UPDATED-11-12-2014-PHYCOLOGICAL WARFARE-BOMB-SHELLSHOCKED AND KEYS

WHEN I DRAGGED A PHOTO TO MY DESKTOP IN ORDER TO MAKE WALLPAPER, IT BOTHERED ME.

YEARS AGO WHEN I TRYED TO FIND SOME ' QUITE ' AND WATCHED A PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN, AND THE ' JUDGEMENTS,' ALMOST DROVE ME INSANE. BARTON PRINCE'S VOICE WITH SOMEONE WHO I KNEW SINCE BIRTH AND ' SEEMINGLY,' MILLIONS OF OTHERS, I GUESS THOSE HE ' SWALLOWED.'

AND IN THE MOVIE, ' FEATURES,' WHILE TRYING TO ADMIRE THE YOUNG LADY IN A DELETED SCENE, WITH WET DRESS AND VERY BRIGHT VERBAL ENGAGEMENT WITH ANOTHER ACTOR; JUST SMART TEASING, IT WENT ON AND ON, ' THE OTHER'S.'

THE RECENT PHOTO OF MS. KIGHTLEY, A BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, NOW 29, I WILL TRY TO DRAW. MUCH LIKE MS. HEMINGWAY, HER PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES, I HAVE ALWAYS ADMIRED SMALL BREASTED WOMEN. SOME SAY FLAT, I SAY, VERY BEAUTIFUL, PLUS, I LIKED HER INTELLECT AND STYLE, NOT TO MENTION, HER EYES.

THERE IS A PHOTO OF A DOOR. ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW, IS THAT THERE USED TO BE AN AMERICAN BALD EAGLE IN THE PLACE OF THE ' SACRED HEART,' AND WHO'S BUSINESS IS IT ANYWAY WHEN I HAVE MONEY OR NOT. THE ' RV ' ' SHARE THE WEALTH.'

I RECEIVED ANOTHER NOTICE TODAY, ' TOLD TO GO TO THE CHURCH FOR MONEY,' OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT ( UP-DATED 11-12-2014, BELOW ).

RECEIVED THIS AND ' ORDERED '
TO GO TO SACRED HEART CHURCH
AND/OR ST. PATRICKS. NORMAN T.

I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES
IN ST. PATRICKS " WOLVES CIRCLING THE CHURCH,"
SO I AM SOMEWHAT RELUCTANT, WHEN I ALSO
KNOW THAT IF I'M HAVING PROBLEM'S WITH
MY PHONE ( S ), I AM ALL BUT CERTAIN THAT
MY FATHER AS WELL AS MY BROTHER KARL, WHO I
AM ALWAYS TOLD THAT HE IS DEAD, ALSO HAS
PROBLEMS WITH HIS PHONE.

I NO LONGER BELIEVE ANYTHING AS TO WHO
OWN'S THE BUILDING THAT I AM CURRENTLY
LIVING IN. I SEEM TO REMEMBER ALIVANTE AND
AN OLD ARMY CASE WORKER WHO MIGHT BE
THE REAL OWNER, IF HE HAS NOT SOLD OUT.

I AM POLITE, AND GRATEFUL,
WHEN I ASK FOR CHANGE.

NO FALSE PRIDE HERE, AND NEVER HAVE
MADE A 100.00 DOLLARS, OR EVEN FIFTY
IN ONE DAY, NOT EVEN VETERAN'S DAY.

BUT I HAVE MADE WHAT I NEEDED. AND
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU, GOOD PEOPLE.
I ALSO TRY TO HELP WHEN I CAN, AND
KNOW THE DIFFERENCE WHEN I CAN'T.

SO NORMAN, I HAVE ALREADY BEEN TREATENED
WITH A ' SCREWDRIVER,' BY AN EMPLOYEE, OR
OWNER? ALL I EVER ' HEAR ' IS THE OWNER OF
THE OPPURTUNITY CENTER.

COULD IT BE CELL PHONE-VENT-PARK OR ELSE
WHERE-CELL PHONE, OR WINDOW,OR WHO EVER HAS 
KEYS TO STORAGE ROOM.

I'M WITHIN THE LAW, AND WHEN I MENTIONED
THE GREY BAGS TO THE MANTANEINCE GUY/OWNER/WORKER
/SUB CONTRACTOR/PRIOR MILITARY/ ( ? ) BIG GAY GUY/ ( ? ),
WHEN THESE OTHER GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE ON 
BEHALF OF THE ' CONCERN OF THE CHURCH ,' SOME FOR
MORE THEN NINE TO FIFTEEN YEARS AND NEVER USE
ANYTHING OTHER THAN ' HOT WATER,' TO CLEAN
ANYTHING IN PUBLIC USE AREAS, BATHROOMS.

YOU REALLY HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT.

I'M VERY SORRY 
I WILL NOT SELL, NOT EVEN LEGAL DRUGS, MUCH LESS ILEGAL DRUGS.
AND I'M NOT GAY OR A PEDAFILE.

WHICH, I JUST MIGHT. THE SUNSET HEIGHTS NEIGHBORHOOD HAS BEEN KIND TO ME WHEN I HAVE NEEDED ' CHANGE.' I WILL POST IT. BUT KEEP IN MIND ALL THE NONSENSE WITH DRUG DEALERS, AND DRUNKEN ADDICTS AND EVEN THREATS FROM UPPER MANAGEMENT. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER, THE VISITS TO MY WINDOW AND THE NOW ' PROGRAMING ' OF MUSIC AND WHISPERS AT 12:AM. SO MUCH THAT HASN'T BEEN WRITTEN.

SHELLSHOCKED

WILL BE NOTED AS SUCH. ' DEAD MAN'S SIGHT.' AS TO WHO, JOHN CASTILI, OR STEVE JOBS, OR MICHEAL CRICHTON, OR MY FATHER BEFORE SURGERY. MAYBE....JUST ' G_D GIVEN TALENT,' AS MY FATHER OFTEN TOLD ME. YOU THINK? MAYBE.

THE TWO IMMEDIATE PHOTO'S BELOW ARE OF THE PLANING, IF YOU CAN CALL IT THAT, OF MY BLOG ' THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE,' AND THE HEADING MATERIAL. THE ' COMMENT ' " IF YOU THINK IT WILL DO ANY GOOD," WAS PUT IN MUCH LATER.

I HAVE A TENDENCY TO WRITE DOWN ON PAPER WHAT I PUT IN MY BLOGS. EVERYTHING IS THERE, AS IT CAME TO ME. I KNEW WHO I WAS FIGHTING, JUST NOT ' HOW.' THE BACK IS A ' REASSURANCE FOR ME. I KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN MY ROOM.

THE COLLAGE WILL BE SOLD-' RV-101.' IF IT IS NOT STOLEN OR ' A LIEN WILL BE PLACED ON ALL YOU OWN, AND YOU WILL BE LOCKED OUT.' MUCH LIKE, A ' HIT ' WAS PLACED ON YOU, OR ' YOU HAVE A PRICE ON YOU'RE HEAD,' OR ' GET HIM TO DO THE WORK FOR US.' SOME OF THIS VENTS, WHISPERS FROM WINDOW.

I DON'T EVEN HAVE AN ' HONORABLE DISCHARGE.'

AND ' YOU GUYS ' LET THAT SHIT OUT TO TERRORISE A NEIGHBORHOOD, AND KINDA, SORTA VETERANS.

THOR'S HAMMER, WHAT ANOTHER ARTIST SAID OF
MY OLD HAND HELD SLEG HAMMER, KINDA INSIDE
JOKE WHEN OK HARRIS PLACED THE ' ARK' NEXT TO
A SCULPTURE OF A HAMMER AT HIS GALLERY. " HE
COULD HEAR YOU ALL THE WAY HERE, I KNOW I CAN."
OK HARRIS, ALBQ. NEW MEXICO.

LATE 2005-2006. WILL HAVE TO LOOK AT RECEIPT
TO OTHER APPLE COMPUTER THAT I DESTROYED.
AS FAR AS THE ' TEARS ' GOES, THAT WAS THE ' BACKGROUND,'
THAT I HAVE SPOKEN OF. VERY DEEP, AND SOMEWHAT
PLANED.

IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO FIGURE OUT, AND I HAVE
MENTIONED ' EBOLA ' BEFORE, BUT WAS SLAMMED AND
HACKED, THAT WAS AT CASA VIDEA. FACEBOOK AND
OTHER'S; MY BROTHER'S DRUGY FRIEND THAT I WAS
INTRODUCED TO ' BETO ' BY MY BROTHER AT THE VIP BAR,
WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED INTO EL PASO THE FIRST TIME
2010. ' BETO ' IS AN ARMY PIECE OF SHIT, AN OLD MAN
WHO DRESS LIKE A KID GANGSTER.

THE PEOPLE WHO WILL TRY TO ' UTILIZE ' ' THESE, COMBINED '
WILL BE THE UNDERWORLD. IT IS ALREADY HALF PLANED. I
TRYED TO CONTACT YOU KNOW WHO, AND WAS ' MESSED WITH.'

I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ' COLLARS.' NOT AT THIS LEVEL. BUT
I DO STILL BELIEVE IN LAW ENFORCEMENT.

I HAVE MET ALOT OF STRANGE ' VETS ' WHO WISH TO
MULTIPLY THEIR BENEFIT CHECKS ANY WAY THEY CAN
AT ANY COST REGARDLESS OF ANYBODY THAT THEY MIGHT
HURT OR KILL. THIS AIN'T SHIT.

WE ARE NOW LIVING IN THE ' BACKGROUND.'

OTHER SIDE OF PAPER.

HOW MUCH, I DON'T KNOW.

WHY? I'M AN AMERICAN VET.

JUST USED MY HAND AND A PENCIL.