS.


THE MILITARY THAT PLAYED WITH ME THOUGHT I TO BE
' ONLY A GAME.'

LISTEN TO THE FBI TAPE, CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN, AND
LEARN WHAT IT DID TO ME. I CALLED TWICE.

ALL I'VE EVER HEARD FOR YEARS IS ' THE FBI DOES NOT
HAVE ANY ' RECORD ' OF YOU.' FEMALE VOICE.

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