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https://phaethonstar-soberover.blogspot.com/2014/12/updated-12-31-2014-madonna-speaks.html


https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/middle-east/jihadi-john-pictures-isis-releases-new-images-of-mohammed-emwazi-a6835266.html

https://www.cnn.com/2015/02/26/middleeast/isis-jihadi-john-identity/index.html

Mohammed Emwazi aka 'Jihadi John'

DECEMBER 17, 2014 9:47 AM

I SLAMMED DOWN/SHUT APPLE PRO-BOOK ( OLD ONE ) WHEN I HEARD " WE HAVE LOST POSITIVE CONTROL " FROM IT. IT WAS A MALE VOICE. I LISTENED TO ' MIND ' MUSIC THEN, DON'T KNOW WHICH ALPHA, OR GAMMA OR OTHER WITH MY I-POD, I THINK.

WHAT I SAW WAS WHAT APPEARED TO BE A MAN WEARING A BLACK SKI MASK CUTTING OF A LIVING PERSON'S HEAD, BLACK HAIR, WHAT APPEARED TO BE ' BANGS ' ON THE FOREHEAD, LIGHT COMPLEXION, EYES NOT NECESSARILY ANGLO SAXON, EYES DARK, WHITE OR LIGHT T-SHIRT, ' TRYING TO SPEAK ' THEN KNIFE FROM SIDE TO FRONT, ' CUTTING MOTION,' DEEP. MAN WITH MASK, RAISED HIS HEAD, ' FEELING  OF DISSOLVE ( BUT MORE - A COMPLETE COMMAND - LIKE ASKING FOR WIND WHEN YOU ARE HOT AND STILL HAVE HOURS OF WELDING TO FINISH ) ' MASK DID SO, IN PROCESS OF BLURRING OUT, STATIC. ALOT OF STATIC OR PEOPLE.

TIME: ABOUT A SECOND SLOWED.

VICTIM - FEMALE ( ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT - INNER CORE ? RELIGIOUS BELIEF ? ).

PUT ON INTERNET ! TOO STRONG. UN-RAVELING. EXTREMELY STRONG - MY BODY'S HEART RATE TOO FAST.

ON WAY TO BATHROOM, MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE, " WIPING MY HANDS ON THE WAY MID POINT ' THAT FUCKING SOWS BLOOD IS ON MY HANDS,' SQUIRREL CAGE IN BACK AND ON TOP OF THIS. I NOW KNOW TWO LANGUAGES, LIKE SPANISH SPEAKING PEOPLE. FAST TRANSLATION IN SETTING OF PREFERRED LANGUAGE ? OR BENEFACTOR; WHY INSISTENCE OF USE OR THOUGHT ?

TRIED TO GET ON INTERNET AS FAST AS I COULD, ' FEELING.' STRONG, LIFE OR DEATH. 

I HAD EXTREMELY HARD TIME AT DOWN TOWN EL PASO LIBRARY, WHETHER MY COMPUTER OR PHONE, OR THEIRS, WEEKEND ALSO. ' CINDER BLOCK ' WAS ' BLOCKED ' HARD. SO I ' PUSHED A BOLT ' OR THOUGHT AND GOT REACTION FROM PERSON BELOW; " I HAVE TO KNOW FOR MY PEOPLE " WAS CONSTANT. THEN I INTRODUCED MYSELF TO HIM AND FOUND OUT BORN IN JUAREZ, " LOYALTY IS MEXICO"...AND DATING HOMELAND SECURITY WAS FOUND OUT LATER. HE IS ' HACKER. ' HE INTER ACTED WITH TWO MALE EMPLOYEES AT THE LIBRARY OFTEN, SEEMED TO KNOW THEM WELL, HE IS INVOLVED IN DRUGS, " POT " SAID NOTHING ELSE TO INDICATE OTHERS. ONE EMPLOYEE DOES NOT WORK THERE ANYMORE AS OF THE ORIGINAL JIHAD JOHN POSTS/SCULPTURE/MADONNA.

HE IS A ' MIND BENDER,' A STRONG ONE WITH COMPUTER.

FOLEY WAS ONLY, ' I'VE SEEN HIM BEFORE SOME PLACE,' UNTIL NEWS. 

I HAD TO HIDE ' POSTS ' REGARDING JIHAD JOHN BECAUSE IT WAS NOT ALLOWED BY ?.

IT TOOK ABOUT A YEAR TO GET THAT ' NIGHTMARE ' OUT OF MY HEAD. HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD IN SITUATION LIKE THAT REALLY ' MESSES ' WITH YOUR BRAIN AND ' MIND.'

YET A ' PICTURE ' IS THE FIRST STEP TO IDENTITY THEN IN THE END, THE LAST; HIS AGE, OF BODY, IS WHAT PEOPLE WILL REMEMBER CONNECTED WITH HIS ACTIONS.

FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH, HIS PROFILE AND WEAK JAW ARE WHAT IMPRESSED ME ABOUT THE SCULPTURE I BUILT; I KEPT SANDING IT DOWN AND EYEBROWS HAD AT LEAST A DOZEN SHAPES MULTIPLIED BY LIGHT AND SHADOW. IT WAS LIKE MIKEY LIKES IT CONTEST AND HIM HOLDING THE WHEEL YEARS LATER, AND HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL NEXT TO LETTER I FOUND YEARS LATTER IN A BOOK. PRIZE WAS WAS ONE HUNDRED, BUT I NEVER ENTERED, I FORGOT TO MAIL IT IN.

I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL EVER KNOW ' REAL ' DATE OF GOVERNMENT'S IDENTITY VERIFICATION OF JIHAD JOHN, TEN TO FIVE MILLION, AN EXACT REDUCTION IN JIHAD JOHN'S WORTH IN HIS ' DEPARTURE ' AND VALUE IN A ' LOSS OF FACE ' FOR ENGLAND/USA/OTHER WESTERN BASED MONETARY  SYSTEMS AND DEMOCRACIES AND SOVEREIGN NATIONS.

WHEN I ' SAW ' HIS VIEWING, I THOUGHT IT WAS A ' HOW TO ' DARK TAPE. I HAD TO DROWN OT ANOTHER TENANT'S MUSIC TO WORK ON MY SCULPTURE AND FELT MY RIGHT EYE BROW RISE AS THE ' MAN ' GRABBED THE VICTIM'S HEAD AND NECK ON THE OTHER SIDE OF HIS HEAD AS HE CUT; HE LOOKED AT ' ME ' BRIEFLY THEN DOWN AGAIN,AT WHAT HE WAS DOING TO THE VICTIM.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kenji_Goto#Kidnapping_and_beheading

" On 24 January, ISIL released a picture of Goto holding a photo of decapitated Haruna Yukawa. In an audiotape accompanying the picture, Goto read a message in English blaming the Japanese government for the death of his "cellmate" and claiming that ISIL would spare Goto's life and exchange him for Sajida Mubarak Atrous al-Rishawi, an attempted suicide bomber who participated in the 2005 Amman bombings. On 29 January, Goto's wife, Rinko Jogo, released a plea to his captors through the Rory Peck Trust, a UK-based organization that supports freelance journalists.^[13]

On 31 January 2015, ISIL released a video that showed Goto being beheaded.^[14] It was later reported that he had been moved to the town of Tal Abyad near the Turkish border with Syria on 29 January in preparation for a possible exchange with al-Rishawi, but when it became apparent that the exchange would not be taking place, he was taken back to a location near the city of Raqqa in Syria, and killed on the morning of 30 January, local time.^[9][15] "

BELOW IS THE MAN WHO CLAIMED TO BE DATING A HOMELAND SECURITY EMPLOYEE AND LAUGHED ABOUT SECURITY IN EL PASO, TEXAS BUT THE ENTIRETY OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. BOTH OF THEM ARE HOMOSEXUALS, HE IS A SELF PROCLAIMED OR EMPLOYED BY ANONYMOUS. AT THE TIME I GAVE TO MUCH ' FAITH ' TO EPPD TO FIGURE THIS OUT.

NOW I KNOW THAT MY FATHER REPRESENTED ' HICKS.'

https://phaethonstar-soberover.blogspot.com/2015/01/up-dated-1-8-2015-toup.html

GUY WHO DEFENDED ' ANONYMOUS '
AND SAID THAT HE WAS PART OF IT;
HOWEVER SOME LIBRARIANS ARE
ALREADY ' KNOWN ' TO ME. ALSO,
NSA, HIS ' BROTHER.' I GUESS MAKE
UP MIND.

I HAVE PERMISSION TO TAKE PICTURE.
TOLD ME HOW ' TRACKS AND TRAINS
ARE CHECKED IN CO. WHEN I LEAVE
EL PASO, TEXAS.

1986 - 1987 UNM STUDENT BUT I HAD NO CELL PHONE
BRICK OR COMPUTER UNTIL 1994 -1995.

ALWAYS IN THE FIGHT WITH INGO SWANN.
BUT, I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE. A PARTY,
U-2 BAD LIVE VERSION ON TAPE WAS
GIVEN TO ME BY ANOTHER STUDENT.

FRIDAY, JANUARY 9 - 2015 IS IMPORTANT,
RETALIATION FOR POSTING IMAGES OF JIHAD
JOHN.

THE SHOOTER AT FT. BLISS HAD A 'LIST.'

I HOPE THIS IS HELPING SOMEONE OTHER THAN ' HANDLERS .' SPA BLANKETS OR RUGS ARE LIKE MINE THAT I ONCE OWNED ON 5417 ALICE AVE. NE. ALQ, NM. ? - 2010.

I WASHED THEM AND HUNG THEM IN BACK YARD TO DRY, COUNTLESS TIMES. YELLOW/ORANGE AND WHITE WAVE LIKE STRIPES.

REST I DON'T NEED TO MENTION.

https://www.cnn.com/2018/11/03/us/tallahassee-shooting-yoga-studio/index.html

https://www.cnn.com/videos/politics/2018/11/02/pentagon-rejects-homeland-security-request-troops-border-ryan-browne-jake-tapper-lead-intv-vpx.cnn/video/playlists/top-news-videos/

http://news.lee.net/video/featured/oprah-makes-her-intentions-clear/video_4dfeef97-6fd3-5251-a37f-472b6c1c8bd9.html

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BRADFORD - ' MENTAL RAPES ' MOVIE I BORROWED FROM NEIGHBOR, BUT NOT ORIGINAL, ' WALKING TALL.' CONVERSATIONS ABOUT NAME OF CHARACTERS.

DE LEON, SPANISH, PROFESSOR AT EPCC NOT ALLOWED ON CAMPUS AT VALDE VERDE EL PASO COMMUNITY CAMPUS WHEN I ATTENDED AFTER SIX MONTHS IN HAWAII. 

' BET ON ' IS RECENT. AND ALSO, BACK AROUND 2004 - ? THEN 2007 - 2008, " OUR MINDS AGAINST YOUR ONE." THESE WERE THE MEN CRYING ABOUT THE SIZE OF THEIR PENISES ( BIGGER WAS NOT BETTER REGARDING WOMEN, QUITE THE OPPOSITE . HOURS, DAYS AND EVENTUALLY A COUPLE OF YEARS OF THIS CRAP ON THE ' ETHER.' ) THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT AND PUMPING QUEER LIFE AS REPLACEMENT TO THE CHILDREN AND ALL ELSE WHO WOULD LISTEN.

" In the videos, the man identified with "involuntary celibates" -- otherwise known as "incels" -- and also made derogatory remarks about interracial relationships and appeared resentful toward women who wouldn't date him.

CNN has seen the videos The New York Times reported on, but has not independently verified that the man in the videos is the gunman identified by police."

https://www.cnn.com/2018/11/03/us/tallahassee-shooting-yoga-studio/index.html

PART PHONE NUMBER ' 77,' TO YOGA BUSHINESS. NO ZERO, SO ' TARGETS ' CHRISTIANS ? ' ANY ANSWER WOULD BE COUNTER CULTURE.

PURPLE, PURPLE, PURPLE ( NIGHT BEFORE LAST ), ONE PERSON IN SEAT PURPLE AND US ARMY JACKET, TATTOES, WHITE MAN, THEN AFRICAN AMERICAN PURPLE T-SHIRT. RIGHT NOW LIBRARY 12:40 PM, LAST NIGHT KICKED BY AFRICAN AMERICAN; DID TEXT ABOUT THIS ( ASSAULT ).

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THIS MOVIE IS
ABOUT. I HAVE NOT SEEN IT.

' HACKED POSTS ' ECHO ' I ASKED
" WHAT IS THAT ECHO ? " IN MEDITATION.