IN THIS BLOG I RELATED A ' FEELING ' OF A PERSON WHO HAD ' DIED ' OR LEFT ME. THAT PERSON HAD BEEN WITH ME SINCE....., WELL, I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHEN.
I WAS ALONE. ' DEEP,' HEART FELT.
I FOUND OUT THAT NO ONE IN MY FAMILY WAS DEAD OR HAD DIED OTHER THAN THE ' FEELINGS ' FOR MY BROTHER PAUL. MY FATHER WAS STILL ALIVE.
THEN WHEN THE NOISE AT THE RESCUE MISSION WAS TOO LOUD, I LISTENED TO COAST TO COAST AM AND A CALLER MENTIONED INGO AND IF HE WAS REALLY DEAD. HE WAS. THEN ' HEART.'
PAUL PRICE IN EL PASO IS THE ONLY ONE WHO MIGHT HAVE ACTED LIKE INGO, UNKNOWN TO HIM I THINK. BUT HE WAS NOT THE ONE. PAUL WORKED ON THE MILITARIES IBMS ( COMPUTERS ); HE NEVER BROKE CONTRACTUAL SILENCE. BUT THAT WAS ONLY ' SKIN DEEP,' AS FAR AS ANY LIKENESS TO DR. SWANN. THIS WAS THE TIME THAT ' CRV MANUAL ' WAS LEAKED. I THINK ' COW - CONTROL;' HERD MENTALITY. RV LANGUAGE WAS IN THE ' HOMOSEXUAL COMMUNITY ' AT THE TIME, 1978-80. ALL IT WAS WAS ' DIRECTED,' FOR THE MOST PART.
WHAT I LIKED ABOUT DR. SWANN IS THIS, HE WAS A GENTLEMAN, WELL SPOKEN, POLITE AND WELL MANNERED. HIS INTELLIGENCE WAS EVIDENT IN THE FIRST SENTENCE SPOKEN, YET HE WAS ' SMART ' TOO.
I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANY OF THE YOUTUBE LECTURES UNTIL YESTERDAY ( 8-24-2016 ). ' PREGNANT ' STOOD OUT AND A FEW OTHER WORDS IN A ' PROGRAM ' THAT I ONLY SAW ' SOME ' OF THE ' OUTCOMES.'
I REASONED THIS INFO. OUT AND I AM STILL CONVINCED WHAT IS TO ' BE ' CORRECT ALSO. MOVIE ASSOCIATED WITH THIS IS ' ARLINGTON ROAD,' I BELIEVE. SORRY ' PETE.' THE COCKTAIL/APPLE CIDER PARTY THAT ' I ' WAS AT WAS NOT MYSELF, MORE OF A TRADE OFF OF MAJOR ED DANES. MRS. HOWELL WAS THERE ALSO. I WILL NOT MAKE THIS ' REAL ' IN MY LIFETIME.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyQV3rIhTvw&feature=youtu.be
I HAVE BEEN ' RIGHT ' FROM THE OUTCOME. ALONE.
' ALEXANDER THE GREAT,' YOU NEVER WERE.
1. I HAVE AND WILL MAKE NO ' DEALS.' - SPOKEN ALOUD AT MY HOUSE ON ALICE NE. ALBUQUERQUE, NM. I AWOKE TO FIND MYSELF TEARING UP PHOTOS, RENT RECEIPTS, UTILITIES RECEIPTS AND ART PHOTOS. I POUNDED THE FLOOR TO STOP.
I SOLD MY LAND TO PAY ' RENT ?????? ' " KEEP YOUR CHIN UP." IS ALL I HEARD FOR WEEKS, INCLUDING IN THE BANK OF ' WELLS FARGO.' I WAS SO SICK I COULDN'T EVEN TALK. A BRUISE ON THE BACK OF MY TRICEP THAT I COULDN'T EXPLAIN AND A VERY SMALL ONE WHERE I GUESS SOMEONE THOUGHT A VEIN WAS.
2. I WILL GIVE ONE QUARTER TO ONE HALF OF A LARGE AMOUNT OF MONIES TO A FOUNDATION OR ' EXISTING ' ORG. THAT IS NOT TOP HEAVY IN ADMINISTRATIONS WHO HELP CHILDREN WHO ARE DEALING WITH ABUSE ( SEXUAL AND RAPE TOO ) IN MY HOME TOWN. I HAVE LIVED IN TOO STATES FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME, TEXAS AND NEW MEXICO.
THE REST IS MINE AND I WILL BUILD MY HOUSE AND ART AREAS.
O.K.HARRIS TAUGHT TEENAGERS HOW TO WELD. " YOU'LL DO IT TOO, WAIT AND SEE."
IN THE WICKEDNESS OF THIS WORLD, I HAVE LISTENED. ' I DON'T NEED MONEY, ( WE ) I HAVE A PENSION.' I DON'T KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE. THE ' CLOUDS ' IS WHERE THEY SEEM. MUCH LIKE THE LANGUAGE OF A WELL SPOKEN LAWYER, MY FATHER; THE PEOPLE WHO I GREW UP WITH.
AND YET, I BUILT THE ' EXACTNESS ' OF A TERRORIST'S LIKENESS AND HIS ' SELF IN IDEAL, HIS PERSONAL ' PERSONA ' AND ' CONVERSATION,' RESULTING IN ACTIONS IN TERRORISM'S THAT WHERE SEEN IN THE FUTURE WITH
OBSERVATION.'
ALSO. SPACE IS A ' NEAT ' PLACE TO BE WHEN YOUR A CHILD, BUT ALONE WHEN YOU ARE AN ADULT.
THE ' BEAUTY OF METHAMPHETAMINE '
USE. WHAT ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO HAS BECOME.
IN NEW MEXICO ' METH ' AND CHILD ABUSE IN ' ACCEPTANCE. '
http://www.koat.com/news/sources-police-investigate-killing-of-9yearold-girl/41351480
http://abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory/gruesome-killing-mexico-girl-stuns-friends-neighbors-41664157
https://www.abqjournal.com/833205/new-details-released-in-10-year-old-girls-gruesome-slaying.html
http://www.cbsnews.com/news/victoria-martens-albuqurque-girl-drugged-slain-dismembered-on-day-she-was-to-celebrate-10th-birthday-cops/
REMEDY - AND VERY LONG JAIL SENTENCES.
TWENTY FIVE YEARS, NO PAROLE - FIRST OFFENSE, IF CONVICTED - OF SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE.
TEN YEARS FOR CONVICTION - OF FALSELY ACCUSING WIFE, HUSBAND OR PARTNER OF SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE IN MARRIAGE OR COMMON LAW MARRIAGE.
IF DEATH OF CHILD RESULTS - DEATH ( SWIFT JUSTICE WITHIN ONE YEAR ).
DO THIS NOW BEFORE THIS STATE, NEW MEXICO LOSES ' HER ' SOUL. YOUR ' MEN ' WILL NOT PASS AND ENFORCE LAWS TO PROTECT CHILDREN, IT GOES AGAINST THEIR ' LIMP WRIST-ED ' RELIGION'S.
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UP-DATED 8 - 27 - 2016
AFTER THOUGHTS:
FIRST WELCOME SAUDI ARABIA AND JORDAN.
FOR A LADY THAT WAS ONCE A FRIEND, WHEN WE SAW EACH OTHER AND I INVITED YOU INTO MY HOUSE, I NOTICED YOUR ADMIRATION WITH OF MY MINIATURE ' VICTORY.'
SINCE THAT DATE, ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY.' UNTIL RECENTLY.
THIS IS NOT ' OUR FAULT.' THIS IS NOT MINE OR YOURS. I NOTICED YOU STARING AT IT...........I ALMOST INCLUDED WINGS ON ' THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE.' THE ORIGINAL TITLE OF THE SCULPTURE HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH ' DAUGHTER OF THE SUN/SON.'
THE RACE TO FINISH IT WAS ' IMMENSE.' DISALLOWED TWO TIMES.
I HAVE THOUGHT OF ANYTHING THAT HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT LITTLE GIRL THAT THOSE ' MONSTERS ' DID. YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK POLICE/FBI OR NEIGHBORS AT THE TIME I LIVED ON 5417 ALICE NE.
I DON'T THINK I DID.
MY CONDOLENCES FOR THE FAMILY, AND ALL WHO HAD TO ' WITNESS ' THE CRIME SCENE.
I HAVE BEEN ' IN ' MINDS LIKE THAT AND BEEN AROUND ' PEOPLE ' LIKE THAT IN SHELTERS.
I DO NOT WANT MY ' FOUNDATION ' ASSOCIATED WITH ANY HOMELESS SHELTER PRIVATE OR COMPLETELY CITY RUN; OR STATE. UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.
CAT, WHAT YOU SENT ME ALL THOSE YEARS AGO, THANK YOU, BUT I DID NOT KNOW ' THE TRUE NATURE ' OF SOME OF MY ' FRIENDS.'
IT IS NOT OUR FAULT, WE ARE ' HUMAN.'
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| BARTON PRINCE AND DAN FINEMARK ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE I MENTIONED YOUR NAME TOO. THE ' BIBLE VERSE ' I AM SORRY FOR ASKING ONE OF THEM. I HOPE THESE DATES HELP THE ' ALL ' OF LAW ENFORCEMENT. |
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| VA PAPERS, PERSONAL PAPERS ECT. ALL GOT WET. STILL HAVE THEM THOUGH. |
DRAKE - LAVELLE EVEN DIDN'T KNOW WHERE MY CAR WAS WHEN I CALLED THEM. I ANSWERED IN FRONT OF POLICE OFFICERS ON FEB 14-2006.
' BIKERS ' ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THIS ADDRESS, THEN ONE WITH ' BANDITOS ' COLORS ' ON VEST. I HAD ALREADY CALLED TO PICK UP SIDE ARM, BUT AFTER VAN WITH ' SNITCH ' STICKER AND RIDER WITH VEST, DECIDED NOT TO.
ONE RIDER WAS OUTSIDE OF STEVE LAWLESS'S OFFICE WHEN I HAD AN APPOINTMENT. ALSO, PERSON OUTSIDE OF WINDOW WAS PARTICIPANT OF ' HOME INVASION ' ON 5416 ALICE NE. I PUT A SPIDER OUTSIDE THAT WAS ON MY CLOTHING. STEVE DIDN'T WANT IT KILLED IN HIS OFFICE.
I THEN BOUGHT A GLOCK OUTSIDE OF FINEMARKS PRESENCE.
A MAN MADE HIS PRESENCE KNOWN AND EXPLAINED THAT AN ' UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERT CAN WORK FOR A VERITY OF ' AGENCIES.' NOT SEAL.
IN THE END, WE TRIED. I FOUND TWO TERRORIST. I HAVE SEEN MORE DEATH IN MY ' MIND ' AND TRAITORS THAN I EVER WANTED TO.......DREAMT OF.
I TRIED TO EXPLAIN ONCE HOW TIME SPACE MOTION AND ' THOUGHT OF ' LIGHT BASED ON OUR RUDIMENTRY VISUAL CORTEX WORKED.
THERE IS NO ' MODEL ' FOR IMPLOSION/EXPLOSION IN MOTION ON ALL THE LEVELS THAT EVEN A QUANTUM COMPUTER CAN RENDER. IT WOULD ONLY ' BRING ' OUR OWN ' MIRRORS ' IN THE FACE OF ' KNOWN FEARS.'
ALL........IS NOT KNOWN.
WE MIGHT ' LIVE ' IN ENCAPSULATED LIGHT, A LOOP, IN ORDER TO ' EXIST.'
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES.
NOTHING WAS ACCOMPLISHED IN NEW MEXICO, USA..........NADDA.
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