TRUTHS-05-16-'14
TBCS-FRONTAL LOBE-EXCITEMENT ( PERHAPS ENHANCEMENT ) NCR RADIO 7:40 AM 05-19-'14,
I HAD TO FIGURE IT OUT MYSELF YEARS BACK. ALSO,IN ONE OF THE POSTS I MENTIONED A BLACK LIGHT, I WAS MISTAKEN, I USED IT ONCE OR TWICE TO SEE IF I WAS PAINTING ANYTHING ' OTHER 'THAN WHAT I WANTED.
LIKE LOOKING AT YOUR PAINTING WITH ' BLUE BLOCKER' SUNGLASSES.I HAD A ' GROWLIGHT ' IN THE BEDROOM.
THE ' TERMINAL ' ICON CAME UP ON THE MAC - WHEN I TRYED DOWNLOADING PODCASTS FROM I-TUNES-I-POD.
VVA, THEN A BUNCH OF NUMBERS THEN THE SEQUENCE ENDED WITH - JBOCHOA$ AT THE END, THIS HAPPENED LAST FRIDAY ) 5 - 16 - 2014.
THE TILE ABOVE INCLUDED-BASH-ALONG WITH MY NAME.
THIS REMINDED ME OF WHEN I FIRST ENROLLED IN COLLEGE, AND WAS ASSURED THAT THE MATERIAL ( VA FORMS ) WHERE AUTOMATICALLY WIPED OFF THE SCREEN WHEN WHEN A VET LOGGED OFF.
THIS PROVED TO BE NOT THE CASE AS I TESTED IT AND MY INFORMATION WAS STILL THERE AND PART OF IT HIDDEN. SINCE THEN A NEW BUILDING HAS BEEN COMPLETED AND A NEW OFFICE SETTING AND COMPUTERS ALLOW THE VA REPS ( EPCC EMPLOYEES ) TO DO THE WORK DIRECTLY FROM THEIR WORKPLACE. IN REFERENCE TO MY REMAINING V-RAP, THE PAPERWORK WAS SENT IN ON TIME BEFORE THE DEADLINE, AND CERTAINLY BEFORE 12:00 MIDNIGHT ON THE 17 OF LAST MONTH.
I AM NOT CONCERNED ABOUT THIEVES, AS BACK BEFORE I WAS ENROLLED INTO MY FIRST WELDING CLASS ( LAST YEAR ) I WAS ASKED BY A PERSON FROM A SHELTER SETTING AS TO HOW MY APPLICATION FOR BENEFITS WAS GOING, I DID NOT ANSWER HIM, AS HIS ' VOICE ' AND AN UNKNOWN FEMALES VOICE I HAD HEARD ON THE COMPUTER AS I WAS BEING LEAD ASTRAY FILLING OUT THE WRONG APPLICATION ( FORM ) ON THE COMPUTER IN THE OLD BUILDING, IN THE FIRST PLACE.
AFTER DELETING ALL PERSONAL INFORMATION ON THE FORMS, MORE THAN ONCE, I WENT TO EPCC'S POLICE DEPARTMENT. I DO NOT KNOW IF A POLICE RECORD WAS KEPT.I REPORTED IT IN ORDER TO LET THE EPCC POLICE KNOW THAT OTHER VETERAN'S PERSONAL INFORMATION WAS AT RISK.
S. AGUILAR WAS MY ENGLISH PROFESSOR
JESUS DE LEON WAS THE SPANISH TEACHER THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT.
I FOUND HIS E-MAIL IN THE CHAT BOX WHICH HAS ALWAYS BEEN OFF. I NEVER GAVE HIM MY PERSONAL E-MAIL. ALSO THE LAST PAPER WAS SENT VIA ENGRAD FIRST, THOUGH LATE.
LAST YEAR WHEN I TRYED TO CONTACT THE REPORTER WHO WAS TRYING TO CONTACT ME, THE E-MAILS ALWAYS WENT NOWHERE AND OTHER ' OCCURRENCES ' TOOK PLACE IN MY LIFE IN THE WAY OF THREATS.
I DID NOT GIVE THAT PERVERT MY E-MAIL.
I DO NOT KNOW THE EXTENT OF ENGRADES ' CORRUPTNESS,' BUT I DO KNOW THAT THE ' MAC'S' CAN BE USED BY ' REMOTE.' THIS I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY STAFF IN THE COMPUTER ROOM.
I KEPT ALL THE FORMS
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IN MANY RESPECTS I WISH THAT I HAD USED THE REAL QUOTES OF SOLDIERS THAT I'VE MET AND KNOWN. FOR MANY REASONS I CHOSE TO WRITE A RESEARCH PAPER THIS WAY, ONE FOR THE REASONS THAT BACK IN THE DAY, WE WERN'T REALLY ALLOWED TO TALK, YES EVEN ME.
EXAMPLE, THE STEALTH FIGHTER, I SAW AND KNEW THE MINUTE I SAW IT, WHAT APPEARED AHEAD OF IT AND NO VISIBLE TAIL BEHIND IT. IT VERY QUICKLY DISAPPEARED FROM SIGHT WHEN COMPARED TO OTHER FIGHTERS.
IT WAS WHAT I SAW IN FRONT.
OTHER REASONS WHERE THAT WE TAKE AN OATH, I READ THE BACK. I WISH I NEVER DID THAT.
A GOOD NUMBER OF PEOPLE THAT I'VE KNOWN WHO HAVE SERVED ARE DEAD, THE RADICALS ARE STILL ALIVE AND HAVE MADE AN IMPRESSION ON ME THAT A GOOD NUMBER OF THEM HAD A LOT TO DO WITH THE DEATHS OF SOLDIERS WHO ' NEVER CAME BACK.'
THE RUMORS OF WHAT WAS USED EARLY IN THE WAR HAVE TO MY SATISFACTION, BEEN PROVEN TRUE. EVERYTHING THAT I'VE BEEN TOLD IS VERY CLOSE TO TRUTH AND I WAS RAISED AROUND ARMY ALL THROUGH CHILDHOOD.
I HAVE MET AND KNOWN UNDERWATER DEMOLITION EXPERTS, NAVY SEALS ( WITH FAMILY ), ARMY RANGERS AND ' FIELD OPERATORS ( ' I ' FELL TO MY DEATH TO ROCKY GROUND, THE CRUNCH OF BONE INSIDE MY BODY, SOMEHOW I HEARD ) WHEN I MET JOHN. I HAVE SEEN MANY ' DOUBLES ' OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE SEEN BEFORE. I'M CERTAIN THAT SOMEONE WHO VERY MUCH LOOKED LIKE ME, WAS QUESTIONED AND WASN'T BELIEVED AND WAS KILLED." ARTIST LIKE US." WAS THE FIRST THING THAT JOHN C. TOLD ME AFTER I WAS INTRODUCED TO HIM, AND THAT'S THE FIRST THING I SAW IN HIS COMPANY AS I SHOOK HIS HAND.
I WROTE IT THAT WAY BECAUSE THE REAL ENEMY HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GOVERNMENT THAT IS ACCOUNTABLE TO NONE. AND THE RESPECT THAT MANY OF THE SOLDIERS GAVE ME IN WARNING OF THEIR EXPERIENCE SHOULDN'T BE DESIRED BY ANYONE AND OF CONSCIENCE. THE FIRST THING THAT I SAW ON VIDEO WITHOUT SEEING IT WITH MY EYE'S WAS A TARGET SOMEWHERE TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD, INSIDE MY 'MIND' BEFORE I KNEW THERE WAS VIDEO ON THE I-POD DESCRIBED BELOW.
ON AN I-POD THAT I BOUGHT IN AUSTIN TX. AN IRAQI MAN IS THE DOUBLE OF A PERSON THAT I HAVE MET IN A SHELTER IN TEXAS.I FOUND THE RECEIPT AND I PAID THIRTY DOLLARS FOR IT.THERE IS ALSO VIDEO THAT ' PLAYED ' WITH MY HEAD OF OUR TROOPS MOVING DOWN AN IRAQI STREET IN AN ARMORED VEHICLE THAT SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T SHAKE. I WAS IN THAT YEARS BEFORE, BEFORE I HAD A WORKING MAC AND ON THE INTERNET.THAT WAS ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO THAT I BOUGHT THE I-POD. THE I-POD IS 2006, I WAS ALREADY THERE BEFORE AT LEAST 2003-4?
THE PAPER I WROTE WAS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME BECAUSE OF ALL THE STALKING THAT I HAVE ENDURED. THE ' TAG ' GAMES OF PEOPLE TRYING TO RUN ME OFF THE ROAD, THE LIBRARY GAMES IN FOUR DIFFERENT STATES, AND THE EVER PRESENT NEAR DISASTERS ON THE ROAD EXAMPLED BY THE WOMAN I REAR ENDED WITH THE MULTICOLORED WRIST BAND AND LAUGHING ON THE CELL PHONE AT THE TIME. I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT ALL THESE AND STILL FOUND ' TIME ' TO HELP THOSE WHO NEED IT. THAT'S WHY I JOINED THE COAST GUARD. TO KILL IS THE EASIEST THING TO DO IN THE WORLD. THERE'S NO HATE, NO CONTESTS, NOTHING. FOR MILLIONS OF YEARS WE HAVE PROGRESSED AND HONED THIS SKILL TO PERFECTION.
TO SAVE A LIFE, IS THE HARDEST THING TO DO IN THE WORLD. WE HAVE NEVER REALLY LEARNED HOW. THAT'S WHY USCG, BUT I BELIEVE IN DEFENSE AT ALL COSTS IF NECESSARY.
THE RADICAL LEFT AND THE FAR RIGHT HAVE KILLED THIS WORLD MANY TIMES OVER IN VARIOUS FORMS OF GOVERNMENTS, RELIGIONS AND OTHER BELIEF SYSTEMS, AND THEY HAVE RUN INTO A WALL WHERE THERE WILL BE NO RETURN. NO PLACE TO GO.
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I MIGHT OF USED QUOTES AND ALL THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE KNOWN, BUT INSTEAD I DECIDED NOT TO. I ONCE SAW TENS OF TWENTIES OF PHOTOS FROM IRAQ WITH PEOPLE BURNT TO A SKELETAL CRISP TRYING TO ESCAPE THEIR ARMORED VEHICLES AND ABSOLUTELY NO MARK ON THE OUTSIDE. WHY NOT PUT THAT IN THE PAPER? BECAUSE NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE IT AND A SEPARATE ARGUMENT OF SORTS WOULD HAVE TO BE USED WHEN A SOLIDER HAS TO ASK " WHAT HAVE WE DONE TO YOU?" A MEMORY FROM UNM.
ANY TIME THAT I'VE MENTIONED ANYTHING THAT I'VE SEEN ARE SIMPLY REBUTTAL BY ' LITTLE GREEN MEN.' OR ' WHAT PLANET ARE YOU FROM?,' AND WELL ' I THINK THAT YOU SHOULD SEE A DOCTOR.'
THE DISPERSAL OF ' HEAT ' AND EXCHANGE IS A SIMPLE FORM OF RADIATION AND WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD. I DECIDED NOT TO WRITE ABOUT ALL THE URANIUM MINES IN THE US, BECAUSE OF ' HARP ' AND TRANSPARENCY. A PAINTING COMMISSIONED FOR THE SHIT BARTON PRINCE. I HAVE NO PHOTOS OF IT.
ATHENA ON ONE SIDE AND MARY MOTHER OF G-D ON THE OTHER SIDE. WEATHER TREATIES OF THE EIGHTIES AND TELECOMMUNICATIONS ARE THE LEAST OF ANYBODIES WORRIES REGARDING ' HARP,' NEAR DEFUNK.
SKYNET, A SATELLITE THAT I FOUND SEVERAL DAYS AGO IN REGARDS TO RESEARCH AND I REMEMBERED ' WE'RE AT FT.BLISS AND THE WHOLE OF CRV OPENING UP LIKE GAME OF CARDS AND ALL PROTOCOLS READY TO VIEW.BUT OF COURSE, THAT WAS TERMINATOR THE MOVIE. ALSO A THEME FOR A SHORT PIECE OF WRITING THAT MY SPANISH TEACHER HAD GIVEN US, HE STATED THAT HE WAS A MASON. HE ASKED WHO MY ENGLISH TEACHER WAS, I TOLD HIM. ALONG WITH OTHER DEJA VU'S, THE ' WATER PLANETS,' METEORITES, ' DON'T GO TO THE BORDER BART.' ' DON'T LISTEN TO THEM BART.' AS TO WHAT WAS THE PRESENT THEN AND THE FUTURE THEN, SKYNET JUST CREEPS THE SHIT OUT OF ME. THE ONLY THING THAT I CAN THINK OF IS THE HUNDREDS OF TUNNELS, ROOMS AND OLD WATERWAYS WHEN THE PYRAMIDS WERE BUILT, BUT THAT'S EGYPT. AND I WAS ASKED ABOUT THAT TOO. OLD BATTERIES. COMPLETE ROOMS, UNDERGROUND, THAT WAS MY ANSWER, BUT NOT THOSE ON TELEVISION.
SOME OF THE THINGS THAT WERE IN THE FORM OF ' MOVIES,' LIKE THE FOREIGN FILM ' KING OF HEARTS,' MAKES ME WONDER TODAY. THE CONSTANT ' KEEP QUITE ' IS NOT TOTALLY DOMESTIC.
REAL NOW AS THEN
EXAMPLES OF MY MENTAL STATE: VERY STRONG
I AM GOING TO DO THIS -- IS OVERLAPPED WITH -- YOU WILL DO THAT!!
DAMN, I GOTTA GO TO THE BATHROOM, JUST THE THOUGHT -- IS --YOU WILL GO THE BATHROOM!!!
PICK THAT UP ! HAS ALREADY, ' RECYCLED.' IT MIGHT COME IN HANDY SOME DAY, SO I KEPT IT.
THE ABSOLUTE ABSURDITY OF THIS MENTALITY SHIT IS RIDICULES. YET IT USED TO BE FAR WORSE, THEN A SURPRISE WITH AN ACT OF VIOLENCE, I ALWAYS SUBDUED IT AND PUSHED IT AWAY.
THE RECENT ATTACKS ABOUT THREE MONTHS NOW. THE SOPHISTICATION OF THE ATTACKS HAS LESSENED A BIT, OVER THE YEARS. ANOTHER THREAT AT THE SAME CORNER A MAN/BOY MIMICKING THE CUTTING OFF OF A HEAD, WHITE VEHICLE ABOUT A WEEK AGO. AND EARLIER IN THE SCHOOL MINI-SEMESTER, ' LAMER,' IN CLASS BUT A FEMALE ANSWERED IT BECAUSE THE SPANISH TEACHER WAS ONE QUESTION IN THE COURSE BOOK AHEAD OF HIMSELF.
WHILE AT SCHOOL THE EMERGENCY LOAN PAID FOR CLASSES, I HAVE BEGGED FOR MONIES TO EAT AND THE NECESSITIES OF LIFE, BUS CARDS ETC. EATEN BREAKFAST AT THE SHELTER BECAUSE IT'S FREE AND NO PROBLEM. I AM WALKING THROUGH AN ' EVENT.'
I HAVE DECIDED TO PRINT THE FIRST PAGE OF THE ROUGH DRAFT OF THE LAST PAPER. IT IS AMAZING. WHAT I CROSSED OUT. I WILL DO THIS LATER.
THE ' VOICE ' MORE MACHINE THAN ANYTHING ELSE, FOREIGN AND COMPREHENDS CHANGE OF MENTAL DIRECTION ( I HAVE DOUBLED BACK OF ' HIM ' IN SURPRISE ' WE ' ) AND DOES NOT LIKE IT WHEN I CHANGED MY MIND ON THE COMPUTER. A LIE. I DECIDED EARLIER AT 12:37 AM. EARLIER IN THE EVNING WHEN I WROTE IT ( AROUND 9:20-30PM ), THE RADIO IN THE ROOM WITH WEATHER BAND, I UNPLUGED IT BEFORE I SLEPT. BUT HAD IT ON WHEN I WROTE, AFTER GETTING BACK FROM SCHOOL.
THIS IS WHAT SHRINK'S HAVE SUGGESTED FOR SOME PEOPLE TO GET ALONG WITH THEMSELVES."' WE ' WANT YOU TO GET ALONG." WHOEVER HE IS, OR SHE IS THROWN OFF ENOUGH, TO UTILIZE WORDAGE A FEW ' GRADES IN CONCERT WITH HIS IDEALS.' A VERY REAL PERSON, LIKE THE SWITCHING OF CHANNELS ON A HANDHELD RADIO. THAT'S THE GIBBERISH I WOKE UP TO.
LASTLY, MY AUNT ESTHER WAS A NURSE AND SHE TOLD OF THE HOVED DEMONS, THE DEVILS WHO SMELLED OF SULFUR, REALLY MINORS AND BLACKSMITHS. SHE WAS TOLD AS YOUNG GIRL OF THESE MEN WHO GRADUALLY WENT CRAZY BECAUSE OF OCCUPATION.SULFUR WAS TAKEN BY THESE MEN, BECAUSE OF PARASITES DRAWN TO HEAT.
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