APPLE AND THE ISLAND OF SECURITY AND ONE MORE VETERAN STORY

ABOUT THE ALPS CRASH CNN.COM

BEFORE 2006
ISOLATION TANK
BOOK BY KOONTS - I WAS ASKED THEN

ISOLATION TANK IS CONSTANT; QUEERS GOOD ' MASK,' REASON IS ' EGO.'

BEFORE 5413 ALICE ' ALTERED STATES ' AND ' ALTERED STATES ' IN DARKNESS 2000. ROOMS ARE BETTER PITCH BLACK-NO ' SOUND.'

NOT QUITE WHAT MISSOURI STREET WANTED TO HEAR, SORRY, BUT THAT'S THE TRUTH.

I WAS IN COLLAGE, I ALMOST BUILT ONE. UNM. ' WHAT A SOUND IDEA,' I THOUGHT AFTER SEEING THE MOVIE THEN WIELDING. SCULPTURES HAD NOT BEEN OFFERED FOR SELL YET. 

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PRIVACY AND ' SHIT CANNED ' WHILE SITTING ON A TOILET TRYINNG TO RELIEVE MYSELF. MY WEIGHT, 215 - 220 POUNDS AFTER ' ATTACKS ' THE SECOND TIME. AWAKE ABOUT TWO AND AHALF WEEKS. EARLY 2006.

ONE MONTH BEFORE MY WEIGHT WAS ABOUT 260 - 265 LBS.

DURING THIS TIME I WAS ASKED ' CAN A THOUGHT KILL.'

I SAID " NO," TO KNOW ONE, I THOUGHT THEN, BUT KNEW BETTER IN ' INSTINCT.'

FOR THE PAST YEAR, EVER SINCE I BOUGHT MY APPLE MACBOOK PRO FROM AN INDIVIDUAL WHO ADVERTISED ON CRAIG'S LIST, I HAVE HAD MAJOR PROBLEMS WITH SECURITY.

I HAD ALSO TAKEN IT BACK TO APPLE, AND ASKED ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS AS TO WHAT THE PROBLEM OR PROBLEMS MIGHT BE. ONLY ONE YOUNG MAN, PROFESSIONAL, LOOKED AT ME HARD IN THE EYE WHILE INSERTING A ' DISK.' I ONLY ' HEARD ' BITS AND PIECES, UNTIL NOW.

I HAVE ALSO REPORTED AND GIVEN WHAT I COULD ON THE INTERNET IN THE WAY OF PROOF THAT SOMEONE WAS IN MY ROOM.

I FOUND A SHIRT IN HAWAII WITH A ' SIGNATURE ' OF A VERY BRIGHT WOMAN. I WASHED IT, AS IT WAS ATOP A TRASH CAN ( ALBUQUERQUE, NEW MEXICO, ' YOU'VE  BEEN ' SHIT CANNED.' ) BUT KEPT IT ANYWAY EXCEPTING THE LINE BETWEEN FLORESCENT AND CANDESCENT LIGHT.

A MEMBER OF STAFF WHERE I RESIDE HAS THE SAME SHIRT, AND I HAVE ALSO GIVEN MY COMPLAINTS OF INVASION OF PRIVACY KNOWN TO HIM, ALSO, REGARDING ENTRIES INTO MY ROOM.

THIS INDIVIDUAL GAVE ME SOME ITEMS THAT I WISH NOW I NEVER ACCEPTED, A PILLOW CASE OR TWO AND A FEW OTHERS WHEN CLEANING OUT A STORAGE AREA; HE THREW EVERYTHING OUT. ONE OF THE PILLOW CASES, SOMEHOW ASSOCIATED WITH ' NIGHTMARES ' THAT SIMPLY CANNOT BE EXPLAINED AND DOMINANCE ( HIS ) ISSUES AND A ' NAGGING ' THAT NEVER ENDED.

CONCLUSION

NO MATTER WHAT YOUR PASSWORD IS, IT CAN BE BYPASSED WITH A DISK.

WHEN A PILLOW CASE ( 'S ) ARE THE SAME AS UNDERWEAR ( # 11 ). RED PILLOW WAS ONE OF MY SHIRTS, RED CHECKERED, WHEN I FIRST MOVED IN. AND ONLY UNDERWEAR WOREN BY STAFF WHEN ANSWERING HIS DOOR NO MATTER TIME OF DAY ( BLEACH, TOILET PAPER, SUPPLIES ), THE REALIZATION THAT THESE ARE NO COINCIDENCES, ARE SOON ACCEPTED AS FACT. ALONG WITH ' WHISPERINGS ' FROM THE COMPUTER ( AND PHONE, T-MOBLE ) ALL NIGHT LONG FOR WEEKS ON END, UNLESS I REMEMBER TO TAKE THE BATTERY OUT, IS ALSO NO COINCIDENCE ( SOUND INPUT, AND OTHER SETTINGS MESSED WITH ALL THE TIME ). I ALSO FOUND ENTIRE FILES EMPTY, UNLESS I'M MISTAKEN, DEALING WITH SECURITY. BUT THIS MIGHT BE THE RESULT OF MY UN-CHECKING OF ' BOXES.' I DON'T THINK SO?

MY PROBLEM IS THAT I LOOK AT MYSELF FIRST, BUT WHEN ' ATTACKED,' YOU TRY TO MOVE ' SOMEWHERE ELSE ' IN YOUR MIND.

UNTIL YOU ' ACCUMULATE ' ALL IN TOTALITY ( A STILLNESS; A STAND ) AND FOLLOW ' THIER ' PROGRESSION TO ACTUATION.' THUS A ' VIEWING,' TO A LIKENESS IN PROGRESSIVE CONCLUSION. A MIMIC ( ? ), SOMETIMES ' FORWARD,' SOMETIMES ' REVERSE.'

THIS, BLUE AND WHITE.

LAPASE ALMOST, VIOLET, DEPENDING ON LIGHT.
THIS SHIRT FOUND ATOP TRASH CAN IN HAWAII.
I DIDN'T ' LISTEN ' WELL ENOUGH.

I AM THE JOKE OF SO MANY BARS ACROSS THE UNITED STATES, AND MADE VERY EVIDENT BY A NUMBER OF LIBRARY STAFF MEMBERS WHERE I WAS SO OFTEN AS A KID, LEARNING.

MORE BLOOD THAT I MISSED. WHEN
I WAS TAKING THE PICTURE, IT LIKE
THE REST, INCLUDING ONE THAT I LOST
TURNED ' FLORESCENT ' AND GLOWED
AS THE CAMERA ADJUSTED IT'S APERTURE
AND LIGHT.

THERE WAS SO MUCH DRIED BLOOD IN
THE ROOM WHEN I FIRST GOT HERE.

A VETERAN'S DEPARTURE

GHOST UNDER A BRIDGE

A FEW YEARS BACK, I KNEW A GUY I WOULD WORK WITH SOMETIMES. WE WORKED TOGETHER ONCE ON A NEW FOUNTAIN IN AUSTIN, TEXAS BY LADY BIRD LAKE.

HE WOULD TAKE SOME OF HIS CHECK AFTER SENDING MONIES TO HIS DAUGHTER OUTSIDE THE STATE, AND VISIT A FELLOW, AN OLD ARMY VETERAN WHO WAS DEATHLY ILL AND REFUSED TO STAY IN THE SHELTERS. HE WAS ABOUT A HUNDRED POUNDS THEN, LEFT TO BONE AND SKIN AND DRINK.

THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE. NOTHING LEFT BUT ' RELEIF.'

ALL ELSE FAILED AFTER ALL WAS STOLEN FROM HIM OTHER THAN A LOSEY ' FLAG ' PROMISED AT BURIAL. HE WAS NOT FORGOTTEN BY JOE, HIS FRIEND AND COMRADESHIP OF COMPANY,  SOMETHING THEY BOTH ENJOYED.

JOES FRIEND DIED UNDER THE BRIDGE, WERE LAMAR INTERSECTS WITH THE OVERPASS ON THE WAY TO LABOR READY; ABOVE.

AFTER HIS FRIEND'S DEATH, HE ONCE OR TWICE VISITED ' HIS FRIEND ' UNDER THE BRIDGE, WHERE HIS FRIEND'S LAST BREATH LIE UNDER THE NOISE OF TRAFFIC AND RAIN AND HAD A DRINK ' ALONE.' WINTER, 2012.


AFTER THOUGHT

I THINK OF ' MILES,' ANOTHER COINCIDENCE IN THE EL PASO PAPERS OF RECENT, AN OLD ARMY RANGER WHO I TOLD OF LADY BIRD LAKE IN AUSTIN, TEXAS.

HE WAS WAITING FOR A HEART TRANSPLANT FOR YEARS. THE VA IN WAITINGS AND SO MANY BROKEN PROMISES; A SCREAMING HEART IN WHISPERED LAND TORN SADNESS AND ANGER IN ENDLESS DAYS WITHOUT NIGHTS ' AWAKE,' AS PRESCRIBED TO ' STONE.' BEIRUT.

I CALLED HIM ABOUT A YEAR AGO, THE PERSON WHO ANSWERED WAS NOT HIM AND DID NOT KNOW HIM.

HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO FISH ALONG WITH ANOTHER FRIEND, I CAUGHT A ROCK, LAVA AND STICKS. THEN A TROUT,