IT TOOK A PROBABLE SERIAL KILLER FOR ‘ MEMORY ‘

 THE AIRCRAFT ( CIRCLED THE HIGHLAND POOL ( V-22 Osprey ) I TOOK A SHOWER AT 12:00PM, 2-15-2022, OR SO, DOCTORS APPT NEXT DAY HERIA ULTRASOUND ) ONCE FROM ABOVE AND I WONDERED WHY ? I’M NOT EVEN THERE YET.

THEN I THOUGHT OF ALL THE RUMORS OF CAMERAS IN THE SHOWERS AND THE PERSON FROM RUSSIA WHO ALLEGEDLY WORKS THERE THOUGH I THINK HE IS AMERICAN. ‘ GAY ? ‘ A MILLION DOLLAR ( $84 million ) AIRCRAFT MENT FOR THE THEATER OF WAR ? 

TODAY 2-18-2022

I LOOKED FOR MOVIE TODAY THAT HAD A SEEN REGARDING ‘ EYE TARGETED INTEL RESULTS ‘ TAKEN FROM A TV SCREEN FOR ADVERTISING PURPOSES THAT I SAW IN THAT MOVIE THAT I HAVE FORGOTTEN THE NAME OF.    I WATCHED IT IN ELPASO, TX I’M SURE, BUT WHO KNOWS. MICHAEL CAIN WAS IN IT AND HIS CHARACTER WAS HYPNOTIZED BY A LIGHT GUN THAT LEFT HIM STANDING BUT COMING TO HOURS LATER.   IN THE ‘ MENTAL RAPES ‘ SOMEONE ‘ SAW ‘ WHAT I SAW DURING A PTSD ( EXTREMELY BRIGHT FLASHES OF LIGHT ) EPISODE BUT IN MY MEDITATION/NEAR SLEEP, I WAS REMEMBERING THE MOVIE AS IF I WAS WATCHING IT, A COMMENT WAS MADE…..BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY WHY WAS I ASKED A QUESTION THAT STARTED ALL OF THIS AFTER I SAW THE DEMONSTRATION OF THE ‘ EYE TO TV SCREEN TARGETING OF THE FEMALE MODEL HOLDING THE PRODUCT FOR SELL ‘ AND THE INDICATOR ( SAY WHITE DOT ) APPEARING EVERYWHERE  MICHEAL CAIN’S CHARACTER WAS LOOKING. 

WHY THE QUESTION, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY WHAT WAS THE FUCKING QUESTION !? 

2002-2003. “ JEFF,” I THOUGHT MY OLD ROOM MATE AND PERSON WHO LET ME STAY AT THE SIGMA CI HOUSE IN 1981 OR 1982, AFTER GRADUATING FROM UNM HE WORKED ON THE F-16. IN 2002-2003 I DID RECOGNIZE WHO I THOUGHT WAS JASON ROWDEN, BUT AS JASON SOUNDS SO MUCH LIKE THE OLD barton prince FROM THE 80’S AND 90’S, WHO KNOWS. I DO NOT KNOW WHO THE FEMALES WERE. TOO MANY LEVELS, AND I WASN’T MUCH INTERESTED IN JEFF’S OR IAN’S WORK, HE NEVER SAID MUCH AND MORE IMPORTANTLY I NEVER ASKED. USCG WAS ADDRESSED, THUS USCG CAP ( COVER ) AND LAWS ABOUT SELLING US MILITARY UNIFORMS, MY DISCHARGE, ENDLESS GARBAGE ABOUT CAPTAIN FODDER ( SPELLING ), RED OCTOBER, PEOPLE IN MY PLATOON ( ORDERS, SUGGESTED MEMORY LOSE, THEN ORDERS ), I SIMPLY CAN NOT REMEMBER ALL OF IT. NOTE: IN 1999-2001, WAS FIRST QUESTIONS ABOUT SIGMA CHI, FAT CHANCE BAR, ARREST, JEFF, CHUCK AND IAN; JOHN ARMIO WAS HERE OR LATER, CAN’T REMEMBER, BUT DID NOT KNOW VAN I RECOGNIZED ON ALICE AVE, WAS AL JARAMILLO AT OR AROUND POWDRELL HOUSE. JOHN ARMIO WAS A FRIEND AT THE TIME IN THE 80’S AND DID COME WITH ME TO KAM’S PARTY ON WASHINGTON HOUSE BEFORE 1985. JUST FUN, MET THE ROWDENS AND THAT IS THAT.

LAST NIGHT ( 2-17-2022 ) WAS THE ANSWER 

JENNIFER WELLSEY, 17 ALIASES, A REAL MURDERING NUT ( WAYNE - BUTLER, PA, NAME OF HIS BROTHER ( ALLEN BARTLEY C. OLD BOYFRIEND ? DEAD.  - ON SHEET OF PAPER WITH OTHER NAMES ) -  PART OF ‘ MENTAL RAPE ‘ EXTREME VIOLENCE, A FUCKIN NIGHTMARE ! 2003-2004(?).

https://m.youtube.com/watch? ) “ WAYNE “ “ BUTLER “ “ PA “ AND A HOST OF OTHER ‘ RV HITS ‘ BUT THIS WAS IN A MENTAL RAPE, BOTH LOCAL AND I THINK STATES AWAY.   

I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT TRUE ‘ AI ‘ WOULD ‘ THINK ‘ COMPUTE IN SOMETHING CLOSER TO A HOLOGRAPHIC UNDERSTANDING OF DEPTH, ENVIRONMENT AND ENVIRONMENTAL ENCOUNTERS AND TERRITORY INTRUSIONS OF SELF AND ‘ ALIEN ( HUMAN ‘ PARENTS ‘ ),’ OUTTER ENVIRONMENT.

NOT TRIAL AND ERROR AS WE KNOW IT.

BOTTOM LINE IS, ‘ EPSTEIN, JEFF ‘ AND “ ZORRO “ RANCH,’ AND SO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT ROWDEN “ FARM “ AS EVERYONE CALLED IT. ALL THIS TOO AT SAME TIME AND 95% AND ALL THAT ‘ HACKED ‘ FROM ‘ the protection of prudence by conscience at blog spot dot com.’ THEN MORE AFTER 2009 WHEN I FORCED JOHN X. GONZALES TO EVICT ME FROM 5417 ALICE AVE. ALBUQUERQUE, NM  IN 2009. REMEMBER HE WAS FIFTEEN MINUTES AFTER barton prince BUT WITH AN UNDERAGE GIRL WEARING DEL NORTE SCHOOL COLORS AND SAID “ WE JUST CAME BY TO LOOK AT YOUR DINOSAURS AGAIN.” I LOOKED AT JASON, WHO I WAS TALKING WITH AND SAID “ AGAIN ? “ HE JUST SHOOK HIS HEAD.

MY JOB WITH LABOR READY ON LOMAS ( AT THAT TIME 2000-2002 ) WAS CANCELED EARLY  THAT MORNING WHEN I DROPPED BY TO PICK UP THE WORK TICKET AT OPENING OF BUSINESS. I TALKED TO BOTH OF THEM THE NIGHT BEFORE.