A FEW NOTES

MY MEMORIES GO BACK PRIOR TO BIRTH, DON'T DO THIS. AND SOME

ARE/IS ' ALLUSION.'

ALSO, TODAY I FINALLY GOT A HOLD OF THE REMAINING FILES OF EVERYTHING THAT WENT INTO THE PROTECTION OF PRUDENCE BY CONSCIENCE, THIS BLOG, AND THE TWO OTHERS. 

A CROSS THAT I'VE HAD FOR THIRTY SOME YEARS WAS BROKEN IN TWO, I REPAIRED IT. I ARGUED WITH THAT THING FOR YEARS, AND BROKE IT BEFORE THEN REPAIRED IT.

FUNNY THING, I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME THAT I ' HEARD ' NOISE ' FROM IT. I WAS MILITARY PRESSING SOME WEIGHT, AND FOUND MYSELF ' STATING- FUCK god -' AND REPEATING IT. I STOPED AND LOOKED IN THE DIRECTION THAT I THOUGHT THAT I HEARD IT. THE CROSS WITH THE TWO ' SUNS.'

MY FIRST YEAR AT UNM. MY FIRST SCULPTURE WAS SOLD IN THAT YEAR. ' THE PROPHET.'

WHEN I BOUGHT IT, AS WITH ALOT OF ITEMS THAT I'VE PURCHASED, I PUT MY NAME ON THE BACK AND THE DATE OF PURCHASE.

TODAY ALOT OF THE NOISE STOPPED WHEN REPAIRED. ALMOST ALL THE SYMBOLS HAVE BEEN ON MY RIGHT EAR AND OTHER AREAS OF MYSELF; ANKLE, THIS IN AUSTIN, TX.

G_D IS NOT WITHOUT HEART...WHEN I ASKED OF NATURE...ELEMENTS.

DOLPHINS AND THE LAST OF THE GREAT WHALES THIS EARTH WILL KNOW.

ONE YEAR AND A HALF I WOULD SEE THE DOLPHINS RACE NEXT TO MY 4-RUNNER, WHILE I WALED FOR EXERCISE AND A VERY STRONG MIND...INTERFERED....AND ' HE / I ' SHOT THE DOLPHINS WITH A SUB MACHINE GUN ( ALTHOUGH I THINK IT WAS A LITTLE LARGER ) FROM THE SIDE OF A BOAT, LAUGHING.

THIS HAPPENED MORE THAN ONCE, UNTIL I STOPED ALTOGETHER.

YOU AND YOUR PEOPLE ARE NOT MY G-D, AND THOUGH I KNOW YOU TO BE ' DEAD,' I'M NOT YOU'RE ' OMAR,' CANDYMAN.

THAT ' VOICE ' WITH THE CROSS IS THE OTHER SIDE, FLIP SIDE OF  BARTON PRINCE. I FIRST HEARD SOMETHING LIKE IT WHEN I WAS ONE YEARS OLD MAYBE TWO, " IS THAT CHILD MINE, ARE YOU SURE THAT CHILD ISN'T MINE ! "

AND THEN THE DISTANT VOICE OF A FEMALE, " WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THAT CHILD ! " I WAS ALREADY STARTING TO GO UP, MY VISON WAS EVERYWHERE, FROM A ' POINT.' A SPHERE, VERY NEAR A SPHERE OF TOTAL VISION; AN IMPORTANCE BELOW. THE TWO BIG PEOPLE AND THERE WERE NO WORDS THEN FOR BABY. HARDLY A MEMORY OF ANY WORD FOR PEOPLE.

THE PLACE WAS STASSY CREEK, THE BRIDGE WITH THE STEEL RAILING AND THE FLAG POST I SAW FROM THE ' TOP' WONDERING...IN ' VISION.' THE RUSHING WATER THAT I WAS ' FACE DOWN ' SCREAMING IN TERROR, TILL I ROSE. I'LL NEVER REALLY KNOW WHO THAT ' MAN ' WAS, THE PROBLEM WITH THE ' MASONIC,' I KNOW NOW AS AN ADULT.

WELL I HAVE MY CROSS BACK, AND WHAT EVER ' IRISH DEMONS, ' AND LATIN, THERE IN.

MY MOTHER HAD A STREAK OF FRENCH BLOOD, SHE TOLD ME ONCE IN A 9 HOUR CONVERSATION, I NEVER ASKED HER OF THAT NIGHT.

NEITHER OF MY PARENTS HAVE EVER SAID THE THINGS I HEARD OF THE CROSS AND TO G_D.

THE HAWAIAN PETROGLYPH IS THAT OF
' THE MESSENGER ( SILVER FIGURE ),' THE WRITING
IS MY AGENDA AND RESULTS THE MOMENT I GOT INTO
TOWN. THE CARDS ARE PEOPLE WHO YOU CAN TRUST.
THE VET REP. AND JUST ABOUT ALL THE YOUNGER
MEN AND WOMEN YOU CAN TRUST AND RELATE
TO; THEIR ' HEARTS ' AND THEN PAYCHECKS ARE
IN CORRECT ORDER.

ADRIAN ACUNA IS ONE OF THE MOST HELPFUL AT
THE EPCC FOR VETS. HE IS ' COLORBLIND.'

V-RAP ACKNOWLEDGED MY ' SERVICE ' TO THE
COUNTRY, THE OLDER VETERANS AND MEXICAN MAFIA
AND OTHERS TOOK IT AWAY.

MR. VASQUES WILL HELP YOU IF YOUR SKIN IS WHITE,
I DON'T KNOW OF HIS BOSS, I NEVER MET HER.

I WAS ONE OF THE ' FEW ' PARTICIPANTS IN V-RAP WHO
DIDN'T BUY DRUGS AND COMPOUND ' PROFIT.' THIS IS
HOW IT WAS SEEN ON THE ' STREETS.'

( I PUT THIS ON THE NET BECAUSE
THE PICTURES ARE JUST ABOUT
WORN OUT.)

THE PICTURES OF ME AND THE NEW BORN,
IS MY SISTER, MY HALF SISTER, TAKEN IN '90
I BELIEVE.

THE LAST IS OF MY DECEASED BROTHER PAUL.
A SPOT ON THE NET SPOKE OF A PERSON CLAIMING
TO BE HE AND I LEARNED OF IT IN HAWAII AND
RESPONSE, " IF THIS IS ABOUT A KIDNEY, THE
ANSWER IS YES." THE PERSON ANGIE WHO
APPARENTLY E-MAILED FROM HER OWN E-MAIL,
SAID THEIR WAS NO RESPONSE.

I'M ALMOST SURE IT WAS JUST ONE OF THE MANY
CONS THAT HAVE COME MY WAY FOR INFORMATION
ONLY.

THE ONLY OTHER PERSON WHO WOULD OF KNOWN
IS MY OTHER BROTHER WHO SAID NO, AND MORE
THAN LIKELY HIS GAY ' FRIEND,' HIS COCAIN DEALER.

ONE DAY I'LL REWRITE HOW ALL THIS REACHED NEW YORK'S
ART CULTURE AND MARKETS. IT'S ALL IN THE MAGAZINES,
THUS INTEREST OF MEXICAN MAFIA, OTHER THAN
THE ' WEST MESA KILLINGS,' THAT I HAD NOTHING TO
DO WITH.

ONE ' RV MEDITATION' WAS OF A YOUNG WOMAN KILLED,
I PUT IT ON THE NET YEARS AGO, HER BREATHING IN THE
DIRT AS HER LAST THOUGHTS WERE OF HER FATHER.

YOU DON'T EVER WANT TO DO THIS, ' WITH A PERSON
IN DEATH....AND THE LIGHT.

THE ' SWANN ' SHELL WAS DESTROYED
TWO DAYS AGO.

' MY MOTHERS EYE ' IS ON THE NET. THERE'S
NO TELLING WHAT AUSTIN REALLY WAS
THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO. KNOW ONE
REALLY KNOWS WHAT LIFE IS UNDER
AUSTIN STILL, ALL THOSE CAVES AND WATER
FILLED CAVERNS THAT KNOW EYE
HAS SEEN. UNDER THE PYROCLASTIC
FLOWS THAT MAKE UP A LARGE PART
OF THE AREA. THAT IS PART OF MY
' VIEWING.'

IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH A CROSS AND
THE BODY REMOVED THEN LEFT ' TO
THREATEN,' AND THOSE BEFORE THE
' EVENT,' ALL OF THEM.