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"WHAT WE KNOW ABOUT JESUS! " TO BROTHER MOSES. RAMSEY OF RAMSEY'S FURNITURE, ALBUQUERQUE, NM. BEFORE 9/11.
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" AREN'T YOU SCARED? " HENRY STREET. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.
THE NEAR LUCID DREAM
I CAUGHT YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH. I THOUGHT IN THE QUIETEST OF THE ' SENSE.' AND I QUITLY PULLED BACK WITH THE EVERGREENS AND THE GLASS DOORS WITH THE EMBLAM ON IT, THE MOUNTAINSIDE, GREEN......KNOWING UNTILL AWAKE THAT WE WERE RIGHT. I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS BEFORE, BUT WAS HACKED.
HENRY WAS ON THE RIGHT SIDE, OURS, HE WAS ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF ' THIS MENTAL LANDSCAPE,' ALMOST ' NEUTRAL ' POSITION, YET, THE ONE WHO I WAS IN ( ? REVERSED, ATTACHMENT ), THE ONE THAT I WOKE UP ONLY TO REALIZE SOMETHING WASN'T RIGHT, WELL LETS JUST PUT IT THIS WAY, " HELLO BART PRINCE." DR. DRAKE SAID ONCE TOO ME. WHEN I FIRST MET BARTON PRINCE, " IF YOUR LIKE US, THEN MEMORY IS THE SUM OF ALL."
INSIDE THE GLASS DOORS, THE ONLY WAY TO EXPLAIN IT IS THIS, MY FORM OF GEOMETRY ALLOWED SIGHT AND 'WHAT THE HELL?,' MY UNDERSTANDING OF AND FIGHTING FOR MY MEMORY OF MY OBE, THE WAY IT HAPPENED TO ME; MATH ELUDES ME, JUST REDUNDANT ONE DIMENSIONAL PARTS OF IDEAS JUMBLED UNNECESSARY.
AFTER THE NANO SECOND, THE SUITS CAME UP, ONE UNBUTTONED JACKET, ' ' MY ' HANDS THIN, MALE..( AT THAT TIME EVERYONE, SMITHS, GAS STATION, ECT TOUCHING FOREHEADS ' FATHER,' I WOULD ALWAYS ' HEAR.' ) TALL, WHITE. THE SECURITY WAS OURS.
NYET!
I STILL HAVE THE OLD USSR MONEY. WE ARE MAKING A BIG MISTAKE NOW ( US AND RUSSIA ), I THINK, IN 2014.
wiki leaks.
BY THE WAY, CAT WAS ONLY AN ILLUSTRATOR FOR THE FED. " SHE PROBABLY HAD KNOW IDEA WHAT SHE WAS DRAWING." DAN F. - USNS
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THE ARTICLE BEFORE THIS ONE WAS INTERESTING TOO ( THE SAME MAGAZINE ), BUT YOU HAVE TO FIND THAT YOURSELVES.
I MADE PAINTINGS PREDICTING 9/11, AND HAVE SPOKEN OF OTHER THINGS THAT NO ONE BELIEVED ETHER. BUT THEN, WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TELL?
I AM IN THE PROCESS OF DEVELOPING ROLLS OF FILM THAT I HAVE KEPT THROUGH THE YEARS. ALL MY PHOTOS ( NEARLY ALL ) OF ALL SCULPTURES AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS WERE DESTROYED AT MY BROTHER KARL'S HOUSE. I DID THAT; I WAS SIMPLY ' OVERWHELMED ' BY AN EVIL THAT CAN'T BE DESCRIBED IN THAT ' STATIC.' ALL I REMEMBER WAS THAT WAS CLEAR WAS " USA! USA! USA! "
HUNDREDS OF PHOTO'S WERE LOST. THE ONLY OTHER TIMES THAT WAS AS INTENSE WAS THE TIME OF ' THE ' WEEDS '
NOT BEING THERE,' WHEN I WAS A CHILD ( 7400 FRANKLIN DR. JUST AFTER THE DIVORCE OF MY PARENTS - ABOUT THIRD GRADE ) AND WHEN I AWOKE AND STARTED DESTROYING RENTAL LEASE AND ALL UTILITIES BILLS AND ALL OTHER PERSONAL EFFECTS ( UNTIL I FORCED MYSELF AWAKE, FORCING MY HANDS TO THE FLOOR AND SOMEHOW KEEPING STILL ), THE SECOND LEASE AGREEMENT WAS SIGNED AFTER I WAS ' SNEAKED ' AND MY RENT WAS LOWERED T O 400.00 A MONTH, YET WHEN I CAUGHT UP WITH UTILITIES AGAIN AND STARTED PAYING THE MONTHS, SOMETHING WOULD ALWAYS HAPPEN. IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING WITH RENT AND OR MORTGAGEES BE VERY AWARE OF ALL AND ANY ELECTRONICS THAT ARE KEPT IN YOUR HOUSE OR NEAR YOUR BED, MOST ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING OF ANY ' VALUE.'
IN THE FIRST R.A. I PAID NO FIRST, LAST MONTHS RENT OR DEPOSIT. " I'M SURE JOHN IS VERY HAPPY THAT YOU ARE RENTING HIS HOUSE." " DO YOU NEED A SAFE HOUSE ? I HAVE A 38. YOU CAN BORROW " " ROGER WALSH, NEWS LAND MAGAZINES, ALBQ, NM.
I BOUGHT THE GLOCK 9 INSTEAD. IT TOOK DAMN NEAR THREE TO FOUR MONTHS FOR THE SWELLING ATOP AND IN MY EAR ( INNER BONE/CARTILAGE TO HEAL ?, SUBSIST ), KEEP YOUR CHIN UP, NEAR LOOK DOWN, ' DON'T GIVE THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS ANY IDEA THAT YOU ARE INJURED!' I LOST ONE OF THE FRIENDS AND FOUND THE OTHER ' VOICE ' IN THE FORM OF A MARINE WHO TOLD ME TO TELL THE VIETNAM VETS TO STOP ACTING LIKE PUSSIES. HE AN ARMY RANGER WHO WAS ONE OF THE COMPANY WHO SAVED THE MARINES IN THE WAR. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I WAS RENTING FROM A TRAITOR. ( WHEN I WAS BEGGING FOR CHANGE I WAS GIVEN AN INDIAN NICKEL, A VEST CAME NEXT WITH THE EAGLE ON BACK, WHILE WORKING AT THE RESCUE MISSION, ' BLOOD PAID FOR EVERYTHING YOU SEE.' AND INDIAN NICKELS....( THINKING ABOUT PUTTING A PLAYING CARD IN MY SPOKES OF MY MOUNTAIN BIKE! SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE, A VIPER THAT MAKES NO SOUND WHEN RUNNING! )
LAST NIGHT (NIGHT OF 9-1-'14 ), I DREAMT OF A WOMAN'S FACE, I THINK, BEING CARVED OFF WITH A SCALPEL. I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS AN ACT OF TERRORISM OR A REAL OPERATION. REALISM LEVEL, ABOUT NINE TO TEN. AS IF AWAKE.
THIS IS WHY ' RV ' FOR LACK OF A BETTER EXPRESSION IS BETTER DESCRIBED AS ' AS MENTAL ATTACKS.' OR SOMEONES CONFESSIONS OR SOMEONE CLOSE WHO CAN'T HANDLE THE NIGHTMARE.
THIS FORM OF ' TERRORISM ' EVEN IF PRAYER IS COMPANION WITH THE STUDY AND ENVIRONMENT ( S ), AND IT WORKS BOTH WAYS.
WHEN I SPOKE TO MY EX-GIRL FRIEND I ' HEARD ' SUICIDE,' YOURSELF, KILL. ROLLING, OR OVERLAPED. AFTER I HUNG UP, ' I HATE YOU ', AND REPEATED. THE LAST WAS HER, I WAS TALKING TO MUCH WITH OUT LISTENING. I HAVEN'T WRITTEN AND FOR YEARS. LOST HER NUMBER. I LOOKED AT HER PHONE AND REALIZED IF ITS NOT THE PHONE THAT SHE PAID FOR, IT'S THE ONE FROM THE EXTREME OF THE ATTACKS BEFORE, CLOSE TO THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME, DUDLEY'S OLD HOUSE THEN RJ'S THE VICTIM OF THE HOME INVASION.
I FOUND HER ON MY CURRENT PHONE ON THE INTERNET.
IF YOU ARE EX-MILITARY OR FED. DON'T BE A PUSSY AND GIVE INTO ILLEGAL DRUGS AND THOSE WITH TIES TO HAMAS AND HEZBOLLAH OR EVEN WORSE, THIS INCLUDES POLICE OFFICERS.
WHATS INTERESTING ABOUT THIS ONE IS THAT IT
IS THE SAME WEEK OR SO THAT A YOUNG COUPLE
WAS BEATEN AND ONE RAPED THE OTHER SHOT DEAD
TRYING TO HELP HER. I WAS READING AND LISTENING
TO MUSIC AND HEARD THE ' HELP,' SCREAMING FROM
THE PARK THE OTHER SIDE OF COAL ST. I WENT OUT
SIDE TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON AND THEN THE
' BANG, BANG ' LOUD AS HELL, I HIT THE DECK AND
CRAWLED BACK INSIDE AND GOT MY ' SIDE,' AND
WENT BACK OUT. I WENT DOWN STAIRS AND LOOKED
IN THE ALLEYWAYS AND PARKING LOT AND SAW
NOTHING.
AS I STARTED BACK INSIDE " HELP ME," I THOUGHT IT
WAS A FEMALE, AND AS I TURNED TOWARDS THE DECK AREA I SAW THE SHORT HISPANIC WALKING OUT OF THE DARKNESS INTO THE LIGHTED ALLEY BY THE PARKINGLOT ACROSS FROM ME; WE JUST STARED AT EACH OTHER. HIS HANDS IN HIS JACKET SHIRT AND I DIDN'T NOTICE ANY BARREL POINTED AT ME. HE TURNED HIS HEAD VERY SLOWLY AND KEPT GOING.
HIS HANDS NEVER MOVED ONCE. THOSE EYES FILLED WITH HATE, THAT CONFIDENT STRIDE. CONFIDENT WITH A HATRED THAT I HAVEN'T SEEN FOR A LONG TIME.
" HELP! " QUIETER NOW.
MY CELL PHONE WAS IN MY LEFT HAND AND MY ' 9,' WAS IN MY RIGHT HAND.
SOMETIMES THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS NOT TO KILL.
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THOSE EYES.
ONE SIREN SOUNDED AND I FOUND OUT ON THE FOLLOWING DAYS NEWS BUT TURNED IT OFF DURING THE REPORT.
I CALLED THE POLICE, NOW YOU KNOW ANOTHER CONNECT THE DOTES.
SO YOU SEE BARTON PRINCE ( I SAW HIM THROUGH THE MAGNETIC TAPS, VHS THAT I HAD IN FRONT IN BOOK CASES IN FRONT OF THE LIVING ROOM DOOR, I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS HIM, UNTIL I HAD SEEN HIM LATER, HIS HAIR WAS COMPLETELY WHITE. HE STOPPED DYING IT. ) AND JOHN X. GONZALES ( VET WHO " GUARDED THE TUMBLE WEEDS AND RABBITS IN NEW MEXICO," AND WHO'S TECH WAS COMMUNICATIONS WHO THOUGHT DRAFTEE'S WERE, WELL LETS JUST SAY NOT " SMART."
NOW YOU KNOW THE REST OF THE STORY.
RECENT RECOLLECTIONS ANIMIST THE LUNATICS
I REMEMBER BACK IN 2006, AFTER I HAD STOPPED DRINKING, GETTING A DRINK OF WATER AND ' INSTEAD,' PUTTING THE ASPIRIN BOTTLE UP TO MY MOUTH, BUT THE BOTTLE CAP WAS ON. ' WHAT THE SHIT! ' THIS IS ALL I REMEMBER THINKING.
I MUST POINT OUT FIRST, THAT AFTER CALLING PAULA ( EX-GIRLFRIEND, EXCLUDING THE THE FACT OF THE DEMOCRAT LEANING ) AND ' LISTENING ' TO ALL THE REDUNDANCIES UNTIL SHE CALLED ON THIS PAST SUNDAY. ALOT OF MEMORIES STARTED COMING BACK, FOR MANY REASONS, BUT MAINLY, THE ' PLAYERS ' NOW AND THE PAST WARNINGS IN THE ' ETHER ' ' WE WOULD WARN EACH OTHER BY TALKING INTO THE WATER IN THE TOILETS.' ( ONE OF THE ' SIDE EFFECTS ' OF THE PATRIOT ACT IS THAT EVERYONE IS A SPY AND TRAITOR.)
IN THE RV, " WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO ?" ' YOU ARE TALKING TO YOURSELF.' ' YOU ARE TALKING TO YOURSELF, MEANING THE ALLOTMENT OF ' PERCEIVED SPACE AND TIME THAT EXISTS BETWEEN OBJECTIVE AND CLARITY OF THOUGHT BETWEEN THE TWO POINTS IN DEFINITE UNDERSTANDING....AT THE START POINT, BUT, SOMETIMES YOU SEE ALL THAT IS IN BETWEEN THOUGH THE ' MIND, ' THOUGH IT ARGUES WITH IT'S UNDERSTANDING OF ANY GIVEN ' REALITY.'
PLACE, WITHOUT INTERFERENCE. ANOTHER WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS IS, YOU ARE AT ' A ' BUT YOUR ' SIGHT ' IS ARRIVING AT ' A,' AFTER ALREADY PASSING ' Z.' BEFORE, THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE IMPULSE OF FORE THOUGHT. ' THINKING ' CAN BE ACHIEVED HERE, MEMORY IS DANGEROUS IN REGARDS TO IMPULSE.
THE IMPULSE TO ' CONNECT ' THE LEADS WITHOUT GLOVES, ' WHY THE HELL WOULD......? '
AND STUFF LIKE THAT, USUALLY AFTER A SELL OF SCULPTURE, OR ' WIN,' THAT'S WHEN ALOT OF THIS CRAP TAKES PLACE. IT IS BEST TO DO BUSINESS WITH ALOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE ON ACCOUNT OF, ALL IT TAKES IS ONE WRONG INDIVIDUAL WHO WILL PASS WORD THAT YOU ARE IN ' SOME MONEY,' AND ALL THE SHIT COMES A GATHERING, AND ' AMBUSHES.'
KNOW THY SELF AND THOSE YOU ' KEEP ' AROUND ' YOU.'
I AM IN THE PROCESS OF DEVELOPING ROLLS OF FILM THAT I HAVE KEPT THROUGH THE YEARS. ALL MY PHOTOS ( NEARLY ALL ) OF ALL SCULPTURES AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS WERE DESTROYED AT MY BROTHER KARL'S HOUSE. I DID THAT; I WAS SIMPLY ' OVERWHELMED ' BY AN EVIL THAT CAN'T BE DESCRIBED IN THAT ' STATIC.' ALL I REMEMBER WAS THAT WAS CLEAR WAS " USA! USA! USA! "
HUNDREDS OF PHOTO'S WERE LOST. THE ONLY OTHER TIMES THAT WAS AS INTENSE WAS THE TIME OF ' THE ' WEEDS '
NOT BEING THERE,' WHEN I WAS A CHILD ( 7400 FRANKLIN DR. JUST AFTER THE DIVORCE OF MY PARENTS - ABOUT THIRD GRADE ) AND WHEN I AWOKE AND STARTED DESTROYING RENTAL LEASE AND ALL UTILITIES BILLS AND ALL OTHER PERSONAL EFFECTS ( UNTIL I FORCED MYSELF AWAKE, FORCING MY HANDS TO THE FLOOR AND SOMEHOW KEEPING STILL ), THE SECOND LEASE AGREEMENT WAS SIGNED AFTER I WAS ' SNEAKED ' AND MY RENT WAS LOWERED T O 400.00 A MONTH, YET WHEN I CAUGHT UP WITH UTILITIES AGAIN AND STARTED PAYING THE MONTHS, SOMETHING WOULD ALWAYS HAPPEN. IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING WITH RENT AND OR MORTGAGEES BE VERY AWARE OF ALL AND ANY ELECTRONICS THAT ARE KEPT IN YOUR HOUSE OR NEAR YOUR BED, MOST ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING OF ANY ' VALUE.'
IN THE FIRST R.A. I PAID NO FIRST, LAST MONTHS RENT OR DEPOSIT. " I'M SURE JOHN IS VERY HAPPY THAT YOU ARE RENTING HIS HOUSE." " DO YOU NEED A SAFE HOUSE ? I HAVE A 38. YOU CAN BORROW " " ROGER WALSH, NEWS LAND MAGAZINES, ALBQ, NM.
I BOUGHT THE GLOCK 9 INSTEAD. IT TOOK DAMN NEAR THREE TO FOUR MONTHS FOR THE SWELLING ATOP AND IN MY EAR ( INNER BONE/CARTILAGE TO HEAL ?, SUBSIST ), KEEP YOUR CHIN UP, NEAR LOOK DOWN, ' DON'T GIVE THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS ANY IDEA THAT YOU ARE INJURED!' I LOST ONE OF THE FRIENDS AND FOUND THE OTHER ' VOICE ' IN THE FORM OF A MARINE WHO TOLD ME TO TELL THE VIETNAM VETS TO STOP ACTING LIKE PUSSIES. HE AN ARMY RANGER WHO WAS ONE OF THE COMPANY WHO SAVED THE MARINES IN THE WAR. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I WAS RENTING FROM A TRAITOR. ( WHEN I WAS BEGGING FOR CHANGE I WAS GIVEN AN INDIAN NICKEL, A VEST CAME NEXT WITH THE EAGLE ON BACK, WHILE WORKING AT THE RESCUE MISSION, ' BLOOD PAID FOR EVERYTHING YOU SEE.' AND INDIAN NICKELS....( THINKING ABOUT PUTTING A PLAYING CARD IN MY SPOKES OF MY MOUNTAIN BIKE! SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE, A VIPER THAT MAKES NO SOUND WHEN RUNNING! )
LAST NIGHT (NIGHT OF 9-1-'14 ), I DREAMT OF A WOMAN'S FACE, I THINK, BEING CARVED OFF WITH A SCALPEL. I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS AN ACT OF TERRORISM OR A REAL OPERATION. REALISM LEVEL, ABOUT NINE TO TEN. AS IF AWAKE.
THIS IS WHY ' RV ' FOR LACK OF A BETTER EXPRESSION IS BETTER DESCRIBED AS ' AS MENTAL ATTACKS.' OR SOMEONES CONFESSIONS OR SOMEONE CLOSE WHO CAN'T HANDLE THE NIGHTMARE.
THIS FORM OF ' TERRORISM ' EVEN IF PRAYER IS COMPANION WITH THE STUDY AND ENVIRONMENT ( S ), AND IT WORKS BOTH WAYS.
WHEN I SPOKE TO MY EX-GIRL FRIEND I ' HEARD ' SUICIDE,' YOURSELF, KILL. ROLLING, OR OVERLAPED. AFTER I HUNG UP, ' I HATE YOU ', AND REPEATED. THE LAST WAS HER, I WAS TALKING TO MUCH WITH OUT LISTENING. I HAVEN'T WRITTEN AND FOR YEARS. LOST HER NUMBER. I LOOKED AT HER PHONE AND REALIZED IF ITS NOT THE PHONE THAT SHE PAID FOR, IT'S THE ONE FROM THE EXTREME OF THE ATTACKS BEFORE, CLOSE TO THE HOME INVASION ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME, DUDLEY'S OLD HOUSE THEN RJ'S THE VICTIM OF THE HOME INVASION.
I FOUND HER ON MY CURRENT PHONE ON THE INTERNET.
IF YOU ARE EX-MILITARY OR FED. DON'T BE A PUSSY AND GIVE INTO ILLEGAL DRUGS AND THOSE WITH TIES TO HAMAS AND HEZBOLLAH OR EVEN WORSE, THIS INCLUDES POLICE OFFICERS.
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WHATS INTERESTING ABOUT THIS ONE IS THAT IT
CRAWLED BACK INSIDE AND GOT MY ' SIDE,' AND
SOMETIMES THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS NOT TO KILL.
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THOSE EYES.
ONE SIREN SOUNDED AND I FOUND OUT ON THE FOLLOWING DAYS NEWS BUT TURNED IT OFF DURING THE REPORT.
SO YOU SEE BARTON PRINCE ( I SAW HIM THROUGH THE MAGNETIC TAPS, VHS THAT I HAD IN FRONT IN BOOK CASES IN FRONT OF THE LIVING ROOM DOOR, I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS HIM, UNTIL I HAD SEEN HIM LATER, HIS HAIR WAS COMPLETELY WHITE. HE STOPPED DYING IT. ) AND JOHN X. GONZALES ( VET WHO " GUARDED THE TUMBLE WEEDS AND RABBITS IN NEW MEXICO," AND WHO'S TECH WAS COMMUNICATIONS WHO THOUGHT DRAFTEE'S WERE, WELL LETS JUST SAY NOT " SMART."
NOW YOU KNOW THE REST OF THE STORY.
RECENT RECOLLECTIONS ANIMIST THE LUNATICS
I REMEMBER BACK IN 2006, AFTER I HAD STOPPED DRINKING, GETTING A DRINK OF WATER AND ' INSTEAD,' PUTTING THE ASPIRIN BOTTLE UP TO MY MOUTH, BUT THE BOTTLE CAP WAS ON. ' WHAT THE SHIT! ' THIS IS ALL I REMEMBER THINKING.
I MUST POINT OUT FIRST, THAT AFTER CALLING PAULA ( EX-GIRLFRIEND, EXCLUDING THE THE FACT OF THE DEMOCRAT LEANING ) AND ' LISTENING ' TO ALL THE REDUNDANCIES UNTIL SHE CALLED ON THIS PAST SUNDAY. ALOT OF MEMORIES STARTED COMING BACK, FOR MANY REASONS, BUT MAINLY, THE ' PLAYERS ' NOW AND THE PAST WARNINGS IN THE ' ETHER ' ' WE WOULD WARN EACH OTHER BY TALKING INTO THE WATER IN THE TOILETS.' ( ONE OF THE ' SIDE EFFECTS ' OF THE PATRIOT ACT IS THAT EVERYONE IS A SPY AND TRAITOR.)
IN THE RV, " WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO ?" ' YOU ARE TALKING TO YOURSELF.' ' YOU ARE TALKING TO YOURSELF, MEANING THE ALLOTMENT OF ' PERCEIVED SPACE AND TIME THAT EXISTS BETWEEN OBJECTIVE AND CLARITY OF THOUGHT BETWEEN THE TWO POINTS IN DEFINITE UNDERSTANDING....AT THE START POINT, BUT, SOMETIMES YOU SEE ALL THAT IS IN BETWEEN THOUGH THE ' MIND, ' THOUGH IT ARGUES WITH IT'S UNDERSTANDING OF ANY GIVEN ' REALITY.'
PLACE, WITHOUT INTERFERENCE. ANOTHER WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS IS, YOU ARE AT ' A ' BUT YOUR ' SIGHT ' IS ARRIVING AT ' A,' AFTER ALREADY PASSING ' Z.' BEFORE, THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE IMPULSE OF FORE THOUGHT. ' THINKING ' CAN BE ACHIEVED HERE, MEMORY IS DANGEROUS IN REGARDS TO IMPULSE.
THE IMPULSE TO ' CONNECT ' THE LEADS WITHOUT GLOVES, ' WHY THE HELL WOULD......? '
AND STUFF LIKE THAT, USUALLY AFTER A SELL OF SCULPTURE, OR ' WIN,' THAT'S WHEN ALOT OF THIS CRAP TAKES PLACE. IT IS BEST TO DO BUSINESS WITH ALOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE ON ACCOUNT OF, ALL IT TAKES IS ONE WRONG INDIVIDUAL WHO WILL PASS WORD THAT YOU ARE IN ' SOME MONEY,' AND ALL THE SHIT COMES A GATHERING, AND ' AMBUSHES.'
KNOW THY SELF AND THOSE YOU ' KEEP ' AROUND ' YOU.'
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| OFFICE/APPT. WINDOW, MINE, ALONG TIME BEFORE I KNEW THAT ' MARVIN ' WAS A METAPHOR. |
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| FIRST YEAR AT CASA MORENA. WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A TENANT ' HUFFER ' IS EVICTED. WHAT WAS ONCE IN THE KITCHEN, SINK AND ALL, FFROM THE SECOND FLOOR. I SAW HIM YEARS LATER.....SOBER, THEN. |
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| WHERE THE KITCHEN SINK AND CABINETS USED TO BE. |
1,400 cases of 'appalling' sexual exploitation revealed in UK report
updated 6:53 AM EDT, Thu August 28, 2014
(CNN) -- Hundreds of children have been systematically raped, beaten and sex trafficked in a northern English town for more than 12 years. And it is still going on, a government commissioned report says.
The "appalling" revelations also expose cultural tensions and lack of communication between authorities and the town's ethnic minorities that may have helped stop it.
Social counselors saw evidence of sexual exploitation early on, but turned a blind eye, according to the Independent Inquiry into Child Sexual Exploitation in Rotherham.
The city's government recently made the inquiry's report available on its website.
And so the abuses amassed, which included gang rape and death threats at gunpoint.
At least 1,400 cases of abuse went on between 1997 and 2013 -- a conservative estimate, the report says. This year, specialist investigators are handling 51 cases. Other teams are looking at additional cases.
Torturous sexual abuse
The exploitation has reached a level tantamount to torture, according to the report.
"There were examples of children who had been doused in petrol and threatened with being set alight, threatened with guns, made to witness brutally violent rapes and threatened they would be next if they told anyone," the report says.
Some victims were not even in their teens.
"Girls as young as 11 were raped by large numbers of male perpetrators," the inquiry says.
The report accuses politicians, social services and police of "blatant" failure to stop them, citing an inability to traverse cultural barriers with Rotherham's small Muslim community.
Fear of label of racism
The perpetrators often worked together and were mostly of Pakistani heritage; the victims were mostly white girls, the report says.
An earlier report said that "Asian" gangs originally were exploiting women and girls "for their personal gratification" but later turned to making money with it, passing girls around.
Social counselors often took a hands-off approach to the cases for fear of being branded as racists or stoking a right-wing backlash in the city.
"Several (counselors) interviewed believed that by opening up these issues they could be 'giving oxygen' to racist perspectives that might in turn attract extremist political groups and threaten community cohesion. To some extent this concern was valid, with the apparent targeting of the town by groups such as the English Defence League," the report says.
Though known victims were mostly white, the report delved into an underbelly of alleged systematic abuse by select groups of Asian men against women in their own ethnic groups.
These often go unreported, because the victims fear vengeance or public shame in their communities, the report says. Perpetrators may be using that fear to blackmail these victims into continued sexual servitude.
Community left out
Cultural differences also hindered effective involvement with concerned members of Rotherham's Pakistani community.
Authorities turned to male community leaders and imams and greatly left out women. Many ethnic Pakistani women told the Inquiry that it made them feel disenfranchised and prevented people from speaking openly about abuse.
Members of both genders said they missed any direct engagement on the topic by officials. "This needed to be addressed urgently, rather than 'tiptoeing' around the issue," the report said.
Under the rug
Some social counselors also hoped cases they were seeing were one-off occurrences and hoped they would go away. That may have been bolstered by the fact that the vast majority of child sexual abusers in Britain are white males.
Research reports on the problem began appearing a few years ago, but they had little effect.
"The first of these reports was effectively suppressed, because some senior officers disbelieved the data it contained," the report said.
Social services managers downplayed the problem. Officials thought reports were exaggerated. Law enforcement gave it little importance.
"Police gave no priority to (child sexual abuse), regarding many child victims with contempt and failing to act on their abuse as a crime," the report said.
Improvement but frustration
By the time awareness of the problem increased by 2009, thinly staffed social service workers were overwhelmed by the number of potential victims.
There has been a marked improvement in training police to recognize sexual abuse and work together with social services, the inquiry says.
"But the team struggles to keep pace with the demands of its workload," according to the report. And finances are running low.
And still, few cases even make it to court.
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| PARTIAL COMPONENT FOR THEORETICAL ' BIOLOGICAL WARFARE ' DEVELOPED WITHIN THE BRAIN/BODY BY AN OUTSIDE ' MIND.' A BOOK THAT I HAD HAD THE OTHER HALF. |
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| EVERY AFRICAN AMERICAN THAT I ASKED SAID IT WAS OBAMA, AT THE TIME. |
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| BOTTOM OF CAN SHOWN ABOVE. JUST ONE EXAMPLE OF MASS MARKETING OF AN ' IDEA.' |
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| WORKERS ' ART ? ' AT THE UT CAMPUS WHILE WORKING ON THE NEW RESEARCH BUILDING. A LITTLE PIECE OF MY HANDY WORK IS IN THAT BUILDING, AS WE HAD LOOKED FOR A MISSING PART THREE TIMES. I TOOK A PEICE OF HARDENED YET FLEXIBLE THICK WIRE/STEEL AND CONSTRUCTED THE PART NEEDED. I THINK THAT'S HOW I ' SAW ' THE MIND TRAP THAT THE WOMAN WAS IN WHEN SHE WAS ' CONTROLLED ' BY A MAN WITH DARKER SKIN AND THE ' IMAGE ' DISSOLVED ' TO REVEAL A LAB FLOOR. THE VILE WAS NOT A BEER THAT SHE WAS LED TO BELIEVE. I WENT THROUGH HIM TO HAVE HER TOSS THE VILE AND ' FRIG.' AT LEAST SHE DID NOT DRINK IT. |
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| WHAT WAS LEFT IN MY STORAGE AND WHEN GIVEN TO THE MANAGER IN ARIZONA THE DISTRICT MANAGER STATED THAT SHE WOULD GIVE TO POLICE DEPARTMENT, SHE WAS DATING LT. |
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| MY OLD BLANKET AND A FRIEND HAD ONE ALSO AMONG OTHER IDEMS; BOWL WITH A BASEBALL IN IT. PHOTO WITH BASEBALL NEAR THE BOULDERS WHILE THE RUSHING WATER WENT UNDER STASSY CREEK. ' BETTER PLAY BALL.' A WHISPER. |
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| THIS WILL HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN, ONLY FOR BLOODSHED, PROFIT AND WAR ON ALL LEVELS. |
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| 5417 ALICE STREET. ALBUQUERQUE, NM. |
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| VERY MUCH THE SAME IN MY CURRENT ROOM. NOW I KNOW WHO SOME OF THE OTHER ' VOICES ' WHERE, A MAN WATCHING ANOTHER AND ANOTHER AND ANOTHER MASTURBATE. HE/THEY ALSO USED THEIR CELL PHONE TO MAKE SURE THE ' DRUGS ' WERE NOT TAMPERED WITH. I REMOVED THE VENT IN THE CURRENT ROOM AND REMOVED TWO GREY, VACUUM BAGS THAT WERE ONCE SEALED, WHITE POWDER RESIDUE AND A YELLOW TRAY. ALL REMOVED. AT THE MISSOURI ST. ADDRESS PEOPLE CAN MOVE FROM ROOM TO ROOM THROUGH THE HEATING/AIR C VENTS. I PUT CARDBOARD ON THE OTHER SIDE OF MINE, ON ACCOUNT OF ALMOST CATCHING THE GUY, I WAS UNDRESSING. THE GREY BAGS DID NOT HAVE HOLES IN THEM WHERE THE SCREWS WOULD HAVE GONE FOR WINTER OR SUMMER SHIELDING. IN THIS SPOT ON ALICE ST. THE' COMMAND ' WAS STAND ON ONE FOOT, CROSS THE RIGHT, AND MASTURBATE. THIS WHEN I SAW BARTON PRINCE THROUGH THE VHS - MAGNETIC TAPES. JOHN GONZALES HAD A WHITE ENCLOSED TRAILER IN TOW. " HE'S IN THERE." JOHN TO BARTON. |
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| PART OF WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THESE KIDS HAVE SOULS TOO. |
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