ISLAM AND CHRISTANITY

READ THE QURAN AND LEARN OF JESUS CHRIST.

READ THE HOLY BIBLE TO LEARN OF JESUS CHRIST.

READ THE OLD TESTAMENT TO LEARN OF THE COMING OF THE LORD.

IF YOU EVEN ' READ ' BITS OF PAGES LIKE I HAVE, PERHAPS YOU MAY HAVE FOUND ' A PEACE ' BETWEEN ALL THREE.

I HAVE READ ABOUT THE QURAN IN THE UNDERSTANDING THAT ' JESUS, A PROPHET ' IS AND IS ONLY ' SECOND TO THE PROPHET ' MUHAMMAD.'

ALL THREE HAVE AN ' UNDERSTANDING ' OF WHAT ' IS G_D.'

WHAT I HAVE SEE, AND ' GIVEN ' TO SHARE IN ' UNDERSTANDING ( 'S ? ) .'

WE HAVE BEEN WATCHED FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS, THIS IS ' CALLED ' CONSCIENCE.' IT IS PRUDENT TO GIVE THOUGHT TO AN IDEA THAT WE WILL BE JUDGED BY ' ANOTHER ' CONSCIENCE ' IN AND OF, WITHOUT AND ' WITHIN ' THIS UNIVERSE OF MANY ' UNIVERSES,' IN OR, MAYBE AT THE DOORSTEPS OF A ' LARGER CONSCIENCE.'

BY THIS I MEAN ' LITERALLY ' BEYOND ' WHAT WE AS THE HUMAN COLLECTIVE THINK AT ANY ' GIVEN ' POINT IN THE ' HUMAN EXISTENCE ' TO BE; A ' WHOLE ' OF ALL.

WE HAVE BEEN ' SEEN.'

HOW MANY OF OUR CHILDREN HAVE WE ' MURDERED ? '

I SAW ALL OF OUR EXISTENCE IN SPEED ' AROUND ' ME, CONCLUDE IN CONJUNCTION, AS A CHILD IN THE CLOUDS AS A BABY, EVERY LANGUAGE TO BE THAT WAS; OBE ( THIS, I CAN ACCEPT ).

I DID NOT ' ASK ' FOR ANY OF THIS.

THIS AT JESUS AND MARY'S
ORTHODOX CHURCH IN EL PASO,
TEXAS.

I WAS TOLD IN  ' MIND FULLNESS,
TO LOOK TO MY RIGHT, THEN I
LOOKED TO THE PRIEST, HE LOOKED
TO THE CROSS WITH THE CHRIST,
" YOU WORK FOR HIM."

IT WAS MY GRANDMOTHER IN
THIS CHURCH, WHO TAUGHT ME
OF THE STATIONS OF THE
CROSS. THE WOMAN IN
THE RELIEF IS HOLDING
A CHILD.

ATOP THE SCULPTURE IN
FRONT OF A HOUSE THAT BARTON
PRINCE OWNS NEXT TO HIS,
IS THE ' EIGHT.' THAT ATOP
THE MUSIC OF A STYLIZED
CROSS: THE FOUNDATION
AN ANCIENT SYMBOL, NOW
UNDERSTOOD TO MANY
AS ' THE STAR OF DAVID,'
ABRAHAM IN ALL BOOKS.

REMEMBER THE CLOAK THAT
SHROUDS THE ' VIRGIN MARY ' TOO.

" A LITTLE MORE HEART," SHE SAID,
FROM ' EVERYWHERE,' AND CENTERED
IN ' HEART.' A VIBRATION OF ' EARTH.'

"ALL CHILDREN ARE THE CHILDREN
OF G_D. LEAVE G_D'S CHILDREN ALONE."

THIS IS WHAT WAS IN THE LIGHTING THAT
NIGHT, SO LONG AGO. THE RAIN, THEN
LIGHTING STRIKES IN UNISON ALL 
AROUND ME, THEN THE LIFTING OF
THE ' VEIL.'

AND I UNDERSTOOD THAT IF ' ALL '
BELIEVE IN THAT BEYOND THEIR
COMPREHENSION, ' GIVEN ' TO HUMAN
UNDERSTANDINGS, A CHILD, THEN WHO
ARE WE TO DISAGREE WITH THE
CREATOR'S ' GIFT ' OF LIFE.

CONSCIENCE CAN AS EASILY BE ' REMOVED '
BY THE ' OTHER ' AND ALL WILL PARISH
IN ALLUSION AND WONDERMENT OF
THE ' GIFT ' OF THE WORD.
TO PARISH IN OUR ' OWN MAKING,'
NOT OF G_D'S DESIGN.

SO, I COMPLETED HER, AND AFTER MANY
FAILED ATTEMPTS, SHE WAS ENTERED INTO
THE NEW MEXICO STATE FAIR.

HARDLY ONE MALE, LOOKED INTO ' HER '
EYES. I PASSED OUT AND LEFT HUNDREDS
OF PAMPHLETS FOR ' CHANGE.' BUT NO
EXCHANGE OF ENERGY ' ASKED.'

HER ARMS WERE LEFT AT 1025 BROADWAY BLVD.
SIGNED IN PENCIL, PROMISE OF HISPANIC HERITAGE
CENTER GIVEN, " NEVER TO BE SOLD OR GIVEN AWAY."

THE ADDRESS IS MY BIRTHDAY, MINUS NO YEAR.

THE STREET IN BACK, ' PRINCE.'

THE RAILROAD TRACKS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF
' PRINCE ' IS MY 303, MY ' BIRTH TIME, NO AM OR PM.

A BLIND OF BRIGHT LIGHT

SUNDAY, MAY 17, 2009

Soulless Children's Purchase of Father's Blue Resound Homeward

                 When the Green of the Earth was swept with the Sky

                   The girls in Jurez trampled to Earth, a foot upon, face down; some buried still alive in pleas to grave, of virgin eyes, begging forgiveness, and shame to Grace. Though faults not hers and sweat mixed with blood, a mixture fertile, brief dying seed; forced. " Papa!'

                   The glimmering remembrance, like leaves with wind in, to and fro catching the sun, of laughters felt, hugs and kisses, ' Mamma!, ey ' Unde es Papa?' Felt slowing, somehow.

                   Fantasies of mirrors and candles, The Lord's Prayer and unspoken Rose; her single sheet left, a room of cardboard walls where rain was kept...sometime, away. A husband never to know, secrets left within the walls that listened but never spoke. Lingering dares of wanton touch, though never! Left in broken thought; a promise...lie in silent whispers, now covering, a covering of growing weight. A memory, felt brief. Then dull resounding, soon too, in diminished, the stop.

                    A beautiful light, as if babies breath; bright. A loving warmth embraced her sudden.

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What is the Persistence of Duration given Thought Bright

                   A Note of Importance: When you take on a cause defending children, you will come across unspeakable evils and actions of people and of mind sets in ideals, that are foreign. If you are sane and wish to partake in a sane world. Be warned that much of what you can not see and of the faces in mask, the unseen evils in transparency, are not always masked; that ugly smile. Don't be fooled to think your writing alone at the computer, your probably not. I was almost fooled, until I started to reread what I had written. The computers of the world are but of ' one, ' if you let that be YOUR REALITY. Don't let them, and the people and ' monsters ' behind them. BRIGHT EYES IN WHITE LIGHT, a blog, was deleted, as one writing was stolen ( ? ); in reexamination, I corrected the illusions and offer them here.                                                                                                                              

                   What is the Persistence of Duration given Thought Bright?

                   To Think, an act of Arrogance or Innocence?                                                                  

                   We all have the appearance of female in the beginning. Some of process learned, some of process put upon. Other's of the organism's need for the whole. Our survival as Human Beings, a description of species Homo Sapiens by a definition driven of but one title, the male. Human Beings, or ' People,' depend on the intellect of the male of the species but more so on the ' intellect ' of those who remained female out of a greater need of the process of the species in what we are taught is time, in order to project Order within our ( the organism's ) space; extinction or life itself. No one sex holds the key alone, except extinction.

                   Understand your mind. Well. It is yours to keep; to use. If you choose. Travel well, travel in goodness. God gave you this. God is God. God is of God. God is all to God. God is all. God is neither male or female, nor is God only of the feminine mind. 

                   God is taught to be Beginning and End, because that is all we know, as we are taught; that is all we see, therefore, all that we know.

                   God is neither male or female. God is not a mimic, although historians argue. God exceeds all understandings of expectations within all languages known, forgotten and all those that are yet to be created or ' found,' no matter the maker, in all that is yet to be understood within any given point or upon any determined fractal, no matter the immediate or distant observer.

                    God exceeds the Mind. To the Mind, exceeded is God. There are no Minds within God, but petty impulses we call thoughts. God exceeds the Mind as a whole or singular in all universes, even if in multiplicities of ' ever;' multitudes of infinity. Or as thought ( s; 's ), there of. God gave of God ( woman is not exempt in the ages ), so that ' we ' may know the difference; within Homo Sapiens. This is because GOD exceeds ALL prepositions of understanding exceeding predetermined expectations of GOD, begs a question. I answer in return. All undetermined in thought ( s; 's ), throughout all language's in ' ever,' to yet be defined before impulse ( es ). Thank You.

                     Thus, one definition of ' word.' All we have truly ever done is to mirror our thoughts and some actions. Yet, we still try to understand beyond our limitation's as individuals, as a whole people, ' Homo Sapiens,' for a better understanding and acceptance in that which is, all that we hardly fathom, or can see, thus far. Double Helix. and, Thank GOD, the arrogance and deceit therein, as an extinction in arrogance and indifference. Or is it ? Be warned.  

                       

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IN ARIZONA. I SAW THE MOVIE, ANYWAY.

AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. MY FRIEND ' CAT ' RON,
OR FAVORITE CAT.

TAKEN DURING, OR BEFORE ' TRANSIT OF VENUS.'

MY MOTHER'S EYE. ALSO WHAT IS ON
THE ' TEMPLE HOUSE ' OF MOST ENCLOSURES
OF THE EUCHARIST.

WHAT I " LEARNED " WITH ' Y ' IS RAPING
OF MIND, WORLD, BODY AND SOUL, THE
WORST OF WHICH IS THE ' GENESIS ' OF
ALL THESE, CHILDREN.

AN ' ORB,' BALL OF LIGHT.

THIS ' ART ' ARRANGEMENT ' A NAVIGATOR,
IS IN REPRESENTATION OF THE ALL THE GLOWING
CRYSTALS IN THE DAYTIME WHEN THE CAVE
OF TOWERING CRYSTALS WAS FOUND, ALL THE
WATER PUMPED OUT TO BE ' SOLD ' TO ON LOOKERS
WHEN IT COULD ' FILTER WATER ' WATER AS
WAS DESIGNED BY THE ' CREATOR.'

KEEP DU IN MIND TWO, IF ICE CAPS CONTINUE
TO MELT. IT'S " YOUR FUTURE."

FUNNY THING ABOUT THE STONE ' MY MOTHER'S
EYE,' IT'S THE EXACT SHAPE OF MY ' BIRTHMARK.'
SO I GUESS I'M NOT SATAN, OR THE ANTI-CHRIST.

OH, AND BONO, THANKS FOR THE LYRIC, BUT
YOUR, LKE A GUY, AND I KNEW THAT ALLI 
MCGRAW WAS A LITTLE OLDER THAN ME, BUT.
I WAS YOUNG; YOU LUCKY BASTARD!

THE ' MISS USED ' MADDONA THAT
WAS DESTROYED, ANOTHER WILL
BE MADE.

" THANK YOU, MARY MOTHER OF G_D."
I SAID ALOUD TO ' QUITE ' ALL HUMAN
DEMONIC PERSONALITIES ' THAT ADHERED
TO IT.

I WORK ALONE, IT WAS NOT FINISHED. IT SHOULD

NEVER OF BEEN ' TOUCHED.'

WHEN I SPOKE ALOUD, ALL WAS RIGHT. FROM

THE MIND, HEART, SOUL.

THE ' BOY ' WHO TRYED TO GET THE HOLY

WATER WAS NOT OF ' PRESENCE OF MIND,

HEART, AND BODY ' TO OBTAIN IT OR USE

IT. THE THOUGHTS ONLY HIT ME.

THE SCULPTURE WAS ALREADY DESTROYED.

I SAW HIM TRY TO ENTER THE CHURCH.

I REMEMBERED WHEN I ALMOST THREW AWAY THE

QURAN, I PULLED OUT MY HAND WITH THE BOOK

THAT I PURCHASED TO LEARN. AND THOUGHT, I WILL

NOT DESTROY ANOTHER'S RELIGION WHEN " I " KNOW

THAT IT IS ONLY ' MISGUIDED ' CLERICS AND OTHERS

WHO " WILL " DESTROY OTHER'S FAITHS AS MINE DID

SO LONG AGO.

I HAD NO ' RIGHT ' TO ACT AND PUT INTO ACTION,

AS TO WHAT " I " HEARD TO BE WRONG.

SO IT WAS DONATED DURING THE ' MENTAL ATTACKS.'

I DO NOT KNOW IF THE STYLED CROSS THAT STANDS,

TWENTY SIX FEET ABOVE A STAR STILL REMAINS.

IT WAS TWO TO THREE THOUSAND LBS, OR SO; I"

BUILT ALONE. IT PASSED THE ' DROP TEST.'

AND MAN WAS IT SOMETHING TO GET BACK UP AGAIN.




NOTE: THE REASON THAT I INCLUDED WILDWOOD NEW JERSEY, IS THIS. A YOUNG NURSE SUGGESTED THAT
I GO TO COLLEGE AND REMINDED ME WHAT MY MOTHER HAD TOLD ME THE WILL WAS ALL ABOUT. AND
I TOLD THE NURSE THAT." THERE'S A REASON FOR EVERY THING." " HOW DID THE MEETING WITH JAG GO? "
WAS THE FIRST THING SHE ASKED ME.

ON A DIFFERENT TOPIC, I DO NOT AGREE WITH ' GAY ' MARRIAGE,' BUT THEN I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I HATE
HAVING ANYTHING ' SHOVED ' INTO MY FACE OR TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. THAT IS THE BEGINNING OF ' VERY REAL
HATRED.

IF I AM TOLD THERE IS A ' COMPANIONSHIP ' I WILL HONOR IT, BUT I CHOSE ' COMPANY.' WITH SOME RESPECT.


OTHER NOTE: I DO KNOW ONE SCULPTURE IS THAT ' ASSOCIATED ' WITH INSURANCE FRAUD. I AM NOT THE
ONE WHO DID THIS, BUT ' SHE ' SPEAKS TO ME WHEN ' MISUSED.'

UPDATED 4 - 26 - 2015, WHAT IS NOT FUNNY - OUR VETERANS - UNDER CONSTRUCTION

 HYPOTHETICALLY ' SPEAKENED,' OF COURSE,

THIS IS NOT AT THE CIRCLE K
WHERE THE PHOTO WAS TAKEN.

LETS SAY ANOTHER FORM OF ' HUMAN TRAFFICKING ' THEN THE STATE CAN ' SAVE ' HIS ( OR HER'S ) FAMILY WITH CHILDREN TOO, IF ANY.

SO, LETS SAY THAT A THIRD PARTY REP ' THINKS ' THAT BY SOME MIRACLE AND ACT OF ' G_D,' AND A LOT OF GOOD LUCK COMBINED WITH ALL SORTS OF ' HONORINGS DESCRIPTIVE' AND BURNT OFFERINGS, WHEW, MANAGES TO OBTAIN VA BENEFITS FOR SOME ' BOSS ' ( SOB REALLY ) WHO'S ON THE STREETS, AND THEN THE ' CHIEF ' ( FEIHC = FISH REALLY, BUT WITH A ' SLUR ' ) OR ' BOSS ' THEN THE MAN OR ' CORRECT DESCRIPTIVE OBSERVATION IN WORD USAGE ' IS TRULY DECISIVE IN FACT, GOSH, TODAY'S AGE WHO KNEW ? THEN THE PERSON MERRILY RUNS TO THE BANK AND IS MUGGED, THEN CHECK IS CASHED ( SOMETIMES SIGNATURE ALREADY PROVIDED, REMEMBER TRASH LADY PULLING OUT PLASTIC BAGS WITH ' MAIL ' AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER ) AND ALL ARE HAPPY! GANGSTERS WHO CASHED CHECK, LADY WHO SORTED FOR USABLE ' WARES,' AND THIRD PARTY VA REP ' JUST DOING A GOOD JOB ' AND THE QUESTIONABLE PEOPLE WHO ' WORK ' AT THE VA BY FT. BLISS WHO ( MIGHT = HE, HE, HE, HA ) AND ALL ARE HAPPY AGAIN.

SHIT ! LETS ALL GO TO DISNEY LAND ALTOGETHER. VA PAYING!

NOW…….THIS GETS BETTER. NO, REALLY. HAVE PATIENCE, IT'S A VIRTUE. LETS SAY THAT ALL THE THIRD PARTY VA PEOPLE ARE DOING, OH NO, BEATING A ' DEAD HORSE GETS YOU NOWHERE. UM, OK LETS SAY ' HALF ' OF THE ' GLASS ' OF THE, WELL I GUESS THEY'ED HAVE TO BE, LETS SAY ' MEN,' IN THESE VA CENTERS ARE DOING THE SAME THING? WELL LETS SEE, WHAT ARE THE ' WOMEN DOING? YES, REAL ONES, NOT THE CREEP IN THE BRIGG WHO WANTS TITS AND A, WELL SOMETHING LIKE A….A-HOLE, 'CAUSE IT JUST CAN'T BE REAL.

G-D DAMN, OOPS CAN'T SAY, SHIT! CAN'T FIGURE THAT ONE OUT! THOSE LAST TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE STOLEN BY DAD! OK, OK, IT'S ALRIGHT, FUCK! G_D DAMN IT, SHIT, CAN'T SAY ' IT,' OK THEN ' THEM'S! ' TRIPS ARE'A BUILDING UP, I'M TIRED OF ' DISNEYLAND.'

NOW CIRCLE K, " I SORRY." I MADE A STAND AGAINST CLINTON'S DESCRIPTIVE ' OBLIGATION ' UNDER OATH, CONCERNING A DESCRIPTIVE TERM ' OBLIGED ' IN TERMINOLOGY AS WHAT MIGHT BE CONSIDERED ' SEX ' BY, WELL, MOST OF UH, ' ALL ' PEOPLES WITH ' EXCEPTION ' TH THE ARAB PEOPLES WHO CONSIDER ' IT ' UNDER THE ' HEADING ' OF ' RIGHT.' ' RIGHTS'S ' DEPENDING ON ' JUST WHAT,' ' IS ' THE TRUE DEFINITION OF WHAT ' IS ' THE CORRECT OBLIGATION AS TO ' DEMOCRAT.' THUS ' ISIS.'

' I SORRY ' TO READ HAWAII.

SO, LETS PULL ALL THIS TOGETHER, MUCH LIKE THE FRIENDLY PLACE IN HAWAII, THE ' BIG ONE,' HA! JUST THROW ALL YOUR COMPUTERS AWAY LIKE BARTON PRINCE DID AFTER HE HAD ME PUT THEM IN A ' CORNER-TOGETHER ' UNTIL I WAS GONE.

GARAGE NEXT DOOR, THE HOUSE THAT HE ' WIRED HIMSELF-TELEPHONES ).

HA! HA, HA, HA, HA, HE, HE, HE, HA! 

' ISIS ' SHOULD NAME THEMSELVES ' SOSO ' BECAUSE ' WE,' THE UNITED STATES ' DO IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU.' WE TAUGHT YOU!

HA! HE, HE, SO, HA, SO, HE, HA, HE, HA, HE!

SO, NOW, LETS TALK NATIONAL SECURITY, WAIT SOMEONES AT MY DOOR…….' HILLERY,' G_D DAMN IT, WHO TOLD? I SWEAR TO THE ' HEAVENS ' IT WASN'T MY DREAM!

BAD RUSH ! BAD RUSH ! BAD, BAD, BAD RUSH !

OH SHIT ! HOW MANY THIRD PARTY REPS ARE THERE ACROSS AMERICA ?

SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO SLOW DOWN TO ABOUT TWO GOOD MEALS A DAY TO REALLY THINK ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES A VETERAN HAS BEEN TOLD BY OTHER VETERANS ' YOU CAN'T GO TO SCHOOL IF YOU DON'T SELL ILEGAL DRUGS, OR GIVE THEM ALL  YOUR MONEY TO ' THEM.' SOMETIMES MR. OBAMA, YOU REALLY HAVE TO THINK, WHO PROTECTS WHO AND HOW TO KEEP THEIR TRUST FOR SAVING YOUR LIVES.

EYE FOR AN EYE HAS BEEN REDEFINED.

THIS GIFT IS FOR CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURK AND JOHN MCCAIN WHO I ALSO SHOOK HANDS WITH YEARS AGO.

I AM DOING THIS ONE ONLINE BECAUSE I ' CAME UP ' WITH THE IDEA IN HIS ( O'ROURK'S  )NEIGHBORHOOD AND MY FAMILIES OLD NEIGHBORHOOD - NOW I'M BARED FROM ASKING FOR ' CHANGE ' AFTER PEOPLE LEAVE.

THIS IS ONE IDEA THAT SHOULD BE MADE REAL

A TWO YEAR ' NEAR ' MANDATORY, BUT LIFETIME ' SKILL ' OR FIRST TWO YEAR COLLEGE EDUCATION, LAST TWO PAID IN FULL FOR ' COLLEGE EDUCATION,' LAST TWO YEARS MUST BE EMPLOYED. TAUGHT BY MILITARY AND COLLEGE STAFF WITH BA AND MA ONLY. FORT BLISS ? BUT WITH DIFFERENT SETTING, TREES, GRASS BUT SEPPARAT FROM THE BASE, BUT WITHIN THE PARIMIDER. THEY EARNED THE PROTECTION NOT TO BE SHOT AT FROM PUNKS OR HAVE THEM HARRASH THEM TO SELL OR BUY ILEGAL DRUGS OR RELATED VIOLENT ACTS.

" YOU BROK'EM, YOU FUCKIN FIX 'EM." THEY EARNED IT!

TWO YEARS PAID IN FULL, WITH EXCEPTION TO BOOKS AND SUPPLIES, ( CHECK FOR BOOKS AND SUPPLIES ) STUDENT SEES NO MONEY. MANDATORY DRUG TESTING. ONE STRIKE-ONE YEAR SUSPENSION. SECOND STRIKE...NICE TO KNOW YOU, THANKS FOR YOUR SERVICE. VA BENEFIT'S STILL APPLY.

NO SECONDARY ' TECH ' COLLEGE, LIKE EPCC WERE YOU MIGHT GET SHOT AT BECAUSE IT IS KNOWN BY EVERYONE AS A ' DRUG COLLEG/PARTY COLLEGE.'

OR' DRAFT.' ALL OF THIS, JUST AN ' IDEA ' UNDER ARTICLE 77. PROVE YOURSELF, ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN.

V-RAP
WHEN I WAS TOLD ABOUT V-RAP. I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS A VET AGAIN BY JULIO GUTIERREZ. " DON'T YOU SEE MR.OCHOA YOU'RE A HERO.." BULLSHIT. SO THEN I WAS A VET, AND A ' HERO.' WHEN I GOT OUT I WAS UNCHARECTORIZED, MEANING, BECAUSE I ASKED, " YOU WERE NEVER HERE." BY THE FEMALE WHO ASKED FOR MY MEDAL, THEN ' MILITARY DESIGNATION-COAST GUARD. THEN I SIGNED PAPERWORK. SHE NEVER GOT MY ' IDENTITY,' ONLY GREEN CARD ( MILITARY ID ).

AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER I REMEMBERED THAT AGAIN, WALKING THROUGH YEARS OF SERVICE, I COULD HARDLY SIGN THE PAPERWORK THAT SHE GAVE ME ' AGAIN.'

WHEN I CAME BACK WITH A ' BITCH ' RIDDING MY HEAD, I WENT TO EPCC TO RE-ENROLL AND BARELY MADE THE DEAD LINE. " YOU STILL HAVE A COUPLE OF HOURS, LETS DO IT." ADRIAN SAID, US ARMY. I HAD TO TAKE OUT AN EMERGENCY VA LOAN THAT IN THE END WAS JUST EPCC. I STRUGGLED IN MY CLASSES WITH ALL FORMS OF ' SHIT ' IN CLASS AND OUT. REALLY LOVED THE TWO DIME SHIT UNDER MY DESK. THE PRISON VET IF THAT'S WHAT HE REALLY WAS NOT ONLY PUSHING WHAT EVER, BUT ALSO THE GAY REVOLUTION SHIT. THEN THE PROFESSOR WHO WAS NOT EVEN ' ALLOWED ' ON THAT CAMPUS PUSHING HIS GAY REVOLUTION SHIT, AND OPENING UP HIS LEGS WIDE, MAKING DISCRIMINATORY COMMENTS THAT EVEN A STUDENT, WITH DAMN NEAR WHITE EYES, VERY POLITELY CORRECTED HIM ON, IN CLASS. THAT PROFESSOR WAS CHARGED WITH SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION, ANOTHER TEACHER QUESTIONED HIS PRESENCE ON THAT CAMPUS, THAT'S HOW I FOUND OUT.

MY ENGLISH PROFESHER GAVE ME THE ' LUXERY ' OF WRITTING MY PAPER WITHOUT HAVING TO COME TO CLASS. I HAD TO READ ALL MATERIALS AND DID. I TURNED IN THE PAPER ONE WEEK LATE. PUT IT ON THE NET IN CASE IT DIDN'T SHOW UP ON HER E-MAIL. MY COMPUTER AT THE COLLEGE, NO MATTER WHICH ONE WAS NEARLY ALWAYS MESSED WITH.

SOMEONE ' PLACED ' YELLOW SNAKE,' THE PAPER. ON GOOGLE SO THAT IT SHOWED UP
WHEN YOU GOOGLE BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA. THANK YOU. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT GRADE I MADE. BUT IT WAS DONE.

THEN V-RAP WAS DENIED. DENIED AGAIN. DENIED AGAIN. MONTHS, AFTER ALL THE PAPERWORK. I SARTED ' ASKING FOR CHANGE ' AT THE CIRCLE K, AND THATS HOW RENT WAS PAID ALONG WITH LATE CHARGES TO A PLACE THAT LETS EVERYONE AND THERE ' BROTHER ' IN YOUR ROOM. COMPLAINTS EVEN MADE TO OWNER, OUTSIDE OF MANAGEMENT. I KEPT RECORD AFTER THIRD TIME, ON THE INTERNET. I WILL NOT SELL ILEGAL DRUGS OR ' MUG ' PEOPLE FOR A LIVING.

 THEN I GOT IT, AFTER MONTHS. DIEGO OCHOA WAS NOT NOTIFIED, WHO, THAT SECRET KEPT." TAKE THIS BEFORE DIEGO ( OCHOA ) SEES IT." WENT TO THE COLLEGE AND FOUND OUT THAT I WAS BEING OVERCHARGED OVER A HUNDRED DOLLARS FRAUDULENTLY. I WAS ' FLOORED.' I TOOK THE BUS BACK ' HOME,' THEN CORRECTED MYSELF, TURNED AND LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW TO, JUST IN TIME, A ' BACKFIRE.' THEN EVEN THOUGH NOT IN THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD, THE ' PEARL APTS,' RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY GAZE AGAIN. THE HZ RATE OF THE BUS AND ALL THE ALTER EGOS ( CELL PHONES ) AND MINDS OF THE PASSENGERS; I RODE AROUND IN CIRCLES. TOLD THE DRIVER, " I'M TAKING THE FULL TOUR."

NEAR THE LAST TIME THAT I SPOKE TO JULIO GUTIERREZ, HE ASKED ME, " YOU MEAN MR.OCHOA WHO'S FATHER I KNOW? " THEN THE LAST CONVERSATION WHICH IS LOGED IN THIS BLOG, THE COMPLETE REVERSAL OF THE AMOUNT PAID FOR RENT. I WAS GOING TO GO BACK TO THE OPPERTUNITY CENTER ONCE MORE TO SPEAK TO THE PERSON IN CHARGE, DISPITE WHAT I WAS TOLD BY THE FEMALE. BUT, I COULD'NT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT. I ACCEPTED EVICTION PAPERS INSTEAD. EVERYONE LIED.

I HAVE RECIEVED AN E-MAIL FROM THE CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROUKE, A THANKS FOR ' OTHER ' WORK AND SENT HIM A MESSAGE THAT WAS SENT TO THE AGENCY A WHILE BACK, JUST IN CASE. ONE HAS ALREADY HAPPENED, THE OTHER? 

I HAVE BEEN RIGHT, 90%-100% JUST OF AND FROM ' MEMORY.' MY FATHER'S BOOK ' SUGGESTIONS ' RAN OUT ABOUT A YEAR AGO. BOOK SUGGESTIONS WERE FROM WHEN I WAS A KID. I GUESS THE THINKING WAS THE ' USE ' OF THE ' KIDDY ' VOICE SO MANY OF THE RESIDENTS OF THE SRO ( MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE ) USE IN ORDER TO SEDUCE, COPULATE, OR GATHER INFORMATION. THERE IS REALLY NO ' BOUNDARIES WITH THIS ' APPROACH.' THEN THE SUBJECT IS EITHER ' TURNED ' OR DESTROYED AND IS THEN ' CAPTIVE ' OF MIND AND EXCOMMUNICATED, LIKE THEM, FROM SOCIETY.

DESPITE WHAT BARTON PRINCE SAID WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE IN NEW MEXICO, " IF YOUR LIKE US, IT'S MEMORY."

I TOOK THE OATH AND MEANT IT, I WORKED FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.I KNOW WHO BARTON WORKED FOR.

NOW JULIO GUTIERREZ REPRESENTS A MAN WHO HAS TOLD ME " I SERVE ONLY JUAREZ." JULIO HAS ALSO BEEN TOLD THAT I WAS TOLD THAT THE ONLY VET'S IN THE MISSOURI STREET RESIDENCE ARE THOSE WHO WERE DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED. NORMAN T., ASSISTANT MANAGER TOLD ME THIS. " I DIDN'T KNOW THAT." JULIO SAID, WHEN I TOLD HIM.

AFTER V-RAP, THE LAST TIME,I SPENT TIME IN THE LIBRARY, AND ATE TWO MEALS A DAY, THE FIRST TIME CONSISTENTLY FOR OVER ABOUT SIX YEARS. FOR TWO MONTHS, AND AM NOW GOING THROUGH THE ' LEAVE ' THING AND TWO ATTEMPTS OF WRITING IT DOWN, AND WHY I DIDN'T TELL THE COMPANY COMMANDER; " REPORT BACK TO TRACIN! " TO THE HEART.

I AM LEAVING IN A FEW DAYS, I THREW OUT THE CONTAINER OF SMALL PIECES OF HAIR, THOSE THAT I SAVED; THOSE USED NEXT TO MADDONA, CRUTCHES AND SCREEN TO REVERSE THE MEDIOCRE USE OF MY ' MIND.' THE TERRORIST WHO WAS DEMONSTRATING HIS ' SKILL,' WAS FOUND, IDENTIFIED ONE WEEK LATER. CNN NEWS. HE WAS FROM ENGLAND AT SCHOOL, KUWAIT BORN, I GUESS.

" NOW, SMELL YOUR FINGER." IN THE STATIC ABOVE AND AROUND ME. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE NOW. THANKS DAD...( 4-26-2015 ). YOU LEFT US FOR COLLEGE PUSSY WHEN I WAS IN THE THIRDGRADE, IT JUST STARTED. AND ALL YOUR CILENTS, MOM HAD TO WAVE AWAY, WITH VERY FEW EXCEPTIONS.

YOU SAID GRANDMOTHER WARNED YOU ABOUT KARL AND ME. I BELIEVE YOU. SHE WAS LIKE ME. BUT, SO WAS MOM.ASK KARL WHAT THE CHURCH SAID OF ME, AND ( ? ) WHOEVER, WHATEVER, SAID OF ME? I DID THIS BECAUSE A SMALL CHILD OF TWO AND ANOTHER OF SIX YEARS OLD, BOTH WITH BLUE EYES, MIGHT MAKE THE DIFFERENCE FOR " THE BROWN EYED " KIDS; " WOULD YOU HAVE DONE THE SAME FOR A CHILD WITH BROWN EYES."

HOW MANY CHRIST'S DO YOU WANT, BE ABOUT 14, MAYBE FIFTEEN; THE LAST IS MINE.

I DO NOT THINK THE MEXICAN CULTURE HAS THE POWER TO DO WHAT I HAVE DONE, BUT WE'LL SEE.

AS FOR THE ROCK, IT IS ON MOST HOUSINGS OF THE EUCHARIST. ' THE EYE OF G_D.' ARE YOU BLIND? ' OF ' WHAT ARE YOU STANDING ON?

IF IT IS REALLY FROM THE CLIFF AROUND THE AUSTIN AREA, AS I WAS TOLD FROM AN OLD DAUGHTER OF THE REPUBLIC ( TEXAS ) WHO SAW ALL THE EYES ' ATTRIBUTED TO THE INDIANS,' THEN ALL IS GONE NOW. A TRASH HEAP. AND WHEN I WAS ' THREATENED ' IN THE AREA BY MEXICAN/ITALIAN, A TORNADO FORMED ABOVE HIM. THE OTHER ITALIAN/MEXICAN WAS POURING SWEAT AND AFRAID; THE ONE WHO BULLIED ME ON THE JOB SITE. TRUST ME, INDIANS DID NOT FORM IT; SOMETHING ELSE LONG BEFORE. IT HAS NO POWER OVER ME; I KNOW IT TO BE OF ' MOTHER.'

NOW, WHEN I SAY ' SWALLOWING JESUS,' ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MINDS? NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THREW AND STILL WHAT YOUR ' KIDS ' ARE GOING THROUGH.

I'LL MAKE IT SIMPLE, ' IN THE ELECTRICITY.'

SO, NOW WE KNOW WHO WE ' REALLY ' ARE.

PS. I DID TRY TO E-MAIL PART OF THIS POSTING TO CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURK AND THE ' FORM ' WOULD NOT ALLOW ME. I WILL NOT USE THE SRO ADDRESS, AS KEYS TO MAIL BOX STOLEN THEN PLACED IN ROOM MONTHS LATER, AND ALL THE OTHER REASONS INCLUDING A SNAPSHOT OF EIGHT WHEN RETURNING FROM OUTSIDE IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE MANAGEMENT TOLD ME THAT I WAS CRAZY. I HAVE LEFT IT IN ' DRAFT,' I ASKED CRISTINA IF SHE WANTED TO SEE IT. NO.THE OTHER REASONS HAVE TO DO WITH LAND I USED TO OWN AND OTHER PAPERS THAT I HAVE DISCOVERED TO HAVE BEEN TAMPERED WITH, THAT CONCERN, MONIES " HOW CAN HE NOT KNOW THAT," FROM NEIGHBORS WHO DID NOT KNOW I THERE IN THE ROOM AT THE TIME, MY LEG WON'T WORK, TOO MUCH ' IB.' " LAND USE " WAS MENTIONED, JOHN GONZALES WAS ALSO MENTIONED; I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ROOM NUMBER.FABBEN'S LAND MENTIONED TOO ? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME.

SOMETIMES I SLEEP WITH THE PHONE ON, THOUGH SERVICE DISCONNECTED.

SO THAT WILL BE MY LAST E-MAIL. I'M SORRY, I DON'T TRUST DEMOCRATS. " STAY AWAY FROM POLITICS " J.B.OCHOA JR., SOPHOMORE YEAR AT UNM.

FOR WHAT'S WORTH J.B.OCHOA JR. HATES O'ROURK. SORRY GUYS, YOUR LEFT WITH THE VIETNAM TRASH. THE SAME TRASH THAT ' FUCKED ' WITH A NOTRE DAME AND UT LAW GRADUATE; LEFT FOR THE FIRST BORN TO FIGURE OUT AND LEARN THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE.

A COUPLE OF PICTURES WILL BE ADDED AND HOPEFULLY A RESOLUTION TO MY PTSD. THEN JUST BSS FROM THEN ON, THIS BLOG WILL POST ' CHILD ' POSTINGS FROM TIME TO TIME. I SHOULD BE GONE IN A FEW DAYS.EVERYTHING WILL BE DESTROYED, INCLUDING MADDONA, AND ALL PAPERWORK; TOO HEAVY.

COPYRIGHT J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III, BUT JUST FOR TEXAS COPYRIGHT JESUS BARTHOLME OCHOA III AND JUST FOR THE HOLY ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH COPYRIGHT JESSE BARTHOLOMEW OR BARTHOLME OCHOA III AND JUST FOR ME BARTHOLOMEW AND FOR MY SCULPTURES AN O WITH JB IN THE CENTER OF THE O AND THREE LINES DOWN THE LOWER RIGHT ALL ON THIS DAY 4 - 26 - 2015. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT THIS IN ' WHOLE ' ONLY WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN, ABOVE.

FROM CNN.COM

http://www.cnn.com/2015/04/24/politics/congress-living-wage-homeless-capitol/index.html

http://www.cnn.com/interactive/2015/04/us/americans-isis/

THIS GENTLEMAN WAS DESCRIBED TO ME AS A VETERAN, AND HIS STORY GIVEN TO ME BY JULIO GUTIERREZ. THIS IS AFTER HE WAS TREATED FOR MONTHS OF HIS WOUNDS TO THE BODY AND HEAD, ALONG WITH THE MAGGOT INFESTATION, THAT MIGHT OF SAVED HIS LIFE. THEY MIGHT OF SLOWED THE MANY INFECTIONS; THEY EAT ONLY DEAD ' MEAT.' THE GENTLEMAN ASKED ' ME ' FOR HELP. AS FAR AS I KNOW HE IS STILL THERE. WHEN HE ' RECEIVED ' HIS FIRST ( ? ) CHECK, IT WAS IN THE AMOUNT OF " 2,500.00 DOLLARS, HE WAS ' MUGGED ' A FEW BLOCKS AWAY. THE POLICE, BROUGHT HIM BACK." JULIO GUTIERREZ, VA REP AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER. THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, EL PASO, TEXAS.

THIS GENTLEMAN WAS DESCRIBED TO ME AS A

VETERAN, AND HIS STORY GIVEN TO ME BY JULIO

GUTIERREZ. THIS IS AFTER HE WAS TREATED FOR

MONTHS OF HIS WOUNDS TO THE BODY AND HEAD,

ALONG WITH THE MAGGOT INFESTATION, THAT

MIGHT OF SAVED HIS LIFE. THEY MIGHT OF SLOWED

THE MANY INFECTIONS; THEY EAT ONLY DEAD ' MEAT.'

THE GENTLEMAN ASKED ' ME ' FOR HELP.

AS FAR AS I KNOW HE IS STILL THERE.
WHEN HE ' RECEIVED ' HIS FIRST ( ? )
CHECK, IT WAS IN THE AMOUNT OF
" 2,500.00 DOLLARS, HE WAS ' MUGGED '
A FEW BLOCKS AWAY. THE POLICE,
BROUGHT HIM BACK." JULIO GUTIERREZ,
VA REP AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER.

THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, EL PASO, TEXAS.

UP-DATED 4 - 18 - 2015,UP - DATED 4 - 17 - 2015, UP DATED 4 - 15 - 2015, UP DATED 4 - 14 - 2015, UP-DATED 4-10-2015, - UP - DATED 4-9-20015 - THE SET UP BY ' MEXICAN MAFIA ' AND MY FATHER AND HIS SON KARL ? THANKS PRESIDENT OBAMA

PICTURE FRAME

ARMY TIMES-OFFDUTY.
17 DECEMBER 2012.
PAGE 5.

THIS LETTER WAS SENT IN
REGARDS TO THE WELL BEING
OF THIS PARTICULAR BRANCH
OF SERVICE IN THE HOPES FOR
A ' HEALTHY ' SERVITUDE ' TO
G_D AND COUNTRY.

I COULD GO INTO THE ARENA
ARMED WITH THE THIRD LETTER
AND INSTIGATE AN ALREADY
' ONGOING BATTLE ' THAT HAS
ALREADY HURT OUR COUNTRY.
THE ' LEAKS ' OF OUR DEFENSE
STRATEGIES AND NAMES OF OPERATIVES,'
THE ' SUBCULTURE ' HAS SO MUCH
MORE TO LOSE IN THE END, AND
MAYBE THEY SHOULD.

ONE OF MY PATRON'S NAME WAS NANCY.
SHE WAS OR IS STILL WORKING FOR THE
LIBRARY SYSTEM. SHE HAS BEEN TO
WASHINGTON, DC. MANY TIMES.
WHAT DO CHILDREN READ ?

THE ' CONVERSATIONS, REMARKS AND
FINAL DETERMINATIONS ' AS OPPOSED
TO ' DECISIONS,' I OBSERVED AND HEARD.
ALL OF THIS SHOULD BE ' LEFT ALONE.'


I HAVE WRITTEN THAT ALL OF THIS GOES
IN THE WRONG DIRECTION SO MANY TIMES.

THERE IS NOTHING, NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT
THE GAY COMMUNITY.

THUGS, WELL THAT SPEAKS FOR ITSELF AND
THE VA. CORRUPTION, ALONG WITH THIRD
PARTY REPS AND HOUSING FOR VETERANS.

I FIND IT INTERESTING THAT THE ARMY'S
PROBLEMS WERE THE COAST GUARDS PROBLEMS
AND IT SEEMS THAT THE ENLISTED MUCH LIKE
THE ' RECRUITS ' DECIDED ' TO TAKE COMMAND
OF THE ETHICAL DECISION MAKING.

THIS IS PRETTY MUCH THE DECISION THAT I
HAVE COME TO REGARDING MY ' CASE.'

MIGHT AS WELL HAVE ' INVITED ' ISIS HERE, AFTER ALL
EVEN THE PRESIDENT DOESN'T HAVE AN ' OXFORD '
EDUCATION.

GOTTA LOVE 'EM BRITS!

NOTE: I LOOKED FOR MY NAME IN
THE ALBUQUERQUE JOURNAL AND
FOUND NOTHING, GUESS I'LL TEAR
UP THE NEWSPAPER ARTICLES.

GUESS THE ' LABS ' ARE REAL SAFE NOW !
FUCK'IN FAG TERRORIST.

THIS LAST SATURDAY I MADE IT DOWN TO THE UNITARIAN CHURCH OFF OF BYRON ST. IN EL PASO, TEXAS TO PICK UP SOME FOOD. THERE I SAW A MAN WHO I COULDN'T PLACE,  WHO SEEMED TO STAND OUT FROM ALL THE OTHERS TALKING TO A VERY LARGE AFRICAN AMERICAN VETERAN. SO I ASKED HIM, AND AFTER THE HIS FLICK OF THE TONGUE DOWNWARDS, HE TOLD ME HIS NAME AND AND THAT HE MET ME AT ALIVIANE, INC. ANOTHER THIRD PARTY VETERANS OUTREACH PROGRAM. HE STATED, " AM NOT A FRIEND OF YOUR FATHER," AS I THOUGHT HE WAS. I WILL PRINT HIS NAME LATER, BUT I'M SURE THAT THE POLICE KNOW WHO HE IS.

HE OWNED THE BUILDING ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE, AND I GUESS HE STILL DOES, ALONG WITH OTHERS. DEIGO OCHOA TOLD ME OF THIS BECAUSE HE SPENT EIGHT YEARS AT THE MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE, AS DID JULIO GUTIERREZ OF PROJECT AMISTAD, SIX YEARS. I WAS GIVEN THE ADDRESS AND SHOWN A ROOM ON THE TOP FLOOR, WHICH LITERALLY ANGLED TO THE HIGHWAY; IF YOU PLACED A BALL ON THE FLOOR IT WOULD OF ROLLED OUT THE FRENCH DOORS THAT DID NOT CLOSE PROPERLY. THE FRONT DOOR WAS OBVIOUSLY KICKED IN MORE THAN ONCE AND GENERALLY THE APT WAS NOT CLEAN. THE AFRICAN AMERICAN KID WHO SHOWED ME THE ' ROOM ' TOLD ME THAT THERE WERE NO RECENT BREAK INS.

LAST MONTH I HAD ASKED MR. GUTIERREZ FOR SOME HELP WITH RENT AND WAS TOLD THAT HE WOULD. BETWEEN THE CALLS BETWEEN MR. GUTIERREZ AND NORMAN AND KRISTINE ( MANAGEMENT ) OF THE MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE, WHEN THEY ARE THERE, IT WAS FINELY RESOLVED AND A CHECK WAS DRAWN, I WAS TOLD JUST AFTER THE ' BLEACH ON MY SHIRT EVENT,' THEN MY BIKE ACCIDENT HAPPENED ( STILL DON'T KNOW WHY THE SUV SLOWED DOWN ), AND I DECIDED TO GIVE THIRTY DAYS NOTICE AS OF 5-1-2015. I DID ALSO LET MR. GUTIERREZ KNOW THAT WHEN I DID MOVE THAT I WOULD CALL HIM AND LET HIM KNOW SO THAT MY NAME ( FOR NOW ) WOULD NOT BE INVOLVED WITH ANY DRUG TRAFFICKING THAT OCCURS IN THE BUILDING AND CONNECTED WITH THE W MISSOURI ST NEIGHBORHOOD.

THE MAIN PROBLEM WAS THAT THE NOTICE ( MY THIRTY DAY NOTICE ) WAS NOT ' UNDERSTOOD,' AND NORMAN TOLD ME THAT THE RENT WAS PAID TILL JULY WITH A DIFFERENCE OF ELEVEN DOLLARS OR SO, BUT BECAUSE I WAS LEAVING AT THE END OF THIS MONTH THE CHECK WAS CANCELED. SO I CALLED MR. GUTIERREZ AND ASKED HIM WHY, HE STATED THAT THE CHECK WAS " ONLY FOR LAST MONTH " ( AND BACK RENT, ABOUT TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS ), NORMAN SAID " BACK RENT TILL JULY " OF THIS YEAR. KRISTINA STATED THAT WE ALL CAN SIT DOWN AND TALK ABOUT THIS. JULIO GUTIERREZ OF PROJECT AMISTAD, VETERANS DIVISION, SAID " NO."

TRUMAN I WILL SAVE FOR LATER, AS I'M NOT SURE HOW HE PLAYS INTO ALL OF THIS, HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE A ' SILENT PARTNER,' AS PER THE PROPERTY OF THE MISSOURI ST. RESIDENCE.

THAT IS HOW THINGS STAND NOW AND I NEED TO ASK FOR CHANGE AGAIN TODAY. I FIND IT INTERESTING THAT ONCE THE ' THIRD PARTY VETERANS GROUPS ' FIND OUT THAT I REMEMBERED WHAT STARTED ALL THE SHIT IN THE COAST GUARD WAS ' WRITING DOWN THE EVENTS OF WHAT MIGHT OF BEEN A RAPE ( THEIR ACTIONS SURE SEEM TO PROVE IT, AND ON ' DOWN THE LINE OF SERVICE AND RANK' ) THAT OCCURRED ON LEAVE, PUTTING THEM DOWN ON PAPER,' TO GIVE TO THE COMPANY COMMANDER; HE WAS NOT PRESENT AND WOULD NOT BE ON BASE PER SAY, HE WAS WITH FAMILY. THIS I TOLD THE REP AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER WHEN MY INTAKE WAS REVISED AND PAPERWORK WAS PICKED UP. SHE WAS HISPANIC, ARMY, I THINK. I WAS TOLD THAT " IT IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY THAT I WOULD GET AN UPGRADE IN DISCHARGE DUE MY LENGTH OF SERVICE." BETO O'ROURK WONT SIGN IT, " THOUGH 90% OF THE UPGRADES WE GET HE IS SUCCESSFUL.

THIS IS HOW HISPANICS AND MINORITIES THINK TO REPLENISH THE ' MAFIA ' THAT THE VIETNAM VETERANS HAVE BUILT FOR " THEIR " PEOPLE.

THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE REAL RESPECT FOR IS JUAN OF ALIVIANE WHO HELPED ME BREAK MY PTSD, BUT RUBY WAS A NEIGHBOR'S DAUGHTER, I THOUGHT, ON FRANKLIN DR. AND THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO THIS, BUT BEWARE OF THESE GUYS. I WAS LEAVING ANYWAY.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT AWAITS ME ' ON THE HIGHWAY.' NORMAN TOLD ME THAT " THEY CAN GO BACK ALL THE WAY TO TEN YEARS TO COLLECT MONIES THAT ARE OWED THEM." I'VE NEVER DONE ANY BUSINESS WITH THE MAFIA AND OWE THEM NOTHING, PRESIDENT OBAMA.

IF YOU DON'T SELL DRUGS AND ARE NOT HOMOSEXUAL IN THE STADIUM AREA, YOU ARE ' NOBODY.'

AS FOR MY VISIT TO THE POLICE DEPARTMENTS BOTH IN ALBUQUERQUE AND EL PASO AND THE MORE RECENT VISIT TO APPLE STORE IN REGARDS TO CERTIFICATES IN KEY CHAIN AS TO BANKS I DO NO BUSINESS WITH AND RETAIL STORES I DO NO BUSINESS WITH, I GUESS THE COMPUTER COMES WITH ALL THOSE CERTIFICATES AND THERE IS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT.

I ASKED THE POLICE FOR A CARD AND WAS GIVEN NONE. AS FAR AS APPLE GOES, I GUESS, I NEED TO DO MY BANKING WITH WHO THEY TELL ME TO, EVEN AFTER TWO COMPLETE HARD DRIVE SWIPES AND RELOADS OF APPS THAT CAME WITH THE MACHINE.

I SPOKE TO THE MANAGER OF APPLE, THEN THE TECH THAT HE HAD LOOK AT MY MACHINE. I DID NOT SIGN IN, SO MUCH LIKE THE POLICE, I WAS ' THERE ' ONLY FOR THE VIRTUAL WORLD. I DID NOT ' LOOK ' DOWN ON THE COUNTER AT THE POLICE STATION. I SAW THE CHILD MOLESTER SIGN IN WHEN I CAME IN.

THE MANAGER OF APPLE WAS ' GAY.'

THOUGH I WEAR ' BLUE,' I AM NOT
DEMOCRAT. I AM ' INDEPENDENT.'

AND THOUGH I ' ASK FOR CHANGE,'
I KNOW WHAT IS ' REAL,' AND METAPHOR.

AND YES, ' HAIR ' IS STILL LONG, ' TIEBACK.'

ISIS HAS DELIBERATELY KILLED, ' COOKED '  CHILDREN
( AFTER BORN AND A YEAR TO ? ), AND RAPED WOMEN
AND MEN, THAT INCLUDES QUEERS, DESTROYED
THEIR ' OWN HERITAGE AND WORLD'S HERITAGE.'
AND WHETHER OR NOT, DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY
WERE ' CREATED ' BY THE WEST, WHAT THEY ARE
DOING SHOULD NEVER HAPPEN IN THE UNITED
STATES OF AMERICA, OR MEXICO, FOR WHAT IT'S
WORTH, OR ANY OTHER PLACE IN THE WORLD.

' REVOLUTION ' OR JUST ' HELL RAISERS ' FROM A BUNCH
OF CRIMINAL ' RICH SHITS ' WHO'S MOTHERS
OR MAIDS, SLAVES WIPED THEIR ASSES INTO
ADULTHOOD, IF YOU CAN CALL THEIR ' BEHAVIOUR '
EVEN ' HUMAN.'

ALL YOU CAN DO IS TAKE MY LIFE, YOU ALREADY ' DESTROYED ' ME. BUT I WILL NOT GO DOWN EASY.
_________________________________________________________________________________

2:33 PM 4-8-'15

I CHECKED MY E-MAIL AND FELT I SHOULD SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU WHO READ THIS BLOG. I WAS ASKED TO DO SOMETHING AND I KEPT MY WORD.

" I WISH I HAD KNOWN ABOUT THAT " CONGRESSMAN BETO O'ROURKE IN RESPONSE TO A LITTLE OF WHAT I TOLD HIM ON THE BUS THAT DAY. IT IS MY DETERMINATION THAT ALL ISSUES IN REGARDS TO ' HOMELESSNESS ' IN THIS COUNTRY ARE ' RIGHTED.'

I WILL FINISH MY APPROXIMATIONS AS TO WHAT ILLS ARE IN NEED OF REPAIR AS PER VETS IN THE US MILITARY. I DO LISTEN AND I DO REMEMBER AND I ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES, EVEN IF LATE.

BUT, IT'S HARD WORK BECAUSE YOU ATTACKED ME, AGAIN AND AGAIN EVEN IN REGARDS TO CHILDREN. I DON'T FORGET. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ' FORGIVE.'

" YOU CAN PAINT A PICTURE....." BARTHOLOMEW 4-8-2015

A WOMAN, AND A MAN, PIERCED THE
MINDSET OF A TERRORIST AND WE
WERE JUST ' MARVIN'S.'

I HAVE LEFT THE LINKS OPEN FOR YOU.

Here's this version, so you can read the damn thing.
alright, here's ' blue.'


_________________________________________________________________________________

BETO O'ROURKE

16th District, Texas

1330 Longworth House Office Building

Washington, DC 20515

(202) 225-4831

April 7, 2015

Mr. J.Bartholomew Ochoa

1949 W Paisano Dr

El Paso, TX 79922-1616

Dear Mr. Ochoa,

Thank you for contacting me regarding efforts to address homelessness in El Paso. 

Federal funding to combat homelessness and support housing needs of low-income individuals and families is appropriated through the Transportation, Housing, and Urban Development Appropriations Act.  The latest full-year funding for this legislation was included as part of the Fiscal Year (FY) 2014 Omnibus spending package (H.R. 3547) that the President signed into law in January 2014.  

Specifically, this legislation included:

• $2.1 billion for the Department of Housing and Urban Development's (HUD) McKinney-Vento Homeless Assistance Grants program;
• $19 billion for HUD's Section 8 Housing Choice Voucher program, which provides assistance to low-income families, the elderly, and the disabled to afford decent and safe housing; and
• $75 million to support the HUD-VASH vouchers, which provide rental assistance for homeless Veterans.

I am hopeful that when Congress returns to session in November, we will be able to pass a similar spending bill for FY2015 that provides funding to all federal agencies and programs, including initiatives to combat homelessness.

Additionally, several programs exist in the El Paso area to assist homeless people and families living at or below the poverty line. These programs are managed at the state and local level and include: 

• Homeless Housing and Services Program (HHSP);
• El Paso County's Prevention and Assistance Program;
• Roots and Wings Homeless Prevention Program; and
• Housing Authority of the City of El Paso (HACEP).

For more information on these programs, please visit http://home.elpasotexas.gov/community-development/homeless-housing-services.php. The El Paso Housing Authority is another local resource that provides housing and assistance programs for low-income individuals and families.  For more information, the El Paso Housing Authority can be reached at (915) 849- 3742 or at http://www.hacep.org/contact-us.

More can be done to address the issue of homelessness faced by El Paso and the United States. I will continue to work to make sure homeless assistance programs are adequately funded, and I also hope that by creating a more vibrant economy and attracting more jobs to El Paso and the U.S. as a whole we can combat this issue.

Thanks again for contacting me. I invite you to keep up with the latest votes, legislation, and work from our office on Facebook where we provide daily updates. You can also get more information on the web.

Sincerely, 

Beto O'Rourke

Member of Congress

_____________________________________________________________________________________________

BETO O'ROURKE 16th District, Texas		1330 Longworth House Office Building Washington, DC 20515 (202) 225-4831
April 7, 2015
Mr. J.Bartholomew Ochoa 1949 W Paisano Dr El Paso, TX 79922-1616 Dear Mr. Ochoa, Thank you for contacting me regarding efforts to address homelessness in El Paso.  Federal funding to combat homelessness and support housing needs of low-income individuals and families is appropriated through the Transportation, Housing, and Urban Development Appropriations Act.  The latest full-year funding for this legislation was included as part of the Fiscal Year (FY) 2014 Omnibus spending package (H.R. 3547) that the President signed into law in January 2014.   Specifically, this legislation included: $2.1 billion for the Department of Housing and Urban Development's (HUD) McKinney-Vento Homeless Assistance Grants program; $19 billion for HUD's Section 8 Housing Choice Voucher program, which provides assistance to low-income families, the elderly, and the disabled to afford decent and safe housing; and $75 million to support the HUD-VASH vouchers, which provide rental assistance for homeless Veterans. I am hopeful that when Congress returns to session in November, we will be able to pass a similar spending bill for FY2015 that provides funding to all federal agencies and programs, including initiatives to combat homelessness. Additionally, several programs exist in the El Paso area to assist homeless people and families living at or below the poverty line. These programs are managed at the state and local level and include:  Homeless Housing and Services Program (HHSP); El Paso County's Prevention and Assistance Program; Roots and Wings Homeless Prevention Program; and Housing Authority of the City of El Paso (HACEP). For more information on these programs, please visit http://home.elpasotexas.gov/community-development/homeless-housing-services.php. The El Paso Housing Authority is another local resource that provides housing and assistance programs for low-income individuals and families.  For more information, the El Paso Housing Authority can be reached at (915) 849- 3742 or at http://www.hacep.org/contact-us. More can be done to address the issue of homelessness faced by El Paso and the United States. I will continue to work to make sure homeless assistance programs are adequately funded, and I also hope that by creating a more vibrant economy and attracting more jobs to El Paso and the U.S. as a whole we can combat this issue. Thanks again for contacting me. I invite you to keep up with the latest votes, legislation, and work from our office on Facebook where we provide daily updates. You can also get more information on the web.
Sincerely,  Beto O'Rourke Member of Congress

FOR INVESTIGATIVE REPORTERS

FIRST, THE PICTURE IS ASSOCIATED WITH ANOTHER ' EVENT.' NO MORE INFORMATION. HAS BEEN TAKEN CARE OF. THIS MORNING AT SRO, WHEN

I LEFT AT ABOUT 5:30 - SIX AM. BLEACH WATER POURED DOWN THE BACK STAIRWAY AS I OPENED THE DOOR. KING-' CARRIE.' 2005 - '06. THEN LATER,

PHONE.......

HANDWRITING IS NOT MINE.
THIS GIVEN TO ME BY NORMAN T.

WHEN I WAS WITH MY BROTHER KARL, 
HE TOOK ME TO HIS EX-WIFE'S APT. WERE
HIS CHILDREN STAYED PART TIME, I GUESS.

ALL THE AFRICAN AMERICAN BLACKS
WEARING RED ' EVERYTHING ' FROM FT.
BLISS AND THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER
IN EL PASO, TEXAS. ALL AROUND THEM,
THIS I LEARNED LATER.

THEY WERE ADULTS, EX-CONS AND MOST
DISHONORABLY DISCHARGED VETERANS,
BUT NOT ALL, ALL AROUND THOSE TWO
UNDERAGE YOUNG GIRLS.

_______________________________________________
WILDWOOD, NEW JERSEY - COAST GUARD, ON LEAVE

DINNER BY REQUEST OF SSO RECRUITS

WALK-HOUSE WHERE ORGY WAS

MOVIE - BABY - A DINOSAUR MOVIE

RETURN TO BASE - TRIED TO WRITE REPORT - COMMAND NOT TO - NEVER
 SAW COMPANY COMMANDEER AGAIN.

WHITE BELTED - COAST GUARD EMBLEM TAKEN OF COVER - AN ORDER

TRACEN - ATTACK - TRIED WRITE - REMEMBER

JAG - ' LAUGHTER '

THERE WAS AN ATTEMPTED SUICIDE AT CAP MAY, NEW JERSEY, THE COAST GUARD TRAINING FACILITY ( BOOT CAMP ). I WAS ORDERED BACK TO THE BARRACKS AND THE COMPANY COMMANDER GAVE A " CORRECT " METHOD FOR SUICIDE TO OUR COMPANY, FROM THE INNER ELBOW DOWN TO WRIST. HE STATED THAT SOMEONE HAD ATTEMPTED SUICIDE AND DONE IT THE WRONG WAY, I RETURNED TO MY BED AT TRACEN, THE BASE HOSPITAL.

 I MET THE INDIVIDUAL ( ? ) AT TRACEN, IN THE FIFTH MONTH OF 1985. WE TALKED SOME AND I ASKED WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO HIM. HE TOLD ME AND SHOWED ME HIS WOUND; FROM THE INNER ELBOW DOWN TO HIS WRIST. 

THE INDIVIDUAL THEN OBTAINED A SCALPEL AND WAS CHASED BY NURSES AND SECURITY DURING THIS MONTH. ' FLASH.' I WAS IN THE HALLWAY AND ETHER KNOCKED OVER OR FELL OVER. ONE OR TWO STAFF OR SECURITY ASKED IF I " ARE YOU OK ? " I COULD HARDLY HEAR THEM OR HIM. WHITE LIGHT FROM THE CEILING AND ' TALKING CAMERAS.' BOTH BLACK ON EITHER SIDE. THEN THEY LEFT. I DON'T REMEMBER HOW I FORGOT.

I SAW THE WOMAN OF THE MALE'S DESCRIPTION LATER THAT DAY IN LAUNDRY ROOM WHILE ON LAUNDRY DUTY. WIDE EYED, ' SQUIRREL CAGE:' THOUSANDS OF VOICES ' UNABLE ' TO DECIDE. ( ? ) ANOTHER FEMALE PULLED HER ASIDE, SHE ASKED FOR MY NAME. YET, I BRUSHED IT ASIDE AS FAR AS ANY MEANING GOES

AND FINISHED MY JOB.

A NURSE FOUND MY NOTEBOOK UNDER MY PILLOW AND COLLAGES, WOMEN, MOTHER AND THAT WHICH I WAS TRYING TO REMEMBER. THE NURSE WAS BLOND, BLUE EYED AND KIDDED ALWAYS ABOUT HER ' MEDICINE,' " HAVE YOU TAKEN IT ? " ANOTHER NURSE ASKED HER AT THE COUNTER ONE DAY. I HAD GUARD DUTY AT NIGHT WHEN A NURSE/COAST GUARD TOLD ME " CYA, AND I KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT." I HAD TO ASK WHAT SHE MENT. " COVER YOUR ASS," SHE SAID. THE OTHER MALE NURSES LAUGHED.

THIS WAS THEN SENT TO CAPT. FODDER. ONE PATIENT WAS PLAYING ON THE FLOOR AND I ASKED THE DOCTOR IF SHE WOULD BE ALRIGHT." DO YOU KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG? " HE ASKED ME. TWICE. HE ASKED ME IF I WAS HOMOSEXUAL, I SAID " NO."

ONE NIGHT WHILE ON POST I ANSWERED THE PHONE TO A WOMAN IN DISTRESS, I LISTENED TO HER AND GAVE HER THE INFORMATION THAT SHE REQUIRED, THE CAPTAIN WAS NOT THERE. HE HAD LEFT. SHE STATED THAT SHE WAS HIS DAUGHTER. I LISTENED TO HER AT LENGTH AND ASKED HER IF SHE REQUIRED HELP TO CALL FOR HELP. I ' FELT ' AS IF I WAS TALKING HER OUT OF SOMETHING. AFTER SHE HUNG UP, I TOLD THE NURSE ON DUTY THAT CAPT. FODDER'S DAUGHTER HAD CALLED AND SOUNDED DISTRAUGHT. SHE STATED THAT HE WAS GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE AND THAT SHE WOULD PROBABLY BE ALRIGHT.

THE NEXT DAY I WAS ORDERED BACK TO THE BARRACKS AND OUR COMPANY COMMANDER GAVE EXACT INSTRUCTIONS AS TO " HOW TO ANSWER A PHONE." THEN I WAS ORDERED BACK TO THE HOSPITAL. I WAS GOING TO ASK HIM FOR SOME TIME, BUT " BACK TO THE WARD, SEAMAN RECRUIT OCHOA."

 " I WISH THAT I COULD HELP YOU, BUT JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME." CAPTAIN FODDER.

MY MEDICAL RECORDS HAVE BEEN REQUESTED THREE TIMES, AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER, THEN AMISTAD. TWO OF THREE TIMES I WAS TOLD THAT THE REQUEST WAS SENT, ONE OF THE THREE TIMES, I WAS TOLD THAT THE RECORDS CAME IN, THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER 2011 ( WILL CHECK DATE ). ALL BY 

MR. JULIO GUTIERREZ.

THEN AFTER THE VA REP AT THE OPPORTUNITY CENTER WAS REPLACED, RECORDS ' MISSING.' MR. JULIO GUTIERREZ. 

WILL FINISH LATER. I WILL COME BACK TO THIS, I'M NOT SURE IF WHAT I HAVE ALREADY PRINTED IS IN THE CORRECT ORDER. MY ' BIKE ACCIDENT ' IS STILL PLAYING HEAVY ON MY MIND. I HAD SEVERAL ' FLASHES ' BEFORE IT HAPPENED ( USUALLY AN INDICATION THAT SOMETHING REALLY BAD WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. IT HAS ' SAVED ' MY LIFE BEFORE. ).

ALSO, ' COMMENTS ' HAS BEEN TURNED ON AGAIN. I CHECKED IT IN HAWAII, AND I WAS SURPRISED TO SEE THAT IT WAS ALREADY ON, BUT THE ' VOICE ' OF A MAN WHO IS DEAD WAS WHAT I ' HEARD.' " THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER OFF WITHOUT IT."

I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS REALLY HIM, BUT I HAVE READ A LITTLE MORE AND KNOW ABIT MORE AS TO TECHNOLOGY.

COPYRIGHT 2015 J.BARTHOLOMEW OCHOA III, BUT NEWSPAPERS HAVE MY PERMISSION TO PRINT ANYTHING REGARDING MY SERVICE TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND ALL THAT I HAVE WRITTEN IN REGARDS TO MY DISCHARGE AND WHAT I WAS NEVER ' ALLOWED ' TO STATE, JAG, VETERANS AND VA.........WHAT OF CONGRESS? PROBABLY THE SAME.